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Jimin felt weak. He was struggling to walk through the narrow hallway trying to find an empty bedroom. He wasn’t sure what was wrong with him but he knew he had to lay down. His vision was blurry, he felt dizzy, his throat was dry and his body temperature kept increasing. Finally he managed to get to an empty bedroom. After struggling to open the door, he got inside and closed the door behind him. Just a few seconds of being in the bedroom and he fell to the floor, panting for air. A burning sensation in his chest was overwhelming him. His entire body started to ache as he suddenly felt the need to be touched. While trying to remember what happened, he started undressing due to his body feeling hotter by the minute. Once he was completely naked, he struggled to climb unto the bed and fell flat on his face. Covered in sweat and softly whimpering from all the various sensations, he realized that someone probably spiked his drink with something. He felt like such an idiot for going to Taehyung’s party. Why did he even go? He absolutely hated Taehyung and his boyfriend Jungkook. They would always flirt with him at school and even though Jimin was gay, he didn’t like them. In all fairness, Jimin did think they were very attractive, but he didn’t like their arrogance.
Jimin suddenly heard the door open and footsteps approaching. With his face buried in a pillow, he couldn’t see who it was. After the door closed, he heard some whispering. But he felt too dizzy and weak to make out who it was and what they were saying. He gasped as he felt a firm hand squeeze his ass. It then dawned on him that he was in a strange bedroom and laying naked on the bed.

‘Well, what do we have here kitten?’ Taehyung said in his familiar deep voice.

‘Looks like a thirsty little slut to me daddy.’ Jungkook replied in his soft voice.

Jimin started to panic as Taehyung and Jungkook started laughing. He turned his head to look if it was really them or if he was simply having some terrible nightmare. They stood next to the bed staring at him with sinister smiles, Taehyung’s hand still firmly rested on his ass. Taehyung lifted his hand and spanked him hard, making him arch his back and moan softly.

‘Oh he likes that.’ Taehyung smirked. He then moved closer to Jimin and whispered in his ear ‘I always knew you were a submissive little slut.’

Jimin didn’t know what was happening but he started to feel scared so he tried getting up but he couldn’t, he felt far too dizzy. He tried speaking, but that was a real struggle as well since his throat felt so dry.

‘Looks like the aphrodisiac I dropped in your drink is taking effect. You badly need to be fucked right now, don’t you baby?’ Taehyung said while softly rubbing his round mounds.

‘W..What? Why?’ Jimin managed to say.

‘Because, when I asked you nicely if I can fuck you, you said no. And me and my kitten here, we just really want to fuck you baby. How nice of you to come to my party and then wait for me naked on my own bed.’

Jimin wanted to scream, but he couldn’t. His heart was beating faster due to fear and his sudden arousal. He tried very hard to hide the fact that his dick was hard and twitching. Soft whimpers were escaping his mouth because of his painful erection. Those whimpers did not go unnoticed by Taehyung and Jungkook.

‘Daddy, can we play with him now?’ Jungkook begged.

‘Sure, let’s give him what he wants.’

Jimin lay there, paralyzed, tears streaming down his face as he watched them undress. Once they were both completely naked, Taehyung moved towards him and forcefully spread his legs. He tried to resist, but sadly he was too weak.

‘Fuck baby, your hole is dripping wet. Do you really want it so bad? I bet I don’t even have to prep you. I could just ram my cock up there.’ Taehyung smirked.
He licked and bit his bottom lip as he pushed two fingers in Jimin’s soaked hole, making him gasp and shudder. Jimin buried his face in the pillow again as an attempt to stifle his moans. Taehyung was fingering him hard and fast, just the way he liked it. Pre-cum started dripping from Jimin’s cock as Taehyung kept scissoring him hard. Jimin started to feel really good, but he knew it was just the effect of the drug that was increasing his pleasure. Jungkook stood and watched closely, gently stroking his length as Taehyung fingered Jimin mercilessly. Jimin lifted his head and let out a lewd moan when Taehyung pushed a third finger in.

‘You wanna cum baby? I can feel your hole getting tight around my fingers.’ Taehyung said in his deep seductive voice as he moved faster.
Jimin bit down on the pillow and gathered all the energy he had to hold back his orgasm. He didn’t want that asshole to make him cum. Taehyung smirked when he realized that Jimin managed to fight off his orgasm.

‘Let’s see how long you can keep that up.’ Taehyung said as he pulled his fingers out and licked them clean. ‘Fuck, you taste so good baby.’ He said while jerking his length.
Jungkook moved closer and positioned himself between Jimin’s legs. As he looked down at Jimin’s pink wet hole, he lustfully licked his lips.

‘Daddy, can I taste him?’ Jungkook asked in a soft voice, his eyes begging for permission.

‘Of course kitten. Use that pretty little mouth of yours to make him cum.’ Taehyung answered.

Jungkook wasted no time in spreading Jimin’s legs wider apart so he could lick his dripping hole. Jimin could no longer stifle his moans. Jungkook was making him feel too good. His warm, wet tongue penetrating him made Jimin move his hips back and forth, desperately seeking more friction. Taehyung pulled the pillow under his head away and threw it on the floor. Then he lifted Jimin up a little so he could position his head between his legs. Once he was carefully seated before Jimin, he held his head up to make him look at him. Jimin’s face was contorted due to the pleasure Jungkook was giving him. Unable to resist the sexy look on his face, Taehyung leaned down and kissed him roughly. He got even more turned on when Jimin gave in to the kiss, all the while still moaning and whimpering. Abruptly, he pulled away and looked down at him with a lustful smile.

‘Suck.’ Taehyung demanded.

Jimin felt too good to resist anymore. He did as he was told, wasting no time in taking Taehyung’s huge throbbing member in his mouth. He felt so aroused that he enjoyed the taste of Taehyung’s thick cock in his mouth. Taehyung started moaning as Jimin started sucking him harder, taking him all the way in. Jimin could no longer fight off his orgasm, he moaned as loudly as he could with Taehyung’s dick in his mouth as Jungkook’s tongue made him cum all over the silk sheets he lay on. The vibration of Jimin moaning on his dick while sucking him so hard, his tongue circling around his tip, pushed Taehyung closer to his high. He looked at Jungkook who lustfully had his face buried between Jimin’s legs, softly moaning while he sucked on his hole and jerked his own length. The amazing view and the incredible feeling pushed Taehyung over the edge. He groaned loudly as he came down Jimin’s throat, forcing him to swallow all of it. After he came, he and Jungkook both got up and looked down at Jimin who helplessly lay there, still softly whimpering.

‘Came after all, did you?’ Taehyung grinned.

‘Daddy, can I fuck him now?’ Jungkook pleaded.

‘Right, you still have to cum, don’t you kitten? Okay, go ahead. But turn him over. I want to see the look on his face when you make him cum again.’ Taehyung instructed.

Jungkook nodded and moved towards Jimin again. Carefully, he flipped him over. Jimin let out a soft sigh as he laid on his back looking up at Jungkook. His eyes were pleading him to stop. But Jungkook didn’t care, he was too aroused and Jimin was too sexy. He had been wanting to fuck him ever since Jimin first transferred to their school three months ago. The long wait is finally over. Jungkook carefully lifted his legs and put them over his shoulders. Then he moved closer until his cock was rubbing against Jimin’s hole. Slowly, he pushed in, making Jimin close his eyes and bite his bottom lip from the overwhelming sensation. Taehyung was seated in an armchair next to the bed, intently observing them while stroking his cock. Once Jungkook was fully inside of Jimin, he held still a few seconds, giving Jimin time to adjust. He started slowly moving inside of him, making Jimin grab the sheets while moaning softly.

‘Ah… so fucking tight!’ Jungkook exclaimed as he closed his eyes and threw his head back in pleasure. It was an unfamiliar feeling to him and he fell in love with it. Nothing had ever felt so good. Taehyung was the only person he had ever been with and he would always top. Jungkook was enjoying every second of being the top for once.

‘You don’t have to go easy on that little slut, kitten. Fuck him really hard.’ Taehyung insisted.

Jungkook could see the tears streaming down Jimin’s face but it felt too good to stop. So in stead he listened to his boyfriend and picked up his pace. Jimin started moaning loudly as Jungkook mercilessly slammed into him over and over again. Jungkook started whimpering as he felt his orgasm getting closer. Wanting to make Jimin feel just as good, he grabbed his hardened length and started jerking him roughly. While basically screaming out in pleasure, Jimin bucked his hips as he came hard all over Jungkook’s chest. This pushed Jungkook over the edge. He moaned loudly while coming in Jimin’s ass. Both of them were panting loudly, trying to catch their breath. Jimin could feel the effects of the drug starting to wear off, but he still felt weak and on top of that he was very tired from coming so hard twice in a row. Jungkook got up and crashed on Taehyungs lap. They started making out and Jimin just lay there blankly staring at them. Due to the exhaustion, Jimin closed his eyes, almost drifting off to sleep. Suddenly he felt himself being flipped over onto his stomach. He turned his head around and saw Taehyung looking down at him with a seductive grin.

‘My turn.’ Taehyung said while winking at him.

‘Please no. I can’t…’ Jimin pleaded, unable to finish his sentence due to exhaustion.

Taehyung simply smirked and climbed on top of him. It was Jungkook’s turn to observe while resting on the chair. Taehyung rested both hands on his mounds and forcefully slammed into him, making Jimin whimper. He was thrusting hard and deep, hitting Jimin’s prostate with every thrust. Being the experienced guy he is, Taehyung knew exactly how to make someone feel as good as they possibly can. Nobody could fuck you better than Kim Taehyung. Jimin felt his dick get hard again. He didn’t even know it was possible to come three times in a row. Taehyung started moaning while thrusting even harder into him, feeling his orgasm starting to build up again. He wanted Jimin to cum first so he purposefully brushed against his prostate over and over again until Jimin became a moaning mess underneath him.

‘Taehyung please, I can’t take it anymore.’ Jimin begged in between moans.

Taehyung picked up his pace when he felt he was close to his climax. Without wanting to, Jimin came on the silk sheets once again. Jimin moaning beneath him and clenching around his cock as he came again, pushed Taehyung over the edge. He bit his lip and rolled his eyes back as he came in Jimin’s tight ass. After Jimin came for the third time, he passed out because of the utter exhaustion.

The next morning Jimin woke up in his bed. He jumped up to discover he was in his own room. How did he get there? Who dressed him in his pajamas? Wait, what happened last night? He remembered going to Taehyung’s party and…Did he really have sex with Taehyung and Jungkook? Everything was so blurry. He tried to get out of bed when he felt the pain in his lower back and legs. A tear streamed down his face as he started to remember what happened, what those jerks did to him. He wiped his tears and went downstairs.

‘Ah, finally awake are you?’ His mother asked with a straight face.

Jimin was confused. Clearly his mother was upset but he didn’t know why. He slowly walked towards the coffee table in the kitchen where she was seated.

‘Mom, what happened last night? How did I get home?’ Jimin inquired in a soft voice while taking a seat across his mother.

‘Oh so you don’t even remember. You had too much to drink at that party you went to last night and you passed out. Your friends Taehyung and Jungkook had to drive you home and carry you up to your room. They even helped you get changed into your pajamas.’ His mother calmly explained.

Jimin could feel the anger boiling up inside of him. But he knew he couldn’t say anything, after all, who would possibly believe him. Both Taehyung and Jungkook came from very powerful families. However, they would have to pay for what they did to him. Jimin was going to make them pay.

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It’s been two weeks since that night. Jimin wanted more than anything to get back at those jerks but he had absolutely no idea how to even start. Getting revenge is not exactly his strong suit. Never did he even think he would ever have to. Everything was so messed up. At school he felt scared and awkward all the time. Taehyung would just stare and smile at him in a sinister way and Jungkook would be too embarrassed to even look at him. It almost seemed like Jungkook regretted his actions, Taehyung on the other hand clearly did not. Jimin spiraled down into a depression. He felt hurt and abused and there was nothing he could do about it. He stopped speaking, barely ate or slept. He just felt so numb. His mother was really starting to get worried about him. It was a bright Saturday morning but Jimin could not feel more depressed. His mother had to work so he was home alone sitting in the living room when he heard a knock on the door. Hesitantly he walked towards the door and opened it.

‘Hey beautiful.’ Yoongi said with a gummy smile. Jimin couldn’t believe it. He hadn’t seen Yoongi in three months. All he did since he moved was miss him. Jimin did not hesitate to wrap his arms around him, burying his face in the crook of his neck taking in his warm scent. When Yoongi embraced him, Jimin suddenly felt safe again.

‘Jiminnie, are you just gonna hug me out here all day or will you invite me in?’ Yoongi asked with a chuckle.

‘Of course, come in.’ Jimin replied as he took Yoongi by the hand and led him inside.

‘This is a nice house. I liked your other house better though, because then you were much closer to me.’ Yoongi said while taking a seat next to Jimin on the living room sofa.

‘Yoongi, why are you here?’ Jimin inquired.

‘Straight to it then? Okay. Well, I overheard your mother and mine talking on the phone. She sounded really worried about you. Since I really missed you, I decided to come see how you’re doing. So what’s wrong cutie?’ Yoongi asked, taking Jimin’s hand in his. Jimin felt like crying. He was so happy to see Yoongi but he couldn’t tell him what happened.

‘It’s nothing Yoongi. Just some guys at school that annoy me but it’s no big deal.’ Jimin lied. Yoongi could tell there was more to it but he decided not to push it. After all it’s been so long since he had seen Jimin and all he wanted to do was grab him and kiss him.

‘Okay, as long as it’s not a big deal. Aren’t you gonna show me your room?’

‘Sure, let’s go upstairs.’ Jimin said hesitantly. He and Yoongi only broke up because Jimin moved away but Jimin never stopped wanting him. Under any other circumstances, Jimin would be thrilled to be guiding Yoongi to his bedroom but not this time. All he could feel was anxiety and the flashbacks of that awful night. When they got to his room Yoongi got on the bed and motioned for Jimin to join him with a smile. Jimin sat next to him on the bed but didn’t dare to actually look at him. Yoongi grabbed his face and tried to kiss him, but Jimin pulled away.

‘Jiminnie, what’s wrong? Are you seeing someone else already?’ Yoongi asked with a confused look on his face. Jimin tried really hard to fight back his tears.

‘No I’m not. I’m sorry, just not in the mood.’ He lied again.

‘Jimin, we dated for two years. If there’s one thing I know, it’s that you’re always in the mood.’ Yoongi said with a seductive grin.

‘Well I’m sure you are already seeing someone else Mr. Popular. Since you’re the basketball star of the school and everything.’ Jimin retorted.

‘No I’m not. There’s this guy that likes me and I think he’s cute and all but I don’t think I’m ready to be with someone else yet.’ Yoongi explained.

‘What’s his name?’

‘Hoseok.’

‘Oh, I know him. He’s liked you for some time now.’

‘So since we’re both single, can I kiss you?’ Yoongi asked in the softest way possible. Jimin could no longer ignore his desire for him. Without hesitating he wrapped his arms around him and pressed his lips against his. Yoongi pushed him onto the bed and got on top of him, all the while not breaking the kiss. Jimin moaned into the kiss as Yoongi held him down by his hips and started grinding against his crotch. They both got hard as the kiss grew more intense and they craved more from each other. Soon all of their clothes were scattered on the floor and they lay in bed naked and kissing.

‘Tell me what you want baby.’ Yoongi said while kissing Jimin’s neck and shoulders. Jimin wasn’t sure if he wanted to have sex with him. He missed Yoongi’s touch more than anything but he was still recovering mentally from what happened. When Jimin didn’t say anything, Yoongi tilted his head up and looked into his eyes. The intensity of Yoongi’s gaze made Jimin want to forget everything and let Yoongi fuck him senseless.

‘You know Jimin, whenever I look into your eyes, I feel like I’m falling in love with you all over again.’ Yoongi said as he softly caressed his face. That was all Jimin needed to hear. He pulled Yoongi closer and kissed him roughly.

‘Do whatever you want with me, I’m all yours.’ Jimin said, feeling needier than ever. Yoongi quickly flipped him unto his stomach and started rubbing the tip of his dripping cock against Jimin’s rim. He started moaning softly as Yoongi’s pre-cum moistened his hole, slowly opening him up. Jimin let out a gasp when he felt Yoongi gently entering him. He bit his bottom lip at the overwhelming sensation of it. Once Yoongi was all the way in, he started mercilessly thrusting in and out of him, reducing Jimin to a moaning mess beneath him.

‘Yoongi, you’re being too rough.’ Jimin said in between moans and whimpers.

‘But that’s how you like it.’ Yoongi whispered into his ear while thrusting even harder. Upon hearing that, Jimin let out the softest moan because Yoongi was right, he loved every second of his gorgeous lover wrecking him like that.

After they had sex, the boys laid in bed for a while and talked. Jimin felt so much better. He really needed Yoongi to comfort him like that. They spent the whole day together, watching TV and playing video games just like old times. Jimin’s mom came home and cooked them a special dinner since she was so happy to see Jimin talking and laughing again. At the end of the day they both shed a few tears when Yoongi had to leave. But they promised to stay in touch this time.

The next day Jimin had a family visit. His favorite aunt and uncle came for a visit with his cousin Seokjin as they always did on a Sunday once a month. Jimin really liked his cousin Seokjin. Although he was a few years older than Jimin, they really got along well. Seokjin was really there for him when he decided to come to terms with his sexuality since he was also gay. They were very close and told each other everything. The parents were downstairs talking about boring grownup stuff while the boys played video games in Jimin’s room.

‘Jin, how are things with your boyfriend Namjoon?’ Jimin inquired.

‘Oh things are great. We’ve actually talked about getting engaged.’ Jin said with a bright smile.

‘Waw, that’s great. I’m really happy for you.’

‘So are you going to tell me what’s wrong?’ Jin asked in all seriousness. Jimin was surprised at the sudden change of topic but he still decided to open up to his cousin and tell him everything. After he told him everything that happened, they were both in tears.

‘You need to get back at them Jiminnie.’ Seokjin said with a straight face.

‘How am I supposed to do that Jin? I don’t know anything about revenge and those guys come from powerful families.’ Jimin replied.

‘Okay, I have an idea. Just hear me out.’

‘Sure, I’m all ears.’

‘Seduce them.’ Jin said with a grin.

‘What?! Are you fucking serious?’ Jimin said, incredulous.

‘Hear me out. Those guys only did that because they both really want you. You’re very attractive Jimin and I know you’re capable of being very seductive, so mess with them.’ Jin explained.

‘Jin why should I mess with them? What good will that do?’ Jimin asked.

‘Turn them against each other. Make them both fall for you and watch them fight over you. Jimin, hurt them where it really matters.’ Jin further explained.

Jimin could see his plan for revenge taking shape as Jin explained in detail how he should go about doing it. The more Jin explained, the more confident Jimin became. The next day would be Monday, a school day. But it would not be just any Monday or any school day. It would be far from ordinary. It would be the start of a rather dangerous game.

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It was a sunny Monday morning and Jungkook felt anxious. He was sitting in class unable to concentrate on the math teacher. The period before, he had history, a class Jimin was also in. Jungkook had every intention of simply ignoring Jimin as he had been since that night because he felt so ashamed and guilty. But something rather unexpected happened during history class, Jimin actually smiled at him. Why would he do that? Hadn’t he been avoiding both him and Taehyung? Wasn’t he still really angry with them? A million thoughts and questions were running through Jungkook’s mind. He figured he should approach Jimin during recess and talk to him. Maybe Jimin would forgive him if he apologized. After class Jungkook was walking towards the cafeteria when he saw Jimin standing in front of his locker organizing some books. He thought that was the perfect opportunity to talk to him since Taehyung was nowhere around, or so he thought.

‘Hi.’ Jungkook said in a soft and nervous voice. Jimin smiled to himself before turning around and facing him. His plan was officially in motion.

‘Hello Jungkook.’ Jimin replied with a bright smile. He could tell Jungkook felt really nervous.

‘So I’m guessing you really smiled at me before. A part of me thought I might have imagined it.’

‘Well you look nice today, so I smiled at you.’ Jimin said with a blush. Jungkook was confused. Was Jimin actually flirting with him? What was happening? Something felt really wrong but he figured he should still apologize.

‘Look Jimin I just came here to tell you I’m sorry for what I did to you that night. I honestly didn’t want to okay, Tae made me. And I had a lot to drink. So I’m really sorry.’ Jungkook said remorsefully. Jimin could tell he meant it but he still hated him for it.

‘So that’s your excuse? You were drunk and your dick of a boyfriend made you?’ Jimin countered. However, he spoke calmly, trying not to show his hatred for him.

‘I’m not trying to make excuses. I’m just apologizing.’

Jungkook didn’t notice Taehyung’s presence but Jimin did. Jimin saw Taehyung carefully observing them while trying to hide behind a group of students gathered at a certain distance from them. When Jungkook started to walk away, Jimin grabbed his arm and pulled him closer, greatly surprising Jungkook.

‘I forgive you Jungkook. I can tell you’re really sorry.’ Jimin said in a soft tone.

‘Thank you Jimin, I can’t tell you how much that means to me.’ Jungkook said, finally smiling.

‘Besides, you did make me cum twice.’ Jimin whispered seductively. Jungkook was startled, worse than that, he suddenly felt aroused. Memories of that night flooded his mind. All he could think of was Jimin’s taste and tight hole and those sweet, soft moans. Jimin’s small hand was still wrapped around his arm as he smiled at him, waiting for him to respond to his remark. But Jungkook didn’t know what to say. His heart was beating faster and his palms got sweaty. It didn’t help that he was standing really close to Jimin who looked beautiful as always and smelled incredible. When Jimin suddenly moved closer, Jungkook immediately took a step back.

‘Jimin, what is this? What are you doing?’ Jungkook asked, trying to mask his arousal.

‘I was thinking, I never got to kiss you.’

Jungkook could feel his head spinning. He never felt more confused in his entire life. And on top of that he was extremely aroused. Then he remembered that Taehyung kissed Jimin that night but he didn’t. In all honesty, Jungkook would’ve loved to have kissed him as well, and he wanted to more than anything with Jimin standing so close and flirting with him. However, something did not add up. Still, he couldn’t deny the fact that he wanted Jimin more than ever at that moment.

‘Are you saying you want me to kiss you?’ Jungkook inquired.

‘Only if that’s what you want too.’ Jimin said, stroking his arm. Jungkook did not hesitate. He took Jimin’s hand and led him to a secluded storage room. It was a rather dark and confined space. As soon as Jungkook closed the door, he moved towards Jimin, backing him up against the wall and moved his face closer to his until Jimin suddenly stopped him.

‘Don’t look so confused. I do want you to kiss me. I just want you to keep this between us. Don’t tell your boyfriend anything about this. Do you promise?’ Jimin insisted.

‘Trust me Jimin, I won’t say a thing to Taehyung.’

Once Jungkook said that, Jimin pulled him closer and kissed him softly. Jungkook reciprocated, kissing him deeper and rougher with each passing second. He felt himself get hard as Jimin started softly moaning into the kiss, making Jungkook burn in desire. After several minutes, they both pulled away gasping for air while smiling at each other.

‘So I guess that settles it. See you around.’ Jimin said as he walked towards the door leaving Jungkook standing there aroused and confused as ever. When Jimin left, Jungkook leaned against the wall, trying hard to make sense of everything that just happened.

Jimin was sitting in the cafeteria eating his salad when Taehyung suddenly walked towards the table. As soon as Taehyung got there, the other students got up and left. Taehyung sat across Jimin who wasn’t even looking at him and it really started to annoy him.

‘Why were you talking to Jungkook?’ Taehyung asked in a deep and serious voice.

‘Why don’t you ask him that?’ Jimin replied, still not looking at him.

‘I’m asking you. Besides, I don’t know where he is.’
Jimin smiled to himself before he finally looked up at Taehyung. ‘Probably jerking off in that storage room’ Jimin thought to himself.

‘What’s wrong? Are you jealous that I was talking to your boyfriend?’ Jimin said sarcastically.

‘No. I was jealous that you were talking to him and not me.’ Taehyung grinned.

‘Well, I like him and not you.’

‘What the hell are you talking about?’ Taehyung demanded, feeling rather infuriated. Jimin simply smirked and stood up. Recess was almost over so he wanted to get his books for his next class. Taehyung however was not just going to let him leave. He wanted an answer.

‘What do you mean Jimin? Answer me Park!’ Taehyung said, almost shouting.

‘Jungkook fucks better.’ Jimin said with a grin and then walked away, leaving Taehyung there, shocked to his very core.

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Taehyung lay in bed trying to make sense of what Jimin said to him earlier that day. Jimin seemed very different and Taehyung couldn’t understand why. And why was he suddenly interested in Jungkook? He decided to get some answers. That’s why he told Jungkook to come to his house. His bedroom door opened and Jungkook walked in with a puzzled look on his face.

‘You’re late. Didn’t I say 8 pm sharp?’

‘Tae, who was that guy?’ Jungkook asked with a puzzled look.

‘What guy?’ Taehyung sneered, feeling slightly agitated.

‘I saw a guy pull out of your driveway just as I was about to pull in. It’s already dark and he was wearing a hoody so I couldn’t see who it was.’

‘How should I know? He wasn’t here for me.’ Taehyung lied. Jungkook knew he was lying. He was well aware of the fact that Taehyung cheated on him but he hadn’t in some time and Jungkook was starting to think that he perhaps changed his ways. For a brief moment Jungkook actually started to believe that Taehyung loved him. But that moment was over now.

‘Kook, why were you talking to Jimin today?’ Taehyung asked as Jungkook sat beside him on the bed. He could tell Jungkook didn’t believe him about that guy and that he felt hurt, but he simply didn’t care.

‘I just wanted to apologize.’

‘Is that all that happened? Because I talked to him too and he told me he likes you now. Why does he suddenly like you now kitten?’ Taehyung demanded. Jungkook suddenly felt excited. Jimin likes him? He couldn’t stop thinking about that kiss all day and he wants so much more than that. Should he pursue this?

‘Answer me Jungkook.’

‘That’s all that happened.’ He lied.

‘Okay, if you say so. Now suck me off, I’m bored.’ Taehyung said while lowering his boxers. Jungkook did as he was told. Fighting Taehyung never worked out well for him in the past, so why should he bother now. Maybe if he closed his eyes, he could pretend he was sucking off Jimin. That’s all he could think about now anyways. Just Park Jimin.

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It was midnight and Taehyung still lay in bed wide awake. Jungkook was fast asleep beside him, his face still moist from his tears. Taehyung was extra rough as a way of punishing him. It was unacceptable that Jimin would like Jungkook and not him. He knew he wasn’t supposed to care, but he couldn’t help it. Suddenly his phone started ringing, interrupting his thoughts. He froze for a second, dreading who it might be. The name on the screen confirmed his fear. Reluctantly, he answered.

‘Hello?’ Taehyung said, his voice trembling. He spoke softly in an effort not to wake up Jungkook.

‘Taehyungie, you raped him? Really? I ask you to destroy Park Jimin, and that’s your master plan?’ The caller on the other end said, clearly exasperated.

‘That’s just phase one of my master plan.’ Taehyung explained.

‘I hope you know what you’re doing Tae.’ The caller threatened.

‘Trust me, I won’t let you down.’

Before Taehyung had the chance to say anything else, the caller hung up. Everyone knew Taehyung as the bad boy, the king. But he wasn’t always like that. Just three years ago he was just a shy fifteen year old boy with a crush on a guy who changed him forever. A guy he gave everything to. He gave him his heart, his devotion, his virginity. But it wasn’t enough. Nothing was ever good enough for him. Nonetheless, enslaved by his unending desire for him, Taehyung was willing to do anything he wanted. And if that meant he had to destroy Park Jimin, then he would destroy Park Jimin.

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Taehyung didn’t get much sleep last night. He stayed up practically the entire night trying to find a way to further ruin Jimin’s life. It was really early but he was already wide awake with a satisfied smile. The next step in his plan had been decided. Jungkook had just left a few minutes ago, not saying a word to him. He was probably still upset about the night before. Maybe Taehyung should’ve stopped when he started crying and begged him to take it easy. But Taehyung couldn’t control himself. It excited him to have Jungkook writhing and squirming beneath him. However, he spent quite some time staring at Jungkook’s sleeping form, and he couldn’t help but feel affection for him. Although Jungkook meant a lot to him, he could never tell him. It was not okay for him to be vulnerable around anyone. The only person he ever allowed himself to be vulnerable with, was the one person who couldn’t care less. He constantly made Taehyung feel like he was trapped in a dream that could never come true. Still Taehyung loved him with every fiber in his being.

‘Morning Dad.’ Taehyung said as he walked into the kitchen where his dad was having coffee and reading the paper.

‘Morning son. You’re up early. I just saw Jungkook leave. He seemed a bit upset. Everything okay with you two?’ His father asked.

‘I don’t know, whatever.’ Taehyung retorted.

‘Why do you say it like that?’

‘Chill Dad, it’s not like I’m in love with him or anything.’

‘Hmm, you never really got over your first boyfriend did you? What was his name again?’ His father inquired.

‘Never mind that- Taehyung said, lowering his head to hide the emotions that stirred up at his dad mentioning his first boyfriend. ‘I need you to do me a favor.’ He added.

‘I knew there was a reason why you suddenly decided to talk to me. What do you want? More money? A new car? Trip to France?’ His father asked sarcastically, hurt that his son only ever spoke to him when he wanted something.

‘I need you to get someone fired.’ Taehyung said in a deep tone, expressing his seriousness.

‘Tae, I won’t even ask why or who. I’m not doing that. What is wrong with you lately?’ His father asked worriedly. His son’s recent behavior had really been worrying him. He seemed so cold and distant, even harsh.

‘Dad, if you don’t do this for me, I will make things very difficult for you and that gold-digging whore you married. Believe me, I will make life miserable for the both of you.’ Taehyung threatened. For the first time in his whole life, his father felt afraid of him. He could feel that Taehyung’s threat was real and he was actually afraid of upsetting him.

‘What’s the person’s name?’ His dad asked, giving in to his son’s extreme demands yet again.

‘Mrs. Park.’ Taehyung grinned.

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Jimin was in a particularly good mood. He successfully managed to get Jungkook interested and Taehyung jealous. Now he would just have to ignore Jungkook for a while to confuse him and Taehyung before moving on to the next step. He was walking down the stairs about to leave for school when he heard laughter coming from his living room. Did his mother have a guest so early in the morning?

‘Morning sweetie.’ His mom greeted. Jimin almost had a heart attack when he saw Jungkook in his living room, talking and laughing with his mother.

‘Jungkook, what are you doing here?’ Jimin demanded.

‘Park Jimin! Why are you being so rude? Your friend Jungkook came here to pick you up for school. Isn’t that nice of him?’ His mother said while smiling at Jungkook who graciously smiled back.

‘Hey Jimin. I hope you don’t mind me picking you up. I wanted to surprise you.’

‘You shouldn’t have, I’m fine with taking the bus like I always do.’ Jimin said, staring into Jungkook’s soul, making him uncomfortable.

‘Jimin will you stop already! Just go with your friend, you’re running late anyways.’ His mother insisted.

‘Fine.’ Jimin said, feeling slightly anxious.

‘Good then. Jungkook it was so nice to see you again. I’m glad Jimin has made such nice friends here.’ His mother said, patting Jungkook on the shoulder.

‘Thank you. It was nice to see you too Mrs. Park.’ Jungkook said in the most charming way.

 

They had been driving to school for a few minutes in complete silence when Jungkook decided to break the ice.

‘Check the glovebox, there’s something there for you.’ Jungkook suggested. Jimin didn’t bother replying, he simply opened it to find something gift-wrapped in there.

‘What’s this?’

‘Just open it.’ Jungkook chuckled. Jimin opened it to find a very nice, very expensive bracelet.

‘Oh, is this a friendship bracelet?’ Jimin asked. He knew it wasn’t, but he did not like how fast things were developing between him and Jungkook. That was not part of his plan.

‘Um, no not exactly. It’s more of a romantic gesture.’ Jungkook confessed, taking his hand and intertwining their fingers. Jimin could feel his heart racing. He felt really nervous and he wanted more than anything to jump out of the car. He simply sat in silence, at a complete loss for words.

‘Jimin, I know it will take some time for you to trust me. I’m okay with that. I can wait.’ Jungkook explained.

‘What exactly are you waiting for?’ Jimin asked, looking at him, puzzled.

‘For us to have something.’ Jungkook said, kissing his hand right after.

‘What about Taehyung?’

‘I’m done with him.’ Jungkook admitted, trying hard to hide the fact that he was still upset and in pain from the night before. When they reached the school parking lot, they didn’t get out of the car right away. They simply sat in it, nervously staring at each other.

‘Jimin, can I kiss you again?’ Jungkook pleaded. The intense look on his face aroused Jimin, despite himself. There was no denying Jungkook’s handsome features and muscular built. He was a ridiculously attractive guy. Jimin hated himself for wanting him, but it was so hard to resist. So he gave into his instincts and nodded with a smile. Jungkook wasted no time in palming his face and kissing him softly. The kiss was soft and gentle, not like the rough and passionate one from the day before. It had been so long since someone was so affectionate towards Jimin and he craved more. That’s why he didn’t hesitate in kissing Jungkook deeper and intensely. As he felt how needy Jimin was, Jungkook moved his seat back and pulled Jimin into his lap. The kiss grew hotter and more passionate when Jimin started grinding down on Jungkook’s growing erection. Jimin lost all sense of control. He made Jungkook moan loudly as he ran his fingers through his hair, kissed his neck and grinded harder. Jungkook held him really tight and close to his body and Jimin loved his aggressive touch. Their hot make-out session was interrupted when the school bell rang. They had no choice but to stop and head to class.

 

Taehyung spent the whole day feeling extremely agitated. Jungkook completely ignored him. And to make matters worse, he spent the whole day with Jimin, talking and laughing, even holding hands. His resolution to take down Jimin only grew stronger. Luckily he only had one more class then he could go home and wouldn’t have to witness more of Jungkook and Jimin’s new love for each other. He was standing in front of his locker when he felt a tap on his shoulder.

‘Hey Tae.’

‘What the fuck do you want?’ Taehyung snapped.

‘I just wanted to introduce you to my new girlfriend. She just transferred here. She’s a fan of your modeling.’

‘Hi I’m Sara.’ The girl said with a blush. Taehyung eyed her from head to toe. He had to admit to himself that she was very beautiful.

‘Ha! You really gonna introduce me to your girlfriend? Did you forget what happened already? It was only a year ago.’ Taehyung smirked.

‘What happened a year ago?’ Sara asked curiously.

‘Your boyfriend here liked a guy that chose me over him.’ Taehyung grinned with his arms crossed proudly across his chest.

‘Is that what happened? That’s not how I remember it.’

‘Shut the fuck up, Yugyeom!’ Taehyung yelled.

‘Whatever, I don’t care anymore- He lied. ‘Besides, you’re gay right? So I don’t see the problem.’ Yugyeom added.

‘I’m not gay. I just have a stronger preference for guys. I could fuck your little whore if I wanted to.’ Taehyung said, winked at Sara then walked away.

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Jimin and Jungkook were in Jungkook’s room. Jungkook’s parents were out of town so he invited Jimin to spend the afternoon with him after school, just so they could talk and get to know each other better. For some reason Jimin agreed to it. They were sitting on Jungkook’s bed and Jungkook talked about everything, his past, his plans for the future, his dysfunctional relationship with Taehyung. The more Jungkook talked, the more Jimin believed that he was actually a really nice person. He had simply fallen victim to Taehyung’s sadistic tendencies. Neither of them knew that Taehyung was also a victim to someone else’s sadistic tendencies. It became clear to Jimin that they were both victims and that Taehyung was to blame for everything. But that didn’t change the fact that Jungkook still took advantage of him that night. Could he really forgive him? Could he actually trust him? What if he was doing all of this simply because he was under Taehyung’s orders? Jimin had a million questions.

‘Jungkook, you seem like such a nice guy. Why did you stay with Taehyung all this time?’

‘I didn’t really have a choice. He was never my choice.’ Jungkook confessed, looking down and fiddling his thumbs.

‘What do you mean?’ Jimin questioned curiously.

‘Never mind that. It’s all in the past now.’ Jungkook said with a forced smile, quickly dismissing memories of Yugyeom. Jimin saw the sad look on his face and wanted to comfort him for reasons he did not understand.

‘Jungkook, will you kiss me?’ Jimin said while caressing his face. Jungkook smiled brightly and kissed him. They were both craving each other since that morning in the car. So it didn’t take long before the kiss got heated and they were both ready to go all the way. Jimin was still surprised though when Jungkook climbed on top of him and moved his head down his body. He let out a nervous sigh as Jungkook gently undid his pants and lowered his boxers, setting his erection free. Jungkook looked up at him and smiled before he wrapped his lips around Jimin’s tip. Jimin threw his head back and let out the softest moan when Jungkook took him all the way down, sucking him hard.

‘Jimin, don’t hold back. Fuck my mouth.’ Jungkook whispered seductively. Jimin lost all sense of control again. He grabbed Jungkook by his hair and thrusted hard and rough into his mouth, making him gag, but Jungkook enjoyed every second of it. Jimin could feel his orgasm building up so he pulled Jungkook closer, forcing him to take him deeper. He rolled his hips faster and faster, feeling the knot in his stomach.

‘Fuck, I’m gonna cum!’ Jimin moaned as he pulled Jungkook off of him.

‘It’s okay, cum in my mouth.’ Jungkook insisted while gently stroking him. Upon hearing that, Jimin put his throbbing dick back in Jungkook’s mouth and thrusted hard until he came all the way down his throat, making Jungkook swallow all of it. Jungkook sat up and was wiping his mouth when Jimin started tugging at his jeans.

‘No Jimin, you don’t have to do anything for me.’ Jungkook said with a smile, moving his hand away and holding it tight.

‘Jungkook, it’s okay, I want to.’ Jimin assured.

‘No, I don’t deserve it. I just want to hold you in my arms. Can I?’ Jungkook asked with the sweetest tone in his voice. Jimin almost felt like crying. Did Jungkook really care for him that much?

‘Of course you can hold me.’ Jimin said, smiling at him.

Then they lay in bed together, cuddling. Never did Jimin think he could feel so safe in Jungkook’s arms. Was he actually falling for him? Should he really just forget everything? Could he possibly trust Jungkook? Everything was so unclear to him, so he decided to simply live in the moment, at least for the time being. Then it suddenly hit him. What was he supposed to do about Taehyung? After everything Jungkook told him about Taehyung, could it be possible that he was plotting something against him?

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It was Friday night and Taehyung felt really happy. It had been so long since he felt genuinely happy. The whole week was just awful. Ever since Jungkook started ignoring him and spending all of his time with Jimin, Taehyung was going mad with rage. Granted, even before that, he was already unhappy. The issue with Jungkook simply made matters worse. At least he could take joy in the fact that Jimin’s mother got fired and was struggling with the many challenges of unemployment already. That should definitely have a strong negative impact on Jimin as well. But none of that mattered to Taehyung that night. Jimin’s problems were not the reason for his sudden burst of happiness. That night he had plans to meet up with his only true love. He had to drive for five hours to get to the town he stayed at, but Taehyung didn’t mind. All he wanted was to finally be with him again. The distance never mattered to Taehyung, yet he rarely got to see him. His lover preferred it that way. Spending time with Taehyung was never a priority of his. Taehyung finally arrived at the upscale bar where they planned to meet. It was a very nice place, recently established. He walked in and was instructed to go all the way to the back, where there was a secluded, private booth. Excitement overcame him as he finally saw his irresistible lover again after several weeks.

‘Hi.’ Taehyung blushed while taking a seat next to him. Before he could say anything else, he was pulled in for the most passionate kiss. Taehyung wrapped his arms around him and moaned softly, needing him so badly. He kissed him rougher, running his fingers through Taehyung’s hair and caressing his inner thigh. Taehyung was in a state of ecstasy. He wanted more, he needed more.

‘Hey baby, you look really nice.’ He said, finally breaking the kiss.

‘Thanks. You told me to dress up right.’ Taehyung replied cheerfully.

‘Yes I did.’

‘So this is a nice place. Are we having dinner here or something?’ Taehyung asked.

‘No, not exactly. See that guy over there?’ He said while pointing at a rather handsome man. Taehyung looked at the man he was pointing at. It was difficult for him to see anything from the private booth they were in but he still managed to see a good looking man sitting alone in a corner across the room.

‘Yea, what about him?’

‘I want you to go over there and seduce him. And then I want you to fuck him.’ He instructed.

‘What?! What the hell are you talking about? Who the fuck is he?’ Taehyung demanded, outraged by what he just heard.

‘He’s just someone I know.’

‘Well then you go fuck him!’ Taehyung sneered.

‘What makes you think I already haven’t?’ He grinned. Taehyung felt hurt yet again. His happiness was always short-lived. Why did he think he would actually be happy for once?

‘I can’t believe you. I drive all the way over here, hoping to finally spend some time with you again and you just want me to go fuck some stranger.’ Taehyung said, fighting back his tears.

‘He’s not some stranger. He’s Jimin’s cousin.’

‘I don’t care who he is! And I don’t care about Jimin!’ Taehyung blurted out. He moved closer to his lover and rested his head on his shoulder, making the man sigh in annoyance.

‘Please don’t make me do this. I want to have sex with you tonight. It’s been so long since you touched me. Please?’ Taehyung begged, staring into his eyes with affection. But the man simply glared back at him darkly, irritated that Taehyung was not willing to obey.

‘Tae, fuck him tonight and tomorrow night, I’ll fuck you.’ He suggested.

‘How can you be okay with me fucking some other guy?’

‘Oh now you’re asking me if I’m okay with it? After you’ve fucked Jimin, oh and Jungkook countless times, and god knows who else.’ He sneered. Taehyung felt his heart sink. Those harsh words deeply hurt him. In an effort to win back his approval, Taehyung agreed to follow his orders. Satisfied that Taehyung was obedient again, he kissed him roughly, gave him further instructions and quickly left before anyone noticed him. Taehyung turned on his charm and walked towards the handsome man, making sure he noticed him before actually approaching his table.

‘Hi.’ Taehyung said in his deep seductive voice. The man stared at him, taking in his gorgeous perfection before responding.

‘Hello. Can I help you?’ The man asked kindly.

‘Maybe. Can I sit with you?’ Taehyung asked, not waiting for an answer before pulling out the chair and taking a seat across him.

‘What are you even doing here kid? This is a bar.’ The man reprimanded.

‘Kid? Relax, I’m already 18.’ Taehyung smiled seductively.

‘Fine, what can I help you with?’

‘Well you see, I really want to know what you taste like.’ Taehyung smiled, licking his lips teasingly. The man was completely caught off guard. What was this kid getting at? He did think that the kid was possibly the most gorgeous guy he had ever seen, but still, it was so inappropriate, for lots of reasons.

‘Look kid, I have a boyfriend and you are way too young to even be here.’

‘So what? I have a boyfriend too.’

‘Then why are you doing this?’ He inquired.

‘I don’t overthink these things. I saw you, I liked you, I want you.’ Taehyung said while intensely staring into his eyes. The man started to get aroused. This kid was so sexy and aggressive and determined.

‘I’m Jin, what’s your name?’ He asked, finally flirting back.

‘Taehyung.’

 

Before he knew it, Taehyung was in a hotel room, pressed up against a wall, getting the best blowjob of his life. Jin swallowed him all the way down, sucking him hard, savoring his taste and the vibrations of Jin moaning on his dick sent Taehyung into a frenzy.

‘Oh fuck, don’t stop! Fuck! Oh god, don’t fucking stop!’ Taehyung moaned loudly, thrusting harder and harder down Jin’s throat. Then right when he was about to climax, Jin stopped.

‘Tae will you fuck me?’ Jin pleaded, looking into his eyes lustfully.

‘Get your pretty ass on that fucking bed.’ Taehyung instructed, still trying to catch his breath. Jin undressed quickly and lifted his legs over his head. Impressed and even more aroused by his flexibility, Taehyung swiftly positioned himself in front of his moist hole. Since Taehyung had no intention whatsoever of ever having sex with Jin, he decided not to go easy on him. He would just let his lust and desire overtake him. Jin screamed out in pain when Taehyung rammed himself inside of him in one quick motion. Taehyung closed his eyes and fucked Jin’s brains out. Thoughts of the one he actually wanted to be with entered his mind. Tears started welling up in his eyes as he tried to drown out Jin’s loud moans and focus on the one he wanted. Why couldn’t he just love Taehyung back? That’s all Taehyung ever wanted from him. Just his love. Why was he not good enough? Unable to fight back his feelings, tears started streaming down his face. Luckily it was dark in the room and Jin had his head thrown back in pleasure and his eyes closed, so he couldn’t see Taehyung having nothing short of a meltdown.

‘Ah Tae, fuck that feels so good! Right there! Fuck me harder, please!’ Jin whimpered, getting nearer to his high. Jin knew what he was doing was wrong. He was never the type to cheat on his boyfriend, but doing the wrong thing felt so intensely satisfying. All he could think of in that moment was how good it felt to have Taehyung’s thick cock ramming inside of him, hitting his sweet spot with every move. Jin had never in his life been fucked so good. Taehyung was dominant and aggressive and Jin couldn’t get enough of it. Jin screamed out in pleasure as he came hard, squirting his cum all over Taehyung’s chest and abdomen. Unable to cum due to his pain and frustration, Taehyung pulled out without saying a word.

‘What’s wrong? Let me make you cum.’ Jin insisted. Taehyung however, got up and started getting dressed. He wasn’t even looking at Jin who was quietly observing him, guilt and embarrassment pouring in. Once Taehyung was fully dressed, he walked towards the door. Before he left, he glanced over to Jin and smirked.

‘My full name is Kim Taehyung. I go to the same high school as your cousin Jimin. Be sure to ask him about me.’ Taehyung said and walked out.

Jin was left there, naked and ashamed, trying to figure out why that name sounded so familiar. Who was that guy?

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Jimin woke up in Jungkook’s arms. He smiled as he looked at Jungkook sleeping besides him, his arms wrapped tightly around Jimin’s waist. He spent the night with him. They had an innocent sleepover. After Jimin’s mother got fired, they were both very stressed. She had no idea why she even got fired in the first place. It was also nearly impossible for her to find another job. Being Jimin’s sole provider, she was overly stressed out. Since his father was no longer in the picture, she had to cover all expenses. Seeing his mother so stressed really had an effect on Jimin. He couldn’t stand seeing her like that and he also started to worry, even though she told him not to. In an effort to cheer him up, Jungkook invited him to a sleepover. It truly was innocent. They watched movies and played video games. Being with Jungkook reminded Jimin of all the time he spent with Yoongi. The boys had a great week together. Ever since that afternoon in Jungkook’s bedroom, they grew rather close. Jimin was still careful though. He still kept Jungkook on probation, not letting him get too close quite yet.

‘Morning gorgeous.’ Jungkook groaned as he finally woke up.

‘Morning.’ Jimin replied with a smile, stroking his hair.

‘So, it’s Saturday. What do you wanna do?’ Jungkook asked, sitting up.

‘I think I should go home and check on my mom.’ Jimin said, lowering his head. Jungkook hated seeing him so worried and sad.

‘Jimin, my dad has a lot of contacts. When he comes back, I can ask him to find your mom another job. Don’t worry, my parents will be back in a couple of days and all of this will be taken care of.’ Jungkook consoled.

‘You would do that for me?’

‘Jiminnie, I would do anything for you.’ Jungkook said taking his hand in his.

 

After they had breakfast, Jimin noticed that Jungkook seemed a bit distant. They decided to spend some time in the park but Jungkook didn’t seem as excited as Jimin would’ve hoped. He wondered if he should ask him about his sudden change in behavior.

‘Jungkook, are you okay?’ He asked softly.

‘Yea, I’m fine.’ He replied callously.

‘Are you upset because I wouldn’t have sex with you last night?’ Jimin inquired, feeling somewhat embarrassed to be having that conversation.

‘No. I said I can wait. So it’s fine.’

‘Jungkook, there’s something I have to tell you.’ Jimin confessed.

‘Sure, go ahead.’

‘I recently got back in touch with my ex-boyfriend, Yoongi.’ Jimin explained. Jungkook furrowed his eyebrows, mainly because he was trying to figure out why that name sounded so familiar. But he dismissed that thought and decided to focus on Jimin.

‘Are you saying you’re back together?’ Jungkook demanded, crossing his arms.

‘No we’re not, but I still have feelings for him. Don’t get me wrong, I really like you. I just don’t know what to do anymore.’ Jimin said, sighing in frustration.

‘Look, it’s fine. Take the time you need to figure out what you want. Like I said, I can wait.’ Jungkook responded with a smile. Jimin was surprised at how patient and understanding Jungkook was. In that moment Jimin wanted him more than ever, but he felt too torn.

‘So, I’m gonna go take a shower.’ Jungkook said, purposely taking off his shirt in front of Jimin. He tried really hard not to smile as he noticed Jimin lustfully eyeing his muscular, toned body.

‘You’re welcome to join me if you like. Nothing has to happen.’ Jungkook suggested, seductively staring into Jimin’s eyes. Jimin couldn’t ignore his desire for him and followed him to the shower. They had been in the shower for only 5 seconds and Jungkook already had Jimin pinned to the wall, trailing kisses along his jaw, neck and shoulders.

‘Fuck Jimin, I can’t get enough of you. You’re so beautiful and soft and so fucking sexy.’ Jungkook moaned into the crook of his neck. They were both hard but decided to ignore it. A part of Jimin was still hoping nothing would happen. But he felt so aroused by Jungkook’s touch and his words and his hardened length rubbing against his inner thigh. So he couldn’t hold himself back from kissing Jungkook as passionately as he possibly could. The warm water falling on their naked bodies as they were locked in an embrace and kissing so intensely, made everything much more erotic. Jungkook wanted more.

‘Tell me what you want baby.’ Jungkook moaned. Hearing that immediately reminded Jimin of Yoongi. He would always say that at some point. Jimin felt torn again. It was so hard for him to decide what he wanted. Before he went to Jungkook’s house the previous day, he and Yoongi talked on the phone for an hour. They had even made plans to meet up the next weekend. There was no denying that Jimin had very strong feelings for Yoongi. After all, he was his first love. But Jungkook had such a strong effect on him that he couldn’t quite put into words. They shared some kind of connection that Jimin could no longer ignore. Memories of Yoongi however began to dominate his mind. So he gently moved Jungkook aside and walked out of the shower. Jungkook quickly followed, tired of Jimin confusing him like that. They were in his bedroom, wet, naked and frustrated.

‘Jungkook, I’m sorry. I just can’t.’ Jimin confessed.

‘If you don’t want to have sex with me, then just don’t. But stop messing me up like this.’

‘I’m not messing with you.’ Jimin explained.

‘Yes, you are! Why do you build up my hopes only to break them down?’ Jungkook demanded, almost shouting.

‘Jungkook, of course I want you. I’m just scared. I don’t want to get hurt again.’ Jimin cried. Seeing the tears streaming down Jimin’s face made Jungkook cringe. People crying made him very uncomfortable. Yet, he still walked towards him to console him.

‘I’m sorry for what I said. I guess I’m a little frustrated. There’s just too much happening at once.’ Jungkook apologized. He was specifically referring to a little secret of his own. An interesting new development that he carefully chose not to mention to Jimin, or anyone else for that matter. Despite everything that happened, Jungkook was still hard. And as he stood so close to Jimin, his tip brushed against his thigh. His eyes widened when he suddenly felt Jimin’s hand wrapped around his cock. Surprised by his action, Jungkook took a step back. He stared at him, not sure how to respond to what just happened.

‘Jungkook, I’m done teasing you. Just fuck me.’ Jimin pleaded, biting his bottom lip. Jungkook graciously accepted that invitation and pushed Jimin onto his bed. As soon as he got on top of him, he kissed him lustfully and grinded hard against him, desperately seeking more friction. Unable to wait any longer, Jungkook decided to cut the foreplay short.

‘Hands and knees.’ Jungkook instructed. Jimin did as he was told and got into position. Seeing how submissive Jimin was aroused Jungkook even more. Jimin tried hard not to think about anything else but Jungkook at the moment. It was hard for him to keep his mind blank, until he felt Jungkook’s tongue on his rim. Once he felt that, his only focus was Jungkook and the pleasure he was giving him. As soon as Jimin was moist and prepped, Jungkook started brushing the tip of his dick against his entrance.

‘This what you want baby?’ Jungkook teased. Jimin couldn’t take it. He felt so aroused and needed to feel Jungkook inside of him. The teasing was torturing him.

‘Yes.’ He whimpered.

‘Then beg for it.’ Jungkook demanded.

‘Ah fuck Jungkook, please shove your thick cock inside of me! Please! I need to feel you inside of me! Fuck me really hard! Please daddy, make me cum!’ Jimin begged. Hearing Jimin beg for his cock like that, while moaning softly awakened deep desires in Jungkook. In one quick motion, he thrust his entire length inside of Jimin, making him cry out in pain. Jungkook thrusted hard and deep, just the way Jimin liked it.

‘Fuck, you’re so tight! Do you want more?’ Jungkook taunted as he pulled out.

‘Yes, please fuck me some more.’ Jimin moaned.

‘Lay on your back.’ Jungkook instructed. Once again, Jimin did as he was told. Jungkook repeatedly slammed in and out of him, making Jimin moan loudly from the overwhelming pleasure. He dug his nails into Jungkook’s back. Jungkook hissed at the pain and thrusted even harder. They had both been craving each other so much. It felt so satisfying to finally give in to their desires for one another.

‘Jungkook, I’m gonna cum.’ Jimin whimpered.

‘Same time.’ Jungkook whispered, breathing heavily into the crook of Jimin’s neck and picking up the pace. Jimin’s entire body shuddered when he came hard on his and Jungkook’s stomachs. Jungkook let out a lewd moan as he filled Jimin’s ass with his cum. Afterwards they lay next to each other, panting loudly.

‘Fuck Jimin, that was amazing.’ Jungkook admitted. Jimin couldn’t respond, he was still trying to catch his breath. Suddenly Jungkook got up and started looking for his phone. After he found it, he got dressed and walked towards the door.

‘Uh Jimin, I just have to make a quick call. I’ll be right back.’ He explained with a smile.

‘Who do you have to call?’ Jimin inquired, feeling slightly suspicious.

‘Oh, my parents.’ He lied. However, Jimin believed him and nodded with a smile. Jungkook then left and walked towards another room so he could make his call. When he reached the other room, he couldn’t help but smile at how naïve Jimin was. Then he thought about the amazing sex they just had. ‘Fuck, why does cheating feel so good?’ Jungkook thought to himself.

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Jungkook was smiling to himself as he sat in class secretly texting. Never had he been in such a good mood on a Monday morning. He had the best weekend with Jimin. They practically had sex for two days straight. Jungkook couldn’t believe how whipped he felt. Something about Jimin awakened very strong desires in him. Although, he felt bad for hiding something from him. But if he wanted to maintain his relationship with him, then he had to keep his secret, at least for the time being. It was only when the classroom door opened that Jungkook looked up from his phone. As he saw who it was he tried to look away, but Taehyung’s penetrating stare held his gaze. The teacher called him to her desk and he handed her a doctor’s note explaining why he was late. Jungkook was seated all the way in the back so he couldn’t hear what they were whispering about. However he could see that the teacher looked worried and he couldn’t help but feel worried as well. Taehyung looked awful. He looked frail and weak, like he was recovering from a really bad fever or something. But what really worried Jungkook was the expressionless look on his face. He seemed depressed. Jungkook didn’t want to care, but he couldn’t help it, he did.

During recess Jungkook sat in a corner of the cafeteria, alone. Jimin was meeting with some classmates for a sociology project in the library. All he could think about was Taehyung. Something was up with him. Jungkook went to the bathroom. He stared at himself in the mirror above the sink and could feel tears welling up. It was unclear to him why he felt so frustrated. There were just too many things happening at once. The door opened and Jungkook’s heart started racing as Taehyung walked in.

‘Tae, what happened to you?’ Jungkook asked with genuine concern.

‘I’m surprised you still remember my name. Don’t you spend all your time with that slut Jimin now? Isn’t his sweet ass all you care about?’ Taehyung sneered, walking up to him with an angered look.

‘Fine. Forget I asked you anything.’ Jungkook mumbled. He gripped the sink with both hands and lowered his head, letting out a loud sigh. Then he immediately popped his head back up and gasped as he felt Taehyung suddenly slide his hand down his pants and boxers. He tried to turn around so he could face him, but Taehyung held him in place.

‘What are you doing?’ Jungkook asked softly while Taehyung slowly caressed his ass.

‘Shut the fuck up.’ Taehyung whispered in his ear, his hot breath making Jungkook shiver. Without warning, he pushed two fingers in him, making him gasp at the sudden penetration. A smile spread across Taehyung’s face as he started fingering him hard and deep, causing Jungkook to moan softly.

‘This is what you really want isn’t it? You’re getting so wet. I can feel you stretching for me. You want my cock in there don’t you kitten?’ Taehyung teased, fingering him hard and rough. Jungkook was biting his bottom lip to keep himself from moaning out loud.

‘No. Tae, don’t.’ Jungkook pleaded.

‘Don’t what?’ Taehyung whispered in his deep voice, pushing a third finger in and going even faster.

‘Ah fuck! Don’t stop!’ Jungkook moaned, unable to resist the pleasure any longer. He could feel his orgasm building up. Taehyung felt him getting tight and pulled his fingers out. Jungkook then turned around and faced him with a puzzled, disappointed look.

‘What?’ Taehyung grinned.

‘You’re not gonna fuck me?’ Jungkook asked, almost begging.

‘You don’t deserve it, you fucking slut.’ Taehyung retorted and started walking away. Jungkook felt outraged. He was so sick and tired of Taehyung treating him like crap. So he didn’t think twice when he grabbed his arm and shoved him against the wall. Taehyung was completely surprised at his sudden burst of courage. Surprised and angry, but being so weak due to the fact that he was still recovering from a certain incident, he couldn’t fight him off.

‘I’m not a slut! And I’m not your fucking kitten! I’m just a guy who’s life you ruined! But despite everything, I still fell in love with you, hoping that someday you would feel the same way about me. But I was wrong. You just want to hurt me. That’s all you’ve ever done.’ Jungkook cried. He had held his thoughts and feelings in for so long that he couldn’t fight off his tears when he finally poured out his heart. Taehyung felt his heart sink, but he didn’t let it show. Instead he just blankly stared at him in silence. Jungkook let go of his arm and wiped his tears. Then he walked away, only to have Taehyung stop him by taking his hand in his own.

‘I’m sorry.’ Taehyung whispered with his head lowered, trying to hide the fact that he was crying as well. He did love Jungkook. He just loved someone else more. But mainly he was crying because he could relate to how Jungkook felt. That was exactly how his sadistic lover made him feel. Somewhere along the way, Taehyung changed into him and he hated himself for it.

‘Tae, are you crying?’ Jungkook asked softly as he palmed his face, shocked to see him in tears. He had never seen that side of Taehyung before. When he tried to pull him closer, Taehyung moved away from him and walked out of the bathroom, leaving a confused Jungkook behind.

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Seokjin was anxiously sitting at the dinner table. His boyfriend was in the kitchen preparing him a special dinner. Jin was lost in thoughts. All he could think of was that night with Taehyung. Especially since he found out that he was one of the guys that raped Jimin. It was bad enough that he cheated on his boyfriend Namjoon, but with the kid that raped his cousin who was like a little brother to him? He was absolutely disgusted with himself. The only reason he went to that town was to meet with some potential clients. After the meeting, he simply felt like having a drink alone. How did he end up having sex with some kid who was still in high school? A kid who sexually assaulted his favorite cousin at that! When Taehyung left his hotel room that night, Jin looked him up online and confirmed his worst fear. What was he going to say to Jimin? How would he face him? How would he face Namjoon?

‘Okay, I know you’re the chef and all, but I do think this is really good.’ Namjoon said with a smile as he put their plates on the table and took a seat across him. Jin nervously smiled back in an effort to hide his frustrations.

‘It’s really good.’ Jin assured, taking a second bite.

‘Thanks. Oh, but I accidently broke one of your plates. I’m sorry, I’ll replace it.’ Namjoon confessed. Jin couldn’t help but laugh. It had become something of a habit for Namjoon to break things around their apartment. As he watched Namjoon blush and then eat more of his dinner, he felt the guilt and shame pouring in. It took all the energy he had to choke down his sobs.

‘So now that you’re back from your business trip and we’re finally alone, are you gonna tell me about it?’ Namjoon asked, interrupting Jin’s thoughts.

‘Oh, right. The meeting went great. The clients agreed to sign with us.’

‘Baby that’s great! We should celebrate!’ Namjoon exclaimed joyfully.

‘What do you have in mind?’ Jin inquired with a smile.

‘Honestly, I’m thinking you and me naked in our Jacuzzi.’ He suggested, winking at Jin seductively.

‘Seriously?’

‘Absolutely! You were gone the entire weekend! What do you say princess?’ Namjoon teased. He knew Jin loved it when he called him that. But Jin felt too guilty.

‘Joonie, there’s something I need to tell you.’ Jin confessed. But before he could finish talking, Namjoon got up and went over to him. He pulled him out of his seat and kissed him passionately.

‘Sex first, talk later?’ Namjoon asked, trailing kisses down his neck. Jin fought back his tears. However he gave in to Namjoon’s suggestion. Since Namjoon was probably going to break up with him after he found out the truth, Jin figured he might as well enjoy the sex one last time. Of course, Jin was assuming Namjoon didn’t already know the truth.

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It was starting to get really late. Jimin was pacing around his living room wondering why his mother wasn’t home yet. He looked at the clock again. It was 10pm. She was never out so late. Even though she explained that she might be late that night, he was still worried. In his panicked state, he called Jungkook who agreed to go over to his house and wait with him. Ever since that night at Taehyung’s party, everything spiraled out of control. Jimin wished he could go back to his old life, in his old town, at his old school where he was happy, happy with Yoongi. His life was so easy and simple back then. Sure there were some difficulties and complications, but nothing quite as severe. Thinking about Yoongi made Jimin feel guilty again. Having sex with Jungkook the entire weekend was great, but he couldn’t help but feel like he betrayed Yoongi again. Maybe if he never broke up with Yoongi his life wouldn’t have gotten so complicated. He had no idea what was even happening between him and Jungkook and he had no idea how he was supposed to face Yoongi when he would see him that coming weekend. There was a sudden knock on the door. Jimin rushed to the door, hoping it would be his mother. As he opened it, he saw Jungkook there with a blank expression. Nonetheless, he was happy to see him. Being worried and alone was too much for him. He wrapped his arms around his broad shoulders. Jungkook mechanically wrapped his arms around him as well.

‘Kookie, is everything okay?’ Jimin inquired. Since Jungkook got there, he hadn’t said a word. He simply sat on the living room sofa and played a game on his cellphone.

‘I’m fine.’ Jungkook replied callously, looking up at him with a forced smile. Jimin could tell something was off but he was too worried about his mother to push the issue. So he simply smiled back and then checked his phone again to see if he got any messages. The front door flew open and they both jumped up to see Jimin’s mother storm in. She was a sobbing mess. She threw her purse on the floor, shortly after which she fell to the floor herself. With her face buried in her hands, she struggled to catch her breath in between sobs. Jimin and Jungkook were both horrified. They stared at her for a few seconds before Jimin got to his senses and rushed towards her. He wrapped his arms around her and tried his best to console her.

‘Mom, please stop crying. Can you please tell me what’s wrong?’ Jimin asked, his voice breaking at the sight of his sobbing mother. She finally looked up at him and palmed his worried face. As she looked at him fondly, he wiped her tears. They both got up and took a seat on the sofa. Jimin squeezed her hand while she tried to compose herself.

‘I’ll go get you a glass of water.’ Jungkook said with a nervous smile and walked to the kitchen. He really just needed an excuse to walk away. That was too much awkwardness for him to handle.

‘Mom, what happened?’ Jimin inquired yet again.

‘I’ve been blacklisted.’ She replied, fighting back her tears.

‘What? What do you mean?’

‘I mean, I am not going to get a job anywhere and I used all my savings to buy this place. Why is this even happening to me? I don’t know what I’m supposed to do. I have all these bills to pay. How am I supposed to take care of us?’ She cried. Jimin was trying his best to maintain his composure. Despite the fact that he was freaking out as well, he managed to console her. He convinced her that they would figure something out and that she shouldn’t worry too much. Jungkook was standing in the kitchen holding a glass of water. He overheard their conversation and realized that Taehyung had something to do with it. Taehyung’s father was the only person powerful enough to make such a call. Curiosity sparked up in him. Why was Taehyung messing with Jimin’s life?

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Although it was 11pm on a school night, Hoseok was wide awake. He was sitting at his desk, staring at his computer screen with a smile. It wasn’t unusual for him to be up late. Late at night is when he preferred to do most of his work. After he finished processing some files on his computer, he was about to logout and head to bed. But then he got an anonymous chat request. Curious, he accepted.

‘Hi.’ Anonymous sent.

‘Who is this?’ Hoseok replied.

‘You’re the master hacker. Can’t you trace me and find out?’

‘You know me?’ Hoseok quickly replied, panic starting to set in. As he saw the person typing, he ran a program designed to track down anyone. A program he designed himself. Fear overcame him when he discovered that the person’s location was pinpointed at his house. Then he let out a loud sigh and smiled brightly as he read what the person wrote. He rushed to his front door as quietly as he could, not wanting to wake up his family. The second he opened the door, he was pulled in for a hug. They both smiled and walked to his bedroom.

‘So, am I getting better at this dark web stuff?’ Yoongi asked with a gummy smile, sitting down at his desk. Hoseok smiled and nodded.

‘You scared me for a second. But I see my lessons are paying off.’

‘Well, you’re a great teacher.’ Yoongi admitted.

‘How about a proper thank you then?’ Hoseok said in a seductive tone, taking a seat on his lap, his legs wrapped around him. Yoongi was about to say something when Hoseok moved closer and started kissing his neck. A part of him wanted to give in to the pleasure, but his life was already too complicated.

‘Wait, Hoseok, I don’t think we should do this.’

‘Why not? Why else are you at my house, in my bedroom, this late?’ Hoseok demanded, feeling both disappointed and confused.

‘Look, I’m already with someone.’ Yoongi explained.

‘Yeah, but he’s with someone else too.’ Hoseok countered. Yoongi stared at him, anxiety rising up. What exactly did Hoseok know? And who was he even referring to?

‘How do you know that?’

‘I know everything.’ Hoseok grinned. For the first time ever, Yoongi noticed a certain darkness in Hoseok. And he honestly didn’t know whether he should be fascinated or frightened.

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Jungkook was just a shy and innocent 16-year old boy.  He recently transferred to a new high school after his dad was reassigned. His dad worked in corporate business and made quite a comfortable living, given that he was very good at his job. No wonder he was reassigned to be head of the marketing department in the country’s capital. Although Jungkook enjoyed a rather luxurious life, he never developed an arrogant attitude. He had always been a very shy and kind person. People often made fun of him for it, but due to his father’s prestigious reputation, nobody dared to mess with him. Of course, that was back in his hometown. Things changed when he moved to the capital. It was a completely different society. Jungkook had a difficult time fitting in. Then after two weeks of social awkwardness at his new school, he was approached by a very handsome guy. He felt so nervous as he watched the handsome guy walk towards him with a flirtatious smile. Jungkook had known for some time that he was gay, but being the shy and awkward guy he is, he never actually dared to approach any of the guys he had liked. Something about Yugyeom set Jungkook at ease. It felt so comfortable and natural to talk to him. For the first time ever, Jungkook was not socially awkward. Yugyeom was the only person to ever have such an effect on him. As he talked to Yugyeom for the first time, smiling and blushing, he noticed a guy staring at him. Just the way he stared so hard into his very soul made Jungkook very anxious. It became hard for him to focus on what Yugyeom was saying. Yugyeom noticed this of course.

‘That’s Kim Taehyung. He’s kind of the king here.’ Yugyeom explained, clearly annoyed by him.

‘Why is he staring at me?’ Jungkook asked nervously.

‘He probably thinks you’re cute.’ Yugyeom said with a blush, stroking his hair. Feeling Yugyeom’s fingers run through his hair, was the single most intimate experience Jungkook ever had and it made him shiver. Jungkook decided to simply dismiss that comment with a shrug. Although he had to admit to himself that Taehyung was really good-looking, he didn’t care, he was completely crushed out on Yugyeom. After a couple of weeks of spending every waking second together, Jungkook was sure about the fact that he wanted Yugyeom to be his first boyfriend. They would spend all of their time together at school, and when they got home, they would text and skype until they fell asleep.

It was a sunny Wednesday morning and Jungkook felt excited. He had decided that he would talk to Yugyeom during recess and officially ask him to be his boyfriend. True, he also felt uncomfortable. Because he was in English class, a class he had with the king of the school, Kim Taehyung. Ever since Taehyung saw him talking to Yugyeom for the first time, he never stopped staring at him. The first couple of weeks at school, Taehyung had already noticed him, given that they had a few classes together. And yes, occasionally, Taehyung would glance at him with a seductive smile. But since that day with Yugyeom, Taehyung would stare into his soul all the time as if he wanted to devour him completely. That lustful stare made Jungkook very anxious, even scared. There was a certain darkness surrounding Taehyung and it deeply unsettled Jungkook. None of that mattered when he finally saw Yugyeom during recess.

‘Hey, can we go somewhere private to talk?’ Jungkook suggested anxiously. Yugyeom smiled and took him by the hand. They went to a part of the building that was deemed off-limits. There was some reconstruction going on, so it was completely abandoned. The construction work went on at night, so as to not disturb anyone during school hours.

‘Waw, this is a cool place.’ Jungkook admitted, looking around. The construction work was nearly complete. They already started cleaning up and organizing.

‘Yeah, it’s gonna be some kind of teacher’s lounge or whatever. But for now, it’s a notorious hook-up spot.’ Yugyeom said with a slight smirk. Hearing that made Jungkook nervous, but in a good way.

‘Yugyeom, I wanted to tell you that I really like you. And I really want you to be my boyfriend.’ Jungkook confessed, lowering his head to hide how hard he was blushing. Yugyeom just wanted to grab and kiss him passionately for being so goddamn adorable. When Jungkook dared to look up at him again, he noticed Yugyeom lustfully staring at his red lips.

‘Jungkook, I really like you too.’ Yugyeom confessed, making Jungkook blush madly. Yugyeom then moved closer and Jungkook realized that he did so to kiss him. This slightly alarmed him and he took a step back. Yugyeom’s puzzled reaction prompted Jungkook to explain himself.

‘No, I want you to kiss me. It’s just that..’ Jungkook started saying but looked away, feeling embarrassed. Yugyeom smiled to himself as he realized what was happening.

‘Is this your first kiss?’ Yugyeom inquired, incredulous.

‘Yes.’ Jungkook admitted, lowering his gaze and nervously biting his bottom lip.

‘How is that possible?! You are so cute!’ Yugyeom exclaimed, completely shocked. Jungkook didn’t reply, he simply giggled innocently and looked into his eyes. Jungkook’s innocence proved to be very arousing to Yugyeom as he quickly found himself staring down at his untouched red lips again. But he wasn’t sure if he should rob him of his innocence just yet. However, when Jungkook moved closer to him, he no longer had the restraint to resist. Very gently, he leaned forward and lightly kissed his luscious red lips, sending Jungkook into a state of euphoria. For someone who had never been kissed, Jungkook seemed to be very good at it, slowly parting his lips to grant Yugyeom’s tongue access. It didn’t take very long before Yugyeom had Jungkook pressed against a wall, kissing him so passionately that Jungkook lost all sense of reality. He was in a complete state of ecstasy as Yugyeom kissed him and caressed him and slowly grinded his erection against his own. It was the most exhilarating experience and Jungkook craved more. Without realizing it, he moved his hands down Yugyeom’s body and started tugging at his belt. Surprised by his action, Yugyeom pulled away, breaking the kiss.

‘No, there’s no need to rush anything.’ Yugyeom explained with a smile, panting from their steamy first kiss. But Jungkook wanted more. For the first time in his life he felt such a strong surge of attraction. Being inexperienced, he had no idea how to ignore his painful erection. However, he didn’t want to seem too eager, so he nodded with a smile. Yugyeom could tell he felt disappointed.

‘Jungkook, your first time shouldn’t be in some abandoned place at school. I want to make it really special for you.’ Yugyeom further explained, lightly stroking his cheek. Jungkook blushed madly yet again, because that was just too sweet and romantic. For some reason however, his dick was not getting the message. He was still painfully hard and it started to feel like he was suffocating in those tight pants. Yugyeom let out a soft chuckle when he noticed Jungkook tugging at his pants, trying to adjust his uncooperative cock.

‘Do you want me to take care of that?’ Yugyeom kindly offered. Jungkook could feel his dick twitching in response. He bit down on his lip and nodded anxiously. Yugyeom smiled brightly, kissed him aggressively, then went to work on his knees. Jungkook had his head thrown back, his eyes closed and his mouth hanging wide open as Yugyeom hungrily sucked him hard like he was the most appetizing snack on the planet. His untouched cock, well untouched by anyone besides Jungkook, was throbbing relentlessly as Yugyeom introduced him to new concepts of pleasure. When Jungkook came in Yugyeom’s mouth, he moaned like the desperate virgin in heat he was. A part of him was disappointed that they had to return to class. That was a feeling he knew he would never get enough of. Jungkook spent the remainder of the week constantly making out with Yugyeom every chance they got. They agreed to have sex for the first time on their one-month anniversary. Yugyeom convinced him to wait since he said he needed time to plan everything to perfection. Jungkook couldn’t believe how heads-over-heels he was for that boy. Never before had he been so happy. Of course, life has a way of giving you everything you want, simply to abruptly take it all away.

It was a Monday, and Jungkook was sitting in class both happy and sad. Happy because the coming weekend would be their one-month anniversary, which means, pop that cherry! And sad because Yugyeom wasn’t at school that day. He wouldn’t be back from visiting his grandparents till Wednesday. But that was okay, Jungkook could live without him for a few days. That was a lie. He couldn’t live without him for a few seconds! He hadn’t seen him since Friday night. So in short, Jungkook was dying from missing him terribly. To make matters worse, Taehyung was staring at him as per usual. However, it was different. His gaze seemed more sinister and quite frankly it terrified Jungkook to his very core. As soon as the class was over, Jungkook sighed in relief and left. Then he found an anonymous note in his locker. A request to meet up at the abandoned teacher’s lounge. They say, ‘Curiosity killed the cat.’ People should really start taking that expression seriously.

To his surprise, Jungkook found Taehyung there, sitting on a desk with a sinister smile. A part of him reasoned that the note might be from him but he quickly dismissed that as paranoia, given that Taehyung never even said a word to him before.

‘I’m actually surprised you came.’ Taehyung said. Hearing his deep voice for the first time made Jungkook all the more nervous.

‘What do you want?’ Jungkook asked in a soft tone, unaware of the fact that his sweet innocence drove Taehyung insane with desire. Taehyung licked his lips and walked up to him. Jungkook knew he should leave, but he was frozen in his place. Once their faces were just inches apart, Taehyung looked down at his red lips and smiled. Fear had Jungkook completely paralyzed.

‘The first thing I noticed about you was your lips. How are they so red and luscious? It drives me crazy just thinking about how good they must taste.’ Taehyung said in a deep tone, almost growling like a predator stalking its prey. Before Jungkook could say anything, Taehyung smashed his lips against those red luscious, strawberry flavored lips that would be the cause of his ruin. Being that Jungkook had not developed into the strong muscular Jeon Jungkook yet, he was unable to fight him off in his frail state. When Taehyung finally let him breath, Jungkook had been reduced to a sobbing mess. Tears were incessantly streaming down his face as he cried from the forced interaction. Sadly, the abuse was far from over.

‘Just let me go, I have a boyfriend.’ Jungkook cried out, trying to choke down sobs.

‘I know. Yugyeom right? I don’t care. He can have you once I’m done with you.’ Upon hearing that, Jungkook’s eyes widened both in fear and disbelief. His instincts finally kicked in and he started running off, but Taehyung wasn’t having it. He chased after him and pulled him back by his hair, making him scream out in pain. Then he slapped him so hard that he fell to the floor, once again reducing him to a sobbing mess. Proud of his ability to exert dominance, Taehyung smiled to himself and dragged him up by his hair, roughly throwing him against the desk he was previously sitting on. Jungkook was in a state of shock. He couldn’t make sense of what was happening. But he knew exactly what it was leading to. That revelation only caused him to cry out louder, unknowingly getting Taehyung more aroused in the process.

‘If you try to fight me, it will only make matters worse for you. Don’t make it hurt more than it needs to.’ Taehyung instructed. Jungkook realized that he wasn’t strong enough to fight him off and that it didn’t matter how loud he screamed or begged, nobody would save him. So he decided to cooperate as far as he could in an effort not to endure too much pain. Taehyung had him bent over the desk with his pants and boxers lowered when he took out a bottle of lube. Jungkook was softly whimpering, tears pouring down his face nonstop. As he felt the cold liquid on his rim, he let out a loud gasp.

‘I know this is your first time. Too bad Yugyeom didn’t fuck you first while he still had the chance.’ Taehyung grinned. He knew how wrong it was to abuse someone like that but he simply didn’t care anymore. Somewhere along the way, Taehyung’s conscience left the building. He had his sadistic boyfriend to thank for that. Taehyung was sexually tortured into the type of person that could only get off on pain and suffering. Regular sex was a concept he no longer took any pleasure in.

‘You have such a sweet little ass. I can’t believe nobody fucked this hole yet.’ Taehyung all but groaned. He was rubbing two of his lubed-up fingers on Jungkook’s rim, earning soft whimpers from him. Then he unexpectedly shoved them in.

‘AH!’ Jungkook jumped up, wincing at the pain.

‘Hold still!’ Taehyung demanded, fingering him mercilessly on purpose. The excitement he felt with Jungkook crying and squirming beneath him surprised him. Jungkook’s sweet and delicate features, his innocence and his stifled sobs, awakened Taehyung’s animalistic cravings. Let’s not forget that which started it all, RED LIPS! When he felt like Jungkook was prepped enough, he lubed up his member and positioned it at Jungkook’s entrance. Jungkook finally mustered up the courage to say something, even though he was pretty sure that there was nothing he could possibly say to change Taehyung’s mind.

‘Please, I’m begging you, don’t do this. I want my first time to be with Yugyeom.’ Jungkook pleaded, unable to choke down his sobs anymore. He thought about Yugyeom and cried even louder. Would Yugyeom even still want him after Taehyung wrecked him?

‘That’s cute. My first time was hell. Why should yours be any different?’ Taehyung retorted. Taehyung closed his eyes for a second, hating the monster he changed into. But he quickly dismissed that sentiment and gave into his twisted desires. He let out a low moan when he pushed his tip in, overwhelmed by the tightness of Jungkook’s virgin hole. Once Taehyung pushed his entire length in and started fucking away his virginity, it didn’t take long before Jungkook drifted out of consciousness, unable to handle the pressure and excruciating pain. Several seconds later, he regained consciousness only to discover that Taehyung was still brutally fucking into him. A part of him hoped that he would wake up to realize that he was having some terrible nightmare. Coming to terms with the fact that he was in fact being savagely raped made him scream out loud, crying, praying, begging Taehyung to stop. The pain was too much. The humiliation was too much. Why was this happening to him? What had he ever done to deserve such abuse? Taehyung gripped his hips firmly as he held him in place so he could fuck him hard and deep. The tightness was too much for him. He wanted to last longer but Jungkook’s virgin hole felt too good. Realizing that his climax was close, he started jerking Jungkook off. Not that he cared whether or not Jungkook enjoyed it. He simply wanted the satisfaction of making him cum when he was certain he didn’t want to. Being in control was an intoxicating feeling. With Taehyung repeatedly slamming into his prostate and jerking him off, Jungkook had no choice but to cum, absolutely hating himself for it. Soon after he came, Taehyung came as well, filling him up to the brim. After he came down from his high, Taehyung started getting dressed, all the while looking at Jungkook who was drifting in and out of consciousness. Suddenly he realized that he wanted Jungkook for himself. Nobody else was ever to touch him. Once fully clothed, he walked over to him, cleaned him up and helped him get dressed. Jungkook didn’t say anything. He was in a complete state of shock. In addition, he was severely exhausted from being mercilessly abused, he was in agonizing pain and he was positively dehydrated from crying.

