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August 05, 3:23am

Jeongguk
hey :)
Rose
Who is this?
Jeongguk
lol
jeongguk
this is rose right?
we met at hoseoks…
Rose
I’m not Rose, no.
And I don’t know who Hoseoks is.
Jeongguk
we kissed... 
Rose
Ah, I see what this is.
Jeongguk
so you remember
Rose
No. I’m not Rose.
Jeongguk
but you just said you know what this is…
Rose
I meant I understand the situation.
Jeongguk
what situation? I’m so confused
Rose
Clearly.
Jeongguk
aw man
I must have saved her number wrong
Rose
That’s an optimistic way to think about it.
Jeongguk
she really liked me too…
Rose
Are you certain about that?
Jeongguk
lol what do you mean?!
are you saying you think she gave me a fake number??
Rose
I’m not saying anything.
Jeongguk
are you a bot?
you sound like a bot
Rose
Why’s that?
Jeongguk
You are speaking in a fashion that wuld imply you are a bot. Like this.
*would
lol
oops
Rose
Nearly had it.
Jeongguk
so who are you then?
Rose
Why does that matter? 
I’m not who you were looking for.
Jeongguk
I know 
I’m just curious
Rose
Well, I wish you luck with your future flirting endeavors.
Jeongguk
I’m not bad at flirting ok
I just don’t do it often
Rose
Have a good night.
Jeongguk
lol bye…

August 05, 1:20pm

Jeongguk
are you a girl?
Not Rose
Why are you still messaging me?
Jeongguk
lol
I’m bored
so are you?
Not Rose
I don’t think that’s relevant.
Jeongguk
you sound really uptight
Not Rose
Yet here you are. Again.
Jeongguk
I’m gonna guess you’re a dude
Not Rose
That’s a completely normal and unoffensive line of guess-work.
Jeongguk
are you being sarcastic??
Not Rose
Why, of course not!
Jeongguk
was that actually offensive?
Not Rose
I’m not your sociology teacher.
Jeongguk
you’re so weird…
Not Rose
And yet.
Jeongguk
right right and yet I’m still here bla bla
ok so what would be a better way to ask?

5:24pm

Jeongguk
so I did some googling.
what are your pronouns??
Not Rose
I can’t believe this.
Jeongguk
I’m a fast learner
Not Rose
I mean I can’t believe you’re fucking back.
Jeongguk
hey you’re responding to me!
Not Rose
Because I’m genuinely concerned. 
Jeongguk
my pronouns are he and him
Not Rose
That’s fantastic, I’m happy for you.
Jeongguk
lol
your area code is the same as mine so we’re in the same region
Not Rose
Why are you messaging me?
Jeongguk
why are you messaging back?

August 06, 11:04am

Jeongguk:
hey 
sorry
I didn’t mean to make you feel uncomfortable 
tbh I just think you’re kinda interesting
the way u talk I mean
you’re so proper haha
I’ll leave you alone
just wanted to apologize
I mean about the gender thing
and about harassing u or w.e
ok lol bye

2:34pm

Not Rose
He/Him
Jeongguk
oh hey
what?
Not Rose
My pronouns.
Jeongguk
cool
how old are you?
Not Rose
Baby steps.
Jeongguk
ok lol
I’m 20
Not Rose
I don’t know how I’m meant to respond to that
Jeongguk
well with your own age.
but I didn't think you would lol
[img
Not Rose
What is that?
Jeongguk
open it!
Not Rose
I’m okay.
Jeongguk
it’s not a pic of my dick don’t worry
Not Rose
I wasn’t assuming it was but thanks for putting that image in my head.
Jeongguk
hey 
my dick is pretty nice actually
Not Rose
That's wonderful news.
Jeongguk
:)

August 07, 2:08am

Jeongguk
do you ever start thinking about weird shit right before bed
and then it just ends up keeping u up the whole night? 
Not Rose
Yes.
You mentioned your dick and now I have insomnia. 
Jeongguk
oh you're up 
you really can't stop thinking about my dick huh
Not Rose
You seem like the type of guy who would send unsolicited dick pics. 
Jeongguk
I'm not 
I mean I wouldn't 
that's gross 
Not Rose
Very noble. 
Jeongguk
do u go to school? 
I mean if u don't mind me asking 
Not Rose
College. 
Third year.
Jeongguk
that's the first direct answer I got
we'll be friends in no time
Not Rose
I'm guessing you don't have many friends. 
Jeongguk
well
Not Rose
I was kidding. I'm sorry.
Jeongguk
sorry? 
about what? 
Not Rose
Ah, nevermind. 
Jeongguk
it's not that I dotn have friends 
*dont
I have a lot actually
I just have trouble keeping them lol 
and I don't really like most of them haha
Not Rose
That's fair. 
What were you thinking about at 2am? 
Jeongguk
just stuff
kind of embarrassing I guess 
personal stuff 
[img]
Not Rose
Hah.
Jeongguk
that coulda been a naughty pic ;)
Not Rose
I took the risk. 
Jeongguk
because you were hoping it was a naughty pic
Not Rose
Whatever helps you fall asleep tonight. 
Jeongguk
that'll help! 

August 08, 12:40pm 

Jeongguk
I know u want to be mysterious or w.e
but can you at least tell me a name
doesn't have to be your real name 
Not Rose
What do you currently have me saved under?
Jeongguk
lol
'Not Rose' 
Not Rose
Yoongi 
Jeongguk
thank god lol 
Not Rose 
You're planning on really saving me as a contact on your phone? 
Jeongguk
yeah 
is that ok?
Not Rose
You'll save it regardless of what I say. 
Jeongguk
haha
[img]
Yoongi 
I would rather the dick pic. 
Jeongguk
you're obsessed with my dick tbh 

August 12, 5:19pm

Jeongguk
hi yoongi
Yoongi 
Hello 
Jeongguk
I bet you're curious where I was for 3 days
Yoongi 
I'm not, but I'm willing to bet you'll tell me anyway. 
Jeongguk
haha you're an asshole
I had a soccer game 
in another city 
Yoongi 
Sounds exciting. 
Did you win?
Jeongguk
nope!
do u play any sports? 
Yoongi 
Does vigorous typing count? 
Jeongguk
lmao
nah
Yoongi  
I don't play any sports. 
Jeongguk
what do u do btw? 
like what r u all about
Yoongi 
Both very vague questions... 
Are you asking what my interests are? 
Jeongguk
yeah I guess
like what do u do at school and stuff 
Yoongi 
I'm studying composition and music production. 
Jeongguk
woah for real?! 
that's so cool 
I'm jealous
I've always wanted to go to a music school 
I love to sing 
I love anything to do with music actually
Yoongi 
Why didn't you? 
Jeongguk
they didn't accept me
Yoongi 
You can try again, can't you? 
Jeongguk
I guess so but eh
Yoongi 
I got rejected from a few schools. 
Which ones were you interested in?
Jeongguk
I don't really wanna talk about it 
Yoongi 
Okay.

11:42pm

Jeongguk
hey sorry I was so short 
Yoongi 
I think you and I have different definitions of what short means. 
Jeongguk
lol
it was just a topic that makes me really sad I guess 
it's part of the reason I was up at 2am
Yoongi 
I understand. 
Do you have anyone you can talk to? 
Jeongguk
I have a few friends but we don't really talk about that kind of stuff
mostly just shoot shit together 
party
they'd probably make fun of me
Yoongi 
Maybe you need new friends. 
Jeongguk
yeah... 

August 13, 2:23am

Yoongi 
Jeongguk.
Jeongguk
hi yoongs
Yoongi 
Yoongs...
Jeongguk
yeah
Yoongi
Right.
Well.
If you're ever upset, you can tell me. 
If you can't tell your friends
I'm willing to listen. 
Jeongguk
are u drunk? 
Yoongi 
Don't make me regret this. 
Jeongguk
sorry 
that's real nice of u yoongi 
you're a nice guy 
I sensed it when I first messaged u
Yoongi 
You thought I was a girl you were going to have sex with when you first messaged me. 
Jeongguk
she was nice too
Yoongi
Is that why she gave you a fake number?
Jeongguk
lmfao we don't KNOW that she did that
god that's so embarrassing
I wasn't even being pushy
Yoongi
I'm sure you were being very courteous.
Did you promise her a dick pic?
Jeongguk
she wouldn't be able to handle my dick's glory through just a pic
she'd need goggles
Yoongi
I'm sure there's a cream for that.
Jeongguk
lol

August 14, 7:34pm

Jeongguk
have you ever sent a dick pic to a girl?
Yoongi
No, I've never sent a dick pic to a girl.
Jeongguk
oh
ohhhhh
have you ever sent a dick pic to a guy?
or wait WAIT
have you ever sent a dick pic to a PERSON
like in general
regardless of gender
Yoongi
Just fucking stop.
Jeongguk
I don't wanna offend you!
Yoongi
I'm not offended. 
It's just a stupid question.
Jeongguk
lol...right
how do you ask about someone's sexuality in a polite way?
Yoongi
You don't.
Jeongguk
lol
but we're kind of friends now aren't we?
I'm just curious
I'm bi
I've had sex with way more girls than guys though
but that's because I hate most guys I meet
Yoongi
Why are you telling me this?
I didn't ask.
Jeongguk
idk just sharing
damn you're in a bad mood today lol
I'll leave you alone 
Yoongi
Good riddance.

August 15,  3:12pm

Yoongi
I'm sorry I was being snappy with you the other day.
You were right, I was in a bad mood.
You didn't deserve to be on the receiving end
especially while you were opening up about your sexuality.
Jeongguk
hey
that's okay :)
Yoongi
On that same topic -
I'm gay.
Jeongguk
oh cool
Yoongi
Is it?
Is it really cool?
Jeongguk
haha I guess so
so I guess you weren't kidding about preferring the dick pic 
Yoongi
If I truly wanted a dick pic, there are plenty of resources on the internet I could use to find one.
Jeongguk
yeah hit me up whenever I'll help you out
Yoongi
So benevolent.
Jeongguk
I don't know what that means but thank you

10:21pm

Jeongguk
btw why were you in a bad mood??
I mean if you wanna talk about it
Yoongi
I have to prepare a bunch of stuff over the summer.
I've been having some trouble with people I need to work with.
Jeongguk
oh that's rough
I completely understand
you said you do music production right?
any cool beats you wanna share??
Yoongi
I don't know if my own beats are cool.
And not really.
Jeongguk
aw come on
my birthday's 2 weeks from now
september 1
it'd be a cool gift
Yoongi
That could very well be a lie.
Jeongguk
[img]
Yoongi
What's that?
Jeongguk
It's a screenshot of my friends discussing where we should go for my birthday
note the mention of 'jk's birthday' a few times...
proof.
Yoongi
You should work for WikiLeaks.
Jeongguk
I don' t know what that is but thank you

August 16, 3:03am

Jeongguk
how did you come out to your friends??
Yoongi
I didn't. 
Most of my friends met me when I was seeing someone.
So it was obvious to them, I guess.
Jeongguk
only my best friend taehyung knows
well he's kind of my best friend
Yoongi
Kind of?
Jeongguk
lol
we fight a lot
but he's always there for me
he's more like a brother I guess
he's bi too
leaning more towards gay
Yoongi
Are you planning on coming out to the rest?
Jeongguk
I met someone recently that i think I kinda like
Yoongi
Rose?
Jeongguk
no
a guy
he asked me out and I wanna say yes
but I think my friends are gonna question it a lot
and act surprised or whatever
Yoongi
Ah.
Jeongguk
ah...is that like
a sound or
Yoongi
Do you like this guy?
Jeongguk
idk tbh
he's attractive
but I've never really dated dated a guy
Yoongi
Dated dated.
Jeongguk
yeah
like
dated for real
Yoongi
As opposed to just the one date which would imply the whole thing is just a joke.
Jeongguk
lol
idk how to explain it
Yoongi
If you like him, you should date date him.
Jeongguk
wwe'll see!
are you seeing anyone?
Yoongi
No.
Jeongguk
i used to think the period you put after everything meant you were mad
but I think it's just part of you being you
Yoongi
No, you were right with the first hypothesis.
I'm very mad.
Jeongguk
D:
Yoongi
Never speak to me again.
Jeongguk
kk
do you have tons of friends btw?
you don't seem like someone who has a lot of friends
no offense
Yoongi
Please tell me how you could have possibly meant that in a way that wasn't offensive.
I'm not offended, but I'd love to hear your response.
Jeongguk
just like that
see, you're not offended
I said no offense bc I knew you wouldn't be offended
I'm a psycic
Yoongi
A powerful psycic, yeah.
Jeongguk
:)
Yoongi
I don't have hoards of friends, no
but I like the amount I have and they're good people.
Jeongguk
do they go to school with you?
Yoongi
Most of them, yeah.
Jeongguk
that's awesome

