It was all Jimin could say as Jungkook put him back on the bed and collapsed on him, all sweaty and hot, smelling like sex and an aroma that was so uniquely Jungkook that it almost hurt.
"I love you so much, baby," Jungkook murmured while pulling out of Jimin and flopping down next to him, breathing audibly a bit off.
Jimin tilted his head to the side to watch his man breathe for a little longer before he had a warm body at his side and a nose nuzzling into his neck in an endearing way. Jungkook fit at his side in a manner that was almost too perfect to be true. His eyes were shut peacefully and his long, full lashes fanned across his cheeks that seemed to look exceedingly softer after sex, making him look angelic and innocent in some way. His tattoos littered his body beautifully.
While Jimin's own caramel skin was glowing in a way that captivated and drew Jungkook in, like a moth to a flame. And now he was able to push back the longer, feathery locks of Jimin's curly blond hair.
Jimin thought that moments like these, when the smell of sex and sweat was still lingering in the air and the sound of their rugged draws of breath filled the air, were the moments that Jimin would more than willingly trade his soul for in order to keep them forever and ever. Jimin didn't notice that Jungkook was staring at him more lovingly than he had ever before.
"Why are you staring at me?" Jimin asked, tone whiny as he hid his face from Jungkook's chocolate brown eyes, cheeks reddening.
"I can't believe it sometimes that I have an angel like you in my life," Jungkook breathed, turning his head so he could kiss the top of his pretty boyfriend's head before nuzzling his face into the soft hair.
Jimin smiled warmly, "I don't think I could've asked for someone better than you," he muttered, fingers dancing across the black-haired boy's chest, tracing lightly over the tattoos.
"I won't disagree with that," Jungkook replied simply with a half-teasing smile.
"I love you so much, Jimin. I just couldn't find words for describing what you mean to me," Jungkook mumbled while looking at Jimin's soft angelic face and caressed his cheek with the back of his hand.
They had said it to each other a million times, Jungkook knew, but he couldn't help wanting each 'I love you' to have some sort of meaning, some sort of promise.
"You don't have to say anything. I don't need words to understand you," Jimin murmured and closed his eyes when he felt Jungkook's gentle touch on his face.
Jungkook smiled, pulling away from Jimin to sit up and look down at him, a lazy grin plastered on his face, "Let's take a shower before sleeping," he mused, bending down so that his face was only centimeters away from Jimin's.
And with that, there was a peck to the other's lips and Jimin was sitting up straighter, looking expectingly at his other half.
"You know I can't say no to you," Jimin murmured with a tired expression on his face. It was a huge problem they faced, saying no to each other.
Jungkook also never denied Jimin of anything, wanting the boy to have the world and so much more. He claimed that 'those fucking curls and goddamn face' get him every single time.
Jimin let out a dramatic sigh that came hand in hand with a warm smile, sitting himself up and throwing his beautiful long legs over the side of the bed. He stood up and stretched a bit before wincing a little when he noticed the pain in his ass.
Jungkook let out a laugh, smirking. "Someone's arse a bit sore?" He cooed, a wicked glint in his eye as he ran a soft hand through Jimin's already messed up hair.
Jimin rolled his eyes, smiling despite Jungkook's teasing. "Ass," he quipped back, holding out his arms for his handsome boyfriend.
He crawled over, sitting upon his knees and wrapping his arms around Jungkook's neck, nose nuzzling into the other's cheek. Jungkook immediately moved his arm behind Jimin's knees, picking the boy up bridal style. Jungkook carried the duo to their well-sized bathroom, placing his better half on the sink counter. Turning, he started up the shower and shut the door behind them.
Jimin let out a soft whine, causing Jungkook to roll his eyes and smile fondly. He made his way over between two deliciously thick thighs, large hands resting and fingers splaying on top perfectly as he leaned into Jimin's personal space, nose bumping into the nose.
Jimin tried to go cross-eyes in order to look Jungkook in the eye but quickly gave up, and before he knew it, he had a pair of thin, chapped lips onto his. Even after the countless times, the blond boy had felt those lips against his, it was still the best kiss he had ever experienced.
Jimin knew it would only take a few short seconds for Jungkook to get bored of the chaste kisses they were currently sharing, and he mentally patted himself on the back because he was definitely right.
Before long, Jimin could feel a tongue prodding against his lips. Feeling a bit like playing hard to get, though they both knew Jungkook would get his way, Jimin kept his mouth shut, pausing the movement of his lips. That only extracted a whine from the taller boy, his pushing becoming more forceful and demanding. Still, Jimin refused to open the temple that was his gorgeous mouth, opting to smirk against Jungkook's mouth instead but that proved to be a big mistake.
