This kiss was different.
A switch flipped.
Suddenly, they were kissing each other like they needed it to breathe, hands were everywhere, tugging at or snaking under clothes, anything to get closer, closer, touch more, more–
Ethan curled his hands under Lex’s butt and lifted her up from the car hood to slam her against the door, not even breaking their kiss the whole time.
“Need you.” Lex gasped as he pulled away to fiddle with the door handle. “Now.”
“Fuck, me too.” Ethan mumbled, finally getting the damn door open and, after yet another passionate kiss, pushed the two of them inside and shut the door with a bang .
The two tumbled into the front, Lex’s back hitting the passenger side window while Ethan crawled on top of her to kiss her yet again. Lex’s hands slipped under his jacket to skirt across his shoulder blades before tangling her fingers in the thin white fabric of his shirt.
“How far do you wanna go?” Ethan murmured, moving down to mouth at her neck.
“As far as you wanna go– ah!” Lex’s voice caught as Ethan grinded his knee in between her legs.
“Think you can make that noise again?” Carefully he slid his hands up, up, under her shirt, feeling her soft, smooth skin beneath his fingertips. His hands stopped at her bra, and he paused. “Can I?”
Lex bit her lip, then nodded. “Only if I get to do the same to you.”
Ethan raised an eyebrow. “Oh yeah? Fine.” He sat back and raised his arms, allowing Lex to slip off his shirt and toss it into the backseat.
With a quivering hand, Lex ran a hand down Ethan’s front and exhaled. “Damn.”
Ethan arched his eyebrow further. “What?”
“Sorry, I’ve just wondered what abs feel like.” Her hand stilled over his navel. “Never thought I’d get the chance to feel for myself.”
Ethan couldn’t hold back a grin. “Babe, you can feel wherever you like.”
Lex rolled her eyes with a grin of her own. “Cheesy, Eth.” Despite that, she chucked off her shirt and jacket, leaving her in her bra and jeans.
“Cute bra.” Ethan thought out loud, running a finger under the black lacy band.
“Thanks. Got it on sale at Target.” Lex laughed nervously, then immediately cringed at her own words. “Fuck, sorry, that was weird.”
Ethan chuckled. “You’re fine. Though I personally think you look best with nothing on at all.”
Fuck, how do you unclasp a bra again? It’s been a hot minute since I last did that.
Keeping his face neutral as to not betray his internal mini panic, Ethan smoothly slid Lex’s bra straps off her shoulders, silently hoping Lex would be the one to actually unhook the damn thing and throw it in the backseat with the rest of their clothes. Luckily Lex understood, and stripped off her bra.
Damn, her tits are as perfect as I remembered.
Ethan trailed kisses down her neck to her chest, then took a nipple in his mouth and sucked softly. A surprised moan escaped Lex, and she quickly slapped her hand over her mouth.
“Sensitive, huh?” Ethan left a small hickey under her nipple, his hand reaching up to roll the other bud between his fingers, resulting in another muffled moan. “No need to keep quiet. We’re the only ones here.”
He pried Lex’s hand away from her mouth and guided it down to her pants. Immediately Lex unbuttoned her pants and wiggled out of them as Ethan made more marks on her tits.
Her panties were simple but sweet- white with the same lacy band as her bra, as well as a very obvious damp spot.
Look at that. I did that. I made her that wet.
“...Ya don’t need to stare at it.” Lex mumbled, clearly embarrassed. “It’s just my underwear.”
“Sorry, sorry.” Ethan gave her a quick apology kiss. “I like it.” Teasingly he ran his fingers over the wet spot, grin growing as her breath hitched and she shivered.
“Do you want me to touch you there?” He whispered, his lips barely a hair’s breadth away from Lex’s, pushing a little harder on the spot. “Do you wanna go all the way?”
After a brief pause, Lex nodded, though there was a bit of shyness to her movements.
“Ok. I love you.” Ethan kissed her again tenderly and hooked his thumbs in the waistband of her panties.