2:32pm

Jeongguk
picking classes is like picking between ways to die
Yoongi
Very poetic, are you doing that right now?
Jeongguk
mhm
Yoongi
What program are you in?
You sounded uncomfortable talking about school earlier.
You don't have to answer if you don't want to.
Jeongguk
oh that's ok
I'm just uncomfortable because I know when I graduate I'm not gonna want to do it for a living
Yoongi
Most of us can't do what we really want.
Jeongguk
thanks for the wisdom yoongi
Yoongi
That doesn't mean you can't do what you want.
You could do what you don't necessarily like while trying for what you like.
Jeongguk
I'm in drafting
which is cool I guess
but I really don't think it's what I can see myself doing forever
even as a career
Yoongi
That's a really interesting field.
You want to sing, right?
Jeongguk
yeah but I told u earlier they didn't accept me so
lol that boat sailed
Yoongi
I'd go on about how that boat didn't sail but you were upset last time so I won't do it again.
Jeongguk
haha
I still really wanna hear some of your work
it'd really like......
help with my mindset and stuff
Yoongi
Clever.
Jeongguk
I have a 2.6 gpa
Yoongi
Could be worse.
Jeongguk
barely

August 17, 1:23pm

Jeongguk
so I said yes to the date
I think I'm gonna throw up
Yoongi
Why?
You said you're attracted to him, you'll be fine.
Jeongguk
nah I'm like
not the best in social situations
I'm so nervous
Yoongi
You're not?
You seem like a really sociable guy.
Jeongguk
lol...
it's easy over text isn't it
but irl is another story
I seem sociable??
Yoongi
Well, yeah. You seemed intent on starting conversations with me.
Even though I suggested I wasn't interested.
Jeongguk
cuz I was like...kinda anonymous 
like how people can leave troll comments on the internet
and not feel bad about it
also when I start to get to know someone I'm way more sociable
Yoongi
That's fair. I'm like that too, generally.
Jeongguk
are you still not interested???
Yoongi
In what?
Jeongguk
in talking to me?
Yoongi
I think you're an interesting guy.
Jeongguk
that's........kinda vague but k
Yoongi
I enjoy talking to you.
Jeongguk
aw ilu man
Yoongi
Oh God.
Jeongguk
my bro. my dude!
Yoongi
I'm leaving.

August 18, 7:00pm

Jeongguk
about to go on the date.
wish me luck
wtf do I do with my hands?
do I put it on his shoulder?
I think I'm gonna be sick
maybe I should cancel
he'd never forgive me
what if I give myself food poisoning
and go to the hospital and then like....
send him photos of my wristband
so I have proof
I have a month old chicken sandwich in my fridge
no you're right I'm being ridiculous
I got this it's fine I'm fine
Yoongi
Jesus fucking Christ.
Are you okay?
Jeongguk
no
Yoongi
Deep breaths.

August 19, 3:12pm

Jeongguk
well.
the date went fine
Yoongi
That's great, I'm happy for you.
Jeongguk
really?
I can't tell if you're being sarcastic ever
Yoongi
Why would I be sarcastic about being happy for you after you enjoyed yourself?
Do you think I'm some sort of sociopath?
Jeongguk
i mean....
Yoongi
For fuck's sake.
Jeongguk
we're not dating tho
we decided to just see each other
for now
Yoongi
Do you want to date him?
Jeongguk
I kind of mostly want to have sex with him
Yoongi
Does he know that?
Jeongguk
yeah
i mean I think that's what he wants too
it was a good date but like
idk if we both want to actually do the whole movies and dinner thing
we were gonna go back to his place but his roommate had people over
and my apartment is a fucking mess right now
so..........
Yoongi
No sex, then.
Jeongguk
no sex 
hes probably devasted
Yoongi
I bet.

August 20, 4:04pm

Jeongguk
are you a top?
Yoongi
Hey, Jeongguk.
Jeongguk
lol
Yoongi
Yeah I'm having a pretty good day, how about you?
Jeongguk
oh come on
Yoongi
Why on earth would you even start with that?
Am I a 'top'?
Jeongguk
yeah like
do you stick it in or do you get it stuck
Yoongi
This just keeps getting worse.
Jeongguk
you kinda strike me as a top
I mean you talk like someone who tops
Yoongi
Out of my own sick, sick curiosity, pray tell -
How does one 'talk like someone who tops'?
Jeongguk
you just seem kind of like dominant or w.e
and I don't know what you look like so.
Yoongi
I don't even know where to start.
Jeongguk
I'm vers
but since I haven't been with a lot of guys I prefer to top 
cus it's easier.
so what is it?
Yoongi
Typically I wouldn't feel comfortable answering this.
But since I'd really like to prove you wrong:
I prefer to bottom.
Depends on who I'm with, though.
Jeongguk
woah really??
Yoongi
Do people tell you you talk like someone who both tops and bottoms, Jeongguk?
Jeongguk
how could someone talk like that?
Yoongi
Yeah, how can someone talk like what they prefer to do during sex?
You seem like the expert in this.
Jeongguk
you're making fun of me right now
Yoongi
I'm trying to show you through ridicule how stupid your association was.
Jeongguk
jesus! I'm sorry I said it ok I didn't mean anything evil by it
it was just an observation
point taken
Yoongi
You're a fascinating guy.
Jeongguk
[img]

August 22, 2:08am

Jeongguk
hey I was wondering
Yoongi
Yes?
Jeongguk
welllll
we've known each other for a while right? like 20 days ish
Yoongi
Where is this going?
Jeongguk
well I'm curious....
aren't you curious???
Yoongi
About what? 
You already asked me about how I like having sex.
I can't imagine what you're thinking of that requires this kind of bush beating.
Jeongguk
lol I do like beating bush
Yoongi
I'm leaving.
Jeongguk
wait
I meant like
I'm curious what you look like
Yoongi
Why?
Jeongguk
idk I have this image in my head
I wanna see if it's correct
Yoongi
You've fantasized about how I look.
Jeongguk
yeah
not in a creepy way
Yoongi
Sounds pretty creepy to me, Jeongguk.
Jeongguk
lmao
you don't care at all??
like you're not even a little crious what I look like?
*curious
Yoongi
No, I can't say that I am.
Jeongguk
hahaha ok well I'm curious
if you send a pic I'll send you one of me
Yoongi
I'm good.
Jeongguk
I imagine you like...
really mean looking
really tall
lke 6'2 or smth
Yoongi
Extremely accurate.
Especially the height.
Jeongguk
I'm really good at reading people
Yoongi
You really are.
A 6'2 top. Very accurate.
Jeongguk
but you said you weren't a top......
Yoongi
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Sarcasm
Jeongguk
hahhahaha
Yoongi
I see you as some sort of gnome.
Or a zany comic book villain.
Jeongguk
........
Yoongi
Wild, colorful hair. Beams shooting out of your eyes.
Jeongguk
[img]
Yoongi
Oh.
Jeongguk
what does that mean
Yoongi
I was very close.
Jeongguk
lol fuck u man
Yoongi
You respond quickly to provocation.
Jeongguk
I don't know what that means but thank you
Yoongi
It wasn't a...
You know what, nevermind.

August 23, 1:04pm

Jeongguk
so I did some research
and I think I know what college you go to
Yoongi
Very normal, sane behavior.
Jeongguk
well u don't tell me much so
a man's gotta do what a man's gotta do
Yoongi
Stalking. Excellent advice.
Jeongguk
thank u
so I'm guessing you go to Dong-Ah Institute of Media and Arts
cuz your area code is the same as mine
and the only other art institute in the same area code doesn't have music production
if this is true
then you're actually only a an hour an a half drive away from where I live
which is WILD
can you imagine
girl gives me a fake number
I mean
I save her number wrong***
and it ends up being someone who lives super close to me
Yoongi
Wow, you really researched this.
Jeongguk
am I right?
Yoongi
Yes.
Jeongguk
omg that's amazing!!!
Yoongi
What college do you go to?
Jeongguk
Chung-Ang
Yoongi
Thank you.
Jeongguk
why?
Yoongi
I can mail you a restraining order.
Jeongguk
hahhahaha
you say that
but you really like me
probably
Yoongi
You sound unsure even when you're trying to gloat.
Jeongguk
I told you i'm a nervous person

August 24, 1:23am

Yoongi
Do you play any instruments?
Jeongguk
no
been trying to teach myself piano for a while
but I haven't had much time
this summer would have worked but I've been super unmotivated
how about you?
Yoongi
Piano, mainly.
I can dabble with lots of instruments, though.
Jeongguk
oh that's cool
Yoongi
You can learn in small intervals, even on an online piano.
Jeongguk
I guess so

August 26th, 7:16pm

Yoongi
Hey.
Jeongguk
hi
Yoongi
Are you okay?
Jeongguk
i'm fine
I've just been thinking about school a lot
and it makes me feel like shit
Yoongi
What aspect of it?
Jeongguk
I'm going into second year which makes me nervous
because it means I'll be done soon
and then I have to look for a job
and then I won't be happy with it
Yoongi
How do you know?
Jeongguk
because i know myself
and I told you I don't want to do drafting as a career
Yoongi
You can always try again.
To get into a music school, or even just do music on the side.
It could take off and you could end up doing it for a living.
You never know.
Jeongguk
yeah my parents will love that suggestion
that's fucking genius
Yoongi
I'm just saying you're upset about something you can try and fix.
Jeongguk
you don't think I've tried?
Yoongi
Well,
I think you tried once and it made you feel like you weren't good enough to try again.
Jeongguk
fuck you
Yoongi
I'm not trying to be an asshole, I'm trying to help you.
Jeongguk
you're really bad at being helpful
Yoongi
Well, tell me what I'm wrong about and I'll try and reiterate.
Jeongguk
just because you're doing what you like
and it worked out for you
doesn't give u the right to act like you know me or what I did in my life so far
you don't know fucking anything about me
Yoongi
Alright, I'm sorry I fucking tried.
Jesus.

August 28th, 11:52am

Jeongguk
hey
Yoongi
Hi.
Jeongguk
how are u?
Yoongi
Good.
Jeongguk
did you finish the track you were working on?
Yoongi
No.
Jeongguk
ok
good luck
Yoongi
Thanks.

August 29th, 3:54am

Jeongguk
I'm sorry
about snapping like that.
It was really immature
you were just trying to be helpful.
I guess I'm not used to people being upfront with me
I have to get used to it
you're a good friend to me
I like you a lot
I know I haven't known you for that long 
but I respect you so much
I look up to you I guess
and it hurt to hear you say that stuff
because I believe what you say
and you said I didn't try
and it just made me feel like shit
which wasn't fair to you
I ask you lots of questions and you don't get angry with me
you come across mean but you're actually really patient
I appreciate that.
I'll try to be better

August 30th, 4:22pm

Yoongi
You deserve an apology too.
You're right, I shouldn't have just assumed things about what you've done.
Especially if it's a subject you're sensitive about.
A wise man once said 'The first to apologize is the bravest', so good for you.
Jeongguk
oh my god
did you just quote that pic I sent u a long time ago
Yoongi
Yes.
Jeongguk
you just sort of meme'd
Yoongi
Your apology was really sweet.
Jeongguk
I thought you never wanted to talk to me again
wait
did you just call me sweet?
Yoongi
Your APOLOGY was really sweet.
Jeongguk
so me by extention
Yoongi
Fine, if it helps with your psyche.
Jeongguk
it does
Yoongi
You respect me?
Jeongguk
yeah
Yoongi
Why?
Jeongguk
I don't know
you sound like you have your shit together
Yoongi
I don't. But that's kind.
Jeongguk
:)

August 31th, 2:23pm

Jeongguk
so
it's my birthday tmrw
Yoongi
Yup, you've told me.
Jeongguk
I was thinking.....
my friends and I are gonna have drinks
hang out a bit
if you're interested
you should come down
Yoongi
That's okay.
Jeongguk
why not??
Yoongi
I don't feel comfortable.
Jeongguk
oh
like
meeting me?
Yoongi
The context, mainly.
Jeongguk
what if you and I met?
like...somewhere down the line
Yoongi
I don't know.
Jeongguk
do you think I'm a murderer?
Yoongi
I don't think you're be capable of murdering another human being.
Jeongguk
you haven't seen me get in a physical fight
Yoongi
All great things to tell someone who's hesitant about meeting.
Jeongguk
ok well
you don't have to come on the 1st
but it'd be cool to meet you some time
we don't have to talk about it if you don't want to

September 1, 3:05pm

Yoongi
https://soundcloud.com/augustd_/sets/Chain+Steel+Ga...
Jeongguk
woah.
woah.
WOW.
WOW HOLY SHIT
holy SHIT
Yoongi
Is everything okay?
Jeongguk
no it's not
thi sis fucking amazing yoongi
you're like
this is god tier
this is really really GOOD WOW
damn...I'm like
kind of aroused
by this whole set?
is that weird??
Yoongi
Hahaha
Jeongguk
idt I've ever seen you type hahaha before
Yoongi
I felt stupid typing it.
Jeongguk
this is a great birthday gift thanks
wiooowwww
Yoongi
Have fun tonight. Be careful.
Jeongguk
I'm never careful yoongs
Yoongi
Great attitude.

