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Hey everyone this has been written by Ash0245 I will be writing mine between Thursday to Saturday.
It is a great chapter hope you enjoy it.
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Annie

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Third person's POV

The night was cold and dark. Not a person in site, well that was until robin and red robin popped there head out from the alleyway.
The two of them would normally not team up together, but tonight was an exception!  They had to as Nightwing and Batman went together and Red Hood wasn't there to go with Tim.

As Robin and Red Robin were waiting in there little hiding place, they started to argue about something childish that happened earlier that day. As the two hero's continued to fight they failed to notice the group of villains slowly approaching them.

"I hate you!" Tim yelled at his young brother, still not relishing the villain slowly approaching. "Happy to hear it!" Damian snapped back.

The two kept sending insults back and fort, for what felt like hours even tho it was only a few minutes. Nightwing and Batman were getting sick of them as they could hear them through the com's. Batman decided it would be best for him and Nightwing to go and separate the two before they started drawing blood.

As the two kept fighting, completely ignoring there surroundings. One of the villains creeped closer. Damian didn’t see the villain in time, but Tim did. The villain leapt into the air, and let gravity pull him back down.Right before the blaze in the villains hand was about to hit Damian, Tim quickly pushed him out of the way and took the blow. “RED ROBIN!” Damian yelled as he saw Tim fall to the ground, his blood going everywhere.

“Heheh.. one down! One to go!” The villain said with a sickening smile.

All Damian could see was red, he had lost it. The rest was history to him. He couldn’t explain what happened even if he wanted too. All he knew is that the villains were gone and Tim was down. “T-Tim?” Damian asked slowly, while walking over to Tim’s body and standing beside him. If anyone was to walk by it would look like he had killed Red Robin. Lucky he was still alive, but just bearly!

As Damian was standing over Tim’s body, Batman and Nightwing came flying out of nowhere.

“Robin!” Nightwing yelled while pushing past him to Tim.

“What have you done?!” Batman yelled at Damian over and over again, like a broken record.

Dick quickly put Tim into the back seat of the Batmobile before jumping into the passengers front seat. Batman quickly followed Dicks actions by jumping into the drives seat.

Batman took one last long at Damian disappointment and anger written all over his face, before quickly speeding off into the night leaving damain in the middle of the alleyway to find his own way home.

Damian started his long and painful walk to the cave, taking the long way so he wouldn’t be seen on main roads. Once he made it back to the cave there attitude towards him didn’t change. They continued to yell at him for something he didn’t do, and every time he tried to say he didn’t do it his voice was quickly drowned out by his family’s.

But it quieted down as Bruce said
I hate to do this but you cannot be a part of this family anymore.

But...I
Damian couldn't utter a word because of the tears in his eyes

 

This note is by Ash0245
Hello everyone!
Hope you like our new book!  Sorry it’s not as long as I would usually write, but it’s here! 😤
We wish you the best of day!
Till next time my lovely’s! 😁👌🤘✌️🤟🤛
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Annie

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But...

"But nothing damian you are going back to your mother and that is final ."

Damian looked at his siblings for help but non seemed to care or even give a shit . This was heartbreaking for damian because these were the people that made him trust them but not that it would matter anymore.

Time skip (a week )
24th September
2015

A week had passed since this decision and Damian was broken , like the heart he was trying to mend for so long had finally been torn into shreds.

He remembers the day tim woke up , he thought that the misunderstanding would be solved but hope is then again equivalent to eternal misery.

Damian stood in front of the bed of his brother. Tim had woken up a few hours ago and currently was not able to remember what had happened.

"Do you seriously not remember thing on what happened tim ?"Jason had asked

"No not a thing me and demon were fighting i turn my back and boom! I  wake up here three days later" he answered

"Ok I told you it was the demon" had said stephanie

"You are right steph the demon always wanted me dead anyways " his brother had answered

And that was all it took for damian's world to crumble ,his eyes to water , for his heart to shatter and trust to be lost.

No one in the entire superhero community had believed him not even his uncle's or aunts .

He felt so betrayed and hurt , he could laugh and honestly he would have specially after the only people in the world that believed him were jon , maya , colin , maps and billy.

But here he was in the batcave watching a video footage of tim clearly saving him and him clearly not trying to kill tim .

"Soo are you gonna show your family that"
Asked an unknown voice.

He turned around to see jon kent

"No" he answered

Jon most certainly looked bewildered.

"Why? This is your chance to prove your innocence "

"No because I am going to save this clip and see if my father sees it" damian answers

"Dami ! But you can show them it is not your fault. " tries job

"No ! If I did they would have to keep me without their choice " yells Damian

"What do you mean ? "

"I mean that if they see the video and come after me than I will forgive them "

Jon come really near him and asked him
" will you forgive them "

At this damian nods

"But why?"

" because if they select and watch the video it means that they care enough to watch  to and do want me back and I will always forgive them if they care but I know they will be too late  "

"So what if they are late ? "

"If they are too late meant they didn't care
It means  that the only people I trust in the world hate me , so I will learn to live with it and never ever look back"

"Oh dami ! You know you are my best friend and talia al ghul is not your best option and nor is revenge that is what you want "

" No I do not want vengeance I won't let myself turn into the monster every one thinks I am , I won't be my mother and sure as hell Not my grandfather ! . "

" I know you won't dami , I know you won't "

"I will prove to them that I can turn in to a fair and successful person without their help"

"You will and for the proof of that I got this"
Jon says gesturing to two rings in his hands one said 'best' and the other said 'friends'
He put on in Damian's hand and hugged as Damian broke down.

"W..we... will always be friends " it was a statement but Damian made it sound like a question.

"As long as we live " said jon and damian sobbed harder.

"You know one thing is for sure if they don't love me then they don't deserve me"

"You are right damian . no one like them deserves you"

And after talking a while jon left and Damian saved that recording footage of that night as 'by damian' on the bat computer .

Time skip (3 hours later )

" demon wake up ,your mom's assassin is here to pick you up"  yelled jason

"Before going damian I believe everyone has to say good bye to you " said bruce and one by one the entire the bat family started coming.

He didn't here them though because he didn't want to but he couldn't help but hear the ones which particularly stung .

Like tim had said "finally got what you deserve "

Stephanie had said " bitches get stitches and with you mother you will"

Dick had said "you really are a monster"

He tuned out on the rest and didn't even bother hearing every one else's speech since he got the memo that the 'speeches' or whatever they were , were about  'we hate your guts ' so he dealt with it .

But alfred had said that he believed that he didn't do anything wrong and the family will see that soon too.

After seeing the assassin he was surprised that it was ravi , the guy had been his first parent figure and now probably only .

And ravi to loved the kid and asked

" do you want to come ?"

Damian just shook his head saying "no"

"Good then run"

"What !!" Damian asked with surprised

"Run and i will tell lady talia that I couldn't catch you " ravi explained

"Thank you so much " damian said and from that lonely alley went to a jammed ( blocked) road because of cars and came in front of a reckless speeding car and darkness took over him.

Time skip ( few days later)

Damian ended up in foster care . They asked if you remembered anything but he lied and said he didn't .

So because they did not know anything about him they put him in foster care.

His DNA tests told them he was almost 11 and they declared his birthday to be the day he was found.

It ironic since his birthday ( 30th September) had been only two days before what they thought (2nd October).

After being in different homes for a month surprisingly enough damian was adopted.

He was adopted in a fucking month.

A month and a half later
15th November
2015
Foster father (Peter Hudson's) manor

"Hello mr. Hudson " the CPS agent greeted
The owner and Damian's new adopted father

"Please calle peter mr. Hudson was my father"  tried to flirt the man or rather peter if that was his name .

After the worker left the guy's entire demeanor changed he no longer looked friendly or funny but dreadful and strict.

This frightened damian wondering what he had gotten into .

"There are some rules you must follow here young man and I won't take it kindly to you disobeying me "

Damian nodded

"I asked you ! do you understand me the man ? " asked again violently shaking damian.

Damiam said a small "yes"

" ' Yes' what ? " asked peter

"Yes sir" damian answered

"Good now you have a few rules if you follow them do what ever the hell you want" peter said handing a sheet of rules to damian.

The rules which are to be followed in this house.

