Chapter 1: Crack fic - Melinda Gordon (Ghost Whisperer)
Notes:
The ghost of the Easter bunny
Written Dec 10, 2010
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‘How am I ever going to explain this’, Melinda thought looking at the ghost of the human sized rabbit.
Chapter 2: Horror - Castiel (Supernatural)
Notes:
I watched maybe two seasons of Supernatural
Written Dec 10, 2010
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He fought demons for eternity then he fought his own kind, how much more horror can you get.
Chapter 3: Angst - Martha Jones (Doctor Who)
Notes:
Written Dec 10, 2010
I always really respected Martha for knowing when to leave a situation that could get toxic.This is set between the end of “Doctor Who” S03E13 “Last of the Time Lords” and the beginning of “Doctor Who” S04E04 “The Sontaran Stratagem”
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When he was there Martha had hated her love, when he wasn’t she missed it.
Chapter 4: Crack fic - Andrea Marino (Ghost Whisperer)
Notes:
Spoilers for the stupid plot line in Ghost Whisperers 4th season
Also mentions canon character death from season 1
Written March 15, 2011
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"So wait, Sam is Jim? I’m dead, why am I the only one who finds this stupid?" Andrea grumbled as she shut off the celestrial tv.
Chapter 5: Dark - Nathan Petrelli (Heroes)and Emma Delauro (Mutant X)
Notes:
Possible trigger: mental attack
Written March 15, 2011
This is the first of two crossovers I left here because they were commented on.
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He was worse then Eckhart, Emma thought as she violently entered the trecherous senator's mind and began to take it apart, he betrayed his own kind.
Chapter 6: AU - Patrick Jane (The Mentalist) and Trance Gemini (Andromeda)
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Written Jan 4, 2011
This is the second of two crossovers I left here because they were commented on.
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Jayne only believed what he could see but when the purple woman sumersaulted through the glowing portal he still couldn't believe it. It had to be a dream.
Chapter 7: Crack fic - Patrick Jane (The Mentalist)
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written on Dec 10, 2010
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Patrick walked straight into Lisbin's office and kissed her full on the mouth.
Chapter 8: Horror - Elizabeth Weir (Stargate:Atlantis)
Notes:
Stargate Atlantis S04E02 Lifeline
Canon character death
Body horror
Written March 15, 2011
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She could feel as the blocks inside her slowly disolved her cell structure, destroying her from the inside out, she'd have rather faced down a horde of Wraith.
Chapter 9: Angst - Fred Burkle (Angel)
Notes:
Takes place During Angel Episode: s05e16 A Hole in the World
Warning canon character death, body horror
Written March 15, 2011
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Is this what happens when you sell your soul for a shiny lab, the devil eats you from the inside out.
Chapter 10: Death fic - Echo | Caroline Farrell and Boyd Langton (Doll House)
Notes:
Spoilers for Dollhouse s02e12 “the hollow men”
Canon character death
Written Jan 4, 2014
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"It will be fine" "As long as you are here" she reversed their roles and as he had betrayed her trust she betrayed his and sent him to his death.
Chapter 11: Horror - Max Evans (Roswell)
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Written Jan 4, 2014
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The people of Roswell and the tourists who came there got a kick out of the alien autopsy exhibit but for for Max it was a nightmare. He stared in horror at the exhibit, knowing that one day it could be him and those he loved.
Chapter 12: Angst - Jim Clancy (Ghost Whisperer)
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Set during Ghost Whisperer S04E07 Threshold
Written Jan 4, 2014
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Why did he have to go into the light, why did the damn rules insist that Jim had to leave her and why did she expect him to follow them.
Chapter 13: Horror - Peggy Carter (Agent Carter)
Notes:
Technically this is set during “Captain America The First Avenger” not “Agent Carter”
Written March 19, 2015
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Steve's voice cut off and it was silent but for a few horrifying seconds Peggy could hear music.
