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“I’m so glad you guys are here to help out with the kids.” Levi says as Amelia, Lavi, and their two kids enter the front door.
“I want my babies to be close to their aunts and uncles.” Amelia says.
“Where’s Auntie Ellen?” Their oldest child, Arial, asks.
“She’s at campus, in class.” Lavi says patting his daughter’s head gently.
Many girls Ellen’s age, now that humanities population is almost 3 billion strong, are doing a lot more than settling and having children. Ellen is one of them. She started off so excited to have children of her own as soon as she could but now, in humanities current condition it just isn’t necessary anymore.
She’s taking her time to find love much like everyone else nowadays.
“I’m making breakfast for Eren right now. I feel so bad. He’s always so tired.” Levi says returning to the kitchen.
“I can help!” Amelia says. “I’ll make breakfast for the kiddos. Which refrigerator has the breakfast stuff?” She asks chasing Levi.
“That one.” Levi says.
“Dad, is Eren awake?” Lavi asks.
“Yes, I don’t know. No? Maybe.” Levi says.
Lavi starts up the stairs.
“What made you marry a fairy like that, hon? I know ten other guys who are stronger, more handsome-“
Amelia starts laughing and Lavi snorts as he makes his way all the way up the stairs. He can recall falling down these stairs on plenty occasions growing up in this house. He misses this house a lot sometimes. Growing up with all of his siblings was fun. He’d organize all of the games in the backyard. He’d always be the king because he was the oldest. Boys against girls. He smiles to himself as he twists the master bedroom doorknob, opens the door, and walks in.
“Dad.” Lavi whispers. The lights are off but the windows are open so the natural light shines beautifully on Eren’s skin. He lays on his side and the sheet is only covering his groin and upper thighs.
He’s sound asleep. Angelically.
His skin has this really specific glow to it and Lavi knows what that means. He’d seen it on Amelia a hundred times. He looks at the faint stretch marks on Eren’s flat stomach and hips. This beautiful body stretched to bring him and 13 other people life. They really did their part to help humanity.
“He’s the reason you’re so worn out.” Lavi says stroking Eren’s arm lovingly. His eyes swell with tears for some reason. Is this how Levi feels when he looks down at him? How can perfect people exist? They do, Amelia and Eren are proof of that. Some people are perfectly free and they exist among regular, ordinary people like Lavi and Levi. “How do you two do it? Get fucked all day and night and still take care of kids?”
Lavi has definitely taken after his other father. Sometimes it’s enough to just see Amelia and he’ll need her, right then and there. Of course he needs her full cooperation and she gives in 90% of the time. Amelia is a straight up zombie after some good dick and she only has to take care of two kids. Lavi can’t even imagine what Eren must go through with 8 kids that aren’t even teenagers yet.
Random memories come to Lavi’s mind. When he was little he would always run into this room and sleep with his daddies. Eren always took care of him but his affection for Levi was always a lot more. That bothers him sometimes. Eren deserves the world and a lot more appreciation than he gets.
“I love you dad.” Lavi says moving some hair off of Eren’s forehead. “You always took care of me.”
Eren grunts and shifts in his sleep. Lavi pulls the blanket from the foot of the bed and covers Eren’s body with it, the body that brought him to life.
“You held me on your hip while you took care of everything.” Lavi whispers. He stoops down to kiss Eren’s forehead then turns to leave. He hesitates for a moment. How can he give back to Eren?
“W-wait.“ Eren’s voice croaks tiredly. It’s the post-scream voice. Levi devoured him at some point before Amelia and he had arrived. Soft arms wrap around Lavi’s back and lock around his chest.
“Dad?”
“Don’t you owe me something?” Eren says over Lavi.
He drags him to the bed and into it.
“Wait!” Lavi yells before laughing hysterically.
“Lavi?!” Eren exclaims looking over at him.
“Oh god. My life just flashed before my eyes.” Lavi says with a chuckle. “You’re stronger than I thought.” He looks over at him.
Eren smiles and shakes his head before laying back down.
Lavi blushes. What the fuck. Those fucking eyes. He sits up. This must be what drives Levi crazy. Amelia’s blue eyes have a strong affect on him. Eyes are so powerful. There’s something about a person's eyes when they smile that’s just incredible.
“Let me get out of here before I put my hand down in something.” Lavi says.
“Was Levi just in here?” Eren asks.
“... No.” Lavi says looking over at him.