‘I’m gonna take you home. It’s best you don’t mention this to anyone. I mean, why would anyone even believe you? And do you really want that kind of attention? For the rest of your life people will look down on you. Spare yourself any further humiliation.’ Taehyung said calmly, trying his best to manipulate Jungkook. Jungkook wanted to speak but his throat was sore from screaming at the top of his lungs for the past 20 minutes. Being the simple and naïve guy he is, he agreed with Taehyung, nodding in affirmation. Taehyung then drove him home.

Jungkook didn’t go to school the next day. Mainly because he felt like he was dying due to the pain he felt surging throughout his entire body. Also because he became depressed. Yugyeom called him a few times, but he would simply stare at his phone and start crying uncontrollably. His mother then walked into his room, interrupting his suicidal ideation. It was late in the afternoon and he hadn’t eaten all day, understandably.

‘Sweetie, are you feeling any better? Are you sure you don’t want to go to the doctor?’ His mother inquired kindly. Jungkook just shook his head.

‘Okay then. I’m making your favorite for dinner. You should really eat something. Oh and your friend from school came to check on you. I’ll send him in.’ His mother said, making Jungkook jump out of bed. What friend?! He almost died of a heart-attack when he saw Taehyung smiling at his mother before walking into his room. After Taehyung respectfully declined staying for dinner, his mother walked away. Taehyung then closed the door behind him. He looked at Jungkook who seemed to be on the verge of a mental breakdown.

‘You okay?’ Taehyung asked softly, almost making it seem like he cared. Jungkook wanted more than anything to lunge towards him and beat him to death! But he just sat back down on his bed, tears starting to stream down his face. Taehyung sighed and took a seat beside him.

‘Look, I think you should be with me.’ Taehyung said in all seriousness. Jungkook then stared at him in disbelief.

‘Think about it. Yugyeom won’t want to be with you after what happened. I can be very good to you, I promise.’ Taehyung smiled, taking Jungkook’s hand in his. It’s not that he cared about Jungkook, he simply wanted what he can’t have. However, being a master at manipulation, he made his concern seem genuine. Jungkook just pulled his hand away and moved further away from him.

‘Alright, just take some time to think about it.’ Taehyung suggested, getting up and walking towards the door. Before he left, he added, ‘Nobody wants damaged goods.’

The next day was Wednesday. Jungkook managed to get himself to school. His mother insisted that he either go to the doctor or school so he chose the latter. But more than anything, he just wanted to stay home, or jump off a building, either would work. How was he supposed to face Yugyeom? He was standing in front of his locker when he suddenly felt arms wrapped around his waist. Knowing who it was, he chocked down his sobs before turning around.

‘Kookie! I’ve missed you so much! I tried calling you several times, is everything okay? You look kind of sick? Are you sick?’ Yugyeom bombarded him with questions. While trying to think of something to say, he glanced up to notice a curious Taehyung staring at him. Jungkook felt hurt and cheap and no longer worthy of Yugyeom.

‘I’m fine. But there’s something you should know.’ Jungkook said as calmly as he could. He glanced at Taehyung again, who had a satisfied smile on his face. He was standing within earshot of them so he already knew that he won.

‘Okay, what’s up?’ Yugyeom asked, feeling slightly anxious.

‘I’m with Taehyung now.’ Jungkook blurted out. Yugyeom’s eyes widened in disbelief.  Seeing his reaction made Jungkook want to break down in tears, but he maintained his composure.

‘What! Are fucking serious?!’ Why?!’ Yugyeom demanded, tears welling up, making Jungkook die inside.

‘Yugyeom, I’m not good enough for you anymore.’ Jungkook whispered, his head lowered, his voice breaking, tears forming. Yugyeom then realized that something was very wrong.

‘Jungkookie, what happened? What did that bastard do to you?!’ Yugyeom asked, infuriated. Taehyung was done observing quietly and walked towards them. He took Jungkook by the hand and pulled him close, making Yugyeom’s blood boil in rage.

‘If you know what’s good for you, you’ll stay the fuck away from what’s mine.’ Taehyung threatened, staring deep into his eyes. Yugyeom felt his heart break as he saw Taehyung wrap his arm around Jungkook and Jungkook burying his face in the crook of his neck. Little did he know that Jungkook was merely trying to hide his tears from him. They then walked away together, leaving a confused and heartbroken Yugyeom behind.

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Jimin was taking the bus to his hometown. He was going to spend the weekend with his cousin Seokjin and his boyfriend Namjoon. The only reason he accepted Jin’s offer was because he wanted to spend some time with Yoongi. When Jimin told him that he made plans to meet with Yoongi but didn’t know how to actually go through with it, Jin graciously offered to plan a dinner for everyone on Friday. Jimin was actually really happy to be going away for the weekend. It would be a good distraction from everything. Jungkook had been acting strange all week. He seemed really distant all of a sudden. They barely spoke, let alone do anything else. Jimin realized after a couple of days that Taehyung had something to do with it. After Monday, Taehyung was absent throughout the remainder of the week. Jimin also noticed that Taehyung looked like a train ran him over. Although he was curious, he didn’t care. He absolutely hated Taehyung. But whatever was going on with him was affecting Jungkook and that did bother him. At least Jimin could be happy about the fact that despite Jungkook’s sudden change in behavior, he kept his promise. After his father returned from his business trip, he promised to look into the matter regarding Jimin’s mother. He also graciously offered her a small loan so she could pay some bills etc. The only thing Jimin currently stressed about was Yoongi. How would he face him?

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Jin was cooking. The thought of being in the same room with both Namjoon and Jimin, unsettled him to say the least. He felt like he betrayed them both. Jin had every intention of confessing his infidelity to Namjoon, however after they had sex that night, Namjoon insisted on getting engaged at the end of the month. Overjoyed, Jin kept his dirty secret. All he ever wanted was to spend the rest of his life with Kim Namjoon. Why should one stupid mistake ruin his entire life, he reasoned. The same was true regarding Jimin. Telling him what happened would only hurt him. Some things are better left unsaid.

‘Remind me again why your cousin is spending the weekend with us? There are better things to do on a Friday night other than babysitting.’ Namjoon said sarcastically. Jin simply smiled and rolled his eyes. After Jin turned his back to him, Namjoon’s expression changed a few shades darker. He hated that little tease called Park Jimin. At least he could take comfort in the fact that Yoongi would also be attending dinner. There were after all certain things they needed to discuss.

Dinner was delicious as expected. Seokjin was an excellent chef. The three of them were quietly eating, waiting for Yoongi to show up. Yoongi called to inform he would be late and that they should start without him. Every now and then Namjoon would furtively glance at Jimin and it made him uncomfortable.

‘Jimin, I’m surprised you’re still with Yoongi.’ Namjoon said, staring into his soul.

‘Why does that surprise you?’ Jimin asked curiously, trying to avoid his dark gaze. Namjoon smirked and thought to himself, ‘Because you and your cousin are both fucking sluts!’. When Jin gave him a stern look, he smiled at Jimin, shook his head and continued eating. There was a knock on the door, finally easing up the palpable tension. Jimin rushed to the door with a bright smile.

‘Suga!’ Jimin exclaimed joyfully. Hearing Jimin call him that brought the biggest smile on Yoongi’s face. They hugged for a few seconds before going in. Walking to the dinner table, Yoongi and Namjoon glanced at each other with a nod. That took Jimin by surprise. He didn’t know that they knew each other. Yoongi’s presence seemed to have livened up the atmosphere. Not that it came as a surprise to anyone, Yoongi had always been rather charming.

‘So Jiminnie, have you thought about what you want to study in college?’ Jin asked.

‘Um, I think something with merchandising.’ Jimin replied.

‘Oh good! You can work in advertising with me!’ Jin said with a bright smile.

‘It never ceases to surprise me just how much you two have in common.’ Namjoon noted, making everyone smile. Little did they know that Namjoon was secretly referring to the fact that both Jin and Jimin were cheating pieces of trash.

After dinner, Jimin and Yoongi went to the guest bedroom to talk. Yoongi was tired from working extra hours at his part-time job, so he jumped on the bed and lay down, letting out a deep sigh. Jimin quickly curled up next to him, feeling so comfortable in his arms. Yoongi stared at the ceiling, contemplating his entire life. Even if he was going through the worst time ever, he never let it affect anyone else. Being vulnerable was something he stopped doing a really long time ago. It was only when Jimin started lightly kissing his neck that he snapped out of his depressing thoughts. He closed his eyes and gave in to the pleasure. A good release might just be exactly what he needed in that moment. It didn’t take long before Yoongi was hard and desperate for Jimin to just make him cum. So he undid his pants and pushed Jimin’s head down his body, making him suck hard. At first Jimin had no objection to it, but when Yoongi firmly held his head in place so could roughly thrust in his mouth, that’s when it went wrong. Jimin couldn’t take it. Yoongi was being too rough. He was hurting him. Jimin started crying, gagging and desperately fighting to get away from him. Feeling like he was about to pass out, Jimin scratched Yoongi’s thighs, making him hiss loudly and pull away. It was only then that Yoongi noticed the sobbing mess otherwise known as Jimin.

‘Jimin, I’m sorry! Fuck! I’m so sorry!’ He apologized, carefully pulling him in for an embrace.

‘You promised never to be so rough with me again.’ Jimin cried, slowly resting his hands on Yoongi’s chest. Yoongi tried his best to comfort Jimin and not focus on his dick that started throbbing nonstop at the sight of Jimin sobbing. Then to his surprise, Jimin reached down and palmed his painfully erect cock.

‘I can still do it. Just be gentle.’ Jimin insisted. Yoongi stared at him lustfully and nodded. Jimin then started sucking him hard, but not hard enough. Yoongi closed his eyes and pictured what he really wanted. Then he thought about the hurt little crying Jimin. That image was enough to push him over the edge. After he came, Jimin got up and cleaned himself up. The question he decided to suddenly ask almost gave Yoongi a panic-attack.

‘How are things with Hoseok?’ He asked with a nervous smile. Yoongi felt like saying, ‘I don’t know, how are things with Jungkook, you cheating whore?’. But of course he figured he should play it cool. For a brief moment he pondered whether or not he should mention that he had sex with Hoseok. Then he figured, there are so many things Jimin already doesn’t know, let’s just add that to the list.

‘Things are normal I guess. How about you, seeing anyone?’ Yoongi asked, curious to find out if Jimin would actually lie to his face. Jimin felt his face flush a dark red. Should he tell him about Jungkook? Or should he do the easy thing and LIE?

‘Uh, not really.’ Jimin said with his head lowered, a clear indication of lying. Yoongi smirked and got out of bed.

‘Where are you going?’ Jimin inquired as he saw Yoongi reaching for the doorknob.

‘I need to discuss something with Namjoon.’ He replied. Jimin was confused. How did Yoongi even know Namjoon?

‘Discuss what?’

‘I’m thinking of applying for an internship at the law firm where he works.’

‘I didn’t even know you were interested in law.’ Jimin pointed out, feeling like there was something everyone else seemed to know besides him.

‘There’s a lot you don’t know about me.’ Yoongi said with a straight face.

‘Like what? That you’re seeing Hoseok now?’ Jimin accused. Yoongi felt like throwing him out of a fucking window. He’s been fucking around with Jungkook and then he has the audacity to question his loyalty! , Yoongi thought to himself.

‘Jimin, I’m not. You’re the only one I want.’ He lied. They both smiled at each other, Yoongi walked out and Jimin sat there questioning his sanity.

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‘You were right.’ Namjoon said as Yoongi walked into his study, closing the door behind him.

‘Of course I was.’ Yoongi replied, taking the glass of scotch Namjoon handed him.

‘Why are you doing this?’ Namjoon questioned curiously.

‘I’m just trying to help you out.’ Yoongi explained, taking a sip.

‘This is not a good place to talk.’

‘Let’s meet up tomorrow night.’ Yoongi suggested.

‘I already have plans tomorrow night.’

‘Yeah? With whom?’

‘A very sexy guy, so I don’t want to cancel.’ Namjoon grinned, trying to hide his real connection to this guy.

‘Interesting. Anyone I know?’

‘I doubt it. If he knew you he would tell me.’

‘What’s his name?’ Yoongi asked curiously.

‘Kim Taehyung.’

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Jungkook was driving over to Taehyung’s house. He hadn’t seen him since Monday morning and he needed some answers. Technically he had weekend plans with his family, but seeing Taehyung first was more important to him. Ever since Taehyung apologized and cried in front of him, he couldn’t stop thinking about him. It was also hard to dismiss the fact that Taehyung seemed awful. To top it all off, Taehyung got Jimin’s mother fired for some reason. Just what was Kim Taehyung up to? He carefully chose not to mention Taehyung’s involvement to Jimin, not knowing how he would react. Also Jungkook felt he should know Taehyung’s side of things first. Hiding things from Jimin had started to become a habit. How was he supposed to mention that he recently got back involved with Yugyeom? It’s not that Jungkook was afraid to tell him, it was just that he didn’t want to have to explain everything that happened. Could he really open up to Jimin about the worst, most traumatic experience of his life? When Yugyeom noticed that he and Taehyung were no longer together, he jumped at the chance to reminisce. Nothing even remotely sexual has happened between them yet, but they would both be lying if they said they weren’t craving it. It was probably going to happen the following night, if Jungkook accepted Yugyeom’s request to go on a date. He hadn’t given him an answer yet and it was driving them both crazy. Being with Yugyeom would be too painful. Jungkook was afraid it would constantly remind him of the horrible past. When he parked in front of Taehyung’s house, he sat in his car trying to compose himself. How could he fall in love with him after he abused him? Jungkook stopped questioning his sanity and walked to the front door. After a few knocks, his father answered.

‘Jungkookie! It is so good to see you. It’s been a while.’ His father said with a smile. However, Jungkook could see a lot of pain in his eyes.

‘Yeah, I’ve been so busy preparing for midterms. Uh, I came to check up on Tae. I noticed he hasn’t been at school all week.’ Jungkook explained. Taehyung’s father seemed like he was about to lose it. But he tried his best to keep his frustrations to himself.

‘That’s nice of you. He’s not well. But maybe you can change that. Go right ahead, he’s in his room.’

Jungkook smiled politely and walked towards Taehyung’s room. ‘He’s not well?!’ What was that supposed to mean? The look on Mr. Kim’s face was confusing enough, but then the way he said it. Jungkook seriously needed some answers. He took a deep breath and opened the door. Taehyung was in bed, headphones on and staring at his phone. When Jungkook slammed the door shut, he jumped up, taking off his headphones and setting his phone down. Jungkook felt relieved that he didn’t seem as awful, the color had returned to his face, but he still seemed depressed.

‘How do you feel? Your dad said you’re not well.’ Jungkook asked, taking a seat next to him.

‘My dad doesn’t know shit.’ Taehyung retorted.

‘Tae, I need to ask you a few things.’ Jungkook said nervously.

‘Sure.’ Taehyung saying that so calmly, surprised Jungkook. Something was definitely wrong with him, well, more than the usual.

‘Why did you get Jimin’s mother fired?’

‘Same reason I do everything else, because I can.’ Usually when saying something like that, Taehyung would have a smug grin on his face. But he just maintained that indifferent, expressionless look and it was starting to tug at Jungkook’s heart.

‘Why did you apologize to me? Why were you crying?’ Jungkook then asked, his voice breaking, fighting back his tears. But that stopped working when tears started streaming down Taehyung’s face.

‘Because Jungkookie, I never should’ve hurt you.’ Taehyung whispered, afterwards wiping his tears.

‘Then why did you? WHY DID YOU?!!’ Jungkook shouted, a fountain of tears pouring out of his eyes. Taehyung couldn’t handle the confrontation. He was not in the right frame of mind to process such an outburst. So he walked to his bedroom door and opened it, motioning for Jungkook to leave.

‘Please leave me alone.’ He said softly, almost pleading. But Jungkook wasn’t having it. He demanded an answer. Determined to get it, he walked up to him, slammed the door shut and shoved him against it, firmly holding him in place.

‘No, don’t look away. I thought you liked this kind of thing.’ Jungkook growled, revealing a dark side Taehyung was previously unaware of. Taehyung tried to push him away, but Jungkook grabbed his wrists. It was then that his eyes widened, his heart stopped beating and he stepped back almost falling over.

‘Tae, what the fuck is this?!’ Jungkook asked, shocked to his very core. Taehyung pulled his hands away and tugged at the long sleeves carefully hiding the fresh scars on his wrists. He didn’t say anything, but the endless stream of tears spoke for themselves. Jungkook didn’t know how to respond so he pulled him close and hugged him as tight as he could. Taehyung became a sobbing mess in his arms and Jungkook couldn’t help but feel deep concern and affection for him.

After they both calmed down from crying, they lay in bed. Jungkook simply held him in his arms and ran his fingers through his hair. No matter how badly Jungkook wanted to know what happened, maybe Taehyung wasn’t ready to talk about it yet. So he did the best thing he could and comforted him. Seeing Taehyung in that condition just made Jungkook want to forget all the hatred he felt for him. Taehyung was running his hand up and down Jungkook’s chest and abdomen. Jungkook was peacefully enjoying it until Taehyung unexpectedly cupped his crotch.

‘Do you wanna do it?’ Taehyung asked, looking deep into his eyes. Jungkook knew he shouldn’t and he honestly didn’t even want to, but how do you reject someone recovering from a suicide attempt? He took too long to respond so Taehyung decided to sweeten the deal.

‘I’ll let you top.’ Taehyung said with a lustful smile, massaging Jungkook’s growing erection. Now how was the horny bastard A.K.A. Jeon Jungkook supposed to turn down that offer?

‘Tae I want to, I do, but I need to go. I have plans with my family.’ Jungkook replied, finally thinking with his head and not his dick for once. Taehyung pulled away from him, disappointed.

‘Look, why don’t we hangout tomorrow night?’ Jungkook offered, willing to reject Yugyeom for him, go figure.

‘I already have plans tomorrow night.’ Taehyung replied.

‘Okay, then how about I call you on Sunday?’ Jungkook asked with a cute bunny look. Taehyung had to smile at his overwhelming cuteness.

‘Okay.’ He agreed. Afterwards they hugged and Jungkook left to meet with his family. In any other case, Taehyung would’ve easily cancelled his plans for Jungkook. But he just had to meet with Namjoon.

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Yoongi was laying in bed, lights out, loud music blasting from his stereo. He simply stared up at the ceiling, trying to drown out his mother arguing with her boyfriend so he could organize his thoughts. His mother always did have the worst taste in men, but that was the least of Yoongi’s concerns at the moment. Namjoon agreed to meet with him after his appointment with Taehyung. Taehyung was one of the guys that abused Jimin. Why was Namjoon meeting with him? Did Namjoon know something he didn’t? Should he be worried? He desperately needed some answers, which is why he didn’t think twice about cancelling his plans with Jimin. That was particularly easy to do, given that he didn’t feel like seeing that little slut anyways. Although it would be nice to teach him a lesson. Yoongi thought about how satisfying it would feel to hold down his small crying frame and repeatedly ram his cock inside of him. That image made him smile, bite his bottom lip and cum for the second time in Hoseok’s mouth. Hoseok then looked up at him with a smile, proud of his accomplishment.

‘Who said you could stop?’ Yoongi said with a straight face. Hoseok nodded and sucked on his dick again, enjoying every second of pleasuring Yoongi. Yoongi laid his head back and grinned as he felt his dick get hard again. ‘Damn, Hobi is really good at sucking dick!’ , Yoongi thought to himself. After a few minutes of lustfully moaning on his dick again, Hoseok stopped sucking and looked up at him, his eyes pleading.

‘Aren’t you gonna fuck me? Please?’ Hoseok begged. Yoongi glared at him darkly. He wasn’t in the mood. He just wanted Hoseok to make him cum.

‘If you’re not gonna suck, you can leave.’ Yoongi retorted.

‘No, I’ll do whatever you want! It’s just that..’ Hoseok started saying but stopped, sighing in frustration.

‘What?’ Yoongi asked, clearly exasperated.

‘Do you still care about Jimin?’

‘I suppose a part of me always will.’ Yoongi admitted.

‘WHY?!’ Hoseok shouted, making Yoongi’s eyes widen in disbelief at his sudden outburst.

‘You shouldn’t be with that slut! He doesn’t deserve you! You should be with me..’ Hoseok continued, almost crying at the last part. Yoongi simply stared at him, clearly irritated.

‘Are you done? How ‘bout you put that mouth to good use again.’ Yoongi demanded. Hoseok sniffed, fought back his tears and went back to work. He knew that he shouldn’t let anyone treat him like that, but he couldn’t help it. His obsession with Min Yoongi had gotten out of control a long time ago. It had gotten to the point where he simply had to have him to himself. Anyone who tried to get in the way of that, would have to suffer the consequences. That meant you Park Jimin!

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Jungkook was anxiously waiting at the restaurant where he agreed to meet Yugyeom. It had been quite some time since he bothered to dress-up. Going on fancy dates was something he only did at the start of his relationship with Taehyung. Maybe that’s why he stayed with Taehyung for so long. Because he had a way of making Jungkook feel special and important. Sure, he would brutally fuck him on a regular basis, but he always made up for it in the most unique ways. The real reason Jungkook stayed with Taehyung is because he truly believed that Taehyung did love him on some level.

‘Kookie!’ Yugyeom almost shouted joyfully, interrupting Jungkook’s thoughts. Jungkook smiled and did his best not to pull away when Yugyeom leaned in to kiss him. Feeling Yugyeom’s lips on his own sent a rush down his spine, reminding him of his first kiss.

‘Damn, you look really good!’ Yugyeom pointed out, taking a seat across him. Jungkook blushed and took a moment to take in Yugyeom’s appearance. He had to admit that the boy looked really hot.

‘Thanks, you look great. You always do.’ Jungkook said with a smile.

‘Is that why you left me for Taehyung?’ Yugyeom remarked. Jungkook looked away, clearly upset. If only he could tell Yugyeom the truth.

‘I’m sorry. I promised myself I wouldn’t bring it up. Let’s just leave that in the past, okay?’ Yugyeom asked, taking Jungkook’s hand with a smile. The rest of their date went great, until Jungkook got a text he simply couldn’t ignore. Upon receiving said text, he calmly explained to Yugyeom that he would have to cut their date short.

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Taehyung was sitting in the sleazy bar where he agreed to meet Namjoon, simultaneously texting and checking out the hot waiter. While reading the text that said ‘You’re gonna beg me to stop.’ , Taehyung couldn’t help but chuckle. The hot waiter then approached his table.

‘Good evening sir. Can I get you anything?’ The waiter kindly asked. Taehyung took a moment to take in his gorgeous features, then he read his nametag and smirked.

‘BamBam? Aren’t you too sexy to be a waiter?’ Taehyung flirted. The waiter blushed, but his expression suddenly changed when Namjoon approached the table. Namjoon was rather popular in those parts and not in a good way. After he took a seat, he gave BamBam a stern look, indicating that he should leave. Taehyung was slightly disappointed to watch that beautiful boy go.

‘Alright Taehyung, I’m not staying long. Like I said, I have another appointment.’

‘Right. Who are you meeting?’ Taehyung asked, curious.

‘A friend, Min Yoongi.’ Namjoon answered. Taehyung raised an eyebrow, surprised.

‘Isn’t that Jimin’s boyfriend?’

‘Well, one of them.’ Namjoon scoffed. He really hated that little slut Jimin. Namjoon was about to say something when he noticed Taehyung lustfully staring at the hot waiter.

‘What, you wanna hit that? I’m pretty sure he’s straight.’ Namjoon assumed.

‘Even if he is, not a problem.’ Taehyung grinned, knowing that he had a way of making the straightest of men question their sexuality.

‘Whatever, here’s your assignment.’ Namjoon said firmly, handing him an envelope. He was about to get up and leave but Taehyung stopped him by asking the most infuriating thing.

‘You’re not gonna ask me how it was?’ Taehyung smirked.

‘Careful Tae, you’re headed down a dangerous path.’ Namjoon growled, unable to stop images of Taehyung fucking Jin from flooding his mind. Taehyung smiled and nodded, dropping the issue, fearful of upsetting Namjoon. When Namjoon left, Taehyung opened the envelope.

‘Jung Hoseok?’ Taehyung read out loud, confused.

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‘Why do you look like shit?’ Namjoon inquired.

‘I’m fucking exhausted. Did you know it was possible to cum three times in a row?’

‘Of course it’s possible.’ Namjoon chuckled.

‘How was your meeting with.. um, what’s his name?’ Yoongi asked, trying to hide the fact that he knew who Taehyung was.

‘Taehyung. It was fine. So how did you know Jin was cheating on me?’

‘Runs in the family.’ Yoongi smirked, carefully choosing his words in an effort not to reveal too much information.

‘So what’s your next step?’ Namjoon asked.

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After what felt like an eternity of driving way past the speed limit, Taehyung finally got home. It was really late and he was tired, but none of that mattered when he saw Jungkook’s car parked in his driveway. It had been quite some time since Taehyung felt such a rush of excitement. He quietly entered his house and rushed to his bedroom to find a eager Jungkook waiting for him on his bed. The first thing Taehyung noticed was that Jungkook was rather well-dressed.

‘Did you get all dressed up for me?’ Taehyung asked, already knowing that there was another reason behind it.

‘Uh, yeah.’ Jungkook lied. He had no intention of bringing up Yugyeom. When Taehyung texted him to ask if he still wanted to meet up, he was hesitant at first. But when Taehyung sent him a second text saying, ‘I wanna feel your cock in my ass.’ , well what was the horny bastard otherwise known as Jeon Jungkook supposed to do? Taehyung didn’t push the issue. He just wanted Jungkook to fuck his pain away. So he practically jumped on him, smashing their lips together. Jungkook didn’t hesitate in lifting him up and throwing him on the bed, quickly climbing on top of him. Before he kissed him again, he stared into his glistening eyes.

‘I still get to top, right?’ Jungkook asked. He could feel the pre-cum leaking out of his throbbing dick when Taehyung blushed with his gaze lowered, licked his lips and nodded. To Jeon Jungkook, there was nothing sexier than discovering a submissive side to Kim Taehyung.

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Taehyung woke up, dizzy and disoriented, not sure if he was still alive. His entire body ached. The overwhelming soreness made him flinch as he tried to move away from Jungkook. Sadly the pain left him feeling paralyzed. He was lying flat on his stomach, naked with a Jeon Jungkook on top of him. Taehyung let out a soft whimper when he moved his hand down his abused hole. Jungkook really did a number on him. The concept of “hate-fucking” was something Jungkook was a little too familiar with. Without hesitating, without showing him any mercy, Jungkook brutally fucked Taehyung for hours. However, Taehyung didn’t object to any of it. He knew he deserved it after everything he put Jungkook through. And he would be lying if he said he didn’t enjoy it, at first. After a couple of hours of relentless pounding however, Taehyung wanted to stop, but Jungkook wouldn’t have it. So Taehyung gave in to his sudden, insatiable desire. Being sore, disoriented and lost in thoughts, Taehyung didn’t notice Jungkook waking up. It was only when he felt some movement and Jungkook suddenly pushing his tip in his already abused hole that Taehyung came to his senses.

‘AH! JUNGKOOK! WHAT THE FUCK!’ Taehyung couldn’t take it. The soreness made it unbearable. What had gotten into Jungkook? Didn’t he already get enough the night before when he brutally fucked into him for hours? Taehyung wasn’t having it, or so he thought. When Jungkook simply chuckled and pushed in more, that’s when Taehyung realized he couldn’t stop him.

‘WAIT! Jungkook. Fine, fine, do it. But you can’t just push in dry like that.’ Taehyung explained in an effort to at least ease some of the pain he would have to endure.

‘Of course I can. Besides, don’t worry, you’re still moist from my cum.’ Jungkook said with a smirk. Then he pushed his entire length in, making Taehyung whimper.

‘Sure I am. You only came in my ass FIVE-FUCKING-TIMES!’ Taehyung screamed out as Jungkook started slamming into him, not holding back in the least. The oversensitivity was killing Taehyung. His already sore and abused walls were trembling around Jungkook’s throbbing dick. The pain and overstimulation was slowly making him feel numb, both physically and mentally. Yet he still managed to smile when he felt Jungkook cum. The suffering was finally over, or so he thought. Jungkook then got off of him with a loud sigh, slapping his ass with a smirk, making Taehyung roll his eyes, annoyed.

‘What do you say we take a much needed shower?’ Jungkook suggested.

‘I can’t move, bitch!’ Taehyung sneered. Jungkook scoffed and walked up to him. Then he picked him up and carried him like a baby koala bear to the bathroom. Taehyung smiled to himself, enjoying that cute moment. The cuteness ended however once they got inside the shower. As soon as Jungkook turned on the water, he held Taehyung against the wall and started fucking into him again. Taehyung was then certain that Jungkook’s dick would be the death of him.

‘AH FUCK! Jungkook, wait. No, no, please. Stop. I can’t take it anymore.’ Taehyung begged.

‘Yes you can. Look how easily my dick is sliding in and out of you. Fuck! So fucking hot!’ Jungkook moaned as he looked down at his member thrusting in and out of Taehyung’s overly abused hole.

After what felt like an eternity of hardcore shower-sex, Taehyung and Jungkook were in his living room watching TV. Jungkook had a smug, satisfied smile plastered on his face and Taehyung wanted more than anything to slap it off. At least he could take comfort in the fact that Jungkook was finally done with him, or so he thought. He was about to say something when his father and step-mother walked in, both smiling. They were relieved to see him doing better. It had been a rather difficult week, especially for his father who felt guilty. A part of him knew he should’ve intervened a long time ago. The fear of losing his only child who he loved more than anything was more than he could possibly handle.

‘Taehyungie, your mother and I are having brunch with some friends. Do you boys need anything?’ His father asked with a smile. His smile only grew wider when Taehyung actually smiled back at him.

‘We’re fine, thanks.’

‘Okay son. We’ll be back in a couple of hours. And Jungkook, thank you.’ His father said, his voice almost breaking at the last part. He knew Jungkook played a vital part in Taehyung’s sudden recovery. Jungkook smiled and nodded. The moment they left, he pulled Taehyung into his lap and started kissing him aggressively.

‘Wait-Wait-Wait! Jungkook, you have successfully fucked my brains out. Can we please just do something else?’ Taehyung pleaded, certain that he would die if Jungkook fucked him again.

‘Alright fine, but what am I supposed to do with this?’ Jungkook grinned, moving Taehyung’s hand down to his erection. Taehyung’s eyes widened in disbelief. How was it even possible for him to be hard again? Was he just hard all the time?!

‘Just let me suck it.’ Taehyung offered, desperately trying to literally spare his ass. Jungkook nodded and lowered his pants and boxers. Taehyung quickly got to work, sucking him hard and fast. He just wanted to make him cum fast so it would all be over. At least long enough for him to get some rest. Jungkook leaned his head back and closed his eyes. The guilt started pouring in. Deep down he knew how wrong it was to take advantage of Taehyung like that. The guy was hurt and vulnerable due to his recent suicide attempt and all Jungkook wanted to do was fuck him into space. He couldn’t help that Taehyung’s fragile state aroused him so much. The satisfaction of getting back at him for everything was just too intoxicating. And the guilt quickly vanished once he remembered how good it felt to be inside of him.

‘This isn’t working, I need your ass.’ Jungkook demanded. Taehyung didn’t say anything, he simply started undressing. Once naked, he slowly lowered himself on Jungkook’s dick, tears streaming down his face the second he felt his tip push into him. It was then that Jungkook knew he took things too far, but he still couldn’t stop. However, when he started thrusting, Taehyung started sobbing and it tugged at his heart.

‘Last time, I promise.’ Jungkook assured, pulling him closer and kissing him tenderly. In an effort to at least make him enjoy it a little, he started jerking him off.

‘No, no, don’t.’ Taehyung cried, trying to push his hand away.

‘You’re going to cum for me.’ Jungkook insisted, batting his hand away and stroking him faster. Taehyung was in too much pain. Having an orgasm would only make matters worse since he was already severely exhausted. There was simply no strength left in him. However Jungkook was determined to make him cum. Eventually Taehyung had to give in to the stimulation. After the most painful orgasm he ever had, he felt like he was about to faint. Jungkook came shortly after. They were both panting loudly, trying to catch their breath, Taehyung in particular.

‘Taehyung, I love you.’ Jungkook whispered, staring into his eyes with affection. Upon hearing that, Taehyung pulled Jungkook close and cried with his face buried in the crook of his neck. That was the first time Jungkook ever said that to him. And Taehyung desperately needed to feel loved. In that moment, nothing else mattered, because Taehyung felt safe and loved, which is everything he always wanted.

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Jimin was busy packing up his things. He really did enjoy his weekend with Seokjin. Yes, being around Namjoon was awkward to say the least, but Jimin didn’t care. That weekend really provided him with some clarity. It was so good to spend some time with Yoongi, even if Yoongi seemed to be acting strange. Unexpected strange behavior wasn’t exactly something new when it came to Min Yoongi. Jimin was meeting him for lunch. And he decided to tell him the truth about everything. Whatever the consequences would be, Jimin would just find the strength to face them. He was done with all the lies and secrecy.

‘Hey ChimChim, done packing?’ Seokjin asked with a smile as he walked into the guest bedroom.

‘Yep, all done.’ Jimin replied. Jin then smiled and took a seat next to him on the bed. It then occurred to Jimin to try and get some answers out of him.

‘Jin, why does Namjoon hate me?’

‘Jiminnie, he doesn’t hate you.’ Seokjin replied.

‘Yes, he does!’ Jimin scoffed.

‘Okay fine. He thinks you’re a little too flirty. Says you’re a tease.’ Jin chuckled. Hearing that made Jimin chuckle as well. Why did Namjoon even think that? Because he flirted with his ex-boyfriend Jackson at a party once?

‘I guess I should work on that then.’ Jimin joked, making them both burst out in laughter.

‘How do Namjoon and Yoongi know each other?’ Jimin inquired after the laughter stopped.

‘Oh, Namjoon said that Yoongi wants to apply for an internship at his law firm.’ Jin answered. Jimin was not satisfied with that answer. It just seemed a little too vague and rehearsed, the makings of a good lie. But it became clear to Jimin that Jin knew just as little as him.

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Yoongi was anxiously waiting for Jimin to show up at the café. While waiting, he was going through some pictures in his phone. Pictures from approximately three years ago, when he was actually happy. But then he had to ruin it, the same way he ruined everything good in his life. Then he re-read some of his recent texts and he couldn’t stop himself from welling up. As he read them again one by one, just like he had been everyday since he received them, tears started streaming down his face. *Why can’t you just love me back?* *I can’t live without you.* *Please reply?* *GOODBYE.* How long had it been since he cried? Seeing Jimin walk in with a smile quickly made him wipe his tears and put his phone away.

‘Hey, are you okay?’ Jimin asked while taking a seat. Yoongi seemed really sad and his face was flushed like he had been crying. Which was something he never did, so naturally Jimin was concerned.

‘I’m fine. But there’s something I have to tell you.’ Yoongi said in a deep tone.

‘Okay. There’s something I have to tell you too.’ Jimin confessed.

‘Relax Jimin, I know about your thing with Jungkook.’ Yoongi interjected. Jimin’s eyes widened in shock. How could he possibly know that? He was so caught off guard that he was rendered speechless. When he failed to provide any kind of response, Yoongi continued.

‘I also know that he and Taehyung drugged and abused you a few weeks ago.’ Upon hearing that, Jimin was certain that he was having some kind of a stroke. Speechless yet again, Yoongi continued.

‘I think that’s what really pisses me off. I mean, why the fuck would you start seeing the guy that raped you?! Are you fucking stupid?! Man, you and Jungkook have some serious issues.’ Yoongi scoffed, letting out a dark chuckle. By then, Jimin was already drowning in his own tears. Never before had he noticed such an overpowering darkness in Yoongi. His deep tone of voice, his dark glare, the fact that the concept of rape was humorous to him.

‘How do you know all of this?’ Jimin whispered, chocking down his sobs. Yoongi stared at him blankly, not sure if he should confess everything.

‘There’s something I never told you. Well, there are lots of things I never told you. But this is something you should know.’ Yoongi confessed, making a crying Jimin look up at him with curiosity.

‘There’s someone I’m in love with. Someone I’ve always been in love with. And it’s NOT you.’ Yoongi acknowledged. Jimin felt his heart sink. After deciding to tell Yoongi about Jungkook, after deciding to end things with Jungkook so he could be with Yoongi, how was he supposed to process that? But more importantly, how did Yoongi know all of that and who is this mystery guy he’s in love with?

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Taehyung was sleeping in the backseat. His father was driving him to his grandparents. It had only been four months since his mother died. Taehyung’s father didn’t know how to cope with his own grief, let alone help Taehyung cope with his. So he decided to let Taehyung spend the summer vacation with his grandparents. A change of scenery might just be what the grief-stricken boy needed. Also it would provide his father some time alone to process his pain. Losing his mother at the young age of fifteen was tragic indeed. Mr. Kim was struggling with the GPS when Taehyung woke up. The grandparents moved around a lot to keep their retirement exciting. The town they recently moved to was one Taehyung had never been to before.

‘Dad, why am I spending the entire vacation with grandma and grandpa?’ A sleepy Taehyung asked.

‘It might be fun, right? It’s been a while since you spent some time with them.’ His dad replied with a cursory smile.

‘Sure.’ Taehyung said with his gaze lowered, clearly upset to be away from his father for the coming three months.

‘Hey lighten up, there might be cute girls there. Or boys.’ His father smiled.

‘Wait, you know I’m bisexual?’ Taehyung asked, surprised.

‘Yeah. Your mother told me.’ His father replied, his voice slightly breaking. Upon hearing that, Taehyung bit down on his lip to stifle his sobs. He missed his mother terribly. She was his best friend.

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Taehyung woke up bright and early the next day. The town his grandparents were living in at the time didn’t seem remotely interesting to Taehyung. But they convinced him not to jump to any conclusions and to do some exploring. Reluctantly, he agreed to do so. After having a healthy and nutritious breakfast, he headed out to do some exploring. Since it was considered a safe neighborhood, Taehyung insisted on venturing out alone. He was in a charming little café getting an iced-coffee when he saw him. Taehyung was frozen in his place. All he could do was stare at him. Never before had he seen such a beautiful creature. The beautiful creature was talking and laughing with some friends, completely unaware that a love-struck Taehyung was intently staring at him. His gorgeous dark hair, his glowing porcelain skin, his gummy smile. It was only when the cashier nudged him to take his change that Taehyung snapped back to reality. Unfortunately, when Taehyung turned back around, he was gone. Desperate to find him, Taehyung rushed out of the café and looked around, but he was nowhere to be seen. Disappointed, Taehyung walked to the basketball court his grandfather told him about. It was right next to a youth center where Taehyung was hoping to interact with people his own age. When he got to the basketball court, he felt a rush of excitement like never before. The beautiful creature was there! With a boxy smile, Taehyung happily observed him playing basketball. His heart almost stopped beating when they suddenly made eye-contact. It was only for a second but the intensity nearly killed him. After the game, Taehyung mustered up the courage to approach him. The beautiful creature vacantly stared at him while he walked up to him.

‘Hi, I’m Taehyung.’ He blushed.

‘Congratulations.’ He retorted. Taehyung was a bit disappointed that he was being rude, but since he had already started planning their wedding in his mind, he decided to keep trying.

‘Um, you’re a really good basketball player.’ He pointed out, making the shorter male smile.

‘Is that why you’re following me?’ The shorter male scoffed.

‘What?! I’m not following you! I don’t even know you!’ Taehyung countered.

‘Exactly! You don’t know me, so stay away from me.’ He sneered. Then he left with his friends, leaving a disappointed Taehyung behind.

Taehyung couldn’t sleep that night. All he could think about was that beautiful basketballer that could probably do well in the NBA. If only he wasn’t so short. Taehyung then chuckled. For someone so cute and short, he sure acted like a bad-ass. Then he started thinking how he could approach him again. He would probably find him on the basketball court again, but how should he talk to him? What should he say? Usually Taehyung would go to his mother for advice. The pain of not being able to do so anymore was too much to bear. Eventually he cried himself to sleep, like he had been, almost every night since his mother died.

The next day Taehyung went back to the basketball court, happy to find his crush there. But he didn’t approach him. When the shorter male noticed him intently observing him yet again, it almost seemed like he blushed, but Taehyung couldn’t tell for sure due to the distance between them. The following two days Taehyung did the same thing. He went to the court, watched him play and then left without approaching him. Then on the third day, something unexpected happened. Taehyung was walking home, satisfactorily slurping his blueberry slush when he was suddenly pulled into an alley. His eyes widened in disbelief when he realized it was his crush who dragged him into the alley and slammed him against the wall, firmly holding him in place. For someone shorter than him, he certainly knew how to overpower him, much to Taehyung’s surprise.

‘What do you want? Why are you stalking me?’ He demanded.

‘I just wanna know you.’ Taehyung whispered, his gaze lowered.

‘Why? Pretty boy like you, can’t you find yourself a girlfriend?’ He mocked.

‘You think I’m pretty?’ Taehyung blushed. Yes, that was the only thing he heard. The shorter male couldn’t help but stare into his glistening eyes, realizing how truly beautiful Taehyung was. Then he snapped out of it and loosened his grip on him. He scoffed and started walking away.

‘Wait! Please tell me your name?’ Taehyung pleaded, making him turn back around.

‘Yoongi.’ He answered and then left. Taehyung couldn’t help but smile throughout the remainder of the day, trying to figure out how he could get that name tattooed on his chest.

It had become something of a daily ritual for Taehyung to go to that basketball court. Why else would he be there yet again? When Yoongi noticed him that day, Taehyung was certain that he saw him blush. However, when he started walking towards Taehyung, his euphoria immediately changed into panic. They stood rather close and it almost seemed like Yoongi was looking up at Taehyung’s lips.

‘Are you really just gonna sit and watch everyday?’ Yoongi asked with a slight smirk.

‘Yes. I don’t have anything better to do.’ Taehyung chuckled, making Yoongi chuckle as well.

‘Play with us.’ Yoongi insisted. Taehyung smiled and nodded. It was the most fun he had in a really long time. Since his mother got sick, it was like he had forgotten how to laugh. Being with Yoongi that day reminded him of fun and laughter, making it one of the most memorable days of his life. After the game, the pair of them went to get some food.

‘It’s so cool that you live in the capital. I wanna move there someday.’ Yoongi said.

‘You don’t like it here?’ Taehyung asked. Yoongi looked away for a few seconds. He absolutely hated his life. Taehyung realized that it was a sensitive topic so he dropped it.

‘What else do you like to do for fun?’ Taehyung inquired with a smile, finally making Yoongi smile again.

‘How ‘bout I show you?’ Yoongi offered. Taehyung graciously accepted. There was only one rather prestigious hotel in that town. Yoongi held Taehyung by the hand and brought him to the rooftop. The view was incredible. It felt like being on top of the world. There was a certain serenity to it. Taehyung smiled brightly as he looked down at what seemed like the entire world stretched out before him. Yoongi stared at his smile, the sunlight shining on his already sun-kissed skin. He wondered if there could possibly be anything more beautiful.

‘This is awesome!’ Taehyung exclaimed. Yoongi chuckled at his overwhelming cuteness.

‘Yeah, I love it here. It’s nice and quiet.’ Yoongi admitted. Taehyung noticed his expression change at the last part. Yoongi preferred the quiet rooftop to the constant arguing back home, but Taehyung didn’t need to know that. Taehyung couldn’t contain his feelings anymore. That moment was too perfect, that setting was too perfect and the view couldn’t get any better. He knew that he wanted their first kiss to be right then and there. Mustering up all the courage he had, he wrapped his arms around Yoongi’s waist and moved closer to him.

‘What are you doing?’ Yoongi asked, puzzled. Taehyung started freaking out. Was Yoongi just being friendly? Did he not like guys? What should he say?!

‘Shit, I’m so sorry! I thought that maybe you liked me. Do you not like guys? Shit! I’m sorry, I’m so sorry!’ Taehyung rambled as he moved away from him. Yoongi chuckled yet again at his overwhelming cuteness.

‘Relax. I do like you.’ Yoongi confessed with a smile. Taehyung let out a loud sigh. He could breathe again.

‘Then why won’t you kiss me?’ Taehyung asked in a soft voice. Yoongi’s smile faded away as he tried to come up with a good enough answer.

‘Tae, you shouldn’t be with me. I’m not good for you. I’m not good for anyone.’ Yoongi replied, whispering the last part. The hurt look on his face made Taehyung’s heart sink. That’s when Taehyung marched up to him and kissed him so passionately that Yoongi couldn’t hold his tears back anymore. Because he had never been shown that kind of affection before. Yoongi wrapped his arms around him and held him so close that it felt like they were one. They both wanted that moment to last forever. In that moment, as they stood above the world, wrapped in each other’s arms, they felt safe and happy, which was everything they wanted. When they finally broke the kiss, they panted for air and stared into each other’s eyes. Tears were still streaming down Yoongi’s face. He reached out his hand and softly caressed Taehyung’s face.

‘You’re so beautiful.’ He whispered. Taehyung let out a sob and pulled him in for an embrace. As Yoongi held him tight, running his fingers through his hair, Taehyung cried on his shoulder, finally letting someone comfort him. Was this love?

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Two weeks later, on a warm Wednesday afternoon, the boys were in Taehyung’s bedroom. His grandparents went out to do some shopping. They lay in bed, wrapped in each other’s arms. The past couple of weeks were spent playing basketball, getting junk-food and making out on that hotel rooftop. It was the best two weeks for the both of them. Taehyung smiled to himself as he rested his head on Yoongi’s chest, just listening to his heartbeat. To him it was the most soothing sound.

‘Yoongi, how come we’re in the same grade? You’re sixteen.’ Taehyung asked.

‘I had to repeat a year. I missed too much school and couldn’t catch up.’ Yoongi answered.

‘Oh, how come?’

‘Couple of years back, I was in a really bad car accident. Took me a while to recover.’ Yoongi explained, his expression changing at that awful memory.

‘I’m so sorry. What happened?’ Taehyung inquired curiously even though he noticed the somewhat angered look on his face.

‘I was in the car with my dad, he was drunk, we collided with a truck.’

‘Seriously?! I can’t believe your dad would do that!’ Taehyung stated.

‘Not like it’s the worst thing he ever did to me.’ Yoongi scoffed, being reminded of all the awful things his drunk, abusive father did to him. Taehyung couldn’t handle the idea of him being hurt and sad. So he climbed on top of him and started kissing him aggressively, trying to make him forget his pain. Yoongi pulled him closer and deepened the kiss, making Taehyung moan softly when he started grinding his growing erection against his own. Then he flipped Taehyung unto his back, all the while not breaking the kiss. When he started grinding harder against him, Taehyung wrapped his legs around him, desperately seeking more friction. By then Yoongi started moaning into the kiss as well.

‘Ah! Yoongi…’ Taehyung all but moaned when Yoongi pinned his hands above his head and started leaving a trail of wet kisses along his jawline, neck and collarbone. Taehyung had his head thrown back and his eyes closed. He was in an absolute state of ecstasy. It was the first time he ever experienced that kind of pleasure. But then Yoongi suddenly stopped and jumped out of bed.

‘What’s wrong?’ Taehyung asked, confused.

‘Tae, I can’t do this.’ Yoongi answered in a soft tone, not even looking at him.

‘No, it’s okay. I want my first time to be with you.’ Taehyung assured. Yoongi then looked at him, on the verge of tears. He couldn’t take his virginity. He knew he shouldn’t and he knew he wasn’t good enough.

‘No. Your first time should be special. And I’m not good enough for you.’ Yoongi confessed, lowering his gaze again.

‘Will you just stop! Seriously, stop! Why do you keep saying that?!’ Taehyung shouted, tears streaming down his face. Taehyung wanted nothing more but to love him past his pain. Seeing Taehyung cry made Yoongi cry as well. He was about to approach him with a hug when Yoongi simply marched off without saying a word. A part of him wanted to open up to Taehyung about his pain and misery, but he felt too ashamed. How could anyone love someone so damaged and broken?

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A week went by and Taehyung was positively losing his mind. He hadn’t seen or heard anything from Yoongi since the day he stormed out of his room in tears. Taehyung went to the basketball court every day only to be disappointed. Yoongi never told him where he lived, so Taehyung had no way of finding him. And he wasn’t responding to any of his calls and texts. While his grandparents were talking and laughing, trying to cheer him up, Taehyung was just blankly playing with his food, thinking of Yoongi. For some reason he suddenly felt his heart skip a beat. Then he turned around to see Yoongi walking into the restaurant with his family presumably. They made eye-contact and Taehyung felt like bursting out in tears. He wanted nothing more but to rush towards him, feel his warm embrace. But Yoongi looked away and walked towards a table with his family. After suffering in silence for a few minutes, Taehyung received a text. His face immediately lit up as he rushed outside to find Yoongi waiting for him in the alley behind the restaurant. Without hesitating, Taehyung smashed their lips together. He chocked down a sob when Yoongi wrapped his arms around him and deepened the kiss. It was in that moment that Taehyung realized he was irrevocably in love with him.

‘Why did you disappear on me like that?! I was going crazy!’ Taehyung gasped, trying to catch his breath. Yoongi stared into his deep brown eyes.

‘I’m sorry.’ He whispered.

‘No, that’s not good enough! I need a real explanation.’ Taehyung demanded.

‘Fine. I love you. But if you knew the truth about me, you wouldn’t love me and I can’t handle that.’ Yoongi confessed. Taehyung grabbed him and kissed him so hard that it physically hurt, but neither of them cared, they just wanted each other.

‘Yoongi, I’m so in love with you, it’s like I can’t breathe.’ Taehyung confessed upon breaking the kiss.

‘But if you knew the truth…’

‘Stop.’ Taehyung interjected. ‘I don’t care. I just want you.’ He continued. Yoongi then finally smiled and caressed his face.

‘You’re so beautiful.’ Yoongi whispered, then pulled him in for a soft, yet intense kiss.

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The weekend following their rather intense confrontation in that alley was a particularly memorable one. It was a Friday night and it was raining. What a perfect and romantic setting. The boys were in Taehyung’s bedroom, kissing intensely in bed.

‘Take your clothes off.’ Yoongi instructed as he broke the kiss and moved away a bit. Taehyung’s eyes widened. He did want it to happen, but the last time he tried going down that road with Yoongi, it didn’t end so well. The fear of something going wrong again made Taehyung reluctant.

‘Are you sure?’ He asked. Yoongi nodded.

‘Do we have everything we need?’ Taehyung inquired in a soft voice. He was clearly nervous and frankly unsure about what they even needed. His nervous expression made Yoongi chuckle. Would that boy ever stop being so adorable?

‘Don’t worry. I’m not gonna fuck you. I just wanna make you feel good.’ Yoongi explained. Taehyung had absolutely no idea what he meant but he started undressing nonetheless. Once naked, he anxiously lay down on his back, his heart racing. Yoongi stared at his naked body for several seconds, admiring his gorgeous features.

‘You won’t take your clothes off?’      

‘No. I don’t need to.’ Yoongi replied.

‘But, I wanna see you.’ Taehyung insisted. Yoongi closed his eyes and sighed. He didn’t want Taehyung to see him naked, not in that condition. But he still gave in to his request and undressed. Tears started streaming down Taehyung’s face when he realized why he was hesitant.

‘Does your dad do that to you?’ Taehyung cried, referring to all the bruises. Yoongi lowered his gaze and nodded. He felt so embarrassed. Taehyung pulled him on top of him and kissed him. After a few minutes of intense kissing, Yoongi moved down his body, kissing and caressing every inch. Taehyung let out a loud gasp when Yoongi took his throbbing member in his mouth. He was reduced to a moaning mess as Yoongi sucked him hard and fast, taking him all the way down his throat.

‘Ah Yoongi.. mmph. No, no wait!’ Taehyung tried to move away from him when he realized he was about to climax, but Yoongi gripped his hips, holding him in place, sucking him harder.

‘Ah fuck!’ Taehyung moaned, forced to cum in Yoongi’s mouth. After he calmed down from his high, he looked at Yoongi who stared at him with a smug grin. That was the single most exhilarating experience Taehyung ever had.

‘Damn, if I knew you taste so good, I would’ve done this a long time ago.’ Yoongi smirked, making Taehyung blush.

‘Can I do it to you?’ Taehyung offered.

‘No, you don’t need to.’ Yoongi declined. But Taehyung wanted to make him feel just as good.

‘Then will you fuck me? Really it’s okay. I want you to.’ Taehyung assured. Yoongi’s expression changed yet again. He knew he shouldn’t, but he would be lying if he said he didn’t want to.

‘I’m not going to do that. Not now, not ever.’ Yoongi said in a firm tone.

‘Why not?’ Taehyung demanded. ‘You don’t want me?’ He continued, disappointed.

‘Tae, of course I want you. I’m just afraid of hurting you.’ Yoongi explained. Taehyung was positively confused.

‘Why would you hurt me?’ He asked, frustrated. Yoongi could feel his dark urges rising up. In his mind he thought, ‘Because it’s the only way I enjoy sex.’. But he knew he could never admit that to Taehyung. So he just got out of bed and started getting dressed, not saying a word. Taehyung had just about had enough of Yoongi shutting him out. While Yoongi was busy with his belt, Taehyung walked up to him, got on his knees and started undoing his pants.

‘No Tae, don’t.’ Yoongi sighed, trying to fight off his urges. But Taehyung didn’t stop. Once he took Yoongi’s swollen member in his hand, he looked up at him and smiled.

‘Seems like you want me to.’ Taehyung grinned, then started licking the tip. Yoongi let out a soft moan. He knew he shouldn’t give in to the pleasure. He couldn’t lose control, not with Taehyung. Even though Taehyung had never given anyone a blowjob before, he had watched enough educational gay-porn, so he was doing a pretty decent job. Which of course made it damn near impossible for Yoongi to resist. As Taehyung kept sucking him hard, moaning on his dick, Yoongi felt all his dark and twisted desires rising up. All he wanted in that moment was to hold Taehyung down and ram his cock inside of him, reducing him to a crying, whimpering mess. But he couldn’t, he had to resist.

‘Tae stop, please. I can’t hurt you.’ Yoongi said, moving away from him. But Taehyung wanted him to take his virginity more than anything. And given that he was unaware of his dark desires, he was determined to make it happen. So he walked to his bed, lay on his stomach and spread his legs apart as far as he could.

‘Please? I want this.’ Taehyung moaned, resting his hands on his mounds so he could spread them, revealing his pink pucker. Yoongi stood frozen in his place, staring at Taehyung’s pink little virgin hole. His breathing rapidly increased as he was slowly losing the will to restrain himself. Without realizing it, without saying anything, he walked towards him. Taehyung then smiled to himself, eager to finally get what he wanted. The lewdest moan escaped his lips when he felt Yoongi’s tongue penetrating him. It was so pleasurable that Taehyung could feel the pre-cum leaking out of his throbbing dick. Then he suddenly felt two fingers pushed inside of him. The pleasure quickly changed into pain. But he was determined to have sex with Yoongi, so he quietly endured it. It took all the strength Yoongi had to carefully take the time and prepare him properly. All he wanted was to repeatedly ram his cock inside of him till he came, but he refused to hurt him. Taehyung meant everything to him. He was the only person that ever loved him. When he pushed a third finger in however, Taehyung let out a loud gasp. That was too much for him to handle. The pain was too much. He couldn’t hold his tears back anymore.

‘Ah! Yoongi! No, that hurts too much.’ Taehyung cried. Seeing him cry awakened Yoongi’s twisted desires.

‘Stop crying.’ Yoongi breathed, unknowingly thrusting his fingers faster and faster. He rolled his eyes back and moaned, getting so aroused at the sound of Taehyung sobbing.

‘Yoongi stop! Please I can’t take it!’ Taehyung screamed, trying to move away from him. But Yoongi pulled him back and fingered him harder, making him scream louder.

‘What’s wrong? You were begging me for this!’ Yoongi growled. He lost all sense of control. Taehyung finally stopped screaming when Yoongi pulled his fingers out. Of course it only got worse when Yoongi climbed on top of him and thrust his entire length in. Taehyung let out a loud gasp as Yoongi thrust into him in one quick motion, making him take every inch. Not giving him any time to adjust to his size, Yoongi started slamming into him, not holding anything back. Taehyung was squirming and whimpering beneath him, getting Yoongi incredibly aroused and he absolutely hated himself for it. Taehyung couldn’t understand what was happening. Even in his worst nightmares, never did he think his first time would be like that. All he felt was agonizing pain as Yoongi mercilessly stabbed into him. Tears started streaming down Yoongi’s face when he felt his orgasm getting close. He was getting off on abusing the boy he was in love with and he never hated himself more, yet he still couldn’t stop. Feeling that familiar sensation building up, he started going faster, making Taehyung scream loudly again.

‘Yoongi please…’ Taehyung begged, sobbing uncontrollably.

‘Shut the fuck up.’ Yoongi whispered into his ear, pulling his head back by his hair. A few seconds later, he came inside of him, moaning loudly as he rode out his orgasm. After he came down from his high, he regained his senses. He broke down in tears upon seeing a wrecked and sobbing Taehyung slowly reaching his hand down to his abused hole. Shocked by his own actions, Yoongi jumped up, slowly walking backwards till his back met the wall. Seeing Taehyung in that state, seeing what he reduced him to, made Yoongi slide to the floor, weeping uncontrollably with his face buried in his hands. He hated himself, he hated his father, he hated everything. What was supposed to be the most beautiful moment in their relationship, had forever been destroyed.

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  Taehyung spent the entire next day in bed. He was hurt and confused on various levels. The previous night was an absolute nightmare. Maybe it was the pain and frustration, but he had trouble remembering what happened after Yoongi was done abusing him. He vaguely remembered Yoongi crying on the floor, then whispering something to him and at some point Taehyung assumed he covered him with a blanket and left. The first thing Taehyung woke up to was a text from Yoongi. It was a very long and detailed apology. Taehyung didn’t comment on any of it, but he sent him a text in which he invited him over. Despite everything, Taehyung wanted to see him. Moreover, he wanted a face-to-face explanation. His bedroom door slowly opened and a flustered Yoongi walked in reluctantly. Taehyung then sat up and stared at him, tears streaming down his face. Seeing Taehyung’s tears made Yoongi break down in front of him. He fell to his knees, lowering his head, sobbing.

‘Taehyung, I’m so sorry. I can’t tell you how much I hate myself for hurting you.’ He cried.

‘Why did you?’ Taehyung whispered, choking down his sobs.

‘Pain is all I know. It’s what defines me.’ Yoongi replied, finally looking up at him. Taehyung could see the pain and shame in his eyes. He knew Yoongi had a difficult life, but he underestimated just how difficult. Deep down he knew Yoongi was a good person and that he loved him. It was just his miserable circumstances in life that left him with a dark and twisted side. A side he evidently had very little control over. When Taehyung simply stared at him blankly, trying to organize his thoughts, Yoongi continued.

‘I can never forgive myself for hurting you. So I’ll stay away from you. You won’t ever have to see or hear from me again.’ He said, getting up. He wiped his tears and was about to walk away when Taehyung grabbed his hand.

‘Don’t leave me. I can’t live without you.’ Taehyung cried. Yoongi meant everything to him. And Taehyung knew that he wasn’t to blame for his sadistic tendencies. Hearing him say that, seeing him cry, it stirred something in Yoongi’s heart. He palmed his face and kissed him tenderly.

‘I have to do this. I won’t hurt you again.’ He stated upon breaking the kiss.

‘If that’s what you want then I’m okay with it. I can be whatever you want me to be. Just please stay.’ Taehyung pleaded. He knew of course how unhealthy it was to be that in love and obsessed with someone, he simply didn’t care. All he wanted was Yoongi.

‘NO! THAT’S NOT HAPPENING!’ Yoongi shouted. Then he caressed Taehyung’s face and continued, ‘Taehyungie, nobody should ever hurt you.’

‘Yoongi, I just want you. I need you.’ He confessed. Yoongi then let out a loud sigh and got into bed with him. He held him close and kissed and caressed him tenderly as Taehyung cried in his arms. It was a mistake and he knew it. But what was he supposed to do? Taehyung had no idea what he was getting himself into, yet he didn’t care. Neither of them seemed to care at that point. They were in love. Being in love can drive one insane.

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Taehyung was doing much better after just a short week of being back with Jungkook. It seemed as though he was back to his old self. Nothing made his father happier than seeing him getting back in his old routine. It also seemed as though the cruel, somewhat upsetting features of his personality had faded away. Or had he just gotten better at hiding them? Since Taehyung was doing so well, his father allowed him to have a party. Taehyung invited the entire senior class to attend. He even invited several people that weren’t even from his school. It was Saturday night, the night of the party and Taehyung was in bed with an eager Jungkook between his legs. Taehyung simply smiled to himself as Jungkook sucked on his length. The past week was incredible. He actually felt happy. His relationship with Jungkook had never been better. It almost seemed like they were a real and ordinary couple. Completely avoiding Jimin turned out to be surprisingly easy since he had the same intention. Jimin quietly kept to himself, rarely saying or doing anything, avoiding both Jungkook and Taehyung. Taehyung couldn’t help that Jimin’s sudden depressed state brought him a great deal of satisfaction.

‘Jungkook, we should really start getting ready.’ Taehyung sighed regrettably while Jungkook playfully sucked him, savoring the taste.

‘Hmm, how bout I lick here?’ Jungkook teased, moving his tongue down to Taehyung’s rim.

‘AH FUCK!’ Taehyung moaned as additional pleasure suddenly radiated throughout his body. ‘I guess we have a few more minutes.’ He continued. Jungkook then smiled and sucked on his rim, softly moaning and stroking his own length.

‘Why do you seem to enjoy that so much?’ Taehyung chuckled.

‘I guess I just really like the taste.’ Jungkook replied, looking up at him with a seductive grin. Upon hearing that, Taehyung threw his head back and started stroking his length faster. After a few minutes, they both came, ‘showered’ together and got ready for the party.

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Along with everyone else in his class, Jimin was also invited to Taehyung’s party. Considering what happened to him at Taehyung’s last party, he had no intention whatsoever of going. But Jimin figured that it might be the perfect opportunity for him to get some answers out of him. It was difficult to approach him at school since Jungkook was suddenly attached to his hip again. Jimin couldn’t understand why Jungkook suddenly ignored him and got back together with Taehyung. True, Jimin had every intention of ending things with him, but that was before Yoongi confessed certain things to him. Along with his confessions, Yoongi made it clear that he didn’t want to be with Jimin anymore. Broken down and depressed, Jimin reached out to Jungkook for comfort, only to be completely ignored. He tried calling and sent him several texts once he got back home Sunday night. But there was no response. When he got to school on Monday, he saw Jungkook and Taehyung passionately making-out in the parking lot. Seeing that made his already broken heart break down into smaller pieces. Everything had gotten so complicated and Jimin couldn’t make sense of any of it. When he got to the party, it was already pretty chaotic. The music was loud, everyone seemed drunk, people were spontaneously running around, laughing, jumping in the pool. None of which was considered unusual for a Kim Taehyung party. Jimin was walking around, trying to avoid the chaos, looking for Taehyung. He froze for a second when he saw a familiar face. Curious, he decided to approach him.

‘Hey. What are you doing here?’ Jimin inquired with a smile. The slightly taller male seemed upset with his presence. He sighed in annoyance before he replied, not even looking at him.

‘I was invited. What do you think?’ He scoffed.

‘Wait, you know Taehyung?’ Jimin asked, curious. The taller male simply rolled his eyes, let out a loud sigh and walked away. His rude behavior set Jimin off, but he didn’t think too much of it. The only reason he was there, was to confront Taehyung. Jimin continued walking around, trying to find Taehyung, but to no avail. It occurred to him to check the bedrooms, but he feared it would bring back too many painful memories. Then he suddenly felt someone grab his arm and pull him away. Amongst the crowd and chaos, he couldn’t make out who was dragging him as he continuously bumped into people, some even spilling their drinks on him. He tried screaming at the person and fighting him off, but it was too loud and he was too strong. Finally he was led into a spacious office, presumably Taehyung’s father’s. The mysterious aggressor closed the door behind them and turned around with a bright smile.

‘I was gonna take you to a bedroom, but they’re all occupied.’ He giggled, clearly drunk. Then he moved closer to a shocked Jimin and pulled him close.

‘Jungkook, what are you doing?!’ Jimin demanded, moving away from him when he tried to kiss him. ‘You’ve been ignoring me all week! And aren’t you back with Taehyung?’ He continued.

‘Yeah, and? Doesn’t mean we still can’t mess around… when he’s not around. Hah! That rhymes!’ Jungkook sniggered.

‘Okay, you’re drunk and I’m leaving.’ Jimin said in a firm tone, reaching for the door only to have Jungkook bat his hand away.

‘Stay for a minute. Why are you even here if it’s not to let me fuck you? That’s what you really want right? You miss my dick in your ass baby?’ Jungkook smirked seductively, moving closer to Jimin who was walking backwards till his back met the wall. It sent shivers down his spine when Jungkook softly caressed his face. Despite everything, Jimin’s body still craved his touch.

‘Jungkook, I just want to talk to Taehyung for a minute.’ Jimin whispered, trying to mask his sudden arousal. Jungkook stepped back a little and let out a loud sigh.

‘Is this about him getting your mom fired?’

‘WHAT?!’ Jimin shouted, startling Jungkook. ‘HE DID THAT?!’ He continued.

‘Uh,… I don’t know…, uh…, I’m not sure, exactly.’ Jungkook mumbled, the intoxication making it hard for him to lie properly. Jimin then shoved him aside and marched off, enraged. He was walking past several rooms in that narrow hallway when he suddenly stopped upon hearing Taehyung’s familiar deep voice. It was coming out of his bedroom. Jimin closed his eyes and fought back his tears, being reminded of what happened the last time he was in Taehyung’s bedroom. But he had to go in. He had to get some answers. At first he was hesitant, fearful of interrupting something, but when he realized Taehyung was on the phone, he slowly opened the door and went in.

‘What the fuck are you doing here?’ Taehyung demanded, incredulous. ‘Let me call you right back, okay? Yes, I promise.’ Taehyung said to the caller then hung up. He then stared deep into Jimin’s soul with his arms crossed, waiting for an answer.

‘Who was that on the phone? Yoongi?’ Jimin asked with a straight face, making Taehyung’s eyes widen in disbelief. ‘That’s right. I know everything now.’ He continued.

‘Shut the fuck up Park! You don’t know anything.’ Taehyung sneered.

‘Why did you get my mom fired Taehyung? WHAT THE FUCK DID I EVER DO TO YOU?’ Jimin shouted, tears streaming down his face, unable to contain his emotions anymore.

‘And you think you know everything.’ Taehyung smirked, shortly after which he burst out in laughter. Jimin couldn’t help but notice the same darkness he saw in Yoongi, in Taehyung.

‘Why?’ Jimin whispered, tears still falling. Taehyung scoffed and walked towards him. Then he shoved his small frame against the door and held him in place. Jimin had his head lowered. He didn’t have the strength to fight him off or to even look up at him as he quietly cried.

‘I’ll tell you what. I’m gonna get your mom her job back. Hell, I’ll get her a better job!’ Taehyung smirked. Jimin then finally looked up at him, his eyes red and watery.

‘Really?’ Jimin asked in a soft tone.

‘Sure! Why not? I just have one condition.’ Taehyung grinned. Jimin then felt the fear and anxiety pouring in. What could he possibly have to offer Kim Taehyung?

‘What do you want?’ Jimin inquired, his voice slightly shaking.

‘Get on your knees.’ Taehyung whispered as he moved closer to him, their lips almost touching. Although Jimin was completely caught off guard, he didn’t hesitate in doing as he was told. Once he was on his knees, Taehyung undid his pants and took out his swollen member, gently brushing the tip against Jimin’s thick lips. If Jimin wasn’t already attractive enough, seeing him as a sobbing mess, made Taehyung want him more than he ever had. Jimin let out a chocked sob as he tried to move his face away, making Taehyung bite down on his lip while looking down at him, feeling so incredibly aroused.

‘You know what to do.’ Taehyung breathed, feeling his pre-cum moistening Jimin’s thick lips. Reluctantly, Jimin opened his mouth and let Taehyung thrust his length in. Taehyung didn’t hold back in the least. He threw his head back and moaned loudly as he repeatedly shoved his throbbing dick down Jimin’s throat, making him gag and cry harder than he ever had. The sound of Jimin sobbing and whimpering on his dick, the endless stream of tears pouring down his face, the feeling of him continuously gagging as Taehyung forced his dick further down, it all seemed to drown Taehyung in mind-altering pleasure. Understandably, it didn’t take very long in order for Taehyung to cum. Once he did, he moved back and did his pants, all the while conceitedly grinning at a coughing, crying Jimin.

‘So my mom will have her job back right?’ Jimin coughed, his throat sore and in unimaginable pain. Every breath he took, physically hurt. He wiped his tears and got up, staring at Taehyung, waiting for a confirmation.

‘Of course. I keep the promises I make. You can get out now.’ Taehyung said in a serious tone, turning his back to him and reaching for his phone.

‘Some guys are just lucky.’ Jimin mumbled under his breath.

‘What?’ Taehyung questioned, facing him.

‘You have everything. This house, this life. Jungkook… Yoongi.’ Jimin bit down on his lip as he whispered Yoongi’s name.

‘I don’t have Yoongi.’ Taehyung retorted, instinctively pulling down on his sleeves to make sure the scars on his wrists were carefully hidden. Jimin looked up at him with a puzzled expression.

‘He told me he’s in love with you. That you’re the only one he’s ever loved.’ Jimin explained, his hatred and jealousy being obvious in his tone of voice. Taehyung blankly stared at him for several seconds. Just what exactly did Park Jimin know now? At a loss for words, he simply gestured for Jimin to leave. The second he left, Taehyung grabbed his phone and dialed Yoongi’s number. Jimin wasn’t the only one in desperate need of some answers.

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Hoseok was driving home. Normally, he wouldn’t drive a few towns over for a party. But since it was the weekend, he didn’t mind. And in any case, how was he supposed to turn down a personal invitation from Kim Taehyung? It was mildly upsetting to run into Jimin there though. Nonetheless, Taehyung seemed like a great guy and Hoseok was excited to work together with him. The assignment seemed a bit shady, but Hoseok let his curiosity get the best of him. Besides, how often does he get assignments in the capital? All he had to do now was make sure Yoongi didn’t have a problem with it. Hoseok smiled to himself as he realized he was getting anxious for no reason. Why would Yoongi have a problem with it? He didn’t even know anyone in the capital, did he?

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Jimin was in his kitchen having breakfast. He couldn’t sleep the previous night. All he could think of was everything that happened at Taehyung’s party. Would Taehyung really keep his word? And of course, despite Taehyung’s attempt at hiding it, Jimin noticed the scars on his wrists. Is that why he seemed so awful about a week ago? Obviously Jimin couldn’t ask about it. But he couldn’t help but feel curious. Then there was the issue with Jungkook. Jimin missed him, a lot. On top of everything, Yoongi dumped him. The loneliness and rejection was too much for him to bear. It was only when his mother rushed into the kitchen that he realized he had been crying. Not wanting to worry her, he quickly wiped his tears and composed himself.

‘Jiminnie! You won’t believe what just happened!’ His mother exclaimed joyfully, her smile brighter than it had ever been. ‘My office just called. I have my job back! They apologized and even offered me a pay raise to make up for it! Isn’t that great? I start back tomorrow!’ She continued, her excitement going through the roof. Jimin’s eyes lit up as a bright smile spread across his face.

‘Mom, that’s great! I’m so happy for you. For us.’ He responded with a sweet smile.

‘Thanks sweetie. I know how worried you’ve been. But we’re gonna be okay now.’ She assured, walking up to him and giving him a kiss on his forehead. Jimin let out a soft sigh as his mother hugged him. At least he could have some peace of mind. Finally seeing his mother happy again made him feel much better. So Kim Taehyung was actually a man of his word.

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After a long drive, he finally reached his destination. Taehyung carefully parked his car across the street of the apartment building Yoongi lived in. When they talked on the phone the previous night, Taehyung was overcome with the sudden urge to see him. After his “incident”, Yoongi tried contacting him several times. But Taehyung was too mad at him. It was after all his fault that Taehyung even got to such a dark place. Hearing Yoongi’s voice however, had too much of an effect on him. With a slight bit of hesitation, he went inside. Just a couple of knocks on his front door and Yoongi eagerly opened it. He had been expecting him.

‘Taehyung, I’m so glad you’re here. Come on in.’ Yoongi said with a gummy smile. He seemed genuinely happy to see him. Taehyung slowly walked in, all the while maintaining a stern expression.

‘You home alone?’ He asked in his deep voice.

‘Yeah, my mother is at work and my little sister is at her boyfriend’s house.’ Yoongi replied. He could tell Taehyung was still really upset with him, understandably. Yet he didn’t hesitate in taking his hand and leading him to his bedroom. After he closed the door, he wrapped his arms around him and started kissing his neck softly.

‘Baby I’m so sorry. Please let me make it up to you.’ Yoongi whispered into the crook of his neck, holding him tight. Taehyung simply stood there with a blank expression.

‘Where were you when I needed you?’ Taehyung demanded.

‘Tae, I’m sorry. I was in a bad place and I didn’t know how to deal with it. I’m so sorry.’

‘Whatever, I’m over it.’ Taehyung retorted, pushing him away.

‘Baby, don’t say that. I love you. I need you.’ Yoongi confessed, staring into Taehyung’s eyes with remorse and affection. Taehyung was positively confused. He hadn’t seen that side to Yoongi in a really long time. And he couldn’t help that it tugged at his heart.

‘There was a time, not so long ago actually, when I would’ve given everything to hear you say that. But now, I don’t know what to say.’ Taehyung admitted, his expression softening a little.

‘Then don’t say anything.’ Yoongi said in a seductive tone as he got on his knees in front of him. Taehyung simply leaned his head against the door and closed his eyes. Yoongi didn’t suck him hard and fast like he normally would, he took his time, savored his taste, gently stroked and caressed him while softly moaning on his dick. Witnessing Yoongi’s soft side made the experience so intense and pleasurable for Taehyung.

‘Ah, I’m gonna cum.’ Taehyung moaned, shortly after which he released in Yoongi’s mouth. After he did, Yoongi wiped his mouth and stood up, seductively smiling at him. Caught up in the moment, Taehyung grabbed him and kissed him aggressively. They both started moaning into the kiss, pulling and tugging at each other’s clothes. Yoongi moved his hands down to his mounds and squeezed them tight.

‘Wanna get on the bed?’ Yoongi breathed, roughly massaging Taehyung’s firm mounds. Taehyung came to his senses and moved away.

‘I gotta get going.’ Taehyung said as he fixed his jeans.

‘Why? What’s wrong?’ Yoongi asked, puzzled.

‘Look, I just need some time to figure some things out.’ Taehyung explained, reaching for the door. Yoongi simply nodded, disappointed. He understood that after everything he put Taehyung through, asking for some time, was him being incredibly reasonable.

‘Before I go, we need to talk about something.’

‘Sure. What is it?’ Yoongi inquired curiously.

‘Kim Namjoon.’ Taehyung replied in all seriousness.

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Jimin was finally smiling again. To celebrate his mother getting her job back, she made them a special breakfast to start off a great day. Since his mother was happy again and they didn’t have to worry about financial debt, Jimin decided to simply focus on the good. That of course changed when he felt a tap on his shoulder.

‘Hey, can we talk for a sec?’ Jungkook asked in a soft tone. Jimin turned around and tried hard to hide the fact that he felt nervous. Why did Jungkook always have to look so good? And Jimin couldn’t deny that he really missed Jungkook’s touch.

‘Sure, what’s up?’ Jimin responded, trying not to stare at him too obviously.

‘It’s about the party…’

‘Look Jungkook, I get it. You were drunk.’ Jimin interjected.

‘It’s not just that. I’m sorry for suddenly ignoring you and not even giving you a heads up about getting back with Taehyung.’ Jungkook confessed.

‘It’s fine. I guess I should just get used to people choosing Taehyung over me.’ Jimin said softly, his gaze lowered.

‘Jimin, I really like you. That hasn’t changed. Tae just really needs me right now. And despite everything, I really care about him.’ Jungkook explained. Jimin knew that Jungkook and Taehyung had a lot of history. And he knew Jungkook was referring to Taehyung’s suicide attempt when he pointed out that he needed him. Taehyung also had a lot of history with Yoongi. Why was it that everyone Jimin wanted, preferred Taehyung?

‘I really like you too. Not that it matters anymore.’ Jimin replied. Jungkook then slowly leaned towards him and lightly kissed him on the cheek. That kiss sent shivers down Jimin’s spine. He had to bite his lip to keep himself from letting out a moan. Jungkook then smiled at him and ran his fingers through his hair. In order to hide his frustration and sudden arousal, he nervously smiled back. When Jungkook walked away, Jimin could feel his heart sink. Little did he know that Jungkook craved him just as much. But Taehyung meant much more to him and he couldn’t abandon him in his time of need.

Jungkook was walking to class, lost in deep thoughts. Talking to Jimin had a strange effect on him. It took all the energy he had to maintain his composure when his lips touched Jimin’s soft skin. In all honesty, he missed Jimin’s soft, delicate body wrapped around him. Everything got a lot more complicated when someone familiar suddenly grabbed his arm.

‘I’ve been calling you. And what the hell Jungkook! Are you seriously back with Taehyung?’ Yugyeom demanded.

‘Look, I’m sorry. But yes, I am back with him. I can’t do this.’ Jungkook explained.

‘Jungkook, why do you keep doing this to me? What do I have to do? I just wanna be with you. There was a time when you wanted that too. Remember?’ Yugyeom said in a soft tone, gently pulling Jungkook closer and caressing his face. Jungkook was actually giving in to it, but then he suddenly noticed Taehyung carefully observing them with his arms crossed, clearly enraged. So he moved away, disappointing Yugyeom yet again and walked towards Taehyung.

‘Tae, I’m sorry.’

‘What are you apologizing for exactly? Yugyeom? Or Jimin?’ Taehyung asked with a straight face.

‘Um, both?’ Jungkook replied with a bunny smile, pulling Taehyung closer, softly brushing his lips against his earlobe. ‘None of that matters anymore. It’s just you and me, okay?’ He whispered, lightly kissing his neck afterwards. The school bell rang so Taehyung gently moved him aside.

‘We’ll discuss this later.’ Taehyung stated, after which he walked to class. Jungkook felt nervous, rightfully so.

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‘Now class, for your final history assignment I’m going to divide you up into pairs. Kim Taehyung, you’re with Park Jimin.’ The history teacher said. Jimin’s head suddenly popped up and he looked over to Taehyung who was quietly smiling to himself. Why was the history teacher complicating his life even more? After class, Jimin had every intention of rushing out, only to have Taehyung stop him.

‘Park!’

Reluctantly, Jimin turned around and walked towards him.

