Chapter 1: Worst Nightmare
Jimin felt weak. He was struggling to walk through the narrow hallway trying to find an empty bedroom. He wasn’t sure what was wrong with him but he knew he had to lay down. His vision was blurry, he felt dizzy, his throat was dry and his body temperature kept increasing. Finally he managed to get to an empty bedroom. After struggling to open the door, he got inside and closed the door behind him. Just a few seconds of being in the bedroom and he fell to the floor, panting for air. A burning sensation in his chest was overwhelming him. His entire body started to ache as he suddenly felt the need to be touched. While trying to remember what happened, he started undressing due to his body feeling hotter by the minute. Once he was completely naked, he struggled to climb unto the bed and fell flat on his face. Covered in sweat and softly whimpering from all the various sensations, he realized that someone probably spiked his drink with something. He felt like such an idiot for going to Taehyung’s party. Why did he even go? He absolutely hated Taehyung and his boyfriend Jungkook. They would always flirt with him at school and even though Jimin was gay, he didn’t like them. In all fairness, Jimin did think they were very attractive, but he didn’t like their arrogance.
Jimin suddenly heard the door open and footsteps approaching. With his face buried in a pillow, he couldn’t see who it was. After the door closed, he heard some whispering. But he felt too dizzy and weak to make out who it was and what they were saying. He gasped as he felt a firm hand squeeze his ass. It then dawned on him that he was in a strange bedroom and laying naked on the bed.
‘Well, what do we have here kitten?’ Taehyung said in his familiar deep voice.
‘Looks like a thirsty little slut to me daddy.’ Jungkook replied in his soft voice.
Jimin started to panic as Taehyung and Jungkook started laughing. He turned his head to look if it was really them or if he was simply having some terrible nightmare. They stood next to the bed staring at him with sinister smiles, Taehyung’s hand still firmly rested on his ass. Taehyung lifted his hand and spanked him hard, making him arch his back and moan softly.
‘Oh he likes that.’ Taehyung smirked. He then moved closer to Jimin and whispered in his ear ‘I always knew you were a submissive little slut.’
Jimin didn’t know what was happening but he started to feel scared so he tried getting up but he couldn’t, he felt far too dizzy. He tried speaking, but that was a real struggle as well since his throat felt so dry.
‘Looks like the aphrodisiac I dropped in your drink is taking effect. You badly need to be fucked right now, don’t you baby?’ Taehyung said while softly rubbing his round mounds.
‘W..What? Why?’ Jimin managed to say.
‘Because, when I asked you nicely if I can fuck you, you said no. And me and my kitten here, we just really want to fuck you baby. How nice of you to come to my party and then wait for me naked on my own bed.’
Jimin wanted to scream, but he couldn’t. His heart was beating faster due to fear and his sudden arousal. He tried very hard to hide the fact that his dick was hard and twitching. Soft whimpers were escaping his mouth because of his painful erection. Those whimpers did not go unnoticed by Taehyung and Jungkook.
‘Daddy, can we play with him now?’ Jungkook begged.
‘Sure, let’s give him what he wants.’
Jimin lay there, paralyzed, tears streaming down his face as he watched them undress. Once they were both completely naked, Taehyung moved towards him and forcefully spread his legs. He tried to resist, but sadly he was too weak.
‘Fuck baby, your hole is dripping wet. Do you really want it so bad? I bet I don’t even have to prep you. I could just ram my cock up there.’ Taehyung smirked.
He licked and bit his bottom lip as he pushed two fingers in Jimin’s soaked hole, making him gasp and shudder. Jimin buried his face in the pillow again as an attempt to stifle his moans. Taehyung was fingering him hard and fast, just the way he liked it. Pre-cum started dripping from Jimin’s cock as Taehyung kept scissoring him hard. Jimin started to feel really good, but he knew it was just the effect of the drug that was increasing his pleasure. Jungkook stood and watched closely, gently stroking his length as Taehyung fingered Jimin mercilessly. Jimin lifted his head and let out a lewd moan when Taehyung pushed a third finger in.
‘You wanna cum baby? I can feel your hole getting tight around my fingers.’ Taehyung said in his deep seductive voice as he moved faster.
Jimin bit down on the pillow and gathered all the energy he had to hold back his orgasm. He didn’t want that asshole to make him cum. Taehyung smirked when he realized that Jimin managed to fight off his orgasm.
‘Let’s see how long you can keep that up.’ Taehyung said as he pulled his fingers out and licked them clean. ‘Fuck, you taste so good baby.’ He said while jerking his length.
Jungkook moved closer and positioned himself between Jimin’s legs. As he looked down at Jimin’s pink wet hole, he lustfully licked his lips.
‘Daddy, can I taste him?’ Jungkook asked in a soft voice, his eyes begging for permission.
‘Of course kitten. Use that pretty little mouth of yours to make him cum.’ Taehyung answered.
Jungkook wasted no time in spreading Jimin’s legs wider apart so he could lick his dripping hole. Jimin could no longer stifle his moans. Jungkook was making him feel too good. His warm, wet tongue penetrating him made Jimin move his hips back and forth, desperately seeking more friction. Taehyung pulled the pillow under his head away and threw it on the floor. Then he lifted Jimin up a little so he could position his head between his legs. Once he was carefully seated before Jimin, he held his head up to make him look at him. Jimin’s face was contorted due to the pleasure Jungkook was giving him. Unable to resist the sexy look on his face, Taehyung leaned down and kissed him roughly. He got even more turned on when Jimin gave in to the kiss, all the while still moaning and whimpering. Abruptly, he pulled away and looked down at him with a lustful smile.
‘Suck.’ Taehyung demanded.
Jimin felt too good to resist anymore. He did as he was told, wasting no time in taking Taehyung’s huge throbbing member in his mouth. He felt so aroused that he enjoyed the taste of Taehyung’s thick cock in his mouth. Taehyung started moaning as Jimin started sucking him harder, taking him all the way in. Jimin could no longer fight off his orgasm, he moaned as loudly as he could with Taehyung’s dick in his mouth as Jungkook’s tongue made him cum all over the silk sheets he lay on. The vibration of Jimin moaning on his dick while sucking him so hard, his tongue circling around his tip, pushed Taehyung closer to his high. He looked at Jungkook who lustfully had his face buried between Jimin’s legs, softly moaning while he sucked on his hole and jerked his own length. The amazing view and the incredible feeling pushed Taehyung over the edge. He groaned loudly as he came down Jimin’s throat, forcing him to swallow all of it. After he came, he and Jungkook both got up and looked down at Jimin who helplessly lay there, still softly whimpering.
‘Came after all, did you?’ Taehyung grinned.
‘Daddy, can I fuck him now?’ Jungkook pleaded.
‘Right, you still have to cum, don’t you kitten? Okay, go ahead. But turn him over. I want to see the look on his face when you make him cum again.’ Taehyung instructed.
Jungkook nodded and moved towards Jimin again. Carefully, he flipped him over. Jimin let out a soft sigh as he laid on his back looking up at Jungkook. His eyes were pleading him to stop. But Jungkook didn’t care, he was too aroused and Jimin was too sexy. He had been wanting to fuck him ever since Jimin first transferred to their school three months ago. The long wait is finally over. Jungkook carefully lifted his legs and put them over his shoulders. Then he moved closer until his cock was rubbing against Jimin’s hole. Slowly, he pushed in, making Jimin close his eyes and bite his bottom lip from the overwhelming sensation. Taehyung was seated in an armchair next to the bed, intently observing them while stroking his cock. Once Jungkook was fully inside of Jimin, he held still a few seconds, giving Jimin time to adjust. He started slowly moving inside of him, making Jimin grab the sheets while moaning softly.
‘Ah… so fucking tight!’ Jungkook exclaimed as he closed his eyes and threw his head back in pleasure. It was an unfamiliar feeling to him and he fell in love with it. Nothing had ever felt so good. Taehyung was the only person he had ever been with and he would always top. Jungkook was enjoying every second of being the top for once.
‘You don’t have to go easy on that little slut, kitten. Fuck him really hard.’ Taehyung insisted.
Jungkook could see the tears streaming down Jimin’s face but it felt too good to stop. So in stead he listened to his boyfriend and picked up his pace. Jimin started moaning loudly as Jungkook mercilessly slammed into him over and over again. Jungkook started whimpering as he felt his orgasm getting closer. Wanting to make Jimin feel just as good, he grabbed his hardened length and started jerking him roughly. While basically screaming out in pleasure, Jimin bucked his hips as he came hard all over Jungkook’s chest. This pushed Jungkook over the edge. He moaned loudly while coming in Jimin’s ass. Both of them were panting loudly, trying to catch their breath. Jimin could feel the effects of the drug starting to wear off, but he still felt weak and on top of that he was very tired from coming so hard twice in a row. Jungkook got up and crashed on Taehyungs lap. They started making out and Jimin just lay there blankly staring at them. Due to the exhaustion, Jimin closed his eyes, almost drifting off to sleep. Suddenly he felt himself being flipped over onto his stomach. He turned his head around and saw Taehyung looking down at him with a seductive grin.
‘My turn.’ Taehyung said while winking at him.
‘Please no. I can’t…’ Jimin pleaded, unable to finish his sentence due to exhaustion.
Taehyung simply smirked and climbed on top of him. It was Jungkook’s turn to observe while resting on the chair. Taehyung rested both hands on his mounds and forcefully slammed into him, making Jimin whimper. He was thrusting hard and deep, hitting Jimin’s prostate with every thrust. Being the experienced guy he is, Taehyung knew exactly how to make someone feel as good as they possibly can. Nobody could fuck you better than Kim Taehyung. Jimin felt his dick get hard again. He didn’t even know it was possible to come three times in a row. Taehyung started moaning while thrusting even harder into him, feeling his orgasm starting to build up again. He wanted Jimin to cum first so he purposefully brushed against his prostate over and over again until Jimin became a moaning mess underneath him.
‘Taehyung please, I can’t take it anymore.’ Jimin begged in between moans.
Taehyung picked up his pace when he felt he was close to his climax. Without wanting to, Jimin came on the silk sheets once again. Jimin moaning beneath him and clenching around his cock as he came again, pushed Taehyung over the edge. He bit his lip and rolled his eyes back as he came in Jimin’s tight ass. After Jimin came for the third time, he passed out because of the utter exhaustion.
The next morning Jimin woke up in his bed. He jumped up to discover he was in his own room. How did he get there? Who dressed him in his pajamas? Wait, what happened last night? He remembered going to Taehyung’s party and…Did he really have sex with Taehyung and Jungkook? Everything was so blurry. He tried to get out of bed when he felt the pain in his lower back and legs. A tear streamed down his face as he started to remember what happened, what those jerks did to him. He wiped his tears and went downstairs.
‘Ah, finally awake are you?’ His mother asked with a straight face.
Jimin was confused. Clearly his mother was upset but he didn’t know why. He slowly walked towards the coffee table in the kitchen where she was seated.
‘Mom, what happened last night? How did I get home?’ Jimin inquired in a soft voice while taking a seat across his mother.
‘Oh so you don’t even remember. You had too much to drink at that party you went to last night and you passed out. Your friends Taehyung and Jungkook had to drive you home and carry you up to your room. They even helped you get changed into your pajamas.’ His mother calmly explained.
Jimin could feel the anger boiling up inside of him. But he knew he couldn’t say anything, after all, who would possibly believe him. Both Taehyung and Jungkook came from very powerful families. However, they would have to pay for what they did to him. Jimin was going to make them pay.
Chapter 2: Hello Old Lover
Jimin has been depressed after what happened. However, a visit from an ex-lover and his favorite cousin set him back on track.
It’s been two weeks since that night. Jimin wanted more than anything to get back at those jerks but he had absolutely no idea how to even start. Getting revenge is not exactly his strong suit. Never did he even think he would ever have to. Everything was so messed up. At school he felt scared and awkward all the time. Taehyung would just stare and smile at him in a sinister way and Jungkook would be too embarrassed to even look at him. It almost seemed like Jungkook regretted his actions, Taehyung on the other hand clearly did not. Jimin spiraled down into a depression. He felt hurt and abused and there was nothing he could do about it. He stopped speaking, barely ate or slept. He just felt so numb. His mother was really starting to get worried about him. It was a bright Saturday morning but Jimin could not feel more depressed. His mother had to work so he was home alone sitting in the living room when he heard a knock on the door. Hesitantly he walked towards the door and opened it.
‘Hey beautiful.’ Yoongi said with a gummy smile. Jimin couldn’t believe it. He hadn’t seen Yoongi in three months. All he did since he moved was miss him. Jimin did not hesitate to wrap his arms around him, burying his face in the crook of his neck taking in his warm scent. When Yoongi embraced him, Jimin suddenly felt safe again.
‘Jiminnie, are you just gonna hug me out here all day or will you invite me in?’ Yoongi asked with a chuckle.
‘Of course, come in.’ Jimin replied as he took Yoongi by the hand and led him inside.
‘This is a nice house. I liked your other house better though, because then you were much closer to me.’ Yoongi said while taking a seat next to Jimin on the living room sofa.
‘Yoongi, why are you here?’ Jimin inquired.
‘Straight to it then? Okay. Well, I overheard your mother and mine talking on the phone. She sounded really worried about you. Since I really missed you, I decided to come see how you’re doing. So what’s wrong cutie?’ Yoongi asked, taking Jimin’s hand in his. Jimin felt like crying. He was so happy to see Yoongi but he couldn’t tell him what happened.
‘It’s nothing Yoongi. Just some guys at school that annoy me but it’s no big deal.’ Jimin lied. Yoongi could tell there was more to it but he decided not to push it. After all it’s been so long since he had seen Jimin and all he wanted to do was grab him and kiss him.
‘Okay, as long as it’s not a big deal. Aren’t you gonna show me your room?’
‘Sure, let’s go upstairs.’ Jimin said hesitantly. He and Yoongi only broke up because Jimin moved away but Jimin never stopped wanting him. Under any other circumstances, Jimin would be thrilled to be guiding Yoongi to his bedroom but not this time. All he could feel was anxiety and the flashbacks of that awful night. When they got to his room Yoongi got on the bed and motioned for Jimin to join him with a smile. Jimin sat next to him on the bed but didn’t dare to actually look at him. Yoongi grabbed his face and tried to kiss him, but Jimin pulled away.
‘Jiminnie, what’s wrong? Are you seeing someone else already?’ Yoongi asked with a confused look on his face. Jimin tried really hard to fight back his tears.
‘No I’m not. I’m sorry, just not in the mood.’ He lied again.
‘Jimin, we dated for two years. If there’s one thing I know, it’s that you’re always in the mood.’ Yoongi said with a seductive grin.
‘Well I’m sure you are already seeing someone else Mr. Popular. Since you’re the basketball star of the school and everything.’ Jimin retorted.
‘No I’m not. There’s this guy that likes me and I think he’s cute and all but I don’t think I’m ready to be with someone else yet.’ Yoongi explained.
‘What’s his name?’
‘Oh, I know him. He’s liked you for some time now.’
‘So since we’re both single, can I kiss you?’ Yoongi asked in the softest way possible. Jimin could no longer ignore his desire for him. Without hesitating he wrapped his arms around him and pressed his lips against his. Yoongi pushed him onto the bed and got on top of him, all the while not breaking the kiss. Jimin moaned into the kiss as Yoongi held him down by his hips and started grinding against his crotch. They both got hard as the kiss grew more intense and they craved more from each other. Soon all of their clothes were scattered on the floor and they lay in bed naked and kissing.
‘Tell me what you want baby.’ Yoongi said while kissing Jimin’s neck and shoulders. Jimin wasn’t sure if he wanted to have sex with him. He missed Yoongi’s touch more than anything but he was still recovering mentally from what happened. When Jimin didn’t say anything, Yoongi tilted his head up and looked into his eyes. The intensity of Yoongi’s gaze made Jimin want to forget everything and let Yoongi fuck him senseless.
‘You know Jimin, whenever I look into your eyes, I feel like I’m falling in love with you all over again.’ Yoongi said as he softly caressed his face. That was all Jimin needed to hear. He pulled Yoongi closer and kissed him roughly.
‘Do whatever you want with me, I’m all yours.’ Jimin said, feeling needier than ever. Yoongi quickly flipped him unto his stomach and started rubbing the tip of his dripping cock against Jimin’s rim. He started moaning softly as Yoongi’s pre-cum moistened his hole, slowly opening him up. Jimin let out a gasp when he felt Yoongi gently entering him. He bit his bottom lip at the overwhelming sensation of it. Once Yoongi was all the way in, he started mercilessly thrusting in and out of him, reducing Jimin to a moaning mess beneath him.
‘Yoongi, you’re being too rough.’ Jimin said in between moans and whimpers.
‘But that’s how you like it.’ Yoongi whispered into his ear while thrusting even harder. Upon hearing that, Jimin let out the softest moan because Yoongi was right, he loved every second of his gorgeous lover wrecking him like that.
After they had sex, the boys laid in bed for a while and talked. Jimin felt so much better. He really needed Yoongi to comfort him like that. They spent the whole day together, watching TV and playing video games just like old times. Jimin’s mom came home and cooked them a special dinner since she was so happy to see Jimin talking and laughing again. At the end of the day they both shed a few tears when Yoongi had to leave. But they promised to stay in touch this time.
The next day Jimin had a family visit. His favorite aunt and uncle came for a visit with his cousin Seokjin as they always did on a Sunday once a month. Jimin really liked his cousin Seokjin. Although he was a few years older than Jimin, they really got along well. Seokjin was really there for him when he decided to come to terms with his sexuality since he was also gay. They were very close and told each other everything. The parents were downstairs talking about boring grownup stuff while the boys played video games in Jimin’s room.
‘Jin, how are things with your boyfriend Namjoon?’ Jimin inquired.
‘Oh things are great. We’ve actually talked about getting engaged.’ Jin said with a bright smile.
‘Waw, that’s great. I’m really happy for you.’
‘So are you going to tell me what’s wrong?’ Jin asked in all seriousness. Jimin was surprised at the sudden change of topic but he still decided to open up to his cousin and tell him everything. After he told him everything that happened, they were both in tears.
‘You need to get back at them Jiminnie.’ Seokjin said with a straight face.
‘How am I supposed to do that Jin? I don’t know anything about revenge and those guys come from powerful families.’ Jimin replied.
‘Okay, I have an idea. Just hear me out.’
‘Sure, I’m all ears.’
‘Seduce them.’ Jin said with a grin.
‘What?! Are you fucking serious?’ Jimin said, incredulous.
‘Hear me out. Those guys only did that because they both really want you. You’re very attractive Jimin and I know you’re capable of being very seductive, so mess with them.’ Jin explained.
‘Jin why should I mess with them? What good will that do?’ Jimin asked.
‘Turn them against each other. Make them both fall for you and watch them fight over you. Jimin, hurt them where it really matters.’ Jin further explained.
Jimin could see his plan for revenge taking shape as Jin explained in detail how he should go about doing it. The more Jin explained, the more confident Jimin became. The next day would be Monday, a school day. But it would not be just any Monday or any school day. It would be far from ordinary. It would be the start of a rather dangerous game.
Chapter 3: Teasing Game
Jimin starts his game of seduction. Jungkook is sexually frustrated. Taehyung is enraged.
It was a sunny Monday morning and Jungkook felt anxious. He was sitting in class unable to concentrate on the math teacher. The period before, he had history, a class Jimin was also in. Jungkook had every intention of simply ignoring Jimin as he had been since that night because he felt so ashamed and guilty. But something rather unexpected happened during history class, Jimin actually smiled at him. Why would he do that? Hadn’t he been avoiding both him and Taehyung? Wasn’t he still really angry with them? A million thoughts and questions were running through Jungkook’s mind. He figured he should approach Jimin during recess and talk to him. Maybe Jimin would forgive him if he apologized. After class Jungkook was walking towards the cafeteria when he saw Jimin standing in front of his locker organizing some books. He thought that was the perfect opportunity to talk to him since Taehyung was nowhere around, or so he thought.
‘Hi.’ Jungkook said in a soft and nervous voice. Jimin smiled to himself before turning around and facing him. His plan was officially in motion.
‘Hello Jungkook.’ Jimin replied with a bright smile. He could tell Jungkook felt really nervous.
‘So I’m guessing you really smiled at me before. A part of me thought I might have imagined it.’
‘Well you look nice today, so I smiled at you.’ Jimin said with a blush. Jungkook was confused. Was Jimin actually flirting with him? What was happening? Something felt really wrong but he figured he should still apologize.
‘Look Jimin I just came here to tell you I’m sorry for what I did to you that night. I honestly didn’t want to okay, Tae made me. And I had a lot to drink. So I’m really sorry.’ Jungkook said remorsefully. Jimin could tell he meant it but he still hated him for it.
‘So that’s your excuse? You were drunk and your dick of a boyfriend made you?’ Jimin countered. However, he spoke calmly, trying not to show his hatred for him.
‘I’m not trying to make excuses. I’m just apologizing.’
Jungkook didn’t notice Taehyung’s presence but Jimin did. Jimin saw Taehyung carefully observing them while trying to hide behind a group of students gathered at a certain distance from them. When Jungkook started to walk away, Jimin grabbed his arm and pulled him closer, greatly surprising Jungkook.
‘I forgive you Jungkook. I can tell you’re really sorry.’ Jimin said in a soft tone.
‘Thank you Jimin, I can’t tell you how much that means to me.’ Jungkook said, finally smiling.
‘Besides, you did make me cum twice.’ Jimin whispered seductively. Jungkook was startled, worse than that, he suddenly felt aroused. Memories of that night flooded his mind. All he could think of was Jimin’s taste and tight hole and those sweet, soft moans. Jimin’s small hand was still wrapped around his arm as he smiled at him, waiting for him to respond to his remark. But Jungkook didn’t know what to say. His heart was beating faster and his palms got sweaty. It didn’t help that he was standing really close to Jimin who looked beautiful as always and smelled incredible. When Jimin suddenly moved closer, Jungkook immediately took a step back.
‘Jimin, what is this? What are you doing?’ Jungkook asked, trying to mask his arousal.
‘I was thinking, I never got to kiss you.’
Jungkook could feel his head spinning. He never felt more confused in his entire life. And on top of that he was extremely aroused. Then he remembered that Taehyung kissed Jimin that night but he didn’t. In all honesty, Jungkook would’ve loved to have kissed him as well, and he wanted to more than anything with Jimin standing so close and flirting with him. However, something did not add up. Still, he couldn’t deny the fact that he wanted Jimin more than ever at that moment.
‘Are you saying you want me to kiss you?’ Jungkook inquired.
‘Only if that’s what you want too.’ Jimin said, stroking his arm. Jungkook did not hesitate. He took Jimin’s hand and led him to a secluded storage room. It was a rather dark and confined space. As soon as Jungkook closed the door, he moved towards Jimin, backing him up against the wall and moved his face closer to his until Jimin suddenly stopped him.
‘Don’t look so confused. I do want you to kiss me. I just want you to keep this between us. Don’t tell your boyfriend anything about this. Do you promise?’ Jimin insisted.
‘Trust me Jimin, I won’t say a thing to Taehyung.’
Once Jungkook said that, Jimin pulled him closer and kissed him softly. Jungkook reciprocated, kissing him deeper and rougher with each passing second. He felt himself get hard as Jimin started softly moaning into the kiss, making Jungkook burn in desire. After several minutes, they both pulled away gasping for air while smiling at each other.
‘So I guess that settles it. See you around.’ Jimin said as he walked towards the door leaving Jungkook standing there aroused and confused as ever. When Jimin left, Jungkook leaned against the wall, trying hard to make sense of everything that just happened.
Jimin was sitting in the cafeteria eating his salad when Taehyung suddenly walked towards the table. As soon as Taehyung got there, the other students got up and left. Taehyung sat across Jimin who wasn’t even looking at him and it really started to annoy him.
‘Why were you talking to Jungkook?’ Taehyung asked in a deep and serious voice.
‘Why don’t you ask him that?’ Jimin replied, still not looking at him.
‘I’m asking you. Besides, I don’t know where he is.’
Jimin smiled to himself before he finally looked up at Taehyung. ‘Probably jerking off in that storage room’ Jimin thought to himself.
‘What’s wrong? Are you jealous that I was talking to your boyfriend?’ Jimin said sarcastically.
‘No. I was jealous that you were talking to him and not me.’ Taehyung grinned.
‘Well, I like him and not you.’
‘What the hell are you talking about?’ Taehyung demanded, feeling rather infuriated. Jimin simply smirked and stood up. Recess was almost over so he wanted to get his books for his next class. Taehyung however was not just going to let him leave. He wanted an answer.
‘What do you mean Jimin? Answer me Park!’ Taehyung said, almost shouting.
‘Jungkook fucks better.’ Jimin said with a grin and then walked away, leaving Taehyung there, shocked to his very core.
Taehyung lay in bed trying to make sense of what Jimin said to him earlier that day. Jimin seemed very different and Taehyung couldn’t understand why. And why was he suddenly interested in Jungkook? He decided to get some answers. That’s why he told Jungkook to come to his house. His bedroom door opened and Jungkook walked in with a puzzled look on his face.
‘You’re late. Didn’t I say 8 pm sharp?’
‘Tae, who was that guy?’ Jungkook asked with a puzzled look.
‘What guy?’ Taehyung sneered, feeling slightly agitated.
‘I saw a guy pull out of your driveway just as I was about to pull in. It’s already dark and he was wearing a hoody so I couldn’t see who it was.’
‘How should I know? He wasn’t here for me.’ Taehyung lied. Jungkook knew he was lying. He was well aware of the fact that Taehyung cheated on him but he hadn’t in some time and Jungkook was starting to think that he perhaps changed his ways. For a brief moment Jungkook actually started to believe that Taehyung loved him. But that moment was over now.
‘Kook, why were you talking to Jimin today?’ Taehyung asked as Jungkook sat beside him on the bed. He could tell Jungkook didn’t believe him about that guy and that he felt hurt, but he simply didn’t care.
‘I just wanted to apologize.’
‘Is that all that happened? Because I talked to him too and he told me he likes you now. Why does he suddenly like you now kitten?’ Taehyung demanded. Jungkook suddenly felt excited. Jimin likes him? He couldn’t stop thinking about that kiss all day and he wants so much more than that. Should he pursue this?
‘Answer me Jungkook.’
‘That’s all that happened.’ He lied.
‘Okay, if you say so. Now suck me off, I’m bored.’ Taehyung said while lowering his boxers. Jungkook did as he was told. Fighting Taehyung never worked out well for him in the past, so why should he bother now. Maybe if he closed his eyes, he could pretend he was sucking off Jimin. That’s all he could think about now anyways. Just Park Jimin.
It was midnight and Taehyung still lay in bed wide awake. Jungkook was fast asleep beside him, his face still moist from his tears. Taehyung was extra rough as a way of punishing him. It was unacceptable that Jimin would like Jungkook and not him. He knew he wasn’t supposed to care, but he couldn’t help it. Suddenly his phone started ringing, interrupting his thoughts. He froze for a second, dreading who it might be. The name on the screen confirmed his fear. Reluctantly, he answered.
‘Hello?’ Taehyung said, his voice trembling. He spoke softly in an effort not to wake up Jungkook.
‘Taehyungie, you raped him? Really? I ask you to destroy Park Jimin, and that’s your master plan?’ The caller on the other end said, clearly exasperated.
‘That’s just phase one of my master plan.’ Taehyung explained.
‘I hope you know what you’re doing Tae.’ The caller threatened.
‘Trust me, I won’t let you down.’
Before Taehyung had the chance to say anything else, the caller hung up. Everyone knew Taehyung as the bad boy, the king. But he wasn’t always like that. Just three years ago he was just a shy fifteen year old boy with a crush on a guy who changed him forever. A guy he gave everything to. He gave him his heart, his devotion, his virginity. But it wasn’t enough. Nothing was ever good enough for him. Nonetheless, enslaved by his unending desire for him, Taehyung was willing to do anything he wanted. And if that meant he had to destroy Park Jimin, then he would destroy Park Jimin.
Chapter 4: Bad Romance
Taehyung moves on to phase 2 of his plan to take down Jimin. Things start developing at an accelerated pace between Jimin and Jungkook.
Taehyung didn’t get much sleep last night. He stayed up practically the entire night trying to find a way to further ruin Jimin’s life. It was really early but he was already wide awake with a satisfied smile. The next step in his plan had been decided. Jungkook had just left a few minutes ago, not saying a word to him. He was probably still upset about the night before. Maybe Taehyung should’ve stopped when he started crying and begged him to take it easy. But Taehyung couldn’t control himself. It excited him to have Jungkook writhing and squirming beneath him. However, he spent quite some time staring at Jungkook’s sleeping form, and he couldn’t help but feel affection for him. Although Jungkook meant a lot to him, he could never tell him. It was not okay for him to be vulnerable around anyone. The only person he ever allowed himself to be vulnerable with, was the one person who couldn’t care less. He constantly made Taehyung feel like he was trapped in a dream that could never come true. Still Taehyung loved him with every fiber in his being.
‘Morning Dad.’ Taehyung said as he walked into the kitchen where his dad was having coffee and reading the paper.
‘Morning son. You’re up early. I just saw Jungkook leave. He seemed a bit upset. Everything okay with you two?’ His father asked.
‘I don’t know, whatever.’ Taehyung retorted.
‘Why do you say it like that?’
‘Chill Dad, it’s not like I’m in love with him or anything.’
‘Hmm, you never really got over your first boyfriend did you? What was his name again?’ His father inquired.
‘Never mind that- Taehyung said, lowering his head to hide the emotions that stirred up at his dad mentioning his first boyfriend. ‘I need you to do me a favor.’ He added.
‘I knew there was a reason why you suddenly decided to talk to me. What do you want? More money? A new car? Trip to France?’ His father asked sarcastically, hurt that his son only ever spoke to him when he wanted something.
‘I need you to get someone fired.’ Taehyung said in a deep tone, expressing his seriousness.
‘Tae, I won’t even ask why or who. I’m not doing that. What is wrong with you lately?’ His father asked worriedly. His son’s recent behavior had really been worrying him. He seemed so cold and distant, even harsh.
‘Dad, if you don’t do this for me, I will make things very difficult for you and that gold-digging whore you married. Believe me, I will make life miserable for the both of you.’ Taehyung threatened. For the first time in his whole life, his father felt afraid of him. He could feel that Taehyung’s threat was real and he was actually afraid of upsetting him.
‘What’s the person’s name?’ His dad asked, giving in to his son’s extreme demands yet again.
‘Mrs. Park.’ Taehyung grinned.
Jimin was in a particularly good mood. He successfully managed to get Jungkook interested and Taehyung jealous. Now he would just have to ignore Jungkook for a while to confuse him and Taehyung before moving on to the next step. He was walking down the stairs about to leave for school when he heard laughter coming from his living room. Did his mother have a guest so early in the morning?
‘Morning sweetie.’ His mom greeted. Jimin almost had a heart attack when he saw Jungkook in his living room, talking and laughing with his mother.
‘Jungkook, what are you doing here?’ Jimin demanded.
‘Park Jimin! Why are you being so rude? Your friend Jungkook came here to pick you up for school. Isn’t that nice of him?’ His mother said while smiling at Jungkook who graciously smiled back.
‘Hey Jimin. I hope you don’t mind me picking you up. I wanted to surprise you.’
‘You shouldn’t have, I’m fine with taking the bus like I always do.’ Jimin said, staring into Jungkook’s soul, making him uncomfortable.
‘Jimin will you stop already! Just go with your friend, you’re running late anyways.’ His mother insisted.
‘Fine.’ Jimin said, feeling slightly anxious.
‘Good then. Jungkook it was so nice to see you again. I’m glad Jimin has made such nice friends here.’ His mother said, patting Jungkook on the shoulder.
‘Thank you. It was nice to see you too Mrs. Park.’ Jungkook said in the most charming way.
They had been driving to school for a few minutes in complete silence when Jungkook decided to break the ice.
‘Check the glovebox, there’s something there for you.’ Jungkook suggested. Jimin didn’t bother replying, he simply opened it to find something gift-wrapped in there.
‘Just open it.’ Jungkook chuckled. Jimin opened it to find a very nice, very expensive bracelet.
‘Oh, is this a friendship bracelet?’ Jimin asked. He knew it wasn’t, but he did not like how fast things were developing between him and Jungkook. That was not part of his plan.
‘Um, no not exactly. It’s more of a romantic gesture.’ Jungkook confessed, taking his hand and intertwining their fingers. Jimin could feel his heart racing. He felt really nervous and he wanted more than anything to jump out of the car. He simply sat in silence, at a complete loss for words.
‘Jimin, I know it will take some time for you to trust me. I’m okay with that. I can wait.’ Jungkook explained.
‘What exactly are you waiting for?’ Jimin asked, looking at him, puzzled.
‘For us to have something.’ Jungkook said, kissing his hand right after.
‘What about Taehyung?’
‘I’m done with him.’ Jungkook admitted, trying hard to hide the fact that he was still upset and in pain from the night before. When they reached the school parking lot, they didn’t get out of the car right away. They simply sat in it, nervously staring at each other.
‘Jimin, can I kiss you again?’ Jungkook pleaded. The intense look on his face aroused Jimin, despite himself. There was no denying Jungkook’s handsome features and muscular built. He was a ridiculously attractive guy. Jimin hated himself for wanting him, but it was so hard to resist. So he gave into his instincts and nodded with a smile. Jungkook wasted no time in palming his face and kissing him softly. The kiss was soft and gentle, not like the rough and passionate one from the day before. It had been so long since someone was so affectionate towards Jimin and he craved more. That’s why he didn’t hesitate in kissing Jungkook deeper and intensely. As he felt how needy Jimin was, Jungkook moved his seat back and pulled Jimin into his lap. The kiss grew hotter and more passionate when Jimin started grinding down on Jungkook’s growing erection. Jimin lost all sense of control. He made Jungkook moan loudly as he ran his fingers through his hair, kissed his neck and grinded harder. Jungkook held him really tight and close to his body and Jimin loved his aggressive touch. Their hot make-out session was interrupted when the school bell rang. They had no choice but to stop and head to class.
Taehyung spent the whole day feeling extremely agitated. Jungkook completely ignored him. And to make matters worse, he spent the whole day with Jimin, talking and laughing, even holding hands. His resolution to take down Jimin only grew stronger. Luckily he only had one more class then he could go home and wouldn’t have to witness more of Jungkook and Jimin’s new love for each other. He was standing in front of his locker when he felt a tap on his shoulder.
‘What the fuck do you want?’ Taehyung snapped.
‘I just wanted to introduce you to my new girlfriend. She just transferred here. She’s a fan of your modeling.’
‘Hi I’m Sara.’ The girl said with a blush. Taehyung eyed her from head to toe. He had to admit to himself that she was very beautiful.
‘Ha! You really gonna introduce me to your girlfriend? Did you forget what happened already? It was only a year ago.’ Taehyung smirked.
‘What happened a year ago?’ Sara asked curiously.
‘Your boyfriend here liked a guy that chose me over him.’ Taehyung grinned with his arms crossed proudly across his chest.
‘Is that what happened? That’s not how I remember it.’
‘Shut the fuck up, Yugyeom!’ Taehyung yelled.
‘Whatever, I don’t care anymore- He lied. ‘Besides, you’re gay right? So I don’t see the problem.’ Yugyeom added.
‘I’m not gay. I just have a stronger preference for guys. I could fuck your little whore if I wanted to.’ Taehyung said, winked at Sara then walked away.
Jimin and Jungkook were in Jungkook’s room. Jungkook’s parents were out of town so he invited Jimin to spend the afternoon with him after school, just so they could talk and get to know each other better. For some reason Jimin agreed to it. They were sitting on Jungkook’s bed and Jungkook talked about everything, his past, his plans for the future, his dysfunctional relationship with Taehyung. The more Jungkook talked, the more Jimin believed that he was actually a really nice person. He had simply fallen victim to Taehyung’s sadistic tendencies. Neither of them knew that Taehyung was also a victim to someone else’s sadistic tendencies. It became clear to Jimin that they were both victims and that Taehyung was to blame for everything. But that didn’t change the fact that Jungkook still took advantage of him that night. Could he really forgive him? Could he actually trust him? What if he was doing all of this simply because he was under Taehyung’s orders? Jimin had a million questions.
‘Jungkook, you seem like such a nice guy. Why did you stay with Taehyung all this time?’
‘I didn’t really have a choice. He was never my choice.’ Jungkook confessed, looking down and fiddling his thumbs.
‘What do you mean?’ Jimin questioned curiously.
‘Never mind that. It’s all in the past now.’ Jungkook said with a forced smile, quickly dismissing memories of Yugyeom. Jimin saw the sad look on his face and wanted to comfort him for reasons he did not understand.
‘Jungkook, will you kiss me?’ Jimin said while caressing his face. Jungkook smiled brightly and kissed him. They were both craving each other since that morning in the car. So it didn’t take long before the kiss got heated and they were both ready to go all the way. Jimin was still surprised though when Jungkook climbed on top of him and moved his head down his body. He let out a nervous sigh as Jungkook gently undid his pants and lowered his boxers, setting his erection free. Jungkook looked up at him and smiled before he wrapped his lips around Jimin’s tip. Jimin threw his head back and let out the softest moan when Jungkook took him all the way down, sucking him hard.
‘Jimin, don’t hold back. Fuck my mouth.’ Jungkook whispered seductively. Jimin lost all sense of control again. He grabbed Jungkook by his hair and thrusted hard and rough into his mouth, making him gag, but Jungkook enjoyed every second of it. Jimin could feel his orgasm building up so he pulled Jungkook closer, forcing him to take him deeper. He rolled his hips faster and faster, feeling the knot in his stomach.
‘Fuck, I’m gonna cum!’ Jimin moaned as he pulled Jungkook off of him.
‘It’s okay, cum in my mouth.’ Jungkook insisted while gently stroking him. Upon hearing that, Jimin put his throbbing dick back in Jungkook’s mouth and thrusted hard until he came all the way down his throat, making Jungkook swallow all of it. Jungkook sat up and was wiping his mouth when Jimin started tugging at his jeans.
‘No Jimin, you don’t have to do anything for me.’ Jungkook said with a smile, moving his hand away and holding it tight.
‘Jungkook, it’s okay, I want to.’ Jimin assured.
‘No, I don’t deserve it. I just want to hold you in my arms. Can I?’ Jungkook asked with the sweetest tone in his voice. Jimin almost felt like crying. Did Jungkook really care for him that much?
‘Of course you can hold me.’ Jimin said, smiling at him.
Then they lay in bed together, cuddling. Never did Jimin think he could feel so safe in Jungkook’s arms. Was he actually falling for him? Should he really just forget everything? Could he possibly trust Jungkook? Everything was so unclear to him, so he decided to simply live in the moment, at least for the time being. Then it suddenly hit him. What was he supposed to do about Taehyung? After everything Jungkook told him about Taehyung, could it be possible that he was plotting something against him?
It was Friday night and Taehyung felt really happy. It had been so long since he felt genuinely happy. The whole week was just awful. Ever since Jungkook started ignoring him and spending all of his time with Jimin, Taehyung was going mad with rage. Granted, even before that, he was already unhappy. The issue with Jungkook simply made matters worse. At least he could take joy in the fact that Jimin’s mother got fired and was struggling with the many challenges of unemployment already. That should definitely have a strong negative impact on Jimin as well. But none of that mattered to Taehyung that night. Jimin’s problems were not the reason for his sudden burst of happiness. That night he had plans to meet up with his only true love. He had to drive for five hours to get to the town he stayed at, but Taehyung didn’t mind. All he wanted was to finally be with him again. The distance never mattered to Taehyung, yet he rarely got to see him. His lover preferred it that way. Spending time with Taehyung was never a priority of his. Taehyung finally arrived at the upscale bar where they planned to meet. It was a very nice place, recently established. He walked in and was instructed to go all the way to the back, where there was a secluded, private booth. Excitement overcame him as he finally saw his irresistible lover again after several weeks.
‘Hi.’ Taehyung blushed while taking a seat next to him. Before he could say anything else, he was pulled in for the most passionate kiss. Taehyung wrapped his arms around him and moaned softly, needing him so badly. He kissed him rougher, running his fingers through Taehyung’s hair and caressing his inner thigh. Taehyung was in a state of ecstasy. He wanted more, he needed more.
‘Hey baby, you look really nice.’ He said, finally breaking the kiss.
‘Thanks. You told me to dress up right.’ Taehyung replied cheerfully.
‘Yes I did.’
‘So this is a nice place. Are we having dinner here or something?’ Taehyung asked.
‘No, not exactly. See that guy over there?’ He said while pointing at a rather handsome man. Taehyung looked at the man he was pointing at. It was difficult for him to see anything from the private booth they were in but he still managed to see a good looking man sitting alone in a corner across the room.
‘Yea, what about him?’
‘I want you to go over there and seduce him. And then I want you to fuck him.’ He instructed.
‘What?! What the hell are you talking about? Who the fuck is he?’ Taehyung demanded, outraged by what he just heard.
‘He’s just someone I know.’
‘Well then you go fuck him!’ Taehyung sneered.
‘What makes you think I already haven’t?’ He grinned. Taehyung felt hurt yet again. His happiness was always short-lived. Why did he think he would actually be happy for once?
‘I can’t believe you. I drive all the way over here, hoping to finally spend some time with you again and you just want me to go fuck some stranger.’ Taehyung said, fighting back his tears.
‘He’s not some stranger. He’s Jimin’s cousin.’
‘I don’t care who he is! And I don’t care about Jimin!’ Taehyung blurted out. He moved closer to his lover and rested his head on his shoulder, making the man sigh in annoyance.
‘Please don’t make me do this. I want to have sex with you tonight. It’s been so long since you touched me. Please?’ Taehyung begged, staring into his eyes with affection. But the man simply glared back at him darkly, irritated that Taehyung was not willing to obey.
‘Tae, fuck him tonight and tomorrow night, I’ll fuck you.’ He suggested.
‘How can you be okay with me fucking some other guy?’
‘Oh now you’re asking me if I’m okay with it? After you’ve fucked Jimin, oh and Jungkook countless times, and god knows who else.’ He sneered. Taehyung felt his heart sink. Those harsh words deeply hurt him. In an effort to win back his approval, Taehyung agreed to follow his orders. Satisfied that Taehyung was obedient again, he kissed him roughly, gave him further instructions and quickly left before anyone noticed him. Taehyung turned on his charm and walked towards the handsome man, making sure he noticed him before actually approaching his table.
‘Hi.’ Taehyung said in his deep seductive voice. The man stared at him, taking in his gorgeous perfection before responding.
‘Hello. Can I help you?’ The man asked kindly.
‘Maybe. Can I sit with you?’ Taehyung asked, not waiting for an answer before pulling out the chair and taking a seat across him.
‘What are you even doing here kid? This is a bar.’ The man reprimanded.
‘Kid? Relax, I’m already 18.’ Taehyung smiled seductively.
‘Fine, what can I help you with?’
‘Well you see, I really want to know what you taste like.’ Taehyung smiled, licking his lips teasingly. The man was completely caught off guard. What was this kid getting at? He did think that the kid was possibly the most gorgeous guy he had ever seen, but still, it was so inappropriate, for lots of reasons.
‘Look kid, I have a boyfriend and you are way too young to even be here.’
‘So what? I have a boyfriend too.’
‘Then why are you doing this?’ He inquired.
‘I don’t overthink these things. I saw you, I liked you, I want you.’ Taehyung said while intensely staring into his eyes. The man started to get aroused. This kid was so sexy and aggressive and determined.
‘I’m Jin, what’s your name?’ He asked, finally flirting back.
Before he knew it, Taehyung was in a hotel room, pressed up against a wall, getting the best blowjob of his life. Jin swallowed him all the way down, sucking him hard, savoring his taste and the vibrations of Jin moaning on his dick sent Taehyung into a frenzy.
‘Oh fuck, don’t stop! Fuck! Oh god, don’t fucking stop!’ Taehyung moaned loudly, thrusting harder and harder down Jin’s throat. Then right when he was about to climax, Jin stopped.
‘Tae will you fuck me?’ Jin pleaded, looking into his eyes lustfully.
‘Get your pretty ass on that fucking bed.’ Taehyung instructed, still trying to catch his breath. Jin undressed quickly and lifted his legs over his head. Impressed and even more aroused by his flexibility, Taehyung swiftly positioned himself in front of his moist hole. Since Taehyung had no intention whatsoever of ever having sex with Jin, he decided not to go easy on him. He would just let his lust and desire overtake him. Jin screamed out in pain when Taehyung rammed himself inside of him in one quick motion. Taehyung closed his eyes and fucked Jin’s brains out. Thoughts of the one he actually wanted to be with entered his mind. Tears started welling up in his eyes as he tried to drown out Jin’s loud moans and focus on the one he wanted. Why couldn’t he just love Taehyung back? That’s all Taehyung ever wanted from him. Just his love. Why was he not good enough? Unable to fight back his feelings, tears started streaming down his face. Luckily it was dark in the room and Jin had his head thrown back in pleasure and his eyes closed, so he couldn’t see Taehyung having nothing short of a meltdown.
‘Ah Tae, fuck that feels so good! Right there! Fuck me harder, please!’ Jin whimpered, getting nearer to his high. Jin knew what he was doing was wrong. He was never the type to cheat on his boyfriend, but doing the wrong thing felt so intensely satisfying. All he could think of in that moment was how good it felt to have Taehyung’s thick cock ramming inside of him, hitting his sweet spot with every move. Jin had never in his life been fucked so good. Taehyung was dominant and aggressive and Jin couldn’t get enough of it. Jin screamed out in pleasure as he came hard, squirting his cum all over Taehyung’s chest and abdomen. Unable to cum due to his pain and frustration, Taehyung pulled out without saying a word.