Chapter 14: Crack fic - Jake Stone (the librarians)
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Written May 7, 2015
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OK, fairy tales, possessed houses , dragons and even frickin Santa Clause was one thing but Jake could have sworn he just saw a flying monkey!
Chapter 15: 1 Crack fic - eobard thawne | reverse flash (the flash)
Notes:
Yeah I know this isn’t strictly what happened but Humor me
Canon character death
The Flash s01e23 Fast Enough
Written Sept 19, 2015
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Just when you think you have this time travel thing all figured out, you accidentally kill your great grandfather
Chapter 16: Crack fic - Neal Cassidy | Baelfire (OUaT)
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Written Sept 13, 2016
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Neal was just finishing his lunch, barely paying attention to the lovey dovey couple in the booth next to him, until he heard it, the dreaded phrase, "we're living the fairy tale" he bolted.
Chapter 17: Horror - Connor Doyle (Psi Factor)
Notes:
Takes place During Psi Factor Episode: s01e22 Perestroika
Canon character death
Written Sept 13, 2016
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L.Q.'s screams were echoing through the darkened factory and the lights were failing. Connor knew that he had to get his team out and he had to stop these creatures. He was already going to die in agony in the dark but no one else was going to join him.
Chapter 18: Horror - Eddie Thawne (The Flash)
Notes:
Set during The Flash s01e21 Grodd Lives and The Flash s01e23 Fast Enough
Canon character death
Written Oct 29, 2016
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Bound, alone in the dark Eddie knew that if he died today time wouldn't even ripple (he was right it ripped)
Chapter 19: Horror - Six | Kal Varrick (Dark Matter)
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Set during Dark Matter S02E02 Kill Them All
Canon character death mentioned
Written Dec 12, 2017
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Six had thought he was saving Five, One, and the rest of the galaxy from the monsters that hid beneath his friends skins but it turns out there were worse monsters. It was too late for One but the others would not pay the ultimate price for his mistakes.
Chapter 20: 1 Threesome - Harry Kim/Tom Paris/b’elanna Torres (Star Trek voyager)
Notes:
Takes place at the end of Star Trek: voyager Episode: s07e16 Workforce.
I’m thinking of making this abit longer and it’s own Drabble does anyone second that idea?
Written Oct 29, 2018
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Harry couldn’t help holding his breath as he walked into their quarters and saw Tom and B’elanna lounging on the couch together. The memory of his lover staring at him like a stranger was still fresh in his mind and he couldn’t help the sinking worry that he wasn’t welcome. Those fears were blown away as the couple noticed him and reached out with identical smiles.
Chapter 21: Horror - Eve Baird (The Librarians)
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Takes place During The Librarians Episode: s04e12 And the echoes of memory
Written Oct 29, 2018
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There was a place that she had to remember... it was important. There were lions... and there was the spear of... something. Eve tried to see the details in her mind but they were fading, it was becoming so hard to keep them. She knew she couldn’t let it go however, they were counting on her. If only she could remember who they were.
Chapter 22: Horror - Tim O’Neill (Seaquest)
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Set during Seaquest S03e01 Brave New World
Written Feb 3, 2019
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Tim had no clear memory of the events that stole ten years and his best friend from him, just the faint memory of cold and wet and a creeping feeling of dread and certainty of death.
Chapter 23: Horror - Mara kint (reverie)
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Potential trigger warning Mentions child death
Written April 15, 2019
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Mara watched the ghost of her dead niece stood facing her after all this time and felt she should be scared but to her it was a miracle.
Chapter 24: Angst - Miles finer (God friended me)
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Set sometime during the first season
Written April 15, 2019
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Miles couldn’t help but wonder how he was supposed to help people find their paths when he couldn’t even find his own.
Chapter 25: 2 Crack fic - eobard thawne | reverse flash (the flash)
Notes:
Just something that bugs me, it seems like the writers keep changing time travel rules just for him.