‘Come over to my house this afternoon. We’ll start working on the assignment.’ Taehyung instructed. Jimin was screaming internally as he blankly stared at him. Since he felt too anxious to speak, he simply nodded and walked away. His heart was racing as he slowly walked to his next class. Just the mere idea of going back to that house. It seemed that every time he went over there, he suffered some form of abuse. What would happen to him next?

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Jimin could feel his heart beating in his throat as he walked up to Taehyung’s front door. He honestly didn’t know what to expect and it greatly unsettled him. It wasn’t like he could simply blow off the assignment, not if he wanted to graduate that year. So he decided to do away with the sad little Jimin and muster up some courage. It was about time he started standing up for himself. The days of people using him to their advantage were over. As he walked in, the maid instructed him to go to Taehyung’s room. Reluctantly, he opened his bedroom door and walked in. Taehyung was seated at his desk, busy on his computer.

‘Why are you watching straight porn?’ Jimin inquired curiously.

‘I’m bisexual.’ Taehyung replied, turning around to face him.

‘Really?’ Jimin asked in disbelief.

‘Yeah.’

‘So have you ever been with a girl?’ Jimin asked softly, his curiosity getting the best of him.

‘Of course I have.’ Taehyung chuckled.

‘Oh, anyone I might know?’

‘Maybe. Do you know Yugyeom’s girlfriend?’ Taehyung smirked.

‘Yugyeom? Who is… Oh wait, I think he’s in my biology class. Good-looking guy, kinda keeps to himself? You fucked his girlfriend?’ Jimin asked, the judgment being obvious in his tone.

‘I had to. He tried to fuck my boyfriend.’ Taehyung said, trying to pass that off as a good excuse.

‘Wait, what?! You mean Jungkook?!’ Jimin questioned, his eyes widening in disbelief.

‘There’s so much you don’t know.’ Taehyung sighed. ‘And try not to look so scared.’ He added.

‘Right, I can just trust you now.’ Jimin stated sarcastically.

‘Look, I need to do well on this assignment. I want to graduate. So let’s just keep this about history, okay?’ Taehyung requested, patting the extra seat next to him. Jimin nodded and took the seat next to him. They worked hard on the assignment for a couple of hours, accumulating information and sorting through it. Then they decided to take a little break when the maid brought them some refreshments.

‘Taehyung can I ask you a personal question?’ Jimin asked, slightly anxious.

‘No.’ Taehyung retorted. He then looked at Jimin who went back to writing down key points. ‘Fine, what?’ Taehyung sighed.

‘Jungkook… do you love him?’ He asked in a soft tone. Taehyung looked away for a few seconds before responding.

‘Of course I do.’

‘Then what about Yoongi?’ Jimin inquired.

‘What are you, my fucking therapist?! It’s complicated okay!’ He sneered. Jimin thought he’d ride out his sudden burst of courage, so he kept on inquiring.

‘This complicated too?’ Jimin asked, trailing his index finger over Taehyung’s wrist. Instinctively, Taehyung pulled his arm away, staring into his face, enraged. But to his surprise, his anger didn’t seem to have an effect on Jimin. He simply stared back at him, quietly waiting for a response.

‘Do you honestly think I’m going to talk to you about this? I don’t even like you!’

‘Maybe that’s the point. Maybe, that’s what makes it easier to talk to me about this.’ Jimin explained, his logic undeniable.

‘Why do you even care?’ Taehyung growled.

‘I don’t. I’m just curious.’ Jimin countered. Surprised by Jimin’s sudden display of confidence, he decided to confide in him.

‘About a couple of weeks back, I was supposed to meet with Yoongi. I thought we were finally getting back together. I thought it was just gonna be me and him. Just like it used to be, just how I wanted it to be. But I was wrong.’ He confessed.

‘Then what happened?’ Jimin probed. Taehyung closed his eyes and took a deep breath before continuing.

‘I don’t remember much of it. I was in my hotel room. I was really sad about a lot of things, I was crying my eyes out. After that, I don’t know what happened. Guess I blocked it out. Next thing I remember was waking up in the hospital, my dad holding me and crying. The last time I saw my dad cry like that, was at my mom’s funeral.’ Taehyung admitted, almost whispering the last part. Talking to someone about it, even Jimin, someone he didn’t like, actually made him feel a whole lot better.

‘I’m very sorry.’ Jimin said with genuine sympathy. ‘But I get it though.’ He added.

‘What do you mean?’

‘Yoongi has that effect on people. He gets you to love him past your sanity.’ Jimin sighed, making Taehyung smile. He never thought Park Jimin could be someone he could actually talk to. They both smiled at each other for a couple of seconds then went back to work. At some point he was reminded of the fact that he needed to confront Jungkook on certain matters. Little did he know that Jungkook had the exact same intention.

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Jin woke up in the arms of the man he loved more than anything. He turned over to see a peacefully sleeping Namjoon. When he caressed his face with a smile, Namjoon slowly woke up. He smiled back at him and ran his fingers through his hair. The best feeling is waking up in the arms of the one you love. And they loved each other more than life itself, despite their many ups and downs. Which is why they decided to solidify their relationship.

‘Morning beautiful.’ Namjoon whispered with a soft smile.

‘Morning… Oh, did you send out all the invitations?’ Jin suddenly inquired, ruining their peaceful moment.

‘Yes I did baby.’ Namjoon chuckled.

‘I’m sorry. It’s just that the engagement party is this weekend and there’s still so much to do. I guess I’m a little stressed.’ Jin sighed. Namjoon then pulled him closer and held him tight.

‘Whatever is still left to do, I’ll take care of it.’ Namjoon affirmed.

‘No babe don’t. I know how busy you are with work right now.’

‘Doesn’t matter. This is much more important.’ Namjoon said with a smile, softly caressing his face. Jin’s eyes got watery as he felt overwhelmed by his love for Namjoon. And deep down he still felt guilty and ashamed. But that was not going to stop him from spending the rest of his life with Kim Namjoon.

‘Are you sure?’ Jin asked in a soft tone.

‘Of course. Let’s meet up for lunch and discuss what still needs to be done. I’m thinking tacos?’ Namjoon grinned, knowing that Jin liked spicy foods. Jin smiled and nodded. Afterwards they got ready and headed to work.

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Jungkook was hesitantly walking to a rather notorious hook-up spot on campus. He could hear the sound of his heartbeat with every step he took. Obviously he knew that he was making yet another big mistake, but curiosity always seemed to get the best of him. After receiving such a plain text, he could’ve easily chosen to ignore it. Yet he didn’t. On top of that, he kept thinking about Taehyung blowing him off the previous day so he could work on an assignment with Jimin. An assignment for school was of great importance of course, but with Jimin? Jungkook couldn’t stop the suspicion from creeping in. They were meeting up that day to work on it again. Why did it bother Jungkook so much? It was just a stupid history assignment! But given everything that’s happened and Taehyung’s overall aggressive sexuality, was he wrong to worry? When he got to the spot, he was immediately pulled in for an aggressive kiss. Caught off guard, he gave in to the pleasurable sensation. Jungkook started softly moaning when he was pulled closer, getting touched and caressed in all the right places. The guy he was kissing obviously knew what he liked.

‘Wait, stop… mmph…’ Jungkook came to his senses for a split second and started objecting only to be pulled in for a more passionate kiss. Before he knew it, he was pushed against a wall. Feeling the friction of him grinding on him, made Jungkook hard as well.

‘No, stop!’ Jungkook gasped, finally pushing him away. It took all the energy he had to do so. A part of him just wanted to let it happen. ‘You just said you wanted to talk.’ He continued, trying hard to catch his breath.

‘Fine, let’s talk.’ Yugyeom breathed, still trying to catch his breath as well. ‘Why the fuck are you back with Taehyung? I mean, after everything that jerk did to you?’ He continued. At a loss for words, Jungkook lowered his gaze. Being unresponsive, Yugyeom went on.

‘Jungkook, it was supposed to be you and me. We were so happy. We had plans. I was supposed to be your first.’ Yugyeom said softly, whispering the last sentence. By then, tears had started streaming down Jungkook’s face. He remembered it all too well.

‘Things just didn’t work out for us.’ Jungkook responded, looking up at him and wiping his tears. Seeing him cry made Yugyeom want to grab him and kiss him again, but he was afraid of upsetting him even more. All he ever wanted was to love him, to make him happy.

‘Things didn’t work out because of that bastard Taehyung! But it still can. Jungkook, I still want this.’ Yugyeom confessed, caressing his flushed face. Jungkook then pulled him close and hugged him. He didn’t know what to say, because he didn’t know how he felt. Taehyung? Jimin? Yugyeom? It was too much. In that moment, he just wanted to be held and comforted. Afterwards he would definitely need some time to figure things out.

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It was pretty late in the afternoon, but Taehyung and Jimin were still hard at work on their assignment. It was difficult for Taehyung to concentrate properly. His mind kept wandering off to Jungkook. He hadn’t seen much of him at school. To be fair, they didn’t have many classes together, but Jungkook would still find a way to meet up with him. That day he didn’t, and Taehyung couldn’t help but fixate over it. Especially since he seemed rather ‘close’ with Yugyeom the previous day. Were his suspicions justified? Moreover, he felt slightly nauseas due to the tacos he ate earlier. Why did his maid bring them that? He didn’t even like tacos! Jimin on the other hand really enjoyed them. Suddenly he noticed Jimin staring at him.

‘What? What is it?’ He asked callously.

‘Why do you hate me?’ Jimin inquired. ‘Is it because I dated Yoongi?’ He added. Taehyung looked at him and scoffed.

‘I don’t exactly like you, but I don’t hate you anymore.’ Taehyung admitted.

‘Okay, then why do you not like me?’ Jimin probed.

‘Because you’re a tease.’ Taehyung smirked, making Jimin sit up straight with a puzzled expression.

‘Why does everyone think that?’ Jimin sighed, feeling very confused.

‘Well, you look like that.’ Taehyung answered, giving him a onceover, quickly taking in his delicate features. Jimin’s expression changed into a frown.

‘So because I’m attractive, I’m a tease?’ Jimin questioned, slightly irritated.

‘Oh, and arrogant.’ Taehyung scoffed, after which they both burst out in laughter. Suddenly, amidst the laughter, their gaze met and they shared a brief moment. Without realizing it, they moved closer and kissed. After a few seconds, they both pulled away at the same time.

‘We shouldn’t do this.’ They said simultaneously, chuckling afterwards. They both realized how ridiculous it would be for them to get involved like that.

‘Besides, I’m pretty sure I still don’t like you.’ Taehyung pointed out, then returned to his notes. Jimin silently watched him writing things down. A sudden wave of sadness crashed over him.

‘Apparently, nobody does. I’m just something people use. Then when they’re done with me, they just throw me out like a piece of trash.’ Jimin said softly, afterwards breaking down in tears. All he could think of was Yoongi and Jungkook. And how neither of them actually cared about him. They simply used him to their advantage then disposed of him. He felt like nobody truly loved him. For the first time in a long time, seeing someone cry actually tugged at Taehyung’s heart. As he watched Jimin cry uncontrollably, he felt tears welling up in his own eyes, being reminded of his own pain and sadness.

‘That’s funny. I would still trade lives with you in a heartbeat.’ Taehyung admitted. Jimin looked at him, puzzled. Kim Taehyung had the perfect life, didn’t he?

‘What the hell are you talking about?’ He cried.

‘You have the one thing I want more than anything.’ Taehyung replied, his voice slightly breaking. Jimin seemed even more confused.

‘What is that?’

‘A mother.’ Taehyung whispered, chocking down a sob. ‘I would give anything to have my mom back.’ He added, tears streaming down his face. Jimin could see the pain in his eyes. He loved his mother more than anything and Jimin couldn’t even imagine the pain of ever losing her. Suddenly his own pain seemed trivial in comparison. So he wiped his tears, moved closer and wrapped his arms around Taehyung. After a couple of minutes, they both stopped crying, yet they still hugged each other, taking comfort in the warmth and closeness. The remainder of their study session was spent in awkward silence. Neither of them knew how they got to that point. But they didn’t dare to question it, not wanting to complicate anything.

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After Jungkook finished his dinner, he worked on a presentation for school. While working on it, he kept on thinking about Taehyung. He felt bad for ignoring him all day. But that day was too much for him. It was his fault for leading Yugyeom on and he felt terrible about it. A part of him let it happen because that same part never stopped wanting Yugyeom. However, his relationship with Taehyung seemed to be going really well. Jungkook actually felt happy. Despite their awful start, Jungkook did fall in love with him. Taehyung was the one he loved. But the attraction he felt towards Yugyeom and Jimin for that matter, was so undeniably strong. Then it occurred to him. Was that the reason why he felt so drawn to Yugyeom? Was it because he hadn’t had sex with him? Did he want to? Should he? Unable to concentrate on his presentation, he stopped. The guilt and frustration was starting to stress him out. To ease some of that, he decided to go over to Taehyung’s house. When he finally got there, he quickly rushed to his bedroom and went in.

‘Hey Kookie, good to know we’re still acquainted.’ Taehyung said in a sarcastic tone. He was laying in bed, texting. Jungkook scoffed and closed the door. When he simply stood there and stared at him, Taehyung decided to ease the tension.

‘Uh, do you want some food?’ Taehyung offered. He was being nice, but he also wanted to get rid of the remaining tacos. He hated those tacos!

‘No thanks. I already had tacos for dinner.’ Jungkook replied. Taehyung let out a chuckle. Did everyone have tacos that day? He then put his phone away and motioned for Jungkook to get on the bed. Jungkook quickly cuddled next to him. They held each other tight and Taehyung kept kissing his forehead while running his fingers through his soft hair. Jungkook closed his eyes and listened to his heartbeat.

‘I just want you.’ Jungkook whispered, moving even closer.

‘You have me.’ Taehyung replied, gently caressing his face. Upon hearing that, Jungkook climbed on top of him and started kissing him aggressively. Taehyung kissed him back just as hard. He reached his hands under Jungkook’s shirt and scratched his back, knowing that it drove him insane. When he did so, Jungkook started moaning and grinding against his growing erection. He let out a loud gasp when Taehyung suddenly flipped him unto his back. They smiled at each other for a couple of seconds and then started kissing again. Jungkook slid his hands down Taehyung’s boxers and squeezed his mounds firmly. He only stopped kissing him when Taehyung suddenly started laughing.

‘Do you really think I’m gonna let you top again?’ Taehyung smirked, looking down at a confused Jungkook.

‘So you only let me top to get me back?’ Jungkook questioned, slightly upset.

‘Jungkook…’ Taehyung started saying but stopped. He let out a sigh and moved away, sitting up, his back turned to him.

‘Did Yoongi let you top?’ Jungkook inquired purposefully, sitting up as well.

‘No, he didn’t.’ He mumbled. Then he turned around and faced him. ‘I don’t wanna talk about that.’ He added, quickly dismissing memories of Yoongi.

‘Then what do you wanna talk about?’ Jungkook asked in a serious tone.

‘I don’t wanna talk.’ Taehyung whispered seductively, leaning towards him with a smile. But Jungkook frowned and moved his face away.

‘Tae, you said you wanna be a real couple. Real couples talk about stuff.’ Jungkook stated, somewhat irritated.

‘Fine! You wanna talk? Let’s talk. Why don’t we talk about Yugyeom.’ Taehyung sneered, making Jungkook’s eyes widen due to the anxiety he suddenly felt. ‘That’s right. I know all about your little fling with him.’ Taehyung added, enraged.

‘Flings mean sex. We haven’t had sex.’ Jungkook countered.

‘But do you want to have sex with him?’ Taehyung demanded.

‘I guess a part of me does, yeah.’ Jungkook admitted, making Taehyung feel outraged.

‘That’s the wrong answer.’ Taehyung growled. After a few seconds of angered, intense staring, Taehyung swiftly grabbed his face and kissed him hard, wasting no time in pulling him down and getting on top of him. Jungkook started fighting him off when Taehyung wrapped his hands around his neck and began lightly chocking him.

‘Take your fucking clothes off.’ Taehyung demanded, still angry with him. While trying to catch his breath, Jungkook began undressing. Once they were naked, Jungkook layed on his back, waiting for Taehyung to get the lube. After Taehyung lubed up his member, Jungkook spread his legs so Taehyung could prep him. But Taehyung simply smirked and dropped the bottle on the floor. Then he got on the bed and positioned himself between Jungkook’s legs.

‘Wait, what? Tae, you can’t just… AH!’ Jungkook screamed, tears shooting out of his eyes as Taehyung abruptly pushed his entire length in. Once Taehyung started mercilessly thrusting inside of him, Jungkook was reduced to a moaning mess. Feeling that buildup, he started stroking himself faster. Jungkook’s tight hole, his soft moans, his gorgeous, muscular body writhing in pleasure, it drove Taehyung crazy with passion.

‘Ah fuck.’ Taehyung moaned, thrusting at a slower pace to fight off his orgasm. Once he picked up the pace again, Jungkook started whimpering and Taehyung knew he was close. Right when he was about to cum, Taehyung squeezed his throbbing dick hard, denying him release.

‘You cum when I say so.’ Taehyung stated in a firm tone, pulling out of him and laying besides him. Overwhelmed by the pressure of not coming, Jungkook was softly whimpering as his body shuddered from the oversensitivity. Taehyung wanted him to work for it.

‘Ride me.’ Taehyung demanded.

‘I can’t.’ Jungkook whispered softly, his eyes closed, his body overly hot and sweaty due to the burning sensation in his pelvis. But Taehyung wasn’t taking no for an answer. So he pulled him on top of him and made him do it. Jungkook started whining as he lowered himself on Taehyung’s huge member. Every nerve in his body was screaming because of the overstimulation. With what little energy he had left, he began riding him. But he wasn’t going fast enough and Taehyung started to get irritated. So he grabbed his waist and started thrusting up inside of him as hard and fast as he could. Jungkook threw his head back and whined even louder. He could feel the pressure of his orgasm at the tip of his swollen member.

‘Please, let me cum?’ Jungkook begged, practically crying from the sensitivity. Taehyung licked his lips and nodded. Jungkook screamed out in pleasure, finally getting the sweet release he had been craving. His entire body shuddered out of control. That was one of the most satisfying orgasms he had ever had. Shortly afterwards, Taehyung came inside of him, filling him up to the brim. Jungkook crashed next to him with a satisfied grin.

‘See, it’s better when you work for it.’ Taehyung grinned, pulling him closer and kissing him afterwards. A few minutes later, they were cuddling in bed. Jungkook was resting his head on Taehyung’s chest. He had begun to really like the sound of his heartbeat. Taehyung was deep in thoughts. Certain things still worried him.

‘Jungkook…’ He halted, unsure whether he should ask that question. What if he didn’t like the answer? Jungkook looked up at him, curious.

‘Is this what you want? I mean, is this enough for you?’ Taehyung asked in a soft voice, clearly anxious. Jungkook smiled and caressed his face.

‘This is more than enough. Tae, I really love you.’ He assured. Hearing him say that made Taehyung quickly straddle him and kiss him passionately. In that moment Taehyung realized that Jungkook was the right guy for him.

‘You wanna go again?’ He whispered, biting his bottom lip. Before Jungkook could object due to severe exhaustion, Taehyung reached his hand down and pushed two fingers in his soaked hole. At which point of course, Jungkook could no longer object.

Taehyung was really happy that things were going so well with Jungkook. He finally felt like he was in a somewhat functional relationship. Since he had such a terrific boyfriend, he knew exactly who to bring as his date to that engagement party he was invited to.

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Namjoon was fixing Jin’s bowtie. They were getting ready for their engagement party. The pair of them were rather well-dressed. After all, how often does one get engaged? Jin was so cheerful that Namjoon almost felt guilty for trying to disrupt their celebration. Should he not have invited Taehyung? He quickly dismissed that thought. What’s done is done. Perhaps seeing Taehyung would make Jin confess his horrible mistake. Namjoon did love him more than anything. Why else would he spend $7000 on an engagement ring? But he needed him to admit that he cheated on him. Once he did so, Namjoon would forgive him. The guests would start arriving soon, so they shared a soft kiss and left their room. While standing in the elevator, Jin noticed that Namjoon seemed preoccupied.

‘Hey, you having second thoughts?’ Jin joked, taking his hand and entwining their fingers. Namjoon shook his head with a smile. Then they continued on to the venue where the party was being held.

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Jimin and his mother arrived at the prestigious hotel where the engagement party was being held. They were a little late since they had to drive there from a few towns over. The place was already rather crowded. Both Jin and Namjoon were well-known people in their respective fields. Jimin looked around in amazement. Everything was so beautifully decorated. They really spared no expense. What would their wedding look like?! His mother left him by himself to socialize with some relatives. Jimin was walking towards a table with appetizers when he saw him. Unable to concentrate on food any longer, he decided to approach him. But he froze in his place when he saw Hoseok walking towards him with two glasses of champagne. Being that it was his favorite cousin’s engagement, he figured he should find him and congratulate him. Everything else could wait.

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‘Tae, why are we even here? Do you know any of these people?’ Jungkook inquired upon arriving at the engagement party.

‘Not really. But I was invited. I don’t wanna be rude.’ Taehyung explained.

‘What is there for us to do here? These are all old and boring people.’ Jungkook sighed, annoyed.

‘Correction, these are all rich people. That means lots of high quality alcohol. Let’s get wasted.’ Taehyung suggested, winking at a smiling Jungkook. They both chuckled then walked towards the buffet. It is after all very unwise to consume large amounts of alcohol on an empty stomach. When they got to the buffet, they saw Jimin filling up his plate.

‘Hey! Go easy on the beef cutlets!’ Taehyung teased with a bright smile. Jimin turned around with a smile.

‘Hey guys. What are you doing here?’ Jimin asked in a friendly tone.

‘Hey Jimin, Tae was invited. Why are you here?’ Jungkook inquired, feeling very confused and somewhat suspicious.

‘It’s my cousin’s engagement.’ He answered, giving Taehyung a puzzled look. That revelation made Jungkook give Taehyung a puzzled look as well. Taehyung started to get anxious. He knew of course that it was stupid to accept the invitation. But it was Saturday night and he felt like partying. The awkward tension could be easily handled with some skillful lying.

‘Tae, how do you know his cousin?’ Jungkook asked, his confusion and suspicion increasing by the second. Taehyung smiled to himself for a second before responding. He was instantly reminded of Jin’s firm ass and his loud moans.

‘Uh, I don’t. I know Namjoon.’ He lied confidently. It was after all second nature to him.

‘Wait, how do you know Namjoon?’ Jimin then asked, the suspicion creeping in. The two of them were still staring at Taehyung with puzzled expressions.

‘I applied for an internship at his law firm.’ He lied again. That’s when Jimin realized something didn’t add up. Wasn’t that the same lie Yoongi told him?

‘You’re lying. What are you not telling me?’ Jimin demanded, his tone of voice deep and serious.

‘Why do you think I’m lying?’ Taehyung scoffed. Jungkook was about to say something but Jimin interrupted.

‘Is it the same internship Yoongi applied for?’ Jimin asked with a stern look.

‘Yeah, it is.’ Taehyung lied. But he said it with such confidence that both Jimin and Jungkook believed him. Both of their expressions softened and they went on to get some food. Despite the awkwardness, they still sat at the same table to eat. After they were done eating, Jungkook went to the bar to get them all some drinks, leaving Taehyung and Jimin there in awkward tension.

‘You look nice.’ Taehyung said with a smile.

‘Thanks.’ Jimin blushed. ‘You too.’ He added. Taehyung winked at him, both of them chuckling afterwards.

‘You know he’s here right?’ Taehyung asked, his expression changing. Jimin knew he was referring to Yoongi. He nodded and wanted to say something but Taehyung received a text, after which he excused himself and walked away. Shortly after he left, Jungkook returned with a big tray of various cocktails. He placed the tray on the table with a bright smile.

‘Are you trying to get drunk?’ Jimin chuckled.

‘Yes! Hey, where’s Tae?’ Jungkook asked, looking around for him.

‘I don’t know. Just said he’d be right back.’ He replied.

‘Bathroom probably. Anyway, let’s drink up!’ Jungkook cheered, handing him a drink. Jimin accepted it with a smile. ‘Jimin, you look really nice.’ He said with a blush. Jimin could feel his heart starting to race. In that moment, he just wanted Jungkook to kiss him. But he and Taehyung spent quite some time together the past week, working on their history assignment. And they managed to come to some kind of understanding. They weren’t exactly friends, but they no longer hated each other either. So Jimin decided not to try and complicate anything.

‘Thanks Jungkook. You look amazing. You always do.’ He said, whispering the last sentence. Neither of them looked at each other. They simply decided to quietly drink their frustrations away.

The happy couple was drinking champagne and socializing with friends. Jin felt so happy. Everything was going really well. The food was amazing, the venue looked amazing and everyone seemed to be having a great time. But then, he saw him. Amidst the crowd, he suddenly saw him walking towards them with a smug smile, a glass of champagne in one hand and the other hand tucked in his pants pocket. Jin felt his heart drop to the floor as his eyes widened in disbelief. It only made matters worse when Taehyung gave him a furtive glance and walked past him, reaching his hand out to Namjoon.

‘Mr. Kim, congratulations on your engagement.’ Taehyung said in a respectful tone.

‘Kim Taehyung. So glad you could make it.’ Namjoon responded, shaking his hand. Jin stood there frozen with a blank expression.

‘Won’t you introduce me to the lucky guy?’ Taehyung asked, looking over at Jin, deeply staring into his eyes.

‘Of course. This is my fiancé Kim Seokjin. Babe, this is Taehyung. His father is a very respectable and influential businessman in the capital.’ Namjoon explained, hiding his ulterior motives behind his soft smile. Taehyung smiled at Jin and reached his hand out to him. Reluctantly, Jin shook his hand.

‘Babe, will you excuse us a moment. Tae and I need to discuss something.’ Namjoon said, glancing at Hoseok who was getting drinks at the bar. At a loss for words, Jin nodded with a forced smile.

Namjoon led Taehyung to a library. Once he closed the door behind them, he turned around with an angered expression.

‘Did you get him to sign the contract?’ Namjoon demanded.

‘No. And I’m not going to. You insisted that I attend this boring party to freak out your fiancé, so I’m here. But I’m done. Do your own dirty work.’ Taehyung retorted, trying to walk past him only to have Namjoon grab his arm to stop him. When Taehyung smirked at him, he let go of him. He wasn’t going to assault some kid still in high school. Especially not one from a very powerful family. Taehyung walked out the library. However, Namjoon was not done with him yet.

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Jimin was sitting in a corner by himself with a bottle of champagne, staring out in the distance at Taehyung and Jungkook getting drunk, talking and laughing. They seemed so happy. And Jimin felt so jealous and lonely. It was then that a familiar someone walked up to him from behind. He was so lost in thoughts while staring at the happy couple that he didn’t even notice Yoongi taking a seat next to him.

‘It hurts me that I could never make him that happy.’ Yoongi said, also staring at Taehyung and Jungkook being drunk and silly. Jimin then looked to his side to find a very sullen Yoongi sitting next to him. Not knowing how to respond to that, Jimin simply handed him the bottle. Yoongi didn’t hesitate in accepting it and taking a large gulp.

‘All I ever wanted was to love him.’ He whispered, taking another gulp. ‘Fuck, I miss him so much.’ He added with his head lowered, tears streaming down his face. Jimin had never before in his life seen Yoongi cry. So he had absolutely no idea how to react to it.

‘Look, I don’t know what your history is with him. But I do know that your relationship must have been really dysfunctional. I mean, Yoongi, he tried to kill himself because of you. It’s just not healthy. If you really do love him, then just let him be happy with Jungkook.’ Jimin affirmed, taking the bottle from him and drinking from it. Never did he think he would need to have such a conversation. And with Yoongi of all people. So it was better to get drunk and forget about it.

‘Really? You think I should just let them be happy? Don’t you want Jungkook for yourself?’ Yoongi inquired with a puzzled look on his face.

‘I like Jungkook, a lot. But he’s not the person I’m in love with.’ Jimin replied, staring into his eyes with a saddened expression. Yoongi knew Jimin loved him. However, if he knew the whole truth, he no longer would. Should he tell him and end his misery? Or would the truth just add to his misery? Yoongi was too drunk for logical reasoning.

‘Jimin, I’m sorry. I just want Taehyung. I love him more than anything and if I can’t be with him, then I don’t wanna be with anyone else.’ Yoongi responded, letting out a sigh. Jimin turned his face away to hide the tears that started welling up.

‘Then why are you here with Hoseok?’ Jimin demanded.

‘That’s nothing. It’s just sex.’ Yoongi replied, anger rising up at the sight of Jungkook sitting in Taehyung’s lap and stroking his hair. Jimin noticed the change of tone and looked in front of him. Seeing Taehyung and Jungkook being so intimate had an effect on him as well.

‘Oh, so you’re using him. Just like you used me.’ Jimin snapped.

‘No. It was different with you. Jimin, I actually cared about you.’ He admitted. Jimin couldn’t take it anymore. Maybe it was the alcohol, or maybe just all the frustration. But he just wanted to feel something other than sadness, loneliness and raging jealousy. So he grabbed Yoongi’s face and smashed their lips together. Given that Yoongi was pretty drunk himself, he didn’t hesitate in pulling him closer and deepening the kiss. It didn’t take long before they were both moaning into the kiss, tugging and pulling at each other’s suit jackets. Jimin trailed his hand down Yoongi’s body and started caressing his inner thigh. After just a few seconds of caressing, Yoongi felt himself getting hard. That’s when he abruptly pulled away, breaking their steamy kiss.

‘No, please don’t. Let’s just do this.’ Jimin begged, his hands wrapped around Yoongi’s neck, trying to pull him closer. ‘Yoongi, I love you.’ He whispered, tears streaming down his face. His words tugged at Yoongi’s heart. He knew he didn’t deserve Jimin’s love after what he did. But he couldn’t confess that to him yet. That kind of conversation requires the right frame of mind and they were both drunk. So he decided to simply brush it off with his familiar cruelty.

‘If you really loved me, then you wouldn’t cheat on me with Jungkook.’ He said callously, taking Jimin’s hands off his neck and batting them away.

‘I said I’m sorry! It was just a stupid mistake! I was just so confused after everything that happened. I told you, I don’t love him. I love you.’ Jimin cried, downright sobbing at that point. Yoongi stared at him covering his face with his hands, crying uncontrollably. Then he looked over to Taehyung and Jungkook who were passionately making out. After dismissing thoughts of murdering Jungkook, he knelt in front Jimin, gently removing his hands so he could wipe away his tears. Jimin was surprised to discover such a caring side to him. Yoongi smiled at him and ran his fingers through his hair, making Jimin smile softly as well.

‘Jiminnie, I’m not the right guy for you. I’m so sorry I ever hurt you.’ He said with genuine remorse. Jimin thought he was referring to him breaking-up with him and not returning his feelings. But Yoongi was secretly referring to all the other things he put him through. Taehyung’s suicide attempt really changed his entire mentality. Not at first though. After a few days however, he finally came to terms with everything. He received clarity and a new sense of direction. All the cruel and dark aspects of his personality simply started fading away. The realization that he simply wanted to be someone that deserved Taehyung’s love, changed him completely. Yoongi was about to say something else when his phone suddenly started ringing. It was Hoseok. He was probably wondering his whereabouts.

‘Look, I have to go. But maybe we can talk again, soon.’ Yoongi suggested, standing up. Jimin smiled and nodded, but inside he felt confused. Was there anything else that they needed to talk about? What could possibly be left to say? When Yoongi left, Jimin went to the bar for another bottle of champagne. He was lonely and depressed. And it was Saturday night. And it was a party. No judgement.

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After a long night of celebrating, Namjoon and Jin made it back to their deluxe suite. Since they decided to have their extravagant party at that hotel, they were offered a complimentary suite for the night. Namjoon was fully aware of the fact that Jin was in a completely different mood throughout the remainder of the night after their quick run-in with Taehyung. He was taking of his suit, staring at Jin who was seated on the bed, deep in thoughts.

‘Won’t you take off your suit?’ Namjoon asked with a smile. Jin nodded and started undressing.

‘Take everything off.’ Namjoon grinned, seductively staring at him. Jin blushed and nodded again.

‘Hey um, how do you know that kid? Uh, Taehyung?’ Jin asked carefully while undressing.

‘He applied for an internship at the firm. Why?’ Namjoon probed, walking up to him, both of them already naked.

‘Nothing. He just seems familiar.’ Jin shrugged. Namjoon was so tired of his lies. He pushed him on the bed and climbed on top of him. Then he started kissing his neck and grinding against him, both of them growing hard at the friction.

‘Anything you wanna tell me? Is there something I should know?’ Namjoon whispered into the crook of his neck in between kisses. Jin felt his heart skip a beat. It was time for him to be honest and he knew it.

‘There is something actually.’ Jin replied in a soft tone, making Namjoon look up at him. Jin then gently moved him away and they both sat up next to each other.

‘Okay, what is it?’ Namjoon asked, trying to sound intrigued. By then tears had already started streaming down Jin’s face.

‘A few weeks back I…’ He chocked down a sob. In any other case, Namjoon would’ve pulled him close to comfort him, but not that time. It had been eating away at him for too long. All he wanted was to hear him say it. The anticipation was killing him.

‘Babe, what is it?’ He asked in a soft tone, masking his rage.

‘When I was away that weekend for a meeting, I met a guy.’ Jin said, his voice breaking. How was he supposed to tell him? Would he break-up with him on their engagement night? When Jin noticed Namjoon blankly staring at him, he continued.

‘I don’t know why it happened. It just did.’ He cried, unable to choke down his sobs anymore.

‘What happened? I need to hear you say it.’ Namjoon gritted.

‘I had sex with him.’ Jin confessed, bursting out in tears. Namjoon smiled to himself as he watched Jin burry his face in his palms, sobbing relentlessly. Time to feign a shocked reaction.

‘WHAT! HOW COULD YOU DO THIS TO ME! WHO THE FUCK WAS THAT GUY?!’ He shouted, standing up and fuming, all in pretense of course.

‘Baby, I’m so sorry. Please forgive me. I didn’t mean it!’ He apologized, looking up at Namjoon with tears streaming down his face nonstop.

‘Who was it?’ Namjoon growled, staring into his soul.

‘That kid. Taehyung. I promise, I didn’t know that you two knew each other!’ He cried.

‘So not only did you cheat on me… but with some FUCKING TEENAGER? WHAT THE HELL WERE YOU THINKING?!’ Namjoon yelled, making Jin cry harder.

‘I wasn’t thinking. I don’t know how it happened. I hate myself for betraying you. Please forgive me Joonie! Please don’t leave me! I can’t live without you!’ Jin sobbed, burying his face in his hands again. Namjoon let out a deep sigh and walked towards him. He got what he wanted. Gently, he wrapped his arms around Jin and pulled him close. Jin popped his head up, surprised at his reaction. He half-expected him to get dressed and march out the door.

‘I could never leave you.’ Namjoon whispered, lightly stroking his hair.

‘How can you forgive me?’ Jin cried, looking into his eyes with guilt and remorse.

‘Because I can’t live without you either.’ He replied, wiping away his tears. Jin then pulled him on top of him and kissed him passionately. Before that moment, he didn’t think it was possible to deepen his love for Namjoon. But in that moment he realized that he and Namjoon were simply destined to fall in love and spend their entire lives together. Just a few minutes later and it had gotten to the point where Namjoon carefully positioned himself before Jin’s moist, prepped hole.

‘Want me to fuck you really hard?’ He teased, lifting Jin’s legs over his shoulders and brushing his tip against his rim.

‘No. I want you to make love to me.’ Jin said in a soft tone, blushing. Namjoon smiled at him fondly and nodded. Then he slowly thrust his length in, making Jin feel every inch. Once he started thrusting, he leaned down and kissed Jin’s neck, shoulders and chest. His thrusts weren’t hard and fast like they usually were. He kept a slow and deep pace. It felt so intense to take their time and savor each second. Their infallible love for each other only made the whole experience that much more pleasurable.

‘Ah, Joonie, I love you so much!’ Jin moaned, trailing his fingers up and down Namjoon’s back as he slowly thrusted into him.

‘I love you too.’ Namjoon breathed into the crook of his neck. He could feel his orgasm building up, but he didn’t want to rush it. They both just wanted it to last forever. ‘Fuck! I love you so much!’ Namjoon moaned as he picked up the pace a little, palming Jin’s face and kissing him tenderly.

‘Who do you belong to?’ Namjoon breathed, palming Jin’s face and staring into his eyes as he picked up the pace, unable to fight off his orgasm any longer.

‘Kim Namjoon.’ Jin moaned, biting his bottom lip.

‘Fuck.’ Namjoon moaned, going faster. He was so close. But he wanted Jin to cum first so he reached down his hand and started jerking him off.

‘Ah! Ah, I’m gonna… AH!’ Jin arched his back and came hard, his body shuddering in pleasure for several seconds. That of course pushed Namjoon over the edge. He pulled Jin’s sweaty, shuddering body close and kissed him aggressively as he came inside of him, moaning into the kiss as he rode out his orgasm. They didn’t even bother getting cleaned up. They simply cuddled until they both drifted off to sleep. Their love was untouchable.

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To say that Jeon Jungkook was fuming, would be an understatement. Never before had he felt such raging jealousy. He simply couldn’t wrap his mind around it. It was recess and they were sitting in the cafeteria having lunch. Taehyung was happily enjoying his burger and fries but Jungkook merely stared out in front of him with an angered expression, not even touching his salad. Without even realizing it, he picked up his fork and started stabbing his salad repeatedly. This odd behavior did not go unnoticed by Taehyung of course. He gazed across the room to find out what Jungkook was so intently staring at. When he realized what was happening, he burst out in laughter, making an outraged Jungkook look at him. Jungkook put down his fork and gave Taehyung a stern look, upon which he stopped laughing. But once Jungkook went back to staring at them, Taehyung couldn’t stop himself from sniggering.

‘What? I’m sorry, it’s just really funny.’ Taehyung chuckled, unable to contain his amusement.

‘How the fuck do they even know each other?’ Jungkook gritted, clenching his fists.

‘Oh I think Jimin said they’re in the same biology class.’ Taehyung kindly informed, enjoying every second of Jungkook’s raging jealousy.

‘So what? They’ve had that class all semester. I’ve never seen them together before.’ Jungkook pointed out, quickly glancing at them talking and laughing. It made his blood boil. That wasn’t just friendly conversation, that was downright flirting.

‘Well, Yugyeom is more into girls right? So Jimin probably assumed he was straight. But now that he knows he’s also into guys… why wouldn’t he go for it? I mean, I fucking hate the guy, but I gotta admit that he’s really good-looking.’ Taehyung explained, happily returning to his food.

‘How does Jimin know he’s also into guys now?’ Jungkook demanded.

‘Oh, I told him.’ Taehyung grinned, then took a bite of his burger. Jungkook grabbed his fork again. He wanted to stab Taehyung in the face, and then Jimin, and then Yugyeom.

‘Great.’ Jungkook sighed. ‘I mean, what the fuck do they even have in common?!’ He added, almost shouting.

‘Uh, you?’ Taehyung smirked, after which he started laughing again. Jungkook gave him another stern look, glanced at Yugyeom and Jimin again and then grabbed his bag and stormed out of the cafeteria. Taehyung simply chuckled and enjoyed the rest of his meal. He loved seeing Jungkook in that state. According to Taehyung, Jungkook was the guy everyone always wanted. Let him feel some jealousy for a change.

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School was out and Jimin was taking his things out of his locker. He was about to leave when he saw a tall, handsome guy approaching him with a smile. Jimin noticed Yugyeom ever since he first transferred to that school. Yugyeom was after all a very handsome guy, but Jimin always saw him with girls, so he assumed the obvious. The revelation that he was also into guys however, sparked up Jimin’s curiosity. That’s why he decided to approach him in biology class. They talked for a bit and really got along, so they became friends. It had only been a few days, so maybe they weren’t exactly friends yet, let’s just say they were acquainted.

‘Hey, do you have any plans right now?’ Yugyeom inquired, standing a little too close to Jimin and it made him nervous.

‘No. I was just gonna head home.’ Jimin answered, trying hard not to stare into his mesmerizing eyes.

‘Good then. Why don’t we go to my house? Relax, we’ll just chill and play games.’ Yugyeom offered with a soft smile. Jimin’s heart started to race. He honestly didn’t know if he could trust himself to be alone with him.

‘I don’t know.’ Jimin replied, his gaze lowered. Yugyeom then caressed his face and moved closer, making Jimin more nervous than he already was.

‘Look, it doesn’t have to be like that. We can just be friends. I just figured we could both use the distraction right now.’ He explained. Jimin then smiled and nodded, taking his hand and walking out together. Jungkook saw them walking to the parking lot, holding hands and then leaving together in Yugyeom’s car. For a moment he actually toyed with the idea of premeditated murder. Taehyung walked up behind him, wrapped his arms around his waist and kissed the back of his neck. He also noticed that interesting new development.

‘Don’t worry. I’m sure they’ll both be thinking about you when they’re doing it.’ Taehyung joked, resting his head on Jungkook’s shoulder and sniggering. If Jungkook wasn’t already feeling angry enough, Taehyung putting the image of them having sex in his head, just made everything much worse. Outraged, he shoved Taehyung away, got into his car and drove off.

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Jimin and Yugyeom were in Yugyeom’s bedroom. They really did have a lot of fun together. They ordered pizza, played video games and talked about so many things. It almost seemed like they were becoming best friends. But when you put two gorgeous teenage boys with raging hormones in a bedroom, well, what do you think is going to happen? At first they were just laying next to each other, staring up at the ceiling and talking about that which they have in common, Jeon Jungkook. Then they talked about some other things. But then they suddenly started kissing. It was unclear who initiated it. The kiss just sort of happened. And once they started, they couldn’t stop. Yugyeom in particular was really getting into it. The feeling of Jimin’s soft, delicate body wrapped around him, the taste of his thick, luscious lips and the sound of his sweet, soft moans. It was throwing him into a frenzy. As he felt both of their erections, Yugyeom started grinding down harder, making Jimin moan louder.

‘Wait-Wait!’ Jimin gasped, abruptly breaking the kiss. ‘I really don’t think we should do this.’ He added in a soft tone.

‘Why not? Because of Jungkook?’ Yugyeom asked, feeling rather disappointed.

‘No, it’s not just that. There’s someone else. We’re not together, but…’ He halted.

‘But you want to be?’ Yugyeom interjected.

‘Well, I do, but he doesn’t.’ Jimin sighed, thinking of Yoongi.

‘Jimin, I think it’s time we both stop chasing after people that don’t want us.’ Yugyeom stated, softly stroking his hair.

‘I know. You’re right.’ Jimin admitted.

‘Look, we don’t have to take this too seriously. We can just be friends with benefits. If you want of course.’ Yugyeom offered. Jimin took a moment to consider it. So it wasn’t a relationship and it wasn’t love, but at least Yugyeom was being honest with him. He wasn’t just using him while pretending to care. And to be perfectly honest, Jimin did want to have sex with him. The guy was after all ridiculously attractive. Having considered all of that, he agreed to being friends with benefits. At least he would stop feeling so lonely, rejected and depressed all the time.

 After a couple of minutes of foreplay, a needy and naked Jimin was laying on the bed, waiting for Yugyeom to take off his final piece of clothing. When he removed his boxers, Jimin’s eyes widened in both shock and awe. What the hell was that thing?! Did they actually come in those sizes?! Noticing his reaction, Yugyeom smirked proudly and grabbed a bottle of lube. As he got into the bed, he could tell Jimin felt really nervous, almost scared.

‘Don’t worry. I’ll take my time and prep you. And I’ll go slow, I promise.’ Yugyeom assured with a smile, stroking Jimin’s inner thigh. Jimin smiled nervously and nodded as he reluctantly spread his legs. It was starting to make sense why Yugyeom was constantly surrounded by dozens of girls. Who doesn’t love a well-crafted, solid baseball bat?

‘Ah! Ah! Mmmph…’ Jimin started whimpering and squirming once Yugyeom started thrusting three of his fingers in and out of him. It took all the energy Yugyeom had to control himself. If Jimin wasn’t already sexy enough, feeling his soft and really tight hole just made Yugyeom want to fuck him into space.

‘Think you’re ready?’ Yugyeom breathed, feeling Jimin’s tight walls relaxing around his fingers.

‘Yeah, put it in.’ Jimin whispered nervously. Yugyeom didn’t hesitate in lubing up his member and positioning it before Jimin’s pink, twitching entrance. He had only pushed his tip in and Jimin already let out a lewd moan as his eyes rolled back, the stretch being too much for him. Yugyeom kept true to his word. He took his time and went slow, even though he knew the tightness of Jimin’s hole would be the death of him. Once his entire length was in, Jimin’s mouth hung wide open, unable to make a sound, tears welling up in his eyes. The feeling of Yugyeom’s thick, huge member inside of him, felt so full that it was almost suffocating. But then Yugyeom started moving and Jimin felt like he was discovering new realms of pleasure. You see, it’s really easy to hit all the right spots, when you simply take up the entire room.

‘Ah fuck! FUCK!...  Ah!.... Oh fuck!’ Jimin was making the most sinful sounds and it was driving Yugyeom crazy with passion. But he knew he couldn’t lose control. He didn’t want to hurt Jimin. So he kept a slow and steady pace.

‘Harder! Fuck me harder!’ Jimin moaned, grabbing on to Yugyeom’s biceps for support. Jimin was completely drunk on pleasure.

‘Are you sure?’ Yugyeom asked, somewhat anxious.

‘YES! PLEASE!’ Jimin begged, the stimulation making him so needy. That was all the convincing Yugyeom needed. He quickly picked up the pace and started ramming his huge cock into Jimin, abusing his hole with every thrust. But Jimin didn’t care. All he felt in that moment was mind-altering pleasure.

‘Ah fuck! Fuck, Jimin!’ Yugyeom moaned. He had been holding himself back up until that point. It felt so good to finally give in to what he wanted. Yugyeom could feel his orgasm building up. Jimin’s soft and sweaty body, his really tight hole and his loud, sinful moans, it was too much for him. Ordinarily, Yugyeom could last much longer, but when Jimin came hard, clenching his already tight hole around his pulsating cock, he had no choice but to cum as well. They both pulled each other closer, moaning loudly as they rode out their orgasms. Yugyeom then got off and crashed besides him, the pair of them panting heavily.

‘That was so fucking good! I thought it would really hurt, but it was just so good!’ Jimin breathed, still panting for air. Yugyeom chuckled and moved closer to him.

‘I wanted to last longer, but your tight hole just feels so fucking good wrapped around my cock.’ Yugyeom said in a seductive tone, making Jimin feel a certain rush of excitement again. He smiled and started kissing Yugyeom’s neck and shoulders, trailing his hand across his chest.

‘Do you wanna go again?’ Jimin whispered in his ear, sucking on his earlobe afterwards. Yugyeom grinned and started stroking his length.

‘Sure, gimme a minute.’ He replied, stroking himself faster. But Jimin felt impatient, so he moved down Yugyeom’s body, moved his hand away and started sucking on his hardening cock. Although Yugyeom’s member was impressive in size, Jimin still forced himself to suck him hard and fast, taking him down his throat as far as he could. Seeing how eager Jimin was sucking him excited Yugyeom more than he thought it would. It obviously didn’t take long before he was good to go again.

‘Jimin, you keep sucking me like that and I’m gonna cum in your mouth.’ Yugyeom warned, making Jimin stop and look up at him with a smug smile. Yugyeom was about to get up and straddle him, but Jimin pushed him back.

‘Let me ride you.’ He insisted. Yugyeom bit his bottom lip and nodded. Jimin quickly climbed on top of him and started carefully lowering himself on his huge dick. Once he got to the base, Jimin let out a soft whimper. He held still for a second, trying to adjust to the feeling again.

‘Never been stretched like this before, have you?’ Yugyeom teased with a smug grin. Jimin chuckled and licked his lips. Then he threw his head back and started riding him hard and fast like a goddamn professional. Yugyeom was a very experienced guy so he honestly thought he could take it, but he was wrong. Jimin repeatedly slammed down on him so hard it made them both moan loudly every time he hit the base. Yugyeom threw his head back and closed his eyes as he firmly gripped Jimin’s hips for support. Somewhere amongst all the pleasure and sinful moaning, Yugyeom quietly smiled to himself thinking, ‘Why have I not been fucking this guy all semester?!’

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The following day, Jungkook felt both exhausted and angry. He couldn’t get much sleep the previous night. How could he? Ever since he saw Yugyeom and Jimin leaving together, something just snapped. It was simply unacceptable to him. After he reached the school parking lot, he got out of his car and started walking towards the building where he had his first class. But he stopped in his tracks when he walked past Yugyeom’s car. Then he noticed Yugyeom and Jimin passionately making-out in it. His head started spinning when he saw them pulling and tugging at each other, losing all sense of control. He was completely frozen in his place when Yugyeom pulled Jimin into his lap and slid his hands down Jimin’s pants, all the while not breaking the kiss. ‘It was just a heated make-out session.’ , he reasoned, trying to calm himself down. Just because they left together the previous day and were making-out that day, didn’t necessarily mean that something happened, right? Jungkook gathered himself and was about to walk away when he suddenly noticed them moving towards the backseat. The anger started rising up in him again. Fearful but also curious, he walked up to the car. He stood beside the car and quietly listened, given that he couldn’t see past the darkly tinted window. What he heard, almost gave him a heart-attack.

‘Ah fuck! You’re so deep!’ Jimin moaned.

Jungkook felt his blood boiling as he listened to the moaning, the kissing and the rapid skin-on-skin slapping sounds. Thankfully, he couldn’t actually see any of it. But the sinful sounds left little to the imagination.

‘Ah, you like my thick cock in your tight ass baby?’ Yugyeom moaned.

‘Yes! AH! Keep stretching my tight hole!... Ah-Ah… FUCK!’ Jimin whined.

Jungkook closed his eyes and lowered his head. He had officially heard enough. The pain he felt for some reason, was unbearable. With a heavy heart, boiling rage and jealousy, he walked away.

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That same day, Jungkook had a combined gym class. The other gym teacher was sick, so for that week certain gym classes were combined. As fate would have it, Jungkook’s class was combined with Yugyeom’s. Jungkook was absent-mindedly bouncing a basketball around when he noticed Yugyeom and some of his friends walking in. It took all the restraint he had not to throw the ball at his face as he watched him talking and laughing with his friends. Of course he was in a good mood. What better way to start off your day than hot sex in the backseat of your car. Their gaze met for a second, but Yugyeom quickly looked away.

‘Okay people, since we’re a combined class today, let’s make things interesting. I’m going to split you up into two teams. Let’s mix it up.’ The gym teacher said. As fate would have it yet again, Jungkook and Yugyeom were put on the same team. The gym teacher gave them a few minutes to get to know their teammates a little. As soon as he walked to the other side of the room, Jungkook grabbed Yugyeom and pulled him aside.

‘What the hell are you doing with Jimin?!’ Jungkook demanded, clearly upset.

‘Nothing, why?’ Yugyeom sneered, pulling his arm away.

‘So you weren’t fucking him in your car earlier?’ Jungkook snarled. Yugyeom arched an eyebrow and smirked.

‘Why do you even care?’ He scoffed.

‘Jimin and I ---’

‘I know, he told me. You fucked him a few times then left him for Taehyung.’ Yugyeom interjected, glaring darkly at Jungkook. He could relate to how Jimin must’ve felt. After all, Jungkook left him for Taehyung as well.

‘It wasn’t like that!’ Jungkook snapped, slightly raising his voice.

‘Just mind your own business Jungkook. You want Taehyung, I want Jimin. Let’s just leave it at that.’ Yugyeom said in a deep tone, starting to walk away only to have Jungkook grab him and shove him against the wall.

‘Jeon! Kim! Separate!’ The gym teacher shouted from across the room, noticing their aggressive outburst, along with everyone else in the room.

Yugyeom tried to maneuver out of his grip, but Jungkook firmly held him into place, staring into his soul with an angered expression. At first Jungkook thought he didn’t want Yugyeom anymore, or Jimin for that matter. He felt happy with Taehyung and that was enough for him. But seeing those two together made him realize just how much he still wanted Yugyeom. Yes, he loved Taehyung, he really did. But he craved Yugyeom so much, he felt he had to have him or he would die. Jungkook still had him pressed against the wall, despite the teacher’s warning.

‘What? You gonna hit me, muscle boy?’ Yugyeom smirked. It came as a surprise to them both when Jungkook suddenly smashed their lips together. Unable to resist him, Yugyeom wrapped his arms around his waist and deepened the kiss. That’s right. They were passionately kissing in front of everyone, including the furious gym teacher who was marching towards them. In that moment Jungkook felt such peace of mind. Yugyeom didn’t realize what was happening, but he had been craving Jungkook for so long, he just couldn’t control himself.

‘Alright lover-boys, break it up. This is not your bedroom.’ The gym teacher scolded, pulling Jungkook off of Yugyeom. The pair of them simply panted heavily, staring at each other.

‘As much as it breaks my heart, detention! Both of you.’ The teacher added, giving them both a stern look before walking away.

Throughout the remainder of the day, Jungkook was left wondering if he should meet with Yugyeom later. Just so they could talk. That’s all he wanted. Just a deep and meaningful conversation.

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Conversation #1

Jimin was sitting in his kitchen and playing with his cereal. He hasn’t had much of an appetite lately. It never occurred to him just how much he loved Yoongi. Yes, Yoongi was the first and only person he had ever been in love with. But until recently, Jimin never realized the extent of his feelings for him. Hearing him confess his love for Taehyung, seeing him cry over him, it shattered Jimin’s heart into a million pieces. Not that it mattered since Yoongi didn’t return his feelings. Jimin wanted to hate Taehyung, but he simply couldn’t anymore. Not after everything he discovered about him. Then there was the issue with Yugyeom. He truly seemed like an amazing guy and the sex was incredible, but it was just physical. Neither of them actually cared about each other. Based on the way Yugyeom talked about Jungkook, Jimin was certain that he was still in love with him. So basically they were just using each other as an escape.

‘Jimin, why are you not ready for school yet? You’re going to be late!’ His mother reprimanded, walking in and interrupting his thoughts.

‘No I won’t. Yugyeom is picking me up.’ Jimin replied callously, not even looking up at her. His mother closed her eyes and took a deep breath. Jimin’s recent behavior had really been worrying her. At first it was Yoongi, then suddenly Jungkook and now Yugyeom? Although Jimin introduced Yugyeom as a friend the previous day when he came to pick him up, she wasn’t stupid. Clearly there was sex involved based on the way they were all over each other.

‘Sweetie, why don’t we talk for a bit.’ She suggested, taking a seat next to him. It was then that Jimin finally looked up at her with a puzzled expression.

‘About what? My grades are fine.’ Jimin pointed out.

‘Yes I know you’re doing well in school. And I’m very happy about that. But the way you’ve been acting lately… it worries me.’ She confessed, taking his hand in hers.

‘What are you talking about?’ Jimin asked, feeling more confused.

‘I know you don’t like it when I interfere in your personal life, but I am still your mother, so when I see you being so lost, I have to help you.’

‘I still don’t know what you mean.’ Jimin sighed, starting to get annoyed.

‘What happened with Jungkook? You two seemed really happy.’ She asked in a soft tone.

‘He’s back with his ex.’ Jimin retorted.

‘Oh, I’m so sorry to hear that. But sweetie, throwing yourself at someone new won’t make you feel better.’ She reasoned. Jimin knew she was referring to Yugyeom.

‘I appreciate your concern, but I’m fine.’ Jimin countered, taking his hand out of hers. His mother could see the pain in his eyes. It was killing her to see him so hurt.

‘Jimin, maybe you should just be by yourself for a while. You’re just seventeen! Nobody is expecting you to have everything figured out. Just take some time and try to figure out what you want. Being with a new person every few weeks to keep yourself distracted, it’s just not healthy.’ She explained. Jimin could feel tears welling up. He hated how much of a hot mess he had turned into.

‘Mom, I know what I want. I just can’t have it.’ He said in a soft tone, his voice trembling.

‘What is it? What do you want?’ She inquired, taking his hand again.

‘Yoongi.’ He whispered, after which he broke down in tears. His mother quickly pulled him in for a hug. She held him tight and stroked his hair.

‘What happened with him?’

‘He loves someone else.’ Jimin cried, the pain being too much for him. His mother kissed his forehead and cried with him. Jimin was her whole heart and seeing him in such agony was just unbearable. After managing to comfort him, they talked a bit more. She encouraged him to take some time and figure out what his next step should be. Jimin agreed.

 

 

Conversation #2

Taehyung decided to skip school that day. It was one of those days he could afford to miss. Yoongi asked him to meet up and for some reason Taehyung agreed to it. Things had been going really well with Jungkook lately, but that could possibly change soon. A friend of Taehyung’s told him that Jungkook made-out with Yugyeom during gym class the previous day. Perhaps that’s why Taehyung agreed to meet with Yoongi. Was he hoping to get revenge? But hadn’t he already cheated on Jungkook countless times before? He honestly didn’t know why he agreed to meet him. Maybe he was trying to find closure. He walked into the café and saw Yoongi sitting at a table with a saddened expression.

‘Hey.’ Taehyung greeted, taking a seat across him. Yoongi’s face lit up a bit.

‘Hi, you look great.’ He said with a smile.

‘Thanks. Why are we meeting here?’ Taehyung asked, looking around.

‘Oh, you don’t remember this place?’

‘Yea I do, this is---’

‘Where I saw you for the first time.’ Yoongi interjected. Taehyung stared into his eyes for a second, surprised.

‘I didn’t know you saw me.’ He admitted

‘Of course I saw you. And I noticed you staring at me.’ He chuckled, making Taehyung chuckle as well. ‘I just didn’t walk up to you because… well, I always knew I wasn’t good enough for you.’ Yoongi added in a soft voice, lowering his gaze. Taehyung grabbed his hand and squeezed it tight.

‘Yoongi, you know that’s not true. Man, I just don’t know how to process this.’ Taehyung sighed in frustration.

‘What do you mean?’ Yoongi asked, looking up at him.

‘This! You! How are you suddenly so… different?’ Taehyung inquired. Yoongi entwined their fingers then pulled his hand up to his lips and kissed it.

‘The fear of losing the only person you love, changes people I guess.’ Yoongi replied, kissing his hand again. Taehyung started to feel sad.

‘I’m so sorry. I never meant to scare you like that. Or anyone else for that matter.’

‘No, don’t apologize. It’s my fault.’ Yoongi confessed, tears starting to stream down his face. Taehyung quickly palmed his face and moved closer.

‘It’s NOT your fault! I was already broken before I met you.’ He said, feeling the tears welling up.

‘But I made it worse. And I wasn’t there when you needed me. Taehyungie… I’m so sorry.’ Yoongi cried. Seeing him cry really had an effect on Taehyung. It had been so long since Yoongi actually cried in front of him. So Taehyung pulled him closer and kissed him softly. The intensity reminded them both of their first kiss on that hotel rooftop.

‘Look, I love you. But I get that I’m not right for you. So if you’re happy with Jungkook… then okay. I just want you to be happy.’ Yoongi confessed after their intense kiss. It took all the strength Yoongi had to say that to him. All he wanted was to have Taehyung to himself, but Jimin was right. Their relationship was too dysfunctional. It was unhealthy. Yoongi refused to ever hurt Taehyung again.

‘So then, this is over?’ Taehyung asked, his voice trembling. He knew a part of him would always love Yoongi. Finally ending things with him hurt more than he thought it would. Chocking down a sob, Yoongi closed his eyes and nodded. Taehyung took his hand in his own. They stared into each other’s eyes for a second.

‘Yoongi, you will always be so special to me. I need you to know, that I have loved you with all my heart. You will always be my first love.’ Taehyung stated, tears streaming down his face. They both got up and pulled each other in for a hug. Both of them knew that they were making the right decision. They’re love just wasn’t meant to be.

 

Conversation #3

Jungkook felt anxious. A part of him was relieved that Taehyung didn’t attend school that day. After he kissed Yugyeom the previous day, he wasn’t able to stop thinking about him. All he could think about was the taste of his luscious lips, his firm hands wrapped around his waist, his intense stare. Jungkook felt really flustered and he knew Taehyung would pick up on it. So he was relieved that he didn’t have to face him yet. He needed some time to compose himself. Then he heard a knock on his bedroom door. Was it Yugyeom?! Jungkook invited him over for the afternoon. According to the text he sent him, he just wanted to talk. But Jungkook had ulterior motives. He needed Yugyeom to stop having such an intense effect on him.

‘Come in.’ Jungkook answered, trying to remain calm. Yugyeom slowly walked in, feeling just as nervous. Jungkook was sitting in bed. He gestured for Yugyeom to sit next to him.

‘I forgot how nice your room is.’ Yugyeom said upon sitting next to him. He gazed across the room, fearful of making eye-contact with Jungkook.

‘Yeah. Look, I gotta be honest…’ Jungkook said, making Yugyeom look at him curiously. ‘I didn’t invite you over to talk.’ He continued.

‘Then why am I here?’ Yugyeom inquired, puzzled. Jungkook closed his eyes and took a deep breath before responding.

‘I want you to fuck me.’ He replied in a serious tone.

‘WHAT?!’ Yugyeom snapped, completely caught off guard.

‘It doesn’t have to be a big deal, okay. Whatever this is, I just need to get it out of my system.’ Jungkook explained. Yugyeom felt outraged, moreover, he felt hurt and insulted. Jungkook knew of his strong feelings for him and he just wanted sex to get him “out of his system”?!

‘So you just want me to fuck your frustrations away?! Yeah, that’s not happening Kook.’ Yugyeom sneered, getting up to leave. Jungkook quickly rushed after him, pulling him close and making him face him.

‘Wait-Wait-Wait, look I know you want me. And I want you too! So let’s just do this!’ Jungkook insisted, after which he started lightly kissing his neck.

‘And what happens after the sex?’ Yugyeom demanded, pushing Jungkook away.

‘Nothing. Sex doesn’t have to be a big deal. This would just be a one-time thing.’ Jungkook replied. Yugyeom felt hurt. He always thought the first time they had sex, it would be really intense and special. But if Jungkook just wanted a quick fuck, then he would get it.

‘Take off your clothes.’ Yugyeom instructed in a deep voice. Jungkook smiled and started undressing. Yugyeom undressed as well. Once they were naked, Jungkook got on his knees and started sucking him off. He was well aware of Yugyeom’s impressive size. Without hesitating, he sucked him hard and fast. All he wanted was to feel Yugyeom inside of him so he decided to rush the foreplay. After a few minutes of moaning on his dick, Jungkook got up and faced the wall. Then he spread his legs and arched his back. He looked over his shoulder at Yugyeom with a seductive grin.

‘I want you in here.’ Jungkook breathed, reaching his hand down his hole and pushing two fingers in. Yugyeom stared in lust and desire as Jungkook slowly fingered himself, all the while moaning softly.

‘Ah… Ah!... Please!... Fuck me!’ Jungkook begged. Yugyeom couldn’t take it anymore. He grabbed the bottle of lube and quickly lubed up his throbbing member. Once he thrust his entire length in, Jungkook buckled forward, the stretch being too much for him. Yugyeom held on to him for support and started slowly fucking into him. He wanted to ‘hate-fuck’ him. But the sound of Jungkook moaning his name, his tight, trembling walls wrapped around his cock, all Yugyeom felt was immense love for him. After such a long time of craving him, he was finally being so intimate with him.

‘You don’t have to be so gentle. I can take it.’ Jungkook assured. He wasn’t used to gentle sex. The intensity was making him a bit uncomfortable.

‘I want to be gentle with you.’ Yugyeom replied, then pulling out and making Jungkook face him. Jungkook lowered his gaze, feeling a bit strange. He wanted a quick fuck, not tender love-making. But Yugyeom palmed his face and kissed him passionately. All the while not breaking the kiss, they moved on to the bed. Jungkook swiftly wrapped his legs around him, indicating that he wanted him to start fucking him again. Yugyeom didn’t disappoint. He slowly thrusted his length back in and started slowly moving. Jungkook couldn’t take it. So he started rocking his hips back and forth, encouraging Yugyeom to go faster. Yet he didn’t.

‘Yugyeom… fuck me harder!’ Jungkook whined.

‘No…’ Yugyeom breathed into the crook of his neck, keeping a deep and slow pace. Then he started kissing and caressing Jungkook all over and it was driving him crazy. The sex felt so different. After a couple of minutes of slow and deep thrusts, soft and wet kisses, tender touching and caressing, Jungkook had to admit to himself that he really enjoyed it. Sex had always been about the physical aspect for him. But Yugyeom made him enjoy it on an emotional level as well. He felt loved and appreciated. It literally felt like Yugyeom was worshipping his body. When Yugyeom felt his orgasm building up, he quickly picked up the pace.

‘Ah-Ah-Ah!... Fuck!... Ah-Yes!’ Jungkook moaned loudly, Yugyeom’s hard, deep thrusts sending shock-waves of pleasure throughout his body. Feeling his orgasm at the tip of his swollen member, Jungkook started stroking himself. Right when Yugyeom was about to cum, he suddenly held still and stared into Jungkook’s glistening eyes. Jungkook stared back, unsure why he suddenly stopped.

‘Jungkook, I love you.’ He whispered. Upon hearing that, a tear streamed down Jungkook’s face. The intensity was too much for him. Yugyeom reached down and kissed him hungrily. Then he started thrusting hard and deep again. After just a few seconds, they both came, moaning into the kiss as they rode out their orgasms.

After the tender love-making, they lay in bed, neither saying a word. After a few minutes however, Jungkook decided to break the silence.

‘Did you really mean that?’ He asked softly.

‘Of course I did.’ Yugyeom replied. They stared at each other in silence. Jungkook then moved closer and caressed his face with a smile.

‘Nobody has ever said that to me before.’ He admitted.

‘Really? What about Tae?’ Yugyeom questioned, incredulous. Jungkook’s smile started to fade.

‘I’m sure he does love me. He’s just never said it.’ He replied. Yugyeom pulled him closer and kissed him softly.

‘You deserve to have someone say that to you every day.’ Yugyeom stated.

‘Why?’ Jungkook chuckled. He just didn’t have any experience with functional relationships.

‘Because… you’re amazing. You’re kind and sweet and funny. And I love you.’ Yugyeom replied with a cute smile, running his fingers through his soft hair. Jungkook blushed and pulled him in for a passionate kiss. As they cuddled in bed, Jungkook started to wonder if he wanted it to be just a one-time thing.

Taehyung was parked across the street of Jungkook’s house. He smirked upon noticing Yugyeom’s car in the driveway. To be honest, he felt hurt and betrayed. But he wasn’t the least bit surprised. Having confirmed his suspicions, he drove off enraged thinking, ‘Jeon Jungkook, you will never walk again.’.

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Clear and Sunny Skies

Namjoon was in a really good mood. He had been since the night of the engagement party. Things had never been better with Jin. Their relationship was based on mutual respect and trust again. Sure, there were certain work-related things that Jin didn’t know, but Namjoon felt he didn’t have to. Namjoon gave him his heart and he was loyal to a fault. That was all that mattered. Seokjin had also been really happy since the night of their engagement. Finally confessing his infidelity to Namjoon felt like a massive weight had been lifted from his soul. The guilt and shame had been eating away at him. He was so glad that it was all over. That night, after Namjoon graciously forgave him, he made a vow to devote himself to him for the rest of their lives. Never again would he ever do anything to hurt him. It was just the two of them till the end.

It was a national holiday so the happy couple stayed indoors and simply cherished each other’s company. After Seokjin made them a delicious and nutritious breakfast, they decided to take a bath together. Understandably, that quickly escalated.

‘Ah! Joonie!... wait!’ Jin gasped when Namjoon rubbed his tip against his entrance. Jin was seated in his lap with his back to him. At first they simply held each other close and talked, but Namjoon suddenly made that cute and peaceful moment, aggressively sexual.

‘Wait for what?’ Namjoon whispered, kissing the back of his neck. Namjoon was never one to enjoy baths. He considered it to be somewhat feminine and a waste of time. But he had to admit that the warm water, bath salts, essential oils and a naked Kim Seokjin on top of him, felt really good.

‘We were talking about something important.’ Jin remarked, turning around a bit so he could face him.

‘I know, but can’t we talk about it later? I’m so horny.’ Namjoon chuckled, pulling Jin in for a kiss.

‘When are you not?’ Jin chuckled as Namjoon kissed his neck.

‘Hey, you knew what you were getting yourself into when you agreed to marry me.’ Namjoon teased, smiling at him fondly.

‘Fine, fine. You want sex, I wanna talk. Let’s just do both at the same time.’ Jin suggested and turned around, leaning his back against Namjoon’s chest. Without hesitating, Namjoon started slowly pushing his length in. The warm bath water really made it more pleasurable but Namjoon being the masculine guy he is, would never admit that out loud.

Mmmph ah,… so what do you… ah!... think?’ Jin managed to say.

‘I think… fuck!... uh, whatever you want…ah-fuck.’ Namjoon breathed, gripping Jin’s hips and picking up the pace.

‘Are you sure? Ah-Ah-Ah!... no, not so hard.’ Jin whined, Namjoon’s deep thrusts stabbing into his prostate.

‘I just… Ah, I’m so close!... I just wanna make you happy.’ Namjoon groaned, kissing the back of Jin’s neck and shoulders.

‘So then we’re… OH-GOD!... doing it?’ Jin gasped. Namjoon was desperately chasing his orgasm, so he couldn’t respond. Instead he firmly held Jin into place and fucked into him like his life depended on it, making them both moan loudly.

‘Ah fuck… ah, I’m gonna…fuck…AH!’ Namjoon groaned as he came inside of Jin. Jin threw his head back, leaning it against Namjoon’s shoulder as he softly whimpered when he came in his hand. It was then that Namjoon decided he actually really liked baths. Well, those types of baths. Jin was still resting his head on Namjoon’s shoulder, his eyes closed, and a soft smile on his face.

‘Jin?’ Namjoon said softly, making him turn around and face him. ‘I wanna do it. Let’s have a baby.’ He added with a smile. Jin smiled back then smashed their lips together. All they felt in that moment was love and happiness. Neither could believe how lucky they were to have found each other.

 

 

 

Heavy Downpour of Rain

Since it was a national holiday, Jimin and his mother went to the town they previously lived in for the day. Jimin’s grandmother lived in that town. His mother decided that he might feel better if he went back to a familiar place. She knew the move wasn’t easy for him. Jimin was really happy in his old town, happy with Yoongi. At first she thought it might be painful for him to be back there because of Yoongi, but Jimin assured her that he would be fine. It wasn’t such a small town, avoiding him for a day shouldn’t be too much of a challenge. After they had a delicious lunch prepared by Jimin’s grandmother, Jimin decided to go for a walk to clear his head. Considering that he always really liked the public park in that town, he decided to head there. As soon as he got there, he immediately felt some peace of mind. Jimin loved nature. The tall and beautiful trees, the pretty blossoming flowers, the sound of birds singing, it all had a very calming effect on him. There was a specific bench that he really liked since it was a bit secluded and under the soothing shadow of a huge, magnificent tree. Remembering all the relaxing moments he enjoyed there, he quickly rushed to it. Once he got there however, the peace of mind he felt was suddenly replaced by pain, sadness and anxiety. Yet he still walked towards the bench and took a seat next to him.

‘Jimin? Hey. What are you doing here?’ Yoongi asked with a startled expression, looking up from his phone. Before responding, Jimin quickly glanced at his phone and saw that he was looking at a video of him and Taehyung. They seemed so happy, laughing, kissing and being silly. Jimin didn’t even know Yoongi had such a side to him.

‘I’m here with my mom, visiting my grandmother.’ Jimin replied in a soft tone, trying not to stare at his phone. *“I love you Min Yoongi!”* *“I love you Kim Taehyung!”* , their voices echoed over the phone. It was then that Yoongi turned it off and put his phone away. He looked to his side away from Jimin, not wanting Jimin to see him cry again. Aside from his own pain, Jimin could feel Yoongi’s pain as well and it was killing him.

‘Yoongi… did you talk to him?’ Jimin inquired softly. Yoongi stared in front of him and nodded. ‘And?’ Jimin asked in addition.

‘And you were right.’ Yoongi replied, finally looking at him. ‘He shouldn’t be with me. I should just let him be happy.’ He added.

‘So, it’s over?’ Jimin asked carefully, hoping not to upset him any further.

‘Yeah, it’s over.’ Yoongi sighed.

‘Well, it’s for the best I’m sure. Besides you still have Hoseok so---’

‘I told you that’s nothing. Whatever that was, it’s over too.’ Yoongi interjected.

‘You ended things with Hoseok too?’ Jimin probed, somewhat surprised.

‘I just wanna be alone.’ Yoongi whispered, closing his eyes and lowering his head. In that moment, all Jimin wanted was to love him past his pain. Jimin took his hand and moved closer to him.

‘I hate seeing you like this.’ Jimin whispered, almost crying. Yoongi could feel the guilt rising up. He knew it was time to come clean to Jimin.

‘Jimin, there’s something I have to tell you.’ He stated in all seriousness.

‘Okay sure.’ Jimin responded, a bit anxious because of the deep tone in his voice.

‘After I tell you this, you won’t love me anymore. In fact, you will really hate me. And I get it. I deserve it after what I’ve done.’ Yoongi explained. Jimin started to get really nervous.

‘Okay?’ Jimin responded, confused. Yoongi then took a deep breath and started confessing.

‘When you and I met, I was in a really bad place. But being with you, made everything okay. I was so happy with you. And I realized that as long as I have you in my life, I would be okay. But then you decided to move away. Jimin, I asked you to stay with me! I said that we could get our own place and that I would take really good care of you. After I begged you to stay, you still chose to leave me. You just broke up with me and moved away---’

‘Yoongi, I’m so sorry! You have no idea how much I regret that every second of every day! I know I should’ve just stayed with you.’ Jimin interjected, crying incessantly. Upon hearing Yoongi say all those things, he was unable to contain his emotions any longer. ‘I was just really scared and I didn’t think I should leave my mom. I know I made the wrong choice. If I just stayed with you, everything would’ve been great. Now everything is just so messed up.’ Jimin added, downright sobbing at that point.

‘Jimin, that’s not what this is about.’

‘Then what is it?’ Jimin huffed, chocking down a sob.

‘After you left me, I just wasn’t okay. I started drifting back to that dark place I tried so hard to suppress. So that’s when I got back in touch with Tae. Jimin… all the horrible things that happened to you since you moved away, it’s because of me.’ Yoongi confessed.

‘What are you saying?’ Jimin enquired, unable to wrap his mind around it.

‘The reason Tae and Jungkook raped you, the reason your mom lost her job, it’s all because of me.’ He confessed. Jimin’s eyes widened and the shock left him paralyzed. He simply stared out in front of him, tears streaming down his face. Seeing him in that state and knowing he was to blame, made Yoongi start crying as well.

‘Look Jimin, I’m so sorry! I never should’ve hurt you! I was just hurting myself and I blamed you for it. I know that’s no excuse and I know you could never forgive me, I don’t expect you to. It’s okay if you hate me. I hate myself too.’ Yoongi cried, burying his face in the palm of his hands. When Jimin was still unresponsive due to the shock, Yoongi continued.

‘Jimin, I just want you to know that I’m not that guy anymore. I hate being that guy. I’m so sick of hurting all the people that care about me, people that I care about. I don’t want to be that monster anymore. Jiminie, I’m so sorry.’ He added, whispering the last sentence. It was then that Jimin finally looked at him.

‘I don’t think you’re a monster. I know I should hate you, but I don’t. At least you’re owning up to your mistakes and are trying to change. That makes you better than most people.’ Jimin admitted, wiping his tears, but unable to stop crying completely. Yoongi was completely caught off guard by his reaction. He was half-expecting Jimin to stab him to death.

‘Jimin… how can you say that? How can you forgive me after all I did to you?’ Yoongi asked, tears of guilt and shame streaming down his face.

‘Because…’ He halted, chocking down a sob. ‘I don’t know how to stop loving you.’ He whispered. Yoongi let out a sob and pulled Jimin in for a tight embrace. Jimin cried on his shoulder and Yoongi kissed his hair and forehead nonstop while holding him close.

‘Jiminie, I don’t deserve this! I don’t deserve you! Please don’t love me so much, my heart can’t take it.’ Yoongi cried. It was all too overwhelming. Clearly they had a very strong connection, but Yoongi was not sure what that connection meant.

 

 

Hurricane

Jungkook really enjoyed the national holiday. He had such a great time at the family picnic. Most seniors in high school absolutely hated spending time with their family. But not Jeon Jungkook. Family was very important to him and he loved them all very much. Jungkook was a very kind and caring person at heart, he always had been. That’s why he was so sensitive and easily swayed. After having had sex with Yugyeom a couple of days back, he avoided Taehyung out of guilt. To his surprise, Taehyung hadn’t tried to meet up with him either. Jungkook worried that Yoongi might’ve had something to do with it. Despite Taehyung denying it, Jungkook knew they still kept in contact. Although he wouldn’t admit it, Jungkook started crushing out on Yugyeom again. Which made it somehow easier for him not to fixate over Taehyung like he usually would. Yugyeom had a way of making Jungkook feel special and appreciated. The morning after they had sex, Jungkook woke up to the most heart-warming text from him. *Good morning beautiful! I hope you slept well. God, you must have the most gorgeous smile on your face while reading this. I know we agreed that it would be just a one-time thing. But I need you to know that, that one time meant absolutely everything to me. You are so kind and special and beautiful and I love you so much Jeon Jungkook! Have a great day. Love, Yugyeom.* Because of that text, Jungkook blushed madly the entire day. He felt like a 12-year old girl with a crush. Yugyeom was so thoughtful and considerate and Jungkook loved every second of feeling cherished for once in his life. While happily texting with Yugyeom, Jungkook suddenly got a text from Taehyung. A sudden wave of panic crashed over him. He hadn’t heard from Taehyung in two days, then suddenly a text saying he should go over to his house. Reluctantly, Jungkook agreed to do so. It was already dark out when Jungkook got to Taehyung’s house. For some reason his instincts were screaming at him to leave. When Jungkook walked into his bedroom, he found Taehyung sitting at the edge of his bed, hunched over, rubbing his palms together, almost like he had been quietly waiting for Jungkook to get there. Once he closed the door behind him, Taehyung scoffed and looked up at him.

‘Kookie, how nice of you to show up.’ Taehyung smirked. Jungkook felt anxious, even more so when he saw a familiar black box on the floor next to Taehyung. When Taehyung noticed Jungkook’s panicked reaction, he let out a dark chuckle and pulled the box closer.

‘What are you doing with that?’ Jungkook asked softly, his voice trembling.

‘I was thinking we could play a game.’ Taehyung grinned, opening the box and taking out a “toy”. Jungkook’s eyes widened in fear.

‘Tae, I told you. I don’t like that stuff.’ Jungkook responded, looking away from the huge vibrator Taehyung was holding.

‘I know you don’t. But I figured you would agree to it tonight.’

‘Why would I agree to any of that kinky shit?’ Jungkook snapped. Taehyung sighed.

‘Remember how you said you wanna be a real couple? And how real couples talk about stuff? So why don’t we try that again. Let’s talk. Tell me, did you like Yugyeom’s dick in your ass?’ Taehyung questioned sarcastically.

‘How do you know about that?’ Jungkook slurred, trying not to pass out from fear and anxiety.

‘I know because you are just so FUCKING PREDICTABLE!’ He shouted.

‘What do you mean?’ Jungkook whispered, feeling the tears welling up.

‘Seriously Jungkook? Are you really that naïve?’ Taehyung sighed. ‘Why do you think I told Jimin about Yugyeom? What, you thought I was trying to play matchmaker? I knew something would happen between them if I just nudged Jimin in the right direction. Although I have to admit, it happened a lot sooner than I thought it would. But hey, that’s Park Hoe-min for ya.’ He added, chuckling at the last part.

