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    Not everyone is quite paired up yet before he’s being approached, though, and Shouta looks up in surprise. His eyes narrow when he sees who it is—or rather, what house they’re in. There’s a Slytherin boy standing in front of him, hand held out like he wants a handshake, smiling in a way that looks just friendly on the surface, but the green on his tie lets Shouta know he’s really a snake.
    “Hey!” the boy says, smiling even brighter. “I’m Hizashi Yamada!”

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  2. 19 Jul 2021

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  3. 22 Jun 2021

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    You sent me a letter. Just like you do every summer, over and over, and still I get so...I don’t know how to describe it. Every time, I feel...lighter. Happy, I guess, is a word for it, but it’s different. I always smile when I see Grace tapping at my window.

    I’m not going to send this letter, but I might as well keep writing it anyway. I’ll see if it helps.

    I almost don’t want to say these things. Like you said, it makes them real. I want you, and it feels dangerous to admit that on any level. I can’t have what I want, and I don’t want to spiral into wanting it. I love you. It makes it better that I don’t doubt that you love me, too. Not like I love you, but that doesn’t matter as much as you’d think. It doesn’t hurt to love you.

    I was scared, at first, but I’m not now. At first, I would have chosen to not be like this, if I could. If you had told me there was a potion that would make me straight, I would have taken it. I wouldn’t now, I think. I wouldn’t want to give this up, even though you don’t love me like I love you, even though I can’t tell you.

    I have a lot of words to say to you in a letter that won’t be sent. I’m surprised how many, how easy and yet difficult it is to write this.

    Maybe I should burn this when I’m done. I’m a bit worried about someone going through my trash and finding this, even though that’s irrational.

    Well, I should work on my real letter. See you soon, Hizashi. I love you.

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    A lire

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  16. 04 Feb 2021

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    ch.8

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