Chapter 1: Black Light Club 1
“Oh no, not again”
I heard a glass break behind me, and for the first time, it wasn’t my fault. Some rich kids got into a fight. The typical “my dick is bigger than yours” kind of attitude guys.
I saw Tani jumping over the bar, trying to break them up. The other girls followed.
No one wants to be in the middle of the fight, but no one wants to be in a bar where people fight either, so we had to take them outside, where it was no longer our responsibility.
I yelled at the guy in front of me “Yah, go out.”. He didn’t look at me, instead he threw a punch into another guy’s face. “If you don’t leave, daddy will kick all your asses” I yelled again. He looked at me and huffed ironically. I huffed back at him. “Don’t say I didn’t warn you.”
Meesha was trying to tackle one of the tallest, Ella was hugging another one from behind.
Some kicks were thrown.
The other clients backed away, leaving us and them in the middle.
I grabbed this guy’s wrist and he shook me off.
A loud bang made everyone fall to the floor.
Daddy was on the bar, holding a gun. He looked so dangerously hot in his sunglasses and long, silk robe. He was the type of guy that all us girls drooled over, but no one wanted to mess with him. His innocent eyes, silly behavior, were just a distraction. A wolf in a sheep’s skin. He was really powerful and everyone feared him. Scary, but oh, so hot.
The chandelier was swinging, the light bulb shards fell over our heads. Another warning. The second this month. It wasn’t like this when I became a waitress here. But now gang fights are regular.
Everyone got out of the club and we closed the doors behind them.
V jumped off the bar on the floor and winked at me. He enjoyed watching me blush, then he went back into his VIP booth.
“Did he just wink at you?” Cece asked me with a smirk.
“Mhm” I answered, still looking in his direction.
“Snap out of it” she waved her hand in front of my eyes.
“Agh, you’re right. What am I thinking about?” I looked at her with a whiny face.
“Keep dreaming” Ella patted my shoulder and giggled.
“I wouldn’t mess with him” Meesha said.
“You know what happened to Tani” Kina added.
“Let’s not talk about that” Tani shouted and her face got all red.
“Yah, let’s clean up so we can go home earlier” I changed the subject.
They all stopped giggling and started cleaning the mess.
As soon as we were done, we changed clothes and waited for the rest of the girls to finish.
Daddy came back into the club and sat on a sofa. We all sat around him. He wanted to tell us something.
“Oh you changed your clothes, that’s a shame, you looked really good tonight in sparkly lingerie, girls” He smirked at Cece and Ella. “I wanted to talk to you about tonight. The guys that were in a fight come from really rich families. They kinda have this feud thing going on, but to cut that short, I still want them here. They spend a lot.“
“Yeah, I was wondering who those are” Tani asked.
“The tall blonde guys are the Kim brothers. Namjoon and Jin. Their family owns Quad systems. Their friend is Yoongi, his dad is the CEO of Alp Softwares. They’re all filthy rich.”
“And the others?” Meesha’s eyes grew big.
“Jungkook, heir of Lucent Enterprises, Jimin and Hoseok, their parents co-own Storm Motors.”
“Wow, filthy rich alright. Heard about those companies,” Cece said.
“That’s right. So this is what I want you ladies to do, I want you to keep them coming here. Keep a close eye on them. Give them reasons to spend their money here. Cece and Ella, since you can control the situation easier, focus on Jungkook and Jin. They have a habit of spending. Shake your asses, tell them sweet words, anything to distract them.”
“Piece of cake,” Ella and Cece high fived.
“What about us, daddy?” Kina asked.
“Jimin, take care of him for me Kina. And you Meesha, I want you to look after Hobi.”
“Got it daddy,” Kina and Meesha said.
“Tani, make sure Namjoon drinks a lot. He’s the type of guy who wakes up at the same hour, takes the same breakfast, drinks the same liquor. It shouldn’t be hard to keep him entertained. His weakness is his brother. Got it?”
“Got it” she nodded.
“Andia,” he turned to look at me “I’m sure you can handle Yoongi.”
“Girl, handle with care,” Cece winked at me.
We giggled. I hope he doesn’t mean to go out of my waitress duties for that.
“And of course, you’ll feel it in your pockets” He said. “The more they spend, the bigger your salary gets!”
“Consider it done” Kina waved her hand like it wasn’t a big deal.
“Okay then, my sweet baby cakes, go home, get your beauty rest and tomorrow’s a big day for all of us.”
“Bye daddy” We all replied.
Cece and I took a cab to our apartment. While she was doing her evening routine, she looked at me and asked, “how much money do you think we will get? I need a new pair of heels.”
“I have no idea, but I hope a lot. I really don’t wanna do this. But when he asks me to do something, I just can’t say no. Girl, he’s wearing his sunglasses at night for a reason, his eyes are hypnotizing, ha ha!”
“I told you, I’ll do him if I can, but he doesn’t want anything like that. I love the way he protects us, that is why he is my kind of man. Honestly though, that Jungkook kid, has something under that shirt. He is hot too.”
“And he has money. Cece, maybe you can get us out of this trashy apartment, ha ha. I’m counting on you.”
“I’ll marry him if you want! Maybe we’ll get to live in a mansion!” We both laughed.
“Be serious, unnie, if you marry him, I won’t be around, so… No, thanks! Just seduce him and take his wallet or something ha ha.”
“But Yoongi is filthy rich too.“
“Yeah, but I have morals, not like you, ha ha! I can’t sleep with a guy for money, I’ll just keep an eye on him, so he doesn’t get into fights, but don’t count on me to do...THAT.”
“Oh c’mon! You know what daddy meant when he said HANDLE him! He looks mysterious but I’m sure he’s good in bed!”
“Oh my god, unni!” I pushed her toothbrush deeper in her mouth “Wash that dirty mouth of yours.” She laughed and spat the toothpaste on the floor. “Ewww ha ha.”
“Seriously A, this is gonna help us both. I don’t wanna stay in this old apartment forever. At least maybe a penthouse would do.”
I squinted my eyes. “Shut up. I won’t seduce him.”
“What if he seduces you?”
I laughed and went into the kitchen. “Good one” I yelled from there. “I’ll make a tea and go to sleep, you’re speaking nonsense!”
“Ha! You’ll never know. Make me one too please, I want this beauty sleep to be really relaxing.”
I was in the kitchen when I heard something. I grabbed a knife and ran into the bedroom to tell Cece to be silent.
“What?” She whispered.
“I think someone is trying to break in”
We held hands and walked closer to the door, and saw the knob moving...
Chapter 2: Part 2
" I already know the drill. A five minute blowjob in the bathroom equals two days worth of tips at work. So that’s convenient."
Andia and I held hands, while walking slowly towards the door. We stopped halfway when the knob was turning.
We looked at each other, I let go of Andia’s hand but she stopped me, “wait unni, what if it’s a thief?”
I grabbed the flower vase from the table and continued to walk, “ready?” I glanced at Andia looking so nervous. My heart was racing, I immediately opened the door and no one was there.
Ella suddenly showed up, “hey ladies!”
We both shrieked, so did Ella, “what the hell?!”
“What the fuck E!” I shouted at her. Andia sat down on the nearest chair, “you gave us heart attacks!”
She smiled sweetly, “sorry, I need a place to crash. I left my keys at the club.”
I put the vase down, “why didn’t you call or maybe knocked? We thought you were a thief!”
“A thief, this pretty and sexy? You girls are lucky.”
Andia rolled her eyes. She went back to the kitchen to make tea.
Ella sat down comfortably on the couch, “so where can I sleep unni?”
Andia came back with a tray and placed it down, on the center table, “my bed is smaller. You can sleep with unni.”
“Well if you are okay sleeping next to someone nude, then yeah you can sleep next to me.”
“I don’t mind unni, I always sleep next to someone nude,” she winked at me. I snorted.
As soon as we were done with our tea, we all went to sleep.
*THE NEXT NIGHT*
The club was full, and all the girls were busy. I was standing at the backstage looking at the audience. /There they are/
The boys were all looking fine tonight. As the show began, I saw Andia serve them drinks. I noticed Yoongi looking at her, head to toe. He looked at her like he was about to eat her. That made me giggle.
/You’re in for a surprise Yoongi. My girl is not going down easily./
Then someone stood next to me, with the scent of his perfume, I could easily tell who it was. I looked at daddy standing next to me looking at the crowd.
“They are about to spend their money. Are you ready?”
“Very good. Here, take this.” he handed me an expensive looking box. My eyes lit up, “what is this?”
“It’s for you and Ella. It’s a gift for the both of you. Make sure you give out your best there, okay?”
He looked at me then gave me that soft peck on my cheeks, and whispered, “make daddy proud.”
I had to close my eyes, to remember how soft those lips felt. He always gives me those shivers when he talks that way.
I looked for Ella in the dressing room, “hey E, Daddy had something for us. I think he wants us to use this tonight.”
We opened the box and it was a very expensive looking lingerie sets.
“Oh my god! These are so pretty! God, he knows my size!” Ella started fitting it on her boobs.
“Let’s change!” we both giggled as we changed to get ready for our number.
Target spotted. I almost felt bad for the poor guy, but yeah, whatever.
I locked eyes with him, demanding him to come sit across from me. My stare was loud and clear.
He whispered something in his brother’s ear and then he came at the bar. I placed a glass with a loud clink right in front of him and started pouring from two bottles at a time.
He took the glass in his hand and spun it, examining the drink.
“You have good taste” he smirked.
I smiled back. Took a towel and started wiping the surface in front of him, making sure my low cut shirt was giving my boobs place to move.
I took my hair and pushed it all on one side, letting him enjoy the view.
“What’s this called?” he asked.
“Tani’s special mix” I giggled.
“Tani, huh? I’m Namjoon.” He stretched his hand towards me.
I bit my lips and squeezed his hand lightly “Nice to meet you.”
“Keep them coming” he pointed at his glass.
“You got it, babe” I winked at him.
He wiggled his body a bit on the chair, sign that he was making himself comfortable.
A few glasses later he became a little dizzy. Something told me he was about to open his mouth and say things he’d regret saying. But I was wrong. Instead of spilling secrets, he started spilling his emotions.
Do heirs of big companies always complain about having money? Is that their job?
“... and on Christmas, dad gifted me a private jet. But he didn’t even come to give it to me personally, he asked the butler to do it.”
/Wow. I’m not a bad actress, but how does one pretend to have compassion for such story?/
“That sounds… uhm… tragic.”
“I know, right?”
I peeked behind me, at the VIP booth. Daddy winked at me.
/Does he have anything in that pretty head of his?/
“So what about you?” he asked, bringing me back into reality.
“Me? Well uh…” I moved my hand to show off the bar “This. This is what I do.”
“Yeah but, for how long do you want to do this? Don’t you have dreams?”
He was starting to piss me off, but a deal is a deal. Had to keep him distracted. And also I realized I could play a fun game of stretching his nerves.
“Nnnnope. I’m pretty damn good at what I’m doing.”
“Oh, I see that.”
Back into the hook.
“Wanna see a trick?”
“Mhhhm” He hummed and placed his elbows on the bar.
“Oh, I wouldn’t put my hands there.” I smiled.
I took a bottle of lighter gas and drizzled it on all the surface of the bar, and refilled his drink. I climbed a chair on my knees, while rolling my body to the song. He eyed me up and down. I lit a long matchstick, threw it in the air and caught it while it was spinning. I put his drink on fire and then dropped the match on the bar, setting it on fire.
“Don’t try this at home” I giggled.
“That was hot.”
“I mean you”
“I know.” I giggled again.
After the fire stopped burning, he took a sip of his drink while still locking eyes with me.
Not long after, he fell asleep with his head on the bar, until his brother woke him up.
I got the drinks to serve the guy I was baby sitting. Hoseok. More like Hose-OK cos he was fine as hell.
I saw him looking at me like I was some type of candy but this dessert comes only after a full meal. You can’t just skip to it.
I usually don't go for rich, entitled guys. Cos it never ends well. For them.
I already know the drill. A five minute blowjob in the bathroom equals two days worth of tips at work. So that’s convenient. But I miss the seeing a guy I actually like and the thrill of a good flirt.
I strut my way to their table and saw that smile on his face. I gave the drinks to his friends. The younger one who had a see through shirt signed me to get closer. He asked me if Cece could give him a lap dance. I nodded.
Then I put my hands between my knees, pressing my boobs together and asked Hoseok if he wanted something else.
“Yeah” he licked his lips.
“Something that’s on the menu, I mean” I pulled my shirt over my boobs, acting innocent.
He asked me to move closer to him. He whispered in my ear, “How did you know?” His lips almost touched my cheek. “Do you deliver at home?”
“Good one, but no.” I smirked and left towards the bar. I turned around and he was still looking at me.
I hung with the girls. Me and Andia were leaning on the bar, talking to Kina. From time to time we would look back and saw the guys staring at our asses.
Jimin called me to order. I locked eyes with Hoseok again.
“Can I get a shot?” Jimin asked.
I stuttered, trying to find a lie.
“Shots at the bar only, sorry.”
I couldn't stand to see Kina so worried. She didn't know how to make Jimin go to her.
“Alright” he replied. Phew.
“All alone?” I asked Hoseok.
I remembered that Jungkook was with Cece in the private booth. And I watched Jimin sitting with Kina.
“Mhm. Join me?”
He leaned on the sofa and stretched his arms on the back rest, waiting for me to sit next to him.
He tried everything to get into my pants. And it was exciting to lead him on and then cut him off.
At closing time he asked for my phone number.
“Maybe next time.” I closed the door behind him.
“Hey A, are you done? Let’s go! Do you want to walk home? ” Cece asked just as i finished cleaning up.
“Yeah,” got my stuff and we walked out of the club.
“So how did it go with Yoongi?”
“I don't know.” I answered looking away.
“Oh c’mon A, this is more money! Plus daddy would be proud if we get them to spend more. If you want me to give Yoongi some hints, I’ll help.”
“ What kind of hints, unnie?” I raised my eyebrow.
“Hints that would sound like you wanna sleep with him! Haha! That’s easy!”
“But I don't. I mean. I would. In different circumstances. But not like this. People who come to our club are too sketchy.”
“That is why we have to push them to spend their money. Look at Jungkook, girl the tips are over the top! One lap dance is like 3 nights for me!”
“My hands are tied. I can only serve him drinks. And he doesn't drink that much.” I pouted. “But I’m happy for you. You go, girl!”
“A, whatever I get from him, it’s for us. I’m getting us out of the shitty apartment. But we gotta work on Yoongi. There is something about that guy. I’ll think of something, I already notice him looking at you.”
“Well he doesn't only look at me, he looks at all the gir- ”
Before finishing my sentence, a guy on a motorcycle came around the corner and stopped in front of us.
“Need a ride?” I recognized the raspy voice.
Cece recognized him too, so she pushed me towards Yoongi, “Oh yeah, Andia does. I have someone I should meet tonight.”
I squinted my eyes looking at her.
“And I don't know if I’m coming home until tomorrow morning.” She added.
Yoongi handed me his extra helmet, Cece pushed me forward to take it.
“You two have fun. You look good together.” she giggled.
“Maybe I should just walk with you, unni,” I tried to back away.
“No, no you shouldn’t. He will keep you company. Right?” she looked at him.
“Yeah. Put your helmet on and hold me tight.” He demanded.
“Okay, bye A!” Cece already turned around before I could say anything more.
He asked me for directions, but then he didn't say anything all the way to the apartment.
His actions were daring, but his words were few and vague. It was hard to decipher him.
“Thanks for the ride,” I gave him back his helmet. Then there was this awkward silence.
“Can I use the bathroom?”
I nodded and we went upstairs.
He got inside the apartment and closed the door. The knob was shaking.
“This doesn't look very secure. And it’s not a safe area either.”
“I went to a self defense course… A few years ago, hehe…” I scratched my head.
He giggled and then pretended to punch my arm. I didn't flinch.
“Wow, your reflexes are great” he laughed at me. “You should search for better apartment” he examined the old wall paint that was about to fall.
“As if I don't want to…”
“Let me help you.”
“In exchange for what?”
He snorted, “What do you mean? I’m perhaps helping a friend?”
“Oh, are we friends? You’re a regular customer at the club. I serve you drinks. Do you consider everyone your friend?”
He walked closer to me, I backed away. I already felt the wall behind me.
“We could be friends.” He moved closer to my face. I could smell his breath.
I closed my eyes, knowing what would happen next.
Then I felt his soft lips on mine. It was nice at first, but then he tried to put his tongue in my mouth.
I wanted him. Really. But I wasn't the type to sleep with strangers on the first occasion.
So I pushed him gently away. He didn't get the memo, so I kicked him in between his legs.
“I’m not like that!” I shouted, while my cheeks were on fire.
He laughed and walked towards the door.
“I know” he said and he got out.
Chapter 3: Part 3
"He spanked my ass. I threw the drink in his face."
I was walking my way home, I wanted to make sure Andia and Yoongi had the time for themselves tonight. So I took a stop to another bar open, and perhaps have some drinks.
I stayed at the bar looking at the people. Sweet couples. I snorted.
/There is no such thing as forever./
I imagined how Jungkook looked at me while I was giving him a lap dance. He was doing everything he could just to stop himself from pouncing on me. The dancing worked so well, especially with those new sets of lingerie daddy gave us.
I looked at my phone and it was already 3am. I decided maybe I would just stay on the couch and let Andia and Yoongi have the room for themselves. I giggled.
/I really hope something happened between them./
I was outside when I noticed someone familiar. That can’t be him, surrounded by a lot of girls. So I turned around and decided to walk away.
“I knew I’d recognize you even if your wearing a shirt and a pants.”
/That voice./ I turned around and found Jungkook standing not to far from me. The other girls were looking at me irritated. He was eyeing me from head to toe. I smirked and he came closer.
“Well I’m sorry but I didn’t recognize you,” I said.
He chuckled, “really? Are you heading home? Maybe I can give you a ride? Or maybe you want to go someplace else?”
/Hmmm, this is good./ I walked closer to him looking at the girls behind him.
I wrapped my arms around his neck, and whispered in his ear, “I don’t date my clients outside of the club. So, no, thank you. But… I can always make you come…”
He stiffened, so my seduction worked, “relax… come and see me at the club.”
I backed away and gave him a wink. He smirked and chuckled, “bye Jungkook.”
I turned around, hoping that he would follow me. If not, I would have to make another move at the club. I was already far from the bar, when I suddenly heard tires screeching and saw an expensive sports car stopped in front of me. The windows rolled down and it was him.
“It’s too dangerous for someone like you to walk at this time of the night. Hop in I’ll take you home.”
/Perfect/ I got in his car. And he looked at me as we drove away. His smile made me bite my lower lip.
I gave him directions to our apartment. I have to make him think that I don’t really date outside. So he could come and ask for more. When we got out of the elevator to our apartment I was surprised that Yoongi just came out of the door.
They both stopped in the middle of the floor. I was looking at the both of them with wide eyes, because they looked like they were gonna punch each other there. I didn’t know how to stop them if they started fighting.
Yoongi came closer and stood face to face with Jungkook. I could sense the tension between them. I grabbed Jungkook’s arm but he wouldn’t nudge.
“What the fuck are you doing here?” Yoongi asked.
“Why, do you own this building? I don’t see your name on it.” Jungkook said with gritted teeth.
“Uhm boys, please… Don’t fight here. The building owner would throw us out.”
I looked at them both and they were still staring at each other, “Jungkook please… let’s go somewhere else. Please? Let’s go to your place.”
That caught his attention, he looked at me and then back at Yoongi. I pulled him right away. I pushed the elevator button and pulled him really hard inside.
I realized I was holding my breath. I looked at Jungkook and he looked really pissed.
He looked at me still pissed, “why is he here?”
“Well… he was with my roommate. I didn’t know he was here.”
/I thought he was in bed with A. Damn I need to talk to her. Probably nothing happened./
When we were outside I stopped walking.
He turned around, “what? I thought you said you wanna go to my place.”
“Uhm… I think we should call it a night. I need to check my roommate. I can’t let her sleep alone tonight.”
“Alright then,” he walked closer to me and he kissed me softly on my cheek. I got surprised.
“Goodnight, Cece…” I just smiled and waved at him as he drove away.
I took a deep breath. That was close. I turned and saw Yoongi got outside of the building, and went straight to his motorbike. Before he put his helmet on, he looked at me.
Then he drove the other away.
/Boys… their annoying egos and dicks!/
The first thing I noticed even without opening my eyes, was the hangover headache. I tried to open them, but the light was unbearable. So I stretched my arm, looking for the glass of water on my nightstand. I wiggled my hand and I heard something break.
I gasped and sat up, looking around.
/This is not my house. This is not my nightstand. That wasn't a glass of water. That is a very expensive looking vase, shattered on a marble floor. My head hurts too much, I don’t understand what is going on.../
I looked around. I saw a naked guy’s back. I looked under the blanket. I was naked too.
/Oh, now I understand. Ufff Kina… Let’s get you out./
If he didn't hear the vase breaking, he was sleeping really deeply. So I tiptoed through the room, changed into my clothes and as a curiosity I turned to look at his face.
I stood there dumbfounded trying to remember what happened last night, but it was like an old film roll was cut and glued back, after taking away the bloopers.
Absolutely no memory.
/Oh well. I better get out of here before he wakes up. Where the hell am I?/
I got out of the room and found myself in a huge hallway of a mansion. I saw a maid passing, so I went back into the room and bent over to spy through the door crack.
I felt something poking my ass.
When I turned around, Jimin was rubbing his hard dick against my shorts.
I jumped a bit. “What the fuck!”
He seemed to be startled too “What the fuck?”
“Why did you do that?”
“I don't know! I saw your ass and I’m hungover, I didn’t think that much!!!” His voice cracked.
I frowned and he squinted his eyes.
“Wait, aren't you the girl from the bar?”
A giggle escaped my mouth. “How do I get out of here? I need a GPS to get out of this house…”
He turned into the opposite direction and pointed at a glass door.
“Of course. Of course you have multiple house entrances. Right…”
“Are you leaving now?” He pouted.
I shook my purse searching for my wallet.
“Sorry for your vase” I said as I was throwing some money on the bed on my way out.
He took the money and gave it back to me, “don’t worry about it. I’ll have it replaced.”
“No no, keep it, for your trouble” I pushed his hand back and I left.
He leaned against the door frame and laughed, yelling behind me “Did you seriously pay me for sex?”
My cheeks got red, but I didn't turn around to look at him.
I called a taxi and I gave him Ella’s address.
“Oh, girl, you look… like a mess.”
I got closer to Kina’s face and wiped the mascara under her eyes.
“What did you do, boo?” I clicked my tongue.
The regret on her face was worse than the few messed up streaks of yesterday’s makeup.
“The last thing I remember was… I was giving Jimin shots. Then the ride of his life, I guess. Then I woke up naked! I don’t remember anything or how we did it!” Kina looks worried.
“Oh. Yes, get it girl” I raised my hand for a high five and she looked at me like she was about to slap my face, not my hand. “...huh?”
“What should I do, E? I mean, I didn’t want to sleep with him, at least not on the first meet” she covered her face with her hands.
“What do you mean what should you do?” I laughed at her worried tone.
“What if he is the kind of guy who only like one night stands? I won’t have a chance anymore. I don’t want daddy to think I couldn’t do my job!”
“Girl, no one could want just one night stand with you, don’t worry, he’ll come back for more. They always do. Just do what the fuck you want…!”
She took a deep breath, “okay. OKAY. I can do this! Maybe I need to show him I wanted more? What do you think?”
“Stop thinking about him and just do what you want. It doesn't matter what he thinks or wants. Before I had you girls, I never cared about anyone than myself. Just fuck him. Literally.” I laughed.
“You're right. I don’t have to care about him. But you know what? That body? Girl, the dick! It’s to die for!”
We both laughed.
“What about Jin?” she asked.
“What about Jin?” I raised an eyebrow.
“How was it?”
“Like any other lap dance? Girl do you think I remember each dick I rubbed my pussy on haha. He paid good tho, really good.”
“Meh, I wanted details, you’re no fun,” She rolled her eyes.
“I’m actually super fun” I pushed her on the sofa and sat on her lap. “ Too bad you’re not into girls”.
She pushed me on the floor and we laughed until our tears came out.
K stayed over until work started and we went together.
I got inside the club and it was really quiet. Out of nowhere, Daddy came behind my back and lifted me in his arms. I moved my legs and laughed. “Whaaat? What happened?”
“My lovely Ella. My smart Ella. My sexy Ella.”
He put me back on the ground and smacked my ass.
“What’s going on?”
Tani was clapping behind him.
“Jin booked you for the whole night. Since I opened the club no one reserved a girl for more than two hours. It’s insane! “
My jaw started hurting, I didn’t even realise my mouth was open the whole time.
“Oh wow, that really is insane.”
“He also paid in advance” he said, fluttering the money stash. He took a fourth of them and gave them to me.
My jaw dropped again.
“I don’t know what you did to him last time, but you obviously did it right.”
Everyone congratulated me. I didn’t do anything special. But it didn’t hurt for the other strippers to think I had good strategies.
My friends surrounded me.
“What the fuck did you do to him?” Cece asked.
“Girl, I don’t know, I guess he just liked me” I shrugged.
“Look at the other bitches, they look pissed as fuck” Meesha said.
“Good” I laughed.
I got ready as I always dit. I didn’t try to put any extravagant lingerie, or did my hair or makeup differently. Just because he paid for the whole night, didn’t mean he deserved a special treatment. I mean… it KINDA meant, but, whatever. I wasn’t going to do anything that I don’t normally do.
I watched Ella leave with Jin to a hotel and I kept my fingers crossed for her.
Meanwhile I had to deal with my own drama. You-know-who arrived at the club with his two friends. I watched Meesha guiding them to their table. Hoseok hept his hand on her lower back the whole time. And she smiled as if the corners of her mouth were glued to her ears. I saw Jimin looking in the direction of the bar and I stole Tani’s client, just to have a reason not to meet Jimin’s eyes.
“What the fuck, K?” She laughed.
“I’m avoiding Jimin shhhhh” I whispered.
She tilted her head.
“I slept with him last night shhhhh”
“Was it good?” she asked with a child’s curiosity on her face.
“I wish I could remember, I was too drunk.”
“Fuck him again” she bluntly said and shrugged her shoulders.
“You and Ella are a bad influence” I frowned. “Oh, shit…. Hey Jimin!”
Yoongi and Namjoon came together. Namjoon went straight to the bar to salute Tani, while Yoongi sat on a sofa, with his legs crossed, on the table. He signed me to come and get his order.
Last night was really awkward, but he was acting like nothing happened.
“Hey.” I said with half of my mouth.
“Hey, can I get a whiskey? Double and ice.”
He closed his eyes and let his head rest on the sofa. I walked slowly towards the bar, looking at Tani and Namjoon and Kina and Jimin. I didn’t want to disturb any of them, so I poured his drink by myself. I went back to his table and when I leaned to put the glass on the table, he spanked my ass. I threw the drink in his face.
He wiped his shirt with a napkin, while giggling.
“Don’t worry, it’s on the house.” I squinted my eyes.
“Just bring me a coffee, I hope you won’t throw that in my face.”
“If you behave… tsch”
“Sorry, K, can you make me a coffee please?”
“Andiaaa.. Hahahaaa… yeaaah. Of course. Coffee.”
“Girl are you already drunk?” I laughed.
Jimin smiled and nodded, but he could barely keep his head on his shoulders too.
“I’m fine, I’m good” she answered.
I went back to his table.
“I’m really tired, wake me up when it’s time to leave. And let me give you a ride home, to make up for last night, okay?” He spoke with his eyes closed.
“This isn’t a hotel” I kicked his legs off the table.
He put his elbows over his knees, looking at the floor.
Then he licked the corner of his mouth and put his hand in his pocket.
He pulled out a few bills and gave them to me.
“Sleep well” I said and I left.
I went back to the bar and sat on a chair, between Namjoon and Jimin, eavesdropping at their conversation.
God knows what Jimin and Kina were talking about, because they were drunk as fuck and they created their own language. But they kept laughing, so, it was fun to watch.
I heard Namjoon saying to Tani that he would stay with her after the club closed to help her clean. There wasn’t any subtle pervy message in his voice tone, he seemed really cute and it was nice for him to offer his help.
I looked around the club. Cece and the other dancers were on the stage, and there was no sign of Jungkook. She must be pissed.
It was getting pretty late and people started to leave the club.
I looked at my watch.
/I guess I could leave/
“Cece, are you coming?”
“Yeah…” She checked her phone. “Actually, you know what? Go alone tonight. I have to be somewhere. Sorry, A!”
“Unnniii! This isn’t a strategy to make me go home with Yoongi, is it???”
She showed me her phone. “Meet me tonight, Jungkook.”
“Oooh. Uhhh. Alright! Have fun.”
“Hm?” He opened his eyes and looked around. I saw exactly how his eyes gained focus and they stopped on my boobs.
“It’s time to go.”
The club was empty. Tani and Namjoon were still at the bar, it was the week when she had to clean up after the program, but everyone else left while I got dressed.
I waited in front of the club for Jungkook to pick me up.The sports car stopped next to me and the window opened. He was smiling.
“Get in” he tilted his head.
I opened the door and sat next to him, and he pecked my cheek. He started driving.
“Where are we going?”
I laughed “It’s 4 am, where could you possibly take me?”
“I want to give you a small present. I need to return the favour. You were nice to me, I’m gonna be nice to you, too.”
He stopped at a jewelry store and we got inside.
“Why is this open at this hour?”
He just smiled. “Pick something. Anything.”
I inspected all the shiny possibilities and chose a necklace.
“Nice. It will look good on you.”
He paid for it with his card. The price looked like my phone number. But he did say anything, so…
We went back inside the car and he took out the necklace out of the box, signing me to lean closer, so he could clasp it at the back.
His face was close to mine, and I knew he wanted to kiss me. So I bit my lower lip and leaned more. He pressed his lips against mine and brushed his tongue against mine, while caressing my back.
“You said you can’t have a relationship outside the club.”
“Mhm” I hummed, catching my breath.
“Let’s go to the club, then…” He looked deeply into my eyes, placing my hair behind my ear.
“Okay” I agreed and looked at the time.
/Tani should have left by now./
I unlocked the door and stuck my head inside. The lights were off. We entered the club and turned the purple neons on, it was still a dim light.
I turned on the music at a low volume.
Jungkook sat on a sofa and I threw my bag on the stage, then I started slowly dancing to the song. I climbed the pole and made a little show, and then I walked towards him, stopping between his spread legs. He placed his hands on my shorts and started unbuttoning them.
Namjoon offered to help me clean the club after it closed. We spent all night talking and I realised my first impression of him was pretty wrong. He was really smart. Spoiled as fuck. But smart, nonetheless.
I turned off most of the lights, and only left the one above the bar on so I could see what I was doing.
I grabbed a towel and I started cleaning the bar top.
He pulled up his sleeves and unbuttoned a few buttons on his shirt and came behind me.
“Come on, let me do it” he insisted, putting his hand over mine.
He buried his face into my hair and started kissing my neck. I rolled my head and I leaned it on his shoulder, letting him kiss me more and more.
He started touching my body, giving me shivers all over. I raised my hand and turned off the light.
He unzipped my jeans and put his hand inside my panties. My breathing became heavier.
He started whispering dirty things into my ear that made me lose my mind.
We heard the door unlocking and we hid behind the bar.
It was Cece and Jungkook.
/Oh no, not again/ I felt the familiar headache of the hangover. I opened my eyes.
/Oh no… not again…./ I sighed as I realised I was again naked in Jimin’s bed. /What did I do?/
...to be continued
Chapter 4: Part 4
He thrusted inside of me a few times, and then he moaned helplessly.
“Fuck” he laughed and then rolled over me, on the bed.
“Did you cum?” I blinked.
“Yeah, sorry, you just feel so nice and tight. Haha.”
They spank my ass, sometimes fuck me, ask me 2 questions and they think they know me.
Bitch, I don’t know me.
But Jin seemed really genuinely interested in me. And I found that hot.
He smelled good, drove a nice car, came from a good family, unlike the other gross pervs who make me sick just by looking at them.
He seemed a bit stuck up, while I was carefree.
“Let’s loosen up” I threw my hands around his neck and rolled my body against his erection. He closed his eyes and felt my body up and down, squeezing my ass lightly.
The way he touched me.
It was so different.
It wasn’t the hungry touch I was used to. It was soft, delicate, yet warm and desireful.
I felt his fingers pinching the dress and the soft fabric brushing my legs as it went above my ass and then over my head.
I held his waist and he looked at me. He was pretty tall. The cozy type of height difference where I could reach his neck to give it soft kisses.
We moved slowly, at love making speed. I pulled his head closer so I could kiss him for a second. Then my hand slid towards the buttons of his shirt. God, his shoulders were wide.
Everytime a button came undone I would kiss the naked spot.
I pulled the shirt out of his pants and grabbed the collar to take it off his shoulders, and then I let it fall on the floor.
I sat on the edge of the bed and unbuckled his belt, letting his pants find their way to the floor as well. He wasn’t wearing anything under, and his cock looked ready to be fucked.
He put one knee between my legs and pushed me on the bed, kissing every inch of my body and gliding his fingers faintly over my thighs. He pulled my panties off and kissed my skin with his juicy lips. Then he took off my bra and caressed my breasts with his big hands, making me wetter and wetter.
He kneeled in front of me, grabbed my ankles with one hand and pushed my legs close to one side of my head. With his other hand he put a condom on, grasped his cock and in swinging motion, he gently rubbed it against my clit. He guided it lower and gradually pushed it inside me.
He thrusted inside of me a few times, and then he moaned helplessly.
“Fuck” he laughed and then rolled over me, on the bed.
“Did you cum?” I blinked.
“Yeah, sorry, you just feel so nice and tight. Haha.”
I knew that.
That was my secret.
I knew my tricks for making men cum fast. And normally I would be happy when it’s over. But for the first time, I didn’t want it to be over.
“It’s okay” I smiled.
He went to the bathroom and I heard the shower running.
I don’t know what kind of parasite thought ran through my mind, but I followed him into the restroom.
I wanted more.
I got inside, with him and slid my arms under his, holding his shoulders. The water ran through my hair as I kissed his neck. He put one of my legs on the tub’s edge and put his cock inside me. Pressed against the cold wall and the hot water, he fucked me really hard and deep. I was looking at his firm abs tensing and my boobs bouncing with every thrust.
I turned around and closed my eyes. The wet hair on my back as I was arching it, the tight grip of his hands on my hips, the feeling in my toes that made them curl, the sound of the pouring water intertwined with our moans, our skin slaps, while he was filling me. I didn’t want those to be over.
He started moaning messily / Oh, no / and my eyes snapped open. I moved to my knees.
I curled my arms around his thighs and licked the shaft of his penis, all the way to the tip.
He smacked his palms on the tiles, overwhelmed with sensations.
