“I want fries.”
He drops his head back against the seat rest and closes his eyes, pinches the bridge of his nose and tries to think of something calming. The ocean, maybe. The hiss and crack of flames when he tosses an extra log on the fire. The leftover chicken alfredo Hot Pie made last night that he plans on reheating tonight.
“That’s lovely, Arya.”
He hears her knees scramble against the leather of the back seats, feels the jolt in his seat as she curls her fingers around his head rest and pulls back once.
“I would like for you to take me to the diner.”
There’s more creaking of leather, a bony elbow in his side, and then Arya is sitting in the seat next to him, having crawled through the narrow space that separates the front of the town car from the back. The back - where she is supposed to remain and sit quietly as he escorts her from the estate, to her dance classes, and back again.
No diner stops.
“I have a compromise.”
He squints one eye open and tilts his head to peer at her wearily, knowing already he will more than likely fold. He’s quite a terrible bodyguard, all things considered. He has absolutely no idea why Ned Stark keeps him on the payroll.
“Let’s hear it,” he sighs.
She beams at him, her short hair sticking up wildly from her dance class. She’s wearing her usual black leggings and black tank top, the fabric distractingly tight over the swell of her breasts. He doesn’t know when over the last six years he started noticing the swell of her breasts and the gentle slope of her hips or the curve of her ass, but he’d really like to not. She’s Arya Stark, daughter of Lord Eddard Stark, Warden of the North - and thoroughly off limits to the likes of him.
Not to mention he’s her bodyguard, sworn to protect her and her family.
Not to mention she’s his friend - his best friend - and she’d more than likely thoroughly eviscerate him for noticing the - the smattering of freckles that linger just under her collarbone. How they tend to hide when her skin is pink and flushed and -
“ - a happy meal. Gendry, are you listening to me?”
No, I am daydreaming about how your skin flushes pink and wondering just how far down that blush of yours spreads.
He blinks, shakes his head once, and starts the engine of the car. At least she didn’t feel the need to demand his attention with a punch this time. He has enough tiny bruises marring his arms to last him a lifetime.
“Aren’t you a little too old for happy meals, m’lady?”
Her gaze narrows in a glare and her hand shoots out, quick as a whip, to land a punch on his thigh. He winces. She is terribly adept at finding old bruises with her strikes.
“I am 21 years old - ” he winces again, not needing the reminder that she’s a woman grown now, all soft curves instead of the awkward angles she was at 15. “ - which is scientifically proven as not too old for happy meals.”
He can’t help it, he grins. “I think the rules and regulations of the children’s menu might disagree with you.” He watches her from the corner of his eye as he pulls out into traffic, biting the inside of his cheek against his smile. “Though given how short you are - “
She punches him hard on the arm as he snickers under his breath. “You better watch it or I’m going to ask to have you reassigned to Rickon.”
He flicks on the blinker and smoothly makes the left hand turn into the drive-thru. “Who the hell would drive you to get fries, then?”
She smiles happily, relaxing in the seat, thoroughly pleased now that she’s gotten her way. “Yeah, I suppose you’re right.”
She leans over him when it’s their turn to place their order, her shoulder digging into his chest and her breasts pressed (terribly, distractingly) against the length of his forearm.
“We’ll have a chicken nugget happy meal, two large fries, a cherry coke and a Dr. Pepper, please.”
He blinks at her as she settles back in the passenger seat. “Quite hungry, are you?”
“You always eat my fries, so I got you your own.” She glances up at him with a cheeky grin from where she’s fumbling through her bag for her wallet. He rolls his eyes at her and tosses her backpack into the back seat before she gets a chance to find it, extending his card to the lady in the window.
He can pay for fries, for god’s sake.
She leans across him again when they’re being handed their bag of food, and asks the preteen in the window gawking at her for some extra hot mustard.
“You don’t like mustard,” he mutters, trying his best not to punch the kid in the window for staring at Arya’s chest and settles for a glare instead. She’s reprimanded him enough over the years for his tendency to punch anything that so much as looks at her twice.
(“Gendry, you can’t just - you can’t hit everyone that tries to talk to me.”
“I thought he was reaching for a weapon.”
“It was a piece of gum, stupid.”
“You like mustard,” she supplies simply, and it’s enough of a distraction to make him forget the kid in the window. He arches an eyebrow at her and she shrugs, popping open her happy meal and setting her feet on the dash.
He shakes his head, the car behind him honking for lingering too long. Arya sticks her hand out the window with a rude gesture without missing a beat, and he rolls his eyes.
“You’re gonna be on TMZ again if you keep acting like that.”
She grins around a mouthful of nuggets. “Mother will be thrilled.”
They’re barely through the front gates of the Winterfell estate before she’s bouncing in her seat, hands wrapped around his arm.
“Want to spar when we get inside?”
“No, I don’t want to spar.” He nods a greeting at Anguy in the security booth as they pass. “I want to get out of this suit and take a nap.”
“You can’t take a nap. The Karstark’s are arriving in a couple hours and I’m sure Beric has you on detail.” He groans. Fuck, he had forgotten about that. “And we both know how grumpy you get when you take short naps.”
“I don’t get grumpy,” he snaps, annoyed that she’s right. He feels off balance by her today. The thing with the fries and the mustard and the smell of her shampoo lingering in his car - honey or vanilla or something equally detrimental to his being. Maybe sparring isn’t such a bad idea. An outlet for his frustration, at the very least.
He shifts the car into park in the garage, noticing that the rest of the Starks seem to be home for the Karstark's arrival. He spots Jon’s jeep in the corner and Robb’s SUV. Maybe Theon will join them for sparring and he can land a couple hits on the prat. That would certainly make him feel better. “Alright, we can spar. Let me go change and I’ll meet you in the gym.”
She grins at him, wide and toothy, before slipping out of the car and darting into the house, promptly forgetting her bag in the back seat. He grabs it before following after her, turning left where she turned right, heading towards the South Wing where the on-site staff is housed. He had been given a room when Lord Stark first recruited him six years ago - far finer and more spacious than any of the group homes he had been raised in.
(“This is - “ he remembers stammering, young and overwhelmed, his hands clutched tight around his beat up duffle. Everything he owned shoved into one bag. “I can’t - this is too much.”
“Nonsense, lad.” Lord Stark had merely patted him on the shoulder. “You’re a part of our family. You get a room in the house.”)
He has his own apartment now, but still uses this room from time to time, sometimes too tired to make the drive back to his place. Most times just wanting the comfort of voices drifting through the halls - Rickon’s loud laughter, Lord Stark’s somber tone, the sounds of pots and pans in the kitchen - instead of the stillness of his empty apartment. There are spare clothes in the dresser, old band posters from concerts he and Jon went to tacked carefully to the wall.
He makes sure to hang his suit carefully on the back of the door instead of tossing it in the corner like he wants, glancing once back at the bed in longing before slipping into shorts and a t-shirt. He shoulders Arya’s bag and makes his way towards the gym, hearing the bass pounding down the hall well before he wanders through the door. The Lady Stark will likely be right pissed about the music - again - and he knows that’s a significant reason why Arya does it.
She’s nowhere to be seen when he closes the door behind him, but he braces himself, not surprised in the least when someone suddenly jumps on his back. He flips her easily, her slight frame impossibly light as she lands on her back and rolls smoothly to her feet.
She grins at him. “Got ya.”
“I flicked you off like a tiny little flea.” He smiles when she huffs. She hates being reminded how much smaller she is than him. Her head barely reaches his shoulders, and for all her speed and agility, he’s pure strength. He steps left as she moves right, easily blocking her punch when she lunges forward. He traps her arm at her side, doing the same with the other when she immediately reaches up in response.
She kicks his shin and he laughs, releasing her, back to circling one another.
He likes this, likes them like this. The easy flow of it, the give and take. They’ve always worked well together. It’s half the reason why he was the one assigned to her in the first place. That, and he seemed to be the only bodyguard in all of Westeros capable of lasting longer than two weeks putting up with her bullshit.
“Maybe you should be taking boxing lessons instead of your dancing ones.”
She glares at him, spinning into some stupidly graceful deflection when he attempts to land a blow on her torso. He tries to follow, but his feet get tangled beneath him and he stumbles.
“Maybe you should try dance lessons,” she spins forward again and lands a quick one-two series against his shoulder and gut. “You’d look lovely in a tutu.”
They fall into an easy rhythm and sweat begins to gather along his neck the longer they go at it, the base of his spine sore from where she roundhouse kicked him. He doesn't know when she learned that - but he can’t say he hates the way she looks when she’s kicking his ass.
(All flushed cheeks and bright eyes. Her laughter loud when he swings her over his shoulder.)
Soon, though, he’s tired and he tries to call her off. But she’s bloody insistent on her worst day, and his temper is short on his best.
“Come on, ten more minutes.”
She elbows him in the chest before flicking his ear, grinning all the while. He flicks her back and she laughs as she dances around him.
“I have to shower, Arya. And I’m sure your mother has a pretty dress to stuff you into.”
She groans, lashing out in sudden frustration and kicking him harder than she has all session. He sees red for a moment, and before he’s realized what he’s done, he’s tackled her bodily to the ground, all the air leaving her lungs with the impact of his body against hers on the floor.
She wheezes beneath him, and he leverages himself up onto his palms, trying to keep his weight off her despite their legs being hopelessly tangled. He only manages to press her down further into the floor, and he feels heat in his cheeks when his hips line up with hers.
“Shit, Arry. I’m so - “
Her foot curls over the back of his knee, and in a move that leaves his head spinning, she flips him and pins him to the floor in her place, her thighs settled neatly on either side of his waist. Her fingers curl around his wrists and she presses down against him, hips shifting forward and her - fucking hell - her breasts cushioned against his chest.