‘So you wanted something to happen between them? Why?’ Jungkook demanded, starting to feel angry.

‘Because I wanted to see how you would react.’ Taehyung answered calmly with a smile.

‘Wait, you were testing me? It was all part of some stupid test?!’ Jungkook growled.

‘Yes, and you failed. I guess you don’t love me as much as you claim you do.’ Taehyung sighed.

‘Wait, no. Tae I’m sorry. It didn’t mean anything. I was just trying to get him out of my head.’ Jungkook apologized, getting on his knees in front of him.

‘By taking him in your ass?’ Taehyung retorted.

‘I know. It was a stupid thing to do. Please let me make it up to you?’ He begged, resting his forehead on Taehyung’s knee.

‘Well, that you can do. You know what I want.’ Taehyung stated firmly. Jungkook looked up at him with tears in his eyes. Reluctantly, he got up and got undressed. Taehyung took out some rope from his box and tied his hands behind his back. He made Jungkook stand in front of him, naked, with his legs spread apart.

‘Don’t move,  don’t make a sound.’ Taehyung instructed as he lubed up the massive vibrator. Jungkook nodded. Although he felt humiliated, he wanted Taehyung to forgive him. He only prayed that it wouldn’t be too painful. Without warning, Taehyung shoved the entire vibrator in, making Jungkook wince in pain. Then he turned it on to the highest level and Jungkook let out a muffled scream. It was too overwhelming. With his hands tied behind his back, he had no way of maintaining his balance as the shock-waves made his legs tremble. But he knew that if he fell over or made a sound, Taehyung would only make his punishment more severe. Even though the pain was unbearable, his body had to react to the stimulation. Once he got hard, Taehyung started pushing the vibrator in deeper while stroking him.

‘Don’t moan. And if you cum, you’ll regret it.’ Taehyung warned, stroking him faster. Jungkook bit his lip and instinctively bucked his hips forward. He knew he was close. Taehyung was stroking him hard and fast while shoving the vibrator directly into his prostate.

‘AHH-FUCK!’ He screamed out, unable to fight off his orgasm.

‘Damn it Kookie! You don’t listen, do you!’ Taehyung snarled. ‘Clean this up.’ He ordered, moving his hand towards Jungkook’s mouth and making him lick his own cum off of it.

‘That’s right. You like your own taste baby?’ Taehyung smirked. After Jungkook licked him clean, Taehyung grabbed the rope around his wrists and threw him on the bed.

‘Face down, on your knees.’ Taehyung ordered. Jungkook did as he was told. Taehyung quickly undressed and positioned his throbbing member in front of Jungkook’s already abused hole. It was already a little swollen and Taehyung pressed two fingers against it, making Jungkook whimper softly. Then he grabbed on to the rope and started mercilessly fucking into him, tugging at the rope to pull him closer with every thrust.

‘Stop whining, I know you like this.’ Taehyung groaned,  repeatedly stabbing into his prostate. Jungkook couldn’t take it. That massive vibrator left him feeling too sore and oversensitive. He was in too much pain. With his face buried in a pillow, he cried as Taehyung continued to relentlessly abuse his sore hole. After several more minutes of forceful pounding, Jungkook knew he would die if the abuse didn’t stop. So he mustered all the energy he had left and forcefully clenched his walls around Taehyung’s throbbing dick, forcing him to cum. The pain was excruciating but it was worth it when he felt Taehyung cum inside of him.

‘Ah fuck, Jungkook.’ Taehyung moaned, forced to ejaculate. ‘Damnit! I wanted this to last longer.’ He sighed. Then he turned Jungkook over so he was laying on his back. Only then did Taehyung notice that he had been crying. But Taehyung was too much in the zone so he didn’t care. To that effect, he pushed two of his fingers in Jungkook’s abused hole and smiled to himself as he swirled his cum around. After he pulled his cum-soaked fingers out, he forced them down Jungkook’s throat.

‘Tastes good right?’ He smirked, making Jungkook gag on his fingers.

‘Can I pass out now?’ Jungkook mumbled, almost drifting out of consciousness.

‘Nope. We’re not done here.’ Taehyung stated, getting up and walking towards his box. Jungkook’s eyes shot wide open upon hearing that. Then he pressed his legs together and started crying once Taehyung walked up to him with that shiny object.

‘No Tae, please don’t. Can we please just stop here?’ Jungkook begged, tears streaming down his face.

‘Relax, you can take it. It’s only 7 inches.’ Taehyung chuckled. Then he climbed on top of Jungkook and started rubbing the bullet vibrator against his tip. Jungkook cried and moaned and whimpered. Without wanting to, he got hard again. Once he was hard, Taehyung stopped so he could spread his legs apart.

‘No! Don’t put it in me!’ Jungkook objected, trying to wiggle away from him. But his hands were still tied behind his back and he was severely exhausted.

‘Stop moving! The second you cum, I’ll take it out, okay?’ Taehyung assured. Jungkook let out a sob and spread his legs. The cold metal was painfully stabbing into his overly abused hole and Jungkook just couldn’t endure it. Taehyung mercilessly rammed the thing in and out of him until Jungkook screamed out in more pain than pleasure when he came. After which he passed out, understandably.

A couple of hours later, Jungkook lay on his back, paralyzed from the pain and soreness. He blankly stared up at the ceiling as Taehyung caressed his hair and trailed his hand up and down his abdomen.

‘Tae, do you love me?’ Jungkook then posed, completely out of the blue. Taehyung then stopped the caressing and moved away from him.

‘Look, I know you do. I just want to hear you say it.’ Jungkook pressed, turning over to look at him.

‘Don’t be such a fucking girl Jungkook.’ Taehyung retorted.

‘Fine. Yugyeom loves me.’ He mumbled under his breath.

‘What the fuck did you just say?!’ Taehyung sneered, straddling him and staring into his eyes with rage.

‘You heard me!’ Jungkook countered.

‘You ever mention that bastard again and I’ll---’

‘You’ll what?! Brutally abuse me again?’ Jungkook interjected, tears forming in his eyes. Taehyung got off of him and sat up in bed, unable to look at him, unable to respond.

‘Why do you only want to hurt me?’ Jungkook whispered, chocking down a sob. Taehyung’s unresponsive state had him feeling outraged. He chose to ignore the excruciating pain and forced himself to stand up, only to fall to the floor. Taehyung then quickly rushed to him.

‘DON’T FUCKING TOUCH ME!’ He shouted in tears, burying his face in the palm of his hands and crying uncontrollably. Taehyung just sat beside him on the floor in silence. He knew he should say something, he just didn’t know what.

‘Kookie, please don’t cry. I shouldn’t have hurt you. I’m sorry.’ He apologized with genuine remorse. Jungkook then looked up at him and wiped his tears.

‘And?’ He gasped.

‘And what?’ Taehyung questioned, puzzled.

‘You’re sorry, and?’ Jungkook probed. Taehyung’s expression suddenly changed when he realized what Jungkook was getting at. Unable to say it, Taehyung turned his head away. But Jungkook needed him to confess his love. That was the only thing that could salvage the hot mess otherwise known as their relationship. Jungkook moved closer to him, waiting for a response. The voice in Taehyung’s head was screaming it out loud and clear. All he could hear himself think was, ‘I love you so much Jeon Jungkook! You mean everything to me! I can’t live without you! I want you, I need you, I love you! Jungkook, I love every fragment of your being! Please don’t ever leave me.’. Yet, he couldn’t say it.

‘That’s it. I’m sorry. Nothing more.’ He said instead, absolutely hating how broken he was. All he wanted was to tell him how he truly felt, he just couldn’t. Jungkook stared at him in pain and disappointment, after which he struggled to his feet, got dressed and stormed out in tears. The moment he left, Taehyung broke down in tears. Why couldn’t he just tell him? Why was he so damaged? After sobbing in the dark for two hours, Taehyung simply passed out. The last thing he remembered mumbling to himself in his broken-down state was, ‘Goodbye Jungkookie, I love you.’.

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Jin & Jimin       

 +Yoongi

Jimin’s mother went back home to the capital the previous night, given that she works on Saturdays. Since it was the weekend and Jimin was hoping to have more “unplanned” interactions with Yoongi, he decided to stay back. But he wasn’t staying with his grandmother. It would be another weekend with his favorite cousin Jin and his fiancé Namjoon. Although Jimin loved spending time with Jin, he had ulterior motives that particular weekend for wanting to see him. There were certain things they needed to discuss. Upon arriving at their apartment that morning, he was welcomed with a hug and some delicious breakfast. They sat at the table and enjoyed their blueberry waffles with vanilla syrup, cheese omelets, bacon and sausages and lastly a fresh fruits salad. Jin loved cooking. And breakfast was after all the most important meal of the day. It was just Jin and Jimin at the table. Namjoon was nowhere to be seen.

‘Seokjinnie, where’s Namjoon?’ Jimin inquired while scooping more of the fruit salad onto his plate.

‘He’s in his study with…’ Jin halted. He wasn’t sure if Jimin could handle the confrontation. He was well-aware of what was going on in Jimin’s life. Jin felt like an idiot for letting it slip his mind.

‘Jin, who is he wi---’ Jimin’s heart skipped a beat when he saw Namjoon walking out of his office with Yoongi.

‘Jimin, good to see you again.’ Namjoon said, lying of course. ‘Yoongi, why don’t you join us for breakfast?’ He added, patting Yoongi’s shoulder. Then there was awkward silence for a few seconds.

‘Yes, Yoongi, do join us.’ Jimin offered with a soft smile. Yoongi smiled back and took a seat beside him. The four of them ate their breakfast in the most uncomfortable silence. After what felt like an eternity, although it had only been around 20 minutes, they all left the table. Yoongi had to leave for his part-time job. Jimin offered to walk out with him.

‘I feel like there’s so many things I wanna say to you, but now that we’re here, I can’t think of anything.’ Jimin sighed, frustrated.

‘There’s nothing left to say Jimin. I’ve told you everything.’ Yoongi acknowledged.

‘Can I ask you something?’ Jimin carefully posed.

‘Sure, let’s hear it.’ Yoongi replied. Whatever the question would be, Yoongi wasn’t the least bit anxious. He had already decided to be completely honest with Jimin and everyone else for that matter.

‘How do you feel about  me?’ Jimin asked in a soft voice, feeling rather nervous.

‘Jiminie, I don’t know how to answer that. I can’t tell you what you really want to hear.’ Yoongi answered.

‘Then just tell me the truth. You know how I feel about you.’ Jimin probed.

‘Yes, I know how you feel. But I don’t feel the same way, I’m sorry. Don’t get me wrong, I really do care about you, a lot! It’s just not the same.’ Yoongi confessed. Jimin nodded, wiped his tears and then said goodbye, closing the door behind him. When he walked into the living room, Jin who was on his tablet, looked up and noticed that he had been crying.

‘Jiminie, come sit next me.’ Jin suggested, patting the empty space on the sofa. Jimin took the seat and without wanting to started crying again.

‘Chimmy, what happened with you and Yoongi? All I know is that he broke-up with you. But why?’ Jin inquired, rubbing his back.

‘He loves someone else and I cheated on him.’ Jimin confessed.

‘Well, that’s a bit complicated. Who did you cheat on him with?’ Jin asked, unable to hide his curiosity.

‘Jungkook. One of the guys that raped me. But it wasn’t like that. He’s actually a really good guy. He just made a mistake.’ Jimin explained. Jin’s eyes widened in both shock and disbelief. A part of him felt like he should tell Jimin about his interaction with the other guy that raped him. But Jimin already knew of it. Along with everything that Yoongi confessed to him the previous day, Jin’s night with Taehyung was not left out. Jimin was hoping that Jin would confess his mistake, but clearly he was wrong. So he had no choice but to outright ask him about it.

‘The other guy’s name is Taehyung. He was actually at your engagement party. Turns out, Namjoon knows him.’ Jimin continued. Jin started feeling early signs of a severe anxiety attack.

‘I had no idea Namjoon knew such despicable people.’ Jin blurted out, trying to feign his innocence.

‘Yes, despicable. Then again, you know him on a much more intimate level than Namjoon does.’ Jimin accused, his tone deep and serious. Jin froze for a few seconds, trying to process what he had just heard.

‘How do you know---’

‘How do I know that you let Kim Taehyung fuck your brains out?’ Jimin interjected. Before answering his own question, it dawned on him that he should leave out Yoongi’s involvement. That could jeopardize Yoongi’s working relationship with Namjoon. ‘Taehyung told me.’ He lied.

‘Well that’s great Jimin! Start fucking one of the guys that raped you and befriend the other. Great thinking, really!’ Jin countered sarcastically.

‘Oh listen to the judgement from the engaged guy who fucked some teenager!’ Jimin sneered. They were both upset with each other. After a few moments of enraged staring, Jin decided to be the bigger person.

‘Chim, I’m so sorry. I didn’t know who he was when I met him. But that doesn’t make it any less wrong. I know I made a horrible mistake. I’ve apologized to Namjoon and we’re okay now. So now, all that’s left is you and me. Are we okay too?’ Jin apologized sincerely. Jimin couldn’t stay mad at him. Jin was like an older brother to him.

‘We’re okay Jin. I’m sorry for what I said. I’ve made a lot of mistakes too. I had no right to blame you like that.’ Jimin apologized as well. After which they smiled at each other and hugged. Besides being cousins, they were also best friends and brothers. Nobody could mess with their unbreakable friendship.

 

Taehyung & Yoongi

+ Hoseok

Taehyung felt like he was positively losing his mind. There he was driving way past the speed limit, blasting loud EXO music, singing along to his favorite song Monster and drinking Vodka right from the bottle. If the police caught him, he would be in so much trouble. Thankfully, none were around. He was driving over to Yoongi’s house. After Jungkook broke-up with him that morning via text, that’s right, a fucking text, he had nothing short of a violent outburst. After crying, screaming and breaking everything in sight, he decided to go see Yoongi. While driving drunk, infuriated and frustrated, all he could think of was that text. While he had only read it once due to the fact that he broke his phone afterwards, the words were imprinted on his brain.

 

Jungkook’s text:

“ Taehyung, I love you more than I could ever put into words. Our relationship has never made much sense to anyone, not even to us. Maybe it’s because of the way things started between us. But I have forgiven you for that. I feel no anger and resentment towards you. All I feel for you is the kind of love where you completely surrender yourself to the other person. You truly are everything that I want. Somewhere along the way, I have lost myself in you. Without you, there is no me. Now that I know you don’t love me, and that you probably never did, I can’t go on anymore. I need to find myself again. If you can’t love me, then set me free. We both deserve more.

Goodbye TaeTae.

Love, Jungkookie ”

 

Upon reading that text, Taehyung felt so sad and broken that he couldn’t even reply. Even if he were to muster up the courage to reply, what would he even say? Being vulnerable was not his strong suit. So he decided to go and see Yoongi for advice. Now that Yoongi is suddenly a caring and sensitive person, Taehyung was sure he could help. When Yoongi opened the door to him, he immediately took a step back from the overwhelming scent of alcohol.

‘Tae, you been drinking?’ Yoongi asked, leading him to the living room.

‘Nah, just a little.’ He lied. But he was good at maintaining his composure when drunk. They took a seat across each other in awkward silence. Yoongi decided to break the ice.

‘So, what brings you here?’

‘I feel… confused.’ He slurred. Yoongi then realized that he had more than just a ‘little’ to drink.

‘Confused about what? How are things with Jungkook?’ He asked, choosing to ignore the fact that he was heavily intoxicated. That’s when Taehyung broke down in tears.

‘He broke up with me.’ He cried.

‘Tae, how did that happen? I’ve seen the way he looks at you. I can tell that he really loves you.’ Yoongi pointed out, trying to console him.

‘He thinks I don’t love him.’ Taehyung sniffed, wiping his tears.

‘Why does he think that? Of course you love him!’

‘He asked me to say it, and I just froze. I couldn’t tell him how much I love him and now he’s gone.’ Taehyung cried yet again, the alcohol making him all the more emotional. Yoongi let out a deep breath he didn’t even know he was holding in. So now Yoongi needs to help the guy he’s in love with, get back with the guy that he is in love with. How is any of this fair?

‘Tae, when did Jungkook break-up with you?’ He asked, ignoring his own frustrations. He loved Taehyung. So if he needed his help, then he would get it.

‘This morning.’ He replied, calming down a bit. Yoongi started laughing upon which Taehyung gave him a puzzled look.

‘Tae, there’s still time. You can get him back. Just call him and tell him how you feel!’ Yoongi encouraged.

‘Yes! You’re right! Can I borrow your phone? I broke mine.’

‘Sure, you can use my phone. But sober up a bit before you call him. I’m gonna make you some coffee.’ Yoongi offered. As Yoongi walked towards the kitchen, Taehyung couldn’t help but stare at him fondly. If Yoongi was always like that, Taehyung was certain that they would be planning their marriage by then.

‘Here you go, drink up.’ Yoongi said with a smile, handing him a cup of steaming hot coffee.

‘Thanks Yoongi. I still can’t believe how much you’ve changed.’ Taehyung noted.

‘Tae… I have to confess something. And I’m not telling you this to confuse you or get you to change your mind. I just feel you should know.’ Yoongi stated in a serious tone. Taehyung felt slightly anxious, but moreover he was curious.

‘Okay, go ahead.’ He responded, taking a sip of coffee.

‘I was there that night. The night you…’ He halted and looked away, feeling the tears welling up.

‘What do you mean you were there?’ Taehyung probed, his voice trembling.

‘After you sent me those texts, I didn’t know how to respond. I had a lot of my own shit going on you know. But I just felt awful for ignoring you and after you sent me that text that said “GOODBYE”, that’s when I realized that something was wrong. So I rushed to your hotel and when I got to your room, I found you there, laying on the floor, bleeding and unconscious.’ Yoongi confessed, after which he broke down in tears remembering that awful night.

‘I can’t believe you were actually there.’ Taehyung cried, unable to contain his emotions.

‘How do you think you got to the hospital?’

‘My dad said someone from the hotel called an ambulance.’ Taehyung replied, a puzzled look on his face.

‘No, that’s just what I asked the hotel manager to say. When I saw you like that, I broke down in tears but somehow managed to make the call. Then I held you close and cried over you. As soon as the paramedics arrived, I left before they could see me.’ Yoongi confessed. Taehyung was downright sobbing at that point.

‘So… you were there when I needed you.’ He cried.

‘No Tae, I wasn’t. I was too late.’ He admitted, lowering his head and crying.

‘Why didn’t you tell me before?’

‘I didn’t think it would matter.’ Yoongi noted.

‘Then why tell me now?’ Taehyung probed.

‘You wanted to know how I’m so different. Seeing you in that state… it was like I stopped breathing. Without you, I can’t breathe.’ Yoongi said, whispering the last part. Taehyung swiftly climbed into his lap and started kissing him aggressively. Without meaning to, Yoongi pulled him closer and deepened the kiss.

‘Tae, we shouldn’t do this.’ Yoongi breathed while Taehyung trailed wet kisses along his jawline and neck. But Taehyung simply smiled when he grinded down on him, feeling his erection.

‘Just one last time?’ Taehyung begged. Before Yoongi could object again, Taehyung smashed their lips together.

‘Tae, wait. Just stop okay. This will only complicate things. You have a good thing with Jungkook. So fix it.’ Yoongi counseled. Taehyung was about to say something but was interrupted by a sudden knock on the front door. Yoongi gently lifted Taehyung off him so he could answer it. They both wondered who it could be so late. Taehyung’s eyes widened upon seeing Hoseok walk in. At first Hoseok seemed puzzled but then he kindly smiled at him.

‘Kim Taehyung! Hi, what brings you here?’ Hoseok asked with a sunshine smile. Then he took a seat next to Taehyung. Yoongi sat across them, feeling rather confused and suspicious.

‘I’m sorry, how do you two know each other?’ Yoongi inquired, glancing at Taehyung.

‘Taehyung asked me to work with him on an assignment, but he never brought me the contract. So then how do you two know each other?’ Hoseok asked, glancing at them both.

‘We used to date.’ Yoongi answered.

‘We were in love.’ Taehyung corrected, giving Yoongi a stern look. His reaction set Yoongi off.

‘Really? You stopped loving me! I never did! I still love you Taehyung!’ Yoongi snapped, almost shouting.

‘Oh that’s what we’re doing?! Why were you pushing me away just now when I was trying to have sex with you? Because you love me so much?’ Taehyung sneered.

‘You want me to fuck you? Oh, I’ll fuck you. But then what Tae? Stop being such an impulsive child!’ Yoongi scolded. Hoseok blankly stared at them, awkwardly forced to witness that K-drama.

‘I think I should go.’ Hoseok said, getting up.

‘No, you don’t have to leave. Why did you come over?’ Yoongi asked kindly, taking his hand. Seeing Yoongi being kind and affectionate towards Hoseok bothered Taehyung.

‘Um, I was hoping we could talk in private.’ Hoseok insisted, glancing at Taehyung.

‘No fucking way! You two? That’s just great.’ Taehyung scoffed, surprised and somewhat furious.

‘Why does it even bother you?’ Yoongi growled.

‘It doesn’t. Do whatever you want. Can I use your phone now?’ Taehyung asked with a blank expression. Yoongi gave it to him after which he left the room.

‘So you’re in love with Taehyung, not Jimin. Is that why you broke-up with me?’ Hoseok asked with a saddened expression.

‘Look, it’s complicated. I just wanna be on my own for a while. I’m sorry.’ Yoongi explained.

‘Does Taehyung still work with Mr. Namjoon? I never heard back from him about the contract.’ Hoseok inquired.

‘Hobi, do yourself a favor and stay away from both Taehyung and Namjoon. Whatever they’re involved in, it’s all bad. And Tae doesn’t even work with him anymore. I told him not to. You should do the same.’ Yoongi warned. Hoseok nodded in agreement.

Taehyung was in Yoongi’s bedroom. He had rehearsed what he was going to say before dialing the number. Then after saying it 5 times in a row, he mustered up all the courage he had and dialed Jungkook’s number. His heart was racing, his throat felt dry, his palms were sweaty. It was now or never Taehyung! After ringing a couple of times, someone answered.

‘Hello? Who is this?’ The receiver kindly inquired. Taehyung’s expression suddenly changed as he felt his heart shatter into a million pieces. He hung up the phone then wiped the tears that started streaming down his face. Resembling a hurt little puppy, he walked out.

‘Tae? What happened?’ Yoongi asked, worried upon seeing Taehyung so sad.

‘I was too late.’ He answered mechanically then put the phone on the table and left. Yoongi wanted to follow him but Taehyung stopped him. He just wanted to be alone.

 

Jungkook & Yugyeom

‘Gyeomie, who was that on the phone?’ Jungkook asked, walking out of the shower wearing nothing but a towel wrapped around his waist. Before Yugyeom could respond, he had to take a few seconds to admire Jungkook’s gorgeous body. He downright resembled the Korean version of a Greek God!

‘Oh, um, I don’t know. I asked but the caller hung-up. It’s an unregistered number.’ He answered, lustfully staring at Jungkook’s muscular perfection.

‘Okay, if it’s important, I’m sure they’ll call again.’

Jungkook then removed the towel around his waist and started drying his hair with it. Yugyeom felt his dick get hard as he stared at his naked body. In that moment, all he wanted was to get on his knees and start sucking him off.

‘Uh… Kook, why did you call me over?’ Yugyeom asked softly, his painful erection making it hard for him to concentrate properly.

‘Gimme a sec.’ Jungkook replied, walking up to his closet and taking out a pair of white, silk boxers. After putting them on very slowly and sensually, he walked towards Yugyeom who was still lustfully staring at him and took a seat next to him on the bed. Then they both stared at each other lustfully.

‘Uh…Kook… uh, why, why did you, uh, c-call me over?’ Yugyeom stuttered nervously. I mean nothing but white, silk boxers?! Jeon Jungkook, are you trying to get pregnant?!

‘There’s something I have to confess.’ Jungkook said with his gaze lowered.

‘Okay, what’s up?’ Yugyeom questioned curiously, shifting around due to the discomfort of his erection.

‘First of all, I broke-up with Taehyung. For real this time.’ Jungkook admitted, looking up at him.

‘Okay, don’t take this the wrong way, but I’m not buying it. Somehow you always end up back with him.’ Yugyeom countered. Jungkook’s expression changed. He seemed really sad.

‘Yugyeom, he doesn’t love me. I thought he did, but he doesn’t. So it’s really over this time.’ Jungkook explained, fighting back his tears. He had already cried for what felt like 10 years.

‘Are you really sure?’ Yugyeom probed.

‘Yes.’ Jungkook confirmed. ‘Not to sound pathetic, but I just want someone to love me.’ He added.

‘Kook, that’s not pathetic. Everyone wants love.’ Yugyeom consoled, taking his hand and squeezing it tight.

‘You love me, right?’ Jungkook asked, looking at him like a cute bunny. Yugyeom grabbed his face and kissed him passionately. Jungkook didn’t hesitate in pulling him on top of him and wrapping his legs around him.

‘Jungkook, I love you so much.’ He breathed. Jungkook then blushed and kissed him again. Suddenly Yugyeom stopped the kiss and stood up.

‘What’s wrong?’ Jungkook asked, puzzled. Yugyeom simply smiled and took all of his clothes off. Then he pulled Jungkook to his feet.

‘As much as I want to fuck you for wearing these slutty boxers, let’s try something new.’ Yugyeom suggested.

‘What do you mean?’ Jungkook asked, still confused.

‘I want you to top.’ Yugyeom answered with a blush. Jungkook’s eyes widened in disbelief.

‘Um… um, I…uh, maybe, what?’ Jungkook mumbled, at a complete loss for words. Yugyeom started laughing.

‘Jungkook, I know you top sometimes. You’re a switch right?’

‘Yeah, I am… but, have you ever bottomed?’ Jungkook asked anxiously.

‘Honestly, no, I haven’t.’ He confessed. Jungkook was frozen for a few seconds, processing.

‘Wait, you want me to be your first?’ Jungkook inquired, incredulous.

‘Yeah, I do. I couldn’t be yours… so maybe you could be mine.’ Yugyeom explained with a smile. Jungkook felt nervous. He had never been anyone’s first before. Also the warm sentiment was tugging at his heart. Did Yugyeom really love him that much?

‘Gyeomie, I’ve never been someone’s first. I don’t wanna hurt you.’ Jungkook admitted.

‘Kook, I trust you. It’ll be just fine, okay?’ Yugyeom assured. Reluctantly, Jungkook nodded and went to get a bottle of lube. While waiting, Yugyeom got on the bed, lay on his back and spread his legs, which was the first time he was ever in that position. When Jungkook started walking towards him with a bottle of lube, Yugyeom lifted his legs and held them up, revealing his untouched pink pucker. Jungkook’s eyes widened at the sight of it as his heart started racing. Carefully, he knelt on the ground before him and pulled him a little closer.

‘Okay sir, lube me up.’ Yugyeom chuckled.

‘First things first.’ Jungkook breathed.

‘AH-FUCK!’ Yugyeom exclaimed once he felt Jungkook’s tongue on his rim. That was the first time he ever had that happen to him.

‘Ah…ah-ah… feels so good…fuck!’ Yugyeom moaned like a virgin in heat upon feeling Jungkook’s tongue penetrating him. It felt so wet and warm and it sent pleasurable electricity up his spine.

‘You taste so fucking good.’ Jungkook breathed. Yugyeom felt so much pre-cum dripping out of his twitching cock when Jungkook said that.

‘Kook, if you don’t stop, that alone will make me cum.’ Yugyeom whispered, the pleasure making his voice quake. Jungkook then stopped and lubed up a finger.

‘We’ll start slow okay. If it hurts, just tell me and I’ll stop.’ Jungkook instructed.

‘Yes sir.’ Yugyeom teased, both of them chuckling afterwards.

‘Stop calling me sir. This isn’t 50 shades of bullshit.’ Jungkook chuckled. Then he started rubbing his lubed-up finger against Yugyeom’s rim.

‘Hmm, then what should I call you? Daddy? Oppa?’ Yugyeom teased further. Jungkook simply smirked at him and shoved his finger in.

‘AH!’ Yugyeom yelled. If just 1 finger hurt that much, what would a fully erect cock feel like?!

‘Try to relax. Don’t clench.’ Gay-sex-educator Jeon Jungkook instructed. After several seconds of slow fingering, Jungkook added another finger.

‘AH!... Kook it hurts.’ Yugyeom protested, holding in his tears. Jungkook then pulled his fingers out and added more lube. After which he slowly inserted them again, making Yugyeom flinch from the pain.

‘Deep breaths. It’ll ease up. I can already feel you relaxing.’ Jungkook assured. While gently fingering him, he suddenly chuckled.

‘What’s so funny?’ Yugyeom asked, popping his head up.

‘Am I about to take your butt-virginity?’ Jungkook chuckled. Yugyeom started sniggering.

‘Yes Jeon Jungkook, please take my ass-virginity.’ He laughed out loud, making Jungkook laugh loudly as well. After a couple more minutes of fingering, Yugyeom was stretched and relaxed. Quite eagerly, Jungkook lubed up his member and positioned it before Yugyeom’s moist, prepped, virgin hole.

‘You ready?’ He asked. Yugyeom took a deep breath and nodded. Jungkook slowly thrust his length in. The tightness felt so overwhelming. Once he was all the way in, he held still for a few seconds, so Yugyeom could adjust to his size.

‘Fuck Gyeomie, you’re so fucking tight.’ He moaned. ‘Does it hurt?’ He asked.

‘No, it’s fine.’ He lied. It hurt like hell! But he wanted Jungkook to fuck him. He just wanted to show Jungkook how much he loved him. Being the bisexual top Yugyeom is, he was never interested in being penetrated. He was the one always doing the penetrating. Just the mere idea of “taking dick in his ass” greatly unsettled him. But if it meant learning to take some dick every now and then for Jungkook, then you best believe he would learn how to take it. However, when Jungkook started thrusting, Yugyeom literally started crying.

‘AH! No-No-No, AH! STOP!’ Yugyeom screamed out, tears shooting out of his eyes. Jungkook immediately pulled out. He looked down at Yugyeom who was crying and breathing loudly.

‘Gyeomie, I’m so sorry. Look, we’re done here okay?’ Jungkook soothed.

‘No, Kookie, I don’t wanna stop. Maybe just… I don’t know. More prep? And more lube?’ Yugyeom suggested. But Jungkook was reluctant. He didn’t want to hurt him again.

‘Let’s just stop here tonight.’ Jungkook stated firmly.

‘Damn it Kook! Will you just fuck my ass?!’ Yugyeom commanded. Triggered by his reaction, Jungkook knelt back in front of him and lubed up 3 of his fingers. He looked up at him, arched an eyebrow then shoved his fingers in.

‘AH-FUCK!’ Yugyeom cried, throwing his head back.

‘Give it a minute, It’ll start to feel really good soon.’ Jungkook assured, fingering him hard and fast. And he was right. Not even a minute later, Yugyeom let out a loud gasp when Jungkook found his spot.

‘Ah… Ah-fuck! Right there! Harder!’ Yugyeom moaned as Jungkook hit a spot he didn’t even know he had. ‘Okay…okay, fuck me. I’m ready.’ Yugyeom breathed. Jungkook lubed up his member again and carefully thrust it in. Although it still hurt, the pleasure overpowered it. Yugyeom arched his back and rolled his hips as Jungkook fucked his “virginity” away.

‘Ah Kookie! So good!... Ah-Ah!... Fuck!’ Yugyeom moaned, pulling Jungkook on top of him and digging his nails into his back. Jungkook kept a slow and steady pace since it was Yugyeom’s “first” time, but all he wanted was to abuse his tight hole. It felt too good to resist, but he had to.

‘Ah, Jungkookie! Fuck me harder!’ Yugyeom moaned. That was the confirmation Jungkook was waiting for. In just a split second, he shifted into beast-mode and started drilling his hardened length into Yugyeom’s tight hole.

‘Ah-Ah-Ah! Kook… AH!... Fuck, there! Yes there!’ Yugyeom moaned loudly as Jungkook repeatedly stabbed into his prostate. He had no idea penetration could feel so pleasurable. Jungkook was practically drowning in mild-altering pleasure. Fucking into the boy who loved him so much felt so satisfying. Feeling that familiar buildup, Jungkook started stroking Yugyeom’s dripping length, wanting him to cum first. Once Jungkook started simultaneously jerking him off and brutally pounding into him, Yugyeom felt his eyes roll back in his head. The pleasure felt so overwhelming. Having both his front and back stimulated was like discovering new realms of pleasure. Every nerve in his body coiled in pure pleasure.

‘Kook, I’m gonna cum! Ah, fuck… AAAHHH!’ Yugyeom screamed out in pleasure as he came hard, clenching his walls around Jungkook’s throbbing dick.

‘Ah-fuck…ah, mmph.’ Jungkook released inside of him, filling him up to the brim.

After they cleaned up, they lay next to each other and stared up at the ceiling.

‘Kook, I’m glad you were my first. Well, kind of first.’ Yugyeom said with a smile, looking at Jungkook who seemed lost in thoughts.

‘Uh, yeah. Me too.’ He replied, looking at him with a strained smile.

‘Look, we can just take our time. No need to make too much of a big deal out of it.’ Yugyeom assured. Jungkook nodded.

After Yugyeom dozed off, Jungkook quietly got out of bed and went to his bathroom, locking the door behind him. Then he crashed to the bathroom floor and started sobbing uncontrollably. All he felt was pain. ‘Fuck you Kim Taehyung! Why can’t you just love me?’ , he thought and wept until he passed out on the floor.

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It was a bright Monday morning, but Jungkook never felt more depressed. As he stood in his shower, letting the warm water pour over him, all he could think about was Taehyung. While it was fun and distracting to get caught up with Yugyeom the past couple of days, Jungkook realized that he was just using Yugyeom as an escape. In all honesty, Jungkook did care about him. But Taehyung was the one he loved, the only one he had ever loved. Despite everything that happened, Jungkook was still holding on to him. Eventually he had to admit that a part of him, an integral part, would always hold on to Kim Taehyung. The idea of having to attend school and seeing Taehyung again. Jungkook wasn’t sure if he could handle it. Being lost in thoughts, he didn’t notice the door sliding open and Yugyeom entering the shower. It was only when he felt his arms wrapped around his waist that he snapped back to reality.

‘Can I shower in peace?’ Jungkook insisted, slightly turning around to face him. Yugyeom just smiled and started kissing the back of his neck and his shoulders. Before Jungkook could object, Yugyeom pushed his tip in his already abused hole. The previous night consisted of them having sex on every surface of Jungkook’s spacious bedroom. Unwillingly, Jungkook closed his eyes and let it happen. Due to the water pouring over them, Yugyeom couldn’t notice the endless flow of tears streaming down Jungkook’s face. He wasn’t crying because it hurt, even though it did, rather he was crying because he simply didn’t want it to happen anymore. All he wanted was Taehyung.

After Yugyeom was done brutally fucking into Jungkook a couple of times, he returned to the bedroom to let Jungkook finish his shower. Then it occurred to him that he hadn’t checked in yet. He was supposed to send a progress update. Swiftly, he grabbed his phone and sent the message.

*Message successfully delivered to 김남준 !

>>>>>> 

It was recess and Jimin was sitting in the cafeteria by himself. It had been a rather overwhelming past few days. He blankly stared at his food as thoughts of Yoongi dominated his mind. Then someone suddenly pulled out the chair next to him and took a seat. When he turned his head to see who it was, his cheek was met with a soft pair of lips.

‘Hey Jimin, you okay?’ Yugyeom asked with a smile, placing his tray on the table.

‘Hi Yugyeom. I’m fine.’ He replied callously.

‘You don’t think I’m ignoring you, right?’ Yugyeom inquired.

‘No, not at all. We’ve both been kind of busy.’ Jimin admitted. Before either of them could say anything else, Jungkook pulled out the chair across Jimin and took a seat, carefully placing his tray on the table.

‘Hey Jimin.’ Jungkook greeted, nervously smiling at him. Jimin was about to say something but Yugyeom abruptly leaned across the table and kissed Jungkook. Jimin stared at them both in surprise and disbelief as they kissed for several seconds.

‘Well, this is new.’ Jimin pointed out after they broke the kiss.

‘I know, isn’t it great.’ Yugyeom blushed, then taking a bite out of his sandwich. Jimin glanced at Jungkook who seemed preoccupied.

‘Kook, what about Tae?’ Jimin inquired, a puzzled look on his face. Jungkook seemed to be on the verge of tears, so Yugyeom purposefully changed the topic.

‘Jimin, is it true that Tae dated your ex-boyfriend? You know, the one you’re still in love with.’ Yugyeom asked, not a hint of empathy in his tone of voice.

‘Gyeomie, why are you asking him that? It’s none of our business.’ Jungkook interposed upon noticing Jimin’s saddened expression.

‘So how many people has Tae dated exactly?’ Yugyeom smirked. ‘Gonna get a soda, be right back.’ He added, then walked away towards the vending machine. Jimin and Jungkook stared at each other in awkward silence for a few seconds before Jungkook decided to break the ice.

‘So I guess we’re both in love with people who don’t return our feelings.’ He sighed.

‘Jungkook, what the hell are you talking about? Taehyung loves you.’ Jimin inferred, looking at Jungkook with confusion and judgement.

‘No he doesn’t Jimin.’ Jungkook countered, anger rising up in him.

‘Yes he does! He told me!’ Jimin remarked, somewhat surprised to be defending Taehyung of all people. Jungkook gazed across the room, trying hard to hold back his tears.

‘Why can’t he just tell me then?’ He noted in a soft tone.

‘I don’t know. Maybe he’s scared. He’s been through a lot of pain and disappointment in life.’ Jimin reasoned, still surprised to be defending Taehyung. Jungkook started to feel enraged.

‘Since when are you two such close friends?’ Jungkook snapped. Jimin shot him a dark glare, got up and walked away. He had enough of his own problems. So he sure as hell wasn’t going to provide anyone with relationship counseling. Especially if they were going to be insensitive jerks about it.

>>>>>>> 

At the end of the day, Jimin was slowly walking out, still lost in thoughts of Yoongi. Even if Yoongi didn’t return his feelings, Jimin couldn’t help but hold on to him. No matter how hard he tried to get over him, his heart would always belong to Min Yoongi. While walking through the parking lot, he saw Taehyung leaning against his car and texting. The look on his face was enough to make anyone cry. Despite himself, Jimin decided to approach him.

‘Hey Tae, you okay?’ Jimin asked with genuine concern. Taehyung looked up and softly smiled at him.

‘Yeah, just texting Yoongi.’ He replied. Jimin froze for a second. Since Taehyung and Jungkook were no longer together, could that mean that Taehyung would get back with Yoongi? They did share a lot of history. And Yoongi was after all still in love with him. Taehyung noticed his startled and somewhat anxious expression.

‘Relax, it’s not like that. He’s just checking up on me.’ Taehyung reassured. Jimin could literally feel his heart beating again.

‘Oh okay, good. Oh and did you see that we got a perfect score on our history assignment?’ Jimin informed, trying to cheer him up a little.

‘Really? Nice! Guess we make a pretty good team Park.’ Taehyung smiled, winking at him afterwards. Then they both chuckled for a few seconds.

‘Tae, what happened with Jungkook?’ Jimin asked, his curiosity getting the best of him. Taehyung suddenly lowered his gaze and frowned.

‘Doesn’t matter. He’s with Yugyeom now. Like he was supposed to be.’ Taehyung responded, letting out a deep sigh.

‘Look, I don’t know what happened with you three, but Jungkook loves you. Yugyeom is just an escape. Tae, just tell him how you feel.’ Jimin encouraged.

‘People keep telling me to do that. But I don’t think it matters anymore.’ He sighed, a blank look on his face. Jimin then suddenly decided to drastically change the topic.

‘So, you fucked my cousin Jin?’ Jimin demanded, crossing his arms. Taehyung then popped his head up and pressed his lips into a thin line.

‘Yeah, that was a mistake. I’m sorry. Yoongi just needed something to hold over Namjoon and he used me to get it.’ Taehyung confessed. Jimin had to hide his extreme shock upon hearing his confession. That was brand new information! What was Yoongi up to? What was Namjoon up to? What the hell was happening?! The only reason Taehyung said it was because he assumed Yoongi had confessed everything to Jimin already.

‘I see. And are you still involved with that?’ Jimin probed carefully, pretending to be well-aware of what he was referring to.

‘No, I’m not. But Yoongi still is. Honestly, I don’t trust Namjoon. He’s kinda shady.’ Taehyung admitted. Jimin simply stood there and masked his shock and frustration. It dawned on him that he and Yoongi definitely needed to have another talk.

‘Okay good. That’s smart. Get out while you can.’ Jimin blurted out, surprised at his own acting skills. Taehyung let out a deep breath and nodded.

‘So what’s up with you and Yoongi?’ He asked, changing the topic.

‘Nothing. He cares about me, but you’re the one he loves.’ Jimin replied, masking his resentment.

‘Jimin, Yoongi doesn’t love me anymore. He just feels guilty for what happened to me. He thinks that pain and guilt means love, but it doesn’t. Trust me, you’re the guy for him and he knows it. You just gotta give him some time to actually figure it out.’ Taehyung rationalized.

‘Don’t do that, okay. Just don’t. I’m trying to get over him. So don’t mess with my head.’ Jimin stated, frustrations rising up.

‘I’m not trying to mess with you. I know Yoongi, a lot better than you do. And this is how he gets when he loves someone but can’t come to terms with it.’ Taehyung explained. Jimin felt tears welling up in his eyes at Taehyung mentioning that Yoongi might love him back. With nothing left to say, they smiled at each other and went their separate ways.

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Hoseok was never one to listen to reason. He had a mind of his own. Never did he let anyone tell him what to do. Despite the fact that Yoongi told him not to get involved with Namjoon, he still agreed to meet with him. He patiently waited in the café where Namjoon agreed to meet him with the contract. While stalking Yoongi on social media, he suddenly looked up to notice Namjoon approaching his table.

‘Hello Hoseok.’ Namjoon said with a charming smile, taking a seat across him. Hoseok felt nervous. Since he knew of Namjoon’s reputation, he had every reason to be.

‘Hello Mr. Kim.’ He responded with a forced smile, trying to mask his anxiety.

‘Here’s the contract, read it carefully before signing.’ Namjoon stated in a firm tone, wasting no time in sliding the contract across the table.

‘Um, is any of this illegal?’ Hoseok inquired. Namjoon raised an eyebrow and smirked at him.

‘Like I said, read it carefully. I’ll be in touch.’ He remarked, after which he got up and left. The first thing Hoseok noticed while glancing through the contract was the name Kim Group of Companies, Seoul, South Korea. Wasn’t that Taehyung’s father’s company?

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It was late at night and Yoongi was on the phone arguing with Namjoon.

‘I am not involving him in this!’ Yoongi stated firmly.

‘Just get him to cooperate! That’s all I ask!’ Namjoon countered.

‘He doesn’t want to!’ Yoongi snapped.

‘For crying out loud Yoongi! You could just do the easy thing and fuck some sense into him!’ Namjoon remarked. Yoongi closed his eyes and let out a sigh. It would all be too easy since Taehyung was already on his way over.

‘Yoongi, still there?’ Namjoon checked.

‘I gotta go, he’ll be here soon.’

‘Alright, give it to him good.’ Namjoon smirked then hung up. Not a minute later and Taehyung was already knocking on his door. Before answering, Yoongi had already decided not to go through with it. He was done manipulating people. But the second he opened the door, Taehyung smashed their lips together.

‘Please Yoongi, just fuck me. I don’t wanna hurt anymore.’ Taehyung pleaded, tears streaming down his face. Yoongi took him by the hand and led him to his bedroom.

‘Tae, let’s just talk. I still think you should just tell Jungkook how you feel.’ Yoongi suggested, taking a seat next to him on the bed.

‘But he’s with someone else now.’ Taehyung sighed, his head lowered.

‘How is that even possible? It’s only been two fucking days?!’ Yoongi barked, incredulous.

‘He was already seeing him before we broke up.’ Taehyung explained. Yoongi saw the pain in his eyes and it was killing him. So he decided to try and make him feel better.

‘Fine, you wanna do it?’ He offered. Taehyung immediately popped his head up and looked at him.

‘No, you’re right. Your dick in my ass won’t make me feel better.’ Taehyung sighed, lowering his head again.

‘Then how ‘bout your dick in my ass?’ Yoongi offered. Taehyung could feel his dick twitching in response. After all the times he had begged Yoongi to top while they were still together, could he finally get what he had always wanted? But then something dawned on him. Yoongi was offering him something he had always wanted, yet all he could think about was Jungkook. Even in his worst mood, amidst all the pain and frustration, Jungkook was the only person he wanted. Despite everything, Jeon Jungkook would be the one he would always hold on to. So he respectfully declined.

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Yoongi felt slightly anxious as he stood in the elevator. He stared out in front of him, trying to avoid eye-contact with the girl standing next to him. Despite the fact that it was just the two of them in there, she stood rather close to him. And every now and then she would furtively glance at him. Yoongi could tell she was trying to get his attention. All he felt like doing was turn towards her and say, ‘Bitch, I’m gay!’, but of course he didn’t. The attention-seeking girl however was not the reason he felt anxious. The anxiety had to do with him having to stay in the capital for a week. Namjoon rented him an apartment. That’s where he was currently headed. Another reason he felt anxious was because Namjoon would be waiting for him. Strangely enough, he didn’t feel anxious about missing an entire week of school. When he got to the 12th floor, he quickly walked out the elevator, disappointing that poor girl and headed to his apartment. The second he opened the door he saw Namjoon sitting on the couch, waiting for him.

‘Good, you’re here. So what do you think? Think you’ll be comfortable here?’ Namjoon asked, getting up. Yoongi quickly gazed around the place. He had to admit that it was quite luxurious.

‘Yeah, I think I’ll be fine.’ He replied callously, masking his enthusiasm.

‘Okay. So then, you’re all clear on the plan?’

‘Yep, got it. We’re all good.’

‘Excellent. Oh, just one more thing. You’re here to do a job so I would appreciate it if you didn’t let anything or anyone distract you.’ Namjoon urged, giving him a stern look.

‘Relax, there’s nothing going on between me and Taehyung anymore.’ Yoongi retorted, somewhat triggered.

‘I’m not talking about him. I meant Park Jimin.’ Namjoon pressed, crossing his arms.

‘There is definitely nothing going on with him, trust me.’ Yoongi informed.

‘Oh please Yoongi. It’s so obvious that you’re desperately in love with him.’

‘I am not in love with him.’ Yoongi gritted, throwing him a dark glare. But even as he said out loud, he felt doubtful. A part of him didn’t believe the words coming out of his own mouth.

‘Well good! Because I’m pretty sure he’s already over you.’ Namjoon scoffed, making Yoongi scowl at him. Before either of them could say anything else, the doorbell rang. ‘Ah, right on time!’ Namjoon added, walking to the door. Yoongi carefully watched as Namjoon opened the door to a very handsome guy. He tried not to stare too obviously as they walked towards him.

‘Min Yoongi, this is Kim Yugyeom, my latest recruit.’ Namjoon said with a smile, patting Yugyeom’s shoulder. Reluctantly, Yoongi shook his hand.

‘Recruit for what?’ Yoongi inquired in a serious tone, suspicion creeping in.

That is for me to know. But I thought it would interest you to know that he managed to fuck Jimin quite a few times.’ Namjoon grinned, making Yugyeom smirk. ‘Quite recently actually.’ Namjoon added. Yoongi shot Yugyeom a dark glare.

‘You’re lying.’ Yoongi growled, staring into Namjoon’s soul, fuming.

‘I’m not lying.’ Namjoon defended.

‘I really did fuck him. He moaned and begged for my cock like a bitch in heat.’ Yugyeom smirked proudly. On impulse, Yoongi leaped forwards and grabbed Yugyeom by the collar, ready to choke the life out of him.

‘Alright, hey, calm down.’ Namjoon mediated, pulling Yoongi off of Yugyeom.

‘Did you put him up to this?’ Yoongi demanded, ready to choke the life out of Namjoon as well.

‘I swear, I didn’t.’ He lied. ‘Look, take some time, relax, cool down and then get to work. I’ll be in touch. Yugyeom and I will be on our way.’ He added, tugging Yugyeom’s arm and then walking out together. Yoongi felt infuriated and what made it worse is that he didn’t even understand why.

 

Namjoon and Yugyeom stood in the elevator.

‘Do I need to fuck Jimin again?’ Yugyeom inquired, unsure as to why Namjoon wanted him to meet Yoongi.

‘No. That would complicate things. Stick to your current assignment.’ Namjoon instructed.

‘Yes boss.’

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Hoseok was on his way to the apartment Namjoon instructed him to go to. He felt so excited to be spending a few days in the capital. The assignment Namjoon had him working on was difficult to say the least. At least he could take comfort in the fact that he would be sharing an apartment with Yoongi for a few days. As he stood in front of the door, he felt a rush of excitement. Anxiously, he rang the doorbell.

‘Hoseok? What are you doing here?’ Yoongi asked, puzzled. They then walked in together and took a seat on the living room sofa.

‘Didn’t Namjoon tell you I’d be coming over?’ Hoseok inquired, just as puzzled.

‘No. He said someone would be coming over. Damnit Hoseok, didn’t I tell you not to get involved with him?’ Yoongi reprimanded.

‘That’s a little hypocritical don’t you think?’ Hoseok countered.

‘I don’t work for him. Unlike you, I know what I’m getting myself into.’ Yoongi retorted. Hoseok then rolled his eyes and sighed. After which he moved closer to Yoongi.

‘Fine, let’s just not argue over it. Since we’ll be spending a few days together, why don’t we make the most of it?’ Hoseok suggested, seductively stroking Yoongi’s thigh.

‘I told you, I just wanna be alone right now.’ Yoongi declined in a soft tone, trying not to succumb to the stimulation.

‘I’m not asking you to marry me.’ Hoseok chuckled.

‘Then what are you asking?’ Yoongi asked, staring into his eyes.

‘I’m asking you to fuck me.’ Hoseok replied in a seductive tone, moving his hand up his thigh and palming his crotch. Yoongi couldn’t resist any longer. He pushed him back and climbed on top of him, kissing him aggressively. Hoseok started moaning and eagerly pulling him closer, desperately craving more of his aggressive touch. Without breaking the kiss, Yoongi lifted him up and carried him to the bedroom. As soon as they got there, they began simultaneously kissing and undressing. Yoongi felt partly guilty for taking advantage of Hoseok’s feelings for him yet again, but he couldn’t resist. In that moment, he desperately needed the distraction. A good release would certainly help him relax. After the rushed foreplay and prep, Yoongi got on top of him and started sensually kissing his neck as he began pushing his length in. That sudden display of affection came as a great shock to Hoseok. It had always just been about a quick and hard fuck for Yoongi. Hoseok had to admit that he really liked the warm sentiment.

‘Ah! ... Ah, so good… fuck.’ Hoseok moaned, digging his nails in Yoongi’s back and pulling him closer. Yoongi actually took his time, waiting for him to adjust and keeping a deep and steady pace. For the first time, Hoseok actually felt like Yoongi wanted him to enjoy it as well. And Hoseok truly enjoyed every second of Yoongi’s tenderness. Despite the fact that Yoongi tried his best to keep his mind blank, thoughts of Jimin and Yugyeom still entered his train of thought. While trying to be gentle with Hoseok, the image of Yugyeom brutally fucking into Jimin suddenly popped into his head and he couldn’t get rid of it. Without realizing it, he rapidly picked up the pace and started forcefully slamming into Hoseok.

‘AH!... Yoongi!... Ah-Ah-Ah!... No, not so hard!’ Hoseok begged, making Yoongi snap out of it.

‘Fuck, I’m so sorry. I’ll slow down. I’m sorry.’ Yoongi apologized, softly kissing below his jawline. Hoseok tightly wrapped his arms around him as tears started streaming down his face. In the past, whenever Hoseok would beg Yoongi to stop or slow down, he would always retort something along the lines of, ‘Shut the fuck up and take it.’. Seeing such a soft and gentle side to him for the very first time only made Hoseok love him even more. After the sex, they lay next to each other in bed. That was the most intense sexual experience they ever shared.

‘I honestly can’t wrap my mind around how different you are now.’ Hoseok admitted.

‘That’s what everyone says.’ Yoongi responded.

‘It’s a good thing. I love this new side to you.’ Hoseok said with a smile, stroking his hair.

‘Please don’t make a big deal out of this. I really just need some time by myself.’ Yoongi explained, taking his hand and holding it tight. Hoseok seemed sad and disappointed, yet he still nodded with a strained smile.

‘Is it because you’re still in love with him?’ Hoseok questioned, trying to hide his resentment.

‘I’m not in love with Jimin.’ He replied mechanically.

‘I meant Taehyung.’ Hoseok countered, giving him a puzzled and somewhat angered look. Yoongi then took several seconds to figure out why he mentioned Jimin and not Taehyung.

‘Hoseok, I’m not in love with anyone anymore, okay.’ He responded, unable to come up with anything else that might sound plausible.

 

A couple of hours later, Yoongi sat in the living room doing research on his laptop while Hoseok was asleep in the bedroom. He was hard at work until the sudden ring of the doorbell interrupted him. Not expecting anyone else, he curiously walked to the door and opened it. His eyes widened in shock upon finding a cute and smiling Jimin standing there.

‘Hey, can I come in?’ Jimin asked with a soft smile.

‘Uh, yeah, sure.’ Yoongi replied, hesitantly leading him to the living room.

‘This is a really nice apartment.’ Jimin observed, gazing around before he took a seat.

‘Jimin, what are you doing here? How do you even know I’m here?’ Yoongi inquired, trying to keep his voice down.

‘Oh, your mom told my mom. And I wanted to see you.’ Jimin confessed, taking his hand in his own as Yoongi took a seat next to him. All Yoongi could think of however was Yugyeom fucking Jimin’s brains out, so he roughly pulled his hand away.

‘Is everything okay?’ Jimin asked softly, a puzzled look on his face.

‘What do you want from me Jimin?’ Yoongi demanded, his entire demeanor suddenly shifting.

‘I wanna know what you’re up to with Namjoon.’ Jimin required, a stern expression on his face. Yoongi was slightly caught off guard by his sudden change in attitude. Moreover, he started feeling panicked.

‘We’re just working on an assignment together. It’s confidential.’ He replied, carefully omitting the details. Jimin knew he wouldn’t get any information out of him. But he felt like he needed to try anyways.

‘I just hope it’s nothing dangerous.’ He remarked.

‘Why would it be anything dangerous?’ Yoongi scoffed. Before Jimin could respond, Hoseok walked out of the bedroom, yawning and rubbing his eyes. Jimin felt his heart shatter to pieces as he shared an awkward moment of eye-contact with Hoseok who was only wearing a pair of boxers. Unable to handle the pain and awkward tension, he rushed to the door and stormed out in tears. Yoongi quickly chased after him.

‘Jimin, hey-hey, wait.’ He pleaded, grabbing his arm and pulling him close, making him face him. Jimin had his head lowered with tears streaming down his face. ‘Jimin, please look at me.’ He added in a soft tone.

‘You lied to me. You said that was over.’ Jimin cried, looking up at him. Yoongi wiped his tears and moved closer.

‘It is over. That was just… I don’t know. But it doesn’t mean anything.’ Yoongi confessed, unsure as to why he felt the need to comfort Jimin when he was still upset about his thing with Yugyeom.

‘Clearly nobody means anything to you. Not him… not me.’ Jimin sobbed, whispering the last part.

‘What the hell do you want me to say Jimin?! What, I’m sorry? I love you? Because I do.’ Yoongi snapped, immediately taking a step back, incredulous that he just said that. Jimin’s eyes widened in disbelief as his heart started racing. Did Yoongi just confess his love for him?

‘What did you just say?’ Jimin asked softly, taking a step closer to him. Yoongi didn’t have the strength to lie to himself anymore. He closed his eyes, took a deep breath and moved even closer. Then he palmed Jimin’s face and stared into his glistening eyes.

‘Jiminie, I---’

‘Uh, Yoongi you have a call.’ Hoseok interjected, giving him a certain look that indicated it was Namjoon. Yoongi nodded and moved away.

‘Jimin, I have to go. You should too.’ He stated in a firm tone.

‘But, you were about to say something.’ Jimin insisted, his eyes pleading.

‘I don’t have anything to say. Goodbye.’ He replied, then walked into the apartment, slamming the door shut on a heartbroken and dejected Jimin.

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Jungkook was forced to attend a corporate dinner-party with his parents. He absolutely hated his father’s work-related gatherings. On top of that, there was the added anxiety of knowing that Taehyung would be there as well. His father was after all a rather prominent person in corporate business. Upon getting to the event room, Jungkook immediately looked around, searching for Taehyung. He felt his heart skip a beat when he finally saw him talking to some girls. Then their eyes suddenly met and Taehyung’s expression suddenly changed from a bright smile to anxiety with a flicker of sadness. And he wasn’t the only one. Jungkook’s heart was beating so fast, he felt it would burst out of his chest. In addition, Taehyung looked indescribably good in his Gucci tuxedo. A part of Jungkook simply wished to rush towards him and smash their lips together. But how could he forget all the pain Taehyung caused him? When they started serving dinner, Jungkook and Taehyung were seated at different tables at a considerable distance from each other. Yet they still managed to throw each other furtive glances. After a half hour of torture, Jungkook received a text:

“Jungkook, please meet me up on the roof? If you ever loved me, you will. I know you probably don’t have anything left to say to me. But there is a lot that I need to say. So will you please come and hear me out? – Taehyung.”

Jungkook felt shocked to his very core. He looked up at Taehyung and found him staring at him from across the room. Then he stood up and walked away. Anxious but also curious, Jungkook followed him. When Jungkook got to the roof, he found Taehyung leaning against the railing, eagerly waiting for him. They stared at each other in silence for several seconds. Both of them could tell that they felt extremely nervous.

‘I’m really glad you came.’ Taehyung spoke, finally breaking the awkward silence.

‘Okay, I’m here. What do you have to say?’ Jungkook responded callously, refusing to let Taehyung manipulate him ever again.

‘First of all, I’m sorry for ever hurting you. Jungkook, I never meant to hurt you. The awful person that I used to be, I don’t wanna be him anymore.’ Taehyung apologized with sincerity. Jungkook could tell that he meant it so he softened his stern expression a bit.

‘Okay good. I’m glad you’re trying to change.’ Jungkook replied, then turning around to leave.

‘Second of all…’ Taehyung halted, making Jungkook turn back around and face him. Taehyung took an deep breath and moved a little closer. It was time for him to confess.

‘Jungkookie… I love you.’ Taehyung continued in a soft tone, tears forming in his eyes. Tears started streaming down Jungkook’s face as those words echoed through his mind.

‘You do?’ Jungkook whispered, unable to fully process it.

‘Of course I do. I love you so much Kook.’ Taehyung affirmed, tears starting to stream down his face as well. ‘I know I never said that to you before, but I always wanted to.’ He added, moving yet closer and softly caressing Jungkook’s cheek.

‘Why are you only telling me this now?’ Jungkook cried, feeling a strong mixture of emotions.

‘Because I was scared. I was so scared of losing myself in you. In the end, I just ended up losing you.’ Taehyung sniffed, wiping his tears. Jungkook firmly gripped his coat and pulled him closer.

‘Fuck you Tae! Just fuck you!’ Jungkook cried, shaking him up. ‘Why do you keep fucking me up like this?’ He added, shoving him away.

‘I’m sorry. Really, I’m so sorry. But Jungkookie you need to know that I can’t live without you. Seriously, these days I spent without you… it’s like I can’t breathe. I feel so lost. You are the only thing that makes my life worth living. Nothing makes any fucking sense without you.’ Taehyung cried, letting out all his pain and frustration. Upon hearing Taehyung say all those things, Jungkook was downright sobbing. Taehyung was telling him all the things he’s ever wanted to hear, but he felt scared to let him in again.

‘So what do you want?’ Jungkook asked, choking down a sob. Taehyung intensely stared into his eyes for a few seconds before responding.

‘I just want to love you. This time, I want to do it right. I want to treat you with all the love, respect and appreciation you deserve. Kook, you deserve everything. And I want to give that to you. Please give me one last chance.’ Taehyung begged.

‘Tae… I want to, but I’m scared. I can’t handle you hurting me anymore.’ Jungkook cried, lowering his head. Taehyung moved closer and palmed his face, making him look up at him. He stared into his glistening eyes and he couldn’t even make sense of how much love he felt for him.

‘Jungkook, I’d rather die than ever hurt you again. You mean absolutely everything to me. I love you more than I’ve ever loved anyone. You’re my fucking soulmate Jungkook and I don’t even believe in that shit.’ Taehyung said, making Jungkook chuckle. After they both smiled at each other for a couple of seconds, Jungkook moved his face closer and pressed his forehead against Taehyung’s. They both closed their eyes as Jungkook palmed Taehyung’s face.

‘So it’s you and me forever?’ Jungkook whispered.

‘You and me forever.’ Taehyung confirmed. ‘You’re my only reason for happiness.’ He added. Jungkook then kissed him softly and pulled him in for a tight embrace. They held each other so close it felt like they were one. There they stood on top of the world, the cold night breeze hovering over them, eyes closed and locked in each other’s arms, finally realizing that it was true love all along.

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Hoseok was blissfully enjoying his bath. The previous night was amazing. After Jimin left in tears and Yoongi finished talking to Namjoon on the phone, he and Yoongi had the most incredible night. Notably, it didn’t even involve anymore sex. They just talked and laughed, simply enjoyed each other’s company, after which they fell asleep in the same bed, cuddling of all things. Hoseok just couldn’t get enough of Yoongi’s soft and caring side. He honestly felt like he was falling more and more in love with him, something he previously thought was impossible. Since Yoongi was finally treating him with all the kindness, care and consideration he always craved from him, Hoseok was more determined than ever to make him his. While Hoseok was fantasizing about what their wedding would look like, the bathroom door suddenly flew open and Yoongi walked in.

‘Um, you take baths?’ Yoongi smirked, a hint of judgement in his tone.

‘Sometimes, yeah. They’re very relaxing.’ Hoseok replied, slightly blushing from embarrassment.

‘I see.’ Yoongi chuckled.

‘Why don’t you join me?’ Hoseok suggested.

‘Nah, I don’t like baths. It’s kinda girly.’

‘Are you saying I’m girly?’ Hoseok pouted.

‘Exactly.’ Yoongi grinned teasingly, making Hoseok chuckle.

‘Just get in here.’ He insisted. Without further objections, Yoongi undressed and got in the tub with him. He carefully rested his body on top of Hoseok, laying his head on his chest and wrapping his arms around him. Yoongi closed his eyes and smiled as Hoseok held him close and kissed his forehead. If he was being honest, it did feel rather relaxing.

‘I feel so safe in your arms.’ Yoongi whispered into the crook of his neck. Then he suddenly popped his head up. Maybe he shouldn’t have said that. It was unfair of him to be giving Hoseok mixed signals all the time. But before he could withdraw, Hoseok leaned closer and kissed him. Things started to get heated, kissing, moaning, grinding. Then of course Namjoon had to walk in.

‘Whoa! I was not expecting that!’ Namjoon exclaimed, announcing his presence. Both Yoongi and Hoseok suddenly pulled away and looked at Namjoon with shock and embarrassment.

‘The fuck! Don’t you knock?’ Yoongi scowled.

‘Why should I? We’re all men here. And I wasn’t expecting to witness any softcore porn.’ Namjoon scoffed.

‘Get out.’ Yoongi sneered.

‘Wrap this up now. We need to talk. All three of us.’ Namjoon retorted, then walked out.

‘Maybe we can pick this up later?’ Hoseok asked, blushing.

‘Sure.’ Yoongi replied with a smile, softly running his fingers through his hair.

 

Kim, Min and Jung were seated in the living room discussing the plan.

‘So Yoongi, you have all the information you need?’ Namjoon inquired.

‘Yeah, I do.’ Yoongi answered.

‘Good. Hoseok, I got you registered as an intern in the company’s IT department. That way you can easily gain access to their database. You did say that it can only be hacked from within right?’ Namjoon asked, looking at Hoseok who seemed preoccupied.

‘Yes, only from within.’ He replied nonchalantly. Both Namjoon and Yoongi noticed his sudden change in mood.

‘Are you sure you wanna do this?’ Yoongi questioned, taking his hand.

‘Yeah, I’m sure.’ He affirmed with a strained smile. But if he was being honest, he felt scared. ‘We won’t get caught right?’ Hoseok asked in addition.

‘No, we won’t.’ Namjoon reassured.

‘Can I ask why you’re trying to ruin Taehyung’s father?’ Hoseok asked in a soft tone. Namjoon and Yoongi cautiously glanced at each other before he responded.

‘Personal reasons.’ Namjoon stated firmly.

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Jungkook woke up with the biggest smile on his face. It had been such a long time since he felt genuinely happy. Having Taehyung confess his love for him, being reunited with him, it was simply everything Jungkook wanted. Kim Taehyung was the guy he wanted to spend the rest of his life with. The love Jungkook felt for him surpassed all sense of logic and reason. Taehyung was the center of his universe. That bright smile stayed all throughout getting ready for school, driving to school and finally standing in front of his locker getting his books for his first class. The previous night was simply amazing. They just held each other close and talked all night. For the first time it actually felt like they connected. Jungkook was blissfully smiling to himself when he felt a soft pair of lips brush against the back of his neck. Knowing who it was, he turned around with the brightest smile.

‘Morning beautiful.’ Taehyung said with a blush, softly kissing him afterwards.

‘Morning boyfriend.’ Jungkook blushed, his gaze lowered. They were both so blissed out on love that it felt like they just started dating. Taehyung couldn’t handle how adorable Jungkook was being, so he palmed his face and kissed him. It was soft at first, but then Jungkook slowly parted his lips granting Taehyung’s tongue access. Taehyung instinctively wrapped his arms around him and deepened the kiss. Although it was passionate, it wasn’t aggressive. It felt so intense and satisfying that they both felt like the only two people in the universe.

‘Fuck, I love you so much.’ Taehyung whispered, his eyes closed, his lips hovering over Jungkook’s. Jungkook then pulled him closer and kissed him again.

‘I love you too. I love you so much.’ Jungkook whispered, holding back tears of joy. After holding him in his arms for several seconds, Taehyung gently let go and stared into his eyes with a soft smile.

‘Be prepared. I intend on telling you how much I love you at least 3 times a day.’ Taehyung affirmed, making Jungkook blush madly.

‘Good, I love hearing you say it.’ Jungkook responded, still blushing.

‘And I love how cute you blush when I say it. Seriously, it’s making my heart race.’ Taehyung said, taking Jungkook’s hand and resting it on his chest. In that moment Jungkook felt so overwhelmed by the love and happiness he felt.

‘Do you wanna skip class and have sex?’ Jungkook asked softly, trailing his hand down Taehyung’s abdomen. Taehyung grabbed his hand and squeezed it tight.

‘Nope. I’m walking you to class.’ Taehyung declined, intertwining their fingers and walking away together.

‘I’ve never known you to turn down sex before.’ Jungkook chuckled, enjoying every second of walking hand in hand with his boyfriend.

‘Yep, it’s all part of the “new me”.’ Taehyung explained.

‘So, the new you doesn’t like sex?’ Jungkook teased, making Taehyung stop in his tracks and face him.

‘Of course I still like sex.’ He chuckled. Then he moved closer and palmed Jungkook’s face, his expression changing to a sincere one. ‘But I wanna get this right Jungkook. I want this to last forever. So let’s not have sex again until we’ve established an emotional connection.’ Taehyung added, softly caressing his flushed cheek. Jungkook could feel tears forming in his eyes and all he wanted to do in that moment was kneel down and propose marriage to him. Overjoyed, he pulled Taehyung closer and kissed him. After a few seconds however, he was roughly pulled away by the gym teacher who was walking past them in the hall.

‘Jeon, I’m gonna have to ask you to stop kissing other students on school property.’ He reprimanded, giving them both a stern look as they smiled like two idiots in love.

‘Of course. Sorry coach.’ Jungkook stuttered, trying his best not to laugh. The moment he walked away, the pair of them giggled in amusement.

‘Damn, we’re gonna be one of those cute annoying couples, aren’t we?’ Jungkook sighed.

‘That’s right, we are.’ Taehyung confirmed. Then they giggled once more and happily walked to class.

 

During recess Jungkook’s state of euphoria quickly shifted into anxiety. Taehyung was in the library discussing a project with some classmates so Jungkook was sitting in the cafeteria alone. The second he got there, he saw Yugyeom sitting alone at a table, waiting for him. Since it all happened so fast and unexpectedly, Jungkook wasn’t able to give him a heads-up yet. Unable to handle the confrontation, he chose to ignore him. But after a few minutes of being blatantly ignored, Yugyeom walked up to his table and took a seat across him.

‘We don’t talk anymore?’ Yugyeom demanded, clearly upset.

‘There’s something you should know.’ Jungkook mumbled, feeling overly nervous.

‘Yea I know. You’re back with Tae. I saw you with him. Can’t say I’m surprised. Like I said, you always run back to him. I guess you’ll always just be his submissive little bitch.’ Yugyeom snarled, staring into his eyes, infuriated. Jungkook felt deeply hurt and insulted by his words, but since he understood his anger, he decided to stay calm.

‘Look, it’s not like that this time. He’s different.’ Jungkook responded in a soft tone.

‘So he says he’s different, and you believe him? Are you really that naïve?’ Yugyeom barked, his frustrations getting the best of him.

‘I get that you’re upset---’

‘No, I’m not upset.’ Yugyeom interjected, finally speaking in a calm tone. He realized that there was no point in arguing with Jungkook. Taehyung was after all the love of his life. However, he could reveal some hidden truths and mess with their relationship. ‘So you really think he’s done with all the lying and cheating?’ He added purposefully.

‘Yeah, he is. He has been for some time now actually.’ Jungkook replied confidently. Yugyeom arched an eyebrow and smirked.

‘Remember that engagement party you went to? How does Tae know Jimin’s cousin exactly?’ Yugyeom enquired skillfully.

‘He doesn’t. He knows the guy he’s engaged to.’ Jungkook answered, a puzzled look on his face.

‘Is that what he told you? Hmm, odd.’ Yugyeom remarked sarcastically.

‘What are you getting at Yugyeom?’ Jungkook demanded, starting to feel rather annoyed.

‘You might wanna ask him again. Or better yet, ask Jimin since he doesn’t have any reason to lie to you. Oh and speaking of Jimin… do you know Tae got his mother her job back? Now, why would the mighty Kim Taehyung simply do anyone a favor? You might wanna check into that as well.’ Yugyeom retorted, after which he got up and walked away, leaving a confused and suspicious Jungkook behind.

 

Throughout the remainder of the day, Jungkook didn’t see Taehyung. They had very different class schedules. And after school, Taehyung quickly left, explaining in a text that he had an important appointment. That text only increased Jungkook’s suspicions. While walking to his car, he noticed Jimin waiting at the bus stop. In desperate need of answers, he decided to approach him.

‘Hey Kook, I see you and Tae are back together.’ Jimin pointed out with a smile.

‘Yeah it’s great. Look Jimin, I need to ask you some things and I want you to be honest with me. I am just so sick of people lying to me and manipulating me and---’

‘Okay, calm down.’ Jimin said in a soft tone, interrupting his sudden outburst. ‘I’ll be honest with you, I promise. What’s up?’ He added after Jungkook regained his composure.

‘How does Tae know your cousin? The one that got engaged recently.’ Jungkook demanded. Jimin started to feel panicked. He didn’t want to create a strain on their relationship again.

‘Uh, Kook… maybe you should ask Tae.’ Jimin deferred, unwilling to cause any more drama.

‘No Jimin, I’m asking you. You promised me!’ Jungkook insisted, his voice steady.

‘Okay fine. They had sex once.’ Jimin confessed, his gaze lowered. Jungkook felt a lightning bolt of anger surge through him.

‘I just fucking knew it!’ Jungkook snapped, his face flushed red from rage.

‘He’s not that guy anymore Kook.’ Jimin stated calmly, surprised yet again to be defending Taehyung. Was he his official defense attorney now?!

‘Oh he’s not?! Why did he get your mom her job back?!’ Jungkook snarled. Jimin’s eyes widened in sudden panic. How was he supposed to answer that?

‘Uh, I asked him to.’ Jimin mumbled, his gaze lowered yet again. Jungkook wasn’t buying it.

‘And what did he ask in return? Tae doesn’t just do people favors.’ Jungkook demanded, crossing his arms.

‘Jungkook, it doesn’t matter okay. He apologized to me and we’re fine now. Can’t you just drop this?’ Jimin insisted. But his response unknowingly got Jungkook even more curious.

‘First of all, no, I can’t just drop this. And second of all, what the fuck did he have to apologize for?!’ Jungkook said, almost shouting. Jimin had just about had enough of other people’s drama.

‘FINE! Like I fucking care what happens with you two! He forced me to suck him off.’ Jimin retorted, sick and tired of people taking out their frustrations on him. Jungkook felt so infuriated he was sure he would faint being unable to process everything.

‘He… forced you?’ Jungkook asked, clenching his teeth.

‘That’s right. He made me get on my knees and then he forced his dick all the way down my throat. I cried and choked and coughed and begged him not to, but he kept going till he came in my mouth.’ Jimin replied with a blank expression, tears streaming down his face. Jungkook stared at him in horror and confusion as he struggled to make sense of everything.

‘Jimin, I’m so---’

‘Save it. I hope you got the answers you were looking for.’ Jimin interjected, wiping his tears and getting on the bus that pulled up after his confession.

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Namjoon smiled to himself when he saw Taehyung approaching his table. He was glad Taehyung agreed to meet him again. There were so many things they yet needed to discuss. But as he took a seat across him, Namjoon suddenly felt reluctant.

‘Uh, I ordered you an iced coffee.’ Namjoon said, handing him the cup.

‘Thanks, my favorite.’ Taehyung smiled, gladly accepting the drink.

‘Really? Mine too.’ Namjoon mentioned, smiling back at him. Taehyung felt confused. Why was Namjoon suddenly being nice to him?

‘So what brings you to the capital?’ Taehyung asked, dismissing Namjoon’s change in demeanor.

‘Just some official business.’ He informed.

‘Okay. And why are we meeting?’ Taehyung further inquired, happily slurping his iced coffee afterwards. Namjoon couldn’t help but stare at him fondly.

‘You seem different. You seem… I don’t know, happy.’ Namjoon observed, smiling at him.

‘Okay, what’s going on here? You’re being weird.’ Taehyung responded, positively confused.

‘I’m just taking an interest in you.’ Namjoon chuckled. Taehyung arched an eyebrow and leaned in.

‘So that’s what you’re doing? I knew it.’ He grinned.

‘What are you talking about?’ Namjoon questioned, puzzled.

‘So that’s why you’re always after me. You want me, don’t you?’ Taehyung smirked.

‘Stop. Just stop. That’s not what this is.’ Namjoon stated firmly, practically choking down vomit. But Taehyung thought he was just caught off guard.

‘C’mon, the sexual tension is so obvious. But I’m sorry to disappoint. See, I have a boyfriend that I’m hoping to marry one day and you are already engaged. So yeah, not happening.’ Taehyung elaborated with a smug grin. Namjoon however, simply stared at him in horror.

‘Tae… believe me when I say, I have absolutely no sexual interest in you.’ Namjoon explained, trying his best to remain calm. But Taehyung felt insulted. Kim Taehyung was everyone’s type! So he decided to tease him more.

‘So you’re saying you don’t want me? I see the way you look at me. I know you wanna hold me down and pound your cock in my ass. You do, don’t you? You wanna make me beg and scream and moan out your name? Wanna fill me up with your cum?---’

‘STOP!’ Namjoon shouted, making everyone in the café stare at him. ‘I have to go.’ He then whispered, standing up to leave.

‘Namjoon, c’mon… I was just playing. Sit back down. What did you wanna talk about?’ Taehyung insisted, regretting his words. Although he didn’t understand Namjoon’s reaction, he felt bad for causing such an outburst.

‘Let’s talk later. Right now I have to go.’ Namjoon murmured, trying hard to compose himself. Before Taehyung could respond, he quickly walked away. As soon as he got into his car, he felt the strong urge to scream out loud in frustration. Then he gripped the steering wheel and banged his forehead against it a few times. After calming down a bit, he drove off. While driving back to his rented apartment, he wondered if there was a church nearby where he could take a bath in holy water. All the while still fighting the urge to scream and vomit. Just the mere thought of having sex with his own brother for Christ’s sake!

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Namjoon abruptly woke up with a loud gasp, covered in sweat, panting heavily, tears streaming down his face. He was having a terrible nightmare. It felt so real. Meeting Taehyung earlier that day really brought back a lot of painful memories from his childhood. He glanced over at Jin who was sleeping beside him. Jin arrived late in the afternoon. Since it would be Jimin’s 18th birthday the next day, Jin decided to visit him in the capital for a couple of days. Namjoon buried his face in his palms as he began sobbing uncontrollably, still trying to process the shock of his nightmare. The sound of him crying caused Jin to wake up. Upon seeing Namjoon in that state, Jin quickly moved closer to him and held him in his arms.

‘Joonie, what’s wrong? Why are you crying?’ Jin consoled, trying his best to keep calm. The only time Jin had ever seen Namjoon cry was at his mother’s funeral a few years back. So understandably, he was very concerned.

‘It’s nothing, I’m fine.’ He sniffed, wiping his tears and sitting up straight.

‘Baby, it’s okay to be vulnerable sometimes. Especially with me, the guy you’re marrying.’ Jin comforted, wrapping his arms around his waist and kissing his neck. But Namjoon hated the very idea of being vulnerable.

‘Really, I’m fine. I just had a dream about my mother.’ He responded, trying not to break down in tears again. Jin then closed his eyes and took a deep breath, trying to stay composed. He was well aware that Namjoon had a very difficult childhood. His mother was very young when she had him and as his sole provider, she struggled till the day she died to provide for him.

‘Joonie, I know you miss her. She was an amazing woman and I know just how much you love her. Baby, she would be so proud of the incredible man you’ve become.’ Jin stated, his voice breaking, tears forming in his eyes. Namjoon then buried his face in the crook of Jin’s neck and started crying again. By then Jin had also started crying but he still held him close and did his best to comfort him.

‘All I wanted was to make her proud. I just wanted her to be happy. But I couldn’t give her the good life she deserved.’ Namjoon cried, downright sobbing at that point.

‘Baby, she was proud of you. And I know she had a hard life, but having you in her life made her so happy. I still remember how happy she was when you got accepted into law school. You did make her proud and you did make her happy.’ Jin consoled, kissing his forehead afterwards and crying with him. After they both calmed down, they simply stayed in each other’s arms till they fell asleep again.

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Jimin woke up in the most dissatisfied mood. It was his 18th birthday, yet he couldn’t even take any joy in it. Despite his objection to it, his mother decided to throw him a huge party to celebrate. After all, he was a man now according to his mother. Since Yoongi was in the capital and Jimin was free the first two periods, he decided to go see Yoongi before school and invite him to the party. Anxiously, he rang the doorbell to his apartment.

‘Jiminie, morning. Um, come in.’ Yoongi greeted, leading him inside.

‘So, where’s Hoseok?’ Jimin inquired as they took a seat next to each other in the living room.

‘He went out.’

‘This early?’

‘Yes. He had something important to do.’ Yoongi stated firmly, carefully not letting any details slip with regards to what they were actually up to.

‘Okay, whatever that means.’

‘Happy birthday.’ Yoongi then said, making Jimin smile at him.

