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*snap* The blue Tardis doors fly open and he pulls me vastly in and up to the console.
*snap* The doors shut close.
The Doctor lifts me up on the console and presses his soft lips on mine. First very sweet and slowly, then heavier and filled with lust. He runs his hand through my hair and places the other one on my hip, drawing me closer to him. A sensual moan escapes my mouth. He smiles against my lips.
“You like that? Am I doing it right?” he asks sensitively.
“Yes. Everything is absolutely perfect.” I reply quickly, not wanting to talk too much but rather return to fooling around with him.
“Good.” he groans before kissing me again.
I take his head in both of my hands, run my fingers through his incredible hair and open my mouth for him. His tongue enters right away and he deepens the kiss. Gently, he wipes away the hair from the side of my neck to place more kisses there, leaving hickeys. When I move my hand to his upper arm to search for purchase, he lifts his head and looks deep into my eyes. He has this dreamy expression from earlier and I know, I won´t be able to resist my desire for him much longer. I want him. And at the moment he drives me crazy by doing nothing but staring at me and looking unbelievable adorable. His charm wakens my appetite for more. Appetite only this Timelord could satisfy. He seems to know what´s going on in my head since he smirks affectionately,
“Would you mind when we go somewhere else? It´s not very comfortable here.”
“Not at all.”
“Good.”
I jump down from the console and right into his arms,
“Where do you want to go?”
“You will see.” he smiles down at me, “Now come with me.”
He bows down a little so our eyes are at the same high and reaches out his hand. I take it and he chuckles. And then we run again. Through the door, down the hallway until we reach the door of my room.
“So my room, heh?” I smirk.
“Not really.” he grins.
“What do you mean?”
“We´re going to my room.”
I look around but couldn’t find another door.
“And this is where exactly?”
“Right here.” he points to an elegant door right across mine.
“How is that possible? I´ve never recognized it before. How did you do that?”
“Perception filter.”
“No way! That means… We´ve been neighbours the whole time and I haven’t noticed it at all.”
This whole time he´s been right across the hallway. I was always wondering where he would sleep and now I find out his bed was just a few meters away from mine? This can´t be real. No wonder he was always that fast with me when I called for him. Well, to be honest if I would have known he was sleeping just a few steps away from me I´d probably had done something very dumb. My imaginations go back to the many nights I dreamed about him and the things I wanted so deeply to happen between us. The way I imagined he would kiss and touch me, the things he would do just for me and nobody else. I can feel the arousal sparking inside me. No, I can´t wait any longer. For today he is mine. And only mine. And I will be his. For now and as long as the future allows it.
“Well that’s not unusual. After all that’s what the filter is for. So…” I put my index finger on his lips to silence him.
“Yes, yes. I get that. Let´s just go in now.”
He snaps with a knowingly smile and the door opens automatically. I push him in immediately and grab him by his waistcoat so he would lower his head for me to kiss him. The door closes behind us. Just now I realize I am still wearing his black coat. I want to get rid of it as fast as possible since I won´t need it any longer. Not for what we might do next. I am certain with what I want and he seems to be it too. His eyes reveal his excitement. He helps me out of his coat and throws in to the ground. I giggle. I´ve never seen the Doctor being this messy with his clothes. I take it as a compliment that he´s more interested in me than his own things. Well… for now I´m his too.
Slowly I move my hands to the buttons of his waistcoat, unsure how he would react once I would start unbuttoning it. But he doesn’t flinch. With googly eyes he follows all my actions. I can sense his tension. He breathes heavier than usual. I stop and look up to him.
“Do you want me to stop?”
“No. No. It´s just… Ngh…”
He breaks eye contact and looks nervously around, searching for something to hold on to.
“Wait… You´re… You´re not… like… different in some way? Biologically speaking… You know, down there.”
“What?! No! No, I´m not! Why would you say something like this? I´m most certainly not!”
I burst into laughter, “Okay, okay. It could have been… What´s it then?”
“I just… I just haven’t been with someone in a very long time…” he mutters.
I stroke over his cheek, “It´s fine. Everything is fine.”
He exhales.
“No. I want this so deeply. I want you. I dreamed so many times about this moment.”
He kisses me.
“I dreamed about kissing you.”
Another kiss.
“I dreamed about holding you.”
Kiss.
“I dreamed about being with you.”
Kiss.
“Now. And forever. No matter how long this will be.”
Kiss.
“Please. I want you. I´m just afraid to do something wrong or to hurt you in some way”
He pulls away and now I see the fear in his eyes. I cup his head in both of my hands and run my thumbs over his cheek. Calmingly I whisper,
“You could never hurt me. Never. And I don’t care if something goes wrong. It will be perfect, no matter what. Because I will be with you.”
He closes his eyes and leans into the touch. The corners of his mouth go up.
“I don’t deserve you…” he moans shyly.
“I´m sorry but I´m exactly what you deserve, you sweet brilliant man.” I gently assure him.
He draws me closer until I fully lean against his chest to start a heavy kiss. It´s filled with more emotions than I´ve ever experienced in my entire life. I feel how I lose body tension and how my legs start shaking. The Doctor picks me up in bridal style and carries me to bed. When he lowers me to the sheets I grab him at the back of his head and pull him down with me. He doesn’t even fight against it, instead he lands on top of me with a quick laugher before helping me removing his waistcoat. I can sense the excitement in him which overflows me with happiness. When he runs his big soft hands under my pullover I shiver, not from fear, but from arousal. He pulls it gently over my head and glimpses down at me.