September 2, 1:45am

Jeongguk
yongi
yoonig
its my tbuthday
Yoongi
Oh this is just fucking great.
I should have known you're a drunk texter.
Jeongguk
Uruguay 
Yoongi
What?
Jeongguk
urgayy
Yoongi
I am indeed gay, yes.
I hate to ask this because I'm annoyed,
but are you okay? Are you with people you trust?
Jeongguk
idont turst anyohne
[voice_message1.mp3]
Yoongi
Who is that?
Jeongguk
im snging happy bithdya to myselff
Yoongi
Was that really your voice singing?
Jeongguk
youre sftupid yongis
if u wanwt a dickpci jsut ast me ok
uyore so talentersd
Jeongguk
Be safe.

2:25am

Jeongguk
hey Yoongi
Yoongi
Hi
Jeongguk
i'm sorry i was sooo drunk
i'm better now
;3
Yoongi
That's excellent.
Jeongguk
i'm glad we got to talking
you're really cool
super smart too
Yoongi
Thank you, that's very kind.
Jeongguk
if u ever want to meet up to
u know... ;P
Yoongi
To what?
Jeongguk
i'm SUPER attracted to you
Yoongi
Ah, that's good to know.
Jeongguk
are u attracted to me?
Yoongi
Yes, absolutely.
Jeongguk
yeah? cuz I'd definitely love to fuck you
Yoongi
I'd love to get fucked by you.
Jeongguk
great
i want to push you against a wall
Yoongi
Oh yeah? What else?
Jeongguk
yeah
i wanna lift you up
slam my cock into you over and over
until you're screaming my name
Yoongi
That sounds really hot, I'd love that.
Can't wait.
Jeongguk
glad we're on the same page!
Yoongi
So, does Jeongguk know you have his phone?
Jeongguk
how did you know this wasn't him? :33333333
Yoongi
Just a shot in the dark.
Jeongguk
he's fine
he's sleeping :)
Yoongi
Are you sure?
Jeongguk
[img]
Yoongi
Put him in a better position. He's on his face, that's dangerous.
Turn him over onto his side.
Jeongguk
kk stud

12:31pm

Yoongi
Hey.
Are you okay?

2:45pm

Yoongi
I'm getting worried.
Please let me know if you're okay.

6:21pm

Jeongguk
Yoongi
Yoongi
Jesus Christ, you scared the shit out of me.
Jeongguk
I'm so fucking sorry...
my phone died
I puked on it accidentally
Yoongi
You threw up on your phone.
Jeongguk
yeah
and I was drunk so I washed it
Yoongi
You washed your phone.
Jeongguk
and then I had to put it in rice and like
somehow it started working again
but it took a while
Yoongi
How do you throw up on your fucking phone?
Of all places around you, you aim your vomit at your phone?
Jeongguk
I was holding it
i was actually gonna text you
because I just woke up and I reached for my phone
and then I felt it coming up
like a tidal wave
and I couldn't react fast enough
Yoongi
Happy birthday.
Jeongguk
you were really worried huh
Yoongi
The last I saw of you was a blurry photo of your back lying face down on a bed.
Jeongguk
wait
what?
how?
Yoongi
Scroll up.

6:40pm

Jeongguk
what
the
FUCK
Yoongi
You've got some truly incredible friends.
Jeongguk
that's so fucked up
I'm so sorry
god
wow
eughhhh I'm so sorry
Yoongi
Relax, it was fine.
Was that Taehyung?
Jeongguk
nah tae would never do thst lol
that*
well he might
but not to uh that extent
which btw jesus christ
you really played along
Yoongi
I have a surprisingly high threshold for dumbfucks.
That's why I'm still talking to you.
Jeongguk
wow lol
still
you really went for it......it was weird
Yoongi
Why?
Jeongguk
I just........idk
I don't see you as someone who would sext
even as a joke
Yoongi
Do you see me as some sort of microbe?
Jeongguk
do you?
Yoongi
Do I what?
Jeongguk
are you a sexter
Yoongi
Stop saying 'sext' and 'sexter' like it's some sort of political affiliation.
Yes, I don't have a problem sending suggestive texts.
Jeongguk
are you fully grammatical while you're sending them
Yoongi
...
Jeongguk
are you like
I can not wait until I squeeze my hard genitals betwixt your lips.
Yoongi
I'm mostly just surprised you know what betwixt means.
Jeongguk
admit it you laughed
Yoongi
I didn't laugh, no.
Jeongguk
you smiled
Yoongi
Very slight, barely there.
Jeongguk
I'll take it

September 3, 2:45pm

Jeongguk
hell starts in a week
i'm on campus
waiting to get my student id
[img]
Yoongi
I had just started to focus on something else.
And you've reminded me.
Jeongguk
eughhhhh my classes are so fucked
I've been listening to your stuff tho
on your soundcloud
while I've been picking classes so
it helps haha
Yoongi
That reminds me.
You sent an audio message of someone singing happy birthday.
Was that you?
Jeongguk
oh god........
oh god I saw that and I was too scared to click it.
yup. 
Yoongi
You have a really great voice.
Jeongguk
...
you think so?
Yoongi
Yes.
Jeongguk
like actually?
Yoongi
Yeah.
I'd like to hear more.
Jeongguk
i'm way too embarrassed
Yoongi
You've sent me so many vile, unsolicited questions,
yet this is what you're embarrassed about.
Jeongguk
hahahahhahaha
it's different
because it's something I feel strongly about
Yoongi
Can you read music?
Jeongguk
yeah
Yoongi
If I sent you notes and lyrics with background music, would you be able to sing it?
Jeongguk
....yeah...why?
Yoongi
Trxt_Tell.pdf
CoreSample.mp3
Jeongguk
wait for real?
Yoongi
Yes. For real.
If you really don't want to, you don't have to.
But it'd be nice if you did.
Jeongguk
um 
ok I'll do it
but it'll probably suck.
Yoongi
I doubt that.
Jeongguk
so like
is this a collab
are we officially collabing
Yoongi
I'm mostly just asking for a sample.
Jeongguk
what do I get in return
Yoongi
What a clever little capitalist.
Jeongguk
hahahaha
Yoongi
[img]
Jeongguk
who is that?
Yoongi
Me.
Jeongguk
oh
woah
you're so pale
Yoongi
I am indeed pale.
Jeongguk
and you don't look 6'2
you look pretty skinny too
oh you have piercings 
Yoongi
Are you quite finished?
Jeongguk
kind of
not what I was expecting
but sort of?
like half half
that's not you right now though is it?
Yoongi
No. Right now I'm lying in bed and I look like a pile of shit.
Jeongguk
I'd rather see that
it'd be more accurate
Yoongi
[img]
You asked for it.
Jeongguk
you look really good there actually
are you sure you're not a catfish
Yoongi
Will you send me the sample or not?
Jeongguk
kk
I'll try and record something nice
eventually
Yoongi
Good.

September 4, 1:21am

Jeongguk
I'm about to get super gay right now
but
I'm happy rose gave me a fake number
Yoongi
So you're finally admitting she was trying avoid you.
Jeongguk
[img]

4:52am

Yoongi
You're right, that's really gay.
But I'm happy too.

 

Chapter Text

September 5, 2:04am

Jeongguk
yoongi?
Yoongi
Yeah?
Jeongguk
you around?
Yoongi
Yeah, what's up?
Jeongguk
just wondering
Yoongi
Are you ok?
Jeongguk
idk
not really
just came back from a run
Yoongi
What can I do?
Jeongguk
this is fine haha
Yoongi
This...
Jeongguk
yeah
tell me a story or smth?
if you have time
Yoongi
A story about what?
Jeongguk
about your life maybe
something funny or interesting
I was playing fortnite
but it didn't help lol
Yoongi
I shat my pants during a piano recital when I was 15.
Jeongguk
shut
the
fuck
up
no you didn't
Yoongi
I'm afraid I did.
Jeongguk
I don't even feel like laughing
because I genuinely feel bad
how?
why
Yoongi
I had a heavy meal before the recital because I was nervous.
I was in the middle of a Scriabin etude, and I felt something in my lower stomach. I knew something was wrong.
Jeongguk
the fact that you're using perfect grammar makes this sound like it's a scary story
Yoongi
I thought maybe if I shifted a little on the seat the feeling would go away.
Jeongguk
oh my god
Yoongi
So I pivoted and kept playing.
Jeongguk
no
Yoongi
About 3/4 through the piece, I shat my pants.
Jeongguk
i can't stop lauhgin
Yoongi
And I couldn't move because the piece wasn't over.
Jeongguk
omfg h
stop
Yoongi
So I had to play the entire cadenza sitting in a pile of my own shit.
Jeongguk
FUCK
FUCK OH MY GOD THATS SO FUNNT
FUCK
Yoongi
At the time, it was terrible.
But I came in third, so.
Jeongguk
DID ANYONE NOTICE?
Yoongi
I tried to waddle off the stage backwards.
Apparently no one noticed except my classmates back stage.
Jeongguk
yo
I'm actually so sorry
that really sucks
but also that the funniest shit I've ever heard
literally
literal shit
Yoongi
Yup.
Jeongguk
wow
I feel much better tbh
Yoongi
You're welcome.
Jeongguk
I'm sure you were amazing tho
"About 3/4 through the piece, I shat my pants."
you just said that so nonchalantly
Yoongi
That's a good word.
Jeongguk
I'm not an idiot u know
Yoongi
I know.
Jeongguk
:)

September 6, 10:40am

Jeongguk
do you start school today too?
Yoongi
Yup.
Not looking forward to it.
Jeongguk
same
I wish I could just teleport to the last day of the semester
Yoongi
Interesting.
In such a scenario, would you still be aware of the things that happened if you had stayed for the whole semester?
Jeongguk
you mean like
learn all the stuff anyway
just dont remember the learning process?
Yoongi
Yeah.
Jeongguk
yes
it'd be like a fast forward
because I guess should know the material right
Yoongi
Would you just fast-forward that aspect of your life?
Jeongguk
yeah
I mean cool things don't usually happen to me during the semester
but if it doesn't have to do with school then I guess it's okay
Yoongi
I think there's an Adam Sandler movie about this.
Jeongguk
omg I saw that!
it's called Click
Yoongi
You would be familiar with that.
Jeongguk
well so are you 
Yoongi
My ex was really into him.
Not my kind of humor.
Jeongguk
I mean he has his moments
would you use the remote if you had it?
to like fast forward in life or pause shit or whatever
I don't remember the details
Yoongi
I think I'd want the remote, but I also think I'd be too scared to use it.
Jeongguk
what if you knew the moment coming up was going to be super bad
and you could avoid experiencing it with the remote
Yoongi
I still don't think I'd use it.
Jeongguk
are you some kind of masochist
Yoongi
I just think sometimes we need bad things to happen to us.
It's a part of life.
Jeongguk
yeah I guess so
I'd use it I think
for like the really really bad days
Yoongi
Do you have a lot of really really bad days?
Jeongguk
not really
but when it's bad it's bad haha
Yoongi
That's fair.
Jeongguk
I might have wanted to rewind time to get Rose's real number
(you know, since I wrote it down wrong)
Yoongi
I assume that would be a better outcome for you.
Jeongguk
but then I'd never have met you
Yoongi
We all have to sacrifice some stuff to get what we want.
Jeongguk
you'd be ok with that?
Yoongi
What?
Jeongguk
if I rewinded back and never texted you
Yoongi
I'd have no memory of that would I?
Time would have reset and I'd have no knowledge of who you were.
So I don't know if that would necessarily have been a good or bad outcome,
just different than now.
Jeongguk
I think I'd rather not go back
I mean I'd rather talk to you than have sex with Rose
Yoongi
How do you know? What if the sex was mind blowing?
What if you ended up marrying her?
Jeongguk
don't care
because like you said I'd have no perspective of that
Yoongi
Smart cookie.
Jeongguk
hahaha my friends actually call me that
Yoongi
Smart cookie? 
Jeongguk
just cooky
Yoongi
That's cute.
Jeongguk
:)

3:25pm

Jeongguk
I fucking hate algebra
why do I have to take math if I'm drawing
like I get that there's shapes but like eugh

4:21pm

Jeongguk
do you ever meet a guy and think you'd let them do whatever they want to you?
obviously I'd never ever fucking tell them that
I generally just ignore them but just think it in my head for the whole semester

5:47pm

Yoongi
I haven't taken algebra since 10th grade.
I guess you need it for shapes and angles and shit.
And yes I've met a few guys like that. Also the opposite scenario.
Jeongguk
what opposite scenario??
Yoongi
I think that I want to do whatever I want to them.
Jeongguk
woah you're into the 50 shades of grey type shit huh
Yoongi
Sometimes you say things and they physically hurt me.
Jeongguk
wrong
you're fine
sticks and stone remember?
Yoongi
Clearly whoever came up with that expression hadn't talked to you.
Jeongguk
lol
Yoongi
I'm gonna go do homework.
Jeongguk
me too

September 7, 2:12am

Jeongguk
I wanna die
Yoongi
Same.
Jeongguk
this sucks.
Yoongi
It really does.

