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  1. Public Bookmark 14

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    Chanyeol tries to convince Yixing that vulnerable vocals are the best vocals.

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    08 Feb 2021

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    Super sensual sex scene

  2. Public Bookmark 86

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    "There are not many rules here, but the most important is that you must never go into the north wing," Nie Xiang says.
     

    Every great sect has its secrets. Qinghe Nie is no different. The cold stone walls of the Unclean Realm conceal a human record of greed and love, obsession and desire, death and a life half-lived. Beyond the locked doors to the north wing there are answers, and Meng Yao has always been too curious for his own good.

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    23 Dec 2020

  3. Public Bookmark 29

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    The viewers grumble and complain about the low quality prosthetics and cheap costumes but Mingjue sits on the floor and cries as quietly as he can. He has never imagined that this could exist. That there are people who create fantasies of sexualized deaths. He wants this. He wants more of this. He wipes his face with his hand and asks if there’s more.

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    04 Dec 2020

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    Best of the best - romance

  4. Public Bookmark 19

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    “Where have you traveled?” Nie Huaisang inquires, over dinner.

    “I am returning from the Nightless City,” says Hanguang-jun. “My intent was to return to the Cloud Recesses, but I’m hearing of fierce corpses in the north.”

    He has been taking a very long route home, then. Nie Huaisang considers the distances between the Cloud Recesses, the Nightless City, and here. If he’d wanted to, he could have been back a month ago.

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    On his way back from the Nightless City, Lan Wangji takes a detour through Qinghe and spends a night with Nie Huaisang, and Wei Wuxian remains an entirely too metaphorical ghost between them.

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    28 Nov 2020

  5. Public Bookmark 7

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    Huaisang is crying too hard to speak. His tears, when deliberate, are beautiful; perfect fat shining beads of water, slipping artistically down over his cheeks one at a time, the way an empress in a poem might weep as she orders war declared. Not so now; his face is red, eyes swollen, tears ceaseless. He tries to stifle his sobs, gasping for air until they are safely in his bed; then he presses his face into his hands and makes a sound like a wounded animal, like a baby bird falling from the nest. His nose is running.

    Jin Guangyao is charmed. 

    Huaisang is distressed; his san-ge comforts him.
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    26 Nov 2020

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    20 Nov 2020

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    very fucking hot - physicality masterpiece

  7. Public Bookmark 21

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    he places a hand around your throat and squeezes, leaning into you, his expression a horrible mockery of everything he believes jin guangyao to have been

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    15 Nov 2020

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    the choking death that fucked you up

  8. Public Bookmark 27

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    ‘I want you to kiss me, properly,’ he said, emboldened by their frank assessments of each other.

    Meng Yao was serious again suddenly. ‘No one can know.’

    The words were dangerous, thrilling. Nie Huaisang felt them in his stomach. They looked and tasted like the shade of blood. He nodded. ‘I won’t tell anybody.’

    ‘You promise me?’

    ‘I promise.’

    ‘And if I ever want something in return?’ Meng Yao’s tone became almost coy, something Nie Huaisang was more familiar with. ‘What then?’

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    15 Nov 2020

    Bookmarker's Notes

    soft and then it stabs you.

  9. Public Bookmark 3

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    podfic of "Monster Theory: Seven Theses," by mongrelmind

    When Nie Huaisang is kissing him, Meng Yao wishes he would just cut off his head and be done with it. Keep it in a locked room, twist his eyelids open so his soul can never rest, gag his mouth with iron and spikes if he has to, but just end it either way.

    Or: Meng Yao comes back from the dead. Things get worse.

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    14 Nov 2020

  10. Public Bookmark 34

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    “Can’t I find excuses to visit an old friend?”

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    13 Nov 2020

  11. Public Bookmark 70

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    Because at the end of it all, Wei Wuxian walks away with his happy ending and the rest of them are left with nothing.

    (or, what comes after everything has gone)

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    13 Nov 2020

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    to podfic

  12. Public Bookmark 24

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    After Nie Mingjue's death, there's no one else to lead Qinghe Nie. Nie Huaisang would probably be doing a better job of it if he could get up from the sect leader's seat.

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    08 Nov 2020

    Bookmarker's Notes

    throne blowjob - very hot

  13. Public Bookmark 20

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    Lessons in control, or lack thereof.

