taiwonton



Recent bookmarks

  1. Public Bookmark 98

    Tags
    Summary

    it’s not about the sex, it’s about the journey it takes to get there.

    or—the one where sylvain calls a sex hotline.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    25,097
    Chapters:
    6/7
    Comments:
    168
    Kudos:
    588
    Bookmarks:
    98
    Hits:
    7602

    17 Oct 2019

  2. Public Bookmark 13

    Tags
    Summary

    Their nights did not often end like this, with Felix pinned up against a courtyard wall, legs wrapped around Dimitri’s waist, shirt untucked and collar loosened to bare a string of bruises.

    The physical aspect of their relationship was kept behind locked doors, not out of shame, but rather the preference of privacy and intimacy. It was still a fragile thing, and any boldness on either of their parts seemed to threatened the balance they had obtained. Felix was terribly private with his affections, and Dimitri still felt terribly undeserving of them.

    But things had been changing recently, quietly but surely.

    It was, in fact, intentional on Felix’s part.

    Series
    Language:
    English
    Words:
    2,466
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    4
    Kudos:
    106
    Bookmarks:
    13
    Hits:
    1072

    03 Oct 2019

  3. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    “Guess now Dimitri can freak out about the coronation instead,” Sylvain says. Felix makes a vague noise, like he’s done with talking, but Sylvain’s in a chatty mood. The war is over and Felix hasn’t insulted him yet this morning. Obviously it’s a day for miracles. Might as well bring it up now. “Mm, maybe you can finally do something about the way you’re always looking at him.” Complex plans don’t really go well with Felix grinding down against him, and anyway: with Felix, it’s usually just best to be straightforward.

    Felix goes still above him. Sylvain slides a hand in his hair to try to pull him back down, but he won’t go. “Excuse me?”

    “Oh, is this going to be a whole thing?” Sylvain asks. “Are we going to pretend you haven’t been head over heels for the guy since we were all the same height?”

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    7,194
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    41
    Kudos:
    933
    Bookmarks:
    177
    Hits:
    7405

    19 Sep 2019

  4. Public Bookmark 97

    Tags
    Summary

    Over the course of nine years, Felix and Dimitri grow up, apart, and back together again — Felix's personal growth is very much the same process.

    Nowadays, there are a lot of things that Felix can do that he once thought would be impossible for him – for example, he can pray at Glenn’s tombstone without crying; for another, he can ignore Dimitri when he looks like he’s in pain. But he can’t sleep in his old bedroom without recalling things that he’d rather forget about, and he can’t walk by the trophy case full of Glenn’s old accolades without feeling like he is only the shadow of a giant.

    People are cremated and buried when they die, and Felix wishes he could do the same for his memories. If only he could burn those old thoughts and throw the ashes to the winds, if only he could molt out of those past feelings and leave the shell of them behind to fly elsewhere, if only he could bleed those remembrances from his body and let it heal from the years of venom circulating through his system – if only he could stop making such meaningless wishes.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    29,006
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    60
    Kudos:
    328
    Bookmarks:
    97
    Hits:
    2851

    05 Sep 2019

  5. Public Bookmark 29

    Tags
    Summary

    Diego doesn’t approve of the whole sleeping with fans thing. Generally speaking. But when a cute twink, all laced up in leather, starts hanging around, he decides it might be reasonable to make an exception. Maybe.

     

    “We’re having a moment,” Klaus said, awestruck. “A. Moment.”

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    6,467
    Chapters:
    3/3
    Collections:
    1
    Comments:
    35
    Kudos:
    271
    Bookmarks:
    29
    Hits:
    2223

    11 Jun 2019