3:45pm

Jeongguk
hey 
I was wondering
Yoongi
Yes?
Jeongguk
you said your ex was into adam sandler
Yoongi
What about it.
Jeongguk
I can't imagine you dating someone who likes adam sandler
Yoongi
That's why he's my ex.
Jeongguk
you DUMPED HIM because he liked adam sandler?!
Yoongi
That was a small reason swimming in a vast sea of reasons.
Jeongguk
what'd he look like?
was he hot
Yoongi
I was attracted to him at the time.
Jeongguk
height? weight?
Yoongi
I didn't measure him before before bed every night.
I was dating him, not planning on making a Thanksgiving dinner out of him.  
Jeongguk
bet you stuffed him though
Yoongi
You must be really thrilled with yourself for that one, huh.
Jeongguk
I am yeah
Yoongi
Why do you want to know?
Jeongguk
I'm trying to imagine you in a romantic relationship
it's weird
Yoongi
Likewise, I can't imagine someone hearing the things you say out loud and staying hard.
Jeongguk
hahaha
I dont say the things I say here out loud!
Yoongi
What?
Jeongguk
I mean I think a lot of stuff but I don't always say it out loud
you're just easy to bug

September 8, 1:56am

Jeongguk
https://soundcloud.com/jeon_jk/Yoongles+sample+s...
be nice ok
I know it's your thing to be mean
but be nice
Yoongi
Wow, Jeongguk.
Jeongguk
BE NICE
Yoongi
No, I mean wow.
Wow as in 'this is fucking amazing'.
Jeongguk
not usually my type of song
but you sent it so I tried my best
I turned the background music down way too much
Yoongi
Jeongguk
Jeongguk
if I had better equipment I could record it better
but I'm broke and you know how it is
Yoongi
Jeongguk
Jeongguk
yeah
Yoongi
Stop talking for a second.
Jeongguk
ok
Yoongi
You have a really great voice.
I'm kind of speechless, I wasn't expecting this.
Jeongguk
k I said be nice but now it's creeping me out
are you lying because you're trying to be nice
Yoongi
No, I like this a lot. I like your voice a lot.
Jeongguk
for real?
Yoongi
For real.
Jeongguk
for realsies?
Yoongi
What?
Jeongguk
say for realsies
Yoongi
Why.
Jeongguk
it'll help me believeyou
Yoongi
Will it really?
Jeongguk
yeah
Yoongi
For realsies.
Jeongguk
hahahahahha you fucking loser
Yoongi
Wow.
Jeongguk 
aaaaaaahahhahahahha
Yoongi
Stop fucking around, I'm serious.
You would sound amazing in a real studio setting.
Jeongguk
it's the only thing in my life I have control of
you're being really nice
I don't know what to type
Yoongi
Don't be embarrassed, you're great.
Jeongguk
it felt really good doing that
I felt like I was finally doing something I like
Yoongi
I'm glad. You deserve it.
Jeongguk
thanks yoongs

6:08pm

Jeongguk
your ex
Yoongi
What about him?
Jeongguk
why'd you break up with him?
Yoongi
We just didn't have a lot in common.
Also he was kind of a dick.
Jeongguk
so are you though
Yoongi
I truly value our friendship.
Jeongguk
was he a dick to you?
Yoongi
Not directly no.
Jeongguk
so he'd say mean things to you
Yoongi
Not necessarily mean things, just unnecessary things. 
And you're right, I am a dick sometimes.
He'd just take it too far often.
Jeongguk
can I say smth?
Yoongi
Go for it.
Jeongguk
you seem like the type who's super sensitive on the inside
Yoongi
Do I?
You seem that way too.
Jeongguk
I don't hide it tho
Yoongi
I'm not hiding anything.
Jeongguk
so you are super sensitive on the inside
Yoongi
If you hit the right spot, yeah.
Jeongguk
what?

7:12pm

Jeongguk
OH
oh wow that's fucking dirty yoongs
didn't know you had it in you

8:10pm

Jeongguk
was he attractive?
Yoongi
Who?
Jeongguk
your ex
Yoongi
I'm not mankind's spokesperson, but I'd say yes he is.
Jeongguk
what did he look like??
Yoongi
He's athletic, tall, dresses well.
Jeongguk
is????
Yoongi
He's not fucking dead, Jeongguk. He's still around.
Jeongguk
lol 
is that your type generally?
Yoongi
I don't think I have a type.
Jeongguk
me neither

9:23pm

Jeongguk
is your ex better looking than me?
Yoongi
Well that's a fucking weird question.
Jeongguk
why?
I'm just curious
Yoongi
You're always curious.
Jeongguk
you're an interesting guy ok!
Yoongi
I'm glad I keep you entertained.
Jeongguk
[img]
Yoongi
That's terrifying.
Jeongguk
so is he?
Yoongi
Yes.
Jeongguk
ouch
Yoongi
Don't ask questions you don't want answers to.
Jeongguk
I'm always looking for new knowlege yoongi
idc if it hurts
Yoongi
To be fair I've seen a few photos of you and 95% of them have been you making horrifying faces.
Jeongguk
would your ex send you hot pics of himself all 'love u bb yoongi can't wait 2 fuck u'
Yoongi
Do you have something against couples sending each other photos?
Jeongguk
nah I just don't really take photos of myself that often
I think I look better in person
Yoongi
You make up for it by making faces.
Jeongguk
I can't do sexy faces
Yoongi
I'm sure you can do a smolder.
You seem like the obnoxious type.
Jeongguk
[img]
Yoongi
C+
Not constipated enough.
Give it a little more energy.
Jeongguk
[img]
Yoongi
That's better.
Now just communicate how strongly you feel for me through your eyes.
Jeongguk
[img]
Yoongi
Yikes.
Jeongguk
did I do ok

September 9, 4:22pm

Jeongguk
[img]
Yoongi
Where the hell did you get that?
Jeongguk
your school webpage for the music production faculty
you're one of the honor students
Yoongi
Do you realize how creepy this is?
Jeongguk
oh come the fuck on
everyone does this
they just don't say they do it to the person
Yoongi
You just love to go that extra mile.
Jeongguk
I also found your instagram
I'll show you some of my favorites
Yoongi
My God.
Jeongguk
[img]
I can't believe this is you
Yoongi
Why's that?
Jeongguk
you look fucking adorable
there's no rage in your eyes
you look look like your favorite movie is the notebook
you look like you write love poems and hide them under your pillow
Yoongi
...
Jeongguk
now this one........
tihs one....
I've got some questions about this one
[img]
Yoongi
Oh God.
Jeongguk
your hair isn't blond anymore right
I gotta tell you yoongs
if I saw you out and you looked like that
after like 5 drinks
I'd probably ask you out
Yoongi
I'd probably give you a fake number.
Jeongguk
TOO FUCKING SOON

September 10, 1:12am

Yoongi
jkSample2.PDF
jkPiece2.mp3
Jeongguk
what's that??
Yoongi
Does your school have a music building?
Or a studio students can book?
Jeongguk
yeah I go there often lol
Yoongi
Book a room.
Record yourself singing using their equipment.
Jeongguk
so forceful
Yoongi
Did I get my point across?
Jeongguk
yup

September 11, 12:32am

Jeongguk
would you rather fuck a goat and no one knows
or you don't fuck a goat but everyone who knows you thinks you did?
Yoongi
What the fuck is wrong with you?
Jeongguk
someone asked me during an overwatch stream
Yoongi
That doesn't make it any less fucked up.
Jeongguk
come on
Yoongi
I would rather everyone think I did.
I wouldn't fuck a goat, Jeongguk.
Jeongguk
that's stupid
Yoongi
Out of the two options you think that's the stupid one?
Jeongguk
you'd never get a job
your friends and family would leave you
everyone would be like hey don't hire that guy it's the goat-fucker
Yoongi
Would you fuck a goat, Jeongguk?
Please, I know this is a lot to ask, but please just think about this before you answer.
Jeongguk
no I wouldn't fuck a goat.
that's like weird and fucked up for the animal too u know
but tbh fucking the goat would be the most realistic option for a lot of people
I mean your life would kind of be over if everyone thought you fucked it
no one would ever talk to you again
you'd be by yourself forever
Yoongi
And you wouldn't have fucked a goat.
Jeongguk
fair point.

9:47pm

Jeongguk
can you tell me another story?

September 12, 2:41am

Yoongi
Hey sorry I've been out this whole time.
Are you okay?
Jeongguk
yeah it's ok I'm fine
Yoongi
Are you sure?
Jeongguk
yeah :)
where are you?
Yoongi
Just at a freidns.
*friend's
Jeongguk
WOAH
Yoongi
What?
Jeongguk
I'm pretty sure that's the first typo
I've EVER seen you make
Yoongi
That can't be true
Jeongguk
YOU JUST MISSED A PERIOD AT THE END OF THAT
you're drunk aren't you
oh my god are you drunk?
Yoongi
I've had a few drinks. I'm not drunk.
Jeongguk
wow
is this person you're with a friend or a FRIEND
Yoongi
My ex.
Jeongguk
what?
really?
why?
Yoongi
Why not?
Jeongguk
are you just texting me while he's there with you?
Yoongi
H e's in the shower.
Jeongguk
...
did you guys fuck??
Yoongi
Yup
Jeongguk
I thought you said he's a dick
Yoongi
He also has a dick.
Jeongguk
so you don't care that he's an asshole?
Yoongi
We're not dating anymmore so no.
*anymore

6:52pm

Yoongi
Did I upset you last night?
Jeongguk
no
Yoongi
You seemed annoyed with me.
Jeongguk
I guess I just thought it was weird
that you were seeing your ex
especially since you said he's a dick
Yoongi
I'm able to separate a hookup from the moral fabric of the person I'm hooking up with.
Jeongguk
I guess
Yoongi
You don't need to be affected by the decisions I make in my personal life.
Jeongguk
lol
you don't care if your friends do things you think might hurt them?
Yoongi
I respect their decisions.
Jeongguk
until it's too late I guess
Yoongi
It's never been 'too late'.
I just don't reflect my own morals on them.
Jeongguk
you asked me to tell you when I'm sad
because you were worried for me
why else would you ask me to tell you that stuff
Yoongi
That's different, I'm trusting you to tell me if you're sad.
I'm not deciding you're sad.
Jeongguk
ok well you don't need to be affected by the things I do either
if I'm sad I'm sad, I don't need to tell you
Yoongi
I honestly don't understand why you're so annoyed by this situation.
It's not in your character.
Jeongguk
maybe

September 15, 2:12pm

Jeongguk
guess what I got?
Yoongi
What?
Jeongguk
guess
Yoongi
Herpes.
Jeongguk
fuck you
[img]
gonna record from the comfort of my room
Yoongi
Woah, that's great.
When did you get that?
Jeongguk
taehyung's boyfriend is a music producer too
he was selling some of his studio stuff yesterday
Yoongi
Wait, what's his name?
Jeongguk
namjoon
I haven't hung out with him much 
he's a good guy though
Yoongi
I know him.
Jeongguk
really?!?!
Yoongi
I went to high school with him.
I read a Facebook post yesterday that he was selling some equipment.
Jeongguk
holy fucking shit
you know someone who's dating my best friend
small world
Yoongi
I think I've seen your friend too, then.
Jeongguk
how?
Yoongi
Namjoon and I book the same studio sometimes when we're looking for more horsepower.
I've seen him with someone before, they were holding hands.
I didn't know who he was, assumed he was his boyfriend.
We didn't talk enough for Namjoon to introduce him, we practically just walked by and said small hellos.
Jeongguk
[img]
Yoongi
Yup, that's him.
Jeongguk
holy
shit
I'm gonna ask tae if he remembers you
Yoongi
I doubt that, we never spoke.
Jeongguk
I know you already said no
but wouldn't it be cool if we all hung out?
Yoongi
It would, wouldn't it.
Jeongguk
lol

9:23pm

Jeongguk
tae says he doesn't remember you
Yoongi
That's a crying shame.
Jeongguk
he saw your pic on the music site
he thinks you're attractive
Yoongi
Does he now.
Jeongguk
yeah
he's annoyed because I sent you that pic of him and namjoon
he thinks he looks bad in it
told me it wasn't an accurate representation of how he looks
Yoongi
You two sound like a handful.
Jeongguk
[img]
this was preapproved
Yoongi
You two look like a handful.
Jeongguk
what does that mean
Yoongi
It means exactly what it sounds like.
Jeongguk
which is WAHT
WHAT*
Yoongi
You look like the type of friends who would trash a hotel room together.
Jeongguk
I can't even be mad at you for that because it was so accurate

September 16, 1:23pm

Jeongguk
https://soundcloud.com/jeon_jk/Yoongles+sample2+Clo...