• No coming home after 10 pm
• No leaving your rooms without  permission
• No talking without permission
• Not allowed to tell anyone these rules
• Not allowed the right to eat without earning ot
• No food with out permission
Allowed on phone as long as following all the rules
• Never to look in the eyes
• Do daily chores( maids and servants are there so only a few)

These rules looked simple to damian to follow so he said " I will follow them sir "

"Good your room is second to the right on the first floor"

"Ok sir"

Time skip  ( 2 months )
January 15th
2016

Damian's POV

Living with isn't that hard , well not as hard as I thought, he is strict but Doesn't hit me that often and i get to go to school though it is a public school but atleast I do.

We still live in gothum and my 'father' has no idea that I am here.

I was in my room about to sleep as the door opened and mr. Hudson came out he had a figure on his lips as if motioning me to be quiet and I remain quiet.

He comes near me and tells me to lay down and I do then he lays next to me and caressing my body with his hands .

His hands are everywhere,  my entire body then his move towards mine and he kisses me only his kisses are like sharp hammer hitting me while I am the glass breaking at every touch.

I then say "I am uncomfortable"

But instead of stopping he says " don't worry you are doing great"

But why do I not feel great why do I feel like someone is trying to use me , why am I starting to feel so .....so dirty, worse than when I fell in to that puddle of mud last month.

He then starts unbuckle his pants and then take of my clothes telling me I am doing good .

Am I? Because I feel like he is committing a sin only I am the sin.

Why am I so pathetic,  I mean this has to be normal right,  every adopted parent must do it to their kid maybe father did this too ...

My thoughts are interrupted as some thing is thrusted into me .

And I cry out I  pain knowing it isn't fitting

The rest of the night I scream and cry and beg him to stop but he won't.

I begged him , I tried to struggle I even said I am sorry if I ever did something wrong but he kept saying this is normal and that I am doing good , maybe this is normal.

After a while I am left iny room with nothing but a blanket covering me .

I am fully bloody ,there are Mark's on my neck and stomach and...

And I have been used , I am dirty,  I am disgusting,  I feel disgusting.

I shower and shower and shower I rub the wounds with soap and water continuously no matter how much my body aches or bleeds, I just wash my self . I wash all of that impurities,  dirt on top of me only it isn't falling I can see it mocking me in the mirror

I can see the dirt , the pain ,marks telling me
I am worthless .

I don't know what to do , all I know is I am used and dirty and disgusting

Used dirty disgusting

Used dirty disgusting

Used dirty disgusting!

And I sob because you can't be cleaned after being tainted black nor can you be a virgin after the title being torn out of your grasp.

But atleast it can't get any worse !

It can't right ..

They are too late

Time skip ( june 17th)
3rd person's POV

Boy,  did it get worse from that day .
Now getting molested was a part of damian's daily routine 

Wake up
Eat
School
Top in class
Get Beaten or molested

That is it .

All that damian does and he finally realized that it was not normal and was in fact tape so he called dick thinking the guy might help him .

Dick yelled at him the moment he realized it was damian and told him to stop running after attention and live with his mother and never call again.

He is still friends with billy , maya, colin , maps and jon

But here he was 5 months later sitting in a hotel bedroom waiting for his ' client'.

He is going to be forced to work as a child prostitute now , he will be like some sort of reusable garbage bag without his permission,  so he made a deal.

He told his' adopted father' to allow him to join gothum academy and start in mid 9th grade ( which is three years ahead of his own ) . And he will do this job if he recieve  60 % of the money because why save a broken phone of it could help get a new one.

He is really smart even by being in classes all three years ahead of him he has a clear record of 100% since the last ... since he started school .

But he was then pulled out of his thoughts as a man entired .

When him and the man did ' it '

He hated it , even after five months of being forced to do it with peter it still hurt , still killed him and destroyed his left over dignity.

He was once again left looking at the ceiling as the guy threw 850 dollars on him and said

"Ya are a a pretty good whore darlin "

And a tear left damian's eyes as he was left alone because damian couldn't believe this was all that was left of him .

A whore ..
A simple fucking whore
Is all he is,  all will ever be and for the first time he can say that he doesn't want  to own it.

And the rest of the hour he spent sobbing before leaving .

He will never forgive them

Time skip three years later
12th January 2019
Random alley
Damian is 14 and three months

Damian was on a random alley where he was getting fucked by a guy , why you ask because peter refused to let him enter without enough money to fulfill what he missed last week because of a fever.

The guy was brutal by the time he was done damian was a bruised mess it had never hurt this bad like ever And Damian would know .

Then as damian was sitting drunk and bruised in an alley a guy came up and not any guy  'The red hood '

"Hey kid get outta here it is way to late and you have been bruised "

"Wow jason !it isn't demon spawn anymore is it" asked damian

Jason looked confused for a second before asking
" Damian?"

His face inside the mask was delighted because you see they found the tape of what actually happened that night a year ago and each of them had tried their hardest to find damian but jason was so so happy that he finally did find his little brother.

He then after all of this drama , took damian home till the next morning

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A.n
Hey everyone hope you liked the chapter it has not been edited since it is literally 3 am right now and I am really sleepy and tired , pls comment how you feel about the story and what we should do next

This chapter was written by me

The next chapter will be released between monday to Wednesday or earlier

Annie ,

Hope you have a good day

Word count :
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This chapter is by Ash0245
I will be updating again today

Annie

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No one's     P.O.V
After Jason finally got Damian home, they couldn't do much with him as he was still very, VERY drunk. So Alfred just made up Damian's bed in his old room.

They wanted to ask so many questions like "where have you been all this time?" "Why do you have so many bruises?" "Why are you drunk?" "Did someone beat you up?" "How could someone do all that damage? Your an assassin! Not to mention the old Robin! You could have protected yourself?!?" "Was it a new villain?" "Where you drugged then beat up?" "Why didn't you reach out to us?!?"

But sadly none of those questions could be answered at this time. If they wanted answers they would have to wait till Damian sobered up.

But who said when he sobered up he will talk to them. Jason may have gotten Damian to the manner but doesn't mean he has gotten Damian trust.

3rd Person     P.O.V
It was a new day, and a new start!
Today the batfam were going to try and talk to Damian about the state he was in last night.

"Who do you think should talk to him first?" Tim asked the others.

"What about Dick? He always was the favourite." Jason replied.

"I don't know.... I did say some hurtful things to him before he left.. I swear I saw a few tears slip out of his eyes while he was leaving.." Dick says while looking down.

"It's ok.. we all did. But this is the time we're we try and make amends, try and fix the things we did! For the better!" Tim said while putting a hand on Dicks shoulder.

"I know.. but I just can't get over what I said.." Dick said while sighing.

"Dicky bird this is no time for feeling sorry for your self! Come on, get up and get moving up those stairs and to Damian's bedroom!" Jason said while forcefully pulling Dick off his butt and pushing him to the kitchen exit.

"Ok ok! I'm going.. wish me luck!" Dick said while slowly walking over to the stairs.

"You can do it!" "You got this!" Jason and Tim yelled to Dick.

Damian's     P.O.V
I was quickly awake from my slumber by the annoying voices of people yelling. They sounded familiar but I couldn't put my finger on it.

But if I saw their faces I would know who it was.As I looked around the room, something about it felt weird. Like I have been here before, but I couldn't remember when.

"Must be another hotel room." I said while sitting up. "I should leave soon. Let's see.. where is the money?" I asked while looking around. "What the! They bastard didn't leave any money!" I Says before get out of the bed. "Wait... what the fuck.." I say now very confused to why I have clothes on.

The prev's that come here didn't usually dress me after I pass out. They would just toss the money on the bed and throw a blanket on me and leave.

I was quickly brought out of my thoughts by the sound of a knock on the door. "I know I'm leaving! Just give me a minute!" I yell to theperson at the door. "Damn cleaners they always want you to leave first thing in the morning! They don't even give you time to clean yourself up!" I quickly says while looking around the room for any of my belongings.

"Wait What?! Your leaving? Damian I'm coming in!" An unknown person said to me.

“He... he called me Damian..” I quitely said while locking the door stopingg who ever was trying to open the door.

“M-my name isn’t Damian!” I say nervously not knowing to do. “Damian it’s ok it me Grayson.” Grayson said to me.

“G-Grayson?!?” I start to walk about from the door in horror.

