The kisses were getting sloppy as Taehyung massaged their erections together. They panted into each other’s mouths, gasping as they got closer to climax. Jungkook was almost there but when he felt the first pulse of Taehyungs orgasm it was so intensely erotic it tipped him hard over the edge too. He mouthed at Taehyung’s neck as he came down from his high.
“Wow…” Jungkook muttered as he flopped down on top of Taehyung’s chest, fully satisfied.
“You liked that, huh?” Taehyung was teasing.
“Yeah. I like everything you do with me.”
“That’s good, because I like doing things with you.”
“This is not what I expected at all,” Jungkook smiled, deep in thought.
“All of it. The way I feel about you emotionally. The way you make me feel physically. You. It’s like I’m in a dream.”
Taehyung pinched him.
“Ow! I guess I asked for that.”
“No regrets then?”
“Oh my god, no! I can’t believe I’ve been having sex with girls for years and didn’t realise it wasn’t that great.”
“So I’m the best you’ve ever had then?” Taehyung ran his hand up Jungkook’s back. It was comforting.
“By a long, long way. And we haven’t even had sex yet.”
“So you’re okay? We’re all good now?”
“Yes, everything’s fine. I guess having that stupid moment yesterday made me realise a few things.”
“That I need to accept who I am.”
“That you like boys?”
“That I like you.”
“Do you find boys or girls more attractive?”
“I’m not sure. Right now I’m attracted to you. I’ve never been attracted to anyone else like this.” Jungkook traced his fingers over Taehyung’s bare chest. “In the past I’ve met pretty girls and I got hard and I had no problem having sex and all that, but I find Jimin attractive too, always have. I’ve never really thought about him to the point that he’s made me hard but then I’ve never let my mind go there. And I’ve never been with another boy before, so I can’t compare you to anyone.”
“Trust me, there is no comparison.”
“I’d call you out on that except right now I think it might be true.” Jungkook laughed.
“So you’re not stressed about anything?”
“No. I’m not stressed about anything intimate between us, if that’s what you mean. And it’s actually nice not having to worry about whether I make you cum or not.”
“Has that been a problem for you?”
“Well, with girls there was always this doubt in the back of mind. It seemed unfair that it was so blatantly obvious when I came, but I had no clue about them.”
“I never had a serious girlfriend and I was too shy to ever talk to them about it.” Jungkook continued. “I actually felt pretty awkward about sex, to be honest.”
“Do you think it’s going to be better with me?” Taehyung looked at Jungkook.
“I’m 100% confident of that,” Jungkook smiled and pecked a kiss on Taehyung’s chest.
“There’s no rush, you know.”
“Just let me know. Anytime, anywhere.” Taehyung was smiling, Jungkook could tell by his voice.
“You’ll be the first to know.”
“I certainly hope so!” Taehyung reached over and smacked Jungkook firmly on his bare arse.
Jungkook flicked his eyes up to Taehyung’s as a low, satisfied noise escaped his throat.
Taehyung froze, watching Jungkook transition from playful bunny to sex-god in a matter of seconds.
“Fuck, Kookie,” he breathed. “I didn’t even mean it like that!” Taehyung leaned towards Jungkook and kissed him; just a short kiss but their mouths pressed together firmly, appreciating the moment. “I really don’t know why you were ever worried about being inadequate in bed, there’s nothing lacking in your game.”
“I think it’s got a lot to do with you, I’m even surprising myself.” Jungkook shrugged.
“I think that when the time comes, sex is going to be very, very good with you.” Taehyung stroked his fingers along Jungkook’s back, a playful smile on his face.
“No pressure or anything…” Jungkook looked worried.
“Trust me, babe, we’re going to be great.” Taehyung gave him a quick squeeze before pushing him backwards. “But right now, we need a shower…”
After a long shower of playing around again, they were both tired and satisfied. Jungkook yawned and snuggled closer to Taehyung.
“I’m going to get hot if we sleep like this,” Taehyung commented.
Jungkook immediately turned his back to Taehyung and scooted away to give him some space. Taehyung grabbed him around the waist and pulled him until he was lying across Taehyung, both of them looking up at the ceiling.
