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  1. Rec 8

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    After Strike asks for help on a case, Robin meets him at a bar to compare notes. Post- COE.

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    29 Jul 2017

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    Pre-relationship,Robin与Matthew结束关系一段时间之后,Cormoran找Robin帮忙破案后两人的会面片段。这篇是我认为 将原著中两人之间那种 相互理解、感性亲密 又 收敛克制、保持距离 的微妙感觉 抓得最贴切的文,虽然只是谈了谈日后作为partner一起工作,但感情在简洁的对白中展现地恰到好处,戛然而止的结尾也让这一次重聚合理合适,没有过度的铺陈,却留下无尽可能,整篇文特别舒服。

  2. Rec 19

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    It’s not like Even had never spent any substantial one-on-one time with Marianne before. He just wishes Isak had more faith in all three of them. And worried less. Also, so there would be no war or hunger in the world. Simple things.

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    Can be read as a standalone. Part 1,Part 2.

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    20 Jul 2017

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    Even中心,Even视角,接近character study性质的文。背景设定为婚后,Even是已拍完几部电影的导演。主题应该算探究Even对自身心理疾病的认知和应对,通过Even与Isak父母的相处、以及与Isak的生活片段展现。其实Even与Isak父母之间的dynamics很微妙,同岳母存在一定程度上的感同身受,同岳父则有些疏远、甚至对立和敌意(不管是看在Isak还是Isak妈妈的份上),而在这篇中Even受Isak妈妈(Marianne)所托作为两人之间的传声筒,要不辜负她的信任、也要照顾Isak的感受,Even并没有任何刻意的处理,但在他自然而诚恳的相处细节中,就能看出Even已经足够成为Isak和Isak的(现在也是Even的)家人能够倚靠的肩膀、能够信任的支撑了。
    对于心理问题、精神疾病,不只是自己学会接受和积极应对,身边人也至关重要,爱人、亲人和治疗师的态度,不标签化(医疗机构那段真是残酷)、适度的关心、是否懂你的玩笑。学会与疾病共处是一个缓慢而艰难的过程,而无论Even、还是Isak妈妈,都在一点点打理捋清自己的生活,也让关心他们的人安心,让他们的生活回到正轨,一切都在好起来。

    系列里另外两篇不看也不影响理解:
    Like Breathing,Isak视角,情节为Even完成第一部电影后请Isak参加首映礼,设定为分手后,有Isak/OMC,拆CP的我不愿意看,大致扫了眼,不说了。

    Effortless,第三人——Even的助理Astrid视角,描写了Even率性离开片场去找Isak的片段,展现了Even作为导演的一面,也通过情感上相对抽离和简洁淡漠的方式将evak间的彼此依赖和深厚感情展露无遗。

    愿意写文评记录的两篇evak文都重点关注了心理疾病以及亲子关系,我到底有什么毛病。不过还是那句话,文中体现了一段我认为相对【成熟、真实】的情感关系,而这是我更希望在evak圈看到的文,而不是低龄傻白甜和为虐而虐的洒狗血。

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    They stand across from each other, and Michelle looks at him, really looks at him since that horrible day. He’s older, greyer in the temples, with a starburst scar across the left side of his forehead. Dark circles are underneath his eyes, eyes with crow’s feet at the edges, and that tan, ratty cardigan bunches around his hips. What Eggsy sees in him—she doesn’t know.

    Michelle and Harry haven't met since eighteen years ago, but after V-Day, they're forced to come together when the one that they love is hurt.