3:56pm

Yoongi
I want to work with you.
Jeongguk
what?
Yoongi
I want to work on something with you.
Jeongguk
was the recording good?
Yoongi
I thought my question expressed that sentiment.
But yeah, it was very, very good.
Jeongguk
oh wow haha
thank you
are we finally meeting
is it happening
Yoongi
No, I need you to go to a studio though.
I'll tell you the address and everything.
Jeongguk
you're willing to go through this effort just to avoid meeting me
Yoongi
It's not like that.
Jeongguk
then what's it like
because it sounds like that
Yoongi
Don't get bratty again, come on. I genuinely think it's easier this way.
All I need is the recording.
Jeongguk
fine whatever you sayyyy
do you actually think I sound good?
Yoongi
You've asked me that so many times I don't know how to express to you how serious I am anymore.
Jeongguk
you know the drill
Yoongi
For realsies.
Jeongguk
fuck that went straight to my dick

September 17, 6:33pm

Jeongguk
so I was thinking...
Yoongi
That's not a good sign.
Jeongguk
lol
if I asked for your number would you really have turned me down?
Yoongi
If I just met you?
Probably.
Jeongguk
damn
Yoongi
That's not any indication of how disgusting I think someone is.
I just don't give my number to strangers.
Jeongguk
what if I asked for your number now??
Yoongi
What are we doing right now?
Jeongguk
talking?
Yoongi
Through what medium.
Jeongguk
text
Yoongi
How did we arrive at this point?
Jeongguk
ohhh
Yoongi
It dawns on him.
Jeongguk
I have your number hahaha
Yoongi
Indeed you do.
Jeongguk
hmm
Yoongi
Why are you so curious about how I think of you?
Jeongguk
you're kind of hard to read
I don't like not knowing how i'm doing
Yoongi
How you're DOING?
Is this a test?
Jeongguk
nahh
idk
I can't explain it
it's ok
forget it lol
I sound weird
Yoongi
Give me your email so I can send you details of the studio.
Jeongguk
savagetrashrabbit6166@gmail.com
Yoongi
You put that shit on a resume?
Jeongguk
yup

September 18, 1:23am

Yoongi
Hey.
You around?
Jeongguk
sup
Yoongi
What's up?
Jeongguk
uh
I'm cool
how are you?
Yoongi
Good, not bad.
Jeongguk
are you ok?

2:25am

Jeongguk
Yoongi?

3:56am - Missed call - Jeon Jeongguk

Jeongguk
Can you pick up?
or at last text me back??
where are you?

4:42am

Yoongi
Hey, I'm sorry.
Jeongguk
I was getting ready to call the cops
what happened?
are you ok??
Yoongi
Yeah, I just had a rough night.
Kind of like your birthday night.
Just no cake, no presents, and no vomit.
Jeongguk
where were you?
Yoongi
Oh boy.
Jeongguk
what??
Yoongi
You won't react well if I tell you that.
Jeongguk
you just made it pretty obvious
where you were
with that reaction
Yoongi
I did.
Guess I'd rather imply it than say it.
Jeongguk
did you have a rough night because you were with your ex?
Yoongi
Something like that.
It wasn't a big deal.
Jeongguk
did he do something to you?
what did he do?
where are you right now?
Yoongi
Jeongguk, I want to tell you to relax, but I guess how you feel is my fault.
Sorry I scared you, I'm completely fine, I promise.
Jeongguk
no you're not
did he hurt you???
Yoongi
I am fine.
No, he didn't.
Jeongguk
i'll fucking kill him 
Yoongi
I said he didn't hurt me and I stressed that I'm fine.
Why are you creating this narrative, just take my apology.
Jeongguk
he did something
where are you? can you just fucking tell me?
Yoongi
I'm at my apartment.
He didn't do anything.
We had a conversation that turned into an argument.
It ended poorly, I was in a bad mood.
You tend to cheer me up with the stupid shit you say, so I texted you.
He demanded we continue the conversation, so we did, I didn't get a chance to text you back.
It was really bad timing. I'm sorry.
Jeongguk
why are you so set on hanging out with this guy
if he's clearly a bad person
and he clearly makes you feel bad
Yoongi
It's embarrassing. I don't want to talk about it.
I'm sorry I even started this. I guess I didn't know who else to text.
I regret it now.
Jeongguk
you regret texting me?
Yoongi
I regret making you worried and I regret making you curious about it.
Jeongguk
yoongi
Yoongi
Yes.
Jeongguk
I really like you a lot
and I don't want you to be upset
and if anyone hurts you
in anyway
even if they don't mean to
i'll kill them
Yoongi
That's a little drastic, wouldn't you say?
[img]
Jeongguk
I can't believe you just did that
also that cat kind of looks like you
Yoongi
Does it really?
Jeongguk
kinda yeah

6:28am

Yoongi
I appreciate you being caring.
About the whole ex situation.

12:10pm

Jeongguk
no problem
Yoongi
I have a tendency, I guess.
He's not an abusive guy, we just fight a lot.
But I don't know, it's fucked. I go back to him sometimes.
Jeongguk
you should just delete his number and ignore him if he texts you
Yoongi
Easier said than done.
Jeongguk
yoongi you're the kind of guy i'd put down
as the person who would pull the plug if I couldn't make that decision for myself
like if I was dying
I'd trust you with that decision
Yoongi
That escalated really quickly,
but I think I understand the point you're trying to make through gross exaggeration.
Jeongguk
then do it
Yoongi
Pull the plug on you?
Jeongguk
don't be a smartass
I mean delete his shit from your phone
Yoongi
We'll see.

September 19, 2:33pm

Jeongguk 
guess who has a date next week
Yoongi
I have absolutely no idea.
Can you give me a hint?
Jeongguk
don't be a smartass
me
I'm the one going on a date
Yoongi
Exciting.
Who is he?
Jeongguk
he's a dancer
he does like interpretive ballet or whatever
you know
that super flexible sexy shit
Yoongi
Sounds like a workout.
Jeongguk
I certainly hope so
Yoongi
What's he like?
Jeongguk
wow
I'm surprised you're genuinely asking
Yoongi
I want to know what type of human attracts a person like you.
Jeongguk
he's really sweet
super cute
compliments me a lot
likes to meet up with me
basically the opposite of you
Yoongi
Sounds like a winner.
Jeongguk
yeah no one can compete with those odds
Yoongi
I hope you have a great time.
Jeongguk
really?
Yoongi
Yeah.
Jeongguk
why?
Yoongi
What the fuck do you mean 'why', Jeongguk?
Jeongguk
I mean you don't even know the guy
he could be a serial killer
Yoongi
I'm saying I hope it works out and he doesn't murder you.
Jeongguk
you want me to be happy 
Yoongi
That's not a secret.
Jeongguk
sometimes it feels like any nice thing you say is a secret...
Yoongi
I want you to be happy.
I care about you.
I hope your date goes well.
You're very talented, and you deserve the best.
Jeongguk
wow
that's really nice
means a lot coming from you

September 20, 1:10am

Jeongguk
how do you handle stress from school?
Yoongi
This might sound dumb, but I try to just pretend I'm not stressed.
Jeongguk
isn't that some psychological no-no
Yoongi
Yes, as a matter of fact. It's called avoidance.
Jeongguk
I think I do that too
Yoongi
A lot of people do.
Jeongguk
you seem like you really know what you're doing
Yoongi
I care about what I do a lot.
That's how I get things done.
Jeongguk
yeah
that makes sense
if I cared about what I was doing I'd get it done too I think
Yoongi
There's a solution for that, remember?
Jeongguk
yeah...

 

September 21, 12:11am

Yoongi
What's your favorite key?
Jeongguk
my what? 
Yoongi 
Your favorite musical key.
Jeongguk
uh...I don't know
why?
Yoongi
I was just wondering.
Jeongguk
this is gonna sound like a dumb question
but you mean like favorite key as in like major or minor?
Yoongi
That's exactly what I mean.
Jeongguk
I've never thought about it
do you have a favorite key?
Yoongi
F# minor.
Jeongguk
hm
why?
Yoongi
I like the color.
Jeongguk
I like songs in the major key
Yoongi
I'd think that, yeah.
You seem like an A flat major sort of guy.
Jeongguk
lol
really?
how?
Yoongi
Inspired but a little lost.
Jeongguk
sounds accurate
I'll take it

2:28am

Yoongi
https://soundcloud.com/augustd_/sets/JJK_Portfolio_Set...
Jeongguk
what's that?
Yoongi
Some of the recordings you sent me.
I put them in a portfolio.
In case you want to share them.
Jeongguk
share them with who
Yoongi
With a music school, or with a producer.
I told a friend of mine about you.
I played a bit of a song for him.
He's really interested.
Jeongguk
you did what?
Yoongi
I can give you his number or email.
Jeongguk
you showed him
my stuff
without even asking me first?
Yoongi
Just one song. It wasn't a sit down meeting.
Jeongguk
that stuff was private
for YOU
that stuff wasn't meant to be shared with anyone
Yoongi
I was trying to help you.
Jeongguk
help me WHAT?
do you realize how fucked up that is?
I can't even believe you'd do that tbh
I'm actually in shock
Yoongi
Well, this backfired.
Don't overreact.
You messaged me about being stressed.
Jeongguk
how was that an invitation for this??
I told you I'm sensitive about this stuff and you go and show others?
you think that's why I was sending them to you?
so i could get with a producer?
Yoongi
Can I at least know why you're so against this?

3:23am

Yoongi
I'm sorry.
Jeongguk
I don't want to talk to you rn

September 22, 10:20am

Yoongi
How would you like me to properly apologize to you?
Jeongguk
I don't want an apology
if you wanted me to send you stuff because you wanted to show a producer
and get me signd with some fucking label
or go on american idol or whatever the fuck
you should have just told me
instead of lying and telling me you wanted to work with me
Yoongi
Those things aren't mutually exclusive.
I still want you to work with me.
Jeongguk
working with someone doesn't mean you make decisions about your content without them
Yoongi
You're right.
At the same time, how do you expect to get anything done by pissing on every possibility at success?
Jeongguk
this has nothing to do with success
Yoongi
It really does. You were sensitive about this stuff from the beginning because you said schools rejected you.
You're not doomed to failure because some random committee at a shitty school didn't like you.
Jeongguk
is this supposed to be your apology yoongi
Yoongi
No, because I tried that and you went off again.
You're being fucking immature.
We can't even talk about the one thing we have in common because you have this complex that holds you back from even the slightest discussion.
Jeongguk
and you go fuck people who hate you when you're upset
but you're fucking scared to even meet up with me
even though I'm your fucking friend
for whatever reason which you won't tell me
even though it would also help this stupid collaboration bullshit you keep bringing up
and i'm the one with the complex?????? really???
you're a huge fucking asshole and you think everyone else is beneath you
you pretend like you fucking care but really you're just a fucking selfish piece of shit who hates himself
Yoongi
Nice.
Jeongguk
fuck off

September 25, 12:13am

Jeongguk
I really fucked up
I've fucked up before
but this time I feel like I really fucked it up
I can't even say sorry
because I know it won't matter

September 28, 10:22pm

Jeongguk
I didn't mean anything I said
if that's any consolation
I wouldn't talk to me either after that

September 29, 1:20am

Jeongguk
tbh I don't know why I'm here
I'm still annoyed with you
for doing that. I still don't think you should have done it
but I don't know
I guess I realize I was really really mean to you
way too mean to you
because you made a dumb mistake

October 3, 1:35am

Jeongguk
I went on the date
in case you were curious
it went well I think
he's really nice
he's super attractive
but idk

October 7, 9:38pm

Jeongguk
I miss you a lot

11:36pm

Jeongguk
If you blocked me I guess I can just text here
and it doesn't matter because these messages won't get to you anyway lol

October 12, 9:23pm

Jeongguk
I'm scared of failing again
and I take things really personally
You were right
I need to get over myself
I think I'm going to put my portfolio together
I'll use the set you sent me
I'm surprised you didn't delete it tbh 

October 19, 2:19am

Jeongguk
pause
rewindd
yoongi
taehyuyhg told m ei'm an idiott
h's right
he said i shuodl call u butj
i'm so driuk I know i'll maek a fool out of mysidl

10:11am

Jeongguk
that was embarrassing
sorry...lol

October 26, 3:39pm

Jeongguk
it's been a month...

