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I cut them off, so they don't hurt you more.

I love you, I love you. I swear I do.

(Is that why I hurt? Because of you?)

 

Mama, forgive me,

Papa said he understands,

But I don't remember how I crashed the van. (I swear I'm doing everything I can.)

 

Mama, forgive me,

everything I touch grows a thousand thorns.

Am I allowed to say more?

 

I love you. I love you.

I love you, please.

Please don't

please don't

please don't (Leave me.)

 

Momma, forgive me,

I know you won't hear,

but sometimes I wish papa hadn't met you here.

 

Momma, forgive me,

but somebody, help.

(I'm here to help I'm here to help I'm here to help Help HELP)

 

 

...I knocked all the drugs off the hospital shelves.

 

Mama, I love you,

I've known you forever.

(But it hurts, to put you back together.)

 

Mama, forgive me,

I'm sick as sin,

the stress my sainthood puts me in.

 

Mama, forgive me,

I've done wrong.

(I'll kill you and watch, while you sing my song.)

 

Mama, mama!

Help me. Please.

I'm scared of what I've done to me.

 

Stop it,

stop it-

LEAVE ME ALONE-

 

(I'm so sorry. Come backplease.)

 

I love you, I love you. (I love you more.)

I love you, but you can't help me anymore.

 

Mama.

Forgive me.

I'm sick of you.

 

 

THIS, IS FOR EVERYTHING, YOU PUT ME THROUGH-

 

 

Momma, forgive me, of all your sins...

 

 

 

 

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(I feel the thorns grow in my skin.)