There was no way I could fit that in my mouth. Not even halfway. Not even down my throat. So I focused on the tip, giving it soft swirls with my tongue. Then I stood up again and squeezed myself between him and the wall, rubbing my ass and pussy against his cock, until it found its way back again.
I placed one hand on his abs, signaling him not to move, then I rested my face on the wall.
I moved my body forward and backwards. He couldn’t let me do everything, so with an impulse, he grabbed my hips again and pushed himself harder inside me and thrusted fast. And then he pulled out and cummed.
I felt something that I’ve never felt before.
I thought I had orgasms before.
But apparently I hadn’t.
The electric feeling shot from my belly into my whole body and my legs started shaking.
I felt weak and happy.
We went back in the room and crashed on the bed.
“Whoa” he sighed.
“Hm?” I turned my head to look at him.
“That was… amazing. I never thought it would be so great. It was 10 times better than it played in my head.”
“Yeah” I swallowed my word. What the hell? He paid me to fuck me and I think it felt amazing? But it did, though.
I watched Jungkook’s eyes on me as I danced to a sensual song. Licking his lips, biting them and even trying to sit properly so his erection would not easily show. I used the pole to seduce him more. His eyes were more hooded now. I walked towards him stopping in between his spread legs.
His hands went for my shorts and started unbuttoning them. I stopped him and he looked at me with a smirk. I sat on his lap facing him.
“I said I don’t date my clients outside.” I traced his face with my fingertips, he smiled.
“Well, we are not outside.” he smirked.
“I’m expensive, you should know that by now… and I don’t consider this as payment,” he looked at the necklace he gave me.
“This is gonna cost you…” I said with a smile.
“Say your price.” he moved closer to my face to kiss me, but I stopped him again.
He looks frustrated, I giggled. I started to kiss his cheeks and then his neck. I slowly unbuttoned his shirt and traced wet kisses on his chest, sucked his nipples and then moved down to his hard abs.
I removed his belt and opened his pants. I inserted my hand inside his pants, his erection made me bite my lower lip.
“Stop teasing me,” his voice was already begging me. He pulled my face closer to him and tried to kiss me. I didn't wanna kiss him because it would mean something different for me. I’m doing this for just for money.
I gently pulled out his cock out of his pants. Before he could kiss me, I went for the tip of his member. Licked it as much as my tongue could do for him.
I moved down to put it inside my mouth. It was bigger than I thought, I almost gagged. But I heard his loud moans. His head already laid backwards.
I moved faster than my usual pace and it made him grab my hair. I took it all in until it hit my throat all the time. Sucked, licked, even his balls didn’t escape me. Few more times of sliding his cock in and out of my mouth, I felt his legs tremble.
His moan was louder now and then he cummed in my mouth. I sucked as much as I could, until there was no more. I slowly removed his cock giving it one more lick.
He looked at me like he wanted more. I smirked and licked my lips. I stood up and fixed my hair, he grabbed me by my wrist.
“Wait, that’s it?”
I bent over, my lower neck shirt showed him some of my boobs. I chuckled coz I knew what he wanted with the way he looked at my chest.
/Good, now I got your attention./ I grabbed his chin and he looked me in the eyes.
“You want more? You know where to find me.”
I walked away from him, feeling his eyes follow me. I was already outside the club, he grabbed my arm and spun me around gently.
“Wait, what are we then?”
“What do you mean?” I was surprised by his question. He was waiting for my answer.
“Well, you’re my client.”
He snorted, “can we be more than just client and customer?”
“Oh okay, we can be friends.” I pinched his cute cheek. He laughed.
“Friends? Are you being serious? What do I get out of friendship?”
My cab stopped in front of us, I opened the door leaving him dumbfounded, “I only see my client once. But I always have time for my friends.”
I winked at him and he smiled, “okay, friends sounds better than just client, goodnight Cece.”
I got in the cab and I looked at him from the side mirror and a smile escape my lips. He was still standing there looking at my cab as it drove away.
/Keep it down Cece. Just money, this is just for money. No more than that./
I held unto the diamond pendant of my expensive necklace.
/ I will have more money now, that’s for sure./
Fuck, I couldn't believe that when we were about to fuck, Cece came in with Jungkook.
Me and Namjoon were hiding behind the bar praying they wouldn't notice us.
When the music finally started playing we could finally breathe.
We were leaning against the bar, watching Cece sucking Jungkook.
Namjoon pulled me in his lap and put his hand back inside my panties and started whispering into my ear.
“I want to taste you so bad, baby, I bet you’re delicious…”
I could feel his hard cock between my legs…
I knew I was about to moan and I couldn't, because they would have heard me, so I squirmed, trying to release myself from his lap.
He grabbed my hair with his other hand and pulled me closer to his lips, and started whispering again, while rubbing my clit in circular motion.
“Oh… you are such a naughty girl, do you like watching them? Does it make you wet?”
He moved his hand closer to my entrance and put the tip of two fingers inside me.
“Oh fuck, baby, you feel so wet and tight, I want to fill you up with my cock and fuck you harder than hard…”
My breathing became very heavy. I was biting my lips in frustration.
He pushed my head closer to him and put his tongue inside my mouth, while fingering me.
Then he broke the kiss and started licking my earlobe.
“You like that, huh. You like my fingers caressing your pussy? Do you want me to push them deeper? Say it, baby…”
I nodded, “yes… please…”
He laid me down on the floor, pulled my pants down to my ankles, slid my panties to one side and lifted my shirt.
He started licking my clit, sucking it and massaging it with his tongue, while his fingers were moving hard and fast inside me.
I couldn’t help it, I moaned loud, “oh my gOD! FUck… more…”
He stopped and covered my mouth with his other hand. Then he finger fucked me harder, moving his lips all around my clit, sucking it while still licking it.
He pulled out his fingers and looked at my juices, and put them inside my mouth, “that’s how sweet you taste…”
He turned me around. Grabbed my hips and lifted my pelvis so he could bury his face in my pussy.
He rested his hands on my ass and I felt how he slowly put two fingers in my pussy and his thumb was circling around my ass. His tongue not giving my clit rest.
My face was laying against the floor, and my eyes were set on Cece and Jungkook.
I heard him moan and he cummed inside her mouth. I closed my eyes and controlled my breath.
I watched them getting out of the club and when the door closed I let out moans and cries. I heard Namjoon’s zipper and I felt his big head trying to get inside my pussy.
It was so big… after getting it wet with my juices he put it inside of me and started thrusting.
His balls were banging against my clit and his tip was smashing my G spot repeatedly, mercilessly and roughly.
I couldn't keep my moans in. I screamed in pleasure and begged for more. And more. And more.
My pussy started dripping down his pants and I bit my finger to be more quiet.
I felt him getting closer to cumming because his cock got even thicker and his veins were rubbing against my hole.
He pulled out and came on my ass.
My body collapsed and I remained on the floor for a while, catching my breath and letting the tingling sensations in my pussy fade away.
He got up and poured himself a glass of whiskey, then he sat next to me.
“You’re a dirty girl…” he bit his lip and tilted his head while looking into nothingness, then he looked back at me.
I giggled “ Surprise…” .
He laughed and sipped on his drink.
“Let me walk you home.
Chapter 5: Part 5
“Yeah, I think I’m in love with him…”
She had a worried look. I laughed. She didn’t.
“Wait, are you serious???”
/Oh no, not again/ I felt the familiar headache of the hangover. I opened my eyes.
/Oh no… not again…./ I sighed as I realised I was again naked in Jimin’s bed. /What did I do?/
This had to stop.
I got out of the bed and got dressed, then I opened the glass door.
/Fuck, I already know my way around his house./
I waited for a cab to pass and I raised my hand. Then my wrist was grabbed.
I turned around. Jimin was in his boxers and slippers outside of his yard, holding my hand.
I pursed my lips and looked at our hands.
“What are you doing?” I asked him.
He rubbed his eyes and ran his hand through his hair.
“Don’t be like that, let me drive you home.”
“Dude, I’m good, I’m done with this shit. I don’t even remember what happened last night.”
His eyes grew big “You don’t?”
“Wait, you do???” I shook my hand from his grip.
“Of course I do. I remember the first time, the second time. I’m looking forward for the third time.” He giggled.
“Tsch” I sighed. “In your dreams, boy.”
I slowly walked away from him with my hands crossed under my chest.
“Stubborn” he said in his accent.
I flipped my hair and moved further.
Another cab was getting closer. I wanted to raise my hand and he grabbed it again.
“Will you not” I yelled as I watched the taxi drive away.
“Come on, I owe you this.”
“Boy, you don’t owe me anything. Why are you so clingy, give me space to breathe.”
I took one step further.
He touched his chest and wiped away his sweat. I looked at the corner of my eyes.
His defined abs and shoulder muscles, his dick poking through the loose boxers, his parted puffy lips. I understand why drunk Kina would jump on him, but sober Kina wasn’t the one night stand type of girl.
Distracted by his body, he grabbed my hand once more. When I raised my eyes, I saw another taxi driving past us.
“Are you going to do this all day?” I laughed.
“Ugh” I rolled my eyes. “Okay. Take me home.”
He intertwined our fingers and pulled me back in his garden. He didn’t even get dressed, we just hopped in the car.
I sat on the front seat and looked in the mirror.
My makeup was smeared all around my eyes and my hair looked like a nest.
Yet he looked so sweetly at me.
I pulled out my phone and called Ella.
“Can I come to your place?”
“Sorry girl, I’ll have company in a few minutes. You don’t even have to tell me. You slept again with Jimin, didn’t you?” I looked at him.
“Girl, I thought we agreed that you won’t overthink this shit.”
“You’re right, okay, girl, take care.”
I looked at him again.
“I wanted to see a friend, but my house is in the opposite direction.”
He dropped me home and watched me until I got inside.
Love? Haha. Nope.
What was I looking for in a man? Thrill. Obsession. Jealousy.
I liked a man who wanted me. Me and only me. For him and only him.
That’s what has always excited me.
Seeing the look on Hoseok’s face whenever I was serving other guys, I knew he was my type.
It was the third night since I had to keep an eye on him and I couldn’t get enough of his possessive expression on his face. The way he bit his lips when I looked at him, the way his body got stiff whenever I would flirt with another client, and how his jaw would clench.
He nodded his head, asking me to come at his table.
“Sup” I licked my lips.
“Hey.” he cracked his neck “Can’t you just be my girl tonight?”
I smirked “Do you want me to only serve you?”
“Yeah” He said placing his hand on my ass. “Can you do that?”
“You’re gonna have to talk to my boss, I don’t make the rules here.”I licked my teeth.
“And where’s your boss?”
“Daddy’s not here yet.”
“Daddy? You call him daddy?”
He smiled nervously and grabbed my hand. He pulled me at the entrance of the club, where there were only the bodyguards.
He pushed me against the wall and pressed his body against mine.
I cupped his face as he leaned to tell me something in my ear.
“I don’t like it when you flirt with other guys. Whatever is that you want, I can give it to you, just don’t let anyone touch you. “
I started feeling aroused by the way he was talking. But I just snorted with laughter and left.
He followed me, grabbed my hand and pulled me close to his body.
His erection was stabbing my ass.
“Why don’t you call me daddy in exchange? I’ll do anything and everything to have you. Don’t forget that.”
“Good” I brushed my lips on his softly.
He smirked and sat back down on the sofa, watching me all night and sipping from his glass.
I looked at Andia sitting alone at a table.
“What’s up, girl?”
“I’m just praying Yoongi doesn’t come tonight. He took me home last night on his motorcycle and things got weird…”
“What happened last night??”
“He asked me to come upstairs to get a glass of water. He always finds the most stupid excuses to come inside the apartment” I laughed. “The moment we entered the door he took me in his arms and buried his face in my neck…”
“Uhhh. Go on.”
“And then he took off his shirt and I kicked him out and locked the door. “
“What??? Girl stop being such a prude!”
“Oh my God, did I ever tell you to stop being a slut”
We both laughed.
I remembered the moment when he knocked and asked me for his shirt. I leaned against the door and smiled, smelling his shirt. And then I watched him leave topless while giggling like a teenager at my window.
I wasn’t thinking about returning it to him. At least until his scent would fade away.
And there he was again. Yoongi, Namjoon and Jin sat at their regular table.
I noticed Tani smiling when she saw her last night’s company.
I went to see Ella who was in the changing room.
“Girl, Jin is here. “
“Oh, is he?” She stuttered and blushed.
“Are you okay? Haha”
She looked around and then she talked really quietly.
“I had my first orgasm with him last night.”
“Oh wow… good for you I guess!”
“Yeah, I think I’m in love with him…”
She had a worried look. I laughed. She didn’t.
“Wait, are you serious???”
“What the fuck???”
“I don’t know, I think his dick rearranged my circuits???”
“That’s not possible, Ella… What the hell.” I laughed again. She was still serious.
“I mean,” I shrugged “the hearts wants what it wants. Go with the flow.”
She hugged me.
“I knew you’d understand. I knew you were sensitive and romantic. “
*flashbacks of me pushing Yoongi away on his every attempt of getting close to me*
“Riiiight…” I smiled awkwardly. “Anyway, hurry up, he was looking around for you.”
“He was?” Her eyes sparkled .
I wanted to leave, but she stopped me.
“Wait, how does this lipstick look on me?”
“Good?” I shrugged.
“I hope he likes it!!!”
She never cared about guys’ opinion. She knew she could have anyone at the tip of her finger.
Tani wasn’t behind the bar, and neither was Namjoon at his table.
I saw Jin moving to another table, so he could be closer to the stage.
And there was Yoongi, with sleepy eyes, trying to get my attention.
I went up to him and rested my hand on my hip, taking my “i don’t give a fuck” face.
“Uhm, yes, I would like to order a glass of red wine and uhmmmm my shirt... or you can give me your shirt to be even.” He shrugged his shoulders.
“I’ll bring you your glass of wine.” I turned around.
“No shirt? I gave you a choice.”
“No shirt” I smiled sweetly.
“Then I’m gonna have to take something from you.” He smirked.
“Just try it” I left.
I came back with the glass and placed it on his table. “Anything else?”
“Yeah…” He looked at me from head to toe “a lap dance.”
I frowned “Are you being serious?...”
“I’m a fucking waitress, not a stripper. I don’t do lap dances.”
“But I want one from you. I’m sure we can arrange that.”
“We can’t.“ I snorted.
“We can and we will.”
I gave him one more disgusted look and I left to the bathroom.
I washed my face with cold water.
“He can’t make me do it!” I said out loud.
“Do what?” Tani asked from inside a stall. She sounded like she was trying to catch her breath.
“Yoongi wants a lap dance. From me.”
“Just ..give it.. To him, girl…”
“Are you okay?”
“Alright, let me know if you’re feeling sick.”
I got out of the bathroom and I sat on a chair, pissed off. Yoongi wasn’t at his table anymore.
Then I saw Tani and Namjoon getting out of the bathroom together. She was fixing her skirt, he was fixing his pants.
/Oh. Right. Of course./
I looked the other way, so they wouldn’t know I caught them and I saw Yoongi talking to daddy.
I jumped up from the chair and made my way through the dancefloor to try and stop whatever was going on.
Daddy put his hand around me, which made Yoongi tighten his eyes.
“Hey Andia, I know you don’t normally do this… but…”
“... this young man would like to spend some time with you.”
“I’m sure it will be fun.”
“I literally said no 2 times. No! I don’t wanna do it.”
He squeezed my arm lightly and turned me around.
“He offered a lot. I’m gonna give you a third.”
“Why do you insist, daddy, I don’t want to.”
“Half is enough to rent an apartment in the center of the city.”
I turned my head to see a smirking Yoongi.
I sighed. “Okay. Ask for payment in advance and no refunds.”
“See? We’re talking the same language.”
We walked together to the private room. It was the first time I’ve seen it from this perspective.
He got in after me and locked the door, and then he took me in his arms.
Feeling his scent immediately made me soft. His perfume, mixed with wine and mint bubblegum were the only things keeping me motionless in his hug.
“Why do you keep pushing me away?” He whispered.
Good question. Why was I pushing him away? I was a shy girl who made poor choices and ended up in a strip club. And aside from my girls, I didn’t want to have any connection to this kind of life. And he was part of this world of opulence and indulgence.
“Why do you keep coming back?” I replied.
He snorted with laughter and I felt his breath on my skin. It gave me goosebumps all over my body.
“Fair enough.” He said, and sat on the chair.
“Do you really want me to dance?” I raised my eyebrow.
“Yeah. I paid for it.” He tilted his head.
“Okay” I answered between my teeth.
I took a peek under my shirt and under my shorts and I saw that I wasn’t wearing matching lingerie. He giggled at my concerned expression.
“Okay, okay, haha.”
“You know what…?” I took off my belt and put it around his eyes.
“Do you see anything?” I waved my hand.
“Not a thing.”
“Okay. Here goes.”
I turned on the music, dimmed the lights and I took off my clothes. I looked in the mirror and started rolling my body along to the song. Let my hair down and stood behind his chair. I leaned over and let my hand trace his body from his abs to the back of his neck. My hair unraveled next to the side of his face and I heard him taking a deep breath and gulping.
I moved in front of him, and placed his hands on my ass as I bent over, and then I sat on his lap, moving my hips and rubbing myself on his already rock hard cock.
I got this adrenaline rush and I loved the feeling. Especially since he could just feel, and not see me.
I got up again and sat in his lap again, but this time, facing him. I placed my hands on his knees, arching my back, moving my hips slowly up and down.
His hands reached for my boobs and I let him touch them. His touch became hungrier with the realisation that I was allowing him to feel me.
I turned around once more and leaned against his chest, took his hand into mine and guided it from my boobs, down to my panties.
He moved them to the side and tried to push one finger in, but I dug my nails into his skin and pulled his hand back.
The song stopped and I came back to my senses. I stood up and hurried to dress up.
He took the belt off his eyes. “Wait. I want more.”
“I kept my part of the deal.” I said as I got out of the room and went to Daddy’s VIP booth.
“My money, now.” I stretched my hand.
He laughed at my embarrassed red cheeks. No one took me seriously around here. I can’t blame them. I really didn’t belong here. But I was here and I had to deal with everything.
He kissed my cheek and gave me a lot of money. I’ve never touched a stash that big.
“I want to leave early tonight and I want the night off tomorrow.”
“Okay sweety, you did great. You deserve it. Go rest, my baby.”
“Please don’t tell the girls. Just tell them I’m sick or something.”
I snuck out the back door and walked to the apartment.
Cece didn’t come home that night so I changed into his shirt and went to sleep.
Chapter 6: Part 6
"I crouched and licked his defined abs, following the deep V that lead to his cock. "
Tani came back with her hair messed up.
“Girl, where were you?”
“Hm?” She seemed caught off guard “in uhm the bathroom.”
Her hair was full of secrets, though, and I wasn't about to dig in too much. But it was so obvious when she lied, that it made me giggle.
I decided that that night I would get Jimin drunk and see for myself what I’ve been missing on.
So I kept pouring him shots and I kept drinking very diluted ones.
By the time my shift was over, he was in an euphoric state.
“Let's go” he pulled my hand.
“Jimin, I don't want to come to your place tonight.”
“What are you talking about, quit being silly.”
“Let's go to my place instead.”
“Haha you almost got me there, you naughty kitten.”
I cringed for a second at his sentence, but then I laughed with him.
He grabbed my waist and moved his hand on my ass, spanking it lightly.
His driver waited in the car all this time. After giving him directions to my house, we got in the back and he already started kissing me as soon as we sat.
He pulled one of my legs on the bench, behind him and one in his lap. Then he leaned over me and kissed my neck, putting his hand immediately inside my bra. He wouldn't even breathe, he would continuously bury his face in my cleavage and neck, and I was biting my lips.
I wasn't sure that the tinted glass between us and the driver was enough for me to be comfortable to moan.
When we arrived in front of my apartment, Jimin’s pants were already unzipped.
“Do I wait for Mr. Park?” The driver asked.
“No need to.” I smirked.
I unlocked the door while he was pressed against my back, kissing my shoulders and pushing his boner on my butt.
Our clothes started coming off from the entrance, all the way to the bed, all while kissing passionately.
I crouched and licked his defined abs, following the deep V that lead to his cock.
His body was amazing, he had muscles even in places I didn't know the human body had muscles.
He let his head back as I stroked his cock with my hand and then I gave it a little licking, just to get the tip wet.
He bent over to make me stand and then he lifted me. His hands were wrapped around the back of my knees and I put my arms around his shoulders.
He controlled my body as if it was as heavy as a feather, rubbing his head against my opening until it found the spot to slide in.
He moved me up and down on the length of his dick, and he was also thrusting fast. He moaned into my ear and my cries were loud and shaky.
I let my head fall back and he buried his face between my breasts, while moving his hips fast.
It was amazing. It felt so good. It blew my mind.
I started leaking my juices down his balls and was surprised on how he didn't yet cum. The friction was hard, and deep, it would have made any guy explode by now.
He moved closer to the bed and I let my back fall on the edge, while he was still standing, locked inside my convulsing pussy, thrusting hard against my G spot.
I cummed again.
He crouched so I could grab his shoulders again and he pressed me against the wall.
He let go of one of my legs, so I could have balance, but the other one was still held high, resting on his arm.
He smashed me on the wall with each push and I looked into his eyes. He was frowning and biting his lip, while staring right inside my mind, and then he stretched his neck to kiss me.
His tongue rubbed mine while my pussy was being abused. The look on his face in the dim light. The messy moans.I cummed again. He smiled.
He lifted me again, still pressed against the wall. And he moved slowly, rolling his body in and out of mine.
It felt soooooo gooooood.
I cummed again, and with that, my muscles pushed his dick out of my pussy and he rubbed it against my clit until he came all over.
He carried me to the bed and we crashed. I got up to take a shower, and he fell asleep. I looked at myself in the mirror.
That was the face I haven't seen in a long time. The glowing face of someone who had multiple orgasms. My makeup was smeared all around my eyes and my hair looked like a nest. I remembered him smiling at me when I looked like shit, and I finally understood why.
(The Next Day)
Jungkook parked his car in front of our apartment, he looked at me with those bunny eyes. I spent the night at his house because he said he needed a friend’s companion.
“Okay, so this is me. I didn’t call Andia last night. So she’s probably worried about where I was the entire night.”
“Doesn’t your friend know that you were with me?” He was leaning much closer.
“I guess she does, I don’t know. I’ll go now, okay?” I was about to leave when he held my hand again.
I looked at his hand, then to his eyes. It was just a quiet moment of looking straight at those pretty brown eyes and his alluring sweet smile.
/Oh my god, Jungkook, don’t do this to me./
But for some reason I leaned on his face and kissed his cheek. When I backed away, he turned sideways brushing his lips on mine. That got my heart racing.
“I guess that’s the closest I could get?” he asked with a childlike smile. I just smiled back as I felt heat on my face.
“Goodbye, Jungkook.” he let go of my hand.
When I got out of the car, his window rolled down and he shouted, “I’ll see you tonight.”
I waved and he drove away. I sighed.
I got to the apartment still thinking about almost kissing him. I stayed by the window, while sipping from the coffee cup. For the first time in my stripper life, I had a good sleep, next to him last night. I usually don’t wait for my clients to wake up before I leave. But I wanted to look at him while he was sleeping, and it felt different. I took the necklace he gave me from my pocket. I looked around the apartment and noticed that a part of our ceiling was about to fall.
I walked towards our room, eyeing that part of the house. I also noticed that the wall paints were already fading and probably the walls had so many termites on them.
/Ewww, we really need to get out of here./
I tried opening the door of our room and the knob was loose, but it wouldn’t open. I knocked on the door, “A? Are you there? You need to open this damn door, it’s fucking stuck again!”
“A? Get your ass up and open the door… I need to change!” I continued to knock but no answer. I took my phone out of my pocket and gave her a call.
“Unnie?” she sounded groggy.
“Oh, you sound awful. Are you okay?”
“Yeah… can I get more sleep please?” I laughed at how she sounded. “Okay, yeah, go back to sleep. I’ll just see you later.”
The next thing I did, I went to a pawnshop and called Ella after. She answered after 2 calls.
“Unnie? You’re up so early.”
“I could say the same thing. I’m sure you’re still with Jin, but I need you more,” she laughed, “let’s meet. I’ll text you the address. Put your panties on and don’t make me wait.” she laughed again but agreed to meet me.
The next thing I did, was go to the apartment that I saw on the internet the previous night, while Jungkook was sleeping. I wanted to surprise A that we would have a new apartment. Something more secure for the both of us.
When Ella arrived we went straight to the location of our new place, we met up with the sales agent and looked around, “oh my god unnie, you’re renting this place?”
“No, I’m buying it. We need a new place. More spacious for me and A.”
I heard Ella gasped, “wait, did you say, buy? As in no more renting and stuff?”
I looked outside the window and it was a pretty view. The place was cozy, warm, secured and more girly. Two bedrooms, one bath each. A pretty big kitchen and a nice living room.
“Yeah, I’m buying it.”
“Oh my godddd! How many times did Jungkook fuck you for this?”
I laughed, “Well, let’s just say, enough to get me this place.”
I didn’t tell her about the necklace yet, and I also didn’t tell her that I haven’t slept yet with Jungkook. I didn’t want the girls to think there was something more going on.
“Shit! How big is he?” we both giggled.
“Hey, I didn’t ask you about Jin’s, okay. So don’t ask about his,” we laughed.
I signed the paper works and got the keys to our new apartment.
/Hmmm, finally a better place to come home to./
Ella just ordered pizza for dinner before work that night and we ate it on the floor, since there was no furniture. She seemed deep thoughts when I suddenly asked her about Jin.
“So what’s the score between you and Jin?”
“We don’t keep scores, unnie. We just love each other.” she blushed.
“Wait, did you say love?”
“Yeah, I know you don’t believe me, unnie… but I do love him. He’s so nice to me, and his dick is so good” She pouted.
“Are you sure of what you’re feeling? I mean, yeah for sure I believe the dick part, but the love?” I was trying to make sure she was not gonna get hurt with all of this.
“Yes, I’m sure. When I see him… damn it, when I hear his name, I get butterflies in my stomach. And he’s so amazing to me. “
“Ha ha! The butterflies, when was the last time I had those feelings? But, here's the thing E, just make sure you don’t get too attached, okay? Not unless you’re really 100% sure.”
“Don’t worry unni, my heart is strong. And he told me he loved me from the first night we fucked. Haha. Can you believe this? Seems like a fairy tale!”
It took me a moment to swallow all of that, I can’t help but think of Jungkook, “okay, he loves you. I’ll take that. I’m happy for you.”
“Thanks unnie. Anyway, enough talking. We should go to work. Jin’s gonna be there soon! Plus, tomorrow we have to bring Andia here, right? Let’s clean up a bit… the whole apartment is empty, except for two pizza boxes” she laughed.
“Yeah, we have to get the other girls here too. Andia seemed sick when I called her this morning. I’m gonna check on her again later, but I’ll stay and clean up.”
I gave E her bag, and walked her to the door, “thanks for helping me with this E. Make sure you take care of yourself too... What I mean is you with Jin.”
“Yes unnie, take care ! You have such a nice apartment, we’ll throw parties here!
“I can’t wait for that! As soon as I bring Andia here, we will throw that party!” we hugged and said our goodbyes.
After cleaning, I picked up my phone and called Andia. It went straight to her voicemail twice. I tried for the third time and she answered.
“Hey A! You okay?”
She coughed “I think I got a cold, unni, I won’t come tonight, have fun without me!”
“Oh no, I should come home and take care of you.”
“I will just sleep. You don’t need to come home. You need to get big tips, okay?”
“Yeah, I guess I need to. But I have some things to take care of. So I’ll just see you tomorrow. By the way, if ever you get up, leave the door open. The fucking knob is stuck, I couldn’t get in earlier.”
“Uff, okay!” She coughed again. “Okay then, byeeeeeee”
“Wait! What if Yoongi asks about you, what do you want me to tell him?”
“Omg unni, I don’t want to hear his name again. Tell him I quit working there!”
“Ha ha! For sure he’ll freak out and break everything he can break at the club! Alright I gotta go, I’ll just change my clothes at the club. Get some rest, byeeee!”
I dressed in my naughtiest outfit tonight. A white lace bodysuit and short shorts. I couldn’t wait to see Hoseok’s reaction.
“Hey, M” Cece shouted.
“Looking good. Andia won’t make it tonight, can you cover for her, I don’t want to ask the other stupid waitresses.”
“Thanks and of course!”
Oh, this was better than planned. More clients to flirt with, more occasions to make Hobi jealous.
The club started to get full.
The two groups of guys, came as well. Jin booked Ella for a few hours of private lap dance, Jungkook paid for Cece to do a pole dance show, Jimin was drinking shots with Kina. Tani and Namjoon were missing, Yoongi was looking around for Andia, obviously, and Hoseok was… walking towards me.
“Hey” I smiled.
“Hey hey” He pulled me by my waist and gave me a kiss on the neck.
“Just came to see my girl. Have you been a good girl?”
“Yes, dad-... Yes, Hobi, oops!” I loved teasing him.
He whispered in my ear “Come, on, say it…” and then tried to kiss me.
I placed my index on his lips to lightly pushed his face away and he sucked it.
“You look really hot tonight” he said, taking my hand and making me do a little spin.
“Thanks” I smirked and looked at his lips.
“Let’s take a breath of fresh air? “ he asked.
We went outside, at the corner of the club, next to a dark alley.
“I said I want you to be my girl.” He caressed my cheek.
“So, can I borrow you for tonight?”
“I can’t do that tonight, I have to cover for a colleague.”
He clenched his fist which gave shivers through my body. I loved it when he got jealous.
I was in the mood to make him more jealous when the back door opened and Kina was there.
“Hey M, you’re covering for A, right? We need you inside. And where the hell is Tani?”
I shrugged, but I’ve heard her moans coming from the dark alley, so I knew exactly where she was and what she was doing.
“I gotta go now… I have to earn more tips tonight.” I was about to go when he pinned me to the wall and kissed me.
I felt his hunger with the way he caressed my body and rubbed his erection outside my shorts. I couldn’t help but kiss him back.
I pushed him away, “that’s enough for now.”
“What? Just one more…”
“Maybe, next time.” I kissed his cheek and he let me walk away.
I went straight to the bar and Kina was there serving drinks to Jimin.
“I thought you were not coming. I don’t want to deal with other stupid waitress.”
We both noticed Tani walked inside the club, followed by Namjoon. But no one said anything. We all agreed to let her spill the beans herself.
“Okay… So M, take this to Yoongi’s table, he seemed pissed that A is not here.”
I walked towards Yoongi’s table and tried to flirt a little. He just looked at me, “where is she?”
I had two reasons to keep him here. One was to make Hobi jealous, and the second was making him spend. But he didn’t seem to cooperate, and was stubborn.
“I will serve you tonight, just sit back and relax” I touched his shoulder.
From the corner of my eye, I saw that Hobi stood up and was walking towards us.
Yoongi turned to face him .
“You really have the fucking guts to talk to my girl?”
“The fuck do you want?” Yoongi talked calmly.
“Ha, you think you can always have everything?” Hobi pushed Yoongi’s shoulder.
The older pushed Hobi harder, which made him clench his fist.
I already saw what I needed so I put my hand on his chest and asked him to stop.
Yoongi was pulled back by Namjoon and told him to calm himself.
I saw Cece came to Namjoon’s help as well, then they left to the side and she gave him some keys.
Jungkook hugged Hobi from behind and helped me take him to his sofa.
“I told you not to flirt with other guys. Why don’t you understand that you’re mine?”
I sat on his lap and put my arms around his neck “I do, daddy.”
I took a shower and changed into something comfortable. I still had Yoongi’s shirt, so I decided to wear it.
I ate dinner and decided to just sleep early. I locked the door, forgetting about unni’s request.
I laid in bed and watched tv, waiting to get sleepy. But I still kept thinking about the lap dance moments that I had with him.
The way he touched me gave me shivers. I imagined how the situation would have continued if I hadn’t stopped him. The way his cold fingers felt close to my clit, even just for a second, would replay in my head on and on.
Without realising, my fingers followed the seams of my panties and I started getting so aroused that I felt them getting wet.
I imagined being on Yoongi’s lap and feeling his cock, while his fingers sneaked under my panties.
I took my underwear off and lifted my shirt and started touching myself thinking about him.
I was close to cumming when I heard the door unlocking. And I noticed the bedroom door was cracked open, so I rubbed my clit harder and faster, knowing I only had a few seconds to cum before Cece caught me.
I whimpered shortly while my body untensed and I saw that in the door frame of the bedroom was Yoongi, and not Cece.
My pussy was contracting as I stayed motionless, looking at him.
He walked towards the foot of my bed.
“You look good in this shirt” he said on a low tone, with his raspy voice.
I was still exposed, with my legs spread apart, in the middle of the bed, waiting for him to make a move.
I was ready. I wanted him. No matter how much I tried not to.
He removed his shirt and climbed the bed. He kissed me and I kissed him back, like he was the last breath of air. My fingers tangled in his hair and I pulled him closer.
He pushed his fingers inside me and I gasped.
“You already cummed, hm? You’re so wet.”
I looked at him with innocent eyes and nodded shortly.
“I love it when you look at me like that. ” He caressed my jaw, my head followed his touch.
“Do you want me to take care of you?” he asked in a low, sensual voice. He was sitting between my legs wearing a pair of leather pants. His bulging crotch looked tempting. I couldn’t wait to taste him.
He grabbed the edge of the shirt and took it off of me. He then leaned over me and kissed my neck, my breasts, my waist , my pussy, my thighs and then he came back to my neck on the same route.
I pulled him closer and kissed him. Our mouths played a game of sucking and biting.
“There’s something I’ve always wanted to do” I whispered breathlessly.
“Hm?” He hummed.
I kneeled in front of him and helped him take his pants off. He smirked, because he probably knew what I wanted.
I wrapped my hand around his cock and bit my lip while I looked at him. I licked the pre-cum and sucked the head. My hand continued to glide up and down his shaft. I heard him moaning and cursing.
I felt his legs shiver and was enjoying it so much, it made me giggle. I sucked the head again, and slid my mouth around his cock.
“Fuck… oh god, you’re so good…” his breathing was heavy.
I sucked his entire length in my mouth, earning me more loud moans from him. I couldn’t help but have my finger play with my clit again. I moved my head up and down his dick until I could feel it reach the back of my throat.
I sucked it more, he pushed my head down. I swallowed and it made him moan louder, “fuck! That’s fucking good… I wanna fuck you now.”
He pulled me up and kissed me, I pushed him back to lay on the bed. I sat on his lap, and rubbed my wet pussy on his dick. He sat up and kissed me, “don’t make me wait anymore. I want be inside you now.”
He positioned his cock at my entrance, as I sat on it and he leaned his head backwards. I rode his dick hard, he started kissing my neck. He leaned me backwards so he could suck my nipples. It gave me shivers in my entire body. I continued to ride him until I felt my orgasm.
“Yes... that’s it, fuck… let it out baby…” I came hearing those words from him. I moaned and hugged him tighter.