“Huh? Really? But... never mind.” Eren says.
Lavi stares at him for a moment, unblinking, unthinking. He lays back down.
“Remember when we would wait for dad to come home from work? Ellen would be in the walker making loud noises and you would read that one book to me? The one with the two guys on the boat? You’d never say the bad words but...” Lavi sighs.
“You remember that? You were like three.” Eren says. They both stare up at the ceiling.
“Yeah. Then when dad got home it was always bath time.” Lavi says.
“Yes and you fought me to the death! Because you wanted to be with your daddy Levi.” Eren chuckles. Lavi shakes his head in disappointment with himself.
“Why didn’t I just take the fucking bath?” Lavi asks looking over at Eren.
“You were just a fussy little toddler...” Eren says looking over at his son with a frown. “but you were my sweet boy. My first boy.” He smiles and gently strokes Lavi’s cheek. It feels good.
Eren has never withheld any form of affection, physical or verbal so back when he was growing up Lavi always took it for granted, even sometimes smacking Eren’s hand away. On the other hand it was nearly impossible past the age of 6 to receive any form of affection from Levi but when he did it felt so good. He must have really done something remarkable to get a head pat or a ‘good job’ from Levi back then.
“It’s funny how dynamics just copy and paste from the parents house to the child’s house.” Lavi says. “I come home and the kids run to me. It’s bath time and they cling to me. Like, I love my kids so much... but listen to your mother, damn it. Take your bath.”
“I’m proud of you, Lavi.” Eren says and his son’s eyes fly open wide. “That book is in the basement. I’ll give it to you.” He adds.
“It’s not. I took it during my coming of age ceremony. I would read it to Amelia when her and Jean would come to visit. It’s our favorite book. So I took it and read it to her at the hotel while we were trying to conceive Arial.“ Lavi says.
“Yeah but she was conceived four months prior to that.” Eren giggles.
“Shut up! I know!” Lavi smiles. “So how do you feel about the book?” Lavi asks.
“I thought it was really boring. That’s why I would read it to you so you would fall asleep.” Eren says with a laugh.
“Shit. That’s no good. How do you feel about two men on a boat. You and Levi, or you and me, or me and Levi?” Lavi asks.
“If I were ever on a boat, I’d want to be in a big one in the ocean.” Eren says staring bright eyed at the ceiling.
“Would that excite you?” Lavi asks.
“Yes, my father and his dad would be on a boat often. They had a boat once called The Jaeger. I’ve always wondered what it would be like to be on a boat at night, stare up at the stars.... just to be in that moment.... That was my grandparents story though. The Jaeger is long gone.”
“The Jaeger.... I’ll buy you a boat.” Lavi says. The world’s expectations were so high. Eren had to give up his youth to bring a child into the world and had missed so many opportunities to feel excitement separate from Levi and the winding walls of this house. Lavi will do anything he can to give back to Eren for that sacrifice.
“If I wanted a boat, Levi would have bought me one by now. That man is obsessed with me.” Eren says with a blush. He is content with the way his teens and 20s played out, nothing would amount to the pleasure of bringing life to his large family.
“Yeah. He needs to lay off though. You need your rest, dad.” Lavi says. “I’m worried about you. You have your hands full.”
“Stop. Don’t worry about me. I can handle it, baby.” Eren says searching for Lavi’s eyes. “I could handle this and more.”
“Weren’t you the one who had a breakdown when you got pregnant with Luey?” Lavi asks. “Wasn’t dad on the couch for like a month?”
“It was like five days... being pregnant is what’s exhausting. The rest of this I can handle. Why don’t you take Amelia on a nice boat ride since you two love that book so much. Okay? I need a shower.” Eren says sitting up. Lavi winces as he takes notice of the bruise-like marks all over Eren’s chest and neck.
Just then Levi walks into the room with a big tray of food. Amelia calls a few of her in law brothers and sisters down for breakfast.
Lavi hops off of the bed and speeds past Levi.
“A man in bed with my husband!” Levi yelps. “Eren, how could you.” He says with a smile.
“Yeah I’m cheating on you with our 20 year old son.” Eren says.
“You gotta crush on your daddy, Lavi?” Levi asks the man backing out of the room.
“No. Do I look like Ellen?” Lavi asks before exiting. He keeps his head in the doorway.
“What? What about Ellen?” Levi asks.
Eren’s eyes widen.
