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PRESENT

Don’t get him wrong, Taehyung liked parties, especially when they were celebrating successful wrap of a new movie but right now, he was kinda bored. He was chatting lightly with his colleagues that he was working with for the past few months and he made sure that there was always a glass of wine in his hand. They had a fancy party in a hotel in Tokyo because that is where Taehyung lived and filmed the movie for past six months or so.

He was in the middle of conversation with a make-up artist when a voice interrupted them: “If this is not Kim Taehyung.” Taehyung’s eyes widened in surprise and in excitement, he turned around and squealed when he saw a familiar face in front of him.

“Jiminie!” the actor exclaimed and threw himself at the idol. Behind Jimin’s back he saw other familiar faces that he missed so much.

“Hyungs!” Taehyung exclaimed again and hugged first Namjoon, then Seokjin and then Hoseok.

“What are you doing here?” the actor looked at his friends that he hasn’t seen for months with surprise.

“Well, we did a song on the soundtrack for your movie and we are currently touring Japan so we were invited to this party,” Namjoon was the one who replied. Taehyung’s eyes scanned their surroundings for one face in particular.

“Is…is he here?” Taehyung mumbled and looked at Jimin.

“Yah! You see us after half a year but of course the only one you are interested in seeing is him,” Jimin scolded him but he was smiling. He understood Taehyung, all of them did.

“He’s somewhere with Yoongi, they should join us soon,” Hoseok answered Taehyung’s question. The actor breathed out. He couldn’t believe it. He had no idea that Bangtan would be here tonight and he had no idea that he will see him. Suddenly the evening wasn’t that bad.

His breath caught in his throat and his heart started beating a bit faster when he finally spotted that familiar face. Their eyes met and Taehyung felt like floating away.

Jeongguk looked as good as ever, if not even better. He didn’t change much in the past six months but he still looked more mature, just like he always did when they saw each other. Taehyung’s legs started moving on their own accord towards the raven-haired man as they were holding an eye contact. Yoongi went towards him and gave him a short hug. Then he joined the other four members, giving the two their space. They all knew how special this was for them.

Taehyung approached Jeongguk and they were just standing there, staring at each other for a moment before the younger stretched out his hands and pulled Taehyung into a tight hug.

“Gukkie,” Taehyung mumbled against the idol’s neck when he buried his face there. He closed his eyes and took in the familiar scent of the cologne, relishing in the feeling of being in the younger’s arms again.

“I missed you so much,” Jeongguk whispered with emotional voice. Taehyung pulled himself from the younger so he could properly look at him.

“I had no idea you’d be here. It’s been so long,” Taehyung teared up.

“Too long,” Jeongguk nodded, looking at the older as if he was some creature out of this world. And he was, to Jeongguk at least, he was his angel.

“How long are you going to stay?” Taehyung got out a question that he didn’t want the answer to but he needed it. That question was always there between them.

“Couple of days, we have two shows here in Tokyo,”

“That’s good, that’s enough time for us to catch up,” the older smiled widely.

“Yeah, it is,” the younger nodded with the same bright smile and then he added with a suggestive voice: “We are actually accommodated in this hotel.”

“Good,” Taehyung’s face showed a hint of smirk: “We should go to the others, they would be bitching if I didn’t talk to them at least for a bit.”

“No problem, we have the whole night,” Jeongguk nodded and they went to join the rest of Jeongguk’s group. Taehyung missed them all so much, they became friends years ago and anytime Taehyung had a chance to see them, he was reminded why he liked them so much. Despite not spending so much time with them, he considered all of them his best friends.

“So, Taehyungie, where to now? Are you moving again?” Hoseok looked at the actor. Taehyung was moving for the work all around the world, that was the reason why he didn’t see them often, why he didn’t see Jeongguk often.

“Yeah, I am leaving in a week, Hong Kong this time,” Taehyung informed them. He noticed from the corner of his eye Jeongguk staring at him. He knew he was disappointed. He felt the same when he found out he wasn’t going back to Korea. But this was his life, this is what he chose and he didn’t have to take that part in a new movie in Hong Kong, he could take something back home but this is what he wanted.

They were chatting and drinking little bit, remembering old times and things they’ve been through together. At some point, Jeongguk’s arm curled around Taehyung’s waist and the older melted against him, just like he was did.

“Jesus christ, just go,” Jimin snorted at one point.

“What?” Taehyung looked at his fellow ’95 liner.

