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I won't give up on us. -troyler.

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Troye walked through the glass doors of the mental clinic. In his right hand, he had a big bouquet of white roses, the ones Tyler liked best. His left hand was fumbling with the keys of his car.

"Hello Troye ." The receptionist smiled.
"Hello Adrianna. How is he today?" Troye asked.
"Mr Oakley doesn't have his best day today. He's staring out of the window again. " Adrianna sighed.

"Those are the thoughest days, but I'll manage." Troye smiled a sad smile as he walked through the hallway were Tyler's room was. Two years ago. Tyler suddenly fainted during a live stream, the doctors had found a swelling roughly the size of an egg that was pressing against Tyler's brain. It was dangerous and Tyler was suffering.

Of course Tyler was rushed into surgery, but since then, Tyler had a really rough time remembering things. Like the fact Tyler and Troye had been together for two months before the surgery, for example. And why his phone kept buzzing with tweets of people he didn't know. He didn't remember anything from his Youtuber Life Most of the time and it hurts Troye like crazy to see Tyler like that.

Yet, here he was. Visiting Tyler everyday. He had moved to another continent just to be with Tyler. And now Tyler didn't know him for 70% of the time.

Troye knocked on the door and received no answer. As usual.
"Tyler?" He said cautiously. Tyler was seated in front of the window. Babbling to himself and staring at some point outside, in the nature.  Troye kneeled before him, Tyler looked at him with a puzzled expression.

"Hey Tyler. I've got something for you." Troye smiled. Tyler nodded and Troye gave him the bouquet.
"They're so pretty! Thank you." Tyler smiled his excited smile and his eyes lit up. This made Troye smile, there was his Tilly!

"I knew you'd like them. They were your favourite before all of this happened." He said with a lump in his throat. Tyler's eyes widened.
" I remember. I remember white roses with your face." Tyler said.
"I used to sing for you too when I have you roses. " Troye smiled.
"Why, I'd love to hear you sing." Tyler said. His vibrant blue hair matching the sparkle in his eyes.
"Really? You haven't asked me to sing for like Six months." Troye said.
"I haven't?" Tyler frowned. "I'm sorry Troye boy."
"It's okay Tilly. You've had a rough year." Troye said. "I'm glad I'll be singing to you today."

When I look into your eyes
It's like watching the night sky
Or a beautiful sunrise
Well, there's so much they hold
And just like them old stars
I see that you've come so far
To be right where you are
How old is your soul?

Well, I won't give up on us
Even if the skies get rough
I'm giving you all my love
I'm still looking up

And when you're needing your space
To do some navigating
I'll be here patiently waiting
To see what you find

'Cause even the stars they burn
Some even fall to the earth
We've got a lot to learn
God knows we're worth it
No, I won't give up

I don't wanna be someone who walks away so easily
I'm here to stay and make the difference that I can make
Our differences they do a lot to teach us how to use
The tools and gifts we got, yeah, we got a lot at stake
And in the end, you're still my friend at least we did intend
For us to work we didn't break, we didn't burn
We had to learn how to bend without the world caving in
I had to learn what I've got, and what I'm not, and who I am

I won't give up on us
Even if the skies get rough
I'm giving you all my love
I'm still looking up, I'm still looking up.

Well, I won't give up on us (no I'm not giving up)
God knows I'm tough enough (I am tough, I am loved)
We've got a lot to learn (we're alive, we are loved)
God knows we're worth it (and we're worth it)

I won't give up on us
Even if the skies get rough
I'm giving you all my love
I'm still looking up

"Troye Sivan. You absolutely perfect human being." Tyler said breathless after the song."your angel voice touches me every time."
"There's my Tilly that I love so much." Troye said and hugged Tyler close." I missed you so much."
"I'm sorry baby, I know this mustn't be easy on you." Tyler whispered through tears.
"It's okay. Do you want to say hi to your fans? They've been so worried." Troye said, while taking in the sent of Tyler and relishing the feel of the boys soft hair.

"No. The time I am actually clear minded I want to spend with you. You deserve it more than anything Troye. Thanks for not giving up on me, on us" Tyler said and took Troye in his arms for a kiss.
"I love you." Tyler sighed . And he connected their lips.

Troye enjoyed the kiss so much, until Tyler pushed him away.
"Who are you, why are we kissing? Where am I?" He started roaming through the room , not having a clue of what had just happened.
"Hey you. What am I doing here and why are you crying?" He asked Troye.
"This is your room. Don't worry about me. I'll leave, but I promise I won't give up on us..." And with these words Troye left, determined to try again the next day.