Written Sept 19, 2019
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“How do you use time travel to your advantage without consequences?” The reverse Flash postulated, “It’s simple really, bribe the writers.”
Chapter 26: Crack fic - Jim kirk (Star Trek)
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I’m pretty sure this is not how it works in the Star Trek universe but oh well. They don’t really deal with how money works.
Written Sept 22, 2019
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Jim really didn’t think it was fair that all those ripped shirts were being taken out of his paycheque.
Chapter 27: Angst - The Doctor (Star Trek voyager)
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Written Sept 30, 2019
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Even after all this time the Voyager crew still thought of him as just a program. Not all the time of course but there were moments when he could see in their eyes that they were thinking how he would never understand, never be as real as they were and there were moments when he agreed.
Chapter 28: Hurt/Comfort - Seven of nine/Harry Kim (Star Trek Voyager)
Notes:
Seven picked Harry instead of Chakotay and made this realization about herself with his help.
Written Oct 28, 2019
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Seven had believed that this lack she felt whenever sexual intercourse was brought up was because her years as a drone had broken her. However as their relationship grew Harry had taught her that she was simply Asexual and that there was nothing wrong with that, or her.
Chapter 29: Death fic - Seven of nine and The Doctor (Star Trek voyager)
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Written Oct 28, 2019
Warning: Non canon character death
This is set many, many years after Endgame. The Doc and Seven now go by Joe and Annika.
Not Star Trek Picard compliant
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Joe had known that, even with Annika’s Borg components, it was only a matter of time before she left him, the way most of his Voyager family already had. However it was still extremely painful to say those three words “Time of Death...”
Chapter 30: Horror - Lexi Vaziri (Blood & Treasure)
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Possible triggers: bombing, Canon character death mentioned
Written nov 9, 2019
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The sound of the blast was still ringing in Lexi’s ears as she stared in horror at the settling dust of the explosion that had stole her father from her as well as any sense of safety and trust that she had.
Chapter 31: Horror - Lee Thompkins (Gotham)
Notes:
This went a different direction than I thought it would.
Possible triggers: canon typical violence
Written Nov 11, 2019
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For Lee the most horrifying thing about Gotham wasn’t the stabbings, shootings, bombings, or whatever other creative forms of destruction and torture it’s increasingly theatrical villains thought up. It wasn’t even the way the darkness of Gotham seemed to crawl under your skin and make a home there. For her the most horrifying part was that you got used to it.
Chapter 32: Baby fic - Kes/Tom Paris (Star Trek Voyager)
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Based on events during Star Trek Voyager S03E21 Before and After
Written Nov 18, 2019
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Sometimes Tom felt that his entire life was one long mistake but as he delivered Linnis into this world he knew that he was wrong. When he handed Kes their beautiful daughter he understood that all the mistakes and pain had led to this and he was incredibly grateful.
Chapter 33: 1 Hurt/Comfort - Six | Kal Varrick and One | Derek Moss (Dark Matter)
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Written Nov 28, 2019
Takes place during Dark Matter Episode 1.9
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Despite all the revelations of the past few days One and Six were both still keeping secrets. They both wanted to be able to trust the other but how could they when they didn’t have the full story.
Chapter 34: Threesome - Eleanor Shellstrop/Chidi Anagonye/Simone Garnett (The Good Place)
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Written Dec 1, 2019
If these three had gotten together I would have been so happy. I’m not entirely sure this properly reflects these characters but I tried.
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Eleanor would sometimes tease Chidi that the whole relationship was solely a product of his inability to make a choice. This would usually cause Simone to pipe up with some psychology information that could be seen as a dig at both her partners. Once this would have bothered Chidi but he knew enough about himself and them to understand the love behind the comments and simply tease his partners back.
Chapter 35: Horror - Benjamin Krieg (Seaquest)
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Written Dec 1, 2019
Takes place shortly after the events of Seaquest S02E20 Splashdown.
Based heavily on the events of Seaquest S03E02 In The Company of Ice and Profit.