As I’m walking back I noticed the door hand juggling and then the door opening I went to close it but it was to late the door was already open and Grayson was already inside.

3rd Person    P.O.V
“D-damian.. I’m so sorry!” Dick said while quickly swooping Damian into a hug. “Unhindered me at once!” Damian yelled at the top of his voice.

“I’m so sorry! I should have never called you a monster! Your not the monster I am!” Dick cried out.

Narrators P.O.V
As Dick continued to cry and squeeze the life out of Damian, he continued to go on about how he isn’t a good brother and about how ever so sorry he is.

Dicks little rant started to overwhelm Damian, it gave him so many emotions he couldn’t comprehend. He hadn’t felt all theses feelings in such a long time he didn’t know what to do!

So naturally Damian got mad and wanting to punch things but he couldn’t, he was still in Dicks tight death grip. He couldn’t get out no matter how much he tried.Soon the both became a weeping mess.

This disgusted Damian! He hated the feeling of showing these emotions to others, it mad him feel weak and vulnerable. Just how his fosterfather liked it.

Not too long after Dick and Damian crying Alfred, Bruce, Jason and Tim came to see what all the crying was about. Alfred being the first one there followed by Jason and Tim and Bruce being last.

They would ask questions between them self’s but didn’t dare to ask them loud enough for everyone to hear.

But one statement stood out to them that made them all join the hug.

Surprisingly it was from Jason.“How could we have been so cruel to such a fragile boy? he needed us and we weren’t there for him! And we have the audacity to call ourselves hero’s!”

Note by jazmyn

Hello everyone!
I just wanna say something, I am not very happy with this chapter! If I could I would rewrite it but I’m being lazy and not, but I really hope you guys like it anyway!
Till next time my lovely’s! 😁👌🤟✌️🤘🤛
Word count: 1033

Chapter Text

This chapter is by Ash0245
I will be updating again today

Annie

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No one's     P.O.V
After Jason finally got Damian home, they couldn't do much with him as he was still very, VERY drunk. So Alfred just made up Damian's bed in his old room.

They wanted to ask so many questions like "where have you been all this time?" "Why do you have so many bruises?" "Why are you drunk?" "Did someone beat you up?" "How could someone do all that damage? Your an assassin! Not to mention the old Robin! You could have protected yourself?!?" "Was it a new villain?" "Where you drugged then beat up?" "Why didn't you reach out to us?!?"

But sadly none of those questions could be answered at this time. If they wanted answers they would have to wait till Damian sobered up.

But who said when he sobered up he will talk to them. Jason may have gotten Damian to the manner but doesn't mean he has gotten Damian trust.

3rd Person     P.O.V
It was a new day, and a new start!
Today the batfam were going to try and talk to Damian about the state he was in last night.

"Who do you think should talk to him first?" Tim asked the others.

"What about Dick? He always was the favourite." Jason replied.

"I don't know.... I did say some hurtful things to him before he left.. I swear I saw a few tears slip out of his eyes while he was leaving.." Dick says while looking down.

"It's ok.. we all did. But this is the time we're we try and make amends, try and fix the things we did! For the better!" Tim said while putting a hand on Dicks shoulder.

"I know.. but I just can't get over what I said.." Dick said while sighing.

"Dicky bird this is no time for feeling sorry for your self! Come on, get up and get moving up those stairs and to Damian's bedroom!" Jason said while forcefully pulling Dick off his butt and pushing him to the kitchen exit.

"Ok ok! I'm going.. wish me luck!" Dick said while slowly walking over to the stairs.

"You can do it!" "You got this!" Jason and Tim yelled to Dick.

Damian's     P.O.V
I was quickly awake from my slumber by the annoying voices of people yelling. They sounded familiar but I couldn't put my finger on it.

But if I saw their faces I would know who it was.As I looked around the room, something about it felt weird. Like I have been here before, but I couldn't remember when.

"Must be another hotel room." I said while sitting up. "I should leave soon. Let's see.. where is the money?" I asked while looking around. "What the! They bastard didn't leave any money!" I Says before get out of the bed. "Wait... what the fuck.." I say now very confused to why I have clothes on.

The prev's that come here didn't usually dress me after I pass out. They would just toss the money on the bed and throw a blanket on me and leave.

I was quickly brought out of my thoughts by the sound of a knock on the door. "I know I'm leaving! Just give me a minute!" I yell to theperson at the door. "Damn cleaners they always want you to leave first thing in the morning! They don't even give you time to clean yourself up!" I quickly says while looking around the room for any of my belongings.

"Wait What?! Your leaving? Damian I'm coming in!" An unknown person said to me.

“He... he called me Damian..” I quitely said while locking the door stopingg who ever was trying to open the door.

“M-my name isn’t Damian!” I say nervously not knowing to do. “Damian it’s ok it me Grayson.” Grayson said to me.

“G-Grayson?!?” I start to walk about from the door in horror.

As I’m walking back I noticed the door hand juggling and then the door opening I went to close it but it was to late the door was already open and Grayson was already inside.

3rd Person    P.O.V
“D-damian.. I’m so sorry!” Dick said while quickly swooping Damian into a hug. “Unhindered me at once!” Damian yelled at the top of his voice.

“I’m so sorry! I should have never called you a monster! Your not the monster I am!” Dick cried out.

Narrators P.O.V
As Dick continued to cry and squeeze the life out of Damian, he continued to go on about how he isn’t a good brother and about how ever so sorry he is.

Dicks little rant started to overwhelm Damian, it gave him so many emotions he couldn’t comprehend. He hadn’t felt all theses feelings in such a long time he didn’t know what to do!

So naturally Damian got mad and wanting to punch things but he couldn’t, he was still in Dicks tight death grip. He couldn’t get out no matter how much he tried.Soon the both became a weeping mess.

This disgusted Damian! He hated the feeling of showing these emotions to others, it mad him feel weak and vulnerable. Just how his fosterfather liked it.

Not too long after Dick and Damian crying Alfred, Bruce, Jason and Tim came to see what all the crying was about. Alfred being the first one there followed by Jason and Tim and Bruce being last.

They would ask questions between them self’s but didn’t dare to ask them loud enough for everyone to hear.

But one statement stood out to them that made them all join the hug.

Surprisingly it was from Jason.“How could we have been so cruel to such a fragile boy? he needed us and we weren’t there for him! And we have the audacity to call ourselves hero’s!”

Note by jazmyn

Hello everyone!
I just wanna say something, I am not very happy with this chapter! If I could I would rewrite it but I’m being lazy and not, but I really hope you guys like it anyway!
Till next time my lovely’s! 😁👌🤟✌️🤘🤛
Word count: 1033

Chapter Text

Third person's POV

Damian slowly passed out from crying so much and Bruce went to put him in his room .

"I promise I am gonna fix this dami" he said before kissing his son's forehead .

He then goes down stairs to find tim sitting on his laptop typing something.

"Found it !! I finally found it! " his son screamed in glee.

"What did you find ?" Asked bruce

"I found who adopted Damian" this takes everyone by surprise since they thought Damian was with his mother.

" what do you mean by some one adopted my son " bruce growled

Did talia send his son to foster care ? How dare she !

Bruce's thoughts were interrupted as

"Some one did adopt me and can we cut the my son thing , mr. Wayne it is quite unusual seeing to it that you wanted me to live with my mother." A voice said as everyone turned around to see damian , as he continued " and if you must know I am taking my leave "

" I am glad to see you awake but lets make a deal If you answer three of our questions honestly then we will let you leave " said jason .

After a while damian knowing how mad his ' adopted father ' would be if they don't let him leave he agreed and the questioning began .

Elsewhere

Peter's POV

Where is the little bitch ! He was late to his 'meeting ' and his client called me and yelled at me .

I cannot believe the kid just snuck of and didn't even give me my money . after all I have done for him this is what I get.

I should check his location .

(One his computer)

Name - samuel Hudson (p.s damian secret name and hudson because he was adopted)
Location - gothum , wayne manor a - 123 block
Time spent - 9 hours

9 hours !! Is he fucking wayne or something, always knew the guy was a pedophile .

I mean he does have 5 kids so.. obviously but of this kid doesn't give me all of that money he earned I will kill him .

Next time I will just buy a slave, that is, after sam dies because of this abuse which if something like this happens again will be quite soon.

