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    Tony couldn’t honestly remember how long it had been like this. Probably since the day he’d called T’Challa and offered his help. At first it had just been compulsive self-denial: you can’t eat until you’ve drafted your opening remarks, until you’ve finished your research, until you’ve rewritten every last colon and comma and apostrophe in those Accords so that everyone can come home.

    Those goals had been realistic. Lately, they’d become impossible. Until everyone forgives you. Until you forgive yourself. Until you make up for every bad thing you’ve ever caused.

    He was fine. He was coasting in a dangerous place, but he was fine. He wasn't taking it too far - just far enough.

     

    ((Prompt fill for Blood_Red_Ruby1983 who asked for Angsty Tony. Set a year after CACW. Eventual Tony/Bucky/Steve.))

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    19 May 2018

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    The first time you tell him you’re in love with him, he laughs. aka six times Timmy tells/tries to tell Armie he's in love with him and all of them are angsty.

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    01 Apr 2018

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    Phil Coulson was an Eagle Scout. Not everyone knows this about him, but no one is ever surprised to learn it. He tries to take that as a compliment, not a commentary on his perceived wholesomeness or white-bread-ness or whatever. But sometimes, he wants to grab people by the shoulders and scream, “Do you even know what being an Eagle Scout means? I had to learn about citizenship from the mayor! My Eagle Project involved snow removal in three counties! I got a goddamned badge in bugling!!”

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    15 Feb 2018

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    Drug testing at Pearson Hardman does not have its desired preventative effect. (Sex, drugs, and a little bit of Soul.)

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    01 Feb 2018

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    As far as Clint is concerned, Coulson makes him feel better about pretty much anything, no matter how much of a chronic fuckup he is.

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    23 Jan 2018