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    When Jim died, he left a door open in his mind, and in between life and death, the mind seeks its own purgatory. Thanks to insomnia, sleep paralysis, visions of a botched eugenics experiment, and a planet Jim swears he's forgotten, the Captain's dreams begin to blend with reality.

    When you cannot be your own anchor, who can you rely on to remind you of the best parts of yourself?

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  2. 20 Sep 2019

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  3. 13 Sep 2019

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    Wonderful fic dealing with the aftermath of Khan and Kirk's death. Both men must reconcile their feelings for each other while figuring out Kirk's dreams, nightmares, halucinations, etc. Wondefully written first person POV which alternates each chapter.

  4. 07 Sep 2019

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    Wonderful!

  5. 26 Aug 2019

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  8. 16 Aug 2019

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    “It seems as if what Jim needs is something to ground him in reality. A constant. I do not believe you will be able to aid in the cessation of these nightmares; Jim underwent a great trauma when he died, and his mind is rebuilding itself. With an anchor, however, I believe he may begin to find peace.”

    “What are you suggesting?”

    “Jim trusts you as he trusts no one else. You are his anchor, the constant to which he returns in times of disorder. This is not a recent development, but rather the basis of your friendship – reason to chaos, logic to emotion, dark to light. You are Jim’s opposite, and yet at your katra, you are the same. You know this. You have felt it.”

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  15. 25 Feb 2019

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  21. 20 Jan 2019

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    Wow!! So great. Totally magnificently unexpected and should have way more hits.

    Really loved this take on Jim suffering mentally post Khan. Not enough ficd in the fandom that do this justice.

     

    Some gems

    “He fell in love with us as we lay dying outside that radiation chamber because you were enough of an idiot to go in. He fell in love with us because we finally realized that no-win scenarios were possible, not because a third option isn’t always available, but because sometimes someone has to make a sacrifice that will cost them everything they are.”

    “Though my soul may set in darkness, it will rise in perfect light;
    I have loved the stars too fondly to be fearful of the night.”

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