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This world can hurt you
It cuts you deep and leaves a scar
Things fall apart, but nothing breaks like a heart
And nothing breaks like a heart

I heard you on the phone last night
We live and die by pretty lies
You know it, oh, we both know it
These silver bullet cigarettes
This burning house, there's nothing left
It's smoking, we both know it
We got all night to fall in love
But just like that we fall apart
We're broken, we're broken

Mmm, well nothing, nothing, nothing gon' save us now

Well, there's broken silence
By thunder crashing in the dark (crash in the dark)
And this broken record
Spin endless circles in the bar (spin 'round in the bar)
This world can hurt you
It cuts you deep and leaves a scar
Things fall apart, but nothing breaks like a heart

https://www.facebook.com/keillyp/videos/10156097201892011/

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Isn't it lovely, all alone?

Heart made of glass, my mind of stone.

Tear me to pieces, skin and bone.

Hello, welcome home...

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Vd537MqFlGU

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Meet me on the battlefield
Even on the darkest night
I will be your sword and shield, your camouflage
And you will be mine

<p>https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HVBoRauRmhQ</p>

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When the world falls apart
And the sky starts to fall
When I'm lost in the dark
And I'm risking it all
When I look to the skies
And I fall to my knees
Will you give me a sign?
Will you make me, make me believe?

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UiiTii1YjE4

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Say want me, say you need me, out of your life

I'mm just a dead man walking tonight!

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qKyVIdMBJfw

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Could you take my place and stand here?
I do not think you'd take this pain
You'll be on your knees and struggle under the weight
Oh, the truth would be a beautiful thing
Oh, the truth is a beautiful thing

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FkcHDI4xZfc

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Hold fast we must be brave
In the heart of the darkness

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ugl03aDKAmQ

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But you've seen me bare
You seen me covered up
Maybe I'm not scared
What you're thinking of
You've seen me here
And held me miles away
Underneath my skin
‘Is all you'll see today

 

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2iwwSlD12Ps

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We are buried in broken dreams
We are knee-deep without a plea
I don't want to know what it's like to live without you
Don't want to know the other side of a world without you

 

 

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DC_0fyB-jP8

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When the sun shines, we shine together
Told you I'll be here forever
Said I'll always be your friend
Took an oath that I'm a stick it out 'til the end
Now that it's raining more than ever
Know that we still have each other
You can stand under my umbrella

 

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GqYwkgzy6a4

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I've been running through the jungle
I've been running with the wolves
To get to you, to get to you
I've been down the darkest alleys
Saw the dark side of the moon
To get to you, to get to you
I've looked for love in every stranger
Took too much to ease the anger
All for you, all for you

 

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kvf8N8SLnW8

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You let your feet run wild
Time has come as we all oh, go down
Yeah but for the fall oh, my
Do you dare to look him right in the eyes?

 

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qJ2cA8s9TqA

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Reckless behavior
Is Looking at a man
Like he was a savior

Blind leading blind
Everything looks darker
When you close your eyes
When you close your eyes

What were we thinking?
Back at the beginning
The beginning of the end

 

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HM8oL0cbe4w&t=11s

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Cause if you don't believe, it can't hurt you
And when you let it leave, it can't hurt you
'Cause if you don't believe, then you know
Then you know it can never do you harm
'Cause if you don't believe, it can't hurt you

 

https://youtu.be/GcuTZn_-w4s

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And
You
Already know.
Yeah, you already know
How this will end.

 

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Lately, I've been, I've been thinking

I want you to be happier, 

I want you to be happier

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BmYBT1cC6tw

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I can feel your heart hanging in the air
I'm counting every step as you climb the stairs
It's buried in your bones, I see it in your closed eyes
Turning in, this is harder than we know
We hold it in the most when we're wearing thin

Coming like a hurricane, I take it in real slow
The world is spinning like a weather vane
Fragile and composed
I am breaking down again
I am aching now to let you in

Seven times again when you are not awake
Seven times the flame, too much to take
The sky burns red against your skin
The world we know turns in the wind

Coming like a hurricane, I take it in real slow
The world is spinning like a weather vane
Fragile and composed
I am breaking down again
I am aching now to let you in

It's all we know, all we know, the hurricane
Falling slow in the pouring rain

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_vPtv3KF0ec

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She said she gave me all she could
Loved me better than she should
Now I find it hard to leave

Well I know it's hard
Is it so complicated?
I'm running now
Yes, I'm running now
Ooh, so don't you try to save me

It's been this way most every night
'Cause Lord knows how we love to fight
She says I'll never understand

 

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=j0zUDKI8ZVk

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I'll wait at the gates
Or is it a fortress?
I'm calling the blame
Just let me own it
There are things I thought I could rise above
And all the things I thought I was better than
And a coward might call it a conscience
And a liar might call it the truth
Nothing could ever make me more frightened
Than the thought of hurting you

 

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-YqymEN2hV0

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Come up to meet you
Tell you I'm sorry
You don't know how lovely you are
I had to find you
Tell you I need you
Tell you I set you apart

Tell me your secrets
And ask me your questions
Oh let's go back to the start
Running in circles, coming up tails
Heads on a science apart

Nobody said it was easy
It's such a shame for us to part
Nobody said it was easy
No one ever said it would be this hard
Oh take me back to the start

I was just guessing at numbers and figures
Pulling your puzzles apart
Questions of science, science and progress
Do not speak as loud as my heart

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1NL0c4MxYJg

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I'll sing it one last time for you
Then we really have to go
You've been the only thing that's right
In all I've done.