These were my thoughts as I started driving towards gothum and till I reached Wayne manor.

I knocked on the door continuously and really loudly till a servant opened the door.

"Hello sir how may I help you" he asked

"Where is sam ?" I growled pushed him so I could go inside the house to the living room.

There I saw sam with the entire fucking wayne family except the black kid well he didn't deserve to be a Wayne anyway ( a.n I am not racist but Pete is and I love duke with all of my heart) nor is the hot Chinese chick ( cass) god ! I would've loved to look at that gold.

"Who are you? " asked Wayne

"And what do you think you are doing here?" Asked his eldest richie something I think .

"I am peter Hudson and where is sam ?" I rudely asked again and found sam standing on the door way looking at all of us.

The little bitch is enjoying this but he won't be for long because as soon as we get home it would be my turn to enjoy.

"Mr. Wayne that is my adopted father" said sam finally

"Oh " said wayne

"And Peter this is my biological father Bruce wayne " he said looking sad and defeated

What !!! He is the son of Bruce wayne
Oh my god !! I could do so much with this I can't even begin but right now I need to have a good impression on these people.

"Ok what are you doing here and why did you not come home last night" I asked

"They bought me here " he said pointing to the wayne family

"Since when is your name sam?" Asked Jazon I think .

"I changed my name in foster system " he answered

So sam is not his real name .

"Ok Damian" Tom maybe his name was said emphasizing on the damian as if to tell me that.

So his real name is damian. Got it

"Ok listen Hudson ..." said wayne and the long talk began

One long talk later

After a long talk and convincing all I got was Damian would stay with them for atleast two weekends in a month or they will destroy my like and relatively agreed and took Damian as his name was to our house.

The kid is for sure in for a hurtful punishment which I am definitely gonna enjoy.

We started walking into our manor and I can see him shiver , such a wimp .

With that thought I tell him to go in his room and wait till I come in then I go to my room to find the required tools - handcuffs, a knife and whip .

"Oh I am gonna love this" I mutter

I go to his room see him on the bed and tell him to turn around and stand . I then tell him he is gonna get 20 lashes for being out after curfew and 30 for meeting his family and 20 extra because I was bored.

And the fun process begins as his screams swallow the room and all any one can hear is a immense sobbing of a child.

"Pathetic "

Timeskip

Damian's POV

Today peter out did himself and that is saying a lot considering he gladly raped an eleven year old .

He literally cut me more then a 67 times on my torso , arms and legs after whipping me 80 times and then he did it with me again
And it was painful since he didn't even bother to prepare me . I mean it hurt so damn much.

You see this is one of the reasons I don't self harm he gives me enough bruises as it is that I don't need more .

Now on my ' family reunion' I don't know what to feel honestly. I mean ofcourse I am happy but i don't think they deserve another chance because do they , obviously not.

No 'family' would hirt each other like mine has hurt me .

Do I deserve this because of the monster I am?

Do i deserve being mistreated my entire life because of I don't even know what I did?

"If there is a god out there please hear my prayer and tell me what I did wrong "

With this I got up and took out a bottle of whiskey.

I know , I know I shouldn't but , I need an escape and I won't be the only fifteen year old to drink, right .

Third person's POV

With that thought in mind he took out his guitar and started singing a song he wrote a few days ago

 

*Here I go again
Three glasses in
Counting my sins
Home alone again*

That is all he did now be alone and count everything he had done wrong with while drinking trying to forget everything thing the world did to him.

*It's three in the morning
Just me and my demons
At war again
So I am calling in
Are u listening *

It's like all the time his thoughts are constantly fighting him , as if they are a wave of darkness and he is sand castle of light though after the wave leaves the sand castle is no longer standing , so he Hope's that if god or any one could listen to him and maybe even save him

*You made a man this fragile *

He made a person so easy to hurt and betray so it partially is his fault

*You made a heart that can break*

He is the one that made a heart so easy to break every time someone leaves but every one always leaves

*You showed me the road less travel*
For I am going to run away

He knows he always chooses to leave but it isn't his fault that god showed him such an easy way to leave for he is sure that he will run away from all this pain one day just like he always does

*You made me love so hard when everything I love just leaves*

He loves and cares for everyone in his life but they leave, no matter who it is hurts him more than in one way and it is heart breaking honestly how quickly everyone chooses to leave , when all he does is care for them

*are u sure there is nothing wrong with me *

There has to be something wrong with him he is soo sure of that because ofcourse right no one could me treated like this because of nothing . The only reasonable explanation is that he has messed up real bad.

*And why does his life have to hurt so much .*

Why does his life hurt so much, why does he feel like nothing can ever happen to him which is good . Why is he always getting treated like he doesn't matter. Why does every thing he does hurt him right back.

*Why can't I find any piece of love*

Why does no one love him

*Why do I feel like I am not enough *

Why does it always seem like every thing he does is wrong as if he can never be good enough for anyone.

*Dear God
Are you sure that you don't mess up*

So at the end he has one question. Is God sure that he isn't a mistake , that is a question that can never be answered.

( a.n damian has only written till here he will write the rest later but not in this chapter)

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A.n
Hi everyone this chapter was written by me and I hope I like it , though I am not exactly satisfied with this chapter but I hope u liked it and any particular suggestions in what u wanna see.

-- Annie --
Bye

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3rd Person    P.O.V
As Damian slowly started to awake from his slumber he could feel pain shot throughout his body. He did a small sigh before slowly sitting up and getting ready for his day.

It wasn't long before he was out of his room and at the dining table. "Good to see your up, Sam.. or should I call you Damian.." peter Says while glaring at Damian.

"I-I can explain!" Damian said desperately but peter wasn’t having it.

“Sit!” peter yelled completely enraged in anger. Damian didn’t say anything and just sat down knowing he would get into more trouble.

“How long did you think you could hide this from me?” peter asked in a more calm voice than before. Damian tried to not say anything that would set him off but I didn’t work.

“I... I didn’t want you to know..” Damian tried but failed.

“How dear you!” his foster father screamed completely. enraged.

Peter quickly stood up and stormed over to Damian. His sudden movements scared Damian quite a bit causing him to tents up. Once the older male got over to Damien he slapped Damien so hard he went flying out of the chair and onto the ground.

“P-Please! Stop!” Damian yelped. But  wasn’t listening.

He sat on top Of Damian’s gut and started to punch his face.

“Do you think this is funny?!?” peter yelled while punching his face. Damian pulled his arms up to his face to block the punches, it was starting to fail as his arms were growing weak and tired. 

Once Damian’s arms were too tired to protect his face any more he slowly let his arms down from his face exposing his face to all the brutal punches coming his way.

The abusive male finally got all the anger he had in him at the moment. He slowly but swiftly moved off Damian and started to walk out of the room.

But when he got to the door he stopped and started to say “Get yourself cleaned up, the Wayne’s are coming for dinner.” He said with out turning around to face Damian.

“Oh and don’t forget to clean to manner before they come.” Is the last thing he said to Damian before walking out of the room and off somewhere leaving Damian with a bloody and bruised face.

With the Touch of his arms having a possible fracture and maybe an concussion to add to the list.

As Damian slowly started to get up and walk to his room to clean himself up he felt dizzy and wobbly but it didn’t stop him from making his way to his room.

 

With the batfam

As the batfam was eating there breakfast not a care in the world Bruce suddenly spoke.

“Ok guys.” He said while clearing his throat. Everyone quickly gave him their attention.

“We will be going to see Damian and his fosterfather for dinner tonight...” Bruce said while almost questioning his actions.
Most of the boys gave me weird looks questioning him.

“I wanna know what that dude is hiding. He definitely is hiding something, he’s the type of guy you know!” Jason said while staring at his gun.

“Jay! No guns at the table!” Duck said in his big brother way.

“I’m interested in him too. When I did a background check on him nothing came up.... it was odd to say the least.” Tim said while possibly eating his breakfast.

“Yes interesting indeed... i’ll give him another sweep on the background check later before we go to there Manner.” Bruce said while finishing the last of his food up.

After many hours of research they couldn’t recover anything on peter’s background that could relate him to any crimes. They did recover one lead but it lead to a Dead end.

As Bruce have to weigh on its computer he didn’t notice Dick came into the Batcave. “Hey Bruce you know we have to leave in 20 minutes right?” Dick said while walking up to Bruce.

