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Once we finally reached our destination, we immediately took our baths and shifted to more comfortable clothing. I wore a simple light blue overall that had a baggy fit. Ninian went for a frilly, open dress that looked like the night sky. It made her look like one of the constellations, a pattern of stars lighting up the dark. Simply breathtaking.
I stretched my arms wide, “ *yawn* You know… I’m glad you picked that dress. You look ethereal in it”
“Oh… thank you. Did you pick it?” she happily but tiredly replies.
I nodded, “Mhm.”
She smiled a bit, “Wow… thanks…”
“Yeah…”
“...”
“...”
We looked at each other in silence for a while, not finding the right words to say. Then I remembered why I had even thought about going here in the first place
“You know, if I didn’t have that talk on that hill I might as well just retire to the castle so I could get to work tomorrow.”
“I find being in the castle alright with me, but why take me somewhere far away? T-That does not mean I don’t like your other home, it’s really beautiful!”
I chuckled in her appreciation, “Well um… would you believe me that I made this place specifically for us?”
Ninian’s eyes widened in surprise, “You went through all that effort?”
“I did. I feel it is right if we have a private place for us. Especially if we are going to have a honeymoon you know.”
She grew a small grin, “You are so sweet. I wish you could be at peace instead of having to worry about the future…”
I closed the distance between us,
“Whatever comes our way, we will face it together. All that matters now is we live our lives to the fullest. So we should take this time to appreciate each other’s company.”
Ninian’s expression was still a bit wistful, but also expressed relief.
“Thank you, so much Eliwood.”
As my shoulder moved away, a blush crept up in her cheeks,
“There’s another… important thing I want to ask of you.”
Ninian took a deep breath and slowly exhaled,
“Do you remember those visions we had?”
“I still do. There are quite a lot of them.”
“Well, I… I…”
She paused for a minute, struggling to find her words.
I put my hand on her cheek, “Don’t worry. Even if I know that we don’t have much time, I promised that I will make the most of it with you. Remember?”
“Well yes. But that’s not the one I meant...”
Ninian’s blush became a lot brighter.
“I want to… to understand that feeling...”
“Feeling? Like that tender embrace we had?”
She was clasping her hands tight onto my right hand.
“I-I meant… much more than that…”
I wrapped my arms around her and hugged tightly.
“Ninian, love is a funny emotion. At times, it clouds our thoughts because… well there are a lot of reasons… but that speak to how powerful and indescribable it is.”
“N-no I mean…”
Ninian struggled to find the words,
“I want, you...”
“Ninian wha-”
Then she pulled me down and we both fell together onto the bed behind us.
“Ah...!”
And now I am lying on top Ninian, my heart suddenly concocted a storm of emotions. My face was all but a burning red.
“Wait, are you telling me that…”
“I know I can’t be with you forever… so I want to try…”
Ninian hesitates for a second,
“...I-I just want you to… to…”
Suddenly, everything became so clear to me.
“I-”
I pulled her in for a kiss.
“Mph...!”
I pulled her closer to me as we kissed in the moment...
Never did I think I’d had to fulfill one of those thoughts in my head.
Though I feared for her well-being, I cannot deny that ignoring my own as well as her feelings now will only leave us both empty. So for Ninian’s sake, I have to tread carefully about this matter.
The moment she finally let go of our kiss, she looked at me with wanting eyes.
“I… I want to be filled with those same feelings I had for you once more… I want to hold on to it and cherish it forever. It is because of those very feelings that I kept going to continue living what life I have left….”
We touched our foreheads,
“So as long as I have you… Everything is fine… I would be happy and not weep anymore...”
My heart starts to ache deeply, “N-Ninian… I… I don’t...”
“Shh.”
She put a finger on my lip.
“It’s okay, Eliwood… I know how you feel now. And I wouldn’t have it any other way...”
She smiled, knowing we truly do love each other to the fullest.
And finally, we fully embraced each other without hesitation….
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We have fallen back to kissing each other once more, as Ninian clung tightly onto me. I became a bit bolder by having my tongue lick a small bit inside her mouth. My tongue was met with a cold sensation, which gradually grew warmer as we took our time.