“Got ya,” she whispers with a smug smile and she - she’s right. She does. Totally and completely. Because all he feels around him is Arya. All he sees is the gray of her eyes, the sweat that lingers in the dip between her collarbones. All he wants is to crane his neck up the scant inches between them and press his mouth there, taste her on his tongue, feel the way her body moves when she gasps. He wonders if her skin is easy to mark, if she likes the bite of teeth.
The smile slips from her lips, one of her hands sliding slowly from his wrist to his palm until her fingertips graze his. His fingers curl around hers and it’s almost - it’s almost like they’re holding hands. Her hand so small and soft in his, her eyelashes fluttering against her cheeks as she breathes out. It would be so easy for him to tilt his chin up. To catch her lips with his.
“Gendry, I - “
“Waters, I need you on the back lawn tonight.” The door to the gym bangs open and Beric strolls through, looking down at his cellphone and not at the two of them sprawled together on the floor. Arya scrambles off of him, and his cheeks flush darker when her thigh brushes against his cock through the thin material of his gym shorts. “Thoros is nursing a hangover, and - oh, Lady Arya. My apologies, I didn’t see you.”
Beric’s sharp eyes dart to Gendry with a slightly accusatory look that he doesn’t even want to begin to decipher while Arya waves her hand in dismissal, already halfway across the room to where he dropped her backpack earlier. Part of him wants her to look at him, to see if - to see if she -
To see what, he isn’t quite sure.
She keeps her head down as she ducks out of the gym, a tight smile on her lips and a promise to see them both later tonight thrown over her shoulder. He waves lamely at her retreating back, not bothering to get up from the floor.
“So, back lawn?”
Beric doesn't answer, and Gendry peers open one eye to take in the disapproving stare being shot down at him.
“I think you and I should have a conversation in my office first.”
He groans, drumming his head against the floor.
All he wanted was a nap.
“You’ve been spending a lot of time with Lady Arya as of late.”
He clenches his fist and then releases it, counts to ten in his head once and then again.
“I’m her assigned protection.”
Beric gives him the same look he did in the gym, all raised eyebrows and thinned lips. “I think you and I both know, lad, that it goes a bit beyond protection.”
He averts his gaze to his knees.
“I know you may have - that you have feelings for the girl, but - “
“I don’t have feelings for her,” he mumbles, content to deny it out loud, if he must. After all, he certainly does enough denying to himself. Most days he’s even so convincing as to tell himself she’s just a phase. Some fixation that he needs to let run its course.
Never mind that it’s been a phase four years running now.
(Never mind that there’s nothing transient about the way he feels when she smiles at him over her cup of coffee in the morning, when she hands him a mug with just enough cream without him having to ask. It’s not temporary, the way he feels, when she curls herself around him in the car, worming her way to the front seat like she always does, her toes tapping on the dash. It’s not a fever for him to sweat out, the way his heart lurches when she laughs at his stupid jokes. When her gaze seeks him out in a crowded room and her gray eyes dance warm and happy and bright.)
“But it’s important to remember your place,” Beric continues, and Gendry feels his stomach drop to his toes. What place does a penniless orphan have with the great Stark family beyond that of the help? He has no father, no mother, no strong family name. He bounced around from group home to group home after the death of his mother, too sullen to be picked for adoption. Later, too angry and violent. Aye, he remember his place well enough. Bastard son of a father who never gave a shit. The kid shoved aside again and again for someone better.
“You do good work here Gendry, one of the best we have. But your job, your duty, is to keep the Stark family safe. Not take the Warden of the North’s daughter on field trips through the drive-thru.”
He bites his tongue so hard it bleeds.
“She’s not meant for you, and the sooner you realize that, the easier it will be.” Beric claps a hand on his shoulder, in what he probably thinks is a comforting gesture. But Gendry just feels fury - cold and hard and fast, burning under his skin.
Not meant for him.
“You should shower. Get ready for tonight.”
He nods, a jerk of his head, his gaze still fixed on his feet.
Lem is in the small room that doubles as a conference and debrief space when he leaves Beric’s office, his feet propped up on the table, an easy smile on his lips.
“Hey, The Bodyguard is on at 8, if you want to watch it while you jerk off again.”
He feels his cheeks flush, furiously and thoroughly embarrassed. He had thought - well, he had thought he was being subtle. That with enough internal denial about his feelings for Arya, there would be no outward signs of it. But between Beric, and now Lem - god , what if her brothers noticed? What if Lord Stark noticed?
He runs his hand through his hair and kicks open the door, idly considering throwing himself from the roof of the estate.
“Shut the fuck up.”
“Because, Arya. I’m not taking you out to a bar.”
“Because isn’t a reason, and you’re right. You won’t be taking me out to a bar. I’ll be taking you out to a bar, considering it’s your birthday.”
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He’s considered quitting before.
Plenty of times, actually. During Arya’s undergrad when she had dated some light-haired, purple-eyed prat, he almost turned in his resignation on a daily basis. When he had to sit outside the restaurant during their dates and try not to notice the way she smiled wide and laughed loud. When he had to watch her disappear into some other guy’s apartment, only to emerge hours later with flushed cheeks and mussed hair.
But there were nights when she would cuddle up to him instead. Tuck her body against his on the couch in what he was certain was not by-the-book bodyguard behavior. When she would curl her small hands around his arm and tug him through the farmer’s market, too goddamned early on a Saturday morning, just because she liked the fresh flowers. The opportunity to be close to her, protect her - it’s always been enough to stay.
He’s considering it again.
“Because, Arya. I’m not taking you out to a bar.”
“Because isn’t a reason, and you’re right. You won’t be taking me out to a bar.” She smiles at him from across the kitchen, half buried in the refrigerator looking for the orange juice. It’s incredibly distracting when she bends over like that, the smooth line of her back and the curve of her ass. The oversized material of her sleep shirt doing little to mask the fact she is certainly not wearing a bra. It’s no wonder they’ve found themselves having the same argument they always do. He’s mildly surprised he can even pull together a sentence when she’s like this - sleep rumpled and perfect. “I’ll be taking you out to a bar, considering it’s your birthday.”
He blinks and darts his gaze over to the calendar in the corner, then back to where Arya is staring patiently at him, orange juice secured. She pulls out two glasses from the cabinet, and hands one over her fingers brushing against his knuckles.
“Did you forget your own birthday?”
“You did. But that’s alright, because I didn’t and we’re going to celebrate.”
“What are we celebrating?”
He almost drops his glass of orange juice when Ned Stark strolls into the kitchen, fearfully wondering if his indecent thoughts about Arya and her ass are written across his face. He tries to school his features into a neutral expression, but the Lord Stark doesn’t bother to look up from his newspaper, heading for the coffee machine on the counter.
Gendry shoots Arya a murderous glance, hoping to convey without words for her to keep her damned mouth shut . She merely grins at him in glee, bouncing on her toes.
“Good morning, father.”
Ned places his paper on the counter at his daughter’s polite, graceful greeting, giving Arya a suspicious look over the top of his glasses. “Good morning, little wolf. Morning, Gendry.”
“Morning, sir,” he mumbles through gritted teeth, thinking on how he can grab Arya and clap his hand over her mouth in a way that is not wildly suspect. She leans back against the countertop and crosses her arms almost like she can hear his thoughts, sly smile curling her lips.
“We’re celebrating Gendry’s birthday,” she supplies without hesitation and he just - he should have quit years ago, honestly.
“Is it really the end of September already?” Ned’s head tilts towards the calendar in surprise. “So it is.” He grins at Gendry and raises his mug in toast. “Happy birthday, lad. We’ll have a dinner this evening in your honor, should you like.”
“That’s not necessary, sir, I -”
“We had something else in mind, actually,” Arya offers. We did not decide anything, he wants to interrupt. But that would be rude, and not his place, and he really wishes the floor would just swallow him up and remove him from this conversation. “I was hoping to take him to that little bar in town he likes so much. The one with the dart boards in the back?”
He blanches. The Inn at the Crossroads is literally the last place the daughter of a high lord should be.
He rushes to explain himself, lest Lord Stak have him thrown into the cells he’s sure still exist somewhere on this compound. “Sir, I was just planning on - “
“A lovely idea, darling,” Ned reaches forward and musses Arya’s hair. “I’m told they have delightful bowls of brown.”
He sincerely doubts Lord Stark has ever had a bowl of brown, and there is certainly nothing delightful about the ramshackle bar he prefers to go to. Which is exactly why he likes it so much. It’s half falling apart on it’s best day, but the drinks are cheap and the food is decent.
He is not taking Arya there.
“We’re not going anywhere, sir. I won’t let Arya put herself at risk like that. And dinner won’t be necessary. I’ll just - “ he gestures lamely in the air, feeling the tips of his ears burning. “I’m not one for birthday celebrations,” he concludes in a mumble, his hands shoved deep into his pockets.
Arya and Ned stare at him with matching looks of amusement.
“There is no one I trust more to keep Arya safe,” Ned begins, his solemn, serious voice quiet in the stillness of the kitchen. “Cat and I decided years ago that my position would not stop this family from leading their lives. You can take him to the bar, little wolf.”
“But Ramsay Bolton, sir. He - “
“Has not been spotted in months. Go to the bar.”
Arya raises her arms in victory, her smile wide.
“And you,” Lord Stark gestures at him with his newspaper. “You’re ordered to enjoy yourself. Is that understood?”
Beric is going to kill him.
“Could you please try to relax and enjoy your beer?”
He continues to scan the bar for the eightieth time that evening, looking for anyone that’s paying them a little too much attention tucked away in the corner booth. He chose this seat specifically so he could keep his back to the wall and Arya facing him - less a chance of her being recognized that way. He runs his hand along the gun tucked in the back of his jeans and huffs out a sigh through his nose.