“We can all see that you are both dying to be finally alone and we get it, it’s been so long. Just go, we are going to be in Tokyo for couple of days, we can catch up later,” Jimin rolled his eyes but he was smiling.

“Thanks,” Taehyung looked down with sheepish smile. Jimin was right. He was happy to see all of them but right now he wanted to be with only one person.

Jeongguk grabbed his hand without any word and started pulling him away. Taehyung turned to the five guys one last time: “How about lunch tomorrow, here in the hotel restaurant?”

“Sounds great!” Hoseok gave him thumbs up.

“Have fun,” Seokjin smirked.

As soon as they were in a hallway and away from the people and music, Jeongguk turned to Taehyung. He cupped his cheeks softly and gave him the smile that was reserved only for the actor.

“Hi,” Jeongguk whispered.

“Hey,” Taehyung breathed out with shaky voice because he knew what was coming and he couldn’t wait for it. As soon as he saw Jeongguk’s face getting closer, he went forward, meeting him halfway. Their lips connected in a soft kiss, tasting each other after more than half a year.

The kiss lasted only few seconds and when they separated, they rested their foreheads together. Jeongguk’s thumbs were stroking Taehyung’s cheeks and the older held his wrists.

“Fuck, I missed you so much, you have no idea,” Jeongguk whispered.

“I think I do because I missed you too,” Taehyung whispered back and closed the gap between them again. This time they parted lips and their tongues met. The kiss turned deep and more urgent after couple of seconds.

“We have a lot of catching up to do,” Jeongguk mumbled into the kiss.

“We have couple of days for that,” Taehyung broke the kiss and leaned against Jeongguk’s ear to whisper: “Right now I want you to fuck me.” The younger groaned at the request but he didn’t need to be told twice.

They made it to the elevator and as soon as the door closed and they rode up, they jumped at each other again, kissing hungrily and grinding their crotches together. Yeah, it’s been too long.

They somehow made it to Jeongguk’s hotel room and as soon as the door shut close behind them, the idol slammed Taehyung’s back against it, trapping his lips in another desperate kiss. Then he glued his mouth to Taehyung’s neck, licking it and sucking in bruises.

“B-bed,” Taehyung breathed out shakily: “Come on, Gukkie.”

“Impatient, aren’t we, baby?” Jeongguk snickered and kept on biting and kissing his neck.

“It’s been six mont-ah..” Taehyung moaned:”…six months. Of course I’m fucking impatient.” Jeongguk only laughed at that but thankfully complied. He grabbed Taehyung’s hips, led him to the bed and lied him down. He climbed over him, settling between his legs.

Jeongguk’s fingers quickly unbuttoned Taehyung’s silky shirt and slipped it from him to toss it on the floor. He immediately glued his mouth to the older’s chest, sucking in bruises.

Taehyung was squirming and whimpering under him as Jeongguk’s mouth was working on his chest and his hips started grinding so their clothed erections were rubbing together.

“Please, Jeongguk, hurry up,” Taehyung whined desperately.

“You don’t wanna take it slow, angel?” Jeongguk looked up at him.

“We have the next days for that. I want you, now, I need you so fucking much,” Taehyung looked at him with desperate, lustful eyes.

“As you wish, baby,” Jeongguk nodded and pecked his lips: “How do you want it?”

“Fast and hard, fuck I need to feel you, god,” the older groaned helplessly, squirming under the younger’s body.

“Shit, baby,” Jeongguk groaned at his words but he was quick to comply, too turned on and desperate as well. He hasn’t felt Taehyung for half a year, he needed him right now. He quickly got rid of their pants and underwear so they were soon naked.

Jeongguk stretched out his hand to the night stand where he previously prepared lube and condoms. He knew that Taehyung would be at the party and he knew how the evening would end.

“No condom, I need to feel you.” Taehyung spoke up when he saw what the younger was taking out.

“Are you sure?”

“I don’t fuck with anyone without a condom, only you,” the older looked at him. Jeongguk’s chest tightened at the information. The thought of Taehyung with someone else was making his blood boil but that was their arrangement so he couldn’t really say anything. It was making him warm inside at the same time though, the confession that Taehyung went bareback only with him.

Soon Jeongguk’s fingers were coated in lube and he was circling Taehyung’s entrance. The older was whimpering impatiently and his whimpers turned into a long moan when the younger finally pushed the finger past the tight ring of muscles.

“Shit, baby, you are so tight, can’t wait to feel you around me,” the singer groaned once he started fucking the finger in and out.

