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    Castiel slips from his chair to kneel at Dean’s feet. He takes Dean’s hands in his, and there on the floor holding something with devotion, he understands Communion. He understands Eucharist. He understands believing in someone so deeply that to shelter a piece of them within yourself is an act of untempered faith, love and prayer and deep-wide trust.

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    Cas comes back. Dean can’t stop touching him.

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    09 Jul 2021

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    “Give me the short version,” says Bobby, and Dean looks at Cas, and Cas just shrugs.

    “Uh,” says Dean. “I kind of adopted God.”

    or: andrew dabb i see your request for the return of fan favourites and i raise you “jack resurrects them all bc he thinks his dads should have more friends”

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    28 Apr 2021

  3. Public Bookmark 95

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    25 years later, Dean returns to Riverton, Wyoming.

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    17 Feb 2021

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    Dean’s your typical half-orphaned, monster-killing 22-year-old until a trenchcoated stranger crashes into his back windshield one September night, claiming he’s an angel that knows him from the future and that he’s on the run.

    Frigging fantastic.

    (Or, in which Castiel gets stuck in Dean’s timeline preseries and Dean kind of hates it—until he doesn’t.)

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    30 Jan 2021

    Bookmarker's Notes

    The FEELS of Cas meeting past Dean... my heart.

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    Apparently I can't even write a one-shot sex scene without it turning into a 7k slow burn. So... Merry Christmas?

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    "You are a good man, Dean," Cas whispers, his mouth pressed to Dean's heartbeat. "You are so beautiful and good and worthy."

    Dean can't take it.

    "Cas," he says, and it comes out a plea, a prayer, begging. It's just his name, but it's full of the need for affirmation, for validation, for all the things Dean's not allowed to ask for. All the things he never received when he was younger, all the love and attention he doesn't deserve.

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    25 Dec 2020

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Okay this is mostly smut but it's also Dean working through being loved AND CHERISHED jfc

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