“Talk to grandma.” Lavi says with a snort. “Ellen and Connor.... they were kinda close in a non cousin way a few years ago. I never saw anything but Amelia and grandma-”
“Not my Ellen. Stop. Get out. Your dad’s naked.” Levi says seriously.
Lavi chuckles and closes the door behind himself.
“Do you know anything about that?” Levi asks.
“I’ve heard a bit but I never saw anything... and she obviously grew out of it so...” Eren says.
“You know they go to the same college... and she doesn’t want to date or get married. And she won’t have kids...” Levi says. “Is she still hanging out with him?”
“I’m sure she grew out of that Levi. That’s disgusting. Even implying incest like that.” Eren says. “Now, you made me breakfast, can I eat it?” Eren asks with a smile.
“Yes.” Levi says handing him the tray. “I’m gonna call my sister about this later.”
Eren shrugs.
“Lavi’s such a nice young man now. Do you ever think about it sometimes? How our son has a family now. He’s so much like you.” Eren says proudly.
“Lavi’s a sissy. Don’t compare him to me. But yeah he’s a good father and he does what he’s supposed to do.... yeah he turned out alright.” Levi says as Eren’s eyes roll back a few times.
“He remembers when I’d read to him at night. That’s what we were talking about.” Eren says.
“The book with the boat and the two racist guys?” Levi asks. He takes a seat on the bed beside his husband.
“Sure.” Eren says with a laugh.
“Forget about that. What do you want to do for our 20th anniversary.” Levi says sighing. “We’ve been married 20 years! Isn’t that crazy?” He asks.
“Not really. It went by quickly. But we’re both old men now.” Eren says.
“Yeah especially me. My body is going to start breaking down pretty soon.” Levi says.
“You’re so dramatic.” Eren laughs as he takes his first bite of the food.
“We can go to my country again.” Levi says. “But we’ve done that 5 times already.”
“We can copy Lavi’s wedding and do a nice little party in a private jet.” Eren says.
“I’d throw up again. I hate flying and drinking at the same time.” Levi says.
“Hmmm... I don’t care what we do as long as mom and dad go.” Eren says.
“Yeah and maybe Amelia and her husband.” Levi says.
Eren almost spits his food out laughing. “Stop being mean to Lavi.” Levi can’t help the smile that spreads his lips before chuckling himself.
The day finally arrived. Levi had talked it over with Lavi and Amelia and they figured out some really nice plans.
Eren wakes up to the kids all in his room.
“Happy anniversary!” They all shout in unison.
Levi and Eren wake up abruptly. This part was not planned. Levi quickly makes sure Eren’s nakedness is covered. They didn’t get to mess around last night, they were going to this morning, but it seems the kids had planned something themselves.
The two oldest bring in two trays with baked desserts. Leo and Cari, both 17 but Leo’s birthday is coming up.
“I know you don’t like sweet stuff daddy so here, coffee cake, oatmeal cookies... this tray is yours.” Cari says.
“This is for you.” Leo says handing Eren a tray.
“Awww my little bakers.” Eren says hugging them.
The rest of the day is filled with sweet gestures until it’s time for the boat ride. Eren, Levi, Carla, Grisha, Amelia, Lavi, Mikasa, and Connie all board the yacht for a memorable and romantic lunch. The night goes very smoothly and according to plan. The after party which wasn’t so much planned, takes place at Mikasa’s house and it’s just an excuse to get drunk. Levi spectates and watches Eren get wasted and have fun dancing with Mikasa and Amelia. When they’ve danced themselves silly it is finally time to wrap things up.
Eren practically falls to the floor once they get home.
“All of the kids should be sleep.” Levi says gently placing his palms on both of Eren’s shoulders. He barely stepped inside of the door and Levi was already making a move.
“You wanna do it?” Eren asks turning around in Levi’s embrace.
“You’re drunk and it’s pissing me off.” Levi says.
“So you don’t want to?” Eren asks turning back around and struggling to kick off his shoes.
“You’re gonna fall.” Levi’s grip tightens on his husbands shoulders just as his toe gets caught on the shoe he’s trying to kick off and immediately he starts going down. Levi quickly catches him and he tries to stop himself from laughing. “I told you.”
“Get off of me.” Eren says when he regains his balance. He pushes Levi off of himself.
Eren turns around and quickly walks towards the stairs “Where are you going?” Levi says chasing after him.
“Away from you.” Eren says surely. He walks faster until he reaches the stairs, then he breaks into a run.