“Needy baby,” Taehyung kissed Jungkook’s cheek and squeezed him tightly. “I didn’t mean you had to move, I was just saying I’d get hot eventually.” Taehyung wasn’t letting him go anytime soon, so Jungkook relaxed and let his head rest on Taehyung. Jungkook’s face was just below Taehyung’s and Taehyung was resting his cheek against the side of Jungkook’s forehead.
“I like you, Tae.” Jungkook wrapped his arms over Taehyung’s as they held him.
“I like you too, babe.”
“How do you feel about people knowing about us now?”
“Well, Yoongi and Namjoon already know.”
“Oh, so much for not telling anyone!” Jungkook joked, then he twitched as Taehyung poked his fingers into his ribs.
“I didn’t actually say anything, they guessed I was interested in someone and I just confirmed it. I actually think Namjoon knew there was something starting even before I did. But they won’t tell anyone, so you don’t have to worry about that.”
“I want to tell Jimin.”
“I want you to tell Jimin.”
“I was so alone last night. I knew you had Yoongi, and I was happy that you did, but I had nobody to talk to.”
“Baby… I’m sorry.” Taehyung rocked him gently.
“Mina is the only person I’ve spoken to about us and I didn’t want to go to her after she’d already helped me out so much. And I didn’t really want to be so vulnerable in front of her.
“However it comes naturally. It will be right as long as you’re sincere. You’ll feel a whole lot better when you get it off your chest.”
Taehyung pushed Jungkook back onto the bed and leaned up on his elbow, looking down at Jungkook’s face. He ran his hand down Jungkook’s cheek and leaned over and kissed him tenderly on the lips, twice.
“Let’s get some sleep.” Taehyung pushed Jungkook’s fringe away from his face before reaching to turn off the lamp.
Jungkook was heading towards Jimin the next day at lunch when he saw Taehyung talking with Mina. Mina caught his eye and gestured for him to come over.
“Hi Mina, Tae. How are rehearsals going?” Jungkook gave Taehyung a slightly longer glance than was necessary. Taehyung responded by putting his arm casually over Jungkook’s shoulders, leaning on him slightly. It was all perfectly normal until Taehyung’s fingers started softly stroking the side of Jungkook’s neck. Jungkook’s insides shivered and he pressed into Taehyung a bit harder.
“Good!” Mina replied with a knowing smile, she was fully aware of what Taehyung was doing. “We’re just putting together the finishing touches now. We’ve only a few weeks til opening night, but we’re still doing a bit of work on Dead Girl Walking.” Mina looked pointedly at Taehyung.
“Mina…” Taehyung’s voice was a warning.
“What’s Dead Girl Walking?”
“It’s another one of our duets. I really think Taehyung needs to practice it a bit more. You’d help him, wouldn’t you Jungkook?” She looked completely serious as she asked Jungkook, but he could tell he was missing something.
“No, you really don’t have to, I hardly have any lines in it.” Taehyung was shaking his head, clearly tense.
“But you have such a big acting part in it.” Mina countered. “And you two did so well with Seventeen, I’m looking forward to seeing how much improvement you can make with Dead Girl Walking.” Mina gave Taehyung a satisfied nod, effectively ending the conversation and she walked off with a smug smile.
“Tae…” Jungkook kept his voice quiet. “What’s the deal with Dead Girl Walking?”
“It’s nothing, don’t worry about it.”
“You know I’ll just search it if you don’t tell me.”
“Fuck.” Taehyung said before looking at Jungkook with a worried frown. “It’s the scene where Mina and I have sex.”
Jungkook stepped back and faced Taehyung. Taehyung’s arm flopped down abruptly.
“You have a sex scene with Mina?” He was in shock.
“It’s not real sex, babe, don’t worry.”
“I know it’s not real sex, but that’s not the point! You have to pretend you’re having sex with Mina. On stage. In front of an audience.” Jungkook was whispering loudly, trying not to let anyone overhear them.
“Yeah…” Taehyung was watching Jungkook carefully. Jungkook breathed deeply as he thought it through.