October 27, 5:44pm

Jeongguk
A flat major
https://youtu.be/WyEvzOIFIY0

9:47pm

Jeongguk
I wasn't going to send that
but I figured it'll be the last thing I send you
I don't want to keep bothering you
I mean assuming you're still getting these texts
god I miss you so fucking much
it's almost annoying
I know I only knew you for like 2 months
but I'd still consider you one of my best friends
I mean I did 
that sounds so dramatic lol
but I guess it kind of is dramatic

October 30, 11:11am

Yoongi
Jeongguk
Jeongguk
yoongi
fuck
fuck
yoongi I'm so sorry
I'm so fucking sorry
Yoongi
I think I'm attracted to you.

 

Chapter Text

12:10pm

Jeongguk
what?
Yoongi
I need to leave again.
To finish rearranging my brain.
Jeongguk
wait
wait
you're attracted to me?
Yoongi
I thought about it for a month.
Jeongguk
but
why don't you want to talk to me
because of what I said or
wait 
I'm so confused yoongi please just
explain yourself or something
don't leave again please
Yoongi
I just came to say that's why I haven't been messaging you.
I just need some more time to figure some stuff out.
Not because I'm mad at you.
Jeongguk
that's doesnt make
any FUCKING SENSE
Yoongi
Please don't be upset.
I need to do this for myself, I'll come back.
Jeongguk
yoongi seriously
can you stop being dramatic
just talk to me 
it's not that big a deal
we can talk about it

7:46pm

Jeongguk
you call me immature
and this is your way to deal with things
you're such a fucking hypocrite

October 31, 5:23pm

Jeongguk
happy halloween asshole

November 2, 3:30pm

Jeongguk
the more you leave me alone
the more I'm going to say things I'm gonna regret
please
yoongi come on

8:42pm

Jeongguk
yoongi please

November 4, 1:21am

Jeongguk
you know what fine
you said you don't want to talk for a while
so I'll wait
I'll wait for you to come back

November 6, 3:27pm

Jeongguk
how long is a while?
can you at least tell me that?

November 8, 8:39pm

Jeongguk
fuck you 
seriously
you don't like me
otherwise you wouldn't do this
this is avoidance remember

November 9, 2:12am

Jeongguk
so I searched up f sharp minor on youtube
mostly classical stuff
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Eb09C-2PRVA
I'm crying listening to this
can you play this shit?
probably
I'm gonna imagine you can
this definitely sounds like the kind of intense stuff you'd know and be good at

November 12, 5:29pm

Jeongguk
recorded a few more songs
but I'm not gonna send them to you tho
because you broke my heart or whatever

November 13, 2:21am

Yoongi
Hey.
Jeongguk
I don't even have the energy to be happy
Yoongi
I have to apologize about showing your song to my friend.
Everything you said about me was right. 
For the first week I was focused on being annoyed with you.
Then I realized it wasn't going away.
Then I realized I wasn't annoyed with you, I realized it was something else.
This timeline...kind of took a while.
Jeongguk
I'm just so tired from all of it I don't even know if I want to talk to you anymore
Yoongi
I completely understand that.
I'll leave you alone.

3:15am

Jeongguk
yoongi
yoongi did you go
Yoongi
No, I'm right here.
Jeongguk
ok 
dont go
I'm gonna go to sleep for now
but don't go ok
Yoongi
I'll be here.

12:34pm

Jeongguk
you really like me?
Yoongi
Yes.
Jeongguk
like 
you thought about it
and the feeling is still there?
Yoongi
I thought about it for over a month.

2:21pm

Jeongguk
we've never met
Yoongi
Doesn't matter.
Jeongguk
why do you like me though?
Yoongi
Can you please not make me try and put it into words?
Jeongguk
dont you think I'm annoying
Yoongi
I think you're fucking adorable.
Jeongguk
really?
you have a weird way of showing it
Yoongi
I'm aware.

4:10pm

Jeongguk
what about your ex
you were seeing your ex
you slept with him
Yoongi
I was fucking my ex hoping maybe I could stop thinking about you.
Then you told me you went on a date.
And I was annoyed. And I was fucking embarrassed that I was annoyed.
Jeongguk
you didn't sound annoyed
Yoongi
Did you want me to sound annoyed?
Jeongguk
I don't know

November 14, 2:36am

Jeongguk
I'm not dating that guy
and yeah I wanted you to sound annoyed
Yoongi
I wouldn't protest if you were dating him.
And thank you for telling me that.
Jeongguk
yoongi
I missed you so much
Yoongi
I missed you too.
This has never happened to me before, at least not like this.
So I don't know how to deal with it, clearly.
Jeongguk
let's just
text like this
and we'll talk about that stuff later
I should probably say my bit too
Yoongi
You don't have to say anything.
I contemplated not coming back.
I thought about deleting your number.
But I couldn't fucking do it.
Jeongguk
I'm glad you didn't
Yoongi
I'm sorry I made you so sad.
I don't want to imagine you sad.
Jeongguk
I never know when I'm sad
it could be always lol
who knows
Yoongi
I don't want that for you.
Jeongguk
I'm falling asleep yoongi
don't lleave ok?
Yoongi
I won't.
Jeongguk
promise
Yoongi
I promise.
I'll be here.

11:51am

Jeongguk
hey yoongi
I'm working on my message to you
like...I'm writing a response
it's really long
I'll send it when I'm done
Yoongi
Take your time.

November 15, 1:10am

Jeongguk
hey yoongi
Yoongi
Hi.
Jeongguk
ok here's my message
i'm gonna copy and paste it

I thought a lot about you saying you're attracted to me. Because I guess I was confused why YOU were saying that to ME.  I just assumed you thought I had a crush on you. Otherwise I wouldn't have bothered you so much in the first place. You were so smart and funny and lowkey mean and idk I said I don't have a type but you're my type.  And then you were so concerned with my singing and music and I was terrified. I think my anger was because I didn't want you to be interested because then I wouldn't let you down. Is that weird? I guess I wanted you to not care about my stuff because I didn't want to fail again and this time fail in FRONT OF YOU. Anyway then I saw photos of you. I find you're really hot. I kind of implied it but it was mostly through jokes because I'm a coward. I'm not gonna really get into that part because I guess it's not important. To be honest I didn't consider I even had a real crush until a few nights ago when you came back. I was too busy being upset you were gone. when you came back I had compared the two feelings of when you left and when you were here. I think it was obvious then? I can't focus on more than one emotion at a time lol it fucks with my brain. When you stopped talking to me I honestly wanted to die. Not to sound dramatic but it was the truth. I don't open up with a lot of people and I just wanted you back because I couldn't imagine not having you there. Aand it's SO fucking dumb because it has literally been what 3 months and I'm this obsessed with you. Anyway yoongi, I was hoping you could maybe keep being attracted to me? Because I'm attracted to yuo too? I'm hoping maybe we can be attracted to each other? Is that okay? we don't have to talk about it. You said you wanted to go rearrange your thoughts for a while and I hope you didn't arrange it somehow so I'm not included anymore. I don't care if you don't want to meet me. I'm fine like this. anything you want.
Okay how do I end this

-jeongguk aka. savage trash rabbit

Yoongi
Wow.
That was…not what I was expecting.
Jeongguk
in a good or bad way?
I noticed some typos after I sent it sorry
I was trying to make it all grammatical
so it’d appeal to you more
but I have fat thumbs
Yoongi
Your typical typing is appealing.
Jeongguk
wait
does you being attracted to me
mean you’re going to start being super nice to me
because I don’t think I can handle it
I might get a nosebleed
like those anime characters 
Yoongi
I’ve always been nice to you.
Jeongguk
damn I’d be scared to be your enemy
Yoongi
I want to address something.
Jeongguk
yeah?
Yoongi
I didn’t want to meet for different reasons.
At first, I just thought it’d be weird since I’ve never done this…texting a stranger and then meeting them.
Not that you were a stranger at that point, but I pretended maybe you were.
Then when I realized I was attracted to you, you asked again, and then I was using that psychological technique we talked about.
Jeongguk
avoidance
Yoongi
Yeah that one.
I promise, though, when I didn't text you for a while, I wasn't avoiding you.
I thought about you constantly. I muted the texts because I knew if I just read what you were saying I'd cave too fast
and I wouldn't have enough time to think about it.
I really had to think about it.
It usually takes me fucking years to like someone.
I didn't think you might have felt the same, it never occurred to me.
I really put you through a lot.
Jeongguk
that's ok
as long as you're back it's fine
Yoongi
I feel shitty about it.
Jeongguk
did you miss me at least
Yoongi
A lot.
Jeongguk
good
Yoongi
It's late, you have school tomorrow right?
Jeongguk
yeah idc though
I feel go of
good
Yoongi
You're falling asleep aren't you?
Jeongguk
I feel like I just ran a marathon
nd like I can finally sleep
Yoongi
Go sleep, okay?
We'll talk tomorrow.
Jeongguk
okay
nght

10:34am

Jeongguk
good morning
Yoongi
Morning, did you sleep well?
Jeongguk
yeah 
I dreamed about you
Yoongi
Really?
Jeongguk
yeah
Yoongi
Care to share details?
Or am I going to regret asking you?
Jeongguk
we were pirates
you tried to drown me
Yoongi
I assume there's some psychological trauma we're going to need to unbox.
Jeongguk
no it was okay
I was super ok with drowning
Yoongi
Jesus Christ.

2:22pm

Jeongguk
so like 
what do we do
now that we're attracted to each other
Yoongi
I don't think there's a specific rulebook.
Jeongguk
I wanna hear your voice
Yoongi
Want to talk on the phone?
Jeongguk
really?
Yoongi
Yeah.
I'll call you after I'm done this transposition I'm doing.
Jeongguk
fuck
i'm like
kind of nervous
Yoongi
Why?
Jeongguk
idk
what if you think I have a stupid voice
Yoongi
You already know I think the opposite of that.
Jeongguk
I mean speaking voice
tae tells me I sound dumb
I kinda have a lisp
not always just sometimes 
I think it comes out when I'm nervous

[2:27pm] Voice call from Yoongi  - 34 minutes

Jeongguk
:)
Yoongi
Hi again.
10 seconds later.
Jeongguk
it was so surreal
hearing your real voice call me a dumbass
instead of seeing you type it
Yoongi
Same with hearing 'yoongs' actually come out of your mouth.
Jeongguk
I bet it was just a dream before that
Yoongi
It was.
Jeongguk
I was gonna tell you this over the phone
but I was kinda embarrassed.
you have a really hot voice
Yoongi
Really?
Jeongguk
yeah
Yoongi
How so?
Jeongguk
let's just leave it at that for now 
Yoongi
...

9:54pm 

Jeongguk
taehyung says I should be more a more romantic person
Yoongi
With who?
Jeongguk
my fucking math teacher
who do you think
Yoongi
Your sarcasm gets stronger by the day.
Why do you figure you need to be romantic with me?
Jeongguk
are you attracted to me?
Yoongi
Yes.
Jeongguk
do you wanna kiss me?
Yoongi
Well...
Jeongguk
yoongi
this is dumb
I want to kiss you
if you're attracted to someone don't you generally want to kiss them?
Yoongi
I want to kiss you.
Jeongguk
I should be happy but
it doesn't feel real after I pretty much coerced you to say it
Yoongi
It's real.
I really do want to kiss you.
Jeongguk
ok
I feel better about it

November 16, 10:55am

Jeongguk
is it normal to get morning wood in your 20s?
Yoongi
Uh, yeah I'd assume it's very normal.
Jeongguk
do you get them a lot?
Yoongi
Not really, maybe once or twice a month.
Jeongguk
pretty much me every morning
[img]
Yoongi
Hahahaha
Jeongguk
:D
Yoongi
Apparently if you don't masturbate often you get them more.
Jeongguk
I definitely don't think that's true
like
I have extensive extensive evidence that it's not true
Yoongi
Oh, Jeongguk.

