26 Nov 2018
Based on a Hydra Trash party prompt. Chapters have been somewhat changed since the meme.
Because decades of man-on-man Hydra rapes, Bucky basically can't get it up with a woman anymore, certainly not if he's expected to be the more active party. He can't get hard during a blowjob, he can't stay erect long enough to actually have intercourse.
In short: "Bucky Barnes gets raped by everyone, Natasha tries to help him with kinky sex, then things get complicated because of real feelings.
It's a bit of a strange story because flashbacks are mainly m/m noncon, but the main romantic pairing is m/f. But hey, someone out there must have the same kinks.
Starts Bucky-centric but there will be a lot more Nat from ch.6
Please note this story has graphic rape flashbacks. If you haven't come from the HTP and you want to read the story but skip or ignore those - they are the parts in italic.
Original prompt: http://hydratrashmeme.dreamwidth.org/1504.html?thread=2183392#cmt2183392
There is now a Chinese translation! http://archiveofourown.org/works/11408871/chapters/25555266
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20 Dec 2018