Lex’s eyes darted to the side, her brows furrowing, and she grabbed Ethan’s wrist just as he was about to pull down her panties. “Wait.”
Ethan froze. “What?” He let go of Lex’s underwear. “Lex? You ok? Do you want to stop?”
“It’s not that it’s… I have something to tell you.” Lex said hesitantly.
“Uh– ok.” Ethan swallowed heavily. “What is it?” Fuck, is she gonna reject me?
“I…” Lex took a deep breath and squeezed her eyes shut. “I’m a virgin!” She near-shouted, turning away even though her eyes were already closed.
Ethan blinked. “ What?”
“I-I’m sorry. I-it’s just I never really had time to… ya know… be with other people like this. I haven’t even gone farther than like, 2nd base.” Lex fumbled out. “I get it if you don’t wanna go any further.” She peeked an eye open, her shoulders slumping at his expression. “...Shit. I’m sorry. I should’ve told you sooner. Fuck.”
“N-no, I’m not– I’m not mad, or, or disappointed or anything!” Ethan shook his head. “Not at all. I’m… surprised, yeah, but not…” He sighed, and ran his thumb over Lex’s cheek comfortingly. “Lex. I love you. So fucking much. And I’d be fucking honoured if you’d let me be your first.” He kissed the corner of her mouth gently. “I don’t mind that you’re a virgin, really I don’t. All that matters is that it’s you, k?”
“How many people have you been with?” Lex asked tentatively.
“I’m not a man whore or a virgin, if that’s what you’re asking.” Ethan chuckled. “2 girls and 1 guy. Probably made out with a couple people at parties in the past, but I can’t remember who or how many. I’ve only actually fucked people I’ve been in relationships with. I tend to get attached.”
Lex exhaled. “Oh, ok. So you’ve had experience.”
Ethan tilted his head. “Are you disappointed?”
“N-no. I’m, um, relieved, I guess.” She smiled bashfully. “At least one of us knows what we’re doing.”
“More than happy to help.” Ethan joked, pressing a kiss to her neck.
I’m fine with taking it slow but goddamn, I need to get my dick out soon or it’ll fucking burst.
Almost as if she could read his mind, Lex’s eyes dropped to his belt. “...Do you want me to help you out?”
Ethan tried to keep his voice steady. It didn’t work. “Um, yes please.”
Carefully Lex unbuckled his belt and pulled down his pants. She paused, and curiously ran her hand over the bulge in Ethan’s underwear.
A wolf like whine bubbled up in the back of Ethan’s throat. “Lex…”
“Sorry, sorry. Just curious.” And with that, she pulled down his underwear.
Lex’s eyes widened.
“Lex? You good?”
“Uh, y-yeah. It’s just, um, big. And it’s going inside of me? Will it fit?” Lex squeezed her legs together.
Ethan would have almost been flattered if it wasn’t for the clear apprehension on her face.
“Nervous, huh?” Ethan tucked a lock of hair behind Lex’s ear. “How ‘bout this– maybe I can make you relax a little more before we actually do it? Hopefully that’ll help.” Gingerly he parted Lex’s legs.
“Um– I’m not shaved!” Lex blurted. “I mean, I’m trimmed down there, but I’m not like, completely hairless. I didn’t know we were going to do this tonight.”
Ethan laughed softly. “Babe, I really don’t care. That doesn’t matter.” And with that, he finally pulled off her panties.
Oh, fuck yes.
There was a fine layer of short dark pubic hair covering the front of Lex’s pussy, but even through the meager lighting Ethan could see her lips were flushed a lovely pink. As he watched, a drop of fluid seeped from her pussy and dripped down her thigh.
Ethan hoped he wasn’t drooling.
The endearment slipped from his lips without realising it.
Lex scoffed. “Oh my god, shut up.”
“I’m serious!” He insisted. Curiously he ran a finger up her pussy, smiling at her cute shaky gasp.
She’s really wet.
But I can make her wetter.
“Promise me something.”