And I can barely look at you
But every single time I do
I know we'll make it anywhere
Away from here

Light up, light up
As if you have a choice
Even if you cannot hear my voice
I'll be right beside you dear
Louder, louder
And we'll run for our lives
I can hardly speak I understand
Why you can't raise your voice to say

To think I might not see those eyes
It makes it so hard not to cry
And as we say our long goodbyes
I nearly do.

Light up, light up
As if you have a choice
Even if you cannot hear my voice
I'll be right beside you dear

 

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Kbua35RqFbY

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All my friends are heathens, take it slow
Wait for them to ask you who you know
Please don't make any sudden moves
You don't know the half of the abuse
All my friends are heathens, take it slow
Wait for them to ask you who you know
Please don't make any sudden moves
You don't know the half of the abuse

Welcome to the room of people
Who have rooms of people that they loved one day
Docked away
Just because we check the guns at the door
Doesn't mean our brains will change from hand grenades
You're lovin' on the psychopath sitting next to you
You're lovin' on the murderer sitting next to you
You'll think, "How'd I get here, sitting next to you?"
But after all I've said, please don't forget

 

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=L9JnydlqWek

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Something about you
It's like a addiction
Hit me with your best shot honey
I've got no reason to doubt you
'Cause some things hurt
And you're my only virtue
And I'm virtually yours

And you keep coming back, coming back again
Keep running round, running round, running round my head

And there's certain things that I adore
And there's certain things that I ignore
But I'm certain that I'm yours
Certain that I'm yours
Certain that I'm yours

There's something about you
It's when you get angry
Hold me, I saw mercy
And you're like a shoulder to turn to
If some things burn that's when we're hanging on for this life
We held on so tight

And you keep coming back, coming back again
Keep running round, running round, running round my head

 

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HmRVxMAccT0&t=32s

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And you don't know what you've got until it's gone
And you don't know who to love until your lost
And you don't know how to feel until the moment's passed
I wish you live like you're made of glass

 

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tCxvp-2__vI

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When I heard that sound
When the walls came down
I was thinking about you
About you
When my skin grows old
When my breath runs cold
I'll be thinking about you
About you

Seconds from my heart
A bullet from the dark
Helpless, I surrender
Shackled by your love
Holding me like this
With poison on your lips
Only when it's over
The silence hits so hard

'Cause it was almost love, it was almost love
It was almost love, it was almost love

When I heard that sound
When the walls came down
I was thinking about you
About you
When my skin grows old
When my breath runs cold
I'll be thinking about you
About you

When I run out of air to breathe
It's your ghost I see
I'll be thinking about you, about you
It was almost love, it was almost

 

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-ASXUiNWXR8

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Shadows settle on the place, that you left
Our minds are troubled by the emptiness
Destroy the middle, it's a waste of time
From the perfect start to the finish line

And if you're still breathing, you're the lucky ones
'Cause most of us are heaving through corrupted lungs
Setting fire to our insides for fun
Collecting names of the lovers that went wrong
The lovers that went wrong

We are the reckless
We are the wild youth
Chasing visions of our futures
One day we'll reveal the truth
That one will die before he gets there
And if you're still bleeding, you're the lucky ones
'Cause most of our feelings, they are dead and they are gone
We're setting fire to our insides for fun
Collecting pictures from the flood that wrecked our home

 

https://vimeo.com/262750948

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It's not your eyes
It's not what you say
It's not your laughter that gives you away
You're just lonely
You've been lonely, too long

All your actin'
Your thin disguise
All your perfectly delivered lies
They don't fool me
You've been lonely, too long

Let me in the wall, you've built around
And we can light a match and burn it down
Let me hold your hand and dance 'round and 'round the flame
In front of us
Dust to

You've held your head up
You've fought the fight
You bear the scars
You've done your time
Listen to me
You've been lonely, too long

 

https://vimeo.com/188913455

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So if I stand in front of a speeding car
Would you tell me who you are, what you like?
What's on your mind, if I'd get it right?
How I love that no one knows
And these secrets all that we've got so far
The demons in the dark, lie again
Play pretends like it never ends
This way no one has to know

Even the half smile would have slowed down the time
If I could call you half mine
Maybe this is the safest way to go
We're singing
Heya heya heya heya
Heya, heya heya
This is the safest way to go nobody gets hurt

 

https://vimeo.com/198193370

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I am the key to the lock in your house
That keeps your toys in the basement
And if you get too far inside
You'll only see my reflection

It's always best when the light is off
I am the pick in the ice
Do not cry out or hit the alarm
You know we're friends till we die

And either way you turn
I'll be there
Open up your skull
I'll be there
Climbing up the walls

 

https://vimeo.com/201936444

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No lyrics to thus song, just the lovely Sleeping At Last.

