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    Soldier in training Jack Overland is approaching the day of his initiation, finally he’ll learn how to fight back against the living darkness and serve the Tsar and Tsarina Lunanoff. More importantly, maybe it will get him closer to Royal Admiral Kozmotis Pitchiner, Jack’s hero, champion of the people. If only anything ever worked out the way it should.

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    01 Oct 2018

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    i...can't believe it's over.

    um, i dont think anyone ever reads this, so i'll spill my feelings.

    i started reading this fic around ch11? when the author came back from that tiny hiatus and imagine my AMAZEMENT when i saw my favorite author of all time (yes, both fics from shadows and light universe literally changed my view on what good fan fiction was. literally. i stopped reading bullcrap after that. nothing seemed as good as them) COME BACK WITH THIS FIC. so yes, everything was LIGHT and RAINBOWS and every time the author posted another chapter i kept thinking gOOOOD WHEN WILL THIS BE FINISHED BC ITS SO SLOW BURN AND I LOVE IT BUT JACKS IS SUFFERING SO MUCH AND OH MY GOD (cursed myself thinking that, now i wish i could go back to that moment again). untilllllllllllllll,

    i stopped reading it. i think it was around the time i got into another obsession of mine lmao. and you have to know, my obsessions are very short. like a couple months, tops. so i got into this stupid thing and just...i wasn't /as/ excited as i had been with this fic?? (bc of the detachment from the characters and the universe/movie per se? idk) i kept coming back to it and just...couldn't focus, couldn't keep reading, when i tried, the chapters kept piling and piling up and i said fuck it. i'll leave it be. never took my eyes off it tho. it was always bookmarked in my chrome favorites at ch32.

    until a couple of days ago, when i saw it. (i think almost a year has passed since ch32 was posted and rn btw) and saw it was finished. in my head i said, "should i do it? should i really do this at 3am with like 200k words right in front of my salad?". and, as always, said F U C K I T.

    and what a journey. two years of waiting for this to be finished and didn't disappoint a bit. well how could it? it's a masterpiece from my favorite author, it could never disappoint. im actually tearing up. it's like, an end of an era??????

    just...how can someone make up a whole other beautiful universe and twist already existing characters and claim them as their own? im sitting in my room, it is 5am, and wondering how i could have ever stopped reading this freaking masterpiece. and don't misunderstand my feelings when i stopped reading this for like...disinterest? i dont know how to explain it but i felt like i had to give my whole and undivided attention to this fanfic bc it's what it DESERVED.

    and reading the author's final note, how they were diagnosed with that, i just. i wish them so well in life. and if by, any chance, they're reading this: i want you to know how many tears, sleepless nights, joy, laughter and especially love, this fanfic has brought to me.

    im not leaving a comment bc im stoopid and somehow always feel pressured and feel like im saying the wrong thing bc there's more of a chance of the author seeing it.

    i feel so empty and full now. and that's something only a great ass author ONLY, can do. just know that no matter how long it takes, i'll be waiting to read more jack/pitch fics from you. i'll wait unconditionally :,-)

    so, thank you not_poignant. i hope your life is filled with lots and lots of snow-lights and you never have to live through darkness ever again.

  2. Public Bookmark 5

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    They go on vacation to their old honeymoon spots in hopes of rekindling their relationship and relaxing the air around them.

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    05 Sep 2018

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    i FUCKING LOVE fics like this ok? specially eruri ones; where they've been together for like 20 years and as every marriage, they start to have heavy problems. but their love still overpowers them ahahafafafsgsgshdjdjdnmsksjj im a SUCKER for heavy angst and then the comforting part UwU

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    The Makoto Haru remembers would have run up and pulled him into a hug by now, but this one stands his ground. The smile is real though, and unflinching. Haru lets himself be satisfied with that.

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    02 Jul 2018

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    aaaaand yes, another fic i've been keeping my eye on since 2016; really why am i so picky on not bookmarking wip fics??? even when i love them so much id give the author all my organs for it be finished?? anyway :-}

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    Haruka is a Nanase: A prince. A raven. A person of royalty. Makoto is a Tachibana: A knight. A swordsman. A humble servant. Yet together, they become something even the sky cannot hold and the strongest of swords cannot penetrate.

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    02 Jul 2018

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    fuck this! i've been keeping tags on this fic since 2016, but i got tired of waiting for it to be finished and since i loved it so much, and being as it already has 96k, why not bookmark it? djdjdjdk :-}

  5. Public Bookmark 87

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    Erwin has found Levi in his next life, and Levi has track marks on the crooks of his arms.

    Rated Explicit for: Graphic Violence, Nazi References, Severe Drug Use and Drug References, Non-Consensual Drug Use, Possible Triggers for Current and Recovering Addicts, Homophobic Slurs, and Sex.

    Manga Spoilers up to Chapter 85.

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    28 Jun 2018

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    i binge read this in like 4 days; its angst, pure fluff, pure angst and now fluff and i can't wait for the author to update fuck. im gonna :-} die