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  1. Public Bookmark 91

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    Dean can do this. He can. He can raise Jack Kline, Lucifer’s baby. No, not Lucifer’s… Cas’ kid. Their kid.

    With his mother gone, and Castiel dead, Dean finds himself hanging on by a thread. Castiel has died so many times on him, Dean is half-convinced himself that Cas will return to him. Dean evades the pain of the truth, carrying on in false hope until his soul renders into a million pieces. He learns quickly that taking care of a newborn is not for the faint of heart, sleep-deprivation, grief, and feedings rule most of the early days. During this time, Dean is forced to build a new life for himself. With a new name and identity change, Dean becomes a Dad. Something Castiel would be proud of. Dean cooks, he cleans, he reads, he sings his ABCs and 123s, and ultimately Dean does his best for Jack. It’s not until Jack grows into a small child that Dean feels like he can breathe again. The grief no longer suffocates him. His new life has meaning. He sees family and he allows himself to miss Castiel. To mourn him, to love him in death. And when Jack goes to school, Dean is once again reunited with friends and enemies from his past.

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    22 Jan 2022

  2. Public Bookmark 13

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    Dean has spent the last six months drowning in his own mind until one day he's finally rescued. He's free now, but that doesn't mean he's okay. Faced with overwhelming changes to his life, he has to find new ways to keep going.

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    22 Jan 2022

  3. Public Bookmark 77

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    response to SPN Kink Meme prompt: Dean 14-17 has nicely developed breasts, size appropriate or slightly over but nothing too huge or too small. For whatever reason, she begins to lactate (spell, curse, pregnancy, whatever) and John considers it an inconvenience until she soaks through a t-shirt and someone offers him cash (or not) to suck at her tits...During the process he notices Dean squirms through the whole thing, not because its uncomfortable but because a mouth on her nipples has her panting like she's in heat and her hips hitching like crazy. Would like John to get off on watching her more than anything...
    Original prompt here: https://spnkink-meme.livejournal.com/127377.html?replyto=44236945

    Non-con warning is due to non-explicit underage/teenage characters rather than any particular nonconsensual behavior, but read the tags and proceed with caution. May write more of this (and am open to suggested tags if anyone things something isn't covered)

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    19 Jan 2022

  4. Public Bookmark 72

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    Prompt: Dean being drugged in a bar, and random patrons of the bar having their way with him.

    "Three beers later, and Lefty was hard just from watching Green Eyes shoot pool with the boys. The man’s back muscles rippled under his shirt, and the look of concentration in his eyes when he lined up his cue made Lefty twitch."

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    18 Jan 2022

  5. Public Bookmark 38

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    Dean's head snaps back, blood spurting hot and metallic across his tongue. In the blurred moment before he hits the floor, a pair of blue eyes sear into his brain. For through the haze, through the zone and the confusion and despair, there is something else there. Something he would almost call protective.

    In a world where there are still ghosts aplenty, but also sentinels and guides, Dean manifests too early, and meets Cain almost too late.

    In which there is angst, but also fluff and kid fic and kisses that leave the lingering sweetness of honey on Dean’s lips.

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    18 Jan 2022