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    04 Jul 2017

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    在我看来,文章的主题是guilt。而残酷的现实是,对于无法改变的既成事实,负罪感是永远也放不下的。
    以Michelle的视角开始和结束,很细腻地展现了Michelle的PTSD,包括Dean留下的影响、她对Dean的怀念和憎恨;对Daisy、对Eggsy没能做到一个好母亲的负罪感……Michelle在这里做到的不只是原谅Harry、尊重Eggsy的选择,更本质的是原谅自己、放下过去、接受帮助,从而开始新的生活。
    Eggsy和Harry的视角下,一方面是Harry与Michelle的紧张关系,在Eggsy重伤后直面Michelle的resentment,卸下冷静的面具坦诚自己的感情和思虑,慢慢和解。另一方面还是关于Lee的问题,Harry因造成Unwin一家不幸的深重愧疚,他不愿意派Eggsy出demolition missions引起的冲突,以及上司身份带来的关于服从命令和滥用职权的质疑。Eggsy不是Harry能够理所当然庇护于羽翼之下的骑士,他想解开Harry的心结也想证明自己。同时身为Arthur的Harry也需要正视恐惧、做到Arthur该有的公正、理智和担当。

    麻蛋太对我口味了简直想翻译,为什么我总喜欢这么疼的文【

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    Meeting each other's parents doesn't go well. It doesn't go badly, either. It just sort of... goes.

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    28 Jun 2017

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    凭我的口味,反正不是大家会喜欢看的那种常见的轻松甜文了。
    实际上,它现实且残酷,不断提醒着我们这个生活的世界不是那个完美的平行宇宙,全文以见双方父母、怎样渐渐被对方家人所接受为入手点,极其真实地将他们本身以及各自家庭的问题展露无遗。
    Isak的POV,辅以过去Isak刚刚离家、被Eskild收留时期的经历,连同当下与父亲和家人的来往,一点点揭开Isak深藏心底的梦魇,关于母亲的病、父亲对此的态度和处理方式,这一切给Isak留下的阴影与伤害,他的恐惧和负罪感。
    Even方面 ,有control freak的家人,Even的无力和伪装。有他们开诚布公地讨论Even大脑里的世界。还有他们两人相处的方式,Even对Isak的理解、包容和支持。
    这是一篇我觉得读起来很美但也很疼很疼的文,文笔自然恬淡,却能深深体会到文字中汩汩流出的情绪,让人无处可躲。而Isak和Even,他们都有着自己的脆弱和逃避,有时候也真的做不到强大起来面对周遭这个过于逼仄、令人窒息的世界,但他们也依然勇敢,去寻求帮助、去尝试、去改变、去努力,握紧彼此的双手,做到只是being ok、doing fine,就很了不起了。

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    There were difficulties between them; Harry would be a fool to deny that even though he was willing to put them aside. He simply wanted to love Eggsy as well as he could for as long as he could. That seemed like it was worth the occasional hiccup. And indeed, no reason they might not be good together seemed like much more than a hiccup to Harry- except one: if Eggsy really didn’t see him that way and never could.

    But that was one thing Eggsy hadn’t said. He had said he wasn’t sure, many times, and while that wasn’t a yes it wasn’t a no either. So the question was: were those difficulties enough, for Eggsy, to prevent him from ever feeling the way Harry did? Or had they only kept him from seeing an affection that was actually already there- or could be, with a little tending?

    Winning over Eggsy can't possibly be the hardest thing Harry has ever had to do.

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    26 Apr 2017

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    Harry在追求Eggsy过程中,以言行打消对方所有疑虑、坦诚地谈论所有问题、解释清楚所有arguments,不遗余力,把自己的心敞开给Eggsy看,把自己的一切毫无保留地展现给对方。
    或许这不是Hartwin圈第一篇思考两人“兼容性”的文,却是我看过的就relationship的讨论最自然详尽、开诚布公的一篇,将这段关系中存在的疑虑(外勤专注度、长久性)、不同(欲望、阶层、社交圈)等等层层拨开、抽丝剥茧,让人很难不感动于其中的审慎和真诚。
    文字上依然是potentiality_26太太一贯风格的遣词造句、迂回细腻的心理活动,称不上华丽,却真实可感、触手可及。
    太太的作品不管是剧情文还是走心文,都写得很精彩。