‘You remembered?’ Jimin blushed.

‘Jiminie, of course I remember.’ Yoongi chuckled. Jimin started to feel a little sad when he remembered his last birthday. It was the most amazing day. An amazing day that he had celebrated with Yoongi.

‘So my mom arranged a party for me this afternoon. It would mean a lot to me if you came.’ Jimin said with a strained smile, dismissing fond memories of his previous birthday.

‘Sure I’ll come. Is there anything you want as a present?’ Yoongi asked with a smile.

‘Uh, birthday sex?’ Jimin joked, but deep down he was serious. However his response caused Yoongi’s smile to suddenly fade as he felt a flicker of anger rise up in him.

‘That’s good. I’m sure Yugyeom can help you out with that.’ Yoongi retorted, his voice deep, a blank expression on his face. Jimin’s eyes widened in shock.

‘How… wait, how do you… why-how…’ He stuttered, unable to concentrate.

‘Doesn’t matter. Anyway, I have things to do. Guess I’ll see you at the party.’ Yoongi replied, getting up, indicating that Jimin should leave. Jimin then stood up and faced him. They stood rather close to each other and Yoongi couldn’t help but stare down at his plump, luscious lips. This of course didn’t go unnoticed by Jimin.

‘Kiss me.’ He whispered, slowly moving closer and wrapping his arms around Yoongi’s waist. Yoongi tried very hard to resist Jimin’s soft, delicate features, his warm, intoxicating scent, those luscious lips and pleading eyes.

‘No, we shouldn’t do this.’ Yoongi declined, taking a step back. Jimin lowered his gaze as he started resembling a sad little puppy.

‘Then why Hoseok? Why not me?’ Jimin demanded, staring deep into his eyes.

‘Because it’s different with Hoseok. It doesn’t mean anything with him.’ Yoongi answered, unknowingly revealing his feelings for Jimin again.

‘So it means something with me?’ Jimin inquired, his eyes wide and moist. Yoongi sighed and walked up to him, wrapping his hands around his neck.

‘Jiminie, of course it does.’ He confessed in a soft tone. Without hesitating, Jimin pulled him closer and smashed their lips together. Yoongi actually gave in to at first, caressing him and deepening the kiss.

‘Wait, no---’ Yoongi started objecting only to have Jimin pull him in for a deeper kiss. ‘No, Jiminie, stop.’ He objected again after several seconds, moving away from him.

‘Yoongi, why not?’ Jimin insisted, grabbing his arm to make him face him.

‘I don’t ever wanna hurt you again.’ Yoongi whispered with his head lowered.

‘But you’re hurting me right now.’ Jimin whispered, tears forming in his eyes. In that instant, Yoongi pulled him close and kissed him passionately. Jimin couldn’t stop the tears from streaming down his face when he finally felt Yoongi giving him what he had been craving for so long. After several minutes of aggressively making-out on the couch, Yoongi got on his knees before him. While seductively smiling up at him, he undid his pants, taking out his swollen member. Jimin let out a soft moan and threw his head back as Yoongi began skillfully sucking him off. Feeling his orgasm building up, he instinctively began rocking his hips back and forth, gently thrusting in Yoongi’s mouth.

‘Ah… Yoongi, I’m gonna cum.’ Jimin moaned. Yoongi then gripped his hips and took him deeper down his throat.

‘Ah fuck.’ Jimin whimpered, the intensity of feeling Yoongi’s moist lips at the base of his throbbing dick while he swallowed him all the way down being too much for him. He softly moaned as he came down Yoongi’s throat, making him swallow all of it.

‘Happy birthday.’ Yoongi grinned, looking up at him smugly. Jimin chuckled and leaned his head back, feeling so satisfied and relaxed. After Yoongi tenderly kissed his body for a couple of minutes, he crashed besides him on the couch. Jimin then started tugging at his pants, but Yoongi moved his hand away.

‘But I want to.’ Jimin insisted, his eyes pleading.

‘No, you’re gonna be late for school. You should get going.’ Yoongi reprimanded. Jimin rolled his eyes then climbed into his lap, kissing him softly.

‘I want so much more than this.’ Jimin whispered, staring deep into his eyes. Yoongi smiled at him fondly as he stroked his soft hair.

‘Go to school. I’ll see you later at your party.’ He assured. Then they kissed again for a few seconds and Jimin headed to school with the brightest smile on his face.

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Taehyung was sitting in a cubicle in the library, waiting for Jungkook. They hadn’t seen much of each other the previous day and Taehyung already missed him. As he anxiously waited for him, his mind wandered off to Namjoon. Why was he so different? Why did he get so upset? What did he want to discuss with him? Taehyung desperately needed answers so he felt relieved that he would see him at Jimin’s birthday party. Jungkook then finally arrived and took a seat across him in the cubicle. He had a preoccupied look on his face and it started to worry Taehyung.

‘Hey baby.’ Taehyung smiled, then leaned forward to kiss him but Jungkook turned his face away. ‘Kook, you okay?’ He asked, concerned. Jungkook simply nodded callously.

‘So uh, what’s up?’ Jungkook asked in the most uninterested way.

‘Are you upset because I couldn’t meet you yesterday? Kook I’m sorry. I was just so busy working on that stupid chemistry assignment.’ Taehyung explained, taking his hand.

‘Yeah, it’s fine. Whatever.’ Jungkook retorted, pulling his hand away. Taehyung started to get annoyed but he still chose to remain calm.

‘So are you going to Jimin’s birthday party later?’ Taehyung asked, trying to change the topic.

‘No, I don’t think so. Not sure he even wants me there.’ Jungkook replied, dismissing thoughts of Jimin’s deeply unsettling confession.

‘What are you talking about? We’re both invited.’ Taehyung noted with a smile.

‘I’m actually really surprised he invited you after everything that’s happened.’ Jungkook sneered, a flicker of anger in his eyes. Taehyung started to feel panicked. What was Jungkook referring to?

‘What do you mean?’ He asked in a soft tone.

‘How do you know his cousin again?’

‘I don---’

‘Save it! Were you seriously gonna lie to my face?! Tae, I know you fucked him!’ Jungkook snapped.

‘Jungkook, that was a long time ago. It was back when you had that thing with Jimin. We weren’t even together anymore!’ Taehyung explained in his defense.

‘Okay fine, I’ll give you that. We weren’t together so it doesn’t count. But then, why lie to me about it?’ Jungkook demanded.

‘Okay, you’re right. I shouldn’t have lied, I’m sorry. I just didn’t think it mattered.’ Taehyung answered, genuinely apologetic.

‘I heard you got Jimin’s mom her job back.’ Jungkook said with a blank expression, staring into his eyes. It was then that Taehyung felt like he was in trouble.

‘So you know what happened.’ Taehyung responded in a soft tone, his gaze lowered.

‘Tell me, did you really force him?’ Jungkook demanded. Taehyung closed his eyes as he tried to dismiss the guilt, disgust and hatred he felt for himself.

‘Look, I know that was wrong. And I apologized to him.’ He remarked.

‘Because you apologized to him that makes it okay?’ Jungkook sneered. Taehyung looked away, at a complete loss for words. ‘What is wrong with you? Seriously, what the fuck is wrong with you?!’ Jungkook added, making Taehyung cry.

‘I don’t know what’s wrong with me.’ He cried, lowering his head. Jungkook could tell he felt remorseful, but he was still very upset so he stood up to leave.

‘Kookie wait. I promise, I’m not that guy anymore.’ Taehyung pleaded, grabbing his arm to stop him from leaving.

‘Then what kind of guy are you now?’ Jungkook asked in a serious tone.

‘I’m just a guy who loves you. More than anything. More than life.’ Taehyung cried. Jungkook then quickly rushed towards him and started kissing him aggressively. Taehyung pulled him into his lap and deepened the kiss. The pair of them softly moaning at the intensity of it.

‘Fuck, I shouldn’t love you so much.’ Jungkook whispered, palming Taehyung’s face and wiping away his tears with his thumbs. Taehyung pulled him closer and rested his head on his shoulder.

‘I love you Jeon Jungkook.’ He breathed into the crook of his neck.

‘I love you Kim Taehyung.’ Jungkook replied, softly caressing his hair.

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Jimin’s party was simply extravagant. His mother rented a huge event room and all his friends and relatives were present. Jimin had to admit that he was enjoying himself. Despite his previous objections to the party, he liked all the attention and he loved all the presents. Jungkook and Taehyung also showed up and they even got him presents. Everything was going exceedingly well until he noticed something rather suspicious. Why was Namjoon talking to Yugyeom? How did they even know each other? He was quietly observing them until Yoongi finally approached him. Once Jimin saw the love of his life, he couldn’t care less about Namjoon and Yugyeom anymore.

‘Suga! You’re finally here.’ Jimin exclaimed, pulling Yoongi in for a hug. As Yoongi held him close, he couldn’t help but feel deep affection for him. Jimin meant so much to him. He just wasn’t sure what.

‘Nice party.’ Yoongi observed, looking around.

‘Thanks. Oh, where’s Hoseok?’ Jimin inquired, trying to hide his jealousy.

‘He’s not here. I don’t think he likes you very much.’ Yoongi pointed out.

‘Right, of course.’ Jimin scoffed. ‘So do I get the rest of my present?’ He asked, slightly blushing. In that moment, Yoongi wanted more than anything to kiss him, caress him and gently make love to him, but he knew he shouldn’t.

‘I’m sorry Jiminie. I can’t stay very long. I have some work to do.’ Yoongi replied, disappointing Jimin yet again.

‘Okay, it’s fine. But eat something before you leave.’ Jimin insisted. Yoongi smiled at him fondly then took his hand and walked to the buffet.

 

Taehyung was sitting alone outside in a kind of secluded garden. The soothing cold air felt really nice. Upon arriving at the party, he saw Namjoon and he couldn’t help but feel somewhat unsettled. That unsettling feeling only got worse when he saw Namjoon’s fiancé. So after he ate, he decided to step outside for a bit to clear his head.

‘Needed some fresh air?’ Namjoon asked, suddenly taking a seat next to him. Taehyung was so wrapped up in his thoughts that he didn’t even notice Namjoon approaching him. As Namjoon smiled at him fondly, Taehyung smiled back and nodded. ‘Me too.’ Namjoon added, letting out a sigh.

‘I’m sorry about yesterday. I didn’t mean to upset you.’ Taehyung apologized sincerely.

‘No, it’s fine. You don’t know any better… yet.’ Namjoon replied, sparking up Taehyung’s curiosity. He carefully gave him a onceover as Taehyung looked at him with a puzzled expression. Taehyung always looked like the poster-boy for wealth and luxury. But despite his resentment, Namjoon couldn’t help but feel affection for him.

‘What do you mean? And why are you looking at me like that?’ Taehyung asked, starting to feel uncomfortable.

‘You’ve always enjoyed a very comfortable life, haven’t you?’ Namjoon pointed out.

‘Of course.’ Taehyung chuckled. ‘My dad is one of the richest people in the country.’ He added, confused as to why Namjoon was pointing that out.

‘Well, you’re very lucky.’ Namjoon responded, blankly staring out in front of him.

‘Do you not have a comfortable life?’ Taehyung asked in a soft tone, trying to make sense of that rather awkward conversation.

‘I have a good life now. But my childhood was very difficult. My mother struggled a lot. She had to work two jobs just so she could afford to buy me food.’ Namjoon replied, fighting off tears. Taehyung lowered his gaze as he suddenly felt really sad. He knew it was unfair that he enjoyed such comfort when so many people struggled to make ends meet.

‘Namjoon, I’m really sorry. I can’t even imagine what that must have been like. But didn’t your dad help out?’ Taehyung asked, making Namjoon finally look at him again.

‘No, he didn’t. I never even knew him.’ Namjoon admitted.

‘Why? Did he die before you were born?’ Taehyung asked carefully.

‘No, he just chose to abandon me and my mother before I was born.’ Namjoon explained, clenching his fists.

‘What?! How could he do something like that?!’ Taehyung barked, outraged.

‘They were very young when they met. And when my mom got pregnant, she thought they would get married. But his parents were against it because my mother wasn’t from their high society. So when he refused to marry her, her family turned their backs against her too because they felt ashamed of her.’ Namjoon explained further.

‘Namjoon, I’m so sorry.’ Taehyung whispered, moving closer and taking his hand. Namjoon squeezed his hand and softly smiled at him.

‘It’s not your fault.’ He responded.

‘Why did you decide to tell me all of this?’ Taehyung inquired. Namjoon took a moment to gather himself before he responded.

‘Do you know why we have the same last name?’ Namjoon asked.

‘Uh, because half the people in this country have that last name?’ Taehyung chuckled.

‘Yes. That does make it easier to hide the truth.’ Namjoon smirked.

‘What truth?’ Taehyung asked, puzzled and curious. Namjoon scoffed as he lowered his head and fiddled his thumbs. The anxiety was overwhelming.

‘I don’t know how to say this… little brother.’ Namjoon replied, fighting back tears at the last part. Taehyung was positively frozen in shock. His heart was racing and he blankly stared out in front of him as he questioned everything in life. He has an older brother?!

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Brotherhood

Taehyung was anxiously waiting for his brother to arrive at the restaurant where they agreed to meet. He was still trying to process the fact that he had an older brother his entire life and he never even knew about it. How could his father hide such an important truth from him? Did his mother know about it? Taehyung had too many questions. After Namjoon told him they were half-brothers, Taehyung literally ran away. Because he was unable to process it, he freaked out and left, denying Namjoon the chance of saying anything else. Namjoon was thrilled when Taehyung called him up a few days later, wanting to meet. As Taehyung suddenly saw Namjoon walking in the restaurant and towards his table, he felt a strong mixture of emotions. In the 18 years that he had been alive, he had an older brother that he never knew of. How was Taehyung supposed to feel about him? Since Taehyung was seated in a booth, Namjoon took a seat right next to him. They awkwardly glanced and smiled at each other.

‘I’m really glad you called me.’ Namjoon said with a soft smile. Taehyung stared into his eyes and he felt a strange rush of excitement. Not knowing what it meant, he leaped forward and kissed Namjoon on the lips. The intimacy of it made them both feel at ease so Namjoon gave in to it for a few seconds.

‘Stop, what are you doing?’ Namjoon whispered, gently pulling away after regaining his senses. But Taehyung cuddled closer to him, taking one hand in his own and resting the other hand on his thigh.

‘I don’t know. I just wanna feel close to you.’ Taehyung replied softly, hovering his lips over Namjoon’s.

‘But not like this.’ Namjoon whispered, trying to fight off the urge to kiss him again. However Taehyung had no such restraint since he moved closer and kissed him again. For some reason Namjoon wrapped his arms around him and deepened the kiss. The pair of them were completely unaware of the fact that Seokjin stood outside of the restaurant window and stared at them in horror as they kissed so passionately. They were both breathing heavily and pulling at each other as they gave in to some strange feeling of intimacy and excitement. It wasn’t even all that sexual, it just made them feel close to each other and that closeness proved to have a calming effect on them both. But when Namjoon squeezed Taehyung’s inner thigh, he moaned into the kiss and Namjoon immediately snapped back to reality. He abruptly broke the kiss and jumped to his feet.

‘Tae, this is really fucked up. We’re brothers.’ Namjoon noted, still trying to catch his breath from that intense kiss. Taehyung simply looked up at him in silence with a flicker of arousal in his eyes. ‘Don’t look at me like that!’ Namjoon added, giving him a stern look.

‘I’m sorry. I don’t know what came over me. God I’m so fucked up!’ Taehyung responded, his hands in his hair, trying to ignore the fact that he felt aroused.

‘Look, you’re not fucked up. We’re both still trying to come to terms with this. So I think it’s best that we don’t see each other for a while.’ Namjoon explained calmly.

‘What? No, I need to see you. Hyung, I want to get to know you.’ Taehyung insisted, standing up and facing him. Namjoon caressed his cheek and smiled at him fondly upon hearing Taehyung call him ‘hyung’. Then he pulled him close and hugged him tight. Taehyung closed his eyes and smiled as he rested his head on his brother’s shoulder, feeling so safe and peaceful.

‘I wanna get to know you too. I want to know everything about you.’ Namjoon stated, closing his eyes to fight off tears.

‘Can I tell dad about you?’ Taehyung asked once they pulled away from the embrace.

‘No Tae. I don’t think you should tell anyone about this just yet.’ Namjoon answered.

‘Why not? I need some answers. Dad needs to explain how he could just abandon you and your mother!’ Taehyung insisted, angered.

‘I get it. But just give me some time. Then we can talk to him together.’ Namjoon suggested. Hesitantly, Taehyung smiled and nodded in agreement. After that they talked for a bit and Namjoon left. Namjoon had certain plans that he carefully chose not to mention to Taehyung.

 

Friendship

Taehyung was on his way home when he decided to stop by a café for some iced coffee.  The first thing he saw when he walked in was a sad Park Jimin sitting by himself in a corner. After getting his beverage, he walked up to Jimin’s table and took a seat across him.

‘Oh hey Tae.’ Jimin greeted with a strained smile.

‘Are you okay?’ Taehyung inquired. Jimin noticed that Taehyung seemed to be in a particularly good mood.

‘I guess things are going well with Jungkook?’ Jimin asked with a smile and arching an eyebrow. He assumed Taehyung’s uplifted mood had to do with Jungkook.

‘Uh, yea things are great.’ Taehyung replied, keeping his promise not to mention anything about Namjoon to anyone.

‘Good. At least you two are happy.’ Jimin sighed, lowering his gaze.

‘Why are you not happy? Because of Yoongi? You two seemed pretty close at your birthday party.’ Taehyung enquired.

‘No, we’re not. He’d rather be with Hoseok.’ Jimin replied, looking away.

‘No he wouldn’t. I’ve seen them together. Clearly Hoseok is in love with him but Yoongi is just using him as an escape. You’re the one he loves.’ Taehyung pointed out.

‘Of course. He loves me that’s why he doesn’t wanna be with me.’ Jimin said, smiling sarcastically.

‘I think he’s just afraid of hurting you.’ Taehyung reasoned.

‘That’s exactly what he said. But by pushing me away he’s hurting me more than he ever has.’

‘I’m sorry Jimin. Trust me, I know how much that sucks.’ Taehyung consoled, taking his hand.

‘I’m so tired of hurting, Tae. I can’t take it anymore. Why can’t I just stop loving him?’ Jimin cried. Taehyung moved his chair next to him and hugged him.

‘Do you want me to talk to him?’ Taehyung offered as Jimin buried his face into the crook of his neck and cried.

‘You would do that?’ Jimin asked, looking up at him with tears in his eyes.

‘Yeah I would. It bothers me to see you both suffering when you don’t need to.’ Taehyung explained.

Both of us?’ Jimin asked, puzzled.

‘Yes both of you. Jimin, he’s just as miserable from not being with you.’

‘I know you think he loves me. But I don’t.’ Jimin responded, gently pulling away and wiping his tears.

‘Are you really that blind? Of course he loves you! He’s just being… Yoongi.’ Taehyung remarked, chuckling at the last part, making Jimin chuckle as well.

‘Maybe you’re right. This is so weird.’ Jimin scoffed.

‘What do you mean?’ Taehyung inquired.

‘Are we actually friends now?’ Jimin smirked.

‘Damn, did not see that happening.’ Taehyung admitted, the pair of them laughing afterwards. Once Taehyung managed to cheer Jimin up, he went home. After all, Jungkook would be waiting for him.

 

Love

As soon as Taehyung entered his bedroom, he noticed a sexy Jeon Jungkook laying on his bed and smiling at him. Taehyung took off his jacket and got into bed with him all the while smiling back. They held each other close and simply enjoyed the warmth of the embrace. Taehyung wasn’t able to make much time for Jungkook the past few days since he was trying not to have a mental breakdown after his talk with Namjoon at Jimin’s party. But having talked with Namjoon earlier that day, Taehyung felt at ease again.

‘I’m sorry I’ve been acting a little strange lately.’ Taehyung apologized, stroking Jungkook’s hair.

‘That’s okay. I’m glad you’re back to normal. You actually seem really happy.’ Jungkook pointed out.

‘That’s because I have you in my life. Holding you in my arms right now, I’ve never felt happier.’ Taehyung confessed as Jungkook looked up at him with tears in his eyes. Jungkook quickly moved closer and kissed him passionately. Before they knew it, they were kissing and moaning as they undressed each other. As Taehyung lay on top of Jungkook, both of them naked, he stared deeply into his eyes feeling somewhat reluctant.

‘Are you sure you wanna do this? Because we don’t have to. There’s no rush.’ Taehyung explained. They hadn’t had sex since they got back together and their relationship had never been better. Taehyung was a little scared that sex might ruin how good things were going.

‘Yes, make love to me.’ Jungkook whispered, blushing madly. Unable to deny the strong surge of love and desire Taehyung felt for him, he slowly pushed his lubed-up member inside of him. He kept a slow and deep pace, the intensity of it being so overwhelming to them both.

‘Ah… Tae, I love you.’ Jungkook moaned, gripping Taehyung’s hips to pull him closer, taking him deeper. Taehyung moaned into the crook of his neck, not believing how good it felt to be so deep inside of him.

‘Ah, Jungkook… I love you too. Fuck! I love you so much!’ Taehyung moaned, palming his face and kissing him softly as he thrust slowly and deep inside of him. Taehyung was kissing and caressing him anywhere he could when Jungkook suddenly started crying. Completely startled, Taehyung stopped his movements and looked at him with concern.

‘What’s wrong? Am I hurting you?’ Taehyung inquired, worried.

‘No. I’m just so happy. I can’t even find the words to say how much I love you.’ Jungkook cried, unable to hold back his tears of joy. Hearing him say that made Taehyung start crying as well. The love, happiness and pleasure they felt was just too overwhelming. Taehyung then kissed him tenderly and continued to make sweet and gentle love to him. Jungkook started moaning loudly and instinctively rocking his hips as he felt his orgasm building up.

‘Wait no, don’t cum yet.’ Taehyung insisted, pulling out of him.

‘Why not?’ Jungkook groaned in frustration, the sensation fading away. Taehyung lowered his gaze and blushed making Jungkook give him a puzzled look.

‘Do you wanna top?’ Taehyung suggested, licking his lips and staring into Jungkook’s eyes with passion and desire. Jungkook bit his bottom lip to choke down a moan as those words sent shivers of pleasure throughout his body.

‘Really? Are you sure?’ Jungkook whispered anxiously.

‘Yes, Jungkook I love you. And I wanna feel you inside of me.’ Taehyung moaned, stroking Jungkook’s dripping length. That was all the convincing Jungkook needed. He quickly lubed-up his member after the rushed prep and carefully positioned it before Taehyung’s moist hole. But then he suddenly looked up at Taehyung, double checking. When Taehyung lustfully smiled at him and nodded, Jungkook gently pushed his length in. Taehyung threw his head back and let out a loud moan, being reminded of how thick Jungkook was. The few times that Taehyung let Jungkook top, he was always really hard and rough so Taehyung was half-expecting it to be like that again. But much to his surprise, Jungkook kept a deep and steady pace, kind of like Taehyung did earlier. And Taehyung enjoyed every second of Jungkook’s tender and gentle love-making. Jungkook moaned softly as he tried to kiss every inch of his gorgeous body.

‘Fuck… ah, Tae you’re so beautiful. Ah, feels so good inside of you.’ Jungkook breathed, picking up the pace.

‘Ah-fuck! Ah!... ah-ah, Kook, you’re gonna make me cum.’ Taehyung whined, unable to handle how good Jungkook was fucking into him. It felt so good that he felt he might pass out from the overwhelming pleasure. Jungkook kissed his neck and his chest, pulling him closer as he picked up the pace even more. Taehyung’s gorgeous, sweaty body, his hitched breathing and soft whimpers, the look on his face as he threw his head back and closed his eyes while rolling his hips faster and faster, it was driving Jungkook insane with unimaginable pleasure.

‘Cum for me baby.’ Jungkook moaned, feeling Taehyung’s trembling walls tightening around his cock. Taehyung let out the lewdest moan when he shot his warm cum all over Jungkook’s chest. A few seconds later, Jungkook came as well, hungrily kissing Taehyung as he rode out his orgasm. Afterwards Jungkook crashed on top of him, resting his head on Taehyung’s chest.

‘Fuck I love you.’ Jungkook whispered, still panting loudly. Taehyung smiled and ran his fingers through Jungkook’s hair.

‘I love you too.’ He whispered, both of them feeling such bliss after their intense love-making.

‘We should do it like this more often.’ Jungkook suggested, looking up at him with a satisfied grin.

‘You mean switch things up?’ Taehyung asked.

‘Yes exactly. Fuck, it was so intense.’ Jungkook admitted.

‘Sure, I don’t mind.’ Taehyung blushed. Then they kissed for a few minutes and fell asleep in each other’s arms. They were both finally happy. Happy and in love. Besides that, nothing else mattered. Well, not to Jungkook at least. Taehyung on the other hand, his priorities may have changed a bit.

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Yoongi was waiting for Taehyung. He called Yoongi the previous night and asked if he could drop by to talk. His tone of voice made Yoongi nervous. What did he want to talk about? He sounded so serious. While waiting on Taehyung, Yoongi’s mind drifted off to Jimin. A part of him regretted pushing him away. But Yoongi couldn’t risk ever hurting him again. The pain he felt from keeping him at a certain distance was nothing compared to the guilt and self-hatred he felt for all the things he put him through. Even though he knew Jimin forgave him and deeply loved him, he could never forgive himself for hurting him. So it was better to stay away from him. In time Jimin would get over him and move on to someone better Yoongi reasoned. In his heart he felt Jimin deserved so much more than him. Taehyung’s arrival then interrupted his thoughts.

‘How come you’re still here? I thought you were only gonna be here for a week.’ Taehyung pointed out as he took a seat across him in the living room.

‘The assignment I’m working on needs more time.’ Yoongi explained.

‘What about school?’

‘I don’t care about school.’ Yoongi scoffed.

‘What assignment are you working on with Namjoon?’ Taehyung probed.

‘Why are you asking me? Ask Namjoon. He’s your brother after all.’ Yoongi retorted. Taehyung was surprised that Yoongi knew that.

‘You know about that?’

‘Namjoon and I know a lot about each other.’ Yoongi answered with a blank expression, clearly hiding something.

‘So you two are friends?’ Taehyung inquired.

‘No we’re not. We’re just working on something together.’

‘How do you even know him?’ Taehyung probed.

‘I got into some trouble a while back. Namjoon being the powerful attorney he is got me out of it. So I owe him this.’ Yoongi explained. Taehyung arched an eyebrow, shocked.

‘What trouble did you get into? It was so bad that you needed a lawyer?’ Taehyung stated.

‘Look, it doesn’t matter anymore.’

‘Okay fine. How did Namjoon find out we’re brothers?’ Taehyung asked, changing the topic.

‘He just kinda figured it out. He’s known for some time actually.’ Yoongi replied.

‘Really? Then why didn’t he ever reach out to me before?’ Taehyung asked, surprised yet again.

‘Because he didn’t care before. He resented you. Relax, he really cares about you now.’ Yoongi explained.

‘I get it.’ Taehyung sighed. ‘I’ve had the perfect life while he suffered in the most unimaginable ways. So what made him change his mind?’ He added.

‘I talked to him about you. I told him about all the ways you suffered. After I explained everything, he suddenly felt really connected to you.’ Yoongi answered.

‘So I have you to thank? You’re the reason I have a brother now?’ Taehyung pointed out softly, tears welling up in his eyes.

‘Yeah I guess.’ Yoongi admitted, smiling fondly at him.

‘Why are you fixing everything in my life?’

‘Because I’m the one who broke it in the first place.’ Yoongi confessed, his gaze lowered.

‘Yoongi all that guilt you’re holding on to, you have to let it go. It’s keeping you from being happy. Yes, you’ve made some mistakes, but you’re different now.’ Taehyung said calmly, trying his best to console and reason with him.

‘So I should just forget everything I did? All the people I’ve hurt?’ Yoongi gritted, clenching his fists to remain calm. The guilt and self-hatred was overtaking him.

‘Yes! Just let it go! I forgave you a long time ago. And Jimin forgave you too.’ Taehyung replied, almost whispering the last part. Yoongi’s head immediately shot up at the mention of Jimin’s name.

‘Jimin?’ Yoongi asked, unsure what Taehyung was getting at.

‘That’s actually what I’m here to talk about. Yoongi, why are you pushing him away? He loves you. And I can see in it your eyes how much you love him too.’ Taehyung noted.

‘The love you see in my eyes is for you.’ Yoongi said in a deep tone, staring into Taehyung’s eyes. Taehyung couldn’t help but feel aroused.

‘Fuck Yoongi, don’t say shit like that to me. It really messes me up.’ He responded, instinctively licking his lips.

‘I’m sorry. I don’t wanna mess with you. I know you’re really happy with Jungkook and that’s all I’ve ever wanted for you. Your happiness means everything to me.’ Yoongi assured, taking his hand with a soft smile. It took all the restraint Taehyung had not to leap forward and kiss him.

‘Yoongi, I know you’ve loved me. But you love Jimin now and you know it. He’s the guy for you. Stop pushing him away. Being apart is making you both miserable. Your happiness means everything to me too.’ Taehyung responded, squeezing his hand.

‘So I should tell him how I feel?’

‘Yes! Tell him how much you love him! Promise me!’ Taehyung demanded.

‘Fine, I promise I’ll talk to him.’ Yoongi chuckled. ‘Now get out of here before you get fucked.’ He added in a seductive tone. Taehyung’s love and concern for him aroused him and he no longer trusted himself to be alone with him.

‘What makes you think I’d let you top?’ Taehyung smirked as they both stood up for him to leave. Even though Taehyung said it as a joke, Yoongi still felt his dick twitch in excitement.

‘I can’t say I’m not curious.’ Yoongi whispered.

‘Curious about what?’ Taehyung inquired, puzzled.

‘What your dick would feel like inside of me.’ Yoongi replied in the most seductive way. Taehyung felt a lightning bolt of pleasure shoot through his dick as he let out a soft moan and grabbed Yoongi to kiss him aggressively. Taehyung only moaned louder when Yoongi reached his hand down to his erection and started massaging him through his jeans. The stimulation and taste of Yoongi’s soft lips was throwing Taehyung into a frenzy. It only got worse when Taehyung firmly squeezed Yoongi’s mounds, making him arch his back and softly moan into the kiss. Discovering such a submissive side to Yoongi was driving Taehyung insane with desire.

‘You gonna fuck me?’ Yoongi whispered seductively, hovering his lips over Taehyung’s.

‘Fuck, I can’t!’ Taehyung sighed in frustration, pacing around with his hands on his head.

‘Tae, it’s fine okay. I get it.’ Yoongi said, trying to calm him down.

‘No you don’t get it. Yoongi, you have no idea how much I’ve wanted this. But I can’t do this to Jungkook. I love him more than anything and I promised never to hurt him again.’ Taehyung explained.

‘I know Tae. I’m proud of you. You’re a much better person now. I’m happy for you.’ Yoongi responded with a soft smile. Taehyung smiled back and hugged him.

‘I should go. Tell Jimin how you feel!’ Taehyung reminded. Yoongi smiled and nodded. Then he left, leaving Yoongi feeling more frustrated than he had in a long time.

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Jin was meeting Namjoon for lunch. Since Namjoon had to stay in the capital longer than he expected, Jin decided to take some days off work to be with him. He never liked being away from Namjoon for too long. But after what he witnessed a couple of days ago, he only wished he went home right after Jimin’s birthday. Why was Namjoon kissing Taehyung? Were they having an affair? Is that why it was so easy for Namjoon to forgive him for cheating with Taehyung? Wait, did Namjoon put Taehyung up to that?! Was he testing him? What if he actually had feelings for Taehyung? Jin only realized the tears streaming down his face when he noticed Namjoon walking towards his table. He quickly wiped his tears and composed himself.

‘Hey baby.’ Namjoon greeted with a smile, taking a seat across him. Jin leaned in, grabbed his face and kissed him roughly. Of course Namjoon gave into him, loving every second of his aggressive touch. But then it suddenly hit him that they were in a public place, so he abruptly pulled away.

‘What’s wrong?’ Jin panted, trying to catch his breath from that steamy kiss.

‘Baby, we’re in a restaurant. People are staring.’ Namjoon chuckled, caressing his flushed cheek. Jin held his hand pressed against his cheek and leaned into it. As he stared into his eyes, the eyes that were staring back at him with deep affection, Jin felt overwhelmed with guilt and sadness. Ever since he cheated on Namjoon, all he felt was pain and regret. Fearful that Namjoon might be cheating on him only increased the pain he was already struggling with. More than anything, he wished they could just get past all the secrets, suspicion, pain and remorse and just be happy. But when was life ever that simple? They sat in silence until the meals came.

‘So how are things with your assignment here?’ Jin asked, hoping to get some answers. Namjoon chewed his food and swallowed before responding.

‘It’s going well.’ Namjoon replied, carefully omitting the details.

‘So that kid Taehyung really lives here. I saw him at Jimin’s birthday party.’ Jin continued. Namjoon’s head immediately shot up at the mention of Taehyung’s name.

‘Yeah, he does.’ Namjoon confirmed, taking another bite of his steak.

‘Are you two still friends? I mean, after what I told you.’ Jin probed carefully, his gaze lowered, playing with his soup.

‘Yes we are. I forgave you both for that.’ Namjoon stated firmly. Jin couldn’t take it. He knew Namjoon was hiding something from him.

‘Okay. So what are we doing after lunch?’ Jin asked, changing the topic. He was afraid of upsetting Namjoon.

‘Oh, I’m meeting with someone from work. Why don’t you do some shopping and I’ll meet up with you later.’ Namjoon suggested. But that only fueled the suspicion Jin was already feeling. At a loss for words, he smiled and nodded.

After lunch, they went their separate ways, or so Namjoon thought. Jin followed him to a quaint little café. The first thing Jin noticed was Taehyung anxiously waiting for him there. He stood at a certain distance, carefully observing them. They smiled at each other and hugged. Jin’s heart skipped a beat as Taehyung took Namjoon by the hand and led him to a back room. Desperately needing answers, Jin cautiously followed them. When he entered, he hid behind a cabinet and stared at them hugging with tears in his eyes. Although it was just a hug, it seemed so affectionate and meaningful. Taehyung had his eyes closed with a soft smile as he nuzzled into the crook of Namjoon’s neck. And Namjoon held him really close, running his fingers through his hair and softly kissing his forehead.

‘I hate meeting in secret like this.’ Taehyung protested as they slowly pulled away from the embrace.

‘I know Tae, but nobody can know about our relationship yet. That could complicate my assignment.’ Namjoon explained, softly caressing his cheek. Jin had to cover his mouth to choke down a sob. They were in a relationship?!

‘What assignment?’ Taehyung demanded, frustrated.

‘I know you need some answers and I promise to be honest with you about everything. But not yet. Please be patient with me.’ Namjoon implored, palming his face. Reluctantly, Taehyung nodded with a loud sigh.

‘I’m just so confused. I wanna tell people about you, about us!’ Taehyung said, his voice slightly breaking. He felt so much love, respect and appreciation for his older brother that he started crying. Namjoon wiped his tears and softly kissed his forehead.

‘I know this is hard but will you please trust me?’ Namjoon consoled, fighting off tears. They were having an intense moment of sibling-bonding but Jin of course completely misconstrued the entire situation. He blankly stared at them with tears endlessly streaming down his face.

‘Of course I trust you. I love you.’ Taehyung replied with tears in his eyes. A tear streamed down Namjoon’s face as well as he pulled Taehyung in for a tight embrace.

‘I love you too.’ Namjoon whispered, holding a crying Taehyung as tight as he could. It was in that moment that Jin felt his heart shatter into a million pieces. It was one thing to be having sex with someone else, but to actually love someone else? Jin felt like he no longer had any reason to live. Broken down and in a state of shock, he blankly walked away. Where was he going? Did it even matter? He just emptily walked the streets questioning every decision he ever made in life.

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Jimin was laying in bed. He softly smiled to himself as he thought about fond memories he shared with Yoongi. Jimin’s single greatest regret was breaking up with Yoongi and moving away. The pain he felt from not being with him was unbearable. All he wanted was for Yoongi to return his love. He missed everything about Yoongi. He missed his sweet smile, his delicate features, his warm scent. But more than anything, Jimin missed having sex with him. The sex was never better with anyone else because Yoongi was the only person Jimin ever loved. Jimin’s mother was out of town for a work conference. Being home alone was not something he enjoyed. Jimin was the type of person that needed the comfort of people around him. Which is why he invited someone over. When he heard the doorbell, he ran downstairs in excitement. Opening the door and finding Yugyeom there came as a shock to him.

‘Yugyeom? What brings you here?’ Jimin asked with a smile. Yugyeom had a stern look on his face and it unsettled Jimin but he chose to ignore it.

‘Can I come in?’ Yugyeom asked, not waiting for a response before moving past Jimin and walking in. Yugyeom then blankly walked up the stairs and went into his bedroom. Jimin quietly observed him with a flicker of panic in his eyes. Fearful of Yugyeom’s sudden change in demeanor, he hesitantly followed him to his bedroom. When he got inside, he found Yugyeom in his bed with a seductive smirk.

‘What are you doing here?’ Jimin asked in a soft tone, clearly nervous.

‘We are still friends with benefits right?’ Yugyeom smirked, motioning for Jimin to join him on the bed. Jimin’s eyes widened upon hearing those words. Although sex with Yugyeom was really good, Jimin came to realize that Yoongi was the only person he wanted to feel such intimacy with. He let out a deep sigh and took a seat next to him on his bed.

‘Yugyeom, I do really like you. And I know you’re upset about Jungkook and Taehyung. I want to be a good friend and comfort you but I won’t do that with sex.’ Jimin stated firmly.

‘Why not?’ Yugyeom scoffed, resting his hand on Jimin’s thigh.

‘Because I’m in love with someone and he’s the only guy I want to have sex with.’ Jimin answered in a serious tone, moving Yugyeom’s hand away. Yugyeom arched an eyebrow and smirked.

‘Yoongi couldn’t care less about you. He loves Taehyung.’ Yugyeom grinned, standing up and walking towards the door to leave.

‘Wait! How do you know Yoongi? And how do you know Namjoon?’ Jimin demanded, standing up as well, a puzzled look on his face.

‘You and Jungkook really don’t know anything. I can see why you liked each other.’ Yugyeom chuckled.

‘Answer my questions!’ Jimin snapped.

‘You don’t get to order me, you little slut!’ Yugyeom sneered, shoving Jimin against the wall. Jimin suddenly felt really scared. There was no way he could possibly fight off Yugyeom.

‘I’m sorry.’ He whispered, his gaze lowered, tears forming in his eyes. Seeing him in such a state however awakened an animalistic desire in Yugyeom. So he moved closer and smashed his lips against Jimin’s, biting down on his thick bottom lip until he tasted blood. Jimin started to cry as he struggled to push him away. When Yugyeom pulled away to catch his breath, Jimin tried to run off but Yugyeom swiftly grabbed him and pressed him back against the wall. Jimin had his back to him and he cried even harder when Yugyeom licked the back of his neck and started undoing his pants.

‘Yugyeom what the fuck are you doing?’ Jimin cried, trying to wiggle out of his grip.

‘Relax, I’ll make sure you enjoy it. Besides, not like anyone can stop me. I know you’re here alone.’ Yugyeom grinned, slowly grinding his erection against him.

‘You can’t do this! I’m saying NO!’ Jimin screamed, tears streaming down his face.

‘Like I need your fucking permission.’ Yugyeom scoffed, pressing his chest against Jimin’s back to hold him into place while he used both hands to spread his legs. Jimin started sobbing uncontrollably as he realized what was about to happen to him again.

‘PLEASE STOP! STOP!’ He pleaded, screaming at the top of his lungs, a fountain of tears streaming down his flushed face. But could anyone save him?

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Jimin sat in class, anxiously lost in thoughts, unable to concentrate on the physics teacher. All he could think about was the previous night and what could’ve happened if Jungkook hadn’t shown up in time. It was never his intention to invite Jungkook over but after Yoongi refused to meet with him, Jimin called up Jungkook. He just wanted some company, that was all. After Jungkook rescued him however, things escalated a little. Neither of them meant for it to happen. The circumstances just got the best of them.

 

***FLASHBACK***

‘Yugyeom what the fuck are you doing?’ Jimin cried, trying to wiggle out of his grip.

‘Relax, I’ll make sure you enjoy it. Besides, not like anyone can stop me. I know you’re here alone.’ Yugyeom grinned, slowly grinding his erection against him.

‘You can’t do this! I’m saying NO!’ Jimin screamed, tears streaming down his face.

‘Like I need your fucking permission.’ Yugyeom scoffed, pressing his chest against Jimin’s back to hold him into place while he used both hands to spread his legs. Jimin started sobbing uncontrollably as he realized what was about to happen to him again.

‘PLEASE STOP! STOP!’ He pleaded, screaming at the top of his lungs, a fountain of tears streaming down his flushed face. Without any prep whatsoever, Yugyeom started rubbing his tip against Jimin’s entrance, making him scream louder, desperately trying to maneuver out of his firm grip.

‘Hold still fucking bitch!’ Yugyeom sneered as he started pushing his tip in.

‘WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU DOING?!!!’ Jungkook shouted as he rushed towards Yugyeom and shoved him off of Jimin. Yugyeom fell to the floor and Jungkook quickly hovered over him to punch him so hard he could actually feel his nose break. Jimin crashed to floor, curled up into a ball as he kept crying uncontrollably. Jungkook then glanced over to Jimin. Seeing him in that state only fueled the rage and hatred he already felt for Yugyeom in that moment. Which is why he didn’t hesitate in punching him again, making Yugyeom wince in pain from his broken nose.

‘GET THE FUCK OFF ME!’ Yugyeom cried, blood streaming down from his nose. Obviously he was no match for Jungkook. Reluctantly, Jungkook stood up and walked towards Jimin. As soon as he stood up, Yugyeom jumped to his feet and ran off. Jimin was still shaking and crying from shock. Jungkook knelt down and wrapped his arms around him in an effort to console him.

‘It’s okay Jimin, he’s gone. He won’t hurt you. Nobody will.’ Jungkook  whispered, holding a crying Jimin close. After a few minutes, Jimin managed to calm down from the shock but he was still crying. Jungkook helped him to his feet and fixed him up. Then they sat next to each other in bed for a few minutes in silence.

‘Why does everyone try to hurt me? I never did anything to anyone. Still people just keep hurting me.’ Jimin cried. Jungkook started to feel guilty. After all, he was one of the people that hurt him.

‘Jimin, I’m so sorry. I never wanted to hurt you! I never wanted Taehyung to hurt you! And I honestly don’t know what the fuck Yugyeom’s problem is. But don’t worry, I’ll contact the authorities.’ Jungkook stated, taking Jimin’s hand in his.

‘You’ll call the authorities? And tell them what? About Yugyeom? Or you and Taehyung too?’ Jimin sneered, staring into Jungkook’s eyes with anger. Jungkook then broke down in tears. He never forgave himself for what he did to Jimin, not completely.

‘I’m so sorry.’ Jungkook whispered, unable to hold back his tears.

‘Just leave.’ Jimin retorted, blankly staring out in front of him.

‘I know you hate me, but can I please stay with you? I can’t leave you here alone. I could never forgive myself if something happened to you.’ Jungkook pleaded. After taking a few moments to think about it, Jimin reluctantly nodded. He didn’t want Jungkook there anymore, but he couldn’t deny that he wanted his protection until he was certain he didn’t have to worry about Yugyeom anymore.

A half hour went by with the pair of them lying next to each other, blankly staring up at the ceiling in silence. They were both in deep thoughts, Jimin in particular.

‘Can I ask you something?’ Jimin said, finally breaking the silence.

‘Of course.’ Jungkook replied, somewhat joyful that Jimin was talking to him again.

‘Is it weird for you that Yoongi and Taehyung dated?’ Jimin inquired. Jungkook took a few moments to gather his thoughts before responding.

‘No, it’s not weird. But it bothers me that Tae keeps meeting him.’

‘Wait, Tae still meets him? Like, a lot?’ Jimin probed, sitting up.

‘Yea, a lot. They meet up all the time.’ Jungkook gritted, trying to mask his jealousy. Jimin felt both surprised and sad. He didn’t know they still kept in such close contact and that revelation only added to his pain.

‘Do you think it means something?’ Jimin asked softly.

‘Honestly, I don’t know. Maybe I’m just being paranoid. But Tae really loved him and that worries me. Especially since I know Yoongi is still in love with him.’ Jungkook answered, glancing over to Jimin who seemed to be on the verge of tears.

‘Tae must be the luckiest guy on the planet.’ Jimin mumbled, his gaze lowered.

‘Jimin, I can’t speak for Yoongi, but I don’t want you to think I just chose Tae over you. I meant what I said. I really like you and I just know that I could really love you.’ Jungkook confessed, moving closer to him. Jimin then stared into his eyes and Jungkook felt the strong urge to kiss him. All he wanted in that moment was to taste those plump, luscious lips again.

‘Don’t lie to me Jungkook. I just can’t take it anymore.’ Jimin whispered, tears streaming down his face. Jungkook then grabbed his face and smashed their lips together. Jimin didn’t hesitate in reaching his small hands under his shirt and scratching his back, knowing that it drove him insane. Jungkook moaned into the kiss and pulled Jimin into his lap. Both of them knew they were making a huge mistake, but it felt too good to resist. Desperately seeking more friction, Jimin started grinding down on Jungkook’s growing erection. After a few more minutes of kissing, moaning and grinding, Jungkook flipped Jimin unto his back and moved down his body. Halfway through undoing his pants, Jungkook stopped and looked up at him.

‘Are we really gonna do this?’ Jungkook asked, feeling dubious. Yes, Jimin loved Yoongi with all his heart but in that moment he really needed someone to comfort him.

‘I don’t have a problem with this. But do you really wanna cheat on Tae?’ Jimin asked, trying to hold on to his fading conscience. Jungkook closed his eyes and let out a deep sigh.

‘Right. Let’s assume he’s not cheating on me with Yoongi this very instant.’ Jungkook replied callously. Then he went back to undoing Jimin’s pants.

‘Wait! Kook, are you sure?’ Jimin asked, needing a clear confirmation. Jungkook simply stared into his eyes as he continued undoing his pants. Then he removed them along with his boxers and threw them on the floor. Jimin thought about his ‘friendship’ with Taehyung and suddenly felt guilty. He was about to object but Jungkook wrapped his lips around his tip and Jimin’s mind went completely blank.

‘Ah… ah-fuck.’ Jimin moaned, thrusting his length down Jungkook’s throat. Jungkook’s dick was constantly twitching in excitement at the sound of Jimin’s sweet, soft moans.

‘Cum in my mouth.’ Jungkook grinned, realizing that Jimin was very close. Jimin then came at just the sound of his voice and the seductive look on his face. As soon as he calmed down from his orgasm, he rolled unto his stomach and pushed his ass up.

‘Fuck me.’ Jimin moaned, slowly rocking back and forth. Jungkook lustfully licked his lips at that sight and just the thought of being in that tight, sweet hole again. But then he suddenly thought about the fact that Yugyeom tried to rape Jimin less than an hour ago. Was it right for Jungkook to take advantage of Jimin’s vulnerable state again? Clearly, he wasn’t going to leave Taehyung for him, so why was he doing this?

‘Jiminie, I can’t do this. I won’t hurt you again. Neither of us are in our right minds. I just know we’ll regret this.’ Jungkook admitted, standing up.

‘Wait, so you’re leaving?’ Jimin asked, a worried look on his face. If he was being honest, he didn’t feel the slightest bit disappointed that they wouldn’t have sex, but he needed the safety of his company.

‘I’m not going anywhere. I promised not to leave you alone. I’ll just be downstairs.’ Jungkook replied, walking out afterwards. And he kept true to his word. He stayed downstairs in Jimin’s living room until his mother came home from her trip. Although he had plans with Taehyung that night, he didn’t hesitate in cancelling them because Jimin’s safety was important to him.

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Jungkook was aimlessly walking down the hallway during recess when he suddenly felt an arm around his shoulder. He was so deep in thoughts about the previous night that he didn’t even notice Taehyung walking up behind him.

‘Oh hey Tae.’ Jungkook said with a forced smile. Taehyung immediately knew something was wrong, but he chose to ignore it for the time being.

‘Did you hear Yugyeom got arrested?’ Taehyung scoffed, feeling rather joyful since he hated Yugyeom. Jungkook promised Jimin not to mention what happened to anyone. Jimin didn’t want that kind of attention from anyone. Unable to think of anything plausible to say, he simply nodded.

‘Oh, you know? Do you know why?’ Taehyung probed, his curiosity getting the best of him.

‘Tae, it’s none of our business.’ Jungkook shrugged, not wanting to lie to him. He already felt really guilty for letting things get so out of control with Jimin. And what made it worse is that a strong part of him craved so much more than just rushed third-base.

‘Kook, what’s wrong? Are you still not feeling well?’ Taehyung inquired, caressing his face. When Jungkook had to cancel their plans the previous night, he texted Taehyung to tell him he wasn’t feeling well, which wasn’t a lie. Maybe there was nothing physically wrong with him, but his emotional state was definitely up for debate.

‘I just don’t wanna talk about that bastard Yugyeom!’ Jungkook snapped, being reminded of the fact that Yugyeom tried to hurt Jimin. After the occurrences of the previous night, Jungkook felt a strong sense of protectiveness over Jimin. However his sudden outburst came as a slight shock to Taehyung.

‘So I’m guessing you’re no longer a fan of his?’ Taehyung smirked.

‘No, I’m not. If I ever see him again, I’ll fucking kill him.’ Jungkook gritted. That’s when he realized he had said too much. Not wanting Taehyung to get suspicious, he quickly changed the topic. ‘So, dinner tonight?’ Jungkook asked, taking his hand with a smile.

‘Sorry, I can’t. I already have plans.’ Taehyung replied, choosing yet again to ignore Jungkook’s odd behavior.

‘Oh, with Yoongi?’ Jungkook sneered, anger rising up in him again.

‘No, with Namjoon.’

‘Namjoon? Why? I thought you weren’t working with him anymore.’ Jungkook pointed out.

‘I’m not. But he’s important to me.’ Taehyung stated in a firm tone. Jungkook calmed down when he heard it wasn’t Yoongi but then Taehyung just had to give rise to his anger and suspicion again.

‘What the fuck is that supposed to mean?’ Jungkook demanded.

‘Jesus Kook, do you really have such little faith in me? What do you think, I’m fucking everyone I know?’ Taehyung snapped, tired of trying to convince Jungkook that he had changed.

‘I’m sorry.’ Jungkook apologized, realizing that he had no right to question Taehyung’s loyalty when he betrayed him just the previous night.

‘Jungkook, you’re the only one I want, okay?’ Taehyung whispered, palming his face and smiling fondly at him. Jimin then suddenly appeared, walking past them in the hall. Since Taehyung had his back to him, he didn’t notice him. Jungkook however shared such an intense moment of eye-contact with him as he walked past them that he literally felt his heart skip a beat. Jimin still seemed so sad and hurt and Jungkook simply wanted to keep him safe from everyone and everything that could possibly hurt him. Why did he suddenly feel so protective over him? Was it guilt? Or was it something else entirely?

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‘Why’d you do it you fucking piece of filth?’ Yoongi demanded, staring into Yugyeom’s eyes with murderous rage. Yugyeom smirked as he walked closer to him, gripping the bars of the jail cell he was in.

‘It’s okay for you to hurt him, but it’s not okay for me to hurt him? Why do you even care?’ Yugyeom scoffed, amused at Yoongi’s angered state.

‘I love him.’ Yoongi said firmly, making Yugyeom arch an eyebrow at him.

‘Well then you have a funny way of showing it. Get the fuck out of here.’ Yugyeom sneered. It came as a big surprise to him that Jungkook actually called the authorities on him. But he was confident that Namjoon would get him out soon.

‘Do you know what they do to pretty boys like you in prison? Even then, I really hope you stay in here. Because trust me when I say, you’re a lot safer in here.’ Yoongi threatened, then started walking away. When Namjoon called him to tell him what happened, Yoongi never felt more angry. All he wanted was to choke the life out of Yugyeom.

‘You don’t scare me Yoongi. I honestly don’t get why everyone’s so afraid of you. What could you possibly do to me?’ Yugyeom chuckled, making Yoongi stop in his tracks. Then he turned around and walked up to him, standing as close as he could. The sinister grin on his face started to unsettle Yugyeom a little.

‘I murdered my own father. What the fuck would you mean to me?’ Yoongi whispered, glaring darkly into his widened eyes. It was in that moment that Yugyeom started to feel afraid of him but he refused to show it.

‘So that’s what Namjoon has over you. That’s why you’re working for him.’ Yugyeom smirked, trying his best to maintain his composure. Yoongi was about to walk away again but Yugyeom stopped him by provoking him even more.

‘You wanna know why I did it?’ Yugyeom grinned, confident that he was safe under Namjoon’s protection.

‘Shut the fuck up.’ Yoongi gritted, clenching his fists.

‘You see, I was a little upset about Jungkook leaving me for that bastard Tae, so I tried to use Jimin to make myself feel better. I just wanted a quick fuck but he wouldn’t cooperate. So I didn’t have a choice.’ Yugyeom scoffed, enjoying every second of Yoongi’s reaction.

‘You tried to force yourself on my Jimin.’ Yoongi stated, wishing he could break through those bars and kill Yugyeom.

‘Wow, it almost sounds like you really care about him. Since you’ve fucked him too, I’m sure you can understand. I mean, that hole is just so tight and so sweet. Who could possibly resist?’ Yugyeom grinned, provoking Yoongi to the extreme.

‘You’re going to regret ever touching him.’ Yoongi warned, then walked away. Yugyeom simply smiled to himself. He felt certain that nothing would happen to him.

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Namjoon was quietly drinking his iced coffee. He was sitting in his hotel room alone. There was so much on his mind, Jin being the priority of course. For some reason, Jin decided to stay with a friend of his for a couple of days. It was the most unexpected thing. Jin’s friend simply called him up to say that Jin would be staying with her for a couple of days without providing any reason as to why. When Namjoon asked to speak to Jin, she refused, saying that Jin didn’t want to speak with him. Was he mad about something? If so, why not talk to him about it? Isn’t suddenly deciding to stay with a friend a little extreme? Namjoon tried calling Jin’s cell of course and he sent him countless text messages, all to no avail. He was really starting to get frustrated. There was already so much going on in his life. Glancing over at the clock, he decided to put his issues with Jin on hold for the time being. After all, he had dinner plans with his brother and father.

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Namjoon was anxiously driving to Taehyung’s house. It had been quite some time since he last felt so nervous. Of course, who wouldn’t be. He would be meeting his biological father for the very first time. Initially he planned on telling his father the truth about himself, but after some careful consideration, he decided to postpone that revelation. What he had decided on instead, was to tell Taehyung the truth about his plans. Namjoon felt nothing but pure hatred for the man who was supposed to be his father. Taehyung on the other hand, won over his heart. Namjoon deeply loved his baby brother, there was no denying that. Which is why he decided to be honest with him about everything. After becoming so close, Namjoon was convinced that Taehyung would choose his side. With a great amount of hesitation, he walked up to the door and rang the doorbell. A maid answered and kindly welcomed him inside. Once he got to the dining room, Taehyung immediately jumped out of his seat and rushed towards him with open arms and a bright smile. His father suspiciously stared at them while they shared a rather affectionate embrace.

‘Mr. Kim, thank you for having me over for dinner tonight. It is an absolute honor to meet you sir.’ Namjoon respectfully stated after taking a seat across Taehyung.

‘Oh not at all. From what I’ve heard, you’re a very skilled attorney. The pleasure is all mine.’ He replied graciously. A couple of minutes later, the servants arrived with the first course. While quietly eating the deliciously prepared meal, Namjoon couldn’t help but notice the man furtively glancing at him on occasion.

‘Is something the matter Mr. Kim?’ Namjoon carefully posed, making Taehyung pop up his head and anxiously stare at him.

‘No there isn’t. My apologies. It’s just that you shockingly resemble someone I used to know quite well. But I’m sure that’s just a coincidence.’ He answered with a strained smile. Namjoon knew he was referring to his mother. He was well aware that he inherited most of his mother’s distinct features. In that moment he felt the anger and resentment rising up in him. But he chose to stay calm for Taehyung’s sake.

‘So I must say Tae, I’m really glad you’re making such resourceful friends.’ He added, smiling fondly at Taehyung.

‘Yea it’s great. Namjoon and I are very close. In fact, I think I wanna be a lawyer too.’ Taehyung responded, glancing over to Namjoon with a soft smile.

‘That’s great son. I’m glad you want to do something so respectable with your life. So Namjoon, who else is there in your family?’ Mr. Kim suddenly asked, making both Taehyung and Namjoon suddenly feel nervous.

‘It’s just me.’ Namjoon answered in a soft tone with his gaze lowered.

‘What of your parents?’

‘My mother passed away a few years ago and I never knew my father. It’s just me and my fiancé now.’ Namjoon replied.

‘I’m very sorry to hear that. Glad to know you have someone special in your life though. Why isn’t the lucky lady joining us for dinner?’ He asked with a bright smile, hoping to ease the awkward tension. Both Namjoon and Taehyung chuckled at that remark. Of course he would assume it’s a woman. Being straight is after all the “default setting” in society.

‘My fiancé isn’t joining us tonight because he already went back home.’ Namjoon pointed out, him and Taehyung chuckling again afterwards. Mr. Kim felt embarrassed for assuming his sexuality. Since his own son whom he loved more than anything was bisexual, he would never want anyone to think he was judgmental in that aspect.

‘I’m sorry for assuming the obvious.’ He apologized. After which all three of them laughed at the awkwardness of the situation. The rest of the dinner went pretty well. It consisted of more delicious food and meaningful conversation. At some point Mr. Kim mentioned the technical problems he was suddenly dealing with in his company. It took all the energy Namjoon had to hide his smile and feign concern instead.

 

After dinner, Mr. Kim respectfully excused himself and retreated to his office. Taehyung took Namjoon out on the terrace so they could talk.

‘Hyung, why won’t you just tell him the truth?’ Taehyung insisted.

‘It’s just a lot to take in. Let him get to know me a little first.’ Namjoon explained, moving closer to a frustrated Taehyung. He felt too impatient. Taehyung just wanted his family to be complete.

‘Fine, if you say so. So how are things with my future brother-in-law?’ Taehyung asked, changing the topic.

‘Things are fine.’ Namjoon replied mechanically.

‘Ah, so that’s what’s wrong. What happened?’ Taehyung probed. The only reason Namjoon didn’t have Taehyung randomly assassinated for having sex with Jin was because he was his little brother. And even though Namjoon forgave him due to his love for him, he still felt uncomfortable discussing anything related to Jin with him.

‘Never mind that. Tae, I need to discuss something important with you.’ Namjoon stated in all seriousness.

‘Okay, what’s up?’ Taehyung asked, curious.

‘The problems in your— um, our father’s company, it’s because of me.’ Namjoon confessed, an intense look of severity on his face. Taehyung’s eyes widened in disbelief. Although he heard the words, he was having much trouble processing it.

‘What do you mean it’s because of you?’ Taehyung managed to say.

‘I mean I’m the cause of it. Tae, I’m not here on an assignment. I’m on a mission. And my mission is to destroy his business.’ Namjoon explained, the hatred he felt for him clear in his eyes. Taehyung was at a complete loss for words. Namjoon anticipated a suchlike reaction, so he calmly explained that Taehyung could take some time to process everything. Taehyung nodded in agreement but in his head he was already freaking out about how long it would actually take for him to wrap his mind around that deeply unsettling piece of information.

 

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The following day, Taehyung had enough free periods to decide he didn’t need to attend school that day. So he simply stayed at home and struggled to organize his thoughts. After school, Jungkook went over to his house. He hadn’t seen him on campus and he felt a little worried. Upon getting to Taehyung’s house, Jungkook felt relieved to discover that he was okay.

‘You could’ve told me you were ditching today. I would’ve joined you.’ Jungkook grinned, taking a seat beside him on his bed.

‘Right, sorry. I just needed some time alone.’ Taehyung responded in a soft tone. Jungkook could tell something was bothering him.

‘How was your dinner with Namjoon last night?’ Jungkook then asked, the jealousy being obvious in his tone of voice.

‘Kook, it’s really not like that. Namjoon is like a brother to me.’ Taehyung replied, almost revealing the truth. Upon realizing that he was being completely honest, Jungkook started to feel really guilty. He hated himself for getting weak around Jimin yet again.

‘Tae, I have to tell you something.’ Jungkook whispered, his voice slightly breaking. If he was being honest, Taehyung didn’t have any interest in what Jungkook had to say. He already had enough weighing down on his mind.

‘Sure, what is it?’ Taehyung asked reluctantly, feigning attentiveness.

‘I went over to Jimin’s house a couple of nights ago. He just wanted some company since his mother was out of town for work. I figured since we’re all okay now, it wouldn’t be a problem. But when I got there, I found Yugyeom trying to rape him an---’

‘Wait, WHAT?!!’ Taehyung interrupted, incredulous. Up until he heard the word ‘rape’, Taehyung was hardly paying attention to what Jungkook was saying. But that specific part immediately caught his attention.

‘Yea, that’s why he was arrested. I stopped him and called the police.’ Jungkook elaborated. Taehyung let out a deep sigh of frustration. There were just too many things happening at once. Was everyone suddenly losing their minds, or was it just him?

‘Good. I’m glad you got there in time and did the right thing.’ Taehyung managed to say. That statement however only added to Jungkook’s already overwhelming guilt.

‘Tae, don’t tell anyone. I promised Jimin I wouldn’t say anything to anyone.’

‘Kook, of course I won’t tell anyone. I couldn’t do that to Jimin. But I have to ask, why did you decide to tell me then?’ Taehyung posed, curious and suddenly somewhat suspicious. Jungkook felt his heart sink. He was so scared that Taehyung might break up with him after knowing what happened.

‘Because I need you to understand the circumstance. Jimin was a real mess so I tried to console him. But then it got a little out of hand.’ Jungkook admitted, his gaze lowered, fighting off tears.

‘How much out of hand?’ Taehyung gritted, not able to believe that Jungkook would actually cheat on him again and with Jimin of all people. After Taehyung completely changed himself for him, after rejecting Yoongi’s irresistible offer to let him top, how could he possibly?!

‘I sucked him off. But that’s it. Nothing else happened, I promise.’ Jungkook confessed with tears in his eyes. Although Taehyung felt hurt, a part of him felt relieved that there wasn’t any ‘actual’ sex involved.

‘Okay. Don’t worry about it, it’s fine. I made out with Yoongi recently, so I can’t get too mad at you. I guess we both need to stop messing around then.’ Taehyung said in a firm tone. Jungkook was glad that Taehyung forgave him so easily but hearing that he made out with Yoongi, deeply unsettled him.

‘You made out with Yoongi?’ Jungkook asked, a stern look on his face.

‘Yea I did, but I didn’t suck his dick though.’ Taehyung sneered, upset that Jungkook was trying to turn things around on him.

‘You’re right, I’m sorry. So we’re good?’ Jungkook asked with a smile, a cute bunny look on his face. Taehyung could never resist his cuteness.

‘Yea, we’re good.’ He replied with a smile.

‘Can I ask you something serious?’ Jungkook then posed, abruptly changing the mood.

‘Um, sure.’

‘Why’d you do it? Why did you decide to rape Jimin? Did Yoongi ask you to do that?’ Jungkook inquired in a serious tone of voice. After that particular incident, Jungkook couldn’t stop thinking about it. He needed an answer from Taehyung. Even though Taehyung used to be an awful guy, Jungkook wanted to know the specific reason behind such a cruel act. Taehyung started to feel really uncomfortable. He didn’t want to ever be reminded of all the cruel, awful things he did.

‘No, Yoongi never asked me to do that.’ He whispered, tears welling up in his eyes. Taehyung absolutely hated the person he used to be. And that guilt and shame would never leave him, not completely.

‘Then why?’ Jungkook demanded.

‘Because I hated Jimin. I really, really hated him. And I just wanted to hurt him in the worst possible way. I knew right from the start that Yoongi loved him and I just couldn’t accept that. So I decided to make him suffer.’ Taehyung confessed, feeling a slight pull from his dark urges after quite some time. Jungkook felt a hint of fear as he listened to Taehyung’s dark confession.

‘Do you still hate him?’ Jungkook asked softly.

‘No, I don’t. Kook, I’m not that guy anymore. You know that, right?’ Taehyung responded, moving closer to Jungkook and wrapping his arms around him. Jungkook closed his eyes as Taehyung held him in his arms.

‘I know Tae, I know.’ He whispered into the crook of his neck. Taehyung let out a sigh of relief. He needed Jungkook to believe that he was a better person. It was the only thing keeping him stable.

 

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Yoongi reluctantly rang the doorbell after finally deciding to talk to Jimin. He didn’t call before going over to his house, mainly because he wasn’t even sure if he would go through with it. As he stood there, in front of the door, he still felt unsure. But as soon as Jimin opened the door to him, all of Yoongi’s doubts seemed to have faded away somehow. In that moment, all Yoongi wanted was to hold him in his arms and keep him safe forever. Seeing Jimin’s face light up at him made Yoongi feel such a strong sense of peace. What did he ever do to deserve Jimin’s love?

‘Yoongi? I can’t believe you’re here! Come on in.’ Jimin said with a bright smile. Yoongi smiled back at him fondly and followed him inside to the living room.

‘Jimin, are you okay?’ Yoongi inquired with a worried look on his face as he took a seat next to him on the sofa. Jimin’s smile suddenly faded as he started to remember that horrible incident.

‘So you know what happened?’ Jimin whispered with his gaze lowered.

‘Yea, I do.’ Yoongi replied, taking Jimin’s hand and squeezing it tight.

‘I’m fine Yoongi. He didn’t hurt me. Jungkook saved me.’ Jimin stated with a forced smile. Yoongi felt his heart sink to the floor. It shouldn’t have been Jungkook, it should’ve been him that saved Jimin.

‘Jiminie, I’m so sorry I wasn’t there.’ Yoongi said softly, the pain obvious in his eyes.

‘Why are you here now?’ Jimin asked.

‘I just wanted to make sure you’re okay. I promise I won’t ever let anyone hurt you again.’ Yoongi stated firmly, staring deep into his eyes. Jimin could feel himself melt at those words.

‘Really, you promise? Why?’ Jimin probed, unable to contain his emotions. Yoongi closed his eyes and took a deep breath. It was time for him to finally be honest with Jimin.

‘Jiminie… I love you.’ Yoongi whispered, tears streaming down his face. Jimin gasped as he suddenly broke down in tears. Then he palmed Yoongi’s face and moved closer.

‘You do?’ Jimin cried, feeling utter joy upon hearing those three magical words. Yoongi wrapped his arms around Jimin’s waist and brushed his lips against his forehead.

‘Of course I do. I love you so much. And I’m just so tired of lying to myself and lying to you. I can’t take it anymore. I am so in love with you Park Jimin.’ Yoongi confessed, tears still streaming down his face. Jimin then climbed into his lap and kissed him passionately. They both continued to cry while kissing because it felt so overwhelming to finally release all those pent up emotions. After kissing for several minutes, they eventually ended up in Jimin’s bedroom. Obviously they both wanted to have sex, but Yoongi felt a little hesitant.

‘Jimin, we don’t have to do this. Not now anyways.’ Yoongi assured. Jimin on the other hand was not hesitant at all. He had been craving Yoongi’s touch for too long.

‘I know we don’t have to, but I really want to. I can’t even remember how long it’s been since we last had sex. And now that I know you love me too, I just can’t hold back anymore.’ Jimin said, afterwards moving closer to Yoongi and kissing his neck. But Yoongi still felt hesitant. He was just so afraid of ever hurting Jimin again.

‘I can’t ever hurt you again.’ He whispered, gently moving away from Jimin.

‘You won’t hurt me. Yoongi, I trust you.’ Jimin reassured. After some more convincing, Yoongi agreed to try on the one condition that Jimin notify  him the second things get out of control. He carefully took his time in prepping Jimin. However looking down at Jimin’s gorgeous, naked body writhing in pleasure, all he wanted was to stop the prep and let his animalistic instinct take over. But he outright refused to ever cause Jimin anymore pain.

‘Ah… Yoongi… okay, okay. I’m ready.’ Jimin moaned, already feeling that familiar buildup with just Yoongi fingering him. Yoongi then quickly lubed-up his throbbing member and positioned it before Jimin’s moist hole. The second he pushed his tip in, he bit down on his lip, feeling such satisfying pleasure at being inside the boy he was in love with. Of course it could also have had something to do with the fact that Jimin’s hole was just undeniably tight and sweet.

‘Ah… Jiminie, ah! You feel so good baby.’ Yoongi moaned into the crook of his neck as he picked up the pace a little. Jimin felt such an overwhelming rush of pleasure. He trailed his hands down Yoongi’s back, digging his fingernails into his skin. Yoongi hissed at the burn of it and picked up the pace even more. Jimin then moaned louder and dug his nails into Yoongi’s soft mounds to pull him closer.

‘Ah-fuck! Ah-Ah!... Yoongi, you’re so deep!’ Jimin whined, feeling his orgasm at the tip of his dick. By that point Yoongi was repeatedly stabbing into his prostate and Jimin loved every second of it. Even though the sex took a bit of an aggressive turn, it still felt so intense and satisfying for the both of them. They both felt nothing but immense love for each other.

‘Jiminie, I love you.’ Yoongi breathed, staring into his glistening eyes.

‘I love you more.’ Jimin cried, unable to fight off tears of joy.

‘That’s not possible.’ Yoongi whispered then kissed him more passionately than he ever had. Yoongi was kissing and caressing every inch of Jimin’s soft, sweaty, gorgeous body and it was driving them both insane.

‘I’m gonna cum.’ Jimin whimpered.

‘Same time.’ Yoongi panted, oversensitive from fighting off his orgasm. Jimin closed his eyes, bit his bottom lip and arched his back when he finally released his hot strings of white all over Yoongi’s chest and abdomen. That mesmerizing sight alone was enough to push Yoongi over the edge. He moaned loudly when he finally came inside of Jimin, filling him up to the brim. After they calmed down from their high, they cuddled in bed. Jimin quickly fell asleep, feeling such bliss and satisfaction. Yoongi on the other hand had too much on his mind to fall asleep as easily. The foremost thing being Yugyeom’s release on the following day.

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Jimin woke up with a soft smile due to the feeling of delicate kisses on his neck. As he slowly turned around, he discovered Yoongi smiling at him with so much love in his eyes. Jimin felt so incredibly happy that it scared him a little. He couldn’t help but feel afraid that something could ruin his happiness. All he wanted was Yoongi’s love and now that he finally had it, he couldn’t bear the idea of ever losing it. When he started thinking about all the pain he had to endure before finally getting to that point of genuine happiness, he started crying. Confused and rather worried, Yoongi wrapped his arms around him.

‘Jiminie, what’s wrong?’ Yoongi asked with concern as Jimin buried his face in the crook of his neck.

‘I’m just scared.’ He whispered.

‘Scared of what?’ Yoongi asked, still worried.

‘Scared that this won’t last. I’ve wanted this for so long. I honestly can’t take any more pain.’ Jimin answered in a soft tone, wiping his tears.

‘Jimin, I am never leaving you again. And I promise I won’t let anyone or anything hurt you.’ Yoongi affirmed, kissing his forehead afterwards. As he said those words, he thought about all the ways he was going to make Yugyeom suffer for hurting Jimin. After consoling him, they had breakfast together and went their separate ways. Jimin went to school and Yoongi went to his rented apartment. He had an appointment with Namjoon.

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Hoseok was anxiously waiting in Yoongi’s rented apartment. It bothered him that he had to miss a couple of days of school again to be in the capital, but he was more afraid of upsetting Namjoon. Upon getting there, he was hoping to be welcomed by Yoongi with open arms, preferably naked. Imagine the disappointment of having to use his spare key because Yoongi wasn’t there. He sat in the living room quietly wondering where Yoongi could be. His heart skipped a beat when he heard the door open. He jumped up with a smile that quickly faded when he saw Yoongi’s puzzled reaction upon finding him there.

‘Hoseok? What are you doing here?’ Yoongi asked, a little uncomfortable.

‘Namjoon said he needed me for something. Where were you?’ Hoseok asked, immediately unsettled upon noticing the scratches on the back of his neck.

‘I spent the night with Jimin.’ He replied. Yoongi just didn’t feel the need to lie to anyone anymore. Hoseok felt boiling rage rising up in him. He actually felt that things were going so well between the two of them. A part of him believed that they might become a real couple. But in an instant those dreams were shattered thanks to Park Jimin.

‘Why were you with him?’ Hoseok gritted. Yoongi felt guilty in a way. If he was being honest, he did care about Hoseok but Jimin was the one he loved.

‘Hoseok, I’m sorry. I love him.’ Yoongi replied in a soft tone. Hoseok wanted to break down and cry, but there was no point in that so he kept his cool.

‘Okay. That’s good. I just want you to be happy.’ He lied with a forced smile. But Yoongi believed him and smiled back. Before either of them could say anything else, the door opened and Namjoon walked in with Yugyeom. The second Yoongi saw Yugyeom, he wanted to march up to him and rip his face off.

‘Hoseok, good to see you again.’ Namjoon said with a smile.

‘Good to see you too. You too Yugyeom. Why were you arrested?’ Hoseok inquired, giving Yugyeom a puzzled look. He only felt more confused when he noticed Yoongi darkly staring into Yugyeom’s soul.

‘Oh, that’s nothing. Slight mix-up.’ Yugyeom grinned, glancing over at Yoongi. Before Yoongi could react to his remark, Namjoon spoke.

‘Shut the fuck up Yugyeom. The only reason I bailed you out is because I still need your help with those bank transfers.’ Namjoon sneered. He had recruited Yugyeom because his dad owned a bank known to have many international dealings. Once Yugyeom served his purpose, Namjoon had every intention of discarding him like the useless piece of trash he now perceived him to be.

‘But what happened?’ Hoseok probed, even more curious than he was before.

‘Like I said, just a misunderstanding.’ Yugyeom sighed. Yoongi started laughing sarcastically. The only reason Yugyeom was still breathing was because Namjoon convinced him to remain calm until Yugyeom completed his assignment.

‘Is that what you call rape? A misunderstanding?’ Yoongi snapped, shooting him a dark glare. Hoseok’s eyes widened in disbelief. Yugyeom raped someone?!

‘I wasn’t trying to rape him. Jimin’s a lying slut.’ Yugyeom chuckled, purposefully provoking Yoongi. Namjoon quickly pressed his hand against Yoongi’s chest, stopping him from leaping forward and chocking the life out of Yugyeom.

‘Yugyeom, it’s not funny. I think it’s disgusting that you would even think of doing that to someone.’ Namjoon scolded harshly. Yugyeom arched an eyebrow, glanced at Yoongi and then returned his gaze to Namjoon.

‘So I’m disgusting? But it was okay when your brother and his boyfriend raped Jimin?’ Yugyeom smirked. Namjoon shot Yoongi a puzzled look.

‘Is that true? Tae raped Jimin?’ Namjoon demanded, incredulous. Although he didn’t particularly like Jimin, the mere idea of rape greatly disturbed him. Finding out that his own brother could do something so despicable made him cringe.

‘Yes. But he’s not that guy anymore Namjoon. He and Jimin are even friends now.’ Yoongi replied, rising to Taehyung’s defense. But it had very little effect. Namjoon still had a look of disgust plastered on his face. After a few moments of awkward silence, they decided to dismiss the palpable tension and simply discuss the following stages of the plan.

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It was recess and Jimin was happily eating his lunch when Taehyung suddenly showed up and took a seat across him. Jimin felt a little uneasy since the guilt started pouring in. He knew he shouldn’t have gone down that road with Jungkook.

‘Well you’re glowing.’ Taehyung scoffed, making Jimin smile.

‘I was with Yoongi last night. He confessed his love for me.’ Jimin blushed.

‘Congrats. I’m happy for you both.’ Taehyung admitted with a smile.

‘Thanks Tae. Gosh, we had the most amazing sex.’ Jimin blushed again. Taehyung’s smile faded a little as the image of them having sex unsettled him a bit. For some reason he still felt like he had some kind of right over Yoongi.

‘Better than with Jungkook?’ Taehyung asked, a serious look on his face.

‘He told you?’ Jimin whispered, his gaze lowered. Despite everything, Taehyung’s friendship had started to mean a lot to him. So he felt bad for betraying it.

‘Yeah, he did.’

‘Tae, I’m really sorry. I honestly never meant for it to happen.’ Jimin apologized with sincerity.

‘Okay, we’re good. I don’t need to worry about it happening again, do I?’ Taehyung posed, a firm tone in his voice.

‘Absolutely not. Yoongi is everything I want. He’s the only person I want to be with.’ Jimin assured. After saying that, Jungkook joined them, taking a seat next to Taehyung at the table.

‘Hey baby, sorry I had to discuss a project with some people. Uh, hey Jimin.’ Jungkook said, barely being able to look Jimin in the eye.

‘Uh, hi Jungkook.’ Jimin stuttered, feeling just as uncomfortable. Taehyung couldn’t take the awkward tension.

‘Kook, weren’t we supposed to head to the library for some research?’ He lied. Jungkook shot him a puzzled look.

‘We were?’ Jungkook asked, still puzzled.

‘Yeah, let’s go. See you later Jimin.’ Taehyung answered. Afterwards he took Jungkook by the hand and they left.

…………………

‘Tae, whose office is this? Weren’t we going to the library?’ Jungkook inquired after Taehyung dragged him to some secluded office.

‘The library? I was just making an excuse to leave.’ Taehyung scoffed, locking the door behind them.

‘Um, okay. And what are we doing here?’ Jungkook asked, leaning against the desk. Taehyung licked his lips and walked up to him.

‘You’re mine right?’ He whispered, his lips hovering over Jungkook’s. In a split second, Jungkook went from puzzled to very aroused.

‘Of course I am.’ Jungkook gulped.

‘And I’m yours?’ Taehyung asked, slightly blushing.

‘Only mine.’ Jungkook whispered, grabbing Taehyung’s waist to pull him closer. Every time Taehyung revealed his softer side, it simply drove Jungkook insane with desire.

‘Then show me.’ Taehyung grinned, trailing his hand down Jungkook’s body.

‘What?’ Jungkook asked, not sure what he meant.

‘Show me I’m yours, only yours.’ Taehyung explained with a soft smile. He couldn’t help but feel worried that Jungkook might have a thing for Jimin again, so he wanted to make sure he reminded him of how good he could make him feel. If Jungkook wanted to top, then Taehyung would let him top. However, Jungkook still wasn’t getting the message. To make it crystal clear to him, Taehyung turned around and started grinding his ass against Jungkook’s crotch, making him moan softly.

‘You want me to fuck you? Right now? Right here?’ Jungkook breathed, his dick hard and ready to go.

‘Yes, fuck me.’ Taehyung whined, arching his back with his eyes closed. With zero hesitation, Jungkook grabbed him and bent him over the desk. Neither of them cared about the fact that they were about to have sex in some teacher’s office. After some very rushed foreplay and prep, Jungkook thrust his throbbing member inside of him. It hurt a little since he wasn’t properly prepped, but Taehyung didn’t protest. He just wanted to make sure he was everything Jungkook wanted. But when Jungkook started moving, Taehyung had to bite down on his lip to choke down his sobs. In an effort to stay balanced, he rested his forehead and palms on the wooden desk and pressed down. Jungkook mercilessly slammed into him, making him whimper at every thrust. At some point the pain became unbearable and he couldn’t choke down his sobs anymore. But Jungkook didn’t realize he had been crying for a good few minutes already since he was grunting like a wild animal.

