Shimmer had had many firsts in her life. She’d had her first taste of wine by accident when she was four (she had been with her grandparents and one of them had left a glass of wine in a cup similar to her own and she had taken a large gulp of it). She’d had her first kiss with her first boyfriend a few years back, it wasn’t like in the novels and fairytales... just normal. She’d had her own first pet, a sweet little budgie named Kiwi, he had passed during the nighttime.
And now, she’d have her first time having sex with someone.
She and Sero has been together for almost 2 years now, having been taking things slow since they met. They had done stuff before, kissing and cuddles, make out and leaving hickies, etc. etc. She’d never really even explored her own body before. Sex had never really been on her mind during puberty, so she’d only recently explored places she’d never really touched before.
Sero hadn’t told her he wanted to have sex with her, she just had a feeling. He was far more touchy feely lately, his eyes seemed to linger far more than they usually did. She was a little slow, but she was catching on to the signs he was silently giving her. Tonight, he had planned they to go out to dinner, a nice quiet place so she wouldn’t feel too nervous, and they would hang out back in his dorm room when they were done.
She dressed rather “plainly”, they weren’t going to a fancy place. And since it had been a while since she had worn a bra out in public, she knew it’d be best to wear one with the dress she was wearing.
“Babe? You ready to go?” Sero called from outside his little dorm bathroom.
“Ah, yes! Sorry, just checking that everything looks nice...” She replied. She patted down the simple pink and black sundress, making it look neat before walking out. Sero smiled at her, cheeks turning pink.
“You look beautiful.”
“Thank you. This was my nana’s dress. I tend to wear it when I feel a little more anxious going out.”
“We can always stay in and order some takeout.” He wrapped his alarm around her shoulder.
“No, I’m alright. Let’s go, I’m hungry!”
Dinner was a little difficult, she had chosen to sit next to him instead of across from him due to her anxiety spiking. She had only eaten about half of her food, choosing to take the rest of it home in a little box. Sero had cracked jokes throughout their meal, wanting her to be as comfortable as possible.
It had worked for a little, but when she thought about what might happen later, she did still get butterflies in her stomach. When they returned to the dorms, they were quiet as to not wake anyone who may be sleeping. Sero kept his arm around her waist and tapped his fingers against her side to make her feel comfortable.
He shut his door behind her, moving to sit down next to her on his bed. He smiled at her, leaning in to kiss her. Despite her jittery feeling, she complied and returned his kiss, wrapping her arms around his neck. He set his hands down on her waist, pulling her against him.
“Shimmer...” He mumbled, leaning his forehead against hers, “...is it alright... if we... erm... go... further...?”
She felt his hands become a little shaky, and knew he was as nervous as she was. Shimmer stared at him, chewing on her bottom lip. “...yes...” she finally answered “I want to go further...”
Sero smiled brightly, nodding happily, “okay. Just, tell me if you want me to stop or slow down okay?”
They resumed kissing, Sero’s hands wandering to the bottom of her dress. Slowly, he began removing it, pulling the outfit up and over her head.
“Be careful with that...” she murmured, “like I said, it was my nana’s...”
Sero nodded, gently setting the dress down on his nightstand. Shimmer instinctively went to cover her body up despite still having her bra and underwear on. He took her hands, setting them beside her.
“Relax... you look amazing... Oh, hey that’s a tattoo I haven’t seen...” he pointed to under her breasts, noticing a tattoo of a dragon spreading it’s wings.
“Oh... yeah, I haven’t shown you that one yet... I got it this year...” she blushed, rubbing the back of her neck, “...Hanta... I’m... the only one not really wearing clothes... you should... probably take yours off too...?”
“Oh, oh yeah that would be good for me to do...” Sero chuckled. He discarded his shirt, carelessly tossing it aside unlike Shimmer’s dress. “Hang on... this belt always sucks...”
Shimmer glanced down as he fiddled with his belt, finally noticing his erection against his pants. ’...I’m... about to see a guy’s dick for the first time in real life...’ she thought, feeling her cheeks heat up.