“I am relaxed.”
Arya gives him a dry look over a stein that seems to be the size of her head. She had practically demanded it from the bartender when she walked in and saw the group of bikers in the corner drinking from similar glasses, never one to back down from a challenge. Even if no challenge was issued. “Yes, you seem positively serene.” He feels her hand beneath the table on his thigh, and startles so bad the entire table jolts with the movement.
The woman at the table next to them with electric pink hair gives him a look.
Arya cackles and takes her hand off his leg, nudging his beer closer towards him. “Drink your beer and stop casing the place. We’re fine.”
“We shouldn’t have come here.”
“It’s your birthday, Gendry. Why are you so worked up? Did Beric say something?”
Beric didn’t really say much of anything, actually. He had merely stared at him over his desk with his arms folded across his chest, the silence unbearable until he simply arched an eyebrow and muttered “Alright.” Lem, meanwhile, had snorted into his coffee and Thoros had just gazed at him without blinking for a full 45-seconds, gentle smile on his face and his fingers laced together in his lap.
He takes a gulp of beer. “Why would Beric say anything?”
They still haven’t talked about the other night - when Beric walked in on them tangled together on the floor - and he isn’t sure what he would say if they did. He had been seconds away from kissing her, seconds away from catching her lips in his and ruining everything. He usually isn’t so - he’s usually more careful, with his thoughts and his words and his hands only in appropriate places. But she had felt so good pressed against him. And he had thought - for a second, he thought - maybe she might -
Maybe she felt something, too.
But Beric’s words have been slow to leave his mind, and the more time he spends around Arya, the more he just - the more terrible he feels.
It hurts. To know she can never be his.
Not meant for you .
Her hand curls around his and he glances up, feeling his heart somewhere in his throat. It isn’t fair, when she looks at him like that.
“Please try to enjoy yourself,” her hand slips from his when he doesn't say anything in response, her smile dipping into something half-hearted and brittle. She rubs her hands up and down her arms, her gaze darting somewhere behind his head. “You’re kind of giving me a complex, you know. Making me feel like I’m dragging you out against your will.”
He can see the doubt there, and hates the way it darkens her pretty grey eyes. She had told him once - thoroughly plastered at a State Dinner and hiding in the coat closet to avoid her mother’s wrath - she had told him there wasn’t anything remarkable about her. He hadn’t known what to do, having been looking for her for the better part of a half an hour and discovering her curled in a ball amongst the winter coats, tears on her cheeks and a bottle of champagne in between her knees. So he had climbed in next to her and shut the door. Sitting together in the dark, she told him she wasn’t pretty like Sansa, or wise like Bran. That no one would ever truly want her for who she was.
He had quietly disagreed, his arm hesitant around her shoulders, growing bolder and brushing his lips to her temple when she curled into his side. She was stupid then, and she’s stupid now - thinking there’s anywhere he’d be but by her side.
He reaches forward and catches her hand with his and lets his thumb rub back and forth over her knuckles. It really is so small in his.
“I’m not here against my will, Arya.” He squeezes her hand. “I’ll - I’ll enjoy myself. I’m sorry.”
Her face brightens, a beautiful smile making her eyes dance.
“Oh! I got you something.”
She ducks under the table for her bag and pulls out a haphazardly wrapped package, placing it carefully on the table in front of him. His beer is gone and hers is halfway there, a flush on her cheeks as she bounces in her seat across from him.
It’s easy to forget himself when he’s with her like this. Just two people in a bar, tucked away in the corner, trying to flick quarters into an empty glass and laughing when the bikers at the corner table choose Whitney Houston as their song selection for karaoke. It all feels a bit ironic as a rotund man warbles I Will Always Love You , but it doesn’t fill him with the same sort of morose longing it normally does. It’s hard to, when she brought him to a bar on his birthday and got him a present.
He stares down at the package.
“You got me something?”
She nods. “Yes.”
“For my birthday?”
“Yes, stupid,” she rolls her eyes, but there’s no bite to it when she’s smiling like that. “Open it.”
His hands shake as he opens the paper that looks as if it’s been rolled again and again in tape, biting his bottom lip against a grin. Arya lacks the patience for something as meticulous as wrapping a gift, and it stupidly pleases him that she did it for his birthday. He can feel the table moving from the way Arya is rocking back and forth in her seat, her foot kicking his knee every now and then until he reaches forward with his leg and traps her. She gives him a sheepish smile when he raises both eyebrows in silent admonishment, nodding towards the box in his hands.
“Come on, you’re taking forever.”
He opens it, smile freezing on his face.
It’s a knife, the kind you can fold up and slip in your back pocket. The metal shines in the dim light from the bar as he pulls it out and flicks it open, the blade honed to perfection. It’s a familiar design, he notices, one he’s seen before.
“Matches mine,” she offers quietly, completely still as she watches him. He had given her the same exact knife for her eighteenth birthday, the one she still keeps on her at all times and is a perfect compliment for the thin rapier Jon gave her when she was eight. Eight and telling everyone that would listen, apparently, that she was going to be a hedge knight. “Though I changed the wolf part.”
He swallows heavily as he takes in the detail on the handle, the carved bull and the words next to it. He had commissioned a wolf for her as a nod to their family crest and her nickname. His, though. On his knife is a bull with a stormy expression, the horns curved and proud.
“Stubborn bull,” she whispers and he chokes out a laugh. His gaze lingers on the message next to it -
“Guard you with my sword,” he mutters, feeling the indentation of the words with his thumb. He looks up to see the blush on her cheeks.
“It’s the song,” she explains. “You remember, it was - “
“That concert you dragged me to, the first week I was assigned as your protection.”
“You say dragged, but I know that song is still on your phone,” she teases, but her gaze is soft. “Since you’re always looking after me and keeping me safe - “
“- you keep yourself safe, Arya -”
“Since you keep me safe,” she wrestles her foot from beneath his under the table and kicks his shin. “I figured it was a good quote.”
He nods, his throat tight. No one - no one has ever made him anything before. And it’s a perfect match for hers, probably sitting in her pocket right now.
“Plus, it’s a knife, so it’s sort of like a - “
“ - sword, yeah.” He finishes for her, laughing. “Yeah, I got it. Arya, this is -” he swallows, looking down at the knife in his hand. He looks back up to her. “This is perfect.”
She bites her bottom lip around her smile and he wants so badly to reach forward and pull her lip free with his thumb. Kiss her slow and soft and sweet.
“I’m glad you like it.”
“I love it,” he corrects. Her smile shifts into something tender and his heart begins to beat a bit harder in his chest, his knee brushing hers beneath the table as he shifts in his seat. “Listen, Arya, I - “
One of the bikers stumbles into their table, Arya’s half-full mug of beer crashing to the floor. They jump apart and he scowls at the man, snapping at him to watch where he’s going as Arya asses the damage.
“It didn’t get on me, which is lucky,” she smiles at him, and maybe he’s imagining it, but there’s a tightness by her eyes. She grabs her wallet out of her bag and motions towards the bar with her head. “I’m going to get another. You want anything?”
“That prick should buy you another,” he glowers, trying to collect the glass so it doesn’t get wedged in her shoe when she comes back.
She just rolls her eyes in response and heads towards the bar, her small form disappearing almost immediately. It’s gotten more crowded since they’ve arrived, and it takes him all of thirty seconds to realize that Arya heading off on her own in a crowded, seedy bar is not the best idea.
“Shit,” he mutters, standing up quickly, his chair screeching against the sticky floor. He tries to find her in the mass of bodies jostling for attention at the bar top, but he can’t spot her. He doesn't know what he was thinking, letting her off on her own. Stupid , he thinks in a voice that sounds suspiciously like hers. Stupid, stupid, stupid. With his size, it’s easy for him to push his way through the crowd, and it’s only another minute of searching before a commotion at the far end grabs his attention.
By the time he manages his way through, Arya’s got her knife to one guy’s neck while the other holds his nose, blood pouring between his fingers. Arya has a cut on her bottom lip, and the fury that slams through him at the sight of blood on her face leaves him dizzy.
“You little bitch,” the man with blood on his hands and shirt glares at Arya, reaching for his beer bottle on the bar top. His friend just swallows nervously and eyes Arya, hands held up in supplication. “You broke my nose!”
“You’re lucky it’s all I did, asshole. Didn’t your mother teach you no means no?”
He lets out a grunt in frustration, but before he can take a step forward with his bottle, Gendry has him pinned to the bar, his arm twisted behind his back. It would take just one push up for the man’s wrist to snap, and he is sorely tempted.
“What the fuck?” The man shrieks. “I’m going to call the cops! I’ll press charges!”
“And whose side do you think they will be on,” Gendry growls into his ear, taking care to keep his voice low. The last thing they need is for the bar to realize who Arya is and start taking video. It’s lucky they chose a less than reputable spot. Scrums like this are par for the course. “Two assholes who couldn’t keep their hands to themselves, or Lady Arya Stark of Winterfell.” The man’s eyes go wide with fear, his face pressed against the bar. “Who you have bloodied.”
“Fucking hell, I’m so sorry. I - I won’t press charges. I swear.”
“Damn right you won’t.” Gendry breathes hard through his nose, twisting the man’s wrist up the slightest bit and delighting in his yelp of pain. His anger feels like a living thing inside of him, roaring just under his skin. It would be so easy for him to kick the shit out of this man. Leave him and his friend in pieces at the bar.
But he needs to get Arya out of here, before anyone looks too close.
He takes a step back, but doesn’t take his eyes off the man, extending his hand out to his left.
“Let’s go,” he grunts, and a second later Arya’s small fingers are twined between his. He tugs them through the crowd, not letting go until they’re out in the cool night air.