“You´re so beautiful. I can´t believe it.” he moans out of breath.
Then he kisses me again. Meanwhile, I start unbuttoning his shirt with closed eyes. Eventually, I reach the last one. He realizes it too and pulls away to unclothe. Just now I open my eyes again. My jaw drops and I forget how to breath for a moment. He is unbelievable gorgeous. This can´t be real. I run my hand over his chest and feel some soft hair tickling my fingers. Suddenly I sense something else. Two heartbeats. Both racing. The Doctor recognizes my stare.
“They beat for you. Only for you.”
I lift my head to reach his lips again, he doesn’t hesitate to deepen the kiss. All of a sudden his hands are on the button of my jeans, opening it and taking off my pants. He gently strokes me from my hip to the top of my leg before wandering to my back. I open his belt and the button of his pants as well as his zipper. He strives them down fast. I can´t comprehend the picture in front of my. He´s only in his boxers, holding his breath, waiting for me to process. My eyes wander over his whole body until they meet his again. I see his impatience and I know that for this one time, I am the one in control.
“Who´s in control now?” I tease him.
“Me. It´s always me.” he answers quickly when suddenly, he bends down again kissing and biting my neck gently.
“Never forget that!”
His fluffy hair tickles and I tangle my fingers in it. Then I feel how he opens my bra and throws it to the ground. His hands cup my breasts and he squeezes them carefully. A moan escapes my lips, signalling him not to stop. We don’t need words because he already knows what I desire. He wanders down my neck to my collarbone until he reaches my breasts. He kisses my right on, licking around my nipple while squeezing the other. I get goose bumps and can feel the wetness between my legs. At the same time I claw my fingers in his back, giving him scratch marks. The more he teases me with his current actions, the more I want to feel him inside me.
“Doctor” I moan, “Please.”
It´s like torture but all of a sudden he moves further down and strives my panties down my legs and throws them away too. He kisses the inside of my tight and wanders kiss for kiss up before reaching my centre. And then I feel his tongue. My whole body tenses. I grasp the sheets and moan with pleasure. The Doctor comes back up to me, runs his hand through my hair and places his lips on mine. I move my hand down his back into his boxers, finding his aroused manhood. When I start moving my hand slowly back and forth the Doctor releases a load moan and bites my lip. I can´t wait any longer, so I remove his shorts. He breaks the kiss, gives me one last charming look before placing himself in front of my entrance and carefully pushing inside. I stop breathing, cock my head and claw my fingers in his back. He tightens his grip on my hip and at the back of my head.
“Everythin´ alright?” he whispers.
I nod hastily. Our lips meet again and won´t leave one another for a very long time. He starts moving back and forth, first very gentle and slow but as soon as he sees the fire in my eyes he pushes harder and faster.
“Doctor!” I moan with pleasure.
It´s like the room around us vanishes and there is nothing but us and sparking fireworks exploding around us, spreading its little sparks everywhere while thousands of butterflies create an unforgettable tingling in my stomach. I feel how I come closer to my release and the Doctor seems to be too. I squeeze my eyes shut. My whole body tenses and I bite my lower lip. With one last push we both come at the same time.
“(Y/N)!” he groans in my ear before collapsing on top of me.
For a while we just lay there, eyes closed, trying to calm down. Him on top and me tingling my fingers in his hair. I open my eyes and turn my head around to face him. His eyes are still closed, his breathing fast. I feel his racing hearts beating through his chest. Slowly, I let my fingers run over his back, drawing small cycles on it. I place a kiss on his forehead and he opens his eyes. His pupils are more widened than ever before. He smiles at me and I return it. When he rolls off and lays down next to me I snuggle up against his chest. The Doctor lays his arm around me to draw me closer. He leans down, rests his lips on the top of my head and kisses me.
Everything he does fills me with happiness, everything he does is absolutely perfect and wonderful. I love this man so much. He is my hero and my best friend. He is the one who showed me new worlds, new galaxies, who showed me the past and the future. But most importantly, the one who showed me what it means to live and to love, unconditionally and forever. No matter what´s going to happen, I will always have his back, I will always be there for him and I will always love him.
“Doctor?”
“Hmm?” he mumbles with closed eyes.
“I love you…”
He lifts his head and eyes me dreamily. The corner of his mouth goes up. Then he whispers,
“I love you too…”
Tears are filling my eyes. I never thought I'd ever hear those words out of his mouth. Especially not for me. But now he admits his feelings and I´m on cloud nine. Together with him. The Doctor notices the tear running down my cheek. Gently, he wipes it away and hugs me, burying his face in my neck. Peacefully, I close my eyes and inhale deeply. I feel his chest slowly moving up and down against mine. My body gets heavier and heavier, yet I fight against sleep although I know I won´t win this battle. Before I drift off I could hear the Doctor muttering in my ear,
“I think it´s time… (Y/N), my true name is…”
And then everything around me falls away and I return to the Green Nothingness with the Doctor in my lab and the sun setting on the beautiful horizon.