Sero finally got his pants off, kicking them to the floor. She noticed his boxers, they had the names of several heroes on it. She couldn’t help the giggle that escaped her lips. Sero looked up at her, chuckling “Hey, I picked them in case you were nervous. Knew I’d get a laugh out of you.”
They both awkwardly stared at each other, going silent. Sero rubbed the back of his neck before finally speaking. “...we’ll get naked at the same time okay?”
“Not possible, you only need to pull down your boxers. I need to unclip my bra and then pull my underwear down.”
Sero chuckled, leaning forward to kiss her. “I’ll unclip it and we’ll go from there.”
He continued to kiss her, his hands feeling the bra to find the clip to undo it. He gently tugged a few times before finally getting it undone. Shimmer lifted her arms to get her bra off. Sero’s eyes immediately wandered down to her exposed breasts, his face flushed.
“...they look really squishy...”
Shimmer immediately began laughing “That’s what you have to say about my boobs???”
“No, that’s just my first thought... But wow... you’re beautiful...” Sero smiled at her, “...is it alright if I touch you...?”
He gently took a hold of one of them, his fingers slowly moving around. He took her nipple between his thumb and middle finger and rolled it a little.
“...Hanta that feels weird...”
“Ah... sorry. Just testing what you’d like...”
Shimmer bit her lip, “...I... I don’t know what I like...”
He stopped, releasing her breast and looked up at her “huh? What do you mean?”
“Well... I’ve never really... never... even...”
“Are you a virgin? Cause that’s okay, I’m one too you know...”
“No no, it’s not that. Well yes, I am a virgin that’s not what I saying no to. I’m saying... I’ve never really even touched myself... I’ve only recently started doing things like that and... I still don’t know my likes and dislikes. I barely know what I’m doing. I don’t really know how to get myself off.” She covered her face before falling back on the bed.
“Hanta, I’ve never done anything. I mean, I’ve used a different water speed on the shower head but I’ve noticed it takes forever for me and I don’t know how to really do anything without feeling like I’m ridiculous or something and I don’t know if I’m ready for this or if I’m going to be a huge disappointment or—“
“Shimmer.” Sero laid on his stomach beside her, “Babe, slow down... Listen, it’s okay.” He pulled her hands away from her face, “If you’re nervous, we don’t have to do this yet. I’ll wait for as long as you need until you’re ready...”
“I... I want to... but... I just... I don’t know anything...”
Sero smiled at her, “May I try something...?”
He leaned on his side, pulling her against him. He began to kiss her, his free hand traveling down the side of her body until it reached her underwear. His fingers were light against her, rubbing her clothed pussy. She moaned softly into his mouth, and he smiled.
’there we go...’ he thought. He continued with his slow pace, noticing her body reacted to it more than when he went fast. He slipped his fingers under the band of her underwear, guiding her legs to help take it off.
“...I feel... very exposed...” She mumbled against his lips.
“Don’t worry about that...” Sero replied, his fingers back against her pussy, “Cause I’ll be fully naked soon too...” he rubbed her clit with two fingers, putting a little pressure on it. Her hips bucked slightly, a soft whine leaving her lips.
“Hanta... a... a little more pressure...”
“Of course.” He pushed a little harder. “Is that better?”
She nodded, burying her face into his shoulder. She was quiet, aside from her own panting and soft moans. ’She’s a very quiet person during this...’ Sero thought, pressing kisses to her neck, ’heh...’
He sped up his movements a little. He chose to tease her, slightly dipping his fingers but not really pushing them inside her. He suddenly stopped his movements, moving back a little.
“What... what are you doing?” Shimmer panted, her eyes hooded.
“Mmm... I’d like a little meal before we go on to the main show...” Sero replied, shimmying his body to lie down in between her legs. “If... that’s alright?”
“...um... if... if you wanna...”
“Oh trust me, I really want to.” He pressed a kiss to the inside of her thighs, “Because god do you look fucking beautiful and absolutely delicious...”
“Hanta, thats my vagina, not some food...”
“Hey, both of those things are delicious in their own ways...”