He immediately takes her face into his hands, inspecting the cut on her lip. “What the fuck happened?”
His pulse is thundering through his ears and his hands are shaking - the fear and the adrenaline and the anger a toxic combination. He feels out of control and not in a good way. God, how could he be so stupid.
“Gendry, it’s alright,” Arya circles her fingers around his wrists, her face concerned. Concerned for him - and god, he's so stupid. “I’m okay.”
“You’re bleeding,” he points out needlessly, hating how thin his voice sounds. He never should have let her out of his sight. Bloody hell, he never should have brought her here. “Did they touch you?”
Her hands trail down his forearms and up to his shoulders. “I’m alright. The one came onto me and I broke his nose when he didn’t take no for an answer. Everything is fine.”
“Everything is not - “ He shakes his head and pulls out of her grasp. “Everything is not fine, Arya.”
He looks away from her face for a cab, thoroughly unable to handle the blood on her lower lip. Self loathing curls in his stomach and he clenches his jaw against it.
Stupid, his mind whispers. Your fucking fault.
He ushers her into a cab and ignores her attempt to catch his eye on the drive back, curling his hands into fists and drumming his knuckles against his knee. He has no idea how he’s going to explain this to Beric. No fucking clue how he’s going to tell Ned Stark he let his youngest daughter get hurt.
He scrambles out of the cab as soon as it stops, throwing some bills at the driver and slamming the door shut so hard the whole damn vehicle shakes. Arya is right behind him as he stalks towards the house, her hands curling around his arm and tugging backwards, trying to get him to stop.
“Gendry, wait. Listen - “
“I’m done listening to you, Arya.”
He’s furious, so bloody angry with himself. He never should have let her convince him to go out. Never should have thought for a moment that his birthday was a reason to put her in danger.
He’s just - he’s so damned stupid around her.
He watches his own fury catch and spark in her gaze, her fists settling on her hips. “Oh, so you’re mad at me, now?”
“We never should have gone out,” he grits out between clenched teeth.
She rolls her eyes, stomping her foot once.
“It’s your birthday, Gendry. I wanted to celebrate with you.”
She blinks at him in confusion. The question takes him by surprise as well, not realizing it’s been simmering in the back of his mind all day. But he’s in the mood to lash out, and she’s standing in front of him with - fucking hell - with blood on her face and anger in her eyes.
She should hate him right now. He hates himself.
“Why’d you want to go out so bad? Did you want to see how the other half lives?” He takes a step closer to her and she tilts her chin up to meet his gaze. “See how the help lives?”
“What the hell is the matter with you?” she spits. “I’ve never thought of you like that. Not once.”
“It doesn’t matter how you’ve thought of it, it’s what it is. I still get a paycheck every two weeks, signed by The Stark Family Estate. I work for your family, Arya. I’m not supposed to - ” He runs a hand through his hair in frustration and fights not to put his fist through the back patio door. He’s not sixteen anymore, he reminds himself. He has a home. A good job.
Plenty of things to lose.
Not meant for you.
He takes a deep breath and shakes his head back and forth. “We can’t do this anymore. Whatever it is that we’re doing.”
Her face falls and he ignores the tightness in his chest that blooms in response. He’s right. He knows he is. The only reason she got hurt tonight was because he was stupid enough to let his guard down. And the only reason it hadn’t been worse was because she defended herself . He didn’t do a damn thing to help.
Some fucking bodyguard.
“Gendry - “
“I’m your bodyguard, Arya. Your bodyguard.” He makes sure to keep his voice firm, his gaze steady. He needs her to understand. “I am not your friend.”
She sucks in a breath and rocks back from him, blinking in the dim light of the patio. He hates himself for hurting her, even if it does mean her safety in the end. He sees it all in her expression. The way her bottom lip trembles. The fury that starts in her clenched fists before being swallowed by the tears in her eyes she refuses to let fall.
“You’re right,” she whispers, voice shaking. She blinks, and she dashes at her cheek with her clenched fist. He can’t remember the last time he’s seen her cry. She angles her chin up and meets his gaze. “You’re not.”
She turns on her heel and storms into the house, the glass rattling in the door when she slams it shut behind her.
As much as he wants to go to his apartment and bury himself in his bed and never come out, he knows there’s something he needs to do first.
He knocks on the door, a quiet come in echoed from the other side.
“Gendry. Did you have a good time at the bar?”
He fights to meet Lord Stark’s gaze, the gentle smile on the man’s face enough for his stomach to roll. He doesn’t deserve his kindness. He doesn’t deserve anything. “There’s something you should know about, sir.”
He manages to keep his voice steady throughout the story, only breaking once when he mentions the cut on Arya’s lip. Every time he closes his eyes, he sees the blood. Sees every scenario where things got exponentially worse.
“ - and I’d understand, sir, if you’d like to relieve me of my position.” He concludes, waiting, watching as Ned removes his glasses and peers at Gendry carefully.
“No, I don’t think so,” he mutters, glasses placed carefully on his desk. He pauses, considers his words. “It wasn’t your fault, lad.”
He looks down at the toes of his boots, swallowing heavily. It is certainly his fault. He doesn’t see how it couldn’t be.
“Then I’d like to request reassignment, sir. I can’t - “ He swallows. “I can’t keep her safe.”
It’s quiet for a long time, and he keeps his gaze on the carpet.
“Alright,” Ned sighs. “But you’ll be the one to tell her.”
He had planned to tell her at breakfast, but she doesn’t appear until they’re scheduled to leave for her dance class, brushing past him in the kitchen without a word and slipping into the back of the town car. She doesn't say anything to him as he backs out of the driveway, pointedly ignoring him and staring out the window instead. The cut on her bottom lip is an ugly purple color, and he feels his resolve solidify.
After her class. I’ll tell her after.
She says nothing during the drive, and makes no attempt to crawl through the seats towards the front like she usually does. He keeps the radio off and strains his ears for any movement, his gaze darting between the rearview and the road.
It’s what you wanted , he reminds himself, trying not to feel the anxiety clawing at his chest. It’s better this way.
She gets out of the car and slams the door, her bag over her shoulder. He waits in the parking lot, not bothering to go in like he normally does. He likes to watch her dance - the graceful way her body moves and the smile she gets on her face as she twirls through the air. She always looks so free - so powerful and graceful - so mind numbingly beautiful he loses himself in it.
He doesn’t think he would be welcome today.
She’s still silent when she gets back in the car an hour later, and he feels his heart pound in his chest. He needs to tell her, he knows, but he just -
It’s better this way.
He can’t protect her if he’s distracted by her. And he can’t keep being this close to her while pretending like it’s not eating him alive. She’ll meet some fancy high born at one of these events, fall in love, and he can’t - he can’t be the one that stands by her side while she loves someone else. He can’t. He won’t.
He stops her before she disappears in the house once they’re back on the estate, knowing he needs to tell her before the briefing this afternoon. She doesn't deserve for him to just ghost on her. Doesn’t deserve to think it’s anyone’s fault but his.
“Arya, wait a sec.”
She turns and looks at him, crossing her arms over her chest, grey eyes cold. “What do you want, Gendry?”
“I need to, uh, I need to tell you something.”
She raises both eyebrows as he stammers at her. “You didn’t say enough last night?”
Color floods his cheeks and his lips settle into a frown. The last thing he ever wanted to do is hurt her, but it seems he’s been doing a bang up job of fucking things up lately. He takes a deep breath.
“I’m being reassigned.”
Her brow furrows and she drops her arms from her chest, indignation in the curve of her spine. “Did my dad -”
“No,” he rushes to explain. “No, I requested it.”
She stares at him. “You requested it.”
She’s quiet for a long time, and he has to fight to keep his gaze on hers. The cut on her bottom lip is mocking him. He sort of wishes she would hit him - give him a mark to match. Anything besides the grim sort of sadness that’s settling near her eyes.
“You’re really fucking stupid,” her voice breaks, and he breaks a bit with it. “You know that?”
For the second time in as many hours, she turns and disappears into the house, door slamming behind her. He rocks back on his heels and stares at the place she was.
“Yeah,” he sighs. “Yeah, I know.”
The men gathered around the table nod, and Gendry feels something prick at the back of his neck. If Ramsay is sending letters, then he has a target in mind. The benefit would make the most logical sense, but - that would mean he -
“What does it say?” He asks, and his stomach falls somewhere to his feet when Beric’s mouth settles into a hard frown.
“It says he’s coming for his wife.”
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
His debrief to Anguy is an exercise in futility, really. A sad, sorry example on just how very fucked he is over Arya - and how woefully inappropriate he’s been acting as her bodyguard. By the end of the three hours, he’s not sure who he hates more. Himself - for knowing that Arya likes her coffee from the place on the corner of Beeker and Bind when she’s feeling sad, and the cupcake shop over on Western when she’s feeling slightly murderous. Or Anguy - for the look he gives him when he supplies that information.
“That’s all well and good and - ah, this bit about her preferred lunch place is just delightful. But you’re supposed to be giving me relevant security information.”
Maybe he is as stupid as Arya always says he is.
Gendry ignores the smirk Anguy directs his way over a stack of paperwork, and focuses instead on glaring at the file cabinet in the corner. He’s glad at least that Beric isn’t here to shoot him faintly accusing looks from over his coffee mug. The thirty-eight minute lecture he had received the morning following the bar incident had been painful enough.
“It’s important,” he mutters. “You need to know the places she frequents.”
“So you can case the place,” he adds, rather uselessly. Anguy’s smirk only grows the more he opens his mouth and he can feel the tips of his ears flushing. He’s a grown man. Grown men don’t get embarrassed over a - over a crush.
