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    As a grease monkey turned college freshman, Dean's constantly three seconds away from being stressed out of his mind. It hardly helps that he's finally figuring out his sexuality in his thirties.

    What might help with that stress is a little phone number (and a big credit card bill). If he can't figure out how to be bisexual in person, he can at least give it a go over the phone, right?

    (It's probably a bad idea, but he really can't help himself.)

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    26 Aug 2021

  2. Public Bookmark 28

    105 by Anonymous

    Fandoms: Supernatural  

    19 Jun 2021

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    “I--” Charlie's breath stutters. “Sam, I-- you need to see something.”

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    04 Jun 2021

  3. Public Bookmark 63

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    In which Dean is captured by a shapeshifter that wears Cas' face and uses him for a sex toy.

    Then Cas and Sam show up to save him, and Dean isn't quite sure how to Deal.

    (The first chapter is short, but future chapters will be longer. :))

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    22 May 2021

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    It's like being buried at the bottom of a very deep, very dark well. Castiel has lived enough, sinned enough, for the weight of his mistakes to pin him flat in the darkness. It's shame and guilt and grief and each memory anchors him with a razor specificity, there in the lightless silence. This is how it works, he supposes. His own thoughts will devour him alive until he sips oblivion by choice, out of sheer desperation, and the void will know peace at last.

    But that was the bargain. He took that upon himself. His choice. Choice, he thinks, and would laugh if he still had a mouth to laugh with. Freedom is a length of rope.

    Then, after what could have been many eternities or just one, a pang of agony comes that isn't his own.

    *

    Or: the one where Castiel saves himself.

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    17 May 2021

  5. Public Bookmark 9

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    Gabriel is in for a rude awakening when he mistakenly believes that forcing Castiel to grieve his death multiple times won't put a damper on their relationship.

    Set at a foggy point in the timeline sometime after 13x22.

    Work and chapter titles taken from Coldplay's "Yellow," which is a song that gives me Gabriel&Castiel family feels every time I hear it.

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    15 May 2021