“Fe-feels so good, Gukkie, so good, more,” Taehyung choked out. He was almost out of his mind already, he could always come apart from Jeongguk’s touches and he needed more, his whole body was burning for it.

Thankfully Jeongguk complied and pushed the second and soon also third finger inside. After few minutes of fucking Taehyung with his fingers and driving him to the edge, Jeongguk finally pulled out his fingers, lubed up his hard neglected cock and lied down between the older’s legs.

“Shit, baby, you have no idea how long I’ve been waiting for this,” Jeongguk whispered softly once he was facing the other, cupped his cheek with a hand and kissed him passionately. Taehyung wrapped his arms around Jeongguk’s neck and pulled him closer, deepening the kiss. He gasped into Jeongguk’s mouth and whined when he felt the head of Jeongguk’s erection enter him.

They both moaned in unison against each other’s mouth at the sensation of finally being connected again. Once Jeongguk bottomed, they were panting together.

“I missed this, I missed you so much,” Taehyung looked him straight in the eyes with emotional expression.

“I missed you too, angel,” Jeongguk smiled softly. He gripped Taehyung’s hips, making sure to leave bruises because he knew the older loved it and he withdrew his hips only to slam back inside.

Taehyung was letting out moans and whimpers as the younger was setting up a speed until he was pounding into him mercilessly after minute. The soft moment was gone just as fast as it came and it was replaced by lust and desire again.

“Oh g-ah, shit, Gukkie…so fucking good!” Taehyung cried out at one particularly deep thrust that went right to his prostate.

“Fuck, baby, I missed this, I missed feeling you around me,” Jeongguk choked out against Taehyung’s neck and bit on it harshly.

“Missed it too,” Taehyung whimpered: “No one can fuck me like you, Jeongguk, no one.”

That confession made Jeongguk groan and it snapped something in him. He grabbed Taehyung’s legs and threw them on his shoulders and bent down so the older was almost bent in half. Then he started snapping his hips with bigger energy than before, making the man under him scream in pleasure.

“Shit, baby, look at you. So fucking beautiful, so fucked out from my cock,” Jeongguk looked at the other with dark eyes and took in his appearance. His messy hair, glossy eyes, swollen lips and flushed cheeks. An image that he’s seen thousand times before but an image that he will never get tired of seeing.

“God, Gukkie, so close,” Taehyung whimpered with closed eyes, feeling the heat in his stomach.

“Me too, angel, fuck. Go on, come for me,” Jeongguk encouraged him and fucked into him as fast and as hard as he could. He sneaked his hand between Taehyung’s legs and grabbed his leaking cock. He didn’t even start stroking it and Taehyung was already screaming, chanting Jeongguk’s name. His eyes rolled back, his mouth opened in a silent scream and he shot his load all over his stomach and chest.

Jeongguk almost choked when he felt the older tighten around him and that was enough to drive him over the edge. He grunted under his breath, buried himself inside as deep as he could and came hard, filling the other to the brim. Taehyung whimpered brokenly at the feeling of being filled, something he hasn’t felt for six months and he pulled Jeongguk down for a kiss.

Half an hour later, after a quick shower, they were laying snuggled together in the bed. Taehyung was pressed to Jeongguk’s side as he was drawing lazy circles into his defined stomach. Jeongguk’s arm was resting on Taehyung’s hip, stroking the flesh softly.

“It’s good to see you and the boys again. I really missed you,” Taehyung broke the comfortable silence. He didn’t need to speak all the time when he was with Jeongguk, they had a long history together and he felt comfortable just by being with him.

“We missed you too, it’s been so damn long,” Jeongguk hummed in agreement. He felt nice and happy now when he had the older in his arms but his chest felt tight because he knew that they had only few days, just like always. They will say goodbye to each other in few days and won’t see each other for months again. That’s how it’s been for years.

“What are you going to work on in Hong Kong?” the younger spoke up after a while.

“Some TV show drama, the script looks really good,”

“Well I hope it does, otherwise you wouldn’t take it,” Jeongguk chuckled quietly. Taehyung heard unspoken words in Jeongguk’s voice, words that were always lingering there between them: If you didn’t like the job, you would come back to Korea. To me.

“And how is tour going for you?” Taehyung changed the topic.