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Kreig wouldn’t accept it. Seaquest has to be out there somewhere, his friends had to be out there somewhere, over 100 people couldn’t have just vanished! Everyone else may have accepted that they were gone but he couldn’t. It was too horrifying, too heartbreaking to accept that the people that he cared about so much were just gone.
Chapter 36: 2 Hurt/Comfort - Six | Kal Varrick and One | Derek Moss (Dark Matter)
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Written on Dec 3, 2019
Based on a scene in Dark Matter S02E01 Welcome to Your New Home
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Six gave One the medallion back because he was afraid that when rejoining Derek Moss’s life after his experiences on The Raza, One would become just like the corporations hard, untrustworthy and deaf to the people. He had already seen a shift in One since they first woke up and he didn’t want the person who fought for the colony to be lost forever.
Chapter 37: Fantasy - Tuvok/Chakotay (Star Trek Voyager)
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Written Dec 5, 2019
Based on a scene in Star Trek Voyager, S01E01 Caretaker
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Chakotay couldn’t help but wish that Tuvok had been as affected by their time together as he was. To the Vulcan his time with the Maquis had simply been another mission but Chakotay had trusted him completely and that wasn’t something he could let go of.
Chapter 38: Hurt/Comfort - Tuvok and Kathryn Janeway (Star Trek Voyager)
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Written Dec 5, 2019
Set during Star Trek Voyager, S04E09 Year of Hell: Part II
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“Live long and prosper” Tuvok said to her, even though they both knew she wouldn’t live past the next few hours. This was the last time he would be in her presence and he would not have it cluttered with futile words. As Janeway hugged her truest companion she drew strength from him as she always had and as he embraced her back they exchanged without words their heartfelt goodbyes.
Chapter 39: Hurt/Comfort - Tuvok and Chakotay (Star Trek Voyager)
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Written Dec 5, 2019
Set during Star Trek Voyager, S02E06 Twisted
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If this was truly their last hours than it was important for Chakotay that he and Tuvok hash out some of the issues that lay between them. Even though some of the betrayal and hurt had been left unsaid they parted with more of a truce between them than before. This helped more than either man was truly aware of.
Chapter 40: Hurt/Comfort - Harry Kim/B’elanna Torres (Star Trek Voyager)
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Written Dec 7, 2019
Takes place during Star Trek Voyager S07E16/17 Workforce
It’s really Harry/B’elanna/Tom and it links directly to that Drabble.
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The Doctor had warned Harry that it would still take time for B’elanna to get her full memory back but nothing could have prepared him for this. He desperately needed to see her but as he walked towards her she looked at him like he a stranger. She would remember him but it still hurt for one of the people he loved most in this world to not recognize him.
Chapter 41: First Time - Jim kirk/Christopher pike (Star Trek Reboot)
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Written Dec 25, 2019
As this is me there is angst and no smut, sorry that’s how I roll.
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It had taken forever for him to convince Chris but Jim was finally where he had wanted to be from the moment he met the older man, in the bed and arms of the first person who had made him feel safe and worthy.
Chapter 42: 1 AU - Harry Kim/Tom Paris (Star Trek voyager)
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Written Dec 30, 2019
Set during Star Trek Voyager S02E05 Non Sequiter
Written on my phone.
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Tom hoped he deserved to keep Harry in some reality.
Chapter 43: Crack fic - Neelix (Star Trek voyager)
Notes:
Written on Jan 1, 2020
Leola root looked to me like ginger or horseradish or something like that so whenever there was a whole piece served, I was like, I don’t think that’s how your supposed to eat it.
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Leola root was actually a very nice spice addition, in moderation, but Neelix didn’t do anything in moderation.
Chapter 44: 2 AU - Harry Kim/Tom Paris (Star Trek voyager)
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Written Jan 13, 2020
Set during Star Trek Voyager S02E05 Non Sequiter
Apparently Non Sequiter Tom had more to say.