“Promise me you’ll tell me what you like and what you don’t like. I want this to feel as good as possible, but I can’t do that unless you tell me what’s good, ok?” Ethan settled down on his stomach and hooked Lex’s legs over his shoulders.
“Oh, and another thing.” He locked eyes with her. “Don’t hold back any noises, k? Your moans turn me on more than you could imagine.”
“Wha- ahh !” Lex’s question was cut off as Ethan dragged his tongue up her slit slowly, humming in enjoyment as he finally found out exactly what she tasted like.
She tastes even better in real life than she did in my dreams.
She tasted salty, but also sweet, and he couldn’t get enough of it.
Ethan glanced up. Lex had thrown her head back, eyes shut tight, hand balled into fists at her sides, clearly because she didn’t know where the hell to put them.
“Hey, look at me.” Ethan murmured, pulling off from sucking her clit for a second. Lex complied. “You can put your hands in my hair. Just try not to pull too hard, yeah?”
“Yeah.” Lex echoed, sinking her fingers through his locks. “You’re– you’re doing really good. Could you lick me a little faster? Please.”
Ethan nodded slightly, doing just so. He didn’t mind the wetness smeared on his cheek. He was in fucking heaven. He could feel her throbbing against his tongue, and her breathy moans were like music to his ears. Occasionally her thighs would tense and shake, and she would whisper his name in such a ridiculously hot way that it made him want to take her right fucking there, right fucking now, but he couldn’t. He needed to take things slow, for her sake. She was nervous, and he needed to be there for her.
He did wonder if she moaned differently if he fucked her fast vs slow. Some girls did that.
Hopefully he’d find out soon.
“Hhhn, fuck.” Lex exhaled shakily, her legs briefly flexing around Ethan’s head.
“I’m gonna put a finger in now, k?” Ethan warned. “Just relax.”
He slid one finger inside her pussy, noting the little resistance. She squeezed around him and her hands tightened in his hair.
“Nnn, your finger’s thicker than mine.” Lex bit her lip, shivering as Ethan pressed in further.
A vision of Lex pumping 3 fingers in and out of herself flashed across his mind.
It took every ounce of self control in him not to reach down and jack off because fuck that was hot.
“What, do you finger yourself that often that you can tell already?” Ethan joked, crooking his finger in a certain spot and grinning at her resulting moan.
“Shut the fuck up,” Lex grumbled, averting her eyes. “I don’t… finger myself a lot. ”
Ethan ignored that. “What do you think about while fucking yourself?” He gently pushed in a second finger, and lapped at her clit with his tongue. “Anything in particular?”
God, the effects of lust on the mind. Ethan would never say this shit normally.
“Fuck… you…” Lex could barely get out the faint insult between moans.
“What do you think you’re already doing?” Ethan teased.
Lex’s hands tightened in his hair, though not in retaliation. Her legs squeezed around his head and her noises got higher and closer together.
She’s about to cum, isn’t she? I’m the only person besides herself that’s made her cum. Holy shit.
“You’re so beautiful.” Ethan murmured. “I love you so much.”
With an arched back and a cry of his name, Lex came, grinding her hips against Ethan’s face as she rode the wave of her climax, then going limp.
The car was quiet for a moment.
Before Ethan could even say anything, Lex yanked him into a desperate, messy kiss.
“I wanted to know what I taste like on your tongue.” She admitted when they finally pulled away. “I’ve never tasted myself before. It’s… not bad.”
“I fucking love it.” Ethan pecked her on the lips. “Did I do good?”
Lex nodded. “Yeah. Really good. First time I’ve gotten eaten out so… great first start.” Her eyelids lowered. “Wanna get onto the main event?”
Trying to stop his hands from shaking, Ethan grabbed a condom from his glove box, tore it open and rolled it on.
“I love you so much.” Ethan laced their fingers together as he positioned himself.
“Love you too.” Lex whispered, squeezing his hand one, two, three times.
They both moaned in unison as Ethan finally, fucking finally pushed inside.
“Oh, shit, Ethan…”
“ Fuck Lex, you’re tight.”