Once we ran out of breath, we let go of our kiss. And looked at each other once more.
She was gasping for breath, “*huff*... *huff*... it feels so strange...”
I tenderly put one hand on her cheek, “Did I do anything wrong?”
Ninian expressed a bit of dismay, “No...this my first time I did anything like this… I don’t know what to do at all....”
I looked to where her side of the bed was. It already gave my an idea,
“Ninian? Can you lie down in bed and face me?”
Ninian quickly nodded, and lied down on the bed along with me.
“Can you… come a bit closer?”
She scooted over to my side. And I cuddled her whole body. Slowly rubbing my hands all over her back. As such, she began to squirm as I started moving my hands more around her. Her whole body began to grow warmer the more I explored her.
“Muh…”
Her soft moans emanate sparks within my fingers. Every part I rub and touch feels more sensual than the last. It felt like my heart was being filled with loving embers.
Ninian then put her hands on me, “S-stop…”
I was suddenly filled with worry, “Are you alright?”
“No… this heat inside of me is growing too strong...”
She sat up, and I only began to realise that beads of sweat are trickling all over her face..
“I-I just… need to get out of this nightgown… but I am too embarrassed…”
I reassured her, “Don’t worry, I’ll look away while you do so my dear.”
She nodded.
“Then look away, and only turn around to me when I say that I’m prepared.”
I turned my head away from where she was, and waited.
…
“Gods… I now feel like I am aching for something… like that vision…”
I had thought about it all over again. The thoughts he had. The idea that my feelings are all my own. And yet I was still left confused understanding all these new emotions.
Yet, as I grabbed the hem of my gown, I felt a burst of excitement within me. Then I realized it.
“I have to just… feel it…”
And without anymore hesitation, I took of my night gown.
…
“I-It’s okay now....”
I turned around, and my head was struck with an incredibly beautiful sight. Ninian was just wearing a simple blue cloth bra that covered her chest and leaving only her belly in the open. Her undergarment looked just like a thong. It was eye-opening on what she wore underneath, but her physical figure is what I was immediately drawn to. A toned chest, slim tummy, lean thighs, all the makings of a dancer’s figure. It was only now that I realised how attractive she was…
She gazed at me shyly, “How do I look...?”
“Y-you...You look beautiful. More than anything I’ve seen...”
Ninian looked away from me. “I never... took off my dress for anyone before, and I didn’t know how you would react. Or if you even liked it…”
“Even if you never looked like a human at all, I would still love you.”
I slowly came over to her side to hug her.
“E-Eliwood...”
I put a couple of kisses on her neck. She then put her hands on my cheek.
She whispers, “I… just want to ask you something before we continue…”
I looked into her eyes, “What is that...?”
“Can you do more of what you did?”
She shyly looked down again.
I cupped a hand on her chin, “Will you be fine?”
“As I said, I don’t want to regret anything.”
I began by lowering her back on the bed. And carefully sliding my hands under her bra.
“Allow me then to continue.”
Underneath my hands, I felt the softness of her breasts. But unlike the other parts of her body I experienced, it already felt a bit warm. My hands were already shaking a bit from the rush of doing so unprecedented. And I would be lying if I didn’t say that I was more eager to please her.
So I carefully kneaded the soft flesh in my hands, molding it in between my fingers. Ninian’s gasps grew sharper as I slowly increased my grip on her breasts. And every second that passes makes it feel warmer and warmer. I then decided to play around with her nipples against my thumbs. Rubbing against the hardened tips made me feel the jolts going through her whole body. Those feelings that she felt also reverberated back to me as scratches my back. Even then, I try to keep calm amidst the excitement burning throughout my whole being.
When I carefully pinched her nipples she let out a small but loud shriek. That was when my worries of her arose again.
That was all put aside as she lazily hovered her finger onto her undergarment. There was a damp area on the fabric.
I then put my hand over the undergarment,
“Ninian. If we are to continue with this, then please allow me to take this off. I hope you don’t find that too violating…”
She quickly nodded, “Stop worrying then.”