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Tom thought that he was completely past caring about people being disappointed in him but seeing that look in the Ensign’s eyes when he realized that Tom wasn’t the man he’d been looking for burned worse than even his father’s disappointed gaze.
Chapter 45: AU - Kes and seven of nine (Star Trek Voyager)
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Written Jan 13, 2020
Kes would have been a much better person for “teaching Seven to person” than the Doctor (well a monkey would have been a better choice but that’s besides the point)
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Unlike some comments and ‘suggestions’ from other members of the crew Seven didn’t mind when Kes helped her with her social skills because what the others saw as faults Kes accepted as a part of who she was and she still cared for her.
Chapter 46: Dark - John Diggle and Oliver Queen (Arrow)
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Written Feb 6, 2020
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Oliver Queen may have become a good man but as much as John loved him he could never forget that Oliver was also something else and that would always scare him slightly.
Chapter 47: Death fic - Xena and Joxer (Xena: Warrior Princess)
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Written Feb 20, 2020
Warning: Canon character death
Set During Xena Warrior Princess S05E21 Eve
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Xena knew she had failed both her friend who lay dead and her daughter who had murdered him.
Chapter 48: Death fic- Emma Delauro and Adam Kane (Mutant X)
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Written Feb 26, 2020
Warning: Canon character death
Set between Mutant X S02E22 “Lest He Become” and Mutant X S03E01 “Into the Moonless Night”
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Adam gave himself one moment to grieve Emma, who had been innocent and then he left for good.
Chapter 49: Angst - Richie Ryan (Highlander)
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Written Feb 26, 2020
Dedicated to the memory of Stan Kirsch.
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Some days Richie wondered if living forever was worth the price to be paid. The constant fear of losing your head and the knowledge that you would lose everyone you loved either to the ruthless march of time or the brutal game.
Chapter 50: Hurt/Comfort - Harry Kim and The Doctor (Star Trek voyager)
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Written Feb 26, 2020
Set during Star Trek Voyager S04E18/19 “The Killing Game”
Torture mention.
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After three weeks of patching up his crewmates and sending them back to be tortured The Doctor was beginning to completely lose hope. However, despite everything that he had been through Harry had managed to keep himself on task and develop a plan. This was enough to get them both through.
Chapter 51: Threesome - Tuvok/Chakotay/Kathryn Janeway (Star Trek Voyager)
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Written Feb 29, 2020
Written on my phone.
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Even though Janeway felt that she needed to stand alone and be strong for everyone, she knew that she would never survive without them. If it wasn’t for the strength, wisdom and support of those two men she would have fallen apart long ago.
Chapter 52: AU - Ned Malone/John Roxton (The Lost World)
Notes:
Based on The Lost World S03E07 Dead Man’s Hill.
Johnny Ringo=Ned Malone
Jeremiah Roxton=John RoxtonWritten Apr 15, 2020
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Jeremiah may be completely out of his mind in trusting him but Johnny was more than willing to take advantage of his mistake.
Chapter 53: Hurt/Comfort - Jean-Luc Picard and Seven of Nine (Star Trek Picard)
Notes:
Set during Star Trek Picard S01E05 Stardust City Rag
Written Apr 15, 2020
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Hope was in short supply out here, though regret was not and Picard clearly had both. Seven would help because she was intimately acquainted with the second and had almost forgotten the first.
Chapter 54: Hurt/Comfort - Harry Kim and Kathryn Janeway (Star Trek Voyager)
Notes:
Warning: canon character death mentioned
Episode related: Star Trek Voyager S02E21 Deadlock
This is based on the AMAZING Janeway/Chakotay story “In a Yellow Wood” by Oparu which I highly recommend reading but basically the plot is that in Deadlock, after Harry carried Naomi to the surviving Voyager the other Captain Janeway accidentally crossed through as well and she became commander Kate Janeway and was their science officer. In a Yellow Wood by Oparu
I know this is a bit of a cheat but the idea hit me so hard and I’m working on a longer, better version of this.