When I was done, he lifted me and laid me on the bed. He turned me sideways and entered me from behind. He reached for my boobs and started pinching my nipples. It added more sensation to his cock going in and out of my pussy.
He lifted my leg up so he could fuck me harder. He placed my leg over his thighs and he thrusted harder and deeper.
“Oh god, please don’t stop…” I wanted him more. I felt my walls tighten and I came once more. Without pulling out his cock, he turned me around and spread my legs wider. He thrusted harder and faster than he already did.
Beads of sweat have formed on his chest and his abs. He leaned closer and kissed me again.
He lifted his head and smiled at me. His thrusts were slow. He looked in my eyes, at my bouncing boobs and then at how my pussy stretched around his cock, and caressed my whole body with his hands.
“Wow... your body was made for sex…” he breathlessly said.
He pulled out his cock and moved above me, his thighs were hugging my waist. I pushed my boobs against each other as he squeezed his dick between them and swinged his body back and forth.
He occasionally slapped my breasts and pinched my nipples which made me hornier.
We both looked at each other and smiled. It just felt so good and… right.
Our bodies were in sync and connected.
He moved above my head and I licked his cock. He grabbed my head from underneath and fucked my mouth. My saliva and tears slid down my cheeks.
“Look at me” he said between breaths.
He let go of my head and I gasped for air.
He kissed me slowly as he positioned himself again between my legs. He thrusted a few more times, pulled his cock out and cummed on my stomach.
I looked at him, with his hair ruffled and sweaty, at my abdomen going up and down with my heavy breathing, his cum shining in the dim light, and his cock pulsating. I’ve never felt more fulfilled and happy.
He laid next to me and kissed me.
“I’ve had my eyes on you for a while” he nervously licked his lips.
Before daddy told me I had to give him special attention I never even looked at him like that. I only thought he was a troublemaker, because he was the one that always started the fights.
“Don’t laugh…” he teased “I didn't know how to approach you. You never seemed to flirt or even talk to anyone.”
“Yeah, I like being invisible” I laughed.
“You are anything but invisible, trust me” he bitterly laughed.
“Ah, I tried” I giggled.
He kissed me again, then took my hand into his. He closed his eyes.
“Do you want to sleep?” I asked him.
“Not really. I don't think I can. I’m too happy.” He huffed.
“Me too.” I shyly smiled.
“I already know why you started serving me. It’s that boss of yours, isn’t it?”
I wanted to lie, but I nodded.
“Well I really don't like him, and I never thought I'd say this, but I owe him one.” He laughed.
“I don't want you to feel use-...”
“I like you.” He interrupted me.
“I like you too…”
He wiggled in the bed and I put my head on his chest. We fell asleep intertwined.
Chapter 7: Part 7
“I miss you” She said.
“I miss you too.” Jin’s voice cracked.
“Prank call” she laughed and hung up.
I was so tired from last night’s work, I could already feel my soft bed in my body. I still had a spare key, even if I gave the other one to Yoongi. I hoped Andia was okay that he visited her last night.
I got in the apartment and threw my bag on the floor, “A, I’m home! Are you still in bed?” I shouted and waited for her to answer.
/Hmm, I guess she’s still in bed./
I went straight to our room, and the door wasn’t locked. Without thinking, I opened door right away, “Thank you for not locking… the door…”
I was surprised to see Yoongi still in bed with Andia. He had his arms around her shoulders and she had her arms around his chest. I couldn’t help but smile, they looked so cute sleeping next to each other.
Who would have thought that giving him my spare key would be a good thing. So I decided to just let them sleep and went to the kitchen to have something to eat.
I was on the kitchen when I heard the door open. Yoongi came out with his ruffled hair holding his shirt.
He was surprised to see me, his face turned red, “soooo… I thought you were only gonna visit her?” I couldn’t help but smile when I asked him.
“Uhm… I… yeah I guess you call this visit?” he looked like a kid caught doing something illegal.
Then Andia came out of the room, her eyes widened looking at me, “Unnie? What are you doing here?”
“Oh, the last time I check, I live here.” I chuckled. I looked at both of them and their faces were both red.
Andia pulled Yoongi towards the door and opened it for him. I heard him whispered to her, “uhm… I’ll see you tonight?”
“Yeah, thanks for… staying with me..” he kissed her cheeks and I saw that lovely smile I haven’t seen in a long time.
I couldn’t help but bite my lip and giggled at the two of them. I turned around to give them some privacy.
I went back to our room and looked at Andia smiling, I cleared my throat and I was smiling at her.
“Unnie…” she was giggling like a little girl and her face was all red.
“What? I didn’t say anything.”
“I know you were gonna ask me what happened last night.”
I laughed, “look, I’m not gonna ask you any details okay? He just needs to make sure that he doesn’t hurt you coz I will break his bones.”
She laughed, I opened our closet and pulled out my luggage. I started putting my clothes on the bed, “wait, where are you going?”
“Leaving where? On a vacation?” she tilted her head.
“Noooo” I suggestively said.
“Oh no, unnie. Please, don’t leave me! Are you moving away? I can’t… I don’t… Don’t go, please!”
I laughed, “A, I’m not leaving you. In fact, you’re coming with me.”
“What do you mean?” she sat on my bed.
“We are moving out of this shitty apartment. Today. So pack your stuff. Just your clothes, don’t bring anything else.”
“But. I didn’t even found a new one, I was about to surprise you, how did you know??? I didn’t tell anyone?”
“But I did, I found us a new apartment. So let’s go.” I threw her luggage at her bed, and kept giving her her clothes.
“Are you serious??? I’ve been saving for months and when I gave Yoongi the lap-.. Two nights ago I finally saved enough.”
“Wait… you did what with Yoongi? You GAVE HIM A LAP DANCE?!” I stopped throwing her clothes at her.
She turned around and stuck her head in the closet.
“I didn’t say anything.” Her eyes moved from one side to another.
“OMG! You did give him a lap dance! You bitch!” I laughed.
“He paid 10 grand… What was I supposed to do?”
“You should have asked for 15. Ha ha! But with what happened last night… he would ask for more, and I’m sure you would not let him pay!” I pushed Andia playfully and we both laughed.
“So wait, did you actually find an apartment to rent?”
“Yeah, and you’re gonna love it. Just see it for yourself. I’m excited to move. So let’s go, let’s go!”
We took a cab to our new apartment. When we got inside, Andia was surprised, “unnie, there is no furniture yet?”
“No, it’s gonna be delivered soon. I bought the apartment! You like it?”
“B-b-b-bought?” She gasped.
“Yes! It was a good price, plus the view is perfect. It has two rooms and bath on each. It’s more secure here.”
“Oh my god, who cares about the view?!!?! Look at all this space. I can’t believe you actually… Wow unnie! You’re really my role model, I don’t know how you always get what you want! I mean… I know. But Oh my god!” She shrieked and hugged me.
“You wanna look around? Choose which room you want. The first one or the one at the far end. Go!”
Andia looked really happy that we got a new apartment, I looked around again when my phone rang. I didn’t recognize the number so I answered right away.
“Where are you?’ I recognized Jungkook’s voice. “Uhm, I’m with Andia.”
“Hmm, I see.” I heard him sigh and I felt worried. “Are… you okay?”
“I don’t know. I guess… I am,” I snorted, “Of course you are okay. Hey, we’re gonna have a party. A house warming party, I was hoping, maybe you wanna go with me?”
“Uhm, I’m gonna pass,” he sounded different. “Oh, okay… you want me to come over? You sound sick.”
“No, I don’t need a companion today. You’ll probably be busy. So I’ll just call you… bye,” then he hung up. I was surprised that he wasn’t sweet on the phone. I wanted to somehow call him again and comfort him, but I decided not to. It just made me a bit sad that he didn’t want me around today.
We had all the furniture delivered at last. Andia and I arranged everything and cleaned up. Since the club was closed that night, I called everyone and told them about our little house warming party. So the girls agreed. First came Tani and Namjoon, then Kina and Jimin. Then Yoongi. Afterwards Meesha and Hobi.
They were sitting across each other quietly. The girls were having fun teasing each other, while we were just waiting for Ella and Jin to arrive.
“Okay boys, here’s the thing...” they all looked at me.
“This apartment is new, as you can see. It may not be as expensive and big as your houses, but I would appreciate it, if you would be nice to each other. NO FIGHTS. NO BRAWLING. No breaking of our stuff okay?”
Yoongi suddenly spoke, “don’t worry Cece. That’s not gonna happen.” They all looked at him surprised. He looked at Andia and smiled.
“Good, thank you Yoongi. Let’s all be friends, at least for tonight.”
After an hour, they seemed to all be getting along. There was a buzz on the door, when I opened it I was surprised to see Ella by herself.
“Oh, where’s Jin?”.
“Don’t expect him anymore unnie. We had a fight. We broke up.”
“I thought you were in love?.. You know.. the butterflies?”
“Those were moths.” She rolled her eyes as she changed the subject “Uh, this looks great!”
“Are you okay though?”
“Yeah I’m fine, don’t worry about it. I need a drink unnie.”
“Oh, okay… Go for it.”
It was night time, it was great to see the boys getting along with each other, except Jungkook was not here. I called daddy too but he said he was busy and couldn’t make it. I kept looking at my phone, waiting for Jungkook to give me a call, so I decided to call him instead. All my calls kept going to his voicemail. I stood up and looked for Andia and found her at the kitchen with Yoongi.
“Hey A, I’m gonna go out for a bit.”
“Where are you going?”
“Just need to clear some things. I’ll be back maybe an hour or two. Just tell the others.”
“Alright, take care unnie, I’ll play the host tonight”
I called for a cab and as soon as I got in I gave the direction to Jungkook’s house. When I got to his house, his butler opened the door and asked me to wait in the living area. When he came back he said that his master wanted me to go to his room instead. Somehow my heart was pounding in my chest.
I knocked and he answered, “come in.” He was surprised to see me, “what are you doing here?”
“Uhm… you said you were gonna call. I thought that maybe you were sick, so I came here to check on you.”
“I heard you bought a new apartment?” I froze. He stood up and walked towards me.
“Uhm… I’m… I was going to tell you…” he took my hand and looked straight in my eyes.
“I don’t care that you sold the necklace. I’m glad that you got yourself a nice place, I would have bought one for you.” I was surprised at what he said.
He took something from his pocket and showed me a new necklace. Prettier than the one I had. He put it around my neck, “keep this one instead. Let it be a reminder of how much I like you.”
I was lost for words. He leaned closer and kissed me. I thought I only wanted his money, but with his touch I knew I wanted him more than anything. I wrapped my arms around his neck and he lifted me up. I wrapped my legs around his waist.
He laid me down on his soft bed and we started undressing each other slowly, savouring every kiss. I hadn’t kissed anyone for a long time, but with him I let myself go.
His hand traced every part of me, giving me shivers, “I wanted to touch you this way, so badly. I was just waiting for you to let me. Now that I have you, I’m not letting you go.”
That made my heart warm. He started kissing my neck, he made his way down to my breasts and sucked my nipples. I bit my lips hard and held unto his soft hair. He looked at me and kissed me again. I felt his hand in between my thighs, he gently inserted his finger in my pussy.
“Mmmm, I love that sexy expression on your face,” he bit my lip. I felt the walls of my pussy contracting as his finger fucked me. I cummed on his finger, I was still catching my breath when I felt his cock rubbing my clit.
“You’re mine now. I won’t let anyone touch you anymore.” He inserted his cock and thrusted hard. I was afraid that this would all go away, if ever he found someone else. I was scared to get hurt, every man I met promised me a lot of things. Things that were too good to be true, then, after fucking me they would all leave.
Jungkook was different, but it made me cry because I didn’t want him to leave me like the others. He wiped the tears from my eyes, I didn’t realize that he noticed it. He smiled and kissed me again.
I caressed his face, “fuck me like this would be your last time” He smirked and his thrust became faster. He wrapped his arms around my waist and thrusted harder. I felt my body convulse and I came for the second time.
He pulled out his cock, turned me around and slammed his dick inside me again. I gasped as it felt deeper this time. He held unto my nape while his other hand was on my waist.
“Oh fuck… ” he moaned. He leaned and started kissing my back. He thrusted slower this time, his hand caressed my boob. I turned my face sideways and we kissed again.
I just felt his fingers on my clit, he rubbed it as he thrusted deeper, “oh god… more…” I heard myself beg.
I felt my legs gave in when I came again. He thrust faster and held unto me tighter, “I’m cumming inside you.”
I nodded and he came. I felt him shiver as he dug his fingers into my hips. We laid down on his bed smiling at each other. He pulled the sheets over our bodies, then pulled me closer to him and kissed me again.
“Stay with me tonight… and… always,” he said.
I cupped his face and wipe his sweats from his forehead.
“As long as you don’t leave me, I’ll stay with you.”
Tonight I was about to blow Hobi’s mind. I never worn something as tight and short as this dress. Black leather, strapless, with cutouts on the thighs.
He picked me up from home and couldn’t take his eyes off of me while driving.
“Daddy, be careful” I giggled.
“You already killed me, anyway…” He licked his lips.
When we got to the party, everyone was already dizzy and dancing. Cece was gone, so Andia showed us around.
“...and the view is the best, you can really see all the city lights.” She took us towards the balcony.
Tani came after us “Hey, A. We broke the last bottle of wine, I’ll drive with Namjoon to the store to get some more booze. Sorry for the mess.”
“Oh really, fuck. Sorry guys, I have to clean up” She said and then she left.
“She’s right, the view really is pretty” I leaned against the railing.
“Mhm… I promise you, my view here is better…” He said, and he pressed his body against mine.
I felt his hands on the back of my thighs.
He lifted up my dress and moved his hand between my legs.
“No panties…?” He whispered in my ear.
He unzipped his jeans and placed his cock at my entrance.
“Is it okay if daddy does this?”
“Mhm” I hummed.
I looked behind me. The glass door of the balcony was open and there were people in the living room, dancing in the dim light. They didn’t seem to care what we were doing. Plus, from their view, it looked like we were just cuddling and watching the stars.
“I waited for so long, I wonder if it feels as deliciously as I imagined.” He whispered.
He slowly stuck his cock in me as I moaned .
“Uh… yes daddy…”
His arms were around me, leaning on the railing as he was thrusting slowly into me.
“Don’t you guys want something to drink?” Ella’s voice made us both turn our heads, but our bodies didn’t move.
I felt him flexing his pelvis muscle, which made his dick move inside me and it made me giggle.
“We’re okay” he answered.
“Alright” She left.
“Where were we? Oh right, I was fucking your sweet pussy.” He teased.
Because of the circumstance, it wasn’t the hardest or fastest fuck I’ve ever had. But the way his big cock filled me slowly, drop by drop, made me moan in my palms and made me cum so hard that I didn’t care if we would get caught.
His hand was rubbing my clit as he gently stuffed me with his cock. He gave me sweet bites on my neck, shoulders and earlobe.
“Where do you want me to cum?” He sighed.
“Fill me up, daddy” I licked my lips.
“Say it again” He thrusted faster.
“Cum inside my little pussy, daddy, please!”
He tangled his fingers through my hair as I felt his cock pumping all that sweet cum inside me. He moaned in my ear as I felt my pussy throbbing around his head.
He pulled his dick out and the cum glided on my inner thigh. He took it on his finger, then put it inside my mouth.
“Good girl… “ he said as he pulled down my dress.
I looked outside at the car that just parked below the window. I recognised Tani on the right side. They both got out of the car and got back in, on the back seat.
/They really like to fuck in tight places huh, hehe./
“What can I do for my baby?” Hobi asked me, after fixing his pants. “Do you want something like this? Are you jealous on your friend that she has an apartment of her own?”
“I’m not jealous, she’s my friend” I raised my eyebrow.
“But do you want one?”
“If daddy wants to give one to her baby…” I reached to kiss his neck.
“Oh I want to. I want to know you are safe. Do you also want a car?”
“Haha, what do you want in return?”
“I told you, I just want you to by my girl and my girl only.”
“Sounds good” I kissed him again.
I took it in my hands to be the host in Unni's absence. I was sure she was at Jungkook’s place and wasn't going to come back soon.
“Uhm…” I cleared my throat “truth or dare?”
I got many boos in return.
“Well what do you want? Drinking games? Y’all already drunk!” I laughed.
“Okay, okay, truth or dare.” Ella was on my side.
“Who goes first?” Kina asked as they all sat on the floor in a circle. No one was volunteering.
Jimin stumbled on his way to us from the kitchen “Me, me!”. Everyone covered their faces in embarrassment.
“Namjoon, is it true that you had sex in public?”
Everyone laughed “Are we already going sexual???” Hoseok protested.
Namjoon waved his hand like it was ok.
“As a matter of fact, I did. It happens that it’s my favorite type of sex.”
Tani took a deep breath and looked in her phone, avoiding eye contact with us.
“So Tani, you’re next…” Meesha said “When was the last time you had sex?”
We all looked at her, and her face was starting to turn red, “uhm.. just fifteen minutes ago.” she looked back into her phone.
“But you’re here since 8pm!” Ella shouted. Tani didn't move a muscle. I noticed Namjoon smirked, so everyone got the memo.
“I’ll go for dare!” Ella said. And it looked like Kina had an idea for a dare for a while, because she moved a few inches closer “Suck that bottle like you’re giving it a blowjob!” She laughed.
“Omg, are you serious?” She snorted. “Alright” .
The guys looked away as Ella put the bottle in her mouth and twisting her tongue around the opening.
“Enough?” She giggled.
“Yeah, good one, E” Kina said. ” I want to go with truth.”
“I wanna ask the question,” Tani hurried “Is it true that you didn’t wake up in your bed this morning?”
Jimin choked on his drink.
Kina scrunched her nose “False.” Tani raised her eyebrow. “I tricked him this time” Kina added and laughed. Everyone else laughed with her.
“Soooo… M you’re next.”
“I’ll go for dare!” Meesha just smiled.
“We dare you to give Hobi a lap dance!” Ella giggled.
“Lap dance? In front of all of you? Even the club has a private room for that!” Meesha protested
“Can you do it or not?” Ella challenged her.
“Fine!” Meesha stood up and grab a chair. “Oh” She gasped. Then she opened her purse and pulled out a pair of panties that she put on, while the guys were looking away and the girls were laughing and clapping.
Hobi sat on the chair and Meesha climbed his lap facing us. She twerked for a few seconds, covering her face, and then she stood up. “I’m so done with your asses” She faked annoyance, but she was smiling.
“Andia” Ella looked at me. “Truth or dare?”
“Truth” I sternly said, after hearing the crazy dare ideas.
“You were never open about this, so it’s my chance now. When did you lose your virginity?”
My eyes grew big, begging her to take back her question.
“Say iiiiiiiiiiit!” she whined.
“Labsntdbd” I mumbled under my breath.
“LAST NIGHT, OKAY?” I yelled. The room became silent.
My heart beat fast, I was very anxious to see Yoongi’s reaction. His lips were parted and he was staring at me, blinking fast. I looked at him at the corner of my eyes, and didn’t dare to add anything to my answer.
“Whoa, okay” Ella grinned from ear to ear. “Nothing to be ashamed about” She punched my shoulder, making the embarrassment even harder to bare.
“Okay! Let’s move on!” Meesha shouted breaking the silence. “Hobi you’re next… do you have someone watching me every night to make sure I get home safely?” She raised her eyebrow.
He had such a guilty face that we all laughed at. “Yeah”.
Meesha smirked. I think she liked his answer.
“Who hasn’t been asked any question so far? “ Ella yelled, a little too sloppy drunk.
Jimin and Yoongi raised their hands.
“Okay… hmmmm... “ She rubbed her chin “ Jimin, why does your group hate Yoongi’s group?”
Jimin was surprised with the question. I could see from his expression that it was a hard question for him.
“Uhm… we don’t hate them… maybe we just started off the wrong foot…”
Hobi suddenly spoke, “maybe it was better if Jungkook was here to answer that.”
We were all curious with what he said. Then we turned to Yoongi.
“What’s the craziest thing you did for a girl?” Tani asked and cupped her face in expectation.
I looked at him between my lashes, as he scratched the back of his neck. “I guess… uhm…” he shrugged “Driving in the middle of the night to her place to check if she was fine.”
“Aaawwww” Tani cooed.
I felt my cheeks blushing and looked at him at the corner of my eye again, to catch him smile, looking at me.
Ella giggled, “and I think she was fine…” she punched my shoulder again.
I rubbed it, and pouted.
“Y’all are so sappy. I’m so drunk. Give me another dare. Make it fun.” Ella demanded.
“Phone prank Jin” Namjoon suggested, not realizing that they were broken up.
All girls worriedly looked at her.
“I’ll do it” she said, shrugging her shoulders.
She pulled out her phone and she called Jin, putting him on speaker.
“Wasn’t expecting you to call after last night.” Jin’s voice sounded grumpy.
“I miss you” She said.
“I miss you too.” Jin’s voice cracked.
“Prank call” she laughed and hung up.
“Oh, that was painful to hear.” I said softly.
“Whatever, he can suck my fat ass” She laughed, and then she started crying.
“Oh, no, I knew this would happen” I patted her back. “Go talk to him in the balcony”.
She nodded through tears and left outside.
“Well I guess this game is over” I bitterly laughed.
“I think it’s time for us to go home” Namjoon said, with a guilty face “And sorry, I didn’t know what happened”
“We’re leaving too, unni” Meesha said, helping Hobi to get up.
“Can you give a ride to Ella?” I asked.
“Sure” Hobi nodded.
“Let’s go” Kina told Jimin.
Me and Yoongi helped everyone leave.
I could feel the tension between us. I feared this moment would come.
He closed the door behind the last person that left and leaned on it.
I looked at the floor.
“Why didn’t you tell me?” he softly asked.
“Wh… what difference would it make?”
“I don’t know. I could have make it … special… somehow…”
I giggled. “It was special.”
I leaned to kiss him.
He smiled. “Can I have one more chance to make a first good impression?” He grabbed my waist and kissed my neck.
“Mmhm” I hummed.
Chapter 8: Part 8
“You know… this thing is new for me.”
“Haha. This thing?”
“You know, being in a relationship.”
“Oh, this is a relationship?”
“Can you… drop me at Jin’s place, please?” I asked between my hiccups.
“Hmm… alright” Hobi agreed.
“Thanks” I blew my nose loudly on the bottom of my shirt.
“Don’t do anything stupid, unni” Meesha turned to look pitiful at me.
“Does he know you’re coming?” M asked.
I shook my head. She sighed.
“It’s 2 am, baby. What if no one answers the door?” she pursed her lips.
“I don’t.. I don’t know” I cried again.
We arrived in front of his house and he was there, topless, in a pair of shorts and slides.
I jumped out of the car in his arms.
I hugged him and cried on his chest, while he shook hands with Hobi.
“Thanks, I owe you” Jin’s voice made his chest vibrate.
“No problem” Hobi went back into his car and left.
“Hey silly” he softly said. “Look at me”
“I’m not silly” I snorted.
“Shhh” he patted my head and pressed me harder against his chest.
“How did you know I was going to come?”
“I know my silly girl… Let’s get inside, you’re shaking.”
I sat on the edge of his bed. He was sitting on the floor, in front of me. I caressed his hair.
“How was the party?” he smiled.
“It was okay” I sniffed.
“Good. Who was there?”
“Just my girls… and their… uhm… fuckfriends slash sugar daddies slash I don’t know.”
“And no one fought?” He gasped.
I shook my head “We played truth or dare”
He laughed “Ah… right.. The call”.
“I missed you.” I bit my lips.
“I missed you too.”
“I love you” I stared into his eyes. It was the first time I said that to him.
“I love you too” he smiled from one corner of his lips. “That’s why… I… nevermind.”
“I.. I think you should quit your job.. “
I stood up from the bed.
“What? You said you loved me?? Can’t you do this little thing for me?”
“Little thing??? It’s .. it’s my life?!”
“Calm down, you’ve had a little too much to drink.”
“Oh… WOW!.. Please don’t call me anymore. And don’t come see me, ever again!”
I grabbed my purse and started walking towards the door. He grabbed my leg.
“Where are you going?”
“Away from your bullshit” I shook my leg “Let go, I hate you!”
He let go of my foot and remained speechless on his bedroom floor.
I got out of his house and pulled out my phone.
/Great. No more battery./
“Aish!” I yelled and kicked the ground.
My heel broke.
I sat on the cold stone of his yard.
I saw a cab passing by and I ran with one shoe in my hand to catch it.
“Hey K… sorry… can you borrow me some money?”
She rubbed her eyes and nodded.
I paid for the taxi with her money and then got inside.
Her apartment was pitch black.
“Sorrryyy, were you sleeping?”
“Trying to” Kina said and yawned.
“I can’t see your face, I don’t know if you’re mad.” I giggled.
She sighed and turned on the light.
“Oh girl, you don’t even want to know..”
I started telling him about the conditions Jin put so I could date him.
“Oh my god” she laughed. “Jimin just asked me for a date when he dropped me home. I was like… dude you know we’re just fuck friends, right?”
“Are these guys insane?” I laughed.
“Yeah, I guess they’re used to commanding people. They live in their fantasy heir world.”
“Riiiiight?” I said, taking a spoonful of ice cream. “I feel so much better now, Unnie, thanks. I don’t know what I was thinking when I told him I loved him.”
“You .. what” She stuttered.
“I’m drunk, I don’t know” I laughed. “So what did Jimin do when you told him that?”
“Giiiiiiiiirl he was so shook” she laughed “it was news to him. Haha.”
“Ouch, poor guy.”
“Poor guy? Why? “
“Maybe he started getting feelings for you.”
“Girl!!!!” She yelled at me, my eyes grew big. “Weren’t you the one who told me his feelings are not my responsibility???!!!”
I rubbed my temples “Was I? Sounds like something I’d say.”
“Girl, you’re drunk, go to sleep.” She took my hand and pulled me towards the couch.
Hobi pulled his car in front of my apartment. I kissed his cheek.
“Take care” he said. Then he took out his phone.
I tried to see who was he calling, but I already opened the door, and it would have been too obvious if I stayed to look.
I waved him goodbye and saw him leaving in the opposite direction of his house.
/Does he have someone else?... Who else do you call at this hour if not a booty call?.../
I woke up and blinked my eyes sleepily. I remembered that I was still in Jungkook’s bed, this time I didn’t just sleep but had sex with him. I couldn’t help but smile at what we did. I turned to my side but he wasn’t there. I sat up and wrapped the sheets around my body. I noticed there was a balcony in his room, so when I got closer I saw him sitting on a chair.
“Hi.” I said, he looked at me smiling. He reached for my hand and pulled me to sit on his lap.
“I didn’t wake you up coz I didn’t want to disturb you. You look like an angel when you sleep,” he touched my face with the back of is hand.
“Yeah, only when I sleep. I’m… actually hungry…” I looked down coz he just kept looking at me “and… I’m naked too… so I need to get dress.”
He chuckled, “oh I’m okay with the second one.”
“I bet you are.” I stood up and went back inside his room to change. I did my morning routine in his huge bathroom. When I got out he was still in the balcony, but this time there was food on the table. I felt famished when I saw the food that was served.
“C’mon let’s eat. I’m hungry too,” we started eating “so, where do you wanna go today? I know the club is not open tonight.” I wasn't surprised he knew about the club’s schedule, since he was a regular customer.
“Uhm, I don’t know. I usually stay home with A. Watch movies with popcorns at night. We do what normal girls do.”
“How did you meet Andia?”, “Uhm… we met at the club. She was a new waitress and I was already working for daddy for maybe a year before she came to the club.”
He snorted, “daddy? You really call Taehyung daddy?”
I was surprised he knew, daddy’s real name, “you did a background check on him?”
“Yeah, kinda. I always do that with people I don’t feel comfortable with… so going back to you and Andia…”
“Okay, other waitresses there and other strippers are mean. She is a simple girl, she doesn’t like hanging out with those other sluts, which is a good thing. There was this one customer who tried to harass her outside after the club closed. When I saw it, I helped her kick his ass. Then we became friends. We moved in together coz the apartment we both had were shitty, but funny thing we also ended up getting another shitty apartment. Until recently…” I got embarrassed when I realized I sold the necklace to get a better apartment.
“Ha ha! I know what you’re thinking. I told you I didn’t mind what you did… is that apartment good enough for the two of you? Coz I know a better one.”
“You know Jungkook, believe it or not, I’m satisfied with what we have now. I’m okay. I didn’t have much money growing up. My parents are not rich, I wanted to go to college but I guess it wasn’t for me. A and I have the same dreams, we wanted to both go to college, but life is tough. So we stick together for as long as we can.”
“That’s good… so how was the party last night? You girls had fun?”
“Yeah, we did. But I left remember? The boys were actually there,” he asked, “Jimin and Hoseok?”
“Uhm, Namjoon and Yoongi too…” I looked at him because his expression suddenly changed.
I couldn’t help but asked, “what is it with you and Yoongi?” He didn’t respond. He just looked at the sky and took a deep breath. I thought he wasn’t gonna answer me at all.
“Yoongi used to be my friend…” I lean closer to him, coz I wanna hear this badly.
“We went to the same school, we were actually… best friends.”
“So what happened to change that?” I raised my eyebrows.
“My parents had this business that had been in our families for a very long time. The building where the business was located belonged to Yoongi’s parents. Long story short, my family's business was declining and they kicked us out cos we couldn't afford the rent… So yeah…”
“So that's why… when we met him at my place you asked him if his name was on the building.” I gasped.
“Yeah, maybe it wasn't a mature thing to say… but… you know… it was hard for my family then. And I can't forgive him for sitting on the side watching us get ruined.” He couldn't look me in the eye when he said that. He put his fork on the table, I guessed he lost his appetite.
I wiggled with my chair to get closer to him and leaned my head on his shoulder.
“Well you're doing great now, so… I guess in the end that's what matters.” I smiled.
“Yeah, the rest is history” he concluded while putting his hand on my thigh.
“Did you ever... talk to him about it?”
“What's there to talk?” He booped my nose “Let's go on a date, hm?”
There was a lot to clean up. There were only handful of people, but it looked like a stampede was here.
I woke up and saw Yoongi doing the dishes.
“Morning… you don't have to do that!”
“It's ok, after all, you're going to work soon…”
“I’m not. Tuesdays and Wednesdays are off.”
“Oh.” He turned off the faucet. “ Then there's plenty of time for that, the dishes can wait.” He sat next to me on one of the two chairs that were in the house. “Man, you barely have any furniture here.” He noticed.
“Yeah, I’ll have to deal with that soon. Sorry for making you sleep on the mattress.” I giggled. “I’m sure your bed is huge and luxurious.”
“Maybe you can test it soon” he smirked.
“Pff haha. Maybe” I smiled. “Sooo…”
“I was thinking to just stay in and watch TV?”
This was moving a little too fast. Not that I was complaining… but we barely knew each other. I wanted to know him better before getting to that level of just spending time in front of the TV.
“What's wrong?” he tilted his head.
“It's something… what are you worried about?”
“No, I'm not worried… I just... I don't know… we never… talked.”
“Oh… uhm… what kind of talk do you want to have? Ask me something… anything.”
“Haha.. well I’m still in my pajamas…”
“...and you look adorable.”
“Thanks” I giggled “don't you want to talk over a coffee?”
“Why not we have breakfast out? Then you can ask anything you wanna know.”
“Alright. Let me get dressed.”
“Sure” he followed me.
“What, you're gonna watch me change?” I laughed.
“Uhm… am I only allowed to see you naked and not dressed?” he smirked.
“Aish… “ I smiled. “You're a big perv.”
“What, are you shy now that there's light? Don't worry, I already saw every part of you.” He teased.
I threw my shirt at him.
“Thanks” he said as he folded it.
“You can’t keep it!”
“Let’s just say we’re even, you still have my shirt remember?” He raised his eyebrow.
“Okay, but you can't wear mine!” I giggled.
His hands were all over me while I got dressed.
I slapped his hand “I can't resist, sorry” he laughed.
“Where are we going?”
“To a place where I eat with my friends every day.”
“Okay, must be good”
He drove us to a restaurant and when we walked in, we recognized Tani and Joon.
They looked really happy to see us.
“Hey, did you already eat?” I asked T, since I saw a couple of empty glasses on the table.
“No, we couldn’t decide what to order, actually” she smiled.
“Okay, then, let’s eat together.”
We ordered some really expensive things. I felt my card so heavy in my pocket knowing how much money I had in my account, but this wouldn’t be a place where I would normally go and these weren’t prices I’d usually spend on food.
Me and T went to the bathroom to wash our hands before the meals came.
“So, this is getting serious, huh, breakfast and all?” I pushed my elbow in Tani’s arm.
“I mean, I guess?” she tried to hide her smile.
“I couldn’t help but notice your outfit, these look fancy”
She was dressed head to toe in expensive clothes, but her posture said “casual”.
She slouched and looked at me with an annoyed expression.
“I hate these clothes, you know I love my jeans and shirt, but… he got them for me, sooo…” She shrugged.
“Oh.. okay, well you look good.”
We went back to the table, the food was waiting for us and the boys were eating it with their eyes.
“What do girls do in the bathroom? They always go in groups…” Namjoon was intrigued.
“You know, gossip about guys” I teased him.
Tani grabbed the fork and stabbed the piece of bacon. Before she took it into her mouth, Namjoon gasped.
“Babe… be careful” He said, and placed a napkin in her lap.
She gave him a side eye and started eating.
Me and Yoongi giggled watching her.
We all enjoyed our food and drinks and I was surprised to see how fun double dates can be, since I was usually the third wheel. Me and T started digging up some old inside jokes and we laughed until we cried.
Namjoon put his hand on her shoulder and whispered “Everyone is looking at you, can you be a little bit more silent?”
“No” she answered with food in her mouth and raised her eyebrow.
“Should we… go? It’s a little uncomfortable to watch” Yoongi whispered.
“Yeah, let’s finish and go.”
We paid for the meals and left. I hopped on the motorcycle, grabbing his waist tightly and didn’t get a chance to ask him where we were going.
He stopped by a lake and helped me get off of my seat.
“Why are we here?” I asked.
“I don’t know. I usually come here when I’m in a bad mood.”
“No” he shrugged.
“I don’t know… here, sit next to me”
We sat on a patch of grass.
“There’s just… I don’t know… Namjoon’s my friend. Since we were kids. But I still kind of feel like I don’t belong in this kind of sphere, you know?”
“Dressing, speaking, acting a certain type of way… that’s not me.”
“Mhm..” I nodded again. “What about the other guys?”
“Other guys?” he tilted his head.
“Jungkook…” He scrunched his nose hearing that name “...Hoseok, Jimin. What’s the deal with them?”
“Do you really wanna bring this up?”
“I mean, you don’t have to tell me, I was just curious…”
He sighed “It was a big misunderstanding. I tried defending Jungkook’s family in front of mine and I ended up being hated by everyone. That’s about it.”
“And the guys chose sides…” I added.
“Yeah” he said, scratching his head.
“I’m over it. Really. It’s been a long time” He smiled sweetly.