Surprised but bolstered by her impatience, I quickly pulled down her undergarment. It was then where I finally saw her slit, already oozing out liquids from it’s folds. I took the time to slowly rub her slit, Ninian began shuddering more intensely than ever before. Her once closed off language now began to change as she writhed with every stroke of my finger. I even dipped my fingers in between her folds and pumped them slowly. And her whole body was shivering more and more intensely.
Ninian suddenly grabbed onto my hand and replied in gasped breaths,
“Eliwood… I… I-I don’t think I can take it like this anymore… I need something more…!”
Sensing her impatience once more, I put my free hand on her cheek, “Then let’s not waste anymore time and go a step further, okay?”
She slowly nodded, “Okay.”
I stood up away from the bed, and quickly buttoned off the sweat drenched nightshirt I was still wearing. Tossing it aside to somewhere in the room. Then slid off the sleeping trousers and tossed them aside as well, leaving in my undergarments. As I turned to face Ninian again as she rose from the bed, her cheeks were blushing furiously.
“E-Eliwood…”
But that embarrassment turned to shock as I lowered my undergarments.
“T-That’s…!”
I sighed as I tried my hardest to relax myself, “Ninian, like you, this… is where all my desires accumulate. Every breath, shake, and shriek I experienced coming from you has made my heart yearn for you more and more. But I will hold onto my honor to be as gentle as I can with you, but don’t be afraid to tell me when to stop alright?”
Her eyes stared at me, “Y-yes...”
I clenched my fingers in my hands as I finally worked up the resolve to ask her the final question, “Then… will you do this with me?”
She moved closer with stronger convictions, “Yes... I will!”
She then kissed me one last time, more heated and intense than all the others. We reached out with our tongues and moved them in tandem. I held onto her very closely as we latched our bodies together. Lines of saliva connected our mouths as our lips departed. I then laid on top of her on the bed, and quickly unclasped the bra off of her and took off her drenched undergarment. Then she took off my undergarment as well, and we each threw out any last vestiges of clothing away from the bed. All that remains is our exposed bodies in contact with each other.
I moved back to where her slit was, with my erection in tow. I looked at her one last time, and she was smiling back to assure me. I guided the head of my manhood up to the entrance of her womanhood. And with careful insertion, the tip fit right inside the already drenched folds. Ninian held on tightly onto my arms, as I slowly pushed forward.
Then she quickly let go as I swiftly inserted myself inside of her.
“NGH!”
And her whole body shook itself greatly in that moment...
I gave out an exasperated breath, “Ah…Ninian…!”
I looked up at her, but all I saw was her arms covering her face.
“E-Eliwood… i-it’s…alright … just go...”
“B-But are you alright-“
She grew agitated, “I-I can’t bear to wait for this any longer… just m-move already!”
Her response was quite shocking coming from her. So I just put those thoughts away as I started to slowly move in between her tight folds. Her body shuddered with every movement I made. Her breathing grew sharper, exhaling quiet moans.
“Hah…Hah...Hah…”
Even though I could barely hear her moans, my head was surging with excitement.The desire to push those worries away and just ravish her began to take root. But I continued to hold to my promise of being gentle with her, in spite of my emotions burning out my will to do so.
“M-more…”
“Wait Ninian, Are you sure?”
“Y-yes…”
I gradually increased my pace into a more moderate one. Both out hands instinctively held on to another in an ironclad grip. And the quiet moans grew to more louder ones.
“Hah…! Hah…! Hah…!”
I felt a sudden urge for release, and at that point my resolve to hold out has all but left me.
So I finally allowed myself to let go as I pushed one last thrust.
“Ngah!!!”
Within her incredibly tight folds, I feel a warm, liquid sensation flowing inside of her. All the pent up thoughts and feelings I had dissipated into a hazy fog as a new layer of warmth envelops us. The strength within my muscles were gone, leading to my arms going flat as I lay on top of Ninian.
“Hah… Ninian… are you… alright?”
Both of us were still breathing heavily. And I expected to see her already tired from all that has happened.
But when I looked at her, I didn’t see any look of exhaustion. Rather, she looked like she had lost consciousness. Her mouth was open and her eyes looked vacant.
“Did I go too far with her…?”
I held her chin and slowly moved it towards me, “Ninian…stay with me!”
