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    So maybe everything didn't work out perfectly for Harry. Still, most of his friends survived, he'd gotten married, and was about to become a father. If only he'd have stayed away from the Veil, he wouldn't have had to go back and do everything AGAIN.

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    Death, Hades and a Valkyrie walked into a bar.

    It sounded like the start of a bad joke, rather than the story of how Gabriel accidentally screwed over the system of afterlife.

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    30 Nov 2021

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    22 Sep 2021

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    The point is, Dean knows in John’s heart that he loves Sam best, and Dean can’t blame him. He loves Sam best in his own heart, too. And this is why he’s the right fit for John, because they understand the same things. That Sam is special. Sam is good. Sam is better than either John or Dean, and he’s going to do better things. He’s going to get out. 

    John would never touch Sam, because Sam is too pure. John would never dream of doing to Sam what he does to Dean. But it’s different with Dean, because he’s already down in the dirt with his father. Has been since the night Mary died. So he and John can fuck each other in the mud like pigs all they want; their souls are already lost. 

    (Dean worries all the time that he’s corrupting Sam, himself, which is why he turned Sam away for so long before that first time, that first fumbling effort in the dark while John was getting drunk at a bar, and the bed was so big and so small at the same time, and Sam's fingers, god, Sam's fingers--)

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    19 Aug 2021

  5. Public Bookmark 33

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    He loves John, as a son of course. But he also loves John as a partner in Sam’s care. Sam can’t see it because he’s young and he’s angry, but Dean needs to work with John to keep him safe. He can’t have John on the outs with him. Because what Sam misses in all his anger and frustration is that everything that John and Dean do is for Sam, together. Sam is all they have left after Mary. So while he resents the feminization of Sam calling him John’s wife, he guesses it’s not totally wrong. The overlap in roles between what Mary did then for John and what Dean does now is considerable, and he’s okay with that.

    “We need more silver bullets,” he says quietly as he zips up the weapons bag. He looks back at John, who’s naked, preparing to shower. Dean can see his dick, half-hard, in the weak light of the nightstand lamp. Sam sleeps on, leaving Dean to witness his father like this alone. Tired and bruised, and like any other man after a hard day, just looking to relieve a little tension.

    John pulls at himself lazily, he’s not paying attention to Dean, really. “I need to stop by Bobby’s anyway. He can set us up.” Then he walks into the bathroom.

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    11 Aug 2021