“Stop acting stupid, you’re going to fall.” Levi says taking his time walking up the stairs after Eren.
Eren looks behind himself and sees Levi coming after him. He can’t help but laugh.
“So childish.” Levi says.
When he gets upstairs he walks into their room and closes the door. Eren is reduced to a few lumps hiding beneath the blanket. Slowly, Levi takes his time turning on the baby monitors and unbuttoning his shirt.
“Eren. Come out of the covers.” Levi says as he unbuckles his belt. He can hear his muffled giggles and it may be irritating him just a bit.
He climbs onto the bed and Eren’s giggles get louder. Ragged breaths come from his mouth as he hovers over Eren’s body. Levi’s fingers gently pull the blanket down revealing Eren’s face, covered by his hands, his chest, his legs, then his feet. It’s completely discarded and thrown to a pile on the floor.
Warm hands wrap around Eren’s wrists and pull them down revealing his lovely pink face. He smiles up at Levi.
“Why are you playing with me Eren? Take off your clothes.” Levi says maintaining his grip on Eren’s wrists.
“I’m not playing with you!” Eren whines.
“Why did you run away down stairs then?” Levi asks.
“I wanted you to chase me.” Eren says bluntly.
“Why?” Levi says. “You know I get annoyed when you act like this.” He adds.
“I don’t care.” Eren says with a pout.
“I know you don’t. I said take off your clothes.” Levi says.
“Why?” Eren says mocking Levi’s tone.
He rolls his eyes and pushes Eren’s shoulder down to the bed, making him lay flat on his back. He squirms gently in protest.
“You’re fighting me, baby?” Levi asks leaning down to kiss Eren. He smiles against Levi’s lips. Eren wraps his arms around Levi’s back as the kiss deepens.
“I’m fighting.” Eren says softly. He looks up into his eyes innocently and receives a blank stare in response.
“Well stop it.” Levi says unbuttoning Eren’s shirt. “I cant wait to fuck you to sleep tonight.” He throws his shirt to the floor and takes in the sight of Eren’s colorful neck and chest. Pink, yellow, and purple hickeys all heal at their own pace.
Levi kisses Eren’s lips again, unable to resist.
“You taste so good.” Levi says.
“Do I baby?” Eren asks. He runs his hands through Levi’s hair.
“Always.” Levi says tugging on Eren’s pants. They join the pile on the floor.
“Wait- nnn!” Levi’s hand wraps around Eren’s penis. He smiles as he rests his blushed cheek on the pillow beneath his head. Quickly, the tip of his pointer finger finds his mouth.
“It’s always interesting fucking drunk Eren.” Levi says softly as he looks down into his eyes. The thing about drunk Eren is all the shyness goes away in exchange for this playful brat.
“Your hands are too hot.” Eren moans and he throws his head back. Levi’s immediately goes for his neck but he reminds himself not to make anymore hickeys, so he just kisses gently.
“Do you like it?” Levi whispers against his skin as he pumps his hand up and down.
“Aah! Mmmmm!” Eren moans as his dick becomes solid in Levi’s harsh grasp. “It’s... its! Oh god!”
“It’s hot? It hurts?” Levi asks.
“I’m going to cum, Levi!” Eren says hiding his red, sweaty face in his hands.
“You’re going to cum, Eren?” Levi asks. “Do it, make a mess.” Levi says.
“I don’t wanna make a mess!” Eren exclaims in ecstasy.
“Okay.” Levi says scooting down the bed, getting a tight grip on Eren’s thighs, and fixing his mouth to the head of Eren’s fully functioning penis.
“Levi, don’t! Levi! Levi! Baby! Hnnnnn!” Eren whines as his dick erupts inside of Levi’s mouth. His grip tightens on Eren’s thighs as he bucks wildly beneath him. He swallows every drop of Eren’s ejaculation.
“Did you like that?” Levi asks before licking his lips. He stops Eren from curling into a ball and locks him into missionary.
“Levi, I love you.” Eren says with a smile. His eyes are very dilated and he can’t see Levi’s face that clearly. His body feels awakened.
“I love you too.” Levi says.
“I want kissy.” Eren says.
“Are you a baby?” Levi says leaning down to kiss Eren. As he kisses him, he pulls his dick out and presses it against Eren’s hole. Neither of them are surprised when Eren writhes away from the intrusive member. A small smile spreads across Levi’s face. He takes this as Eren “acting like a virgin” which he does “every time” they have sex.