A few seconds later, Jimin felt Jungkook's teeth sink into his bottom lip, and he let out a gasp because of course Jungkook was playing dirty; he had already proven what a dirty boy he was just a mere twenty minutes ago.
Jimin groaned as Jungkook snaked his tongue into the smaller boy's mouth, exploring territory to a map he knew by heart, still eager to take in everything it had to offer even though he has had Jimin countless times before. He always came back for more.
Jungkook massaged his tongue against Jimin's. Upon deciding that he was indeed ready to get wet, Jimin scooted himself forward more, wrapping his beautiful legs around Jungkook's waist and squeezing meaningfully.
Jungkook smiled lifting Jimin up off the counter without breaking the kiss, an arm going around the back of Jimin's upper thighs and the other snaked around Jimin's back, holding him close.
Jungkook made his way over to the shower, doing his best to open the door without letting Jimin go. In the end, he had to hope that Jimin was clutching on tight enough to him as he moved an arm to open the shower. Immediately, the two boys were surrounded by steam, and the way that Jimin was rutting against Jungkook and making small keening noises ensured that things were only going to get hotter.
Shutting the door, Jungkook pressed Jimin up against the shower wall, earning a loud groan from the pretty boy clutching onto him for his dear life. Finally disconnecting their lips, Jungkook traveled down, starting at the corner of Jimin's lips and arriving at the destination of the other boy's neck. Jungkook took time in marking him up, leaving hickeys all over his neck, intending to make sure everyone knew who Jimin really belonged to.
Jimin moaned, tilting his head back to give Jungkook more access to his gorgeous neck. "Fuck, Kookie," he breathed raggedly, eyes fluttering shut.
Jungkook nipped and sucked at Jimin's caramel skin while groaning at the taste of it. Their hair was getting soaked so that it stuck to their foreheads and got in their eyes. Jungkook groaned in annoyance and moved his floppy fringe from his eyes before pushing away once-curly but now damp and straight strands of hair from his small boyfriend's gorgeous brown eyes. Jimin looked up in a way that was almost too innocent for the situation they were in.
Standing up straight, Jungkook pressed close so his and Jimin's chests were pressed flush together, hard and aching members rubbing up against one another. Both boys moaned at the friction, with Jimin tossing his head back and parting his lips, water spray hitting against his beautiful skin.
Jungkook watched, enchanted, for a moment as water droplets made their way from different directions down Jimin's body, some moving gracefully down Jimin's stunning face, dripping off his cute nose, down his pink cheeks and continuing on down his long neck, reaching full lips and sliding off his biteable bottom lip. Other drops slid down to where their chests pressed against each other. Jungkook sort of wished he could be a drop of water right now.
Jungkook snapped himself out of his daze as suddenly remembered what he was doing. Reaching a large hand between their bodies, Jungkook gripped their lengths in one hand, squeezing gently and pulling a filthy moan from his boyfriend. He began to move his hand up and down the lengths slowly while squeezing at their bases. Those beautifully precious drops of water acted as lube, making the friction more bearable and a lot more pleasurable.
Jungkook loved this so much, the feeling of both their cocks in one hand, warm and full against one another. Everything about it felt right, down to every single little detail. He and Jimin fitted perfectly together in every single way; right down to their members. It was sort of magical in a way. Jungkook knew he had found his soulmate and he couldn't ever express how grateful he was when he knew that some people had a whole hell of a lot more trouble in finding 'the one'.
Noises were now coming from two mouths as Jungkook worked his hand, occasionally twisting and doing little things with his hands that he knew will drive Jimin absolutely crazy. Pumping more quickly, Jungkook watched with concentrated dark eyes as Jimin whined, squirming a little until he was whining out something about coming soon.
Jungkook paused his hand movements, prompting Jimin's brown eyes to fly open and his head to snap back up, eyes questioning and accusing.
Without saying anything, Jungkook let go of Jimin's legs and made him stand straight for him. Within a matter of seconds, Jungkook was fucking Jimin hard against the wall and his hand was pumping Jimin's cock again. Moaning loudly, Jimin started pushing himself against Jungkook's member, who pulled him up again in his arms to press him against the shower wall harder than before. He kept thrusting into Jimin at an animalistic pace while Jimin kept begging him for more.
The water continued to pour down their bodies, and Jungkook knew it would be hard to look up at Jimin or else he would end up wrecking Jimin's hole in a very painful way so he simply continued working on his boyfriend's beautiful length all this time.