11:34pm

Yoongi
Send me a photo of you.
Jeongguk
why?
dick pic?
Yoongi
No.
Send me the one you used as your Youtube icon.
I want to look at it.
Jeongguk
just look at it?
Yoongi
No, I plan on nailing it to the wall and throwing darts at it.
Jeongguk
I just mean it's such a weird request
'send me a photo cuz I wanna look at it'
god
Yoongi
Do you generally print out and eat photographs, Jeongguk?
Jeongguk
stop it
I meant obviously you're gonna look at it
my "why" was mostly to hear you say you want it because you think I'm hot
but you killed the mood so thanks for that
Yoongi
I think you're hot.
I want that specific photo of you because you look very cute in it.
Jeongguk
was that so hard?
Yoongi
It was a fucking nightmare, yeah.
Jeongguk
[img]
Yoongi
Thanks.
Jeongguk
ok now send me one of you
Yoongi
You have my instagram.
Jeongguk
I already jerked off to all of those
Yoongi
I can't believe someone told you that you weren't romantic.
Jeongguk
gonna screenshot you saying that to show tae

November 17, 2:38pm

Jeongguk
f sharp minor
Yoongi
What about it?
Jeongguk
it's a good scale
https://soundcloud.com/jeon_jk/Yoongs+has+a+crush+on+me...
Yoongi
Beautiful cover,
unsavory track name.
God, I love your voice.
Jeongguk
ahhhhh
thank u :)
Yoongi
Investing in that recording gear was really the best thing you've done.
Jeongguk
so I was thinking
Yoongi
Yeah?
Jeongguk
I want to really make that portfolio
and I want to submit it to a few schools for next year
Yoongi
That's...an amazing fucking idea, Jeongguk.
Jeongguk
thanks I came up with it entirely on my own
Yoongi
Do you really want to do this?
Jeongguk
yeah and I was thinking
I wanna apply at your college
it's probably out of my league but
they have a really cool music program
you don't have to just focus on voice
which would be cool because I can do other stuff
Yoongi
You're blowing my mind.
Jeongguk
is that weird? that it's your college?
I swear I'm not doing it in a creepy way
like if you don't want me to
I can not apply there
I won't be offended
Yoongi
I'd love for you to apply here.
Jeongguk
could you maybe help me?
like to get everything together into a portfolio
maybe tell me what I should put in there
they want classical too, right? I'm not good at that
Yoongi
I'd love to help you.
Yeah, they want classical lieder as well, just to see what your voice can do.
I think you have a versatile voice, I know it shouldn't be a problem for you.
I'll send you some samples right now, you can choose which ones you like.
If you have trouble with the notation, ask me.
Jeongguk
yoongi
Yoongi
Yeah?
Jeongguk
I like you a lot
Yoongi
I like you too, Jeongguk.

[6:45pm] Voice call from Jeongguk - 28 minutes

November 18, 1:52pm

Jeongguk
how tall are you?
Yoongi
I'm a 6'2" top, remember?
Jeongguk
nah
Yoongi
What does that mean.
Jeongguk
it means nahh
I can tell when you're fucking with me
I feel it through your texts
Yoongi
Oh right, you're a 'psycic'.
Is the earth's magnetic pole going to shift?
What am I holding in my hand?
Jeongguk
your lil microdick
Yoongi
I'm 5'8"
Jeongguk
really?
you're shorter than me?
I'm 5'10
how much do you weigh?
Yoongi
I'm not interested in joining your rugby team, coach.
Jeongguk
I was planning on feeding you to my pet gator
Yoongi
Nice euphemism.
Jeongguk
what the fuck is that
Yoongi
Google it.
Jeongguk
I'm way too lazy yoongi just tell me
Yoongi
Euphemism is the Greek word for penis.
Jeongguk
oh
thanks
wait have I sent you a dick pic?
Yoongi
God fucking damnit.
Why do I like you so much?
Jeongguk
because I look good in sweatpants
and I average 8 kills per game on fortnite

November 19, 1:59am

Jeongguk
can I say something
it might be a little weird
Yoongi
You can say it.
Jeongguk
when my jackass friend
sent you those dirty messages
and you played along
Yoongi
Yes.
Jeongguk
I read it over a bunch of times
it kind of turned me on
is that weird?
Yoongi
Did it?
Jeongguk
yeah
Yoongi
Can I say something?
Jeongguk
yes
Yoongi
That's not weird.
Jeongguk
really?
Yoongi
It's not.
Jeongguk
what if I said I want to kiss you
Yoongi
We already went over this.
Jeongguk
and press against you
Yoongi
Oh
Jeongguk
I want to see how you fit me
would you let me
Yoongi
I'd let you
Jeongguk
fuck 
can we please meet? soon?
not because of my dick
I promise
i'm just emotional rn
Yoongi
We can meet
I'll let you know, okay?
Jeongguk
ok
I'm a mess
i look like a mess lol
Yoongi
I bet you look amazing
Jeongguk
I look desperate and I have my hand on my dick and I'm kind of crying
Yoongi
Why are you crying?
Jeongguk
idk just thinking about you and stuff
I'm so lame fml
Yoongi
No, you're not
Jeongguk
youre not using periods
Yoongi
Fuck the periods
They're unimportant
Jeongguk
yea h fuck periods

November 20, 10:03am

Jeongguk
I didn't have morning wood today!!!!!
Yoongi
That's incredible news.
Jeongguk
I think I jerked off so much 
while I was trying to fall asleep
that my dick was like k that's enough
Yoongi
Don't tug too hard.
Jeongguk
how often do you masturbate??
Yoongi
About once or twice a week.
Jeongguk
ONCE a WEEK?
HOLY SHIT I DO IT LIKE 2 TIMES A FUCKING DAY
Yoongi
I'd say you probably have a little more energy than I do.
I move slow, fuck slow.
I don't work slow, though. That's the only thing I do fast.
Jeongguk
that's cute
you're cute
Yoongi
I'm adorable.
Jeongguk
haha

2:28pm

Jeongguk
what pet name can I call you
like if I want to bother you
but you're pretty ok with it
so like 75% you like it 25% sort of annoys you
Yoongi
You take being a fuckface very seriously don't you.
You've got it down to a mathematical statistic.
Jeongguk
you know
fuckface is cool
you can call me that
can I call you pumpkin?
Yoongi
Absolutely not.
Jeongguk
kitten?
Yoongi
No.
Jeongguk
little oreo (please say yes)
Yoongi
No.
Jeongguk
wtf come on
what about babe?
Yoongi
Hm...
Jeongguk
wow 
you're so boring babe
so hot but so boring
Yoongi
Thanks, fuckface.
Jeongguk
k nvm
on second thought
not enjoying fuckface
seems kind of abrasive
Yoongi
You think?
Jeongguk
a little yeah
Yoongi
Cooky.
Jeongguk
I like that
especially when I imagine it in your voice

November 21, 7:15pm

Yoongi
Did you manage to get through all the recordings?
Jeongguk
yeah I was actually going to send them to you today
woah
Yoongi
I felt it.
Jeongguk
Classic1.mp3
Classic1+effects.mp3
ClassicAccoustic.mp3
Yoongi
Thanks
Jeongguk
:)

10:23pm

Yoongi
These are all great. Every single one.
You sound amazing.
Jeongguk
really?
thank you!
Yoongi
Yeah, for the second one though, the acoustic,
can you send it again but use the echo cancel effect?
Jeongguk
oh yeah ok
I didn't know you could hear it
I'll go record it again
Yoongi
Ah, shit. I forgot you had to go to the studio to record these.
Jeongguk
Yeah the mic I got is good but it's not good enough for this level lol
Yoongi
You don't need to go again, they all honestly sound great as is.
Jeongguk
no it's ok
I want them to be perfect
I'll go again!
Yoongi
That's a good attitude.

November 22, 3:43pm

Jeongguk
hi!
Yoongi
Hi there
Jeongguk
is this yoongi??
Yoongi
It is.
I'm assuming this isn't Jeongguk.
Jeongguk
this is taehyung
guk is napping
you're stealing my guk away from me I hope you know that
Yoongi
Am I?
Jeongguk
yes :(
he's always on his phone now :(
he was the worst third wheel ever a few nights ago :(
Yoongi
That must have been devastating for you.
Jeongguk
you know joon right? my bf
Yoongi
I've met him a few times, yeah.
Jeongguk
he tells me you're really talented!
Yoongi
Does he? That's nice of him.
He's talented too.
Jeongguk
I doubt you're more talented than he is but if he says you are then you must be pretty good ig
Yoongi
You think really highly of him, that's good.
Jeongguk
i'm the best boyfriend ever, to be completely honest with you
Yoongi
Self-appointed champion of boyfriends.
Jeongguk
yes
guk really really likes you btw
he won't stop talking about you
it's really annoying sometimes
but if you make him happy then I guess I'm happy :)
Yoongi
Well, that was easy.
I was expecting something more aggressive.
Jeongguk
if you hurt him I'll kill you and make it look like an accident :)
Yoongi
Ah, there it is.
Jeongguk
scale of 1-10 how cute is guk
Yoongi
Trick question.
He's off the scale.
Jeongguk
hm
you got lucky
question 2:
should I eat guk's long chicken burger
he ate all my fries
Yoongi
I think you should let him eat his own burger.
Jeongguk
but he already had one
and he's sleeping
and you WOULD say that because you like him
hmm
it smells so fucking good omg
Yoongi
You seem like you've already decided what to do.
Jeongguk
I'll ask him once
really quietly
[img]
he didn't answer..
i'm gonna eat it! 

6:40pm

Jeongguk
YOU LET HIM EAT MY BURGER????
we're breakng up
and we haven't even technically dated yet
Yoongi
I tried in vain to stop him.
I failed you.
Jeongguk
it's okay
:(
Yoongi
He did send me an adorable photo of you, though.
So it wasn't an entirely bad situation.
Jeongguk
eugh that was a terrible photo
Yoongi
Did you guys have fun?
Jeongguk
yeah!
he came with me when I went to the studio
but I ate so much
I gotta go to the gym for a swol sesh
you know how there's like a small window of time when you can convert fat into muscle?
Yoongi
No.
Also please never say Swol Sesh again.
Jeongguk
not all of us were born perfect ok yoongi
you lizard person
some of us have to work hard to look good
Yoongi
The irony of you saying that is something out of a Shakespeare play.
Jeongguk
I feel like you just complimented me
but I'm too dumb to understand
so I'm just going to thank you anyway
Yoongi
You don't know what I said means, but you're going to thank me.
Jeongguk
yeah
Yoongi
Haven't heard that in a while, I missed it.

November 23, 7:03pm

Jeongguk
BABE
Yoongi
Cooky.
Jeongguk
i missed you
Yoongi
I missed you too.
Jeongguk
then why didn't you message me
it's been like a whole day
Yoongi
Ah, I'm sorry. 
I had a really busy afternoon.
Jeongguk
oh it's ok
i'm just kidding
Yoongi
I'm sorry, anyway.
I missed you too.
Jeongguk
:)
Yoongi
How was your Swol Sesh?
Jeongguk
amazing
I'm here at the gym right now
it's COMPLETELY empty
it's like the aftermath of a zombie apacolypse
I feel like I spelled that wrong
Yoongi
You tried, that's all that matters.
Jeongguk
lol
I'm in the change room right now
completely naked
and there's no one here
I'm just swinging my dick around and no one can stop me
Yoongi
That sounds quite liberating, actually
Jeongguk
it is
what should I do next
Yoongi
Sing to me.
Jeongguk
that's what you always say
Yoongi
I always want it.
Jeongguk
oh yeah???
do you want it yoongs?
do you want it????????
Yoongi
I want it so bad.
For realsies.
Jeongguk
well shit
Yoongi
Kind of ruins everything, doesn't it.
Jeongguk
yeah
https://youtu.be/ictuYse6MMo
Yoongi
Fuck.
Jeongguk
what
Yoongi
You.
Jeongguk
me? :)
Yoongi
Yeah.