‘What’s wrong? Let me make you cum.’ Jin insisted. Taehyung however, got up and started getting dressed. He wasn’t even looking at Jin who was quietly observing him, guilt and embarrassment pouring in. Once Taehyung was fully dressed, he walked towards the door. Before he left, he glanced over to Jin and smirked.
‘My full name is Kim Taehyung. I go to the same high school as your cousin Jimin. Be sure to ask him about me.’ Taehyung said and walked out.
Jin was left there, naked and ashamed, trying to figure out why that name sounded so familiar. Who was that guy?
Hope you're all enjoying the story so far. Question to readers: Who do you think Taehyung's lover/master is?
Chapter 6: Cheating Pleasure pt.2
The aftermath of Jungkook and Jimin's innocent sleepover.
Jimin woke up in Jungkook’s arms. He smiled as he looked at Jungkook sleeping besides him, his arms wrapped tightly around Jimin’s waist. He spent the night with him. They had an innocent sleepover. After Jimin’s mother got fired, they were both very stressed. She had no idea why she even got fired in the first place. It was also nearly impossible for her to find another job. Being Jimin’s sole provider, she was overly stressed out. Since his father was no longer in the picture, she had to cover all expenses. Seeing his mother so stressed really had an effect on Jimin. He couldn’t stand seeing her like that and he also started to worry, even though she told him not to. In an effort to cheer him up, Jungkook invited him to a sleepover. It truly was innocent. They watched movies and played video games. Being with Jungkook reminded Jimin of all the time he spent with Yoongi. The boys had a great week together. Ever since that afternoon in Jungkook’s bedroom, they grew rather close. Jimin was still careful though. He still kept Jungkook on probation, not letting him get too close quite yet.
‘Morning gorgeous.’ Jungkook groaned as he finally woke up.
‘Morning.’ Jimin replied with a smile, stroking his hair.
‘So, it’s Saturday. What do you wanna do?’ Jungkook asked, sitting up.
‘I think I should go home and check on my mom.’ Jimin said, lowering his head. Jungkook hated seeing him so worried and sad.
‘Jimin, my dad has a lot of contacts. When he comes back, I can ask him to find your mom another job. Don’t worry, my parents will be back in a couple of days and all of this will be taken care of.’ Jungkook consoled.
‘You would do that for me?’
‘Jiminnie, I would do anything for you.’ Jungkook said taking his hand in his.
After they had breakfast, Jimin noticed that Jungkook seemed a bit distant. They decided to spend some time in the park but Jungkook didn’t seem as excited as Jimin would’ve hoped. He wondered if he should ask him about his sudden change in behavior.
‘Jungkook, are you okay?’ He asked softly.
‘Yea, I’m fine.’ He replied callously.
‘Are you upset because I wouldn’t have sex with you last night?’ Jimin inquired, feeling somewhat embarrassed to be having that conversation.
‘No. I said I can wait. So it’s fine.’
‘Jungkook, there’s something I have to tell you.’ Jimin confessed.
‘Sure, go ahead.’
‘I recently got back in touch with my ex-boyfriend, Yoongi.’ Jimin explained. Jungkook furrowed his eyebrows, mainly because he was trying to figure out why that name sounded so familiar. But he dismissed that thought and decided to focus on Jimin.
‘Are you saying you’re back together?’ Jungkook demanded, crossing his arms.
‘No we’re not, but I still have feelings for him. Don’t get me wrong, I really like you. I just don’t know what to do anymore.’ Jimin said, sighing in frustration.
‘Look, it’s fine. Take the time you need to figure out what you want. Like I said, I can wait.’ Jungkook responded with a smile. Jimin was surprised at how patient and understanding Jungkook was. In that moment Jimin wanted him more than ever, but he felt too torn.
‘So, I’m gonna go take a shower.’ Jungkook said, purposely taking off his shirt in front of Jimin. He tried really hard not to smile as he noticed Jimin lustfully eyeing his muscular, toned body.
‘You’re welcome to join me if you like. Nothing has to happen.’ Jungkook suggested, seductively staring into Jimin’s eyes. Jimin couldn’t ignore his desire for him and followed him to the shower. They had been in the shower for only 5 seconds and Jungkook already had Jimin pinned to the wall, trailing kisses along his jaw, neck and shoulders.
‘Fuck Jimin, I can’t get enough of you. You’re so beautiful and soft and so fucking sexy.’ Jungkook moaned into the crook of his neck. They were both hard but decided to ignore it. A part of Jimin was still hoping nothing would happen. But he felt so aroused by Jungkook’s touch and his words and his hardened length rubbing against his inner thigh. So he couldn’t hold himself back from kissing Jungkook as passionately as he possibly could. The warm water falling on their naked bodies as they were locked in an embrace and kissing so intensely, made everything much more erotic. Jungkook wanted more.
‘Tell me what you want baby.’ Jungkook moaned. Hearing that immediately reminded Jimin of Yoongi. He would always say that at some point. Jimin felt torn again. It was so hard for him to decide what he wanted. Before he went to Jungkook’s house the previous day, he and Yoongi talked on the phone for an hour. They had even made plans to meet up the next weekend. There was no denying that Jimin had very strong feelings for Yoongi. After all, he was his first love. But Jungkook had such a strong effect on him that he couldn’t quite put into words. They shared some kind of connection that Jimin could no longer ignore. Memories of Yoongi however began to dominate his mind. So he gently moved Jungkook aside and walked out of the shower. Jungkook quickly followed, tired of Jimin confusing him like that. They were in his bedroom, wet, naked and frustrated.
‘Jungkook, I’m sorry. I just can’t.’ Jimin confessed.
‘If you don’t want to have sex with me, then just don’t. But stop messing me up like this.’
‘I’m not messing with you.’ Jimin explained.
‘Yes, you are! Why do you build up my hopes only to break them down?’ Jungkook demanded, almost shouting.
‘Jungkook, of course I want you. I’m just scared. I don’t want to get hurt again.’ Jimin cried. Seeing the tears streaming down Jimin’s face made Jungkook cringe. People crying made him very uncomfortable. Yet, he still walked towards him to console him.
‘I’m sorry for what I said. I guess I’m a little frustrated. There’s just too much happening at once.’ Jungkook apologized. He was specifically referring to a little secret of his own. An interesting new development that he carefully chose not to mention to Jimin, or anyone else for that matter. Despite everything that happened, Jungkook was still hard. And as he stood so close to Jimin, his tip brushed against his thigh. His eyes widened when he suddenly felt Jimin’s hand wrapped around his cock. Surprised by his action, Jungkook took a step back. He stared at him, not sure how to respond to what just happened.
‘Jungkook, I’m done teasing you. Just fuck me.’ Jimin pleaded, biting his bottom lip. Jungkook graciously accepted that invitation and pushed Jimin onto his bed. As soon as he got on top of him, he kissed him lustfully and grinded hard against him, desperately seeking more friction. Unable to wait any longer, Jungkook decided to cut the foreplay short.
‘Hands and knees.’ Jungkook instructed. Jimin did as he was told and got into position. Seeing how submissive Jimin was aroused Jungkook even more. Jimin tried hard not to think about anything else but Jungkook at the moment. It was hard for him to keep his mind blank, until he felt Jungkook’s tongue on his rim. Once he felt that, his only focus was Jungkook and the pleasure he was giving him. As soon as Jimin was moist and prepped, Jungkook started brushing the tip of his dick against his entrance.
‘This what you want baby?’ Jungkook teased. Jimin couldn’t take it. He felt so aroused and needed to feel Jungkook inside of him. The teasing was torturing him.
‘Yes.’ He whimpered.
‘Then beg for it.’ Jungkook demanded.
‘Ah fuck Jungkook, please shove your thick cock inside of me! Please! I need to feel you inside of me! Fuck me really hard! Please daddy, make me cum!’ Jimin begged. Hearing Jimin beg for his cock like that, while moaning softly awakened deep desires in Jungkook. In one quick motion, he thrust his entire length inside of Jimin, making him cry out in pain. Jungkook thrusted hard and deep, just the way Jimin liked it.
‘Fuck, you’re so tight! Do you want more?’ Jungkook taunted as he pulled out.
‘Yes, please fuck me some more.’ Jimin moaned.
‘Lay on your back.’ Jungkook instructed. Once again, Jimin did as he was told. Jungkook repeatedly slammed in and out of him, making Jimin moan loudly from the overwhelming pleasure. He dug his nails into Jungkook’s back. Jungkook hissed at the pain and thrusted even harder. They had both been craving each other so much. It felt so satisfying to finally give in to their desires for one another.
‘Jungkook, I’m gonna cum.’ Jimin whimpered.
‘Same time.’ Jungkook whispered, breathing heavily into the crook of Jimin’s neck and picking up the pace. Jimin’s entire body shuddered when he came hard on his and Jungkook’s stomachs. Jungkook let out a lewd moan as he filled Jimin’s ass with his cum. Afterwards they lay next to each other, panting loudly.
‘Fuck Jimin, that was amazing.’ Jungkook admitted. Jimin couldn’t respond, he was still trying to catch his breath. Suddenly Jungkook got up and started looking for his phone. After he found it, he got dressed and walked towards the door.
‘Uh Jimin, I just have to make a quick call. I’ll be right back.’ He explained with a smile.
‘Who do you have to call?’ Jimin inquired, feeling slightly suspicious.
‘Oh, my parents.’ He lied. However, Jimin believed him and nodded with a smile. Jungkook then left and walked towards another room so he could make his call. When he reached the other room, he couldn’t help but smile at how naïve Jimin was. Then he thought about the amazing sex they just had. ‘Fuck, why does cheating feel so good?’ Jungkook thought to himself.
The next chapter will include all 7 members of BTS. Thank you for all the support! Feel free to let me know your opinion of the story so far.
Chapter 7: Confrontations
Let's find out what all 7 boys are up to.
This chapter has a lot of emotional hurt. You might cry. Just a heads up.
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Jungkook was smiling to himself as he sat in class secretly texting. Never had he been in such a good mood on a Monday morning. He had the best weekend with Jimin. They practically had sex for two days straight. Jungkook couldn’t believe how whipped he felt. Something about Jimin awakened very strong desires in him. Although, he felt bad for hiding something from him. But if he wanted to maintain his relationship with him, then he had to keep his secret, at least for the time being. It was only when the classroom door opened that Jungkook looked up from his phone. As he saw who it was he tried to look away, but Taehyung’s penetrating stare held his gaze. The teacher called him to her desk and he handed her a doctor’s note explaining why he was late. Jungkook was seated all the way in the back so he couldn’t hear what they were whispering about. However he could see that the teacher looked worried and he couldn’t help but feel worried as well. Taehyung looked awful. He looked frail and weak, like he was recovering from a really bad fever or something. But what really worried Jungkook was the expressionless look on his face. He seemed depressed. Jungkook didn’t want to care, but he couldn’t help it, he did.
During recess Jungkook sat in a corner of the cafeteria, alone. Jimin was meeting with some classmates for a sociology project in the library. All he could think about was Taehyung. Something was up with him. Jungkook went to the bathroom. He stared at himself in the mirror above the sink and could feel tears welling up. It was unclear to him why he felt so frustrated. There were just too many things happening at once. The door opened and Jungkook’s heart started racing as Taehyung walked in.
‘Tae, what happened to you?’ Jungkook asked with genuine concern.
‘I’m surprised you still remember my name. Don’t you spend all your time with that slut Jimin now? Isn’t his sweet ass all you care about?’ Taehyung sneered, walking up to him with an angered look.
‘Fine. Forget I asked you anything.’ Jungkook mumbled. He gripped the sink with both hands and lowered his head, letting out a loud sigh. Then he immediately popped his head back up and gasped as he felt Taehyung suddenly slide his hand down his pants and boxers. He tried to turn around so he could face him, but Taehyung held him in place.
‘What are you doing?’ Jungkook asked softly while Taehyung slowly caressed his ass.
‘Shut the fuck up.’ Taehyung whispered in his ear, his hot breath making Jungkook shiver. Without warning, he pushed two fingers in him, making him gasp at the sudden penetration. A smile spread across Taehyung’s face as he started fingering him hard and deep, causing Jungkook to moan softly.
‘This is what you really want isn’t it? You’re getting so wet. I can feel you stretching for me. You want my cock in there don’t you kitten?’ Taehyung teased, fingering him hard and rough. Jungkook was biting his bottom lip to keep himself from moaning out loud.
‘No. Tae, don’t.’ Jungkook pleaded.
‘Don’t what?’ Taehyung whispered in his deep voice, pushing a third finger in and going even faster.
‘Ah fuck! Don’t stop!’ Jungkook moaned, unable to resist the pleasure any longer. He could feel his orgasm building up. Taehyung felt him getting tight and pulled his fingers out. Jungkook then turned around and faced him with a puzzled, disappointed look.
‘What?’ Taehyung grinned.
‘You’re not gonna fuck me?’ Jungkook asked, almost begging.
‘You don’t deserve it, you fucking slut.’ Taehyung retorted and started walking away. Jungkook felt outraged. He was so sick and tired of Taehyung treating him like crap. So he didn’t think twice when he grabbed his arm and shoved him against the wall. Taehyung was completely surprised at his sudden burst of courage. Surprised and angry, but being so weak due to the fact that he was still recovering from a certain incident, he couldn’t fight him off.
‘I’m not a slut! And I’m not your fucking kitten! I’m just a guy who’s life you ruined! But despite everything, I still fell in love with you, hoping that someday you would feel the same way about me. But I was wrong. You just want to hurt me. That’s all you’ve ever done.’ Jungkook cried. He had held his thoughts and feelings in for so long that he couldn’t fight off his tears when he finally poured out his heart. Taehyung felt his heart sink, but he didn’t let it show. Instead he just blankly stared at him in silence. Jungkook let go of his arm and wiped his tears. Then he walked away, only to have Taehyung stop him by taking his hand in his own.
‘I’m sorry.’ Taehyung whispered with his head lowered, trying to hide the fact that he was crying as well. He did love Jungkook. He just loved someone else more. But mainly he was crying because he could relate to how Jungkook felt. That was exactly how his sadistic lover made him feel. Somewhere along the way, Taehyung changed into him and he hated himself for it.
‘Tae, are you crying?’ Jungkook asked softly as he palmed his face, shocked to see him in tears. He had never seen that side of Taehyung before. When he tried to pull him closer, Taehyung moved away from him and walked out of the bathroom, leaving a confused Jungkook behind.
Seokjin was anxiously sitting at the dinner table. His boyfriend was in the kitchen preparing him a special dinner. Jin was lost in thoughts. All he could think of was that night with Taehyung. Especially since he found out that he was one of the guys that raped Jimin. It was bad enough that he cheated on his boyfriend Namjoon, but with the kid that raped his cousin who was like a little brother to him? He was absolutely disgusted with himself. The only reason he went to that town was to meet with some potential clients. After the meeting, he simply felt like having a drink alone. How did he end up having sex with some kid who was still in high school? A kid who sexually assaulted his favorite cousin at that! When Taehyung left his hotel room that night, Jin looked him up online and confirmed his worst fear. What was he going to say to Jimin? How would he face him? How would he face Namjoon?
‘Okay, I know you’re the chef and all, but I do think this is really good.’ Namjoon said with a smile as he put their plates on the table and took a seat across him. Jin nervously smiled back in an effort to hide his frustrations.
‘It’s really good.’ Jin assured, taking a second bite.
‘Thanks. Oh, but I accidently broke one of your plates. I’m sorry, I’ll replace it.’ Namjoon confessed. Jin couldn’t help but laugh. It had become something of a habit for Namjoon to break things around their apartment. As he watched Namjoon blush and then eat more of his dinner, he felt the guilt and shame pouring in. It took all the energy he had to choke down his sobs.
‘So now that you’re back from your business trip and we’re finally alone, are you gonna tell me about it?’ Namjoon asked, interrupting Jin’s thoughts.
‘Oh, right. The meeting went great. The clients agreed to sign with us.’
‘Baby that’s great! We should celebrate!’ Namjoon exclaimed joyfully.
‘What do you have in mind?’ Jin inquired with a smile.
‘Honestly, I’m thinking you and me naked in our Jacuzzi.’ He suggested, winking at Jin seductively.
‘Absolutely! You were gone the entire weekend! What do you say princess?’ Namjoon teased. He knew Jin loved it when he called him that. But Jin felt too guilty.
‘Joonie, there’s something I need to tell you.’ Jin confessed. But before he could finish talking, Namjoon got up and went over to him. He pulled him out of his seat and kissed him passionately.
‘Sex first, talk later?’ Namjoon asked, trailing kisses down his neck. Jin fought back his tears. However he gave in to Namjoon’s suggestion. Since Namjoon was probably going to break up with him after he found out the truth, Jin figured he might as well enjoy the sex one last time. Of course, Jin was assuming Namjoon didn’t already know the truth.
It was starting to get really late. Jimin was pacing around his living room wondering why his mother wasn’t home yet. He looked at the clock again. It was 10pm. She was never out so late. Even though she explained that she might be late that night, he was still worried. In his panicked state, he called Jungkook who agreed to go over to his house and wait with him. Ever since that night at Taehyung’s party, everything spiraled out of control. Jimin wished he could go back to his old life, in his old town, at his old school where he was happy, happy with Yoongi. His life was so easy and simple back then. Sure there were some difficulties and complications, but nothing quite as severe. Thinking about Yoongi made Jimin feel guilty again. Having sex with Jungkook the entire weekend was great, but he couldn’t help but feel like he betrayed Yoongi again. Maybe if he never broke up with Yoongi his life wouldn’t have gotten so complicated. He had no idea what was even happening between him and Jungkook and he had no idea how he was supposed to face Yoongi when he would see him that coming weekend. There was a sudden knock on the door. Jimin rushed to the door, hoping it would be his mother. As he opened it, he saw Jungkook there with a blank expression. Nonetheless, he was happy to see him. Being worried and alone was too much for him. He wrapped his arms around his broad shoulders. Jungkook mechanically wrapped his arms around him as well.
‘Kookie, is everything okay?’ Jimin inquired. Since Jungkook got there, he hadn’t said a word. He simply sat on the living room sofa and played a game on his cellphone.
‘I’m fine.’ Jungkook replied callously, looking up at him with a forced smile. Jimin could tell something was off but he was too worried about his mother to push the issue. So he simply smiled back and then checked his phone again to see if he got any messages. The front door flew open and they both jumped up to see Jimin’s mother storm in. She was a sobbing mess. She threw her purse on the floor, shortly after which she fell to the floor herself. With her face buried in her hands, she struggled to catch her breath in between sobs. Jimin and Jungkook were both horrified. They stared at her for a few seconds before Jimin got to his senses and rushed towards her. He wrapped his arms around her and tried his best to console her.
‘Mom, please stop crying. Can you please tell me what’s wrong?’ Jimin asked, his voice breaking at the sight of his sobbing mother. She finally looked up at him and palmed his worried face. As she looked at him fondly, he wiped her tears. They both got up and took a seat on the sofa. Jimin squeezed her hand while she tried to compose herself.
‘I’ll go get you a glass of water.’ Jungkook said with a nervous smile and walked to the kitchen. He really just needed an excuse to walk away. That was too much awkwardness for him to handle.
‘Mom, what happened?’ Jimin inquired yet again.
‘I’ve been blacklisted.’ She replied, fighting back her tears.
‘What? What do you mean?’
‘I mean, I am not going to get a job anywhere and I used all my savings to buy this place. Why is this even happening to me? I don’t know what I’m supposed to do. I have all these bills to pay. How am I supposed to take care of us?’ She cried. Jimin was trying his best to maintain his composure. Despite the fact that he was freaking out as well, he managed to console her. He convinced her that they would figure something out and that she shouldn’t worry too much. Jungkook was standing in the kitchen holding a glass of water. He overheard their conversation and realized that Taehyung had something to do with it. Taehyung’s father was the only person powerful enough to make such a call. Curiosity sparked up in him. Why was Taehyung messing with Jimin’s life?
Although it was 11pm on a school night, Hoseok was wide awake. He was sitting at his desk, staring at his computer screen with a smile. It wasn’t unusual for him to be up late. Late at night is when he preferred to do most of his work. After he finished processing some files on his computer, he was about to logout and head to bed. But then he got an anonymous chat request. Curious, he accepted.
‘Hi.’ Anonymous sent.
‘Who is this?’ Hoseok replied.
‘You’re the master hacker. Can’t you trace me and find out?’
‘You know me?’ Hoseok quickly replied, panic starting to set in. As he saw the person typing, he ran a program designed to track down anyone. A program he designed himself. Fear overcame him when he discovered that the person’s location was pinpointed at his house. Then he let out a loud sigh and smiled brightly as he read what the person wrote. He rushed to his front door as quietly as he could, not wanting to wake up his family. The second he opened the door, he was pulled in for a hug. They both smiled and walked to his bedroom.
‘So, am I getting better at this dark web stuff?’ Yoongi asked with a gummy smile, sitting down at his desk. Hoseok smiled and nodded.
‘You scared me for a second. But I see my lessons are paying off.’
‘Well, you’re a great teacher.’ Yoongi admitted.
‘How about a proper thank you then?’ Hoseok said in a seductive tone, taking a seat on his lap, his legs wrapped around him. Yoongi was about to say something when Hoseok moved closer and started kissing his neck. A part of him wanted to give in to the pleasure, but his life was already too complicated.
‘Wait, Hoseok, I don’t think we should do this.’
‘Why not? Why else are you at my house, in my bedroom, this late?’ Hoseok demanded, feeling both disappointed and confused.
‘Look, I’m already with someone.’ Yoongi explained.
‘Yeah, but he’s with someone else too.’ Hoseok countered. Yoongi stared at him, anxiety rising up. What exactly did Hoseok know? And who was he even referring to?
‘How do you know that?’
‘I know everything.’ Hoseok grinned. For the first time ever, Yoongi noticed a certain darkness in Hoseok. And he honestly didn’t know whether he should be fascinated or frightened.
I hope you like how I finally introduced Hoseok and Namjoon into the story. You will see more of them from now on.
Chapter 8: Red Lips (FLASHBACK)
"Cus Red Lips have a filthy price." - GTA
A devastating flashback explaining Jungkook's relationship with Yugyeom and how he ended up being with Taehyung instead.
WARNING!!! This chapter contains a rape-scene. Even though it's mentioned in the archive warning, I thought I'd point it out specifically. I felt this chapter was needed to make sense of current circumstances in this AU. It also sheds light on character development.
Again, you might cry. I certainly did.
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Jungkook was just a shy and innocent 16-year old boy. He recently transferred to a new high school after his dad was reassigned. His dad worked in corporate business and made quite a comfortable living, given that he was very good at his job. No wonder he was reassigned to be head of the marketing department in the country’s capital. Although Jungkook enjoyed a rather luxurious life, he never developed an arrogant attitude. He had always been a very shy and kind person. People often made fun of him for it, but due to his father’s prestigious reputation, nobody dared to mess with him. Of course, that was back in his hometown. Things changed when he moved to the capital. It was a completely different society. Jungkook had a difficult time fitting in. Then after two weeks of social awkwardness at his new school, he was approached by a very handsome guy. He felt so nervous as he watched the handsome guy walk towards him with a flirtatious smile. Jungkook had known for some time that he was gay, but being the shy and awkward guy he is, he never actually dared to approach any of the guys he had liked. Something about Yugyeom set Jungkook at ease. It felt so comfortable and natural to talk to him. For the first time ever, Jungkook was not socially awkward. Yugyeom was the only person to ever have such an effect on him. As he talked to Yugyeom for the first time, smiling and blushing, he noticed a guy staring at him. Just the way he stared so hard into his very soul made Jungkook very anxious. It became hard for him to focus on what Yugyeom was saying. Yugyeom noticed this of course.
‘That’s Kim Taehyung. He’s kind of the king here.’ Yugyeom explained, clearly annoyed by him.
‘Why is he staring at me?’ Jungkook asked nervously.
‘He probably thinks you’re cute.’ Yugyeom said with a blush, stroking his hair. Feeling Yugyeom’s fingers run through his hair, was the single most intimate experience Jungkook ever had and it made him shiver. Jungkook decided to simply dismiss that comment with a shrug. Although he had to admit to himself that Taehyung was really good-looking, he didn’t care, he was completely crushed out on Yugyeom. After a couple of weeks of spending every waking second together, Jungkook was sure about the fact that he wanted Yugyeom to be his first boyfriend. They would spend all of their time together at school, and when they got home, they would text and skype until they fell asleep.
It was a sunny Wednesday morning and Jungkook felt excited. He had decided that he would talk to Yugyeom during recess and officially ask him to be his boyfriend. True, he also felt uncomfortable. Because he was in English class, a class he had with the king of the school, Kim Taehyung. Ever since Taehyung saw him talking to Yugyeom for the first time, he never stopped staring at him. The first couple of weeks at school, Taehyung had already noticed him, given that they had a few classes together. And yes, occasionally, Taehyung would glance at him with a seductive smile. But since that day with Yugyeom, Taehyung would stare into his soul all the time as if he wanted to devour him completely. That lustful stare made Jungkook very anxious, even scared. There was a certain darkness surrounding Taehyung and it deeply unsettled Jungkook. None of that mattered when he finally saw Yugyeom during recess.
‘Hey, can we go somewhere private to talk?’ Jungkook suggested anxiously. Yugyeom smiled and took him by the hand. They went to a part of the building that was deemed off-limits. There was some reconstruction going on, so it was completely abandoned. The construction work went on at night, so as to not disturb anyone during school hours.
‘Waw, this is a cool place.’ Jungkook admitted, looking around. The construction work was nearly complete. They already started cleaning up and organizing.
‘Yeah, it’s gonna be some kind of teacher’s lounge or whatever. But for now, it’s a notorious hook-up spot.’ Yugyeom said with a slight smirk. Hearing that made Jungkook nervous, but in a good way.
‘Yugyeom, I wanted to tell you that I really like you. And I really want you to be my boyfriend.’ Jungkook confessed, lowering his head to hide how hard he was blushing. Yugyeom just wanted to grab and kiss him passionately for being so goddamn adorable. When Jungkook dared to look up at him again, he noticed Yugyeom lustfully staring at his red lips.
‘Jungkook, I really like you too.’ Yugyeom confessed, making Jungkook blush madly. Yugyeom then moved closer and Jungkook realized that he did so to kiss him. This slightly alarmed him and he took a step back. Yugyeom’s puzzled reaction prompted Jungkook to explain himself.
‘No, I want you to kiss me. It’s just that..’ Jungkook started saying but looked away, feeling embarrassed. Yugyeom smiled to himself as he realized what was happening.
‘Is this your first kiss?’ Yugyeom inquired, incredulous.
‘Yes.’ Jungkook admitted, lowering his gaze and nervously biting his bottom lip.
‘How is that possible?! You are so cute!’ Yugyeom exclaimed, completely shocked. Jungkook didn’t reply, he simply giggled innocently and looked into his eyes. Jungkook’s innocence proved to be very arousing to Yugyeom as he quickly found himself staring down at his untouched red lips again. But he wasn’t sure if he should rob him of his innocence just yet. However, when Jungkook moved closer to him, he no longer had the restraint to resist. Very gently, he leaned forward and lightly kissed his luscious red lips, sending Jungkook into a state of euphoria. For someone who had never been kissed, Jungkook seemed to be very good at it, slowly parting his lips to grant Yugyeom’s tongue access. It didn’t take very long before Yugyeom had Jungkook pressed against a wall, kissing him so passionately that Jungkook lost all sense of reality. He was in a complete state of ecstasy as Yugyeom kissed him and caressed him and slowly grinded his erection against his own. It was the most exhilarating experience and Jungkook craved more. Without realizing it, he moved his hands down Yugyeom’s body and started tugging at his belt. Surprised by his action, Yugyeom pulled away, breaking the kiss.
‘No, there’s no need to rush anything.’ Yugyeom explained with a smile, panting from their steamy first kiss. But Jungkook wanted more. For the first time in his life he felt such a strong surge of attraction. Being inexperienced, he had no idea how to ignore his painful erection. However, he didn’t want to seem too eager, so he nodded with a smile. Yugyeom could tell he felt disappointed.
‘Jungkook, your first time shouldn’t be in some abandoned place at school. I want to make it really special for you.’ Yugyeom further explained, lightly stroking his cheek. Jungkook blushed madly yet again, because that was just too sweet and romantic. For some reason however, his dick was not getting the message. He was still painfully hard and it started to feel like he was suffocating in those tight pants. Yugyeom let out a soft chuckle when he noticed Jungkook tugging at his pants, trying to adjust his uncooperative cock.
‘Do you want me to take care of that?’ Yugyeom kindly offered. Jungkook could feel his dick twitching in response. He bit down on his lip and nodded anxiously. Yugyeom smiled brightly, kissed him aggressively, then went to work on his knees. Jungkook had his head thrown back, his eyes closed and his mouth hanging wide open as Yugyeom hungrily sucked him hard like he was the most appetizing snack on the planet. His untouched cock, well untouched by anyone besides Jungkook, was throbbing relentlessly as Yugyeom introduced him to new concepts of pleasure. When Jungkook came in Yugyeom’s mouth, he moaned like the desperate virgin in heat he was. A part of him was disappointed that they had to return to class. That was a feeling he knew he would never get enough of. Jungkook spent the remainder of the week constantly making out with Yugyeom every chance they got. They agreed to have sex for the first time on their one-month anniversary. Yugyeom convinced him to wait since he said he needed time to plan everything to perfection. Jungkook couldn’t believe how heads-over-heels he was for that boy. Never before had he been so happy. Of course, life has a way of giving you everything you want, simply to abruptly take it all away.
It was a Monday, and Jungkook was sitting in class both happy and sad. Happy because the coming weekend would be their one-month anniversary, which means, pop that cherry! And sad because Yugyeom wasn’t at school that day. He wouldn’t be back from visiting his grandparents till Wednesday. But that was okay, Jungkook could live without him for a few days. That was a lie. He couldn’t live without him for a few seconds! He hadn’t seen him since Friday night. So in short, Jungkook was dying from missing him terribly. To make matters worse, Taehyung was staring at him as per usual. However, it was different. His gaze seemed more sinister and quite frankly it terrified Jungkook to his very core. As soon as the class was over, Jungkook sighed in relief and left. Then he found an anonymous note in his locker. A request to meet up at the abandoned teacher’s lounge. They say, ‘Curiosity killed the cat.’ People should really start taking that expression seriously.
To his surprise, Jungkook found Taehyung there, sitting on a desk with a sinister smile. A part of him reasoned that the note might be from him but he quickly dismissed that as paranoia, given that Taehyung never even said a word to him before.
‘I’m actually surprised you came.’ Taehyung said. Hearing his deep voice for the first time made Jungkook all the more nervous.
‘What do you want?’ Jungkook asked in a soft tone, unaware of the fact that his sweet innocence drove Taehyung insane with desire. Taehyung licked his lips and walked up to him. Jungkook knew he should leave, but he was frozen in his place. Once their faces were just inches apart, Taehyung looked down at his red lips and smiled. Fear had Jungkook completely paralyzed.
‘The first thing I noticed about you was your lips. How are they so red and luscious? It drives me crazy just thinking about how good they must taste.’ Taehyung said in a deep tone, almost growling like a predator stalking its prey. Before Jungkook could say anything, Taehyung smashed his lips against those red luscious, strawberry flavored lips that would be the cause of his ruin. Being that Jungkook had not developed into the strong muscular Jeon Jungkook yet, he was unable to fight him off in his frail state. When Taehyung finally let him breath, Jungkook had been reduced to a sobbing mess. Tears were incessantly streaming down his face as he cried from the forced interaction. Sadly, the abuse was far from over.
‘Just let me go, I have a boyfriend.’ Jungkook cried out, trying to choke down sobs.
‘I know. Yugyeom right? I don’t care. He can have you once I’m done with you.’ Upon hearing that, Jungkook’s eyes widened both in fear and disbelief. His instincts finally kicked in and he started running off, but Taehyung wasn’t having it. He chased after him and pulled him back by his hair, making him scream out in pain. Then he slapped him so hard that he fell to the floor, once again reducing him to a sobbing mess. Proud of his ability to exert dominance, Taehyung smiled to himself and dragged him up by his hair, roughly throwing him against the desk he was previously sitting on. Jungkook was in a state of shock. He couldn’t make sense of what was happening. But he knew exactly what it was leading to. That revelation only caused him to cry out louder, unknowingly getting Taehyung more aroused in the process.
‘If you try to fight me, it will only make matters worse for you. Don’t make it hurt more than it needs to.’ Taehyung instructed. Jungkook realized that he wasn’t strong enough to fight him off and that it didn’t matter how loud he screamed or begged, nobody would save him. So he decided to cooperate as far as he could in an effort not to endure too much pain. Taehyung had him bent over the desk with his pants and boxers lowered when he took out a bottle of lube. Jungkook was softly whimpering, tears pouring down his face nonstop. As he felt the cold liquid on his rim, he let out a loud gasp.
‘I know this is your first time. Too bad Yugyeom didn’t fuck you first while he still had the chance.’ Taehyung grinned. He knew how wrong it was to abuse someone like that but he simply didn’t care anymore. Somewhere along the way, Taehyung’s conscience left the building. He had his sadistic boyfriend to thank for that. Taehyung was sexually tortured into the type of person that could only get off on pain and suffering. Regular sex was a concept he no longer took any pleasure in.
‘You have such a sweet little ass. I can’t believe nobody fucked this hole yet.’ Taehyung all but groaned. He was rubbing two of his lubed-up fingers on Jungkook’s rim, earning soft whimpers from him. Then he unexpectedly shoved them in.
‘AH!’ Jungkook jumped up, wincing at the pain.
‘Hold still!’ Taehyung demanded, fingering him mercilessly on purpose. The excitement he felt with Jungkook crying and squirming beneath him surprised him. Jungkook’s sweet and delicate features, his innocence and his stifled sobs, awakened Taehyung’s animalistic cravings. Let’s not forget that which started it all, RED LIPS! When he felt like Jungkook was prepped enough, he lubed up his member and positioned it at Jungkook’s entrance. Jungkook finally mustered up the courage to say something, even though he was pretty sure that there was nothing he could possibly say to change Taehyung’s mind.
‘Please, I’m begging you, don’t do this. I want my first time to be with Yugyeom.’ Jungkook pleaded, unable to choke down his sobs anymore. He thought about Yugyeom and cried even louder. Would Yugyeom even still want him after Taehyung wrecked him?
‘That’s cute. My first time was hell. Why should yours be any different?’ Taehyung retorted. Taehyung closed his eyes for a second, hating the monster he changed into. But he quickly dismissed that sentiment and gave into his twisted desires. He let out a low moan when he pushed his tip in, overwhelmed by the tightness of Jungkook’s virgin hole. Once Taehyung pushed his entire length in and started fucking away his virginity, it didn’t take long before Jungkook drifted out of consciousness, unable to handle the pressure and excruciating pain. Several seconds later, he regained consciousness only to discover that Taehyung was still brutally fucking into him. A part of him hoped that he would wake up to realize that he was having some terrible nightmare. Coming to terms with the fact that he was in fact being savagely raped made him scream out loud, crying, praying, begging Taehyung to stop. The pain was too much. The humiliation was too much. Why was this happening to him? What had he ever done to deserve such abuse? Taehyung gripped his hips firmly as he held him in place so he could fuck him hard and deep. The tightness was too much for him. He wanted to last longer but Jungkook’s virgin hole felt too good. Realizing that his climax was close, he started jerking Jungkook off. Not that he cared whether or not Jungkook enjoyed it. He simply wanted the satisfaction of making him cum when he was certain he didn’t want to. Being in control was an intoxicating feeling. With Taehyung repeatedly slamming into his prostate and jerking him off, Jungkook had no choice but to cum, absolutely hating himself for it. Soon after he came, Taehyung came as well, filling him up to the brim. After he came down from his high, Taehyung started getting dressed, all the while looking at Jungkook who was drifting in and out of consciousness. Suddenly he realized that he wanted Jungkook for himself. Nobody else was ever to touch him. Once fully clothed, he walked over to him, cleaned him up and helped him get dressed. Jungkook didn’t say anything. He was in a complete state of shock. In addition, he was severely exhausted from being mercilessly abused, he was in agonizing pain and he was positively dehydrated from crying.
‘I’m gonna take you home. It’s best you don’t mention this to anyone. I mean, why would anyone even believe you? And do you really want that kind of attention? For the rest of your life people will look down on you. Spare yourself any further humiliation.’ Taehyung said calmly, trying his best to manipulate Jungkook. Jungkook wanted to speak but his throat was sore from screaming at the top of his lungs for the past 20 minutes. Being the simple and naïve guy he is, he agreed with Taehyung, nodding in affirmation. Taehyung then drove him home.
Jungkook didn’t go to school the next day. Mainly because he felt like he was dying due to the pain he felt surging throughout his entire body. Also because he became depressed. Yugyeom called him a few times, but he would simply stare at his phone and start crying uncontrollably. His mother then walked into his room, interrupting his suicidal ideation. It was late in the afternoon and he hadn’t eaten all day, understandably.
‘Sweetie, are you feeling any better? Are you sure you don’t want to go to the doctor?’ His mother inquired kindly. Jungkook just shook his head.
‘Okay then. I’m making your favorite for dinner. You should really eat something. Oh and your friend from school came to check on you. I’ll send him in.’ His mother said, making Jungkook jump out of bed. What friend?! He almost died of a heart-attack when he saw Taehyung smiling at his mother before walking into his room. After Taehyung respectfully declined staying for dinner, his mother walked away. Taehyung then closed the door behind him. He looked at Jungkook who seemed to be on the verge of a mental breakdown.
‘You okay?’ Taehyung asked softly, almost making it seem like he cared. Jungkook wanted more than anything to lunge towards him and beat him to death! But he just sat back down on his bed, tears starting to stream down his face. Taehyung sighed and took a seat beside him.
‘Look, I think you should be with me.’ Taehyung said in all seriousness. Jungkook then stared at him in disbelief.
‘Think about it. Yugyeom won’t want to be with you after what happened. I can be very good to you, I promise.’ Taehyung smiled, taking Jungkook’s hand in his. It’s not that he cared about Jungkook, he simply wanted what he can’t have. However, being a master at manipulation, he made his concern seem genuine. Jungkook just pulled his hand away and moved further away from him.
‘Alright, just take some time to think about it.’ Taehyung suggested, getting up and walking towards the door. Before he left, he added, ‘Nobody wants damaged goods.’
The next day was Wednesday. Jungkook managed to get himself to school. His mother insisted that he either go to the doctor or school so he chose the latter. But more than anything, he just wanted to stay home, or jump off a building, either would work. How was he supposed to face Yugyeom? He was standing in front of his locker when he suddenly felt arms wrapped around his waist. Knowing who it was, he chocked down his sobs before turning around.
‘Kookie! I’ve missed you so much! I tried calling you several times, is everything okay? You look kind of sick? Are you sick?’ Yugyeom bombarded him with questions. While trying to think of something to say, he glanced up to notice a curious Taehyung staring at him. Jungkook felt hurt and cheap and no longer worthy of Yugyeom.
‘I’m fine. But there’s something you should know.’ Jungkook said as calmly as he could. He glanced at Taehyung again, who had a satisfied smile on his face. He was standing within earshot of them so he already knew that he won.
‘Okay, what’s up?’ Yugyeom asked, feeling slightly anxious.
‘I’m with Taehyung now.’ Jungkook blurted out. Yugyeom’s eyes widened in disbelief. Seeing his reaction made Jungkook want to break down in tears, but he maintained his composure.
‘What! Are fucking serious?!’ Why?!’ Yugyeom demanded, tears welling up, making Jungkook die inside.
‘Yugyeom, I’m not good enough for you anymore.’ Jungkook whispered, his head lowered, his voice breaking, tears forming. Yugyeom then realized that something was very wrong.
‘Jungkookie, what happened? What did that bastard do to you?!’ Yugyeom asked, infuriated. Taehyung was done observing quietly and walked towards them. He took Jungkook by the hand and pulled him close, making Yugyeom’s blood boil in rage.
‘If you know what’s good for you, you’ll stay the fuck away from what’s mine.’ Taehyung threatened, staring deep into his eyes. Yugyeom felt his heart break as he saw Taehyung wrap his arm around Jungkook and Jungkook burying his face in the crook of his neck. Little did he know that Jungkook was merely trying to hide his tears from him. They then walked away together, leaving a confused and heartbroken Yugyeom behind.
Before you all start wondering why Jungkook went along with Taehyung's suggestions, I thought I'd point out that it was because he felt deeply ashamed and he was manipulated into thinking that people would always despise him for letting that happen. In short, he felt ashamed and that he was to blame. Which is a common reaction for people who have in fact been raped.
The next chapter will pick up where we had previously left off.
Chapter 9: Weekend Plans
Jimin decides to spend the weekend with Seokjin and Namjoon so he can meet up with Yoongi. Jungkook decides to get some answers from Taehyung.
TRIGGER WARNING!!! This chapter briefly mentions a suicide attempt.
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Jimin was taking the bus to his hometown. He was going to spend the weekend with his cousin Seokjin and his boyfriend Namjoon. The only reason he accepted Jin’s offer was because he wanted to spend some time with Yoongi. When Jimin told him that he made plans to meet with Yoongi but didn’t know how to actually go through with it, Jin graciously offered to plan a dinner for everyone on Friday. Jimin was actually really happy to be going away for the weekend. It would be a good distraction from everything. Jungkook had been acting strange all week. He seemed really distant all of a sudden. They barely spoke, let alone do anything else. Jimin realized after a couple of days that Taehyung had something to do with it. After Monday, Taehyung was absent throughout the remainder of the week. Jimin also noticed that Taehyung looked like a train ran him over. Although he was curious, he didn’t care. He absolutely hated Taehyung. But whatever was going on with him was affecting Jungkook and that did bother him. At least Jimin could be happy about the fact that despite Jungkook’s sudden change in behavior, he kept his promise. After his father returned from his business trip, he promised to look into the matter regarding Jimin’s mother. He also graciously offered her a small loan so she could pay some bills etc. The only thing Jimin currently stressed about was Yoongi. How would he face him?
Jin was cooking. The thought of being in the same room with both Namjoon and Jimin, unsettled him to say the least. He felt like he betrayed them both. Jin had every intention of confessing his infidelity to Namjoon, however after they had sex that night, Namjoon insisted on getting engaged at the end of the month. Overjoyed, Jin kept his dirty secret. All he ever wanted was to spend the rest of his life with Kim Namjoon. Why should one stupid mistake ruin his entire life, he reasoned. The same was true regarding Jimin. Telling him what happened would only hurt him. Some things are better left unsaid.
‘Remind me again why your cousin is spending the weekend with us? There are better things to do on a Friday night other than babysitting.’ Namjoon said sarcastically. Jin simply smiled and rolled his eyes. After Jin turned his back to him, Namjoon’s expression changed a few shades darker. He hated that little tease called Park Jimin. At least he could take comfort in the fact that Yoongi would also be attending dinner. There were after all certain things they needed to discuss.
Dinner was delicious as expected. Seokjin was an excellent chef. The three of them were quietly eating, waiting for Yoongi to show up. Yoongi called to inform he would be late and that they should start without him. Every now and then Namjoon would furtively glance at Jimin and it made him uncomfortable.
‘Jimin, I’m surprised you’re still with Yoongi.’ Namjoon said, staring into his soul.
‘Why does that surprise you?’ Jimin asked curiously, trying to avoid his dark gaze. Namjoon smirked and thought to himself, ‘Because you and your cousin are both fucking sluts!’. When Jin gave him a stern look, he smiled at Jimin, shook his head and continued eating. There was a knock on the door, finally easing up the palpable tension. Jimin rushed to the door with a bright smile.
‘Suga!’ Jimin exclaimed joyfully. Hearing Jimin call him that brought the biggest smile on Yoongi’s face. They hugged for a few seconds before going in. Walking to the dinner table, Yoongi and Namjoon glanced at each other with a nod. That took Jimin by surprise. He didn’t know that they knew each other. Yoongi’s presence seemed to have livened up the atmosphere. Not that it came as a surprise to anyone, Yoongi had always been rather charming.
‘So Jiminnie, have you thought about what you want to study in college?’ Jin asked.
‘Um, I think something with merchandising.’ Jimin replied.
‘Oh good! You can work in advertising with me!’ Jin said with a bright smile.
‘It never ceases to surprise me just how much you two have in common.’ Namjoon noted, making everyone smile. Little did they know that Namjoon was secretly referring to the fact that both Jin and Jimin were cheating pieces of trash.
After dinner, Jimin and Yoongi went to the guest bedroom to talk. Yoongi was tired from working extra hours at his part-time job, so he jumped on the bed and lay down, letting out a deep sigh. Jimin quickly curled up next to him, feeling so comfortable in his arms. Yoongi stared at the ceiling, contemplating his entire life. Even if he was going through the worst time ever, he never let it affect anyone else. Being vulnerable was something he stopped doing a really long time ago. It was only when Jimin started lightly kissing his neck that he snapped out of his depressing thoughts. He closed his eyes and gave in to the pleasure. A good release might just be exactly what he needed in that moment. It didn’t take long before Yoongi was hard and desperate for Jimin to just make him cum. So he undid his pants and pushed Jimin’s head down his body, making him suck hard. At first Jimin had no objection to it, but when Yoongi firmly held his head in place so could roughly thrust in his mouth, that’s when it went wrong. Jimin couldn’t take it. Yoongi was being too rough. He was hurting him. Jimin started crying, gagging and desperately fighting to get away from him. Feeling like he was about to pass out, Jimin scratched Yoongi’s thighs, making him hiss loudly and pull away. It was only then that Yoongi noticed the sobbing mess otherwise known as Jimin.