“Good, it’s exhausting but good. I am really enjoying it, you know, even after all these years, it still makes me happy,”

“I’m glad to hear that,” Taehyung smiled lightly. He always admired Jeongguk’s passion, dedication and hard work he put into his job of an idol and he always loved seeing the younger’s enthusiasm for the job. He was happy that Jeongguk was happy.

“Last month, it was six years since we met. Did you remember?” Jeongguk spoke up quietly after few moments.

“Of course I remembered,” Taehyung whispered and suddenly felt his chest tighten. As if Jeongguk could feel the change in his mood, he pressed him closer to himself. They were both quiet for a while then Taehyung turned to his side and lifted his head to look at the younger properly.

“You know, despite things not working out as we might have wished, I never regretted meeting you,” the older said, looking the other straight in the eyes.

“I know, baby, me neither,” Jeongguk smiled sadly at him: “I could never regret meeting you and having you in my life, even if it’s always just for a while.”

Taehyung felt tears burning in his eyes at all the memories that started flooding his brain. A lot has happened in those years, good things and bad things but he wouldn’t change anything. And most importantly, he was here with Jeongguk now and that was all that mattered at the moment. He refused to think about how his heart breaks in few days when Jeongguk leaves Tokyo because it always broke when he watched him leaving.

“We still have few days, let’s make the best out of it,” Jeongguk smiled and cupped his cheek as if he could read his thoughts. Taehyung gave him a smile and leaned down to kiss him.

“Well then we better not waste our time,” Taehyung mumbled against the younger’s lips, got up and straddled his hips.

“We have a whole night and then couple of others,” Jeongguk smiled, grabbed Taehyung’s hips and brought him down for another kiss.

 

FLASHBACK

Taehyung and Jeongguk first met when they were only seventeen and sixteen. Jeongguk was a rookie of newly debuted idol group and Taehyung was a starting actor and model.

They met during filming of some talk show that BTS, Taehyung and few other young starting artists all attended. They chatted with MCs and they played some games.

Taehyung was already sitting in the studio, ready to start when the six member group came in. All of them were young handsome man and since they only started, Taehyung hasn’t heard about them yet but as soon as they entered, they brought energy to the room and he knew that this evening will be fun.

They started shooting and all of them introduced themselves. Taehyung was watching closely as all of them were speaking and his eyes lingered on a black-haired boy. He was surely younger than Taehyung and he was hella cute but also very handsome. He looked quite shy but Taehyung could understand that.

They were proceeding with the interview and then the MCs challenged the idols to show off some dance moves. They were shouting one over another and Taehyung was giggling at their silliness. He really liked them, they seemed like funny and nice guys.

It was decided that only the members of dance line will dance and first up was the leader of the line, Hoseok. Music started playing and everyone was cheering and Taehyung was watching the guy with dropped jaw. He was really damn good. Then next up was Jimin who was just as amazing as Hoseok. Taehyung was kinda envious. He himself wasn’t a very great dancer so seeing someone so talented was making him slightly jealous.

Then it was Jeongguk’s turn. Taehyung was watching him closely, excited to see what he will show and he sure wasn’t disappointed. His movements weren’t as precise and natural as Hoseok’s and Jimin’s but there was something so powerful and intriguing in his dancing that caught Taehyung’s attention. Strangely, he thought Jeongguk was the best, at least in his opinion.

Then they played some silly games, he was paired with couple of members of the group and one other young actor and they were playing against the other group. From the idols, he ended up with Yoongi, Jimin and Jeongguk.

Taehyung didn’t remember when was the last time he laughed this hard like that evening. He and Jimin seemed to click almost instantly, Yoongi was just blatantly savage and funny and Jeongguk, although shy at the beginning, turned out to be goofy and funny as well.

When the show was filmed, they went to changing rooms together.

“I had really fun tonight,” Taehyung smiled at the idols.

“It was nice meeting you, Taehyung,” Namjoon smiled warmly at him.

“I hope we will meet again,” someone behind Taehyung’s back spoke up and when he turned around, he was met with the maknae. He couldn’t really pinpoint what it was, but something in Jeongguk’s eyes made Taehyung’s insides squirm. Since he was young, he never felt something like this before and he had no idea back then that he will feel exactly the same thing every time he will see the idol.

“Yeah, I hope so too,” Taehyung lowered his head with a sheepish smile and flushed cheeks.

That was the evening when Taehyung met BTS and ever since then, they became friends. That was the evening when he met Jeongguk. Back then, he had no slightest idea how much one evening in a TV studio on a cold October night will change his life for another six years and possibly forever.