“Alright… You know… this thing is new for me.”
“Haha. This thing?”
“You know, being in a relationship.” I shyly said.
“Oh, this is a relationship?”
I felt my cheeks turning red and burning, my eyes almost fell in my lap.
“I was joking.” he laughed.
“Wow. I almost died of embarrassment.” I exhaled.
“I’m not sure what the other guys want from your friends… But I want something real. And don’t worry, this is new for me too.”
Chapter 9: Part 9
“Yuck. I don't wanna taste your other bitch…” I wiped my mouth and spat.
The music was so loud, it felt like my head was throbbing. The 1st night of the club on a new week. Our regular customers were always so keen for us to open, if they were to chose, they would probably wants us to be opened 24/7!
Business was booming, I saw daddy walking around. Smiling and greeting everyone. He was a sight to see every night and I would really want to date him. But he didn’t seem to have that kind of vibe, don’t get me wrong, he loves his baby girls but I couldn’t tell if he liked women to the point of fucking them or if he liked men.
I saw him looking at me with that mischievous smile. I smiled back, so he walked straight for the bar.
“Hey sugar… how are the drinks for our fine ladies and gents tonight?” daddy sat in front of me. I blushed just looking at him
“Everytime is great daddy. You want a drink?”
“Yes please… hit me with the best one.” He looked around and set his eyes on his most valued customers.
“How are things with the boys? Are they enjoying their stay?” I looked at Jimin drinking with his buddies.
/Right… Jimin… hmmmm/
“Uhm… it’s cool daddy. They seemed to be having fun.”
“That’s great, keep them coming… you know what I mean…” he winked at me as he drank the shot I gave him in one go.
He stood up about to leave, “By the way, I have a special guest tonight. If she looks for me, tell her to go straight to my office.”
I just smiled and nodded. As soon as daddy left, I saw Jimin standing up and coming towards the bar.
“I thought he wouldn’t leave… hey I’d love to see you after work...” Jimin said with a smile on his face.
“Haha, just say you wanna fuck, you don’t have to be formal” I gave him a shot. He just looked at it.
“That’s not what I meant. I mean, let’s go out… maybe…”
“Out?... Like… public sex? Sure, sounds fun!”
He just laughed, “No. I mean on a… date?”
I squinted my eyes and pursed my lips. “A… fuck date…?” I grinned.
I didn’t know how to avoid the subject. I knew he wanted more, but I didn’t know how to kindly refuse him, so I tried playing dumb, but that didn’t work either.
“Does it always have to be fucking when people date?” He looked serious now.
“Do people have to date to fuck?...” I tried giving more hints.
“Look Kina… I don’t want to just fuck, maybe we could get to know each other better…”
“If you don’t want to just fuck… maybe we should simply not see each other, because I’m not looking for more… and I don’t want you to think there is going to be more.”
/There, I said it./
The look on his face tells me he was disappointed, “okay then… I’ll pick you up after work.” He stood up and left the bar.
I just didn’t trust him enough to go to the next level, and I somehow feel that I didn’t want the next level.
I was still looking at Jimin when a girl suddenly sat in front of me.
“What can I get you?” I asked. She looked around and kept twirling the tips of her hair on her finger.
“Yeah, I’ll have Margarita…Seems to me this place keeps getting more and more customers every night…”
“Yeah it is.”
Cece came up to the bar, “hey K, can you give me a shot please.”
“Hey Cece… looking great as always…” I gave her a shot and I noticed the girl in front of me rolled her eyes on us both.
“Are you here with someone?” I asked her with a fake smile.
“I’m looking for Taehyung…”
“Oh, daddy said you can go to his office…” I smiled to her.
She gave me that irritated look , “Hmp, daddy? Tsch...” She snorted, stood up and walked away.
Cece and I looked at each other, “who the fuck is that?”
“I don’t know, and I don’t give a shit.”
“Hey Cece, Jungkook wants to see you..” we both looked at Jimin. Cece smiled and left.
/Oh god, he’s back again/
“I just came to… “his voice cracked “to say goodbye I guess.”
“Yeah.. actually…” He looked around “Actually… I mean.. Goodbye for real.”
“Uhm… Okay… I guess…” I didn’t know what to say.
“Take care of yourself… don’t drink too much, and be careful in whose bed you wake up” He bitterly smiled. It looked as if his eyes were teary.
I felt like stopping him, my mouth opened but nothing came out as I watched him leave. Before I could say anything, Tani suddenly called me, “Hey K! A little help here?”
“Yeah… I’ll be there in a bit…” I turned to Jimin again and he was gone.
“Goodbye…” I whispered.
I was with Ella in the dressing room, watching her change.
“Is Jin there?” She suddenly asked.
I was still thinking about last night, when Hobi dropped me at my apartment.
“Hm? Jin? No. I don’t think so”
She seemed pissed, but she said “Good.”
My phone buzzed in my hand. It was Hobi.
/He probably arrived. I’m gonna let him wait/
I opened the text and my jaw dropped.
“I’ll leave the club earlier, I don’t want to keep you waiting, princess” read the message.
“Oh I’mma kill this bastard” I stood up from the chair fast.
Ella grabbed my wrist.
“What happened? Wait.”
I just showed her the phone.
She snorted “Oh , let me kill him.”
I laughed. “You know what, fuck him.”
“Oh, nonono, they think they can get away with everything.”
“Well. That’s the thing. I have to act like he doesn’t have the control. Because he doesn’t.”
“Yeah, they are a bunch of spoiled little rich kids! Always getting what they want! Well… fuck them all!”
“I know exactly how to piss him off.”
I strut my way around the floor, taking orders. Hobi kept his eyes on me, but I didn’t care and just continued flirting with others.
He signed me to come to his table. I nodded, but I kept serving others, and then I sat at the bar, with my back turned to him.
“Hey T,” Tani turned to me and started making the orders for each table.
“Something wrong?” she asked.
“Nah, I’m just ignoring Hobi” I giggled.
“Well he's coming… “
I scrunch my nose.
I felt his hand on my lower back, “hey…”
I moved so he couldn't touch me. He put it back.
“Babe? Are you angry?”
I smiled “Sorry, I don't let customers touch me” I picked his hand with the tips of my fingers and took it off.
He bit his lips nervously “Customer?” He grabbed my hand and pulled me with him in the back alley.
“What do you want?” I laughed and crossed my arms under my chest.
“You're driving me crazy. Babe, why are you flirting with other guys?...”
“Babe?...” I tried to look as disgusted as possible.
“What is wrong with you?”
“I thought we were a thing?”
“I was just curious. But. “ I laughed “That was the most pathetic sex I’ve ever had. It was sad, really…depressive even.”
He was angry. I smirked.
“Depressive? Yet you cummed and you wanted more?!”
“Yeah. I wanted more… As in. Bigger dick, longer fuck… I think it was a miscommunication…”
He grabbed my face and kissed me, I pushed him away really hard, he almost lost his balance.
“Yuck. I don't wanna taste your other bitch…” I wiped my mouth and spat.
“Other bitch?” He frowned.
I rolled my eyes and got back inside the club. I didn’t care if he followed me or not. I went back to the bar like nothing happened and continued serving drinks.
He came after me “Can we talk?”
“I am WORKING. Do you know what that is?”
“I will pay your shift, I don't give a fuck, just talk to me.”
“What is wrong with you? What the fuck did I do?” he grabbed my arm “c’mon Meesha, don't be like this”
“Like this, how? Over you? I don’t give a fuck about you and your fucking side bitch,” I talked calmly and left.
“It's not what it seems…”
I turned back at him.
“I don't know what you want from me. You wanted me to be only yours. But you don't want to be only mine. I don't ride like that.”
“I know you're hurt but-”
“I’ll be fine” I laughed and left.
I pulled my pants up. He was still breathing heavily with his dick hanging out of his boxers.
“Oh shit.. you always know how to blow my mind.” He smirked.
We got out of the stall, but stayed in the bathroom.
I bent over to check if there was anyone inside.
“Hey… I wanted to ask you something…”
“What is it?”
“You always want me to dress some type of way.. and speak some type of way.. but you love it when I turn you on and act like a slut.”
“Well yeah, babe. I love just the way you are. But in our privacy. When we're in public I want you to be a lady.” He kissed me and started walking out of the bathroom.
“But that's not who I am…”
He didn't seem to hear me, instead he turned around with droopy eyes.
“I think I’m gonna call it a night… “
“Is that ok? I’ll see you tomorrow. Here, have some money for a taxi. Be safe, okay?”
He gave me enough money to buy a car.
“Take care” he kissed my cheek and left.
I went to the changing room to put the money in my bag.
I found Ella sitting alone there.
“Why aren't you working?” I sat next to her.
“I’m just not in the mood… “
“Yeah, they're the worst.” I patted her back.
“Hey… Daddy is looking for you” Andia opened the door.
“Coming” I pulled Ella with me.
We went to Daddy's office. He was at his desk with a glass of expensive drink in his hand and a girl in his lap.
I recognized her from the bar, when she was talking to Kina. She didn't seem like a nice person. But now, seeing her smirk, hands around his neck, looking at us from head to toe, she seems really annoying and obnoxious.
“My baby girls, this is a very special lady. We’ve been seeing each other for a while and I think it’s time you meet her. She will be here with us every night and I want you to treat her like your boss. Right, honey?”
She smirked and eyed us “yeah…”.
“Come on, go meet the girls, you said you were excited.” He helped her stand.
“Yeah, I couldn't wait to meet you…” she lazily spoke, and rolled her eyes.
She faked a smile and waved “I’m Tina.”
Chapter 10: Part 10
She was bent over his table and he was standing behind her, shirtless.
I had my fair share of being a bitch to other people. But this girl, the girl that wraps her snake like body all over daddy, was different.
Her vibe is something I didn’t like. I shared the same feeling with my girls. I didn’t like her and I didn’t give a fuck either if she didn’t like me back.
“Hey T,” Cece sat in front of me, “serve me something, will you?” She noticed me looking at Tina from across the dance floor.
“I don’t like her,” I said while making her drink.
Cece looked in her direction, “uh huh, seems like one those highschool queen bitch that likes bullying everyone.”
“I mean, did you notice the way she looks at us? It’s as if we have viruses in our bodies.”
I gave Cece her shot and we both looked at her, “she looks like she’s up to no good. And fuck, daddy seems to be blinded by it. I’m wondering...” she smirked at me.
Cece groped the bottle i was holding, her hands went up and down on it, “maybe she gives a good blowjob.”
We both laughed and high fived, “you think? Better than you?”
“Ha ha! Well if she meets our standard, maybe she can be our friend.”
Andia came to the bar. “Hey, what are you two talking about?”
I pointed towards Tina.
“Oh her… She looks... fancy?…”
Cece looked at Andia, “babe, you’re more fancy than her. I don’t like how she looks at us from head to toe.”
“She probably thinks we are cheap girls…”
I agreed, “yep, that is how I see it.”
Cece laughed, “cheap? I dance for Jungkook for 15 grand every night, not to mention his tips… daddy could already buy a mansion with how much WE put in this club every single night.”
Andia took the orders I made and placed it in her tray, she raised her eyebrow, “yeah and a mansion for her too.” Then she left.
I noticed Tina was walking towards us, while smiling, “aren’t you supposed to be doing your jobs instead of gossiping?”
“You want a drink Tina?” I asked. She looked at me and raised one of her eyebrows. I poured one for her.
“I don’t want to drink, I want you all to get back to work! Do what you are paid to do!”
Cece stood up, and with her 5-inch heels, Tina looked shorter. I knew this was not going to be good with the way their eyes met. I was about to stop her when Jungkook came behind her.
“Hey, there you are. Come on, I already talked to Taehyung, I have you for the entire night.” That gave Cece something to smile about.
Tina looked at Jungkook, then back to Cece and me. Then she turned around and walked away.
“Who is that?” Jungkook asked her, she just snorted, “don't waste your time on her.”
She turned to me and smiled, “if she does something shitty…” I smirked, “don’t worry I’ll take care of it.”
She looked at Jungkook, “okay… where do you want me?” They both giggled like kids.
“See you later T,” I chuckled while I watched Cece pulled Jungkook to the private room.
I looked at Tina again. She was with daddy and was whispering something into his ear. He smiled and then suddenly looked at me, then back to her. I didn’t know what she said to him but it seemed like daddy wasn’t affected, he just raised his glass, smiled and winked at me.
/Hmmm… what is this bitch up to?/ I raised my glass back to daddy, smiled and drank it.
I was putting my makeup on when Tina came to the dressing room.
I heard her snort behind me and saw her reflection in the mirror, “yeah? Can I help you?”
“Why aren’t you working? You’re supposed to be on the stage and dancing your ass up there.”
I put my eyeliner down and turned to face her, “I dance on my own choice of time and if I want to.... I guess daddy didn’t give you a proper orientation of how things work around here…”
She rolled her eyes, “he doesn’t need to, coz I’m making changes around here. Did you forget what he said the other night? You need to treat me as your boss too.”
I stood up because she was beginning to irritate me more than Jin, I walked towards the curtain doors, “I only have one boss, and that’s daddy. I don’t work for anyone else. So if you’ll excuse me…” I pulled the curtain doors to show her her way out of our dressing room.
She turned and walked out.
/Bitch, who does she think she is?/
I walked back to my vanity and continued putting my eyeliner on. Cece came in, “hey E, still not dancing?”
“Maybe later… I had a wonderful visit from daddy’s bitch.”
“Did she do something to you? Or said anything mean to you?” Cece sat on the chair next to me, fixing her hair.
“Ha! Like I’d let her! She said she’s making changes around here. Did daddy mention anything to you?”
“No, the only change daddy needs to make, is her,” we laughed, “but if he does make some changes, he better let us know before he implements them.”
“Exactly my thoughts…”
“Enough about them, are you and Jin still on a break?”
“I don’t know unnie. He wanted me to leave my job! Can you believe him?”
“I don’t know. Maybe he wants to marry you?” we looked at each other and then we laughed loudly.
“C’mon unnie, I’m not walking that path. Are you with Jungkook?” I noticed that she stopped and I saw something in her expression.
She smiled but I felt her sadness, “I don’t belong in Jungkook’s world. I cannot live in his world. He knows that... he should know that…”
“Unnie…” I felt my heart breaking for her.
“I’m like the devil, and he’s… my angel. He is trying to save me, at least that’s how I feel it…”
“Do you love him?”
Her eyes became teary, I wish I didn’t ask her that.
“I don’t know E… I don’t want to… I’m trying not to…” She turned around and walked back to her own vanity. I looked at her and I noticed that she wiped her tears from her eyes. I didn’t ask her any more questions because I knew what it felt like to love someone that lives in a different world.
I was serving drinks when I noticed Yoongi looking at me from their VIP table. He nodded his head and winked at me, and I knew what that meant. I went back to the bar and saw Meesha looking like she was not in a good mood again.
“Hey boo, what’s wrong?” I patted her back.
“Oh it’s Hobi. I just hate him. I wish he wouldn’t come here. He accidentally sent me a text meant for his side bitch.” I got surprised with that.
“Oh wow, then what happened?” I placed all the shots on my tray.
“He said it’s not like that! What the fuck did he mean, it’s not like that?” she was really angry.
“Did he explain anything else?”
“What else is he gonna explain? He fucks me and then after that he has another booty call? He keeps saying he wants me to be all his, but I can’t have him only for myself? Don’t you think that’s unfair?”
I shrugged, “I guess. Why not talk to him again and ask him. Try setting some boundaries, maybe… I don’t know.”
“I don’t know what kind of boundaries we need to have. If he wants me to not play around, then he better do that too.” She took the orders on her tray and walked towards the customers, avoiding Hobi’s table.
“What’s with her?” Kina asked.
“Boy problems,” I chuckled. “How’s it going, K?”
“Not much. I haven’t been drunk for the last couple of nights. I have been sleeping in my own bed…”
“And why do I feel that you don’t like the things you’re saying?”
“Uhm… don’t mind me at all.”
I asked her, “I haven’t seen Jimin around, is that why?”
She looked at me and just smiled, “I don’t know what’s with him. Don’t worry, I feel better that I wake up in my own bed.”
I was about to ask her another question when the phone on the bar ringed, “hey daddy. Okay, no problem. Will make one for you.”
She looked at me “Daddy had a couple of shots he ordered. I’ll make them real quick, then come back to me, so you can take them to his office, okay?”
“Yeah, sure,” I served the drinks and passed by Yoongi’s table. He suddenly grabbed my wrist.
“Hey, can I come over to your apartment later, after work?” He wouldn’t let go of my hand.
I chuckled, “Uhm, Yoongi I’m quite busy. I have to serve other customers. Can we just talk about this later?”
He stood up and pulled me with him towards the men’s room, “what the hell! Yoongi, let me go.”
The hall to the restroom was empty. He pushed me on the wall, grabbed my face and kissed me. I instantly inhaled his breath when his tongue met mine. I missed his kiss. He leaned his body against mine and my hands betrayed me when I started caressing his back.
His kiss was slower and more passionate this time, then he slowly let go. He looked into my eyes and caressed my face, “I’ll wait for you after your work.”
He let go, leaving me breathless. I was still catching my breath, when Namjoon came out from one of the doors. He was fixing his shirt and his hair when he noticed me. He smiled and walked past me.
Then I saw that Tani came out from the same stall Namjoon came from, she was surprised to see me, while she was buttoning her shirt up, I chuckled “did you just...”
“What?” she smirked.
“Oh my god, bitch! Even in the restroom?” I laughed.
“Whattttt…?” We laughed and walked together towards the bar.
“Hey A, where have you been? Take these drinks to daddy’s office. He’s waiting for them.” Kina said. I immediately took the drinks and headed to daddy’s office.
I knocked on his door but he wasn’t answering. I knocked louder but still no response.
“Oh the music is probably too loud, he can’t hear me…” so I did what I had to do and opened the door.
What I saw gave me the shivers in my entire body. Daddy was banging Tina on his desk. She was bent over his table and he was standing behind her, shirtless. I froze, as I caught a glimpse of daddy’s fine abs and sweaty chest.
At first they didn’t notice me, then daddy’s eyes met mine it made him stop, “Andia…”
Tina looked at me in embarrassment, I turned around and accidentally knocked the drinks on the floor. I wanted to get out of there right away so I picked up the broken glasses from the floor. I was in such a hurry that I scratched my hand and it bleeded right away.
“Taehyung, what are you doing?” I heard Tina’s voice behind me.
Daddy was beside me in an instant, “hey hey, don’t worry about that. I’ll take care of it.”
I looked at his eyes, and he was still shirtless. It made me more embarrassed, “uhm… it’s okay daddy. I’ll clean it up. I’m sorry… I’m so sorry... I didn’t know you were…”
He grabbed my bloody finger, took out his handkerchief and pressed it on my wound, “it’s okay baby cake. Don’t worry about it, I’m not mad. Just go get yourself cleaned up, washed it before it gets infected. I don’t want you to get sick or anything. Okay?”
I heard Tina snorted behind us, I didn’t look at her anymore and just stood up and got out of daddy’s office.
The night ended and we were closing up. I was at the changing room when the girls came in.
“Oh god! I’m so tired!” Tani said. She laid down on the sofa with her head on Meesha’s thighs.
“Of course you’re tired. How many times did Namjoon fucked you in the stall?” Ella said laughing.
“Shut up E!” We all laughed. Cece came in and walked towards me right away. She suddenly took my hand with the bandage on it, “what the hell happened?”
“Uhm nothing unnie. I broke a glass and when I tried to clean it, I scratched myself. But it’s fine now.”
“You broke a glass? That’s not something new” Kina said and came to me to inspect my wound.
“Yeah, it’s fine.” I said.
“Where did this happen?” Ella asked.
“Uhm when I went to daddy’s office to give him his orders…. I… uhm…”
“What?” They were all quiet I didn’t know if I should tell them what I saw.
“Wait, did you see something you were not supposed to see?” Tani asked as she sat up.
“What? NO! I was just serving his drink. He couldn’t hear me, I knocked harder on his door. So i thought I’d just open it and go inside… and then…” I felt the heat on my face.
“Oh my god! You saw him naked?” Cece asked with that huge smile on her face. I couldn’t answer her. The girls gasped.
“Oh my god!!! Did you?” Ella sat next to me. I nodded.
“But it wasn’t just him that I saw... I saw him banging Tina on his desk.” They were all quiet.
“I don’t care about her, what did daddy looked like?” Ella asked, we all giggled.
“Well, he had a nice abs. Lean arms... sweaty chest...“ I felt more heat on my face imagining what he looked like at that moment.
“Oh god, I wish I could have seen that,” Cece said and pushed me playfully.
We were all surprised when we heard Tina’s voice by the door, “I’m not surprised you are all gossiping about me.”
“Why would we gossip about you? We were not even talking about you?” Cece snorted and turned to look at her.
“You all envy me so much… you all want to see him naked.” She crossed her arms under her chest.
“Envy you? Really? You probably have no idea how much money all of us make in this club. Without us daddy wouldn’t even have the money to date you,” Ella stood up.
“Don’t forget I’m your boss now and I will make sure that you will all feel it.” She said and left.
“Hmp, she probably got embarrassed that Andia saw her naked, submitting to daddy while he fucked her from behind,” Cece laughed.
“What do you think she meant by that?” I asked everyone.
“Don’t worry about her boo, she can’t have anything against us.” Meesha said.
“All right, let’s call it a night, I wanna sleep… again... in my own bed,” Kina said.
“You sound like you wanted something else to happen K,” Tani smirked at her, “shut up T.” Kina pushed her laughing, as we all made our way to the door.
When we were all out, we saw daddy outside with Tina. She still had her arms around his waist. We all waved to daddy and he waved back. I saw him winked at me and it just made me giggle. Tina gave me a piercing look, I averted my eyes right away. The girls went their separate ways while me and Cece waited for a cab.
Just in time, Yoongi’s motorbike parked in front of us. She pushed me right away, as he handed me his extra helmet.
I looked at Cece, “Uhm unnie, is it okay?” She just smiled at me.
“Yeah, I’ll be fine. Go have fun.”, she turned to Yoongi “please take care of her for me.” He smiled and nodded.
Then a car parked next to Yoongi’s and rolled down the window, Jungkook smiled waving at Cece, “see, I told you I’ll be fine.”
We gave each other a hug and she walked happily towards Jungkook’s car and got in. When the car drove away, I noticed Tina watching the car that drove passed them. She said something to daddy and he just smiled at her not saying anything.
“So Taehyung has a date now?” Yoongi suddenly asked.
“Yeah, daddy says she’s our boss to… from now on.” I took the helmet from his hand and wore it.
“Hold tight.” Yoongi said. I hugged him tight as we drove through the cold night.
With Tina claiming that she would make us all feel that she is the boss, didn’t sound good to me at all. But I hoped it would not complicate things with all of us.
Chapter 11: Part 11
“I paid you more than what you fucking wanted! I told you to protect her. You promised me.”
I woke up from a dream that I was in someone else’s room. I immediately opened my eyes, turned to my side and it was empty, just another pillow. I sighed and closed my eyes again.
I sat up and looked at my phone. It was 6pm and in few hours the club would be open. I stood up lazily, grabbed anything I could eat from the fridge. I watched the evening news for a bit and I felt like not going to work that night. I dialed Tani’s number and thought of letting her know. It rang once and she answered.
“Hey T… you up?” I put another spoonful of cereals in my mouth.
She answered sleepily, “no… you woke me up… what is it?”
“Sorry… can you take my shift tonight? I don’t feel like working. I just wanna stay home…”
“What?... Does this have anything to do with Jimin again?”
“NO! Of course not! My world doesn’t revolve around him… and I don’t trust him even with all the things that we do. He’s a player, I’m sure…”
“Yep, it’s Jimin alright…”
“No T… please, I just wanna rest…”
“Fine, whatever... You owe me... I’ll tell the girls.”
“Thanks, T. Go back to sleep now. I’ll see you tomorrow.” I hung up and threw the phone on the sofa. I sighed again thinking of what to do realizing that I would stay home. Alone.
I decided to just watch movies and maybe do a marathon. Hours passed, I looked at the clock and it was past midnight. I probably should have just gone to work. I felt more empty.
I went to the bathroom and decided to soak in the tub. I closed my eyes and felt myself slowly drifting to dreamland. Then I heard my doorbell ringing. I kept my eyes closed thinking it was just a dream, but it wasn’t.
/Seriously?/ I stood up and wrapped the towel around my body. The doorbell kept ringing.
“I’m coming! Hold your horses! Geez!”
As soon as I opened the door, my eyes grew wide looking at that face… Jimin. The top two buttons of his shirt were open and his chest was a little exposed, it made my heart skip a beat. We looked at each other without saying anything.
I suddenly missed him so much, “what are you doing here?”
He leaned his head down, “I miss you…”
He pulled me to him using my towel and kissed me. I felt his words through his kiss. The days I missed him all disappeared through his touch and caress. I wrapped my arms around his neck and let my towel fall on the floor.
He lifted me up and I wrapped my legs around his waist. He laid me on the sofa and without breaking our kiss, he undressed himself. I touched every part of his body that I missed, so did he.
I felt his hunger inside me, his thrust was hard and deep, “you made me miss you so much. Whatever kind of relationship you want, I’ll go with it. Just don’t make me miss you and this…”
I didn’t know what to tell him, I just kissed him instead. I didn’t know anymore what kind of relationship we would have, but as long as I’ll always see him I’ll be satisfied. If he ever would ask for more, I’ll just decide when the time comes.
After I was done with my show, I went back to the dressing room right away. I didn’t see Jin again tonight. I knew to myself that I missed him more, no matter how much I denied it.
“Hey E…” Cece came in and went straight to her vanity, “you okay?”
“I don’t know unnie. Why hasn’t Jin come and visited me? Do you think he doesn’t like me anymore?”
She chuckled, “and now you miss him? Why don’t you call him then?”
“You think I should?”
“Yeah, you should.”
Meesha came and was carrying something in her hands. I already knew who it came from when she handed it to me. It was a bouquet of flowers and a card from him.
“I’ll see you later after work… Jin,” I smiled with teary eyes. Cece giggled, “see…”
I turned to Meesha, “is he there at his table? I wanna see him.”
Meesha smiled, “yup, he just came in.”
“Unnie, are you done? Let’s grab a shot?”
Cece stood up and finished her makeup and followed me to the bar. We passed by the VIP seats and when I saw Jin’s eyes on me, I smiled, bit my lip and winked at him. He smiled back.
I sat next to him, and whispered to his ear, “I’ll see you later after work. I love the flowers.”
I caressed his soft face, kissed his cheek and stood up to join Cece at the bar.
Tani was there too, laughing with us while we talked about naughty stuff, “oh my god! You two are just out of this world! You both have the dirtiest mouth I’ve ever listened to...”
“Hey, you need soap to wash yourself too, you’re as dirty as we are!” I laughed at her.
We were enjoying our conversation when we heard someone behind us, I turned and saw Tina with her eyebrow raised on us, “I don’t get it. You should be working and not drinking here. We are running a business here.”
Cece turned around and instead of standing, she crossed her legs and sat more comfortably on the chair. Tani was quiet behind us.
“For your information Tina, this is how we run DADDY’S business. Since you’re new here, why not go back to daddy’s office and wait for him. Maybe there is another JOB you can do for him.”
Tani chuckled, Cece just raised her glass to her and drank her shot.
“Obviously you didn’t get a proper education because you don’t clearly know how to run a business. I know everything there is to know about this club. Unlike you girls, all you know is to shake your asses and spread your legs for a guy!”
Cece just laughed, “ha ha! Where do you think this club get all its money from? For your educated mind’s information, try looking around and tell us what exactly is the business this club is running.”
I snorted, “yeah, shaking asses and spreading legs.” Cece and I clinked our glasses and drank. She rolled her eyes and just left.
“What did daddy see in her?” Tani asked.
Cece smirked at us, “she has a vagoogle.”
Tani asked confused, “va what?”
I laughed, “her vagina, her own personal google, coz she said she knows everything!”
All three of us laughed.
“Try asking her vagina, it’ll answer. Hello vagoogle, can you direct me to the closest dick please?” Tani kept laughing. I poked Cece’s shoulders when I saw Jungkook walking towards us.
Cece drank her shot, “oh vagoogle just answered, here comes my favorite dick…”
Cece stood up and went to Jungkook. Tani and I laughed again, “enjoy!”
Jungkook kept me seated on his lap facing him after dancing for him privately.
“I’ll never get enough of how good you dance,” he said as he kept caressing my body, it made me giggle. I felt his erection growing in between my legs.
“I’m not that good, okay. And seriously, you see me dancing every night. You come here all the time, aren’t you tired of seeing me?” I cupped his pretty face and brushed his hair away from his forehead. Looking at him that close, made me want to kiss him.
“Don’t dance for anyone else, just for me, okay?” he said, then he kissed me. I got lost again. I melted under his kiss and touch. My heart started to beat fast, I could not deny the feeling of love in my heart. Even if I knew that I shouldn’t allow it.
His hands started moving to every sensitive part of me, I pushed him away gently, “Jungkook we can’t do this here…”
He just looked at me and smiled, “you can get off from work early. I already gave Taehyung the money he wants so no one else can have you for tonight, and I will continuously do that every night to make sure I only have you for myself.”
I bit my lower lip, “what are we Jungkook? What am I to you? Why do you do this?”
He didn’t answer me, he pulled me to him closer and kissed me deeper. As much as I wanted to stay that way with him, I also wanted him to answer me. I pushed him away and stood up. I wore my brassiere and he just kept looking at me. I fixed my hair without looking at him.
I started to feel pain in my heart. Maybe it was really a bad idea that we started this. I thought I could handle it but it seems I couldn’t.
I opened the door to get out but he placed his palm on it and closed it again. I stayed there not looking at him. I felt his hard body behind me as he wrapped his arms around my waist. He buried his nose on my neck, inhaled my scent and sighed.
“Cece... I’ve never met anyone like you. Someone that makes me want to live in this world. Someone that takes me to a place I’ve never been...”
“I want to take you away from this place, but I don’t want to make you do things that you don’t want to. You don’t know what I feel every time you dance on the stage and other men looks at you just for sex…”
“I know what you wanted at first, but even that didn’t matter to me. I just want you. I wanna sleep next to you or… just come home to you…”
I couldn’t stop my tears from falling, I cried silently, “I don’t belong in your world Jungkook. Everybody knows that, you should know that. I’m not the type of girl you wanna come home to. I’ve slept with so many men before you came to my life. I’m not the girl you can introduce to your friends and your family. I’m not clean… I will never be clean again...”
He hugged me tighter, then turned me around, “what would it take for you to understand that anything you did before and now doesn’t matter to me?” I couldn’t answer him, “if you want to stay in this club and keep dancing until you get tired, I’ll let you. If you wanna keep working this way, I’ll let you.”
“Please… don’t push me away…” he hugged me again. It made me close my eyes and hugged him back.
I hated myself from hurting him. I’ve never believed in love because of so many men who promised me that word. And he was suffering because of what I felt too. I wanted him so bad, I knew he was my only redemption.
We are human... we are allowed to be vulnerable and we are allowed to love and be loved too.
I pulled away from the embrace and cupped his face, “I like so much Jungkook… I like you too much that it’s scaring the fuck out of me…” he chuckled, he leaned his forehead on mine while he closed his eyes.
His lips met mine and I let him take me again to that special place that I love. We may have been in the private room of the club right, but we just didn’t care anymore.
The club was closing and I told Jungkook to wait for me outside since I had to change.
Andia walked inside the changing room, “hey A, I’m going with Jungkook tonight. Is Yoongi waiting for you?”
She shrugged, “I don’t know, he didn’t say anything.”
“Or I can ask Jungkook to drop you off our apartment…”
“No, I’m fine unnie. I’ll stay up and clean anyway. Kina is not here, and Tani says she’s meeting up with Namjoon outside. So it’s my turn to clean up. You can go.”
“Sure? Okay, I’ll go now.” hugged her and I went out of the bar.
After an hour, I was already in Jungkook’s room when my phone rang. It was a number I didn’t know.
“Hey Cece? It’s Yoongi. I’m in front of your apartment, no one is answering. I just wanted to ask if Andia is with you still?”
“Oh, I’m with Jungkook at his house. Uhm, didn’t she tell you she’s staying to clean up at the club?”
“Well I went to the club and it was locked too…”
“Uhm, that’s strange. She should be there. Try going to the back alley. If the front door is close, then she should go out using the back door.”
“She’s not answering her phone either… I’m really worried. Does she usually disappear like this?... Could she be out with other friends?”
“No, I should know that. She goes home right away after work. She just stayed late tonight coz it’s her turn to clean up.”
“Okay… I will go back to the club…” he sounded mad. Really mad. And worried.
“Okay, let me know if you find her.” I just heard him say a soft thanks, and then he hung up.
/Where the hell is Andia?/
Everyone else went home and I was left to clean up. Cece was picked up by Jungkook and the rest of the girls left, one by one, after her.
“Oh good, you're here.” Tina smiled a way too friendly smile.
“Well… yeah… “ I awkwardly smiled back, and looked around. “It’s …my job.”
“There's a client waiting for you.”
I laughed “is it Yoongi?”
This would be something he would do.
“I think so, yeah. Anyway he wants a lap dance and he paid really really good, so you better go home and never come back if you decline this.”
“Black hair, dark brown eyes, pale ski-”
“Yeah , yeah, “ she waved her hand.
“It's okay, I got this.” I giggled and looked at my lingerie under my shirt.
/Not matching again.. uff/
“Where is he?”
“Room 4.” She smiled and left.
I went to the changing room and sprayed on some perfume, took a mint and retouched my lipstick.
I didn’t want to make him wait for me too much, but I took a quick look through Ella’s wardrobe and I found some lingerie that still had the tag on.
I looked into the mirror, switching the lingerie sets to see which would look better.
Then I put one on and found some sexy shoes. I never had to wear heels this high, I didn’t know how the other girls could walk in them. I practiced my sexy faces and poses in the mirror and the lines I wanted to say and then I wobbled the whole way to the private room.
I heard some really loud knocks on the front door. It was like someone was throwing fists and kicks in it. Then I heard his voice.
“Is anyone inside?????”
I looked at the door of the private room, then back at the main entrance. Then back at the private room and back to the main door.
“Tsch” I snorted. “You almost got me, bitch”.
I jumped out of the high heels, took them in my hand by the straps and ran to the door.
I opened it and saw a very sweaty Yoongi trying to catch his breath.
“What are you still doing here?” Yoongi suddenly hugged me. He pushed me while still holding on my shoulders.
“Why are you wearing that?” I realized I was wearing Ella’s new lingerie.
“Uhm… I… thought you paid for the lap dance, so I...” just in time the guy in the private room came out looking for me.
Yoongi’s was so mad, he sprinted towards the guy and punched his face more than once, the comotion made Taehyung and Tina come out of their office. I tried to stop him from beating the poor customer but I couldn’t. Even Taehyung was shocked, Tina was just hiding behind him.
“Yoongi, stop, please!” I pulled his shirt and it made him stop.
