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    “Can you be at the airport in like, eight hours?” Eddie asks, apropos of nothing.

    Richie breathes out a short laugh. “Um, what?”

    “The airport, idiot, can you be there? I mean, I could, like, Uber to your apartment…house? Do you live in an apartment or a house? Fuck, why haven’t we talked about this before now, I don’t know anything about LA… Anyways, yeah, eight hours, can you do it?” Eddie is rambling, and Richie would be comforted by the familiarity if he had any idea what the fuck was going on.

    OR: Eddie comes to LA, and Richie is in love with him.

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    21 Jun 2021

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    But now he remembers his childhood, and the fierceness of all the emotions he felt back then — love most of all. Love was a blood oath, it was Bev handing him the fencepost that could kill monsters, it was what made him throw that fencepost into Its gaping maw to save Richie from the deadlights.

    When it comes to what love feels like for Eddie, it’s always been — different, with Richie. He loves all of his friends with all of his heart, but Richie has burrowed in deeper, somehow, and if Eddie were a more dramatic or poetic man he might say he loves Richie in his bones, in his soul. But he isn’t, so he doesn’t say that, even if he maybe thinks it a little bit and feels ridiculous.

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    Or, after killing It and returning to New York, Eddie decides to make a change.

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    20 Jun 2021

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    Richie takes a beat and just — processes all of this. Eddie is gay. Eddie said he’s never done anything he wants. And then Eddie kissed him. These are all leading to some very interesting conclusions.

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    Or, after defeating Pennywise, Richie and Eddie are both looking for a distraction.

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    20 Jun 2021

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    “‘I’m not doing shrooms with you in an airport bathroom, Richie,’” Richie echoes, in a fairly good impression of Eddie’s voice. “‘I’m not getting drunk in an airport bar, Richie,’ ‘Why the fuck did you drive here so early with me, Richie—’”

    “Those are all valid,” Eddie snaps. He looks at the board again. Their flights are leaving within half an hour of each other, now. After a beat, he sighs. The thought of anything that might make it marginally more bearable to get on his airplane back to his miserable fucking life in New York is tempting. “Is there actually a bar here?”

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    20 Jun 2021

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    Eddie has always, always loved Richie’s hands, large and masculine. He’d spent years of his adolescence trying to figure out how to get Richie’s hands on him, in any capacity, and spent the last few months doing the same, if not more obviously and much more successfully. They’re spread wide on Eddie’s hips now, holding him in place.

    Eddie laughs, a little shakily, and turns his head to look back at Richie over his shoulder, “Richie, what-”

    What,” Richie interrupts him, tugging at the hem of his shorts, “are these?”

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