Written Apr 22, 2020
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Harry couldn’t help sometimes feeling like he was on a ghost ship filled with copies of his dead crew mates. When it would threaten to overwhelm him he would go and talk to the one person who could understand because she too was alive by a cheat of fate, Kate.
Chapter 55: Dark - Nathan Petrelli/Tracy Strauss (Heroes)
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Written May 4, 2020
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Tracy didn’t know how she could have let all her plans and ambitions be destroyed by Nathan. A man of ambition who she had been foolish enough to trust
Chapter 56: Horror - Trance Gemini (Andromeda)
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Written May 8, 2020
Makes mention of events from “Andromeda” S02E12 “Ouroboros” and “Andromeda” S02E22 “Tunnel at the End of the Light”
Character deaths mentioned
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Trance had watched the universes best chance be destroyed in front of her eyes once and she had come back to make sure she wouldn’t lose again.
Chapter 57: 2 Threesome - B’Elanna Torres/Harry Kim/Tom Paris (Star Trek Voyager)
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Written May 16, 2020
Set during Star Trek Voyager S03E14 Alter Ego
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As he stood alone in the middle of the Luau, watching Harry walk away and B’elanna sitting with Vorik, Tom couldn’t help but wonder how his night had gone so wrong.
Chapter 58: Angst - Charles “Trip” Tucker (Star Trek Enterprise)
Notes:
Spoilers for “Star Trek Enterprise: These are the Voyages” sorta (more of a fixit)
Written Sept 6, 2020
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History said Trip died that fateful day. (History was misinformed.)
Chapter 59: Angst - Craft (Star Trek Short Treks)
Notes:
This is based on “Star Trek: Short Treks Calypso” S01E02
Written Sep 21 2020
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There was a part of Craft that was tempted to remain with Zora but he didn’t belong stuck in the past he had a future to get back to.
Chapter 60: Angst - Beckett Mariner (Star Trek Lower Decks)
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Written Sept 21, 2020
This is a little speculative.
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It was hard for Mariner to believe in the bright and shining Starfleet when she’d spent her entire life with it glaring in her eyes.
Chapter 61: Horror - Hawkeye Pierce (M*A*S*H)
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Trigger warning: child death, blood mention, war, ptsd
Mentions events from “M*A*S*H Goodbye, Farewell and Amen”
Written Sep 21 2020
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He had sworn to first do no harm. Then with a few words had done more harm then he ever had with a scalpel and the baby’s blood would never wash off.
Chapter 62: Death fic- Jo Evans and Benny Gallagher (Emergence)
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Possible trigger: character death
Spoilers for “Emergence: Where you Belong” S01E09 and “Emergence: Killshot Pt 2” S01E13
Set during “Emergence: Killshot Pt 2”
Written Sept 21, 2020
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Benny may not have been human but he was frightened and in pain, so Jo couldn’t let him die alone.
Chapter 63: Hurt/Comfort - Jonas Quinn and Daniel Jackson (Stargate SG-1)
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Set during Stargate SG-1 Homecoming S07E02
Written Sep 24, 2020
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Jonas had always known he would never truly have a place here but somehow it still hurt to hand Daniel back his old life. However he did it with a smile because the other man deserved to come home.
Chapter 64: Hurt/comfort - William Boone/Da’an (Earth Final Conflict)
Notes:
It was pretty obvious that Boone and Da’an were closer than their respective agendas would allow.
Written Oct. 18, 2020
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They could never fully trust each other because they were always presenting a false face to each other. However, Boone and Da’an had a connection that surpassed the lies between them and led them to understanding each other more than they could admit.
Chapter 65: Dark - mirror Gabriel Lorca and Saru (Star Trek Discovery)
Notes:
Possible trigger: cannibalism mentioned
Spoilers for “Star Trek Discovery” S01E11-S01E14
Written Oct 19, 2020
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Considering Lorca came from a universe where Kelpians were at best slaves and at worst food, Saru was amazed that the man had never registered as a threat.