“S-sorry. I’m not hurting you, am I?”
“No, you’re perfect.”
It was. It has been so long since he last fucked that he had almost forgotten how sex felt. But he couldn’t ask for a more perfect girl to be with.
“Are you in pain?” Ethan didn’t dare move, not until he got the ok, despite all of his instincts screaming at him to move his damn hips and fuck the shit out or her.
“I haven’t had something this big inside of me before, so it’s a little strange.” Lex admitted. “But... it doesn’t hurt that badly.” She wrapped her legs around his back. “...You can move now, if you want.”
He started moving slowly at first, before working into a steady rhythm. If Lex’s moans were sweet while he was eating her out, her moans were nigh unbearably sexy now. Her blunt fingernails dug into his back but he didn’t mind one bit. Nothing could stop his bliss.
“Fuck, this feels even better than what I imagined.” Lex panted, her voice hitching as Ethan began play with her clit.
“Oh, so you’ve imagined this too huh?” Ethan chuckled. “Guess we have even more things in common than I thought.” With one hand he rubbed small, tight circles around Lex’s clit, and the other roamed up and down her body, occasionally squeezing her waist or pinching her nipple.
“God, I’ve wanted to fuck you for so fucking long.” He mumbled, not even watching what he was saying. “I’ve wanted to do this for fucking months.” He paused his ramblings to lick a long stripe up Lex’s nipple, feeling the bud harden under his tongue and her gasp beneath him.
“ Shit Ethan, faster, please…” Lex begged. “Fuck, oh my god.”
And how could he refuse a nice request like that?
Huh, I was right.
She does moan different when I fuck her fast.
“God, you look so good, Lexie. So fucking sexy.” Ethan groaned, lifting Lex’s leg slightly higher, allowing a new angle to drive into her.
Lex’s grip on his back tightened and she buried her face in his shoulder. He turned his head to press kisses along her jaw and neck.
“Ethan, I’m gonna fucking cum.” She panted in his ear. “Fuck, I’m gonna cum, oh god .”
“Do it.” Ethan’s hand on her clit sped up, and his kisses became urgent. “Cum for me.”
And just like that, Lex came for the second time, her voice breaking and her pussy tightening around Ethan like a vice, before relaxing after a few golden seconds.
Ethan followed soon after, his hips stuttering then stilling inside her as he clutched her body closely like she would slip through his fingertips forever if he dared let go.
Neither spoke right away. Instead both just focused on catching their breaths as they embraced, lazily kissing whatever exposed skin their lips could reach.
Eventually, though, they had to part. With a soft sigh Ethan pushed himself up and slid out, eyebrows furrowing as Lex made a little noise. “You ok, babe?” He gently pushed a strand of hair out her eye and ran a thumb over her cheek.
“Yeah, I’m fine.” Lex nodded with a soft smile.
Damn, that look in her eyes. Like I’m her everything.
“Was that… ok?” He asked quietly, shifting backwards slightly so she could sit up fully.
Lex wrapped her arms around his neck. “Yeah. More than ok. Really good.” She replied, mirroring him and running little circles over his jawline with her thumb.
“That’s a relief.” He kissed her palm tenderly, grinning at her blush.
Even after all that and she still blushes with a simple kiss like that. So cute.
“Mind if I have a cigarette?” She nodded her head toward the nearly empty pack in the door pocket. “Cig after sex ‘supposed to feel good n’ all.”
“Knock yourself out. I might have a couple of puffs though.” Ethan reached into the backseat and grabbed his clothes. “Uh, you were the one wearing the ripped black jeans right?”
“Yeah, and you were wearing just regular black jeans, remember?” Lex lit her cigarette and rolled the window down a crack, humming at the cool breeze that wafted through. “Did you really forget already?”
“It’s not like the lighting in this car is fantastic.” Ethan grumbled, tugging his pants on. “Plus I’m still sorta disoriented from–”
Lex cut off his muttering with a quick kiss. “Hey E? I love you but shut up.”
Ethan swallowed heavily. “Yes’m.”