“I must have let the time slip by. I should get really.” Bruce said while walking up to the stairs.

“Can you make sure your brothers get ready.” Bruce said while turning around to face Dick.

“Yeah sure!” Dick said while jogging over to Bruce so they can walk up the stairs together.

Damian’s    P.O.V

~Back with Damian~~

Once I had finally finished cleaning my arms were hurting so bad I couldn’t stand it but I had to keep going. I took a quick shower and put a new suit on that Tom had got me.

After getting dressed I went down to the main living room to see peter sitting by the fire reading a book I didn’t say anything not to anger the man any more than I had earlier today.

“Good your done. They should be here any minute now.” Tom said while standing up and walking over to me.

When he got over to me started fixing my collar for me “t-thank you..” I said nervously.

I was expecting to get a slap so I tensed up but unexpectedly no slap came my way and instead just doorbell rang. “Good they are here.” peter seed while leading me to the front door.

When we got there he open the door greeting them nicely by saying. “Welcome mr Wayne! We are honoured to have you here.” peter said to the sperm donor.

“ I am honoured to be here, and so are my boys!” Bruce said while slightly moving to the side to show dick, Jason and Tim. They all gave me a small smile before peter invited them into the manor.

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“ I am honoured to be here, and so are my boys!” Bruce said while slightly moving to the side to show dick, Jason and Tim. They all gave me a small smile before peter invited them into the manor.

DAMIAN'S POV

Honestly,  most would think a rapist and a vigilante couldn't have ever gotten along but turns out , maybe my family needs better detectives.

Right now , I am currently sitting on a chair which directly faces drake and boy is that the weirdest thing ever .

I haven't seen the guy in forever which for the record is three years but still.

"So damian how is school, you must be in 9th grade, right ?  " asked mr. Wayne

So I guess here we go

"No sir I am actually in 12 grade right now " I answered only to see his face surprised then I remembered that I am I'm fact three grades above other kids my age because I have a great intellect.

"Umm..I... umm I am actually three gr.. grades umm above mine be..because I um a
..a a..m really smart accor..ding to my teach..ch...er " I said shuttering way to much and looking down at my feet with fear .

I know I won't be hit in front of them... but still muscle memory got the best of me. Though I am not sure if anyone at the table noticed my fear but if they did they didn't mention it but it was obvious that I was shuttering a lot so Todd being the ever so smart person he us opened his mouth.

"Yo demon you don't have to be scared of us we won't hurt you"  he said whispering the last part do only I was the one who could hear it.

I just gave a small and fake  smile and nodded in acknowledgement and he smiled right back . After this though all of us fell in an uncomfortable and awkward silence until drake thought it would be a good idea to open his mouth.

"Damian ! Is that bruise on your forehead  "
Fucked I really thought that the foundation powder could work .

Welp , if my shuttering won't get me killed this definitely will. Peter is gonna hurt me soooooooo bad.

"Umm hmm n....n..n...o " I said my god what is it with that shutter why can't I be normal
But thank god Peter decided to chim in and before speaking he glared at me and mouthed ' I won't forget this ' as if I already don't know that.

"He actually got in a fight at his school with this new guy who was flirting with his girlfriend "

after Peter said this I very and mind you very uncharacteristically snorted because I am hella gay and fight ! Yeah as if in my school I joined it on scholarship which means that I don't even dare to curse in that place and secondly gothum academy is one of the most prestigious schools in the world they would never accept this kind of behaviour from a student and the fact that I am an orphan ( peter doesn't count) the cherry on top of the cake.

Peter ofcourse goared at me and I gulped which was definitely noticed by everyone but luckily almost all of them have the common decency to not utter a word about it.

And there it is all silence once again.

This is soo weird but luckily after this all of us quietly ate and then mr. Wayne told me to go to my room and I did then, the next thing I know I am in front of the wayne manor with a bag that has been packed for a week.

This will be a  hell of a week

!! KILL ME NOW !!

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Damian's P.O.V
"Someone shoot me in the ass.." I mumble to myself while standing in front of the Wayne manners doors.

Unfortunately for me, one of the Wayne kids heard me say something about shooting myself, mainy Todd.

"What was that kid? I'm sure I can find my gun and we can make that happen" Jason said to me in a playful way. But me being me and the situation I was in, i was not having it.

"That's it where's a bridge." I said while turning away from the Wayne manor front door. Once again luck wasn't on my side, and unfortunately Grayson and Drake where standing right in front of me blocking my escape way, with Todd and Mr Wayne on either side of me leaving only one way to go, into the Wayne manner.

If this was the old me I would normally kick all there ass's and then just leave, but from the lack of training, proper exercise and with all the abuse, not to mention my possibly fractured or broke arms. I wasn't in any condition to fight them off. To be honest I would probably only be able to hold my own with Drake but the other 3... I'm not too sure anymore. I might be able to slip my way out of Graysons death grip but Todd and Mr Wayne are a different story.

"Dami why would you need a bridge?" Dick asked me in his normal big brother voice. But for me the voice seemed so distant... like it felt almost unnatural for him.

I can't putt me finger on it just yet, but I'm going to call it "U.B.B.V"

I was quickly brought out of my thoughts by Drake raising his voice at me and saying.

“Are you gonna go inside or at you just gonna stand there?!” Drake said raising his voice and taking a step towards me.

“Y-yes sir!” I say while quickly tensing up. It must have been muscle memory because I don’t usually tense up so much while being asked a question.

I think it was just the way Drake took a step towards me and asked the question while slightly raising his voice, just like how Peter would before hitting me...Once I noticed how much I had tensed up I quickly relaxed and was praying the others didn’t see me tense up, but sadly the luck gods hate me and decided to let them see.

“I... I didn’t mean to scare you..” Drake said to me like I was some type of alien.

“Damian... are you ok?” Drake asked me while taking another step forward, I tried to act natural but it was obviously that I was batshit scared.

I wasn’t scared of them.. I was scared of what they would do/think about me if they found out about what peter does to me.. and I know I’ll pay dearly if they found out, I beat peter would have me digging my own grave.

“I’m fine Drake.” I quickly say before running off inside the Wayne manner to my old room.

3rd Person    P.O.V

As Damian ran off to his room he felt that batfam bamboozled! They did know what just happened or why to do! They had never seen him like that before.

“What happened to him in those years he was gone?” Dick asked his brothers sincerely.

They all just gave him a small “I don’t know” or “have no idea” type of answer before quickly forgetting it ever happened and walking into the manor to do there own thing.

The rest of the day went as usual. Later that night Bruce, Dick, Jason and Tim all gathered around the dinner table forgetting that Damian was in the manner quickly waiting in his room to be told to get to the table.

Lucky For Damian, Alfred remembered that Damian was in fact in the manner but in his room and told Dick to collect Damian.

When Dick got to Damian’s room he did a small knock on Damian’s door before saying.

“Hey Dami it’s dinner time.” Dick waited a few seconds for a reply but didn’t get one so he knocked on the door again this time saying.

“Dami it’s dinner time you need to come and eat with us.” Dick said while getting ready to open Damian’s door.Before Dick could open Damian’s door it opened itself to reveal Damian.

“I’m sorry to keep you waiting!” Damian quickly said before walking down to the dinner table with Dick.

It didn’t take long for Damian and the others to finish there meals, of course Damian didn’t eat as much as his brothers and was finished first.

That didn’t really surprise them as he never really did eat more than them, but what did surprise them was that he took his plate to the kitchen and washed it before putting in the dishwasher. To say the least everyone had a shocked look on there faces! They did not expect that of him! But what made it more wired was when everyone had finished eating and Alfred went to clean up but Damian best him to it and cleaned everything up leaving nothing for Alfred to do.

Bruce’s   P.O.V

As I was quietly working in my study I was quickly brought out of my thoughts by the sound of some knocking at me door. “Come in.” I said while closing my laptop and book I had beside it.

“I’m terribly sorry to disturb you, but I really think we need to have a talk about Damian.”

At first I was a bit surprised that he wanted to talk about Damian but I too wanted to have a little talk about him so it was working out just fine.

“I too have a few things I would like to go over as well.” I say politely.

“Well Sir I find it extremely odd that Damian took his own plate to the kitchen...” Alfred started to tell me.