(And low born bodyguards don’t harbor feelings for high born ladies out of their reach.)
“Yeah, sure. And I need to know her favorite color just in case her kidnapper wants to coordinate blindfolds.”
He’s so used to spending his days with Arya that her sudden absence leaves him feeling - bored.
He’s stupid for thinking it. Stupid for secretly hoping she might try and seek him out as he lingers in the kitchen, hoping to catch a glimpse of her - in the training room and in the garage.
You ruined that, you idiot. He reminds himself harshly. When you told her you weren’t her friend.
He fills his day instead with making adjustments to the security systems on the grounds, tinkering with wiring and tools and finally fixing the pane of glass in the back greenhouse Rickon knocked out six months ago and kept a secret. It’s oddly quiet - and he knows it’s not the monotony of a set schedule that has him grinding his teeth and watching the clock.
He only lasts a week before he texts her in a misguided attempt at nonchalance, after a few too many beers and late night television render him pathetically introspective.
He regrets it almost immediately.
He’s fairly certain he’s never asked her what’s up? in the near ten years he’s known her.
Waiting for her to respond is an acute sort of agony. The type that has him peeling the label of his beer and clenching his jaw so hard he’s worried about the state of his teeth. His phone lights up from where he tried to bury it in his couch, and he’s glad there’s no one in his apartment to see him fumble the damned thing in his haste to read her response.
Arya: Is this your shitty attempt at an apology?
He breathes out through his nose, a harsh rush of air, a relieved smile ticking at the corner of his mouth.
Gendry: Is it working?
Arya: More groveling necessary.
He can work with that.
He doesn’t grovel, but he does bring her hot chocolate on a Tuesday and leaves it in the kitchen with a stupid doodle of a wolf hastily drawn on the sleeve. He justifies it with the extra large coffee he bought himself.
He was there, anyway. And the wolf was just, there had been a pen and he had to wait because they messed up his coffee order and had to remake it and -
He’s not groveling.
The letter arrives on a Thursday, tucked neatly between a copy of the fashion magazines Sansa favors and the university periodicals Lady Stark has delivered to the estate. It’s white and nondescript, but he feels his heart in his throat when Beric holds it up in a sealed evidence bag.
He’d recognize that handwriting anywhere.
Anguy curses, his face dark. “That fucker.”
“The letter arrived this morning addressed to Lord Stark. It’s the only communication we’ve received so far, but I’ve taken early precautions to bolster security around the premises.” Beric hesitates, tension around his eyes as he throws the letter back down to the table, and Gendry knows what he’s going to say before he says it. “As of right now, Lord Stark is insistent the benefit goes on as planned.”
The room immediately erupts into exclamations and Beric has to raise both hands and shout over the meelee to get control of the room.
“You lot know how he feels. He does not want threats to change the behavior of his family.” Gendry frowns. The Stark family benefit is a yearly tradition, a gathering of the North’s most influential families to raise money for those less fortunate. Lord Stark has never cancelled the event - not once in the time Gendry has worked for the family. Not even the time he was so painfully ill with the flu, Lady Stark kept him huddled in the corner of the ornate hall, Arya and Robb plying him with Nyquil. “So we keep him safe. We keep them all safe, understood?”
The men gathered around the table nod, and Gendry feels something prick at the back of his neck. If Ramsay is sending letters, then he has a target in mind. The benefit would make the most logical sense, but - that would mean he -
“What does it say?” He asks, and his stomach falls somewhere to his feet when Beric’s mouth settles into a hard frown.
“It says he’s coming for his wife.”
Three years ago, the Bolton family made a hasty grab for control of the North. Roose Bolton had raised a haphazard smear campaign against Lord Stark, tried to align an alliance of prominent families against the Starks, and offered himself as the perfect replacement to “repair” the North. But the campaign had landed flat and the people, as ever, rallied around their Lord. Ned Stark was beloved in the North, a beacon of truth and fair rule. Not a soul in the North was willing to turn on their ruling family.
All in all, it was a rather anticlimactic coup. The Bolton’s tried to rise and failed miserably, retreating back to their lands with their tails tucked between their legs. That is, until, the death of Roose Bolton was discovered - his bastard son Ramsay seizing control of the family estate.
It seemed Ramsay had the same political machinations as his father, though his took on a decidedly more specific nature. He wanted what the Stark’s had, it’s true, but he wanted more.
He wanted Arya.
He claimed that he and Lady Arya had married in secret, and the lands held in the North were his by right of marriage. He remembers the look on Arya’s face the evening it made the news - the way her face had blanched and she clasped her hands so tight her knuckles turned white. Jon had been particularly angry, and Robb had to put him in a headlock on the floor of the foyer to stop him from beating the lies right from Ramsay’s mouth.
It deteriorated from there, Ramsay becoming more and more unstable - sending letters, making public appearances where he seemed erratic, promising his wife that they would be together again soon. Arya had been forbidden to leave the house, and Gendry spent many a sleepless night staring at the ceiling of his room in the manor, unwilling to leave Arya without his protection. Even if there was a whole team of people dedicated to keeping her safe, he just - he couldn’t leave her. Didn’t want to.
It had ended with Ramsay being taken in for drinking and driving, of all things. He had been in prison for a couple months, released when opposing counsel couldn’t make anything associated with stalking stick. Lord Stark had been furious, and Gendry had a feeling Lannister gold was behind Ramsay’s quick catch and release.
They always seemed to be behind the very worst of society.
No additional letters arrive in the weeks leading up to the benefit and things return to normal - as much as they can with the increased security presence and preparations for the gala underway. Jon and Robb and Theon and Bran take to spending more time around the estate and more than once, he has to awkwardly stammer his way through an explanation as to why he is no longer Arya’s assigned protection.
“Did she punch you in the throat again?”
“That was just the one time, and no - uh, I just - I wanted more regular hours.”
Robb frowns, and Jon gives him a look that’s just a bit too knowing that has him holing up in the security office, building code into the security program to send automatic messages to the team if any of the borders are breached. He may no longer be the one responsible for watching over Arya, but he’ll be damned if that Bolton bastard comes within a mile of her.
He texts her again that night, staring up at the ceiling in his borrowed room at the estate, feeling a sense of deja vu that has his stomach turning. The gala is tomorrow, and while they haven't received any further threats, no news isn’t always good news when it comes to the Bolton’s.
Gendry: You alright?
He waits, tapping his thumb against the front of the screen.
Arya: I promise I can wear a dress without throwing a fit.
He snorts a laugh.
Gendry: Not what I was talking about.
Arya: Yeah, I know. I’m fine though, really.
He’s about to press - ask her if she’s sure - because he hasn’t been around her to see if her nails are bit down to her cuticles or her bottom lip is raw from chewing the way she does when she’s nervous. But she beats him to the punch - as always - and his phone vibrates in his hand when her message comes through.
Arya: You’ll be there?
It takes him a minute or two to swallow through the thickness in his throat, calling himself stupid in a voice that sounds just like hers when he feels himself start to hope. He’s handy in a fight, that’s all. A good guy to have at your back.
Still, though. It’s a nice thought - to think she might want him there.
Gendry: Of course, m’lady.
That feeling of deja vu continues well into the next afternoon - as he walks the perimeter of the museum they’ve converted into an event hall at least twelve times, and double checks the security cameras - harassing the poor young lad in charge of the monitors far more than probably necessary. There’s tension in his shoulders and up his neck as he shrugs his way into his suit and he knows Arya would pinch at his ribs and tell him to relax. He’s a shit shot when he’s too tense, and tonight is the last night he needs to be off his game.
He slides an extra pistol into his holster per Beric’s recommendation, clicking the safety back and forth with his thumb. It sits comfortably at his side, even as his stomach twists itself into knots, the crowd of party goers beginning to arrive at the gates.
Beric catches his eye as he slips into the hall, his face settled into a severe frown.
“Nothing is going to happen to her.”
Gendry can only nod.
He finds himself looking for her throughout the party, aware of her movements by the constant stream of communication across his ear piece. Beric had been insistent they talk constantly throughout the night, unwilling to be caught unawares by whatever the Bolton Bastard had planned.
So when she finds him outside in the gardens, sneaking up on him as he scans the balconies for the eighteenth time this evening, he nearly jumps out of his skin.
“Seven hells, Arya!” He ignores her smirk and how good it looks on her face - the silver of her dress and how her eyes seem to glow in the moonlight. Gods damn it, he’s supposed to be protecting her . “I could have killed you!”
She gives him a droll look, crossing her arms over her chest. It makes the smooth fabric of her dress pull across her breasts and he - seven fucking hells.
“You’re a shit shot, Gendry Waters.”
He frowns. “Not true.”
A smile tugs at the corner of her lips. “No, not true. Now tell security I’m with you so no one panics, yeah?”
He huffs out once through his nose in frustration, continuing to frown at her as he presses on his ear piece. “Gendry, here. Arya is with me.”
Static fills his comm for a moment before Anguy’s voice floats over the line, innuendo in every syllable. “In the gardens? How romanti - “
“Five minutes, and then she’s back inside, Waters.” Beric’s voice brokers no room for discussion. “I know she doesn’t like these events, but she’s safer inside.”
“Aye, noted. I’ll bring her back momentarily.” Arya has a habit of slipping outside at these events. More often than not, he’s the one helping her escape. With a sigh, he peers down at her and slips his hands in his suit pockets. They haven’t spoken since that afternoon, and he feels it hanging over them like a cloud.
“I - “
“I’m - “
She quirks her eyebrow and he rolls his eyes, folding his arms over his chest and leaning back against an overly ornate lamp post. Why a garden needs a lamp post, he will never understand, but he has long since stopped trying to understand the thought processes of the wealthy.
“After you, m’lady.”