9:37pm

Yoongi
How's the portfolio coming along, by the way?
If you don't mind me asking.
Jeongguk
it's going well
I'm almost done
when I send it to you I want you to be honest
Yoongi
I will.
Jeongguk
and yoongi
you don't have to be worried about asking me about school or singing or whatever
I'm cool with it now
Yoongi
Why's that?
Jeongguk
because you helped me
and you were right
and I thought about it
it's not the end of the world
I just have to try again you know?
I'm good at trying
Yoongi
You are, you're good at everything you set your mind to.
Jeongguk
you know
you're a really really sweet guy
also you're super beautiful
sorry if that sounds weird
I mean it
Yoongi
No, that's really nice.
Are you jerking off to my Instagram photos again?
Jeongguk
no that was earlier
but I was just like thinking about you
and you're hot
but you're also like
beautiful
Yoongi
They've got some powerful filters on that app.
Jeongguk
nah I can tell
Yoongi
You know I don't have to tell you I find you attractive.
Jeongguk
i mean you can
if you want
Yoongi
You're really hot.
Jeongguk
thanks
Yoongi
No problem.

November 24, 8:34am

Yoongi
Just want to let you know I have a really busy day today.
I may be away from my phone, in case you text me.
I promise that I miss you in the mean time.

2:12pm

Jeongguk
literally just woke up
that was the cutest string of texts you've ever sent me
I want to get them tattooed along my taint

8:31pm

Yoongi
Please don't.
Jeongguk
hi babe 
Yoongi
Hi there.
Jeongguk
Do you have any tattoos?
Yoongi
I have a giant butterfly right above my ass.
Under it, it says 'sweetheart' in cursive writing.
Jeongguk
that's kinda hot
Yoongi
Jeongguk.
Jeongguk
yeah
Yoongi
I'm fucking joking.
Jeongguk
oh
that's a shame
Yoongi
Is it, really.
Jeongguk
I don't have any
but I want some
like a dragon on my back or smth
with like wings, and its breathing fire
and in the fire it says YOONGI but it's written in music notes
like little music notes 
and then upside down the YOONGI actually says MOTIVATION
will you come with me when I get it
Yoongi
I want to kiss you sometimes just to shut you up.
Jeongguk
but mostly because you like me so much and you're so attracted to me
Yoongi
Yes.
Jeongguk
you can't troll the king of trolls
I'm untrollable
[img]
Yoongi
Very fucking cute.
Can't even argue with that.

November 25, 1:37pm

Jeongguk
remember when you stopped talking to me for over a whole month
Yoongi
Why would you even bring that up.
Jeongguk
cos I wass thinking again
about how I thought you hated me
and about how I thought all my stupid jokes
finally pushed you away
Yoongi
I like you.
A lot.
Too much, I think.
I like you too much sometimes.
Jeongguk
like you wanna keep me in a jar away from the rest of the world?
Yoongi
Yes.
Jeongguk
kinky 
https://youtu.be/NULygc8nm-c
Yoongi
10
You're killing me with these videos, Jeongguk.
Jeongguk
good

7:34pm

Yoongi
So, the 30th, when you go to record the rest of your portfolio.
Jeongguk
yes oreoe
oreo
sorry walking back home from the gym
and it's super dark
can baerly see what I'm typing
Yoongi
It's okay.
Let's meet, when you come down.
Jeongguk
for real??? ?
Yoongi
Yeah.
I can't take it anymore.
Jeongguk
fuck
omg
are you sure?????
like
you were nervous and stuff
I don't wanna force it
but like really????
Yoongi
Yes, you're not forcing it.
If anything, I feel fucking stupid.
Jeongguk
fuck you don't say that about yourself
Yoongi
Bit of a mixed message there.
Jeongguk
hey
Yoongi
Yes
Jeongguk
hang on
it's uploading
Yoongi
What's uploading?
Jeongguk
https://youtu.be/w_1-CZD7pdc
Yoongi
You need to stop sending these without warning.
Jeongguk
haha why
Yoongi
I make embarrassing faces.
Jeongguk
I can't wait to make you make faces
Yoongi
Hmm.
Jeongguk
yeah
exactly
it had two meanings
and one of them was naughty
Yoongi
Double entendre.
Jeongguk
what?
Yoongi
You're a national treasure.
Jeongguk
[img]
Yoongi
Now I'm hard again, thanks.
Jeongguk
:)

10:57pm

Jeongguk
do you prefer songs in the major or minor key?
I realized I never asked you even though you asked me
Yoongi
I think both keys have their own incredible qualities,
but I'd say I'm generally drawn to the minor key.
Jeongguk
sadder stuff right?
Yoongi
Not always, sometimes just sentimental.
Jeongguk
I think you're sentimental
since you're soft on the inside
like we discussed
Yoongi
I wouldn't argue with that analysis.
Sometimes I transpose happy pieces into the minor key just to hear how they sound.
Jeongguk
omfg shut up
Yoongi
I'm serious. Try me.
Jeongguk
the super mario theme
Yoongi
Give me a minute.
Jeongguk
it has now been 5 minutes
Yoongi
https://vocaroo.com/i/s1DvLx8lHy2A
Jeongguk
oh my god
oh my god yoongi
this is so sad
I'm so fucking sad
Yoongi
Aren't we all.

November 26, 11:23am

Jeongguk
you know how I said
that we're not even dating yet
that one time
and you didn't correct me
Yoongi
yeah
Jeongguk
I was sad about that
Yoongi
What do you mean?
Jeongguk
I mean
we can still technically date
even though we haven't met in person right?
that's definitely a thing
I watched a documentary last night
while I was streaming
Yoongi
You were watching a documentary about relationships while you were playing video games.
Jeongguk
yeah
Yoongi
Are you asking me to be your boyfriend?
Jeongguk
omg it sounds so weird like that
Yoongi
Well?
Jeongguk
yeah I guess I am
Yoongi
You're what?
Jeongguk
asking that
Yoongi
Asking what, exactly?
Jeongguk
ohhhhh
you fucking asshole lol
Yoongi
I'm waiting.
Jeongguk
WILL YOU BE MY FUCKING BOYFREIND YOOGNI
fuck
*yoongi
*boyfriend
I really ballsed that up didn't I
Yoongi
I wouldn't have asked for it any other way.
Yes, I'll be your boyfriend.
Days before we actually meet.
Jeongguk
good

1:26pm

Jeongguk
when I see you
I might really want to kiss you
can I?
Yoongi
Yes.
Jeongguk
damn right!
cos you're my boyfriend
lol
Yoongi
Don't make me regret this.

9:45pm

Jeongguk
I compiled my whole portfolio
but I figure when we meet
I'll be more inspired to add more songs
and you can help me with them maybe
Yoongi
I'd fucking love to.
Jeongguk
do you have your own studio?
like other than the one you go to at school or with namjoon?
Yoongi
I have one in my apartment, yeah.
But it doesn't have all the equipment I need.
I'm still saving to buy all the missing parts.
Jeongguk
that's so cool
you're so cool
Yoongi
I'm really not.
Jeongguk
well 
you're kind of a loser yeah
Yoongi
You switched sides so fast.
You didn't even try to argue back once.
Jeongguk
it is what it is ok

November 27, 9:34am

Jeongguk
school sucks
Yoongi
Amen.

1:34pm

Jeongguk
do you like lamb?
Yoongi
I love lamb.
Jeongguk
there's this amazing place
afghani food
so fucking good
they have the best lamb
wanna go???
Yoongi
Is this meant to be our romantic first date?
Jeongguk
mhm
what's more romantic than a food coma?
Yoongi
Red meat.
Jeongguk
exactly
k going to my soccer game
and then they wanna party after.
talk to you tmrw ok
Yoongi
:)
Jeongguk
You just emoticon'd
you meme'd once and now you've emoticon'd
I can't believe this
Yoongi
Stop turning nouns into verbs.
Jeongguk
don't yoongi this for me
Yoongi
Nice.

November 28, 1:34am

Jeongguk
we won!!!!!!!!!
Yoongi
Congratulations!
I'm proud of you.
Jeongguk
I'm SO HYYPE
kinda drunk now
we went out to drink
I scored one of the two goals
Yoongi
Good for you.
Jeongguk
say that without the period
it sounds super sarcastic like that
Yoongi
good for you!!!!
Jeongguk
thank you
miss you
Yoongi
Be safe, okay?
Jeongguk
I will
little oreo
Yoongi
Oh boy.

[2:12am] Voice call from Jeongguk - 18 minutes

5:31pm

Jeongguk
so
hi
Yoongi
Hi, there
Jeongguk
I don't remember what I said when I called you
but tae says I made a huge fool out of myself
Yoongi
You didn't.
You were the same level of fool you always are.
Jeongguk
ok good
I should sleep for like
hours and hours
Yoongi
Please do so.

November 29,  1:34am

Jeongguk
I have a question
it's kind of sexual
Yoongi
Go for it
Jeongguk
have you ever jerked off while thinking about me?
Yoongi
Yes.
Jeongguk
oh
Yoongi
Does that make you uncomfortable?
Jeongguk
no no
I jerk it to you all the time
Yoongi
That's fantastic news.
Jeongguk
what do you think about?
specifically
Yoongi
Ah...
This, I don't know if I could text.
Jeongguk
is it that explicit
Yoongi
Tell me what you think about.
Jeongguk
right now?
Yoongi
Yes.
In fact, call me.
Jeongguk
uh
are you sure?
Yoongi
Yeah.

[2:12am] Voice call from Jeongguk - 52 minutes

Jeongguk
:)
Yoongi
You're really good at that shit.
Jeongguk
thank you
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Yoongi
Very fucking cute.
Jeongguk
I bet you kissed your phone lol
Yoongi
I did not
Jeongguk
kiss your phone
Yoongi
No.
Jeongguk
do it
Yoongi
Fine.
Jeongguk
did u do it???
Yoongi
Yes.
Jeongguk
hahahahhahahahahaha you loser

1:56pm

Jeongguk
I just realized I'm seeing you tomorrow
oh my fuckicng god
holy shit
that's so soon
i didn't even realize
Yoongi
Is that a bad thing?
Jeongguk
no
it's a GREAT thing
I'm just nervous
I should get a haircut
Yoongi
You have nothing to be nervous about.
I have a lot I want to apologize for in person.
Jeongguk
no.
i don't want you to apologize about anything okay?
we already discussed it
that's over
we're together now
we're dating
you're my boyfriend 
we're not digging that stuff up again
okay?
Yoongi
Okay.

9:23pm

Yoongi
Where did you want to meet?
Jeongguk
outside the studio?
no wait
outside the building
I wanna see you outside first lol
Yoongi
Why?
Jeongguk
I don't know
Yoongi
You trying to reenact a romance movie?
Jeongguk
WHAT ABOUT IT
Yoongi
Nothing.
Okay, we can meet outside the music building.
What time?
Jeongguk
2pm?
Yoongi
Okay
Jeongguk
I'm nervous
Yoongi
Don't be.
That'll make me nervous.
Jeongguk
I'm actually sweating SO MUCH
it's weird
i'll send you a pic of my pits
Yoongi
You really don't need to do that.
I believe you.
Jeongguk
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Yoongi
Lovely!

November 30, 1:23

Jeongguk
I can't fall asleep
Yoongi
Me neither.

2:34am

Jeongguk
what if you think I'm ugly in person
Yoongi
You won't be ugly to me, trust me.
Jeongguk
you sure?
Yoongi
I'm certain.

3:45am

Jeongguk
you awake?
Yoongi
No.
Jeongguk
kk

4:12am

Jeongguk
wait a second
Yoongi
Sleep.

10:28am

Jeongguk
so
I know we were supposed to meet at 2pm
no rush
I'm already here tho
Yoongi
Jesus Christ.
I'll come now.
Jeongguk
no seriously
take your time
I drank like 4 cokes
I might go into cardiac arrest
Yoongi
Be there in 20.
Jeongguk
ok

10:50am

Yoongi
I'm here.
I don't see you though.
Jeongguk
I'm wearing a big black hoodie
holding a huge folder with all my sheet paper in it
I'm sitting on the bench next to the fountain
there are a bunch of pigeons in front of it
i'm not feeding them though
they're just like chillin here with me for some reason
Yoongi
I see you.
Jeongguk
you do?

November 31, 3:35am

Jeongguk
yoongs
Yoongi
Hi, Cooky
Jeongguk 
are you home?
Yoongi
Yeah, I just key'd in.
Jeongguk
call me

[3:39am] Voice call from Yoongi - 104 minutes

Jeongguk
ok I know we said good night already but
in conclusion :
I want more lamb
and more you
Yoongi
I love lamb.
You're not bad either, I guess.
Jeongguk
I love you
Yoongi
I love you too

 

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