“As do I. But go on.” I say before giving my full attention back to him. “Well it didn’t stop there.. he has cleaned everything else up. And left me with nothing to do..” “He what-

 

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"As do I. But go on." I say before giving my full attention back to him. "Well it didn't stop there.. he has cleaned everything else up. And left me with nothing to do.." "He what-

 

"Hey everyone " dick said as he entered the room

 

"Not right now dick" i said

 

"Wow B who pissed on you breakfast" asked dick teasingly

 

"Damian for some reason cleaned the entire manor and left nothing for alfred to do" said I

 

"What do you mean by that " asked dick 

 

"I mean you were the closest to him so go and talk to him " said I

 

And before I finished the sentence dick was halfway out the door.

 

Guess he really does want to be a good brother again

 

Dick's POV

 

I was on my way to go and talk to damian and believe me when I say this I fucking nervous .

 

There he is !

 

"Hey dami" I yelled running through the halls.

 

"Oh hello mr. Grayson " he said like he was some sort of servant talking to his boss

And to say that 'mr grayson's didn't completely break my heard would be a lie

 

"Little D-" I continued as he flinched at the name " you don't have to call me mr grayson 

Dick is just fine and if you aren't comfortable with that how about call me richard" after finishing I gave him a small bilit loving smile

 

"Sure richie " he said and my face formed into shock and he flinched which he does alot now .

 

Maybe he thought that I was mad but really I an just happy that he is warming up to me.

 

"I am sorry if you are mad please don't hurt me" he said panicking. 

 

What did this peter do to him

 

"Ofcourse not damian you are my littlest brother I will never hurt you" I reassured maybe not him though i assured my self that I will be a good brother

 

"It wasn't like that before " he said in a low voice wiping away his tears as I tried to stop my own as they were forming in my eyes

 

I though pretend not hear that and the sting in my heart that made me want to cry was ignored by me

 

"So what are you into" I asked in a pathetic attempt to change the subject. 

 

Luckily enough it worked and he replied with

 

"I like skate boarding and singing " 

 

"Really ! Hoe about we go to the skate boarding rink tomorrow" I asked him and his eyes sparkled in delight warming my heard and he nodded and gave a small smile

 

Great maybe I can fix this

 

"So what were you doing before I came " I asked knowing perfectly well that he was cleaning

 

"I was just cleaning " he replied 

 

"Why clean" I asked

 

"I don't know I guess it calms me and gives me something to do" replied damian 

 

"But you know you don't have to. Right! " I said in a big brother way and surprisingly it came naturally no forcing required

 

"I mean peter always said I should clean up the house since that is the least I could do to thank him for taking care of me otherwise it won't be pretty atleastfor me" he said while mumbling the last part but I heard it anyways 

 

How dare that peter make my little brother 

A kid who deserves to be treated like a prince work and clean his entire house 

 

" what do you mean it won't be pretty D " I asked gently while gesturing for us to sit.

 

"Fuck" he swore realizing what he said 

 

"Please richard I beg you don't tell anyone what I said please please please " he started tearing up which made my heart break into shreds 

 

" damian you don't have to be scared of anything or anyone I will always protective you " I said bending down at his level and saying this while looking directly in to his eyes so he knows its sincere

 

He just nods and much to my surprise hugs me and I hug him back as he sobs into my neck

 

I don't know what we will do next but leaving him with peter is not a good idea at all.

 

"Damian thomas al ghul wayne come here right now young man" yelled Bruce from the batcave 

 

So fucking loud that we could here it from the hall way

 

Damian flinches violently and starts running towards the batcave as I finally let a few tears slide down my which I had been controlling since the starting of this conversation and run after him as well.

 

I reach the room and there it is a video of the new hero eclipse I think fighting and then as the new vigilante starts returning to where ever the hell he came from he removes his masks and surprisingly or not it is the one and only 

 

Damian Wayne 

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3rd Person P.O.V
"Damian what the hell is this?!?" Bruce nearly yelled at Damian, causing Damian to jump back out of the room like he was expecting to get hit.

"Where are you going now?!?" Bruce barked like he was going back to his old ways.

"I'm.. I'm sorry Mr Wayne.. please don't be mad.." Damian said in a timid voice while still slowly backing up.

"Don't be mad?!? Do you know what this is?!? We could all found out!" Tim and Jason barked at the same time.

"But I don't do it anymore... I.. I only did it for a few weeks.. to.. to help release my anger while I adjusted to a new home.. because you disowned me.." Damian said once again in a timid voice while backing into the wall.

As soon as the words left his mouth all he felt was Instant regret. "B-But it doesn't matter now." Damian says after taking a deep breath.

All 3 of his brothers and father just gave Damian a sad look, but Damian didn't stick around long enough to see it as he had ran off to his room.

"Damian!" Is all Damian could hear while running off but he didn't care enough to stick around to see what they had to say.

Once Damian was in his room he locked himself away. No one could get in or out of the room, as Damian had made sure the door, windows and vents were completely sealed off from anyone trying to get in.
Not even Batman himself could get in no matter what he tried.

~Later that day around 2am, in the batcave with Bruce, Dick, Jason and Tim~~

"There has been an increase in child slavery.. and not just any type of slavery... the sex type" Tim said after toying away on the bat computer.

"That's just sick!" Jason hissed while dick tried not to throw up.

"There has to be a big boss... one that is pulling all the strings.." Bruce said while walking out from the shadows and into the light.

"But who?" Dick questioned but no one had an answer

The batfam continued to talk about what could do to get the information they need to find this big boss but one question keep popping up in there minds. Does Damian know anything about this? I mean he was his own superhero for some time. So Batman went to do the only thing he could think of.... Interrogate Damian.

Damian's    P.O.V

As I was writing a new song that I had stored up to play when I got back home I heard a little Bing coming from my night red alarm clock.

I quickly sprung up from my spot and swiftly jogged over to my alarm clock to turn it off. Once I had finished stoped that horrid noice I took one glance at the time only for it to reveal that it was 2 in the morning.

"Oh shit! I have work tonight! Shit!" I quickly spat before disappearing into my old walk in closet. It was the exact same as I remembered it.

A dark navy blue almost black. “It’s just like before..” I quietly whisper before whipping off my clothes and putting on my Burgundy coloured silk pyjamas.

Once I had successfully dressed myself for the right occasion I sprung into bed like a Spring.

It wasn’t till long till darkness flooded my vision letting me dissolve into the dark abyss of sleep.

But that didn’t last long...

I felt a cold yet warm hand on my shoulder that started to shake me. And then I started to hear my name be called.

“Ian... Dami...  Damian... DAMIAN!” And with that I quickly slapped the hand off my before sitting up on the bed ready to attack the person who dared to disturb my sleep.

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Damian's POV

"Um... damian by any chance do you know of any child slavery ring" he asked

How did he know

Shit!

"W-wh-hy do you think I do" i asked

"Oh since you were eclipse" he answered

Ohhhhh
Thank god

"Um n-no I d-d-on-t "

"Ok "

He then started to leave

"Oh damian"

I looked up at him

"The Kent's I hope you remember them are coming tonight for dinner since clark and lois really want to meet you. " He continued

"Oh ok" I said

I am little scared even though me and jon like talk daily since we promised eachother we will be friends it is still kinda scary to meet lois , Clark and conner again

I hope I don't say or do something wrong

It's weird , living here again
I just don't know why I even agreed on this
I hate my father and I hate the fact that he can come here and talk to me as if non of ever happened

How dare he believe he deserves me I hate him and I hate his fucking family

They hurt me so damn much

Honestly I don't even know whom I hate more the waynes or peter

They both hurt me except Bruce was supposed to protect me

Bruce was supposed to be there

And he wasn't

He broke that one promise he just had to make and he broke my heart in the process .

I miss us and I miss this manor and I miss alfred and I miss my brothers and I miss Cassandra

Who wasn't even there when they decided to give me ro my mother like some sort of broken product with a return policy

Cassandra is in hongkong but according to my older brothers she will be returning tomorrow since she is missing me

I am glad atleast someone cares
__________

Richard .