I laid my forehead gently on her and looked into her eyes, hoping to see if there were any signs of consciousness left in her.
“Eli…”
Then I heard her whispers, “Ah! Thank goodness you are alright! Let’s just stop for-”
“ELIWOOD!”
She suddenly hugged me tightly, then rolled both of us over until she was on top of me now. There I was met with a different look on her face.
One of excitement, and deep affection.
“Thank you! I have never felt so much joy and excitement in one moment in my life! Thank you thank you thank you!”
Her cheerful cries tossed any feelings of worry, and were instead replaced with complete shock.
“W-wait! Ninian, what has happened to you?!”
“I understand my feelings now!”
She closed the distance between our heads and gazed at me, “From the moment you were inside me, when your warmth enveloped me completely, my heart felt less emptier than before. And yet…”
She cupped both of her hands on my cheeks, “My heart also feels that it is not enough.”
Afterwards, Ninian set her hands free and moved below me. Until she was looking at the shriveled state of my tool.
She looked it at it curiously, “The poor thing looks weakened…”
Then she gave it a small lick, which sharpened my breath for a moment.
And sensing that...
“But I know how to fix it…”
She put the whole thing inside her mouth!
“Ah! W-W-what are you doing?”
“ Iym helphing you regayn your stremth my love. ” She mumbled with her mouth full.
Only a moment ago she was completely demure. Now all of a sudden, she started to become more active, and dare I say it, feral towards me.
But before I could I sink those thoughts in. She started to play with her tongue. And my organ suddenly experienced a burning sensation. Like a fire was suddenly lighting up inside of me.
“Ngahh! Arghhh!”
The burning sensation suddenly was suddenly replaced with feelings of excitement and immense desire inside my head. Her unexpectedly loving and playful licks start to drive me mad. Her once cool breaths are replaced with boiling steam. And those urges grew beyond what I can handle…
“N-ninian...! Ninian! NINIAN!”
As I cried out for her, my erection came back in full. Her mouth yanked out, fully covering it in her saliva.
Ninian then crouched and turned her back at me, showing her beautiful, lean bottoms and thighs. She looked back at me with trepidation as she wiggled her dripping snatch, “Come on my love… you know what to do next.”
Nothing else needs to be said.
I laid on her back, and drove it inside her.
“AHHHH!”
She threw her head back as a reaction. Though it should have hurt her more, I can feel her joy goes beyond all else.
I continue thrusting inside her even harder.
“Y-YES! YES ELIWOOD! MORE!”
I threw away any caution and just pounded away at her with all the strength I have in my legs, which made the bed shake vigorously. All the reckless force I put in made her moan and gasp in never ending pleasure. Our collective screams and moans filled the room with a symphony of lovemaking.
“I WON’T REGRET ANYTHING ANYMORE! NOT WHEN I AM WITH YOU FOREVER AND ALWAYS!”
I grabbed onto her flopping breasts, and pulled her down on the bed as I bored deeper into her. Digging my nails deep into her flesh in glorious rapture.
“I WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU FOREVER! AND EVER!”
I quickly rotated her body to make her lie flat on the bed. My hands grabbed her outstretched legs as I moved towards her ear,
“Me too...”
I slid my erection back until it was at the very entrance of her walls...
And slammed it back down deep inside. Pushing all of my weight inside of her like a beast in heat.
“YESSSSS! ELIWOOD YES! YES!” She shrieked in ecstasy.
I was all but lost in this sea of pleasure...
But soon after the plummet, I ended up tiring myself out. My breathing was ragged as I was just hovering above Ninian while I weakly grabbed her legs.
In response to my tiredness, her whole body rotated mine until I was lying flat on the bed. She sat on her legs as she slowly reinserted my still aching member.
“So long was I afraid, afraid of staying with you… afraid of bringing you so much pain…”
Her hands grabbed onto my flat arms as she loomed over my face. Her walls grasping onto me like a coiling snake.
“But now… we get to bring joy to each other… being here together… being connected like this…”
Now she raised her hips, sitting on the very tip of my erection. I tried to formulate something, anything, to tell her about how afraid I was with how far we were going within my murky mind. And yet I just murmured nonsense in the end as she continued with her speech.
