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    Eliot is saved and the monster is gone, but the body he's left with is far from healed. The aftermath of his possession leaves him feeling overwhelmed and unable to process the world around him in the same way.

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    Eliot is touch-starved but can't be touched, and just when he really wanted to be touched by Quentin. But where there's a will there's a way, and they have the will in spades.

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    08 May 2019

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    The thing is: Sex is a good way to pass the time. Sex is good, in a pure, base, animal way. It’s a thing his body wants, another body warmclosewettight around him. Eliot had missed sex, in the year before Quentin kissed him on the mosaic. He’s missed solid masculine bodies for longer than that. It should be something simple, a biological function. But it’s not.

     

    It’s not because Q spread out and open for him is the most beautiful thing Eliot’s ever seen.

     

    Sex and love in the mosaic timeline.

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    25 Apr 2019

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    Yuuri didn’t want to die, he didn’t want to die. And he didn't want to die alone.

    The world was ending, and they were just two souls, desperate for someone to share their final days with.

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    Across the ocean, Otabek meets Yuri. Their sentence had already been set--they were all going to die--but maybe, Otabek thought, their meeting was fate.

    A Seeking a Friend for the End of the World AU

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    30 Sep 2018

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    "When I get away from skating, two L words come to mind, Life and Love. I've been neglecting both for over twenty years." - Victor Nikiforov

    Victor makes friends with depression before he knows its name, grows up with the ghost of it in his bones, gets acclimated to the chill. He's a changeling's child, a chameleon; he makes himself into all the things people want. He's acclimated to his winter life, cold and stark and glittering success.

    He has everything a person could possibly want. There's no reason for discontent.

    That is, there's no reason for disconent until Katsuki Yuuri tumbles into his arms in Sochi. Suddenly the lies Victor has told himself about his own happiness for years are pouring through his fingers like sand and the things he doesn't have at all are thrown in stark relief: he has a career and no life; he has a passion and no love.

    Or: a retelling of those twenty years of neglect, that one night in Sochi, and why the season that gave both of those things back to Victor Nikiforov was the one he spent being Katsuki Yuuri's coach.

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    01 Jul 2018

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    “Your seed breeds large, strong women,” Halvik said with a sense of pride, and the one other Vaskian tribe leader who could speak Veretian was nodding emphatically. “We would have more strong women from you, King of Akielos. In exchange, you may keep the boy children.”

    In which Halvik has an interesting proposition for Damen and Laurent about their future heirs, and Laurent thinks it's a really great idea to watch his husband have sex with a dozen Vaskian women.

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    30 Apr 2018