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    “It wasn’t until I was back here that I had a sex drive again,” Bucky bit out. “But it was mixed up. Wrong. I realized that I… That what they did to me… Well I’d somehow made it into something good, something I wanted. To get through the torture.”

    Steve finds out that Bucky's been going to an underground sex club to fulfill his masochistic urges. He confronts Bucky and they enter into a BDSM relationship together. But Bucky is damaged goods and they have a lot of ground to cover before they can each reconcile what the other wants.

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  2. 22 Feb 2018

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    Afterwards, it was like Steve and Natasha shared this big, daunting secret.

    Only it didn’t seem to be that daunting to Nat, only to Steve. They’d both seen Bucky stripped and tied up in an illicit BDSM club, and yet when Bucky trudged sleepily past in his pajama pants to the coffee maker the next morning (no bruises to be seen, mind you), Steve was the only one at the breakfast bar who tensed up. When, on movie night, Wanda smacked Tony repeatedly on the ass with the remote control to get him to hurry up (“Steve’ll never get to experience E.T. if you keep taking so long!”), Steve was the only one who looked to see what Bucky’s reaction would be. And whenever Bucky ventured far enough out of his shell to engage in pleasant conversation with the room, Steve was the only one with nothing to say. All Steve had were his thoughts, and perhaps a sad sort of stare for Bucky to—hopefully—not notice. Nat pretty much went on existing as if she’d never followed Bucky out into the city at all. The only difference in her behavior being that she knew that Steve knew that she knew, and so every once in a while Steve would catch her throwing him a look—Shade Darcy would’ve called it—that was clearly meant to tell him to snap the fuck out of it. Or to get over it. Or some such unhelpful advice. Given their two very different perspectives on the issue, Steve took to ignoring her.

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    a wonderful commentary on the many facets of bdsm as well as addressing harmful practices especially pertaining to buckys ptsd. steve is the fucking sweetest in this

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