She smacks his chest, but rocks back on her heels immediately after. She’s never been hesitant with touch around him before, and he feels the itch of regret once more.
“I was just going to see if you wanted to get out of here.”
He shakes his head, a smile tugging at his lips despite his best intentions not to let it show. “Afraid not, m’lady. Your presence is required at this event.” The smile slips from his face. “It’s too dangerous to be out on our own. You know I - “
“Yeah, yeah,” she waves off the rest of his sentence, hands rubbing against the outside of her bare arms for warmth. He has the sudden, ridiculous urge to offer her his jacket, but she would probably punch him in the throat for it. Again.
“I’m not actually trying to get out of this gala thing, though it is tempting.” She glances up at him from beneath her eyelashes, before darting her eyes away quickly. “I came out here because I wanted to say sorry, you know, for pressuring you.”
His brows furrow, and he pushes himself off the lamp post. “Pressuring me?”
It could be the light, but he swears for a moment her cheeks flush pink. “Yeah, the whole bar thing. I should have listened to you in the first place and respected your boundaries.” She finally stops fidgeting and meets his confused gaze head on. “I’m really sorry about that, and I hope I didn’t - well, I hope I didn’t make you uncomfortable.”
This time, he knows she’s blushing, and he is terribly, hopelessly confused. She has never once made him uncomfortable. At least, not in the way she thinks.
“Arya, that’s not - “ He breathes out deep through his nose, a cloud of white in the air between them that disappears almost immediately. “You really don’t know?”
She blinks up at him and shakes her head silently, a couple strands of hair falling out of her elegant bun and framing her face. She looks perfect, but then again she looks perfect with ketchup from the drive-thru smeared on her cheek and her hair sticking up on one side. He curls his hand around her elbow.
“I never should have said you weren’t my friend,” he mutters, heart somewhere in his throat. “Truth is you’re the best friend I’ve ever had.”
Her eyes widen in surprise. “Really?”
He shrugs, letting his hand drop to the side, scratching roughly at the back of his neck. “Course it is, Arya. I was just - upset that you got hurt when I should have had your back.”
“But you did,” she steps into his space, chin tilted up. The smooth silk of her skirt brushes against his suit pants, and he clenches his hand in a fist to keep from tracing the smooth expanse of her neck. “You’ve always had my back.”
They stare at each other silently, and he’s just about to ask her if she wants to get coffee this week, maybe after one of her dance classes, maybe tell her he loves her, when something behind her catches his eye. It’s a group of waiters huddled outside on one of the balconies, and they’re - beneath their aprons -
“Motherfucker,” he mutters, just as the first shots begin to ring out. The group of waiters disappear into the hall just as he grabs Arya’s hand and pulls her to the towering hedges, hoping it’s enough to grant them cover and none of the waiters-turned-hitmen noticed them out here.
He can hear gunshots from inside, screaming too, and it’s less than a second before his earpiece flares to life, Beric barking instructions.
“Priority is to get the Starks out. I need a headcount, and someone get eyes on Arya. Now!”
He squeezes her hand in his as she peers up at him with wide grey eyes, her other hand clinging to his suit jacket.
“I’ve got her,” he manages over the line. He’s never been more grateful for her distaste for society parties and her tendency to seek refuge outside. “Arya is secure.”
“I’ve got Robb and Bran with me,” Anguy’s voice comes over the line, tinny and far away. Gunshots echo through his ear piece and Gendry winces. “Robb is armed. We’re giving cover to Lord Stark as he gets Sansa and Lady Catelyn. We’ll have them in a moment.”
“Jon?” Arya tugs on his hand. “Rickon?”
He shakes his head. “We need to get you to the car. It isn’t safe.”
She bites her lip. “But Rickon - he - Gendry, he’s still so young.”
“Ramsay is here for you, Arya. I’m not taking any chances.” He starts pulling her to around back where he knows Beric will have cars waiting before she tugs him to a stop, her fingers circled around his wrist.
“I can’t let them get hurt because of me. I can’t.”
Fuck . He looks up at the large banquet hall and back over his shoulder. It isn’t far to the back gates, but he doesn't want her out of sight for a second. Ramsay’s intent was to no doubt cause chaos as a distraction, and who knows where he could be - waiting to sweep up Arya in the thick of it.
He breathes out hard through his nose. “I’ll take you to the cars, and then I’ll go back in and grab Rickon.”
“No, you’ll be too late. Gods, we could already be too late standing out here arguing!”
“Arya, if you think I’m taking you inside that - “
“Gendry, please,” she looks up at his face, fingers pressing into the skin of his wrists, and he feels his resolve crumble. He’s never seen her so serious - never quite so desperate. “Please, I’m begging you. It’s my family.”
He glances up at the hall, shadows moving back and forth in front of the windows. “You stay on the patio,” he grits out between clenched teeth. “Out of sight.”
“We both know I’m safest by your side,” she slips her hand down his chest, into the front of his jacket and over to his holster. She pulls out one of his handguns and checks the barrel, flicking the safety off and adjusting the grip. It’s natural in her hands, as it always is. “Plus, I move faster than you. We’ll find Rickon and Jon, grab them, and go.”
He stares at her for a moment, weighing the decision, before cursing under his breath. He nods towards the back doors with a jerk of his head and she responds, kicking off her heels before slipping easily into the shadows.
“I’m not worried about Jon,” Gendry offers, the pair of them moving closer to the house. Beric will have his head for this, he’s sure, but Arya is right. She’s safest by his side, and if Rickon is in there alone, he’ll need their help. “He’s probably taking out the Bolton forces on his own.”
“Yeah, you’re right,” Arya responds with a thin smile. “But Rickon.”
“Rickon is probably biting noses off.” Arya snorts at that, and he grabs her hand just before the ornate double doors. “We’ll find him, and then we’re out of here. Alright?”
She nods and he presses on his ear piece. “Anguy, we’re going to need a lift around back in about seven minutes. It’s not safe to move yet. I’ll let you know when we’re coming.”
“Roger that. I’ve got Robb, Bran, Sansa, the Lord and Lady. Beric, do we have a visual on Rickon or Jon?”
“I’ve got Jon,” Thoros’ voice soothes over the line. “Rickon last spotted behind the bar.”
“Ramsay?” Gendry asks.
Arya leans over and presses her mouth close to his jaw, curling her fingers over his ear to engage his com. He can smell the perfume on her skin - honey and something sweet. Fresh like the winter wind. “Is anyone hurt?”
There’s static for a moment and Gendry feels his heart in his throat. He squeezes Arya’s fingers once, and she peers up at him with her bottom lip between her teeth. “Nothing but scratches, little wolf,” Ned Stark’s voice is a balm over the line, and Gendry feels Arya melt a bit in relief. “I’ll see you in just a few minutes, darling. Be safe.”
Gendry squeezes her hand once more and presses on his earpiece. “Grabbing Rickon and then running like hell out of here. You got that, Anguy?”
“Got it,” Anguy’s voice is clipped. “Move fast and don’t get shot, you great bloody idiot.”
He huffs out a breath through his nose and meets Arya’s gaze. Her eyes are wide, but not an ounce afraid, and he grounds himself in that. “You ready?”
She nods once and he returns it, counting quietly to three. It moves a bit in slow motion after that, in a way that his training never has. He shoulders his way through the door, careful to keep Arya tucked behind him, the noise of the guns and shouting a dull roar that barely registers. He spots the bar as soon as they’re in the hall - spots the three active gunman and Rickon cowering behind a bar cart, surrounded by shattered glass. He takes the first shooter out with a hit between the shoulder blades, the other two turning as the first goes down. It affords them some time, even if it is a split second of reloading, but Arya always has moved quick and she’s behind the bar with Rickon before he can so much as push her in that general direction.
The hall is a mess. Tables are flipped, the large cake Lady Stark had agonized over is smeared across the floor, and he’s not sure whether that is icing or blood. He ducks behind a table just as the shooting begins again, and he’s grateful Jon and Robb managed to take out most of the hitmen before he and Arya bounded their way in. He glances over at her and exhales in relief when he sees her edging her way towards the back door, Rickon tucked beneath her arm.
He provides them with enough cover to get them to the large patio doors that lead out the back, Arya shooting off a round or two to provide him with enough of her own cover to follow. It’s slow moving, and he vaguely feels like he’s going to be sick from worry, but his hand remains steady. It isn’t until Arya and Rickon finally get to the back doors, Arya’s back turned to usher Rickon through them, that Gendry truly panics.
Sensing their prize slipping through their fingers, the hitmen become desperate, ignoring Gendry’s fire completely in their attempt to get after the two escaping Starks. The one with a thin face and too wide eyes removes himself from his cover completely, striding forward with gun raised and pointed directly at Arya.
Gendry doesn’t think. He merely stands, points his gun, and fires two shots right through the man’s forehead. There is an odd ringing in his ears and he manages a hit to the other man before turning, grabbing both Arya and Rickon by the upper arm, and hurtling through the doors.
Anguy is halfway up the driveway when they come tumbling through, a car waiting at the bottom. The adrenaline claws at his throat, and he blinks rapidly against the - against the - have the headlights always been so bright?
He feels sluggish as he comes down off the high, his heart beating madly in his chest as the four of them pile into the car. Arya immediately curls herself around Rickon, her hands cupping his cheeks, smoothing the curls off his forehead. He can’t hear what she’s saying - and Anguy is saying something, too, but he just - Gendry finds himself wishing she would tuck her body into his side like that, press her cool hands to the skin of neck.
He blinks, eyelids suddenly impossibly heavy. He would like some water, he thinks. The car lurches beneath them as Thoros whips them back towards the manor and he - he - gods above, he’d kill for a soft bed and a - maybe an orange juice? He doesn’t know.