The guy looks badly beaten, Yoongi kept his hands on his collar, “if I ever see your fucking face here again, I will kill you! You understand?!”
The guy just nodded and he pushed him down to the floor. His pants were unzipped and they almost fell off, which made him stumble and leave the club almost crawling.
He turned to Taehyung and already had his fist balled, ready to do the same thing to him. I did what I could to stop him by hugging his back.
“Please no, stop!”
He stopped. I looked up and I saw the look on his face, as if he would kill daddy.
“I paid you more than what you fucking wanted! I told you to protect her. You promised me.”
“I have no idea what just happened, Yoongi! I’m a man of my words! When I told you I will protect her, I did!” Taehyung shouted.
“Then why the hell is she dressed like this?”
“I didn’t know this guy was waiting for her! The only person I know that would wait for her is YOU!”
“Don’t fucking lie to me Taehyung! You only care about your money and not what these girls get!”
“What money? I didn’t get any money!?” He turned to Tina.
“Uhm… I don’t know what he means babe…” Tina’s voice was breaking.
Yoongi grabbed her purse, opened it and threw everything on the ground. The stack of bills fell on the ground with a loud bang.
The look on daddy’s face said that he felt betrayed. He looked at Tina “where did you get all this money from?”
“That’s my money!... Wait, are you suggesting I booked a lapdance behind your back? Just to get the money?”
“You said it, not me…” He said, disappointed.
“I guess you need to talk to your lady, Taehyung, coz if this happens again, I’ll do everything I can to ruin you, and close you down for good!” Yoongi threatened.
He turned to me, “Change your clothes. I’ll wait for you.”
I looked at daddy, and he looked apologetic. I felt sorry for him, it seemed like Tina was going to cause him trouble. When we left the club, I saw him pacing back and forth the floor and was arguing with her.
Yoongi helped me get on the motorbike and I hugged his waist. He deeply sighed and caressed my hands.
He drove us home, but on our way we stopped at a street food shop to get ice cream. We didn’t say anything, we just quietly ate it on a bench.
He pulled out a set of keys and opened the door to the building I lived in.
“What?” I giggled. He winked. “Uff, Cece” I clicked my tongue.
We finally got inside the apartment and crashed on the couch.
“What were you going to do if I didn’t come?”
“Pffft ”, I rolled my eyes ” I told you I took a self def-...”
“...ense class, years ago, yeah yeah. You think this is a game or a joke?”
I pouted and shook my head.
“His pants were unzipped. You saw, right?” He asked me.
“ I don’t.. Aish…” he got shivers. “ I don’t know what I would have done if you were forced to do that.” He closed his eyes tightly and hugged me “Are you okay?” he softly asked.
“Mhm” I hummed.
“Good, next time keep your phone with you, I thought I was going crazy.”
“That lingerie looked so good on you…” his tone changed.
I giggled and freed from his hug.
“Aish, you’re just another perv” I laughed and got up from the couch.
He gasped and didn’t close his mouth. I laughed at his expression.
I slowly walked to my backpack and opened it. I pulled out the lingerie from the club.
“You little fox” he tilted his head.
Chapter 12: Part 12
“Can I get in the shower with you?” he asked.
I thought it was only gonna be me and Namjoon that night, but he brought me to a place where it was nothing but fancy stuff. My dress was nice though, and the shoes? The freaking shoes costed more than the entire building of my apartment.
Good thing I knew how to put my makeup for those kinds of situations. I just listened to Namjoon while he talked about things I have not even heard of. I felt like I needed a duct tape to keep a smile on my face, and I was getting tired.
“Excuse me” he said to the person he was talking to.
He grabbed my arm and pulled me to the side and talked softly.
“Did you just… yawn?” he snorted.
“Yeah… I’m sorry, I have no idea what you guys were talking about. And I just finished work…” I squinted my eyes. “You know what, it was a bad idea to bring me here.”
“Wait, no… aish” He put his hand through his hair “I didn’t mean it like that…”
“It doesn’t matter what you meant. I’m saying there’s no way I could fit in at these types of events. “
“T, please, don’t be like that. I just wanted to show you to the world.”
“I mean, I like the shoes and all. They are pretty… but…” I sighed.
“We can go home if you want to…”
“Yeah, please… I feel so uncomfortable here”
We got into the car and he started driving.
“Can you please stop here?” I said out of nowhere.
“Sure…?” he frowned.
He pulled the car to the side.
I started taking off my jewelry and put it on the board of the car. Then I took off my shoes and was struggling to reach the zipper of the dress.
“Naughty…” He smiled.
/This will only make it harder, fuck/
“No, Namjoon, it’s not what you think…”
“What do you mean?”
“I don’t want these… I don’t want… this.”
“Wait… are you breaking up with me? Don’t be ridiculous…”
“I guess I am…” I bitterly chuckled. I turned to him. “Namjoon…” I sighed “I like you a lot. But. This can never be a real relationship. I just don’t belong and I don’t … like your world.”
“What do you want me to do then?”
“I wish I knew” I shrugged and looked away.
“C’mon T, don’t do this to me… I… just…” he couldn’t even finish what he wanted to say. I knew he couldn’t give me what I wanted.
“Sorry…” I hid the tears that escaped my eyes.
“Let’s talk about this in the morning, okay? Don’t take decisions like this in the spur of the moment.”
“You’re making this so much harder for me” I turned to him, crying my eyes out. “Why don’t you understand? I just can’t.”
He punched the steering wheel. And then silently drove me home. Before I got out of the car, I took one more look at him but he wouldn’t look at me anymore. As soon as I got out he drove away at full speed.
I knew it wasn’t a good idea to do this from the beginning. I thought I could handle my feelings since it’s just all about money. But I was wrong, I developed a feeling I wasn’t supposed to. Now it felt lonely, I felt empty without him.
I was walking on my way home.
“So what, you’re just gonna ignore me?” I heard Hobi behind me.
I turned around, “Are you following me?”
“If that’s what it takes for you to forgive me…” he kept looking at his shoes and then glancing back at me.
I crossed my arms under my chest, he extended his hand towards the direction of his parked car, “please, Meesh?”
He opened his car door and gestured for me to get in. I rolled my eyes on him, he just stood there waiting. I sighed in defeat and got in.
He drove us somewhere and then he parked. It was just silence.
“Spill it…” I said.
“I’m sorry… I was a jerk…” he turned to me, “you were right, I had this girlfr… actually a friend introduced her to me…”
“You fucking jerk! Why didn’t you tell me you have a girlfriend?” I shouted at him.
“Wait babe, listen to me first…
“Don’t call me babe, you asshole!” I was so furious.
He was quiet, then he sighed, “we started going out, even before I met you… then we had a fight, we broke up… Jimin and Jungkook brought me to the club to take my mind off of things… then I saw you. So every time they went there, I joined them to see you…”
I wasn’t looking at him, but he kept talking.
“So when Jungkook and Yoongi had a fight, that was when I caught your attention when you tried to hurl me away from Namjoon…”
“Why didn’t you tell me then? Why fuck me first and say you want me to yourself only, when you couldn’t even do that for me?”
“I’m sorry, she wanted us to get back together. I… wanted to know if I still had feelings for her, I wanted to clarify it for myself. So… on that day I dropped you off in front of your apartment, I called her and asked her to meet with me.
“And then you fucked her brains out, like what you did to me that day…”
“Of course, why would you be serious with someone like me? A waitress who works at a club for strippers? Who only makes less than half of the money you have in your pocket just now? Didn’t even have the proper education. Doesn’t have a fucking class?”
I hated that feeling, I looked at myself like I was nothing but garbage to people like him. I couldn’t help but have tears in my eyes. I couldn’t match any girls that he dated. And I hated the feeling of being a small person.
“You know what? I only wanted your money anyways, so I guess that makes us even… the only mistake I did, was I felt something for you! Something I have not felt towards anyone. So thank you for being honest,” I got out of his car.
It was cold outside and the view was amazing from where we were. It made my heart hurt more. I didn’t know where I would go, so I started to just walk away.
Hobi suddenly grabbed me and kissed me. I tried pushing him away but he was too strong. And with the way he kissed me, I couldn’t lie to myself anymore.
/ I’m in deep shit now./
The cold wind made me hugged him tighter. Our lips intertwined and slowly, I just let myself melt under his arms.
When he let go, he cupped my face and looked straight into my eyes, “I couldn’t let you go Meesha. When you found out about her, I feel so ashamed of myself for hurting you. Yes, I went out with her again but something was already missing… I’m not happy without you anymore… She is not anything like you… you’re full of life and that is what I wanted for so long. I want to live in a world where I can just be true to myself. And I found that in you…”
My tears showed him my true feelings, “I hate you! I hate you so much… I hate you even more now...”
He chuckled, “I know you do. But no matter how much you hate me, that won’t make me stay away from you. I’ll follow you everywhere you go. Whether you like it or not, I will not let you go…”
“You’ll stalk me again like what you did at first?” I sniffed.
“I never stopped, I still stalk you every night...” he smiled mischievously.
“Perv…” we both chuckled and then he kissed me again. He hugged me tighter than ever, wrapping his arms with his coat around my arms.
We went to a cafe and talked. Our conversation was all just about us, when we finished we stood up and got out.
We were about to go to his car when someone called him.
“Hobi? Is that you?” we both turned and saw this blonde girl with some of her friends. I think this was the girl he was talking about. She looked at me from head to toe.
“So you told me you didn’t wanna go out today? But who is this?” Hobi looked at me and smiled.
“Yeah, I did say that. That’s because I took my girlfriend out with me.” he locked our hands together, I smiled at him.
“So this is what you broke up with me for? This low class waitress?” she looked at me in disgust.
I raised my eyebrow at her proudly. Hobi just chuckled. I let go of his hand and walked towards her. She and her friends backed away.
“Yeah, bitch I am. The waitress that can make him cum in seconds,” she gasped and kept her mouth opened. I looked at her from head to toe, as I heard Hobi chuckling behind me.
“C’mon babe. Let’s go home,” Hobi extended his hand to me. I turned around keeping my eyes on the girl and then rolled my eyes on her, she looked furious.
When we were in his car, he paused and smirked at me, “really? You can make me cum in seconds?”
I laughed at him, “try me then.” He chuckled then we drove to his condo.
(The next night)
Word travelled fast, I didn’t want to tell Cece or any of the girls about what happened last night. But since all the other strippers were gossiping about it Ella found out and told Cece.
“Why did you tell unnie?” I asked Ella, worried.
“Why the hell should I not tell her? She needs to know what that bitch did to you! She called me last night asking where you were coz Yoongi was panicking too,” Ella said as she put her makeup on.
“That is because nothing happened... I mean Yoongi was there before I got to the private room. He beat the guy up. So I’m fine.” I shrugged.
“But what if he wasn’t? If that guy happened to have forced you to… oh my god I can’t even imagine!”
“Nothing happened okay? Those other girls are just over reacting with their story!”
“Oh that bitch is gonna get it! I swear…”
“Andia!” Cece came from behind the curtain doorz looking upset.
“What the fuck happened last night?”
“Nothing unnie, they were just over reacting. I’m fine. Yoongi was there, so I’m okay.”
Cece walked towards me, “tell me exactly what happened…”
“Uhm…” I looked at Ella who had her arms crossed under her chest.
“Tina told me that there was a customer waiting for me at the private room, I asked if it was Yoongi. She said yes. So I changed and went there, but before I did, Yoongi got to the club. So I’m okay unnie. Don’t worry.”
“That is not how I heard it. That bitch!” Cece sprinted out of the dressing room.
Ella and I followed her. She didn’t knock on daddy’s door and just walked in.
Daddy and Tina were talking and was surprised to find the three of us in his office, “Cece…”
“You let her convince Andia to do a lap dance for a different customer?” she pointed at Tina.
Daddy got up from his chair, “Cece, let’s talk about this. It was not intentional…”
“Not intentional?! She took the fucking money from the guy, not just for lap dance but for fucking sex!” I got surprised with what I heard. I remembered seeing the guy’s pants opened.
Daddy sighed, “I know…” we were all surprised.
“What? You knew? You fucking knew that this bitch did that to her? And you didn’t stop her?”
“Why are you so upset? Isn’t that supposed to be everyone else’ job around her?” Tina stood next to daddy.
That bitch had the nerve to do that to me.
“Hey bitch no one needs your opinion right now, so shut the hell up!” Ella shouted at her.
“If that’s the case maybe daddy should also pimp you up for sex to other customers then!” Cece said.
“I’m not a fucking whore like you ladies, you were all just lucky Taehyung wanted you to have those rich boys up your pussies that is why you don’t fuck other customers! If I were to choose, you would be on your knees with dicks in your mouths for other guys, because that is the only thing you sluts are meant for!” Tina shouted.
Cece and Ella suddenly grabbed her hair. She shrieked in pain when Cece pulled her top shirt and it ripped apart. Ella got her hair and was pulling it too. Daddy and I tried to stop them but we couldn’t.
“What the hell is going on!?” Tani ran to us and pulled Ella away from Tina’s hair. And I got Cece before she got Tina completely naked.
Daddy was holding Tina away from us, “stop! Stop!”
Tina cried wrapping her arms around daddy, “see what they did to me babe? Look at the shirt you gave me, they ruined it. You should punish them. They don’t respect me… fire them both. They don’t need to stay here…”
/Oh my god, what a bitch/
He fixed Tina’s hair, “Cece, Ella let’s talk about this later okay? Can you please go back to the dressing room and prepare for your numbers?”
I was still holding Cece by her waist, she snorted, “what? You’re gonna fire me then? Tell me now if you wanna fire me!”
I pulled her back, “unnie stop it, let’s go. Please let’s go.”
“Remember this, daddy, I have worked for you from the time this club was struggling. I got you Ella, I brought you Tani, Kina and Meesha. Andia wanted to quit but I talked her out of it. We all loved you before that bitch came here. You all owe us this place.”
Cece was right. Daddy owes us everything that he had. Either with, or without Yoongi and the other boys, the club was still earning high.
“See they are even threatening you. Good for nothing whores…” Tina shouted.
“Tina! Please… can you stop for a minute?” Daddy said with an angry tone. She stopped and looked at us furiously.
“Cece, Ella please can you go back to the dressing room for now and let me handle this?” daddy pleaded. “I promise I will make it right”.
I looked Tina and my blood was boiling because of her. She was the cause of all daddy’s troubles. “Unnie, let’s go.”
“We are not done yet, bitch.” Cece said calmly to Tina.
(Back at the dressing room)
“Oh my god! I was just away for a night and a lot of things already happened?” I was shocked.
“That bitch deserved it!” Andia said, “she accepted the money from the customer not just for lap dance but also to get me to have sex! Oh god, I’m so thankful Yoongi was there.”
“Damn I think you got some of her natural hair out of her head E,” Meesha said when she picked some hair from Ella’s chest.
“I would have shaved her head off if Tani didn’t stop me…” Ella laughed.
“Yeah E, your hands were like locked in her hair! She sure shouldn’t mess with you!” Tani said.
I looked at Cece, “and you tore the dress that daddy got for her?”
Cece laughed while she puts her makeup on “I will tear her face and mouth apart next time. She even have the nerve to tell daddy to fire us?”
“Unnie, do you think daddy would? I mean what will happen to us if he does?” Andia asked Cece.
We all looked at each other. This was something I wasn’t ready for. Jimin and I are just starting again.
“He wouldn't. Don’t worry girls, daddy may love his money, but he loves us more. I’m sure of that.”
Cece didn’t look worried, just like the others. I felt comfortable with them already. I didn’t want to get separated from these girls anymore. They were my family and so was daddy.
I called all my girls in the dressing room.
“I really don’t like Tina… yeah, yeah, it was obvious” I laughed. “But, I don’t think anything will change unless we take attitude. Daddy will keep choosing her if we don’t take a stand for ourselves. So… What if we don’t work tonight?”
No one said anything, they just looked at me like I cracked the DaVinci code.
“Don’t be shy” I said.
Tani raised her hand, “I’m down with that, I don’t feel like working tonight anyways.”
Cece laughed at Tani, “no bathroom stalls for you tonight, T?” she just laughed at her, “I’ll go to Jungkook’s place tonight. So I’m definitely in!”
“I don’t know, I would feel a bit guilty, what if the other waitresses aren’t able to keep up, you know they’re all a bunch of retards” Andia said.
“Don’t worry, babe, if we take the guys with us, there won’t be any important clients anyway” Meesha laughed.
“Yeah… if we take the guys with us, hehe” I scratched my head.
“What’s wrong, El, aren’t you and Jin back together?...” Kina asked.
I sighed “I mean, we started talking again, but we didn’t talk THE TALK, you know what I mean? Anyway, this isn’t about me and Jin, it’s about making a statement, let’s leave this place.”
“Why do I feel like we’re gonna open our own club?” Andia laughed.
No one said anything. This either meant it was the best or the worst idea in the world.
/But it’s so crazy, it may just work./
“Daddy has to choose. It’s either us or that bitch. He can’t tame her, Tina seems to have daddy wrapped around her fingers,” Cece said.
“I don’t want her as our mommy” Kina laughed.
“More like evil step mommy” Andia giggled. “So uhm… do we sneak out or do we just leave through the front door?”
I packed my stuff, “let’s give him until tomorrow night? He probably has plans, he’ll talk to us for sure…”
“And if he doesn’t?” Tani asked.
Cece stood up, “then that’s our clue. He chose Tina over us.”
We all sighed and prepared to leave.
All the girls left with their partners and I smiled shyly at Jin while getting out of the club. It felt too weird to go grab him… but he followed me.
“Hey, are you leaving?”
“Yeah, we’re protesting” I giggled.
“So … you’re free now?”
“Mhm” I licked my lips.
“Wanna go somewhere?”
“Mhm” I smiled.
He opened the door to his car. The seat felt comfortable, the smell was so familiar. I missed him so much.
“My place?” he hesitatingly asked.
“Okay” I nodded.
“Can I take a shower?” I asked him.
He smirked. I knew. I had dirty thoughts too.
“Can I get in the shower with you?” he asked.
Chapter 13: Part 13
"I swear to God, say yes and I'll come running to you.”
The last days were almost too good to be true. Knowing that I was not going to the club made Jin so much more open to me. I knew it bothered him when I went there. I knew I couldn't have both. And having him was nice.
“No sign?” He asked while I was staring at my phone. I locked it and threw it on the other side of the bed.
“Kinda..” I sighed. “I guess the girls had the idea of opening our own club” I laughed “I thought it was just a joke…”
“That would be honestly… the best idea” he sat up in the bed. “I can help you. My family’s company produces everything from fridges to speakers.”
I sat up in the bed too.
“I.. yeah. That's amazing” I shouted a little louder than I needed to. And then I started having nostalgic feelings.
/How did we get here.../
“Maybe I do need a fresh start. I’ll tell the girls.” I stretched for my phone. He grabbed my wrist “you can tell them later” and placed my hand on his boxers.
“Alright” I softly said and smiled.
I rubbed his cock over the fabric and felt it getting hard under my touch.
“How?!!” I asked him between giggles, thinking of how we just had a quicky half an hour ago, when we woke up.
He placed his finger on my lips to silence me and I sucked it, while still rubbing his dick.
I pulled him over me, he started grinding on my body. “I got something for you” he whispered in my ear.
He got up, his hair was ruffled and he looked really hot with his red cheeks. He pulled out a box from under the bed. A shiny pair of new high heels.
“Oh no.. they look beautiful… we’ll ruin them”
He smirked and gave them to me to put them on after I took off my clothes.
“You look so hot” he said, pushing me against the wall.
He pulled my legs apart and caressed them from ankles to below my ass, one hand continuing the journey, reaching my breast, the other searching for my wet opening.
The thick curtains were drawn and it was still pretty dark in the room, but I didn't need to see him to experience him.
I didn't need to see his cock, I could feel his size inside me, I didn't need to see his mouth to hear his moans, I didn't need to see his hands to feel them running all over my body, squeezing and caressing everything in their way.
He thrusted hard and fast inside me, I could already feel my orgasm coming fast, building up, making me tick like a clock.
In no time, we both cummed, letting all the juices drizzle down my legs, destroying the new pair of shoes.
I took them off, pouting, to take a shower.
“Worth it” he yelled after me, laying breathlessly on the bed.
I looked at my phone as it was ringing .
“Stop calling, because I will answer” I yelled at the phone.
And it did indeed stop.
“Phew” I let out a sigh of relief and pulled the phone out. 12 missed calls. All from Namjoon.
I closed my eyes tightly, I was not going to let that layer of tears win against me.
And I heard a knock on the door.
“I hope it's not Namjoon. I actually do hope it's him. I miss him. No. Aish. No, I won't open if it’s him.” I looked through the lens to see Ella and Jin. “Phew”
I opened the door, and hid behind it. I was just wearing an oversized shirt and panties.
“Hey..” I said. “Come on in!”
“Actually…..” Ella pursed her lips and took a step away. “we’re just here to bring you something..or.. someone” she looked at me with guilty, tightened eyes.
“I knew you wouldn't have opened the door if I came alone” Namjoon’s low voice echoed in the building hallway. He was holding a bouquet of flowers.
“Kbye” Ella said fast and ran away with Jin.
He had already stepped inside. “Can I come in?” Namjoon cleared his throat and raised his eyebrows, while holding the flowers tightly with both hands. “These are for you, actually” he shook his head shortly and gave them to me.
I looked at the flowers without taking them from his hand, “what do you want?”
“You. I mean. To talk to you.” He stuttered.
I somehow was reminded of the first time he came to the bar, acting very awkward and sweet.
I was about to say something, but he suddenly said something that made me want to just forget everything that I told him and kiss him right there.
“I’m not me without you… I like me better when I’m with you…”
“I want you to accept me for what I am, even when I’m with you. Do you see the irony?” I laughed through tears while pulling away from the kiss.
“I’m so dumb” he laughed too. I saw his teary eyes, and couldn't help but get lost in them.
“Yeah, you are…” I smiled and wiped his wet cheeks.
“Maybe you can teach me to be more like you” he showed his dimples.
“I’m gonna have to pull that stick out of your ass first” I giggled.
“Nothing in my ass, maybe in yours, later” he laughed.
“Fuck you” I laughed and put my hands around his neck.
“I hope so” he turned all my jokes against me.
“I mean…” I licked my lips.
“Did you miss me, baby girl?” He whispered against my ear.
“Are we going to be naughty on the bed for the first time? “ He bursted in giggles.
“Do you have any tight place here?”
“Only my pussy” I whispered back.
“Shouldn't make up sex be very intense and emotional? Why are you being such a dirty girl?” He grabbed my wrists and pulled them together at my back, securing them into his hands, while taking steps towards my small walk-in closet.
“Well, you started…” I said back.
“Why are you such a tease?... “ He breathed against my neck, making all the hairs on my body stay up. “I’m supposed to tease you, not the other way around…”
“But what if I do it now?...” I said, freeing my wrists from his grab, and getting down on my knees.
“Would love to see you try” he smiled. “But I’m un-teasable" he giggled.
“Oh.. are you..”
“Mhm” he nodded, while moving his hands towards his zipper.
I slapped them away.
“No, let me..” I smirked.
I started rubbing his cock over his jeans for a while, while looking into his eyes.
His facial expressions changed from confident to desperate really quick.
I undid the button, but didn't unzip the pants, then I rubbed his cock some more.
“Ah, come on, that's not teasing, it’s torture.” He whined.
I pulled the zip an inch. Then took off my shirt, pressing my boobs against his jeans.
He tried to grab them, but I slapped his hands away again.
I pulled the zipper down a little more.
“Okay, you win, now come on” he lost his patience.
I unzipped his jeans fully, but didn't take them off. His boner was almost ripping a hole through his underwear.
“I didn't even begin to tease you” I giggled.
He took a deep breath.
I pulled down his pants and underwear while he removed his shirt.
My hand caressed his thighs, his abs, his inner thighs… everywhere around his cock, without touching it.
“Tell me how bad you want it…” I whispered.
“Really bad” his voice cracked.
“What do you want?” I smirked.
“I want you to take it all in your mouth.”
“Like this?” I pushed his cock into the back of my throat and took it out of my mouth. “Hmm?”
“Mhmm” he hummed, grabbing my head, trying to push me back.
I let him control me for a few seconds, just because I knew losing this control would make him go insane.
He put his cock in my mouth and fucked it to his own taste. Deep and hard, not giving me time to breathe, burying his hands in my hair.
“Enough…” I smirked, taking over again.
I had him sit on a short cupboard, while I rubbed my panties against his cock.
“C'mon, T…” he whispered.
“Alright, Joon, fuck me hard” I bit my lip.
He stood up, pulled my panties to the side, not even having the patience to take them off. And rammed his cock inside me, thrusting forcefully inside me, until we both climaxed.
“Never do that again” he inhaled deeply.
“Why, don't u like it?”
“I like it too much” he laughed shortly.
That night he took me home and kissed my cheek, then left.
I guess he tried to “give me some space” but whenever I would pull the curtains slightly, I would see his car, three houses away from mine. Smooth.
I loved that he insisted. Loved that he gave me space. Loved that he knew how to balance the bad boy with his protective side.
He was driving me crazy.
I jumped into the shower and thought about what happened at the club. It's like I was trying to wash away all the icky feelings I had.
Then, covered by my towel, I pulled the curtains once more. Lamps off, lights off, engine off, just a shadow, bopping his head to some hip hop tune.
/Does he know I can see him? Is he waiting for me to take a step?/
I texted him, I couldn't let uncertainty eat me inside.
“Just.. laying and listening to music, u?”
/Technically he's not lying lol/
“Just took a shower.. now I'm naked.. “
I saw his head moving, trying to peek at my window.
He tilted his head and laughed.
“It would be a shame if someone could see me through the window and come to my house and fuck me hard..”
I saw his face in the light of his phone screen. That smirk…
He ran to my door.
I opened it before he knocked, and with that raised head he grabbed the back of my neck and pushed me back, so he could lock the door behind him.
“Stop teasing me, you know I can't control myself” he softly said between his breaths.
“But I don't want you to..” I looked into his eyes.
He leaned to grab my thighs and I wrapped my legs around his waist, then he threw me on the bed and unbuckled his belt, unzipped his jeans and took them off, along with his boxers.
I smiled, turned around, and lifted my ass, slipped my hand between the sheets and my hips and started touching myself, while he took his shirt off.
He jumped on the bed, rammed his cock inside me and grabbed my waist with both hands.
He thrusted inside me savagely, fucking me like the whore I was for him.
I cried in pleasure as he banged me, and probably drooled on the bed, I swear my soul left my body then and there.
“You're so hot…” “You feel so good…” “You’re fucking gonna make me cum so fast…”
He wouldn't shut up… and with every word he said I'd get wetter and wetter and more lost into my senses.
The friction was so smooth and sweet…
He pulled his cock out and slammed it back inside, then pulled it out again, and slammed it in, on and on and on. Making me scream. Making me forget myself.
He lifted my hips more and I rested my weight on my elbows. He dug his fingers in my flesh, pulling me towards me with every push.
I lifted my head more and he grabbed my hair and my neck, while still filling me.
I lost track of time and space, every movement was getting harder and harder, my orgasm was closer and closer.
Before saving enough air to talk, I felt his cum filling my pussy. And I climaxed with him. And it was fucking magical.
A couple of days have passed since we stopped going to the club.
That night, Jimin called a taxi and made sure I got home safe. We texted a lot, even though we didn't meet. He said he wanted to take baby steps.
And I was fine with it, because I still had him in my life, but I also had time to think about what I wanted.
All the advices went through my head “don't care about what he feels”..”just fuck him” and his words “let's take it slow, see where this goes”.. they all mixed up in my head to the point where I didn't find my opinion in all that cluster of thoughts.
What DID I want? Not what people thought I should want.
Did I not trust him or was I scared?
Was I considerate towards his feelings or protecting myself?
Did I want him or not?
“UGH… this makes me so angry!”
/Why can't I accept that I really liked him? What makes it so hard?/
“Okay, yeah I LIKE HIM, FINE?”
I realized that I was talking to myself, I was alone in this apartment.
The blood rushed to my cheeks.
/I really like him, huh../
I pursed my lips.
/Should I… tell him? Yeah, right “hey Jimin, I like you”. So lame.../ I rolled my eyes.
I looked at my phone.
I opened the text app.
I opened the conversation with Jimin.
“I’ll just wait for him to make a move…”
*Starts typing* “I like you” *send*
I raised my eyes from the phone and looked in front of me.
I looked around the room.
There was no one here to slap me.
/Wtf did I just do.../
The phone immediately started ringing. I rejected the call.
I covered my mouth.
It rang again and I rejected.
I put the phone under my pillow and with shaking hands I went to the kitchen.
My brain just refused to think that just happened. But as time passed, the soft vibrations from my room started getting real.
I finally answered.
“What happened? I called you like a hundred times.”
“My phone wasn't next to me.”
“But.. you rejec-... Nevermind. What's with that text?”
“Text? What text?”
“Kina…” he paused “do you really like me? Cos I'm walking around in circles and I feel like I'm going to explode if you don't say anything, please don't play with me. I swear to God, say yes and I'll come running to you.”
/This is too much pressure, fuck.../
I took a deep breath “...no”
I looked at my phone and the call was over.
/Did he hear me?/
I called him back.
His phone was off.
I sat on my bed with my phone in my hand, not being able to think about what to do.
I just kept calling him.
/He must hate me. Omg. Why am I like this.../
But I still kept calling him, hoping the call would go through.
I went to the window.
“Kinaaa” Jimin's voice was clear now.
My eyes grew big.
He stopped running when he got under my window and placed his hands on his knees. His whole body moved with every breath.
He lifted his head.
“My... phone... died”
I sighed deeply in relief.
“I didn't hear your answer. Did you say yes?”
I was so happy watching him laugh. I ran to the building’s door to open it for him.
He hugged me and kissed me.
And it felt right.
I was so happy his phone died before I made the worst mistake. I could have just lost him for being such a chicken.
Chapter 14: Part 14
He suddenly looked at me with wide eyes, “you’re pregnant?”...
I woke up and checked my phone for any messages that Jungkook may have sent the other night. He didn’t come to the club for a few days because he had some business he needed to take care of. He only texted me to tell me to get home safely and that he would call me, but my phone didn’t have a single notification or missed calls from him.
/Why hasn’t he called me yet?/
I wanted to tell him about what was going on in the club, that we were protesting against daddy’s decision of choosing Tina’s side, those years we worked for him seemed to be all in the past now. For several nights, we haven’t spoken to daddy at all, he also didn’t say a single word to us. Which was very new and kinda heartbreaking.
I stood up and went straight to my bathroom to shower and change clothes. Then headed out to wait for a cab.
I was in front of Jungkook’s mansion and I was still not used to being there. One of his helper opened the door and smiled at me. She gestured for me to get inside and asked to wait for their master.
My attention was called by his butler and I was asked to head to Jungkook’s room since he came home late last night and that he was still sleeping.
When I opened his door, I saw him lying in bed shirtless and half of his body was covered by his blanket. I removed my jacket and shoes and climbed up his bed. I whispered in his ear but he didn’t move, I laid my head on his extended arm and just stayed there, looking at his face.
“Jungkook?” I said, he mumbled and just moved a little. I tried to nudge him, but no effect.
“Jungkook, wake up, I’m here...” I said a little louder, “Mhmm…” he moved a little, then slightly opened his eyes, to look at me.
“Hi…” I smiled, he looked at me again. He smiled a little and then wrapped his other arm around me. I hugged him back and he smelled so good.
“Are you awake?”
“No… I need more sleep…” he said sleepily, “just stay here until I wake up, give me thirty more minutes… don’t leave.”
“I need to tell you something…” I tried to remove his arms but he kept pulling me towards him.
“I know a way to wake you up fully…” I said and he just mumbled. I pushed him so he would let go.
I planted kisses on his neck, trailing them down to his chest. I looked at him and he still had his eyes closed. So I slid my hand slowly inside his boxers.
His cock was already hard, and it hardened even more when I started to rub my hand up and down his shaft. I heard him moan a little. I kissed his chest and I felt him moving.
So I pushed myself under his sheets and removed his boxers. He opened his eyes this time when I licked the pre-cum from the slit of his penis. He smiled at me sleepily.
I slowly slid his cock inside my mouth and started sucking his entire length. He moaned louder this time. I gently massaged his balls and pushed his member more inside my mouth. Suck, licked and had my hand worked its way up and down his shaft. I bobbed my head up and down on his dick and let it hit my throat all the time.
I sucked his cock faster and in seconds I heard him say, “i’m cumming…” he held my head and he cummed in my mouth.
I felt his thighs tremble as he shot everything in my throat. I wasn’t finished yet when he pulled me up and laid me on his bed. He kissed me and cupped my breasts out of my dress to suck my nipples. I wasn’t wearing any bra and I chose to wore a thong because I knew something like this would happen.
His mouth around my nipples instantly fired my body up. He pushed my panties aside and inserted two of his fingers inside my pussy. I moaned loud and my legs instantly opened for him. He finger fucked me so good I cummed in seconds. But he didn’t stop there.
He removed my dress and took my panties off. He buried his mouth in my pussy and started licking my clit. I moaned so loud as he sucked the life out of me. He inserted his finger inside my wet hole again adding more pleasure. I moaned in ecstasy.
“Oh my god… please fuck me now…” I felt my walls tighten around his finger and I cummed again. When I opened my eyes, he was already on top of me.
He smirked, he kissed me again and I could taste my juice in his mouth. It made me hornier.
I felt his still hard cock slid inside my still wet opening. He thrusted gently and slowly building it to a faster pace. He buried his head on the crook of my neck. He cupped my boobs with his hands and sucked my nipples while he fucked me harder than he usually did.
We moaned loud together. He pulled my legs up and wrapped them around his hips. He fucked me deeper, grinding his body on top of me, faster.
“Yes, harder please babe…” he rammed his cock harder in my pussy until I couldn’t hold it anymore.
“I’m cumming!” I bit my lips as I cummed for the third time. I felt his fingers dug into my hips as he thrust one more before his cum explode inside me.
“Oh… fuck… fuck… ah yeah…” he thrusted continuously until it was all out and decided to stay there.
He was breathing heavily while he laid his head on my neck, “good morning…”
I giggled, “good morning… Uhm, by the way I have something to tell you…”
“Yeah? What is that?” he asked still not moving.
“I went to see a gynecologist last week. I had myself checked.”
He suddenly looked at me with wide eyes, “you’re pregnant?”
I was surprised with his question cos it never crossed my mind. My heart stopped for a second, “what? No! Ha! Ha! You wish!”
“Oh… okay…” The looked on his face told me he was disappointed, but I didn’t wanna think about that.
“I went to the doctor to just have myself checked. I just wanted to make sure I’m… you know… clean? And perhaps still safe for you to have sex… with me…” he stood up and walked towards his bathroom. I heard the shower running so I didn’t get dressed yet and decided to join him.