    Or: For Lan Xichen's sake, Nie Mingjue chooses, despite his better nature, to trust. He chooses wrong.

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    03 Nov 2020

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Prose porn - beautifully written - languid plot - nmj chokes jgy into coming at some point and it's super hot

  14. Public Bookmark 14

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    Nie Huaisang stands before you, looking down his nose at you. His folded fan is held beneath your chin, forcing your head up, forcing you to look him in the eye. He calls you Sect Leader Lan, and his voice is laden with frost.

    //

    “Say his name,” Nie Huaisang hisses.

    “Jin Guangyao.” Your voice is flat.

    “Uh-uh, try again, Zewu-Jun. Call him the way you always have. Say it.” His lips pull back into a snarl as he speaks the last two words.

    “...A-Yao.” Your voice breaks, try as you might to keep it even.

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    31 Oct 2020

  15. Public Bookmark *

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    “Huaisang?” asks Jiang Cheng when he leans against him.

    “I’m tired,” Huaisang says into Jiang Cheng’s shoulder. “Just tired.”

    Jiang Cheng hums and settles a hand on his shoulder, a minute touch, warm and steady. Then he winds an arm around Huaisang’s waist and picks him up effortlessly like he weighs nothing: like he is exactly as hollow as he feels right this moment, on this balcony, under these stars.

    “Come on,” says Jiang Cheng. “Let’s go to bed.”

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    In which Huaisang has a recurring nightmare, the Nie disciples demonstrate excellent capacity for problem-solving, and Jiang Cheng turns out to be more patient than it is generally expected of him.

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    27 Oct 2020

    Bookmarker's Notes

    depressed nhs - soft sex - nhs feels old and weary and it's Good

  16. Public Bookmark 98

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    Modern AU: Mingjue and Xichen are living in different cities, no longer entirely boyfriends as such, more in a best-friends-sort-of-dating-long-distance-in-an-open-relationship scenario. But in practice this largely involves having long distance phone sex most nights while both watching the same porn.

    Which, for several months now, has mostly meant watching a sunny little femmeboi called A Yao, who has dimples to die for, an Only Fans page, an endless supply of stockings and dildos, and the kind of flexibility that makes your eyes water.

    Mingjue and Xichen are maybe just a little obsessed with the idea of wrecking him.

    Lately, A Yao has started including his roommate "Xiao Tang" in his shoots - with his face pixelated, because Xiao Tang is shy, and is not entirely ready to be internet famous in this way.

    Mingjue and Xichen are both extremely enthusiastic about this turn of events.

    Which is going to be a little awkward in the immediate future...

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    27 Oct 2020

  17. Public Bookmark 15

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    After a year of a happy, healthy marriage, Meng Yao’s husband introduced him to his childhood friend. Unfortunately for everyone in a nearby radius, this friend turned out to be Meng Yao’s ex, Nie Mingjue. Emotionally, they had both admitted years ago they weren’t a stable match but the sex - it had been the best of Meng Yao’s life, compatible in a primal way that now threatens the life he’s spent the last years building for himself.

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    25 Oct 2020

  18. Public Bookmark 56

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    Song Zichen has beautiful hands. He's a powerful swordsman, strong and skilled, unfairly impressive and unreasonably handsome. He is devoted and self-disciplined and he takes direction like a dream. And he doesn't touch people—no one at all, if he can help it, except for Xiao Xingchen.

    The poets might call him a saint, but Xiao Xingchen is so very, very human.

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    23 Oct 2020

    Bookmarker's Notes

    good sex scene - overestimation and edging - very romantic

  19. Public Bookmark *

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    The realization strikes Song Lan like a bolt of lightning: Xiao Xingchen laughs, and he wants with a sudden, stunning desperation to kiss the mirth from his beautiful mouth. How, precisely, he is meant to manage that—that, he has no idea at all.

    Or: introspective meditations on touch, trust, and the problem of desire.

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    23 Oct 2020

    Bookmarker's Notes

    soft romance - rumination about touch - made you think deeply about xxc's mouth

  20. Public Bookmark 8

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    Nie Mingjue learns that there's a lot more to Meng Yao than appears on the surface

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    22 Oct 2020

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