He thinks of that day in the kitchen. Arya in her sleep shirt and she - there was orange juice, wasn’t there? Yes, there was orange juice and it was his birthday, and she’s so - she’s so lovely. Even as she turns to look at him now, relief making her cheeks pink, her teeth catching her bottom lip, she’s just - she -
He doesn’t hear what she’s saying as she scrambles across the leather seats towards him. Just that she looks afraid in a way he’s never seen and she shouldn’t - she shouldn’t be scared anymore because Rickon is safe and they’re - everyone is fine.
Except he can’t quite muster the energy to smooth away her frown with his thumb when she curls her fingers against his chest just like he wished her to moments ago. All he knows is that her hands are cold and covered in - covered in red. And he just wants to sleep.
Just for a little bit.
If Gendry and Arya hadn’t gone back in, Rickon would be dead. Gendry knew it wasn’t the best way to keep Arya safe, but he wasn’t willing to see her lose a member of her family either. Plus, Arya would never quietly go to the car while her family is in danger. Gendry did the best he could in the situation, even if it’s not ideal bodyguard behavior.
Stay tuned for an update relatively soon. This chapter took so long because I kept going back and forth with tone and pacing. I’m still getting used to writing for this pairing.
Let me know your thoughts!
“Some bodyguard you are,” she grins at him from where she’s standing knee-deep in the water, hand shielding her eyes against the sun. The bottom of her jeans are soaked, despite her best efforts at rolling them up, and her hair is a delightful, tangled mess in the wind. There’s mud on her cheek, of course, and he tilts his head against the blanket they rolled out on the beach to squint at her. “Sleeping over there when your ward could drown at any moment.”
He drops his head back to the blanket and closes his eyes, the sun warm on his face. He’s happy here in this moment, content to spend the afternoon lazing about. He usually grumbles about idle time, suggesting any number of alternative activities she could be investing her time in. Even after everything, he supposes he’s still surprised she wants to spend time with him. He grins and gestures with his hand towards the water, not bothering to move. “You’ll be fine.”
“Oh, thanks,” she draws and he hears the splash of her moving through the water. Still he keeps his eyes closed, even as he feels the cold drip of water against his chest. He’s lucky she hasn’t tried to pull him in yet, but he supposes it’s just a matter of time.
“Hm?” He’s so tired, and the sand is so soft at his back. The smell of Arya’s shampoo tickles his nose, and every now and again she glances her fingertips against the palm of his hand. It’s - it’s nice. To just rest for a bit.
“You’ll wake up soon, won’t you?”
He blinks his eyes open slowly, concerned by the way her voice has suddenly turned shaky and scared. She’s not wearing her waterlogged pants and faded sweatshirt anymore, but a silver gray dress instead, streaked with blood. Her hands are covered in it, and there are tears on her cheeks. He tries to stand, tries to reach out to her, but his chest is burning and he can’t - he can’t move.
“Please wake up soon,” more tears spill down her cheeks. “Please.”
He can count on one hand the time she’s used the word please with him and he struggles to keep his eyes open, to do as she asks. The searing pain comes upon him suddenly, but he tries to push through it, his mind muddled. They were just on the beach, weren’t they? Arya wanted to skip dance classes for - for exploring that little cove, and he -
He swallows, blinks his eyes open, and is overwhelmed by a rush of sound and light. People move around him but he can’t focus on any one thing, just - just a -
Just a cold hand in his, holding tight.
He closes his eyes again, and lets sleep take him.
When he wakes again, it is dark, and he thinks for a moment he might be dead.
“I’m afraid my daughter would kill you if that were the case,” Ned Stark folds the newspaper he was reading and balances it on the table to his right, leaning forward and clasping his hands together. They’re in a hospital, that much he can gather, and Lord Eddard Stark of the North still looks every ounce the noble - even in a worn and faded hospital chair. “How are you feeling, lad?”
He glances at the IV in his arm, the heart monitor to his right that is slowly climbing in speed.
“Uh,” his throat feels like a thousand knives are being forcefully shoved down it, and he swallows with a wince. When he attempts to sit up, a pain so sharp and overwhelming shoots through him that he has to close his eyes and breathe deep through his nose to keep himself from throwing up. “Confused,” he manages in response.
It comes back to him in flashes - the gala, the gunmen, the - the blood on Arya’s -
He struggles through the nausea to leverage himself off the bed, glancing wildly around the room. “Arya, is she - “
“Harassing the nursing staff, no doubt,” Ned gently but firmly guides him back to bed. “She’s fine, Gendry.”
Ned nods. “Just bumps and bruises. Jon has a broken nose. Rickon needed some stitches. Robb had a dislocated shoulder and Anguy broke three fingers. But all are okay. Shaken, but alright.”
He shakes his head against the pillow. “I could have gotten her killed. I - She was - I’m so sorry, sir. I’ll - I’ll put in my resigna - ”
“Enough of that, lad,” Lord Stark cuts him off smoothly. “I think I’ve heard you resign enough times now.” He looks at him for a long moment, palm glancing along his chin. The beeping of his heart rate machine slows as Gendry rests his head back against the pillow, staring up at the ceiling. The moment the man pointed his gun at Arya will haunt his nightmares, he’s sure. If he hadn’t - if he had been just a second later, she would be - she would -
“Do you ever wonder how you came to work for our family?”
Gendry blinks, glancing back at Lord Stark in his seat beside the bed. “You recruited me, sir.”
“That I did. But surely you must have wondered why it is I sought you out. Specifically.”
He did wonder - often and not without a sense of total and utter bewilderment. Lord Stark had shown up at his group home the day of his release - the day the state would no longer care for him as a legal adult - and promptly offered him a job and a roof over his head. No questions asked.
He had been too afraid to question it, and without alternative options or a dime to his name, he had agreed. Six years later, and he’s still too afraid to question it. Afraid the man might cast him out for a better option. Finally realize that he’s nothing but a burden upon his family and his home.
He swallows hard and nods.
“I - “ Ned hesitates, rueful smile curling at the corners of his lips. “Best to just come out with it, I suppose. I knew your father.”
Gendry blinks. “My father?”
He knew nothing about his father - not even a name. And after his mother passed and he was shuffled into the system for orphaned and abandoned children, he didn’t even bother to hold onto the notion that his father would swoop in and save him. The other kids had dreams like that. That their rich and wealthy and otherwise absent fathers would come rescue them from a bleak and desperate future. But Gendry knew better.
Fairytales weren’t for the likes of him.
Ned nods. “Your father and I were good friends. He was a - complicated man.”
Gendry snorts and thinks of the studio apartment him and his mother shared. How he was just a boy but he remembers the way blood stained her lips after wracking coughs shaked her frail frame. How she couldn't even afford a doctor, at the end.
“I didn’t know about you until after he passed,” Ned rests his elbow on his knees. “Had I known, I would have looked for you sooner. As it was - “ He frowns deeply. “There were complications. I won’t get into it all now, perhaps another time when you’re feeling better. Just know - just know that I looked for you, for a long time. And had I been able to get you out of those group homes even a day sooner, I would have. You didn’t deserve to feel unwanted, Gendry.”
He tries desperately to swallow past the emotion that swells in his throat. He averts his gaze to the cracked plaster beyond Lord Stark’s head, unable to look the man in the eye. For his whole life, he felt like a burden. An inconvenience to everyone around him. A mistake.
“And so, you must see my frustration with the situation,” he snaps his eyes back to Lord Stark, startled to see anger in the man’s gaze. “You lay here, in a hospital bed, and dare to apologize to me.”
Gendry swallows, fear closing like a fist around his heart. “I’m sorry, sir, I just - “
“Quiet, if you please, until I finish.” Gendry snaps his mouth shut and curls his fists into the hospital blanket, his heart rate monitor beating out an unsteady staccato. “You took a bullet for my child, Gendry. You took several bullets, for my child. Without hesitation, if what Rickon says is to be believed. So no, I do not accept your resignation. I fear I never will. And I do not accept your apology.”
Gendry looks down at his hands, horrified to feel tears burning behind his eyes. Ned reaches forward and gently tips his chin up, hand curling around the back of his neck with a gentle squeeze. He’s seen him do the same with Robb in greeting, with Jon and Rickon in congratulations. With Bran, in quiet moments of contemplation. He breathes out heavily through his nose when Ned rests his forehead to his in the same gentle tap he’s seen a thousand times before in greetings of affection, but never experienced for himself.
“I do not accept your apology, but instead ask for yours. For not treating you like the cherished part of this family you are. For making you feel as if you were not good enough. For not telling you the whole truth, right from the very start. Do you accept my apology?”
He swallows once, twice, before finding his voice. When he does, it’s nothing but a whisper. “Yes, sir,” he swallows again and closes his eyes, biting the inside of his cheek. “Thank you, sir.”
Ned smiles and releases his hold on his neck, patting his shoulder once. “There is nothing to thank me for, lad. And when you’re back to fighting weight, I will tell you everything you deserve to know. Everything I should have told you. My reluctance to tell you came from a misguided notion to keep you safe. But you deserve to know the truth.”
Gendry nods, head swimming. He blinks and rests his head back against the pillow, unwilling to believe this isn’t just another dream. Ned smiles at him from the chair beside his bed as a yawn cracks his jaw.
“Are you tired?”
“No, sir,” he slurs. “I’m - I am alright.” Another yawn catches himself and he jolts upright, eyelids heavy.
Ned finds the newspaper again, chuckling under his breath. “Sleep, lad.”
He fights it for as long as he can, but sleep claims him once more - weightless and easy, the rustling of a newspaper lulling him to rest.
When he wakes again, there is a weight against his chest.
“I can’t believe he woke up and you didn’t come get me.” The weight against his chest wiggles, and he grunts.