‘Jimin, I’m sorry! Fuck! I’m so sorry!’ He apologized, carefully pulling him in for an embrace.
‘You promised never to be so rough with me again.’ Jimin cried, slowly resting his hands on Yoongi’s chest. Yoongi tried his best to comfort Jimin and not focus on his dick that started throbbing nonstop at the sight of Jimin sobbing. Then to his surprise, Jimin reached down and palmed his painfully erect cock.
‘I can still do it. Just be gentle.’ Jimin insisted. Yoongi stared at him lustfully and nodded. Jimin then started sucking him hard, but not hard enough. Yoongi closed his eyes and pictured what he really wanted. Then he thought about the hurt little crying Jimin. That image was enough to push him over the edge. After he came, Jimin got up and cleaned himself up. The question he decided to suddenly ask almost gave Yoongi a panic-attack.
‘How are things with Hoseok?’ He asked with a nervous smile. Yoongi felt like saying, ‘I don’t know, how are things with Jungkook, you cheating whore?’. But of course he figured he should play it cool. For a brief moment he pondered whether or not he should mention that he had sex with Hoseok. Then he figured, there are so many things Jimin already doesn’t know, let’s just add that to the list.
‘Things are normal I guess. How about you, seeing anyone?’ Yoongi asked, curious to find out if Jimin would actually lie to his face. Jimin felt his face flush a dark red. Should he tell him about Jungkook? Or should he do the easy thing and LIE?
‘Uh, not really.’ Jimin said with his head lowered, a clear indication of lying. Yoongi smirked and got out of bed.
‘Where are you going?’ Jimin inquired as he saw Yoongi reaching for the doorknob.
‘I need to discuss something with Namjoon.’ He replied. Jimin was confused. How did Yoongi even know Namjoon?
‘I’m thinking of applying for an internship at the law firm where he works.’
‘I didn’t even know you were interested in law.’ Jimin pointed out, feeling like there was something everyone else seemed to know besides him.
‘There’s a lot you don’t know about me.’ Yoongi said with a straight face.
‘Like what? That you’re seeing Hoseok now?’ Jimin accused. Yoongi felt like throwing him out of a fucking window. He’s been fucking around with Jungkook and then he has the audacity to question his loyalty! , Yoongi thought to himself.
‘Jimin, I’m not. You’re the only one I want.’ He lied. They both smiled at each other, Yoongi walked out and Jimin sat there questioning his sanity.
‘You were right.’ Namjoon said as Yoongi walked into his study, closing the door behind him.
‘Of course I was.’ Yoongi replied, taking the glass of scotch Namjoon handed him.
‘Why are you doing this?’ Namjoon questioned curiously.
‘I’m just trying to help you out.’ Yoongi explained, taking a sip.
‘This is not a good place to talk.’
‘Let’s meet up tomorrow night.’ Yoongi suggested.
‘I already have plans tomorrow night.’
‘Yeah? With whom?’
‘A very sexy guy, so I don’t want to cancel.’ Namjoon grinned, trying to hide his real connection to this guy.
‘Interesting. Anyone I know?’
‘I doubt it. If he knew you he would tell me.’
‘What’s his name?’ Yoongi asked curiously.
Jungkook was driving over to Taehyung’s house. He hadn’t seen him since Monday morning and he needed some answers. Technically he had weekend plans with his family, but seeing Taehyung first was more important to him. Ever since Taehyung apologized and cried in front of him, he couldn’t stop thinking about him. It was also hard to dismiss the fact that Taehyung seemed awful. To top it all off, Taehyung got Jimin’s mother fired for some reason. Just what was Kim Taehyung up to? He carefully chose not to mention Taehyung’s involvement to Jimin, not knowing how he would react. Also Jungkook felt he should know Taehyung’s side of things first. Hiding things from Jimin had started to become a habit. How was he supposed to mention that he recently got back involved with Yugyeom? It’s not that Jungkook was afraid to tell him, it was just that he didn’t want to have to explain everything that happened. Could he really open up to Jimin about the worst, most traumatic experience of his life? When Yugyeom noticed that he and Taehyung were no longer together, he jumped at the chance to reminisce. Nothing even remotely sexual has happened between them yet, but they would both be lying if they said they weren’t craving it. It was probably going to happen the following night, if Jungkook accepted Yugyeom’s request to go on a date. He hadn’t given him an answer yet and it was driving them both crazy. Being with Yugyeom would be too painful. Jungkook was afraid it would constantly remind him of the horrible past. When he parked in front of Taehyung’s house, he sat in his car trying to compose himself. How could he fall in love with him after he abused him? Jungkook stopped questioning his sanity and walked to the front door. After a few knocks, his father answered.
‘Jungkookie! It is so good to see you. It’s been a while.’ His father said with a smile. However, Jungkook could see a lot of pain in his eyes.
‘Yeah, I’ve been so busy preparing for midterms. Uh, I came to check up on Tae. I noticed he hasn’t been at school all week.’ Jungkook explained. Taehyung’s father seemed like he was about to lose it. But he tried his best to keep his frustrations to himself.
‘That’s nice of you. He’s not well. But maybe you can change that. Go right ahead, he’s in his room.’
Jungkook smiled politely and walked towards Taehyung’s room. ‘He’s not well?!’ What was that supposed to mean? The look on Mr. Kim’s face was confusing enough, but then the way he said it. Jungkook seriously needed some answers. He took a deep breath and opened the door. Taehyung was in bed, headphones on and staring at his phone. When Jungkook slammed the door shut, he jumped up, taking off his headphones and setting his phone down. Jungkook felt relieved that he didn’t seem as awful, the color had returned to his face, but he still seemed depressed.
‘How do you feel? Your dad said you’re not well.’ Jungkook asked, taking a seat next to him.
‘My dad doesn’t know shit.’ Taehyung retorted.
‘Tae, I need to ask you a few things.’ Jungkook said nervously.
‘Sure.’ Taehyung saying that so calmly, surprised Jungkook. Something was definitely wrong with him, well, more than the usual.
‘Why did you get Jimin’s mother fired?’
‘Same reason I do everything else, because I can.’ Usually when saying something like that, Taehyung would have a smug grin on his face. But he just maintained that indifferent, expressionless look and it was starting to tug at Jungkook’s heart.
‘Why did you apologize to me? Why were you crying?’ Jungkook then asked, his voice breaking, fighting back his tears. But that stopped working when tears started streaming down Taehyung’s face.
‘Because Jungkookie, I never should’ve hurt you.’ Taehyung whispered, afterwards wiping his tears.
‘Then why did you? WHY DID YOU?!!’ Jungkook shouted, a fountain of tears pouring out of his eyes. Taehyung couldn’t handle the confrontation. He was not in the right frame of mind to process such an outburst. So he walked to his bedroom door and opened it, motioning for Jungkook to leave.
‘Please leave me alone.’ He said softly, almost pleading. But Jungkook wasn’t having it. He demanded an answer. Determined to get it, he walked up to him, slammed the door shut and shoved him against it, firmly holding him in place.
‘No, don’t look away. I thought you liked this kind of thing.’ Jungkook growled, revealing a dark side Taehyung was previously unaware of. Taehyung tried to push him away, but Jungkook grabbed his wrists. It was then that his eyes widened, his heart stopped beating and he stepped back almost falling over.
‘Tae, what the fuck is this?!’ Jungkook asked, shocked to his very core. Taehyung pulled his hands away and tugged at the long sleeves carefully hiding the fresh scars on his wrists. He didn’t say anything, but the endless stream of tears spoke for themselves. Jungkook didn’t know how to respond so he pulled him close and hugged him as tight as he could. Taehyung became a sobbing mess in his arms and Jungkook couldn’t help but feel deep concern and affection for him.
After they both calmed down from crying, they lay in bed. Jungkook simply held him in his arms and ran his fingers through his hair. No matter how badly Jungkook wanted to know what happened, maybe Taehyung wasn’t ready to talk about it yet. So he did the best thing he could and comforted him. Seeing Taehyung in that condition just made Jungkook want to forget all the hatred he felt for him. Taehyung was running his hand up and down Jungkook’s chest and abdomen. Jungkook was peacefully enjoying it until Taehyung unexpectedly cupped his crotch.
‘Do you wanna do it?’ Taehyung asked, looking deep into his eyes. Jungkook knew he shouldn’t and he honestly didn’t even want to, but how do you reject someone recovering from a suicide attempt? He took too long to respond so Taehyung decided to sweeten the deal.
‘I’ll let you top.’ Taehyung said with a lustful smile, massaging Jungkook’s growing erection. Now how was the horny bastard A.K.A. Jeon Jungkook supposed to turn down that offer?
‘Tae I want to, I do, but I need to go. I have plans with my family.’ Jungkook replied, finally thinking with his head and not his dick for once. Taehyung pulled away from him, disappointed.
‘Look, why don’t we hangout tomorrow night?’ Jungkook offered, willing to reject Yugyeom for him, go figure.
‘I already have plans tomorrow night.’ Taehyung replied.
‘Okay, then how about I call you on Sunday?’ Jungkook asked with a cute bunny look. Taehyung had to smile at his overwhelming cuteness.
‘Okay.’ He agreed. Afterwards they hugged and Jungkook left to meet with his family. In any other case, Taehyung would’ve easily cancelled his plans for Jungkook. But he just had to meet with Namjoon.
Is anyone else questioning their sanity at this point? No, just me? Okay.
The next chapter discusses the following night. It will be a rather interesting Saturday night.
Chapter 10: Saturday Night Vibes
Saturday nights should be fun and interesting.
c) Secret encounters?
d) ALL OF THE ABOVE?!!
Yoongi was laying in bed, lights out, loud music blasting from his stereo. He simply stared up at the ceiling, trying to drown out his mother arguing with her boyfriend so he could organize his thoughts. His mother always did have the worst taste in men, but that was the least of Yoongi’s concerns at the moment. Namjoon agreed to meet with him after his appointment with Taehyung. Taehyung was one of the guys that abused Jimin. Why was Namjoon meeting with him? Did Namjoon know something he didn’t? Should he be worried? He desperately needed some answers, which is why he didn’t think twice about cancelling his plans with Jimin. That was particularly easy to do, given that he didn’t feel like seeing that little slut anyways. Although it would be nice to teach him a lesson. Yoongi thought about how satisfying it would feel to hold down his small crying frame and repeatedly ram his cock inside of him. That image made him smile, bite his bottom lip and cum for the second time in Hoseok’s mouth. Hoseok then looked up at him with a smile, proud of his accomplishment.
‘Who said you could stop?’ Yoongi said with a straight face. Hoseok nodded and sucked on his dick again, enjoying every second of pleasuring Yoongi. Yoongi laid his head back and grinned as he felt his dick get hard again. ‘Damn, Hobi is really good at sucking dick!’ , Yoongi thought to himself. After a few minutes of lustfully moaning on his dick again, Hoseok stopped sucking and looked up at him, his eyes pleading.
‘Aren’t you gonna fuck me? Please?’ Hoseok begged. Yoongi glared at him darkly. He wasn’t in the mood. He just wanted Hoseok to make him cum.
‘If you’re not gonna suck, you can leave.’ Yoongi retorted.
‘No, I’ll do whatever you want! It’s just that..’ Hoseok started saying but stopped, sighing in frustration.
‘What?’ Yoongi asked, clearly exasperated.
‘Do you still care about Jimin?’
‘I suppose a part of me always will.’ Yoongi admitted.
‘WHY?!’ Hoseok shouted, making Yoongi’s eyes widen in disbelief at his sudden outburst.
‘You shouldn’t be with that slut! He doesn’t deserve you! You should be with me..’ Hoseok continued, almost crying at the last part. Yoongi simply stared at him, clearly irritated.
‘Are you done? How ‘bout you put that mouth to good use again.’ Yoongi demanded. Hoseok sniffed, fought back his tears and went back to work. He knew that he shouldn’t let anyone treat him like that, but he couldn’t help it. His obsession with Min Yoongi had gotten out of control a long time ago. It had gotten to the point where he simply had to have him to himself. Anyone who tried to get in the way of that, would have to suffer the consequences. That meant you Park Jimin!
Jungkook was anxiously waiting at the restaurant where he agreed to meet Yugyeom. It had been quite some time since he bothered to dress-up. Going on fancy dates was something he only did at the start of his relationship with Taehyung. Maybe that’s why he stayed with Taehyung for so long. Because he had a way of making Jungkook feel special and important. Sure, he would brutally fuck him on a regular basis, but he always made up for it in the most unique ways. The real reason Jungkook stayed with Taehyung is because he truly believed that Taehyung did love him on some level.
‘Kookie!’ Yugyeom almost shouted joyfully, interrupting Jungkook’s thoughts. Jungkook smiled and did his best not to pull away when Yugyeom leaned in to kiss him. Feeling Yugyeom’s lips on his own sent a rush down his spine, reminding him of his first kiss.
‘Damn, you look really good!’ Yugyeom pointed out, taking a seat across him. Jungkook blushed and took a moment to take in Yugyeom’s appearance. He had to admit that the boy looked really hot.
‘Thanks, you look great. You always do.’ Jungkook said with a smile.
‘Is that why you left me for Taehyung?’ Yugyeom remarked. Jungkook looked away, clearly upset. If only he could tell Yugyeom the truth.
‘I’m sorry. I promised myself I wouldn’t bring it up. Let’s just leave that in the past, okay?’ Yugyeom asked, taking Jungkook’s hand with a smile. The rest of their date went great, until Jungkook got a text he simply couldn’t ignore. Upon receiving said text, he calmly explained to Yugyeom that he would have to cut their date short.
Taehyung was sitting in the sleazy bar where he agreed to meet Namjoon, simultaneously texting and checking out the hot waiter. While reading the text that said ‘You’re gonna beg me to stop.’ , Taehyung couldn’t help but chuckle. The hot waiter then approached his table.
‘Good evening sir. Can I get you anything?’ The waiter kindly asked. Taehyung took a moment to take in his gorgeous features, then he read his nametag and smirked.
‘BamBam? Aren’t you too sexy to be a waiter?’ Taehyung flirted. The waiter blushed, but his expression suddenly changed when Namjoon approached the table. Namjoon was rather popular in those parts and not in a good way. After he took a seat, he gave BamBam a stern look, indicating that he should leave. Taehyung was slightly disappointed to watch that beautiful boy go.
‘Alright Taehyung, I’m not staying long. Like I said, I have another appointment.’
‘Right. Who are you meeting?’ Taehyung asked, curious.
‘A friend, Min Yoongi.’ Namjoon answered. Taehyung raised an eyebrow, surprised.
‘Isn’t that Jimin’s boyfriend?’
‘Well, one of them.’ Namjoon scoffed. He really hated that little slut Jimin. Namjoon was about to say something when he noticed Taehyung lustfully staring at the hot waiter.
‘What, you wanna hit that? I’m pretty sure he’s straight.’ Namjoon assumed.
‘Even if he is, not a problem.’ Taehyung grinned, knowing that he had a way of making the straightest of men question their sexuality.
‘Whatever, here’s your assignment.’ Namjoon said firmly, handing him an envelope. He was about to get up and leave but Taehyung stopped him by asking the most infuriating thing.
‘You’re not gonna ask me how it was?’ Taehyung smirked.
‘Careful Tae, you’re headed down a dangerous path.’ Namjoon growled, unable to stop images of Taehyung fucking Jin from flooding his mind. Taehyung smiled and nodded, dropping the issue, fearful of upsetting Namjoon. When Namjoon left, Taehyung opened the envelope.
‘Jung Hoseok?’ Taehyung read out loud, confused.
‘Why do you look like shit?’ Namjoon inquired.
‘I’m fucking exhausted. Did you know it was possible to cum three times in a row?’
‘Of course it’s possible.’ Namjoon chuckled.
‘How was your meeting with.. um, what’s his name?’ Yoongi asked, trying to hide the fact that he knew who Taehyung was.
‘Taehyung. It was fine. So how did you know Jin was cheating on me?’
‘Runs in the family.’ Yoongi smirked, carefully choosing his words in an effort not to reveal too much information.
‘So what’s your next step?’ Namjoon asked.
After what felt like an eternity of driving way past the speed limit, Taehyung finally got home. It was really late and he was tired, but none of that mattered when he saw Jungkook’s car parked in his driveway. It had been quite some time since Taehyung felt such a rush of excitement. He quietly entered his house and rushed to his bedroom to find a eager Jungkook waiting for him on his bed. The first thing Taehyung noticed was that Jungkook was rather well-dressed.
‘Did you get all dressed up for me?’ Taehyung asked, already knowing that there was another reason behind it.
‘Uh, yeah.’ Jungkook lied. He had no intention of bringing up Yugyeom. When Taehyung texted him to ask if he still wanted to meet up, he was hesitant at first. But when Taehyung sent him a second text saying, ‘I wanna feel your cock in my ass.’ , well what was the horny bastard otherwise known as Jeon Jungkook supposed to do? Taehyung didn’t push the issue. He just wanted Jungkook to fuck his pain away. So he practically jumped on him, smashing their lips together. Jungkook didn’t hesitate in lifting him up and throwing him on the bed, quickly climbing on top of him. Before he kissed him again, he stared into his glistening eyes.
‘I still get to top, right?’ Jungkook asked. He could feel the pre-cum leaking out of his throbbing dick when Taehyung blushed with his gaze lowered, licked his lips and nodded. To Jeon Jungkook, there was nothing sexier than discovering a submissive side to Kim Taehyung.
CONGRATULATIONS!!! We made it to 10 chapters! I really hope you all enjoy the story so far.
Have you figured out by now who Taehyung's first boyfriend\master is?
* To all the VKook shippers, do you prefer TopV or BottomV?
Chapter 11: Revenge Sex?
'..... or so he thought.'
Jungkook takes the idea of "revenge sex" too seriously.
Cause of Death: JungCOCK!
CAUTION!!! The sex in this chapter is rather hardcore and might be perceived as "DUB-CON".
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Taehyung woke up, dizzy and disoriented, not sure if he was still alive. His entire body ached. The overwhelming soreness made him flinch as he tried to move away from Jungkook. Sadly the pain left him feeling paralyzed. He was lying flat on his stomach, naked with a Jeon Jungkook on top of him. Taehyung let out a soft whimper when he moved his hand down his abused hole. Jungkook really did a number on him. The concept of “hate-fucking” was something Jungkook was a little too familiar with. Without hesitating, without showing him any mercy, Jungkook brutally fucked Taehyung for hours. However, Taehyung didn’t object to any of it. He knew he deserved it after everything he put Jungkook through. And he would be lying if he said he didn’t enjoy it, at first. After a couple of hours of relentless pounding however, Taehyung wanted to stop, but Jungkook wouldn’t have it. So Taehyung gave in to his sudden, insatiable desire. Being sore, disoriented and lost in thoughts, Taehyung didn’t notice Jungkook waking up. It was only when he felt some movement and Jungkook suddenly pushing his tip in his already abused hole that Taehyung came to his senses.
‘AH! JUNGKOOK! WHAT THE FUCK!’ Taehyung couldn’t take it. The soreness made it unbearable. What had gotten into Jungkook? Didn’t he already get enough the night before when he brutally fucked into him for hours? Taehyung wasn’t having it, or so he thought. When Jungkook simply chuckled and pushed in more, that’s when Taehyung realized he couldn’t stop him.
‘WAIT! Jungkook. Fine, fine, do it. But you can’t just push in dry like that.’ Taehyung explained in an effort to at least ease some of the pain he would have to endure.
‘Of course I can. Besides, don’t worry, you’re still moist from my cum.’ Jungkook said with a smirk. Then he pushed his entire length in, making Taehyung whimper.
‘Sure I am. You only came in my ass FIVE-FUCKING-TIMES!’ Taehyung screamed out as Jungkook started slamming into him, not holding back in the least. The oversensitivity was killing Taehyung. His already sore and abused walls were trembling around Jungkook’s throbbing dick. The pain and overstimulation was slowly making him feel numb, both physically and mentally. Yet he still managed to smile when he felt Jungkook cum. The suffering was finally over, or so he thought. Jungkook then got off of him with a loud sigh, slapping his ass with a smirk, making Taehyung roll his eyes, annoyed.
‘What do you say we take a much needed shower?’ Jungkook suggested.
‘I can’t move, bitch!’ Taehyung sneered. Jungkook scoffed and walked up to him. Then he picked him up and carried him like a baby koala bear to the bathroom. Taehyung smiled to himself, enjoying that cute moment. The cuteness ended however once they got inside the shower. As soon as Jungkook turned on the water, he held Taehyung against the wall and started fucking into him again. Taehyung was then certain that Jungkook’s dick would be the death of him.
‘AH FUCK! Jungkook, wait. No, no, please. Stop. I can’t take it anymore.’ Taehyung begged.
‘Yes you can. Look how easily my dick is sliding in and out of you. Fuck! So fucking hot!’ Jungkook moaned as he looked down at his member thrusting in and out of Taehyung’s overly abused hole.
After what felt like an eternity of hardcore shower-sex, Taehyung and Jungkook were in his living room watching TV. Jungkook had a smug, satisfied smile plastered on his face and Taehyung wanted more than anything to slap it off. At least he could take comfort in the fact that Jungkook was finally done with him, or so he thought. He was about to say something when his father and step-mother walked in, both smiling. They were relieved to see him doing better. It had been a rather difficult week, especially for his father who felt guilty. A part of him knew he should’ve intervened a long time ago. The fear of losing his only child who he loved more than anything was more than he could possibly handle.
‘Taehyungie, your mother and I are having brunch with some friends. Do you boys need anything?’ His father asked with a smile. His smile only grew wider when Taehyung actually smiled back at him.
‘We’re fine, thanks.’
‘Okay son. We’ll be back in a couple of hours. And Jungkook, thank you.’ His father said, his voice almost breaking at the last part. He knew Jungkook played a vital part in Taehyung’s sudden recovery. Jungkook smiled and nodded. The moment they left, he pulled Taehyung into his lap and started kissing him aggressively.
‘Wait-Wait-Wait! Jungkook, you have successfully fucked my brains out. Can we please just do something else?’ Taehyung pleaded, certain that he would die if Jungkook fucked him again.
‘Alright fine, but what am I supposed to do with this?’ Jungkook grinned, moving Taehyung’s hand down to his erection. Taehyung’s eyes widened in disbelief. How was it even possible for him to be hard again? Was he just hard all the time?!
‘Just let me suck it.’ Taehyung offered, desperately trying to literally spare his ass. Jungkook nodded and lowered his pants and boxers. Taehyung quickly got to work, sucking him hard and fast. He just wanted to make him cum fast so it would all be over. At least long enough for him to get some rest. Jungkook leaned his head back and closed his eyes. The guilt started pouring in. Deep down he knew how wrong it was to take advantage of Taehyung like that. The guy was hurt and vulnerable due to his recent suicide attempt and all Jungkook wanted to do was fuck him into space. He couldn’t help that Taehyung’s fragile state aroused him so much. The satisfaction of getting back at him for everything was just too intoxicating. And the guilt quickly vanished once he remembered how good it felt to be inside of him.
‘This isn’t working, I need your ass.’ Jungkook demanded. Taehyung didn’t say anything, he simply started undressing. Once naked, he slowly lowered himself on Jungkook’s dick, tears streaming down his face the second he felt his tip push into him. It was then that Jungkook knew he took things too far, but he still couldn’t stop. However, when he started thrusting, Taehyung started sobbing and it tugged at his heart.
‘Last time, I promise.’ Jungkook assured, pulling him closer and kissing him tenderly. In an effort to at least make him enjoy it a little, he started jerking him off.
‘No, no, don’t.’ Taehyung cried, trying to push his hand away.
‘You’re going to cum for me.’ Jungkook insisted, batting his hand away and stroking him faster. Taehyung was in too much pain. Having an orgasm would only make matters worse since he was already severely exhausted. There was simply no strength left in him. However Jungkook was determined to make him cum. Eventually Taehyung had to give in to the stimulation. After the most painful orgasm he ever had, he felt like he was about to faint. Jungkook came shortly after. They were both panting loudly, trying to catch their breath, Taehyung in particular.
‘Taehyung, I love you.’ Jungkook whispered, staring into his eyes with affection. Upon hearing that, Taehyung pulled Jungkook close and cried with his face buried in the crook of his neck. That was the first time Jungkook ever said that to him. And Taehyung desperately needed to feel loved. In that moment, nothing else mattered, because Taehyung felt safe and loved, which is everything he always wanted.
Jimin was busy packing up his things. He really did enjoy his weekend with Seokjin. Yes, being around Namjoon was awkward to say the least, but Jimin didn’t care. That weekend really provided him with some clarity. It was so good to spend some time with Yoongi, even if Yoongi seemed to be acting strange. Unexpected strange behavior wasn’t exactly something new when it came to Min Yoongi. Jimin was meeting him for lunch. And he decided to tell him the truth about everything. Whatever the consequences would be, Jimin would just find the strength to face them. He was done with all the lies and secrecy.
‘Hey ChimChim, done packing?’ Seokjin asked with a smile as he walked into the guest bedroom.
‘Yep, all done.’ Jimin replied. Jin then smiled and took a seat next to him on the bed. It then occurred to Jimin to try and get some answers out of him.
‘Jin, why does Namjoon hate me?’
‘Jiminnie, he doesn’t hate you.’ Seokjin replied.
‘Yes, he does!’ Jimin scoffed.
‘Okay fine. He thinks you’re a little too flirty. Says you’re a tease.’ Jin chuckled. Hearing that made Jimin chuckle as well. Why did Namjoon even think that? Because he flirted with his ex-boyfriend Jackson at a party once?
‘I guess I should work on that then.’ Jimin joked, making them both burst out in laughter.
‘How do Namjoon and Yoongi know each other?’ Jimin inquired after the laughter stopped.
‘Oh, Namjoon said that Yoongi wants to apply for an internship at his law firm.’ Jin answered. Jimin was not satisfied with that answer. It just seemed a little too vague and rehearsed, the makings of a good lie. But it became clear to Jimin that Jin knew just as little as him.
Yoongi was anxiously waiting for Jimin to show up at the café. While waiting, he was going through some pictures in his phone. Pictures from approximately three years ago, when he was actually happy. But then he had to ruin it, the same way he ruined everything good in his life. Then he re-read some of his recent texts and he couldn’t stop himself from welling up. As he read them again one by one, just like he had been everyday since he received them, tears started streaming down his face. *Why can’t you just love me back?* *I can’t live without you.* *Please reply?* *GOODBYE.* How long had it been since he cried? Seeing Jimin walk in with a smile quickly made him wipe his tears and put his phone away.
‘Hey, are you okay?’ Jimin asked while taking a seat. Yoongi seemed really sad and his face was flushed like he had been crying. Which was something he never did, so naturally Jimin was concerned.
‘I’m fine. But there’s something I have to tell you.’ Yoongi said in a deep tone.
‘Okay. There’s something I have to tell you too.’ Jimin confessed.
‘Relax Jimin, I know about your thing with Jungkook.’ Yoongi interjected. Jimin’s eyes widened in shock. How could he possibly know that? He was so caught off guard that he was rendered speechless. When he failed to provide any kind of response, Yoongi continued.
‘I also know that he and Taehyung drugged and abused you a few weeks ago.’ Upon hearing that, Jimin was certain that he was having some kind of a stroke. Speechless yet again, Yoongi continued.
‘I think that’s what really pisses me off. I mean, why the fuck would you start seeing the guy that raped you?! Are you fucking stupid?! Man, you and Jungkook have some serious issues.’ Yoongi scoffed, letting out a dark chuckle. By then, Jimin was already drowning in his own tears. Never before had he noticed such an overpowering darkness in Yoongi. His deep tone of voice, his dark glare, the fact that the concept of rape was humorous to him.
‘How do you know all of this?’ Jimin whispered, chocking down his sobs. Yoongi stared at him blankly, not sure if he should confess everything.
‘There’s something I never told you. Well, there are lots of things I never told you. But this is something you should know.’ Yoongi confessed, making a crying Jimin look up at him with curiosity.
‘There’s someone I’m in love with. Someone I’ve always been in love with. And it’s NOT you.’ Yoongi acknowledged. Jimin felt his heart sink. After deciding to tell Yoongi about Jungkook, after deciding to end things with Jungkook so he could be with Yoongi, how was he supposed to process that? But more importantly, how did Yoongi know all of that and who is this mystery guy he’s in love with?
I, Mason, am confused.
The next chapter will be a flashback about Taehyung and his first boyfriend.
Chapter 12: First Love (FLASHBACK)
At the young age of 15, Taehyung met the love of his life. However, things did not go exactly as he expected.
This flashback is rather sad and intense, brace yourselves.
***Also, there's some heavy "DUB-CON" at some point.
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Taehyung was sleeping in the backseat. His father was driving him to his grandparents. It had only been four months since his mother died. Taehyung’s father didn’t know how to cope with his own grief, let alone help Taehyung cope with his. So he decided to let Taehyung spend the summer vacation with his grandparents. A change of scenery might just be what the grief-stricken boy needed. Also it would provide his father some time alone to process his pain. Losing his mother at the young age of fifteen was tragic indeed. Mr. Kim was struggling with the GPS when Taehyung woke up. The grandparents moved around a lot to keep their retirement exciting. The town they recently moved to was one Taehyung had never been to before.
‘Dad, why am I spending the entire vacation with grandma and grandpa?’ A sleepy Taehyung asked.
‘It might be fun, right? It’s been a while since you spent some time with them.’ His dad replied with a cursory smile.
‘Sure.’ Taehyung said with his gaze lowered, clearly upset to be away from his father for the coming three months.
‘Hey lighten up, there might be cute girls there. Or boys.’ His father smiled.
‘Wait, you know I’m bisexual?’ Taehyung asked, surprised.
‘Yeah. Your mother told me.’ His father replied, his voice slightly breaking. Upon hearing that, Taehyung bit down on his lip to stifle his sobs. He missed his mother terribly. She was his best friend.
Taehyung woke up bright and early the next day. The town his grandparents were living in at the time didn’t seem remotely interesting to Taehyung. But they convinced him not to jump to any conclusions and to do some exploring. Reluctantly, he agreed to do so. After having a healthy and nutritious breakfast, he headed out to do some exploring. Since it was considered a safe neighborhood, Taehyung insisted on venturing out alone. He was in a charming little café getting an iced-coffee when he saw him. Taehyung was frozen in his place. All he could do was stare at him. Never before had he seen such a beautiful creature. The beautiful creature was talking and laughing with some friends, completely unaware that a love-struck Taehyung was intently staring at him. His gorgeous dark hair, his glowing porcelain skin, his gummy smile. It was only when the cashier nudged him to take his change that Taehyung snapped back to reality. Unfortunately, when Taehyung turned back around, he was gone. Desperate to find him, Taehyung rushed out of the café and looked around, but he was nowhere to be seen. Disappointed, Taehyung walked to the basketball court his grandfather told him about. It was right next to a youth center where Taehyung was hoping to interact with people his own age. When he got to the basketball court, he felt a rush of excitement like never before. The beautiful creature was there! With a boxy smile, Taehyung happily observed him playing basketball. His heart almost stopped beating when they suddenly made eye-contact. It was only for a second but the intensity nearly killed him. After the game, Taehyung mustered up the courage to approach him. The beautiful creature vacantly stared at him while he walked up to him.
‘Hi, I’m Taehyung.’ He blushed.
‘Congratulations.’ He retorted. Taehyung was a bit disappointed that he was being rude, but since he had already started planning their wedding in his mind, he decided to keep trying.
‘Um, you’re a really good basketball player.’ He pointed out, making the shorter male smile.
‘Is that why you’re following me?’ The shorter male scoffed.
‘What?! I’m not following you! I don’t even know you!’ Taehyung countered.
‘Exactly! You don’t know me, so stay away from me.’ He sneered. Then he left with his friends, leaving a disappointed Taehyung behind.
Taehyung couldn’t sleep that night. All he could think about was that beautiful basketballer that could probably do well in the NBA. If only he wasn’t so short. Taehyung then chuckled. For someone so cute and short, he sure acted like a bad-ass. Then he started thinking how he could approach him again. He would probably find him on the basketball court again, but how should he talk to him? What should he say? Usually Taehyung would go to his mother for advice. The pain of not being able to do so anymore was too much to bear. Eventually he cried himself to sleep, like he had been, almost every night since his mother died.
The next day Taehyung went back to the basketball court, happy to find his crush there. But he didn’t approach him. When the shorter male noticed him intently observing him yet again, it almost seemed like he blushed, but Taehyung couldn’t tell for sure due to the distance between them. The following two days Taehyung did the same thing. He went to the court, watched him play and then left without approaching him. Then on the third day, something unexpected happened. Taehyung was walking home, satisfactorily slurping his blueberry slush when he was suddenly pulled into an alley. His eyes widened in disbelief when he realized it was his crush who dragged him into the alley and slammed him against the wall, firmly holding him in place. For someone shorter than him, he certainly knew how to overpower him, much to Taehyung’s surprise.
‘What do you want? Why are you stalking me?’ He demanded.
‘I just wanna know you.’ Taehyung whispered, his gaze lowered.
‘Why? Pretty boy like you, can’t you find yourself a girlfriend?’ He mocked.
‘You think I’m pretty?’ Taehyung blushed. Yes, that was the only thing he heard. The shorter male couldn’t help but stare into his glistening eyes, realizing how truly beautiful Taehyung was. Then he snapped out of it and loosened his grip on him. He scoffed and started walking away.
‘Wait! Please tell me your name?’ Taehyung pleaded, making him turn back around.
‘Yoongi.’ He answered and then left. Taehyung couldn’t help but smile throughout the remainder of the day, trying to figure out how he could get that name tattooed on his chest.
It had become something of a daily ritual for Taehyung to go to that basketball court. Why else would he be there yet again? When Yoongi noticed him that day, Taehyung was certain that he saw him blush. However, when he started walking towards Taehyung, his euphoria immediately changed into panic. They stood rather close and it almost seemed like Yoongi was looking up at Taehyung’s lips.
‘Are you really just gonna sit and watch everyday?’ Yoongi asked with a slight smirk.
‘Yes. I don’t have anything better to do.’ Taehyung chuckled, making Yoongi chuckle as well.
‘Play with us.’ Yoongi insisted. Taehyung smiled and nodded. It was the most fun he had in a really long time. Since his mother got sick, it was like he had forgotten how to laugh. Being with Yoongi that day reminded him of fun and laughter, making it one of the most memorable days of his life. After the game, the pair of them went to get some food.
‘It’s so cool that you live in the capital. I wanna move there someday.’ Yoongi said.
‘You don’t like it here?’ Taehyung asked. Yoongi looked away for a few seconds. He absolutely hated his life. Taehyung realized that it was a sensitive topic so he dropped it.
‘What else do you like to do for fun?’ Taehyung inquired with a smile, finally making Yoongi smile again.
‘How ‘bout I show you?’ Yoongi offered. Taehyung graciously accepted. There was only one rather prestigious hotel in that town. Yoongi held Taehyung by the hand and brought him to the rooftop. The view was incredible. It felt like being on top of the world. There was a certain serenity to it. Taehyung smiled brightly as he looked down at what seemed like the entire world stretched out before him. Yoongi stared at his smile, the sunlight shining on his already sun-kissed skin. He wondered if there could possibly be anything more beautiful.
‘This is awesome!’ Taehyung exclaimed. Yoongi chuckled at his overwhelming cuteness.
‘Yeah, I love it here. It’s nice and quiet.’ Yoongi admitted. Taehyung noticed his expression change at the last part. Yoongi preferred the quiet rooftop to the constant arguing back home, but Taehyung didn’t need to know that. Taehyung couldn’t contain his feelings anymore. That moment was too perfect, that setting was too perfect and the view couldn’t get any better. He knew that he wanted their first kiss to be right then and there. Mustering up all the courage he had, he wrapped his arms around Yoongi’s waist and moved closer to him.
‘What are you doing?’ Yoongi asked, puzzled. Taehyung started freaking out. Was Yoongi just being friendly? Did he not like guys? What should he say?!
‘Shit, I’m so sorry! I thought that maybe you liked me. Do you not like guys? Shit! I’m sorry, I’m so sorry!’ Taehyung rambled as he moved away from him. Yoongi chuckled yet again at his overwhelming cuteness.
‘Relax. I do like you.’ Yoongi confessed with a smile. Taehyung let out a loud sigh. He could breathe again.
‘Then why won’t you kiss me?’ Taehyung asked in a soft voice. Yoongi’s smile faded away as he tried to come up with a good enough answer.
‘Tae, you shouldn’t be with me. I’m not good for you. I’m not good for anyone.’ Yoongi replied, whispering the last part. The hurt look on his face made Taehyung’s heart sink. That’s when Taehyung marched up to him and kissed him so passionately that Yoongi couldn’t hold his tears back anymore. Because he had never been shown that kind of affection before. Yoongi wrapped his arms around him and held him so close that it felt like they were one. They both wanted that moment to last forever. In that moment, as they stood above the world, wrapped in each other’s arms, they felt safe and happy, which was everything they wanted. When they finally broke the kiss, they panted for air and stared into each other’s eyes. Tears were still streaming down Yoongi’s face. He reached out his hand and softly caressed Taehyung’s face.
‘You’re so beautiful.’ He whispered. Taehyung let out a sob and pulled him in for an embrace. As Yoongi held him tight, running his fingers through his hair, Taehyung cried on his shoulder, finally letting someone comfort him. Was this love?
Two weeks later, on a warm Wednesday afternoon, the boys were in Taehyung’s bedroom. His grandparents went out to do some shopping. They lay in bed, wrapped in each other’s arms. The past couple of weeks were spent playing basketball, getting junk-food and making out on that hotel rooftop. It was the best two weeks for the both of them. Taehyung smiled to himself as he rested his head on Yoongi’s chest, just listening to his heartbeat. To him it was the most soothing sound.
‘Yoongi, how come we’re in the same grade? You’re sixteen.’ Taehyung asked.
‘I had to repeat a year. I missed too much school and couldn’t catch up.’ Yoongi answered.
‘Oh, how come?’
‘Couple of years back, I was in a really bad car accident. Took me a while to recover.’ Yoongi explained, his expression changing at that awful memory.
‘I’m so sorry. What happened?’ Taehyung inquired curiously even though he noticed the somewhat angered look on his face.
‘I was in the car with my dad, he was drunk, we collided with a truck.’
‘Seriously?! I can’t believe your dad would do that!’ Taehyung stated.
‘Not like it’s the worst thing he ever did to me.’ Yoongi scoffed, being reminded of all the awful things his drunk, abusive father did to him. Taehyung couldn’t handle the idea of him being hurt and sad. So he climbed on top of him and started kissing him aggressively, trying to make him forget his pain. Yoongi pulled him closer and deepened the kiss, making Taehyung moan softly when he started grinding his growing erection against his own. Then he flipped Taehyung unto his back, all the while not breaking the kiss. When he started grinding harder against him, Taehyung wrapped his legs around him, desperately seeking more friction. By then Yoongi started moaning into the kiss as well.
‘Ah! Yoongi…’ Taehyung all but moaned when Yoongi pinned his hands above his head and started leaving a trail of wet kisses along his jawline, neck and collarbone. Taehyung had his head thrown back and his eyes closed. He was in an absolute state of ecstasy. It was the first time he ever experienced that kind of pleasure. But then Yoongi suddenly stopped and jumped out of bed.
‘What’s wrong?’ Taehyung asked, confused.
‘Tae, I can’t do this.’ Yoongi answered in a soft tone, not even looking at him.
‘No, it’s okay. I want my first time to be with you.’ Taehyung assured. Yoongi then looked at him, on the verge of tears. He couldn’t take his virginity. He knew he shouldn’t and he knew he wasn’t good enough.
‘No. Your first time should be special. And I’m not good enough for you.’ Yoongi confessed, lowering his gaze again.
‘Will you just stop! Seriously, stop! Why do you keep saying that?!’ Taehyung shouted, tears streaming down his face. Taehyung wanted nothing more but to love him past his pain. Seeing Taehyung cry made Yoongi cry as well. He was about to approach him with a hug when Yoongi simply marched off without saying a word. A part of him wanted to open up to Taehyung about his pain and misery, but he felt too ashamed. How could anyone love someone so damaged and broken?
A week went by and Taehyung was positively losing his mind. He hadn’t seen or heard anything from Yoongi since the day he stormed out of his room in tears. Taehyung went to the basketball court every day only to be disappointed. Yoongi never told him where he lived, so Taehyung had no way of finding him. And he wasn’t responding to any of his calls and texts. While his grandparents were talking and laughing, trying to cheer him up, Taehyung was just blankly playing with his food, thinking of Yoongi. For some reason he suddenly felt his heart skip a beat. Then he turned around to see Yoongi walking into the restaurant with his family presumably. They made eye-contact and Taehyung felt like bursting out in tears. He wanted nothing more but to rush towards him, feel his warm embrace. But Yoongi looked away and walked towards a table with his family. After suffering in silence for a few minutes, Taehyung received a text. His face immediately lit up as he rushed outside to find Yoongi waiting for him in the alley behind the restaurant. Without hesitating, Taehyung smashed their lips together. He chocked down a sob when Yoongi wrapped his arms around him and deepened the kiss. It was in that moment that Taehyung realized he was irrevocably in love with him.
‘Why did you disappear on me like that?! I was going crazy!’ Taehyung gasped, trying to catch his breath. Yoongi stared into his deep brown eyes.
‘I’m sorry.’ He whispered.
‘No, that’s not good enough! I need a real explanation.’ Taehyung demanded.
‘Fine. I love you. But if you knew the truth about me, you wouldn’t love me and I can’t handle that.’ Yoongi confessed. Taehyung grabbed him and kissed him so hard that it physically hurt, but neither of them cared, they just wanted each other.
‘Yoongi, I’m so in love with you, it’s like I can’t breathe.’ Taehyung confessed upon breaking the kiss.
‘But if you knew the truth…’
‘Stop.’ Taehyung interjected. ‘I don’t care. I just want you.’ He continued. Yoongi then finally smiled and caressed his face.
‘You’re so beautiful.’ Yoongi whispered, then pulled him in for a soft, yet intense kiss.
The weekend following their rather intense confrontation in that alley was a particularly memorable one. It was a Friday night and it was raining. What a perfect and romantic setting. The boys were in Taehyung’s bedroom, kissing intensely in bed.
‘Take your clothes off.’ Yoongi instructed as he broke the kiss and moved away a bit. Taehyung’s eyes widened. He did want it to happen, but the last time he tried going down that road with Yoongi, it didn’t end so well. The fear of something going wrong again made Taehyung reluctant.
‘Are you sure?’ He asked. Yoongi nodded.
‘Do we have everything we need?’ Taehyung inquired in a soft voice. He was clearly nervous and frankly unsure about what they even needed. His nervous expression made Yoongi chuckle. Would that boy ever stop being so adorable?
‘Don’t worry. I’m not gonna fuck you. I just wanna make you feel good.’ Yoongi explained. Taehyung had absolutely no idea what he meant but he started undressing nonetheless. Once naked, he anxiously lay down on his back, his heart racing. Yoongi stared at his naked body for several seconds, admiring his gorgeous features.
‘You won’t take your clothes off?’
‘No. I don’t need to.’ Yoongi replied.
‘But, I wanna see you.’ Taehyung insisted. Yoongi closed his eyes and sighed. He didn’t want Taehyung to see him naked, not in that condition. But he still gave in to his request and undressed. Tears started streaming down Taehyung’s face when he realized why he was hesitant.
‘Does your dad do that to you?’ Taehyung cried, referring to all the bruises. Yoongi lowered his gaze and nodded. He felt so embarrassed. Taehyung pulled him on top of him and kissed him. After a few minutes of intense kissing, Yoongi moved down his body, kissing and caressing every inch. Taehyung let out a loud gasp when Yoongi took his throbbing member in his mouth. He was reduced to a moaning mess as Yoongi sucked him hard and fast, taking him all the way down his throat.
‘Ah Yoongi.. mmph. No, no wait!’ Taehyung tried to move away from him when he realized he was about to climax, but Yoongi gripped his hips, holding him in place, sucking him harder.
‘Ah fuck!’ Taehyung moaned, forced to cum in Yoongi’s mouth. After he calmed down from his high, he looked at Yoongi who stared at him with a smug grin. That was the single most exhilarating experience Taehyung ever had.
‘Damn, if I knew you taste so good, I would’ve done this a long time ago.’ Yoongi smirked, making Taehyung blush.
‘Can I do it to you?’ Taehyung offered.
‘No, you don’t need to.’ Yoongi declined. But Taehyung wanted to make him feel just as good.
‘Then will you fuck me? Really it’s okay. I want you to.’ Taehyung assured. Yoongi’s expression changed yet again. He knew he shouldn’t, but he would be lying if he said he didn’t want to.
‘I’m not going to do that. Not now, not ever.’ Yoongi said in a firm tone.
‘Why not?’ Taehyung demanded. ‘You don’t want me?’ He continued, disappointed.
‘Tae, of course I want you. I’m just afraid of hurting you.’ Yoongi explained. Taehyung was positively confused.
‘Why would you hurt me?’ He asked, frustrated. Yoongi could feel his dark urges rising up. In his mind he thought, ‘Because it’s the only way I enjoy sex.’. But he knew he could never admit that to Taehyung. So he just got out of bed and started getting dressed, not saying a word. Taehyung had just about had enough of Yoongi shutting him out. While Yoongi was busy with his belt, Taehyung walked up to him, got on his knees and started undoing his pants.
‘No Tae, don’t.’ Yoongi sighed, trying to fight off his urges. But Taehyung didn’t stop. Once he took Yoongi’s swollen member in his hand, he looked up at him and smiled.