Eren’s thighs start shaking.
“Be still so I can put it in.” Levi says aiming his member at a moving target.
“I don’t want you to put it in!” Eren whines.
“Why not?” Levi says fighting a smile.
“Is it going to hurt?” Eren asks peeking up at Levi innocently.
“So you’re a virgin again? After all of these years?” Levi snorts as he shakes his head. “Don’t get drunk again, okay? Drunk Eren is annoying.”
“Shut the hell up, Levi.” Eren says softly. He turns his head submissively and stops moving around so much.
Levi chuckles and pushes his dick all the way inside of him.
“Ssshhhhhhit Levi! Ouch. Come in softer than that- oh!” Eren moans. His whole body shudders as he is taken over by orgasm.
“Oh boy.” Levi says as Eren’s inner muscles squeeze and release his manhood. He kisses Eren’s neck while he waits for him to calm down.
“Levi you cant! Uhh!” Eren bucks his hips and Levi holds him down.
“Your body is that sensitive?” Levi asks licking from his neck to his ear.
“Ahhh please!” Eren says. His chest rises and falls at a rapid pace as he tries to catch his breath. The splitting pain of Levi’s dick and the multiple orgasms sobered him up a bit and now his head isn’t as fuzzy.
“I’ll finish you now.” Levi says drawing his hips back.
“Wait... Levi. Can I be on top?” Eren asks in a shaky soft voice.
“You want to ride me?” Levi asks. Eren hasn’t been on top in ages. This is surprising.
“Is that ok?” He asks.
“Look at me...” Levi says and Eren looks him in the eye and blushes. “Your eyes aren’t dilated anymore.”
“A-are you going to pull out? So I can be on top?” Eren asks. He softly places his hands on Levi’s shoulders waiting patiently as the man’s face contorts, seemingly deep in thought.
“Later.” Levi says pushing back inside.
“HuAAAh!” Eren moans as he throws his head back again.
“Now you can get on top... if you can even move.” Levi says pulling his hard dick out of Eren.
He shudders as Levi turns to sit beside him. His thighs won’t stop shaking and his throat is a bit dry. Even still he peels his back out of the bed. He really has no energy left to ride Levi as he had planned, Levi made sure of that.
Levi spoiled Eren so much that he never really has to get on top but he wanted to tonight, at least until Levi drained all the cum out of him. An unsteady hand settles on Levi’s shoulder as Eren straddles him.
“How are you supposed to make me cum in this state?” Levi whispers up into Eren’s tear stained face.
“It doesn’t matter what I do. As long as it’s me, you don’t have a choice but to cum.” Eren says confidently.
“You think you’re fucking special, huh?” Levi asks with a smile.
“Don’t you pray to me at night?” Eren asks cupping Levi’s face with both of his warm hands.
“That’s cute. If you weren’t begging to be fucked every night I’d probably sleep in a different room than you.” Levi says.
“You could never. And begging to be fucked? That’s you every single night.” Eren says lowering his face with each word. He gently presses his lips against Levi’s. “And some nights I just wake up to your hands all over me.” He says before kissing him again.
“You sleep naked just to tempt me.” Levi says grabbing Eren’s hips. His hands then slide up Eren’s back and hook around his shoulders. “Put my dick inside already.”
Eren steadies himself by holding on to Levi’s shoulders. He reaches back and grabs the hard member, pointing it towards its destination. He looks down into Levi’s eyes and returns his hands to his face as he sinks down onto his dick.
“Ah-!” Eren moans before smiling and Levi grunts as his dick pulsates. That right there is just about enough to make him cum.
“Come on, you know there’s more than that.” Levi says and Eren captures his lips before sinking down on the rest of Levi’s shaft. He shudders as Levi groans into the kiss.
“You do whatever I say.” Levi says smiling up at Eren.
“Do not.” Eren whispers shakily. He rolls his hips forward once and Levi grunts again.
“Yes you do. It’s a good thing.” Levi says. The eye contact is intense and Levi might just cum all over Eren.
“You do whatever I say. It’s like I’m a king.” Eren says with a smirk before kissing Levi’s lips again.
“Let go of my face. Your hands are sweaty.” Levi says.
“No.”
“You’re going to piss me off.”
“I’m trying to.” Eren says rolling his hips again. Then again. Then again.