‘Kook… please… slow down.’ Taehyung begged, his tears streaming down the desk. Only then did Jungkook come to his senses.

‘Fuck. Tae, I’m so sorry. Fuck, baby was I hurting you?’ Jungkook asked worriedly upon pulling out of him.

‘No, it’s fine. I just need a break.’ He lied. The truth was, he felt like he was dying from the soreness and pain. Jungkook pulled him off the desk and made him face him. When he saw how red and moist his face was from crying, he felt his heart sink.

‘Baby why didn’t you just stop me? Why didn’t you tell me I was hurting you?’ Jungkook asked softly, wiping his tears and fighting off his own.

‘I’m scared of losing you.’ He blurted out.

‘What? Tae, that could never happen. I am never leaving you again. I love you.’ Jungkook assured, palming his face. Taehyung then wrapped his arms around him and kissed him passionately. Jungkook’s love meant everything to him. He couldn’t live without it.

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Hoseok was quietly working on his laptop when Yugyeom walked into the living room. Namjoon and Yoongi were out on an important errand, so it was just the two of them in the apartment. Yugyeom practically slept the entire day since he couldn’t get any sleep in that uncomfortable jail cell. He walked out wearing nothing but a pair of black boxers and Hoseok couldn’t help but admire his handsome features. Why would he ever need to rape anyone, Hoseok wondered. As he took a seat across him, Yugyeom noticed him furtively glancing at him.

‘Something you wanna say to me?’ Yugyeom asked in a deep tone. He was half-expecting Hoseok to make some judgmental remark regarding his recent “interaction” with Jimin.

‘Who called the cops on you?’ Hoseok asked in the most friendly manner, making Yugyeom scoff. It almost seemed like Hoseok approved of his behavior.

‘Jungkook. He’s kind of an ex-boyfriend.’ Yugyeom responded.

‘Oh right. He’s Jimin’s ex.’ Hoseok said with a nod.

‘Uh, no. Well, yea, but he’s also my ex.’ Yugyeom explained. Hoseok chuckled at that revelation. It seemed everyone was just connected somehow, mostly in a sexual way.

‘So why did you try to rape him?’ Hoseok asked with a curious smile.

‘I honestly don’t know. I’ve just been a little messed up lately.’ Yugyeom sighed, his gaze lowered. All he wanted was to have Jungkook for himself. The pain of losing him again was slowly driving him insane. And it was the kind of insanity that triggered aggressive, violent urges.

‘So, it’s not like you hate Jimin.’ Hoseok stated, purposefully making it sound like a question he already knew the answer to.

‘At this point, I hate everyone.’ Yugyeom retorted, blankly staring at the floor. Hoseok had a satisfied, sinister grin on his face that Yugyeom failed to notice.

‘I see. So then, could you kill him?’

‘What?!’ Yugyeom’s head immediately popped up upon hearing him say that.

‘Relax. I can carefully plan everything. And I’ll make sure you don’t get caught.’ Hoseok explained in a much too serious tone.

‘Are you fucking serious?! Why do you even want him killed?’ Yugyeom demanded, incredulous.

‘He has something I want.’

‘What the fuck would that be?’ Yugyeom scoffed, feeling rather anxious.

‘Yoongi.’ Hoseok replied, clenching his fists.

‘Seriously? Why the fuck is everyone obsessing over Yoongi? You, Tae, Jimin. Am I missing something here? Is he some kinda sex god?’ Yugyeom chuckled, trying to hide the fact that he felt a little scared of Hoseok at that point.

‘Never mind that. Can you do it?’ Hoseok demanded in all seriousness.

‘Look, I don’t have anything against Jimin. And I’m not a killer.’ Yugyeom replied in a soft tone, sounding as genuine as he could.

‘But you could be. I can see it in your eyes. The pain and frustration you’re feeling. All that potential that’s just waiting to be tapped into.’ Hoseok grinned.

‘You want him dead, you kill him.’ Yugyeom sneered, feeling really uncomfortable.

‘I’m more the brains behind the operation.’

‘I’m not doing it. Can we drop this now?’ Yugyeom snapped. He was about to stand up to leave but Hoseok stopped him.

‘I’m not asking you to do me a favor Yugyeom. I’m willing to offer you anything you want in return.’ Hoseok explained with a confident smile.

‘Anything?’ Yugyeom smirked, arching an eyebrow.

‘That’s right. So are you in?’ Hoseok asked one final time, already knowing the answer but simply waiting for a confirmation.

‘I’m in.’

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Namjoon was finally on his way home again. He had been trying to contact Jin for the past several days ever since he suddenly decided to stay with a friend and then head back home alone. But Jin didn’t answer any of his calls or reply to any of his texts. Namjoon was positively frustrated, not just with Jin but with everything. As he sat in the cab headed home, he reflected on all the things that happened the past few months. Despite his many frustrations, he missed Jin more than anything. Although it bothered him that Jin was acting so strange, he just wanted to feel his embrace. He expected an explanation of course, but he was too exhausted to make any kind of big deal out of it. The second he entered his house, he dropped his suitcase and started looking around for Jin. When he opened the bedroom door, he finally found him.

‘Jin, why are you packing?’ Namjoon asked with a puzzled look on his face.

‘I’m moving out.’ Jin replied, his gaze lowered, clearly fighting back tears.

‘What?! Why?!’ Namjoon demanded, raising his voice a little. He couldn’t make sense of anything that was happening anymore.

‘Why should I stay? You don’t love me anymore.’ Jin whispered, tears streaming down his face when he finally looked up at him.

‘Baby, what are you talking about?’ Namjoon asked softly, walking towards him.

‘I saw you with him. I followed you and I saw you with Taehyung. You love him, I heard you say it.’ Jin cried. Namjoon rushed to him and pulled him in for a tight embrace. He finally understood what was happening.

‘I can explain that. Yes, I do love him. But it’s not what you think.’ Namjoon stated, slowly pulling away.

‘Then what am I supposed to think?!’ Jin shouted, taking Namjoon by surprise. He had never witnessed such an aggressive outburst from Jin before.

‘He’s my brother.’ Namjoon blurted out.

‘Are you seriously gonna stand there and lie to my face?! I saw you making-out with him!’ Jin shouted yet again. Namjoon then took a step back. How was he supposed to explain that?

‘Okay, I know that looks bad. And honestly, I can’t explain why that happened. But Jin, he really is my little brother. We have the same father.’ Namjoon said, trying his best to provide a plausible explanation.

‘What? You found your father? And Taehyung is your brother? Why didn’t you tell me any of this?’ Jin demanded, having calmed down a little.

‘I don’t know. I guess I didn’t want you to view me any differently.’

‘Why would I do that?’ Jin asked softly, moving closer to him. Namjoon didn’t answer. Instead he palmed his face and gently kissed him. Instinctively, Jin wrapped his arms around him and pulled him closer. So it really was just one big misunderstanding. Both of them felt such peace of mind as they passionately kissed and made up. Namjoon then tugged at Jin’s pants, desperately needing to make love to him. It had been too long since he last felt Jin’s hot sweaty body wrapped around him, heard him moan out his name, seen him seductively arch his back upon climaxing.

‘What are you doing?’ Jin gasped upon breaking the kiss.

‘Why, what’s wrong?’ Namjoon asked, puzzled.

‘We are not having sex. There’s so much we need to talk about.’ Jin protested, crossing his arms, a serious look on his face. Namjoon sighed in disappointment. He badly needed a release. With all his frustrations, he couldn’t even muster up the energy to masturbate.

‘Okay. Let’s talk. You can unpack and I’ll order some food.’ Namjoon responded with a smile. All that mattered in that moment was that things were okay with Jin again. At least he felt some relief in his twisted, frustrating life.

>>>>>> 

Taehyung was sitting in a public park. He felt rather uneasy as he sat alone, watching some boys play basketball. It reminded him of when he used to watch Yoongi play with his friends. The memories were flooding in and it unsettled him. The only reason he was even there was because Hoseok randomly called him up and asked to meet. For some reason he insisted on meeting there. Taehyung only agreed to meet him because his curiosity got the best of him. Being so lost in thoughts, he didn’t notice Hoseok taking a seat next to him on the bench.

‘You like basketball?’ Hoseok asked with a bright smile, interrupting Taehyung’s fantasy of what it would feel like to be inside of Yoongi, hear him moan and beg for his cock, make him take every inch.

‘Uh, no not really.’ He stuttered, feeling somewhat flustered.

‘I don’t either. Yoongi likes it though.’ Hoseok said, his smile fading a little. The thought of Yoongi being back with Jimin hurt him more than he could ever put into words. Taehyung didn’t even notice his change in expression since the mention of Yoongi’s name flooded his mind with explicit content again.

‘Um, why did you call me here?’ Taehyung asked in a deep voice, trying to hide the fact that he felt uncomfortably aroused.

‘Oh, Namjoon asked me to check on you since he had to go back home.’ Hoseok explained, lying of course. Namjoon had initially asked Yoongi to check on Taehyung, but Hoseok graciously offered to do so instead. He convinced Yoongi that it might be too awkward for him and that he should just spend some more time with Jimin while he was still in the capital. Hoseok had everyone convinced that he had their best interests at heart. He surprised even himself with how exceptionally good he was at manipulating people.

‘Oh okay. When is he coming back?’ Taehyung asked, trying hard to concentrate.

‘He’s not sure yet. He has a lot of work to catch up with. And then there’s also the issue with his fiancé.’ Hoseok sighed, purposefully sparking Taehyung’s curiosity.

‘What issue with his fiancé?’ Taehyung inquired, a puzzled look on his face. Hoseok was smiling internally, but he kept a straight face.

‘Oh, I’m not sure. But I did hear that his fiancé cheated on him with some guy right here in the capital.’ Hoseok stated calmly. Taehyung lowered his gaze, feeling the guilt and shame pouring in.

‘Uh, do you know the guy?’ Taehyung asked carefully.

‘No, I don’t.’ He lied. ‘Anyways, cheating is so disgusting. I can’t stand such people.’ He purposefully added.

‘Yeah, I agree.’ Taehyung responded softly, struggling to stay calm. Hoseok could tell he was already getting to him. So he decided to add fuel to the fire.

‘That’s why I think Yoongi deserves better than Jimin. Don’t get me wrong, I’m happy for him and everything, but still.’ Hoseok sighed, throwing Taehyung a soft smile.

‘Why do you say that?’ Taehyung asked in a serious tone.

‘Oh you don’t know? Jimin cheated on him.’ Hoseok pointed out.

‘No he didn’t. They weren’t officially together then. Besides, that was such a long time ago.’ Taehyung stated firmly, rising to Jimin’s defense.

‘Maybe that’s true. But Jimin recently hooked-up with the same guy again. I mean, clearly there’s something there.’ Hoseok countered, successfully provoking Taehyung.

‘What the fuck is that supposed to mean?’ Taehyung gritted.

‘Whoa, why are you getting so upset?’ Hoseok asked, feigning a surprised reaction.

‘That guy, Jungkook, he’s my boyfriend.’ Taehyung informed, still clearly upset.

‘Well that sucks… for you.’ Hoseok scoffed, chuckling at the last part.

‘You’re kinda starting to piss me off.’ Taehyung gritted, clenching his fists.

‘I’m sorry, I just think it’s funny how we’re in the same situation.’ Hoseok chuckled.

‘How are we in the same situation?’ Taehyung scowled.

‘We both want people that chose Jimin over us.’ Hoseok sighed, faking a sad expression.

‘Jungkook did not choose Jimin over me! He doesn’t want Jimin! He loves me! Only me!’ Taehyung shouted, standing up.

‘That’s great. You sound really certain of that.’ Hoseok smirked sarcastically. Taehyung then sat back down, deep in thoughts. He started to doubt Jungkook’s love for him. Was it true? Could Jungkook love Jimin? Would he choose Jimin over him again?

‘Oh, the real reason I’m here.’ Hoseok added, handing Taehyung a folder. He had a satisfied smile on his face as he watched Taehyung struggling with doubt and confusion. After giving him the folder, he stood up and left. Taehyung blankly clutched unto the folder, not even realizing that Hoseok left, once again questioning his relationship with Jungkook.

>>>>>> 

Sex was in the air. Jimin had his eyes closed and his head thrown back, tightly wrapped around Yoongi as he pounded into him, feeding him with pure ecstasy. They were both exhausted, but it felt too good to stop. It was the fourth time that day that they were having sex. Jimin skipped school just so he could spend the day with Yoongi, mostly naked of course. Despite the fact that his body ached from the soreness and exhaustion, he had never felt better. All he wanted was Yoongi and upon finally getting him, he couldn’t get enough of it. The sex had never been better since it was fully concentrated on the deep love they had for each other.

‘Ah-Yoongi! I’m gonna cum!’ Jimin whined, barely able to catch his breath.

‘Cum for me baby, over and over again.’ Yoongi moaned, afterwards kissing his neck in that spot he knew drove him crazy. Jimin softly whimpered when he came again. While it felt incredibly satisfying, he simply didn’t have the energy to scream out in pleasure. His orgasm drained him completely. He almost passed out from the pleasure combined with severe exhaustion. After they both calmed down from their highs, they cuddled in bed, covered in sweat, cum and god knows what else. None of that mattered since in that moment they had both never been happier.

‘I wish you could hold me in your arms forever.’ Jimin said with a soft smile.

‘Yeah me too. This feels great. I actually feel… happy.’ Yoongi responded, running his fingers through Jimin’s moist hair. Jimin then looked up at him, blushing madly.

‘I make you happy?’ He asked in a soft tone.

‘Of course you do. Happier than I’ve ever been.’ Yoongi replied with a soft smile. Upon hearing that, Jimin moved closer and kissed him.

‘I love you so much.’ He whispered, his face just inches away from Yoongi’s.

‘I love you too Jiminie, but I honestly can’t have sex again.’ Yoongi confessed, chuckling at the last part, making Jimin chuckle as well.

‘That’s okay. Just hold me and keep telling me how much you love me.’ Jimin grinned.

‘Okay deal. Oh, I forgot to tell you. I’m leaving in a couple of days.’ Yoongi admitted. Jimin’s smile immediately faded away.

‘Are you coming back?’ He asked, sad and anxious.

‘Jimin, of course I am. I just need to sort some things out back home. Some school stuff, you know. I’ll be back in a couple of weeks.’ Yoongi assured, making Jimin smile again. While Yoongi was really happy that things were going so well with Jimin, he felt bad for hiding something from him. The truth was, Yoongi couldn’t care less about school. He had to head back home because his father’s death was still an ongoing investigation. Unwillingness to cooperate would only increase the suspicion the local authorities already held against him. More than anything he wanted to be honest with Jimin about everything. But who could love a murderer?

>>>>> 

It was late at night. Hoseok wasn’t expecting any visitors when Yugyeom suddenly decided to show up.

‘Do you know what time it is?’ Hoseok sneered, annoyed by his unwanted presence. He was working on his computer when the door opened and Yugyeom walked in, blankly staring at him in silence.

‘I’m just here for a progress update.’ Yugyeom answered, just as annoyed.

‘These things take time. Now go away, I’m busy.’ Hoseok retorted. Yugyeom got even more upset due to his rude behavior.

‘Where is Yoongi?’ He asked, looking around the living room, purposefully provoking Hoseok.

‘He’s not here.’ Hoseok gritted.

‘Oh that’s right. He’s over at Jimin’s house. They’re probably having sex right now. Can’t you just picture it?’ Yugyeom grinned, satisfied upon seeing Hoseok’s enraged expression.

‘Sure I can. The same way you picture Taehyung fucking into Jungkook all the time.’ Hoseok smirked.

‘You know I can kick your ass right?’ Yugyeom threatened, infuriated that the image of Taehyung and Jungkook wouldn’t leave his thoughts.

‘Oh please. You don’t scare me Yugyeom. The only person that kind of scares me is Namjoon. So that’s why I have to be careful with this. Just be a little patient. Meanwhile, Yoongi is leaving soon. That means Jimin won’t have anyone protecting him.’ Hoseok explained.

‘What about Jungkook? He sort of elected himself as Jimin’s personal guard dog.’ Yugyeom sighed, exasperated.

‘Leave that to me. I’ll make sure he’s occupied elsewhere. So I’ll start planning everything then. You’re still up for this right?’ Hoseok enquired upon noticing the pensive look on Yugyeom’s face.

‘Of course.’

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Namjoon was pacing around his bedroom. He had been back home for over a week, yet he hadn’t heard anything from Taehyung. Anxiety started pouring in. Would Taehyung actually choose their father over him? Hoseok mentioned that he handed him the folder containing the full details of their operation. Why didn’t Taehyung get in touch with him after that? On another note, Jin had been acting strange as well. Although they reconciled, Jin still kept him at a certain distance. Since he got back, they hadn’t had any sex. Every time Namjoon tried to get close to him, Jin would make some excuse to leave. Namjoon honestly couldn’t take it anymore. So when Jin walked into their bedroom, he was determined to make it happen. Swiftly, he grabbed him from behind and started kissing the back of his neck. When Jin gave into it, softly moaning, Namjoon was instantly filled with desire. With zero hesitation, he started tugging at his clothes, trying to undress him.

‘No wait, stop.’ Jin gasped, turning around and facing him.

‘Fuck, why?!’ Namjoon sighed, deeply frustrated.

‘There’s no need to get so upset. I’m just not in the mood.’ Jin said softly, trying his best to remain calm.

‘Jin, cut the bullshit. What’s the real problem here?’ Namjoon demanded.

‘Okay fine. Is it really not weird for you that I’ve had sex with your brother?’ Jin asked in a soft tone, his gaze lowered.

‘So that’s what this is about? Jin, you didn’t know he was my brother back then. And yea, it was kinda weird when I first found out, but baby, it doesn’t change the way I feel about you.’ Namjoon assured, softly palming his face.

‘That’s really sweet. But I just found out about it. So it’s still kinda weird for me.’ Jin admitted.

‘Why is it weird?’ Namjoon inquired, running his fingers through Jin’s hair.

‘Because every time you get close to me, I start thinking about him.’ Jin confessed, fighting back tears. Namjoon immediately took a step back.

‘Okay… and now it’s weird for me too.’ Namjoon mumbled.

‘I’m really sorry.’ Jin cried.

‘No baby, look, it’s fine. You just need to get past it. Let’s just try and see what happens.’ Namjoon suggested. Jin then nodded and wiped his tears. After they both got undressed, Jin pulled Namjoon on top of him and kissed him softly, struggling to keep his mind blank. Namjoon then started grinding his erection against him, slowly leaving a trail of wet kisses down his body.

‘Ah… ah… I’m sorry, I can’t.’ Jin whined, trying to get away from under him.

‘Please don’t stop me. You have no idea how much I’ve missed this, how much I need you. Baby just let me suck you off.’ Namjoon insisted, gently stroking his length. Reluctantly, Jin nodded and let him do it. Namjoon then took his erection in his mouth and started sucking him hard and fast, just how he liked it. It didn’t take long for Jin to start feeling that familiar buildup, Namjoon knew all of his weak spots. But as he tried to simply focus on the pleasure of the experience, Taehyung suddenly popped into his head. He started thinking about that night in that hotel room when he sucked Taehyung’s thick length and let him fuck him into space, Taehyung, his soon-to-be brother-in-law.

‘AH FUCK, STOP!’ Jin shouted, making Namjoon immediately pull away from him, shocked.

‘What’s wrong? It was going so well.’ Namjoon asked with a puzzled, disappointed look. Jin couldn’t respond, he simply started crying because he was about to cum with the image of Taehyung fucking into him.

‘I’m sorry, I can’t do this.’ Jin whispered, wiping his tears. Then he got up, got dressed and started walking away.

‘So what, we’re never having sex again?’ Namjoon sneered, utterly confused and upset.

‘Honestly, I don’t know.’ Jin retorted, then walked out, slamming the door shut behind him.

>>>>>>> 

 

Taehyung was pacing around his bedroom with his cellphone in his hand. He wasn’t sure if he should call up Namjoon or not. And even if he did call, what would he even say? “Yes, let’s destroy our father?!” While Taehyung agreed that his father was very unjust with Namjoon and his mother, throughout Taehyung’s entire life, his father had always been very good to him. So it wasn’t exactly all that easy to just start hating the man. But he also loved his brother very much. Taehyung was confused. He honestly didn’t know what to do. How was he supposed to pick a side? Choosing to ignore that family issue for the time being, he put his phone down on his desk after he checked the time. It was a chilly Friday afternoon and Jungkook was on his way over. They made plans to spend the entire weekend together and Taehyung had a special surprise for him, the kind of surprise that included travelling. Jungkook loved travelling to different cities for the weekend and Taehyung loved Jungkook. But before it got to that, Taehyung wanted to experience a different kind of excitement with him. It had been quite some time since they last had sex and Taehyung missed his touch more than anything. The second Jungkook opened his bedroom door and walked in, Taehyung leaped towards him and smashed their lips together.

‘Um, hi, how are you?’ Jungkook chuckled upon breaking the kiss.

‘I’m really good.’ Taehyung replied, chuckling as well. Jungkook smiled at him and took a seat on his bed. Right when he was about to say something, Taehyung climbed into his lap and started kissing his neck. Jungkook wanted to move away from him but Taehyung started grinding down on him and softly moaning while he sucked on his earlobe.

‘Fuck, no wait… Tae…’ Jungkook moaned, struggling to resist.

‘I don’t wanna wait. Kook, just fuck me.’ Taehyung whispered in his deep voice, grinding down harder on Jungkook’s growing erection. Jungkook then firmly squeezed his mounds and pulled him closer, moaning into his mouth while he aggressively kissed him. But then he started thinking about the last time they had sex in that teacher’s office and he stopped. Refusing to ever hurt him again, he pulled away from Taehyung and stood up, awkwardly pacing around the room. Taehyung simply stared at him, waiting for an explanation.

‘Look, let’s just do something else okay? I mean, we have all weekend. We don’t need to do this now.’ Jungkook tried to explain with a strained smile.

‘Kook, don’t worry. I have lots of things planned for the weekend. I just thought we could start things off this way.’ Taehyung informed calmly.

‘That’s cool, but let’s just talk. Now that we’re a real couple, we should bond over other things besides sex.’ Jungkook countered, taking a seat next to Taehyung. But Taehyung started to feel worried. Was there another reason why Jungkook didn’t want to have sex with him? Was Hoseok right? Did Jungkook have feelings for Jimin again?

‘So what you’re saying is, you don’t want to have sex with me.’ Taehyung said in a deep tone, staring into his eyes.

‘Tae, of course I want to have sex with you. But relationships are about much more than just sex. We need to stop using sex as a way of fixing everything.’ Jungkook pointed out, a bit irritated. Yes, he was afraid of hurting him, but he also meant everything he said. He genuinely wanted to build their relationship on a strong foundation that would last forever.

‘Really, that’s your excuse?’ Taehyung scoffed, bursting out in sarcastic laughter.

‘I’m not making excuses. I’m being serious!’ Jungkook sneered, even more annoyed.

‘Look, if you wanna get back with Jimin, just say so. Don’t play any fucking games with me.’ Taehyung gritted, clenching his fists to stay calm.

‘What the hell are you talking about? Tae, why can’t you just believe that I love you and I wanna spend the rest of my life with you?’ Jungkook sighed, taking Taehyung’s hand in his and entwining their fingers.

‘A sexless life?’ Taehyung smirked, the pair of them bursting out in laughter afterwards.

‘Trust me, there’s going to be so much sex. But I want so much more than that. I want everything with you.’ Jungkook said with a smile, softly kissing his lips afterwards.

‘Me too. I want all of you.’ Taehyung whispered, hovering his lips over Jungkook’s.

‘Good.’ Jungkook blushed, kissing him again.

‘So what do you wanna do now then?’ Taehyung sighed, taking both of Jungkook’s hands in his.

‘Why don’t I just hold you in my arms and you can start telling me about our plans for the weekend.’ Jungkook replied with a soft smile. Although Taehyung really wanted to have sex, he’d be lying if he said he didn’t fully appreciate Jungkook’s softer side. So they cuddled in bed and talked about their exciting plans for that weekend.

>>>>>> 

 

Hoseok was anxiously waiting for Yugyeom to return. He was pacing around the apartment’s living room as he struggled to organize his thoughts. Their plan would very soon be set into full effect. Very soon, Hoseok would finally get everything he’s always wanted, Yoongi. He smiled to himself thinking about how memorable that weekend would be for the rest of his life. Might it be inappropriate for him to throw a party every year on Jimin’s death anniversary? It started to get really late and Hoseok felt worried. It was already past midnight, so why was Yugyeom not back yet. To keep himself distracted he sat down and went through some files on his computer. After a few minutes, he felt relieved so see Yugyeom walking in the apartment and towards him.

‘So, is she gone?’ Hoseok asked anxiously.

‘Yep, she left. I followed her to the airport and everything to make sure she got on the plane.’ Yugyeom said with a smug smile upon taking a seat across him.

‘Good, so he’s home alone. Yoongi won’t be back for another week or so.’ Hoseok grinned happily. But then he noticed the preoccupied look on Yugyeom’s face. ‘Are you having second thoughts again?’ Hoseok asked in addition, slightly irritated.

‘Maybe, I don’t know. When I was at Jimin’s house waiting for his mother to leave, I caught a glimpse of him and he seemed so happy.’ Yugyeom admitted with a sad expression.

‘And how is it fair that he gets to be so happy but we don’t? Or maybe I’m wrong. Maybe it’s just me. Tell me Yugyeom, are you happy?’ Hoseok asked calmly, feigning concern as a way of manipulating him again.

‘Fuck! I just don’t know anything anymore! I feel so empty and numb, but at the same time I also feel really stressed out.’ Yugyeom confessed, letting out a deep sigh of frustration. Hoseok was starting to get worried. Yugyeom was a complete mess and for their plan to be successful, he needed a clear head.

‘Yugyeom, why don’t you go get some sleep and we’ll discuss the final plan in the morning.’ Hoseok suggested.

‘No, let’s just discuss it now. I can’t sleep anyways.’ Yugyeom sighed.

‘I seriously think you just need to relax for a bit. Why don’t you go into the bedroom and jerk off.’ Hoseok proposed, desperately needing him to get his head right. A good release could do him wonders.

‘Trust me, I want to. But lately I just can’t muster up the enthusiasm. There’s just too much stressing me out.’ Yugyeom gritted, his head lowered.

‘Fine, then let me help.’ Hoseok offered, closing his laptop and walking towards him.

‘Help with what?’ Yugyeom asked, puzzled.

‘Let me suck you off.’ Hoseok explained with a blank expression.

‘Look, you’re really cute but I just want Jungkook. And I know you only want Yoongi. So what the fuck is this?’ Yugyeom scoffed. But Hoseok wasn’t amused, instead he knelt down before him, seductively getting into position.

‘This isn’t anything. Sex doesn’t always have to mean anything. I just need you to get your head straight.’ Hoseok explained, resting his hands on his inner thighs and lightly squeezing them.

‘Fine just do it.’ Yugyeom whispered, already hard from that light stimulation. Hoseok then pulled down his pants and boxers and went to work. Being very experienced at sucking dick, he knew exactly how to give him what he needed. Despite Yugyeom’s impressive size, Hoseok still swallowed him down, sucking him really hard and fast only to suddenly slow it down and savor the taste.

‘Ah fuck, you’re driving me crazy! Just make me cum… please…’ Yugyeom whimpered. He had never before felt such overstimulation from just a blowjob. Hoseok then started lustfully sucking on his tip and pumping him with both hands, using the saliva and pre-cum for smoother strokes.

‘Okay… okay… ah-ah… AAHH!’ Yugyeom moaned as he came in Hoseok’s mouth. Hoseok then stood up and walked towards the kitchen counter for some tissues to clean up. Yugyeom felt such bliss after that intense orgasm. He really did feel so much better. After getting cleaned up, Hoseok returned to the living room and took a seat across him. Yugyeom was still smiling like an idiot and Hoseok couldn’t help but feel smug about it.

‘Okay, so let’s quickly review the plan.’ Hoseok stated firmly, taking out his notepad.

‘Sure okay. One quick question though, how are you so fucking good at that?’ Yugyeom scoffed.

‘It’s easy to be good at something when you really enjoy it.’ Hoseok replied.

‘Fuck that’s hot.’ Yugyeom smiled.

‘Okay then, moving on. Jimin’s mother is a plane right now for a business trip, she won’t be back until Sunday. Yoongi went back home for a few days---

‘And what about Jungkook?’ Yugyeom interjected.

‘If you let me finish. Both Jungkook and Taehyung are on their way to Busan right now. They’ll be gone all weekend.’ Hoseok kindly informed.

‘How do you know that?’ Yugyeom asked, curious.

‘I track Tae’s credit card records. It’s pretty simple.’ Hoseok answered.

‘Why are they even going to Busan?’ Yugyeom sneered, overly jealous that Jungkook was taking romantic trips with that bastard.

‘Oh they’re going to a GOT7 concert.’ Hoseok replied callously.

‘Wait, what?! How do I not know that GOT7 is having a concert in Busan?’ Yugyeom demanded, outraged for some reason.

‘And why would you even know that?’ Hoseok chuckled.

‘Obviously, because I’m a huge fan!’ Yugyeom informed.

‘Good for you, but you’ll have to miss this one. Tomorrow is the day Yugyeom.’ Hoseok stated in a rather serious tone.

‘Won’t Yoongi suspect us?’ Yugyeom asked, a flicker of fear in his eyes.

‘Nope, not at all. Yoongi doesn’t think I’m capable of something like that. And as for you, well he thinks you’re afraid of him now. Not that any of that matters. I have our alibis worked out already.’ Hoseok assured with a sinister smile.

‘Okay then, let’s do it.’ Yugyeom confirmed.

‘Great! Tomorrow will be the end of Park Jimin and all the misery he’s caused me.’

 

***To be continued

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Taehyung woke up in Jungkook’s arms. He glanced over at him with the sweetest smile. While fondly staring at his sleeping form, his phone suddenly beeped. Not wanting to wake Jungkook, he quickly grabbed it to notice a text message from Yoongi.

YG: *Hey Tae, can you check on Jimin this weekend? His mom is out of town.*

TH: *Really? I’m so sorry, but I’m in Busan with Jungkook right now.*

YG: *Oh, that’s nice. Have fun then. I’ll just call him up later.*

TH: *Thanks. But you can also ask Hoseok to check up on him.*

YG: *Uh, nah not really. Besides Hoseok is attending a seminar, so he’s not available either.*

TH: *Okay. I’m sure he’ll be fine.*

YG: *I know, I just worry.*

TH: *That’s why he’s lucky to have you. See you soon, ke.*

YG: *Sure thing. Enjoy your weekend.*

 

***

After enjoying a delicious breakfast together, Jungkook went to take a shower. Taehyung was anxiously pacing around the bedroom, listening to him shower. More than anything, he wanted to walk into the shower and have sex with him again, but he was afraid of upsetting him. He wondered how long it would take before Jungkook would want to have sex again. While he agreed that they should bond over other things and stop using sex as a fix-it-all, he just really needed the sex. Taehyung was someone that had a lot of sexual energy. And the fact that he loved Jungkook past his sanity, made him crave his touch even more. Despite himself, he undressed and walked into the hotel suit’s luxurious bathroom. Although the shower cabinet was filled with steam from the warm water, Taehyung could tell Jungkook was masturbating. He softly smiled to himself as he listened to Jungkook struggling to stifle his moans. Feeling even more aroused than he already was, he quietly slid the door open and stepped in.

‘Why would you need to jerk-off when you can just fuck your hot boyfriend instead?’ Taehyung smirked, causing Jungkook to instantly pop his eyes wide open. He was so focused on chasing his orgasm that he didn’t even realize him stepping in.

‘Uh, Tae… um, I didn’t—I mean, this just kind of happened.’ Jungkook scoffed, a bit embarrassed.

‘Sure, I get it. Since I’m here, let me help.’ Taehyung grinned seductively, then he got on his knees and started sucking him off hard and fast, just how he liked it.

‘Ah… hmm…ah, fuck. Ah… fuck I’m so close.’ Jungkook moaned, thrusting in his mouth. For some reason, the warm water falling on Taehyung’s honey-glazed skin, drenching his brown hair, it just made him all the more irresistible to Jungkook. After he came, he pulled Taehyung to his feet and pinned him to the wall, aggressively kissing him. He started kissing and caressing his warm, wet body anywhere he could, all the while grinding against his erection.

‘Ah, Kook… Fuck, I’ve missed this.’ Taehyung moaned, pulling him closer, desperately seeking more friction.

‘Want me to suck you off?’ Jungkook breathed, lustfully staring into his eyes.

‘No, I want you to fuck me.’ Taehyung pleaded, reaching his hand down to massage Jungkook’s growing erection.

‘Uh, okay. Um, if you wanna have sex, then yeah, you can fuck me.’ Jungkook replied, purposefully mixing up his words.

‘That’s not what I said Kook. I want you to top.’ Taehyung insisted, smiling as he felt Jungkook get hard as a rock. Jungkook had to give in to the stimulation. But as much as he wanted to top, he was still so afraid of hurting Taehyung again.

‘Since when do you like it so much when I top?’ Jungkook snapped, batting his hand away. Taehyung then palmed his face and stepped closer, staring into his eyes with love and adoration.

‘Since I realized I’m in love with you. I love feeling you inside of me, it makes me feel so close to you.’ Taehyung whispered, afterwards lightly kissing his neck.

‘But I don’t wanna hurt you again.’ Jungkook confessed in a soft tone, making Taehyung pop his head up and look at the sad expression on his face.

‘You won’t hurt me. You could never hurt me.’ Taehyung consoled, softly caressing his cheek. After they kissed for a few minutes, Jungkook lifted him up bridal style and carried him to the bedroom. They both chuckled when Jungkook threw him on the bed and quickly straddled him.

‘Did you bring any lube?’ Jungkook asked, running his fingers through his wet hair.

‘Of course! I brought like 6 bottles.’ Taehyung chuckled, making Jungkook chuckle as well. Then he got out of bed and went for Taehyung’s bag. After he found one of the bottles, he returned to the bed with an anxious smile. He carefully took his time in prepping Taehyung. As gently as he could, he kept thrusting his fingers in and out of him until he felt him relax.

‘Tae, I need you to tell me when you’re ready okay?’ Jungkook instructed, refusing to ever hurt him again.

‘Kook, I’m ready to cum on your fingers, will you just fuck me already?’ Taehyung scoffed, making Jungkook smile. Upon getting the confirmation he was waiting for, he lubed-up his member and carefully positioned it before Taehyung’s moist entrance. At a painstakingly slow pace, he pushed his length in and started thrusting. Taehyung started to feel frustrated since he could barely feel him move.

‘Tell me if you feel any pain.’ Jungkook said softly, looking up at him to realize the dissatisfied look on his face.

‘Kook, I don’t feel anything. Literally, nothing. I mean, I feel your dick inside of me, but other than that, nothing.’ Taehyung retorted, clearly not enjoying the slow-motion sex.

‘Tae, I’m just scared of hurting you.’ Jungkook sighed, pulling out of him, frustrated as well from not even remotely enjoying the sex.

‘Fine, then let me ride you. That way you don’t have to worry about hurting me.’ Taehyung suggested. Before Jungkook could respond, Taehyung pushed him back and climbed on top of him, carefully lowering himself on his length. Once he hit the base, he smirked at an anxious Jungkook and started riding him hard and fast like a goddamn professional.

‘AH-FUCK! Ah… fuck! No-no-no, Tae! Fuck… ah, not so fast!’ Jungkook whimpered, the overstimulation being too much for him. Taehyung threw his head back and dug his nails into his chest, moaning loudly as he repeatedly slammed down on him, reducing Jungkook to a moaning mess beneath him. Jungkook was positively losing his mind. He stared at Taehyung with tears in his eyes. Really, he couldn’t ever put into words just how much he loved him and how indescribably good he was making him feel in that moment.

‘Ah… this is how I like it… ah, ah… this is how I wanna feel you inside of me.’ Taehyung moaned, licking his lips and smiling upon realizing how much of a mess he had reduced Jungkook to.

‘Please slow down… or I’m gonna cum.’ Jungkook whined, gripping his hips for support.

‘That’s fine, cum for me. We can always go again.’ Taehyung grinned seductively, not slowing down his pace. Upon hearing that, Jungkook widened his eyes. He was certain that he would need at least 10 hours of sleep after he came again. To that effect, he started simultaneously thrusting up, hitting his sweet spot and stroking his length.

‘I want you to cum first.’ Jungkook whispered, picking up the pace. Taehyung started whimpering as he felt Jungkook’s dick repeatedly stabbing into his prostate. On top of that, Jungkook was roughly stroking his length, practically forcing him to cum.

‘FUCK I’M GONNA— ’ Taehyung screamed out in pleasure as he came hard, his body shuddering from the oversensitivity. Seeing Taehyung arch his back, throw his head back and feel him clench around his cock, pushed Jungkook over the edge. Taehyung softly smiled when he felt Jungkook release his warm cum inside of him. After they both calmed down, Taehyung crashed besides him, cuddling closely to him.

‘Was that good? Are you okay?’ Jungkook whispered, worried that he may have gotten carried away.

‘Kook, that was fucking awesome.’ Taehyung breathed, a satisfied grin on his face.

‘Okay, good. Why don’t we take a quick nap then head out. I wanna do some shopping and sightseeing before the concert.’ Jungkook said with a smile, feeling rather relieved.

‘Yeah, a nap sounds good.’ Taehyung mumbled, half drifting off to sleep already. Jungkook softly chuckled and pulled him into his arms. Then they blissfully fell asleep together.

 

***

Yugyeom was anxiously sitting next to Hoseok in an auditorium. Although Hoseok had already arranged for several witnesses to testify that they would be present for the full 5 hours, they needed to actually be there so they could sign in and so that everyone else would notice them as well. Hoseok then glanced over at him to realize the preoccupied look on his face.

‘Can you at least try not to look so suspicious.’ Hoseok whispered with a stern expression.

‘I’m sorry, I’m just nervous.’ Yugyeom sighed, fiddling his thumbs to stay calm.

‘Well relax. A few minutes after the seminar has started, we’ll carefully sneak out. They’ll dim the lights for the PowerPoint presentation, so it should be relatively easy. After we take care of him, we’ll carefully sneak back in. It’ll be like we never left.’ Hoseok explained softly with a smug grin.

‘We’re really doing this?’ Yugyeom questioned anxiously, feeling a great amount of uncertainty.

‘Yes, we are.’ Hoseok stated firmly. Yugyeom reluctantly nodded in agreement and went back to blankly staring out in front of him, wondering how he ever got to such a dark place.

 

***

Jimin was smiling to himself as he peacefully lay on the living room sofa. He had just gotten off the phone with Yoongi. While he missed him terribly, he took comfort in the fact that he would see him in just a few short days. It made him so happy that he was finally in a good place again. After everything he had been through that year, being back with Yoongi made him happier than he ever thought he could be. They already decided to move in together after graduation. Jimin blushed and closed his eyes, fantasizing about what their amazing future together would hold. Right when he was getting to the ‘good’ parts, his thoughts were interrupted by an unexpected knock on the door. Curious, he got up and walked to the front door. Once he saw who it was through the peephole, he opened the door with a puzzled expression.

‘Hi, what brings you here?’ Jimin asked, still puzzled.

‘I was just in the neighborhood. Can I come in?’ Hoseok asked with a smile.

‘Um, why?’ Jimin demanded, not easily trusting anyone anymore.

‘Just thought we could talk for a minute.’ Hoseok answered, still smiling. But Jimin could feel the suspicion creeping in. Why was Hoseok suddenly being nice to him? Jimin knew that Hoseok was in love with Yoongi, so why would he have any interest in paying him a friendly visit?

‘Uh, if you wanna talk, we can just talk out here.’ Jimin replied firmly.

‘Really? The things I wanna talk about are pretty private.’ Hoseok sighed, pressing his lips into a thin line.

‘I don’t care. I’d rather talk out here.’ Jimin retold, a strict expression on his face.

‘Fine, suit yourself. Look, I know I’ve always made it seem like I hate you, but Jimin, I don’t. I was just really jealous of you. Honestly, I’m still jealous of you. I really love Yoongi, but I see how happy he is with you. I guess I just wanted to drop by to apologize for everything and to say that I wish you both a lot of happiness together.’ Hoseok confessed, all in pretense of course, but he was exceptionally good at faking his sincerity.

‘Hoseok, thank you. And I’m really sorry. Trust me, I know how it feels when you love someone but they choose someone else over you. I hope you find happiness too.’ Jimin responded with a genuine smile. Hoseok looked up at him with a strained smile, once again impressed by his ability to manipulate people.

‘Thank you. I should go.’ Hoseok sighed, turning around to leave.

‘Okay. Take care.’ Jimin replied, closing the door on him.

‘Oh wait! Do you mind if I use your bathroom real quick? It’s a bit of a long drive back to my apartment.’ Hoseok asked kindly, softly smiling at him. Jimin then smiled back and nodded, opening the door to let him in. Without saying anything, Hoseok calmly walked in and headed towards the direction Jimin pointed him to. As Jimin sat on the sofa, he started to feel anxious. Why was he taking so long? But then he quickly dismissed it as paranoia. Hoseok’s apology seemed genuine and heartfelt. When Hoseok finally reappeared, Jimin felt instantly relieved. However, once he noticed the intense look of anger on his face, he switched back to anxiety.

‘Hoseok, are you okay?’ Jimin asked softly, his voice trembling.

‘I will be, soon.’ Hoseok replied with a sinister grin.

‘Okay, I think you should leave now.’ Jimin stated firmly, rising to his feet.

‘Sure, but let me get the door first.’ Hoseok grinned, then walked towards the front door. With a puzzled expression, Jimin quickly followed him.

‘There is no one at the door.’ Jimin scoffed, but then immediately felt such fear and panic when Hoseok opened the door, allowing Yugyeom to walk in. Jimin instantly took several steps back, his face frozen in fear. After Yugyeom walked in, Hoseok closed the door and locked it.

‘I see you remember Yugyeom.’ Hoseok chuckled darkly.

‘Why is he here? What’s going on?’ Jimin demanded, struggling to remain calm. The pair of them simply stared at him for a few seconds, after which Yugyeom abruptly started breaking and scattering everything in sight.

‘WHAT THE HELL ARE YOU DOING?’ Jimin shouted, tears streaming down his face.

‘Oh, we have to make it look like a forced entry. You know, a robbery gone wrong. Because it’s not like anyone actually has a motive to kill you, so it has to seem like it was an accident.’ Hoseok explained with a sadistic smile.

‘What?!!’ Jimin gasped, his eyes widened in fear and disbelief.

‘Alright, what’s next?’ Yugyeom asked, glancing over at Jimin who was on the verge of a stroke.

‘Right, jam the lock on the front door so it seems like someone broke in. After that, rush up to the bedrooms and take some cash or jewelry, making it seem like a robbery.’ Hoseok instructed, Yugyeom then nodded and went to work.

‘Hoseok, why are you—what’s, why—why—what is this?!’ Jimin stuttered, tears incessantly streaming down his face. Hoseok didn’t reply, he simply started laughing, amused by his panicked state. Jimin then decided that he should try and run for it since he left his cellphone upstairs in his bedroom. But then again, Yugyeom just went upstairs. Not knowing what to do, but certain that he should get away from him, Jimin started sprinting off, only to crash to the floor when Hoseok violently hit the back of his head with a glass vase. Jimin was half unconscious, half crying from the stabbing pain he felt in his head. He slowly reached his hand at the back of his head to discover that he was profusely bleeding. As he gazed across the floor next to him, he saw the blood streaming out and started crying harder. Hoseok hovered over him and let out a deep sigh.

‘The human body is so fragile. Really, it’s almost too easy.’ Hoseok smirked, smiling at him as he slowly drifted out of consciousness.

‘Wh—why?’ Jimin mumbled, fighting to stay awake.

‘You know why. I didn’t want to do this. But you have no idea just how much I love Yoongi. He means everything to me, and you don’t deserve him, you little slut!’ Hoseok sneered, infuriated.

‘He… doesn’t… love you.’ Jimin whispered, certain that he would pass out at any moment.

‘Maybe not right now. But after you’re gone, he will.’ Hoseok stated calmly, standing up straight. Yugyeom then walked down the stairs, staring down at Jimin in horror.

‘What is this? What did you do?’ Yugyeom asked, his voice shaking, tears streaming down his face.

‘I had no choice, he tried to run.’ Hoseok answered, a bit annoyed.

‘But… all the blood. There wasn’t gonna be any blood.’ Yugyeom mumbled, breaking down in tears.

‘Pull yourself together! You should be happy! This way, you don’t have to do anything.’ Hoseok snapped, throwing him a dark glare.

‘Okay… okay. So now what?’ Yugyeom sniffed, wiping his tears and composing himself.

‘Let’s just get out of here.’ Hoseok instructed, glancing down at Jimin who was already unconscious at the time and covered in a pool of his own blood.

‘So, he’s dead?’ Yugyeom questioned, unable to look down at him again.

‘If he’s not already, he will be in a few minutes.’ Hoseok answered, glancing down at all the blood. Then they left him there and returned to the auditorium. While Yugyeom sat there in the dark, blankly staring out in front of him, Hoseok had the most satisfied smile on his face. It took several minutes to get back to the auditorium, by then Jimin must’ve bled out and died. So as he sat there smiling, he thought about all the good times his future with Yoongi would hold. Sure, it might take Yoongi a while to process his grief, but after Hoseok would sincerely comfort him every step of the way, he was certain Yoongi would finally fall in love with him. It took all the restraint he had not to burst out in laughter. For in that moment, he felt such peace and joy. It was finally the end of Park Jimin.

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5 Days Later…

Yoongi was sitting in the hospital’s waiting room, hunched over with his hands on his head and bawling his eyes out. He had never cried like that before. Seeing Jimin in that state, comatose, brought him more pain than he had ever felt. Five days ago, he received the worse phone call of his life. Taehyung called him up, sobbing, to inform him that Jimin had been attacked and was being rushed to the emergency room. Yoongi couldn’t help but blame himself since he promised Jimin that he wouldn’t ever let anyone hurt him again. What bothered him the most was that he couldn’t instantly travel to the capital to see Jimin because he had to stay back for the investigation regarding his father’s death. After he finally managed to wrap everything up, he arrived in the capital only to find Jimin lying unconscious in a hospital bed. Even though he knew Jimin was comatose due to the severe head injury he suffered, actually seeing him in that state, shattered Yoongi to pieces. He was still crying his eyes out when he felt someone wrap an arm around his shoulder.

‘Tae?’ Yoongi sniffed, looking at Taehyung with tears streaming down his face.

‘Yoongi, I’m so sorry.’ Taehyung whispered, tears streaming down his face as well.

‘No, I’m glad you’re here. I wanna thank you. If you didn’t ask your cousin to check on Jimin, he could’ve…’ Yoongi halted, unable to even process what might’ve happened. Taehyung pulled him into his arms and hugged him tight.

‘He’s gonna be okay, I just know it. The doctor said the swelling around his injury has gone down, and he’s breathing on his own again, so he will wake up any moment now.’ Taehyung consoled as Yoongi continued to cry in his arms.

‘But it’s been 5 days already. Tae, I need him to come back to me.’ Yoongi cried, holding on to Taehyung for comfort.

‘He will Yoongi, he will. He just lost a lot of blood, but his vitals are normal now. You just need to believe that he’ll wake up to you any minute now.’ Taehyung assured, gently stroking his back.

***

Jin was struggling to compose himself as he got dressed to visit Jimin at the hospital. Tears were incessantly streaming down his face. He just couldn’t make sense of why all those bad things kept happening to Jimin. Why was he always the target of everyone’s evil tendencies? As soon as he got to Jimin’s room, he found Jimin’s mother sitting by the bed, holding his hand and crying her eyes out.

‘Oh Seokjinnie, you’re here.’ She sniffed, glancing up at him, trying to compose herself. Jin rushed towards her and embraced her.

‘It’s okay. Jimin is a fighter, he’ll be okay, I know it.’ Jin consoled, fighting back tears.

‘The doctors said he could have permanent brain damage. But they can’t tell for sure, because he needs to wake up for them to run certain tests. Why did this happen to my baby?’ She sobbed, unable to contain her pain and frustration.

‘Don’t think like that. You have to believe that he’s gonna be okay. I’m sure you’ve been in here all day. I’ll go get you some coffee, okay?’ Jin offered kindly. After she nodded, he walked out and headed towards the vending machines, wanting to get her something to eat as well. But as he got there, he suddenly felt anxious upon discovering Taehyung there as well. After awkwardly glancing at each other for a couple of seconds, Jin chose to ignore him and simply leave after getting what he needed.

‘Jin, I know you have every right to hate me, but can we please just get past it? I mean, you’re marrying my brother, I want us to be okay.’ Taehyung said with utmost sincerity, softly smiling at him. Jin was then instantly reminded of how awkward things were between him and Namjoon and how he couldn’t help but blame Taehyung for it.

‘I don’t hate you because of what happened between us, that was my fault as well. I hate you because of what you did to Jimin. I know you raped him! Why are you even here?! It’s not like you actually care about him!’ Jin replied harshly, causing Taehyung to lower his gaze in guilt and shame.

‘I have no excuses for that. But I apologized to Jimin and we’re actually friends now. I really do care about him, that’s why I’m here.’ Taehyung responded, tears welling up in his eyes.

‘Whatever. I don’t care that you’re Namjoon’s brother, stay the hell away from me.’ Jin retorted, after which he walked away.

***

 

Yugyeom was anxiously pacing around the apartment Hoseok was staying at. He was waiting for Hoseok to finally arrive back into the capital. Since he had some exams to take at school, he left the day after the ‘incident’. The second he opened the door and walked in, Yugyeom grabbed him by the collar and shoved him against the wall.

‘Yugyeom, what the hell!’ Hoseok shouted, pushing him away.

‘You said there was no way he would survive the surgery!’ Yugyeom sneered, furiously staring into Hoseok’s soul.

‘How was I supposed to know that someone would find him? And how the hell was I supposed to know that he would survive such a serious procedure despite losing so much blood? You don’t think I’m upset about all of this as well?!’ Hoseok countered, walking past him and taking a seat on the couch.

Hoseok, I’m not upset that he miraculously survived, I couldn’t care less about what happens to him. I’m worried about what’s going to happen to me!’ Yugyeom responded, walking into the living room and taking a seat across Hoseok.

‘Relax, who’s to say he’ll ever wake up. Chances are he’ll become a vegetable.’ Hoseok replied, seeming a little too confident and it deeply bothered Yugyeom that he wasn’t acknowledging the severity of the situation.

‘The police talked to me the day after his attack. After all, he has a restraining order against me.’ Yugyeom informed, the anxiety pouring in again.

‘And why is that a problem? We discussed that. We already knew the police would talk to you, that’s why I got you an alibi. So how did it go? Do they suspect anything?’ Hoseok inquired, finally showing some concern.

‘No, they don’t. It was just like we rehearsed. But I’m guessing once he wakes up and starts talking, none of that will matter! Hoseok, I can’t go to prison!’ Yugyeom said with tears streaming down his face.

‘Don’t worry, I’ll figure a way out of this. Look, I promised you that we wouldn’t get caught and we won’t. I will fix this.’ Hoseok responded with far too much confidence. As Yugyeom wiped his tears and struggled to regain his composure, Hoseok started thinking of ways he could correct the situation. Perhaps he should go and visit Jimin at the hospital.

 

***

It was late at night when Jungkook decided to finally visit Jimin at the hospital. He had wanted to visit sooner, but he really hated hospitals. But after seeing how worried everyone was about him and knowing that Taehyung visited him every day, it made Jungkook feel guilty. So he decided to get past his awkward fear of hospitals and do the right thing. After all, Jimin meant a lot to him. Ever since Taehyung got that dreadful call from his cousin, Jungkook couldn’t stop worrying about him. Since it was way past visiting hours, Jungkook, not being a relative, wouldn’t be allowed to see him. Luckily, the police officer guarding his room was a friend of his father’s, so he quietly let him in. Upon seeing Jimin in that state, Jungkook wanted to break down in tears, but he fought to stay strong.

‘Hey Jimin, I’m sorry I didn’t visit you sooner. I wanted to, but hospitals kinda creep me out.’ Jungkook said as he took a seat next to him.

‘I’m so sorry this happened to you. I wish I could’ve been there to keep you safe.’ Jungkook added softly, tears streaming down his face.

‘But you’re gonna be fine, I just know it. I know you’re gonna wake up and let me look into those deep brown eyes again. The good news is, you’re so ridiculously attractive that even when you’re unconscious and half your head is bandaged, you still look so beautiful.’ Jungkook said with a soft smile, taking Jimin’s hand in his. He was silently crying with his head lowered when he suddenly felt Jimin squeeze his hand. Immediately, he popped his head up with a loud gasp.

‘Jimin, can you hear me?’ Jungkook whispered, standing up and softly caressing his face. Very slowly, Jimin opened his eyes and blankly stared at him.

‘Water…’ Jimin coughed, his throat feeling overly dry. Jungkook quickly grabbed the glass of water by his bed and helped him lift his head up so he could drink.

‘I can’t believe you’re awake! I’m gonna go get your mom and a doctor.’ Jungkook said with a bright smile. Then he put the glass down and started walking away only to have Jimin grab his arm.

‘Why am I in a hospital?’ Jimin asked, a very puzzled look on his face as he touched the bandage on his head. Jungkook’s smile instantly faded away.

‘Uh, you don’t remember? Jimin, you were attacked a few days ago.’ Jungkook replied softly, starting to feel a bit worried.

‘What?! I was attacked?! What are you saying? Who are you?!!’ Jimin demanded, confused and angry.

‘Jimin, I’m Jungkook. You don’t recognize me?’ Jungkook asked nervously, stepping closer to him and taking his hand. Jimin’s expression then softened since Jungkook’s touch felt familiar.

‘I feel like I know you, but I can’t remember.’ Jimin sighed, starting to feel anxious.

‘That’s okay, don’t force it. Just let me go get a doctor.’ Jungkook suggested.

‘No, don’t leave me. I don’t know why, but I feel scared.’ Jimin pleaded, tears welling up in his eyes.

‘Hey, it’s okay. Look, there’s a police officer right outside your door. And I’ll get your mom too, okay.’ Jungkook consoled, kindly smiling at him. Although Jimin couldn’t remember who Jungkook was, he felt safe with him for some reason, so he nodded with a smile.

Not a minute later and Jimin’s mother rushed into his room with tears of joy along with a doctor. She wrapped her arms around him and Jimin reluctantly hugged her back with a strained smile.

‘Mr. Park, I’m Dr. Lim. Glad to see you’re awake. How do you feel? Your friend tells me you’re having some trouble remembering.’ The doctor said, stepping closer to examine him.

‘Um, my head hurts and I feel really hungry.’ Jimin replied, causing both his mother and the doctor to smile.

‘That’s perfectly understandable. You do remember your mother?’ The doctor enquired.

‘No, not really, but I feel like she’s my mother.’ Jimin replied honestly. His mother then let out a soft gasp as she suddenly felt really worried.

‘But you’re not sure?’ The doctor probed.

‘I’m not sure about anything. I don’t even know why I’m here.’ Jimin answered, glancing at his mother who seemed to be on the verge of tears.

‘Don’t force yourself to remember quite yet. We’ll need to run a few tests to find out what the full extent of your condition is.’ The doctor explained.

‘Okay. Oh, where is Jungkook? Is he my boyfriend or something?’ Jimin asked in a soft tone.

‘No he’s not. And Dr. Lim sent him home since he’s not allowed to be here at this time.’ His mother replied.

‘He snuck in to see me? Are you sure he’s not my boyfriend?’ Jimin chuckled.

‘No sweetie, he’s not. In fact, I’m gonna call up your boyfriend Yoongi and let him know you’re awake. He’s been so worried about you.’ His mother said, taking his hand in hers.

‘Yoongi?’ Jimin asked with a puzzled expression.

‘Does that name mean anything to you?’ Dr. Lim asked.

‘No.’ Jimin answered firmly.

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Namjoon was waiting for Jin in the hotel room he was staying at. Since he had some work-related things to wrap up back home, he couldn’t accompany Jin to the capital right after hearing about Jimin’s attack. Although it had only been a few days since he last saw Jin, it felt like he hadn’t seen him in years. There was just so much awkward tension between them the past few weeks. They barely spoke or spent any time together and Namjoon couldn’t even remember the last time they had sex. Meanwhile, things were going really well with Taehyung. Not too long ago, Taehyung called him up to inform that he wouldn’t be choosing a side. He decided that he wouldn’t mention anything to his father, but he wouldn’t aid Namjoon in his mission either. Namjoon was okay with his decision. After all, their father had been really good to Taehyung throughout his whole life. So he made peace with the fact that Taehyung nonetheless still loved and respected him as his older brother, which was all he really wanted. Furthermore, Namjoon also felt very relieved that the police finally closed the investigation regarding the death of Yoongi’s father. The investigation really took a toll on both him and Yoongi, so they were both glad that it was finally over. In short, every other aspect of Namjoon’s life was slowly falling into place except for his relationship with Jin.

‘Oh, you’re already here.’ Jin said with a bright smile upon entering the room and interrupting his thoughts.

‘Yeah, I just got here. So how is Jimin doing?’ Namjoon inquired with genuine concern. It was just past morning visiting hours, so he knew Jin just got back from the hospital.

‘Well the doctors still need to run a few tests, but I think he’s gonna be just fine.’ Jin informed joyfully.

‘That’s great. Is his memory loss permanent?’ Namjoon continued.

‘The doctors don’t know.’ Jin answered, his smile fading a little.

‘Hey, don’t worry. The good news is he’s awake and well. If memory loss is the only issue here, well then Jimin is very lucky. I mean, that was a pretty serious injury, as was the surgery.’ Namjoon pointed out in an effort to console him.

‘Yes, you’re right. Thank you for being here, you always know how to make me feel better.’ Jin responded with a soft smile, taking a seat next to him on the couch and holding his hand.

‘I’m always here for you.’ Namjoon assured, pulling him in for an embrace. Jin closed his eyes and let out a soft sigh as he rested his head on Namjoon’s firm chest. If he was being honest, he missed his warm touch more than anything.

‘Joonie, I’m sorry things have been so tense between us lately.’ Jin stated, looking up into his eyes.

‘That’s fine. I understand if you need some space. I’ll be right here, waiting.’ Namjoon replied, gently caressing his face. Jin then felt like crying because he just couldn’t believe how much Namjoon actually loved him.

‘I don’t deserve you.’ Jin said in a soft tone with tears in his eyes.

‘Please don’t ever say that.’ Namjoon responded, palming his face and kissing him passionately. Jin climbed into his lap and pulled him closer, both of them feeling so overwhelmed by the intensity of being so intimate again after a long time.

‘Let’s just do it, right here… right now.’ Jin whispered as Namjoon hungrily sucked on his neck and grinded up against him.

 

A half hour later, they were having sex on the couch for the second time in a row. They both missed each other so much that they simply couldn’t get enough of it. All the tension and awkwardness seemed to have faded away, for all they felt was immense love for each other. Namjoon finally felt complete again. Having Jin wrapped around him, being inside of him, hearing him moan out his name, it was everything that he needed.

‘Fuck… I missed you.’ Namjoon breathed, picking up the pace, desperately chasing his orgasm.

‘Ah… I missed you too… Ah! I need you to always love me like this.’ Jin moaned, digging his nails into his back to pull him closer.

After they both came for the second time, they took a bath together, which resulted in more sex. Then they took a much needed nap and woke up happy and refreshed around lunchtime. Things were finally back to normal between them and they never felt happier.

 

***

 

Jimin woke up in a cold sweat, dazed and confused. It felt like he was having a nightmare, but he couldn’t remember. He had spent the entire morning going through all kinds of tests, examinations and evaluations. Frankly speaking, he was exhausted. At least he felt relieved that his memory loss seemed to be the only issue. Based on what everyone’s told him, he suffered a pretty serious head injury, so it could’ve been a lot worse. Although, he wished he could remember what happened to him. The police also visited him that morning and it was just very frustrating to be asked all kinds of questions he didn’t know the answers to. Luckily he could sense a certain familiarity with people, so he didn’t feel completely lost. For instance, he felt convinced that the woman who claimed to be his mother, was in fact his mother. He also had a cousin visit him, Seokjin, and Jimin felt a very strong brotherly connection to him, so he was convinced of that as well. His mother informed that some of his friends and his boyfriend Yoongi were going to visit him in the afternoon. Since it was officially afternoon visiting hours, Jimin was anxiously sitting up in bed, waiting to meet the supposed love of his life. While waiting, he couldn’t help but wonder what he looked like. He tried so hard to remember, but every time he forced himself to concentrate too much, he would just get a really bad headache. The second he heard the door slowly opening, he instantly popped his head up to discover a ridiculously handsome guy smiling at him.

‘Hi, are you Yoongi?’ Jimin asked softly, his heart racing.

‘Uh no, I’m Taehyung.’ He informed, walking up to him and taking a seat in the chair next to his bed. Jimin gave him a onceover and tried very hard not to blush, because that guy was insanely hot.

‘Oh, um, how do I know you?’ Jimin inquired with a soft smile.

‘I’m a friend, we go to the same school.’ Taehyung replied with a smile, taking his hand and lightly squeezing it.

‘Why are all my friends so attractive?’ Jimin chuckled, causing Taehyung to blush.

‘I think that’s the first time you ever called me attractive.’ Taehyung scoffed, entwining their fingers.

‘Really? I must tell you that all the time if we’re friends.’ Jimin responded with a bright smile. Taehyung’s smile then started to fade as the guilt and shame he’s been trying to repress started rising up again.

‘We haven’t been friends for very long. But I’m really glad you’re okay, even if you don’t remember much yet.’ Taehyung stated, standing up afterwards and pulling him into his arms. Jimin instinctively wrapped his arms around him and he couldn’t help but feel a hint of arousal as Taehyung held him so close. When Taehyung slowly let go, he palmed his face and stared into his deep brown eyes with a soft smile, causing Jimin to feel overly anxious because he felt like kissing him even though he knew Taehyung wasn’t his boyfriend.

‘Jiminie…’

After hearing someone whisper his name, Jimin glanced over at the door and saw a good-looking guy staring at him with such love and concern and tears streaming down his face. Taehyung smiled at the guy and moved away from Jimin. After that, the handsome guy practically ran towards him and wrapped his arms around him, sobbing into the crook of his neck. Jimin felt overwhelmed but he still hugged him back and started crying as well. He wasn’t sure why he started crying, but it was almost as if he could feel the other guy’s pain.

‘I’m so glad you’re okay, I was so worried.’ He cried, gently pulling away and palming his face.

‘Yoongi?’ Jimin whispered, staring into his glistening eyes.

‘Yes… you remember me?’ Yoongi asked, a smile spreading across his face.

‘No, I’m sorry, I don’t. But I feel like I’ve missed you.’ Jimin replied honestly, caressing his face to wipe away his tears. Yoongi closed his eyes and let out a deep breath, feeling so peaceful upon having Jimin’s soft, warm hands touch him again.

‘I’m gonna give you guys some space.’ Taehyung said with a smile then left the room. After Taehyung closed the door behind him, Yoongi wanted to step closer to Jimin and kiss him, but he didn’t want him to feel overwhelmed since he couldn’t exactly remember him yet.

‘Jimin, is it okay if I kiss you?’ Yoongi asked softly, his eyes pleading. He desperately needed to feel his soft, luscious lips again. Jimin felt unsure but he could tell that Yoongi really loved him, so he reluctantly nodded with a strained smile. Yoongi then moved closer and kissed him softly, lightly pressing his lips against Jimin’s. The kiss felt so familiar and intense that Jimin pulled him closer and deepened the kiss, parting his lips to grant his tongue access. Before he knew it, Jimin was passionately making out with a guy he felt he had just met, but it felt so satisfying.

‘Ah… fuck, that feels good…’ Jimin moaned as Yoongi sucked on that particular sweet spot on his neck.

‘I’ve missed you… fuck, I’ve missed you. Thank you for coming back to me.’ Yoongi whispered into the crook of his neck, tears streaming down his face again. After a few seconds however, Jimin started to feel a little overwhelmed by the fact that he still couldn’t remember anything and the intensity of their interaction was making him a bit uncomfortable.

‘Yoongi, I’m sorry but, can we just slow down?’ Jimin asked as genuinely as he could, gently pulling away from him.

‘Of course. I’m sorry. It kills me that you can’t remember me.’ Yoongi sighed, a sad expression on his face.

‘Well, I have very strong feelings about you, I just don’t know what they mean exactly.’ Jimin admitted, hoping to provide him with some consolation.

‘It means that you love me, but not nearly as much as I love you.’ Yoongi replied, taking his hand and squeezing it tight.

‘I want to remember you.’ Jimin whispered, tears streaming down his face.

‘You will, I know you will. And I’m gonna find who did this to you.’ Yoongi responded, stressing the last part in a serious tone.

‘The police are already looking into it.’ Jimin pointed out, a bit unsettled upon seeing such a stern expression on his face.

‘The police are useless.’ Yoongi gritted, struggling to remain calm. Jimin started to feel rather anxious due to the sudden shift in Yoongi’s demeanor.

‘Um, I don’t know why you would say that.’ Jimin muttered with his gaze lowered, feeling slightly panicked.

‘I’m sorry, I didn’t mean to scare you, I just can’t stand the idea of anyone ever hurting you.’ Yoongi stated calmly, hoping to ease the sudden tension. Luckily a nurse came in afterwards and asked Yoongi to leave since Jimin had to have the wound on his head examined. After Yoongi left, Jimin couldn’t help but feel slightly afraid of him and he started to wonder if there were certain things he actually wouldn’t want to remember.

***

 

Hoseok was walking through the hospital’s hallway, looking for Jimin’s room. After he found it, he patiently waited for the nurse to leave before entering.

‘Hi Jimin, glad to see you’re awake. How do you feel?’ Hoseok asked with the brightest smile, carefully masking the boiling rage he felt.

‘Um, I feel fine. I’m sorry, I don’t know who you are.’ Jimin replied as kindly as he could. Hoseok then sighed and walked up to him, taking a seat next to his bed.

‘Please, don’t apologize for that. After all, this is not your fault. My name is Hoseok.’ He informed, still brightly smiling at him.

‘Oh okay, do we go to the same school?’ Jimin inquired since most of his friends did.

‘Well we used to before you moved here.’ He answered.

‘I moved here?’ Jimin asked, frustrations from not remembering anything rising up again.

‘Waw, you really don’t remember anything, do you?’ Hoseok grinned, secretly ecstatic.

‘No, I don’t and it really bothers me. But the doctor said I shouldn’t force it.’ Jimin responded with a sigh.

‘I agree. You’ve been through enough, so don’t force anything. Just focus on getting better and back into your usual routine.’ Hoseok stated kindly.

‘Thanks. I feel like you’re the only person that’s being normal with me. Everyone else just cries and makes me feel uncomfortable in a way.’ Jimin chuckled, causing Hoseok to chuckle as well, all in pretense of course.

‘Sure, I can’t imagine how frustrating this must be for you. Do the police even know who did this yet?’ Hoseok carefully posed.

‘No, they don’t, but they said that it must’ve been a robbery since there were signs of forced entry and some stuff was stolen. I guess I got in their way and they tried to kill me.’ Jimin informed, a flicker of fear in his eyes.

‘Sounds about right. You probably got in their way and they felt they should get rid of you.’ Hoseok relayed with his gaze lowered, struggling to maintain his composure.

‘But I honestly don’t feel like I’m the kind of person that would get in anyone’s way.’ Jimin scoffed, trying to make sense of why he would ever decide to take on a criminal.

‘You’d be surprised.’ Hoseok clenched with a forced smile.

‘I guess you’re right. I don’t even really know myself at this point.’ Jimin sighed, deeply confused.

‘And what about all the people that came to visit you?’ Hoseok inquired, basically just wanting to know how things stood with Yoongi.

‘Well, I feel very comfortable with my mother and my cousin. Oh and turns out I have a boyfriend? But honestly, I don’t know… I feel, I don’t know. Then there was this friend of mine and with him I actually felt more… I don’t know, it’s hard to explain.’ Jimin mumbled, unable to make sense of everything.

‘This friend… was his name Jungkook?’ Hoseok asked calmly, eagerly waiting for a confirmation.

‘Jungkook? Right, he was nice to me, but I was actually referring to Taehyung.’ Jimin replied, slightly blushing at the thought of him. It was then that the first genuine smile spread across Hoseok’s face since he got there.

‘I see. Well, like I said, don’t force anything. I should get going, feel better, okay?’ Hoseok said with a genuine bright smile as he stood up to leave.

‘Thanks. It was nice talking to you.’ Jimin responded with a soft smile. Hoseok then smiled back with a nod and happily left.

 

The second Hoseok got inside Yugyeom’s car, Yugyeom instantly shot him a puzzled glare.

‘Why the fuck are you smiling like an idiot?!’ Yugyeom demanded, confused and upset.

‘Start driving, I don’t want anyone to notice you parked so close to the hospital.’ Hoseok instructed, all the while still smiling.

‘Fine. So he really doesn’t remember anything?’ Yugyeom inquired, desperately needing a confirmation.

‘Nope, nothing at all. In fact, I really think he might give us both what we want.’ Hoseok chuckled, bursting out in laughter afterwards.

‘What is that supposed to mean? And what if he gets his memory back?’ Yugyeom pressed, clearly anxious.

‘I’ll explain the meaning later. And if he does get his memory back, well then I guess we’ll have to finish the job we started.’ Hoseok grinned, convinced that he would either way get everything that he ever wanted.

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One Week Later…

Yoongi was in Namjoon and Jin’s apartment. After missing so much school the past few months, he had no choice but to head back home if he wanted to graduate that year. Namjoon asked him to drop by because he wanted to share some final pieces of information with him regarding his father’s murder investigation. While waiting on Namjoon to finish off a phone call he was taking in his office, Yoongi’s mind wandered off to Jimin. More than anything, he wished he could stay in the capital with him to help him recover from his horrible accident, but Yoongi had many responsibilities back home so he didn’t have much of an option. Although he understood that Jimin suffered memory loss and that he couldn’t remember him because of that, he still felt so bothered by it. Yoongi couldn’t help but feel that Jimin was pushing him away. The few days that Yoongi spent with him during the hospital’s visiting hours, it really seemed like Jimin was being distant and overall uninterested in spending any time with him.

‘Hey, thanks for waiting. Sorry that call took so long.’ Namjoon said, announcing his presence.

‘Yeah it’s fine.’ Yoongi replied softly. As Namjoon took a seat next to him, he noticed the hurt expression on his face and quickly realized that Jimin had something to do with it.

‘I know you miss him. It’ll be okay. At least he’s safe, right?’ Namjoon consoled, throwing an arm around Yoongi’s shoulder.

‘I know he’s okay and I’m really glad about that, but I still feel like I’ve lost him. Joon, he doesn’t remember that he loves me.’ Yoongi responded, on the verge of tears.

‘Just give him some time. He’ll come back to you, I know it.’ Namjoon soothed.

‘How can you be so sure?’ Yoongi scoffed, glancing up at him with tears in his eyes.

‘Because I can tell how much you two love each other. So he has no choice but to come back to you.’ Namjoon assured, fondly smiling at him. Yoongi then moved into his arms and softly cried while Namjoon held him tight, giving him the comfort he needed. He couldn’t have asked for a more understanding friend.

 

***

Taehyung was absent-mindedly walking through the hallway when he suddenly noticed Jimin rushing into an empty classroom. Since it was Jimin’s first day back at school after his accident, Taehyung had every intention of being a good friend and checking up on him. But the flustered look on Jimin’s face as he quickly rushed into that classroom slightly unsettled him. There was also the added frustration of how different things have been between them ever since Jimin regained his consciousness but lost his memory. Right from the start Taehyung already felt like Jimin was flirting with him in a way, but he quickly dismissed that as paranoia. Because he truly cared about Jimin, he visited him every day for the past week, trying to help him recover in any way he could. During those visits, the pair of them would have such awkward moments of intensity that any third-party observer would label as sexual tension. Being the new ‘good-guy’ version of Kim Taehyung, he decided to put aside his frustrations and go check on Jimin. When he opened the door to the formerly empty classroom, he saw Jimin seated at a desk with a blank expression on his face.

‘Jimin, are you okay?’ He asked in a soft tone, taking a seat next to him. Taehyung tried very hard not to blush as he saw Jimin’s face light up by his presence.

‘Hey Tae, yeah I’m fine. It’s just that… well, since I got here, all these people started approaching me and talking to me, asking me questions… and I don’t even know any of them. It was just too overwhelming for me. But I’m fine, I just need a minute.’ Jimin sighed, purposefully moving his chair closer to Taehyung’s.

‘Um yeah, that must’ve been really confusing.’ Taehyung managed to say. He decided to pretend he didn’t notice Jimin moving closer to him, but he couldn’t help that it made him nervous. It was no secret that he considered Jimin to be very attractive.

‘At least you’re here. It’s nice to see a familiar face.’ Jimin said with a soft smile, taking Taehyung’s hand in his.

‘Right, of course. Uh, how are things with Yoongi?’ Taehyung muttered, trying to stay calm.

‘Oh, uh, things are okay I guess. He had to go back home but he calls me every day.’ Jimin answered, hoping to change that topic quickly.

‘That’s good. He’ll come back soon. Hopefully you guys can work things through.’ Taehyung purposefully added since it seemed Jimin had no intention of letting his hand go.

‘What if I’m not sure I want to?’ Jimin posed with his gaze lowered, entwining their fingers.

‘Jimin, when you get your memory back, everything will get back to normal. Trust me, you and Yoongi belong together. Nobody believes that more than you.’ Taehyung stated sincerely.

‘Tae, ever since I woke up, people have just been telling me things and they all expect me to just believe them. But I can’t force myself to believe something that doesn’t feel right. And what if I never get my memory back? Am I just supposed to live the rest of my life according to what everyone forces me to believe?’ Jimin countered, tears of frustration welling up.

‘I’m sorry Jimin, I never thought about it like that. I promise never to convince you of something that doesn’t feel right to you. So, what do you believe?’ Taehyung asked with a smile, hoping to ease his mind.

‘Honestly I don’t know. But the only thing that feels right to me, is this, you and me.’ Jimin replied, anxiously staring into his hazel eyes.

‘What?!’ Taehyung scoffed, anxiety pouring in.

‘Look, I know I’m supposed to be with Yoongi and I know that you’re with Jungkook, but Tae, I don’t remember any of that. All I really know is that being with you makes sense to me.’ Jimin explained, moving even closer to him.

‘Okay, this is so fucked up in so many ways.’ Taehyung stated firmly, then stood up to leave. But Jimin quickly jumped to his feet and tugged his arm to make him face him.

‘Why is it fucked up?’ Jimin whispered, standing much too close to him. Taehyung couldn’t help but stare down at his thick, luscious lips.

‘Jimin, if you had your memory, trust me, you would never feel this way about me. I wasn’t always this guy Jimin. I used to be a total jerk and I did some awful things to you. For a really long time, you hated me more than anything. We just recently became friends and I’m not gonna mess with that.’ Taehyung retorted. Then right when he was about to turn around to leave, Jimin grabbed his face and smashed their lips together.

‘Tae I don’t care, I just want this. Based on that kiss, you want it too.’ Jimin whispered, hovering over his lips while tugging on his jacket. When Jimin kissed him, Taehyung’s mind went completely blank. Frankly speaking, he didn’t hear a word he just said, he just grabbed Jimin’s shoulders and pushed him up against the door while he aggressively kissed him back. Taehyung was such a good kisser and Jimin couldn’t get enough of his aggressive touch. They were both moaning into the kiss when Jimin reached his hand down Taehyung’s body and started massaging his growing erection.

‘Fuck! Jimin no, I can’t do this. I seriously can’t do this.’ Taehyung panted upon pulling away from their steamy kiss.

‘Right, because you have a boyfriend. I know, I’m sorry.’ Jimin said softly with his gaze lowered. He knew it was wrong to chase after someone already in a committed relationship, but he couldn’t help but feel so drawn to Taehyung.

‘Yes, I have a boyfriend and I love him more than anything. But that’s not the only reason why this is wrong. Fuck, I can’t believe I’m taking advantage of you again.’ Taehyung said with a deep sigh, greatly disappointed in himself.

‘What are you talking about?’ Jimin asked with a puzzled expression.

‘Like I said Jimin, if you remembered everything, you would never want this.’ Taehyung reiterated in a serious tone. After saying that, he left the classroom, leaving a confused and dissatisfied Jimin behind.

 

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While standing in front of his locker, still struggling to regain his composure, Taehyung suddenly felt a pair of arms wrapped around him. Knowing it was Jungkook, he quickly turned around with a strained smile.

‘Hey Kook.’ He said with a grin.

‘Hey baby, why do you look so flustered? You okay?’ Jungkook inquired, slightly concerned.

‘Uh yeah, I’m fine. You just look extra sexy today.’ Taehyung grinned seductively, grabbing his waist and pulling him closer. He figured it was best to quickly dismiss the whole thing with Jimin. There was no need to make a big deal out of it, or so he thought.

‘Why are you getting me turned on when we have class in about 10 minutes?’ Jungkook scoffed, wrapping his hands around his neck.

‘Let’s skip class.’ Taehyung suggested with a smirk.

‘And do what?’ Jungkook chuckled. Taehyung then gripped his hips and pulled him closer, causing him to gasp when he felt Taehyung’s erection against his thigh.

‘I’m gonna fuck you.’ Taehyung stated in his familiar deep voice, intently staring into Jungkook’s eyes. Before he even had the chance to respond, Taehyung grabbed him by his arm and led him to one of their many hook-up spots on campus. The moment they got there, Taehyung pushed him against the wall while kissing him aggressively and struggling to undress him.

‘Tae what’s gotten into you?’ Jungkook chuckled as Taehyung undid his pants. Then he pulled down his pants and boxers, got on his knees and started sucking Jungkook off like his life depended on it. Jungkook threw his head back and started thrusting in his mouth while Taehyung grabbed his ass, roughly squeezing it to pull him closer.

‘You wanna cum baby?’ Taehyung smirked, looking up at him struggling to fight off his orgasm. He then took his throbbing dick in his mouth again, swallowing him all the way down and moaning with each of Jungkook’s thrusts.

‘Stop-stop Tae, no, I’m gonna cum…’ Jungkook whimpered as Taehyung kept pulling him closer to take him further down his throat.

‘That’s fine… as long as you don’t mind coming more than once.’ Taehyung grinned, then he sucked on his tip while pumping him with both hands.

‘Ah!... ah-fuck… okay-okay… AH!’ Jungkook moaned, coming down Taehyung’s throat.

‘Fuck, you always taste so good.’ Taehyung breathed. Before Jungkook could even come down from his high, Taehyung turned him around, spread his mounds and started sucking on his entrance.

‘AH-FUCK! Tae… no-no… baby I’m too sensitive!’ Jungkook whined as Taehyung’s warm, wet tongue licked and penetrated his twitching hole. After a few more minutes of stimulating Jungkook past his sanity, Taehyung stood up and hastily undressed.

‘Get on that desk and spread those legs for me.’ Taehyung commanded in his seductive deep voice. Jungkook did as he was told, completely losing himself in Taehyung’s aggressive touch. After Jungkook got into position, Taehyung took out a bottle of lube and started prepping him with two of his fingers. Jungkook grabbed his legs and spread them further apart, granting Taehyung better access.

‘Ah-Ah! Tae, you’re gonna make me cum with your fingers.’ Jungkook moaned while Taehyung fingered him hard and fast.

