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    Loki blinks a few times. This day is just getting odder and odder. “You’re giving me a suite."

    “Well, yeah, you’re my guest, what, am I gonna make a guest sleep in a closet or something? I’m a dictator, not an animal,“ the Grandmaster scoffs. “First you think I’m going to kill you, then you think I’m going to defile you, and now you think I’m going to, what, put you in the basement and, and feed you scraps? Is your opinion of everyone this low or are you just—or do I just throw off some kind of—some kind of—"

    “Grandmaster,” Loki says, interrupting him from his tangent. “With a history like mine, one learns to be... cautious.”

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    24 Jun 2018

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    It’s strange, to think of the ways he’s tried to make other people love him, and how none of his techniques seem to work here. He’d tried, with Hiroko, only to realize he didn’t need to; she already loved him. Now he’s trying with Mari—reeling in all those grating parts of himself, the ones that chafe against other people. Turning them inward, to grate at him instead. For as long as he can manage; for as long as he has to.
    Viktor may have promised to be himself. Yet it takes more than an afternoon on a beach to imagine opening, vulnerable and new, to the whole world rather than just one man.
    With Mari, he’s sure, he just needs to work harder.

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    17 Apr 2018

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    “The two Japanese singles medalists make a beautiful pair! Here, at the 2009 Tokyo GPF, we have the start of this power couple’s reign!”
    Yuuko and Yuuri dominate the singles skating competition as Japan’s power couple—except they aren’t a couple, and when their old skating idol stumbles into their personal life, everything rapidly goes downhill.

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    27 Jan 2018

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    The angst made my heart race

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    “You do this, you do. You take the things you love
    and tear them apart
    or you pin them down with your body and pretend they're yours.
    So, you kiss him, and he doesn't move, he doesn't
    pull away, and you keep on kissing him. And he hasn't moved,
    he's frozen, and you've kissed him, and he'll never
    forgive you, and maybe now he'll leave you alone.”

    A brutal murder on Christmas Eve abruptly pulls one Detective Nikiforov out of a holiday he was just starting to tolerate, and forces him to come to terms with demons he's been pretending not to see. On that same night, a man walks into a bar and waltzes into his life, lighting a spark that grows into a monster of its own.

    [ fic + art collab with iruutciv ]

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    11 Jan 2018

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Perf noir

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    It’s with a start that Erwin realizes, now and only now, after all this time and all that hurt, that the Levi of his dreams, his memories, the boy from the Underground with that fierceness, that fight, that desire to live, to burn, his captain who would follow him into Hell with unwavering trust, with love, left him long ago, has been gone perhaps for centuries. He knows now, without a doubt, that this is his punishment, this sadness that constricts and binds and consumes, this exhaustion that he has breathed into the only person who has ever given Erwin’s cursed existance any meaning. One thousand years or more of suffering, and it is his doing and his alone. He has taken everything Levi has ever had, whether the man was willing to give it or not, and has left him empty.

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    25 Dec 2017

    Bookmarker's Notes

    them suffering is my kink

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