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    He still gets stuck in it sometimes: the absolute silence after the shot, and time so, so still in that endless second when Eddie’s eyes met his. When the air turned cool against the skin of Buck’s face because there was something else, now, something warmer, sticky in his eyelashes, pooling at the corner of his mouth. Staining him in a way that will never, never come out, all in the time it took to remember how to breathe again.

    It didn’t happen fast at all. There are days when Buck wakes up and thinks it might still be happening.

    And Eddie is—Eddie won’t—Eddie—

    or, six months after the near-fatal shooting of a member of the LAFD, footage of the incident surfaces on social media.

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    19 Feb 2022

  2. Public Bookmark 35

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    This isn’t the first time Buck has tried to whisk Eddie away into a dark corner of the firehouse despite Eddie’s best efforts to keep her in check—in fact, it happens more than Eddie’s already high blood pressure can take—but this is the first time she’s been successful. Eddie would be more upset about it now if the rest of their squad wasn’t either asleep or upstairs in the loft area, far away from the little storage closet where Buck is feeling her up.

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    05 Feb 2022

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    "You weren't fucking here!" Eddie turns on the spot, pushing against Buck's chest to put some distance between them. "You were too busy with that damn lawsuit to notice."

    Buck ending up in the hospital leads to a lot of confessions and some very necessary healing.

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    04 Feb 2022

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    Buck’s hands aren’t shaking anymore, but they still don’t feel like they belong to him. It’s like his whole body is made of separate fragments - spare parts that have fallen to pieces too many times, and have never quite been put back together right.

    (Or, five times Eddie really knows Buck, and the one time Buck realises.)

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    28 Jan 2022

  5. Public Bookmark 55

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    The door opens and Buck is standing there. He's wearing some black sweats and a grey t-shirt. His hair is messy and it looks like he only rolled out of bed not that long ago. Eddie wants to reach out. Wants to make sure he's really there. 

     

    Blue eyes go wide and his mouth drops open for a moment before his entire face shuts down. Expression covered by a mask he hasn't seen since his first day. He hates it. He deserves it.

     

    "What are you doing here?" He says flatly.

     

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    Eddie leaves the 118 and can't figure out how to cross the distance between him and Buck.

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    25 Jan 2022

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