“How does it work?” Jungkook’s voice had shifted slightly. “What do you have to do?” He licked his bottom lip as a thrill of excitement went through him at the thought of practicing a sex scene with Taehyung.
Taehyung opened his eyes wide.
“I can’t believe you!” Taehyung let out a chuckle and gave his head a shake. “Fine, I’ll show you tomorrow night. But don’t worry about learning it because Mina pretty much has all the words.”
“Oh… and I think we should practice this one in our room.” Taehyung winked at Jungkook and walked off with a smile.
Jungkook smiled too as he watched him go, wondering what he was in store for with this song. Then he walked over to Jimin. Their lunch break was half over already and Jimin didn’t look surprised that he hadn’t been there to join him on time.
“Sorry I’m late, Jimin.”
“Sure you are.” Jimin glared at him. “Like I said, I’ve been replaced.”
“No you haven’t, Mina called me over as I was walking past. I didn’t want to be rude.”
“I know, I saw you. With Mina and Taehyung. You didn’t mention that Taehyung was there.” Jungkook looked at Jimin, he didn’t want Jimin to be jealous of Taehyung.
“Can we go get a coffee together after track tonight?” Jungkook couldn’t meet Jimin’s gaze. Jimin immediately fretted and reached over to put his hand on top of Jungkook’s hand.
“Yeah, of course we can. Are you okay?”
“Yeah, I am.” Jungkook smiled, he couldn’t wait to tell Jimin.
“Okay, that’s good then.” Jimin watched Jungkook for another minute. When he didn’t say anything else Jimin kept talking. “There’s actually something I want to talk to you about as well.”
“What is it?” Jungkook was intrigued.
“Nothing much, really. I’ve just been texting a lot with Yoongi. He’s pretty cool.”
“Oh, so now who’s being replaced?” Jungkook joked.
“You are,” Jimin retorted.
“Maybe the four of us should hang out sometime?”
“Us and Yoongi and Taehyung?” Jimin clarified.
“Maybe we should…” Jimin replied as he studied Jungkook. Jungkook felt a bit nervous, Jimin’s stare was going straight through him. “…just the four of us.”
“Yeah…” Jungkook said again, warily this time though. “Oh, look at the time! We’d better get to class.”
Jungkook played with the string on his hoodie while he sat with Jimin. They were waiting for their coffee to be brought over to their table after track.
“Are you sure you’re okay?” Jimin leaned forward. “I know before you said you were fine, but you’ve not been yourself lately. And yesterday you were a total wreck.”
“Yeah, I know.”
“But you’re better today?”
“Yes.” Jungkook smiled. “Definitely better today.”
“So why didn’t you talk to me about it yesterday?”
“I…” Jungkook paused while the waiter sat their coffee down. “I just needed to sort something out first.”
“And you’ve sorted it out now?”
“So… let’s talk.” Jimin took a small sip of his latte.
Jungkook wasn’t sure where to start. He leaned forward so he didn’t have to speak too loudly.
“Taehyung and I. We’re more than just friends.” Jungkook looked up at Jimin nervously. Jimin had a smile spreading across his face as if he couldn’t contain it.
“About fucking time.”
“What do you mean? I barely knew him before.”
“No, I mean it’s about time you admitted it.”
“Oh…” Jungkook looked squarely at Jimin. “You mean it’s about time I admitted I’m gay.”
“Gay or bi?” Jimin held his hands up defensively before Jungkook could react. “Genuine question, don’t take offence.”
“None taken.” Jungkook considered. “Well, right now, I’m definitely leaning towards gay. Although I’ve been with girls before, and at the time I didn’t hate it, I have no attraction to any girls whatsoever at the moment. And being with Taehyung has put things on a whole new level, even though we’ve only just scratched the surface.”
“You know…” Jimin began, before clearing his throat, “… I’m actually gay too.”
“Yep. And I’ve known you were gay for quite a while now.”
“Why didn’t I know you were gay?”
“I think it’s because you were blocking it out so much. You didn’t want to see those signs in yourself so you weren’t looking for it in anyone else.”
“Huh… you may be right.” Jungkook sat back in his seat. “So if you’re gay, and you knew that I was gay, why did we double date Mina and Jeongyeon?”