‘Seems like you want me to.’ Taehyung grinned, then started licking the tip. Yoongi let out a soft moan. He knew he shouldn’t give in to the pleasure. He couldn’t lose control, not with Taehyung. Even though Taehyung had never given anyone a blowjob before, he had watched enough educational gay-porn, so he was doing a pretty decent job. Which of course made it damn near impossible for Yoongi to resist. As Taehyung kept sucking him hard, moaning on his dick, Yoongi felt all his dark and twisted desires rising up. All he wanted in that moment was to hold Taehyung down and ram his cock inside of him, reducing him to a crying, whimpering mess. But he couldn’t, he had to resist.
‘Tae stop, please. I can’t hurt you.’ Yoongi said, moving away from him. But Taehyung wanted him to take his virginity more than anything. And given that he was unaware of his dark desires, he was determined to make it happen. So he walked to his bed, lay on his stomach and spread his legs apart as far as he could.
‘Please? I want this.’ Taehyung moaned, resting his hands on his mounds so he could spread them, revealing his pink pucker. Yoongi stood frozen in his place, staring at Taehyung’s pink little virgin hole. His breathing rapidly increased as he was slowly losing the will to restrain himself. Without realizing it, without saying anything, he walked towards him. Taehyung then smiled to himself, eager to finally get what he wanted. The lewdest moan escaped his lips when he felt Yoongi’s tongue penetrating him. It was so pleasurable that Taehyung could feel the pre-cum leaking out of his throbbing dick. Then he suddenly felt two fingers pushed inside of him. The pleasure quickly changed into pain. But he was determined to have sex with Yoongi, so he quietly endured it. It took all the strength Yoongi had to carefully take the time and prepare him properly. All he wanted was to repeatedly ram his cock inside of him till he came, but he refused to hurt him. Taehyung meant everything to him. He was the only person that ever loved him. When he pushed a third finger in however, Taehyung let out a loud gasp. That was too much for him to handle. The pain was too much. He couldn’t hold his tears back anymore.
‘Ah! Yoongi! No, that hurts too much.’ Taehyung cried. Seeing him cry awakened Yoongi’s twisted desires.
‘Stop crying.’ Yoongi breathed, unknowingly thrusting his fingers faster and faster. He rolled his eyes back and moaned, getting so aroused at the sound of Taehyung sobbing.
‘Yoongi stop! Please I can’t take it!’ Taehyung screamed, trying to move away from him. But Yoongi pulled him back and fingered him harder, making him scream louder.
‘What’s wrong? You were begging me for this!’ Yoongi growled. He lost all sense of control. Taehyung finally stopped screaming when Yoongi pulled his fingers out. Of course it only got worse when Yoongi climbed on top of him and thrust his entire length in. Taehyung let out a loud gasp as Yoongi thrust into him in one quick motion, making him take every inch. Not giving him any time to adjust to his size, Yoongi started slamming into him, not holding anything back. Taehyung was squirming and whimpering beneath him, getting Yoongi incredibly aroused and he absolutely hated himself for it. Taehyung couldn’t understand what was happening. Even in his worst nightmares, never did he think his first time would be like that. All he felt was agonizing pain as Yoongi mercilessly stabbed into him. Tears started streaming down Yoongi’s face when he felt his orgasm getting close. He was getting off on abusing the boy he was in love with and he never hated himself more, yet he still couldn’t stop. Feeling that familiar sensation building up, he started going faster, making Taehyung scream loudly again.
‘Yoongi please…’ Taehyung begged, sobbing uncontrollably.
‘Shut the fuck up.’ Yoongi whispered into his ear, pulling his head back by his hair. A few seconds later, he came inside of him, moaning loudly as he rode out his orgasm. After he came down from his high, he regained his senses. He broke down in tears upon seeing a wrecked and sobbing Taehyung slowly reaching his hand down to his abused hole. Shocked by his own actions, Yoongi jumped up, slowly walking backwards till his back met the wall. Seeing Taehyung in that state, seeing what he reduced him to, made Yoongi slide to the floor, weeping uncontrollably with his face buried in his hands. He hated himself, he hated his father, he hated everything. What was supposed to be the most beautiful moment in their relationship, had forever been destroyed.
Taehyung spent the entire next day in bed. He was hurt and confused on various levels. The previous night was an absolute nightmare. Maybe it was the pain and frustration, but he had trouble remembering what happened after Yoongi was done abusing him. He vaguely remembered Yoongi crying on the floor, then whispering something to him and at some point Taehyung assumed he covered him with a blanket and left. The first thing Taehyung woke up to was a text from Yoongi. It was a very long and detailed apology. Taehyung didn’t comment on any of it, but he sent him a text in which he invited him over. Despite everything, Taehyung wanted to see him. Moreover, he wanted a face-to-face explanation. His bedroom door slowly opened and a flustered Yoongi walked in reluctantly. Taehyung then sat up and stared at him, tears streaming down his face. Seeing Taehyung’s tears made Yoongi break down in front of him. He fell to his knees, lowering his head, sobbing.
‘Taehyung, I’m so sorry. I can’t tell you how much I hate myself for hurting you.’ He cried.
‘Why did you?’ Taehyung whispered, choking down his sobs.
‘Pain is all I know. It’s what defines me.’ Yoongi replied, finally looking up at him. Taehyung could see the pain and shame in his eyes. He knew Yoongi had a difficult life, but he underestimated just how difficult. Deep down he knew Yoongi was a good person and that he loved him. It was just his miserable circumstances in life that left him with a dark and twisted side. A side he evidently had very little control over. When Taehyung simply stared at him blankly, trying to organize his thoughts, Yoongi continued.
‘I can never forgive myself for hurting you. So I’ll stay away from you. You won’t ever have to see or hear from me again.’ He said, getting up. He wiped his tears and was about to walk away when Taehyung grabbed his hand.
‘Don’t leave me. I can’t live without you.’ Taehyung cried. Yoongi meant everything to him. And Taehyung knew that he wasn’t to blame for his sadistic tendencies. Hearing him say that, seeing him cry, it stirred something in Yoongi’s heart. He palmed his face and kissed him tenderly.
‘I have to do this. I won’t hurt you again.’ He stated upon breaking the kiss.
‘If that’s what you want then I’m okay with it. I can be whatever you want me to be. Just please stay.’ Taehyung pleaded. He knew of course how unhealthy it was to be that in love and obsessed with someone, he simply didn’t care. All he wanted was Yoongi.
‘NO! THAT’S NOT HAPPENING!’ Yoongi shouted. Then he caressed Taehyung’s face and continued, ‘Taehyungie, nobody should ever hurt you.’
‘Yoongi, I just want you. I need you.’ He confessed. Yoongi then let out a loud sigh and got into bed with him. He held him close and kissed and caressed him tenderly as Taehyung cried in his arms. It was a mistake and he knew it. But what was he supposed to do? Taehyung had no idea what he was getting himself into, yet he didn’t care. Neither of them seemed to care at that point. They were in love. Being in love can drive one insane.
Yes, everyone in this AU has serious issues. As someone familiar with psychology, I can assure you, these characters and personalities are not uncommon.
*Let me know how you feel about the story so far ;)
The next chapter will pick up where we had previously left off.
Chapter 13: Party At Kim Taehyung's
Since Taehyung is doing much better, he decides to throw one of his legendary parties to celebrate. Despite everything, Jimin decides to attend.
Man, when will Park Jimin learn not to attend Kim Taehyung's parties? *face palms*
***This chapter contains some heavy "DUB-CON".
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Taehyung was doing much better after just a short week of being back with Jungkook. It seemed as though he was back to his old self. Nothing made his father happier than seeing him getting back in his old routine. It also seemed as though the cruel, somewhat upsetting features of his personality had faded away. Or had he just gotten better at hiding them? Since Taehyung was doing so well, his father allowed him to have a party. Taehyung invited the entire senior class to attend. He even invited several people that weren’t even from his school. It was Saturday night, the night of the party and Taehyung was in bed with an eager Jungkook between his legs. Taehyung simply smiled to himself as Jungkook sucked on his length. The past week was incredible. He actually felt happy. His relationship with Jungkook had never been better. It almost seemed like they were a real and ordinary couple. Completely avoiding Jimin turned out to be surprisingly easy since he had the same intention. Jimin quietly kept to himself, rarely saying or doing anything, avoiding both Jungkook and Taehyung. Taehyung couldn’t help that Jimin’s sudden depressed state brought him a great deal of satisfaction.
‘Jungkook, we should really start getting ready.’ Taehyung sighed regrettably while Jungkook playfully sucked him, savoring the taste.
‘Hmm, how bout I lick here?’ Jungkook teased, moving his tongue down to Taehyung’s rim.
‘AH FUCK!’ Taehyung moaned as additional pleasure suddenly radiated throughout his body. ‘I guess we have a few more minutes.’ He continued. Jungkook then smiled and sucked on his rim, softly moaning and stroking his own length.
‘Why do you seem to enjoy that so much?’ Taehyung chuckled.
‘I guess I just really like the taste.’ Jungkook replied, looking up at him with a seductive grin. Upon hearing that, Taehyung threw his head back and started stroking his length faster. After a few minutes, they both came, ‘showered’ together and got ready for the party.
Along with everyone else in his class, Jimin was also invited to Taehyung’s party. Considering what happened to him at Taehyung’s last party, he had no intention whatsoever of going. But Jimin figured that it might be the perfect opportunity for him to get some answers out of him. It was difficult to approach him at school since Jungkook was suddenly attached to his hip again. Jimin couldn’t understand why Jungkook suddenly ignored him and got back together with Taehyung. True, Jimin had every intention of ending things with him, but that was before Yoongi confessed certain things to him. Along with his confessions, Yoongi made it clear that he didn’t want to be with Jimin anymore. Broken down and depressed, Jimin reached out to Jungkook for comfort, only to be completely ignored. He tried calling and sent him several texts once he got back home Sunday night. But there was no response. When he got to school on Monday, he saw Jungkook and Taehyung passionately making-out in the parking lot. Seeing that made his already broken heart break down into smaller pieces. Everything had gotten so complicated and Jimin couldn’t make sense of any of it. When he got to the party, it was already pretty chaotic. The music was loud, everyone seemed drunk, people were spontaneously running around, laughing, jumping in the pool. None of which was considered unusual for a Kim Taehyung party. Jimin was walking around, trying to avoid the chaos, looking for Taehyung. He froze for a second when he saw a familiar face. Curious, he decided to approach him.
‘Hey. What are you doing here?’ Jimin inquired with a smile. The slightly taller male seemed upset with his presence. He sighed in annoyance before he replied, not even looking at him.
‘I was invited. What do you think?’ He scoffed.
‘Wait, you know Taehyung?’ Jimin asked, curious. The taller male simply rolled his eyes, let out a loud sigh and walked away. His rude behavior set Jimin off, but he didn’t think too much of it. The only reason he was there, was to confront Taehyung. Jimin continued walking around, trying to find Taehyung, but to no avail. It occurred to him to check the bedrooms, but he feared it would bring back too many painful memories. Then he suddenly felt someone grab his arm and pull him away. Amongst the crowd and chaos, he couldn’t make out who was dragging him as he continuously bumped into people, some even spilling their drinks on him. He tried screaming at the person and fighting him off, but it was too loud and he was too strong. Finally he was led into a spacious office, presumably Taehyung’s father’s. The mysterious aggressor closed the door behind them and turned around with a bright smile.
‘I was gonna take you to a bedroom, but they’re all occupied.’ He giggled, clearly drunk. Then he moved closer to a shocked Jimin and pulled him close.
‘Jungkook, what are you doing?!’ Jimin demanded, moving away from him when he tried to kiss him. ‘You’ve been ignoring me all week! And aren’t you back with Taehyung?’ He continued.
‘Yeah, and? Doesn’t mean we still can’t mess around… when he’s not around. Hah! That rhymes!’ Jungkook sniggered.
‘Okay, you’re drunk and I’m leaving.’ Jimin said in a firm tone, reaching for the door only to have Jungkook bat his hand away.
‘Stay for a minute. Why are you even here if it’s not to let me fuck you? That’s what you really want right? You miss my dick in your ass baby?’ Jungkook smirked seductively, moving closer to Jimin who was walking backwards till his back met the wall. It sent shivers down his spine when Jungkook softly caressed his face. Despite everything, Jimin’s body still craved his touch.
‘Jungkook, I just want to talk to Taehyung for a minute.’ Jimin whispered, trying to mask his sudden arousal. Jungkook stepped back a little and let out a loud sigh.
‘Is this about him getting your mom fired?’
‘WHAT?!’ Jimin shouted, startling Jungkook. ‘HE DID THAT?!’ He continued.
‘Uh,… I don’t know…, uh…, I’m not sure, exactly.’ Jungkook mumbled, the intoxication making it hard for him to lie properly. Jimin then shoved him aside and marched off, enraged. He was walking past several rooms in that narrow hallway when he suddenly stopped upon hearing Taehyung’s familiar deep voice. It was coming out of his bedroom. Jimin closed his eyes and fought back his tears, being reminded of what happened the last time he was in Taehyung’s bedroom. But he had to go in. He had to get some answers. At first he was hesitant, fearful of interrupting something, but when he realized Taehyung was on the phone, he slowly opened the door and went in.
‘What the fuck are you doing here?’ Taehyung demanded, incredulous. ‘Let me call you right back, okay? Yes, I promise.’ Taehyung said to the caller then hung up. He then stared deep into Jimin’s soul with his arms crossed, waiting for an answer.
‘Who was that on the phone? Yoongi?’ Jimin asked with a straight face, making Taehyung’s eyes widen in disbelief. ‘That’s right. I know everything now.’ He continued.
‘Shut the fuck up Park! You don’t know anything.’ Taehyung sneered.
‘Why did you get my mom fired Taehyung? WHAT THE FUCK DID I EVER DO TO YOU?’ Jimin shouted, tears streaming down his face, unable to contain his emotions anymore.
‘And you think you know everything.’ Taehyung smirked, shortly after which he burst out in laughter. Jimin couldn’t help but notice the same darkness he saw in Yoongi, in Taehyung.
‘Why?’ Jimin whispered, tears still falling. Taehyung scoffed and walked towards him. Then he shoved his small frame against the door and held him in place. Jimin had his head lowered. He didn’t have the strength to fight him off or to even look up at him as he quietly cried.
‘I’ll tell you what. I’m gonna get your mom her job back. Hell, I’ll get her a better job!’ Taehyung smirked. Jimin then finally looked up at him, his eyes red and watery.
‘Really?’ Jimin asked in a soft tone.
‘Sure! Why not? I just have one condition.’ Taehyung grinned. Jimin then felt the fear and anxiety pouring in. What could he possibly have to offer Kim Taehyung?
‘What do you want?’ Jimin inquired, his voice slightly shaking.
‘Get on your knees.’ Taehyung whispered as he moved closer to him, their lips almost touching. Although Jimin was completely caught off guard, he didn’t hesitate in doing as he was told. Once he was on his knees, Taehyung undid his pants and took out his swollen member, gently brushing the tip against Jimin’s thick lips. If Jimin wasn’t already attractive enough, seeing him as a sobbing mess, made Taehyung want him more than he ever had. Jimin let out a chocked sob as he tried to move his face away, making Taehyung bite down on his lip while looking down at him, feeling so incredibly aroused.
‘You know what to do.’ Taehyung breathed, feeling his pre-cum moistening Jimin’s thick lips. Reluctantly, Jimin opened his mouth and let Taehyung thrust his length in. Taehyung didn’t hold back in the least. He threw his head back and moaned loudly as he repeatedly shoved his throbbing dick down Jimin’s throat, making him gag and cry harder than he ever had. The sound of Jimin sobbing and whimpering on his dick, the endless stream of tears pouring down his face, the feeling of him continuously gagging as Taehyung forced his dick further down, it all seemed to drown Taehyung in mind-altering pleasure. Understandably, it didn’t take very long in order for Taehyung to cum. Once he did, he moved back and did his pants, all the while conceitedly grinning at a coughing, crying Jimin.
‘So my mom will have her job back right?’ Jimin coughed, his throat sore and in unimaginable pain. Every breath he took, physically hurt. He wiped his tears and got up, staring at Taehyung, waiting for a confirmation.
‘Of course. I keep the promises I make. You can get out now.’ Taehyung said in a serious tone, turning his back to him and reaching for his phone.
‘Some guys are just lucky.’ Jimin mumbled under his breath.
‘What?’ Taehyung questioned, facing him.
‘You have everything. This house, this life. Jungkook… Yoongi.’ Jimin bit down on his lip as he whispered Yoongi’s name.
‘I don’t have Yoongi.’ Taehyung retorted, instinctively pulling down on his sleeves to make sure the scars on his wrists were carefully hidden. Jimin looked up at him with a puzzled expression.
‘He told me he’s in love with you. That you’re the only one he’s ever loved.’ Jimin explained, his hatred and jealousy being obvious in his tone of voice. Taehyung blankly stared at him for several seconds. Just what exactly did Park Jimin know now? At a loss for words, he simply gestured for Jimin to leave. The second he left, Taehyung grabbed his phone and dialed Yoongi’s number. Jimin wasn’t the only one in desperate need of some answers.
Hoseok was driving home. Normally, he wouldn’t drive a few towns over for a party. But since it was the weekend, he didn’t mind. And in any case, how was he supposed to turn down a personal invitation from Kim Taehyung? It was mildly upsetting to run into Jimin there though. Nonetheless, Taehyung seemed like a great guy and Hoseok was excited to work together with him. The assignment seemed a bit shady, but Hoseok let his curiosity get the best of him. Besides, how often does he get assignments in the capital? All he had to do now was make sure Yoongi didn’t have a problem with it. Hoseok smiled to himself as he realized he was getting anxious for no reason. Why would Yoongi have a problem with it? He didn’t even know anyone in the capital, did he?
*Which ship do you guys like more? VKook? JiKook? Or VMin?
Chapter 14: There's History
Having history with someone can certainly make things rather complicated.
Jimin was in his kitchen having breakfast. He couldn’t sleep the previous night. All he could think of was everything that happened at Taehyung’s party. Would Taehyung really keep his word? And of course, despite Taehyung’s attempt at hiding it, Jimin noticed the scars on his wrists. Is that why he seemed so awful about a week ago? Obviously Jimin couldn’t ask about it. But he couldn’t help but feel curious. Then there was the issue with Jungkook. Jimin missed him, a lot. On top of everything, Yoongi dumped him. The loneliness and rejection was too much for him to bear. It was only when his mother rushed into the kitchen that he realized he had been crying. Not wanting to worry her, he quickly wiped his tears and composed himself.
‘Jiminnie! You won’t believe what just happened!’ His mother exclaimed joyfully, her smile brighter than it had ever been. ‘My office just called. I have my job back! They apologized and even offered me a pay raise to make up for it! Isn’t that great? I start back tomorrow!’ She continued, her excitement going through the roof. Jimin’s eyes lit up as a bright smile spread across his face.
‘Mom, that’s great! I’m so happy for you. For us.’ He responded with a sweet smile.
‘Thanks sweetie. I know how worried you’ve been. But we’re gonna be okay now.’ She assured, walking up to him and giving him a kiss on his forehead. Jimin let out a soft sigh as his mother hugged him. At least he could have some peace of mind. Finally seeing his mother happy again made him feel much better. So Kim Taehyung was actually a man of his word.
After a long drive, he finally reached his destination. Taehyung carefully parked his car across the street of the apartment building Yoongi lived in. When they talked on the phone the previous night, Taehyung was overcome with the sudden urge to see him. After his “incident”, Yoongi tried contacting him several times. But Taehyung was too mad at him. It was after all his fault that Taehyung even got to such a dark place. Hearing Yoongi’s voice however, had too much of an effect on him. With a slight bit of hesitation, he went inside. Just a couple of knocks on his front door and Yoongi eagerly opened it. He had been expecting him.
‘Taehyung, I’m so glad you’re here. Come on in.’ Yoongi said with a gummy smile. He seemed genuinely happy to see him. Taehyung slowly walked in, all the while maintaining a stern expression.
‘You home alone?’ He asked in his deep voice.
‘Yeah, my mother is at work and my little sister is at her boyfriend’s house.’ Yoongi replied. He could tell Taehyung was still really upset with him, understandably. Yet he didn’t hesitate in taking his hand and leading him to his bedroom. After he closed the door, he wrapped his arms around him and started kissing his neck softly.
‘Baby I’m so sorry. Please let me make it up to you.’ Yoongi whispered into the crook of his neck, holding him tight. Taehyung simply stood there with a blank expression.
‘Where were you when I needed you?’ Taehyung demanded.
‘Tae, I’m sorry. I was in a bad place and I didn’t know how to deal with it. I’m so sorry.’
‘Whatever, I’m over it.’ Taehyung retorted, pushing him away.
‘Baby, don’t say that. I love you. I need you.’ Yoongi confessed, staring into Taehyung’s eyes with remorse and affection. Taehyung was positively confused. He hadn’t seen that side to Yoongi in a really long time. And he couldn’t help that it tugged at his heart.
‘There was a time, not so long ago actually, when I would’ve given everything to hear you say that. But now, I don’t know what to say.’ Taehyung admitted, his expression softening a little.
‘Then don’t say anything.’ Yoongi said in a seductive tone as he got on his knees in front of him. Taehyung simply leaned his head against the door and closed his eyes. Yoongi didn’t suck him hard and fast like he normally would, he took his time, savored his taste, gently stroked and caressed him while softly moaning on his dick. Witnessing Yoongi’s soft side made the experience so intense and pleasurable for Taehyung.
‘Ah, I’m gonna cum.’ Taehyung moaned, shortly after which he released in Yoongi’s mouth. After he did, Yoongi wiped his mouth and stood up, seductively smiling at him. Caught up in the moment, Taehyung grabbed him and kissed him aggressively. They both started moaning into the kiss, pulling and tugging at each other’s clothes. Yoongi moved his hands down to his mounds and squeezed them tight.
‘Wanna get on the bed?’ Yoongi breathed, roughly massaging Taehyung’s firm mounds. Taehyung came to his senses and moved away.
‘I gotta get going.’ Taehyung said as he fixed his jeans.
‘Why? What’s wrong?’ Yoongi asked, puzzled.
‘Look, I just need some time to figure some things out.’ Taehyung explained, reaching for the door. Yoongi simply nodded, disappointed. He understood that after everything he put Taehyung through, asking for some time, was him being incredibly reasonable.
‘Before I go, we need to talk about something.’
‘Sure. What is it?’ Yoongi inquired curiously.
‘Kim Namjoon.’ Taehyung replied in all seriousness.
Jimin was finally smiling again. To celebrate his mother getting her job back, she made them a special breakfast to start off a great day. Since his mother was happy again and they didn’t have to worry about financial debt, Jimin decided to simply focus on the good. That of course changed when he felt a tap on his shoulder.
‘Hey, can we talk for a sec?’ Jungkook asked in a soft tone. Jimin turned around and tried hard to hide the fact that he felt nervous. Why did Jungkook always have to look so good? And Jimin couldn’t deny that he really missed Jungkook’s touch.
‘Sure, what’s up?’ Jimin responded, trying not to stare at him too obviously.
‘It’s about the party…’
‘Look Jungkook, I get it. You were drunk.’ Jimin interjected.
‘It’s not just that. I’m sorry for suddenly ignoring you and not even giving you a heads up about getting back with Taehyung.’ Jungkook confessed.
‘It’s fine. I guess I should just get used to people choosing Taehyung over me.’ Jimin said softly, his gaze lowered.
‘Jimin, I really like you. That hasn’t changed. Tae just really needs me right now. And despite everything, I really care about him.’ Jungkook explained. Jimin knew that Jungkook and Taehyung had a lot of history. And he knew Jungkook was referring to Taehyung’s suicide attempt when he pointed out that he needed him. Taehyung also had a lot of history with Yoongi. Why was it that everyone Jimin wanted, preferred Taehyung?
‘I really like you too. Not that it matters anymore.’ Jimin replied. Jungkook then slowly leaned towards him and lightly kissed him on the cheek. That kiss sent shivers down Jimin’s spine. He had to bite his lip to keep himself from letting out a moan. Jungkook then smiled at him and ran his fingers through his hair. In order to hide his frustration and sudden arousal, he nervously smiled back. When Jungkook walked away, Jimin could feel his heart sink. Little did he know that Jungkook craved him just as much. But Taehyung meant much more to him and he couldn’t abandon him in his time of need.
Jungkook was walking to class, lost in deep thoughts. Talking to Jimin had a strange effect on him. It took all the energy he had to maintain his composure when his lips touched Jimin’s soft skin. In all honesty, he missed Jimin’s soft, delicate body wrapped around him. Everything got a lot more complicated when someone familiar suddenly grabbed his arm.
‘I’ve been calling you. And what the hell Jungkook! Are you seriously back with Taehyung?’ Yugyeom demanded.
‘Look, I’m sorry. But yes, I am back with him. I can’t do this.’ Jungkook explained.
‘Jungkook, why do you keep doing this to me? What do I have to do? I just wanna be with you. There was a time when you wanted that too. Remember?’ Yugyeom said in a soft tone, gently pulling Jungkook closer and caressing his face. Jungkook was actually giving in to it, but then he suddenly noticed Taehyung carefully observing them with his arms crossed, clearly enraged. So he moved away, disappointing Yugyeom yet again and walked towards Taehyung.
‘Tae, I’m sorry.’
‘What are you apologizing for exactly? Yugyeom? Or Jimin?’ Taehyung asked with a straight face.
‘Um, both?’ Jungkook replied with a bunny smile, pulling Taehyung closer, softly brushing his lips against his earlobe. ‘None of that matters anymore. It’s just you and me, okay?’ He whispered, lightly kissing his neck afterwards. The school bell rang so Taehyung gently moved him aside.
‘We’ll discuss this later.’ Taehyung stated, after which he walked to class. Jungkook felt nervous, rightfully so.
‘Now class, for your final history assignment I’m going to divide you up into pairs. Kim Taehyung, you’re with Park Jimin.’ The history teacher said. Jimin’s head suddenly popped up and he looked over to Taehyung who was quietly smiling to himself. Why was the history teacher complicating his life even more? After class, Jimin had every intention of rushing out, only to have Taehyung stop him.
Reluctantly, Jimin turned around and walked towards him.
‘Come over to my house this afternoon. We’ll start working on the assignment.’ Taehyung instructed. Jimin was screaming internally as he blankly stared at him. Since he felt too anxious to speak, he simply nodded and walked away. His heart was racing as he slowly walked to his next class. Just the mere idea of going back to that house. It seemed that every time he went over there, he suffered some form of abuse. What would happen to him next?
Jimin could feel his heart beating in his throat as he walked up to Taehyung’s front door. He honestly didn’t know what to expect and it greatly unsettled him. It wasn’t like he could simply blow off the assignment, not if he wanted to graduate that year. So he decided to do away with the sad little Jimin and muster up some courage. It was about time he started standing up for himself. The days of people using him to their advantage were over. As he walked in, the maid instructed him to go to Taehyung’s room. Reluctantly, he opened his bedroom door and walked in. Taehyung was seated at his desk, busy on his computer.
‘Why are you watching straight porn?’ Jimin inquired curiously.
‘I’m bisexual.’ Taehyung replied, turning around to face him.
‘Really?’ Jimin asked in disbelief.
‘So have you ever been with a girl?’ Jimin asked softly, his curiosity getting the best of him.
‘Of course I have.’ Taehyung chuckled.
‘Oh, anyone I might know?’
‘Maybe. Do you know Yugyeom’s girlfriend?’ Taehyung smirked.
‘Yugyeom? Who is… Oh wait, I think he’s in my biology class. Good-looking guy, kinda keeps to himself? You fucked his girlfriend?’ Jimin asked, the judgment being obvious in his tone.
‘I had to. He tried to fuck my boyfriend.’ Taehyung said, trying to pass that off as a good excuse.
‘Wait, what?! You mean Jungkook?!’ Jimin questioned, his eyes widening in disbelief.
‘There’s so much you don’t know.’ Taehyung sighed. ‘And try not to look so scared.’ He added.
‘Right, I can just trust you now.’ Jimin stated sarcastically.
‘Look, I need to do well on this assignment. I want to graduate. So let’s just keep this about history, okay?’ Taehyung requested, patting the extra seat next to him. Jimin nodded and took the seat next to him. They worked hard on the assignment for a couple of hours, accumulating information and sorting through it. Then they decided to take a little break when the maid brought them some refreshments.
‘Taehyung can I ask you a personal question?’ Jimin asked, slightly anxious.
‘No.’ Taehyung retorted. He then looked at Jimin who went back to writing down key points. ‘Fine, what?’ Taehyung sighed.
‘Jungkook… do you love him?’ He asked in a soft tone. Taehyung looked away for a few seconds before responding.
‘Of course I do.’
‘Then what about Yoongi?’ Jimin inquired.
‘What are you, my fucking therapist?! It’s complicated okay!’ He sneered. Jimin thought he’d ride out his sudden burst of courage, so he kept on inquiring.
‘This complicated too?’ Jimin asked, trailing his index finger over Taehyung’s wrist. Instinctively, Taehyung pulled his arm away, staring into his face, enraged. But to his surprise, his anger didn’t seem to have an effect on Jimin. He simply stared back at him, quietly waiting for a response.
‘Do you honestly think I’m going to talk to you about this? I don’t even like you!’
‘Maybe that’s the point. Maybe, that’s what makes it easier to talk to me about this.’ Jimin explained, his logic undeniable.
‘Why do you even care?’ Taehyung growled.
‘I don’t. I’m just curious.’ Jimin countered. Surprised by Jimin’s sudden display of confidence, he decided to confide in him.
‘About a couple of weeks back, I was supposed to meet with Yoongi. I thought we were finally getting back together. I thought it was just gonna be me and him. Just like it used to be, just how I wanted it to be. But I was wrong.’ He confessed.
‘Then what happened?’ Jimin probed. Taehyung closed his eyes and took a deep breath before continuing.
‘I don’t remember much of it. I was in my hotel room. I was really sad about a lot of things, I was crying my eyes out. After that, I don’t know what happened. Guess I blocked it out. Next thing I remember was waking up in the hospital, my dad holding me and crying. The last time I saw my dad cry like that, was at my mom’s funeral.’ Taehyung admitted, almost whispering the last part. Talking to someone about it, even Jimin, someone he didn’t like, actually made him feel a whole lot better.
‘I’m very sorry.’ Jimin said with genuine sympathy. ‘But I get it though.’ He added.
‘What do you mean?’
‘Yoongi has that effect on people. He gets you to love him past your sanity.’ Jimin sighed, making Taehyung smile. He never thought Park Jimin could be someone he could actually talk to. They both smiled at each other for a couple of seconds then went back to work. At some point he was reminded of the fact that he needed to confront Jungkook on certain matters. Little did he know that Jungkook had the exact same intention.
Uhm, VMin unexpected friendship? *sigh*
*Do you guys want more interactions between Jungkook and Yugyeom?
Chapter 15: Taco Teusday
- Party plans
- Secret encounters
- Bonding and healing
- Confrontations and sex
So, Dominant Kim Taehyung is back... brace yourselves.
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Jin woke up in the arms of the man he loved more than anything. He turned over to see a peacefully sleeping Namjoon. When he caressed his face with a smile, Namjoon slowly woke up. He smiled back at him and ran his fingers through his hair. The best feeling is waking up in the arms of the one you love. And they loved each other more than life itself, despite their many ups and downs. Which is why they decided to solidify their relationship.
‘Morning beautiful.’ Namjoon whispered with a soft smile.
‘Morning… Oh, did you send out all the invitations?’ Jin suddenly inquired, ruining their peaceful moment.
‘Yes I did baby.’ Namjoon chuckled.
‘I’m sorry. It’s just that the engagement party is this weekend and there’s still so much to do. I guess I’m a little stressed.’ Jin sighed. Namjoon then pulled him closer and held him tight.
‘Whatever is still left to do, I’ll take care of it.’ Namjoon affirmed.
‘No babe don’t. I know how busy you are with work right now.’
‘Doesn’t matter. This is much more important.’ Namjoon said with a smile, softly caressing his face. Jin’s eyes got watery as he felt overwhelmed by his love for Namjoon. And deep down he still felt guilty and ashamed. But that was not going to stop him from spending the rest of his life with Kim Namjoon.
‘Are you sure?’ Jin asked in a soft tone.
‘Of course. Let’s meet up for lunch and discuss what still needs to be done. I’m thinking tacos?’ Namjoon grinned, knowing that Jin liked spicy foods. Jin smiled and nodded. Afterwards they got ready and headed to work.
Jungkook was hesitantly walking to a rather notorious hook-up spot on campus. He could hear the sound of his heartbeat with every step he took. Obviously he knew that he was making yet another big mistake, but curiosity always seemed to get the best of him. After receiving such a plain text, he could’ve easily chosen to ignore it. Yet he didn’t. On top of that, he kept thinking about Taehyung blowing him off the previous day so he could work on an assignment with Jimin. An assignment for school was of great importance of course, but with Jimin? Jungkook couldn’t stop the suspicion from creeping in. They were meeting up that day to work on it again. Why did it bother Jungkook so much? It was just a stupid history assignment! But given everything that’s happened and Taehyung’s overall aggressive sexuality, was he wrong to worry? When he got to the spot, he was immediately pulled in for an aggressive kiss. Caught off guard, he gave in to the pleasurable sensation. Jungkook started softly moaning when he was pulled closer, getting touched and caressed in all the right places. The guy he was kissing obviously knew what he liked.
‘Wait, stop… mmph…’ Jungkook came to his senses for a split second and started objecting only to be pulled in for a more passionate kiss. Before he knew it, he was pushed against a wall. Feeling the friction of him grinding on him, made Jungkook hard as well.
‘No, stop!’ Jungkook gasped, finally pushing him away. It took all the energy he had to do so. A part of him just wanted to let it happen. ‘You just said you wanted to talk.’ He continued, trying hard to catch his breath.
‘Fine, let’s talk.’ Yugyeom breathed, still trying to catch his breath as well. ‘Why the fuck are you back with Taehyung? I mean, after everything that jerk did to you?’ He continued. At a loss for words, Jungkook lowered his gaze. Being unresponsive, Yugyeom went on.
‘Jungkook, it was supposed to be you and me. We were so happy. We had plans. I was supposed to be your first.’ Yugyeom said softly, whispering the last sentence. By then, tears had started streaming down Jungkook’s face. He remembered it all too well.
‘Things just didn’t work out for us.’ Jungkook responded, looking up at him and wiping his tears. Seeing him cry made Yugyeom want to grab him and kiss him again, but he was afraid of upsetting him even more. All he ever wanted was to love him, to make him happy.
‘Things didn’t work out because of that bastard Taehyung! But it still can. Jungkook, I still want this.’ Yugyeom confessed, caressing his flushed face. Jungkook then pulled him close and hugged him. He didn’t know what to say, because he didn’t know how he felt. Taehyung? Jimin? Yugyeom? It was too much. In that moment, he just wanted to be held and comforted. Afterwards he would definitely need some time to figure things out.
It was pretty late in the afternoon, but Taehyung and Jimin were still hard at work on their assignment. It was difficult for Taehyung to concentrate properly. His mind kept wandering off to Jungkook. He hadn’t seen much of him at school. To be fair, they didn’t have many classes together, but Jungkook would still find a way to meet up with him. That day he didn’t, and Taehyung couldn’t help but fixate over it. Especially since he seemed rather ‘close’ with Yugyeom the previous day. Were his suspicions justified? Moreover, he felt slightly nauseas due to the tacos he ate earlier. Why did his maid bring them that? He didn’t even like tacos! Jimin on the other hand really enjoyed them. Suddenly he noticed Jimin staring at him.
‘What? What is it?’ He asked callously.
‘Why do you hate me?’ Jimin inquired. ‘Is it because I dated Yoongi?’ He added. Taehyung looked at him and scoffed.
‘I don’t exactly like you, but I don’t hate you anymore.’ Taehyung admitted.
‘Okay, then why do you not like me?’ Jimin probed.
‘Because you’re a tease.’ Taehyung smirked, making Jimin sit up straight with a puzzled expression.
‘Why does everyone think that?’ Jimin sighed, feeling very confused.
‘Well, you look like that.’ Taehyung answered, giving him a onceover, quickly taking in his delicate features. Jimin’s expression changed into a frown.
‘So because I’m attractive, I’m a tease?’ Jimin questioned, slightly irritated.
‘Oh, and arrogant.’ Taehyung scoffed, after which they both burst out in laughter. Suddenly, amidst the laughter, their gaze met and they shared a brief moment. Without realizing it, they moved closer and kissed. After a few seconds, they both pulled away at the same time.
‘We shouldn’t do this.’ They said simultaneously, chuckling afterwards. They both realized how ridiculous it would be for them to get involved like that.
‘Besides, I’m pretty sure I still don’t like you.’ Taehyung pointed out, then returned to his notes. Jimin silently watched him writing things down. A sudden wave of sadness crashed over him.
‘Apparently, nobody does. I’m just something people use. Then when they’re done with me, they just throw me out like a piece of trash.’ Jimin said softly, afterwards breaking down in tears. All he could think of was Yoongi and Jungkook. And how neither of them actually cared about him. They simply used him to their advantage then disposed of him. He felt like nobody truly loved him. For the first time in a long time, seeing someone cry actually tugged at Taehyung’s heart. As he watched Jimin cry uncontrollably, he felt tears welling up in his own eyes, being reminded of his own pain and sadness.
‘That’s funny. I would still trade lives with you in a heartbeat.’ Taehyung admitted. Jimin looked at him, puzzled. Kim Taehyung had the perfect life, didn’t he?
‘What the hell are you talking about?’ He cried.
‘You have the one thing I want more than anything.’ Taehyung replied, his voice slightly breaking. Jimin seemed even more confused.
‘What is that?’
‘A mother.’ Taehyung whispered, chocking down a sob. ‘I would give anything to have my mom back.’ He added, tears streaming down his face. Jimin could see the pain in his eyes. He loved his mother more than anything and Jimin couldn’t even imagine the pain of ever losing her. Suddenly his own pain seemed trivial in comparison. So he wiped his tears, moved closer and wrapped his arms around Taehyung. After a couple of minutes, they both stopped crying, yet they still hugged each other, taking comfort in the warmth and closeness. The remainder of their study session was spent in awkward silence. Neither of them knew how they got to that point. But they didn’t dare to question it, not wanting to complicate anything.
After Jungkook finished his dinner, he worked on a presentation for school. While working on it, he kept on thinking about Taehyung. He felt bad for ignoring him all day. But that day was too much for him. It was his fault for leading Yugyeom on and he felt terrible about it. A part of him let it happen because that same part never stopped wanting Yugyeom. However, his relationship with Taehyung seemed to be going really well. Jungkook actually felt happy. Despite their awful start, Jungkook did fall in love with him. Taehyung was the one he loved. But the attraction he felt towards Yugyeom and Jimin for that matter, was so undeniably strong. Then it occurred to him. Was that the reason why he felt so drawn to Yugyeom? Was it because he hadn’t had sex with him? Did he want to? Should he? Unable to concentrate on his presentation, he stopped. The guilt and frustration was starting to stress him out. To ease some of that, he decided to go over to Taehyung’s house. When he finally got there, he quickly rushed to his bedroom and went in.
‘Hey Kookie, good to know we’re still acquainted.’ Taehyung said in a sarcastic tone. He was laying in bed, texting. Jungkook scoffed and closed the door. When he simply stood there and stared at him, Taehyung decided to ease the tension.
‘Uh, do you want some food?’ Taehyung offered. He was being nice, but he also wanted to get rid of the remaining tacos. He hated those tacos!
‘No thanks. I already had tacos for dinner.’ Jungkook replied. Taehyung let out a chuckle. Did everyone have tacos that day? He then put his phone away and motioned for Jungkook to get on the bed. Jungkook quickly cuddled next to him. They held each other tight and Taehyung kept kissing his forehead while running his fingers through his soft hair. Jungkook closed his eyes and listened to his heartbeat.
‘I just want you.’ Jungkook whispered, moving even closer.
‘You have me.’ Taehyung replied, gently caressing his face. Upon hearing that, Jungkook climbed on top of him and started kissing him aggressively. Taehyung kissed him back just as hard. He reached his hands under Jungkook’s shirt and scratched his back, knowing that it drove him insane. When he did so, Jungkook started moaning and grinding against his growing erection. He let out a loud gasp when Taehyung suddenly flipped him unto his back. They smiled at each other for a couple of seconds and then started kissing again. Jungkook slid his hands down Taehyung’s boxers and squeezed his mounds firmly. He only stopped kissing him when Taehyung suddenly started laughing.
‘Do you really think I’m gonna let you top again?’ Taehyung smirked, looking down at a confused Jungkook.
‘So you only let me top to get me back?’ Jungkook questioned, slightly upset.
‘Jungkook…’ Taehyung started saying but stopped. He let out a sigh and moved away, sitting up, his back turned to him.
‘Did Yoongi let you top?’ Jungkook inquired purposefully, sitting up as well.
‘No, he didn’t.’ He mumbled. Then he turned around and faced him. ‘I don’t wanna talk about that.’ He added, quickly dismissing memories of Yoongi.
‘Then what do you wanna talk about?’ Jungkook asked in a serious tone.
‘I don’t wanna talk.’ Taehyung whispered seductively, leaning towards him with a smile. But Jungkook frowned and moved his face away.
‘Tae, you said you wanna be a real couple. Real couples talk about stuff.’ Jungkook stated, somewhat irritated.
‘Fine! You wanna talk? Let’s talk. Why don’t we talk about Yugyeom.’ Taehyung sneered, making Jungkook’s eyes widen due to the anxiety he suddenly felt. ‘That’s right. I know all about your little fling with him.’ Taehyung added, enraged.
‘Flings mean sex. We haven’t had sex.’ Jungkook countered.
‘But do you want to have sex with him?’ Taehyung demanded.
‘I guess a part of me does, yeah.’ Jungkook admitted, making Taehyung feel outraged.
‘That’s the wrong answer.’ Taehyung growled. After a few seconds of angered, intense staring, Taehyung swiftly grabbed his face and kissed him hard, wasting no time in pulling him down and getting on top of him. Jungkook started fighting him off when Taehyung wrapped his hands around his neck and began lightly chocking him.
‘Take your fucking clothes off.’ Taehyung demanded, still angry with him. While trying to catch his breath, Jungkook began undressing. Once they were naked, Jungkook layed on his back, waiting for Taehyung to get the lube. After Taehyung lubed up his member, Jungkook spread his legs so Taehyung could prep him. But Taehyung simply smirked and dropped the bottle on the floor. Then he got on the bed and positioned himself between Jungkook’s legs.
‘Wait, what? Tae, you can’t just… AH!’ Jungkook screamed, tears shooting out of his eyes as Taehyung abruptly pushed his entire length in. Once Taehyung started mercilessly thrusting inside of him, Jungkook was reduced to a moaning mess. Feeling that buildup, he started stroking himself faster. Jungkook’s tight hole, his soft moans, his gorgeous, muscular body writhing in pleasure, it drove Taehyung crazy with passion.
‘Ah fuck.’ Taehyung moaned, thrusting at a slower pace to fight off his orgasm. Once he picked up the pace again, Jungkook started whimpering and Taehyung knew he was close. Right when he was about to cum, Taehyung squeezed his throbbing dick hard, denying him release.
‘You cum when I say so.’ Taehyung stated in a firm tone, pulling out of him and laying besides him. Overwhelmed by the pressure of not coming, Jungkook was softly whimpering as his body shuddered from the oversensitivity. Taehyung wanted him to work for it.
‘Ride me.’ Taehyung demanded.
‘I can’t.’ Jungkook whispered softly, his eyes closed, his body overly hot and sweaty due to the burning sensation in his pelvis. But Taehyung wasn’t taking no for an answer. So he pulled him on top of him and made him do it. Jungkook started whining as he lowered himself on Taehyung’s huge member. Every nerve in his body was screaming because of the overstimulation. With what little energy he had left, he began riding him. But he wasn’t going fast enough and Taehyung started to get irritated. So he grabbed his waist and started thrusting up inside of him as hard and fast as he could. Jungkook threw his head back and whined even louder. He could feel the pressure of his orgasm at the tip of his swollen member.
‘Please, let me cum?’ Jungkook begged, practically crying from the sensitivity. Taehyung licked his lips and nodded. Jungkook screamed out in pleasure, finally getting the sweet release he had been craving. His entire body shuddered out of control. That was one of the most satisfying orgasms he had ever had. Shortly afterwards, Taehyung came inside of him, filling him up to the brim. Jungkook crashed next to him with a satisfied grin.
‘See, it’s better when you work for it.’ Taehyung grinned, pulling him closer and kissing him afterwards. A few minutes later, they were cuddling in bed. Jungkook was resting his head on Taehyung’s chest. He had begun to really like the sound of his heartbeat. Taehyung was deep in thoughts. Certain things still worried him.
‘Jungkook…’ He halted, unsure whether he should ask that question. What if he didn’t like the answer? Jungkook looked up at him, curious.
‘Is this what you want? I mean, is this enough for you?’ Taehyung asked in a soft voice, clearly anxious. Jungkook smiled and caressed his face.
‘This is more than enough. Tae, I really love you.’ He assured. Hearing him say that made Taehyung quickly straddle him and kiss him passionately. In that moment Taehyung realized that Jungkook was the right guy for him.
‘You wanna go again?’ He whispered, biting his bottom lip. Before Jungkook could object due to severe exhaustion, Taehyung reached his hand down and pushed two fingers in his soaked hole. At which point of course, Jungkook could no longer object.
Taehyung was really happy that things were going so well with Jungkook. He finally felt like he was in a somewhat functional relationship. Since he had such a terrific boyfriend, he knew exactly who to bring as his date to that engagement party he was invited to.