“And I will make sure that our happiness will stay… FOR ETERNITY!”
Within an instant, she drove downwards towards the hilt.
All at once, my mind was all but shattered by the force of her movements and her emotional outcries. It was only exacerbated further when she began moving at a rapid pace. Her expression then became that of wanton desire; Only serving to intensify my own desire to fulfill her. Soon enough, I came for the second time right inside her as she plummeted deep inside of me. And all I could do was yell along with her.
“AUHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!”
But that still didn’t stop her from moving at all. Not even my release tired her out. I should never even think this was normal. She continued to ride me relentlessly, brutally. I was all but gone and nothing but a lying meat stick, Myhead was being buried under more… depraved thoughts...
“She is mine… mine alone… all mine…”
“I want her to call out for me…”
“Beg for me to fill her with love over and over again…”
“I never want this moment to end…”
“F-f...Fuck…”
I would have lost myself completely in this pleasure...
But within our intense love-making, my eyes noticed something that almost broke me.
Her face was covered in tears.
“I-I AM HAPPY! S-SO V-V-VERY HAPPY...!”
Within that excitement in her voice, I can sense a whine of pain. Her body was shaking pretty strongly. That’s when I had snapped back to my senses.
“NINIAN!”
I grabbed and halted her hips. Then turned her whole body on to her left side where I was now facing her. Out of worry, I reached in for her head and kissed to try and comfort her now trembling body. For a moment, we hazily looked and whispered at each other.
Her breath was shakened, “E-Eliwood...”
“...I’m...so sorry… I didn’t stop you...”
She shooked her head, “N-no… I’m fine….”
“But you were hurt… you were crying...”
“I feel more joy than pain, my love… these feelings mean more to me than anything…”
“But I don’t want you to hurt yourself permanently doing this… I want you to live for as long as possible. Because right now, I can’t dream of a world without you.”
She cupped my cheek, “Then finish it.”
I quietly nodded, and kissed her deeply again as I used what’s left of my strength to get my erection to its final release.
Returning to the more gentler and loving movements, Ninian’s body felt more at ease. But her tongue still had enough strength to play with mine as our lips locked together to dissolve any last bit of passion.
And at last, I came for the last time.
The fluids slowly filled up her already filled insides as our bodies finally rested next to each other. Our kisses were still intense at that moment, but we let go when my organ finally went limp and I slid out of Ninian’s folds. And finally, exhaustion has finally settled within our bodies as our minds relaxed.
As we breathed heavily, Ninian turned herself around towards me as I lied on the right side of the bed.Her voice was croaking with exhaustion, “Are you alright my dear…?”
I furrowed my brow in worry, “I’m supposed to ask you that. I was the one who made you hurt yourself...”
She put a hand on my cheek, “No… you didn’t hurt me. I know it because throughout this whole time, you did it because I made we lose ourselves in the moment. If anything, I should apologise to you for what happened just now.”
“Well, I-”
She put a finger on my lips, “Shh,we have already fret over this enough. Let’s just say we won’t try and do anything like this at all from now on.”
I nodded, “...You’re right. I was worrying too much now even when this is already over. I should have been comforting you instead.”
I gave her a small peck on her nose, and left it at that.
“Eliwood, thank you… for helping me realise my feelings. You made me more happy than words can describe. And this night is one that I will cherish forever.”
She returned a peck on my nose as well,
I gave a tired but true smile, “Well, all I want is to make you happy. And if you are now, then that’s all I need. But please, next time we shouldn’t risk our well being so much. We still have our lives as a couple to look forward to.”
She nodded, “Yes. I’ll be sure to remember that…”
As we basked in the afterglow, we looked at each other for a while. With an air of calm and warmth filling up the atmosphere now, feelings of exhaustion began to manifest within us. I slowly closed my eyes and let the night take me away…’
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…
...
“Eliwood, can I say one thing before we sleep…?”
I opened my eyes up a bit, “Yes…”
“I hope… that we can also have a family too… and show that we can be together...”
I smiled.
“I sure... hope… we… will…”
And with that, I closed my eyes completely and slumbered...
Alongside... the woman that I love the most….
The End.