“Easy, little wolf. You’re going to crush him.”
“S’fine,” he mumbles, still caught in the place between sleep and awake. He had been having the most wonderful dream. Arya, laying half on top of him, her nose pressed against his neck. He raises his hand and tangles it in her hair, patting her head once, pleased the dream is sticking around. “She weighs ten pounds.”
Arya snorts against his skin. “You are so high right now.”
He wrinkles his nose and shakes his head, refusing to open his eyes. “No, I’m just - I’m - “ He yawns, and presses his face into her hair. “I’m so tired.”
Her fingertips trace along his forehead and he feels himself drift.
“Go back to sleep, stupid.”
She’s wearing one of his old sweatshirts, the sleeves curled over her hands, her knees tucked up underneath so only her socked toes peek out at the bottom. It went missing three months ago and he had assumed it got lost in the wash, but apparently Arya had stolen it. She looks impossibly small and incredibly tired, her hair it’s usual mess, sticking out at every odd angle.
He watches her for a moment, his heart somewhere in his throat, before reaching forward and gently tapping her nose. He had meant it as a slow and easy way to wake up, but she startles so badly she falls out of the chair, and he laughs so hard his chest seizes with pain.
His laugh turns to a wheeze and she rolls her eyes at him as she lifts herself from the floor, reaching over him for one of the tubes sticking out of his arm and clicking once.
“Morphine,” she supplies at his confused look. “You were due for it anyway.”
She falls back into her chair with a huff, pressing her hair back. She then levels a glare at him, and he shifts down a bit in his bed.
“You’re an idiot, you know that?”
“So I’ve been told,” he grumbles. “What did I do this time?"
Her jaw drops open and she stares at him, mouth opening and closing several times before she manages, “You got shot, you big stupid!! Twice!”
He goes to cross his arms over his chest but the searing pain on his left side stops him from doing so. He shuffles in the too-small bed instead, and glares down at the hospital sheets. “I didn’t mean to.”
She deflates suddenly, her face crumbling and her small, cold hands reaching for his. She holds on tight to his forearm. “I know you didn’t. I’m sorry. I just - you passed out in the car and there was - there was so much blood, Gendry.”
He blinks up at her and flips his hand to twist his fingers with hers. He understands her fear. He felt the same when he saw her cowering behind the bar. When that gunman stood up and pointed his gun straight at her chest.
“I’m sure Sansa was right pissed about me getting blood all over your gown,” he tries to joke.
She shakes her head and rubs her fist against her eye, slouching back in her seat. She’s still wearing the earrings from the night before, and he - he remembers the flash of bravery he felt when she tilted her chin up in the stillness of that garden. How he wanted to tell her - the things he wants to say before it all went to shit.
“There’s something else I wanted to tell you, uh, when we were outside at the gala.”
Her eyes brighten before shuttering again, grey and dark and exhausted. She shakes her head and squeezes his hand once. “I don’t care about that stupid fight anymore. I’m just glad you’re okay.”
“Neither do I, I just - I wanted to apologize for when I - when I said I wasn’t your friend.”
She frowns at him. “You already apologized for that.”
“I know,” he forces himself to look at her eyes and not at their hands. It seems a near death experience is all the push he needed to find some damned courage. “But it’s kind of part of it, you know?”
She shakes her head, smile tugging at the corners of her lips. “I have no idea what you’re talking about, stupid.”
“You’re my best friend.”
She rolls her eyes. “You’ve said that already, too.” A sly smile curls her lips. “But please continue to list out my many virtues.”
He gives her a droll look and she tilts her head back, delighted. Her husky laughter surrounds him as she tucks her knees back underneath her, careful to keep her fingers tight with his. “Yeah, alright. Get on with it.”
“You’re my friend,” he begins quietly. He thinks of her pushing her way through between the front seats of his car. Of her ordering him fries and coffee just the way he likes it. He thinks of that knife that is hopefully still in his suit jacket pocket somewhere. “I’m sorry I said otherwise. But I just - I didn’t want to mess it up, I suppose.”
“Mess it up?” He nods, tapping his thumb back and forth against hers and focusing on that instead of the fear in his gut. She squeezes his hand once and his gaze jumps back to hers. “How could you mess it up?”
He takes a deep breath and lets it out slow. His morphine must be kicking in because he doesn't feel any pain. No pressure or discomfort. Just Arya. Looking at him with her little brows furrowed, his sweatshirt bunched up her arms, her hair an insane, beautiful mess. Looking at him like he’s a gods damned idiot.
“By loving you,” he mutters, watching her eyes blink open wider. “Cause I love you. Have loved you since the start of it, I’m pretty sure.”
She opens and closes her mouth several times. “Oh,” she finally manages.
He nods, letting his head drop back against the pillows. “Yeah.”
She snorts a disbelieving laugh, releasing his hand and smoothing her palm along his forearm. She leans forward until she’s half resting on him, her eyes on his mouth, and he would think it a morphine-induced dream if he didn’t feel her bony little elbows digging in to his waist.
“You’re an idiot,” she lifts her hand and glances her fingertips along his jaw, down his neck. Her eyes are wide and bright, and gods, he loves her so much. She bites her bottom lip and he swallows hard, thoroughly unable to keep his gaze from her mouth. “Did you know that?”
“Yeah,” he manages, exhaling a shaky sigh when her nose brushes his. “I’m a bit of an idiot.”
“It’s okay,” she brushes her lips against his and breathes out, long and slow. “I’m a bit of an idiot, too.”
Then she leans forward and kisses him, every inch the fiery, possessive little thing he knows her to be. Her teeth catches his bottom lip and when he tilts his chin down and chases her mouth with his, she smiles against him. He bites back at her lip, and she chuckles, the sound sweet on his tongue when he licks forward to catch it. That laugh turns to a soft moan when her tongue meets his, a slow slide of heat that has him curling his fingers through his hair, cupping the back of her neck to bring her closer.
He’s thought about kissing her a million times. In the snow, with snowflakes tangled in her hair. In the kitchen, with her oversized sleep shirt and bare toes. In the training room with her legs hugging his hips and a bruise blossoming on his jaw. But kissing her now, like this, her fingers clenched tight in his hospital gown and his thumb brushing at her chin, opening her mouth wider so he can kiss her deeper, wetter, better - it’s - he just -
She leans back, pressing her forehead to his, out of breath and flushed cheeks. “I love you, too,” she whispers, and brushes her mouth against his cheek, his jaw, the tip of his ear. His heart monitor sounds like a sodding drumline, and she snorts a laugh into his chest. “Since the start of it, I’m pretty sure.”
He grins, and pulls her closer to his chest.
There’s a rotation, between the Stark family and the security team, that means they’re never really alone for an extended period of time. It warms his heart that he has a whole group of people that care about his well being, but it also - well, he would like to kiss her again, and he can’t do it with Robb leaning against the table in the corner rambling on and on about how he managed to knock out seven of the hitmen himself.
Arya rolls her eyes and nudges her toes against his knee, her legs propped up against the bed where she’s made herself quite at home in the padded chair.
“You fell down a flight of stairs and dislocated your arm by falling on top of a gunman. Well done, you.”
Robb glares at her, and Gendry chokes back a laugh.
When Beric arrives, he claps him on the shoulder and reminds him of all the protocol he disregarded. Thoros just stares at him for an extended period of time, and Anguy practically collapses overtop of him, sobbing into his shoulder. Rickon sits quietly at his side with Arya, asking the nurses about recovery time and physical therapy as he drifts in and out. Lady Stark brings fresh soup from Hot Pie and even Sansa takes a shift, knitting him something, apparently, to wear during all the down time he has coming up.
He isn’t alone but for a few minutes the day before he’s scheduled to leave, when Lord Stark enters the room.
“I think it goes without saying, but Cat and I would like you to reconsider your withdrawal as Arya’s bodyguard.” He sits in the chair Arya had been occupying, before she disappeared down to the cafeteria to find some proper caffeine. He had been hoping she made her way back sooner rather than later, because she spent the afternoon applying and reapplying her chapstick, arching an eyebrow at him when she caught him staring too intently.
He has spent long enough not kissing her.
Gendry sputters, and feels himself flushing bright red. Ned arches an eyebrow.
“Is there something I’m missing?”
“I’d like to be her bodyguard again, sir. If you don’t - that is to say - I mean to ask - “
“Dear god, boy. Spit it out.”
“Would you take issue with me dating Arya? I know our station is different, but I care for her, sir. Very much, and I - “
He stops abruptly at the look on Lord Stark’s face. He merely stares at him in silence for a very long time, his mouth moving soundlessly.
“You mean to tell me the two of you have not been dating these last couple years?”
Gendry, impossibly, feels himself flush a darker shade of red.
“Hm,” Lord Stark reclaims his spot at his bedside, reaching for his long abandoned newspaper. “A great deal of things make sense now.” He flips the paper down with a practiced flick of his wrist. “Coincidentally, I owe my wife a great deal of money.” He peers at Gendry over the top half of his paper. “I have no issue with it. I expect you to be back at security briefings as soon as you’re able. And Sunday family dinner before then."
Gendry tries to hide his smile in his pillow.
A kiss! Fuckin' finally, amirite?
Anyway, I probably won't get any more detailed into how Ned looked for Gendry, and the complications he had in finding him and why he felt the need to keep him safe. This story was meant to be a quick little thing and my dillydallying has already drawn it out long enough. We can assume a similar thing happened as to the books. The Lannisters knew of the bastards and attempted to have them eliminated. Ned did his best to find Gendry, and save him from that fate.
One chapter left, and it's pretty much just gratuitous fluff and smut. Hooray.
Please let me know your thoughts. It's been a delight to write for this pair.