*Is VKook actually becoming a 'functional' couple?
The next chapter is the NamJin engagement.
Chapter 16: The Betrothed Couple
Jin and Namjoon celebrate their engagement. The party is extravagant. Although all the awkward run-ins might make things a little complicated.
Namjoon was fixing Jin’s bowtie. They were getting ready for their engagement party. The pair of them were rather well-dressed. After all, how often does one get engaged? Jin was so cheerful that Namjoon almost felt guilty for trying to disrupt their celebration. Should he not have invited Taehyung? He quickly dismissed that thought. What’s done is done. Perhaps seeing Taehyung would make Jin confess his horrible mistake. Namjoon did love him more than anything. Why else would he spend $7000 on an engagement ring? But he needed him to admit that he cheated on him. Once he did so, Namjoon would forgive him. The guests would start arriving soon, so they shared a soft kiss and left their room. While standing in the elevator, Jin noticed that Namjoon seemed preoccupied.
‘Hey, you having second thoughts?’ Jin joked, taking his hand and entwining their fingers. Namjoon shook his head with a smile. Then they continued on to the venue where the party was being held.
Jimin and his mother arrived at the prestigious hotel where the engagement party was being held. They were a little late since they had to drive there from a few towns over. The place was already rather crowded. Both Jin and Namjoon were well-known people in their respective fields. Jimin looked around in amazement. Everything was so beautifully decorated. They really spared no expense. What would their wedding look like?! His mother left him by himself to socialize with some relatives. Jimin was walking towards a table with appetizers when he saw him. Unable to concentrate on food any longer, he decided to approach him. But he froze in his place when he saw Hoseok walking towards him with two glasses of champagne. Being that it was his favorite cousin’s engagement, he figured he should find him and congratulate him. Everything else could wait.
‘Tae, why are we even here? Do you know any of these people?’ Jungkook inquired upon arriving at the engagement party.
‘Not really. But I was invited. I don’t wanna be rude.’ Taehyung explained.
‘What is there for us to do here? These are all old and boring people.’ Jungkook sighed, annoyed.
‘Correction, these are all rich people. That means lots of high quality alcohol. Let’s get wasted.’ Taehyung suggested, winking at a smiling Jungkook. They both chuckled then walked towards the buffet. It is after all very unwise to consume large amounts of alcohol on an empty stomach. When they got to the buffet, they saw Jimin filling up his plate.
‘Hey! Go easy on the beef cutlets!’ Taehyung teased with a bright smile. Jimin turned around with a smile.
‘Hey guys. What are you doing here?’ Jimin asked in a friendly tone.
‘Hey Jimin, Tae was invited. Why are you here?’ Jungkook inquired, feeling very confused and somewhat suspicious.
‘It’s my cousin’s engagement.’ He answered, giving Taehyung a puzzled look. That revelation made Jungkook give Taehyung a puzzled look as well. Taehyung started to get anxious. He knew of course that it was stupid to accept the invitation. But it was Saturday night and he felt like partying. The awkward tension could be easily handled with some skillful lying.
‘Tae, how do you know his cousin?’ Jungkook asked, his confusion and suspicion increasing by the second. Taehyung smiled to himself for a second before responding. He was instantly reminded of Jin’s firm ass and his loud moans.
‘Uh, I don’t. I know Namjoon.’ He lied confidently. It was after all second nature to him.
‘Wait, how do you know Namjoon?’ Jimin then asked, the suspicion creeping in. The two of them were still staring at Taehyung with puzzled expressions.
‘I applied for an internship at his law firm.’ He lied again. That’s when Jimin realized something didn’t add up. Wasn’t that the same lie Yoongi told him?
‘You’re lying. What are you not telling me?’ Jimin demanded, his tone of voice deep and serious.
‘Why do you think I’m lying?’ Taehyung scoffed. Jungkook was about to say something but Jimin interrupted.
‘Is it the same internship Yoongi applied for?’ Jimin asked with a stern look.
‘Yeah, it is.’ Taehyung lied. But he said it with such confidence that both Jimin and Jungkook believed him. Both of their expressions softened and they went on to get some food. Despite the awkwardness, they still sat at the same table to eat. After they were done eating, Jungkook went to the bar to get them all some drinks, leaving Taehyung and Jimin there in awkward tension.
‘You look nice.’ Taehyung said with a smile.
‘Thanks.’ Jimin blushed. ‘You too.’ He added. Taehyung winked at him, both of them chuckling afterwards.
‘You know he’s here right?’ Taehyung asked, his expression changing. Jimin knew he was referring to Yoongi. He nodded and wanted to say something but Taehyung received a text, after which he excused himself and walked away. Shortly after he left, Jungkook returned with a big tray of various cocktails. He placed the tray on the table with a bright smile.
‘Are you trying to get drunk?’ Jimin chuckled.
‘Yes! Hey, where’s Tae?’ Jungkook asked, looking around for him.
‘I don’t know. Just said he’d be right back.’ He replied.
‘Bathroom probably. Anyway, let’s drink up!’ Jungkook cheered, handing him a drink. Jimin accepted it with a smile. ‘Jimin, you look really nice.’ He said with a blush. Jimin could feel his heart starting to race. In that moment, he just wanted Jungkook to kiss him. But he and Taehyung spent quite some time together the past week, working on their history assignment. And they managed to come to some kind of understanding. They weren’t exactly friends, but they no longer hated each other either. So Jimin decided not to try and complicate anything.
‘Thanks Jungkook. You look amazing. You always do.’ He said, whispering the last sentence. Neither of them looked at each other. They simply decided to quietly drink their frustrations away.
The happy couple was drinking champagne and socializing with friends. Jin felt so happy. Everything was going really well. The food was amazing, the venue looked amazing and everyone seemed to be having a great time. But then, he saw him. Amidst the crowd, he suddenly saw him walking towards them with a smug smile, a glass of champagne in one hand and the other hand tucked in his pants pocket. Jin felt his heart drop to the floor as his eyes widened in disbelief. It only made matters worse when Taehyung gave him a furtive glance and walked past him, reaching his hand out to Namjoon.
‘Mr. Kim, congratulations on your engagement.’ Taehyung said in a respectful tone.
‘Kim Taehyung. So glad you could make it.’ Namjoon responded, shaking his hand. Jin stood there frozen with a blank expression.
‘Won’t you introduce me to the lucky guy?’ Taehyung asked, looking over at Jin, deeply staring into his eyes.
‘Of course. This is my fiancé Kim Seokjin. Babe, this is Taehyung. His father is a very respectable and influential businessman in the capital.’ Namjoon explained, hiding his ulterior motives behind his soft smile. Taehyung smiled at Jin and reached his hand out to him. Reluctantly, Jin shook his hand.
‘Babe, will you excuse us a moment. Tae and I need to discuss something.’ Namjoon said, glancing at Hoseok who was getting drinks at the bar. At a loss for words, Jin nodded with a forced smile.
Namjoon led Taehyung to a library. Once he closed the door behind them, he turned around with an angered expression.
‘Did you get him to sign the contract?’ Namjoon demanded.
‘No. And I’m not going to. You insisted that I attend this boring party to freak out your fiancé, so I’m here. But I’m done. Do your own dirty work.’ Taehyung retorted, trying to walk past him only to have Namjoon grab his arm to stop him. When Taehyung smirked at him, he let go of him. He wasn’t going to assault some kid still in high school. Especially not one from a very powerful family. Taehyung walked out the library. However, Namjoon was not done with him yet.
Jimin was sitting in a corner by himself with a bottle of champagne, staring out in the distance at Taehyung and Jungkook getting drunk, talking and laughing. They seemed so happy. And Jimin felt so jealous and lonely. It was then that a familiar someone walked up to him from behind. He was so lost in thoughts while staring at the happy couple that he didn’t even notice Yoongi taking a seat next to him.
‘It hurts me that I could never make him that happy.’ Yoongi said, also staring at Taehyung and Jungkook being drunk and silly. Jimin then looked to his side to find a very sullen Yoongi sitting next to him. Not knowing how to respond to that, Jimin simply handed him the bottle. Yoongi didn’t hesitate in accepting it and taking a large gulp.
‘All I ever wanted was to love him.’ He whispered, taking another gulp. ‘Fuck, I miss him so much.’ He added with his head lowered, tears streaming down his face. Jimin had never before in his life seen Yoongi cry. So he had absolutely no idea how to react to it.
‘Look, I don’t know what your history is with him. But I do know that your relationship must have been really dysfunctional. I mean, Yoongi, he tried to kill himself because of you. It’s just not healthy. If you really do love him, then just let him be happy with Jungkook.’ Jimin affirmed, taking the bottle from him and drinking from it. Never did he think he would need to have such a conversation. And with Yoongi of all people. So it was better to get drunk and forget about it.
‘Really? You think I should just let them be happy? Don’t you want Jungkook for yourself?’ Yoongi inquired with a puzzled look on his face.
‘I like Jungkook, a lot. But he’s not the person I’m in love with.’ Jimin replied, staring into his eyes with a saddened expression. Yoongi knew Jimin loved him. However, if he knew the whole truth, he no longer would. Should he tell him and end his misery? Or would the truth just add to his misery? Yoongi was too drunk for logical reasoning.
‘Jimin, I’m sorry. I just want Taehyung. I love him more than anything and if I can’t be with him, then I don’t wanna be with anyone else.’ Yoongi responded, letting out a sigh. Jimin turned his face away to hide the tears that started welling up.
‘Then why are you here with Hoseok?’ Jimin demanded.
‘That’s nothing. It’s just sex.’ Yoongi replied, anger rising up at the sight of Jungkook sitting in Taehyung’s lap and stroking his hair. Jimin noticed the change of tone and looked in front of him. Seeing Taehyung and Jungkook being so intimate had an effect on him as well.
‘Oh, so you’re using him. Just like you used me.’ Jimin snapped.
‘No. It was different with you. Jimin, I actually cared about you.’ He admitted. Jimin couldn’t take it anymore. Maybe it was the alcohol, or maybe just all the frustration. But he just wanted to feel something other than sadness, loneliness and raging jealousy. So he grabbed Yoongi’s face and smashed their lips together. Given that Yoongi was pretty drunk himself, he didn’t hesitate in pulling him closer and deepening the kiss. It didn’t take long before they were both moaning into the kiss, tugging and pulling at each other’s suit jackets. Jimin trailed his hand down Yoongi’s body and started caressing his inner thigh. After just a few seconds of caressing, Yoongi felt himself getting hard. That’s when he abruptly pulled away, breaking their steamy kiss.
‘No, please don’t. Let’s just do this.’ Jimin begged, his hands wrapped around Yoongi’s neck, trying to pull him closer. ‘Yoongi, I love you.’ He whispered, tears streaming down his face. His words tugged at Yoongi’s heart. He knew he didn’t deserve Jimin’s love after what he did. But he couldn’t confess that to him yet. That kind of conversation requires the right frame of mind and they were both drunk. So he decided to simply brush it off with his familiar cruelty.
‘If you really loved me, then you wouldn’t cheat on me with Jungkook.’ He said callously, taking Jimin’s hands off his neck and batting them away.
‘I said I’m sorry! It was just a stupid mistake! I was just so confused after everything that happened. I told you, I don’t love him. I love you.’ Jimin cried, downright sobbing at that point. Yoongi stared at him covering his face with his hands, crying uncontrollably. Then he looked over to Taehyung and Jungkook who were passionately making out. After dismissing thoughts of murdering Jungkook, he knelt in front Jimin, gently removing his hands so he could wipe away his tears. Jimin was surprised to discover such a caring side to him. Yoongi smiled at him and ran his fingers through his hair, making Jimin smile softly as well.
‘Jiminnie, I’m not the right guy for you. I’m so sorry I ever hurt you.’ He said with genuine remorse. Jimin thought he was referring to him breaking-up with him and not returning his feelings. But Yoongi was secretly referring to all the other things he put him through. Taehyung’s suicide attempt really changed his entire mentality. Not at first though. After a few days however, he finally came to terms with everything. He received clarity and a new sense of direction. All the cruel and dark aspects of his personality simply started fading away. The realization that he simply wanted to be someone that deserved Taehyung’s love, changed him completely. Yoongi was about to say something else when his phone suddenly started ringing. It was Hoseok. He was probably wondering his whereabouts.
‘Look, I have to go. But maybe we can talk again, soon.’ Yoongi suggested, standing up. Jimin smiled and nodded, but inside he felt confused. Was there anything else that they needed to talk about? What could possibly be left to say? When Yoongi left, Jimin went to the bar for another bottle of champagne. He was lonely and depressed. And it was Saturday night. And it was a party. No judgement.
After a long night of celebrating, Namjoon and Jin made it back to their deluxe suite. Since they decided to have their extravagant party at that hotel, they were offered a complimentary suite for the night. Namjoon was fully aware of the fact that Jin was in a completely different mood throughout the remainder of the night after their quick run-in with Taehyung. He was taking of his suit, staring at Jin who was seated on the bed, deep in thoughts.
‘Won’t you take off your suit?’ Namjoon asked with a smile. Jin nodded and started undressing.
‘Take everything off.’ Namjoon grinned, seductively staring at him. Jin blushed and nodded again.
‘Hey um, how do you know that kid? Uh, Taehyung?’ Jin asked carefully while undressing.
‘He applied for an internship at the firm. Why?’ Namjoon probed, walking up to him, both of them already naked.
‘Nothing. He just seems familiar.’ Jin shrugged. Namjoon was so tired of his lies. He pushed him on the bed and climbed on top of him. Then he started kissing his neck and grinding against him, both of them growing hard at the friction.
‘Anything you wanna tell me? Is there something I should know?’ Namjoon whispered into the crook of his neck in between kisses. Jin felt his heart skip a beat. It was time for him to be honest and he knew it.
‘There is something actually.’ Jin replied in a soft tone, making Namjoon look up at him. Jin then gently moved him away and they both sat up next to each other.
‘Okay, what is it?’ Namjoon asked, trying to sound intrigued. By then tears had already started streaming down Jin’s face.
‘A few weeks back I…’ He chocked down a sob. In any other case, Namjoon would’ve pulled him close to comfort him, but not that time. It had been eating away at him for too long. All he wanted was to hear him say it. The anticipation was killing him.
‘Babe, what is it?’ He asked in a soft tone, masking his rage.
‘When I was away that weekend for a meeting, I met a guy.’ Jin said, his voice breaking. How was he supposed to tell him? Would he break-up with him on their engagement night? When Jin noticed Namjoon blankly staring at him, he continued.
‘I don’t know why it happened. It just did.’ He cried, unable to choke down his sobs anymore.
‘What happened? I need to hear you say it.’ Namjoon gritted.
‘I had sex with him.’ Jin confessed, bursting out in tears. Namjoon smiled to himself as he watched Jin burry his face in his palms, sobbing relentlessly. Time to feign a shocked reaction.
‘WHAT! HOW COULD YOU DO THIS TO ME! WHO THE FUCK WAS THAT GUY?!’ He shouted, standing up and fuming, all in pretense of course.
‘Baby, I’m so sorry. Please forgive me. I didn’t mean it!’ He apologized, looking up at Namjoon with tears streaming down his face nonstop.
‘Who was it?’ Namjoon growled, staring into his soul.
‘That kid. Taehyung. I promise, I didn’t know that you two knew each other!’ He cried.
‘So not only did you cheat on me… but with some FUCKING TEENAGER? WHAT THE HELL WERE YOU THINKING?!’ Namjoon yelled, making Jin cry harder.
‘I wasn’t thinking. I don’t know how it happened. I hate myself for betraying you. Please forgive me Joonie! Please don’t leave me! I can’t live without you!’ Jin sobbed, burying his face in his hands again. Namjoon let out a deep sigh and walked towards him. He got what he wanted. Gently, he wrapped his arms around Jin and pulled him close. Jin popped his head up, surprised at his reaction. He half-expected him to get dressed and march out the door.
‘I could never leave you.’ Namjoon whispered, lightly stroking his hair.
‘How can you forgive me?’ Jin cried, looking into his eyes with guilt and remorse.
‘Because I can’t live without you either.’ He replied, wiping away his tears. Jin then pulled him on top of him and kissed him passionately. Before that moment, he didn’t think it was possible to deepen his love for Namjoon. But in that moment he realized that he and Namjoon were simply destined to fall in love and spend their entire lives together. Just a few minutes later and it had gotten to the point where Namjoon carefully positioned himself before Jin’s moist, prepped hole.
‘Want me to fuck you really hard?’ He teased, lifting Jin’s legs over his shoulders and brushing his tip against his rim.
‘No. I want you to make love to me.’ Jin said in a soft tone, blushing. Namjoon smiled at him fondly and nodded. Then he slowly thrust his length in, making Jin feel every inch. Once he started thrusting, he leaned down and kissed Jin’s neck, shoulders and chest. His thrusts weren’t hard and fast like they usually were. He kept a slow and deep pace. It felt so intense to take their time and savor each second. Their infallible love for each other only made the whole experience that much more pleasurable.
‘Ah, Joonie, I love you so much!’ Jin moaned, trailing his fingers up and down Namjoon’s back as he slowly thrusted into him.
‘I love you too.’ Namjoon breathed into the crook of his neck. He could feel his orgasm building up, but he didn’t want to rush it. They both just wanted it to last forever. ‘Fuck! I love you so much!’ Namjoon moaned as he picked up the pace a little, palming Jin’s face and kissing him tenderly.
‘Who do you belong to?’ Namjoon breathed, palming Jin’s face and staring into his eyes as he picked up the pace, unable to fight off his orgasm any longer.
‘Kim Namjoon.’ Jin moaned, biting his bottom lip.
‘Fuck.’ Namjoon moaned, going faster. He was so close. But he wanted Jin to cum first so he reached down his hand and started jerking him off.
‘Ah! Ah, I’m gonna… AH!’ Jin arched his back and came hard, his body shuddering in pleasure for several seconds. That of course pushed Namjoon over the edge. He pulled Jin’s sweaty, shuddering body close and kissed him aggressively as he came inside of him, moaning into the kiss as he rode out his orgasm. They didn’t even bother getting cleaned up. They simply cuddled until they both drifted off to sleep. Their love was untouchable.
Finally! A NamJin sex-scene! ;)
For all of you who feel sorry for Jimin, I am with you! I feel bad for him as well. Hang in there. Things will start getting better for him in the next chapter.
Chapter 17: Unforeseen Occurrence
Jungkook experiences raging jealousy for the first time, making him question certain choices.
The smut in this chapter... *face palms*
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
To say that Jeon Jungkook was fuming, would be an understatement. Never before had he felt such raging jealousy. He simply couldn’t wrap his mind around it. It was recess and they were sitting in the cafeteria having lunch. Taehyung was happily enjoying his burger and fries but Jungkook merely stared out in front of him with an angered expression, not even touching his salad. Without even realizing it, he picked up his fork and started stabbing his salad repeatedly. This odd behavior did not go unnoticed by Taehyung of course. He gazed across the room to find out what Jungkook was so intently staring at. When he realized what was happening, he burst out in laughter, making an outraged Jungkook look at him. Jungkook put down his fork and gave Taehyung a stern look, upon which he stopped laughing. But once Jungkook went back to staring at them, Taehyung couldn’t stop himself from sniggering.
‘What? I’m sorry, it’s just really funny.’ Taehyung chuckled, unable to contain his amusement.
‘How the fuck do they even know each other?’ Jungkook gritted, clenching his fists.
‘Oh I think Jimin said they’re in the same biology class.’ Taehyung kindly informed, enjoying every second of Jungkook’s raging jealousy.
‘So what? They’ve had that class all semester. I’ve never seen them together before.’ Jungkook pointed out, quickly glancing at them talking and laughing. It made his blood boil. That wasn’t just friendly conversation, that was downright flirting.
‘Well, Yugyeom is more into girls right? So Jimin probably assumed he was straight. But now that he knows he’s also into guys… why wouldn’t he go for it? I mean, I fucking hate the guy, but I gotta admit that he’s really good-looking.’ Taehyung explained, happily returning to his food.
‘How does Jimin know he’s also into guys now?’ Jungkook demanded.
‘Oh, I told him.’ Taehyung grinned, then took a bite of his burger. Jungkook grabbed his fork again. He wanted to stab Taehyung in the face, and then Jimin, and then Yugyeom.
‘Great.’ Jungkook sighed. ‘I mean, what the fuck do they even have in common?!’ He added, almost shouting.
‘Uh, you?’ Taehyung smirked, after which he started laughing again. Jungkook gave him another stern look, glanced at Yugyeom and Jimin again and then grabbed his bag and stormed out of the cafeteria. Taehyung simply chuckled and enjoyed the rest of his meal. He loved seeing Jungkook in that state. According to Taehyung, Jungkook was the guy everyone always wanted. Let him feel some jealousy for a change.
School was out and Jimin was taking his things out of his locker. He was about to leave when he saw a tall, handsome guy approaching him with a smile. Jimin noticed Yugyeom ever since he first transferred to that school. Yugyeom was after all a very handsome guy, but Jimin always saw him with girls, so he assumed the obvious. The revelation that he was also into guys however, sparked up Jimin’s curiosity. That’s why he decided to approach him in biology class. They talked for a bit and really got along, so they became friends. It had only been a few days, so maybe they weren’t exactly friends yet, let’s just say they were acquainted.
‘Hey, do you have any plans right now?’ Yugyeom inquired, standing a little too close to Jimin and it made him nervous.
‘No. I was just gonna head home.’ Jimin answered, trying hard not to stare into his mesmerizing eyes.
‘Good then. Why don’t we go to my house? Relax, we’ll just chill and play games.’ Yugyeom offered with a soft smile. Jimin’s heart started to race. He honestly didn’t know if he could trust himself to be alone with him.
‘I don’t know.’ Jimin replied, his gaze lowered. Yugyeom then caressed his face and moved closer, making Jimin more nervous than he already was.
‘Look, it doesn’t have to be like that. We can just be friends. I just figured we could both use the distraction right now.’ He explained. Jimin then smiled and nodded, taking his hand and walking out together. Jungkook saw them walking to the parking lot, holding hands and then leaving together in Yugyeom’s car. For a moment he actually toyed with the idea of premeditated murder. Taehyung walked up behind him, wrapped his arms around his waist and kissed the back of his neck. He also noticed that interesting new development.
‘Don’t worry. I’m sure they’ll both be thinking about you when they’re doing it.’ Taehyung joked, resting his head on Jungkook’s shoulder and sniggering. If Jungkook wasn’t already feeling angry enough, Taehyung putting the image of them having sex in his head, just made everything much worse. Outraged, he shoved Taehyung away, got into his car and drove off.
Jimin and Yugyeom were in Yugyeom’s bedroom. They really did have a lot of fun together. They ordered pizza, played video games and talked about so many things. It almost seemed like they were becoming best friends. But when you put two gorgeous teenage boys with raging hormones in a bedroom, well, what do you think is going to happen? At first they were just laying next to each other, staring up at the ceiling and talking about that which they have in common, Jeon Jungkook. Then they talked about some other things. But then they suddenly started kissing. It was unclear who initiated it. The kiss just sort of happened. And once they started, they couldn’t stop. Yugyeom in particular was really getting into it. The feeling of Jimin’s soft, delicate body wrapped around him, the taste of his thick, luscious lips and the sound of his sweet, soft moans. It was throwing him into a frenzy. As he felt both of their erections, Yugyeom started grinding down harder, making Jimin moan louder.
‘Wait-Wait!’ Jimin gasped, abruptly breaking the kiss. ‘I really don’t think we should do this.’ He added in a soft tone.
‘Why not? Because of Jungkook?’ Yugyeom asked, feeling rather disappointed.
‘No, it’s not just that. There’s someone else. We’re not together, but…’ He halted.
‘But you want to be?’ Yugyeom interjected.
‘Well, I do, but he doesn’t.’ Jimin sighed, thinking of Yoongi.
‘Jimin, I think it’s time we both stop chasing after people that don’t want us.’ Yugyeom stated, softly stroking his hair.
‘I know. You’re right.’ Jimin admitted.
‘Look, we don’t have to take this too seriously. We can just be friends with benefits. If you want of course.’ Yugyeom offered. Jimin took a moment to consider it. So it wasn’t a relationship and it wasn’t love, but at least Yugyeom was being honest with him. He wasn’t just using him while pretending to care. And to be perfectly honest, Jimin did want to have sex with him. The guy was after all ridiculously attractive. Having considered all of that, he agreed to being friends with benefits. At least he would stop feeling so lonely, rejected and depressed all the time.
After a couple of minutes of foreplay, a needy and naked Jimin was laying on the bed, waiting for Yugyeom to take off his final piece of clothing. When he removed his boxers, Jimin’s eyes widened in both shock and awe. What the hell was that thing?! Did they actually come in those sizes?! Noticing his reaction, Yugyeom smirked proudly and grabbed a bottle of lube. As he got into the bed, he could tell Jimin felt really nervous, almost scared.
‘Don’t worry. I’ll take my time and prep you. And I’ll go slow, I promise.’ Yugyeom assured with a smile, stroking Jimin’s inner thigh. Jimin smiled nervously and nodded as he reluctantly spread his legs. It was starting to make sense why Yugyeom was constantly surrounded by dozens of girls. Who doesn’t love a well-crafted, solid baseball bat?
‘Ah! Ah! Mmmph…’ Jimin started whimpering and squirming once Yugyeom started thrusting three of his fingers in and out of him. It took all the energy Yugyeom had to control himself. If Jimin wasn’t already sexy enough, feeling his soft and really tight hole just made Yugyeom want to fuck him into space.
‘Think you’re ready?’ Yugyeom breathed, feeling Jimin’s tight walls relaxing around his fingers.
‘Yeah, put it in.’ Jimin whispered nervously. Yugyeom didn’t hesitate in lubing up his member and positioning it before Jimin’s pink, twitching entrance. He had only pushed his tip in and Jimin already let out a lewd moan as his eyes rolled back, the stretch being too much for him. Yugyeom kept true to his word. He took his time and went slow, even though he knew the tightness of Jimin’s hole would be the death of him. Once his entire length was in, Jimin’s mouth hung wide open, unable to make a sound, tears welling up in his eyes. The feeling of Yugyeom’s thick, huge member inside of him, felt so full that it was almost suffocating. But then Yugyeom started moving and Jimin felt like he was discovering new realms of pleasure. You see, it’s really easy to hit all the right spots, when you simply take up the entire room.
‘Ah fuck! FUCK!... Ah!.... Oh fuck!’ Jimin was making the most sinful sounds and it was driving Yugyeom crazy with passion. But he knew he couldn’t lose control. He didn’t want to hurt Jimin. So he kept a slow and steady pace.
‘Harder! Fuck me harder!’ Jimin moaned, grabbing on to Yugyeom’s biceps for support. Jimin was completely drunk on pleasure.
‘Are you sure?’ Yugyeom asked, somewhat anxious.
‘YES! PLEASE!’ Jimin begged, the stimulation making him so needy. That was all the convincing Yugyeom needed. He quickly picked up the pace and started ramming his huge cock into Jimin, abusing his hole with every thrust. But Jimin didn’t care. All he felt in that moment was mind-altering pleasure.
‘Ah fuck! Fuck, Jimin!’ Yugyeom moaned. He had been holding himself back up until that point. It felt so good to finally give in to what he wanted. Yugyeom could feel his orgasm building up. Jimin’s soft and sweaty body, his really tight hole and his loud, sinful moans, it was too much for him. Ordinarily, Yugyeom could last much longer, but when Jimin came hard, clenching his already tight hole around his pulsating cock, he had no choice but to cum as well. They both pulled each other closer, moaning loudly as they rode out their orgasms. Yugyeom then got off and crashed besides him, the pair of them panting heavily.
‘That was so fucking good! I thought it would really hurt, but it was just so good!’ Jimin breathed, still panting for air. Yugyeom chuckled and moved closer to him.
‘I wanted to last longer, but your tight hole just feels so fucking good wrapped around my cock.’ Yugyeom said in a seductive tone, making Jimin feel a certain rush of excitement again. He smiled and started kissing Yugyeom’s neck and shoulders, trailing his hand across his chest.
‘Do you wanna go again?’ Jimin whispered in his ear, sucking on his earlobe afterwards. Yugyeom grinned and started stroking his length.
‘Sure, gimme a minute.’ He replied, stroking himself faster. But Jimin felt impatient, so he moved down Yugyeom’s body, moved his hand away and started sucking on his hardening cock. Although Yugyeom’s member was impressive in size, Jimin still forced himself to suck him hard and fast, taking him down his throat as far as he could. Seeing how eager Jimin was sucking him excited Yugyeom more than he thought it would. It obviously didn’t take long before he was good to go again.
‘Jimin, you keep sucking me like that and I’m gonna cum in your mouth.’ Yugyeom warned, making Jimin stop and look up at him with a smug smile. Yugyeom was about to get up and straddle him, but Jimin pushed him back.
‘Let me ride you.’ He insisted. Yugyeom bit his bottom lip and nodded. Jimin quickly climbed on top of him and started carefully lowering himself on his huge dick. Once he got to the base, Jimin let out a soft whimper. He held still for a second, trying to adjust to the feeling again.
‘Never been stretched like this before, have you?’ Yugyeom teased with a smug grin. Jimin chuckled and licked his lips. Then he threw his head back and started riding him hard and fast like a goddamn professional. Yugyeom was a very experienced guy so he honestly thought he could take it, but he was wrong. Jimin repeatedly slammed down on him so hard it made them both moan loudly every time he hit the base. Yugyeom threw his head back and closed his eyes as he firmly gripped Jimin’s hips for support. Somewhere amongst all the pleasure and sinful moaning, Yugyeom quietly smiled to himself thinking, ‘Why have I not been fucking this guy all semester?!’
The following day, Jungkook felt both exhausted and angry. He couldn’t get much sleep the previous night. How could he? Ever since he saw Yugyeom and Jimin leaving together, something just snapped. It was simply unacceptable to him. After he reached the school parking lot, he got out of his car and started walking towards the building where he had his first class. But he stopped in his tracks when he walked past Yugyeom’s car. Then he noticed Yugyeom and Jimin passionately making-out in it. His head started spinning when he saw them pulling and tugging at each other, losing all sense of control. He was completely frozen in his place when Yugyeom pulled Jimin into his lap and slid his hands down Jimin’s pants, all the while not breaking the kiss. ‘It was just a heated make-out session.’ , he reasoned, trying to calm himself down. Just because they left together the previous day and were making-out that day, didn’t necessarily mean that something happened, right? Jungkook gathered himself and was about to walk away when he suddenly noticed them moving towards the backseat. The anger started rising up in him again. Fearful but also curious, he walked up to the car. He stood beside the car and quietly listened, given that he couldn’t see past the darkly tinted window. What he heard, almost gave him a heart-attack.
‘Ah fuck! You’re so deep!’ Jimin moaned.
Jungkook felt his blood boiling as he listened to the moaning, the kissing and the rapid skin-on-skin slapping sounds. Thankfully, he couldn’t actually see any of it. But the sinful sounds left little to the imagination.
‘Ah, you like my thick cock in your tight ass baby?’ Yugyeom moaned.
‘Yes! AH! Keep stretching my tight hole!... Ah-Ah… FUCK!’ Jimin whined.
Jungkook closed his eyes and lowered his head. He had officially heard enough. The pain he felt for some reason, was unbearable. With a heavy heart, boiling rage and jealousy, he walked away.
That same day, Jungkook had a combined gym class. The other gym teacher was sick, so for that week certain gym classes were combined. As fate would have it, Jungkook’s class was combined with Yugyeom’s. Jungkook was absent-mindedly bouncing a basketball around when he noticed Yugyeom and some of his friends walking in. It took all the restraint he had not to throw the ball at his face as he watched him talking and laughing with his friends. Of course he was in a good mood. What better way to start off your day than hot sex in the backseat of your car. Their gaze met for a second, but Yugyeom quickly looked away.
‘Okay people, since we’re a combined class today, let’s make things interesting. I’m going to split you up into two teams. Let’s mix it up.’ The gym teacher said. As fate would have it yet again, Jungkook and Yugyeom were put on the same team. The gym teacher gave them a few minutes to get to know their teammates a little. As soon as he walked to the other side of the room, Jungkook grabbed Yugyeom and pulled him aside.
‘What the hell are you doing with Jimin?!’ Jungkook demanded, clearly upset.
‘Nothing, why?’ Yugyeom sneered, pulling his arm away.
‘So you weren’t fucking him in your car earlier?’ Jungkook snarled. Yugyeom arched an eyebrow and smirked.
‘Why do you even care?’ He scoffed.
‘Jimin and I ---’
‘I know, he told me. You fucked him a few times then left him for Taehyung.’ Yugyeom interjected, glaring darkly at Jungkook. He could relate to how Jimin must’ve felt. After all, Jungkook left him for Taehyung as well.
‘It wasn’t like that!’ Jungkook snapped, slightly raising his voice.
‘Just mind your own business Jungkook. You want Taehyung, I want Jimin. Let’s just leave it at that.’ Yugyeom said in a deep tone, starting to walk away only to have Jungkook grab him and shove him against the wall.
‘Jeon! Kim! Separate!’ The gym teacher shouted from across the room, noticing their aggressive outburst, along with everyone else in the room.
Yugyeom tried to maneuver out of his grip, but Jungkook firmly held him into place, staring into his soul with an angered expression. At first Jungkook thought he didn’t want Yugyeom anymore, or Jimin for that matter. He felt happy with Taehyung and that was enough for him. But seeing those two together made him realize just how much he still wanted Yugyeom. Yes, he loved Taehyung, he really did. But he craved Yugyeom so much, he felt he had to have him or he would die. Jungkook still had him pressed against the wall, despite the teacher’s warning.
‘What? You gonna hit me, muscle boy?’ Yugyeom smirked. It came as a surprise to them both when Jungkook suddenly smashed their lips together. Unable to resist him, Yugyeom wrapped his arms around his waist and deepened the kiss. That’s right. They were passionately kissing in front of everyone, including the furious gym teacher who was marching towards them. In that moment Jungkook felt such peace of mind. Yugyeom didn’t realize what was happening, but he had been craving Jungkook for so long, he just couldn’t control himself.
‘Alright lover-boys, break it up. This is not your bedroom.’ The gym teacher scolded, pulling Jungkook off of Yugyeom. The pair of them simply panted heavily, staring at each other.
‘As much as it breaks my heart, detention! Both of you.’ The teacher added, giving them both a stern look before walking away.
Throughout the remainder of the day, Jungkook was left wondering if he should meet with Yugyeom later. Just so they could talk. That’s all he wanted. Just a deep and meaningful conversation.
Did anyone actually see this coming? *sigh*
I mean, what the hell Jimin and Yugyeom?!
Chapter 18: Meaningful Conversations
That's it. A series of meaningful conversations.
Jimin was sitting in his kitchen and playing with his cereal. He hasn’t had much of an appetite lately. It never occurred to him just how much he loved Yoongi. Yes, Yoongi was the first and only person he had ever been in love with. But until recently, Jimin never realized the extent of his feelings for him. Hearing him confess his love for Taehyung, seeing him cry over him, it shattered Jimin’s heart into a million pieces. Not that it mattered since Yoongi didn’t return his feelings. Jimin wanted to hate Taehyung, but he simply couldn’t anymore. Not after everything he discovered about him. Then there was the issue with Yugyeom. He truly seemed like an amazing guy and the sex was incredible, but it was just physical. Neither of them actually cared about each other. Based on the way Yugyeom talked about Jungkook, Jimin was certain that he was still in love with him. So basically they were just using each other as an escape.
‘Jimin, why are you not ready for school yet? You’re going to be late!’ His mother reprimanded, walking in and interrupting his thoughts.
‘No I won’t. Yugyeom is picking me up.’ Jimin replied callously, not even looking up at her. His mother closed her eyes and took a deep breath. Jimin’s recent behavior had really been worrying her. At first it was Yoongi, then suddenly Jungkook and now Yugyeom? Although Jimin introduced Yugyeom as a friend the previous day when he came to pick him up, she wasn’t stupid. Clearly there was sex involved based on the way they were all over each other.
‘Sweetie, why don’t we talk for a bit.’ She suggested, taking a seat next to him. It was then that Jimin finally looked up at her with a puzzled expression.
‘About what? My grades are fine.’ Jimin pointed out.
‘Yes I know you’re doing well in school. And I’m very happy about that. But the way you’ve been acting lately… it worries me.’ She confessed, taking his hand in hers.
‘What are you talking about?’ Jimin asked, feeling more confused.
‘I know you don’t like it when I interfere in your personal life, but I am still your mother, so when I see you being so lost, I have to help you.’
‘I still don’t know what you mean.’ Jimin sighed, starting to get annoyed.
‘What happened with Jungkook? You two seemed really happy.’ She asked in a soft tone.
‘He’s back with his ex.’ Jimin retorted.
‘Oh, I’m so sorry to hear that. But sweetie, throwing yourself at someone new won’t make you feel better.’ She reasoned. Jimin knew she was referring to Yugyeom.
‘I appreciate your concern, but I’m fine.’ Jimin countered, taking his hand out of hers. His mother could see the pain in his eyes. It was killing her to see him so hurt.
‘Jimin, maybe you should just be by yourself for a while. You’re just seventeen! Nobody is expecting you to have everything figured out. Just take some time and try to figure out what you want. Being with a new person every few weeks to keep yourself distracted, it’s just not healthy.’ She explained. Jimin could feel tears welling up. He hated how much of a hot mess he had turned into.
‘Mom, I know what I want. I just can’t have it.’ He said in a soft tone, his voice trembling.
‘What is it? What do you want?’ She inquired, taking his hand again.
‘Yoongi.’ He whispered, after which he broke down in tears. His mother quickly pulled him in for a hug. She held him tight and stroked his hair.
‘What happened with him?’
‘He loves someone else.’ Jimin cried, the pain being too much for him. His mother kissed his forehead and cried with him. Jimin was her whole heart and seeing him in such agony was just unbearable. After managing to comfort him, they talked a bit more. She encouraged him to take some time and figure out what his next step should be. Jimin agreed.
Taehyung decided to skip school that day. It was one of those days he could afford to miss. Yoongi asked him to meet up and for some reason Taehyung agreed to it. Things had been going really well with Jungkook lately, but that could possibly change soon. A friend of Taehyung’s told him that Jungkook made-out with Yugyeom during gym class the previous day. Perhaps that’s why Taehyung agreed to meet with Yoongi. Was he hoping to get revenge? But hadn’t he already cheated on Jungkook countless times before? He honestly didn’t know why he agreed to meet him. Maybe he was trying to find closure. He walked into the café and saw Yoongi sitting at a table with a saddened expression.
‘Hey.’ Taehyung greeted, taking a seat across him. Yoongi’s face lit up a bit.
‘Hi, you look great.’ He said with a smile.
‘Thanks. Why are we meeting here?’ Taehyung asked, looking around.
‘Oh, you don’t remember this place?’
‘Yea I do, this is---’
‘Where I saw you for the first time.’ Yoongi interjected. Taehyung stared into his eyes for a second, surprised.
‘I didn’t know you saw me.’ He admitted
‘Of course I saw you. And I noticed you staring at me.’ He chuckled, making Taehyung chuckle as well. ‘I just didn’t walk up to you because… well, I always knew I wasn’t good enough for you.’ Yoongi added in a soft voice, lowering his gaze. Taehyung grabbed his hand and squeezed it tight.
‘Yoongi, you know that’s not true. Man, I just don’t know how to process this.’ Taehyung sighed in frustration.
‘What do you mean?’ Yoongi asked, looking up at him.
‘This! You! How are you suddenly so… different?’ Taehyung inquired. Yoongi entwined their fingers then pulled his hand up to his lips and kissed it.
‘The fear of losing the only person you love, changes people I guess.’ Yoongi replied, kissing his hand again. Taehyung started to feel sad.
‘I’m so sorry. I never meant to scare you like that. Or anyone else for that matter.’
‘No, don’t apologize. It’s my fault.’ Yoongi confessed, tears starting to stream down his face. Taehyung quickly palmed his face and moved closer.
‘It’s NOT your fault! I was already broken before I met you.’ He said, feeling the tears welling up.
‘But I made it worse. And I wasn’t there when you needed me. Taehyungie… I’m so sorry.’ Yoongi cried. Seeing him cry really had an effect on Taehyung. It had been so long since Yoongi actually cried in front of him. So Taehyung pulled him closer and kissed him softly. The intensity reminded them both of their first kiss on that hotel rooftop.
‘Look, I love you. But I get that I’m not right for you. So if you’re happy with Jungkook… then okay. I just want you to be happy.’ Yoongi confessed after their intense kiss. It took all the strength Yoongi had to say that to him. All he wanted was to have Taehyung to himself, but Jimin was right. Their relationship was too dysfunctional. It was unhealthy. Yoongi refused to ever hurt Taehyung again.
‘So then, this is over?’ Taehyung asked, his voice trembling. He knew a part of him would always love Yoongi. Finally ending things with him hurt more than he thought it would. Chocking down a sob, Yoongi closed his eyes and nodded. Taehyung took his hand in his own. They stared into each other’s eyes for a second.
‘Yoongi, you will always be so special to me. I need you to know, that I have loved you with all my heart. You will always be my first love.’ Taehyung stated, tears streaming down his face. They both got up and pulled each other in for a hug. Both of them knew that they were making the right decision. They’re love just wasn’t meant to be.
Jungkook felt anxious. A part of him was relieved that Taehyung didn’t attend school that day. After he kissed Yugyeom the previous day, he wasn’t able to stop thinking about him. All he could think about was the taste of his luscious lips, his firm hands wrapped around his waist, his intense stare. Jungkook felt really flustered and he knew Taehyung would pick up on it. So he was relieved that he didn’t have to face him yet. He needed some time to compose himself. Then he heard a knock on his bedroom door. Was it Yugyeom?! Jungkook invited him over for the afternoon. According to the text he sent him, he just wanted to talk. But Jungkook had ulterior motives. He needed Yugyeom to stop having such an intense effect on him.
‘Come in.’ Jungkook answered, trying to remain calm. Yugyeom slowly walked in, feeling just as nervous. Jungkook was sitting in bed. He gestured for Yugyeom to sit next to him.
‘I forgot how nice your room is.’ Yugyeom said upon sitting next to him. He gazed across the room, fearful of making eye-contact with Jungkook.
‘Yeah. Look, I gotta be honest…’ Jungkook said, making Yugyeom look at him curiously. ‘I didn’t invite you over to talk.’ He continued.
‘Then why am I here?’ Yugyeom inquired, puzzled. Jungkook closed his eyes and took a deep breath before responding.
‘I want you to fuck me.’ He replied in a serious tone.
‘WHAT?!’ Yugyeom snapped, completely caught off guard.
‘It doesn’t have to be a big deal, okay. Whatever this is, I just need to get it out of my system.’ Jungkook explained. Yugyeom felt outraged, moreover, he felt hurt and insulted. Jungkook knew of his strong feelings for him and he just wanted sex to get him “out of his system”?!
‘So you just want me to fuck your frustrations away?! Yeah, that’s not happening Kook.’ Yugyeom sneered, getting up to leave. Jungkook quickly rushed after him, pulling him close and making him face him.
‘Wait-Wait-Wait, look I know you want me. And I want you too! So let’s just do this!’ Jungkook insisted, after which he started lightly kissing his neck.
‘And what happens after the sex?’ Yugyeom demanded, pushing Jungkook away.
‘Nothing. Sex doesn’t have to be a big deal. This would just be a one-time thing.’ Jungkook replied. Yugyeom felt hurt. He always thought the first time they had sex, it would be really intense and special. But if Jungkook just wanted a quick fuck, then he would get it.
‘Take off your clothes.’ Yugyeom instructed in a deep voice. Jungkook smiled and started undressing. Yugyeom undressed as well. Once they were naked, Jungkook got on his knees and started sucking him off. He was well aware of Yugyeom’s impressive size. Without hesitating, he sucked him hard and fast. All he wanted was to feel Yugyeom inside of him so he decided to rush the foreplay. After a few minutes of moaning on his dick, Jungkook got up and faced the wall. Then he spread his legs and arched his back. He looked over his shoulder at Yugyeom with a seductive grin.
‘I want you in here.’ Jungkook breathed, reaching his hand down his hole and pushing two fingers in. Yugyeom stared in lust and desire as Jungkook slowly fingered himself, all the while moaning softly.
‘Ah… Ah!... Please!... Fuck me!’ Jungkook begged. Yugyeom couldn’t take it anymore. He grabbed the bottle of lube and quickly lubed up his throbbing member. Once he thrust his entire length in, Jungkook buckled forward, the stretch being too much for him. Yugyeom held on to him for support and started slowly fucking into him. He wanted to ‘hate-fuck’ him. But the sound of Jungkook moaning his name, his tight, trembling walls wrapped around his cock, all Yugyeom felt was immense love for him. After such a long time of craving him, he was finally being so intimate with him.
‘You don’t have to be so gentle. I can take it.’ Jungkook assured. He wasn’t used to gentle sex. The intensity was making him a bit uncomfortable.
‘I want to be gentle with you.’ Yugyeom replied, then pulling out and making Jungkook face him. Jungkook lowered his gaze, feeling a bit strange. He wanted a quick fuck, not tender love-making. But Yugyeom palmed his face and kissed him passionately. All the while not breaking the kiss, they moved on to the bed. Jungkook swiftly wrapped his legs around him, indicating that he wanted him to start fucking him again. Yugyeom didn’t disappoint. He slowly thrusted his length back in and started slowly moving. Jungkook couldn’t take it. So he started rocking his hips back and forth, encouraging Yugyeom to go faster. Yet he didn’t.
‘Yugyeom… fuck me harder!’ Jungkook whined.