He wanted more when he started to finger fucking me again, so we did it again inside the shower. Our shower sex had me cummed the same time as our sex in bed. He fucked me while I held unto the shower door, had me bent over and even carried me in his arms facing him as his cock slid deeper inside my pussy.
When we were done, he took me out for lunch. So I told him about the issue at the club. He wasn’t surprised that daddy had that kind of response to us. He even told me that he did a background check on Tina. I was surprised when he said that Tina graduated from a good expensive school and even worked with big companies.
“If she had worked before with those companies why is she doing this with daddy’s club?” I asked Jungkook while we ate.
“I don’t know. Perhaps she wants something different. You girls knew Taehyung for a long time now, so you should know he makes good money out of all of you. Not to mention he has other business that he deals with during daytime.”
Since me and the girls were protesting that night, I let Jungkook drive me home after we had dinner. Just before I got out of his car he held my hand and kissed it. His simple gestures always made my heart skip a beat.
“Hey, uhm… about what you said this morning… you didn’t really had to do that. Like I said I’m satisfied with everything about you.”
“It wasn’t just for you Jungkook. I also did it for myself. I atleast want to make sure that I’m clean and that you would be safe too…”
“Cece… I never thought of you that way…”
“Yeah, I know, but that makes me feel more guilty. I wanted us to have fun and enjoy what we do without me worrying… plus I asked to have shots so I won’t get pregnant…”
“What?... why?” he was surprised with what i said.
“What do you mean why? Look Jungkook, I have no plans of having a kid okay…” His expression was unexpected.
“I guess we still have different views in life…” he became quiet.
“At least not now… maybe… in the future…” I stuttered when I said that, “but you need to know that I’m not in that path yet. I’m not ready to cross that bridge.”
“Yeah, I know… don’t worry about what I said. Don’t mind me at all. So here take this.” He took a set of keys from the keychain of his car.
“What is this for?”
“It’s the key to a warehouse I bought before. I was thinking of destroying the building to build a new establishment. You can have it. When you said your friends thought of having your own club, maybe that is something that would come in handy one day.”
“No, no, no… it’s okay. The girls and I have money, so take this back. I can’t accept this. Plus we haven’t talked about it.”
“No. Keep it. I have no use for it. Take it, I’ll be mad at you this time if you don’t accept it.”
I got out of his car and then he followed me. I walked to his side and wrapped my arms around his neck. We kissed and hugged each other tightly.
“I’ll pay you back for everything that you did for me.”
He chuckled, “no you don’t need to. I just want you to stay with me whatever happens. I don’t need you to pay me back. I just want to always see you when I wake up in the morning and sleep next to you at night.”
My heart melted again that night. He always had a way to keep my heart beating.
It's been a few days since we left the club and didn't get a word from daddy.
“Just feels weird…” I shrugged.
“Well I love having you all to myself, now that you don't have to work.” Yoongi shrugged too, and turned to look at the TV.
“Yeah, you might as well buy a toothbrush and leave it here. It's like you moved in” I giggled.
“I might” he smiled.
“It was a joke, dude... But okay” I smiled too, letting my true feelings out. I liked having him here.
We had a few lazy days, cooking together, watching movies till dawn, sleeping till afternoon.
I loved that deep inside.
We became so close, so fast.
And the sex… the sex was amazing.
“Did I tell you that fucking you is really fun?” I blurted out of nowhere.
“You just did.” He smirked.
He threw the remote control from his lap and pulled me in.
I rested my head on his thighs and looked up at him with an innocent look.
My cheek was touching his boner and I mischievously smiled.
“What?” I looked at the bulge and then back into his eyes “is there anything I can do?”
He arched his back, as if his erection wasn't obvious enough.
“Mhm” he hummed.
“What’s wrong? Can I help?” I changed my tone, playing innocent.
“Uhhh, “ he raised his eyebrows and then bit his lips “yeah… right here.”
“Oh, no. When did it swell so much?”
“When I saw you” he giggled. I turned my head to smile, then regained my composure. “Can you please help me now? I feel like it's gonna rip my pants soon…”
“We can't let that happen…” I whispered as I pulled out his cock out of his sweatpants. “This got so big…” I looked into his eyes.
“Hurry up, do something” he started breathing heavily.
I put his cock in my mouth and swirled my tongue around it, just to tease him.
“More…” he moaned. “It feels good…”
“I’m afraid this is too serious… blowjob won't be enough…” I said, taking off my oversized shirt and sitting in his lap.
“You know best…” he replied, burying his face between my boobs.
His hands travelled from my ass to between my legs, and he pulled my panties to the side.
I moved my hips, rubbing my exposed, wet pussy on his cock.
“Please…” he begged. “I can't wait anymore…”
I lifted my body, while having my arms wrapped around his neck and he placed his cock at my entrance. I let myself slide down its length.
“It's so big…” I moaned breathlessly.
We moved in sync, kissing meanwhile, and grabbing our skin and hair with our hands, trying to pull each other closer.
He stopped thrusting and I moved up and down, back and forth, slowly, until my legs’ muscles became sore.
He put me on my back on the sofa and kneeled on the floor, in front of me, pulling me towards him.
I rested my legs on his shoulders and he grabbed my hips, thrusting forcefully inside me. My hands grabbed the backrest of the sofa as I moaned shameless, loud cries of pleasure.
His moves became softer and slower after a long time of fucking me mercilessly. And after a long series of me cumming on his cock.
I patted the sofa, asking him to sit, and then I kneeled on the floor, sucking, caressing, licking, stroking his cock until he cummed all over my hand.
I went to the bathroom to wash my hands and looked into the mirror.
I didn't even know I was smiling…
Then I looked at the pink plastic cup that had my and Cece's toothbrushes and a squeezed out toothpaste tube, imagining a third brush.
He came into the bathroom with his eyes half closed, messy hair, and hugged me from behind.
He rested his head on my shoulder and gave it a kiss.
“What's the diagnosis after all?” He giggled.
“I don't know for sure” I replied… I knew exactly what he meant. But I didn't know what to answer.
[A/N] Because my beloved co-writer, Cece, is on a maternal hiatus <3 I will update the story with shorter chapters. I hope they satisfy you nonetheless.
In under a week, the idea of opening our own club went from joke to possibility.
With all the money we saved in our accounts and all the help from the boys, from location to lights, from fridges to furniture, it all looked doable on paper.
We weren’t really thinking about it seriously.
We still wanted our spots back in Tae’s club.
So we used Jungkook’s building as a threat. We figured we’d ask Daddy to visit us there so we can finally have a talk after all this time.
And maybe when he would see that we have an option, he would realise he was in the wrong.
So Cece called him. She was always close to him. She was one of his first employees. She brought us there. And she brought our group together.
We were all gathered around her, trying to have a peek at his answers.
She frowned and got up, going further away from us, leaving us to speculate.
After a while, she hung up.
“So?” Tani asked, pulling Cece’s hand.
“Uhm.. I mean he said he’s gonna come here in an hour… but he also said that he already found replacements for us. “
Meesha huffed “He’s bluffing”.
“I don’t know” Kina shrugged “Maybe he’s not.”
“We’re irreplaceable” Ella said.
“Yeah but. Maybe Kina is right. Let’s just wait.” I softly said.
“We’ll see” Cece said “We have a plan B anyway. Look around you, girls, this could be our future”. Unni smiled, making us all relax.
We already had an idea on how we wanted this to look if we would actually do it.
But there was something inside us, still longing to go back to Daddy’s club.
We heard a car stopping in front of the gate.
And then we heard the sound of 4 feet on the ground.
“No, way, he brought his mistress?” I rolled my eyes.
All the girls squinted their eyes and looked at the door.
Tae and Tina walked in.
He smiled a bit, I could see that he missed us.
Meanwhile, Tina walked further from him, to inspect the place, acting really disgusted.
Daddy came to the table and took a seat, facing us. You could tell he was feeling awkward by the way he sat on the chair.
“So why did you call me here?” he tilted his head. He was so gorgeous, sometimes I questioned if he was a human indeed.
“Why is SHE here?” Cece asked.
Tina smiled fakely “If I can ignore 6 girls, you can ignore me too…”
Tani put her index finger in her mouth, pretending to throw up.
“Hm?” Daddy gained our attention back.
“We wanted to show you this place.” Meesha said.
“This is going to be our night club.” Ella added.
“Ah, so you’re threatening me?” Daddy smiled.
“Yeah” Kina said.
“Well.. I do miss you girls… But I think we’re better off separately. I found some new strippers, and some new bartenders, waitresses.. I don’t need you anymore.”
“Besides…” Tina added “They’re bringing more cash than you. No offense girls, but the new girls are much younger and more fresh than you. Clients love them.”
Tani bursted in laugh “Alright then. If you want it to be like this… I wonder how the club will do with some competition” Her smile transformed into an evil look.
Cece looked at Daddy with pleading eyes “Why are you like this?”
“Sorry girls…”He stood up “Business is business.”
I stood up and looked him straight into the eyes.
“Fine. Let’s see who’s doing better. Fair play?” I stretched my arm towards him.
“Fair play” He nodded and squeezed my hand lightly.
The tension was very thick in the room as Tae and Tina left.
“Whatever.” Kina said.
“He’s such an asshole.” Ella cried.
“He’s just brainwashed..” Meesha pouted.
“It doesn’t matter. Everything happens for a reason and now we’re gonna have our own club. I have no idea how we’ll manage it, but, we always find a way…. Group hug???” She smiled.
We all felt lighter. We had each other. We were unstoppable.
“So how are we gonna name this?” I asked.
“Black light club?” Cece suggested.
“Black light club. Yeah.” We all agreed.
This is an apology to all our readers. Me and Cece had a huge block these months trying to update the story.
When it's a collaboration, it's a little bit different. One person would motivate the other and could get much more done (at least that's how our chemistry worked for the previous chapters),
than when you're on your own, so I'm sure it looks like we are lazy or whatever. We promise it's not the case.
We tried to pick the story up from the fkin ground so many times. Each time, unsuccessfully.
We had a plan, a chapter list of to do's and a plot we both agreed on.
And we were excited about it.
As you can see, this chapter was deleted.
It took us so many months to realize that we weren't the problem, it's just that the plot didn't really inspire/ motivate us.
So we decided to change our plans and redo it from scratch.
We apologize to all the girls that were supposed to have a character in the next chapters, it's just that the story would have become too complicated and all over the place
with so many characters and so many things that would happen simultaneously, plus their back story, we considered it would be too troublesome for the readers to keep up with almost 20 characters,
so we are gonna stick to the original characters.
Please look forward to our next chapters and we promise to be more consistent with posting.
Many thank yous to everyone who follow this series, we love and appreciate ever single one of you~
Now you can skip to the next chapter ^_^ Enjoy~
Chapter 17: Part 17
Chapter by MinAndia
"I would say let’s have a friendly competition, but realistically there’s no competition."
[A/N if you are confused about the plot, please read chapter 16, thank you!]
“You have to understand that if you work with me… it’s different.”
“Different?” Tina asked.
“Yeah…” I replied. “We’ve been friends for many years but... I’m not the same person when it comes to business. Is that ok with you?”
“Oh, Jin” She laughed, rubbing my shoulder. I backed away.
“It’s not gonna work this time, Tina, I love Ella now.”
“Okay, fine, fair enough” She raised her eyebrow and took her hand off of my shoulder.
We have been friends since high school. And also.. Friends with benefits, from time to time. She was really smart. So smart that she got a scholarship in the high school where only rich kids would get in. But she didn’t have the money, so naturally, she was bullied. And I protected her. We were really close. So I hoped by doing this we wouldn’t ruin our friendship, but there was no other person I could have asked to help me with this.
She was smart, witted, gorgeous, and had lots of sex appeal.
/Taehyung would for sure fall into the trap like a naive mouse/ I thought.
“You have to make sure that he trusts you completely. You’re a know-it-all when it comes to business, so he will do whatever you say. You must follow all his moves. And when the time is right, he has to fire all of the girls. It’s not just about Ella… All these girls must take a different path, I don’t want Ella to be surrounded by friends that try to pull her back in that fucking sex dungeon.” I got goosebumps as I said that “And then, when he is alone, strike number two, ruin him, make him go bankrupt, I don’t care how you do it. You think you’re able to do so?”
I saw confidence in her eyes “You underestimate me. I’ll make him cry like a baby.”
*a few months later*
“But .. you understand what it means to love someone” She frowned with tears shining in her eyes.
“Then???” she grabbed my collar and tried to shake my body with her fragile arms “Why won’t you change your mind???”
“Business is business.” I cleared my throat and removed her hands from my clothes. “Tina, I’m sorry, I told you from the start what I needed you to do. And you agreed to it. It would suck now, if your boyfriend goes bankrupt and I don’t give you the money we discussed right? So please be a good girl and finish your side of the deal if you want me to respect mine.”
“You are a monster!” She yelled, and left with her high heels in her hands, tears streaming all over her face.
“I’m just a boy who loves a girl…” I whispered as I watched her leaving.
I went back into the house, Ella was waiting for me on the bed, as beautiful as ever. It hurt me to hide this from her, but there was no other way /I’m doing this for you, for us…/.
The next day I’ve learned that the girls wanted to open their new club. I was against it, naturally. What was the point of all of this, then? But at least, I could have control over the situation. I also talked to the guys and we all agreed that we will never let the girls live the same way as they did working under Taehyung. Even if we weren’t all such close friends, we still had a common goal. To protect these girls.
I called Tina again “We will open a new club. The girls are still thinking to go back to that pathetic loser. You must hire new girls, and convince him he doesn’t need Ella and her friends. If you fail me, Tina, or if you try to work behind my back, I swear to God.”
“Swear what?” she angrily answered.
“You’ll be dead to me.” I gulped and hung up.
Not many days have passed and V came over to talk to the girls.
“Well.. I do miss you girls… But I think we’re better off separately. I found some new strippers, and some new bartenders, waitresses.. I don’t need you anymore.”
“Besides…” Tina added “They’re bringing more cash than you. No offense girls, but the new girls are much younger and more fresh than you. Clients love them.”
I knew damn well that those girls had no experience and couldn’t bring a lot of cash. I was happy that Tina went according to the plan.
From now on, it will be just us. The guys and the girls.
I transferred the money into Tina’s account. She called me.
“Everything alright?” I asked.
“It’s only half of the money” She spoke through her clenched teeth.
“Well yeah. You completed step number one. But I don’t even care about that now. Haha. He’s gonna ruin himself. I would say let’s have a friendly competition, but realistically there’s no competition.” I laughed.
“Okay. You know what? Okay. I’m actually fine with your decision.”
“Alright” I smiled.
“Let me just tell you a little story.”
“V was an ambitious young man. He dreamed to have the coolest club in the town. And it worked out.”
“I can agree with that.”
“The first girl who was hired at his club was Cece. Then Ella, and a few more other girls. Most of them would leave after a few days and he had to hire new strippers, because they wouldn’t keep up with their jobs. You know why?”
“In order for a new club to become successful you need a loyal clientele. Rich people who think they’re entitled to everything. And there was no way to attract them with a few drinks and a couple of lapdances. V had to bring them drugs and to force the girls have sex with them. How else would his club stand out from all the other clubs?”
“Where are you going with this?”
“Oh… Nothing. Giving you a little perspective into the future. The history will repeat itself. Enjoy watching Ella be passed around, you son of a bitch!” She said and then she hung up.
Chapter 18: part 18
“Does it feel wrong?” She asked and pressed her lips against mine.
A couple of months have passed. The club was starting to get popular. It wasn’t as big as Daddy’s club, but with hard work we made a name for ourselves. And when I’m saying hard work, oh I mean it.
“Hey unnie, how’s everything with you and Jungkook?” Meesha asked.
Cece sighed, “uhm, we’re fine. It’s just we don’t really have much time for each other. Plus, Jungkook is too obsessed about commitment and stuff.”
Meesha saw something behind the door but he acted like nothing happened, so I didn’t question it either, “so you mean you don’t want to commit yourself to him?”
“I don’t have time for that right now” I sighed
Meesha laughed “Will you ever have time for that?”
“I don’t know, probably not. At least not as fast as he wants.”
“Well at least he helped you with money and the club…”
“Yeah, you’re right.”
“You kind of owe him something back, cos it makes u look a bit money hungry, unni. If I were you I’d let him put a ring on it. ”
“Well, I slept with him a lot of times, so I guess that’s should be okay.”
Jungkook suddenly spoke from behind me, “so is that why you sleep with me? Because of money?”
“What??? No!!! “ I yelled at him, trying to make him understand my point of view “I love you! What are you talking about?”
I wanted to explain that the money I saved when he was just a client were the money I used to open the club and it came out so wrong.. He just didn’t want to listen to me.
“Love???” he punched the wall. The look in his eyes was so full of hatred “Don’t you fucking give me lessons about love! You’re just a gold digging stripper!” He kicked the door, leaving a huge hole in it, and then left the club.
I wanted to go after him, but Meesha held my hand.
“I don’t want him to hurt you, Unni, you saw how aggressive he was… please stay here.”
“Oh, M, you are right, but he .. he just misunderstood” I said between sobs.
For the next hours I tried to call him but the calls would get rejected and at some point he just turned off his phone.
“Do you want me to go to his place and talk to him, unni?” Meesha asked me with a worried look in her face.
I sniffed and nodded. “Please promise me you won’t tell the girls what happened, until I talk to him and we both agree that it can’t be saved, I don’t want them to know”.
“Okay” she said and patted my head. “You go home and rest, C, your eyes are puffy, drink some water and sleep”.
“Thank you so much, M, I don’t know what I’d do without you.” She wiped my tears and left.
I waited until I was sure all the girls were too busy to see me crying and I went home.
Did I see Jungkook was listening behind the door? Maybe.
Did I manipulate the conversation in a way that would put Cece in a bad light? Maybe, blah blah, details, they’re history now. I mean it’s not my fault that Cece doesn’t wanna commit to Kook.
Hobi was fine. But, I don’t know. I just wanted what Cece had.
I really wanted Jungkook. I didn’t want to want him.
But bitch if u can’t appreciate a man like him, move along and make way for someone who does.
I took a deep breathe, trying to convince myself that I was doing the right thing.
/Maybe it’s not the right thing, but it’s what i want. And I deserve to be happy. She will heal. She’ll be fine. I need him. /
I breathed out and knocked on his door.
I was furious about what I heard Cece said. How could she do that to me? Someone knocked on the door. I opened it and was surprised to see Meesha.
“Why are you here?”
“Your butler let me in. Hey, I’m sorry about what Cece said.”
“If you’re here to say she’s sorry about what she said, forget it.”
“No, I’m here for you. I know that what Cece said was wrong, I don’t know why she couldn’t commit to you.”
“She only wants money that’s why.”
I sat down on my bed and Meesha sat next to me. It was painful to hear that my love for her was nothing. It was just all about money. Meesha held my hand and I stared at her. I was so mad at Cece but somehow I wanted talk to her about this.
“I’d never let you wait around for me…” she said while looking deeply into my eyes, her face was so close I could feel her breath on my lips.
I turned my head around. She put her fingers on my chin and made me face her.
“It’s wrong, Meesha.” I whispered.
“Does it feel wrong?” She asked and pressed her lips against mine.
I cupped her face and kissed her deeper. I missed Cece it just blinded me and that was my mistake.
With every piece of clothing that fell on the floor I could feel the anger growing stronger in my heart. I started fucking Meesha with every angry bone and muscle in my body.
/I need to get my revenge/
I repeated in my head as I was thrusting into her. Her moans were my redemption.
Her phone was buzzing in her purse.
/It’s Cece/ I thought and got out of the bed.
“What the fuck am I doing?” I covered my face.
“What’s wrong , Jk?” Meesha sat on the edge of the bed.
“Your fucking phone is ringing” I threw the purse in her hands.
She just said “Fuck” And sat up from the bed. “It’s Jay, dress up!!!”
Before we could have a chance to put the clothes on, the door opened violently.
“Oh wow” Hobi said through his clenched teeth. His eyes were teary. I expected the worst. I expected him to punch me. And I deserved it. Instead he just closed the door and left.
“I’m so stupid.” I punched my head. “I knew this was a mistake” I sat on the edge of the bed next to Meesha.
“No.. it was amazing.” She put her hand on my shoulder.
“No it wasn’t, please leave. I’m sorry Meesha.”
I covered my face and felt embarrassed about what I did to Hobi and Cece.
Chapter 19: part 19
“Sorry, not sorry”
I knew M liked me when I acted protective and she knew I would follow her from time to time, she liked getting in fucked up situations and I would save her. Sometimes she’d go to a group of guys and purposely get in trouble, then I’d come out of the car and kick their asses. It really turned her on. I saw her rushing out of the club, before even saying goodbye. So I followed her.
“What are you doing at Jungkook’s house, babe?” I mumbled under my breath.
I turned the car’s headlights off and waited for a couple minutes.
I texted her “you can run but you can’t hide”, giggled and rested my head against the chair. No reply.
“I know where you are, quit playing games.” No reply.
I started to get worried.
“Babe is everything ok, is Jk ok?” I figured if she left in such a rush maybe something had happened. But … wouldn’t that be Cece’s job…?
“If you don’t answer to my calls I’ll come inside” I texted and I tried calling her. No response.
I could hear moans the moment I entered the house so I rushed to his bedroom, kicking the door.
/Please let this be a nightmare/ I thought as my eyes started burning and get flooded with tears.
/I could break their bones right now.. But… /
/It’s not worth it/ With that, I took a deep breath and left.
Ran towards my car, got inside, punched the steering wheel and pushed the pedal to the floor. I drove with no direction.
I felt hurt, betrayed, played. Angry. Disappointed.
/How long have they been doing this to me? /
I felt heat in my cheeks.
I stopped driving. Looked at the phone. Nothing. No text, no missed calls. She doesn’t even care.
As I threw the phone on the seat it started ringing.
I rejected her call. Over and over.
“It was a mistake. I love you. I want you back. I don’t know how this happened. I regret everything. It’s you who I want. I’m sorry.”
/You lied to me before/
I didn’t reply.
/She should know./ I texted Cece “We need to talk”. She called me right away.
“Can I come to your place? It’s important.”
Cece invited me into the kitchen. She offered me a seat but I couldn’t sit.
“Hobi you look really bad, what happened?”
I bit my lips and looked away.
“I walked in on Meesha and Jungkook having sex.”
She looked around her for a second and then fell on her chair.
“Meesha?...” She frowned.
“And… Jungkook? My Jungkook?” She clutched her hand over her heart and looked me in the eyes.
“Yea” I said biting my lips again.
“Oh my God, no, please, tell me this isn’t true.”
“Thought you should know.”
“A-are you ok?”
“No.” I said, rubbing my eyes.
“I don’t know what to say. Oh my god. I fucking hate them. I hate them both!” she cried.
“Yeah… Take care of yourself, I won’t be coming to the club anytime soon.”
“Okay, Jay… take care.”
My phone got flooded with texts and missed calls.
The knocks and door bells on my door kept me up all night.
Meesha’s cries to let her in broke me. But I couldn’t forgive her.
I didn’t want to talk to any of the girls about what happened. I couldn’t believe it was true.
Betrayed by one of my best friends? Cheated on by my boyfriend? The same boyfriend who wanted commitment?
I couldn’t think straight. I was so hurt. So… hurt.
I took a long shower and fell asleep crying. My phone was turned off, inside a kitchen cabinet. I didn’t want to talk to anyone.
I woke up the next day and looked at the clock. It was early. Andia was still sleeping with Yoongi in her bedroom, so I went to make some coffee.
I saw my reflection in the window and I asked myself how was I going to hide this from anyone. My eyes could tell everything.
“Thank you so much, M, I don’t know what I’d do without you.” These words kept replaying in my head. How was I so stupid.
Both of them came into the kitchen.
“Hi lovebirds” I replied trying to not let my voice crack and looking away.
“Ohhh you made coffee” Andia jumped with joy and hugged me. “Best unnie!” She looked into my eyes.
“Did you cry?” she asked with wonder on her face.
“No” I said and I broke down in tears.
“Hey, hey, what happened?” She tried to make me look at her, but the tears wouldn’t stop. Saying that out loud hurt me more than anything in this world.
“Jun- jun- jun-” I sobbed.
“What happened to jungkook?” Yoongi stood up from his chair and grabbed my arm.
“He.. and .. Meesha…” I shook my head.
“Did they…” Andia raised her eyebrows.
I nodded and i started crying louder, leaving all my tears, saliva and boogers on her shirt. She hugged me tighter.
“Oh my dear unnie…” She swayed our bodies like she tried to calm a child.
“It’s over” I said and tried to get a hold on myself.
I sat down with my coffee and sipped under their worried eyes.
“Just stay home today, okay? Rest.. and burn all your pictures together” She giggled trying to make me smile.
“Okay” I nodded.
I tried to sleep but I couldn’t so I decided that night to go to the club. The girls were all at the dressing rooms talking.
Andia was just quiet and got surprised when she saw me.
“Unnie, I thought your not working tonight?” She glanced at Meesha.
“I can’t pretend and sleep like everything is okay,” I looked at Meesha and sat down.
I bravely called Meesha's attention, “is there anything you wanna tell me Meesha?”
All the girls looked at me then to Meesha. She looked shocked and I knew she knew what I was talking about.
She shrugged, “I don’t know what you mean unnie.”
“Wow really? After I thanked you for being there for me? You thought that fucking Jungkook is included?”
The girls were all shocked. Ella stood next to me and crossed her arms over her chest while she gave Meesha a cold stare.
“Oh, sorry, I forgot… it wasn’t that amazing” she rolled her eyes.
“Oh my god Meesha!” Ella shouted.
Tears fell from my eyes. She admitted it. The girls were quiet.
“I just want to know why” I cried.
“Well, I don’t know, for fun, I guess? I was curious? You kept bragging about it, you seemed to have a perfect life with him, wanted to see what the fuss was all about” She shamelessly said.
“You think I had a perfect life?”
“Don’t deny it unnie, you enjoy being fucked by good men! You wanted to have a perfect life!”
“I fuck men for a living, why wouldn’t I want a perfect life? You thought I have everything perfect? You got it wrong, because after losing Taehyung and the club to Tina the only thing that’s perfect for me was Jungkook! And you took that away from me! And my girls are not even perfect anymore coz you destroyed it!” My tears kept falling.
"No, I didn't take anything away from you. You kept letting him wait for your sorry ass and then I shot my shot. And it fucking takes 2 to get laid, stop blaming me! You're just as guilty for not locking him down!"
“I was waiting for you all to get settled, Meesha. I wanted you all to be in good hands once I left. I want to commit myself to Jungkook but I’m worried about you all. I want you all to have a good life before I get mine. I don’t want to just leave you all like what Taehyung did. I’m working my ass off and I know I’m sacrificing Jungkook. But you just had to stab me in the back and make him fuck you when he was vulnerable!”
"That was a very touching speech. But sorry, not sorry" she shrugged.
I stood up and walked towards her. We stood face to face. I slapped her hard she fell on the floor. Meesha tried to stand up I slapped her again. I looked down at her and attempted to slap her again but Ella and Andia pulled me away.
“You have the fucking nerve to tell me that? What is Hobi to you then? You sucked all his money and then what, fuck other men?”
Kina helped her stood up and Meesha shrugged her hands off, “that's not your business" she said under her breath.
“The moment Jungkook and I slept together I have never had any other men. I don’t do the stuff that you do. You get yourself fucked by different men and then get yourself into trouble. You don’t realize that Hobi loves you he does everything for you.”
“That's the point don't you see? I could fuck any guy, even his best friend. And he will still forgive me and beg me to come back! Why can’t you all fucking let me have fun and do what the fuck I want???" She laughed.
“I’m nothing to you Meesha, just a toy?” Hobi stood by the door shocked with what he heard.
He had to hear it from Meesha. I knew he was there and I did what she did to me and Jungkook. Meesha was surprised to see him.
“Hobi, I, I, I didn’t-...”
“You don’t really love me do you? You’re just using me? You’re just after my money? I’m nothing to you…”
Hobi was angry and he left. Meesha looked at me in anger.
I smirked at her, “right back at you little bitch.”
She ran out and followed Hobi. I sat down and couldn’t contain my emotions. I covered my face and cried. /What happened to us? When can we all have the life we wanted?/
I went home that night and stayed in bed. I didn’t talk to anyone, not even to Andia. We just watched a movie and fell asleep early in my room.
I was woke up by a knock on the front door. /Jungkook?/ my heart started racing.
But when I cracked the door it was Hobi.
“H-” I wanted to talk but he pushed the door open and started kissing me.
I resisted and tried to push him. But the images of Meesha and Jungkook in his bed started fading away with every kiss Hobi planted on my neck.
I could feel him pushing me towards my room, but Andia was sleeping there, /There’s no way I’m telling her about this/ so I pulled him to her room.
He took off his shirt and started undressing me. I didn’t want to wake A up by fucking on her bed, I knew damn well how her bed sounds when she’s fucking Yoongi, so I just leaned against the window.
Hobi pulled out his cock out of his boxers, rubbed it against my ass, pulled me closer with his arms and whispered in my ear “I’m doing this to take my revenge on Meesha”. I closed my eyes, smiled and replied “I’m doing this to piss Jungkook off, so we’re even”.
He touched my lips with his fingers as he pushed his dick inside me, so I bit his hand in order to keep my moans on minimum. The room was dark and the only image in my head was imagining the look on Meesha’s face if she saw us.
It’s been a while since I’ve had sex. Raw sex. I used to make love to Jungkook, but the way Hobi thrusted inside me was really hot and rough. It made me cum so fast. I knew I’d feel guilty afterwards, but I enjoyed every push, every circle around my clit, every bite on my neck, every hair pull, while it lasted.
He cummed inside of me as he rested his head on my shoulder.
“Sorry, not sorry” he said.
He pulled away and cleaned us, then he caressed my cheek “Don’t u cry for that guy again, okay? If everything goes wrong and we’re single in a couple of years, let’s do this again” he smiled.
“Okay, Hobi” I smiled.
I let him out of the house in silence, then I returned next to A in my bed.
And for the first time in a couple of nights I didn’t fall asleep crying.
Chapter 20: Part 20
She gulped, hugged me tighter and answered a simple “No.”
I couldn’t show my face at the club.
The whiskey burned my throat as I thought I would give my actions of BLC to Cece as a memory. I wanted her to have one last thing from me. As a sorry.
Sorry for being so greedy. Sorry for being so impulsive. Sorry for being so stupid. So stupid.
I gulped another sip of the alcohol and my thoughts and vision became blurrier.
“One for me and one for him” said a familiar voice. I frowned and looked to my right.
“What are you doing here?” I asked Yoongi.
He just exhaled loudly through his nose and pursed his lips. I noticed he was holding a bouquet of red roses.
“You didn’t have to bring me flowers” I bitterly smiled and looked away. He sat next to me and didn’t say anything.
The waitress brought us our drinks, we both drank them like shots and put them back on the table at the same time.
“I don’t want to talk about it” he said.
I looked at my watch, it was a bit past midnight. We sat in silence and drank a couple more glasses.
“I should go” I stood up and tried to find my balance.
“Wait here” Yoongi went to pay and then he put my arm around his neck.
We got out of the bar and he helped me get into my car. The driver asked him if he needed a ride, but he declined. I closed the door and watched Yoongi walk slowly towards the direction of his house. He threw the roses in a trashcan, rested his arm on it and started sobbing. We drove past him, but he didn’t lift his head.
When I got home I took a shower and started feeling better.
I wanted to call Cece but I just couldn’t bring myself to do it. I knew that I would only hurt her more.
She was nothing but kind and honest with me. I knew she didn’t want to commit. And I knew why. She wanted to be sure all her friends were in good hands before she left them.
Such a selfless person. And what did I do?
Threw myself in someone else’s arms? Just because of my ego?
I didn’t even give her a chance to explain. I loved her … I love her. Since day one.
When I asked my friends if they believed in love at first sight they laughed at me.
I fell in love with her eyes, her smile. And the more I got to know her I loved her more. And I became so greedy. I got jealous of the people who saw her everyday, the people who made her smile, even her friend that she shared the apartment with. I wanted her for me. Just for me. Completely.
And now it’s a little too late to realize that I had her. As much as someone can have another one.
Cece stretched and yawned “Why did you wake up so early?” she rubbed her eyes.
“I didn’t wake up early” I laughed “You woke up late”.
“I did?” She pouted and reached for the cabinet. Turned on her phone and looked at the time “Ahhh why didn’t you wake me up?”
“Unni but you were so pretty when u were sleeping” I smiled.
“Haha, you’re cute, A, but I know that’s not the reason.”
“Yeah, well, I know you didn’t rest properly all these nights..”
“Aw thoughtful baby, don’t worry for me. I promise I’m better now. I hope you’ll never see me crying like that ever again.” she rubbed my back.
“Someone’s in a good mood” I raised my eyebrows. “Did you make up with Jungkook, unni?”
“What? No. We’re over. The fairytale has ended.” She bitterly smiled.
“Oh, okay. I thought I heard noises last night.”
“Noises?” She blushed.
“Yeah … moaning?”
She started laughing loudly, opened the freezer and pulled out a half empty box of ice cream “Yeah, I was moaning, alright!”
“Ah..” I laughed with her “Well, ice cream always works.”
“Yeah. I feel much better now.”
“I wonder what’s up with Yoongs. He didn’t call me all day and when I tried to reach him, he rejected the call.” I pouted.
“He must be busy.. Don’t worry, A. “
“Yeah… “ I said and got up. “I should get ready, hope he comes tonight”.
“I’ll get ready too.”
“Don’t worry for me. If someone should stay home, it’s Meesha.”
“Yeah, okay. Okay.” I should trust her when she says she’s ok. “Okay”
“Lol, A, you seem more uncomfortable than me.”
“I just don’t want to see another fighting scene. I thought we were loyal to each other. And honest.” I looked into her eyes.
“Yeah… honest.” She stared at the floor. “Let’s get ready.”
The guys didn’t come to the club every night, like they used to, when we were working at daddy’s club.
/Daddy… seems like it was so long ago when I used to call him that. Now it feels strange and unfamiliar./
But they would pick us up all the time. Every single night, no exceptions. Actually one time Namjoon couldn’t come to get T, but he still sent his driver.
Meesha didn’t show her face, so Unni was in her element, she got booked for lapdances one after another.
Ella and Jin were in the private dancing room, T and K were chatting at the bar and I was getting tipped hella lot. I could smile to the customers and kinda flirt a bit, because Yoongi wasn’t there.
Many would ask us why would we open a club and still work, when we were associates, running the business, in the first place and we had a stable income. And the truth was that we enjoyed that life. Working with your best friends, your boyfriends, seeing them every night. We all agreed that if we wouldn’t work here, we wouldn’t be in touch so much. Every one would carry on with their lives. And we didn’t want to lose the friendship. Of course, the Meesha incident made our relationship rockier but I was sure everything would work out at some point.
Everyone was busy and I was sitting on a chair, looking at my phone.