Chapter 66: Dark - Mirror James Kirk/Mirror Spock (Star Trek)
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Written Oct 21, 2020
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Trust had no place in this universe but Kirk and Spock had an understanding of where the other stood and it was useful to them to stay like this for now.
Chapter 67: Horror - Benjamin Sisko (Star Trek Deep Space Nine)
Notes:
Spoilers for “Star Trek Deep Space Nine: In The Pale Moonlight”
Possible triggers: war, murder mention
Not as happy with this one, couldn’t quite get it to say what I wanted.
Written Oct 21, 2020
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War killed you one way or another. Either you died or the person you were did. Today Sisko had killed the person he had been for the greater good. He had lied, covered up lies and been a part of murder and he would live with that because he had too in order for others to survive.
Chapter 68: First time - William Riker/Jean-Luc Picard (Star Trek Next Generation)
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Written Oct 24, 2020
Not happy with this
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Will hadn’t intended to sleep with his captain. It wasn’t that it had never occurred to him but it had never seemed like a real possibility. However now that he and Jean-Luc had gotten together it felt completely right and real.
Chapter 69: dark - Wayne Rigsby/Kimball Cho (The Mentalist)
Notes:
Set during “The Mentalist: Ruddy Cheeks” S04E18
Possible trigger: shooting mention
It’s readers choice how the word partner is being used here by Cho.
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One moment of weakness, one stupid mistake and Cho had almost lost his partner. Rigsby could say what he wanted but it was luck that had saved his life not his partner.
Chapter 70: Angst - Michael Burnham (Star Trek Discovery)
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Written Nov 8, 2020
Don’t mind me just using fictional characters to get thoughts out of my head.
Set around the end of the first season.
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To be human could mean to be your best. It could mean to support your neighbours, to help those in need, to stand together and try to be be better. However it could also mean to be cruel and selfish, to try to win at any cost. Michael had seen both sides to humanity, the dazzling compassion and the terrible cruelty, so she knew that as long as she lived she would strive to keep the first as the humanity the universe thought of and not the second.
Chapter 71: AU - Spock and Michael Burnham (Star Trek Discovery)
Notes:
This is set in the Kelvin timeline and the Michael in the story is from the Kelvin timeline however the Spock in the story is Spock Prime.
Written Nov. 16, 2020
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Michael was so unrepentantly human in this timeline that she bore almost no resemblance to the woman that Spock had said goodbye to almost one-hundred thirty years ago and that made him feel the loss all over again.
Chapter 72: Horror - Shea Salazar (Next)
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Written Nov. 25, 2020
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Shea had no clue how to stop something with unlimited access to your entire life and no compunction to use that to destroy everything you love.
Chapter 73: Death - Phil Coulson/Nick Fury (Agents of SHIELD)
Notes:
Set before the start of Agent’s of S.H.I.E.L.D.
Spoilers for the first season of S.H.I.E.L.D. and for Avengers.
Possible triggers: mentioned character death, mentioned nonconsensual medical procedures, suicidal thoughts mentioned
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Fury knew he shouldn’t have done it but when he watched his lover die he knew he couldn’t live without his one good eye and this was the only way to bring him back. Even as he watched the other man suffer through the procedure and beg to die he couldn’t regret it.
Chapter 74: Horror - Matt Parkman (Heroes reborn)
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Set during Heroes Reborn.
Possible triggers: mental health issues, telepathic assault, murder, wrongful imprisonments and brainwashing implied
The character rationalizes some pretty terrible actions
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Some would say Parkman had done terrible things, had become the monster he had once wanted to protect the world against but Matt knew better. He knew that it was the world that was a horrible and monstrous place and he was just doing his part in it. He was guiding these deluded individuals into a better life and helping rid the world of those who got in the way of what needed to happen.