‘No…’ Yugyeom breathed into the crook of his neck, keeping a deep and slow pace. Then he started kissing and caressing Jungkook all over and it was driving him crazy. The sex felt so different. After a couple of minutes of slow and deep thrusts, soft and wet kisses, tender touching and caressing, Jungkook had to admit to himself that he really enjoyed it. Sex had always been about the physical aspect for him. But Yugyeom made him enjoy it on an emotional level as well. He felt loved and appreciated. It literally felt like Yugyeom was worshipping his body. When Yugyeom felt his orgasm building up, he quickly picked up the pace.
‘Ah-Ah-Ah!... Fuck!... Ah-Yes!’ Jungkook moaned loudly, Yugyeom’s hard, deep thrusts sending shock-waves of pleasure throughout his body. Feeling his orgasm at the tip of his swollen member, Jungkook started stroking himself. Right when Yugyeom was about to cum, he suddenly held still and stared into Jungkook’s glistening eyes. Jungkook stared back, unsure why he suddenly stopped.
‘Jungkook, I love you.’ He whispered. Upon hearing that, a tear streamed down Jungkook’s face. The intensity was too much for him. Yugyeom reached down and kissed him hungrily. Then he started thrusting hard and deep again. After just a few seconds, they both came, moaning into the kiss as they rode out their orgasms.
After the tender love-making, they lay in bed, neither saying a word. After a few minutes however, Jungkook decided to break the silence.
‘Did you really mean that?’ He asked softly.
‘Of course I did.’ Yugyeom replied. They stared at each other in silence. Jungkook then moved closer and caressed his face with a smile.
‘Nobody has ever said that to me before.’ He admitted.
‘Really? What about Tae?’ Yugyeom questioned, incredulous. Jungkook’s smile started to fade.
‘I’m sure he does love me. He’s just never said it.’ He replied. Yugyeom pulled him closer and kissed him softly.
‘You deserve to have someone say that to you every day.’ Yugyeom stated.
‘Why?’ Jungkook chuckled. He just didn’t have any experience with functional relationships.
‘Because… you’re amazing. You’re kind and sweet and funny. And I love you.’ Yugyeom replied with a cute smile, running his fingers through his soft hair. Jungkook blushed and pulled him in for a passionate kiss. As they cuddled in bed, Jungkook started to wonder if he wanted it to be just a one-time thing.
Taehyung was parked across the street of Jungkook’s house. He smirked upon noticing Yugyeom’s car in the driveway. To be honest, he felt hurt and betrayed. But he wasn’t the least bit surprised. Having confirmed his suspicions, he drove off enraged thinking, ‘Jeon Jungkook, you will never walk again.’.
*Which was your favorite conversation? Personally, TaeGi was too intense for me *sigh*
Top! Dom! Daddy! Tae shall return in the next chapter. ;)
Chapter 19: Weather Reports
Our feelings are often associated with the weather.
I would like to apologize upfront for this extreme mixture of emotions, I have mood swings. *sigh*
*There is so much angst in this, you might die.
***Warning: Hardcore\Kinky\DUB-CON! ......asdfghgfgh, save me!
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Clear and Sunny Skies
Namjoon was in a really good mood. He had been since the night of the engagement party. Things had never been better with Jin. Their relationship was based on mutual respect and trust again. Sure, there were certain work-related things that Jin didn’t know, but Namjoon felt he didn’t have to. Namjoon gave him his heart and he was loyal to a fault. That was all that mattered. Seokjin had also been really happy since the night of their engagement. Finally confessing his infidelity to Namjoon felt like a massive weight had been lifted from his soul. The guilt and shame had been eating away at him. He was so glad that it was all over. That night, after Namjoon graciously forgave him, he made a vow to devote himself to him for the rest of their lives. Never again would he ever do anything to hurt him. It was just the two of them till the end.
It was a national holiday so the happy couple stayed indoors and simply cherished each other’s company. After Seokjin made them a delicious and nutritious breakfast, they decided to take a bath together. Understandably, that quickly escalated.
‘Ah! Joonie!... wait!’ Jin gasped when Namjoon rubbed his tip against his entrance. Jin was seated in his lap with his back to him. At first they simply held each other close and talked, but Namjoon suddenly made that cute and peaceful moment, aggressively sexual.
‘Wait for what?’ Namjoon whispered, kissing the back of his neck. Namjoon was never one to enjoy baths. He considered it to be somewhat feminine and a waste of time. But he had to admit that the warm water, bath salts, essential oils and a naked Kim Seokjin on top of him, felt really good.
‘We were talking about something important.’ Jin remarked, turning around a bit so he could face him.
‘I know, but can’t we talk about it later? I’m so horny.’ Namjoon chuckled, pulling Jin in for a kiss.
‘When are you not?’ Jin chuckled as Namjoon kissed his neck.
‘Hey, you knew what you were getting yourself into when you agreed to marry me.’ Namjoon teased, smiling at him fondly.
‘Fine, fine. You want sex, I wanna talk. Let’s just do both at the same time.’ Jin suggested and turned around, leaning his back against Namjoon’s chest. Without hesitating, Namjoon started slowly pushing his length in. The warm bath water really made it more pleasurable but Namjoon being the masculine guy he is, would never admit that out loud.
‘Mmmph… ah,… so what do you… ah!... think?’ Jin managed to say.
‘I think… fuck!... uh, whatever you want…ah-fuck.’ Namjoon breathed, gripping Jin’s hips and picking up the pace.
‘Are you sure? Ah-Ah-Ah!... no, not so hard.’ Jin whined, Namjoon’s deep thrusts stabbing into his prostate.
‘I just… Ah, I’m so close!... I just wanna make you happy.’ Namjoon groaned, kissing the back of Jin’s neck and shoulders.
‘So then we’re… OH-GOD!... doing it?’ Jin gasped. Namjoon was desperately chasing his orgasm, so he couldn’t respond. Instead he firmly held Jin into place and fucked into him like his life depended on it, making them both moan loudly.
‘Ah fuck… ah, I’m gonna…fuck…AH!’ Namjoon groaned as he came inside of Jin. Jin threw his head back, leaning it against Namjoon’s shoulder as he softly whimpered when he came in his hand. It was then that Namjoon decided he actually really liked baths. Well, those types of baths. Jin was still resting his head on Namjoon’s shoulder, his eyes closed, and a soft smile on his face.
‘Jin?’ Namjoon said softly, making him turn around and face him. ‘I wanna do it. Let’s have a baby.’ He added with a smile. Jin smiled back then smashed their lips together. All they felt in that moment was love and happiness. Neither could believe how lucky they were to have found each other.
Heavy Downpour of Rain
Since it was a national holiday, Jimin and his mother went to the town they previously lived in for the day. Jimin’s grandmother lived in that town. His mother decided that he might feel better if he went back to a familiar place. She knew the move wasn’t easy for him. Jimin was really happy in his old town, happy with Yoongi. At first she thought it might be painful for him to be back there because of Yoongi, but Jimin assured her that he would be fine. It wasn’t such a small town, avoiding him for a day shouldn’t be too much of a challenge. After they had a delicious lunch prepared by Jimin’s grandmother, Jimin decided to go for a walk to clear his head. Considering that he always really liked the public park in that town, he decided to head there. As soon as he got there, he immediately felt some peace of mind. Jimin loved nature. The tall and beautiful trees, the pretty blossoming flowers, the sound of birds singing, it all had a very calming effect on him. There was a specific bench that he really liked since it was a bit secluded and under the soothing shadow of a huge, magnificent tree. Remembering all the relaxing moments he enjoyed there, he quickly rushed to it. Once he got there however, the peace of mind he felt was suddenly replaced by pain, sadness and anxiety. Yet he still walked towards the bench and took a seat next to him.
‘Jimin? Hey. What are you doing here?’ Yoongi asked with a startled expression, looking up from his phone. Before responding, Jimin quickly glanced at his phone and saw that he was looking at a video of him and Taehyung. They seemed so happy, laughing, kissing and being silly. Jimin didn’t even know Yoongi had such a side to him.
‘I’m here with my mom, visiting my grandmother.’ Jimin replied in a soft tone, trying not to stare at his phone. *“I love you Min Yoongi!”* *“I love you Kim Taehyung!”* , their voices echoed over the phone. It was then that Yoongi turned it off and put his phone away. He looked to his side away from Jimin, not wanting Jimin to see him cry again. Aside from his own pain, Jimin could feel Yoongi’s pain as well and it was killing him.
‘Yoongi… did you talk to him?’ Jimin inquired softly. Yoongi stared in front of him and nodded. ‘And?’ Jimin asked in addition.
‘And you were right.’ Yoongi replied, finally looking at him. ‘He shouldn’t be with me. I should just let him be happy.’ He added.
‘So, it’s over?’ Jimin asked carefully, hoping not to upset him any further.
‘Yeah, it’s over.’ Yoongi sighed.
‘Well, it’s for the best I’m sure. Besides you still have Hoseok so---’
‘I told you that’s nothing. Whatever that was, it’s over too.’ Yoongi interjected.
‘You ended things with Hoseok too?’ Jimin probed, somewhat surprised.
‘I just wanna be alone.’ Yoongi whispered, closing his eyes and lowering his head. In that moment, all Jimin wanted was to love him past his pain. Jimin took his hand and moved closer to him.
‘I hate seeing you like this.’ Jimin whispered, almost crying. Yoongi could feel the guilt rising up. He knew it was time to come clean to Jimin.
‘Jimin, there’s something I have to tell you.’ He stated in all seriousness.
‘Okay sure.’ Jimin responded, a bit anxious because of the deep tone in his voice.
‘After I tell you this, you won’t love me anymore. In fact, you will really hate me. And I get it. I deserve it after what I’ve done.’ Yoongi explained. Jimin started to get really nervous.
‘Okay?’ Jimin responded, confused. Yoongi then took a deep breath and started confessing.
‘When you and I met, I was in a really bad place. But being with you, made everything okay. I was so happy with you. And I realized that as long as I have you in my life, I would be okay. But then you decided to move away. Jimin, I asked you to stay with me! I said that we could get our own place and that I would take really good care of you. After I begged you to stay, you still chose to leave me. You just broke up with me and moved away---’
‘Yoongi, I’m so sorry! You have no idea how much I regret that every second of every day! I know I should’ve just stayed with you.’ Jimin interjected, crying incessantly. Upon hearing Yoongi say all those things, he was unable to contain his emotions any longer. ‘I was just really scared and I didn’t think I should leave my mom. I know I made the wrong choice. If I just stayed with you, everything would’ve been great. Now everything is just so messed up.’ Jimin added, downright sobbing at that point.
‘Jimin, that’s not what this is about.’
‘Then what is it?’ Jimin huffed, chocking down a sob.
‘After you left me, I just wasn’t okay. I started drifting back to that dark place I tried so hard to suppress. So that’s when I got back in touch with Tae. Jimin… all the horrible things that happened to you since you moved away, it’s because of me.’ Yoongi confessed.
‘What are you saying?’ Jimin enquired, unable to wrap his mind around it.
‘The reason Tae and Jungkook raped you, the reason your mom lost her job, it’s all because of me.’ He confessed. Jimin’s eyes widened and the shock left him paralyzed. He simply stared out in front of him, tears streaming down his face. Seeing him in that state and knowing he was to blame, made Yoongi start crying as well.
‘Look Jimin, I’m so sorry! I never should’ve hurt you! I was just hurting myself and I blamed you for it. I know that’s no excuse and I know you could never forgive me, I don’t expect you to. It’s okay if you hate me. I hate myself too.’ Yoongi cried, burying his face in the palm of his hands. When Jimin was still unresponsive due to the shock, Yoongi continued.
‘Jimin, I just want you to know that I’m not that guy anymore. I hate being that guy. I’m so sick of hurting all the people that care about me, people that I care about. I don’t want to be that monster anymore. Jiminie, I’m so sorry.’ He added, whispering the last sentence. It was then that Jimin finally looked at him.
‘I don’t think you’re a monster. I know I should hate you, but I don’t. At least you’re owning up to your mistakes and are trying to change. That makes you better than most people.’ Jimin admitted, wiping his tears, but unable to stop crying completely. Yoongi was completely caught off guard by his reaction. He was half-expecting Jimin to stab him to death.
‘Jimin… how can you say that? How can you forgive me after all I did to you?’ Yoongi asked, tears of guilt and shame streaming down his face.
‘Because…’ He halted, chocking down a sob. ‘I don’t know how to stop loving you.’ He whispered. Yoongi let out a sob and pulled Jimin in for a tight embrace. Jimin cried on his shoulder and Yoongi kissed his hair and forehead nonstop while holding him close.
‘Jiminie, I don’t deserve this! I don’t deserve you! Please don’t love me so much, my heart can’t take it.’ Yoongi cried. It was all too overwhelming. Clearly they had a very strong connection, but Yoongi was not sure what that connection meant.
Jungkook really enjoyed the national holiday. He had such a great time at the family picnic. Most seniors in high school absolutely hated spending time with their family. But not Jeon Jungkook. Family was very important to him and he loved them all very much. Jungkook was a very kind and caring person at heart, he always had been. That’s why he was so sensitive and easily swayed. After having had sex with Yugyeom a couple of days back, he avoided Taehyung out of guilt. To his surprise, Taehyung hadn’t tried to meet up with him either. Jungkook worried that Yoongi might’ve had something to do with it. Despite Taehyung denying it, Jungkook knew they still kept in contact. Although he wouldn’t admit it, Jungkook started crushing out on Yugyeom again. Which made it somehow easier for him not to fixate over Taehyung like he usually would. Yugyeom had a way of making Jungkook feel special and appreciated. The morning after they had sex, Jungkook woke up to the most heart-warming text from him. *Good morning beautiful! I hope you slept well. God, you must have the most gorgeous smile on your face while reading this. I know we agreed that it would be just a one-time thing. But I need you to know that, that one time meant absolutely everything to me. You are so kind and special and beautiful and I love you so much Jeon Jungkook! Have a great day. Love, Yugyeom.* Because of that text, Jungkook blushed madly the entire day. He felt like a 12-year old girl with a crush. Yugyeom was so thoughtful and considerate and Jungkook loved every second of feeling cherished for once in his life. While happily texting with Yugyeom, Jungkook suddenly got a text from Taehyung. A sudden wave of panic crashed over him. He hadn’t heard from Taehyung in two days, then suddenly a text saying he should go over to his house. Reluctantly, Jungkook agreed to do so. It was already dark out when Jungkook got to Taehyung’s house. For some reason his instincts were screaming at him to leave. When Jungkook walked into his bedroom, he found Taehyung sitting at the edge of his bed, hunched over, rubbing his palms together, almost like he had been quietly waiting for Jungkook to get there. Once he closed the door behind him, Taehyung scoffed and looked up at him.
‘Kookie, how nice of you to show up.’ Taehyung smirked. Jungkook felt anxious, even more so when he saw a familiar black box on the floor next to Taehyung. When Taehyung noticed Jungkook’s panicked reaction, he let out a dark chuckle and pulled the box closer.
‘What are you doing with that?’ Jungkook asked softly, his voice trembling.
‘I was thinking we could play a game.’ Taehyung grinned, opening the box and taking out a “toy”. Jungkook’s eyes widened in fear.
‘Tae, I told you. I don’t like that stuff.’ Jungkook responded, looking away from the huge vibrator Taehyung was holding.
‘I know you don’t. But I figured you would agree to it tonight.’
‘Why would I agree to any of that kinky shit?’ Jungkook snapped. Taehyung sighed.
‘Remember how you said you wanna be a real couple? And how real couples talk about stuff? So why don’t we try that again. Let’s talk. Tell me, did you like Yugyeom’s dick in your ass?’ Taehyung questioned sarcastically.
‘How do you know about that?’ Jungkook slurred, trying not to pass out from fear and anxiety.
‘I know because you are just so FUCKING PREDICTABLE!’ He shouted.
‘What do you mean?’ Jungkook whispered, feeling the tears welling up.
‘Seriously Jungkook? Are you really that naïve?’ Taehyung sighed. ‘Why do you think I told Jimin about Yugyeom? What, you thought I was trying to play matchmaker? I knew something would happen between them if I just nudged Jimin in the right direction. Although I have to admit, it happened a lot sooner than I thought it would. But hey, that’s Park Hoe-min for ya.’ He added, chuckling at the last part.
‘So you wanted something to happen between them? Why?’ Jungkook demanded, starting to feel angry.
‘Because I wanted to see how you would react.’ Taehyung answered calmly with a smile.
‘Wait, you were testing me? It was all part of some stupid test?!’ Jungkook growled.
‘Yes, and you failed. I guess you don’t love me as much as you claim you do.’ Taehyung sighed.
‘Wait, no. Tae I’m sorry. It didn’t mean anything. I was just trying to get him out of my head.’ Jungkook apologized, getting on his knees in front of him.
‘By taking him in your ass?’ Taehyung retorted.
‘I know. It was a stupid thing to do. Please let me make it up to you?’ He begged, resting his forehead on Taehyung’s knee.
‘Well, that you can do. You know what I want.’ Taehyung stated firmly. Jungkook looked up at him with tears in his eyes. Reluctantly, he got up and got undressed. Taehyung took out some rope from his box and tied his hands behind his back. He made Jungkook stand in front of him, naked, with his legs spread apart.
‘Don’t move, don’t make a sound.’ Taehyung instructed as he lubed up the massive vibrator. Jungkook nodded. Although he felt humiliated, he wanted Taehyung to forgive him. He only prayed that it wouldn’t be too painful. Without warning, Taehyung shoved the entire vibrator in, making Jungkook wince in pain. Then he turned it on to the highest level and Jungkook let out a muffled scream. It was too overwhelming. With his hands tied behind his back, he had no way of maintaining his balance as the shock-waves made his legs tremble. But he knew that if he fell over or made a sound, Taehyung would only make his punishment more severe. Even though the pain was unbearable, his body had to react to the stimulation. Once he got hard, Taehyung started pushing the vibrator in deeper while stroking him.
‘Don’t moan. And if you cum, you’ll regret it.’ Taehyung warned, stroking him faster. Jungkook bit his lip and instinctively bucked his hips forward. He knew he was close. Taehyung was stroking him hard and fast while shoving the vibrator directly into his prostate.
‘AHH-FUCK!’ He screamed out, unable to fight off his orgasm.
‘Damn it Kookie! You don’t listen, do you!’ Taehyung snarled. ‘Clean this up.’ He ordered, moving his hand towards Jungkook’s mouth and making him lick his own cum off of it.
‘That’s right. You like your own taste baby?’ Taehyung smirked. After Jungkook licked him clean, Taehyung grabbed the rope around his wrists and threw him on the bed.
‘Face down, on your knees.’ Taehyung ordered. Jungkook did as he was told. Taehyung quickly undressed and positioned his throbbing member in front of Jungkook’s already abused hole. It was already a little swollen and Taehyung pressed two fingers against it, making Jungkook whimper softly. Then he grabbed on to the rope and started mercilessly fucking into him, tugging at the rope to pull him closer with every thrust.
‘Stop whining, I know you like this.’ Taehyung groaned, repeatedly stabbing into his prostate. Jungkook couldn’t take it. That massive vibrator left him feeling too sore and oversensitive. He was in too much pain. With his face buried in a pillow, he cried as Taehyung continued to relentlessly abuse his sore hole. After several more minutes of forceful pounding, Jungkook knew he would die if the abuse didn’t stop. So he mustered all the energy he had left and forcefully clenched his walls around Taehyung’s throbbing dick, forcing him to cum. The pain was excruciating but it was worth it when he felt Taehyung cum inside of him.
‘Ah fuck, Jungkook.’ Taehyung moaned, forced to ejaculate. ‘Damnit! I wanted this to last longer.’ He sighed. Then he turned Jungkook over so he was laying on his back. Only then did Taehyung notice that he had been crying. But Taehyung was too much in the zone so he didn’t care. To that effect, he pushed two of his fingers in Jungkook’s abused hole and smiled to himself as he swirled his cum around. After he pulled his cum-soaked fingers out, he forced them down Jungkook’s throat.
‘Tastes good right?’ He smirked, making Jungkook gag on his fingers.
‘Can I pass out now?’ Jungkook mumbled, almost drifting out of consciousness.
‘Nope. We’re not done here.’ Taehyung stated, getting up and walking towards his box. Jungkook’s eyes shot wide open upon hearing that. Then he pressed his legs together and started crying once Taehyung walked up to him with that shiny object.
‘No Tae, please don’t. Can we please just stop here?’ Jungkook begged, tears streaming down his face.
‘Relax, you can take it. It’s only 7 inches.’ Taehyung chuckled. Then he climbed on top of Jungkook and started rubbing the bullet vibrator against his tip. Jungkook cried and moaned and whimpered. Without wanting to, he got hard again. Once he was hard, Taehyung stopped so he could spread his legs apart.
‘No! Don’t put it in me!’ Jungkook objected, trying to wiggle away from him. But his hands were still tied behind his back and he was severely exhausted.
‘Stop moving! The second you cum, I’ll take it out, okay?’ Taehyung assured. Jungkook let out a sob and spread his legs. The cold metal was painfully stabbing into his overly abused hole and Jungkook just couldn’t endure it. Taehyung mercilessly rammed the thing in and out of him until Jungkook screamed out in more pain than pleasure when he came. After which he passed out, understandably.
A couple of hours later, Jungkook lay on his back, paralyzed from the pain and soreness. He blankly stared up at the ceiling as Taehyung caressed his hair and trailed his hand up and down his abdomen.
‘Tae, do you love me?’ Jungkook then posed, completely out of the blue. Taehyung then stopped the caressing and moved away from him.
‘Look, I know you do. I just want to hear you say it.’ Jungkook pressed, turning over to look at him.
‘Don’t be such a fucking girl Jungkook.’ Taehyung retorted.
‘Fine. Yugyeom loves me.’ He mumbled under his breath.
‘What the fuck did you just say?!’ Taehyung sneered, straddling him and staring into his eyes with rage.
‘You heard me!’ Jungkook countered.
‘You ever mention that bastard again and I’ll---’
‘You’ll what?! Brutally abuse me again?’ Jungkook interjected, tears forming in his eyes. Taehyung got off of him and sat up in bed, unable to look at him, unable to respond.
‘Why do you only want to hurt me?’ Jungkook whispered, chocking down a sob. Taehyung’s unresponsive state had him feeling outraged. He chose to ignore the excruciating pain and forced himself to stand up, only to fall to the floor. Taehyung then quickly rushed to him.
‘DON’T FUCKING TOUCH ME!’ He shouted in tears, burying his face in the palm of his hands and crying uncontrollably. Taehyung just sat beside him on the floor in silence. He knew he should say something, he just didn’t know what.
‘Kookie, please don’t cry. I shouldn’t have hurt you. I’m sorry.’ He apologized with genuine remorse. Jungkook then looked up at him and wiped his tears.
‘And?’ He gasped.
‘And what?’ Taehyung questioned, puzzled.
‘You’re sorry, and?’ Jungkook probed. Taehyung’s expression suddenly changed when he realized what Jungkook was getting at. Unable to say it, Taehyung turned his head away. But Jungkook needed him to confess his love. That was the only thing that could salvage the hot mess otherwise known as their relationship. Jungkook moved closer to him, waiting for a response. The voice in Taehyung’s head was screaming it out loud and clear. All he could hear himself think was, ‘I love you so much Jeon Jungkook! You mean everything to me! I can’t live without you! I want you, I need you, I love you! Jungkook, I love every fragment of your being! Please don’t ever leave me.’. Yet, he couldn’t say it.
‘That’s it. I’m sorry. Nothing more.’ He said instead, absolutely hating how broken he was. All he wanted was to tell him how he truly felt, he just couldn’t. Jungkook stared at him in pain and disappointment, after which he struggled to his feet, got dressed and stormed out in tears. The moment he left, Taehyung broke down in tears. Why couldn’t he just tell him? Why was he so damaged? After sobbing in the dark for two hours, Taehyung simply passed out. The last thing he remembered mumbling to himself in his broken-down state was, ‘Goodbye Jungkookie, I love you.’.
Why Tae? Just, why?... *listens to BTS- I Need U and cries*
Chapter 20: Confessions
Just some confessions. We could all use a little more truth.
Jin & Jimin
Jimin’s mother went back home to the capital the previous night, given that she works on Saturdays. Since it was the weekend and Jimin was hoping to have more “unplanned” interactions with Yoongi, he decided to stay back. But he wasn’t staying with his grandmother. It would be another weekend with his favorite cousin Jin and his fiancé Namjoon. Although Jimin loved spending time with Jin, he had ulterior motives that particular weekend for wanting to see him. There were certain things they needed to discuss. Upon arriving at their apartment that morning, he was welcomed with a hug and some delicious breakfast. They sat at the table and enjoyed their blueberry waffles with vanilla syrup, cheese omelets, bacon and sausages and lastly a fresh fruits salad. Jin loved cooking. And breakfast was after all the most important meal of the day. It was just Jin and Jimin at the table. Namjoon was nowhere to be seen.
‘Seokjinnie, where’s Namjoon?’ Jimin inquired while scooping more of the fruit salad onto his plate.
‘He’s in his study with…’ Jin halted. He wasn’t sure if Jimin could handle the confrontation. He was well-aware of what was going on in Jimin’s life. Jin felt like an idiot for letting it slip his mind.
‘Jin, who is he wi---’ Jimin’s heart skipped a beat when he saw Namjoon walking out of his office with Yoongi.
‘Jimin, good to see you again.’ Namjoon said, lying of course. ‘Yoongi, why don’t you join us for breakfast?’ He added, patting Yoongi’s shoulder. Then there was awkward silence for a few seconds.
‘Yes, Yoongi, do join us.’ Jimin offered with a soft smile. Yoongi smiled back and took a seat beside him. The four of them ate their breakfast in the most uncomfortable silence. After what felt like an eternity, although it had only been around 20 minutes, they all left the table. Yoongi had to leave for his part-time job. Jimin offered to walk out with him.
‘I feel like there’s so many things I wanna say to you, but now that we’re here, I can’t think of anything.’ Jimin sighed, frustrated.
‘There’s nothing left to say Jimin. I’ve told you everything.’ Yoongi acknowledged.
‘Can I ask you something?’ Jimin carefully posed.
‘Sure, let’s hear it.’ Yoongi replied. Whatever the question would be, Yoongi wasn’t the least bit anxious. He had already decided to be completely honest with Jimin and everyone else for that matter.
‘How do you feel about me?’ Jimin asked in a soft voice, feeling rather nervous.
‘Jiminie, I don’t know how to answer that. I can’t tell you what you really want to hear.’ Yoongi answered.
‘Then just tell me the truth. You know how I feel about you.’ Jimin probed.
‘Yes, I know how you feel. But I don’t feel the same way, I’m sorry. Don’t get me wrong, I really do care about you, a lot! It’s just not the same.’ Yoongi confessed. Jimin nodded, wiped his tears and then said goodbye, closing the door behind him. When he walked into the living room, Jin who was on his tablet, looked up and noticed that he had been crying.
‘Jiminie, come sit next me.’ Jin suggested, patting the empty space on the sofa. Jimin took the seat and without wanting to started crying again.
‘Chimmy, what happened with you and Yoongi? All I know is that he broke-up with you. But why?’ Jin inquired, rubbing his back.
‘He loves someone else and I cheated on him.’ Jimin confessed.
‘Well, that’s a bit complicated. Who did you cheat on him with?’ Jin asked, unable to hide his curiosity.
‘Jungkook. One of the guys that raped me. But it wasn’t like that. He’s actually a really good guy. He just made a mistake.’ Jimin explained. Jin’s eyes widened in both shock and disbelief. A part of him felt like he should tell Jimin about his interaction with the other guy that raped him. But Jimin already knew of it. Along with everything that Yoongi confessed to him the previous day, Jin’s night with Taehyung was not left out. Jimin was hoping that Jin would confess his mistake, but clearly he was wrong. So he had no choice but to outright ask him about it.
‘The other guy’s name is Taehyung. He was actually at your engagement party. Turns out, Namjoon knows him.’ Jimin continued. Jin started feeling early signs of a severe anxiety attack.
‘I had no idea Namjoon knew such despicable people.’ Jin blurted out, trying to feign his innocence.
‘Yes, despicable. Then again, you know him on a much more intimate level than Namjoon does.’ Jimin accused, his tone deep and serious. Jin froze for a few seconds, trying to process what he had just heard.
‘How do you know---’
‘How do I know that you let Kim Taehyung fuck your brains out?’ Jimin interjected. Before answering his own question, it dawned on him that he should leave out Yoongi’s involvement. That could jeopardize Yoongi’s working relationship with Namjoon. ‘Taehyung told me.’ He lied.
‘Well that’s great Jimin! Start fucking one of the guys that raped you and befriend the other. Great thinking, really!’ Jin countered sarcastically.
‘Oh listen to the judgement from the engaged guy who fucked some teenager!’ Jimin sneered. They were both upset with each other. After a few moments of enraged staring, Jin decided to be the bigger person.
‘Chim, I’m so sorry. I didn’t know who he was when I met him. But that doesn’t make it any less wrong. I know I made a horrible mistake. I’ve apologized to Namjoon and we’re okay now. So now, all that’s left is you and me. Are we okay too?’ Jin apologized sincerely. Jimin couldn’t stay mad at him. Jin was like an older brother to him.
‘We’re okay Jin. I’m sorry for what I said. I’ve made a lot of mistakes too. I had no right to blame you like that.’ Jimin apologized as well. After which they smiled at each other and hugged. Besides being cousins, they were also best friends and brothers. Nobody could mess with their unbreakable friendship.
Taehyung & Yoongi
Taehyung felt like he was positively losing his mind. There he was driving way past the speed limit, blasting loud EXO music, singing along to his favorite song Monster and drinking Vodka right from the bottle. If the police caught him, he would be in so much trouble. Thankfully, none were around. He was driving over to Yoongi’s house. After Jungkook broke-up with him that morning via text, that’s right, a fucking text, he had nothing short of a violent outburst. After crying, screaming and breaking everything in sight, he decided to go see Yoongi. While driving drunk, infuriated and frustrated, all he could think of was that text. While he had only read it once due to the fact that he broke his phone afterwards, the words were imprinted on his brain.
“ Taehyung, I love you more than I could ever put into words. Our relationship has never made much sense to anyone, not even to us. Maybe it’s because of the way things started between us. But I have forgiven you for that. I feel no anger and resentment towards you. All I feel for you is the kind of love where you completely surrender yourself to the other person. You truly are everything that I want. Somewhere along the way, I have lost myself in you. Without you, there is no me. Now that I know you don’t love me, and that you probably never did, I can’t go on anymore. I need to find myself again. If you can’t love me, then set me free. We both deserve more.
Love, Jungkookie ”
Upon reading that text, Taehyung felt so sad and broken that he couldn’t even reply. Even if he were to muster up the courage to reply, what would he even say? Being vulnerable was not his strong suit. So he decided to go and see Yoongi for advice. Now that Yoongi is suddenly a caring and sensitive person, Taehyung was sure he could help. When Yoongi opened the door to him, he immediately took a step back from the overwhelming scent of alcohol.
‘Tae, you been drinking?’ Yoongi asked, leading him to the living room.
‘Nah, just a little.’ He lied. But he was good at maintaining his composure when drunk. They took a seat across each other in awkward silence. Yoongi decided to break the ice.
‘So, what brings you here?’
‘I feel… confused.’ He slurred. Yoongi then realized that he had more than just a ‘little’ to drink.
‘Confused about what? How are things with Jungkook?’ He asked, choosing to ignore the fact that he was heavily intoxicated. That’s when Taehyung broke down in tears.
‘He broke up with me.’ He cried.
‘Tae, how did that happen? I’ve seen the way he looks at you. I can tell that he really loves you.’ Yoongi pointed out, trying to console him.
‘He thinks I don’t love him.’ Taehyung sniffed, wiping his tears.
‘Why does he think that? Of course you love him!’
‘He asked me to say it, and I just froze. I couldn’t tell him how much I love him and now he’s gone.’ Taehyung cried yet again, the alcohol making him all the more emotional. Yoongi let out a deep breath he didn’t even know he was holding in. So now Yoongi needs to help the guy he’s in love with, get back with the guy that he is in love with. How is any of this fair?
‘Tae, when did Jungkook break-up with you?’ He asked, ignoring his own frustrations. He loved Taehyung. So if he needed his help, then he would get it.
‘This morning.’ He replied, calming down a bit. Yoongi started laughing upon which Taehyung gave him a puzzled look.
‘Tae, there’s still time. You can get him back. Just call him and tell him how you feel!’ Yoongi encouraged.
‘Yes! You’re right! Can I borrow your phone? I broke mine.’
‘Sure, you can use my phone. But sober up a bit before you call him. I’m gonna make you some coffee.’ Yoongi offered. As Yoongi walked towards the kitchen, Taehyung couldn’t help but stare at him fondly. If Yoongi was always like that, Taehyung was certain that they would be planning their marriage by then.
‘Here you go, drink up.’ Yoongi said with a smile, handing him a cup of steaming hot coffee.
‘Thanks Yoongi. I still can’t believe how much you’ve changed.’ Taehyung noted.
‘Tae… I have to confess something. And I’m not telling you this to confuse you or get you to change your mind. I just feel you should know.’ Yoongi stated in a serious tone. Taehyung felt slightly anxious, but moreover he was curious.
‘Okay, go ahead.’ He responded, taking a sip of coffee.
‘I was there that night. The night you…’ He halted and looked away, feeling the tears welling up.
‘What do you mean you were there?’ Taehyung probed, his voice trembling.
‘After you sent me those texts, I didn’t know how to respond. I had a lot of my own shit going on you know. But I just felt awful for ignoring you and after you sent me that text that said “GOODBYE”, that’s when I realized that something was wrong. So I rushed to your hotel and when I got to your room, I found you there, laying on the floor, bleeding and unconscious.’ Yoongi confessed, after which he broke down in tears remembering that awful night.
‘I can’t believe you were actually there.’ Taehyung cried, unable to contain his emotions.
‘How do you think you got to the hospital?’
‘My dad said someone from the hotel called an ambulance.’ Taehyung replied, a puzzled look on his face.
‘No, that’s just what I asked the hotel manager to say. When I saw you like that, I broke down in tears but somehow managed to make the call. Then I held you close and cried over you. As soon as the paramedics arrived, I left before they could see me.’ Yoongi confessed. Taehyung was downright sobbing at that point.
‘So… you were there when I needed you.’ He cried.
‘No Tae, I wasn’t. I was too late.’ He admitted, lowering his head and crying.
‘Why didn’t you tell me before?’
‘I didn’t think it would matter.’ Yoongi noted.
‘Then why tell me now?’ Taehyung probed.
‘You wanted to know how I’m so different. Seeing you in that state… it was like I stopped breathing. Without you, I can’t breathe.’ Yoongi said, whispering the last part. Taehyung swiftly climbed into his lap and started kissing him aggressively. Without meaning to, Yoongi pulled him closer and deepened the kiss.
‘Tae, we shouldn’t do this.’ Yoongi breathed while Taehyung trailed wet kisses along his jawline and neck. But Taehyung simply smiled when he grinded down on him, feeling his erection.
‘Just one last time?’ Taehyung begged. Before Yoongi could object again, Taehyung smashed their lips together.
‘Tae, wait. Just stop okay. This will only complicate things. You have a good thing with Jungkook. So fix it.’ Yoongi counseled. Taehyung was about to say something but was interrupted by a sudden knock on the front door. Yoongi gently lifted Taehyung off him so he could answer it. They both wondered who it could be so late. Taehyung’s eyes widened upon seeing Hoseok walk in. At first Hoseok seemed puzzled but then he kindly smiled at him.
‘Kim Taehyung! Hi, what brings you here?’ Hoseok asked with a sunshine smile. Then he took a seat next to Taehyung. Yoongi sat across them, feeling rather confused and suspicious.
‘I’m sorry, how do you two know each other?’ Yoongi inquired, glancing at Taehyung.
‘Taehyung asked me to work with him on an assignment, but he never brought me the contract. So then how do you two know each other?’ Hoseok asked, glancing at them both.
‘We used to date.’ Yoongi answered.
‘We were in love.’ Taehyung corrected, giving Yoongi a stern look. His reaction set Yoongi off.
‘Really? You stopped loving me! I never did! I still love you Taehyung!’ Yoongi snapped, almost shouting.
‘Oh that’s what we’re doing?! Why were you pushing me away just now when I was trying to have sex with you? Because you love me so much?’ Taehyung sneered.
‘You want me to fuck you? Oh, I’ll fuck you. But then what Tae? Stop being such an impulsive child!’ Yoongi scolded. Hoseok blankly stared at them, awkwardly forced to witness that K-drama.
‘I think I should go.’ Hoseok said, getting up.
‘No, you don’t have to leave. Why did you come over?’ Yoongi asked kindly, taking his hand. Seeing Yoongi being kind and affectionate towards Hoseok bothered Taehyung.
‘Um, I was hoping we could talk in private.’ Hoseok insisted, glancing at Taehyung.
‘No fucking way! You two? That’s just great.’ Taehyung scoffed, surprised and somewhat furious.
‘Why does it even bother you?’ Yoongi growled.
‘It doesn’t. Do whatever you want. Can I use your phone now?’ Taehyung asked with a blank expression. Yoongi gave it to him after which he left the room.
‘So you’re in love with Taehyung, not Jimin. Is that why you broke-up with me?’ Hoseok asked with a saddened expression.
‘Look, it’s complicated. I just wanna be on my own for a while. I’m sorry.’ Yoongi explained.
‘Does Taehyung still work with Mr. Namjoon? I never heard back from him about the contract.’ Hoseok inquired.
‘Hobi, do yourself a favor and stay away from both Taehyung and Namjoon. Whatever they’re involved in, it’s all bad. And Tae doesn’t even work with him anymore. I told him not to. You should do the same.’ Yoongi warned. Hoseok nodded in agreement.
Taehyung was in Yoongi’s bedroom. He had rehearsed what he was going to say before dialing the number. Then after saying it 5 times in a row, he mustered up all the courage he had and dialed Jungkook’s number. His heart was racing, his throat felt dry, his palms were sweaty. It was now or never Taehyung! After ringing a couple of times, someone answered.
‘Hello? Who is this?’ The receiver kindly inquired. Taehyung’s expression suddenly changed as he felt his heart shatter into a million pieces. He hung up the phone then wiped the tears that started streaming down his face. Resembling a hurt little puppy, he walked out.
‘Tae? What happened?’ Yoongi asked, worried upon seeing Taehyung so sad.
‘I was too late.’ He answered mechanically then put the phone on the table and left. Yoongi wanted to follow him but Taehyung stopped him. He just wanted to be alone.
Jungkook & Yugyeom
‘Gyeomie, who was that on the phone?’ Jungkook asked, walking out of the shower wearing nothing but a towel wrapped around his waist. Before Yugyeom could respond, he had to take a few seconds to admire Jungkook’s gorgeous body. He downright resembled the Korean version of a Greek God!
‘Oh, um, I don’t know. I asked but the caller hung-up. It’s an unregistered number.’ He answered, lustfully staring at Jungkook’s muscular perfection.
‘Okay, if it’s important, I’m sure they’ll call again.’
Jungkook then removed the towel around his waist and started drying his hair with it. Yugyeom felt his dick get hard as he stared at his naked body. In that moment, all he wanted was to get on his knees and start sucking him off.
‘Uh… Kook, why did you call me over?’ Yugyeom asked softly, his painful erection making it hard for him to concentrate properly.
‘Gimme a sec.’ Jungkook replied, walking up to his closet and taking out a pair of white, silk boxers. After putting them on very slowly and sensually, he walked towards Yugyeom who was still lustfully staring at him and took a seat next to him on the bed. Then they both stared at each other lustfully.
‘Uh…Kook… uh, why, why did you, uh, c-call me over?’ Yugyeom stuttered nervously. I mean nothing but white, silk boxers?! Jeon Jungkook, are you trying to get pregnant?!
‘There’s something I have to confess.’ Jungkook said with his gaze lowered.
‘Okay, what’s up?’ Yugyeom questioned curiously, shifting around due to the discomfort of his erection.
‘First of all, I broke-up with Taehyung. For real this time.’ Jungkook admitted, looking up at him.
‘Okay, don’t take this the wrong way, but I’m not buying it. Somehow you always end up back with him.’ Yugyeom countered. Jungkook’s expression changed. He seemed really sad.
‘Yugyeom, he doesn’t love me. I thought he did, but he doesn’t. So it’s really over this time.’ Jungkook explained, fighting back his tears. He had already cried for what felt like 10 years.
‘Are you really sure?’ Yugyeom probed.
‘Yes.’ Jungkook confirmed. ‘Not to sound pathetic, but I just want someone to love me.’ He added.
‘Kook, that’s not pathetic. Everyone wants love.’ Yugyeom consoled, taking his hand and squeezing it tight.
‘You love me, right?’ Jungkook asked, looking at him like a cute bunny. Yugyeom grabbed his face and kissed him passionately. Jungkook didn’t hesitate in pulling him on top of him and wrapping his legs around him.
‘Jungkook, I love you so much.’ He breathed. Jungkook then blushed and kissed him again. Suddenly Yugyeom stopped the kiss and stood up.
‘What’s wrong?’ Jungkook asked, puzzled. Yugyeom simply smiled and took all of his clothes off. Then he pulled Jungkook to his feet.
‘As much as I want to fuck you for wearing these slutty boxers, let’s try something new.’ Yugyeom suggested.
‘What do you mean?’ Jungkook asked, still confused.
‘I want you to top.’ Yugyeom answered with a blush. Jungkook’s eyes widened in disbelief.
‘Um… um, I…uh, maybe, what?’ Jungkook mumbled, at a complete loss for words. Yugyeom started laughing.
‘Jungkook, I know you top sometimes. You’re a switch right?’
‘Yeah, I am… but, have you ever bottomed?’ Jungkook asked anxiously.
‘Honestly, no, I haven’t.’ He confessed. Jungkook was frozen for a few seconds, processing.
‘Wait, you want me to be your first?’ Jungkook inquired, incredulous.
‘Yeah, I do. I couldn’t be yours… so maybe you could be mine.’ Yugyeom explained with a smile. Jungkook felt nervous. He had never been anyone’s first before. Also the warm sentiment was tugging at his heart. Did Yugyeom really love him that much?
‘Gyeomie, I’ve never been someone’s first. I don’t wanna hurt you.’ Jungkook admitted.
‘Kook, I trust you. It’ll be just fine, okay?’ Yugyeom assured. Reluctantly, Jungkook nodded and went to get a bottle of lube. While waiting, Yugyeom got on the bed, lay on his back and spread his legs, which was the first time he was ever in that position. When Jungkook started walking towards him with a bottle of lube, Yugyeom lifted his legs and held them up, revealing his untouched pink pucker. Jungkook’s eyes widened at the sight of it as his heart started racing. Carefully, he knelt on the ground before him and pulled him a little closer.
‘Okay sir, lube me up.’ Yugyeom chuckled.
‘First things first.’ Jungkook breathed.
‘AH-FUCK!’ Yugyeom exclaimed once he felt Jungkook’s tongue on his rim. That was the first time he ever had that happen to him.
‘Ah…ah-ah… feels so good…fuck!’ Yugyeom moaned like a virgin in heat upon feeling Jungkook’s tongue penetrating him. It felt so wet and warm and it sent pleasurable electricity up his spine.
‘You taste so fucking good.’ Jungkook breathed. Yugyeom felt so much pre-cum dripping out of his twitching cock when Jungkook said that.
‘Kook, if you don’t stop, that alone will make me cum.’ Yugyeom whispered, the pleasure making his voice quake. Jungkook then stopped and lubed up a finger.
‘We’ll start slow okay. If it hurts, just tell me and I’ll stop.’ Jungkook instructed.
‘Yes sir.’ Yugyeom teased, both of them chuckling afterwards.
‘Stop calling me sir. This isn’t 50 shades of bullshit.’ Jungkook chuckled. Then he started rubbing his lubed-up finger against Yugyeom’s rim.
‘Hmm, then what should I call you? Daddy? Oppa?’ Yugyeom teased further. Jungkook simply smirked at him and shoved his finger in.
‘AH!’ Yugyeom yelled. If just 1 finger hurt that much, what would a fully erect cock feel like?!
‘Try to relax. Don’t clench.’ Gay-sex-educator Jeon Jungkook instructed. After several seconds of slow fingering, Jungkook added another finger.
‘AH!... Kook it hurts.’ Yugyeom protested, holding in his tears. Jungkook then pulled his fingers out and added more lube. After which he slowly inserted them again, making Yugyeom flinch from the pain.
‘Deep breaths. It’ll ease up. I can already feel you relaxing.’ Jungkook assured. While gently fingering him, he suddenly chuckled.
‘What’s so funny?’ Yugyeom asked, popping his head up.
‘Am I about to take your butt-virginity?’ Jungkook chuckled. Yugyeom started sniggering.
‘Yes Jeon Jungkook, please take my ass-virginity.’ He laughed out loud, making Jungkook laugh loudly as well. After a couple more minutes of fingering, Yugyeom was stretched and relaxed. Quite eagerly, Jungkook lubed up his member and positioned it before Yugyeom’s moist, prepped, virgin hole.
‘You ready?’ He asked. Yugyeom took a deep breath and nodded. Jungkook slowly thrust his length in. The tightness felt so overwhelming. Once he was all the way in, he held still for a few seconds, so Yugyeom could adjust to his size.
‘Fuck Gyeomie, you’re so fucking tight.’ He moaned. ‘Does it hurt?’ He asked.
