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  1. Public Bookmark 28

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    Dressed still in only his socks, underwear, and a barely buttoned shirt, Goro paces the length of the small dressing room for the 18th time. Ann watches him silently, picking up his shoes from a nearby chair and placing them on the floor before sitting. She lays his suit jacket she had been holding across her lap before sighing. “You’re going to walk a hole into the floor at this rate,” she says.

    Goro never thought he'd find someone willing to spend their whole life with him.

    Akira Kurusu is willing to be that person.

    A slice of life fic showcasing some of the moments in Goro and Akira's lives throughout the years

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    05 Mar 2021

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    my god. i am crying at 4am bc of this. oh my god.

    the fluff. the ever so slight bit of angst. wow. i absolutely love this.

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    As the fireworks explode above them, Chuuya realizes two things. One, he's in love, and two, it's too late.

    Or, the one in which Dazai starts dating someone and Chuuya has an epiphany.

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    28 Jan 2021

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    I absolutely adore this story wtf

    Jealous chuuya was,,,,🥺🥺🥺🥺

  3. Rec *

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    College AU where Chuuya finds out that the boy he drunkenly made out with the night of orientation is his new roommate.

    His arrogant, smug, very straight roommate.

    And the boys are each convinced the other is trying to ruin their life by making them go absolutely insane.

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    19 Jan 2021

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    i genuinely cannot praise this enough oh my fucking god

    when you get so attached to the story that it takes you nearly an entire fucking month to read the ending bc you're terrified of chuuya dying,,,,,you know its fucking good bro my god

    i just,,,,don't even know what to say

    just,,,,,read this dude. if you're going through my bookmarks (future me or whoever is reading my long ass comment on this for some reason) absolutely 100000% read this dude. it is so fucking gratifying and an exhilarating experience from start to finish. i cannot stress enough how much of a fucking masterpiece this is. and make sure you have tissues for the last couple chapters bc,,,,,god.

    i've cried so many times over this fic dude

    when i started it i read it bc i thought it'd be a fluffy college au (lmao) and almost dropped it but decided to catch up on a whim (it was at the panini ring at that point) and hooooooly shit am i glad i did

    i just,,,,wow.

    SPOILERS from here on out

    basically the entire thing,,,,at first it was uwu with a tinge of angst, but then it became ANGST with a bit of uwu in it

    when dazai sang Everything or Nothing bro,,,,,,for some reason, somehow, i managed to completely miss the connection between the title and the actual song so when i listened to it from dazai's perspective in the proper chapter,,,,,it's safe to say i fucking LOST IT. tears EVERYWHERE. and ofc you know what happened after chuuya heard the song ahaha!!!!!!!!!!!!

    and then i checked the chapter titles and saw that the first one was called "Does this mean everything or nothing?",,,,,holy FUCK.

    this entire fic is just so fucking well done from writing to actual plot and i just,,,,,,am speechless dude

    there's so many points where i had to look back and be like,,"did that just,,,,happen?????" in like the best way possible?????

    i honestly cannot praise it enough and it's super frustrating that i am so overwhelmed and taken aback by how fucking good the ending (and everything else) is that i genuinely cannot articulate just how much this fic affected me and how much i adored it

    i am so goddamn glad i went back and actually stuck to it dude.

    OH (MAJOR FUCKING SPOILERS DUDE)

    THE FUCKING "gone gone gone" BY PHILLIP PHILLIPS???????? FUCK ME HONESTLY DUDE THAT SHIT BROKE ME AND MARKED THE BEGINNING OF ME SOBBING ALL THE WAY TO THE GODDAMN END HOLY FUCK

    AND THE FUCKING TRAIN SCENE?????????? FUCK ME.

    as i read it i was like "ohhhhh this better not be a fucking metaphor for death where he rides away with his mother." and then his mom said something like "your dad and sister aren't here yet" and chuuya said "i thought we were supposed to go togehter?" and then his mom said he doesn't have a ticket and then soseki patted his head and got on the train and the realization,,,, FUCK!!!!!!!! i could feel my heart shatter dude

    god i really really have so much to say my god

    just,,,,,read this dude. if you're going through my bookmarks (future me or whoever is reading my long ass comment on this for some reason) absolutely 100000% read this dude. it is so fucking gratifying and an exhilarating experience from start to finish. i cannot stress enough how much of a fucking masterpiece this is. and make sure you have tissues for the last couple chapters bc,,,,,god.

    AHHHHHH last thing i swear!!!!! (again spoilers lmfao) THE FUCKING PARALLEL IN NORWAY TO THE BEGINNING CHAPTER???????? OH MY GOD I ATE THAT SHIT UP DUDE ABSOLUTELY FUCKING EUPHORIC

    JUST TO FOLLOW UP WITH THE FUCKING "Marry me." OH MY GODDDDDDDD THAT IS ABSOLUTELY THE ROMANTIC MOVIE ENDING FUCK FUCK

    okay okay i'm done now i swear

    just,,,,like i said at the beginning,,,,,read this dude. it is so fucking good. i always get overly choked up whenever Everything or Nothing plays when i listen to my music (yes i added it to my playlist lmao)

    1000000000000000000000000000000000000000/10

  4. Public Bookmark 32

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    "What, exactly, are we doing all the way in Maihama, Amamiya-kun?"

    "You said you'd give me a reward if I placed top of my class in the mid-terms," he flashes a grin at Goro, messy and purple from his own popsicle. "And I did."

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    05 Dec 2020

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    u fucking wu

    that is all.

  5. Rec 58

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    “I don’t know how else to read it when he says, Don’t text me back.

    Akira thinks. “No, this is very standard of Akechi,” he says, shaking his head. “He’ll say one thing, but then he actually wants you to do another. Like that one time we were talking and he said that he couldn’t possibly bore me with his musings on Hegel and then I asked him anyways and he spent the rest of the night ranting about absolute idealism and dialectical thinking and the liminal spaces between self-identity and perception.”

    For Kurusu Akira, stalking your former enemy slash rival—who may or may not haunt your dreams like a waking ghost—is a perfectly normal thing to do to cope with the impending nightmare that is your future. (Morgana disagrees.)
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    17 Nov 2020

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    Holy fucking shit this fic takes your heart and puts it in a blender only to give it back to you in the form of a fuckin protein smoothie bc yes it hurt to get your heart blended but ultimately it’ll help you in the end!!!!

    Idk man there’s a reason I read fics instead of writing them lmfao

    But in all seriousness the angst in this is so fucking well done dude it’s realistic and hurts and even when a happy ending seems impossible the author just,,,/does it/

    So fucking good dude absolutely read this if you want to get brutally beat up but then softly taken care of afterward

    Good lord