I don't really know what to say about him
I mean I know that our little chitchat didn't mean much to me or him since why would he care

I know he is trying and I also know I can't forgive him because if I will then i will and i shall get hurt again and I don't think I have the strength to go through that kind of pain and rejection again

I wonder if he really cares though.  He was my batman and I was his robin so if I want I can blame the entire thing on him since this is his fault seeing to it the batman is supposed to protect his robin and he failed to that

Sometimes I just hate him and sometimes I don't

The worst thing about richard is that he runs .

which is also the reason me , jason , Timothy and Cassandra went from worshipping the ground he walk on to some point even hating him

He ran from being a good big brother for jason and when he died he realised he was too late

He was the best brother for Timothy but then he threw all that trust away by giving me robin and then he ran away from Timothy when he needed him

When with Cassandra he still runs from his big brother duties and I am pretty sure Cassandra can easily notice that

And then there is me
He made me love him and became the first first person that I trust and then he left me alone all alone with Bruce

But I think I know that he loves us or atleast them

______

Jason

He is similar to me in a lot of ways

We both died but he didn't get a warm welcome like I did

We both know how easy killing is but I stopped and he tries

And now we both know how it feels to grow up in gothum streets

But we aren't the similar either

We sort of should hate eachother but we don't

I got to be the one whom Bruce loved and went to hell and back to bring back

And for jason he refused to even kill the joker

But then again he gets to be the one who Bruce accepts and even though he has killed mercilessly Bruce forgave him and doesn't look at him like he is a monsters

But we don't hate eachother and we aren't jealous and though I won't say he is extremely close to me or that I love him so much I'd die without him

I  knew he was my brother and I did know no matter how much we fought

The wayward Robins would always be there for eachother

But now
I no longer trust him because he broke that but for some reason I can't say that I don't love him

I do know that I am not forgiving him because I will not get hurt again

__________

Timothy

We had a weird relationship 

He is Timothy Jackson drake and I am Damian thomas wayne we have always been like moral enemies and most people thought we hated eachother

Mostly because we are jealous

Tim gets to be loved
He gets to the perfect child and he gets to be the heir of batman and the W.E

He gets everything I want but

I took what he wanted most

I took robin

I took his feeling of being wanted

I took replaced him and made him feel unwanted

So we hated eachother but we also tried

We tried to became siblings and to act like brothers

And honestly we loved eachother

In our own twisted way we did

But jealousy always came between us

I am pretty sure it still will but now
It would be one sided

After all , he gets to keep everything but I have to be a prostitute and get hurt constantly

Then again , I get to be myself while he is stuck having to be the perfect child

We will always have problems with eachother and now it's to late to solve them.

Guess we never will be brothers after all

_________

Great it is 8pm

The Kent's should be here any minute

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Bruce's POV

The Kent's are here

" boys come down " I called them as they all came down and started to take their seats

"Where is damian" I asked

" he is in his room" answered dick

" damian!!" 

" yes mr. Wayne I heard you wished for my presence " he said

" yes the Kent's are here" as I said that alfred had led them to the dining room

I got up to shake Clark's hand as dick and lois hugged and conner and tim started talking about teen titans

" I would appreciate if you would stop talking about the night job master Timothy "
Alfred said

" yes alfred " tim said slightly embarrassed

" Well hello damian " said Clark while taking  his hand out

" h-h-ell-o mr.K-k-en-t " damian said while shuttering

Clark and lois looked at me as if asking me if that was normal and I nodded

" please damian call me clark"

" o-ok  " he agreed

He sat down and started talking to me about work and stuff while lois talked to damian

Lois's pov

My poor nephew

He has grown so much but looks so scared

Sometimes i just hate bruce and his hipocracy

I bent down a little and hugged damian who now stood at a good 5ft 7 and told him how much I missed him and he smiled but not before flinching violently and making me suspicious .

After this I sat next to clark as jon found his seat next to damian

Third person's pov

" master damian do you want some pastries"

" no alfred damian doesn't like pastries and some how we are still friends " replied jon

" I help you with your homework " deadpanned damian

" ohhh that is why we are still friends " said jon

" your an idiot " damian teased

" comes with package darling" jon said trying to copy a movie star

Key word: trying

" whatever" damian said uncaringly

Everybody was surprised how quickly they started taking again sure they were bestfriends but this early

Little did they know Damian and jon had kept contact in those years and are still closer then ever

" so damian " started Bruce "I think you have school from tomorrow "

" yes sir " Damian said surprisingly not shuttering

" so you go to gothum academy " asked clark

" yeah? " answered damian unsurly

" jon does too" chimed in lois

" I know we have lunch break and literature together " damian answered

Everybody nods their head in understanding 

" soo you guys never left contact huh" says Jason

" yeah you see we are best friends and best friends are like family and family is always there for you but you wouldn't know" jon replied quite bitterly

After this an uncomfortable silence Dawn's then and lois and clark are contemplating between patting jon on the back or being mad at him for being disrespectful
( p.s they chose the former)

" so damian how is school" asks conner

" k-kin-d-da good"

" and nothing new" tim asked

Damian shook his head

But jon spoke up again

" nothing new damian! You are the new head boy be happy " exclaimed jon

" not a big deal" replied damian

" wait aren't 11th and 12th grades only allowed to be that" said Jason confused

" I told you I am three grades above my actual grade " explained damian avoiding eye contact so he won't shutter

It's not that he had a lisp or something he just got really nervous in company of any middle aged men or just men

They reminded him of Peter

And damian is terrified of peter

" congratulations little D  !" Exclaimed dick patting his back making damian flinch and everyone looks up at him concerned

Damian just looks at jon for help and jon nods reassuringly and says

" don't worry guys "

Everyone looked at him with expression of 'why'

" Damian has mild haphephobia meaning he has a fear of sudden touches " he explains

Every one looks at him with pity and he looks away

" may I be excused" damian asked and left without waiting for a reply

Bruce gets up to go after him but jon says

" let me you have done enough already" he said not even making his hate for Bruce

This man was responsible for this condition of his best friend

jon knew peter was abusive but the fact that peter was a disgusting monster was unknown by him too

He did not know that is best friend had to work as a prostitute

And damian had zero intentions of telling him that.

" hey shorty" jon says as he reaches the roof where damian is sitting

" shut up asshole" 

"Hey no need to drop curses already"

" so back to the manor huh"

" yeah back to the manor"

Jon goes to the end of the roof and says

" if you are gonna jump do a flip please"

Damian tries to scowl but snorts instead

" do you want me to " damian asks with a smirk

" nah I like you dami a-as a best friend ofcourse"

" ofcourse "

" Jonathan " damian says in a small voice

" yes Damian "

" what do we do next"

" I don't know but right just relax"

"Kay"

" damian everyone is - " damian put a finger on jon's lips shutting him up

" waiting I know but let's just stay like this please " Damian looked at him with his big and beautiful emerald eyes reminding him of the ocean "

" fine "

Damian laid his head on Jon's shoulder as they sat there through the night doing nothing.

Before the both of then fell asleep damian asked

" stay ? "

" forever" and they both fell asleep peacefully .

Chapter Text

Third person's pov 

Every one had asked alfred where damian and jon were and alferd told them that they had fallen asleep while talking 

How he knew ? Or why he knew?

Because he is alfred . 

End of discussion 

Right now it was almost morning and both damian and jon had school . Luckily though clark had dropped jon's unInform and school bag .

So he will be going to school along with damian

" damian ! Jon ! Come down breakfast is ready ."

" coming bruce " said jon

" good morning mr. Wayne " said Damian as he came down to the break fact table

" good morning damian "

" good morning everyone " jon said as he came down behind damian

And they both heard a chorus of ' good mornings '

" how did everyone sleep " dick asked 

" pretty well " answered Jason 

" Me and Bruce had a case so we didn't sleep " stated tim

" I slept nice and cozy " jon said winking at damian 

Though it didn't mean anything since damian and jon were the best friends and jon loved to flirt but it didn't mean anything. 