“Is that so?” Levi says. His voice is strained. He releases Eren’s shoulders and lays back against the headboard. His hands tightly latch onto Eren’s upper hip.
“Levi!” Eren moans. “It’s so good!” He says. Sliding his hands down to his chest as he rides him.
“I know. I know how good it is. You’re dripping all over.” Levi says.
“Levi...” Eren moans leaning over to kiss him. His tongue dips into his mouth and sweeps under his teeth. He swabs the inside of his mouth until Levi takes over the kiss. When Eren comes up for air a large sum of saliva drips into Levi’s chin. He still hasn’t mastered kissing like Levi.
“This is disgusting.” Levi says wiping his chin.
“Really?” Eren pants.
“Really.”
“Open your mouth.” Eren says.
“Why?” Levi asks. His eyes clench shut as his balls draw up.
“Just do it.” Eren says.
“Fuck.” Levi moans as Eren’s body moves faster. He parts his lips for Eren and his eyes fly open wide once he feels a warm substance slowly dribble onto his tongue. He can’t believe it. Eren is spitting into his mouth. When all of it settles onto Levi’s tongue, Eren closes his eyes and lowers his face to kiss Levi again.
The nerve ....
Levi’s hand catches his forehead before he reaches his lips. He swallows the saliva with a shudder.
“What the fuck is wrong with you? If I wasn’t about to cum I’d fuck you until you bled.” Levi barks.
Eren giggles, his eyes still closed, and fights to land his kiss.
“I’m going to cum again! Oh-! AHaaah! Mmph-! Mmmmm!” Eren moans. Like a horse without reigns, his rhythm becomes desperate and wild.
Levi acquires a sturdy grip on his hips then which then allows for Eren to slide his tongue back into his mouth. They both moan into each other’s mouths as the heat intensifies. Levi breaks the kiss and the thinnest string of saliva settles on his chin. Levi’s face is red and hot as he looks up into Eren’s eyes.
“Oh shit, Eren! I’m about to cum. Look at you. Look what you’re making me do. I’m gonna cum, baby.” Levi says through practically clenched teeth.
“You’re about to cum, baby? I’m gonna make you cum?” Eren moans back. Staring back down into Levi’s eyes. Yeah- the alcohol definitely hasn’t worn off completely. He’d never be able to confidently repeat those words back to Levi like that.
“Yes. Nnn-!” Levi grunts and he locks Eren’s hips into place.
“I’m gonna cum too!” Eren shouts.
“Do it! Do it! I wanna feel it.” He growls. His voice so masculine, it rattles Eren’s entire body and he hugs Levi as he cums, moaning directly in his ear.
Levi starts cumming shortly after.
“I’m so mad at you.” Eren says.
“Why?” Levi says turning to look at him. The two lay next to each other butt-naked. “You were on top. It’s the person who’s on top’s job to pull out.” Levi continues. “I was under you. I couldn’t pull out even if I wanted to.”
“So what. You should’ve reminded me.” Eren says.
“Shut up.” Levi says with a smirk.
“We were doing so good...” Eren says.
“Yeah because I was on top. I have self control and I’m able to pull out. I don’t get lost in it like you do. So now in a week or so we’re gonna find out that you’re pregnant again. I cant believe this. Eren, sleep on the couch tonight... or indefinitely.” Levi says. He’s joking but he’s still a bit bitter. Eren is uncomfortably quiet. “The second you’re on top, now there’s cum inside of you.”
“You’d do that? You’d kick me out and make me sleep on the couch?” Eren asks turning his head to receive some eye contact.
Levi looks straight up at the ceiling.
“What, like you did to me?” He asks. Eren bites his lip then turns his head to look up at the ceiling as well.
“... No I wouldn’t. I was just joking.” Levi says. “Sleeping with you, sleeping next to you is a privilege. Spending that time on the couch helped me realize that.” Levi says.
“... Why is it so fun to be on top?” Eren says with a sigh.
“Because your lazy ass isn’t used to it.” Levi says.
Eren’s mouth drops open in shock. “Take that back! I am not lazy!” Eren says and Levi shakes his head. “I never get the chance to be on top because you hold me down and make me cum over and over and over again until I black out then wake up the next day. I cant sit up after, I cant even open my eyes after!” Eren says.
“And you’re complaining?” Levi asks. “You don’t like it?” He adds.