“Because they’re fun to hang around with. That’s pretty much it.” Jimin took another sip of his coffee. “But you know that Jeongyeon isn’t into boys don’t you?”
“Taehyung actually mentioned that, but before then I had no idea.”
“You didn’t even pick up on her? Wow… you were seriously that blind?”
“Anyways… you and Taehyung. It’s going well?”
“It is now. I thought I’d fucked it all up after basketball on Sunday.”
“Yeah, about that. What happened exactly?”
“Well, Tae gave me a hickey, and Mina saw it and I freaked out.”
“Then what happened with Taehyung?”
“He wanted to help me talk through it but I wouldn’t let him. So then Sunday night he stayed at Yoongi’s and I stayed in my room and cried all night.”
“You what? Why the hell didn’t you call me!” Jimin huffed out a breath. “Jungkook, that actually fucking hurts. I’m supposed to be your best friend. Do you think I wouldn’t be there for you?”
“I know that now, but I wasn’t thinking rationally. I just had it in my head that I needed to talk to Tae before I talked to anyone else. But we talked about everything last night, and now it’s all good.”
“Hmmm, okay, I’ll let you have that one. But don’t you ever do that again. If you need me, I’m one hundred percent there for you. Got it?”
“Yeah. Thanks Jimin.” They both sipped their coffee. Then Jimin sat forward with a frown.
“Hang on, he gave you a hickey? How close are you two?”
“Well I’ve been attracted to him ever since we’ve been roommates, but I only really thought about it being a possibility since last Monday. And we only kissed for the first time last Wednesday…” Jungkook felt embarrassed, when he said it out loud like that it seemed like things were moving really fast.
“So next week you’ll have sex?”
“No!” Then Jungkook looked at his coffee. “Maybe? I don’t know!”
“Jungkook, you slut!”
“Fuck, Jimin, I know it… he only needs to look at me sideways and I get turned on. I really won’t be able to stop myself if he wanted to do it.” Jimin laughed as Jungkook gushed.
“I’m really happy for you, Kook. And I’m glad you told me. Let me know when you’ve told Hobi so we can talk about you in our room.”
“Hey, don’t gossip about me!”
“You’re supposed to be my friend!”
“I am! Hobi and I both love you. Which is why he’s going to be excited too, and together we will talk about how excited you are.” Jimin grinned.
“Anyway, we’d better get home, it’s really late.”
Jungkook crept into the dorm. The lights were all out apart from the lamp at Jungkook’s bed. Taehyung was sleeping although Jungkook suspected he woke up when he came in. Jungkook went into the bathroom to get ready for bed. When he came out he slipped into bed and turned out the lamp. He lay there for about a minute, thinking. He remembered what Taehyung kept telling him, that if he wanted something, then why would he think that Taehyung wouldn’t want it too? And right now, he really wanted to give Taehyung a hug.
He went over to Taehyung’s bed and lay down on top of him. Taehyung grunted.
“Were you awake?”
“Why didn’t you talk to me?”
“Because you didn’t talk to me.”
“I thought you were asleep.”
“That didn’t stop you from coming over now, what if I actually was asleep?”
“I wanted a hug…” Jungkook said in pout.
“Get off me then.” Jungkook got up while Taehyung moved over and pulled back his blanket for Jungkook to get in. Jungkook snuggled into Taehyung.
“Where have you been?” Taehyung asked him.
“Talking to Jimin.”
“Good. How did it go.”
“It went really well. He already knew though.” Jungkook leaned up on one elbow and looked at Taehyung, even though it was dark and he couldn’t really see much. “But guess what he told me?”
“That’s not a guess…”
“It’s late Kookie, just tell me.”
“Mmmm, okay. He’s gay too!”
“Yes! And he’s been talking with Yoongi.”
“Jimin and Yoongi?”
“Well, that would only work if Yoongi was gay too.”
“Which he is…”
“I knew it! You know what this means?”
“Double dates with our best friends!”
Taehyung laughed at Jungkook’s excitement before pulling him down for a kiss.
“Sounds fun. Now go to sleep, brat.”