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  1. Public Bookmark 3

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    He hoped that Dean would say something. Anything. It didn’t even have to be an apology, not that Castiel would deserve one or has ever really gotten one from Dean but he hoped that Dean would say ‘Stay’ or even ‘Go away’ would be better than silence because at least then he would know he was making the right choice instead of being filled with doubt as he hears the bunker door close behind him.

    Dean Winchester, the man that Castiel would do anything for, the man that taught him there is more to life than taking orders and feeling nothing, the man that taught him that life is about doing anything for the people you love and care about.

    Castiel sighs as he reaches his car and sits down in the driver's seat. He thinks about that last lesson, doing anything for the people you love and care about, clearly, that rule no longer applied to him as Dean said, Cas was truly dead to him in every shape and form.

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    The one where Cas and Dean are hurting and sad and everyone around them just wants them to talk.

    [The events that took place after 15x03, The Rupture]

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    04 Nov 2019

  2. Public Bookmark 17

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    Finishing a case takes longer than expected, so even when Dean really wants to do an all-nighter so he and Cas can be back in the Bunker as fast as possible, after some persuasion, Dean agrees to check into a motel for the night. They meet the motel manager Lucille, who happily gives them a special room... with only one bed.

    The morning after is fraught with tension, over things said and unsaid. As Dean and Cas drive the few remaining hours home, tension rises until Dean breaks.

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    28 Oct 2019

  3. Public Bookmark 53

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    Childhood dotted with bodies. Let them go, let them be ghosts. No, I said. Make them stay, make them stone.

     

     

    After Cas leaves, after his heart stops thundering in his chest like it’s trying to escape, after the bright raw pain of a fresh wound dulls into a lingering throb, Dean finally moves. He unfolds himself from the table, releases his grip on the chair. His knuckles ache with the sudden rush of blood and it’s only then that he realizes how tightly he was holding on.

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    27 Oct 2019

  4. Public Bookmark 24

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    A photograph of a palm tree catches his eye, along with the words Greetings from Hollywood, Florida.

    Sitting in the front seat, Dean looks between the spilled postcards on the floor and the others littering the bench, and wrings his hands together. It’s not a big deal, he tells himself, repeatedly. He sweats, and not just from the early morning heat. Because no one sends postcards anymore, unless they’re in hiding. A person wandering the country with no home, with apparent unlimited access to stamps.

    Castiel left one month ago, almost to the day—If only it didn't make sense.

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    26 Oct 2019

  5. Public Bookmark 57

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    With Elena out of the picture and no one left to turn to but each other, the boys make a startling revelation. "When this is all over. And it's all said and done." he paused, looking at Stefan pointedly. "We will always end up exactly how we started." he said, his voice lowering an octave as Stefan's back met the door, "Together." SLASH

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    20 Apr 2019