Enjoy!

https://vimeo.com/206548790

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Trigger warning for domestic abuse.

A very dark video, inspired and requested by Sam M

This is obviously VERY AU but a challenging and interesting video to make. Instead of putting the lyrics to the song in the video, I have put what is being said, to try and put it in the context of what is happening. I hope you like it and I understand if you don't, but I enjoyed the challenge of doing something different.

 

This Time

 

One more I would bruise
So scared of his return
That I can't sleep tonight
In this hospital light

What you call a tragedy
Is just another day to me
For my heart beats with fear
As his footsteps draw near

The life I meant to lead
Won't slip away from me.

'Cause this time is the last time
I know that my eyes
Have seen to much
This nightmare is not fair
And I've had enough
You break me 'cause I bleed
You just say you're sorry
You call this love
But this time
Your lies are not enough
This time.

There's nothing left of this
You whispered words and empty threats
We both wait to see
What I thought this would be
The last thread has come undone
To reveal what I've become
Another victim of
A poison love

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Never Give Up

 

Torch's fire catches an eye

Shiver of night lights up the sky

Frozen silence fills the air

Holding our devotion & fear

Never give up, never give up Never ever ever ever, ever ever ever Never give up, never give up Never ever ever ever, never give up

Ear to the wall that's keeping us in

Can we hear them, are they listening?

If it takes all to build the great divide

It'll take all of us to make this right

Never give up, never give up Never ever ever ever, ever ever ever Never give up, never give up Never ever ever ever, never give up

Are we living in the darkness? Do we listen to the light? Are we standing in the fire? Are running through the night?

Can we hear the calling? Can we make this right? Are we living in the darkness? Do we listen to the light?

 

Never give up, never give up Never ever ever ever, ever ever ever Never give up, never give up Never ever ever ever, never give up Never give up

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STAY

 

All along it was a fever
A cold sweat hot-headed believer
I threw my hands in the air, said, "Show me something"
He said, "If you dare, come a little closer"

Round and around and around and around we go
Oh now, tell me now, tell me now, tell me now you know

Not really sure how to feel about it
Something in the way you move
Makes me feel like I can't live without you
It takes me all the way
I want you to stay

It's not much of a life you're living
It's not just something you take it's given

Round and around and around and around we go
Oh now, tell me now, tell me now, tell me now you know

Not really sure how to feel about it
Something in the way you move
Makes me feel like I can't live without you
It takes me all the way
I want you to stay

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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=StpGn_Kr8m0

 

My mind is spun
I've had enough
Feels like I'm burning down the flames rise up
And I can't tell what's coming next
Feels life is like a game of roulette

The one that I need
Help me see beyond the surface
My purpose

You were my North-star
You were my always
You were my god bless
Now I turn sideways
Maybe you turn to ashes, ashes
When it all comes down
When it all comes down

A cold wind sets, upon my back
The sky is getting full and turning black
I lost my way
When I lost you
I need a moment more, this can't be true

The one that I need
Help me see beyond the surface
My purpose

You were my North-star
You were my always
You were my god bless
Now I turn sideways
Who do you turn too
What can you say
Ashes, ashes it all comes down

It all comes down
It all comes down
Ashes, ashes
Ashes, ashes
When it all comes down
When it all comes down
Who do you turn too
When it all comes down

When it all comes down
Ashes, ashes
Ashes, ashes

Who do you turn too
When it all comes down

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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=h4oOihE49Q4

 

Keeping it locked away
A secret on every page
But now you're getting close
Feels like dragon's breath
Fire against my chest
Burning through the snow

I can't hide it, I can't hide it
From you
In ultraviolet, ultraviolet
You see through
Ooh, ooh
No, I can't hide it when you're ultraviolet

Keeping the darkest truth
Written in lemon juice
But you don't turn away
I can feel this magnetic force
Pull my eyes to yours
Pupils dilate

No, I can't fight it, I can't fight it
Don't want to
In ultraviolet, ultraviolet
You see through
Ooh, ooh
No, I can't hide it when you're ultraviolet
Ooh, ooh
No, I can't hide it

And you're reading all of me
And you're reading all of me
And you're reading all of me
Oh, oh
Not seeing what they see
Not seeing what they see, oh

I can't hide it
You're ultraviolet oh)
Ooh, ooh (oh)
No, I can't hide, no, I can't hide it
Ooh, ooh (ah)
No, I can't hide it when you're ultraviolet

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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DVDya0YJdT8

 

I'll show you I'm not made of stone,
How could I breeze when there's this flow below.
I'm afraid to flood until you tell me you can swim.
But these words will not wait under paperweights anymore,
You say I paint the truth, so watch these colours run.
They'll lead you back to where it begun.
You tell me you can take it all,
And none of my warnings make you feel less small.
Oh you tell me it is time to let the letters fly the page.
So these words will not wait under paperweights anymore,
You say I paint the truth, so watch these colours run,
They'll lead you back to where it begun.
Well can you hear it coming?
The thunder of a being?
The Tales of a lifetime?
The weight of mountains climbed?
Are you not afraid of what it all may look like on the other side of truth?
No longer bullet proof?