“I wonder if anything is wrong with him… “
I tried to call Yoongi but he rejected the call again. /There’s no way he’s having any business meetings at this hour though.../
I texted him “Miss you. What’s up?”
I got no reply, but I saw he read my message.
“Is it ok if I leave earlier tonight? I want to go to Yoongi’s place and check on him. “
“Of course, A, I’ll let the girls know.”
“Thanks…” I pursed my lips.
Called a cab and after half an hour I was in front of his door.
After a few minutes, someone opened the door, but didn’t let me in.
/What’s going on, it’s not like I’m here for the first time./
“Hey, can I see Yoongi for a sec?”
“I’m sorry, miss, he requested not to be disturbed.”
“I am his girlfriend…” I raised an eyebrow.
“I am aware.” He said and wouldn’t budge.
“Can you let him know I’m here please?”
“I’m sorry, he is sleeping now.”
“Sleeping? But he just read my message.. And the light is on in his bedroom. What’s going on?”
I heard his steps on the stairs. He opened the door more and looked at me.
He seemed drunk, his clothes were wrinkled, his hair was ruffled, his stare was cloudy.
“Hey” I smiled.
“You can leave.”
I looked at his butler, that again, wouldn’t budge, waiting for him to go inside and give us some privacy.
After a few seconds of confusion, I frowned and looked at him deeply in the eyes.
“...were you talking to me?”
I felt my eyes burning from the desire to cry. I turned around, and the moment when I heard the door close behind me I started sobbing.
“What the fuck???” I whisper shouted.
Then turned around and knocked on the door again.
He opened it and rested his body against the doorframe.
“You’re still here?”
“I need an explanation. What the fuck happened? If you found someone else, I can accept that, but…!! I need to know what happened??? You can’t just ghost me and then tell me to leave!!!?”
“If I found someone else? Me? I thought you were the one who did.” He calmly spoke, as if he was unbothered by my cries.
“What?” I yelled.
“I saw you last night with someone.”
“Seemed like u had a really good time.” he huffed.
“What? I went directly to bed after work. What are you talking about???”
“You’re a really good liar, you know. I would believe you if I didn’t see you with my own eyes.”
“Yoongi?? What. Are. You. Talking about??? ”
“I saw you get fucked by another guy against the window. Yes I was the pathetic loser that wanted to surprise you with roses at midnight, but… little did I know, you had a surprise for me too.”
I covered my face “I can’t believe this is happening right now. Yoongi. Are you for real? I just went to sleep, I didn’t meet anyone.”
“Save these lies for him” He closed the door in my face.
I went home and cried. Cece first, now me. Why do we have to cry and not live the normal life we used to live? Why would he say that? What’s going on?
/He was just drunk, he’ll be fine tomorrow/ I tried to convince myself.
Cece came home and hugged me when she saw me crying.
“He… doesn’t want to see me anymore”
“Oh, what happened, babe?” She brushed my hair with her fingers.
“She thinks I’m cheating on him.”
“Why would he think that?”
“He says he saw me fucking someone against the window. What the fuck? We didn’t even go to my room yesterday. Were you in my room, unni?”
She gulped, hugged me tighter and answered a simple “No.”
I took a deep breath in, shrugged and shook my head in confusion.
“It’s gonna be ok, A, he’s gonna believe you. Don’t give up, try seeing him again.” She bit her lip worriedly.
I was in my room. Didn’t want to come out of it. Didn’t even eat, nothing.
I just tried to process what just happened over the last days and see what there was to do to solve it.
My thoughts were interrupted by a message from Cece.
“Did you tell anyone about us?”
“Something bad happened, I don’t know how to fix it, but please don’t tell anyone what happened between us last night.”
“Not even to Meesha an JK?” I frowned.
/Then what was the whole point…?/ the phone buzzed again.
“You have to promise.”
“Sorry, I can’t promise. And what happened anyway?”
She didn’t reply.
Chapter 21: Part 21
“Oh god, who invited her?”
I couldn’t stop thinking about the fight between Cece and Meesha. I still couldn’t believe that M would do such thing. It was morning and I was having cereal at my apartment. The club was closed that day. I was in the kitchen when I heard the door opened.
“Hey babe, I’m here!” Jimin yelled.
“Kitchen!” I yelled back.
“Hey, had a good night's sleep?”
I smiled, “yeah a little.”
He seemed to have heard me sigh, “what’s up?”
“Have you talked to either Hobi or Jungkook?”
He stiffened. I knew from the look on his face that he knew about this.
“I didn’t talk to Jungkook… and I probably won’t anymore.”
“Why? I mean aren’t we supposed to be on the neutral side? We don’t really know what happened and how it all started.”
“Babe, Jungkook fucked Meesha! Hyung’s GIRLFRIEND! Who in the right mind would fuck your friend’s girlfriend? We are like brothers, we were all friends since I don’t know when. Jungkook always acts cool about everything but this was way out of line. He couldn’t even bring himself to say sorry about the fucking thing he did!”
I raised both of my hands, “alright! Fine! Calm down! I was just talking about trying to understand both of their sides.”
He continued, “Have you ever thought about how Meesha felt about Hobi? Think about it, Hobi follows her around and all and this happened. Maybe this what really she and Jungkook wants. After all, it takes two to tango”
Jimin is right, Meesha wouldn’t do this if she didn’t really want it. She’s all about fun and adventure. She admitted it to Cece’s face the other night, it was so wrong.
I felt Jimin’s arms hugging me from behind.
“Babe, we shouldn’t talk about their problems, okay? If it happened to me I’d beat the hell out of Jungkook, wouldn’t you do the same if one of your friends did this to you?”
I looked at him, “would you fuck any of my friends?”
“Then no for me too.”
“But i’d love to fuck you.”
He bit my earlobe and I giggled. He turned me around and lifted me up on the kitchen counter and we started kissing. It all led to him fucking me on the counter.
I understand everything that Meesha does, but Jimin is right, among all of them Cece was the one that suffered more.
Lying in bed, I stared at the ceiling thinking about my friends.
/What is going on between us all?/
Ever since we started our own club things seemed to go flushing down the drain. Namjoon moved closer to me in bed and hugged me.
I thought he was still asleep when he suddenly talked.
“I heard about your friend’s issue.”
I looked at him and news sure traveled fast.
“Yeah, I don’t know when that all happened. One day we were all laughing and happily managing our club, then this. I don’t know what’s wrong with them.”
“Well, if you don’t know anything and can't understand what’s going on, then don’t take sides. Simple.”
“You think so?” I bit my lip while I looked at him.
“I know so.”
He kissed me and laid on top of me. Since we were both naked under the sheets, we’ve had our breakfast sex.
Namjoon went home so I decided to meet up with Kina and Ella to have lunch.
We quietly ate our food, I felt that there was this awkward silence between us three. It felt like we were all waiting for one of us to start talking. I decided to break this silence.
“Well, fuck this! Why are we having lunch together when we are not even gonna talk to each other?” I crossed my arms over my chest.
Kina laughed, “I know, right?! Why are we in this situation when we were supposed to be happy?”
Ella kept being silent. She continued to eat her food.
“C’mon E. Aren’t you even gonna say a word?” I asked.
She took a deep breath, “well, Meesha fucked up! She fucked up, that’s all I have to say.” She crossed her arms over her chest.
“E, we really don’t know what happened. We shouldn’t take sides. I think that would be unfair to each side,” I said.
“Are you kidding me, Tani? How can you not take Cece’s side? You were there when Meesha admitted she fucked Jungkook?!” Ella said with anger.
Kina agreed with her, “she’s right T. I don’t know what came to Meesha’s mind for doing such a thing but, like Jimin said, it was out of line.”
“It just feels like taking sides is all wrong. We’re a family, if we take sides we might end up breaking our family. It will keep Meesha and unnie apart. I don’t want us to go our separate ways,” I felt tears formed in my eyes with the idea of not seeing my sisters again.
“You have a point, T. But Meesha should have thought of that before she fucked Jungkook, even if he was drunk or not!” Ella said.
“I don’t want our family to break apart as well. But Ella is right, Meesha should have known better. We all know how adventurous she is but we don’t fuck each other’s boyfriends. Hell, I can’t imagine one of you hitting on Jimin,” Kina got shivers.
“Oh god, who invited her?” Ella was looking at Meesha approaching our table.
Ella looked at Kina, “hey don’t look at me.”
Ella turned to me, “seriously T? Why the hell would you invite her?”
I shrugged, “well I thought maybe we could talk to her about the situation. I’m neutral and I’m keeping it that way.”
“Whatever.” Ella rolled her eyes.
Meesha smiled at me, “hey girls. Thanks for inviting me.”
“It was Tani who invited you. I wouldn’t have, if I were to decide,” Ella said.
I chuckled nervously, I didn’t want another fight to start. I just wanted this to end so we could all go back to normal.
“Sit down, M. How are you? You haven’t worked for the past days, so maybe lunch would be a great way for us to talk about you know…” I said.
Meesha sat down and bit on her lip. If I was right, she was trying to hold back her tears.
“Uhm, I just needed to be away for a while. Hobi hasn’t been talking to me…” before Meesha could finish Ella blurted out her opinion.
“Seriously Meesha?! What the fuck do you think he would do? Have a party and a parade after what you did?”
I stopped her, “Ella please. Can we at least let her explain?”
“What’s to explain?” , Ella turned to Meesha, who was looking down on her hands in her lap.
“You clearly fucked up! You and all the fucking adventurous stuff you do for yourself! You had to just do it, because why? Why the fuck Meesha?” Ella yelled at her .
The people in the restaurant were watching us, whispering at each other. Meesha wasn’t talking. I saw tears fell from her eyes.
I heard Kina sighed, “Meesha, as much I don’t want to take sides, it was wrong M. We all know how young and laid back you are, but it was wrong. What made you do that? I understand that you already told us that you wanted to just test your feelings, but why Jungkook? Why Cece’s Jungkook?”
I felt sad with the words that came out of her mouth. I wanted to hug her because I knew Meesha realized that everything was a mistake. I held her hand. She looked at me with tears in her eyes .
“Meesha, it’s alright.”
Ella chuckled sarcastically, “it’s alright? Alright? Are you fucking kidding me Tani?”
Kina stopped Ella by holding her hand. Ella looked at Kina with furious eyes and she suddenly looked at Meesha.
“You fucked up this family. If we broke up, this would all be on you. Remember that, it would all be because you are fucking selfish!” Ella took her purse and was about to stand up.
“Where are you going?” I asked Ella.
“I’m outta here. You’re clearly on her side. So you take care of her.” Ella stood up and walked away. Meesha cried more, covering her face with her hands.
“I’m not taking sides! Ella c’mon!” I yelled at Ella who didn’t look back anymore.
I turned to Kina, she just pursed her lips with sad eyes and followed Ella outside. I took a deep breath and leaned on my chair. I looked at Meesha who was still crying. I patted her back gently. So much for being on the neutral side.
I sighed exasperated about the Meesha-Cece stuff. Jin noticed and moved closer to my side and laid his head on my lap.
“This is about your friends?” I looked at him surprised.
“How did you…”
“Namjoon, he told me.”
I sighed, news traveled fast. Jin held my hand and kissed it. I’m glad Jin never had that kind of thing for my friends. I’d probably die if he did that.
“Well, it’s clearly a facade. She comes to work smiling and all but she doesn’t talk to us about anything. I mean if you did that with any of my sisters, i probably won’t show up forever in the club.”
He snorted and sat up, “what makes you think I will do that to you?”
“I’m just saying if, if you do that. I’m not saying you would do it.”
He grabbed my hand and pulled me in his lap. He thrusted and it made me feel his erection on pants. We both giggled. We started kissing and he slowly unzipped my dress and we fucked on the couch.
I forgot everything about my friends. I was happy that Jin was here with me and is happy with me. I want my own happy ending.
We were both panting heavily. He brushed my hair away from my face and thrusted deeper even with me on top of him. I moaned and came. He leaned his head on the couch’ headrest and closed his eyes from the way my walls tightened around his length. He moaned with a smile on his face.
“Fuck, I’m cumming…”
He held unto my hips, “right there babe… yes… fuck!” He moaned and came. He pulled me to him and hugged me tighter.
He was still breathing heavily when he took something from his coat next to us. He showed me a small red velvet box. I gasped when he opened it. I looked at him with tears in my eyes.
“Is this what I think it is?”
He took out the ring from the box and smiled at me. I covered my mouth and tears fell from my eyes.
“I would never want anyone else but you. Will you marry me?” He smiled sweetly.
I nodded and was speechless. He put the ring on my finger and kissed my hand.
He was still inside me so I moved myself along his length again. He moaned and we made love again that night. I have always wanted to have my happy ending. It’s sad that some of my friends may not have it, but right now what I care about more than anything in this world is Jin.
Chapter 22: part 22
She laughed hysterically “Bitch, you prayed to God? Wahahaha”
“Please, if you let me in for 5 minutes I will never bother you again…” She cried.
I huffed, opened to door and just looked at her. She stared at me.
“I’ll give you 5 minutes. Now talk.” I said.
“I’m sorry.” She bit her lip “I’m so so so so so sorry.” She looked away “ I don’t have an excuse for that. But I regret everything. I regret what I’ve done, I regret hurting you, I regret every single second I spent in that house…”
I rolled my eyes at her, “that’s it? That’s everything you wanna say? I don’t know what to do with what you did, how can I be sure that you’re really sorry? How can I trust you?”
“Because I came here to give you your freedom back. I know I’m not worthy to be with you ever again. I’m a freaking waitress that does shit like this for a buck. You deserve someone better. So I don’t have any selfish reasons to come here. I just want to give you back your happiness. And all I need is your forgiveness and to bury the hatchet… I love you way too much to want you back.”
“Wow, so you’re just gonna give up like that? You’re not even gonna fight for me? If you really love me why stop?” I wanted to hug her right now. I wanted to just hear from her again that she loves me
“Wait … Jay.. I don’t understand. Do you want me to fight for you? Cos I will till my last fucking breath!”
I stayed still and just stared at her. I really miss her even with everything that she did, I wanted her to really fight for me. And I felt guilty now after what happened between me and Cece.
“You know… I really hate what you did. But I just… love you too much…”
“You do?” she looked back at me.
I pulled her inside my apartment and had her sit on the couch. I stood in front of her to tell her what I did. I didn’t want to keep anything from her.
“Before anything Meesh, there is something I need to tell you… I did something… I had a one night stand… with…” I hesitated to tell her, but just said it anyway, “I had a one night stand with Cece.”
I waited for her reaction. She just stared at me with wide eyes.
"Oh…" she was taken aback "..I.." she started tearing up. "I guess I deserve that…" she started crying "it's ok. I. I deserve it. " She nodded to herself.
I sat next to her and hugged her tight. I felt awful, with what I did to her and her friend.
“Now I’m the one who’s sorry. I’m a jerk and I just thought of getting revenge at you and JK. I didn’t even know why I did it.”
“Is it ok if we never talk about it please?...” She took a deep breath.
“We won’t, I promise. But what about your friend? Have you talked to Cece already? I would talk to JK about this too. I just don’t know what to tell him now.”
“I. God, Hobi! I don’t know!? Why are you asking me this now? Can’t you tell how fucking broken I am…?”
“I’m sorry Meesh. We gotta be honest.. this started with us.”
“Yeah, honest, but don’t fucking stomp on my fucking heart like this, it can only take so much. I was coming at peace with the fact that you’ll forever hate me and I’ll never see you again. Now you’re telling me you fucked my friend and you don’t know how to deal with it? Well guess what? I don’t know either, or else we wouldn’t be here in the first place?!?!!?”
“Alright fine. Let’s just keep it between us for now. I’m just glad you came to talk to me, and I’m happy to know that you really love me more than anyone.” I kissed her.
“Did you feel happier after you took your revenge on me at least?”
“Honestly? When at that moment I was… but after that I wasn’t.”
“Fair enough…” She bit her lip “Let’s not hurt each other like this ever again…”
“I agree. I hate that we’re away from each other. I missed you.”
“Now you’re gonna say let’s move in together?” she laughed with tears in her eyes.
I smiled, “do you wanna move in with me then? My place is way better than yours… Plus you get to see me all the time… naked…”
“Haha.. I’d love to”
I couldn’t get out of the bed all day. I waited for a call from him. Cece made me some tea and left for work. If I wasn’t living in this fucked up universe of mine, and had to deal with a real job, I don’t know what I would have done. I was so weak, any bad news would make me cry and I wanted to stay in my bed all the time. But honestly the heartbreak of last night… I’ve never felt worse. Every time I replayed those moments in my head I would get sick. I would run to the toilet and throw up. I was just miserable. And not even a call? Not even a text message? Why.. what did I do…?
I don’t know why I still had the courage to call his phone again, even if I knew he wouldn’t pick up. This time, he actually answered.
“What do you need?” He sounded pissed.
“Yoongi! You answered!” I broke down in tears.
“Make it quick I’m busy.”
“You’re never too busy for me… Yoongi, please tell me what happened??? If you want to break up, that’s fine.. You know what? It’s not fine! I should have a word to say too!?!!”
“Are you fucking kidding me? Break up? You cheated on me! You can’t expect me to talk to you after what you did!”
“Why do u keep saying that???” I put my hand through my hair.
“Oh so you forgot that you fucked someone in your apartment?? I saw your shadows behind the curtains of your room.”
“Yoongi what the hell are you talking about, I swear… nothing happened..!! I wasn’t even in my room that night, I slept in Cece’s bedroom! I Swear!!! What do you want me to do? How can I prove it?”
“Look, I don’t have time for this. I gotta go and stop calling me!”
After a long session of crying I called Cece.
“I’m going fucking crazy, he doesn’t want to talk to me, he keeps saying that he saw me with someone that night in my room. Cece I beg you, if you know something, please tell me!”
“Uhm… I’m sorry I really have no clue… I just slept next to you that night… I don’t know what he’s talking about.”
“Amazing... Unnie please take care of me. I don’t want to leave this house ever again, I’m sorry but you must work for both of us. I just can’t deal with anything right now. I just want to cry.”
“Don’t worry about anything, I’ll cover everything for the both of us. You’ll be fine. I’m sure Yoongi will come around soon.”
“I honestly think he won’t…”
“Don’t say that”
“Well. I know I won’t call him again.”
I hung up and cried myself to sleep. My head hurt like hell, my eyes were super swell. I never cried for a guy, but I felt so betrayed and for the first time I loved someone. And just to break up with me like that… over something I didn’t even do. I didn’t know how to move on, without closure.
I didn’t want it to be so dramatic, but unni took care of me for a week. There were times when I was too light headed and weak to even stand out of the bed.
I was overthinking a lot.
/Maybe he just stopped loving me.
Maybe he wanted to break up and invented a reason.
Maybe he was already with someone else.
Maybe he is now with someone else…/
It hurt my fucking heart so bad. And the fact that he could have been happy with someone else while I was laying in bed feeling sorry for myself at first crushed me, but then it became the reason why I decided to move on. And heal. It wasn’t easy. I would go to work and break down in tears.
At the club, nothing was the same anymore.
Ella got engaged to Jin and they were all over each other, she would barely stay with us, Tani and Kina got very close, Meesha would only stay here for a few hours then Hobi would pick her up.
Cece stayed with me as much as she could. I was honestly so proud of her for healing so fast after Jungkook. She was my best friend, we were the closest in the whole group, because we lived together for such a long time, but she was also my role model. My older sister.
Of course, the incident caused some changes in the dynamic of our group. Cece and Meesha would ignore each other, Ella would throw daggers with her eyes at M.
Jimin, Namjoon and Jin were often at the club. The couples seemed happy. And I was happy for them.
Every now and then a client would hit on me and I would politely decline them. It was still Yoongi who I wanted. The Yoongi that I haven’t seen in almost .. a month? Yeah, almost. Ha. I’ve never stopped thinking of him. I missed him with every aching part of my body.
“I’ll never be able to love again” I said under my breath while looking at Jimin kissing Kina.
“Were you talking to me?” Cece asked passing by.
“Nope” I signed her to not worry.
“Are you ok?”
“Wanna talk about it?” She held my hand and pulled me to the bathroom.
“I was just… wondering how you got over Jungkook so fast. I can’t seem to be able to be happy anymore.”
“Oh.. I’m still not over it.”
“Yeah but, it took you a few days to find your smile. What happened?”
“I-uh. I don’t know, I prayed to God to give me strength… and … I’m still healing”
I could hear Meesha’s laugh from one of the stalls. She got out of it and looked at me.
“I’m not a saint, but honey, this bitch is playing u.” She laughed hysterically “Bitch, you prayed to God? Wahahaha”
Cece looked at her and squinted her eyes.
“Don’t listen to her, Andia” unni told me.
“Shut the fuck up you hypocrite.” Meesha looked at Cece like she wanted to start a fight. “Are you sure you didn’t find your smile after sucking Jay’s dick?”
Next thing I know Cece is slapping Meesha, Meesha grabs Cece’s hair, they’re on the floor hitting each other and I’m trying to stop it.
I was screaming for help but the music was too loud and no one could hear me.
“Oh my god, stop, please!”
Just then Ella and Kina came in shocked to see the two girls fighting. They ran outside and brought Jin and Jimin back to stop them.
Jin pulled Meesha and Jimin lifted Cece to stop her.
“Ladies stop! What is going on here?” Jin yelled.
“Ask the fucking saint!” Meesha yelled at Cece.
“Stop it Meesha, please! When are you gonna stop being so immature!” I yelled at her.
“Immature? Wow Andia you’re too stupid to fall for her saintly acts? Why don’t you ask her what she did?” Meesha yelled.
“You have the nerve to make fun of me after what you did to me and Jungkook? You ruined everything in my life!” Cece yelled back.
“Wow really is that why you fucked Hobi at your apartment?” Meesha shouted at her.
“Fucking Hobi was the last thing I wanted to do and I guess that made us even.” Cece screamed at her.
We were all quiet. I was shocked to hear it from unnie. I turned to her and it all made sense now. She looked at me with tears in her eyes.
“That was you? After all this time, you were the one that Yoongi saw in my room? That was you and Hobi?” I asked and I felt more pain from what Cece did.
“Andia, I’m sorry. I’m no saint. But I’ve been trying to tell you about it. I just couldn’t explain why I did it. I hated it, I hated myself, all I could think of was revenge towards Meesha and Jungkook… I’m sorry…” she walked towards me and tried to comfort me.
I pushed her away, “Why didn’t you tell me? Why didn't you try telling me? Why did you let me go through the entire month thinking that I was the reason why Yoongi broke up with me. You saw me, you saw what i’ve been through and yet you didn’t do anything? I thought we’re friends?”
“Andia I’m sorry… please let’s talk… i’m sorry…” Cece tried to hold my hand but I shrugged it off.
“Don’t… touch me… Just stay away from me… I don’t want to talk about anything anymore.” I ran out of the bathroom and went home.
I locked myself in my room, stayed there crying about everything again and packed a suitcase of essentials.
Chapter 23: Part 23
“Just tell me” I clenched my teeth.
From the “sex in the city” or whatever cliche close group of girlfriends, we became almost enemies. I decided to leave before unnie came home. I just couldn’t handle to look at her after what she did to me.
I didn’t have a plan, I couldn’t just knock on Yoongi’s door and he would let me in like nothing happened, I just knew I wanted to leave this place.
But… I did want to try and go to Yoongi’s place.
I tried calling his phone number, but it was out of service. I hated myself knowing he was so hurt he would change his number.
Instead, I called a taxi and went straight to his door. Left my suitcase in the cab and prayed Yoongi would let me talk to him.
“Oh, Miss Andia. I don’t think you sh…-”
“I need to talk to him. Now.” I demanded.
“I’ll let him know.”
I walked in front of the entrance of his house like a lion in the cage. The door opened and I was surprised to see him. He sighed.
“Hey” I said shyly.
“Yeah, you wanted to talk to me?” he couldn’t look me in the eyes.
“Yeah.” I felt my eyes getting wet “...can you look at me for a second?... I missed you.” I begged.
He did look up and pursed his lips. We just stared at each other and then he bit his lower lip trying to hold back his words.
He just took a deep breath, and suddenly pulled me into his arms. He hugged me tight and I just felt myself melt in his arms. I couldn’t hold back my tears, I cried and hugged him back. When he realized he let his guard down he stopped the hug and pulled away.
“I-uh.. I came here to talk about what happened that night.” I said softly.
“It’s ok if you don’t want to listen to me or to believe me… I just thought I’d shoot my shot.”
“Okay… then I guess that’s it? Uhm…”
“Well it seems that Cece was there with Hobi.” I shrugged.
“Really? You really think that I would buy that?” He looked angry again.
“Nevermind” I shook my head and turned around to leave.
He pulled me back, “that’s it? No other explanation? Just nevermind? Look Andia you should have the balls to admit that this was just a game for you… I would have accepted if you just admitted that you really cheated. Instead you blame your friend for it!”
I looked at the way his hands were squeezing my shoulders. He looked so disappointed in me. How would I expect him to believe something I couldn’t believe myself happened in the first place?
“It’s okay, I’ll just move on. There’s nothing else I can say or do to make this right. I love you.” I stole a kiss and ran to the taxi that was waiting for me in the driveway.
“To the black light club” I told the driver.
I didn’t know where else to go and it was already so late. My phone was blowing up with calls and messages from Cece and I didn’t have much battery left. By the time I got to the club my phone was dead. /I honestly don’t remember packing the charger. “Essentials” …. /
I threw the bag on the floor, in the middle of the club and sat on it.
/now what? I don’t even have tears left to cry/
“Fuck you Yoongi!” I yelled and stomped my foot.
I turned around and saw Meesha coming out of the VIP section with a mop in her hand.
“Oh, shit. Right. It was probably my turn to clean, sorry.”
“It’s ok.” She leaned the mop on a wall and came next to me, sat on the floor and touched my knee “Been there, done that, I understand how hard it can be.”
“Hey, don’t compare my situation to yours. You brought that to yourself. But, thanks anyway. If it wasn’t for you, I wouldn’t have known the truth. As much as it hurts.”
“It’s alright, we have each other’s backs, right?”
/Now she’s making me pick sides or what?/
“I don’t even know anymore” I sighed.
“You can talk to me if you want.”
“Long story short Yoongi didn’t believe me when I told him Cece was there wit-.. Sorry. “
“It’s ok, I’ve come to terms with it. More or less.”
“Yea. I can’t blame him tho. It is what it is. But I have no place to sleep.”
“I’d invite you over but im moving to Hobi’s house and I don’t have a couch you could crash on, bad timing. Bad everything. I fucked up. Chain reaction. Everything’s fucked up now. I’m actually thinking of quitting the club…”
“What, M? No, as much as I’m upset that you did a mistake, I don’t want you to leave, please. Think about it more.”
“Well… I’ll try to fix what I can.” She smiled and patted my knee. She got up and wanted to continue cleaning.
“It’s ok, I’ll do it, you can go home.” I told her.
Namjoonie needed to do some paperwork for the club, so we went there first thing in the morning. He and Jimin were kind of the only guys who actually did something for this club.
I don’t wanna be a bitch or anything but those guys have either disappeared -drama- from the picture, or they just helped us in the beginning with the space, furniture etc. Namjoonie was super involved with everything from providers to bills and such, and Jimin was in charge with the security of the club.
It was a bit annoying to be honest. I mean, yeah, I am empathetic and I get it, problems in paradise, but all the girls keep getting involved in dramas, crying over boys, getting in cat fights and what not, and they keep not showing up to work. Same with the guys, the moment when I thought the 2 groups of guys could get along and we could all be one big happy family, bam. Everyone started running away. It’s like those times at daddy’s club, when he’d grab his gun.
Sometimes I miss working there. We used to be united, we had a certain schedule, didn’t have to stay in until the last drunk guy blacks out on a sofa and doesn’t wanna leave. We had daddy and he took care of everything, we were simply doing our job.
He dropped me off in front of the club and waited for me inside his car. When I opened the door of the club, I saw a suitcase dropped in the middle of the dancefloor.
“Wtf” I laughed.
Andia was sleeping on a couch and she rubbed her eyes.
“Sup girl?” I asked.
“Not much, I’m homeless.”
“You ran away from unnie’s pretty house?”
“Yeah” she sat up.
“But it’s so nice there…”
“But it’s full of snakes” She rolled her eyes.
/Cece… Ssssese I giggled to myself. I’m so punny/
“I’m glad you’re laughing…” she pouted.
“No, it’s just” I covered my mouth and pretended to cough “what are you going to do now?”
“Sssessse” wouldn’t stop replaying in my head and I tried keeping a serious face.
“I don’t know” she bit her lip “gotta find a place to sleep”
“Sssleep” /OK BRAIN STOP/
“You can crash on my couch for a few nights, don’t sleep here, your face was literally where my naked butt was last week”
“Ew, you’re having sex here?” she wiped her cheek.
I shrugged and stuck my tongue out.
“Girl I’m having sex everywhere, what’s your point?”
She shook her head shortly and replied “Mkay I take your offer.”
“Get your stuff, we can drop you off at my place.”
“Right, why are you here anyway? What time is it? My phone’s dead..”
“It’s 8 am, we came to get some reports.”
“Shit.. yeah. Okay.”
We got the things and went to Namjoon’s car.
“Hey?” He looked at A.
“She’s gonna stay at my place for a few days, can we change the route?”
“Sure..” He tightened his eyes.
I knew exactly what that meant. And I was starting to get pissed off before our fight even started. But as soon as we were alone again he looked at me with that emotional blackmail look in his eyes.
“Sooo. I guess I can’t come to your place for a while, huh.”
“Oh. My. God. Namjoon, my friend needs help and all you can think about is sex?”
“As if we’re not doing it literally everywhere. You know what. This will be a good occasion to check the foundation of our relationship. I wonder if there’s anything between us, like anything beyond sex.”
I was fuming, spent all day ignoring him.
“I guess you don’t want to stay over at my place?” He asked.
“You guessed right.”
“I’m sorry… I didn’t mean it like that. When I said that… The thing is.. We always have to hide when we come to my place and when I come to your apartment I feel… like home.”
“Yeah well, I don’t enjoy being the secret girlfriend your parents can’t meet.” I grabbed my purse and got out of his car.
“Wait” He shouted. “Please come back for a second.”
I got back on the passenger seat, but didn’t look at him.
“I’m sorry. For everything. That I can’t introduce you to my parents, that we can’t have a normal relationship. I’m sorry. I thought you would like me for me, and I’d like you for you and as long as we love each other… nothing else matters. Or at least we can go through it together. Please don’t let us become them.”
“Well maybe there’s an expiration date to such relationships. Maybe we really don’t belong in your guys’ world.”
“Oh my gosh, T, we already had this fight, I thought we were done saying stupid shit like this! What the fuck do you mean by this? My world, your world? It’s our world!”
“I… Fine! I admit sometimes I say stupid shit. I admit that I feel uncomfortable in this situation. And I do, I do wanna make it work. It’s just hard sometimes.”
“Give me a kiss” He touched my chin.
I looked at him and gave him a short kiss.
“I wish love would be a solution to problems, I feel like I’m in a fucking drama. Sneaking with the rich boy behind his parents’ backs. But it’s no drama, it’s reality, and it’s exhausting, Namjoon.”
“I know. I wish we could just fucking run away T. But they need me, my brother needs me. It’s never gonna be easy with me. You gotta decide if I’m worth all of this.” He let his head down.
I took a deep breath and softly nodded.
“See you tomorrow” he said.
*Jungkook’s POV* oh yes :3
It’s been a month since Cece and I broke up. A month when I barely got out of the house. I grew a beard.. I rarely showered.
But today it was the day when I felt a little bit better. I took a long, hot bath, shaved, put on deodorant and a clean shirt.
I still binge watched some random show and fell asleep in front of the TV with the remote control on my chest.
I heard hard knocks on my door. I jumped out of the bed … praying it was Cece.
But it was the last person I expected to see.
“Yoongi… “ I frowned.
“I need the keys to the club.”
He seemed nervous.
“Dude it’s a long story… “ He sighed. “I fucked up, big time.”
I tilted my head. God, I didn’t interact with people for so long, I have no idea what’s going on with my friends…
“Wanna talk about it?” I asked. “I mean… I’m curious, how’s everyone…?”
“Everything has changed, man…”
“I know we were never close, but I’ve been so disconnected from the group…”
He took a deep breath and sighed.
“Look Jungkook, I really need those keys, we can catch up some other time.”
“Okay… can I ask why at least?”
“I need to talk to Andia, she’s there and her phone is turned off, I tried knocking but she didn’t hear it.”
“Are you sure she’s there?”
“Yeah, Hobi called me and confessed everything… Meesha left her there.”
I couldn’t tell if he was just nervous or if he was hiding something from me.
“Hm?” I insisted.
“Jungkook… It’s not my place to tell you all these things… you gotta work it out yourself with Cece, sorry… Keys?... please???”
“Cece? What happened to her?” I grabbed his collar and then let it go instantly and looked at my hands.
After all this time, I still get like this when it comes to her, huh.
“Just tell me” I clenched my teeth.
“She was with Hobi for one night… They didn’t tell anyone until a couple nights ago. I wanted to su…bla bla bla”
I couldn’t hear anything after his first sentence. I blacked out for a moment.
“Bla bla… Jungkook?”
“I’m gonna kill that son of a bitch!” I yelled from the top of my lungs.
“No..nonono.. Ugh.. see that’s why I didn’t wanna tell you…”
I couldn’t be rational anymore.
Hobi was my best friend for years.
Just because I made a mistake doesn’t give him the right to do that to me.
“I’ll fucking kill him! Move!”
I pushed him over and went towards his motorcycle that still had the keys in the ignition.
He grabbed my shirt and threw me on the ground.
“Calm down, you’ll get yourself killed before you get to kill him!” He shouted.
I was hyperventilating… my veins felt like they could pop anytime.
“I’ll destroy him, Yoongi, we were friends!!!”
He sat on the ground with me.
“Shit happens, man.”
I looked into his eyes and frowned. “I am gonna drive to his house and break his bones!”
“You’re not gonna do that. Just calm down for a second, breathe. I’ll stay with you until you feel better.”
“No, let me give you the keys, go to her, I have my own shit to do. You don’t need to babysit me.” I tried standing up, but he pulled me back down. “Yoongi, I swear to God. Let me go, why the fuck do you care about what I do? It’s between me and him. Stay out of this!”
He calmly shook his head and held me down.
“I can’t afford to fuck up and not fix my mistakes. Not anymore.”
I took a deep breath and could feel my anger slowly melting. He was right, even if I wanted my revenge, I needed to be able to think, not to have my mind clouded.
He stayed with me all night and told me everything that happened when I wasn’t there.
The sun was already up when he said the most important words that I needed to hear.
“Trust me. It won’t help you at all, it doesn’t solve anything, if you beat him. Yeah your ego will be satisfied, but deep down inside you’re mad at yourself, not at him. The right thing would be to go talk to her.”
“Andia?” Her beautiful voice sounded from behind the door.
I didn’t reply.
The door opened.
I grabbed her in my arms and kissed her like I was gasping for air.