" what about you damian" asked bruce 

" I slept pretty well ...I guess " answered damian 

Then everyone started talking as damian remained quite 

" 7 : 50 ! Shit we are late " exclaimed jon 

" wait did you tell billy and colin that we are at the wayne manor " asked damian to jon 

" I told them the day I heard you came here " 

" then will they come to pick us up " asked damian 

" yep should be here any minute " said jon

" who are billy and colin ? "

" how do you go to school ? "

" can we drop you? "

" boys! Calm down one at a time damian why don't you answer one by one " said bruce 

Damian sent a pleading glance at jon silently begging him to speak

" billy and colin are our other friends with maya and maps . Usually I fly to the Hudson manor and from there we wait for maya to come pick us up and then we go to school after picking up maps and colin . And no you guys cannot drop us because this process is a tradition and damian hates breaking traditions" 

Then there was a loud horn 

" welp that's our queue. Bye guys !! " stated jon and jon started running towards the car and damian behind him as the kid shyed away from everyone 

~In the car ~

" hey Jon , hey dami " said maya

" hi maya , colin , billy and maps ! and god did just saying hi to so many people took so long " said jon

They all burst put laughing and talked all the way to the school as maya drove 

As damian reached his classes he started thinking about everything 

And then a question came into his mind 

Who is he ? 

Just some low life slut 

Or just a monster 

Or just Bruce Wayne's illegitimate child

Or just talia al ghul's biggest failure 

Or maybe he is all of these things 

Or maybe he is non of these things

He isn't really sure though 

He tries his hardest to be this quirky,  cocky and sarcastic but kind teen whom everyone likes .At school atleast

And most people love him 

The teacher adore him

Most students worship the ground he walks on 

And he has the greatest friends 

Sounds perfect right !

Wrong

Because he is non of those things . It is just that he can pretend really well he can pretend really well to be some one he definitely is not . Because in reality he is a shy , rude , ignorant monster who shutter at every word. He is the kid whose family didn't want him but he tries to hide that fact 

Why can't he hide that outside school ?

Easy answer.  Outstanding school he doesn't know who to act as and who to play because out side school he isn't sam Hudson 

Outside school he is damian wayne 

The unwanted son of Bruce wayne 

He is tired of being a prostitute or rent boy as people like himself call it because that word disgusts even himself 

How can he became and hit so damn low 

But atleast he can leave . One day he can leave because he us educated

Maybe this is the reason so many of Peter's Employees hate him 

They are stuck and he isn't 

 

People would take peter for this kind and caring person that he for sure isn't . Only a few people know the slight reality and even fewer people know the entire truth

Peter leonardo Hudson is the owner of a child prostitution / human slavery ring 

Disgusting is not even the right word to define it 

Damian was soon shaken out of his thoughts by the bell 

After finishing all his lessons for the day he decided to go home early do he took the bus and would reach is home by 13:40

Wayne manor 

12:40 pm  

Alfred was the only one in the manor 

 

Jason and dick were each at their own apartments,  tim was at the titans tower and Bruce was at a board meeting. 

 

Which leaves him , damian and Cassandra who would come later tonight from china 

Damian often confused alfred , he re a time when he thought that damian was just some ignorent , spoiled child or atleast an impudent child but as he got to know the boy , who was at the end of the day a child only he discovered that behind all that rude and ignorant exterior was a little scared boy who was hurt and betrayed by everyone .

 

He remembered the exact day he made a promise to himself to make sure no one would hurt his grandson again 

 

FLASHBACK 

 

Damian just came back from petrol though no one but himself knew that he went on petrol. his brothers and father were all out for some mission which would take a day or two .

 

He had been struck by fear toxin and he had no idea where the antidote was . He knew alfred was sleeping so waking him up wouldn't be a good idea .

 

" master damian however did it take you so long to come from petrol " asked a voice which obviously belonged to the British man

 

" non of your business pennyworth " snapped damian 

 

" not to be rude master damian but your father gave me the responsibility to take care of you under his absence so if I say so myself it is very much my business " said alfred 

 

" whatever I want to sleep so do not disturb me " said Damian rudely 

 

"ofcourse master damian but we will talk about it tomorrow "

 

" get out ! " screamed damian and alfred left muttering a soft and inaudible ' children these days' 

 

Then half way through the hall way he heard a scream erupt from damian's room and he bolted towards his room 

 

What he found made his heart shatter in a million pieces .

 

Damian who had never appeared this young before was lying I  the middle of his room sobbing while screaming at the top of his lungs

 

" - mother nooo!! I will be better - please - please father don't leave me - I didn't kill him no it HURTS NOOO!!! Please please please someone help - no grand father leave me - I will try don't leave me I will be better - I am not a monster please -" and so on and on 

 

Alfred went near him and pulled the poor child in a hug which was something he ever rarely did .

 

" shhhhh master damian it's okay your father would never leave you " 

 

FLASHBACK ends

 

If only he had known how wrong he was .

 

Damian hadn't deserved what was done to him and he most certainly did not deserve being blamed for something which was not his fault .

 

"Alfred I am home !" yelled a voice from the 

 

Back with Damian 

 

I am finally at the manor 

 

I changed two buses and a taxi 

From the past few days I have not been going to work which will result in peter killing me but if I go to work mr. Wayne would find out 

 

So, I  came up with the perfect solution  

I will be going out as eclipse every night then once I am sure no one is watching start my work as a rent boy or as other people call be a hooker 

 

Degrading much ?

Agreed 

 

So even if Bruce found me climbing out of the window he would think I am sneaking out for petrol I know not the smartest but my life matters ! 

 

And peter won't really care 

 

" alfred I am home ! " I yelled while entering and saw him cleaning the hall 

 

" hello master damian I almost didn't see you there and may I ask how has your day been so far ?"

 

" magnificent " i said with obvious sarcasm and he chuckled 

 

"  sir how you like being at the manor again?" 

 

" to be honest alfred it is kinda weird coming back after all this time has passed but I think I might get used to it " I added after seeing his face sadden for a moment 

 

" I think so too " he said and we fell in a comfortable silence 

 

" what will you eat today master damian " 

 

" I am not hungry alfred " 

 

I then started going to my room to take out my uniform which looked exactly it had the last time I wore it 

 

Gothum be prepared ! Eclipse is back 

 

And time to get to work 

 

~ an hour later ~ 

 

I know I swore I am only wearing it as a cover but I will work extra on weekends because today is be eclipse time 

 

I got down from the window and then I heard a yell for my name and I slip next thing i know 

 

Bang! 

 

I fall down as I start to go limp 

 

Jason's POV 

 

"Hey b ! The demon fell from the window bit he is fine " I say as I see Damian lying below his bedroom window in the garden 

 

Sometimes I swear this kid is worse then me and dick together

 

I pick him up to take him to the batcave and whisper 

 

" be ready for a hell of a lecture kid " 

 

Damian's  POV 

 

I slowly gained consciousness and saw Timothy next to me 

 

" where am I? " I asked 

 

" in the batcave baby bat" he then tried to kiss my forehead but I flinched away 

 

There is no way I am forgiving anyone of them ever 

 

" so you are awake I see " said mr. Wayne in his batman voice 

 

" damian I cannot believe how careless you were going out to petrol alone . What were you thinking huh? Do you want to die or something.  What if joker or maybe black would have caught you what would have you done ? I don't even know if you can fight anymore and you go out in the middle of the night -" bruce yelled but I cut him off

 

" you know what wayne I can do what ever the hell I like you have no rights over me " I yelled right back 

 

" I am your father " and that is it I see red 

 

" father - I give a humorless chuckle - yeah right you have done nothing that a father ever would you are an asshole who doesn't give a shit about anyone but himself " and I broke down sobbing 

 

I can't believe how weak I am. how can i just break down in front of someone and be this vulnerable .My mother was probably right to not want me because if I were her I wouldn't either. I am so weak and pathetic mr. Wayne would be so disgusted right now and not wanting to see him in the eyes I run to my room 

 

After am hour or two I hear a knock in my room and mr. Wayne comes in 

 

" damian I know you hate me right now and I know I have hurt you in an uncountable number of ways but I want you to know that I do love you and it would be impossible for me to ever hope for your forgiveness because I or your brother don't deserve it just like you deserve sp much much much better then us or peter but we are selfish and we are going to keep trying to gain your forgiveness so please can you atleast try to give us the one more chance because this time no one in this family would hurt you and that is a promise I tend to keep " 

as he finished as much as I wanted to hug him or forgive him there is a part of me that won't let me and told me that he didn't deserve that so I just nodded 

 

He smiled knowing that is the most reaction he would get pit of me and left but not before saying a 

 

" oh and damian since you love to be put as eclipse you will be joining the team with dick and tim " 

 

What the hell ..