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    What the fuck is my life? Derek thinks to himself. He’s standing in the corner, probably looking like a total creeper. The lights and the loud music drive his wolf crazy and he’s working hard to stay calm. But his pack is happy, and Derek loves seeing his pack happy.

     

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    Derek takes the pack to Jungle. Stiles goes missing, and everyone but Derek seems to know what he's up to.

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    20 Sep 2021

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    Derek watches Stiles. He has to do something, and nobody, not even Scott, is paying attention. So Derek does, and he tells himself it’s because he’s pack, because he’s human, because of the nogitsune and he ignores it when his heart stops and his chest gets tight every time he can tell Stiles isn’t okay.

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    20 Sep 2021

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    [Derek] looks like he’s trying to will Stiles to be silent, to not wake Isaac up who is undoubtedly fragile from maybe sneezing during dinner or tripping over the coffee table, but he also looks like he maybe feels bad. A little. Feels a little, tiny bit bad about his boyfriend walking in on their one fucking night together to find him in bed with someone else.

    “Fuck this”, he mutters, holding his hands up and backing out of the room.

    “Stiles”, Derek whispers so quietly he can barely hear. “It’s not… he… he needs me. Don’t…”

    Stiles doesn’t wait around to hear the rest of his barely whispered not-apology. He turns and leaves. Derek doesn’t follow. Fuck. Today. So. Hard.

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    19 Sep 2021

  4. Public Bookmark 30

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    “I need you to come” says a quiet female voice with a hard edge.

    “Come where? Wha? What’s wrong? Who-” Stiles has already shoved his legs into the jeans from the floor and has one foot crammed into a sneaker before he winces, remembering that one time he ran 3 fucking miles without socks and thought his feet would never be the same. He shuffles to the drawer, snatching a pair, and it clicks as he sits on the bed to put them on.

    “Cora?”

    “I need you to come”, she repeats, even quieter.

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    Derek left. Stiles is still trying to pick up the pieces when he gets a weird call. It's gonna be a long and interesting night.

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    19 Sep 2021

  5. Public Bookmark 14

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    “It’s called a lexical gap,” Stiles continues, because something about the way Derek is looking at him makes him think that Derek might actually give a shit. “When there’s no word for something. And I think we could just make one up. Except, isn’t it sort of cool that there should be a word for something and there just isn’t? There’s just this space, this gap, where a word should be. The liminal space between words. I bet there are so many words that don’t exist. It makes my brain turn over. Nobody really - nobody cares about this shit but me. I’m not saying that to make myself seem special or anything, it’s not that. It’s more like, damn, I wish somebody cared. That’s it. That’s the gap. The space where something should be. So yeah, I think there are worse things to be scared of, and those things don’t even have names.”

    or: Derek meets Stiles at a trauma support group and they find that they might just be creating words for each other that don't exist.

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