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    Jihoon falls sick with a stomach bug and is left behind while the others attend MAMA. Seungcheol comes back from hiatus to take care of him.

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    26 Apr 2022

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    Luo Binghe’s hand is half-raised, and Shen Qingqiu is going to die and this is the hand that will—

    “[Notice: In appreciation of your continued use of our services, System 2.0 is offering {Valued Customer} a complimentary Bonus Plotline! Do you accept?]”

    aka, What if Luo Binghe could read Shen Qingqiu’s mind during the Jinlan City arc?

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    09 Apr 2022

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    luo binghe my little guy

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    Semper fidelis, the coyote says, grinning, teeth in a throat.

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    09 Apr 2022

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    THE fallout: new vegas fic

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    Accidentally seeing his best friend's nudes upturns Choi Minho's life in a way he doesn't expect.

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    19 Mar 2022

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    It's incredible that he doesn't cry. He must just be too tired, too wired, to let it out. Maybe his body is saving the liquid for something.

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    16 Mar 2022

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    this fic & writing style is so beautifully visceral

    "The truth is, it’s not like… it’s not like he hates living. If he hated living he could have died a long time ago. He could have laid down in the gutter and never gotten up. He could have taken pills and sunk in the pool. He had plenty of chances. He had plenty of reasons to hate living, but he still didn’t. He hasn’t. He doesn’t. If he dies there’s just nothing. There’s no more mornings in bed, no more afternoons in the sun. No more driving on the highway in the dark, the streetlights flipping by overhead like striped stars. No more silk clothes on his skin. No more salt wind on his face, coming off the ocean. No more—

    He shuts his eyes against the wetness rising in them, again. Drops his knife. Balls his hands up over his eyelids, not in sorrow but in sudden rage.

    So what, he thinks, furiously: so what? You child. You fool. So what if nobody loves you?

    What the fuck does that have to do with this?

    He can’t remember what having a mother and father was like, not really: they’re just shapes, smudges. Smoke. So what if he can't remember being loved? So what if Yifu didn’t really love him? So what if nobody else ever will? Is that the only thing to live for? It can't be."