‘Really? My baby-boy is so sensitive today.’ Taehyung smirked. In less than a minute, he took his fingers out and started lubing-up his member.

‘Tae I haven’t seen this side to you in a really long time.’ Jungkook scoffed, softly stroking his length while he observed Taehyung applying a generous amount of lube on his throbbing member.

‘Oh yeah? You missed your Daddy?’ Taehyung smirked, then slammed into him in one swift motion.

‘AAHH! Yes, I did… fuck me!’ Jungkook whimpered, grabbing Taehyung’s hips to take him deeper. Taehyung gripped his waist and started pounding into him, not holding back in the least.

‘Fuck baby, I love it when you get so needy.’ Taehyung breathed, picking up the pace as he felt his orgasm build up.

‘Yes! Fuck me! Harder!... Fuck me Daddy!’ Jungkook moaned, drowning in mind-altering pleasure. It had been quite some time since Jungkook last assigned any type of dominant role to Taehyung now that they’ve added a great deal of functionality to their relationship. But he couldn’t help but surrender himself to Taehyung’s sexually aggressive and dominant demeanor.

‘Ah… you’re always so tight for me.’ Taehyung groaned, feeling his orgasm at the tip of his dick. But he didn’t want to cum yet, so he pulled out and started sucking on Jungkook’s moist hole again.

‘FUCK!!! Tae… you’re driving me crazy!’ Jungkook screamed out, the pleasure he felt being too much for him to process. Taehyung started simultaneously sucking on his rim and jerking his length and Jungkook was certain he was losing his mind.

‘You sound so sexy, am I really making you feel that good baby?’ Taehyung grinned, lustfully staring up into his eyes as he earned the lewdest moans from him.

‘Yes… please… fuck me. I wanna make you cum.’ Jungkook moaned. Taehyung then stood back up and shoved his length in, thrusting hard and fast, hitting Jungkook’s sweet spot with every move. After just a minute or so, Jungkook came for the second time and that view alone pushed Taehyung over the edge. Once he rode out his orgasm, he got on his knees again before Jungkook’s moist, wrecked entrance.

‘Fuck… this hole…’ Taehyung whispered to himself, then he pushed two fingers in and swirled his own cum around.

‘Why are you trying to kill me?’ Jungkook panted, still trying to catch his breath while Taehyung started overstimulating him again.

‘Then you shouldn’t be this sexy.’ Taehyung teased while Jungkook stared down at him with a satisfied grin. All the while staring up into his eyes with a smirk, Taehyung continued to finger him. Suddenly, he pulled his fingers out, licked them clean and then pushed them back in.

‘Oh fuck, are you tasting your own cum out of my hole? Fuck that’s so hot!’ Jungkook moaned, feeling his cock twitch in response.

‘Wanna go again?’ Taehyung whispered upon standing up and pulling him closer.

‘I do, I really do, but I’m gonna need some time to recover from this and also, we have to get to class.’ Jungkook sighed, sitting up straight and palming his face.

‘Yeah, you’re right.’ Taehyung agreed with a sigh.

‘But how ‘bout I come over after school and we can go as many times as you want. I definitely want more of this.’ Jungkook chuckled, running his fingers through Taehyung’s hair. Then they kissed for a few minutes, got dressed and went to class. Jungkook was pleasantly surprised to be reminded of Taehyung’s dominant side and chose not to overthink his sudden shift in demeanor. But Taehyung on the other hand couldn’t help but wonder if Jimin had something to do with the strong urges he suddenly felt.

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Hoseok was on his way to Yoongi’s place. He hadn’t seen much of him at school that day, or since he got back from the capital for that matter. The main reason he decided to go see him was so he could find out what Yoongi knew about the investigation, but besides that, Hoseok really missed him. It deeply bothered him that he still had to wait in order to get what he wanted, Yoongi. But he chose to remain hopeful that Jimin would eventually get out of his way, one way or the other. Since Hoseok completed the assignment Namjoon had recruited him for, he had no reason to return to the capital without it seeming somewhat suspicious. And Yugyeom still had that restraining order, so the only way he could stay on top of things was by using Yoongi as a source. He hated the very idea of manipulating Yoongi, but he had no choice. As soon as he got there, he started to feel really nervous. With a great amount of anxiety, he knocked on the front door and struggled to compose himself.

‘Hoseok? Hey, come on in.’ Yoongi said with a strained smile upon opening the door to him.

‘Hey. Are you home alone?’ Hoseok inquired, taking a seat across him in the living room.

‘Yeah. So what brings you here?’ Yoongi asked, wasting no time with formalities.

‘I just wanted to check up on you. I haven’t been seeing much of you lately. And I know things are weird with Jimin. I guess I’m just worried about you.’ Hoseok answered with a sigh.

‘Thanks, that means a lot. I’m really frustrated Hoseok. The police have no leads and Jimin still doesn’t have his memory.’ Yoongi responded with a sad expression.

‘I’m very sorry to hear that. Especially since Jimin seems more focused on Taehyung than he is on you right now.’ Hoseok sighed, all in pretense of course.

‘Taehyung? What do you mean?’ Yoongi questioned with a puzzled expression.

‘Oh just something he said when I went to visit him at the hospital. But I’m sure it means nothing.’ Hoseok grinned.

‘You went to visit him at the hospital?’ Yoongi posed, somewhat surprised.

‘Of course I did! I’m not a bad person, I feel really bad about what happened to him.’ Hoseok stated firmly. And in a way he did feel bad. He felt really bad that Jimin survived the attack.

‘That was really nice of you to visit. I’m sure it meant a lot to him.’ Yoongi said, choosing to ignore the comment regarding Taehyung for the time being.

‘Yeah, I’m sure it did.’ Hoseok responded with a nod.

‘I need to ask you something. The day that it happened, why were you with Yugyeom?’ Yoongi demanded, his entire demeanor suddenly shifting. Hoseok instantly grew nervous, but he managed to hide it.

‘Oh um, we just decided to attend that seminar together.’ Hoseok replied with a smile. But Yoongi maintained the stern expression on his face.

‘I see. So you two are friends now?’ Yoongi gritted, clearly enraged.

‘What? No, we’re not. It was just a onetime thing. Turns out we have a few things in common, but I’m not friends with him.’ Hoseok scoffed, his palms getting sweaty.

‘It was just a onetime thing? Really? On that particular day? Sounds awfully convenient.’ Yoongi chuckled darkly.

‘Wait, you don’t think Yugyeom had anything to do with that, do you?’ Hoseok scoffed, pretending to be amused instead of panicked.

‘I do actually.’ Yoongi replied with a straight face.

‘Yoongi, maybe the guy has a few issues, but he’s not some psycho-killer! Besides, the police already interrogated him and he’s not a suspect.’ Hoseok said with much confidence.

‘Well of course he’s not a suspect. You were kind enough to provide him with an alibi. And  you say you’re not friends, yet you’re so quick to rise to his defense.’ Yoongi pointed out, suspicions rising higher by the minute. In that moment Hoseok realized that he had to quickly redirect that conversation. Yoongi was fitting all the pieces together much too skillfully.

‘Okay fine. I didn’t want you to know about this, but I guess it’s time for me to come clean.’ Hoseok sighed, purposefully sparking up Yoongi’s curiosity.

‘What is it?’ Yoongi posed, hoping to have his suspicions confirmed.

‘Yugyeom and I… we had sex.’ Hoseok admitted, supposedly ashamed of it.

‘WHAT?! Why did you have sex with him?!’ Yoongi snapped, incredulous and somewhat jealous.

‘I’m sorry. I felt really hurt when you decided to be with Jimin and I don’t know, I guess I just wanted someone to make me feel better.’ Hoseok skillfully lied with a hurt expression. He was so exceptionally manipulative, that Yoongi actually felt guilty.

‘Hoseok I’m sorry. I never meant to hurt you. Look, I want you to move on and be happy, but not with Yugyeom. He’s not good enough for you.’ Yoongi said sincerely, taking his hand with a soft smile. Hoseok nodded and smiled back, pretending to feel comforted. After that, they talked a little about finals and then Hoseok left, convinced that he managed to refute Yoongi’s suspicions. But Yoongi wasn’t convinced. He was headed to the capital that weekend with every intention of having a private conversation with Yugyeom.

 

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Taehyung was anxiously waiting in his bedroom for Jimin to arrive. Since they did so well together on their previous history assignment, their history teacher insisted that they team-up for the final assignment as well. Taehyung had every intention of graduating that year, so he had no choice but to take the assignment very seriously. To that effect, he invited Jimin over for the afternoon so they could start working on it together. He was busy browsing the internet for information when his mind wandered off to the many complications in his life. Things were pretty chaotic in his father’s company and his older brother was to blame for it. Furthermore, things were going exceedingly well with Jungkook, but he couldn’t help but feel guilty about the sexual tension between him and Jimin. In short, Taehyung felt overly frustrated and he really needed a way to release some of it. He was grabbing a pen to make some notes when there was a sudden knock on his bedroom door. Although he was expecting Jimin all along, he still felt nervous.

‘Come in.’ Taehyung said nervously. The door then opened and Jimin walked in with a sweet smile. As he took a seat on the chair next to him, Taehyung quickly gave him a onceover. Undoubtedly, Jimin looked really good. But what really sparked up Taehyung’s excitement was that Jimin’s soft skin grazed against his when he sat down and he smelled like strawberry ice-cream for some reason.

‘Your bedroom is really nice.’ Jimin noted, glancing around the spacious room.

‘Thanks. You’ve been in here before.’ Taehyung said, too anxious to even look at him.

‘Really, I have? Oh when we worked on our previous assignment?’ Jimin asked, smiling at him.

‘Uh yeah, but before that too.’ Taehyung admitted in all honesty. He had no intention of ever lying to Jimin again, not after everything he had already been through.

‘That sounds interesting. I have a question… are we gonna spend the entire afternoon with you looking down while you talk to me?’ Jimin chuckled, causing Taehyung to finally glance up at him with a soft smile.

‘I’m sorry. But after what happened recently, I feel a little nervous around you.’ Taehyung confessed with his gaze slightly lowered.

‘I’m sorry about that. I promise not to kiss you again, unless you want me to.’ Jimin said, intently staring into his hazel eyes. Without responding to his remark, Taehyung looked away and continued writing down key points. After working on the assignment for about an hour, they decided to take a little break. While working, they truly kept their focus on the task at hand. But during their break, Jimin took the opportunity to pursue his true intentions.

‘Do you want me to go get us some snacks?’ Taehyung kindly offered, smiling at him.

‘Sure go ahead, I’ll wait here.’ Jimin accepted with a soft smile. Taehyung then left the bedroom. The second he shut the door behind him, Jimin started inspecting around. He walked all around the room, carefully examining anything that felt familiar. Since Taehyung mentioned he had been there before, he wondered if being in that room again might help jog his memory. But after several minutes of scrutinizing everything in Taehyung’s bedroom to no avail, he gave up. Disappointed and slightly exhausted, he walked towards his bed and crashed on it. The second his back met the sheets however, he immediately jumped back up with a loud gasp. Something about being on that bed felt really familiar, so much so that it deeply unsettled him. In an effort to figure out what it could mean, he carefully laid back down. Once flat on his back, he took a deep breath and closed his eyes. Then he suddenly saw a flash of him lying on his stomach on that bed, naked with Taehyung on top of him. Jimin immediately popped his eyes wide open and jumped up again.

‘Hey, you okay?’ Taehyung asked with concern as he reentered the room with some snacks and beverages. Jimin seemed dazed, confused and sweaty and Taehyung started to worry. He carefully put the snacks on his desk and then approached Jimin who was still frozen on his bed. Before he could say anything else, Jimin spoke.

‘Why was I in this room before?’ Jimin asked in a low voice, glaring at him. Taehyung let out a soft sigh as he took a seat next to him.

‘I had a few parties here at my house that you came to.’ Taehyung answered, carefully omitting the details. While he had every intention of being honest, he knew Jimin could go into a state of shock if he was to suddenly remember all the traumatic things that happened to him.

‘I need to ask you a serious question.’ Jimin stated, blankly staring at him.

‘Sure, go ahead.’ Taehyung said anxiously.

‘Did we ever have sex?’ Jimin asked softly. Taehyung’s panicked reaction alone, already gave Jimin the answer he was looking for.

‘Yes, we did. But it was a mistake. It was my fault.’ Taehyung admitted, a look of remorse on his face.

‘You could’ve just told me. At least I would understand why I feel so drawn to you.’ Jimin responded, moving closer to him.

‘No Jimin, that’s not what this is. I honestly have no idea why you feel drawn to me, but trust me, what happened between us before has absolutely nothing to do with it.’ Taehyung stated firmly, once again reminded of all his guilt and shame. Jimin was about to respond but then inadvertently glanced down and noticed the scar on Taehyung’s wrist.

‘What the hell is this?!’ Jimin gasped as he took Taehyung’s hand with tears in his eyes.

‘No, don’t worry about that. It was from a long time ago.’ Taehyung assured, caressing Jimin’s cheek to wipe away a tear streaming down.

‘Tae, is something bothering you? Are you not happy?’ Jimin asked with concern, pressing Taehyung’s hand against his cheek and leaning into it. Taehyung fondly smiled at him, Jimin’s genuine concern tugging at his heart.

‘I used to be unhappy for a really long time. But now I’m in a really good place. I promise, I’m happy.’ Taehyung reassured with a smile. Jimin then let out a sigh of relief and moved into his arms, holding him tight, taking comfort in the warmth of his touch.

‘That’s good. Please just talk to me if something’s ever upsetting you. I really just want you to be happy.’ Jimin whispered into the crook of his neck with his eyes closed. Taehyung then abruptly pulled away from the embrace, palmed his face and kissed him. The kiss wasn’t aggressive like their last one, it was delicate and intense.

‘Why do you care about me so much?’ Taehyung breathed while Jimin fondly stared at him with a smile.

‘I don’t know, I just do.’ Jimin replied sincerely, grabbing the back of his neck and pulling him on top of him. Unintentionally, Taehyung climbed on top of him as he lay on his back and started kissing his neck.

‘I forgot how soft your skin is.’ Taehyung whispered, kissing and caressing him anywhere he could. Truthfully speaking, he had no intention of having sex with him. He simply wanted to feel his warmth, it proved to be very soothing to him.

‘Are you gonna remind me how good the sex was?’ Jimin scoffed, aroused by Taehyung’s soft lips and firm hands on his body. Taehyung instantly popped his head up and stared into his deep brown eyes.

‘Uh no Jimin, we’re not doing that. I’m sorry, it’s wrong for me to lead you on like this.’ Taehyung sighed, sitting up.

‘Why do you keep rejecting me when you clearly want this too?’ Jimin demanded, sitting up as well.

‘Because I can’t do that to you! I can’t do this to Jungkook! Fuck, I can’t do this to Yoongi!’ Taehyung snapped, deeply frustrated. Why did he always want things he knew he shouldn’t have?

‘Why are you making this about them? This is about us! Tae, the way I feel about you—

‘Stop! Jimin, you don’t feel anything for me, okay, you’re just very confused right now.’ Taehyung interjected.

‘You’re the one that’s confused. I know exactly what I want.’ Jimin countered with a serious expression.

‘Then tell me, what do you want?’ Taehyung posed, intently glaring at him. Jimin stared into his eyes for a few seconds then grabbed his face and roughly kissed him. For some reason, Taehyung couldn’t remember any of his previous objections so he gave into it, pushing Jimin back and climbing on top of him, all the while not breaking the kiss. Maybe it was because for the first time ever, someone actually wanted him first. In all his other relationships, Taehyung was always the one to chase after someone that wasn’t even interested in him at the beginning. It felt really nice to be wanted and pursued for once. After a few minutes of intense kissing, Jimin reached his hand down Taehyung’s body and palmed his erection.

‘I can suck it if you want.’ Jimin grinned seductively, stroking him faster through his jeans. Without responding, Taehyung swiftly moved down Jimin’s body, undid his pants and took his throbbing member in his mouth. Jimin arched his back and started moaning loudly.

‘I know I’ve never done this to you before, but why are you moaning like a virgin in heat?’ Taehyung chuckled, causing Jimin to blush. Based on what everyone’s told him, Jimin knew he wasn’t a virgin, but the truth still remained, he couldn’t remember anything, including ever having sex with anyone.

‘Because I honestly can’t remember having sex before this. So it all feels really new.’ Jimin scoffed, making Taehyung arch an eyebrow at him. After that revelation, Taehyung took his dripping length back into his mouth and sucked him hard and fast. Jimin bit his bottom lip as his eyes rolled into the back of his head, drowning in mind-altering pleasure. A couple more minutes of Taehyung lustfully sucking on his cock and Jimin came, his body shuddering for several seconds from the overwhelming pleasure and sensitivity. Once he came down from his high, Jimin rolled unto his stomach and spread his legs, revealing his pink little pucker. Unable to resist, Taehyung licked his lips and grabbed his soft mounds, roughly squeezing them while he stared down at that sweet little hole his twitching cock was begging him to get into.

‘Want me to taste you?’ Taehyung grinned, gently rubbing his thumb against his entrance.

‘No, fuck me. Seriously, just fuck me.’ Jimin moaned, looking over his shoulder at him struggling to resist.

‘I don’t think I should take your amnesia-induced-virginity.’ Taehyung chuckled, making Jimin chuckle as well.

‘It’s okay, I want you to.’ Jimin assured with a smile. Taehyung’s smile then suddenly faded because that was the first sexual interaction he was having with Jimin that he fully consented to. But even so, he knew he was still taking advantage of him in a way.

‘We’ve gone far enough. Let’s just stop for now.’ Taehyung stated firmly, moving away from him.

‘Okay. You’re right, let’s just continue working on the assignment for now.’ Jimin conceded with a loud sigh, clearly disappointed.

‘I really don’t think this is a good idea Jimin.’ Taehyung said worriedly, leaning against his desk. Jimin fixed his clothes and walked up to him with a soft smile.

‘I really think you have a problem with overthinking everything.’ Jimin chuckled, softly stroking his hair.

‘Well that’s true.’ Taehyung said with a smile, taking Jimin’s hand in his. Jimin then moved closer to him and kissed him again. Unable to resist once more, Taehyung pulled him closer and deepened the kiss. Several seconds later, they sat at the desk, had some snacks, then went back to work on their assignment. For the time being, Taehyung chose to ignore the repercussions of what they were doing. But how long would that forbidden fantasy last?

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Yoongi was in a cab on his way over to Yugyeom’s house. Although it was a Saturday, he knew Yugyeom would be home alone since his dad always worked on Saturdays. Ever since his little talk with Hoseok a few days back, he was convinced more than ever that Yugyeom had something to do with Jimin’s attack and that Hoseok was covering for him. So before heading over to see Jimin, Yoongi decided to pay Yugyeom a little visit. One way or the other, he was determined to find out the truth. But discovering the truth wasn’t the only thing weighing down on him. He missed Jimin terribly. In his heart and mind he could tell that he was losing him. While Jimin wouldn’t admit it, Yoongi knew that he was pushing him away. When he finally arrived at Yugyeom’s house, he decided to put his pain away and focus on the task at hand, which was beating some answers out of Yugyeom.

‘Whoa wait, what are you doing here?! You can’t be here…’ Yugyeom muttered anxiously upon answering the door to discover Yoongi furiously staring at him.

‘Hello Yugyeom. You don’t seem very happy to see me.’ Yoongi said in a low voice, staring into his face as he walked passed him and went inside.

‘Yoongi, I’m gonna need you to leave.’ Yugyeom mumbled, holding the door open and gesturing for him to leave.

‘I will in a minute. Let’s talk first. Close the door.’ Yoongi stated firmly. Since Yugyeom was rather scared of Yoongi, he did as he was told and followed him to the living-room.

‘Can we make this quick? I have plans.’ Yugyeom said with a sigh, taking a seat across him and struggling to remain calm.

‘Sure thing, I have some plans too. So I heard you’re done working for Namjoon.’ Yoongi said with a smile, sounding rather at ease.

‘Yeah I am. Things are really bad in Mr. Kim’s company. There was a headline in the newspaper yesterday about all their losses.’ Yugyeom informed.

‘Really? I should probably check in on Tae then.’ Yoongi said in a soft tone, slightly worried.

‘Nah, don’t worry about Tae, he’s fine. He has millions in a trust-fund that’s completely separate from the company’s assets. And on top of that, his mother’s family is very rich. They own property all around the country and when she died, Tae inherited everything that was in her name. So yeah, your boy is still one of the richest douchebags in the country.’ Yugyeom smirked, blatantly jealous of Taehyung for several reasons.

‘That’s good to know. Let’s move on. What’s going on between you and Hoseok?’ Yoongi asked out of nowhere, making Yugyeom anxious in the process.

‘Um, what do you mean?’ Yugyeom mumbled, overly anxious yet again.

‘I mean, when did you two become so close? I heard you’re having sex.’ Yoongi stated firmly, crossing his arms.

‘Oh, um, that just kind of happened. It’s nothing serious. I guess we just wanted to make each other feel better.’ Yugyeom replied in a soft tone.

‘You know Yugyeom, I honestly don’t get what your problem is. You really make it sound like you’ve struggled through so much in life, when really, you’re just another spoiled, over-privileged little boy.’ Yoongi chuckled darkly.

‘You don’t think I’ve struggled through anything?’ Yugyeom gritted, clenching his fists to remain calm. Yoongi’s insulting remark deeply hurt him.

‘Do you not see this mansion you’re living in? You’re an only child, both of your parents are alive and well and they provide you with anything you could possibly want. What am I missing here?’ Yoongi scoffed, satisfied to see the angered look on his face.

‘Do you really think I care about any of this stupid shit?! I don’t want this! I just want… Jungkook.’ Yugyeom replied, whispering the last part on the verge of tears.

‘That makes sense. People like you, people that are used to always getting what they want, eventually they get bored and start chasing after things they can’t have.’ Yoongi said with a sigh, sitting up straight. It was time to get past the formalities and down to business.

‘No, that’s not what happened. Jungkook was with me first. We were so happy. But then Tae had to ruin all of that.’ Yugyeom said softly with his gaze lowered.

‘I know what happened. That’s all in the past now. Jungkook wants to be with Tae, not you, so you just have to get over it.’ Yoongi countered.

‘Get over it?! Do you even know what it feels like to have your heart ripped out of your fucking chest?! Of course you don’t, you and Tae are the guys everyone always throws themselves at.’ Yugyeom scowled.

‘Okay, I’m done pretending I actually care. I wanna know how you’re involved in Jimin’s attack.’ Yoongi stated firmly, abruptly changing the topic.

‘What? I’m not involved in that!’ Yugyeom scoffed, completely caught off guard by that accusation.

‘Why don’t I believe you? Look, either way, I’m going to hurt you, but I’ll make it less severe if you just tell me the truth.’ Yoongi said in a deep voice, darkly glaring at him.

‘What the fuck are you talking about?! Why do you wanna hurt me?!’ Yugyeom muttered, his eyes widened in fear and panic.

‘I told you, you are going to regret ever touching Jimin. And now that Namjoon no longer has any use for you, you’re not under his protection anymore. I suggest you start talking.’ Yoongi grinned sinisterly.

‘Okay-okay, look, I’m sorry that I tried to force Jimin that day, but Yoongi, I swear, I had nothing to do with his attack.’ Yugyeom stuttered, fighting to stay composed.

‘You’re lying. I know what guilt combined with the fear of getting caught looks like. Maybe you’re not to blame for all of it. I honestly don’t think you have that type of cruelty in you, but you know something.’ Yoongi noted, standing up and walking towards him.

‘I don’t know anything.’ Yugyeom whispered, tears welling up in his eyes as Yoongi leaned down and grabbed his collar.

‘This is your last chance to be honest with me. After this, I won’t hold back.’ Yoongi warned, furiously staring into his eyes.

‘Okay fine, Hoseok. Talk to him. He knows what happened.’ Yugyeom retorted, desperately trying to avoid a beating.

‘Hoseok? Are you telling the truth?’ Yoongi demanded, incredulous.

‘Yes, he knows what really happened. I didn’t do anything, I swear.’ Yugyeom muttered, tears already streaming down his face.

‘Okay, I’ll talk to Hoseok. But first things first.’ Yoongi said with a smirk, then balled up his fist and punched Yugyeom so hard he could feel his nose break.

‘But I told you the truth.’ Yugyeom cried, wiping the blood off his face.

‘First of all, I don’t think that was the whole truth and second of all, you still have to pay for ever hurting Jimin.’ Yoongi growled, then pulled him up by his collar only to punch him again. After reducing Yugyeom to an overly abused punching-bag, Yoongi took off. With much satisfaction and excitement, he headed towards Jimin’s house.

 

***

Taehyung was pacing back and forth in his bedroom. Jungkook just left because Taehyung lied and told him that Jimin was coming over to complete their history assignment. The truth was, they had already completed their history assignment. Jimin was coming over for different reasons entirely. For the past few days, Taehyung and Jimin had been secretly meeting and making-out. Ever since the day they started working on the assignment in Taehyung’s bedroom, they simply couldn’t resist each other anymore. So they’ve been meeting in secret all around campus. Both of them knew that it was wrong, but it felt so right at the same time. However, Taehyung couldn’t handle the guilt anymore. When Jimin texted him to ask if he could come over, Taehyung only agreed to it because he wanted to end things in person. As soon as his bedroom door opened, Taehyung’s heart started racing. Before he could even say ‘hi’, Jimin leaped into his arms, palmed his face and kissed him passionately.

‘I missed you.’ Jimin whispered, hovering his luscious lips over Taehyung’s.

‘You saw me yesterday.’ Taehyung chuckled, grabbing his waist to pull him closer.

‘That was too long ago.’ Jimin said with a smile, causing Taehyung to blush. Jimin then moved closer to kiss him again, but Taehyung gently stepped away.

‘Um, I was thinking we could talk a little.’ Taehyung muttered, anxiously fiddling his thumbs.

‘Of course. Do you wanna talk about your dad’s company? I saw the article. Are you gonna be okay?’ Jimin asked with concern, taking Taehyung’s hand as they both sat down on his bed.

‘Oh that? No, I’ll be fine. My dad is out with my brother right now. He wanted to consult him for some legal advice.’ Taehyung replied, shortly afterwards realizing that he had said too much.

‘Wait, you have a brother?! And he’s a lawyer? That’s so cool!’ Jimin said with excitement.

‘Yeah, it is. Don’t tell anyone though, it’s kind of a secret.’ Taehyung responded with a worried look on his face.

‘Oh, okay. Why is it a secret?’ Jimin asked curiously.

‘Um, my family still needs to work out a few things. In the meantime, it’s best if nobody knows anything.’ Taehyung explained, trying his best to be as honest as possible.

‘Then I won’t say a word, I promise. But if you haven’t told anyone, why did you just tell me?’ Jimin asked with a soft smile, entwining their fingers.

‘I don’t know, I trust you.’ Taehyung replied with a smile, fondly staring at him. Jimin blushed and moved closer to him.

‘Thank you, that means so much to me.’ Jimin said softly, kissing his neck as he reached his hand underneath Taehyung’s shirt. For a moment, Taehyung had wanted to give in to him yet again, but he chose to resist.

‘Jimin, I can’t do this anymore.’ Taehyung whispered, grabbing his shoulders to stop him from kissing his neck.

‘Why do you keep doing this to me?’ Jimin demanded, staring at him with tears in his eyes.

‘I’m sorry, I just don’t wanna hurt you.’ Taehyung replied sincerely, Jimin’s sad expression tugging at his heart.

‘But you are hurting me. Why do you kiss me and touch me and make me want you so much only to push me away when I try to get closer to you?’ Jimin cried, lowering his head and wiping his tears. Seeing him in that state caused tears to start streaming down Taehyung’s face as well.

‘I’m so sorry. I never meant for any of this to happen.’ Taehyung admitted, palming Jimin’s face and wiping his tears.

‘Why am I not good enough for you?’ Jimin asked in a soft tone, his voice breaking, tears incessantly streaming down his face.

‘Fuck Jimin, don’t say that! I’m the one that’s not good enough for you! If only you could remember everything.’ Taehyung sighed, deeply frustrated.

‘Will you stop with that! Just because I don’t remember, doesn’t mean I don’t know you.’ Jimin countered, trying to regain his composure.

‘That’s exactly what it means. You don’t know me.’ Taehyung retorted.

‘That’s not true. I know the person that you are and I think you’re amazing. I know what I feel when I’m with you.’ Jimin stated, taking Taehyung’s hand again and squeezing it tight.

‘I can’t do this.’ Taehyung mumbled with his gaze lowered.

‘Because of Jungkook?’ Jimin asked, a hint of jealousy in his tone of voice.

‘That’s not the only reason.’ Taehyung sighed, looking up at him again.

‘So then it’s Yoongi? He told me you two had a thing.’ Jimin pointed out.

‘It was more than a thing. I was in love with him.’ Taehyung informed.

‘I know, so was he. I guess you don’t want to betray him.’ Jimin said in a soft tone, feeling slightly guilty.

‘I’ve already betrayed him, and Jungkook. Let’s just end this. We should just be friends. I’m very happy with Jungkook and you and Yoongi are meant for each other. Seriously Jimin, for the longest time, all you wanted was to be with Yoongi and now you have him.’ Taehyung reassured, trying to sound as convincing as possible. But Jimin started to feel rather annoyed so he stood up and started walking towards the door.

‘Please stop telling me things that I don’t remember, it’s very frustrating. I don’t know about all of that. All I know is what I want now.’ Jimin said sternly, reaching for the doorknob.

‘Jimin don’t leave when you’re this upset. I’m sorry, I won’t talk about stuff you don’t remember. What do you want now?’ Taehyung asked in a soothing tone, getting out of bed and walking up to him.

‘I want you to be with me, not Jungkook. Tae, I just want you.’ Jimin replied, resting his palms against Taehyung’s chest.

‘Jimin, I’m never leaving Jungkook, he means everything to me.’ Taehyung stated firmly. When he said those words, Jimin felt his heart break a little.

‘What about me? Don’t I mean anything to you?’ Jimin whispered, tears welling up in his eyes again.

‘Of course you do! Jiminie, you are so special to me. I care about you so much and I promise to always be there for you.’ Taehyung consoled, softly caressing his face.

‘But I’m not what you want.’ Jimin retorted, then he turned around to leave only to have Taehyung grab his shoulders to stop him.

‘If I’m being honest, a part of me does want this, but it just can’t happen. Let’s just get passed it and be friends.’ Taehyung suggested with a soft smile.

‘Look, if you’re happy with Jungkook, then okay, be with him. Like I said, I just want you to be happy. I don’t remember Jungkook either but he’s been very nice to me. I can tell he’s a really good guy. But I can’t be friends with you, so goodbye.’ Jimin stated firmly, reaching for the doorknob again only to have Taehyung bat his hand away.

‘Wait, why are you saying goodbye? Why can’t we be friends?’ Taehyung asked with utmost sincerity.

‘I can’t be friends with you when I feel this way about you. It’s just too painful. So I’m gonna go.’ Jimin answered in a soft tone, fighting off tears.

‘But I need you. Jimin, please don’t leave me.’ Taehyung pleaded with tears in his eyes.

‘Why should I stay?’ Jimin whispered, on the verge of tears. Taehyung then moved closer to him and palmed his face.

‘Because I need you in my life.’ Taehyung replied softly.

‘That’s not good enough.’ Jimin retorted, then tried to turn away but Taehyung moved even closer and pressed him up against the door with his body.

‘Jimin… I want you to stay.’ Taehyung whispered, lustfully staring down at his thick, luscious lips.

‘Kiss me.’ Jimin moaned, tugging down on his shirt. Taehyung didn’t hesitate. He kissed him passionately for a few minutes then lifted him up and threw him on his bed. Once he climbed on top of him, they started kissing and undressing each other simultaneously.

‘You’re so beautiful.’ Taehyung breathed, trailing wet kisses down Jimin’s naked body. After kissing and caressing Jimin’s smooth, gorgeous body for several minutes, Taehyung got a bottle of lube and carefully positioned himself between Jimin’s legs. Jimin blushed as he watched Taehyung squirt some of the liquid on his fingers.

‘Fuck, you’re so sexy.’ Jimin scoffed, overly excited to have a naked Kim Taehyung between his legs.

‘I’ll start slow. Tell me how you like it.’ Taehyung said with an anxious smile while rubbing his lubed-up fingers against Jimin’s entrance.

‘Just do whatever you want with me.’ Jimin whined, that light stimulation already driving him crazy. Taehyung licked his lips and pushed his fingers in, causing Jimin to gasp loudly and arch his back. When he felt Jimin’s hole twitching in response, he started fingering him hard and fast, earning the lewdest moans from him.

‘How are you so tight?!’ Taehyung breathed, fingering him faster and faster.

‘Ah-fuck! Tae… you’re gonna make me cum.’ Jimin whimpered, feeling his orgasm at the tip of his dick. Taehyung loved seeing him so aroused and stimulated, it was so sexy. He knew he could make him cum more than once so he leaned down and started sucking his throbbing dick while he continued to finger him mercilessly.

‘Cum for me.’ Taehyung smirked, then sucked him hard and fast like his life depended on it.

‘AH-FUCK! I’m gonna cum! Fuck! I’M GONNA CUM!’ Jimin shouted, his entire body on fire from coming so hard. The surging pleasure he felt made him so dizzy, yet satisfied but also exhausted. Taehyung had a smug grin on his face as he stared down at Jimin’s sweaty, sensitive body still shuddering. When he finally came down from his high, Jimin sat up, grabbed Taehyung’s face and kissed him aggressively, tasting some of his own cum in his mouth. While kissing him back just as aggressively, Taehyung reached his hand down to Jimin’s soft mounds and pushed his fingers back inside of his warm, wet hole.

‘Want my dick in here?’ Taehyung grinned, fingering him harder as he lustfully stared into his deep brown eyes. Jimin licked his lips and softly moaned as he felt his dick get instantly hard again. Without saying anything, he turned around and got on his hands and knees. Once he got into that position, he moved back a little and started grinding against Taehyung’s erection, all the while softly moaning in a much too seductive way. Taehyung quickly lubed up his member and pushed it inside of Jimin’s hole in one swift motion. Not holding back in the least, Taehyung started mercilessly ramming his cock inside of him.

‘AAHH! Yes… Tae… Ah! Fuck me! Yes, fuck me!’ Jimin moaned, drowning in pure ecstasy. Of course, he wasn’t the only one. Taehyung felt so overwhelmed by the pleasure of having sex with someone other than Jungkook after such a long time, and that person being Jimin of all people. Taehyung always found Jimin to be so attractive and actually feeling him wrapped around his throbbing length and hearing him moan out his name, it was driving him crazy with desire.

‘Ah fuck Jiminie… fuck! You’re gonna make me cum.’ Taehyung breathed, picking up the pace. He had wanted to last much longer, but Jimin’s sweet little hole felt too damn good. Jimin was also very close with Taehyung repeatedly stabbing into his prostate.

‘Me too… same time…’ Jimin whimpered. Less than a minute later, they both came, moaning loudly as they rode out their orgasms. Taehyung then crashed besides Jimin and pulled him into his arms.

‘That was so good.’ Taehyung said with a soft smile, running his fingers through Jimin’s hair as he fondly stared at him. Jimin blushed and moved closer into his arms.

‘That was amazing. Being with you feels so right.’ Jimin whispered, trailing his hand up and down Taehyung’s back as he kissed his chest and shoulders.

‘Why?’ Taehyung posed, softly stroking his flushed cheek.

‘I just love feeling so close to you.’ Jimin replied softly. Taehyung then palmed his face and kissed him. Jimin pulled him on top of him and deepened the kiss. Needless to say, that escalated quickly.

 

***

It was rather late in the afternoon and Yoongi was sitting in Jimin’s living-room waiting for him. Jimin’s mother was out with a few friends, so it was just Yoongi there all alone. He had been waiting there for Jimin for a couple of hours already. While waiting, his mind wandered off to all that had happened recently. After everything finally settled, Yoongi really hoped it would just be him and Jimin. Was he an idiot for believing that he could finally be truly happy? His heart skipped a beat when he heard the front door opening and footsteps approaching.

‘Oh hey Yoongi. I’m so sorry I’m late, I just lost track of time.’ Jimin confessed upon entering the living-room and taking a seat next to him on the sofa.

‘No, that’s fine. Where were you?’ Yoongi inquired with a smile, taking Jimin’s hand in his.

‘I was with Taehyung.’ Jimin admitted in all honesty. Yoongi couldn’t help but notice the flustered look on Jimin’s face when he said Taehyung’s name. On top of that, Jimin looked absolutely wrecked. Could it really be?

‘Why were you with Tae? I mean, I know you guys are friends, but you just kept me waiting here for you for over two hours.’ Yoongi pointed out, somewhat annoyed.

‘I’m sorry I kept you waiting. Look, I can’t do this anymore. I’m not the guy you’re in love with, okay. Yoongi, I don’t remember our relationship and I can’t force myself to feel a certain way about you.’ Jimin said sincerely, trying to be as honest and kind as possible.

‘So you’re breaking up with me?’ Yoongi posed, blankly staring out in front of him.

‘I don’t know what you wanna call it.’ Jimin replied with his gaze lowered, taking his hand out of Yoongi’s.

‘Is it because of Tae? You know he’s with someone else right? He doesn’t want to be with you.’ Yoongi stated in a rather harsh tone.

‘I don’t know what’s happening between me and Tae, but yes, it’s because of him. I know he’s with Jungkook, but that can change. I know he wants to be with me. I can feel it when he kisses me. And today, when we had sex, it was just so perf—

‘WHAT?! You had sex?!’ Yoongi interjected, incredulous.

‘Yeah we did, like 5 times. It was amazing.’ Jimin replied in a soft tone, blushing madly. Yoongi could feel his heart shatter in a million pieces, but he kept his composure.

‘I just want you to be happy.’ Yoongi said while fighting back tears.

‘Thanks, I am. I want you to be happy too.’ Jimin consoled with a smile, moving closer and wrapping an arm around Yoongi’s shoulder. After several seconds of blankly staring down at the floor, Yoongi abruptly got up and left. Even if Jimin ended things with him, he still felt the need to find out who was behind his attack.

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On Sunday afternoons, Hoseok would usually be hard at work in the comfort and seclusion of his bedroom. He rarely ever bothered to socialize much on weekends, yet he was still headed over to Yugyeom’s house. Then again, it wasn’t exactly a social visit. Hoseok had arrived in the capital the previous day and was very happy with certain recent developments. To that effect, he was going over to Yugyeom’s to share the good news. There was however another reason for his visit. Hoseok also needed to know what he had discussed with Yoongi. He simply knew that after his own conversation with Yoongi, that Yoongi would head over to the capital and question Yugyeom. When Yugyeom opened the front door to him, Hoseok widened his eyes in surprise and tried very hard not to burst out in laughter. A part of him knew that Yoongi would rough him up, but he didn’t expect it to be that severe. Yugyeom looked like he was hit by a train.

‘What the fuck do you want?’ Yugyeom demanded, darkly glaring at him.

‘Um, can I come in first?’ Hoseok scoffed, still trying to contain his laughter. Yugyeom sighed deeply and let him in. When they got to the living room, Hoseok was about to start explaining his visit, but Yugyeom cut him off.

‘You know that boyfriend of yours is a real piece of work. Look what he did to me! I’m glad I told him to talk to you next.’ Yugyeom sneered.

‘He already talked to me. I told him you had nothing to do with the attack.’ Hoseok replied in a calm tone, hoping to ease the tension.

‘Yeah well, I told him you knew all about it, so you should probably prepare yourself for a follow-up interrogation.’ Yugyeom chuckled, amused by the angered expression on Hoseok’s face.

‘If that happens, I can handle it. So, are you ready for some good news?’ Hoseok grinned, carefully dismissing the fact that Yugyeom practically sold him out.

‘Well that would be nice for a change.’ Yugyeom sighed, not getting his hopes up in the least.

‘Tae and Jimin had sex.’ Hoseok informed with a bright smile.

‘What?! Are you serious?! So they really are a thing now? When did this happen?’ Yugyeom asked with much excitement. He actually started to feel hopeful that he might get Jungkook after all.

‘It happened yesterday. I don’t know if they’re a thing yet, but I’m sure Jungkook won’t forgive him for cheating again, not after everything Tae already put him through.’ Hoseok answered with just as much excitement.

‘Wait, yesterday? How do you even know about it?’ Yugyeom inquired with a puzzled expression.

‘I hacked Taehyung’s webcam. I got here yesterday and decided to check on Jimin. I then followed him to Tae’s house and hacked his webcam to find out what they were up to.’ Hoseok replied with a smug grin.

‘So you know for a fact that they had sex?’ Yugyeom scoffed.

‘Oh yeah, and it was really hot too. I kinda get now why everyone is so obsessed with Taehyung.’ Hoseok chuckled.

‘So what’s next?’ Yugyeom asked, slightly irritated.

‘Next we wait. Let’s just see how things play out this week.’ Hoseok instructed. Yugyeom nodded in agreement.

 

***

Yoongi didn’t know how to make sense of Taehyung’s betrayal. After everything they had been through, how could Taehyung betray his trust like that? What’s worse, Yoongi couldn’t believe that Taehyung actually took advantage of Jimin. While Jimin couldn’t remember anything, Taehyung remembered everything perfectly. It was outright wrong of him to mislead Jimin in such a way. Since he just couldn’t wrap his mind around it, Yoongi decided to see Taehyung in person and demand an explanation. It was after all a Sunday and Jimin was spending the day with Seokjin, not that it mattered since Jimin broke up with him the previous day.

‘Hey Tae.’ Yoongi said calmly upon entering his bedroom and closing the door behind him. Taehyung instantly put his phone away and sat up straight in bed.

‘Yoongi—uh, what are you, um—why are you here?’ Taehyung mumbled, overly anxious.

‘I just wanted to see you.’ Yoongi said with a forced smile.

‘Um, sure. What’s up?’ Taehyung asked with a strained smile, trying to mask his anxiety.

‘I was hoping you would tell me. You and Jimin have gotten really close lately.’ Yoongi grinned, slowly walking up to him.

‘Yeah, we’ve been friends for some time now.’ Taehyung lied, absolutely hating himself for it.

‘But it’s more than just friendship now, right?’ Yoongi chuckled darkly. It took all the energy he had not to choke the life out of Taehyung right then and there. Never did he ever imagine he could feel such violent urges towards Taehyung, the boy he once loved more than anything.

‘He told you what happened?’ Taehyung asked softly with his gaze lowered. The guilt and shame started pouring in.

‘Yes he did. After he broke up with me, I think he mentioned something about the 5 times you had sex yesterday.’ Yoongi gritted, furiously staring into his soul. Taehyung couldn’t handle the guilt and remorse he felt, he broke down in tears right in front of him.

‘Yoongi, I’m so sorry! I never meant for it to happen, I swear! Ever since he woke up from that coma, there’s just been this weird tension between us. I really tried to ignore it and to turn him down when he came on to me, but at some point I just couldn’t anymore. He’s just been so caring and kind and sweet and he can come on really fucking strong! What was I supposed to do? I didn’t wanna hurt his feelings!’ Taehyung explained, crying his eyes out.

‘You can stop bullshitting me Tae! You’re just being a selfish jerk and you know it! Did you ever stop to think how much this would hurt me? How much it’ll hurt Jungkook when he finds out? Leaving aside the fact that you’re a lying, cheating bastard, how could you take advantage of Jimin like that?!!’ Yoongi snarled, stepping up to him and grabbing him by his shirt.

‘Yoongi I’m sorry, you have no idea how much I hate myself for this. You’re right, I was being selfish, but that’s over now. I’ll make sure I end everything and I’ll confess what happened to Jungkook. Please forgive me?’ Taehyung pleaded, palming his face and affectionately glaring at him.

‘Get the fuck off me!’ Yoongi growled, shoving him away. Then he turned around and started walking towards the door to leave.

‘Please don’t go! Can’t we talk about this?’ Taehyung begged with tears streaming down his face.

‘The only reason you’re still alive is because I once loved you more than life itself, but that’s over now.’ Yoongi said in a low voice with tears in his eyes. Seeing that hurt look on his face and knowing that he caused it shattered Taehyung to pieces. After Yoongi left, Taehyung crashed on his bed and continued to cry. If confronting Yoongi was so painful, how would he confront Jungkook?

 

***

The Following Day…

 

Jimin was vacantly walking down the hall, headed to his first class when he noticed a familiar face. At first he wasn’t sure whether or not he should approach him. He hadn’t exactly seen much of him lately and it might be rather awkward given everything that’s happened recently. Spending the day with Seokjin and talking to him about all the recent developments in his life really provided him with some clarity. With that in mind, he decided to get past the awkwardness and just go talk to him. After all, he had to find out somehow.

‘Hey Jungkook.’ Jimin said with a bright smile. Jungkook turned around from his locker and smiled back just as brightly.

‘Hey Jimin, you seem to be in a really good mood for a Monday morning.’ Jungkook scoffed.

‘Well, I had a really great weekend.’ Jimin informed, still smiling brightly.

‘That’s good. Oh did you and Tae finish your assignment Saturday?’ Jungkook asked in such a friendly tone that Jimin almost started feeling guilty.

‘Saturday? No we finished it on Thursday.’ Jimin replied with a feigned puzzled expression.

‘Really? He told me you were gonna go to his house Saturday to work on it.’ Jungkook pointed out, also rather puzzled.

‘Well, I did go over to his house on Saturday but it didn’t involve any schoolwork. Although, it was very educational.’ Jimin chuckled, unable to keep up the pretense.

‘What the fuck is that supposed to mean?’ Jungkook asked in a firm tone, suspicions creeping in.

‘You know, I would feel guilty, but I really don’t see how I’m to blame for any of it.’ Jimin said with a deep sigh.

‘Jimin, get to the point. What the hell happened Saturday?’ Jungkook demanded, struggling to stay composed.

‘Come on Kook, you already know the answer. Do you wanna hear me say it? Fine, he fucked my brains out, okay. It went on for hours, I think I actually passed out for a few seconds at some point.’ Jimin scoffed, suppressing the urge to laugh. Jungkook could feel tears welling up in his eyes but he didn’t want to break down in front of Jimin.

‘I guess I understand why he’s been avoiding me and why he hasn’t come to school today.’ Jungkook said in a soft tone, fighting to ignore the stabbing pain he felt in his chest.

‘Oh he’s not here? That sucks. I was hoping we could both confront him together.’ Jimin sighed, pretending not to notice the fact that Jungkook was on the verge of a breakdown.

‘Why do you need to confront him?’ Jungkook sneered, his voice trembling from suppressing the urge to cry.

‘Because I don’t know what’s happening between us! I mean, we just had sex. Every time I tried to talk to him about us, we’d just have more sex!’ Jimin countered.

‘I’m sorry Jimin.’ Jungkook said softly with utmost sincerity, so much so that Jimin started to hate himself even more for being so cruel to him, but he had to keep up the façade.

‘Why are you apologizing to me?’ Jimin asked in a soft tone.

‘Because it’s very unfair what Tae did to you. I can’t help but feel responsible in a way.’ Jungkook replied, quickly wiping away a tear that spilled out.

‘So you don’t hate me?’ Jimin continued to ask on the verge of tears.

‘I could never hate you, not after everything I put you through.’ Jungkook whispered, then wiped his tears and quickly walked away. After he left, Jimin finally let out the breath he was holding in and cried for a few seconds. Once he regained his composure, he went to class.

 

***

It was recess and Jimin needed to see the principal. While he was recovering in the hospital, he missed quite a lot, so he had to make up for it with extra credit if he wanted to graduate that year. When Jimin got to the principal’s office, he was asked to take a seat outside since the principal was wrapping up a faculty meeting. He took a seat next to someone who was struggling to organize some files. Jimin was scrolling through social media on his phone when he suddenly heard the person next to him gasp loudly.

‘Are you okay?’ Jimin asked the person kindly. The guy just stared at him like he was scared and panicked.

‘Um, yeah, I’m fine.’ He replied, turning his head away and going back to his files.

‘Do you need some help with that?’ Jimin chuckled, pointing at all the paperwork.

‘No, I’m fine.’ He gritted, clearly enraged.

‘Do I know you? You seem familiar. What’s your name?’ Jimin asked with a friendly smile.

‘Yugyeom.’ He mumbled under his breath. Yugyeom wasn’t allowed to be in such close proximity of Jimin, given the restraining order, but he had to see the principal too. He didn’t expect to run into Jimin and he would ordinarily have to leave, but since Jimin couldn’t remember him, he figured it shouldn’t be a problem. Although he still felt rather anxious.

‘That sounds familiar, but I don’t really remember. Do we know each other?’ Jimin continued to ask, still smiling at him.

‘No, we don’t.’ Yugyeom lied, but he did so convincingly.

‘Makes sense, I don’t think I’ve ever seen you around before. And you are really good-looking, so I would definitely remember.’ Jimin said softly, blushing. Yugyeom could feel all the guilt, shame and self-hatred he’s been struggling with pouring in all at once.

‘You don’t have to be so nice to me.’ Yugyeom whispered, tears of frustration welling up.

‘Why not? You seem nice.’ Jimin said with a smile, stroking his arm.

‘Jimin… I’m so sorry, for everything.’ Yugyeom cried. He quickly wiped his tears and composed himself.

‘What are you talking about? How do you know my name?’ Jimin demanded, suddenly unsettled.

‘Oh, I just heard what happened to you. I’m sorry that you got hurt.’ Yugyeom lied yet again, but his apology was heartfelt and sincere.

‘Oh that. Thanks.’ Jimin replied. Yugyeom couldn’t take the tension anymore. While he really needed to see the principal, he just couldn’t contain the hurricane of emotions going through him. So he abruptly got up and marched off without saying anything else. The second he was safely out of sight, Jimin let out a soft chuckle. It really took a lot of energy to keep up the “clueless” façade. But for the sake of his own safety and possibly that of others, Jimin couldn’t let anyone know that he had regained his memory completely.

 

To be continued…

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Jimin was anxiously waiting for his cousin Seokjin to arrive. He had just gotten home from school and he felt unsure about what his next step should be. At first he had decided to tell Yoongi the truth, but for some reason he started to doubt that decision. Knowing Yoongi, Jimin was worried that he might do something rash and impulsive out of rage. Since Yoongi had gotten into trouble with the law before, Jimin wasn’t sure if he should take that risk and tell him the truth about his attack. But that wasn’t the only reason why he felt afraid to tell Yoongi the truth. Although Jimin hadn’t regained his memory yet when he had sex with Taehyung, he couldn’t help but feel unbearably guilty about it. That fateful Saturday was just two days ago, yet it felt like an entire lifetime ago. Perhaps because too many things happened at once and they all had a major impact on Jimin and quite a few other people. Would Yoongi even believe him if he told him that he regained his memory on the very next day after he had sex with Taehyung?

‘Hey Jiminie, I got your message. I can’t stay long, I’m on my way to pick up Namjoon, he’s at Taehyung’s house.’ Seokjin said upon entering Jimin’s living-room and taking a seat next to him.

‘Wait, why is Namjoon at Taehyung’s house?’ Jimin asked, puzzled.

‘Oh, I meant to tell you sooner, Taehyung is Namjoon’s half-brother. But you can’t tell anyone.’ Seokjin informed with a sigh, still unsettled by the very mention of Taehyung’s name. Jimin widened his eyes in disbelief and blankly stared at him.

‘So we both had sex with your future brother-in-law?’ Jimin noted with his gaze lowered, still ashamed of his recent behavior.

‘I suppose that’s the ugly truth. So, what’s on your mind?’ Seokjin posed with a strained smile, quickly changing the topic.

‘Jin, I don’t know if I should tell Yoongi the truth. What if he decides to, I don’t know, choke the life out of both Hoseok and Yugyeom?’ Jimin asked with much concern.

‘Jiminie, like I said last night while you were sobbing in my arms, in shock from suddenly remembering everything that happened, you should just tell the police! Those bastards need to pay for what they did to you!’ Seokjin stated firmly, angered by the thought of Hoseok and Yugyeom roaming around freely.

‘But Jin, the police closed the investigation because they couldn’t find any leads. If I tell them now, why would they even believe me? It’ll just be my word against theirs and they both have alibis and witnesses to back that up.’ Jimin pointed out, hurt and frustrated by the injustice he was suffering through.

‘So you really think you can get them to confess somehow? What, by pretending you still don’t remember anything?’ Seokjin pressed, still doubtful of Jimin’s plan.

‘Maybe not Hoseok, he’s too smart for that. Yugyeom on the other hand, he’s weak and easily intimidated. I really think I can get a confession out of him.’ Jimin assured with much confidence.

‘Look, if that’s your decision then I’ll support you, but please be careful! Jiminie, you know what these guys are capable of.’ Seokjin cautioned, deeply concerned about Jimin’s safety.

‘I’m done letting people hurt, manipulate and scare me. I’m done being the victim. It’s time for me to finally take a stand. I’m not afraid anymore.’ Jimin said in a firm tone, determined to get revenge on the people that hurt him.

‘Well okay! I’m here if you need any help. And if you’re worried about Yoongi getting into some kind trouble after knowing the truth, just leave that part out for now. Tell him you got your memories back but you don’t remember the accident, that that part is still hazy.’ Seokjin suggested.

‘But I don’t wanna lie to him. I’m not even sure if he’ll forgive me for having sex with Tae. Jin, you should’ve seen the hurt look on his face.’ Jimin replied with tears streaming down his face.

‘Jimin, that is not your fault! As I said before, Taehyung is a selfish, manipulative bastard! Jiminie, you weren’t yourself, he took advantage of you!’ Seokjin pointed out in an effort to console him.

‘Maybe you’re right. I’m just not sure if I can face Yoongi right now. I think I just need some time to process everything and figure out what to say to him.’ Jimin sighed, wiping his tears.

‘That sounds fair. Well, keep me posted, I need to go pick up Joon. We’re heading back home tonight, I’ll call you when we arrive, okay?’ Seokjin said with a soft smile, caressing his hair. Jimin fondly smiled back and moved into his arms. No matter what, he could always count on Seokjin.

 

***

Taehyung happily retreated to his bedroom after enjoying a quick but pleasant meal with his father and brother. They truly bonded over a lot of things and Taehyung started to feel like they were becoming a real family. It made him all the more joyful when Namjoon told him right before he left, that he was coming back that weekend to finally tell their father the truth. While Taehyung wasn’t sure how his father would react, he was happy that the truth would finally be out in the open so that he could proudly inform everyone that he had the most amazing brother. One area of his life seemed to be working itself out, but his relationship with Jungkook, Jimin and Yoongi was causing him a great deal of stress. Knowing that he had deeply hurt and betrayed Yoongi, took advantage of Jimin and cheated on Jungkook made him feel like he was changing back into that awful person he used to be. Taehyung knew he had to make things right. Never would he want to be that despicable person again. So he decided to wait for Yoongi to calm down and after a few days, he would try to apologize again in person. As for Jimin, since he still couldn’t remember anything, to Taehyung’s knowledge, Taehyung decided to be very firm and end it all. Lastly, Jungkook. How was he supposed to confess his betrayal to Jungkook? After the many times he’d already hurt him, would Jungkook be able to forgive him? Unknowingly, Taehyung started crying. In his heart he knew he didn’t deserve Jungkook’s love.

‘Hey baby.’ Jungkook said with a bright smile upon entering Taehyung’s bedroom. Taehyung let out a loud gasp when he turned around to find Jungkook brightly smiling at him.

‘Kook, what are you doing here?’ Taehyung asked, quickly wiping his tears away.

‘Well, I missed you at school today, so I thought I’d come check if you were okay.’ Jungkook replied in a soft tone, closing the door and slowly walking up to him. Taehyung started to feel anxious, rightly so.

‘Oh, um, yeah I’m fine. I just didn’t feel like going to school.’ Taehyung said with a forced smile, trying his best to be honest.

‘You should’ve told me babe, I would’ve skipped with you.’ Jungkook chuckled, stepping up to him and grabbing his waist. Taehyung felt really nervous. He knew something was up with Jungkook but he was afraid to ask.

‘Um Kook, I’m not really in the mood.’ Taehyung mumbled with his gaze lowered, too nervous to look into his eyes.

‘Tae, if there’s one thing I know about you, it’s that you’re always in the mood for sex. So go on, take your clothes off.’ Jungkook scoffed, grabbing him by the chin, forcing him to look up at him. For some reason, Taehyung felt afraid of upsetting him, so he did as he was told. While he was undressing, Jungkook suddenly walked towards his closet and started looking for something.

‘Kook, what’re you looking for?’ Taehyung asked with a puzzled expression. His eyes instantly widened when Jungkook took out his little black box with a sinister smile.

‘I thought you didn’t like any of that kinky shit.’ Taehyung added, confused as to what was happening.

‘No, I don’t like being the one it’s used on. But I’m fine with using it on, say for instance, you.’ Jungkook chuckled darkly, taking the box and walking up to a naked and rather anxious Taehyung.

‘I don’t understand why you’re doing this.’ Taehyung said in a soft tone while he watched Jungkook undress.

‘What do you mean? I thought you liked this stuff.’ Jungkook pointed out, raising an eyebrow at him.

‘Yeah I do, but you don’t. So I’m just a little confused right now.’ Taehyung countered.

‘We’re all confused, trust me. Now get on your knees.’ Jungkook commanded in a deep tone of voice he rarely ever spoke in. Taehyung still felt rather confused, but he still did as he was told. Once he was on his knees, Jungkook stepped closer and started brushing the tip of his dick against his lips.

‘Kook, I really think we should talk about something first.’ Taehyung insisted in a soft tone, looking up at him with pleading eyes.

‘We can talk later. Hands behind your back and open your mouth.’ Jungkook commanded in that same deep voice that sent shivers down Taehyung’s spine. When Taehyung obeyed yet again, Jungkook grabbed his neck and started thrusting down his throat, not holding back in the least. Since he had to stay on his knees with his hands behind his back, Taehyung had no way of getting away from him, so he just continued to cough and gag on his dick with tears incessantly streaming down his face. When Jungkook felt his orgasm building up, he grabbed a fistful of his hair and forced his throbbing dick further down, causing Taehyung to choke on it. At that point, Jungkook knew he had crossed the line over to abuse, but with his orgasm at the tip of his dick, he simply couldn’t stop. After he came, he shoved Taehyung away, making him crash to the floor while crying and struggling to breathe.

‘What’s wrong with you? You’re never like this.’ Taehyung whispered, still crying and coughing. Jungkook blankly stared at him for a few seconds then went to the black box and took out a “toy”.

‘Oh good, you’re breathing again. Get on your knees again, this time hunched over your bed.’ Jungkook instructed, darkly grinning while he lubed up the biggest dildo he could find.

‘Why are you doing this?’ Taehyung demanded, raising his voice.

‘What’s the matter? I’m just trying to have a little fun with you.’ Jungkook scoffed, kneeling down to him since he was still crying on the floor.

‘This isn’t fun for me Kook, you’re just hurting me!’ Taehyung continued to cry.

‘This coming from the guy who’s done this stuff to me countless times before.’ Jungkook chuckled.

‘I’m not that guy anymore.’ Taehyung stated firmly, wiping his tears and getting up only to have Jungkook push him back down.

‘If you don’t cooperate, it’ll just hurt more.’ Jungkook growled, grabbing his chin and furiously staring into his eyes. After hearing him say that, Taehyung conceded and got into position because he instantly remembered all the times he used that same sentence to threaten Jungkook into obedience. Jungkook then started rubbing the dildo against Taehyung’s entrance without any prep whatsoever.

‘Kook, I don’t know what’s gotten into you, but can you please not skip the prep? Please Kook… I really can’t—AAHH!’ Taehyung shouted when Jungkook shoved the entire thing inside of him without any warning. He gripped the sheets for support and bit down on them to stifle his sobs.

‘Don’t worry kitten, it’ll start to feel real good, real soon.’ Jungkook scoffed, repeatedly stabbing the thing in and out of him. Taehyung started to cry even harder, not because of the unbearable pain, but because that was another sentence he’d often say at the beginning of their relationship that consisted of Taehyung basically abusing Jungkook on a frequent basis. Was that the type of pain and humiliation he made Jungkook suffer through? If that was the case, then he decided he was done objecting to anything else Jungkook had planned for him that evening. Whatever Jungkook had in mind, Taehyung was certain that he deserved it.

After forcing Taehyung to cum twice by repeatedly stabbing the massive dildo into his prostate, Jungkook finally took it out and put it away. Taehyung continued to sob with his face buried in his sheets. At least it was over, or so he thought. Taehyung instantly popped his eyes wide open when he felt Jungkook press two of his fingers against his severely abused hole.

‘Fuck, I’ve never seen you stretched like this.’ Jungkook scoffed, licking his lips as he lustfully stared down at Taehyung’s swollen, abused entrance that his throbbing dick was begging him to get inside of. Without warning, he pushed three of his fingers in, making Taehyung wince in pain from the stretch and soreness. Yet, Taehyung didn’t object. Jungkook could do whatever he wanted, he had every right to get back at him for all the pain and misery he’s caused him. After fingering Taehyung way past his sanity, Jungkook finally stopped and stood up. Taehyung then turned around and looked up at him, his face red and moist from sobbing for the past hour.

‘Are we done?’ Taehyung asked softly, his eyes pleading.

‘Can’t you see my dick is still hard as a rock.’ Jungkook smirked.

‘Do you want me to suck it again?’ Taehyung inquired with his gaze lowered, struggling to choke down his sobs.

‘No. Get on the bed and lie on your back.’ Jungkook instructed. Once again, Taehyung did as he was told. The second he was on his back, Jungkook quickly straddled him and stared into his glistening eyes. The intense look on his face caused Taehyung to break down in tears again. He honestly couldn’t make sense of Jungkook’s sudden shift in demeanor, but he knew he was somehow to blame.

‘Can you please just… be a little gentle?’ Taehyung begged, certain that he would die if the abuse didn’t stop soon.

‘Tae, I’m done hurting you. Baby, I don’t wanna hurt you, I just wanna love you.’ Jungkook said in a soft tone, smiling as he caressed his flushed cheek.

‘Kook, what the fuck is this multiple personalities bullshit? I seriously don’t know what’s going on right now!’ Taehyung snapped. Jungkook chuckled for a few seconds then leaned down and kissed him passionately. Instinctively, Taehyung wrapped his arms around him and started moaning as the kiss grew more intense.

‘Fuck you’re so beautiful.’ Jungkook whispered, trailing wet kisses down his body.

‘Kook… what’re… Ah… hmm…’ Taehyung softly moaned with his eyes closed. It was the first time he felt any genuine pleasure that afternoon.

‘Do you love me?’ Jungkook suddenly posed when he moved up again and stared into his eyes with a fond smile.

‘Of course I do Kook! I love you more than anything!’ Taehyung assured with a smile, running his fingers through Jungkook’s soft hair.

‘Then why the fuck did you cheat on me with Park Jimin?’ Jungkook asked in an overly calm tone of voice, all the while still smiling at him. Taehyung’s smile immediately faded and he started crying again.

‘Kook, I’m so sorry! Please give me a chance to explain?’ Taehyung pleaded in tears as Jungkook got off of him and started getting dressed.

‘After everything we’ve struggled through, I can’t believe you’d hurt me like this. And what about Jimin? How could you do that to him?! And Yoongi? Wasn’t he once your fucking soulmate?! Congratulations Tae! You’ve successfully managed to push away everyone that deeply cares about you.’ Jungkook sneered, then marched towards the door to leave.

‘Jungkook wait! Please don’t leave me! I can’t live without you, baby, I’m so sorry! Please just let me explain? I’m begging you…’ Taehyung cried, falling to his knees in front of him.

‘No Tae, I’m done with this. You just can’t stop hurting me, can you? This is over, goodbye.’ Jungkook stated harshly then left. After he shut the door behind him, Taehyung continued to cry on the floor, positive that he no longer had any reason left to live.

 

***

Jimin was laying on the sofa in his living-room, every now and then wiping away the tears that had spilled. Although he knew he broke up with Yoongi, his heart just couldn’t make sense of it. He missed him so much. All he wanted was to call him up and tell him how much he loved him. But he couldn’t possibly confess his love and apologize without having to tell him the whole truth. His thoughts were then interrupted by a sudden knock on the front door. The last time that happened, he woke up in a hospital a few days later without his memories. Understandably, he felt rather anxious, especially since he was home alone. Nonetheless, he still got up and walked towards the front door. When he saw who it was through the peephole, he honestly wasn’t sure if he should feel happy or sad.

‘Hi Yoongi, what’re you doing here?’ Jimin asked calmly with a strained smile upon opening the door to him. Yoongi could tell right away that he had been crying.

‘Jimin are you okay? You look sad. Is it Tae? Did he hurt you?’ Yoongi asked in a serious tone.

‘No, it’s not. I’m fine. So what brings you here?’ Jimin inquired, struggling to keep his composure.

‘Oh, well, I’m heading back home tonight. I just wanted to say goodbye. I also want you to know that even if you never get back your memories, even if you never love me again, Jiminie, I will always love you. For the rest of my life, I’ll just be waiting, hoping that it’ll be just you and me, like it was always supposed to be.’ Yoongi confessed with tears streaming down his face. Jimin couldn’t contain himself anymore after that heartfelt confession, he leaped forward and smashed their lips together. Unable to resist his touch, Yoongi wrapped his arms around him and deepened the kiss. As the kiss grew more intense, Yoongi couldn’t help but sense the familiarity of it.

‘I’m sorry, I just felt overwhelmed.’ Jimin said in a soft tone upon abruptly pulling away from their steamy kiss. But Yoongi simply stared at him with a puzzled expression.

‘It’s you… isn’t it?’ Yoongi whispered, stepping closer and palming his face. More than anything, Jimin wanted to tell him the truth, tell him how much he loves him and kiss him again for the rest of their lives.

‘Um, no… Yoongi, it’s not. I’m sorry about the kiss.’ Jimin lied, absolutely hating himself for it. But if he wanted to get justice, he had to stay strong. Telling Yoongi the truth could jeopardize things.

‘Don’t lie to me. Jiminie, I know it’s you, nobody else can kiss me like that.’ Yoongi whispered in tears, pulling Jimin closer to him. It took all the strength Jimin had to fight back his tears and move away from him.

‘I’m sorry Yoongi.’ Jimin stated firmly, stepping back into his house. Once again, Yoongi felt his heart break into a million pieces, but he managed to hide his pain and compose himself.

‘Okay Jiminie, take care.’ He said in a soft tone then left. The second he drove off, Jimin locked the front door, ran up to his bedroom and cried himself to sleep. While he knew it was only temporary until he got revenge from Hoseok and Yugyeom, the pain he felt from hurting Yoongi was simply unbearable.

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Namjoon was outraged. That weekend in the capital was already going to be so nerve-wrecking since he had decided to tell his father the truth. In addition to that, he heard from Taehyung that Jungkook deeply hurt him and broke up with him. What did that little shit Jungkook actually think of himself?! Namjoon couldn’t imagine anyone ever hurting Taehyung, let alone Jungkook, the guy Taehyung loved more than anything. So after Namjoon dropped Seokjin off at the mall to do some shopping with Jimin, Namjoon decided to pay Jungkook a little visit before heading over to Taehyung’s house.

Jungkook was lying in bed with a vacant expression. He hadn’t seen Taehyung since the day he broke up with him. Taehyung hadn’t even been to school all week. Jungkook felt worried that he may have drifted back into that dark place. He could never forgive himself if Taehyung were to ever hurt himself again, knowing that he was to blame. Despite his many fears and worries, Jungkook just couldn’t muster up the courage to go see him. He felt so sick and tired of Taehyung constantly hurting him. In spite of Taehyung always expressing his love to him, in his heart, Jungkook believed that he would never be good enough for him. For some reason, there was always someone else that Taehyung also wanted. At first it was Yoongi, now it was Jimin. It was only when he heard a sudden knock on the front door that Jungkook realized he had been crying.

‘Um, who are you?’ Jungkook inquired in a soft tone, puzzled as a rather handsome man furiously glared at him.

‘I’m Taehyung’s brother.’ He gritted.

‘Wait, you’re Namjoon?’ Jungkook asked, suddenly anxious.

‘That’s right.’ Namjoon answered, then punched him in the face so hard that he stumbled over and fell to the floor. After that, Namjoon stepped inside of his house and closed the door behind him while Jungkook struggled to rise to his feet.

‘What the fuck are you hitting me for?!’ Jungkook demanded, lightly pressing his hand against the stabbing pain in his cheekbone. Namjoon scoffed and shoved him against the wall, pressing his arm against his throat to hold him into place.

‘Do you think my brother is your personal doormat slash fuck-hole?! Do you honestly think I’m going to let you live for hurting him like that?!’ Namjoon growled, their faces just inches apart as he furiously stared at Jungkook, who had started to cry.

‘I know I took things too far, but he cheated on me with Jimin!’ Jungkook cried.

‘Jungkook, if you feel you can’t forgive him for cheating, you should’ve just broken up with him. Trust me, he can easily find someone much better than you. But why did you have to downright abuse him like that?!’ Namjoon snapped, pressing harder against his throat, making it difficult for him to breathe.

‘All you see is his pain! Do you even know how much he’s hurt and abused me in the past?’ Jungkook continued to cry. Namjoon let out a deep sigh and took a few steps back, allowing Jungkook to breathe again.

‘Yes I know about all of that. But you said it yourself Jungkook, it’s in the past. Let’s not forget that you chose to forgive him for everything and get back together with him. So I really don’t get why you’re acting like some pathetic fucking victim right now! Take some goddamn responsibility for your own decisions!’ Namjoon stated firmly. Jungkook broke down completely and  crashed to the floor in tears.

‘I’m sorry, I never wanted to hurt him.’ Jungkook whispered.

‘That guy that hurt you in the past, that’s not Tae. My brother, the Taehyung I know and love more than anything, is amazing, and he’s too good for you. As for having sex with Jimin, let’s not kid ourselves here, we both know that’s all on Jimin. After all, didn’t you cheat on Tae with Jimin as well, more than once?!’ Namjoon added, staring down at Jungkook with murderous rage. Even though he could tell Jungkook was genuinely remorseful, he still wanted to strangle him to death.

‘You’re right. I’m so sorry. How is he?’ Jungkook asked softly, looking up at Namjoon with tears streaming down his face.

‘How do you think he is? The guy he’s in love with physically abused him then broke up with him! That was such a sadistic, fucked up thing to do Jungkook. Listen to me, if you ever even think about hurting my brother again, I will fucking end you.’ Namjoon threatened in a low voice. After Jungkook nodded in affirmation, all the while still crying, Namjoon left.

 

***

Jimin was eagerly walking towards the dressing-rooms to try on a white dress-shirt he simply fell in love with. He was really glad that Seokjin was back in the capital that weekend and that they could spend some quality time together. While Seokjin was browsing through some jewelry for a wedding present for Namjoon, Jimin decided to buy some clothes. After all, it had been quite some time since he last did anything for himself. But as he got to the dressing-rooms, his heart instantly skipped a beat upon discovering Yoongi there. When Yoongi noticed his presence, he smiled and walked up to him.

‘Yoongi, what are you doing back here?’ Jimin asked with a forced smile.

‘Oh, I came with Namjoon. He has some work to do here this weekend. I’ve decided to work with him after I graduate, so he takes me along to meetings and stuff, you know, so I can learn the tricks of the trade and whatnot.’ Yoongi informed with a soft smile, carefully admiring his undeniable beauty. Park Jimin would forever have his heart.

‘That’s nice. I didn’t know you were planning on working with him.’ Jimin replied softly, anxious from Yoongi’s intense gaze. He had spent the last few days crying and missing Yoongi past his sanity. Then all of a sudden, there he was, staring at him like he wanted to devour him.

‘You never gave me the chance to tell you. What’s this?’ Yoongi asked, stepping closer to him and taking the white shirt he was holding.

‘Oh I was gonna try that on. Are you shopping for something?’ Jimin prompted, desperate to change the topic.

‘Yeah I already gave the saleswoman the suit I’m buying for graduation. So, are you gonna try this on now?’ Yoongi asked in a somewhat seductive tone.

‘Uh yeah, I am.’ Jimin mumbled, taking the shirt from him and quickly going inside one of the dressing-rooms. Before he could close the door, Yoongi stepped inside of the room with him, smiling as he locked it and leaned against it with his arms crossed. He noticed that Jimin felt really nervous since he was breathing so heavily.

‘Relax, it’s just a shirt. I just thought you could use my opinion.’ Yoongi scoffed, amused at Jimin’s anxious state. Jimin then smiled back and removed the T-shirt he was wearing. Yoongi had been playing it cool, but the moment Jimin took his shirt off, all he wanted was to press him against the wall while he kissed his smooth, soft, flawless skin everywhere. It almost seemed like Jimin was teasing him. Jimin decided to take his shirt off first, and then slowly unbutton the white dress-shirt while occasionally glancing over at Yoongi with a soft smile. When all the blood in Yoongi’s body drained down to his throbbing dick, he had to bite his bottom-lip to stifle a moan.

‘Why are you staring at me like that? I’m sure you’ve seen me naked before.’ Jimin chuckled as he watched Yoongi lustfully eyeing his body.

‘Yes, I have, but it’s been a really long time. And even back when we were together, I could never get over how immensely beautiful you are.’ Yoongi said softly, slowly walking up to him. After Jimin’s back met the wall, he let out a soft gasp and dropped the shirt to the floor. Yoongi then gripped his waist and moved closer to him.

‘I’m so sorry for hurting you.’ Jimin whispered on the verge of tears.

‘Jiminie, you could never hurt me.’ Yoongi replied softly. Jimin then palmed his face and kissed him passionately. Yoongi pulled him closer into his arms and just let himself drown in his desires for him. After a few minutes of intense kissing, Yoongi started trailing wet kisses down his body until he got on his knees in front of him.

‘Ah… Yoongi… hmm… No, we shouldn’t.’ Jimin managed to say while Yoongi started undoing his pants.

‘Why not? Let me at least suck you off? C’mon you’re already hard.’ Yoongi insisted, looking up at him with a seductive grin as he gripped the outlines of his boxers. Unable to suppress his desires any longer, Jimin licked his lips and nodded. Yoongi wasted no time in pulling down  his boxers and taking his throbbing length in his mouth, all the way down his throat, making Jimin buckle forward from the overstimulation.

‘AH!... Yoongi…. Ah-ah… AH!’ Jimin moaned loudly as Yoongi sucked him hard and fast, throwing him into a frenzy.

‘Sshh, baby you have to be quiet! Someone will hear you.’ Yoongi chuckled, causing Jimin to chuckle as well while leaning his head back and slowly thrusting in Yoongi’s mouth.

‘Fuck… Yoongi, I’m gonna cum.’ Jimin whispered, closing his eyes and biting his lips to stay quiet. After he came, Yoongi continued to caress his soft mounds while kissing around his hips and inner thighs.

‘Fuck Jiminie, I’ve missed you so much, your thick lips, your soft skin, your taste, the way you moan out my name. I just want you to be mine, only mine.’ Yoongi confessed softly, fighting back tears.

‘But I am yours, I mean, I want to be.’ Jimin said, quickly correcting himself. Yoongi then instantly stood up and faced him with tears in his eyes.

‘You want to be with me? But, what about Tae?’ Yoongi asked carefully, afraid of setting himself up for another heartbreak. Jimin broke down in tears and palmed his face.

‘I don’t wanna be with Tae. I’m so sorry for pushing you away. You’re the only one that truly loves me. Yoongi, I just want you.’ Jimin confessed in tears. After hearing Jimin say that, Yoongi could no longer contain himself. With tears streaming down his face, he pulled Jimin closer to his body and kissed him passionately. Deep in his heart, he always knew that they were meant to end up together. Because Yoongi couldn’t imagine ever loving anyone more than he loved Park Jimin.

 

***

Hoseok was anxiously waiting outside of Yoongi’s apartment. Since he had to go to the capital that weekend for an admissions interview at one of the most prestigious universities in the country, he figured he might surprise Yoongi, knowing that he would be in the capital as well for some work-related things. Although he did worry that Yoongi might confront him yet again regarding Jimin’s attack. He rolled his eyes as he thought about Yugyeom practically exposing him. That Yugyeom was really just good for a quick fuck. Since he spent all day at the university, he didn’t get a chance to snoop around and find out what happened over the past few days. But he figured Taehyung and Jimin must have been continuously having sex since the day he spied on them. After all, the sex he witnessed was rather intense. A smile spread across his face when he entertained the idea of having Yoongi all to himself.

‘Hoseok? Hey, what brings you here?’ Yoongi asked kindly with a bright smile

‘Hey, I had an admissions interview today, so I thought I might come see you afterwards. Is it not okay that I’m here?’ Hoseok asked softly while he watched Yoongi open the front-door and step inside.

‘What, no. Of course it’s okay that you’re here, come in.’ Yoongi scoffed, holding the door open for him. Hoseok eagerly walked in and followed him to the living-room. Yoongi seemed to be in a spectacular mood and Hoseok actually thought he had something to do with it.

‘I think it’s really cool that you’re gonna work with Namjoon.’ Hoseok said with a smile upon taking a seat much too close to him.

‘Uh, yeah it is. So how was the interview?’ Yoongi asked, afterwards moving away a little.

‘Why are you moving away from me?’ Hoseok asked firmly, his smile instantly gone.

‘No Hobi, it’s not like that. I just don’t want you to get the wrong message, that’s all.’ Yoongi explained with a fond smile.

‘I don’t get why you keep pushing me away. I mean, it’s not like you’re ever getting back with Jimin!’ Hoseok sneered, fighting off tears of frustration.

‘Please don’t get so upset. I honestly never meant to hurt you and push you away. Hoseok, I’m so sorry, but this is never happening. And since you mentioned it, Jimin and I actually are back together.’ Yoongi informed with much sincerity. Hoseok was completely frozen in his place. He blankly stared out in front of him while tears streamed down his face.

‘You’re back with Jimin?’ Hoseok mumbled, his head spinning, palms sweating, heart racing. Without a doubt, Hoseok was on the verge of a major anxiety attack.

‘Yes, I am. Hoseok, I told you, I love him. It’s always been him. I’m sorry.’ Yoongi replied in a soothing tone, taking his hand. He deeply cared about Hoseok and he never had any intention of hurting him.

‘What does he have that I don’t?’ Hoseok demanded, pulling his hand away and sobbing with his face covered in his palms.

‘Please don’t cry. Hoseok, you know I’ll always care about you. Look, I don’t think he has something that you don’t, okay, it’s not like that.’ Yoongi consoled, gently rubbing his back. But Hoseok suddenly stopped crying, pulled away from him and furiously stared into his eyes.

‘I knew I should’ve waited to make sure he was dead.’ Hoseok gritted with a look of rage and hatred that Yoongi never even knew he had.

‘What?’ Yoongi gasped, incredulous. Hoseok simply didn’t care anymore. He had officially snapped.

‘I should’ve killed that little slut when I had the chance!’ Hoseok shouted, rising to his feet.

‘You were the one that tried to kill him?!’ Yoongi snapped, standing up as well.

‘Of course I was! Yoongi, you’re supposed to be with me.’ Hoseok pleaded, walking up to him only to have Yoongi take a few steps back.

‘I never really knew you, did I? If you ever loved me, you wouldn’t try to take away the only thing that’s important to me.’ Yoongi stated harshly with tears in his eyes. After hearing his firm words, Hoseok crashed to the floor and sobbed. With a heavy heart, Yoongi took out his phone and called the police.