‘No, it’s fine.’ He lied. It hurt like hell! But he wanted Jungkook to fuck him. He just wanted to show Jungkook how much he loved him. Being the bisexual top Yugyeom is, he was never interested in being penetrated. He was the one always doing the penetrating. Just the mere idea of “taking dick in his ass” greatly unsettled him. But if it meant learning to take some dick every now and then for Jungkook, then you best believe he would learn how to take it. However, when Jungkook started thrusting, Yugyeom literally started crying.
‘AH! No-No-No, AH! STOP!’ Yugyeom screamed out, tears shooting out of his eyes. Jungkook immediately pulled out. He looked down at Yugyeom who was crying and breathing loudly.
‘Gyeomie, I’m so sorry. Look, we’re done here okay?’ Jungkook soothed.
‘No, Kookie, I don’t wanna stop. Maybe just… I don’t know. More prep? And more lube?’ Yugyeom suggested. But Jungkook was reluctant. He didn’t want to hurt him again.
‘Let’s just stop here tonight.’ Jungkook stated firmly.
‘Damn it Kook! Will you just fuck my ass?!’ Yugyeom commanded. Triggered by his reaction, Jungkook knelt back in front of him and lubed up 3 of his fingers. He looked up at him, arched an eyebrow then shoved his fingers in.
‘AH-FUCK!’ Yugyeom cried, throwing his head back.
‘Give it a minute, It’ll start to feel really good soon.’ Jungkook assured, fingering him hard and fast. And he was right. Not even a minute later, Yugyeom let out a loud gasp when Jungkook found his spot.
‘Ah… Ah-fuck! Right there! Harder!’ Yugyeom moaned as Jungkook hit a spot he didn’t even know he had. ‘Okay…okay, fuck me. I’m ready.’ Yugyeom breathed. Jungkook lubed up his member again and carefully thrust it in. Although it still hurt, the pleasure overpowered it. Yugyeom arched his back and rolled his hips as Jungkook fucked his “virginity” away.
‘Ah Kookie! So good!... Ah-Ah!... Fuck!’ Yugyeom moaned, pulling Jungkook on top of him and digging his nails into his back. Jungkook kept a slow and steady pace since it was Yugyeom’s “first” time, but all he wanted was to abuse his tight hole. It felt too good to resist, but he had to.
‘Ah, Jungkookie! Fuck me harder!’ Yugyeom moaned. That was the confirmation Jungkook was waiting for. In just a split second, he shifted into beast-mode and started drilling his hardened length into Yugyeom’s tight hole.
‘Ah-Ah-Ah! Kook… AH!... Fuck, there! Yes there!’ Yugyeom moaned loudly as Jungkook repeatedly stabbed into his prostate. He had no idea penetration could feel so pleasurable. Jungkook was practically drowning in mild-altering pleasure. Fucking into the boy who loved him so much felt so satisfying. Feeling that familiar buildup, Jungkook started stroking Yugyeom’s dripping length, wanting him to cum first. Once Jungkook started simultaneously jerking him off and brutally pounding into him, Yugyeom felt his eyes roll back in his head. The pleasure felt so overwhelming. Having both his front and back stimulated was like discovering new realms of pleasure. Every nerve in his body coiled in pure pleasure.
‘Kook, I’m gonna cum! Ah, fuck… AAAHHH!’ Yugyeom screamed out in pleasure as he came hard, clenching his walls around Jungkook’s throbbing dick.
‘Ah-fuck…ah, mmph.’ Jungkook released inside of him, filling him up to the brim.
After they cleaned up, they lay next to each other and stared up at the ceiling.
‘Kook, I’m glad you were my first. Well, kind of first.’ Yugyeom said with a smile, looking at Jungkook who seemed lost in thoughts.
‘Uh, yeah. Me too.’ He replied, looking at him with a strained smile.
‘Look, we can just take our time. No need to make too much of a big deal out of it.’ Yugyeom assured. Jungkook nodded.
After Yugyeom dozed off, Jungkook quietly got out of bed and went to his bathroom, locking the door behind him. Then he crashed to the bathroom floor and started sobbing uncontrollably. All he felt was pain. ‘Fuck you Kim Taehyung! Why can’t you just love me?’ , he thought and wept until he passed out on the floor.
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Chapter 21: Holding On To You
The plot thickens.
This chapter is not exactly smutty.
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
It was a bright Monday morning, but Jungkook never felt more depressed. As he stood in his shower, letting the warm water pour over him, all he could think about was Taehyung. While it was fun and distracting to get caught up with Yugyeom the past couple of days, Jungkook realized that he was just using Yugyeom as an escape. In all honesty, Jungkook did care about him. But Taehyung was the one he loved, the only one he had ever loved. Despite everything that happened, Jungkook was still holding on to him. Eventually he had to admit that a part of him, an integral part, would always hold on to Kim Taehyung. The idea of having to attend school and seeing Taehyung again. Jungkook wasn’t sure if he could handle it. Being lost in thoughts, he didn’t notice the door sliding open and Yugyeom entering the shower. It was only when he felt his arms wrapped around his waist that he snapped back to reality.
‘Can I shower in peace?’ Jungkook insisted, slightly turning around to face him. Yugyeom just smiled and started kissing the back of his neck and his shoulders. Before Jungkook could object, Yugyeom pushed his tip in his already abused hole. The previous night consisted of them having sex on every surface of Jungkook’s spacious bedroom. Unwillingly, Jungkook closed his eyes and let it happen. Due to the water pouring over them, Yugyeom couldn’t notice the endless flow of tears streaming down Jungkook’s face. He wasn’t crying because it hurt, even though it did, rather he was crying because he simply didn’t want it to happen anymore. All he wanted was Taehyung.
After Yugyeom was done brutally fucking into Jungkook a couple of times, he returned to the bedroom to let Jungkook finish his shower. Then it occurred to him that he hadn’t checked in yet. He was supposed to send a progress update. Swiftly, he grabbed his phone and sent the message.
*Message successfully delivered to 김남준 !
It was recess and Jimin was sitting in the cafeteria by himself. It had been a rather overwhelming past few days. He blankly stared at his food as thoughts of Yoongi dominated his mind. Then someone suddenly pulled out the chair next to him and took a seat. When he turned his head to see who it was, his cheek was met with a soft pair of lips.
‘Hey Jimin, you okay?’ Yugyeom asked with a smile, placing his tray on the table.
‘Hi Yugyeom. I’m fine.’ He replied callously.
‘You don’t think I’m ignoring you, right?’ Yugyeom inquired.
‘No, not at all. We’ve both been kind of busy.’ Jimin admitted. Before either of them could say anything else, Jungkook pulled out the chair across Jimin and took a seat, carefully placing his tray on the table.
‘Hey Jimin.’ Jungkook greeted, nervously smiling at him. Jimin was about to say something but Yugyeom abruptly leaned across the table and kissed Jungkook. Jimin stared at them both in surprise and disbelief as they kissed for several seconds.
‘Well, this is new.’ Jimin pointed out after they broke the kiss.
‘I know, isn’t it great.’ Yugyeom blushed, then taking a bite out of his sandwich. Jimin glanced at Jungkook who seemed preoccupied.
‘Kook, what about Tae?’ Jimin inquired, a puzzled look on his face. Jungkook seemed to be on the verge of tears, so Yugyeom purposefully changed the topic.
‘Jimin, is it true that Tae dated your ex-boyfriend? You know, the one you’re still in love with.’ Yugyeom asked, not a hint of empathy in his tone of voice.
‘Gyeomie, why are you asking him that? It’s none of our business.’ Jungkook interposed upon noticing Jimin’s saddened expression.
‘So how many people has Tae dated exactly?’ Yugyeom smirked. ‘Gonna get a soda, be right back.’ He added, then walked away towards the vending machine. Jimin and Jungkook stared at each other in awkward silence for a few seconds before Jungkook decided to break the ice.
‘So I guess we’re both in love with people who don’t return our feelings.’ He sighed.
‘Jungkook, what the hell are you talking about? Taehyung loves you.’ Jimin inferred, looking at Jungkook with confusion and judgement.
‘No he doesn’t Jimin.’ Jungkook countered, anger rising up in him.
‘Yes he does! He told me!’ Jimin remarked, somewhat surprised to be defending Taehyung of all people. Jungkook gazed across the room, trying hard to hold back his tears.
‘Why can’t he just tell me then?’ He noted in a soft tone.
‘I don’t know. Maybe he’s scared. He’s been through a lot of pain and disappointment in life.’ Jimin reasoned, still surprised to be defending Taehyung. Jungkook started to feel enraged.
‘Since when are you two such close friends?’ Jungkook snapped. Jimin shot him a dark glare, got up and walked away. He had enough of his own problems. So he sure as hell wasn’t going to provide anyone with relationship counseling. Especially if they were going to be insensitive jerks about it.
At the end of the day, Jimin was slowly walking out, still lost in thoughts of Yoongi. Even if Yoongi didn’t return his feelings, Jimin couldn’t help but hold on to him. No matter how hard he tried to get over him, his heart would always belong to Min Yoongi. While walking through the parking lot, he saw Taehyung leaning against his car and texting. The look on his face was enough to make anyone cry. Despite himself, Jimin decided to approach him.
‘Hey Tae, you okay?’ Jimin asked with genuine concern. Taehyung looked up and softly smiled at him.
‘Yeah, just texting Yoongi.’ He replied. Jimin froze for a second. Since Taehyung and Jungkook were no longer together, could that mean that Taehyung would get back with Yoongi? They did share a lot of history. And Yoongi was after all still in love with him. Taehyung noticed his startled and somewhat anxious expression.
‘Relax, it’s not like that. He’s just checking up on me.’ Taehyung reassured. Jimin could literally feel his heart beating again.
‘Oh okay, good. Oh and did you see that we got a perfect score on our history assignment?’ Jimin informed, trying to cheer him up a little.
‘Really? Nice! Guess we make a pretty good team Park.’ Taehyung smiled, winking at him afterwards. Then they both chuckled for a few seconds.
‘Tae, what happened with Jungkook?’ Jimin asked, his curiosity getting the best of him. Taehyung suddenly lowered his gaze and frowned.
‘Doesn’t matter. He’s with Yugyeom now. Like he was supposed to be.’ Taehyung responded, letting out a deep sigh.
‘Look, I don’t know what happened with you three, but Jungkook loves you. Yugyeom is just an escape. Tae, just tell him how you feel.’ Jimin encouraged.
‘People keep telling me to do that. But I don’t think it matters anymore.’ He sighed, a blank look on his face. Jimin then suddenly decided to drastically change the topic.
‘So, you fucked my cousin Jin?’ Jimin demanded, crossing his arms. Taehyung then popped his head up and pressed his lips into a thin line.
‘Yeah, that was a mistake. I’m sorry. Yoongi just needed something to hold over Namjoon and he used me to get it.’ Taehyung confessed. Jimin had to hide his extreme shock upon hearing his confession. That was brand new information! What was Yoongi up to? What was Namjoon up to? What the hell was happening?! The only reason Taehyung said it was because he assumed Yoongi had confessed everything to Jimin already.
‘I see. And are you still involved with that?’ Jimin probed carefully, pretending to be well-aware of what he was referring to.
‘No, I’m not. But Yoongi still is. Honestly, I don’t trust Namjoon. He’s kinda shady.’ Taehyung admitted. Jimin simply stood there and masked his shock and frustration. It dawned on him that he and Yoongi definitely needed to have another talk.
‘Okay good. That’s smart. Get out while you can.’ Jimin blurted out, surprised at his own acting skills. Taehyung let out a deep breath and nodded.
‘So what’s up with you and Yoongi?’ He asked, changing the topic.
‘Nothing. He cares about me, but you’re the one he loves.’ Jimin replied, masking his resentment.
‘Jimin, Yoongi doesn’t love me anymore. He just feels guilty for what happened to me. He thinks that pain and guilt means love, but it doesn’t. Trust me, you’re the guy for him and he knows it. You just gotta give him some time to actually figure it out.’ Taehyung rationalized.
‘Don’t do that, okay. Just don’t. I’m trying to get over him. So don’t mess with my head.’ Jimin stated, frustrations rising up.
‘I’m not trying to mess with you. I know Yoongi, a lot better than you do. And this is how he gets when he loves someone but can’t come to terms with it.’ Taehyung explained. Jimin felt tears welling up in his eyes at Taehyung mentioning that Yoongi might love him back. With nothing left to say, they smiled at each other and went their separate ways.
Hoseok was never one to listen to reason. He had a mind of his own. Never did he let anyone tell him what to do. Despite the fact that Yoongi told him not to get involved with Namjoon, he still agreed to meet with him. He patiently waited in the café where Namjoon agreed to meet him with the contract. While stalking Yoongi on social media, he suddenly looked up to notice Namjoon approaching his table.
‘Hello Hoseok.’ Namjoon said with a charming smile, taking a seat across him. Hoseok felt nervous. Since he knew of Namjoon’s reputation, he had every reason to be.
‘Hello Mr. Kim.’ He responded with a forced smile, trying to mask his anxiety.
‘Here’s the contract, read it carefully before signing.’ Namjoon stated in a firm tone, wasting no time in sliding the contract across the table.
‘Um, is any of this illegal?’ Hoseok inquired. Namjoon raised an eyebrow and smirked at him.
‘Like I said, read it carefully. I’ll be in touch.’ He remarked, after which he got up and left. The first thing Hoseok noticed while glancing through the contract was the name Kim Group of Companies, Seoul, South Korea. Wasn’t that Taehyung’s father’s company?
It was late at night and Yoongi was on the phone arguing with Namjoon.
‘I am not involving him in this!’ Yoongi stated firmly.
‘Just get him to cooperate! That’s all I ask!’ Namjoon countered.
‘He doesn’t want to!’ Yoongi snapped.
‘For crying out loud Yoongi! You could just do the easy thing and fuck some sense into him!’ Namjoon remarked. Yoongi closed his eyes and let out a sigh. It would all be too easy since Taehyung was already on his way over.
‘Yoongi, still there?’ Namjoon checked.
‘I gotta go, he’ll be here soon.’
‘Alright, give it to him good.’ Namjoon smirked then hung up. Not a minute later and Taehyung was already knocking on his door. Before answering, Yoongi had already decided not to go through with it. He was done manipulating people. But the second he opened the door, Taehyung smashed their lips together.
‘Please Yoongi, just fuck me. I don’t wanna hurt anymore.’ Taehyung pleaded, tears streaming down his face. Yoongi took him by the hand and led him to his bedroom.
‘Tae, let’s just talk. I still think you should just tell Jungkook how you feel.’ Yoongi suggested, taking a seat next to him on the bed.
‘But he’s with someone else now.’ Taehyung sighed, his head lowered.
‘How is that even possible? It’s only been two fucking days?!’ Yoongi barked, incredulous.
‘He was already seeing him before we broke up.’ Taehyung explained. Yoongi saw the pain in his eyes and it was killing him. So he decided to try and make him feel better.
‘Fine, you wanna do it?’ He offered. Taehyung immediately popped his head up and looked at him.
‘No, you’re right. Your dick in my ass won’t make me feel better.’ Taehyung sighed, lowering his head again.
‘Then how ‘bout your dick in my ass?’ Yoongi offered. Taehyung could feel his dick twitching in response. After all the times he had begged Yoongi to top while they were still together, could he finally get what he had always wanted? But then something dawned on him. Yoongi was offering him something he had always wanted, yet all he could think about was Jungkook. Even in his worst mood, amidst all the pain and frustration, Jungkook was the only person he wanted. Despite everything, Jeon Jungkook would be the one he would always hold on to. So he respectfully declined.
* 김남준 = Kim Nam Joon ;)
* The hell Yugyeom?! What are you up to?!!
Chapter 22: Unrequited/Requited
Yoongi struggles to make sense of his feelings for Jimin.
Taehyung and Jungkook have an intense talk.
Grab tissues VKookers.
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Yoongi felt slightly anxious as he stood in the elevator. He stared out in front of him, trying to avoid eye-contact with the girl standing next to him. Despite the fact that it was just the two of them in there, she stood rather close to him. And every now and then she would furtively glance at him. Yoongi could tell she was trying to get his attention. All he felt like doing was turn towards her and say, ‘Bitch, I’m gay!’, but of course he didn’t. The attention-seeking girl however was not the reason he felt anxious. The anxiety had to do with him having to stay in the capital for a week. Namjoon rented him an apartment. That’s where he was currently headed. Another reason he felt anxious was because Namjoon would be waiting for him. Strangely enough, he didn’t feel anxious about missing an entire week of school. When he got to the 12th floor, he quickly walked out the elevator, disappointing that poor girl and headed to his apartment. The second he opened the door he saw Namjoon sitting on the couch, waiting for him.
‘Good, you’re here. So what do you think? Think you’ll be comfortable here?’ Namjoon asked, getting up. Yoongi quickly gazed around the place. He had to admit that it was quite luxurious.
‘Yeah, I think I’ll be fine.’ He replied callously, masking his enthusiasm.
‘Okay. So then, you’re all clear on the plan?’
‘Yep, got it. We’re all good.’
‘Excellent. Oh, just one more thing. You’re here to do a job so I would appreciate it if you didn’t let anything or anyone distract you.’ Namjoon urged, giving him a stern look.
‘Relax, there’s nothing going on between me and Taehyung anymore.’ Yoongi retorted, somewhat triggered.
‘I’m not talking about him. I meant Park Jimin.’ Namjoon pressed, crossing his arms.
‘There is definitely nothing going on with him, trust me.’ Yoongi informed.
‘Oh please Yoongi. It’s so obvious that you’re desperately in love with him.’
‘I am not in love with him.’ Yoongi gritted, throwing him a dark glare. But even as he said out loud, he felt doubtful. A part of him didn’t believe the words coming out of his own mouth.
‘Well good! Because I’m pretty sure he’s already over you.’ Namjoon scoffed, making Yoongi scowl at him. Before either of them could say anything else, the doorbell rang. ‘Ah, right on time!’ Namjoon added, walking to the door. Yoongi carefully watched as Namjoon opened the door to a very handsome guy. He tried not to stare too obviously as they walked towards him.
‘Min Yoongi, this is Kim Yugyeom, my latest recruit.’ Namjoon said with a smile, patting Yugyeom’s shoulder. Reluctantly, Yoongi shook his hand.
‘Recruit for what?’ Yoongi inquired in a serious tone, suspicion creeping in.
‘That is for me to know. But I thought it would interest you to know that he managed to fuck Jimin quite a few times.’ Namjoon grinned, making Yugyeom smirk. ‘Quite recently actually.’ Namjoon added. Yoongi shot Yugyeom a dark glare.
‘You’re lying.’ Yoongi growled, staring into Namjoon’s soul, fuming.
‘I’m not lying.’ Namjoon defended.
‘I really did fuck him. He moaned and begged for my cock like a bitch in heat.’ Yugyeom smirked proudly. On impulse, Yoongi leaped forwards and grabbed Yugyeom by the collar, ready to choke the life out of him.
‘Alright, hey, calm down.’ Namjoon mediated, pulling Yoongi off of Yugyeom.
‘Did you put him up to this?’ Yoongi demanded, ready to choke the life out of Namjoon as well.
‘I swear, I didn’t.’ He lied. ‘Look, take some time, relax, cool down and then get to work. I’ll be in touch. Yugyeom and I will be on our way.’ He added, tugging Yugyeom’s arm and then walking out together. Yoongi felt infuriated and what made it worse is that he didn’t even understand why.
Namjoon and Yugyeom stood in the elevator.
‘Do I need to fuck Jimin again?’ Yugyeom inquired, unsure as to why Namjoon wanted him to meet Yoongi.
‘No. That would complicate things. Stick to your current assignment.’ Namjoon instructed.
Hoseok was on his way to the apartment Namjoon instructed him to go to. He felt so excited to be spending a few days in the capital. The assignment Namjoon had him working on was difficult to say the least. At least he could take comfort in the fact that he would be sharing an apartment with Yoongi for a few days. As he stood in front of the door, he felt a rush of excitement. Anxiously, he rang the doorbell.
‘Hoseok? What are you doing here?’ Yoongi asked, puzzled. They then walked in together and took a seat on the living room sofa.
‘Didn’t Namjoon tell you I’d be coming over?’ Hoseok inquired, just as puzzled.
‘No. He said someone would be coming over. Damnit Hoseok, didn’t I tell you not to get involved with him?’ Yoongi reprimanded.
‘That’s a little hypocritical don’t you think?’ Hoseok countered.
‘I don’t work for him. Unlike you, I know what I’m getting myself into.’ Yoongi retorted. Hoseok then rolled his eyes and sighed. After which he moved closer to Yoongi.
‘Fine, let’s just not argue over it. Since we’ll be spending a few days together, why don’t we make the most of it?’ Hoseok suggested, seductively stroking Yoongi’s thigh.
‘I told you, I just wanna be alone right now.’ Yoongi declined in a soft tone, trying not to succumb to the stimulation.
‘I’m not asking you to marry me.’ Hoseok chuckled.
‘Then what are you asking?’ Yoongi asked, staring into his eyes.
‘I’m asking you to fuck me.’ Hoseok replied in a seductive tone, moving his hand up his thigh and palming his crotch. Yoongi couldn’t resist any longer. He pushed him back and climbed on top of him, kissing him aggressively. Hoseok started moaning and eagerly pulling him closer, desperately craving more of his aggressive touch. Without breaking the kiss, Yoongi lifted him up and carried him to the bedroom. As soon as they got there, they began simultaneously kissing and undressing. Yoongi felt partly guilty for taking advantage of Hoseok’s feelings for him yet again, but he couldn’t resist. In that moment, he desperately needed the distraction. A good release would certainly help him relax. After the rushed foreplay and prep, Yoongi got on top of him and started sensually kissing his neck as he began pushing his length in. That sudden display of affection came as a great shock to Hoseok. It had always just been about a quick and hard fuck for Yoongi. Hoseok had to admit that he really liked the warm sentiment.
‘Ah! ... Ah, so good… fuck.’ Hoseok moaned, digging his nails in Yoongi’s back and pulling him closer. Yoongi actually took his time, waiting for him to adjust and keeping a deep and steady pace. For the first time, Hoseok actually felt like Yoongi wanted him to enjoy it as well. And Hoseok truly enjoyed every second of Yoongi’s tenderness. Despite the fact that Yoongi tried his best to keep his mind blank, thoughts of Jimin and Yugyeom still entered his train of thought. While trying to be gentle with Hoseok, the image of Yugyeom brutally fucking into Jimin suddenly popped into his head and he couldn’t get rid of it. Without realizing it, he rapidly picked up the pace and started forcefully slamming into Hoseok.
‘AH!... Yoongi!... Ah-Ah-Ah!... No, not so hard!’ Hoseok begged, making Yoongi snap out of it.
‘Fuck, I’m so sorry. I’ll slow down. I’m sorry.’ Yoongi apologized, softly kissing below his jawline. Hoseok tightly wrapped his arms around him as tears started streaming down his face. In the past, whenever Hoseok would beg Yoongi to stop or slow down, he would always retort something along the lines of, ‘Shut the fuck up and take it.’. Seeing such a soft and gentle side to him for the very first time only made Hoseok love him even more. After the sex, they lay next to each other in bed. That was the most intense sexual experience they ever shared.
‘I honestly can’t wrap my mind around how different you are now.’ Hoseok admitted.
‘That’s what everyone says.’ Yoongi responded.
‘It’s a good thing. I love this new side to you.’ Hoseok said with a smile, stroking his hair.
‘Please don’t make a big deal out of this. I really just need some time by myself.’ Yoongi explained, taking his hand and holding it tight. Hoseok seemed sad and disappointed, yet he still nodded with a strained smile.
‘Is it because you’re still in love with him?’ Hoseok questioned, trying to hide his resentment.
‘I’m not in love with Jimin.’ He replied mechanically.
‘I meant Taehyung.’ Hoseok countered, giving him a puzzled and somewhat angered look. Yoongi then took several seconds to figure out why he mentioned Jimin and not Taehyung.
‘Hoseok, I’m not in love with anyone anymore, okay.’ He responded, unable to come up with anything else that might sound plausible.
A couple of hours later, Yoongi sat in the living room doing research on his laptop while Hoseok was asleep in the bedroom. He was hard at work until the sudden ring of the doorbell interrupted him. Not expecting anyone else, he curiously walked to the door and opened it. His eyes widened in shock upon finding a cute and smiling Jimin standing there.
‘Hey, can I come in?’ Jimin asked with a soft smile.
‘Uh, yeah, sure.’ Yoongi replied, hesitantly leading him to the living room.
‘This is a really nice apartment.’ Jimin observed, gazing around before he took a seat.
‘Jimin, what are you doing here? How do you even know I’m here?’ Yoongi inquired, trying to keep his voice down.
‘Oh, your mom told my mom. And I wanted to see you.’ Jimin confessed, taking his hand in his own as Yoongi took a seat next to him. All Yoongi could think of however was Yugyeom fucking Jimin’s brains out, so he roughly pulled his hand away.
‘Is everything okay?’ Jimin asked softly, a puzzled look on his face.
‘What do you want from me Jimin?’ Yoongi demanded, his entire demeanor suddenly shifting.
‘I wanna know what you’re up to with Namjoon.’ Jimin required, a stern expression on his face. Yoongi was slightly caught off guard by his sudden change in attitude. Moreover, he started feeling panicked.
‘We’re just working on an assignment together. It’s confidential.’ He replied, carefully omitting the details. Jimin knew he wouldn’t get any information out of him. But he felt like he needed to try anyways.
‘I just hope it’s nothing dangerous.’ He remarked.
‘Why would it be anything dangerous?’ Yoongi scoffed. Before Jimin could respond, Hoseok walked out of the bedroom, yawning and rubbing his eyes. Jimin felt his heart shatter to pieces as he shared an awkward moment of eye-contact with Hoseok who was only wearing a pair of boxers. Unable to handle the pain and awkward tension, he rushed to the door and stormed out in tears. Yoongi quickly chased after him.
‘Jimin, hey-hey, wait.’ He pleaded, grabbing his arm and pulling him close, making him face him. Jimin had his head lowered with tears streaming down his face. ‘Jimin, please look at me.’ He added in a soft tone.
‘You lied to me. You said that was over.’ Jimin cried, looking up at him. Yoongi wiped his tears and moved closer.
‘It is over. That was just… I don’t know. But it doesn’t mean anything.’ Yoongi confessed, unsure as to why he felt the need to comfort Jimin when he was still upset about his thing with Yugyeom.
‘Clearly nobody means anything to you. Not him… not me.’ Jimin sobbed, whispering the last part.
‘What the hell do you want me to say Jimin?! What, I’m sorry? I love you? Because I do.’ Yoongi snapped, immediately taking a step back, incredulous that he just said that. Jimin’s eyes widened in disbelief as his heart started racing. Did Yoongi just confess his love for him?
‘What did you just say?’ Jimin asked softly, taking a step closer to him. Yoongi didn’t have the strength to lie to himself anymore. He closed his eyes, took a deep breath and moved even closer. Then he palmed Jimin’s face and stared into his glistening eyes.
‘Uh, Yoongi you have a call.’ Hoseok interjected, giving him a certain look that indicated it was Namjoon. Yoongi nodded and moved away.
‘Jimin, I have to go. You should too.’ He stated in a firm tone.
‘But, you were about to say something.’ Jimin insisted, his eyes pleading.
‘I don’t have anything to say. Goodbye.’ He replied, then walked into the apartment, slamming the door shut on a heartbroken and dejected Jimin.
Jungkook was forced to attend a corporate dinner-party with his parents. He absolutely hated his father’s work-related gatherings. On top of that, there was the added anxiety of knowing that Taehyung would be there as well. His father was after all a rather prominent person in corporate business. Upon getting to the event room, Jungkook immediately looked around, searching for Taehyung. He felt his heart skip a beat when he finally saw him talking to some girls. Then their eyes suddenly met and Taehyung’s expression suddenly changed from a bright smile to anxiety with a flicker of sadness. And he wasn’t the only one. Jungkook’s heart was beating so fast, he felt it would burst out of his chest. In addition, Taehyung looked indescribably good in his Gucci tuxedo. A part of Jungkook simply wished to rush towards him and smash their lips together. But how could he forget all the pain Taehyung caused him? When they started serving dinner, Jungkook and Taehyung were seated at different tables at a considerable distance from each other. Yet they still managed to throw each other furtive glances. After a half hour of torture, Jungkook received a text:
“Jungkook, please meet me up on the roof? If you ever loved me, you will. I know you probably don’t have anything left to say to me. But there is a lot that I need to say. So will you please come and hear me out? – Taehyung.”
Jungkook felt shocked to his very core. He looked up at Taehyung and found him staring at him from across the room. Then he stood up and walked away. Anxious but also curious, Jungkook followed him. When Jungkook got to the roof, he found Taehyung leaning against the railing, eagerly waiting for him. They stared at each other in silence for several seconds. Both of them could tell that they felt extremely nervous.
‘I’m really glad you came.’ Taehyung spoke, finally breaking the awkward silence.
‘Okay, I’m here. What do you have to say?’ Jungkook responded callously, refusing to let Taehyung manipulate him ever again.
‘First of all, I’m sorry for ever hurting you. Jungkook, I never meant to hurt you. The awful person that I used to be, I don’t wanna be him anymore.’ Taehyung apologized with sincerity. Jungkook could tell that he meant it so he softened his stern expression a bit.
‘Okay good. I’m glad you’re trying to change.’ Jungkook replied, then turning around to leave.
‘Second of all…’ Taehyung halted, making Jungkook turn back around and face him. Taehyung took an deep breath and moved a little closer. It was time for him to confess.
‘Jungkookie… I love you.’ Taehyung continued in a soft tone, tears forming in his eyes. Tears started streaming down Jungkook’s face as those words echoed through his mind.
‘You do?’ Jungkook whispered, unable to fully process it.
‘Of course I do. I love you so much Kook.’ Taehyung affirmed, tears starting to stream down his face as well. ‘I know I never said that to you before, but I always wanted to.’ He added, moving yet closer and softly caressing Jungkook’s cheek.
‘Why are you only telling me this now?’ Jungkook cried, feeling a strong mixture of emotions.
‘Because I was scared. I was so scared of losing myself in you. In the end, I just ended up losing you.’ Taehyung sniffed, wiping his tears. Jungkook firmly gripped his coat and pulled him closer.
‘Fuck you Tae! Just fuck you!’ Jungkook cried, shaking him up. ‘Why do you keep fucking me up like this?’ He added, shoving him away.
‘I’m sorry. Really, I’m so sorry. But Jungkookie you need to know that I can’t live without you. Seriously, these days I spent without you… it’s like I can’t breathe. I feel so lost. You are the only thing that makes my life worth living. Nothing makes any fucking sense without you.’ Taehyung cried, letting out all his pain and frustration. Upon hearing Taehyung say all those things, Jungkook was downright sobbing. Taehyung was telling him all the things he’s ever wanted to hear, but he felt scared to let him in again.
‘So what do you want?’ Jungkook asked, choking down a sob. Taehyung intensely stared into his eyes for a few seconds before responding.
‘I just want to love you. This time, I want to do it right. I want to treat you with all the love, respect and appreciation you deserve. Kook, you deserve everything. And I want to give that to you. Please give me one last chance.’ Taehyung begged.
‘Tae… I want to, but I’m scared. I can’t handle you hurting me anymore.’ Jungkook cried, lowering his head. Taehyung moved closer and palmed his face, making him look up at him. He stared into his glistening eyes and he couldn’t even make sense of how much love he felt for him.
‘Jungkook, I’d rather die than ever hurt you again. You mean absolutely everything to me. I love you more than I’ve ever loved anyone. You’re my fucking soulmate Jungkook and I don’t even believe in that shit.’ Taehyung said, making Jungkook chuckle. After they both smiled at each other for a couple of seconds, Jungkook moved his face closer and pressed his forehead against Taehyung’s. They both closed their eyes as Jungkook palmed Taehyung’s face.
‘So it’s you and me forever?’ Jungkook whispered.
‘You and me forever.’ Taehyung confirmed. ‘You’re my only reason for happiness.’ He added. Jungkook then kissed him softly and pulled him in for a tight embrace. They held each other so close it felt like they were one. There they stood on top of the world, the cold night breeze hovering over them, eyes closed and locked in each other’s arms, finally realizing that it was true love all along.
VKook reunited... and it feels so good ^^
Chapter 23: Lies and Subterfuge
-Namjoon's plan starts taking shape.
-Jungkook and Taehyung blissfully enjoy being in love, only to have Yugyeom try and mess with it.
-Taehyung agrees to meet with Namjoon again.
There is so much happening in this one chapter! *face palms* You may have to read it more than once. *sigh*
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Hoseok was blissfully enjoying his bath. The previous night was amazing. After Jimin left in tears and Yoongi finished talking to Namjoon on the phone, he and Yoongi had the most incredible night. Notably, it didn’t even involve anymore sex. They just talked and laughed, simply enjoyed each other’s company, after which they fell asleep in the same bed, cuddling of all things. Hoseok just couldn’t get enough of Yoongi’s soft and caring side. He honestly felt like he was falling more and more in love with him, something he previously thought was impossible. Since Yoongi was finally treating him with all the kindness, care and consideration he always craved from him, Hoseok was more determined than ever to make him his. While Hoseok was fantasizing about what their wedding would look like, the bathroom door suddenly flew open and Yoongi walked in.
‘Um, you take baths?’ Yoongi smirked, a hint of judgement in his tone.
‘Sometimes, yeah. They’re very relaxing.’ Hoseok replied, slightly blushing from embarrassment.
‘I see.’ Yoongi chuckled.
‘Why don’t you join me?’ Hoseok suggested.
‘Nah, I don’t like baths. It’s kinda girly.’
‘Are you saying I’m girly?’ Hoseok pouted.
‘Exactly.’ Yoongi grinned teasingly, making Hoseok chuckle.
‘Just get in here.’ He insisted. Without further objections, Yoongi undressed and got in the tub with him. He carefully rested his body on top of Hoseok, laying his head on his chest and wrapping his arms around him. Yoongi closed his eyes and smiled as Hoseok held him close and kissed his forehead. If he was being honest, it did feel rather relaxing.
‘I feel so safe in your arms.’ Yoongi whispered into the crook of his neck. Then he suddenly popped his head up. Maybe he shouldn’t have said that. It was unfair of him to be giving Hoseok mixed signals all the time. But before he could withdraw, Hoseok leaned closer and kissed him. Things started to get heated, kissing, moaning, grinding. Then of course Namjoon had to walk in.
‘Whoa! I was not expecting that!’ Namjoon exclaimed, announcing his presence. Both Yoongi and Hoseok suddenly pulled away and looked at Namjoon with shock and embarrassment.
‘The fuck! Don’t you knock?’ Yoongi scowled.
‘Why should I? We’re all men here. And I wasn’t expecting to witness any softcore porn.’ Namjoon scoffed.
‘Get out.’ Yoongi sneered.
‘Wrap this up now. We need to talk. All three of us.’ Namjoon retorted, then walked out.
‘Maybe we can pick this up later?’ Hoseok asked, blushing.
‘Sure.’ Yoongi replied with a smile, softly running his fingers through his hair.
Kim, Min and Jung were seated in the living room discussing the plan.
‘So Yoongi, you have all the information you need?’ Namjoon inquired.
‘Yeah, I do.’ Yoongi answered.
‘Good. Hoseok, I got you registered as an intern in the company’s IT department. That way you can easily gain access to their database. You did say that it can only be hacked from within right?’ Namjoon asked, looking at Hoseok who seemed preoccupied.
‘Yes, only from within.’ He replied nonchalantly. Both Namjoon and Yoongi noticed his sudden change in mood.
‘Are you sure you wanna do this?’ Yoongi questioned, taking his hand.
‘Yeah, I’m sure.’ He affirmed with a strained smile. But if he was being honest, he felt scared. ‘We won’t get caught right?’ Hoseok asked in addition.
‘No, we won’t.’ Namjoon reassured.
‘Can I ask why you’re trying to ruin Taehyung’s father?’ Hoseok asked in a soft tone. Namjoon and Yoongi cautiously glanced at each other before he responded.
‘Personal reasons.’ Namjoon stated firmly.
Jungkook woke up with the biggest smile on his face. It had been such a long time since he felt genuinely happy. Having Taehyung confess his love for him, being reunited with him, it was simply everything Jungkook wanted. Kim Taehyung was the guy he wanted to spend the rest of his life with. The love Jungkook felt for him surpassed all sense of logic and reason. Taehyung was the center of his universe. That bright smile stayed all throughout getting ready for school, driving to school and finally standing in front of his locker getting his books for his first class. The previous night was simply amazing. They just held each other close and talked all night. For the first time it actually felt like they connected. Jungkook was blissfully smiling to himself when he felt a soft pair of lips brush against the back of his neck. Knowing who it was, he turned around with the brightest smile.
‘Morning beautiful.’ Taehyung said with a blush, softly kissing him afterwards.
‘Morning boyfriend.’ Jungkook blushed, his gaze lowered. They were both so blissed out on love that it felt like they just started dating. Taehyung couldn’t handle how adorable Jungkook was being, so he palmed his face and kissed him. It was soft at first, but then Jungkook slowly parted his lips granting Taehyung’s tongue access. Taehyung instinctively wrapped his arms around him and deepened the kiss. Although it was passionate, it wasn’t aggressive. It felt so intense and satisfying that they both felt like the only two people in the universe.
‘Fuck, I love you so much.’ Taehyung whispered, his eyes closed, his lips hovering over Jungkook’s. Jungkook then pulled him closer and kissed him again.
‘I love you too. I love you so much.’ Jungkook whispered, holding back tears of joy. After holding him in his arms for several seconds, Taehyung gently let go and stared into his eyes with a soft smile.
‘Be prepared. I intend on telling you how much I love you at least 3 times a day.’ Taehyung affirmed, making Jungkook blush madly.
‘Good, I love hearing you say it.’ Jungkook responded, still blushing.
‘And I love how cute you blush when I say it. Seriously, it’s making my heart race.’ Taehyung said, taking Jungkook’s hand and resting it on his chest. In that moment Jungkook felt so overwhelmed by the love and happiness he felt.
‘Do you wanna skip class and have sex?’ Jungkook asked softly, trailing his hand down Taehyung’s abdomen. Taehyung grabbed his hand and squeezed it tight.
‘Nope. I’m walking you to class.’ Taehyung declined, intertwining their fingers and walking away together.
‘I’ve never known you to turn down sex before.’ Jungkook chuckled, enjoying every second of walking hand in hand with his boyfriend.
‘Yep, it’s all part of the “new me”.’ Taehyung explained.
‘So, the new you doesn’t like sex?’ Jungkook teased, making Taehyung stop in his tracks and face him.
‘Of course I still like sex.’ He chuckled. Then he moved closer and palmed Jungkook’s face, his expression changing to a sincere one. ‘But I wanna get this right Jungkook. I want this to last forever. So let’s not have sex again until we’ve established an emotional connection.’ Taehyung added, softly caressing his flushed cheek. Jungkook could feel tears forming in his eyes and all he wanted to do in that moment was kneel down and propose marriage to him. Overjoyed, he pulled Taehyung closer and kissed him. After a few seconds however, he was roughly pulled away by the gym teacher who was walking past them in the hall.
‘Jeon, I’m gonna have to ask you to stop kissing other students on school property.’ He reprimanded, giving them both a stern look as they smiled like two idiots in love.
‘Of course. Sorry coach.’ Jungkook stuttered, trying his best not to laugh. The moment he walked away, the pair of them giggled in amusement.
‘Damn, we’re gonna be one of those cute annoying couples, aren’t we?’ Jungkook sighed.
‘That’s right, we are.’ Taehyung confirmed. Then they giggled once more and happily walked to class.
During recess Jungkook’s state of euphoria quickly shifted into anxiety. Taehyung was in the library discussing a project with some classmates so Jungkook was sitting in the cafeteria alone. The second he got there, he saw Yugyeom sitting alone at a table, waiting for him. Since it all happened so fast and unexpectedly, Jungkook wasn’t able to give him a heads-up yet. Unable to handle the confrontation, he chose to ignore him. But after a few minutes of being blatantly ignored, Yugyeom walked up to his table and took a seat across him.
‘We don’t talk anymore?’ Yugyeom demanded, clearly upset.
‘There’s something you should know.’ Jungkook mumbled, feeling overly nervous.
‘Yea I know. You’re back with Tae. I saw you with him. Can’t say I’m surprised. Like I said, you always run back to him. I guess you’ll always just be his submissive little bitch.’ Yugyeom snarled, staring into his eyes, infuriated. Jungkook felt deeply hurt and insulted by his words, but since he understood his anger, he decided to stay calm.
‘Look, it’s not like that this time. He’s different.’ Jungkook responded in a soft tone.
‘So he says he’s different, and you believe him? Are you really that naïve?’ Yugyeom barked, his frustrations getting the best of him.
‘I get that you’re upset---’
‘No, I’m not upset.’ Yugyeom interjected, finally speaking in a calm tone. He realized that there was no point in arguing with Jungkook. Taehyung was after all the love of his life. However, he could reveal some hidden truths and mess with their relationship. ‘So you really think he’s done with all the lying and cheating?’ He added purposefully.
‘Yeah, he is. He has been for some time now actually.’ Jungkook replied confidently. Yugyeom arched an eyebrow and smirked.
‘Remember that engagement party you went to? How does Tae know Jimin’s cousin exactly?’ Yugyeom enquired skillfully.
‘He doesn’t. He knows the guy he’s engaged to.’ Jungkook answered, a puzzled look on his face.
‘Is that what he told you? Hmm, odd.’ Yugyeom remarked sarcastically.
‘What are you getting at Yugyeom?’ Jungkook demanded, starting to feel rather annoyed.
‘You might wanna ask him again. Or better yet, ask Jimin since he doesn’t have any reason to lie to you. Oh and speaking of Jimin… do you know Tae got his mother her job back? Now, why would the mighty Kim Taehyung simply do anyone a favor? You might wanna check into that as well.’ Yugyeom retorted, after which he got up and walked away, leaving a confused and suspicious Jungkook behind.
Throughout the remainder of the day, Jungkook didn’t see Taehyung. They had very different class schedules. And after school, Taehyung quickly left, explaining in a text that he had an important appointment. That text only increased Jungkook’s suspicions. While walking to his car, he noticed Jimin waiting at the bus stop. In desperate need of answers, he decided to approach him.
‘Hey Kook, I see you and Tae are back together.’ Jimin pointed out with a smile.
‘Yeah it’s great. Look Jimin, I need to ask you some things and I want you to be honest with me. I am just so sick of people lying to me and manipulating me and---’
‘Okay, calm down.’ Jimin said in a soft tone, interrupting his sudden outburst. ‘I’ll be honest with you, I promise. What’s up?’ He added after Jungkook regained his composure.
‘How does Tae know your cousin? The one that got engaged recently.’ Jungkook demanded. Jimin started to feel panicked. He didn’t want to create a strain on their relationship again.
‘Uh, Kook… maybe you should ask Tae.’ Jimin deferred, unwilling to cause any more drama.
‘No Jimin, I’m asking you. You promised me!’ Jungkook insisted, his voice steady.
‘Okay fine. They had sex once.’ Jimin confessed, his gaze lowered. Jungkook felt a lightning bolt of anger surge through him.
‘I just fucking knew it!’ Jungkook snapped, his face flushed red from rage.
‘He’s not that guy anymore Kook.’ Jimin stated calmly, surprised yet again to be defending Taehyung. Was he his official defense attorney now?!
‘Oh he’s not?! Why did he get your mom her job back?!’ Jungkook snarled. Jimin’s eyes widened in sudden panic. How was he supposed to answer that?
‘Uh, I asked him to.’ Jimin mumbled, his gaze lowered yet again. Jungkook wasn’t buying it.
‘And what did he ask in return? Tae doesn’t just do people favors.’ Jungkook demanded, crossing his arms.
‘Jungkook, it doesn’t matter okay. He apologized to me and we’re fine now. Can’t you just drop this?’ Jimin insisted. But his response unknowingly got Jungkook even more curious.
‘First of all, no, I can’t just drop this. And second of all, what the fuck did he have to apologize for?!’ Jungkook said, almost shouting. Jimin had just about had enough of other people’s drama.
‘FINE! Like I fucking care what happens with you two! He forced me to suck him off.’ Jimin retorted, sick and tired of people taking out their frustrations on him. Jungkook felt so infuriated he was sure he would faint being unable to process everything.
‘He… forced you?’ Jungkook asked, clenching his teeth.
‘That’s right. He made me get on my knees and then he forced his dick all the way down my throat. I cried and choked and coughed and begged him not to, but he kept going till he came in my mouth.’ Jimin replied with a blank expression, tears streaming down his face. Jungkook stared at him in horror and confusion as he struggled to make sense of everything.
‘Jimin, I’m so---’
‘Save it. I hope you got the answers you were looking for.’ Jimin interjected, wiping his tears and getting on the bus that pulled up after his confession.
Namjoon smiled to himself when he saw Taehyung approaching his table. He was glad Taehyung agreed to meet him again. There were so many things they yet needed to discuss. But as he took a seat across him, Namjoon suddenly felt reluctant.
‘Uh, I ordered you an iced coffee.’ Namjoon said, handing him the cup.
‘Thanks, my favorite.’ Taehyung smiled, gladly accepting the drink.
‘Really? Mine too.’ Namjoon mentioned, smiling back at him. Taehyung felt confused. Why was Namjoon suddenly being nice to him?
‘So what brings you to the capital?’ Taehyung asked, dismissing Namjoon’s change in demeanor.
‘Just some official business.’ He informed.
‘Okay. And why are we meeting?’ Taehyung further inquired, happily slurping his iced coffee afterwards. Namjoon couldn’t help but stare at him fondly.
