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    In which the Kents swerved the opposite direction, and someone else took Kal-El home that day.

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    Companion soundtrack: http://8tracks.com/rednihilist/ecliptic

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  1. Public Bookmark 17

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    Two weeks after his mom left, Billy returned to school. Most of the bruises had faded, and there were none left on his face. He wanted someone, anyone, to ask where he’d been. A teacher, the recess lady, one of his friends. Even creepy Ellen, who no one liked. He wished desperately for someone to be his saving angel. But no one was. No one asked. Instead he heard whispers behind his back, about how his mom hated him so much that she abandoned him. No one made eye contact with him. No one saved him.

    Billy was six years old when he learned that no one loved him. (How could anyone love a monster).

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    06 Sep 2019

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    “I know lifting's a bad idea but I’m feeling.” Shame twisted up in Billy’s gut, and he toyed at his lasagna with his fork. “I don’t feel as. I don’t know. Confident.” His muscle mass was not as bulky as it used to be -- his abs and biceps just a shadow of what they once were. He had a soft little belly now. And then there were the scars. Dark pink floral patterns of scars all wound over his back, sides, and abdomen.

    Suddenly the thought of shirtless summer weather struck dread in his heart. For now, long-sleeved henleys and sweatshirts provided the perfect way for him to hide. It was literally the only time he’d been thankful for winter.

    “Hey,” Harrington said from across the table. He paused until Billy looked up to his eyes. His tone grew delicate and serious. “I’m not fucking around, okay? You. Look. Good.”

    And the way that Harrington looked at him -- brown eyes soft, his gaze lingering on Billy’s face. On his eyes. Well, maybe he meant it.

    “Yeah?” Billy asked. He felt his face heating. “You think so?”

    Harrington took the last bite of his lasagna. “Definitely.”

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    04 Sep 2019

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    He’d slip out of this town in a couple months, and Hawkins wouldn’t look over its shoulder for Billy Hargrove. Steve Harrington certainly wouldn’t.

    Billy would have to fix that.

    OR: The one where Billy gives Steve a blowjob before he leaves Hawkins, getting him addicted to his mouth. And maybe more.

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    04 Sep 2019

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    The summer after graduation stretches before Steve, seemingly endless and utterly empty. He can't remember ever being this bored in his life. But when he runs into Billy one night, after hearing a rumour about him at a party, it feels like summer might not be so boring after all.

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    31 Aug 2019

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    So unbelievably gorgeous

  5. Public Bookmark 41

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    It's 1989 and Steve Harrington works under Jim Hopper at the Hawkins Police Department. After five years of relative peace and quiet, it's about to become very apparent that the Upside Down is not done with the citizens of Hawkins just yet.

    Steve thinks attending the scene of a murder might be the worst thing he's ever had to do, but things are about to get so much worse... and right in the eye of the storm is the last person Steve Harrington ever wanted to speak to again: Billy Hargrove.

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    27 Aug 2019