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    Lots of things change. But for Steve and Bucky, some things don't.

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    21 Oct 2018

  2. Public Bookmark 93

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    Based on a Hydra Trash party prompt. Chapters have been somewhat changed since the meme.

    Because decades of man-on-man Hydra rapes, Bucky basically can't get it up with a woman anymore, certainly not if he's expected to be the more active party. He can't get hard during a blowjob, he can't stay erect long enough to actually have intercourse.

    In short: "Bucky Barnes gets raped by everyone, Natasha tries to help him with kinky sex, then things get complicated because of real feelings.

    It's a bit of a strange story because flashbacks are mainly m/m noncon, but the main romantic pairing is m/f. But hey, someone out there must have the same kinks.

    Starts Bucky-centric but there will be a lot more Nat from ch.6

    Please note this story has graphic rape flashbacks. If you haven't come from the HTP and you want to read the story but skip or ignore those - they are the parts in italic.

    Original prompt: http://hydratrashmeme.dreamwidth.org/1504.html?thread=2183392#cmt2183392

    There is now a Chinese translation! http://archiveofourown.org/works/11408871/chapters/25555266

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    18 Oct 2018

  3. Public Bookmark 65

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    aka the Steve/Bucky Painplay 5+1 that I wrote for the Trash Meme and finally cleaned up for AO3.

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    Bucky's time with Hydra has left him unable to enjoy sex without some serious pain involved. Steve doesn't want to hurt Bucky – hell, he'd do anything not to – but he'll do what needs to be done if that's what Bucky wants.
    Cue angst on both sides.

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    15 Oct 2018

  4. Public Bookmark 74

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    The thing was, Steve wasn’t ever all the way healthy. His guts didn’t work right and his lungs didn’t work right and his heart didn’t work right; it made a cruel kind of sense that his dick didn’t work right, either.

    “I wanna hurt you,” he repeated. “I think about it all the damn time. Every time you come and you’re all blissed out and sweet, kissing me and talkin’ sweet like I’m something special, I wonder how much better you’d look if you were crying. Wanna hold you down, even though I know I couldn’t. Punch you up, make you bleed, black your eye—”

    “Do it.”

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    14 Oct 2018

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    08 Oct 2018