She hugged me back, pulled me harder and our tears gathered at our chins while continuously kissing.
I pulled her up in my arms, she tangled her legs around my body. I carried her to her bed and put her on it. I pulled away from the hug and looked at her. She always took my breath away with her beauty.
“I don’t care that u were with another guy. You’re still mine. Only mine.”
‘I don’t care either, I missed you so much…”
I wiped my tears and smiled for the first time in a long time.
“I missed you.. I missed your eyes.. I missed your hands” She took my hands and kissed them and I kissed hers too.
“I missed your smile...I missed your scent…” I buried my head in her hair and started kissing her neck.
I took off her clothes and caressed every part of her body…
Chapter 24: Part 24
“I think we need a break to figure it out”
“Yiiikes, am I right?” Ella yelled.
I came from Jungkook’s house. I hoped that after we left, he went straight to Cece’s place and that they would be okay soon. I had to go back to the club and talk to Andia. It was my turn to patch things up.
When I got to the club I was surprised that she wasn’t there anymore. I asked some of the other staff and they didn’t know that she was even there. Dialed her phone and I couldn’t reach her since last night.
I looked at the clock, it was already 10 am. I walked around the street checking other places where she could have been. The cafe down the street, the restaurant, she was not there. So I decided to call her friends.
Meesha said she left her at the club, Cece didn’t know anything, Kina didn’t even know Andia left the apartment, neither did Ella. So I guess her phone had no battery if she didn’t let the others know about her and she wasn’t just rejecting my calls. My only hope was for Tani to know something about her.
After calling a few times, she picked up.
“Oh, it’s Yoongi? Say ‘hi’ from me” said Namjoon.
“Do you know anything about Andia, T?”
“Yes, she’s at my apartment!” she asked cheerfully.
“Great, I’m coming over now!”
“Oh.. wait. I’m outside town with Joonie to get some papers done for the club, we’ll be back tonight. I locked her in and she can’t open without a key… Uhhh.. I’m sure she’s sleeping now anyway… I’ll call you when I get home and you can come over then. Okay?”
“Okay.” I said.
I decided to still go to Tani’s apartment. When I got there, I wanted to knock but I stopped myself thinking that she may not want to talk to me even through the door. I know I hurt her with what I did or said.
“Fuck this! Andia?” I knocked. I listened and waited.
I knocked again, “hey, I don’t know if you’re awake or if you’re listening…”
I knocked again, “I hope you’re listening…”
“Can we talk?” I leaned my forehead on the door, waiting for her to reply. When I thought she wasn’t listening I continued to talk.
“I’m sorry. I’ve been a jerk. I didn’t let you explain, well you did but I was still an asshole for not listening. I just couldn’t think straight after what I saw. I’m sorry… please tell me you’re listening,” I waited.
“I’m here.” I heard her speaking softly from the other side of the door.
That made me smile, “hey… how are you?”
“I’m okay, Tani locked me in…”
I chuckled quietly, “I know, she told me… but you’re okay there?”
“Yeah I am… I guess…” I heard her giggle, “how are you?”
I sighed, “I miss you…”
I waited for her to reply, but instead I heard her sobbing.
“Hey, why are you crying?”
“I miss you too…”
I held the knob and tried to pull it, perhaps it would simply open. I’m getting more and more frustrated.
“If this wasn’t Tani’s door I’d kick it open”
“Yeah..” she softly said. I wanted her to be more enthusiastic to hear me.. But she only gave me short answers and it hurt me to have hurt her. I heard her body brush against the door as she sat on the floor. I sat on the doormat too.
“Aren’t you gonna go home?” She asked.
“No, I’m gonna stay here with you.”
“I wish you could have done that at the beginning. We wouldn’t be in this situation if you… you know, listened to me.”
“I know. I’m sorry.”
“I even thought you were already with someone else that's why you just dumped me.”
I looked at the door and pressed my hand on it, “I would never do that to you.”
“Well you already did. That’s why we’re here,” I heard her sigh. “And how could you even think that I’d do that to you? Cheat on you like that?”
“Uhm… I don’t know…” I couldn’t find any words to tell her how sorry I was.
“I didn’t know what to do, Yoongi… You were so mean to me. I came to your place so many times to work it out. You rejected me and I still came back. I forgot about my pride. You made me do that… I don’t know how else to show you how much I love you…”
“I know and I do too. You thought I wanted it to be this way? Do you know how many times I came to your house just to watch you when you were leaving to the club? I was going crazy, A… “ I bitterly chuckled “and how many times I came to the club and looked at you from outside the door?... I was so stupid, thinking back…”
“You did…?” she asked.
“Yeah, I did… uhm, A?”
“Yeah?” She asked.
“After all of this, do you still love me?” I asked. I waited for her to reply.
“Yes I do. It never changed. Yoongi…” she took a break “... you are the love of my life, never ask me that again.”
“A… when this door opens, would you stay with me?”
“Yeah, I will.”
“Thank you… I’ve been such a bad boyfriend. Every guy buys their girlfriends apartments and takes them on vacations… I only keep you on the couch with me to watch movies. I promise I’ll do everything you want. We’ll go where you want. I’ll give you whatever you want.”
“I don’t need that Yoongi, you’re so silly. I just wanna watch movies on the couch with you…” she giggled.
“Just let me do it for you please… you’re the first person I wanna talk to when I wake up and the last person I want to see before I fall asleep… so just stay with me, okay?”
I started imagining our life together and I talked for hours about what we were going to do, until I heard Tani come up the stairs.
T was surprised to see me seated at the doormat, “oh my god! What are you doing here Yoongi?”
“Uhm, waiting for you to open the door.”
“Seriously?” Tani unlocked the door laughing.
As soon as the door opens, it felt like my heart was going to burst when I laid my eyes on Andia. She smiled at me and I didn’t waste time anymore, I pulled her and hugged her tightly.
“I’m not letting you go again. Never again.” She cried and hugged me back.
I carried her bag and we took a long, slow walk to my place. I did as I said. That night I paid for a week long vacation away from home, from problems and bitter memories. Just me and her on an island. We cuddled in bed and fell asleep after packing our bags.
[a/n I know there was a looot of Yoondia and I’m sorry xD their dynamic generates changes in other couples so I had to finish with them. I sent them on a vacation so let’s move on to the other guys :D ]
“Wha...When?” I asked trying not to seem upset. Even if I was .. a bit.
“I’m not sure, yet. In a couple of days.” he scratched the back of his neck. “I’m sorry, look, I don’t wanna go either, but my dad has other things to do here and he can’t travel. I’m not gonna stay there a lot, tho!!!” His eyes grew big.
“???” I raised my eyebrow, still keeping my calm, even though I was boiling on the inside.
“A month…” I repeated in disbelief.
Screamed the voice in my head.
“They are some super important investors. Before I met you I used to go on business trips on behalf of my dad a few times a year. And I declined him a few times already so I could stay with you…” He caressed my cheek and smiled “but now I just can’t.”
“It’s alright. I can live without you for a month, no big deal” I teased him.
“Yaaah! No, you can’t!” He got offended “but you’ll try because you love me!” He scrunched his nose and giggled.
I smiled. We never said those words to each other.
He smiled back.. But I could see the sadness in his eyes. I knew how bad he wanted to hear those words from me. But when I tried to say them , they just wouldn’t come out of my mouth. And he didn’t really say them either .. but he beat around the bush.
“Okay, I’ll try, then.”
He rolled out of the bed and put a towel around his waist.
“Mmmm.. What a view, mister Park! I’d love to wake up to this sight every morning.” I giggled.
“Really?” His eyes grew big as if he saw a ghost.
That’s when I realized what I said.
“Ah.. nono” I shook my head and laughed. Did he really want us to move together…?
“Right, haha, I was joking” He grinned. “Gotcha!” he went towards the bathroom.
“Got me!” I yelled after him, then facepalmed myself hard.
I put a towel around me and went in the bathroom to brush my teeth.
“So I guess you’re not coming tonight at the club?”
“Nop” He pulled away the curtain of the shower and looked at me “Are u upset?”
I took the toothbrush out of my mouth and squinted my eyes “Why would I be upset?”
“Just… asking” he pouted and pulled back the curtain.
“I’m going to Ella in a few.”
“Are u upset?” I teased him.
“No, babe” he giggled.
“Oh my god, Kina. I knew you were oblivious but not like that! Stop acting unbothered and.. just… accept love…” She wasn’t even talking to me at that point, she was just looking at her engagement ring and smiled. “Look, clearly, he wants you to say you love him and he wants to see that him leaving has an effect on you.”
“D’uuuh. Are you dumb?”
“Do I have to answer that…” I frowned.
“He asked you a hundred times if you were upset. He wants you to be upset. He wants you to want him to stay.”
I looked at my hands and tried to do the math… “He wants me to want him to stay, huh.” I shook my head. “I do! But I don’t wanna seem needy, girl. What the hell, Ella.”
“You just answered that” She squinted her eyes sarcastically.
I rolled my eyes.
“Whatever. Just because it works for you, doesn’t mean it works for me too” I scrunch my nose.
She shrugged with a smug look on her face “You do you, boo…”
I sighed and rested my head on the table. “I don’t want him to leaveee…”
My phone rang.
“It’s him.. Shh!” I jumped.
“Bad news… I have to leave tonight.”
“I don’t have time to come say goodbye… I’m sorry…”
“Ah… it’s okay.”
“Are you sure?”
I sighed “Yeah… goodbyes suck anyway… maybe it’s better like this.”
“Oh… Wow, babe, you’re. Uhm handling this very……. Well.”
“Thanks!” I grinned.
“Then… uhm… “ he paused “I-uh… I’m gonna get going…! Bye…”
“Bye” I said. I hung up and threw my phone against the wall, breaking it into pieces.
“Fuck” I smiled. “I’m so bad at this.”
Ella froze and stared at me.
“I’m gonna need a new phone” I smiled nervously.
She woke up from her trance at the sound of her phone “It’s Jimin” she said as she handed me her phone.
“Yes?” I bit my lip.
“I tried to call your phone but the call didn’t go through.”
“Yeah my battery died. What did u want to tell me?”
“Just wanted to say I’m gonna miss you.”
“I’m gonna miss you too. Is that all? Okay, bye.” I hung up.
Ella snatched the phone from my hands “Don’t throw away my phone, girl!” she said, triggered.
I sighed and let my head fall on the table again.
“Hey E, maybe you wanna get together tonight, with the other girls?” I asked Ella still fascinated with her ring.
“Yeah, yeah, that would be nice! Are we not gonna open the club tonight?”
“Andia is away… Yoongi is away… Jimin is away. We’re kinda short on people and also it’s a big holiday. Do you think it would be profitable?”
“Are you thinking what I’m thinking?”
We both said simultaneously “Girls night!”
“Tho I feel bad Andia won’t be there” she made a grimace.
“Yeah, oh well. I don’t think she feels bad about us on that island sipping cocktails and getting laid 3 times a day…” I pouted.
“Haha, fair ‘nough”
I waited for Meesha in front of Cece and Andia’s apartment. Hobi’s car stopped in front and Meesha got down looking worried. She smiled at me and we hugged. We waved at Hobi and he drove away.
“Are you sure you wanna do this girl’s night out here?” Meesha asked.
“Yeah! It’s time we do this girls’ night out. It’s been so long.”
“That’s not what I meant K. You know what I’m talking about.” Before I could answer Tani yelled and waved at us looking excited.
We all hugged and Tani and I dragged Meesha to get in the elevator. We were all in front of Cece’s door.
“Wait, Andia’s not here, right?” Meesha asked.
“It’s fine, M. She’s with Yoongi somewhere.” I smiled and knocked.
We were surprised when Jungkook opened the door. He looked at us and just smiled.
“Hey… Jungkook!” I smiled.
“Hey… Babe they’re here!” Jungkook yelled.
Cece came out from behind him and smiled, “hey ladies! Come on in.”
I looked at Meesha and she just gave a small smile. Tani hugged Cece and I did too.
“I’ll go now, ladies. Have fun.” Somehow Jungkook smiled at Meesha a little, and that was a good sign. He kissed Cece and we all took our places on the couch.
Ella just came out from the restroom, “yey, you’re all here!”
“Wow, it’s been a while. I just wish we could be complete… again…” Cece sighed.
I knew she meant Andia. Ella sat next to me.
“Oh we could do this again anytime!” I said.
“Stop feeling sad, bitches, let’s drink” Ella laughed. She got up and brought the bags full of alcohol.
“It feels good! For once I’m not the one pouring the drinks” T laughed.
“So Ella...tying the knot already?” Cece asked.
“Mhm. Sorry y’all bitches can’t relate” She laughed.
“Ha! Really? There is more to life than getting married, you know.”
“Especially after less than a year of knowing each other” I coughed.
“So when is it gonna happen then?” Cece suddenly sat next to Meesha while looking at Ella.
“Uh. Idk. Soon?” Ella pouted.
“Yeah, exactly what I thought,” Cece drank and asked me to pour another drink in her glass.
“You wanna tell me what you think Meesha?” I was surprised that Ella suddenly asked Meesha about it.
I glanced at Tani and she shook her head and mouthed it’s okay at me. I was worried that this could be another fight instead of a get together. Cece was quietly seated, and I could feel the tension.
“Uhm… I’m not sure…” Meesha said quietly and sip on her alcohol.
“Cmon… “ Ella insisted.
“Uhm… if you’re sure then go for it I guess?” she shrugged.
“See, an intellectual” Ella giggled.
Everyone was looking at each other funny. She hated Meesha yesterday, now this. But that’s how Ella always acted when she was drunk so we couldn’t be too surprised.
“Okay, I’ll do your make-up on your wedding day then,” Cece said and smiled.
Ella started crying. “I-... I missed you girls so much”.
I hugged her and my shoulder got wet in an instant. “Ew.. me too.”
“So Kina, let’s move to you…” Cece said.
“What about me” I frowned.
“Jimin left for a business trip. How are you holding?” Tani asked.
“She’s holding up just like her phone” Ella said under her breath and I threw daggers at her with my eyes.
“I’m fine.” I replied shortly.
“Mhhhhhhhhm” Ella teased me. She turned to the other girls “She’s a mess” and shook her head.
“Am not!!!” I lied.
“Aw come on, you can tell us” Cece insisted.
“Yeah, we can trust each other… right?...” Ella looked at everyone with a sad pouty face.
“Right” Meesha said.
Cece rubbed her shoulder.
“Cmon, K. Spill it.”
I nodded, took a shot and a deep breath.
“I’m a mess…” I furrowed my brows.
Everyone jumped from the couch on me and hugged me, laughing and talking at once.
“Yes K, let it all ouuuut!”
“Tell us everything”
“You’ll feel better after!”
“I just don’t know what I really feel… It’s like when I’m with him I feel suffocated but then when he is not around I miss him so much…” I sighed and gulped down the alcohol to drown me.
“Ssso.. you love him” Ella’s eye twitched.
“Wtf.” I pursed my lips.
“Do you love Jin Ella?” Cece laughed.
“With all my heart” She sighed with a smile.
“Do you love Namjoon Tani?” Cece turned to Tani.
“Wtf… “ T frowned “Since when is this about me?...” she rolled her eyes.
Cece laughed, “just answer!”
“I don’t know, okay?” she blurted out.
Cece laughed again and I know she is drunk, “pussies…”
“No, I’m not a pussy. I literally don’t know” T’s face was serious this time.
“You’ll know soon…” Then she turned to Meesha, “do you love Hobi?”
Meesha was caught off guard when Cece asked her all of a sudden, “Uhm… I… of course I do unnie.”
“Good… coz I love Jungkook… whatever he did…” Cece said smiling, “so I guess Kina cannot say it yet so let’s not ask anymore. I gotta pee…”
Cece stood up and walked like she was about to fall. We all laughed.
We all became quiet after unnie left.
“So I guess M and C made up?” Drunk Ella said making everyone uncomfortable.
“I don’t know,” I said and I was hoping they did so we could all go back to what we were used to.
I decided to follow Cece and I didn’t realize that Meesha followed me as well.
“Hey C? Are you alright?” I saw her seated on the chair eating.
“Oh, yeah yeah… I’m fine…” she just stuffed food in her mouth.
“No, you’re not fine…” I sat next to her.
“I just fucked up with Andia that’s all… I was just too stupid… I mean, I got Jungkook back I’m happy again, and you’re all here… even Meesha… but Andia’s just out there… she broke up with me…” Cece cried while she ate.
“You’re drunk,” I laughed at her.
“Fuck yeah! It’s the only time I could let this out. I gotta get my shit together in front of Jungkook, he’ll be worried. So this girls’ night out is just right, coz I would have exploded.”
“Yeah, same… “
“Uhm… unnie?” Meesha approached us quietly. We both looked at her.
“See Meesha’s here, but Andia is just…” Cece cried more.
Meesha walked towards Cece and hugged her, “I’m sorry unnie, this was all my fault.”
I looked at them and I felt so much happiness, “damn it, I don’t want to cry!”
I decided to leave them and give them a chance to talk to each other. I went back to the living room and sat next to Ella. Afterwards Meesha came back with a smile on her face followed by Cece. We all sat next to each other.
“Are we done talking about boys?” I giggled.
“Actually…” T surprised us. “I need advice” She pursed her lips.
“Ye?” Ella yelled “I know everything about relationships, tell me.”
“Lmao says the girl who didn’t have an orgasm with another guy” Cece shaded her.
“Shhhh, tell us, Tani” Ella waved at Cece to shut up.
“Well… uhm… how to put it into wordssss… “ Tani fiddled with her fingers.
“Omg just say it, booooo” Ella interrupted her.
“I think Namjoon doesn’t love me back.” She bit her lip.
“And I oop” Ella said and looked around her at the disapproving looks “...That’s what Andia would say if she was here. Go on.” She pretended to have a serious expression.
“Why do u say that, T?” M asked.
“Wellllll. I mean he says it all the time. But… “
“Would you rather he doesn’t say it?” Cece asked.
“No no no… it’s not that…” T shook her head.
“Then what is?”
“I don’t feel it…” T bit her lip. “We spend a lot of time together but we just fuck and fight… fuck and fight. On and on and onnn… I don’t think he cares about my feelings. Granted I am not that great at showing them, but still!!!!”
“So are you saying you’re not happy anymore?”
“I’m not sure…” T said. “I think we need a break to figure it out”
“Yiiikes, am I right?” Ella yelled.
“Can you not…???” T squinted her eyes.
Ella signed to zip her mouth, then unzipped it, took a shot and zipped it back. Everyone giggled.
“Talk to Namjoon T. There is no other way but to tell him what you feel. Just be fair to him. You know don’t leave him clueless about what you feel…” Cece said and laid her head on my shoulder.
“I keep talking to him… and he keeps being weird about it. He’s fucking acting like Kina. “
“What?! Why me?” I asked surprised.
Cece sat up and stare at us, “coz you K, you wanted to tell Jimin you love him but you’re holding back. Namjoon says he loves Tani but seemed to act cold about it. So you are both holding back your feelings.”
“Oh. Oh. Yeah that makes sense” I nodded.
“I wonder what the guys are doing now” Cece said.
“To be honest they need a boys’ night, maybe they’ll get their shit together” Meesha giggled. Everyone laughed.
“So good to have u back, M.” Cece didn’t change her expression or say anything, but in the end she nodded shortly.
“- So… Jin, tying the knot so early?
- Yeah, what’s the problem? I love Ella. You should try it too. It’s called having feelings.
- Feelings? I don’t know them.
- Shut up, Namjoon, I saw how you look at Tani” Ella talked in a guy’s voice and ended by laughing out loud.
“I really imagine them like that, haha.“ Cece wiped her tears “You’re killing me, El.”
“I’m glad you’re happy, Ella” Meesha said.
“Nahhh… It’s more like:
- Hey , sports!
- Yeah, nice, business too!
- Hon, hon, beer!” Tani lowered her voice.
“Fair enough” I laughed.
“Nah, I’m sure Jin talks all the time about me. Must be annoying for the other guys!” She chuckled.
“I’m sure she does, E” Cece smiled.
It was already late when I got back to Jin’s house. I was drunk but still managed to get into bed next to him. I got a little too drunk at Cece’s but the girls made sure I drank lots of water before I got in the taxi.
I was just about to close my eyes when I heard Jin’s phone beeped. He was a deep sleeper so even when I nudged him he didn’t wake up. So I grabbed his phone from his nightstand and read the text.
“I’m happy with Taehyung, stop texting me” from Tina.
I tried unlocking his phone, i tried any passwords I could think about.
I was freaking out so bad, I grabbed Jin’s thumb and touched it on the fingerprint button, and that’s when he woke up.
Chapter 25: part 25
I woke up to my phone vibrating on my nightstand. How many drinks did I had last night? I groaned thinking that Andia would give me some aspirins when I have a hangover, but then I remembered she left.
I hugged my pillow tightly and pulled the sheets over my head. I missed my friend so much. I heard my door opened quietly. I pulled my sheets away from my face and saw Jungkook standing by the door. He was smiling while looking around my room.
“You girls can throw a party alright! Never doubted you.” He walked towards the other side of the bed and picked up my bra with his fingers and smirked.
I looked under the sheets and I wasn’t wearing anything, I muttered under my breath, “shit, I was that drunk I slept naked.”
I pulled the sheets over my head again, coz I was reminded again of Andia scolding me for always being messy in my room. I felt Jungkook climbed on to the bed and laid next to me. He wrapped his arm around my waist.
“Let’s have breakfast. I know a nice place to get those hangovers gone.” He whispered.
“I’m not eating anything. I wanna sleep and just drown in my bed.”
He pulled the sheets off of my head, I pulled it back, “babe I know why you’re like this. I know about what happened between you and Andia.”
I peeked from under the sheets and covered my mouth with it. I looked at Jungkook’s smiling face and it just makes me happy that he is here again.
“If you want me to talk to Yoongi and have Andia back here I would do it. If that would make you happy,” he caressed my face.
I got teary eyed, “you’d do that for me?”
“Yeah. Anything. You know I’d do anything to make you happy.” He kissed me through the sheets.
“Except I don’t want you to clean up the mess that I did. I… it was my fault… I made a mistake…” I hugged Jungkook and started to sob on his chest. I hugged him tightly. I probably did a drama last night with the girls.
“It was a stupid thing to do. She and Yoongi broke up because of me and I was a pussy for not telling her what I did.”
Jungkook hugged me tighter. Then he whispered something that made me smile, “Yoongi and Andia got back together. Didn’t your friends mention anything?”
“They did?” I looked up and stared at him, he smiled, “yes they did.”
“Awww, do you think she would want me back too?”
Jungkook nodded. He tried to remove the sheets away from my mouth to kiss me but I pushed him away.
“Babe I haven’t brushed my teeth yet. I need to shower before you kiss me.”
Jungkook laughed, “since when did that matter?”
“It matters all the time. I’m not gonna let your clean, sexy, sweet…” I realized I was already tracing his face with my fingertips while staring at his lips. “...Soft, and luscious lips... kiss me…” He leaned closer thinking that I was commanding him.
I averted my face and he chuckled. He slowly moved his hand under the sheets and started caressing my thighs. He pushed me sideways and started humping on my butt. He moaned and I felt his erection rubbing on my ass cheeks.
I giggled because I knew what he wanted, then he whispered, “breakfast in bed?”
He moaned in my ear, “no need kissing, if you really don’t want to.”
I grabbed the back of his neck and pushed my butt on his erection. He chuckled and slapped my ass lightly. He pulled my hips and the next thing I felt was his hands cupping my pussy from the outside of my panties.
I moaned when he inserted his fingers inside my panty straight to my clit. He rubbed it enough for me to feel the wetness inside. He finger fucked me first and then afterwards I felt his hard cock sliding inside my pussy.
He started thrusting nice and slow and then I heard him moaned sexily in my ear. He pulled out and removed the sheets covering my lower body. He pushed me to lie down on my tummy and then he sat on the back of my thighs.
I laughed, “what are you doing?” I looked at him. He was biting the hem of his shirt showing his sexy abs.
He squeezed my ass and then lean to kiss my back, “we’ll do it this way, since you don’t want me to kiss you and you’re too lazy to stand up.”
He pushed me down and put my legs together, then inserted his cock from behind me. We both moaned because it felt so tight in this position. He thrust harder and faster and it felt so good I orgasmed right away.
“Ahhh, yes… fuck babe…” he grabbed my hips and thrust harder.
I watched him pump faster while he bites the hem of his shirt. His abs scrunching sexily made me lick my mouth. I held onto his thighs and he pumped faster.
He pulled my hips up a little, I grabbed hold of the sheets when I felt myself orgasmed again. I moaned loudly. He fucked me harder and faster this time. He held unto my waist and then I felt him shiver and climaxed.
He groaned loudly and he pump until he was done. He laid on my back and kissed it.
“Is the offer to have breakfast outside still open?” I mumbled on the sheets covering my mouth.
“Uhuh… why, you wanna go?” Jungkook asked still lying on my back and breathing heavily.
“Yeah, I’m all charged up.” We laughed.
He stood up and fixed his shirt and jeans. I sat up and watched him. He smiled. It was a good thing he came here the other night, with Andia gone the last thing I want is to lose Jungkook too. If he didn’t come here I would have visited him and asked him to take me back.
He chuckled when he realized I was staring at him, “am I that handsome you’re staring at me like that?”
“No, you’re not just handsome, you’re fucking sexy. I would fuck you all day but I gotta eat first.”
He laughed and climbed back to bed to give me a peck on my lips, “really? You think I’m sexy?”
“You're like sex aspirin for my hangover, a million times better.” I gave him a peck too.
“Sex aspirin?” he chuckled.
We went to his favorite restaurant and ordered breakfast afterwards. Just then Meesha and Hobi walked in. Jungkook and Hobi stared at each other. Meesha and I smiled at each other to remove the tension
“Hey unnie! You’re here too!”
“Hey M!” The two boys were not talking.
“You wanna join us?” I asked then Jungkook looked at me with a serious face. I just smiled at him. I just want this mess to be fixed.
“Yeah sure!” Meesha pulled Hobi and they sat in front of us.
I could feel the awkward situation between Hobi and Jungkook. But instead of leaving Hobi ordered food for both of them. We ate quietly. Jungkook wasn’t his cheerful self anymore. I could tell he didn’t wanna be in this situation. We’ve finished our meal without any conversation.
“Let’s go Meesh,” Hobi stood up. Meesha was surprised.
“Hyung,” Meesha and I were both worried when Jungkook spoke.
“I’m sorry hyung…” I looked at Jungkook proudly when he said that. I held his hand from under the table.
Hobi looked at him but he didn’t sit down. Meesha pulled Hobi’s hand and gestured for him to sit down. So he did, without staring at Jungkook. I saw the hurt on Hobi’s face.
“I made a big mistake and I don’t know how to say sorry for what I did. You know I’m not good with talking and all…” Jungkook said while looking at Hobi.
“You should know better Jungkook…” I was surprised with what Hobi said.
“Yeah you’re right… I should know better… but you should also know better that you didn’t had to fuck my girlfriend to get back at me for what I did.”
I was shocked with what he said. Hobi suddenly looked at Jungkook, then to me and Meesha. I didn’t know Jungkook knew about that. Hobi was quiet.
“You owe me an apology as much as I owe you one.” Jungkook said. Hobi was still not talking, I felt that he is still mad about the situation.
“Alright, have it your way. I made a mistake and it won’t happen ever again. If you feel that you need us to talk then I’m open. I hurt you and broke your trust, but you should know that I’m hurt too and the last thing I wanted to find out was that my brother had to sleep with the woman I love just to get back at me. It would have been okay if you like her or maybe love her, but knowing that you intentionally fucking used her just to get back at me is something out of line for me.”
Jungkook turned to Meesha, “Meesha I’m really sorry for what I did… I’m just glad that you and Cece made up already.”
Meesha gave him a small smile. Hobi wasn’t looking at any of us. Jungkook stood up and pulled me with him quietly.
He stopped next to Hobi, “goodbye hyung, till we meet again.”
Afterwards we were back at the apartment. He was quiet while we were watching TV. I moved closer to him and laid my head on his shoulder.
“I’m sorry about Hobi. I didn’t know that you knew about that. You didn’t tell me. It was my fault too that something happened.” I said. I waited for him to talk but he didn’t. I looked up and saw his sad eyes.
“Everything happens for a reason, but it’s all in the past now. All I care about is us. Whatever fight we had, whatever situation we’re in, I would always choose you over anything and will keep choosing you every single day.”
That made my heart burst with joy, I sat on his lap and hugged him. He hugged me back and he nuzzled his nose on my chest.
I pulled away, “but it would still be great if you and Hobi get along again. Past is past like you said, we can’t dwell on it anymore but your friends even before we met. Try and talk to him again okay?”
“I’m sure to myself that I want us to be friends again. Someday we’ll talk again. I promise you that.”
“Smile for me now, okay?” I said and brushed my fingers through his hair.
He nodded and we started to kiss and it led to making love on the couch.
I woke up to the deafening sound of my phone ringing. I didn’t know what day it was or what time it was. I thought it was my alarm so I turned on the other side and covered my ears with the pillow. The ringing kept going so i checked the phone.
It was someone calling me. I couldn’t see who it was and the “answer” command barely functioned because my screen was cracked, but after a few tries I managed to press it.
“Who are you and do you know what time it is?” I said with a grumpy voice.
“Babe it’s me. Did I wake you up?” Jimin said.
“Oh, uhm… sorry babe I couldn’t read the caller id. My screen cracked.”
“I see. How are you? How’s the club?”
“I’m … still sleeping, should I be at the club?” I tried to look again at the time but I couldn’t see the numbers clearly “what time is it?”
“It’s 10 babe..”
“Fuck… Im so hungover” I whined.
“Are you okay? Who did you go out with last night?” He sounded suspicious.
“Just the girls, didn’t I tell u?.. It was fun.”
“No. I wouldn’t ask if I know… anyways…”
“Yeah we didn’t open the club and went to Cece’s place. We drank a fuckton of vodka, my head hurtssss”
“Wow, you really are enjoying life without me huh?” He chuckled but he sounded sarcastic.
“Very funny, Jimin. How are you? Did you get there just now?”
“Yeah. I’m fine… uhm Kina?” He suddenly sounded quiet.
“Hm?” I sat up in bed.
“Don’t you miss me?” He asked quietly.
“Yeah I do, of course, why do you have to ask? Why do I have to say it? I thought it was an understatement? ..”
“I’m just worried that you’re having too much fun without me. You might forget that you could have fun with me too, only if you come with me.”
“I always have fun with u. I thought you knew. Jimin do I have to always tell you how I feel? I thought you’d know and I don’t need to say it…”
“Sometimes babe, just sometimes there are words that is best said than done… I guess you don’t like saying what you feel. I could, you know, need assurance…”
I stayed quiet, I didn’t know what to tell Jimin. I do love him and miss him but I didn’t knew why I just couldn’t say it.
He sighed, “okay… I gotta go now. I need to finish some paperwork. I guess call me? If you… wanna talk.”
“Okay…” I was stupid to respond that way.
“Okay… bye.” He hang up even before I could think of saying sorry.
I stared at my phone feeling heartbroken for Jimin. So I decided, I’m a grown up and I have to face these feelings for him. Since I knew where he is, I booked the next flight to surprise him. And then tell him everything that I feel for him.
I called the girls and told them that I was gonna take a few days off from work. I didn’t bother to tell them where I was headed. The flight was long, but it didn’t matter. The next day I arrive in the country where Jimin was at. Booked a cab and drove to my hotel to get myself ready. Dressed-up and put on some make-up.
While I was in the cab, I was nervous like this was the first time I was gonna see Jimin. It’s been more than 24 hours that I didn’t hear from him. I didn’t call, neither did he. The cab stopped in front of the tall building. I got out and got more nervous. I took a deep breath and walked inside to look for Jimin.
His dad’s office was located at the top floor. When I got to there, my palms were already sweating. When his secretary saw me she smiled.
“Do you have an appointment?” I was asked.
“Uhm, no but’s he’s expecting me.” I smiled.
“Okay, he’s on a conference call.” She said looking annoyed.
“Uhm, it’s okay. I’ll be quick.” I said and walked straight to the door.
When I opened the door, he was seated and the button of his shirt was undone. He looked stressed.
“Mr. Park I’m sorry. I told her you’re busy.” His secretary said.
When Jimin saw me, he stopped and stared at me for too long. He spoke on the phone speaker, “I’m gonna need to call you back. Something important came up.”
“Should I wait outside?” I asked.
“No no no… stay please…” he said.
“Sir, you do have a meeting in 30 minutes…” his secretary said.
“Cancel everything for today.” He said to his secretary without taking his eyes off of me. “You can go home now and lock the doors. I will not accept any more calls today,” he said to his secretary again.
I heard her huffed annoyingly. The door closed behind me. I felt more nervous this time.
“Are you just gonna stare at me like that?” he asked me.
He stood up and leaned against his desk, his face showed concern.
I walked towards him slowly feeling my heart thud loudly in my ears.
Then he stretched his arm and I grabbed it. I looked at his face and I smiled with tears in my eyes.
“I missed you….” I said.
His face softened and he smiled from one corner of his mouth.
“... and. I love you.” I bit my lip.
He licked his lips and pulled me close to him, our bodies were touching.
“That was so hot babe…” he whispered into my ear “ say it again…”
“I love you…”
“You don’t know how long I’ve wanted for you say that… I love you more than anything I have…” he cupped my face and kissed me.
As soon as Jimin’s lips were on mine I didn’t hold back anymore. I wrapped my arms around his shoulders. He hugged me tighter and we both moaned on each other’s lips.
We switched places and he had me sit on his desk. We missed each other so much he lifted off my skirt and started rubbing my clit over my panties. I unzipped his pants and stroke his cock while kissing him. I moaned loud when he inserted his length inside me. His thrust was nice and slow it made me wetter inside. He groaned in pleasure and pump faster.
I laid down on his desk and he unbuttoned my shirt while thrusting inside me, grabbed my boob and pulled it out of my bra. He sucked on it, made circles with his tongue around my nipple and gently bit it. His hand slid down and he grabbed my buttcheek.
“Jimin… stop… wait…” I said breathlessly.
“What?” he lifted his head and his thrusts became slow again.
“No… st.. stop…”
“What’s the matter babe?” he giggled.
“I don’t wa..wanna cum… over your nice desk…”
He bit his lip, buried his face in my hair, hugging me with even more desire and thrusted inside me balls deep, making our skin slap.
I felt my cum dripping on the table.
“I-m.. sorry” I whispered.
“Do it again…” He groaned. His hair was messy, he was looking deeply inside my eyes with furrowed eyebrows. “Don’t hold it in…” he demanded.
“No….” I powerlessly said.
But he made me cum again against my will. I moaned loudly and felt my walls tightened. He groaned and I felt him shivering.
“Ffffffuck babe…” one hard thrust and he came inside me.
He looked at me and smiled his boyish smile. He kissed me again.
“I love you…” he said with smiling eyes.
“I love you too…” I said trying to catch my breath.