“.......... well uh, no. I’m not complaining. And... I’m just explaining why I haven’t been on top recently. It’s your fault not mine.” Eren says folding his arms over his chest.
“Drunk Eren is a fucking baby.” Levi says with a stretch and yawn.
“I don’t even feel drunk anymore.”
“And weren’t you the one who said that I do whatever you say? So anything I do by virtue, is your fault.” Levi teases.
“You said that first!” Eren says.
Levi fights his smile as he shakes his head. “I open my mouth for you and you spit in my mouth.” Levi says.
“I uh...” Eren blushes. “Sorry about that I was in the heat of the moment. You can get me back.” Eren says parting his lips.
“I was going to anyways.” Levi says turning to Eren and grabbing his chin. He lowers his face and sticks his tongue out allowing his saliva to collect on it then slowly dribble from the tip into Eren’s awaiting mouth. Levi slides his tongue into his mouth after and kisses him until he starts to writhe. “So what was all that talk at dinner about The Jaeger and seeing stars at night? What did Lavi mean?” Levi asks sitting up. “You never told me about this dream of yours.”
“Oh it’s not a big deal. It’s just up until I was 14 I wanted to be on a boat, not The Jaeger, just any boat at night time and look up at the stars in the middle of the ocean. I know how you feel about open water like that though.” Eren says. “It was a childish dream.”
“Up until you were 14... just two years before I met you.” Levi says. “What changed that dream?”
Eren sits up and turns to look at Levi. “I grew up Levi.”
“That’s not a childish dream. And that doesn’t seem like the sort of thing you just grow out of.” Levi says. “And after all these years I’m only hearing about it now? From my son?”
“Well I mean... you guys, and my family are more important to me than being out at sea and whatnot. That was my dad’s story and his dad’s. This right here is mine.” Eren says. “You’re mine.”
Eren waits a moment while looking at Levi. The silence is itchy.
“Levi. Did you hear me?”
“I’m trying to think. We’ll get your mom... wait no she can’t tomorrow. We’ll get Mikasa to come over and watch the kids. Or Jean? I don’t know. It’s going to be short notice. I’ll have to rent a boat- I doubt I can do that such short notice. When you said boat did you mean like a ship or like a small boat-thing?” Levi asks.
“Levi, really it’s okay.” Eren says patting his thigh.
“So tomorrow. We’re going fishing. Then we’ll end the night looking at the stars.” Levi says. “I know a guy at the Airport... Oluo, he can hook us up with a boat fast.”
“Levi! Lavi set up the yacht thing because I told him about The Jaeger.”
“Eren, shut up. I don’t care. I’m making this happen tomorrow. Deal with it.” Levi says.
“Even though you don’t like open water?” Eren asks.
“Who cares about what I don’t like-“
“I do. Obviously.” Eren says. “Levi, really? You really want to do this for me?” He asks.
“I do. I already decided that I am doing this for you and I’m not changing my mind.” Levi says.
“Wow... you really do do whatever I say.” Eren says. His face turns beat red as his eyes widen. “You’re absolutely obsessed with me. I have goosebumps.” He says rubbing his arms.
“Okay relax, Eren.” Levi says laying back down. “Go to sleep.”
“Levi...” Eren calls.
“What?”
“... part of the reason I don’t want you to get the boat is because I don’t deserve it.” Eren says.
“What the hell are you talking about?” Levi asks looking up at Eren.
“Well... you give me all these nice things and do all these things for me and all I have for you is my body. All I can do for you is lay on the bed and-“
“Stop. This is annoying. That’s already a lot. Regardless of how tired you are, how aggressive I’m being, how many times we’ve done it already, you always make yourself available for me-“
“That’s all I have to offer... it’s the least I can do.” Eren says. Levi is the sole breadwinner of the house and he pretty much always bathes children.
“Do you really believe that? Do you honestly believe that?” Levi asks tiredly and Eren shrugs. “So the truth comes out, huh? Drunk Eren just ratted you out.”
“Stop it Levi. This is how I feel sometimes. I think to myself what could I have possibly done to deserve to be loved so deeply by you?” Eren says. “I’m really asking here. What did I do?” He begs.
“You walked down the stairs that day.”
Eren eyes water and he tries to think of a rebuttal but he... can’t. That answer was so perfect that there’s nothing left to say. He slowly lays back down staring at the side of Levi’s face. He can’t tell if he fell asleep or not but he silently wipes the few tears off of his face before gently cuddling against Levi’s arm.