Chapter 75: AU - Olivia Dunham and Charlie Francis (Fringe)
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Apparently some things are universal and the fact that a Olivia Dunham can count on a Charlie Francis to have her back is one of them.
Chapter 76: Threesome - Jared Vasquez/Michaela Stone/Zeke Landon (Manifest)
Notes:
Spoilers for season two.
Takes place after Course Deviation, deviates from canon from there.
Zeke and Jared have buried the hatchet and not in each other’s backs. Firmly team Michaela has two hands. Though all of them made mistakes, I think the three of them would have been good together.
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Zeke knew he was nearing his end, he could feel it with a certainty that had nothing to do with the ice that was wrecking through his body. That was why he drew Jared to them because he was coming to accept his death but he couldn’t accept leaving Michaela alone.
Chapter 77: Horror - Zero (Star Trek Prodigy)
Notes:
Mention of canon torture.
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Zero lost count of of the amount of beings that they had unwittingly helped to destroy and because of that they knew they had to escape.
Chapter 78: Hurt/Comfort - Pete Martino and Hetty Woodstone (CBS Ghosts)
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Set after “Ghosts: Pete’s Wife” S01E06
I’m calling Pete “Peter” in this because that’s what Hetty calls him.
I’m a little salty that the character who knew first hand how it felt for your spouse to cheat on you was not in this episode. The situations aren’t completely the same obviously as it doesn’t appear Hetty ever loved Elias and it wasn’t a double betrayal but still.
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Hetty knew all to well what Peter was going through and she knew that nothing could wipe away that humiliation and pain. However she could be with him as he grieved for his loss.
Chapter 79: Death fic - Susan “Flower” Montero and Trevor Lefkowitz (CBS Ghosts)
Notes:
Written before I saw “Ghosts: Trevor’s Pants” S01E16 so it’s not canon compliant.
Possible tw: mention of drug use and death
Now it flows, thank you so much timetravelingsherlockian!
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Flower watched with a feeling of distracted familiarity as the euphoric wave that Trevor had been riding ended with a painful and permanent crash.
Chapter 80: Baby fic - Samantha "Sam" Arondekar and Pete Martino (CBS Ghosts)
Notes:
Set at least a few years after season 1.
I have seen Pete’s Wife a few times now and the moment Pete sees his daughter has not failed to make me slightly tear up.
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Watching Sam quietly rocking her child to sleep Pete had to crush down the jealousy and regret that rose up in him. He hoped Sam and Jay always got to be a part of their child’s life and he would help them every step he could.
Chapter 81: Hurt/Comfort - Thorfinn and Trevor Lefkowitz (CBS Ghosts)
Notes:
Set directly after Trevor’s Pants.
Spoilers for Ghosts episodes “Viking Funeral” S01E03, “Thorapy” S01E15 and “Trevor’s Pants” S01E16.
Potential triggers: character death, betrayal, abandonment and depression.
My headcanon is that the ghosts can’t cry, it doesn’t actually impact the story but I felt it was important for you to know.
There is a lot of people being betrayed by those they trust (or should be able to trust) the most on this show.
There is a longer and more detailed rough draft of this which includes more of both their thoughts and reactions as well as a actual conversation but I cut it down so I could post it here. If there is any interest I might clean the longer version up and post it by itself.
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Hours after Trevor’s former friend had left Thor found the youngest ghost staring at the lake which the ones he trusted had made his grave. Thor understood what is was to be abandoned by those who you considered family so he stood there silently assuring Trevor that he now had people who would not desert him.
Chapter 82: Angst - Hetty Woodstone (CBS Ghosts)
Notes:
Possible triggers: internalized misogyny, implications of mental abuse.
Set before Ghosts: The Vault
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Even though Hetty had been dead for many, many years and had seen the world change she still had a voice in her head that told her she would never truly accomplish anything and shouldn’t even try. Unsurprisingly this voice sounded a lot like Elias.
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