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    Turns out that being best friends with Spiderman isn't as cool as it sounds. It comes along with even longer sleepless nights, with lips and nails anxiously bitten raw, half moons dug on thighs as a coping mechanism. And this weird, void thing in Donghyuck's chest, pitch black and cold and swallowing all his sense of self worth whenever Mark jumps out of a window to put his life at risk. And Donghyuck gets left behind, fingers peeled open almost to his knuckles.

    or: the angsty adventures of ned!haechan and spider!mark

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    24 Sep 2020

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    “So let me get this straight. You went to the Meiji-Chuo game and saw your old crush and after watching Meiji bring Chuo to a crushing defeat, you realized you were still crushing on him big time?”

    Kageyama wishes he could spit in Tsukishima’s drink. “It’s not a crush.”

    Tsukishima laughs. “You poor dumb fuck.”

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    05 Sep 2020

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    “You wanna fuck, Johnny?”

    Johnny nearly chokes on his scotch, surprised. “What?”

    Donghyuck shrugs, looking unfazed at his reaction. “You don’t have to, you know. I won’t be offended, I mean, I get it. I’m just offering.”

    “Um-” Johnny casts wildly around for the semblance of a thought but all he can summon is, “Why?”

    Donghyuck smiles. “Because you’re sad, and I’m sad and I’ve been thinking a lot about perspective and life today, and I’ve come to the conclusion that I want to do something different for once - I want to really live, like I’ve never done before - and fucking a sad stranger in the bathroom of a bar seems like the right thing to do right now. In this moment. And I’m not going to question it.”

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    03 Aug 2020

  4. Public Bookmark 34

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    Doyoung needs a green card, Johnny is his best friend. They get married and it's a lot more complicated than it needs to be.

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    28 Jul 2020

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    "I’m glad you’re cool with it.” Johnny scrubbed the back of his neck. “With uh, the whole Hyuck situation.”

    “Yep,” Mark finished lamely. “Cool.” Cool, cool, cool. Everything was cool. Mark was a big boy, he could hold it together, right? His best friend was in love, over-the-moon with it, his career a fast-growing cloud shadowing Mark’s pitiful patch of green—and Johnny deserved all of it. Even now, Johnny was a satellite gliding down a different orbit. Mark just wasn’t built to follow.

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    23 Jul 2020

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Just all the emotions, so incredibly written