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2 Weeks Later…

 

Yoongi was on his way over to Jimin’s house after giving the police his final statement. Both Hoseok and Yugyeom had been arrested and were awaiting trial. For some reason Hoseok insisted that it was entirely his plan and doing, and that the court should show leniency towards Yugyeom in exchange for his full confession. Yoongi honestly couldn’t make sense of anything Hoseok was doing anymore. It truly felt like he never really knew him. Yet, he still felt like it was somehow his fault. He knew that Hoseok only went down such a dark path because he loved him. So how could he possibly not feel guilty. At least he could find peace in the fact that Jimin was finally safe and that he had regained his memories. Over the past couple of weeks however, Yoongi hadn’t really seen that much of Jimin. Mostly due to the new developments in his case, but if he was being honest, Yoongi had other reasons for keeping his fair distance. In truth, Yoongi just needed some time to process everything.

‘Hey, you’re finally here. So how was everything?’ Jimin asked with an anxious expression as he marched towards Yoongi and leaped directly into his arms. Yoongi hugged him back for a few seconds then sat beside him on the couch before responding.

‘It was okay. The police said they have everything they need to build a solid case.’ Yoongi answered with his gaze lowered. Jimin could tell something was bothering him.

‘Yoongi, are you mad at me because I didn’t tell you right away that I got my memory back?’ Jimin posed, deeply remorseful.

‘No Jiminie, that’s not it. I know you had your reasons.’ Yoongi replied with a strained smile, taking his hand.

‘Then what is it? Is it because I had sex with Tae? Yoongi, I’m so sorry for that! Even though I remember it happening, I feel like it wasn’t me. It felt like I just floated out of my body and I just watched myself being this awful and selfish person. I hate myself for betraying you, and Tae and Jungkook for that matter!’ Jimin admitted, afterwards bursting out in tears.

‘Jiminie, it’s okay. It wasn’t you, not really. I’m not upset about that.’ Yoongi consoled, taking a crying Jimin into his arms.

‘Well I am. I think I’ll feel better if I just apologize to Tae.’ Jimin sniffed, wiping his tears and trying to compose himself.

‘Why would you need to apologize to him?’ Yoongi asked, somewhat confused.

‘Because the more I thought about it, the more I started to realize that it was all my fault. Tae was just being a good friend to me and I took advantage of that. I was being selfish and I kept pushing him even though he turned me down more than once. I practically manipulated him into having sex with me. I should really apologize.’ Jimin explained, ashamed of his recent behavior.

‘Well if that’s the case then I should really apologize to Tae too. I thought he took advantage of you and I said some pretty hurtful things to him.’ Yoongi admitted with a sigh, feeling guilty all of a sudden for blaming Taehyung.

‘Let’s go see him together then.’ Jimin proposed.

‘Sure. I think that’s a great idea.’ Yoongi agreed.

‘But first, what’s really been upsetting you?’ Jimin inquired in a soft tone.

‘Jimin, I’m sorry I’ve been kinda distant. It’s just that… look, I know Hoseok hurt you, but he’s someone that used to mean a lot to me. I just can’t believe that he would do such a thing. I really just needed some time by myself to come to terms with everything that’s happened.’ Yoongi confessed.

‘Hey, I get it. I know he meant a lot to you. It’s okay if you need some time to process everything. But you know I’m always here for you.’ Jimin soothed, wrapping an arm around his shoulder.

‘I know Jiminie.’ Yoongi replied with a soft smile. Then they simply held each other close for a while, taking comfort in the warmth of the embrace.

 

***

Taehyung was seated at his desk, sending a confirmation email to the university he had applied to. He had been accepted to study criminal law there. Of course it came as no surprise that the university accepted him, his father was after all a rather influential person. Taehyung was finally in a really good place again. His future was looking great and his family was finally whole. After Namjoon told their father the truth, they spent hours upon hours just talking everything through. Their father confessed that he was at fault for abandoning Namjoon’s mother but that he had no idea that she decided to keep the baby. It was only years after Namjoon had already been born that his father discovered his existence. And when he reached out to his mother, asking to be a part of his life or offer some support, she refused. Since he was already married to Taehyung’s mother at the time, Namjoon’s mother wanted nothing to do with him. After a lot of tears and many confessions, they managed to come to an agreement of sorts. They agreed to give each other a chance and truly get to know one another without all the lies and secrecy. Taehyung couldn’t be happier that his family was complete. Even his future brother-in-law Seokjin apologized to him and agreed to at least have a civil relationship with him. Things were really looking up. The only thing currently out of place, was his relationship with Jungkook. But Taehyung decided to focus on the positive.

‘Hey Tae, can we come in?’ Yoongi asked with a cautious smile upon slowly opening his bedroom door and peering inside.

‘Um, okay. What are you two doing here?’ Taehyung asked with a puzzled expression once he turned around to discover Yoongi and Jimin standing in the doorway.

‘We just wanted to see you. Are you home alone?’ Jimin asked with a smile, both him and Yoongi taking a seat on the sofa across of Taehyung. Taehyung moved his desk-chair a bit closer to them before responding.

‘Uh yeah, I am. My Dad took Joon and Jin shopping for a belated engagement present.’ Taehyung informed, too anxious to look directly at them, Jimin in particular. The last time Jimin was in his bedroom, he was moaning out his name for hours.

‘Oh right. I think it’s great that things are going so well with your family.’ Jimin said sincerely, fondly smiling at him.

‘Thanks. I think it’s great that your case has finally been solved, you got your memory back and that you two are together again.’ Taehyung said with a chuckle, all three of them laughing at it.

‘Yeah. It seems like things have been going well for us lately.’ Yoongi pointed out with a smile.

‘So it would seem.’ Taehyung agreed.

‘Tae, we’re actually here to apologize to you. I know what happened between us is my fault. I’m so sorry for pressuring you and jeopardizing your relationship with Jungkook.’ Jimin apologized genuinely, tears welling up in his eyes.

‘Jimin, it’s okay. It’s not like you forced me into anything. But I appreciate the apology. I’m sorry too. I hope we can still be friends.’ Taehyung replied, finally looking straight at him with a smile.

‘Of course we can! I’m so glad you said that.’ Jimin scoffed, wiping away the tears of joy that had spilled.

‘And Tae, all of those hurtful things I said to you, I didn’t mean any of it, not for a second. I was just frustrated and I took it out on you. I’m sorry.’ Yoongi apologized as well, reaching out his hand to Taehyung. Taehyung took his hand and held it tight, fighting off tears.

‘Yeah it really hurt me when you said you didn’t love me anymore.’ Taehyung admitted.

‘Tae, you know that’s not true. I’ll always love you… uh, as a friend.’ Yoongi replied, quickly glancing over at Jimin when he said the last part, making all three of them burst out in laughter.

‘Thanks Yoongi. I’ll always love you as a friend too.’ Taehyung chuckled.

‘So how are things with Jungkook?’ Jimin asked carefully, wondering why Taehyung hadn’t mentioned anything about him yet.

‘Oh, well, not good. But it’s fine. There’s no point in me trying to make things right anymore.’ Taehyung answered with a sigh.

‘Why do you say that?’ Jimin asked with concern.

‘Because I’m going to Europe after graduation. I’ve decided to study abroad. I already got my acceptance letter and everything.’ Taehyung informed.

‘Wait, what? So after a month, I’m just never gonna see you again?!’ Yoongi demanded, somewhat upset.

‘No, not never. I’ll come back after I’ve finished my studies. And I’ll try to visit a lot.’ Taehyung assured with a smile.

‘Still, it’s gonna be weird not seeing you all the time.’ Jimin countered, feeling a bit sad.

‘I know, but you’ll have each other, so I know you’ll be okay and happy.’ Taehyung said with tears in his eyes.

‘Damn it Tae, do not make me cry again.’ Jimin scoffed, trying to stay composed.

‘Tae, I can’t even tell you how much I’m going to miss you.’ Yoongi said softly, on the verge of tears as well.

‘I’ll miss you too, both of you. What are you gonna do after graduation?’ Taehyung prompted, eager to change the topic before they all start crying.

‘Oh, Jimin is gonna move back home and we’re gonna get a place together. I’m gonna work with Namjoon and Jimin is gonna study design.’ Yoongi informed.

‘Waw. I think that’s really great. I’m so happy for you. Oh and take good care of Namjoon while I’m not here.’ Taehyung replied with a grin.

‘Yeah right. As if he’s not gonna go visit you all the time. You’re officially his favorite person.’ Yoongi chuckled.

‘I know. He already told me that he’ll come see me all the time.’ Taehyung scoffed, happy to have such caring friends and family in his life.

‘Tae, but what about Jungkook? Is there really no way you can make things work?’ Jimin asked out of nowhere, still concerned.

‘I don’t think so Jimin. Jungkook is going to Japan to study mechanical engineering. There’s this great program in Tokyo that he always wanted to study at. I heard he got accepted.’ Taehyung replied softly, trying to mask his pain and sadness.

‘But Tae, Jungkook is your soulmate.’ Yoongi mentioned in a soft tone, causing tears to well up in Taehyung’s eyes.

‘If our love is meant to be, then I guess we’ll find our way back to each other. But right now, it’s just not our time.’ Taehyung responded with tears streaming down his face.

‘I still think you should at least talk to him in person before you both go your separate ways.’ Jimin suggested, taking his hand in an effort to console him.

‘Yeah I will. I’m seeing him tonight.’ Taehyung informed. After some casual talk and laughter, the three of them went out to lunch and enjoyed spending the day together, talking about all of their exciting plans for the future. Things were really starting to look up.

 

***

Jungkook was anxiously lying in bed, blankly staring up at the ceiling as he waited for Taehyung. Ever since Namjoon punched some sense into him, Jungkook had been trying to reach out to Taehyung, but to no avail. Then suddenly about a week ago, Taehyung texted him to say that he should stop calling because he needed some time by himself to figure things out. Jungkook wasn’t even sure what he was referring to, but he surmised that it was certainly not a good thing. While Jungkook had every intention of apologizing and getting back together, it really didn’t seem like Taehyung wanted the same thing. When he called him up earlier that day to ask if he could come over so they could talk, he sounded really cold and distant. Of course, Jungkook expected nothing less. He knew he had taken it much too far when he hurt him like that. It wasn’t just the physical abuse and pain, but it was the emotional hurt and manipulation. Jungkook hated himself for giving in to such dark tendencies. Although Taehyung hurt him in the past, what Namjoon said to him was true. Jungkook willingly chose to forgive Taehyung and get past it all. It was Jungkook’s choice to get back together with him despite their rough start. So he really couldn’t blame Taehyung when those were all clearly his own choices. A sudden knock on his bedroom door caused Jungkook to instantly jump up and sit up straight. His palms got sweaty and his heart started racing.

‘Come in.’ Jungkook muttered, struggling to remain calm.

‘Hey Jungkook.’ Taehyung said with a forced smile. Jungkook couldn’t even respond. His head started spinning and he felt like crying. Taehyung took the chair at his desk and placed it across of him. Jungkook took it as a bad sign that Taehyung was sitting across of him on his desk-chair and not next to him in bed.

‘It’s really good to see you. I’m so glad you called me.’ Jungkook said in a soft tone, fighting off tears of guilt, shame and regret.

‘Yeah, I really thought we should talk. It’s better to say certain things in person.’ Taehyung stated in a somewhat firm tone. Jungkook felt like Taehyung was there to end things with him forever and he was just holding on to his sanity for dear life.

‘Okay. Well, I’m glad you’re here. You look really good.’ Jungkook managed to say, his voice trembling from suppressing the urge to cry.

‘Thanks. I feel really good. It’s like I finally know what I want in life and it seems like everything is just working itself out. I can honestly say that I’m in a good place and really hopeful for the future.’ Taehyung said with a genuine smile.

‘Tae, it makes me really happy to hear you say that. I’m so glad you’re finally doing so well. I know how much you’ve struggled to get to this place. Tae… I’m so sorry for hurting you. I know it was wrong of me to hurt you like that. Baby, I don’t wanna break up. I didn’t mean any of that. Please… can you forgive me?’ Jungkook pleaded, unable to hold his tears back any longer. As Taehyung watched him break down in tears, he could tell Jungkook felt genuinely remorseful. But that didn’t change his mind.

‘Kook, after everything I put you through… of course I forgive you.’ Taehyung replied sincerely.

‘Thanks baby. I love you so much.’ Jungkook cried, moving closer to him only to have Taehyung pull away by standing up.

‘Aren’t you going to Tokyo after graduation?’ Taehyung posed, prompted to say something after seeing the puzzled look on Jungkook’s face when he pulled away from him.

‘What? No, I just got accepted. I never said I was actually going. I can’t spend the next 4 to 5 years away from you. No, I’m staying right here.’ Jungkook said with a fond smile, taking his hand and entwining their fingers. Taehyung almost felt guilty for leaving, but he had to stay firm.

‘Kook, I think you should go to Tokyo. It’s always been your dream to study there. You shouldn’t stay here for me.’ Taehyung said with his gaze slightly lowered, fighting off tears.

‘Tae, that was my dream before I fell in love with you. How am I supposed to live without you for that long? I’m staying right here with you.’ Jungkook stated firmly.

‘Jungkook, I’m not going to be here.’ Taehyung countered, finally looking up at him with tears in his eyes.

‘What do you mean? Where are you going?’ Jungkook demanded, the urge to cry rising up again.

‘I’ve decided to study in Europe. I’ve already been accepted and my Dad has already arranged the flight details and housing for me over there.’ Taehyung informed as Jungkook blankly stared at him with tears streaming down his face.

‘You’re leaving me?’ Jungkook whispered, incessantly crying.

‘Kook, it’s for the best. This vicious cycle we’ve trapped ourselves into has to end. I know we love each other, but baby, all we do is hurt each other. It’s just not healthy.’ Taehyung explained in a soothing tone, pulling Jungkook into his arms as they crashed to the floor together. They both sobbed on the floor in each other’s arms for several minutes before Jungkook responded.

‘Can’t we work through it? I know we can do better. I don’t want this to end. Tae, I don’t want you to leave me.’ Jungkook cried, looking up at Taehyung with so much pain in his eyes, but of course, Taehyung felt just as hurt.

‘Kook, we’ve tried so many times to make this work. But the truth is, we’re both too fucked up to figure out how to stop being so dysfunctional. It’s time for us to grow up and move on with our lives. Right now, we both need to focus on our future.’ Taehyung continued to explain, soothingly running his fingers through Jungkook’s hair as he cried on his chest.

‘So we’re never gonna see each other again?’ Jungkook sniffed, once again looking up at Taehyung with excruciating pain in his eyes.

‘I don’t know. It’s probably best that we don’t keep in contact after we go our separate ways, it’ll make moving on and simply focusing on our studies a lot easier. But who knows what the future holds. Maybe I’ll run into you a few years from now when you’re already happily married to someone else.’ Taehyung chuckled, using humor as a way of hiding his pain.

‘So I’ll be married to someone else… what about you?’ Jungkook asked, indulging in his remark for a minute.

‘Nah, that’s not in the cards for me. My heart will always belong to you.’ Taehyung replied in a soft tone, gently caressing Jungkook’s face as he fondly stared down at him. Jungkook palmed his face and broke down crying again.

‘Then why are you leaving me?’ Jungkook insisted, downright sobbing in his arms.

‘Because we can’t keep doing this. I refuse to ever hurt you again. I can’t keep you from going after your dreams and I can’t keep you to myself, you deserve so much more than just me.’ Taehyung replied in a soft tone, palming his face and kissing his forehead.

‘Kiss me…’ Jungkook whispered, intensely staring into his hazel eyes.

‘I can’t… the second I taste your red lips, I’ll get weak.’ Taehyung admitted with a soft sigh. But Jungkook wouldn’t take no for an answer so he grabbed Taehyung’s face and kissed him passionately. Taehyung couldn’t resist his taste, he pulled him into his lap and deepened the kiss. Both of them were crying, panting and moaning into the kiss, overwhelmed by the intensity of it.

‘Please… just one last time… let me feel you inside of me.’ Jungkook moaned, tugging at Taehyung’s clothes as he kissed all over his face and neck.

‘No Jungkook… we shouldn’t.’ Taehyung whispered, struggling to resist.

‘Please… I know you want to.’ Jungkook insisted, grinding down on his growing erection. Taehyung closed his eyes, threw his head back, gripped his hips and started grinding up to meet his movements.

‘Fuck…’ Taehyung moaned. If he was being honest, he did want to have sex with Jungkook one last time, but he knew it would only make things more difficult once they went their separate ways. Jungkook was moaning softly, kissing his neck and unbuttoning his shirt. Taehyung let out a soft gasp when Jungkook started sucking on his nipple. When Jungkook grabbed his belt to start undoing his pants, Taehyung actually felt like giving in to him. More than anything, he just wanted to feel Jungkook wrapped around him one last time.

‘I’ll go grab some lube.’ Jungkook breathed, then stood up and walked towards his desk. Taehyung stood up as well and started fixing his clothes.

‘Kook…’ He started to say but stopped since he had to choke down a sob. Jungkook turned around and felt instantly sad and disappointed to discover that he had fixed himself up.

‘Tae, why are you doing this to me?’ Jungkook cried. Taehyung walked up to him and hugged him.

‘It’s time to let go Kook.’ Taehyung whispered as Jungkook cried into the crook of his neck. After he managed to console Jungkook, Taehyung left. It wasn’t that their love wasn’t true, the timing just wasn’t right.

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Five years later…

 

Hoseok woke up dazed and confused, but quickly smiling to himself as he glanced around his new bedroom. He let out a deep sigh however when his gaze met all the boxes he still had to unpack. Since he arrived at his new house rather late the previous night, he just freshened up, had some dinner and then went to sleep. It felt great to finally live in the capital and attend the university he had wanted to attend 5 long years ago. The last 5 years had had such a major impact on him. Being detained for 3 years and then out on parole for a year and half proved to have such a life-changing effect on him. Since he was a minor when he committed that horrible crime and proven to be mentally unstable at the time, the court chose to be very lenient. The therapy he underwent throughout his sentence and even after that really helped him to become the kind and amazing person he was always capable of being. During his sentence, he was allowed to take college courses in preparation for the life he wanted to pursue after his release. Hoseok really worked hard to improve himself and it was safe to say that he had succeeded. It was time for him to finally have the life he had always wanted. Presently, he was sitting at his kitchen table having some breakfast. The front door then opened and his roommate walked into the kitchen with a bright smile.

‘Morning, sleep well?’ Yugyeom asked with a smile as he walked towards the refrigerator to take out a bottle of water. He had just returned from his morning jog.

‘Yeah I really did, best night of sleep I’ve had in a while.’ Hoseok admitted. Because Hoseok insisted that Yugyeom wasn’t to blame for anything, Yugyeom was only sentenced to do a certain amount of community service. For that reason, Yugyeom remained grateful to him and kept in close contact throughout Hoseok’s detainment. Over the years, as they both matured and became better people, since Yugyeom also underwent therapy, they developed a strong friendship. So when Hoseok informed Yugyeom that he had been accepted to study at the university of his dreams in the capital, Yugyeom insisted that Hoseok move in with him.

‘Good I’m glad. So I don’t have to be at work until late this afternoon. Wanna spend the day shopping and sightseeing?’ Yugyeom kindly suggested. He was a chef at one of the top restaurants in the city and mostly just worked during the afternoons and at night.

‘Sounds like a plan.’ Hoseok replied with a strained smile.

‘What’s wrong?’ Yugyeom asked, moving closer to him.

‘I don’t know, I guess I just need some time to adjust to everything. I still can’t believe I’m finally here in the capital and starting college in a few days. A part of me feels like I still don’t deserve any of this.’ Hoseok confessed with his gaze slightly lowered. Yugyeom could see the guilt he still struggled with and started to feel a hint of guilt as well.

‘Hoseok, you made a mistake. But you’ve already paid for that. I’ve personally seen how much you’ve changed into this incredible person over the past few years. You deserve to have good things in life and you deserve to be happy.’ Yugyeom assured, gently running his fingers through his hair. Hoseok glanced up at him with tears in his eyes, then he suddenly palmed his face and kissed him. Yugyeom in turn gripped his waist and deepened the kiss.

‘Mm… sorry, I just felt a little overwhelmed.’ Hoseok said in a soft tone upon pulling away from that kiss that was getting just a little too heated. Yugyeom chuckled and took a step back, making Hoseok blush.

‘It’s fine. But we have to be careful with that though, since we’re gonna be living together. Let’s not make anything complicated… not yet anyways.’ Yugyeom replied, almost whispering the last part with a soft smile on his face.

‘Not yet? What does that mean?’ Hoseok scoffed, curious but also rather anxious.

‘Well, I mean, I do have feelings for you. I’ve had them for a while now. But it’s probably best if we don’t rush into anything. Let’s face it, we’re not horny teenagers anymore.’ Yugyeom confessed with a chuckle.

‘That’s true, we’re not teenagers anymore.’ Hoseok smirked, purposefully leaving out the word ‘horny’. Yugyeom grinned and stepped closer to him again, softly caressing his cheek with a fond smile.

‘I’m really glad you’re finally here.’ He whispered, intently staring into his eyes.

‘Me too. Yugyeom, having you as my friend these past few years was the only thing that kept me going.’ Hoseok confessed, taking Yugyeom’s hand in his and entwining their fingers.

‘Is that all you feel for me?’ Yugyeom posed, slightly hurt and disappointed.

‘No it’s not. I feel like I wanna get much closer to you. But it’s like you said, we shouldn’t rush into anything.’ Hoseok responded, trying hard not to blush. Yugyeom let out a sigh of relief and fondly smiled at him.

‘Okay then, we’re on the same page. I’m gonna go take a shower. You should get ready too then we can head out.’ Yugyeom instructed with much excitement. After Hoseok nodded with a smile, Yugyeom kissed him on the cheek and went to his bedroom. Hoseok smiled to himself as he quickly drank the last of his coffee. He was finally happy.

 

***

Jimin was busy on his computer, struggling to organize the seating chart for the wedding. It was rather early in the morning, but he had trouble sleeping lately since the wedding preparations were really stressing him out. Although he had a wedding planner, Jimin insisted on doing most of the work himself. He was after all marrying the love of his life, so he needed everything to be perfect. Jimin and Yoongi had been engaged for almost 2 years and their wedding would be in a few months. The last 5 years brought them nothing but happiness. After graduating high-school, Jimin moved back home where he and Yoongi got an apartment together. They had some general ups-and-downs in life of course, but their unbreakable love overcame it all. In their hearts they always knew that they were meant for each other. Jimin was so focused on the seating chart that he didn’t even notice Yoongi walking into the living-room.

‘Morning gorgeous. Did you make any breakfast?’ Yoongi asked with a yawn, taking a seat next to him of the sofa.

‘What am I, your wife?!’ Jimin sneered, annoyed that he couldn’t get the seating chart right. Yoongi chuckled at his misplaced anger and threw an arm around his shoulder, pulling him closer.

‘Not yet, but you will be.’ Yoongi teased, trying to kiss his cheek only to have Jimin pull away from him.

‘I don’t have time for your jokes, I’m very busy.’ Jimin scolded, shooting him a dark glare.

‘Baby, you know we hired someone to take care of everything right?’ Yoongi scoffed, unable to figure out why Jimin insisted on doing it all on his own.

‘I’m not asking for your help, am I? Go make your own breakfast.’ Jimin retorted, then went back to the seating chart. Yoongi let out a deep sigh and leaned his head back. He couldn’t sleep well either lately, but for entirely different reasons. Jimin glanced over at him and saw the preoccupied look on his face. Since he knew exactly what was bothering him, he put his laptop on the table and moved closer to him.

‘Yoongi, did you have another nightmare?’ Jimin asked in a soft tone, taking his hand. Yoongi looked at him and nodded.

‘It’s fine, always happens around this time of year.’ Yoongi sighed. It was the month of his father’s death anniversary and since Yoongi was to blame for his death, he would always get nightmares about that horrible incident whenever the date got close.

‘I know it always happens, but you can still talk to me about it. I know I always say this, but I feel like I need to remind you that it was not your fault. It was an act of self-defense, an accident. Your father was awful and he hurt you so much, it wasn’t wrong of you to fight back.’ Jimin assured with tears in his eyes, remembering all the bruises he would see on Yoongi’s body back when they had just met for the first time.

‘But I didn’t have to kill him.’ Yoongi stated, blankly staring out in front him, unable to let go of the guilt. Jimin knew that Yoongi would always struggle with that guilt and that there was nothing he could say to reason with him. It was just one of those things they both had to accept.

‘Do you want me to make you breakfast?’ Jimin asked softly, not sure what else he should say. Yoongi looked at the anxious expression on his face and busted out laughing, causing Jimin to smile with his gaze lowered.

‘I seriously don’t know what I’ve ever done to deserve you.’ Yoongi confessed, fondly smiling at him as he caressed his face. Jimin blushed and moved closer so he could kiss him. Yoongi wasted no time in pulling him into his lap and deepening the kiss.

‘Ah Yoongi, not right now. I have to finish the chart and then head out to work.’ Jimin struggled to say as Yoongi sucked on his neck and palmed him through his shorts.

‘Real quick, I promise.’ Yoongi grinned, lustfully staring into his eyes. Unable to resist, Jimin conceded with a sigh. While Yoongi went to the bedroom to get a bottle of lube, Jimin undressed and laid back on the sofa, softly smiling to himself as he thought about how happy he and Yoongi were together. When Yoongi returned, he quickly undressed, all the while admiring Jimin’s beautiful body. After some gentle prep, Yoongi got on top of him and slowly pushed his length in, making Jimin moan and bite his bottom lip. Although he initially intended to make it quick, he couldn’t help but tenderly make love to him, taking his time to cherish each moment.

‘Hmm Yoongi… are you trying to make this last forever?’ Jimin chuckled as Yoongi kissed his neck and gently thrusted inside of him.

‘I wish I could. I love feeling you so close to me.’ Yoongi breathed, affectionately staring into his eyes.

‘I love you Min Yoongi.’ Jimin whispered on the verge of tears.

‘I love you Park Jimin.’ Yoongi whispered back, then leaned down to kiss him passionately. They had been together for over 5 years consecutively, but their love for each other was still as strong and intense as it had always been.

 

***

Namjoon woke up due to the excessive noise coming from the living-room. Ordinarily, he could easily sleep through the noise since he had gotten used to it, but since he was staying at his father’s house that week, he couldn’t sleep as peacefully. Namjoon could only get proper and satisfying rest when he was sleeping in his own bed. But it was an annual tradition for them to stay at his father’s house during the week of his birthday. The sound of loud laughter made him smile to himself as he got out of bed and walked out. When he got to the kitchen, he saw his husband Seokjin drinking his coffee with a fond smile as he watched their son playing in the living-room.

‘Morning, want some breakfast?’ Seokjin kindly offered, smiling as Namjoon walked up to him and kissed his forehead.

‘Yeah in a minute.’ Namjoon replied, then walked into the living-room and sat down next to his son who was playing with a Lego train set.

‘Dad, look what uncle Tae-Tae got me!’ Juwon said with much excitement.

‘Yes I see that your uncle Tae decided to spoil you even more the second he moves back home.’ Namjoon grinned, arching an eyebrow at his younger brother.

‘Hyung I got him this as a belated birthday present.’ Taehyung chuckled.

‘Oh and what about the 20 other birthday presents you got him last month?’ Namjoon scoffed, making Taehyung laugh. Taehyung truly loved his nephew more than anything and purposefully spoiled him. Since he had been living abroad for the last 5 years, for the 4 years that Juwon had been in his life, Taehyung would always spoil him with gifts every time he would visit.

‘Juwon, it’s time to take a bath.’ Seokjin said upon walking into the living-room.

‘No, I wanna play with uncle Tae-Tae.’ Juwon protested, crossing his arms and pouting his lips. Seokjin then glanced over at Taehyung and smiled, knowing that only Taehyung would be able to reason with him.

‘Juwonie, if you don’t take a bath, then the trains will get dirty and then we can’t play anymore.’ Taehyung said in a convincing tone, making both Namjoon and Seokjin chuckle.

‘Really? Okay, I’ll go take a bath.’ Juwon conceded.

‘It’s okay babe, I’ll take him.’ Namjoon offered, then carried Juwon to the bathroom, leaving Seokjin and Taehyung in the living-room.

‘What’s on your mind Tae?’ Seokjin asked, noticing the preoccupied look on his face.

‘Oh, nothing. It’s nice to be home. Visiting all of you has been great, but it always made me sad to know that it would only be temporary. But now that I’ve officially wrapped up my studies and moved back, I feel really happy.’ Taehyung answered in all honesty.

‘We’re all so proud of you. You’re gonna start working in a prestigious law firm and you have your own place, you’re all grown up, aren’t you?’ Seokjin said with a fond smile, softly caressing his hair.

‘I know, I hate it.’ Taehyung joked, both of them laughing at his remark.

‘So you’ve been here for a couple of days already, did you get in touch with your friends?’ Seokjin posed.

‘Yeah I did. Yoongi told me that he and Jimin would come over this weekend so we can hang out and catch up on things. I’m really looking forward to another exciting weekend in the capital, haven’t had one of those in a while.’ Taehyung informed with a bright smile.

‘That’s great. What about Jungkook? Jimin told me that he also moved back a couple of months ago.’ Seokjin carefully added.

‘Uh yeah, Jimin told me about that too. I haven’t spoken to him in 5 years, it would be weird if I suddenly called him up.’ Taehyung scoffed, trying to mask the anxiety he instantly felt at the mention of Jungkook’s name.

‘Well, you were both living on separate continents for 5 years, but now that you’re both back home for good, I think it would be nice if you met up and talked.’ Seokjin pointed out.

‘I don’t think I can handle that Jin-hyung.’ Taehyung replied in a soft tone with his gaze lowered.

‘Tae, you and Jungkook are both adults now. I think you can handle going for a cup of coffee together.’ Seokjin scoffed, then lightly kissed his forehead and walked away towards Juwon’s bedroom.

 

***

Jungkook was on his lunch-break so he was enjoying his steak while scrolling through social media. If there was one thing he was grateful for, it was that the factory where he worked was close to his favorite restaurant. He had been back home from Japan for approximately 2 months and it felt great. After all, there’s no place like home. During his time in Japan, he kept in touch with Jimin. Every now and then, he would ask Jimin about Taehyung since he knew that Taehyung would keep in touch with both Jimin and Yoongi. Being apart from Taehyung was really hard, especially the first year, but at least he could take comfort in the fact that Taehyung was doing really well. Jimin didn’t go too much into detail since he didn’t want Jungkook to get sad, but he made sure to always assure Jungkook that Taehyung was doing just fine. Jungkook was in a really good place in life, he graduated with honors and recently started an amazing job at a company that manufactures heavy machinery. But despite his many achievements, it still felt like something was missing. During his first 2 years in Japan, separated from Taehyung, Jungkook firmly held on to the hope of getting back together with Taehyung at some point in the future. But after Jimin informed him that Taehyung had decided to stay in Europe after his studies, Jungkook decided to finally let go of him and move on. Perhaps their love really wasn’t meant to be. After he finished his meal, he walked out of the restaurant and started heading back to work. For some reason he felt like getting an iced-coffee. There was a cute little café right next to the factory where he worked and Jungkook had never been inside since he started at his new job because that particular café used to be Taehyung’s favorite. But on that fateful day, something was just really pulling him in. So with a loud sigh, he went inside to get an iced-coffee, Taehyung’s favorite drink. He walked straight up to the cashier and placed his order. When he heard the café’s door open, he suddenly felt his heart skip a beat and even though he could hear footsteps approaching behind him, he didn’t bother turning around. After all, who could it possibly be? It was only when he felt a light tap on his shoulder that Jungkook turned around. The second he laid eyes on him, Jungkook gasped and tears welled up in his eyes. Was he dreaming?

‘Jungkookie…’ Taehyung whispered with a soft smile, fighting back tears. Jungkook broke down crying and gripped his overcoat, running his hands all over Taehyung’s body, needing to make sure that he was real. Taehyung stared at him having nothing short of a meltdown with tears streaming down his face.

‘It’s you… you’re here, you’re really here.’ Jungkook cried, intensely staring into his hazel eyes. Taehyung palmed his face, kissed his forehead and then pulled him into his arms, hugging him tight. Jungkook continued to cry into the crook of his neck as he took comfort in his warmth and captivating scent. Neither of them could believe that they found each other again after 5 long years of being apart.

After they managed to regain their composure, they sat outside of the café so they could talk for a bit. Since they both felt so overwhelmed, it was difficult to organize their thoughts.

‘So um, why are you in a uniform?’ Taehyung asked, finally saying something after awkwardly staring at him for a few minutes.

‘Oh I work right next door. I do most of my work in an office, but every now and then I need to be down in the factory, hence the coveralls.’ Jungkook informed with a strained smile, unable to stop staring at him. He had honestly gotten to a place where he thought he would never see Taehyung again. But then there he was, right in front of him, undeniably gorgeous as ever.

‘Nice. I’m glad you’re doing well.’ Taehyung replied with a fond smile.

‘Thanks. So what about you? Are you visiting your family for your Dad’s birthday?’ Jungkook inquired. Taehyung started to feel anxious.

‘Um no. I’m back for good. I got back a couple of days ago. For now I’m staying at my Dad’s, but we always do that this week. After his birthday, I’m moving into the apartment complex I own.’ Taehyung answered honestly. Jungkook felt an instant rush of excitement but he chose to remain calm.

‘That’s great. I thought you were gonna stay in Europe? Also, you own property? That’s pretty impressive.’ Jungkook said with a soft smile.

‘I was originally gonna stay in Europe, but I changed my mind. I missed being away from my family too much. And since I got a pretty good job offer here, I had every reason to move back. As for the property, it used to belong to my mother.’ Taehyung explained, making Jungkook feel a little guilty that he unintentionally reminded him of his mother.

‘Right, I forgot that you inherited a lot of property from your mother. So you don’t even really need a job, you can just live off of that profit.’ Jungkook joked, trying to lighten the mood.

‘True, except that I really like my job.’ Taehyung chuckled, making Jungkook chuckle as well. Jungkook then reached his hand across the table and took Taehyung’s hand in his.

‘I wanna tell you how much I’ve missed you, but I can’t find the right words. You still look so amazing, it’s like nothing’s changed.’ Jungkook said in a soft tone, fighting back tears.

‘I missed you too. But a lot has changed. I’m sure we don’t even have anything in common anymore.’ Taehyung scoffed, trying to brush off the tension.

‘Tae, we never had anything in common.’ Jungkook pointed out, both of them laughing at the truth in that remark.

‘So um, shouldn’t you get back to work?’ Taehyung prompted, eager to change the topic.

‘Yeah I should. But now that we’re living in the same city again, can we see each other?’ Jungkook asked, practically pleading with him. Taehyung felt really unsure. While it felt amazing to see Jungkook, the love of his life again after such a long time, hear his voice, feel his warm embrace, Taehyung didn’t ever want to drift back into the chaotic, dysfunctional person he used to be when he was with Jungkook.

‘Jungkook… I’m not so sure that’s a good idea. We survived just fine without each other for 5 years, I don’t see why we need to get back into each other’s lives.’ Taehyung replied in a soft tone.

‘Tae, I’m not saying we should start dating again, I’m sure we don’t even want the same things anymore. But now that we’re both better people and in a very good place in life, why can’t we be friends?’ Jungkook asked with a puzzled expression.

‘I suppose that’s true. I’m having a family dinner tomorrow night, do you wanna come? I’m sure my Dad would be glad to see you. My brother and his husband will be there along with my favorite person in the world, my nephew Juwon.’ Taehyung kindly offered, smiling as he saw the excited grin on Jungkook’s face.

‘Tae I would love to. So you’re an uncle now?’ Jungkook smirked.

‘Yep, and a very proud one at that. Juwon is a great kid, I love him to death.’ Taehyung said with a bright smile. Jungkook couldn’t help but stare at his beautiful smile, the captivating smile that he could only see in his dreams for the last 5 years.

‘Alright then, I can’t wait to meet him. I guess I’ll see you tomorrow night.’ Jungkook replied then stood up to leave since his lunch-break ended about 20 minutes ago. Taehyung stood up as well since he planned on taking Juwon to the park later on that day. Before they both went their separate ways, Jungkook suddenly pulled him into his arms and held him tight. After holding each other close for several seconds, they both slowly pulled away. With their faces being just inches apart, Jungkook wanted more than anything to kiss those soft lips again and it was almost as if Taehyung could read his mind.

‘Kook… don’t complicate this.’ He whispered. Jungkook felt disappointed but he still nodded in agreement and moved away. After that short, but very intense moment, they went their separate ways, both of them eager and anxious to meet again on the next day.

 

To be continued…

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Jungkook was sitting outside on the balcony of Taehyung’s father’s house. He smiled to himself as he thought about how great it felt to catch up with Taehyung. At first Jungkook thought it would be awkward to attend Taehyung’s family dinner, but he ended up having a great time. Everyone with the exception of Namjoon made him feel very welcomed and comfortable. After dinner, Jungkook and Taehyung sat outside and talked for over an hour. It felt like the most normal thing in the world. There was no awkward tension whatsoever. They simply talked and laughed, sharing various experiences they had throughout the years. It almost felt like they were never apart. Presently, Jungkook was sitting outside alone since Taehyung went inside to tuck Juwon into bed. When he felt a firm grip on his shoulder, he turned around with a bright smile assuming that Taehyung had returned.

‘Oh hey Namjoon.’ Jungkook said in an anxious tone, his smile instantly gone. Namjoon forced a smile and took a seat next to him. After a couple of minutes of intimidating silence, Namjoon finally spoke.

‘Did you have fun tonight?’ Namjoon asked, finally glancing towards him with that same fake smile.

‘Um, yes I did. The food was great and I think you have an amazing family. Juwon is a great kid.’ Jungkook replied, chuckling at the last part. He understood within the first 10 minutes of being there why Taehyung was so crazy about that kid.

‘Thank you. My family means everything to me. That includes Taehyung of course.’ Namjoon responded in a firm tone, making Jungkook more anxious than he already felt. Namjoon did have a bit of an intimidating demeanor.

‘Right, of course.’ Jungkook muttered, too nervous to look him in the face.

‘Good. Because if you even think about ever hurting him again, I’ll kill you.’ Namjoon warned, blankly staring into his soul.

‘Okay.’ Jungkook scoffed anxiously, immediately lowering his gaze.

‘I’m serious. I won’t ask any questions, I won’t just beat you up, I’ll kill you.’ Namjoon reiterated just as sternly.

‘Yeah, I get it.’ Jungkook affirmed with a nod, frightened to his core.

‘I’m glad you do. You know, Taehyung has been doing so well these past few years. It almost seems as if you were holding him back from becoming the amazing person I always knew he was.’ Namjoon mentioned, darkly glaring at him.

‘You don’t have to threaten me. I’m glad he’s doing so well, I want only good things for him.’ Jungkook countered, being perfectly honest.

‘If that’s the case, then you’ll stay away from him.’ Namjoon retorted. After saying that, he stood up and walked away, denying Jungkook the chance to respond to his hurtful remark. A couple of minutes later, Taehyung returned, instantly noticing the preoccupied look on Jungkook’s face.

‘Kook, you okay?’ Taehyung asked with concern as he took a seat next to him.

‘Yeah I’m fine. Juwon all tucked in?’ Jungkook redirected, choosing to dismiss Namjoon’s words for the time being.

‘Yeah he is. So, you were telling me about Lucas, the guy you were dating for 2 years. Why didn’t it work out?’ Taehyung questioned with a curious smile.

‘He wanted me to stay in Japan. He also wanted to move forward, get engaged and stuff. I guess I just wasn’t in the same place as him.’ Jungkook answered.

‘Jungkook, you were together for 2 years, how were you not in the same place?’ Taehyung scoffed.

‘I don’t know. I guess the only person I could picture myself getting married to… was you.’ Jungkook replied sincerely, intently staring into his eyes.

‘Kook, we had already been apart for over two years when you started seeing him and he sounds like a great guy—

‘He is, but he’s not you.’ Jungkook interjected, then moved closer and took Taehyung’s hand in his, entwining their fingers.

‘Well, at least you had an actual relationship with someone.’ Taehyung pointed out, softly smiling at him.

‘You didn’t date anyone in 5 years?!’ Jungkook scoffed, incredulous.

‘I had some flings and a few random hook-ups but nothing serious.’ Taehyung chuckled.

‘You didn’t want anything serious?’ Jungkook pressed, a curious look on his face.

‘Not really. My heart can only be yours.’ Taehyung said, whispering the last part. Jungkook choked down a sob, grabbed Taehyung’s gorgeous face and kissed him passionately. Taehyung didn’t hesitate in pulling him into his lap and deepening the kiss.

‘Let’s go to your bedroom…’ Jungkook breathed as Taehyung lustfully sucked on his neck.

‘Are you sure?’ Taehyung asked with a worried expression.

‘Look, I don’t know what’ll happen, but even if nothing else happens after tonight, it’s okay. We’re both adults, it doesn’t have to get complicated.’ Jungkook reassured.

‘I don’t know Kook.’ Taehyung said in a soft tone with his gaze lowered.

‘Tae, I know we both want this. You can’t tell me you haven’t missed this.’ Jungkook insisted, running his fingers through his hair, kissing the side of his face and grinding down on his erection, all the while softly moaning. Taehyung couldn’t hold himself back anymore, he stood up, took Jungkook by the hand and dragged him to his bedroom.

 

The second Taehyung closed the door behind them, carefully locking it of course, he grabbed Jungkook and kissed him while struggling to undress him at the same time. Once all of their clothes were scattered on the floor, Taehyung gestured for Jungkook to get on the bed. As Jungkook very slowly and seductively got on his back, Taehyung smiled and licked his lips, admiring Jungkook’s mature and very muscular body. In a lot of ways, Jungkook was still Jungkook, the shy and timid boy he fell in love with. But it was clear to see that Jungkook was a man now, a very-VERY attractive man. As he got older, his body grew and matured, causing his appearance to resemble that of a Greek-god.

‘Are you gonna keep staring at me?’ Jungkook chuckled nervously.

‘I’m sorry, you’re just… so fucking hot.’ Taehyung scoffed, causing Jungkook to blush. Taehyung then slowly walked towards the bed and climbed on top of him, their lips just inches apart.

‘Are you gonna top?’ Jungkook asked, overly anxious.

‘Of course I am.’ Taehyung chuckled, both of them laughing at it. Taehyung then started trailing wet kisses down his body and Jungkook could feel every nerve in his body coil in pleasure. Along with the satisfying pleasure, Jungkook also felt a certain amount of anxiety. In the 5 years that they had spent apart, Jungkook only ever topped. He felt a bit worried that it might hurt after such a long time of ‘inactivity’. When Jungkook felt Taehyung’s lips wrapped around his tip, he let out a lewd moan and threw his head back. Taehyung in turn pressed him down by his hips so he could swallow him all the way down. He then started sucking him hard and fast and the overstimulation was driving Jungkook crazy.

‘AH! Wait Tae!... ah-ah-ah… I’m gonna cum, STOP! Fuck I’m gonna cum!’ Jungkook whimpered, trying to squirm away but Taehyung firmly held him in place. He didn’t want to cum so soon, but Taehyung didn’t leave him any choice.

‘Relax. You know I can make you cum again.’ Taehyung smirked, popping his head up after Jungkook came in his mouth.

‘Yeah I know, but I kinda like it when you make me work for it.’ Jungkook grinned, still struggling to catch his breath from that satisfying orgasm.

‘Oh don’t worry baby, I’m gonna make you work for it. Turn over.’ Taehyung instructed, licking his lips and staring into his eyes so intently that Jungkook just wanted to screech. After all, nobody has ever fucked him better than Kim Taehyung. Once Jungkook turned over, Taehyung spread his legs and positioned himself between them. He then grabbed his mounds and spread them apart, revealing Jungkook’s pink little hole. Taehyung stared down at it and began feeling unsure again. He couldn’t help but think about the first time he ever saw it, the day he forced himself on Jungkook, and all the times after that.

‘Are we taking a break?’ Jungkook chuckled, glancing over his shoulder at him.

‘Kook… are you sure you want me to do this?’ Taehyung asked with concern, fighting back tears. He had to be certain he had Jungkook’s full consent.

‘Of course I do.’ Jungkook assured, reaching his hand back and softly caressing his face with a smile. Taehyung smiled back for a few seconds then leaned down and buried his face between those cheeks. Jungkook let out a loud moan and bit down on the pillow from the oversensitivity. It had been quite some time since someone stimulated him in that particular area. Taehyung squeezed his mounds and kept jabbing his tongue in and out, not even bothering to come up for air, reducing Jungkook to a moaning mess. Jungkook’s throbbing dick was begging him for some relief, he had no choice but to reach his hand down and start stroking himself. Even though he just came a few minutes ago, he already felt that familiar buildup and started grinding up against Taehyung’s face, stroking himself faster and whimpering softly as he continued to drown in pure ecstasy.

‘Ready to cum again? Poor sensitive baby.’ Taehyung smirked, licking his twitching hole in between words. Jungkook couldn’t even respond. ‘You ready for me? Let me see.’ Taehyung added, then without warning pushed two fingers in.

‘AAHH!’ Jungkook screamed, throwing his head back.

‘Fuck Jungkookie… how are you so tight? This hasn’t been used in a while, has it?’ Taehyung breathed, even more aroused if that were possible. He quickly pulled his fingers out and went to get a bottle of lube. Meanwhile, Jungkook got on his back and panted for air. When Taehyung returned with a lustful smile on his face, Jungkook glanced down at his swollen member and swallowed hard. He was barely able to take two of his fingers, how was he supposed to take that fully erect cock?

Don’t worry, I’ll take my time with the prep.’ Taehyung assured, then got between his legs once more. After squirting some lube on his fingers, he gently rubbed them against Jungkook’s twitching entrance, making him moan softly.

‘Go ahead, push them in.’ Jungkook whispered. Taehyung felt hesitant, but he pushed them in anyways. Jungkook continued to moan softly as he slowly fingered him.

‘I can feel you relaxing.’ Taehyung said softly, struggling to keep his self-control. He had been hard for several minutes already and his twitching cock was simply begging him to get inside of Jungkook’s sweet little hole that hasn’t been used in a while.

‘Okay do it, put it in me.’ Jungkook moaned as he grabbed Taehyung’s length, making him gasp. Taehyung swiftly lubed up his member and positioned it before Jungkook’s moist hole, lightly tapping against it before rubbing his tip up and down, letting the anticipation build up.

‘When’s the last time you bottomed?’ Taehyung asked with a curious smile, tapping his cock against Jungkook’s hole again, teasing him.

‘With you.’ Jungkook whispered. Taehyung’s smile instantly faded as he felt the urge to cry.

‘Seriously? Why?’ Taehyung asked in addition, a sincere look on his face.

‘I didn’t want anyone to have me like you did.’ Jungkook replied with tears in his eyes. Taehyung choked down a sob, leaned down and kissed him passionately. After a few seconds of intense kissing, he slowly pushed his tip in, making Jungkook gasp into the kiss.

‘I’ll go slow, I promise.’ Taehyung whispered as he sat up straight and gently pushed the rest of his length in. Jungkook bit his bottom lip and arched his back once he was reminded of how pleasurable it felt to have a nice thick and hard cock inside of him. Taehyung began thrusting at a slow and deep pace, using one hand to hold Jungkook’s hip and the other to press him down by his chest. Both of them felt so overwhelmed. It wasn’t just the physical pleasure, it was the emotional connection that made it so intense. Maybe it was a reckless decision, but in that moment, everything felt just right. Having that intimacy again after such a long time of being apart felt so familiar, comforting and immensely satisfying.

‘Harder… go harder.’ Jungkook whimpered as he felt his orgasm building up again. Taehyung instantly shifted into beast-mode and started ramming his cock inside of him, making Jungkook grip the sheets and scream out in pleasure.

‘Ah fuck Jungkookie…’ Taehyung breathed, gripping his hips so he could pull him closer with each thrust.

‘I’m… I’m… I’M GONNA CUM!’ Jungkook screamed, only to have Taehyung pull out of him immediately. He sat up right away and pouted while Taehyung grinned at him.

‘What? You said you wanted to work for it.’ Taehyung scoffed. He palmed Jungkook’s face and kissed him for several seconds before getting on his back and pulling Jungkook on top of him. Since he felt exhausted and oversensitive, Jungkook slowly lowered himself on Taehyung’s throbbing dick, letting out a soft whimper when he hit the base. It took all the energy he had left to start riding Taehyung hard and fast, just the way he liked it.

‘Ah… Tae, please let me… please… let me cum.’ Jungkook whined, rocking his hips back and forth, trailing his hands all over his own body, breathing heavily. The burning sensation he felt from being denied his orgasm was driving him insane. Desperate to make Taehyung cum, he started slamming down on him as hard as he could.

‘That’s right… FUCK! Keep bouncing on my dick… harder…’ Taehyung moaned as he felt a very powerful orgasm building up. Jungkook did as he was told and went even harder.

‘I can’t… I can’t… fuck I’m gonna cum…’ Jungkook whimpered.

‘Cum for me.’ Taehyung breathed, thrusting up, directly stabbing into Jungkook’s prostate. Jungkook finally came all over Taehyung’s chest and abdomen, moaning loudly as he felt completely intoxicated by that sweet release. Taehyung came as soon as Jungkook did, gripping his hips and throwing his head back as his orgasm crashed over him like a violent wave of pleasure. Several seconds later, after they both managed to calm down a little, they laid next to each other in bed and stared up at the ceiling in silence.

‘Can I sleep here tonight?’ Jungkook asked in a soft tone, still struggling to catch his breath.

‘Well, I don’t think you’re able to drive home right now.’ Taehyung pointed out, glancing over at him with a smile.

‘I’m really not.’ Jungkook admitted, smiling back.

‘Then stay.’ Taehyung replied softly.

‘Thanks. Will you hold me?’ Jungkook insisted, moving closer to him.

‘Still such a girl.’ Taehyung chuckled.

‘Only for you.’ Jungkook grinned, softly trailing his hand down Taehyung’s warm, sweaty body. Taehyung gently pulled him into his arms and held him tight, softly kissing the back of his neck before resting his head besides him. Being that Jungkook had his back to him, Taehyung couldn’t see the tears streaming down his face. Jungkook came to realize that he didn’t just want Taehyung for that night, but he wanted him for the rest of his life.

 

***

A Few Days Later…

Taehyung was on his way over to the restaurant where he agreed to meet up with Yoongi and Jimin. He felt nervous since he knew Jungkook would be there as well. The reason for that being that they hadn’t spoken since the night they had sex. Over the past few days, they had sent each other a few casual texts, but nothing more than that. It almost seemed like they regretted that night and were avoiding each other. When Taehyung got inside, he saw Jungkook sitting at a table by himself. He took a deep breath and approached his table.

‘Hey Jungkook. The betrothed couple isn’t here yet?’ Taehyung asked with a strained smile upon taking a seat across of him.

‘Oh hi. Jimin just texted me to say they’re on their way.’ Jungkook replied with a soft smile. His eyes immediately lit up when he saw Taehyung and he was instantly reminded of their amazing night together.

‘Okay good. I guess we’ll wait to order then.’ Taehyung scoffed, taking the menu anyways.

‘So how’ve you been?’ Jungkook asked, still smiling at him.

‘Kook, you saw me a few days ago, I’m fine.’ Taehyung chuckled, causing Jungkook to chuckle as well.

‘Right. I just wasn’t sure if we could talk about it.’ Jungkook replied with his gaze lowered, trying hard not to blush.

‘Do you wanna talk about it? There’s not really anything to say. Didn’t we agree not to complicate it?’ Taehyung pointed out, a serious tone in his voice. While that night was utterly amazing, Taehyung was just so afraid of getting back into some dysfunctional, painful and vicious cycle with Jungkook.

‘I’m not trying to complicate anything.’ Jungkook said firmly, feeling a bit angered.

‘Then what are you trying?’ Taehyung countered just as firmly.

‘I’m trying to get close to you. Tae, I want to be close to you.’ Jungkook answered, reaching his hand across the table only to have Taehyung pull his hand away.

‘Jungkook, we can be close, but just not as a couple.’ Taehyung retorted.

‘Why not?’ Jungkook demanded on the verge of tears.

‘Is that really what you want? Kook, we don’t know how to be a normal, functional couple.’ Taehyung mentioned, letting out a deep sigh of frustration.

‘That was before. Tae, we’re not stupid teenagers in high-school anymore. I really think we can get it right this time.’ Jungkook insisted, sincerely staring into his hazel eyes.

‘Look, I just want to be friends. If you’re not okay with that, then we can’t see each other anymore.’ Taehyung stated firmly.

‘No it’s fine, let’s just be friends.’ Jungkook conceded, fighting back tears. So it wasn’t ideal, but at least he would still have Taehyung in his life.

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3 Weeks Later…

A sweaty and sexy 23-yearold Jeon Jungkook just stepped into the shower of the locker-room inside of the gym where he and Taehyung had started working out together. Taehyung had just finished his shower and was waiting outside for him. Since they decided to be friends and nothing more, quite obviously, they couldn’t shower together. For the past three weeks, Jungkook and Taehyung had gotten much closer than they had ever been before. During their complicated and dysfunctional relationship in high-school, they rarely ever connected so well. Now that they were both mature, independent and stable adults, they finally managed to establish a functional relationship. So they weren’t a couple, but they established a very fulfilling friendship. They would meet up every single day after work just so they could talk, get some food, catch a movie, go shopping and for the past week or so, work out together. It wasn’t everything, but it was something, and that something felt like the safest choice. After getting out of the shower and hurriedly getting dressed, Jungkook went outside where Taehyung was eagerly waiting. When Taehyung realized his presence, he glanced up from his phone and took a moment to process how entrancing Jungkook looked with his dark, wet hair.

‘What are you staring at?’ Jungkook scoffed, trying not to blush.

‘Uh nothing, sorry.’ Taehyung chuckled anxiously after quickly looking away.

‘Okay, so where do you feel like eating?’ Jungkook asked, dismissing the palpable tension between them.

‘I don’t really feel like going anywhere tonight, I already have so much planned for tomorrow, so how bout we just go back to my apartment and order some food?’ Taehyung suggested.

‘Sounds good. You do have a busy day tomorrow. We’re meeting with Yoongi and Jimin and then there’s that family thing you have right?’ Jungkook mentioned as they walked out together.

‘Right, lots to do.’ Taehyung affirmed with a nod. Jungkook could tell something was up.

‘Is there anything else?’ Jungkook chuckled as they stood before his car.

‘Yeah, I’m meeting with someone after Seokjin’s birthday party.’ Taehyung informed a bit reluctantly. Jungkook’s smile instantly faded, but he tried to play it cool.

‘Interesting. Does he or she have a name?’ Jungkook inquired with a forced smile.

‘His name’s Wonho, he’s one of the personal trainers here.’ Taehyung answered. Jungkook forced another smile as he struggled to choke down his jealousy. Since they started working out together at that gym, Jungkook noticed Taehyung and Wonho, the sexiest personal trainer alive, occasionally flirting, but he never assumed it to be anything serious. At a complete loss for words, they simply got into Jungkook’s car and drove to Taehyung’s apartment.

 

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When they got back to Taehyung’s apartment, Jungkook seemed rather preoccupied but Taehyung carefully chose not to ask about it. After the food came, they simply sat across each other and ate in silence.

‘So, what are you and Wonho doing tomorrow night? Going out somewhere?’ Jungkook questioned, finally breaking the awkward silence.

‘Uh, not really. I’m gonna be at Seokjin’s party for a while, so since it’s gonna be kinda late, I told him to just come over to my place.’ Taehyung replied, unintentionally upsetting Jungkook even more.

‘I see, good luck with that.’ Jungkook scoffed sarcastically.

‘What do you mean?’ Taehyung posed curiously.

‘Have you seen the guy?! And I’m pretty sure he’s a top.’ Jungkook chuckled, struggling to mask his raging jealousy.

‘So what?’ Taehyung shrugged, a bit annoyed.

‘Nothing. It’s just that you told me it’s been a while for you, so I’m kinda worried you won’t be able to take it.’ Jungkook pointed out, purposefully irritating him.

‘I appreciate your concern, but relax, I still know how to take dick.’ Taehyung sneered, rolling his eyes at him.

‘If you say so.’ Jungkook chuckled, amused by his cute but angered state.

‘At least I’m seeing people, you immediately reject anyone that shows an interest.’ Taehyung pointed out as he took their plates and walked to the sink.

‘That’s because I’m not interested in anyone else.’ Jungkook sighed, standing up and following him into the kitchen.

‘Anyone else?’ Taehyung repeated, turning around to face him.

‘Look, this is great, okay I love being friends with you. I feel like we’re emotionally connecting for the first time ever. But Tae, you know I want more than this.’ Jungkook confessed, stepping closer to him.

‘Kook, we agreed to be friends. Isn’t this better? We can just enjoy spending time together without any drama and pain and more drama.’ Taehyung mentioned, softly stroking Jungkook’s cheek since he appeared to be on the verge of tears.

‘I understand where you’re coming from, that’s why I agreed to being friends and nothing more. You can date other people if you like, just don’t expect me to do the same.’ Jungkook stated firmly, then started walking away only to have Taehyung grab his arm and pull him back.

‘Jungkook, I really want you to move on from this. You have so much to offer and I would love to see you in a happy relationship with someone.’ Taehyung insisted, palming his face as he intently stared into his eyes.

‘And I just want that someone to be you.’ Jungkook whispered, grabbing his waist to pull him closer. They anxiously stared at each other for a few seconds before Jungkook lifted him up, placed him on the counter and smashed their lips together. Taehyung instinctively wrapped his arms and legs around him and deepened the kiss.

~~~

Several minutes later, they were in Taehyung’s bed, completely naked and kissing passionately. They were making yet another mistake of course, but in that moment, all they could focus on was the satisfying intimacy. Jungkook was on top of Taehyung, intensely kissing and caressing his gorgeous body everywhere. Taehyung’s soft moans were awakening Jungkook’s animalistic instincts, since to Jungkook there was nothing sexier than a submissive Kim Taehyung. His biggest weakness would always be the ability to exert dominance over Taehyung. While that’s one of the many reasons why their previous relationship was so dysfunctional, given their history, it’s understandable why Jungkook developed that particular fetish. Taehyung let out a loud gasp when Jungkook suddenly moved down his body and spread his legs.

‘What are you doing?’ Taehyung asked softly, swallowing hard when Jungkook glanced up at him with a lustful stare.

‘I’m gonna top. You need the practice right?’ Jungkook grinned, softly rubbing two of his fingers against Taehyung’s hole. Taehyung licked his lips as he stared down at Jungkook’s swollen member, then he nodded with an eager smile. Jungkook didn’t waste any time. He immediately buried his face between Taehyung’s thighs and started licking his hole, lustfully sucking on it, eager to feel his dick inside of it again.

‘Ah-fuck Jungkook! Yes!... lick it, fuck! Ah-ah… mmph.’ Taehyung loudly moaned as he held on to Jungkook’s head and grinded up against his face. Jungkook had always been exceptionally good at eating him out, but all those years of practice seemed to have improved his skills even more. Basically, Taehyung was drowning in mind-altering pleasure.

‘You wanna cum for me?’ Jungkook breathed, then instantly went back to work.

‘Yeah… YEAH! I wanna cum… can I please cum?’ Taehyung whimpered and begged ever so submissively.

‘Fuck…’ Jungkook gasped from the lightning bolt of pleasure he felt surging through his dick. Submissive Kim Taehyung would be the death of him. He squeezed Taehyung’s thighs, pulled him closer to his face and started jabbing his tongue in and out of Taehyung’s twitching hole, reducing him to a moaning mess. Jungkook was breathing heavily, twisting and turning his tongue inside of Taehyung’s hole, digging his nails into his thighs and Taehyung started to see nothing but white.

‘AAHH!’ Taehyung screamed out in pleasure as he experienced one of the most satisfying orgasms ever. He had his eyes closed and was panting for air, meanwhile, Jungkook was already lubing up his member.

‘Ready for this?’ Jungkook breathed, brushing his tip against Taehyung’s moist hole. Taehyung glanced down at the size of Jungkook’s erection and felt a bit concerned. Did his dick get bigger?!

‘Um, can you finger me a little?’ Taehyung asked in a soft tone.

‘Sure.’ Jungkook chuckled, then grabbed the bottle of lube, applied some on his fingers and went to work. Jungkook’s throbbing dick was begging him for some relief, but he carefully stayed composed and took his time. He outright refused to ever hurt Taehyung again.

‘Okay-okay… I’m ready.’ Taehyung whispered, feeling relaxed around Jungkook’s fingers and very aroused. Jungkook slowly pulled his fingers out, straddled him and pushed his length in. Taehyung wrapped his legs around him, palmed his face and kissed him passionately as Jungkook gently thrusted inside of him. While Jungkook truly enjoyed Taehyung’s submissive side, he didn’t want to rush it. Ordinarily, he’d want to ram his cock in and out of Taehyung, making him scream out in pain and pleasure. But in that moment, all Jungkook felt was his immense love for Taehyung. The feeling of holding him so close, feeling his warmth, tasting his lips, gently thrusting inside of him, feeding him with pure pleasure, it was the most overwhelming and satisfying experience of Jungkook’s life. So he continued to do just that, make sweet love to him.

~~~

After the intense love-making, they cuddled in bed. Jungkook was resting his head on Taehyung’s chest, who in turn was running his fingers through his hair. Both of them felt blissed out on that intense experience and weren’t sure what to say, for fear they may ruin the moment.

‘I thought you were gonna fuck my brains out.’ Taehyung scoffed, causing Jungkook to pop his head up with a bright smile.

‘That can be arranged.’ Jungkook grinned, both of them blushing.

‘I’m just saying, it was different, but I really liked it.’ Taehyung admitted, fondly smiling at him as he caressed his face. Jungkook took his hand and moved it up to his lips, softly kissing it.

‘I really liked it too.’ He confessed.

‘Why do we keep doing this?’ Taehyung sighed, getting back to reality.

‘You know why.’ Jungkook countered, lowering his head to hide the tears in his eyes.

‘Kook, why do you want this so much?’ Taehyung demanded, on the verge of tears as well.

‘Because I’m in love with you. Tae, you’re the only person I’ve ever been in love with. I’ve tried moving on from you, I just can’t. I know we have issues, but this is it for me. I don’t want anything else. I just want you.’ Jungkook confessed with tears streaming down his face. They both sat up, Taehyung palmed Jungkook’s face and broke down in tears.

‘Jungkookie, I love you too, you know I do!’ Taehyung cried, kissing his face allover.

‘Then please just let me all the way in? This feels so right, I know we can make it work this time! Tae, I believe that with all my heart.’ Jungkook cried, afterwards throwing himself in Taehyung’s arms and sobbing into the crook of his neck. Neither of them had anything else left to say. They spent the remainder of that night holding each other close until they fell asleep.

 

***

The Next Day…

Yoongi and Jimin were going through the menu together as they waited for Taehyung to arrive. They were in the capital to celebrate Seokjin’s birthday since Namjoon’s father arranged a surprise party for him. While in the capital, they also had the opportunity to check out venues for their wedding. In addition to all that, they simply had to hang out with Taehyung and Jungkook again since they had so much fun together during their last visit.

‘I think I want the salmon. Should we wait for Tae to order?’ Jimin asked, rather hungry.

‘He should be here any minute, but I guess we can start ordering.’ Yoongi replied, rather hungry as well. Right after they finished ordering, Taehyung walked in with a preoccupied look on his face.

‘Hey, finally made it huh.’ Jimin teased, standing up so he could hug him. Taehyung smiled as he hugged him and afterwards Yoongi.

‘What’s on your mind?’ Yoongi carefully posed once they all sat down.

‘No, nothing. Um, is Jungkook on his way?’ Taehyung questioned, gazing around for him.

‘He’s already here. He’s taking a work-related call out back.’ Yoongi informed, curiously smiling at him.

‘Oh okay. Why are you smiling at me?’ Taehyung scoffed as he took the menu.

‘You had sex again, didn’t you?’ Yoongi grinned, causing Taehyung to feel a bit flustered.

‘Tae! Seriously?! Have you guys been having sex since we last saw you? Wait, are you back together?’ Jimin asked with much excitement.

‘Jimin, slow down. No, we’re not together. But we had sex last night and it was different.’ Taehyung admitted, putting the menu down and letting out a sigh of frustration.

‘How so different?’ Jimin probed.

‘I don’t know, I just feel like I really want to be with him.’ Taehyung confessed, tears welling up in his eyes.

‘Tae, of course you want to be with him, you’re in love with him.’ Yoongi pointed out.

‘I know that. But before last night I felt certain that I shouldn’t pursue it. I just didn’t wanna take that risk.’ Taehyung said with his gaze lowered, fighting off tears.

‘And how do you feel now?’ Jimin pressed, taking his hand in an effort to soothe him.

‘Now, I’m still afraid, but I feel like it shouldn’t matter when you really love someone.’ Taehyung answered most sincerely.

‘That’s what I’ve been trying to explain to you the last time we were here. There’s always gonna be that fear of things not working out, but you can’t let that keep you from going after what makes you happy. Taehyungie, he’s your soulmate and you know it.’ Yoongi said with a soft smile, gently wiping away Taehyung’s tears. Before anyone could say anything else, Jungkook suddenly reappeared and took the seat next to Taehyung.

‘Hey Tae. Sorry that took so long guys, my boss can be a real dick sometimes. Did everyone order?’ Jungkook asked casually with a smile.

‘Me and Yoongi did, so it’s just you and Tae now.’ Jimin replied, glancing over at the anxious look on Taehyung’s face.

‘Cool. So Tae, what do you feel like getting?’ Jungkook posed, glancing at Taehyung with a fond smile.

‘Not sure yet. Oh, I got the note you left me on my nightstand this morning.’ Taehyung replied, smiling back at him.

‘Good. Yeah I had to head out for work really early, otherwise I would’ve made you some breakfast.’ Jungkook joked, causing Taehyung’s smile to fade.

‘Would you really make me breakfast?’ Taehyung asked softly, intensely staring into his eyes.

‘I don’t know, I’m not even sure if I was allowed to sleep over.’ Jungkook scoffed, trying to brush off the tension with humor.

‘Since when do you need permission to sleep over?’ Taehyung countered, somewhat upset.

‘Since you have certain plans tonight.’ Jungkook retorted, struggling to choke down his anger, frustration and jealousy.

‘Oh about tonight, wanna all hang out together after the surprise party?’ Jimin eagerly suggested, attempting to lighten the mood a little.

‘Yeah that would be great, right?’ Yoongi said in addition, hoping to ease the tension as well.

‘Tae already has plans, so I guess we can’t.’ Jungkook replied with a forced smile.

‘I don’t have any plans.’ Taehyung stated firmly.

‘Oh, did you call Wonho and reschedule? Gonna be too tired after the party? I think that’s smart, you’re gonna need a lot of energy to keep up with that guy.’ Jungkook scoffed sarcastically.

‘No Kook, I called it off altogether. I’m not interested in anyone else.’ Taehyung responded, intently staring at Jungkook with tears in his eyes. Jungkook broke down in tears, stood up and stormed out of the restaurant.

‘Um Tae, this is the part where you go chase after him.’ Jimin chuckled.

‘What should I say to him?’ Taehyung whispered on the verge of tears.

‘Tae, just tell him how you love him, how you’ve always loved him. You both deserve to finally be happy.’ Yoongi answered, fondly smiling at him. Taehyung sniffed, wiped his tears and stood up. After taking a few seconds to compose himself, he quickly ran out of the restaurant in search of Jungkook. Luckily, Jungkook was right across the street, sitting on a bench by himself. Without saying anything, Taehyung sat down next to him.

‘Why are you doing this to me?’ Jungkook cried, turning around to face him.

‘I’m sorry, I was just so scared before.’ Taehyung said sincerely, facing him and taking his hand.

‘You don’t think I’m scared? Tae, I’m scared too! But I love you too much to let that fear stop me from being with you.’ Jungkook admitted, moving closer to him.

‘I know that now.’ Taehyung whispered, struggling to fight off tears.

‘So what do you want from me?’ Jungkook asked in a soft tone.

‘I just want… you. Jungkookie, you’re everything I want!’ Taehyung answered sincerely, palming his face.

‘How do I know this is real? How can I be sure you won’t just change your mind?’ Jungkook demanded, too afraid to get his hopes up just yet.

‘Because I finally believe with all my heart that we can make this work. We’ll get it right this time, I know it. I’ve never felt more certain about anything in my life! Kook, I love you so much.’ Taehyung confessed with tears streaming down his face. Jungkook grabbed him and kissed him passionately. Both of them were crying, panting and moaning into the kiss.

‘So we’re really doing this?’ Jungkook whispered, hovering his lips over Taehyung’s.

‘We’re really doing this. I want us to stay like best-friends who talk, laugh, hang out and work out together. But I also want you to kiss me, touch me and hold me really close when you make love to me.’ Taehyung continued to confess, pulling Jungkook closer so he could kiss him again. Despite being on a public bench, Jungkook pulled Taehyung into his lap as they shared a heated but most meaningful kiss.

‘I want all of that too, except, we’re gonna switch the sex up right?’ Jungkook grinned, making him blush.

‘Of course we are.’ Taehyung chuckled, softly kissing his neck.

‘Oh and one more thing…’ Jungkook said, pausing until Taehyung popped his head up with a curious smile.

‘What is it?’ Taehyung scoffed, running his fingers through his hair.

‘We’re gonna start going to another gym.’ Jungkook said in a serious tone, causing Taehyung to burst out in laughter.

‘Agreed.’ Taehyung replied. Then they simply held each other close for a couple of minutes before returning to the restaurant where Yoongi and Jimin were eagerly waiting for them. Their love was always meant to be, and it was finally their time.

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3 Months Later…

Hoseok was cheerfully making breakfast while Yugyeom was taking a much-needed shower. Their friendship has been great, as has their roommate situation, but the previous night was simply amazing. They had known for some time that they shared feelings for each other, but they didn’t want to rush anything. So they carefully took the time to establish a strong emotional connection before moving on to the next step. Last night was the next step. After spending some months living together, becoming the bests of friends, they finally expressed their true feelings in the most meaningful way. Hoseok and Yugyeom had had sex before back when they were plotting criminal activities together, but that was just to channel their many frustrations at the time. The couple of times that they had indulged in mere physical desire, was just that, simply physical. However, it could sincerely be said that both of them experienced sex on a whole different level the previous night. The sex was tender, gentle, passionate and very fulfilling. Both of them felt so cherished, appreciated and loved. They took the time to hold each other close, touch, kiss and caress each other, it could safely be called making love.

‘Hey baby, are you making me breakfast?’ Yugyeom scoffed upon entering the kitchen wearing nothing but a pair of gray boxers while drying his hair with a towel.

‘Yeah. I know you’re the chef and all, but I wanted to do something nice for you.’ Hoseok said, blushing with his gaze lowered as Yugyeom wrapped his arms around him and kissed the back of his neck. Hoseok didn’t think he’d ever be able to move on from Yoongi, but having Yugyeom in his life all those years, supporting him and caring about him in a way nobody ever had before, made Hoseok realize that he should let go of things that couldn’t be and focus on the amazing things that could. It was the best decision he’d ever made, because Hoseok had never been happier than he was with Yugyeom.

‘You take such good care of me.’ Yugyeom whispered, trailing wet kisses down his neck. Yugyeom in turn also didn’t think he could move on from Jungkook. For the longest time, he believed Jungkook to be his soulmate. But after growing up and maturing from that high-school mentality, Yugyeom came to realize that the only reason he obsessed so much over Jungkook was simply because Jungkook was ‘the one that got away’, nothing more. So after coming to terms with that, Yugyeom finally let go and decided to focus on pursuing genuine happiness. If he was being honest, he didn’t think he would fall so hard for Hoseok. But it was without a doubt, the best thing that ever happened to him. Being with Hoseok made him feel happy and fulfilled in a way he didn’t even think was possible.

‘I hope you like the pancakes.’ Hoseok chuckled, turning around and kissing him on the cheek.

‘Since it’s from you, I’ll love it.’ Yugyeom replied, fondly smiling at him as he grabbed his waist to pull him closer.

‘Last night was great…’ Hoseok whispered with a soft smile as Yugyeom continued to kiss the sides of his face.

‘Wasn’t it? Being with you makes me so happy.’ Yugyeom confessed, afterwards palming his face and kissing him softly on the lips.

‘Yeah, I honestly never thought I could be this happy.’ Hoseok admitted, running his fingers through his hair. Yugyeom then smiled, palmed his face and kissed him again. After their sweet and passionate kiss, they had breakfast and simply enjoyed the day together, and every other day to follow. Their love was most unexpected, but sometimes the best things in life come as a complete surprise.

 

***

Seokjin was peacefully asleep in the soothing arms of his husband until a hyper and eager Juwon jumped on top of them. Knowing that it was his overly excited toddler, he woke up with a chuckle and pulled Juwon into his arms. Namjoon was still asleep since he returned home late the previous night from celebrating too much at Yoongi’s and Jimin’s bachelor party. The best thing about being a gay couple, was that they could combine the bachelor party.

‘Morning Daddy! Today is uncle Jimin’s party right?!’ Juwon asked with much excitement.

‘Yes sweetie. Uncle Jimin and uncle Yoongi are getting married today.’ Jin said with a fond smile, pinching the dimple on his cheek. Juwon had a puzzled expression on his face.

‘But there’s still a party?’ Juwon posed, needing a confirmation on that. Seokjin chuckled and pulled him into his arms once more.

‘Yes, they’re having a party to celebrate the wedding.’ Seokjin assured, causing Juwon’s face to light up again.

‘Cool! Daddy, when can I get married?’ Juwon questioned with a curious smile, making Seokjin chuckle.

‘I don’t know, marriage is serious! Are you even dating someone already?’ Seokjin asked with a smile, indulging in his cuteness.

‘Dating someone?’ Juwon posed, curiously tilting his head.

‘Yeah, is there someone you want to marry?’ Seokjin continued, chuckling at his preoccupied look.

‘Oh! There’s this girl in my class! But I don’t like her.’ Juwon answered, shaking his head. Seokjin started laughing out loud due to his overwhelming cuteness, waking Namjoon up in the process.

‘Hmm, why is my son talking about marriage?’ Namjoon yawned, slowly sitting up straight.

‘Dad!’ Juwon exclaimed, jumping into his arms.

‘Hey champ. I think you’re a little too young to get married.’ Namjoon chuckled, hugging him tight.

‘So I have to wait a few days?’ Juwon posed, popping his head up and staring at his father with the fondest smile.

‘Yes, let’s start with a few days and then several more years after that, okay?’ Namjoon scoffed, making Jin laugh. Juwon heeded with a nod and continued to laugh as both of his fathers tickled him. They truly had the happiest little family. Neither Seokjin, nor Namjoon could believe how lucky they were to have found each other all those years ago.

 

***

Jimin woke up slightly hungover to the smell of fresh coffee. A bright smile spread across his face when he realized it was his wedding day. So he happily skipped to the kitchen where his husband-to-be was setting the table for breakfast. He fondly stared at Yoongi filling their plates with scrambled eggs, bacon, waffles and quite a few other delicious treats. Ever since Jimin first met Yoongi in high-school, he knew right away that he wanted to spend the rest of his life with him. He honestly couldn’t imagine loving anyone more. Despite their many ups and downs, some of them being rather severe, their love for each other made them happier than they ever thought was possible. Some things are simply meant to be, and Jimin knew with all his heart that he and Yoongi were made for each other.

‘Morning Wifey, what are you staring at?’ Yoongi chuckled, walking up to him.

‘The best husband in the world. Oh, can I say that yet?’ Jimin teased, wrapping his arms around Yoongi’s neck.

‘Well, we have a few more hours before it’s official, but I guess we can start practicing.’ Yoongi grinned, gently pulling him into his arms.

‘I can’t believe I’m marrying you today.’ Jimin whispered into the crook of his neck.

‘Why, are you having second thoughts?’ Yoongi joked, popping his head up and curiously staring into his deep brown eyes.

‘Nope. Nothing can stop me from being yours Min Yoongi.’ Jimin replied on the verge of tears. Yoongi palmed his face and kissed him passionately.

‘You were always mine Park Jimin.’ Yoongi whispered, hovering his lips over Jimin’s. Jimin then broke down crying, overjoyed and Yoongi held him close as he smiled to himself. Despite his many dark and twisted tendencies and his horrific past, Jimin still accepted him for who he was and simply loved him past his pain. Yoongi couldn’t understand what he had ever done to deserve Jimin’s love, but he was determined to spend the rest of his life cherishing Jimin and making him happier than he could ever be.

 

***

Jungkook and Taehyung were kissing in bed. They both woke up with a slight hangover from Jimin’s and Yoongi’s bachelor party. But once awake, they showered, had breakfast and then somehow ended up kissing in bed. At first they decided to unpack some more of Jungkook’s stuff. About 2 weeks ago, Taehyung had asked Jungkook to move in with him and Jungkook, being ridiculously in love with him, happily agreed. However, given their busy schedules and the fact that they mostly just had endless sex in their free time, unpacking all of Jungkook’s stuff was taking longer than expected.

‘Mmm Jungkookie, stop getting me all horny, we’re supposed to be unpacking.’ Taehyung protested, moving away from underneath him.

‘I know, I know.’ Jungkook sighed. He absolutely hated unpacking, and packing for that matter.

‘We need to hurry, gotta start getting ready soon.’ Taehyung chuckled, caressing his face.

‘Yeah. I’m so happy for them. Do you think we’ll have that someday?’ Jungkook posed, a bit anxious. The last 3 months were simply amazing. The love they shared had never been stronger. But given everything they suffered through, they were both cautiously optimistic.

‘Kook, I want to be with you for the rest of my life, and if that means getting married someday, then I’m happy with that. But we don’t need to feel that pressure in our relationship.’ Taehyung replied with a soft smile, moving closer to him.

‘I know baby. All I wanted to hear you say is that we’ll be together for the rest of our lives.’ Jungkook said with a fond smile, pulling Taehyung into his lap.

‘Of course we will.’ Taehyung whispered, softly kissing his forehead.

‘Are you sure we can’t do it real quick? Come on, you can top!’ Jungkook insisted, making Taehyung chuckle at his eagerness.

~~~

A few minutes later, Jungkook was on his back, wrapped around Taehyung, softly moaning as his gorgeous live-in boyfriend gently thrusted inside of him. Jungkook couldn’t believe that he was finally genuinely happy. No matter their rough start, he truly fell in love with Taehyung with all his heart, mind and soul. Kim Taehyung was the only person he could ever love so much. In a way, he was glad that they had spent those 5 years apart. That time apart gave them the time and space they needed to grow and mature into their own person. They were both finally capable of loving, cherishing and caring for someone in a functional way. Maybe some things will never change, maybe they’ll have their occasional ups and downs, it didn’t matter. The love they felt for one another was strong enough to overcome it all.

‘Ah… Taehyungie… ah-ah, I’m gonna cum…’ Jungkook whimpered, afterwards biting into Taehyung’s shoulder as they both rode out their orgasms. Taehyung then crashed beside him as he struggled to catch his breath.

‘Fuck that was good! So, should we go finish unpacking?’ Taehyung scoffed, pulling a panting and sweaty Jungkook into his arms.

‘Why are you ruining the moment with chores?’ Jungkook sighed, rolling his eyes at him. Taehyung started laughing and pulled him in for a kiss. He was always certain of his love for Jungkook and he finally felt brave enough to pursue his own happiness. At first, Taehyung was simply afraid of being with Jungkook since he felt he never really deserved him. In addition, he was scared of falling back into his old habits. But Taehyung finally understood that love and just life in general is about taking risks. He came to realize that he deserved to be happy. And for Kim Taehyung, happiness meant Jeon Jungkook. So they cuddled and giggled in bed, postponing unpacking once again since they had to start getting ready for Jimin and Yoongi’s wedding. It was fine, unpacking could wait, they had all the time in the world together. And in the end, only happiness remains.