"Kookie," Jimin moaned out, hand going to grip a handful of curls as he watched the black-haired boy do his work.
Hearing Jimin's loud moans, Jungkook couldn't control himself and moved forward to suck on Jimin's erected nipples. Jimin whimpered and gripped Jungkook's hair a bit more roughly. Not that Jungkook had any complaints or anything. It was sexy how Jimin was encouraging him to suck even harder by pulling him more towards his pink nipples.
He could tell he was driving Jimin crazy from the way the boy's thighs are quivering and getting all tense. It only prompted Jungkook to thrust even more roughly into him, earning a loud yelp from his pretty boyfriend.
"Fuck, K-Kookie, I-I can't," Jimin whined out, panting hard as his member splashed cum all over their stomachs.
Jungkook said nothing in reply and just moved a hand to squeeze at Jimin's balls, fondling them with his hand in a way that derived pleasure without being too much and causing Jimin any pain.
Jimin let out a blissful noise with one last moan when Jungkook came inside him and filled him up with his seeds once again. He looked down to see Jungkook looking up at him with a dazed expression, red lips parted partially and eyes half-closed.
The two took a moment to catch their breaths before Jungkook tipped Jimin's head up with his finger, water running down their bodies when their eyes meet.
Slowly, Jungkook bridged the gap between their lips, gently and sweetly kissing the pretty boy, conveying a million 'I loves you's and 'don't ever leave me's into one simple kiss.
And Jimin kissed him back more needily than he had ever before, answering Jungkook with a set of 'I love you too's before Jungkook wrapped him into his arms and carried him back to their bedroom.
After putting Jimin on the bed gently, Jungkook went back to the bathroom to get a clean towel for both of them. He tenderly rubbed Jimin's skin and hair with it before cleaning himself too. They laid on the bed after that, wrapped in each other's arms with Jungkook caressing Jimin's back softly. Although they were both extremely tired but Jungkook eyes started shutting first as he kissed Jimin's forehead for the last time that night and closed his eyes due to exhaustion.
"Kookie?" he heard Jimin calling him softly when he was about to pass out.
"What baby?" he mumbled with his eyes still closed.
He waited for Jimin's reply while being half-unconscious but the reply never came so he simply nuzzled his face into Jimin's soft blond hair and took in his rosy scent for the last time before falling asleep peacefully.
Every time Jungkook woke up in the morning, his first instinct was to pull Jimin close to his chest and give chaste kisses all over his pretty face but that morning was quite different. When he woke up and extended his hand to pull Jimin close to himself in his sleep, there was no one beside him. Jungkook immediately sat up straight on the bed and looked around the room but Jimin wasn't there. He rubbed his eyes and stood up while stretching his body to go to the bathroom and check if Jimin was there. He knocked on the door twice but when he got no response, he turned the knob and looked inside only to find out that the bathroom was empty.
"He might be in the kitchen," Jungkook talked to himself while turning around and looking in the room one more time.
He decided to go out and find Jimin to give him his morning kiss. He yawned while walking up to the closet to get something to wear but before he could do that his eyes fell on a white piece of paper placed on Jimin's side of the bed. His heart dropped as it already anticipated what was about to happen.
Jungkook quickly took the piece of paper in his hands and unfolded it while breathing heavily. He couldn't believe what was written on it in a writing he remembered by heart.
When you'll find this letter, I'd probably be long gone. I know it wasn't fair to leave you without saying anything. That's the reason why I'm writing you this letter before going out of life. I'm just afraid, Jungkook. Afraid for you that I'm ruining you like this. I know why you killed Hyunjin and Ahn. The reason was me. I'm scared that I'm turning you into a monster. I can't just sit here and watch you do this to every single person who will hurt me. I'm not mad at you. I'm just mad at myself for being the reason why you did all of that. I know they hurt me Kookie, but watching you ruining your own life because of me hurts me even more. I just love you too much for letting that happen. I'm sorry for not giving you a hug or kiss before leaving because if you knew, you would have never let me go in the first place. And I'm even more sorry that you'll have to wake up each day without me by your side from now on. I hope you'll move on with your life someday and learn how to be happy without me. I wish that you'll find someone better than me, someone, who you'll truly deserve. Don't cry and just remember that I always loved you smiling. I'll always love you no matter what you do and wherever I go. You were the most precious part of my life. Thanks for teaching me what true love feels like. I would definitely miss your kisses but I'm sad that I've to learn to live without them from now on. Thanks again for everything you gave me. I couldn't be more happy for being loved by a person like you. Just be happy, Kookie. That's the last thing I'm asking for.