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  1. Public Bookmark 31

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    “So... soulmates,” Clark is unabashedly unhappy about this. It's no secret that Gwen wakes up with Andrew every morning, not him. There's a sort of soft hum that goes through the church, waiting for Gordie's answer. Like he knows any more than the rest of them. Like it all hinges on what he says next.

    “Fuck, fine, I don't know, maybe. Sure, it could be soulmates,” Gordie gives in. And it's like there's some sort of magnet drawing his gaze upward, Harry helpless to resist, as he meets Allie's eyes across the church. She looks scared, more than anything.

    Harry feels his lips twist up in that smile he doesn't mean, that one he learned so long ago he doesn't think about anymore. It's not like things are different than they were three days ago. He's still just a secret she's afraid someone will figure out.

    Soulmates. The word lingers in the air. Does it even matter if it's true? In the morning, he'll wake up with Allie's hair spread out on his pillow, and he'll be as alone as he was yesterday. That's the truth that Harry knows.

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    a companion fic to Someday I'll Need Your Spine to Hide Behind
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    16 Nov 2020

  2. Public Bookmark 14

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    Harry generally doesn’t know what the hell he’s doing. Hence, how he landed himself in some kind of time loop.

    But when Allie returns, carrying two shots of whiskey in highball glasses, he still laughs as he watches her shoot hers straight back, and thinks maybe this whole thing with her is a little separate from all that in the first place. Like, he can know what he’s doing with her while simultaneously knowing nothing about anything else.

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    19 Sep 2020

  3. Public Bookmark 9

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    She doesn’t like the flashing of the cameras — blinding even in the daylight — but she does like the way his hand always tightens in hers, as though she’s the one thing he can’t bear to be separated from. It’s just the two of them against the world. 

    The paparazzi feel like their penance, the price they have to pay to spend the day together. Always the night, too — not a sign of their fragile willpower, but something more akin to predestination. Allie’s addiction to him is only exacerbated with every touch. When she goes home, she tries not to look, but she can’t help it. The photos of them are always so easy to find, accompanying so-called news articles speculating on either forever or disaster, never in between.

    All she can think is that she likes the way the two of them look together. 

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    08 Sep 2020

  4. Public Bookmark 8

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    This feels like a mistake. But it also feels like what she knows, and what she knows is that she’s not a good person, and he’s not a good person, but they are good at this. Hurting each other and not being able to stop. Wanting it, even.

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    10 Aug 2020

  5. Public Bookmark 13

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    “So you wanna dance, or something?”

    Fuck it, Allie thinks. What has she got to lose?

    (Or: A series of could-have-beens and missing moments from around the show.)

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    24 Jul 2020

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