‘You seem different. You seem… I don’t know, happy.’ Namjoon observed, smiling at him.
‘Okay, what’s going on here? You’re being weird.’ Taehyung responded, positively confused.
‘I’m just taking an interest in you.’ Namjoon chuckled. Taehyung arched an eyebrow and leaned in.
‘So that’s what you’re doing? I knew it.’ He grinned.
‘What are you talking about?’ Namjoon questioned, puzzled.
‘So that’s why you’re always after me. You want me, don’t you?’ Taehyung smirked.
‘Stop. Just stop. That’s not what this is.’ Namjoon stated firmly, practically choking down vomit. But Taehyung thought he was just caught off guard.
‘C’mon, the sexual tension is so obvious. But I’m sorry to disappoint. See, I have a boyfriend that I’m hoping to marry one day and you are already engaged. So yeah, not happening.’ Taehyung elaborated with a smug grin. Namjoon however, simply stared at him in horror.
‘Tae… believe me when I say, I have absolutely no sexual interest in you.’ Namjoon explained, trying his best to remain calm. But Taehyung felt insulted. Kim Taehyung was everyone’s type! So he decided to tease him more.
‘So you’re saying you don’t want me? I see the way you look at me. I know you wanna hold me down and pound your cock in my ass. You do, don’t you? You wanna make me beg and scream and moan out your name? Wanna fill me up with your cum?---’
‘STOP!’ Namjoon shouted, making everyone in the café stare at him. ‘I have to go.’ He then whispered, standing up to leave.
‘Namjoon, c’mon… I was just playing. Sit back down. What did you wanna talk about?’ Taehyung insisted, regretting his words. Although he didn’t understand Namjoon’s reaction, he felt bad for causing such an outburst.
‘Let’s talk later. Right now I have to go.’ Namjoon murmured, trying hard to compose himself. Before Taehyung could respond, he quickly walked away. As soon as he got into his car, he felt the strong urge to scream out loud in frustration. Then he gripped the steering wheel and banged his forehead against it a few times. After calming down a bit, he drove off. While driving back to his rented apartment, he wondered if there was a church nearby where he could take a bath in holy water. All the while still fighting the urge to scream and vomit. Just the mere thought of having sex with his own brother for Christ’s sake!
The Kim brothers?!!! *faints*
Chapter 24: Happy Birthday
It's Jimin's 18th birthday.
Namjoon abruptly woke up with a loud gasp, covered in sweat, panting heavily, tears streaming down his face. He was having a terrible nightmare. It felt so real. Meeting Taehyung earlier that day really brought back a lot of painful memories from his childhood. He glanced over at Jin who was sleeping beside him. Jin arrived late in the afternoon. Since it would be Jimin’s 18th birthday the next day, Jin decided to visit him in the capital for a couple of days. Namjoon buried his face in his palms as he began sobbing uncontrollably, still trying to process the shock of his nightmare. The sound of him crying caused Jin to wake up. Upon seeing Namjoon in that state, Jin quickly moved closer to him and held him in his arms.
‘Joonie, what’s wrong? Why are you crying?’ Jin consoled, trying his best to keep calm. The only time Jin had ever seen Namjoon cry was at his mother’s funeral a few years back. So understandably, he was very concerned.
‘It’s nothing, I’m fine.’ He sniffed, wiping his tears and sitting up straight.
‘Baby, it’s okay to be vulnerable sometimes. Especially with me, the guy you’re marrying.’ Jin comforted, wrapping his arms around his waist and kissing his neck. But Namjoon hated the very idea of being vulnerable.
‘Really, I’m fine. I just had a dream about my mother.’ He responded, trying not to break down in tears again. Jin then closed his eyes and took a deep breath, trying to stay composed. He was well aware that Namjoon had a very difficult childhood. His mother was very young when she had him and as his sole provider, she struggled till the day she died to provide for him.
‘Joonie, I know you miss her. She was an amazing woman and I know just how much you love her. Baby, she would be so proud of the incredible man you’ve become.’ Jin stated, his voice breaking, tears forming in his eyes. Namjoon then buried his face in the crook of Jin’s neck and started crying again. By then Jin had also started crying but he still held him close and did his best to comfort him.
‘All I wanted was to make her proud. I just wanted her to be happy. But I couldn’t give her the good life she deserved.’ Namjoon cried, downright sobbing at that point.
‘Baby, she was proud of you. And I know she had a hard life, but having you in her life made her so happy. I still remember how happy she was when you got accepted into law school. You did make her proud and you did make her happy.’ Jin consoled, kissing his forehead afterwards and crying with him. After they both calmed down, they simply stayed in each other’s arms till they fell asleep again.
Jimin woke up in the most dissatisfied mood. It was his 18th birthday, yet he couldn’t even take any joy in it. Despite his objection to it, his mother decided to throw him a huge party to celebrate. After all, he was a man now according to his mother. Since Yoongi was in the capital and Jimin was free the first two periods, he decided to go see Yoongi before school and invite him to the party. Anxiously, he rang the doorbell to his apartment.
‘Jiminie, morning. Um, come in.’ Yoongi greeted, leading him inside.
‘So, where’s Hoseok?’ Jimin inquired as they took a seat next to each other in the living room.
‘He went out.’
‘Yes. He had something important to do.’ Yoongi stated firmly, carefully not letting any details slip with regards to what they were actually up to.
‘Okay, whatever that means.’
‘Happy birthday.’ Yoongi then said, making Jimin smile at him.
‘You remembered?’ Jimin blushed.
‘Jiminie, of course I remember.’ Yoongi chuckled. Jimin started to feel a little sad when he remembered his last birthday. It was the most amazing day. An amazing day that he had celebrated with Yoongi.
‘So my mom arranged a party for me this afternoon. It would mean a lot to me if you came.’ Jimin said with a strained smile, dismissing fond memories of his previous birthday.
‘Sure I’ll come. Is there anything you want as a present?’ Yoongi asked with a smile.
‘Uh, birthday sex?’ Jimin joked, but deep down he was serious. However his response caused Yoongi’s smile to suddenly fade as he felt a flicker of anger rise up in him.
‘That’s good. I’m sure Yugyeom can help you out with that.’ Yoongi retorted, his voice deep, a blank expression on his face. Jimin’s eyes widened in shock.
‘How… wait, how do you… why-how…’ He stuttered, unable to concentrate.
‘Doesn’t matter. Anyway, I have things to do. Guess I’ll see you at the party.’ Yoongi replied, getting up, indicating that Jimin should leave. Jimin then stood up and faced him. They stood rather close to each other and Yoongi couldn’t help but stare down at his plump, luscious lips. This of course didn’t go unnoticed by Jimin.
‘Kiss me.’ He whispered, slowly moving closer and wrapping his arms around Yoongi’s waist. Yoongi tried very hard to resist Jimin’s soft, delicate features, his warm, intoxicating scent, those luscious lips and pleading eyes.
‘No, we shouldn’t do this.’ Yoongi declined, taking a step back. Jimin lowered his gaze as he started resembling a sad little puppy.
‘Then why Hoseok? Why not me?’ Jimin demanded, staring deep into his eyes.
‘Because it’s different with Hoseok. It doesn’t mean anything with him.’ Yoongi answered, unknowingly revealing his feelings for Jimin again.
‘So it means something with me?’ Jimin inquired, his eyes wide and moist. Yoongi sighed and walked up to him, wrapping his hands around his neck.
‘Jiminie, of course it does.’ He confessed in a soft tone. Without hesitating, Jimin pulled him closer and smashed their lips together. Yoongi actually gave in to at first, caressing him and deepening the kiss.
‘Wait, no---’ Yoongi started objecting only to have Jimin pull him in for a deeper kiss. ‘No, Jiminie, stop.’ He objected again after several seconds, moving away from him.
‘Yoongi, why not?’ Jimin insisted, grabbing his arm to make him face him.
‘I don’t ever wanna hurt you again.’ Yoongi whispered with his head lowered.
‘But you’re hurting me right now.’ Jimin whispered, tears forming in his eyes. In that instant, Yoongi pulled him close and kissed him passionately. Jimin couldn’t stop the tears from streaming down his face when he finally felt Yoongi giving him what he had been craving for so long. After several minutes of aggressively making-out on the couch, Yoongi got on his knees before him. While seductively smiling up at him, he undid his pants, taking out his swollen member. Jimin let out a soft moan and threw his head back as Yoongi began skillfully sucking him off. Feeling his orgasm building up, he instinctively began rocking his hips back and forth, gently thrusting in Yoongi’s mouth.
‘Ah… Yoongi, I’m gonna cum.’ Jimin moaned. Yoongi then gripped his hips and took him deeper down his throat.
‘Ah fuck.’ Jimin whimpered, the intensity of feeling Yoongi’s moist lips at the base of his throbbing dick while he swallowed him all the way down being too much for him. He softly moaned as he came down Yoongi’s throat, making him swallow all of it.
‘Happy birthday.’ Yoongi grinned, looking up at him smugly. Jimin chuckled and leaned his head back, feeling so satisfied and relaxed. After Yoongi tenderly kissed his body for a couple of minutes, he crashed besides him on the couch. Jimin then started tugging at his pants, but Yoongi moved his hand away.
‘But I want to.’ Jimin insisted, his eyes pleading.
‘No, you’re gonna be late for school. You should get going.’ Yoongi reprimanded. Jimin rolled his eyes then climbed into his lap, kissing him softly.
‘I want so much more than this.’ Jimin whispered, staring deep into his eyes. Yoongi smiled at him fondly as he stroked his soft hair.
‘Go to school. I’ll see you later at your party.’ He assured. Then they kissed again for a few seconds and Jimin headed to school with the brightest smile on his face.
Taehyung was sitting in a cubicle in the library, waiting for Jungkook. They hadn’t seen much of each other the previous day and Taehyung already missed him. As he anxiously waited for him, his mind wandered off to Namjoon. Why was he so different? Why did he get so upset? What did he want to discuss with him? Taehyung desperately needed answers so he felt relieved that he would see him at Jimin’s birthday party. Jungkook then finally arrived and took a seat across him in the cubicle. He had a preoccupied look on his face and it started to worry Taehyung.
‘Hey baby.’ Taehyung smiled, then leaned forward to kiss him but Jungkook turned his face away. ‘Kook, you okay?’ He asked, concerned. Jungkook simply nodded callously.
‘So uh, what’s up?’ Jungkook asked in the most uninterested way.
‘Are you upset because I couldn’t meet you yesterday? Kook I’m sorry. I was just so busy working on that stupid chemistry assignment.’ Taehyung explained, taking his hand.
‘Yeah, it’s fine. Whatever.’ Jungkook retorted, pulling his hand away. Taehyung started to get annoyed but he still chose to remain calm.
‘So are you going to Jimin’s birthday party later?’ Taehyung asked, trying to change the topic.
‘No, I don’t think so. Not sure he even wants me there.’ Jungkook replied, dismissing thoughts of Jimin’s deeply unsettling confession.
‘What are you talking about? We’re both invited.’ Taehyung noted with a smile.
‘I’m actually really surprised he invited you after everything that’s happened.’ Jungkook sneered, a flicker of anger in his eyes. Taehyung started to feel panicked. What was Jungkook referring to?
‘What do you mean?’ He asked in a soft tone.
‘How do you know his cousin again?’
‘Save it! Were you seriously gonna lie to my face?! Tae, I know you fucked him!’ Jungkook snapped.
‘Jungkook, that was a long time ago. It was back when you had that thing with Jimin. We weren’t even together anymore!’ Taehyung explained in his defense.
‘Okay fine, I’ll give you that. We weren’t together so it doesn’t count. But then, why lie to me about it?’ Jungkook demanded.
‘Okay, you’re right. I shouldn’t have lied, I’m sorry. I just didn’t think it mattered.’ Taehyung answered, genuinely apologetic.
‘I heard you got Jimin’s mom her job back.’ Jungkook said with a blank expression, staring into his eyes. It was then that Taehyung felt like he was in trouble.
‘So you know what happened.’ Taehyung responded in a soft tone, his gaze lowered.
‘Tell me, did you really force him?’ Jungkook demanded. Taehyung closed his eyes as he tried to dismiss the guilt, disgust and hatred he felt for himself.
‘Look, I know that was wrong. And I apologized to him.’ He remarked.
‘Because you apologized to him that makes it okay?’ Jungkook sneered. Taehyung looked away, at a complete loss for words. ‘What is wrong with you? Seriously, what the fuck is wrong with you?!’ Jungkook added, making Taehyung cry.
‘I don’t know what’s wrong with me.’ He cried, lowering his head. Jungkook could tell he felt remorseful, but he was still very upset so he stood up to leave.
‘Kookie wait. I promise, I’m not that guy anymore.’ Taehyung pleaded, grabbing his arm to stop him from leaving.
‘Then what kind of guy are you now?’ Jungkook asked in a serious tone.
‘I’m just a guy who loves you. More than anything. More than life.’ Taehyung cried. Jungkook then quickly rushed towards him and started kissing him aggressively. Taehyung pulled him into his lap and deepened the kiss. The pair of them softly moaning at the intensity of it.
‘Fuck, I shouldn’t love you so much.’ Jungkook whispered, palming Taehyung’s face and wiping away his tears with his thumbs. Taehyung pulled him closer and rested his head on his shoulder.
‘I love you Jeon Jungkook.’ He breathed into the crook of his neck.
‘I love you Kim Taehyung.’ Jungkook replied, softly caressing his hair.
Jimin’s party was simply extravagant. His mother rented a huge event room and all his friends and relatives were present. Jimin had to admit that he was enjoying himself. Despite his previous objections to the party, he liked all the attention and he loved all the presents. Jungkook and Taehyung also showed up and they even got him presents. Everything was going exceedingly well until he noticed something rather suspicious. Why was Namjoon talking to Yugyeom? How did they even know each other? He was quietly observing them until Yoongi finally approached him. Once Jimin saw the love of his life, he couldn’t care less about Namjoon and Yugyeom anymore.
‘Suga! You’re finally here.’ Jimin exclaimed, pulling Yoongi in for a hug. As Yoongi held him close, he couldn’t help but feel deep affection for him. Jimin meant so much to him. He just wasn’t sure what.
‘Nice party.’ Yoongi observed, looking around.
‘Thanks. Oh, where’s Hoseok?’ Jimin inquired, trying to hide his jealousy.
‘He’s not here. I don’t think he likes you very much.’ Yoongi pointed out.
‘Right, of course.’ Jimin scoffed. ‘So do I get the rest of my present?’ He asked, slightly blushing. In that moment, Yoongi wanted more than anything to kiss him, caress him and gently make love to him, but he knew he shouldn’t.
‘I’m sorry Jiminie. I can’t stay very long. I have some work to do.’ Yoongi replied, disappointing Jimin yet again.
‘Okay, it’s fine. But eat something before you leave.’ Jimin insisted. Yoongi smiled at him fondly then took his hand and walked to the buffet.
Taehyung was sitting alone outside in a kind of secluded garden. The soothing cold air felt really nice. Upon arriving at the party, he saw Namjoon and he couldn’t help but feel somewhat unsettled. That unsettling feeling only got worse when he saw Namjoon’s fiancé. So after he ate, he decided to step outside for a bit to clear his head.
‘Needed some fresh air?’ Namjoon asked, suddenly taking a seat next to him. Taehyung was so wrapped up in his thoughts that he didn’t even notice Namjoon approaching him. As Namjoon smiled at him fondly, Taehyung smiled back and nodded. ‘Me too.’ Namjoon added, letting out a sigh.
‘I’m sorry about yesterday. I didn’t mean to upset you.’ Taehyung apologized sincerely.
‘No, it’s fine. You don’t know any better… yet.’ Namjoon replied, sparking up Taehyung’s curiosity. He carefully gave him a onceover as Taehyung looked at him with a puzzled expression. Taehyung always looked like the poster-boy for wealth and luxury. But despite his resentment, Namjoon couldn’t help but feel affection for him.
‘What do you mean? And why are you looking at me like that?’ Taehyung asked, starting to feel uncomfortable.
‘You’ve always enjoyed a very comfortable life, haven’t you?’ Namjoon pointed out.
‘Of course.’ Taehyung chuckled. ‘My dad is one of the richest people in the country.’ He added, confused as to why Namjoon was pointing that out.
‘Well, you’re very lucky.’ Namjoon responded, blankly staring out in front of him.
‘Do you not have a comfortable life?’ Taehyung asked in a soft tone, trying to make sense of that rather awkward conversation.
‘I have a good life now. But my childhood was very difficult. My mother struggled a lot. She had to work two jobs just so she could afford to buy me food.’ Namjoon replied, fighting off tears. Taehyung lowered his gaze as he suddenly felt really sad. He knew it was unfair that he enjoyed such comfort when so many people struggled to make ends meet.
‘Namjoon, I’m really sorry. I can’t even imagine what that must have been like. But didn’t your dad help out?’ Taehyung asked, making Namjoon finally look at him again.
‘No, he didn’t. I never even knew him.’ Namjoon admitted.
‘Why? Did he die before you were born?’ Taehyung asked carefully.
‘No, he just chose to abandon me and my mother before I was born.’ Namjoon explained, clenching his fists.
‘What?! How could he do something like that?!’ Taehyung barked, outraged.
‘They were very young when they met. And when my mom got pregnant, she thought they would get married. But his parents were against it because my mother wasn’t from their high society. So when he refused to marry her, her family turned their backs against her too because they felt ashamed of her.’ Namjoon explained further.
‘Namjoon, I’m so sorry.’ Taehyung whispered, moving closer and taking his hand. Namjoon squeezed his hand and softly smiled at him.
‘It’s not your fault.’ He responded.
‘Why did you decide to tell me all of this?’ Taehyung inquired. Namjoon took a moment to gather himself before he responded.
‘Do you know why we have the same last name?’ Namjoon asked.
‘Uh, because half the people in this country have that last name?’ Taehyung chuckled.
‘Yes. That does make it easier to hide the truth.’ Namjoon smirked.
‘What truth?’ Taehyung asked, puzzled and curious. Namjoon scoffed as he lowered his head and fiddled his thumbs. The anxiety was overwhelming.
‘I don’t know how to say this… little brother.’ Namjoon replied, fighting back tears at the last part. Taehyung was positively frozen in shock. His heart was racing and he blankly stared out in front of him as he questioned everything in life. He has an older brother?!
Honestly, Namjoon made me cry :( Anyone else?
Chapter 25: Affections
Taehyung being affectionate towards his brother, his friend and his boyfriend.
Taehyung was anxiously waiting for his brother to arrive at the restaurant where they agreed to meet. He was still trying to process the fact that he had an older brother his entire life and he never even knew about it. How could his father hide such an important truth from him? Did his mother know about it? Taehyung had too many questions. After Namjoon told him they were half-brothers, Taehyung literally ran away. Because he was unable to process it, he freaked out and left, denying Namjoon the chance of saying anything else. Namjoon was thrilled when Taehyung called him up a few days later, wanting to meet. As Taehyung suddenly saw Namjoon walking in the restaurant and towards his table, he felt a strong mixture of emotions. In the 18 years that he had been alive, he had an older brother that he never knew of. How was Taehyung supposed to feel about him? Since Taehyung was seated in a booth, Namjoon took a seat right next to him. They awkwardly glanced and smiled at each other.
‘I’m really glad you called me.’ Namjoon said with a soft smile. Taehyung stared into his eyes and he felt a strange rush of excitement. Not knowing what it meant, he leaped forward and kissed Namjoon on the lips. The intimacy of it made them both feel at ease so Namjoon gave in to it for a few seconds.
‘Stop, what are you doing?’ Namjoon whispered, gently pulling away after regaining his senses. But Taehyung cuddled closer to him, taking one hand in his own and resting the other hand on his thigh.
‘I don’t know. I just wanna feel close to you.’ Taehyung replied softly, hovering his lips over Namjoon’s.
‘But not like this.’ Namjoon whispered, trying to fight off the urge to kiss him again. However Taehyung had no such restraint since he moved closer and kissed him again. For some reason Namjoon wrapped his arms around him and deepened the kiss. The pair of them were completely unaware of the fact that Seokjin stood outside of the restaurant window and stared at them in horror as they kissed so passionately. They were both breathing heavily and pulling at each other as they gave in to some strange feeling of intimacy and excitement. It wasn’t even all that sexual, it just made them feel close to each other and that closeness proved to have a calming effect on them both. But when Namjoon squeezed Taehyung’s inner thigh, he moaned into the kiss and Namjoon immediately snapped back to reality. He abruptly broke the kiss and jumped to his feet.
‘Tae, this is really fucked up. We’re brothers.’ Namjoon noted, still trying to catch his breath from that intense kiss. Taehyung simply looked up at him in silence with a flicker of arousal in his eyes. ‘Don’t look at me like that!’ Namjoon added, giving him a stern look.
‘I’m sorry. I don’t know what came over me. God I’m so fucked up!’ Taehyung responded, his hands in his hair, trying to ignore the fact that he felt aroused.
‘Look, you’re not fucked up. We’re both still trying to come to terms with this. So I think it’s best that we don’t see each other for a while.’ Namjoon explained calmly.
‘What? No, I need to see you. Hyung, I want to get to know you.’ Taehyung insisted, standing up and facing him. Namjoon caressed his cheek and smiled at him fondly upon hearing Taehyung call him ‘hyung’. Then he pulled him close and hugged him tight. Taehyung closed his eyes and smiled as he rested his head on his brother’s shoulder, feeling so safe and peaceful.
‘I wanna get to know you too. I want to know everything about you.’ Namjoon stated, closing his eyes to fight off tears.
‘Can I tell dad about you?’ Taehyung asked once they pulled away from the embrace.
‘No Tae. I don’t think you should tell anyone about this just yet.’ Namjoon answered.
‘Why not? I need some answers. Dad needs to explain how he could just abandon you and your mother!’ Taehyung insisted, angered.
‘I get it. But just give me some time. Then we can talk to him together.’ Namjoon suggested. Hesitantly, Taehyung smiled and nodded in agreement. After that they talked for a bit and Namjoon left. Namjoon had certain plans that he carefully chose not to mention to Taehyung.
Taehyung was on his way home when he decided to stop by a café for some iced coffee. The first thing he saw when he walked in was a sad Park Jimin sitting by himself in a corner. After getting his beverage, he walked up to Jimin’s table and took a seat across him.
‘Oh hey Tae.’ Jimin greeted with a strained smile.
‘Are you okay?’ Taehyung inquired. Jimin noticed that Taehyung seemed to be in a particularly good mood.
‘I guess things are going well with Jungkook?’ Jimin asked with a smile and arching an eyebrow. He assumed Taehyung’s uplifted mood had to do with Jungkook.
‘Uh, yea things are great.’ Taehyung replied, keeping his promise not to mention anything about Namjoon to anyone.
‘Good. At least you two are happy.’ Jimin sighed, lowering his gaze.
‘Why are you not happy? Because of Yoongi? You two seemed pretty close at your birthday party.’ Taehyung enquired.
‘No, we’re not. He’d rather be with Hoseok.’ Jimin replied, looking away.
‘No he wouldn’t. I’ve seen them together. Clearly Hoseok is in love with him but Yoongi is just using him as an escape. You’re the one he loves.’ Taehyung pointed out.
‘Of course. He loves me that’s why he doesn’t wanna be with me.’ Jimin said, smiling sarcastically.
‘I think he’s just afraid of hurting you.’ Taehyung reasoned.
‘That’s exactly what he said. But by pushing me away he’s hurting me more than he ever has.’
‘I’m sorry Jimin. Trust me, I know how much that sucks.’ Taehyung consoled, taking his hand.
‘I’m so tired of hurting, Tae. I can’t take it anymore. Why can’t I just stop loving him?’ Jimin cried. Taehyung moved his chair next to him and hugged him.
‘Do you want me to talk to him?’ Taehyung offered as Jimin buried his face into the crook of his neck and cried.
‘You would do that?’ Jimin asked, looking up at him with tears in his eyes.
‘Yeah I would. It bothers me to see you both suffering when you don’t need to.’ Taehyung explained.
‘Both of us?’ Jimin asked, puzzled.
‘Yes both of you. Jimin, he’s just as miserable from not being with you.’
‘I know you think he loves me. But I don’t.’ Jimin responded, gently pulling away and wiping his tears.
‘Are you really that blind? Of course he loves you! He’s just being… Yoongi.’ Taehyung remarked, chuckling at the last part, making Jimin chuckle as well.
‘Maybe you’re right. This is so weird.’ Jimin scoffed.
‘What do you mean?’ Taehyung inquired.
‘Are we actually friends now?’ Jimin smirked.
‘Damn, did not see that happening.’ Taehyung admitted, the pair of them laughing afterwards. Once Taehyung managed to cheer Jimin up, he went home. After all, Jungkook would be waiting for him.
As soon as Taehyung entered his bedroom, he noticed a sexy Jeon Jungkook laying on his bed and smiling at him. Taehyung took off his jacket and got into bed with him all the while smiling back. They held each other close and simply enjoyed the warmth of the embrace. Taehyung wasn’t able to make much time for Jungkook the past few days since he was trying not to have a mental breakdown after his talk with Namjoon at Jimin’s party. But having talked with Namjoon earlier that day, Taehyung felt at ease again.
‘I’m sorry I’ve been acting a little strange lately.’ Taehyung apologized, stroking Jungkook’s hair.
‘That’s okay. I’m glad you’re back to normal. You actually seem really happy.’ Jungkook pointed out.
‘That’s because I have you in my life. Holding you in my arms right now, I’ve never felt happier.’ Taehyung confessed as Jungkook looked up at him with tears in his eyes. Jungkook quickly moved closer and kissed him passionately. Before they knew it, they were kissing and moaning as they undressed each other. As Taehyung lay on top of Jungkook, both of them naked, he stared deeply into his eyes feeling somewhat reluctant.
‘Are you sure you wanna do this? Because we don’t have to. There’s no rush.’ Taehyung explained. They hadn’t had sex since they got back together and their relationship had never been better. Taehyung was a little scared that sex might ruin how good things were going.
‘Yes, make love to me.’ Jungkook whispered, blushing madly. Unable to deny the strong surge of love and desire Taehyung felt for him, he slowly pushed his lubed-up member inside of him. He kept a slow and deep pace, the intensity of it being so overwhelming to them both.
‘Ah… Tae, I love you.’ Jungkook moaned, gripping Taehyung’s hips to pull him closer, taking him deeper. Taehyung moaned into the crook of his neck, not believing how good it felt to be so deep inside of him.
‘Ah, Jungkook… I love you too. Fuck! I love you so much!’ Taehyung moaned, palming his face and kissing him softly as he thrust slowly and deep inside of him. Taehyung was kissing and caressing him anywhere he could when Jungkook suddenly started crying. Completely startled, Taehyung stopped his movements and looked at him with concern.
‘What’s wrong? Am I hurting you?’ Taehyung inquired, worried.
‘No. I’m just so happy. I can’t even find the words to say how much I love you.’ Jungkook cried, unable to hold back his tears of joy. Hearing him say that made Taehyung start crying as well. The love, happiness and pleasure they felt was just too overwhelming. Taehyung then kissed him tenderly and continued to make sweet and gentle love to him. Jungkook started moaning loudly and instinctively rocking his hips as he felt his orgasm building up.
‘Wait no, don’t cum yet.’ Taehyung insisted, pulling out of him.
‘Why not?’ Jungkook groaned in frustration, the sensation fading away. Taehyung lowered his gaze and blushed making Jungkook give him a puzzled look.
‘Do you wanna top?’ Taehyung suggested, licking his lips and staring into Jungkook’s eyes with passion and desire. Jungkook bit his bottom lip to choke down a moan as those words sent shivers of pleasure throughout his body.
‘Really? Are you sure?’ Jungkook whispered anxiously.
‘Yes, Jungkook I love you. And I wanna feel you inside of me.’ Taehyung moaned, stroking Jungkook’s dripping length. That was all the convincing Jungkook needed. He quickly lubed-up his member after the rushed prep and carefully positioned it before Taehyung’s moist hole. But then he suddenly looked up at Taehyung, double checking. When Taehyung lustfully smiled at him and nodded, Jungkook gently pushed his length in. Taehyung threw his head back and let out a loud moan, being reminded of how thick Jungkook was. The few times that Taehyung let Jungkook top, he was always really hard and rough so Taehyung was half-expecting it to be like that again. But much to his surprise, Jungkook kept a deep and steady pace, kind of like Taehyung did earlier. And Taehyung enjoyed every second of Jungkook’s tender and gentle love-making. Jungkook moaned softly as he tried to kiss every inch of his gorgeous body.
‘Fuck… ah, Tae you’re so beautiful. Ah, feels so good inside of you.’ Jungkook breathed, picking up the pace.
‘Ah-fuck! Ah!... ah-ah, Kook, you’re gonna make me cum.’ Taehyung whined, unable to handle how good Jungkook was fucking into him. It felt so good that he felt he might pass out from the overwhelming pleasure. Jungkook kissed his neck and his chest, pulling him closer as he picked up the pace even more. Taehyung’s gorgeous, sweaty body, his hitched breathing and soft whimpers, the look on his face as he threw his head back and closed his eyes while rolling his hips faster and faster, it was driving Jungkook insane with unimaginable pleasure.
‘Cum for me baby.’ Jungkook moaned, feeling Taehyung’s trembling walls tightening around his cock. Taehyung let out the lewdest moan when he shot his warm cum all over Jungkook’s chest. A few seconds later, Jungkook came as well, hungrily kissing Taehyung as he rode out his orgasm. Afterwards Jungkook crashed on top of him, resting his head on Taehyung’s chest.
‘Fuck I love you.’ Jungkook whispered, still panting loudly. Taehyung smiled and ran his fingers through Jungkook’s hair.
‘I love you too.’ He whispered, both of them feeling such bliss after their intense love-making.
‘We should do it like this more often.’ Jungkook suggested, looking up at him with a satisfied grin.
‘You mean switch things up?’ Taehyung asked.
‘Yes exactly. Fuck, it was so intense.’ Jungkook admitted.
‘Sure, I don’t mind.’ Taehyung blushed. Then they kissed for a few minutes and fell asleep in each other’s arms. They were both finally happy. Happy and in love. Besides that, nothing else mattered. Well, not to Jungkook at least. Taehyung on the other hand, his priorities may have changed a bit.
Sorry if I freaked you out with Taehyung and Namjoon's weird interaction. *face palm* I can assure you it won't get anymore inappropriate between them.
*Who is ya'll bias in BTS and why? Mine is Tae. His deep voice and gorgeous features give me life. ^^
Chapter 26: Pain and Regret
Pain and Regret = SUFFERING
Yoongi was waiting for Taehyung. He called Yoongi the previous night and asked if he could drop by to talk. His tone of voice made Yoongi nervous. What did he want to talk about? He sounded so serious. While waiting on Taehyung, Yoongi’s mind drifted off to Jimin. A part of him regretted pushing him away. But Yoongi couldn’t risk ever hurting him again. The pain he felt from keeping him at a certain distance was nothing compared to the guilt and self-hatred he felt for all the things he put him through. Even though he knew Jimin forgave him and deeply loved him, he could never forgive himself for hurting him. So it was better to stay away from him. In time Jimin would get over him and move on to someone better Yoongi reasoned. In his heart he felt Jimin deserved so much more than him. Taehyung’s arrival then interrupted his thoughts.
‘How come you’re still here? I thought you were only gonna be here for a week.’ Taehyung pointed out as he took a seat across him in the living room.
‘The assignment I’m working on needs more time.’ Yoongi explained.
‘What about school?’
‘I don’t care about school.’ Yoongi scoffed.
‘What assignment are you working on with Namjoon?’ Taehyung probed.
‘Why are you asking me? Ask Namjoon. He’s your brother after all.’ Yoongi retorted. Taehyung was surprised that Yoongi knew that.
‘You know about that?’
‘Namjoon and I know a lot about each other.’ Yoongi answered with a blank expression, clearly hiding something.
‘So you two are friends?’ Taehyung inquired.
‘No we’re not. We’re just working on something together.’
‘How do you even know him?’ Taehyung probed.
‘I got into some trouble a while back. Namjoon being the powerful attorney he is got me out of it. So I owe him this.’ Yoongi explained. Taehyung arched an eyebrow, shocked.
‘What trouble did you get into? It was so bad that you needed a lawyer?’ Taehyung stated.
‘Look, it doesn’t matter anymore.’
‘Okay fine. How did Namjoon find out we’re brothers?’ Taehyung asked, changing the topic.
‘He just kinda figured it out. He’s known for some time actually.’ Yoongi replied.
‘Really? Then why didn’t he ever reach out to me before?’ Taehyung asked, surprised yet again.
‘Because he didn’t care before. He resented you. Relax, he really cares about you now.’ Yoongi explained.
‘I get it.’ Taehyung sighed. ‘I’ve had the perfect life while he suffered in the most unimaginable ways. So what made him change his mind?’ He added.
‘I talked to him about you. I told him about all the ways you suffered. After I explained everything, he suddenly felt really connected to you.’ Yoongi answered.
‘So I have you to thank? You’re the reason I have a brother now?’ Taehyung pointed out softly, tears welling up in his eyes.
‘Yeah I guess.’ Yoongi admitted, smiling fondly at him.
‘Why are you fixing everything in my life?’
‘Because I’m the one who broke it in the first place.’ Yoongi confessed, his gaze lowered.
‘Yoongi all that guilt you’re holding on to, you have to let it go. It’s keeping you from being happy. Yes, you’ve made some mistakes, but you’re different now.’ Taehyung said calmly, trying his best to console and reason with him.
‘So I should just forget everything I did? All the people I’ve hurt?’ Yoongi gritted, clenching his fists to remain calm. The guilt and self-hatred was overtaking him.
‘Yes! Just let it go! I forgave you a long time ago. And Jimin forgave you too.’ Taehyung replied, almost whispering the last part. Yoongi’s head immediately shot up at the mention of Jimin’s name.
‘Jimin?’ Yoongi asked, unsure what Taehyung was getting at.
‘That’s actually what I’m here to talk about. Yoongi, why are you pushing him away? He loves you. And I can see in it your eyes how much you love him too.’ Taehyung noted.
‘The love you see in my eyes is for you.’ Yoongi said in a deep tone, staring into Taehyung’s eyes. Taehyung couldn’t help but feel aroused.
‘Fuck Yoongi, don’t say shit like that to me. It really messes me up.’ He responded, instinctively licking his lips.
‘I’m sorry. I don’t wanna mess with you. I know you’re really happy with Jungkook and that’s all I’ve ever wanted for you. Your happiness means everything to me.’ Yoongi assured, taking his hand with a soft smile. It took all the restraint Taehyung had not to leap forward and kiss him.
‘Yoongi, I know you’ve loved me. But you love Jimin now and you know it. He’s the guy for you. Stop pushing him away. Being apart is making you both miserable. Your happiness means everything to me too.’ Taehyung responded, squeezing his hand.
‘So I should tell him how I feel?’
‘Yes! Tell him how much you love him! Promise me!’ Taehyung demanded.
‘Fine, I promise I’ll talk to him.’ Yoongi chuckled. ‘Now get out of here before you get fucked.’ He added in a seductive tone. Taehyung’s love and concern for him aroused him and he no longer trusted himself to be alone with him.
‘What makes you think I’d let you top?’ Taehyung smirked as they both stood up for him to leave. Even though Taehyung said it as a joke, Yoongi still felt his dick twitch in excitement.
‘I can’t say I’m not curious.’ Yoongi whispered.
‘Curious about what?’ Taehyung inquired, puzzled.
‘What your dick would feel like inside of me.’ Yoongi replied in the most seductive way. Taehyung felt a lightning bolt of pleasure shoot through his dick as he let out a soft moan and grabbed Yoongi to kiss him aggressively. Taehyung only moaned louder when Yoongi reached his hand down to his erection and started massaging him through his jeans. The stimulation and taste of Yoongi’s soft lips was throwing Taehyung into a frenzy. It only got worse when Taehyung firmly squeezed Yoongi’s mounds, making him arch his back and softly moan into the kiss. Discovering such a submissive side to Yoongi was driving Taehyung insane with desire.
‘You gonna fuck me?’ Yoongi whispered seductively, hovering his lips over Taehyung’s.
‘Fuck, I can’t!’ Taehyung sighed in frustration, pacing around with his hands on his head.
‘Tae, it’s fine okay. I get it.’ Yoongi said, trying to calm him down.
‘No you don’t get it. Yoongi, you have no idea how much I’ve wanted this. But I can’t do this to Jungkook. I love him more than anything and I promised never to hurt him again.’ Taehyung explained.
‘I know Tae. I’m proud of you. You’re a much better person now. I’m happy for you.’ Yoongi responded with a soft smile. Taehyung smiled back and hugged him.
‘I should go. Tell Jimin how you feel!’ Taehyung reminded. Yoongi smiled and nodded. Then he left, leaving Yoongi feeling more frustrated than he had in a long time.
Jin was meeting Namjoon for lunch. Since Namjoon had to stay in the capital longer than he expected, Jin decided to take some days off work to be with him. He never liked being away from Namjoon for too long. But after what he witnessed a couple of days ago, he only wished he went home right after Jimin’s birthday. Why was Namjoon kissing Taehyung? Were they having an affair? Is that why it was so easy for Namjoon to forgive him for cheating with Taehyung? Wait, did Namjoon put Taehyung up to that?! Was he testing him? What if he actually had feelings for Taehyung? Jin only realized the tears streaming down his face when he noticed Namjoon walking towards his table. He quickly wiped his tears and composed himself.
‘Hey baby.’ Namjoon greeted with a smile, taking a seat across him. Jin leaned in, grabbed his face and kissed him roughly. Of course Namjoon gave into him, loving every second of his aggressive touch. But then it suddenly hit him that they were in a public place, so he abruptly pulled away.
‘What’s wrong?’ Jin panted, trying to catch his breath from that steamy kiss.
‘Baby, we’re in a restaurant. People are staring.’ Namjoon chuckled, caressing his flushed cheek. Jin held his hand pressed against his cheek and leaned into it. As he stared into his eyes, the eyes that were staring back at him with deep affection, Jin felt overwhelmed with guilt and sadness. Ever since he cheated on Namjoon, all he felt was pain and regret. Fearful that Namjoon might be cheating on him only increased the pain he was already struggling with. More than anything, he wished they could just get past all the secrets, suspicion, pain and remorse and just be happy. But when was life ever that simple? They sat in silence until the meals came.
‘So how are things with your assignment here?’ Jin asked, hoping to get some answers. Namjoon chewed his food and swallowed before responding.
‘It’s going well.’ Namjoon replied, carefully omitting the details.
‘So that kid Taehyung really lives here. I saw him at Jimin’s birthday party.’ Jin continued. Namjoon’s head immediately shot up at the mention of Taehyung’s name.
‘Yeah, he does.’ Namjoon confirmed, taking another bite of his steak.
‘Are you two still friends? I mean, after what I told you.’ Jin probed carefully, his gaze lowered, playing with his soup.
‘Yes we are. I forgave you both for that.’ Namjoon stated firmly. Jin couldn’t take it. He knew Namjoon was hiding something from him.
‘Okay. So what are we doing after lunch?’ Jin asked, changing the topic. He was afraid of upsetting Namjoon.
‘Oh, I’m meeting with someone from work. Why don’t you do some shopping and I’ll meet up with you later.’ Namjoon suggested. But that only fueled the suspicion Jin was already feeling. At a loss for words, he smiled and nodded.
After lunch, they went their separate ways, or so Namjoon thought. Jin followed him to a quaint little café. The first thing Jin noticed was Taehyung anxiously waiting for him there. He stood at a certain distance, carefully observing them. They smiled at each other and hugged. Jin’s heart skipped a beat as Taehyung took Namjoon by the hand and led him to a back room. Desperately needing answers, Jin cautiously followed them. When he entered, he hid behind a cabinet and stared at them hugging with tears in his eyes. Although it was just a hug, it seemed so affectionate and meaningful. Taehyung had his eyes closed with a soft smile as he nuzzled into the crook of Namjoon’s neck. And Namjoon held him really close, running his fingers through his hair and softly kissing his forehead.
‘I hate meeting in secret like this.’ Taehyung protested as they slowly pulled away from the embrace.
‘I know Tae, but nobody can know about our relationship yet. That could complicate my assignment.’ Namjoon explained, softly caressing his cheek. Jin had to cover his mouth to choke down a sob. They were in a relationship?!
‘What assignment?’ Taehyung demanded, frustrated.
‘I know you need some answers and I promise to be honest with you about everything. But not yet. Please be patient with me.’ Namjoon implored, palming his face. Reluctantly, Taehyung nodded with a loud sigh.
‘I’m just so confused. I wanna tell people about you, about us!’ Taehyung said, his voice slightly breaking. He felt so much love, respect and appreciation for his older brother that he started crying. Namjoon wiped his tears and softly kissed his forehead.
‘I know this is hard but will you please trust me?’ Namjoon consoled, fighting off tears. They were having an intense moment of sibling-bonding but Jin of course completely misconstrued the entire situation. He blankly stared at them with tears endlessly streaming down his face.
‘Of course I trust you. I love you.’ Taehyung replied with tears in his eyes. A tear streamed down Namjoon’s face as well as he pulled Taehyung in for a tight embrace.
‘I love you too.’ Namjoon whispered, holding a crying Taehyung as tight as he could. It was in that moment that Jin felt his heart shatter into a million pieces. It was one thing to be having sex with someone else, but to actually love someone else? Jin felt like he no longer had any reason to live. Broken down and in a state of shock, he blankly walked away. Where was he going? Did it even matter? He just emptily walked the streets questioning every decision he ever made in life.
Jimin was laying in bed. He softly smiled to himself as he thought about fond memories he shared with Yoongi. Jimin’s single greatest regret was breaking up with Yoongi and moving away. The pain he felt from not being with him was unbearable. All he wanted was for Yoongi to return his love. He missed everything about Yoongi. He missed his sweet smile, his delicate features, his warm scent. But more than anything, Jimin missed having sex with him. The sex was never better with anyone else because Yoongi was the only person Jimin ever loved. Jimin’s mother was out of town for a work conference. Being home alone was not something he enjoyed. Jimin was the type of person that needed the comfort of people around him. Which is why he invited someone over. When he heard the doorbell, he ran downstairs in excitement. Opening the door and finding Yugyeom there came as a shock to him.
‘Yugyeom? What brings you here?’ Jimin asked with a smile. Yugyeom had a stern look on his face and it unsettled Jimin but he chose to ignore it.
‘Can I come in?’ Yugyeom asked, not waiting for a response before moving past Jimin and walking in. Yugyeom then blankly walked up the stairs and went into his bedroom. Jimin quietly observed him with a flicker of panic in his eyes. Fearful of Yugyeom’s sudden change in demeanor, he hesitantly followed him to his bedroom. When he got inside, he found Yugyeom in his bed with a seductive smirk.
‘What are you doing here?’ Jimin asked in a soft tone, clearly nervous.
‘We are still friends with benefits right?’ Yugyeom smirked, motioning for Jimin to join him on the bed. Jimin’s eyes widened upon hearing those words. Although sex with Yugyeom was really good, Jimin came to realize that Yoongi was the only person he wanted to feel such intimacy with. He let out a deep sigh and took a seat next to him on his bed.
‘Yugyeom, I do really like you. And I know you’re upset about Jungkook and Taehyung. I want to be a good friend and comfort you but I won’t do that with sex.’ Jimin stated firmly.
‘Why not?’ Yugyeom scoffed, resting his hand on Jimin’s thigh.
‘Because I’m in love with someone and he’s the only guy I want to have sex with.’ Jimin answered in a serious tone, moving Yugyeom’s hand away. Yugyeom arched an eyebrow and smirked.
‘Yoongi couldn’t care less about you. He loves Taehyung.’ Yugyeom grinned, standing up and walking towards the door to leave.
‘Wait! How do you know Yoongi? And how do you know Namjoon?’ Jimin demanded, standing up as well, a puzzled look on his face.
‘You and Jungkook really don’t know anything. I can see why you liked each other.’ Yugyeom chuckled.
‘Answer my questions!’ Jimin snapped.
‘You don’t get to order me, you little slut!’ Yugyeom sneered, shoving Jimin against the wall. Jimin suddenly felt really scared. There was no way he could possibly fight off Yugyeom.
‘I’m sorry.’ He whispered, his gaze lowered, tears forming in his eyes. Seeing him in such a state however awakened an animalistic desire in Yugyeom. So he moved closer and smashed his lips against Jimin’s, biting down on his thick bottom lip until he tasted blood. Jimin started to cry as he struggled to push him away. When Yugyeom pulled away to catch his breath, Jimin tried to run off but Yugyeom swiftly grabbed him and pressed him back against the wall. Jimin had his back to him and he cried even harder when Yugyeom licked the back of his neck and started undoing his pants.
‘Yugyeom what the fuck are you doing?’ Jimin cried, trying to wiggle out of his grip.
‘Relax, I’ll make sure you enjoy it. Besides, not like anyone can stop me. I know you’re here alone.’ Yugyeom grinned, slowly grinding his erection against him.
‘You can’t do this! I’m saying NO!’ Jimin screamed, tears streaming down his face.
‘Like I need your fucking permission.’ Yugyeom scoffed, pressing his chest against Jimin’s back to hold him into place while he used both hands to spread his legs. Jimin started sobbing uncontrollably as he realized what was about to happen to him again.
‘PLEASE STOP! STOP!’ He pleaded, screaming at the top of his lungs, a fountain of tears streaming down his flushed face. But could anyone save him?
Sorry for the delayed update guys. GOT7 dropped too many MV's this week :P
*I should point out that due to recent schedule changes, I'll only be able to update once a week. :( So expect a new chapter every Saturday. Work sucks, I know. Thanks for being patient with me ^^