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    After surviving the fall, Will finds he has far fewer hesitations about joining Hannibal than he would have guessed. Character death, but not Will or Hannibal.

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    24 Jun 2019

  2. Public Bookmark 12

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    A meeting with the record label puts a strain on Harry's relationship with Louis and, if Harry really thinks about it, a strain on his relationships with everyone else in his life, including himself. On a freezing cold day in the middle of a European tour, the heater breaks on the bus, and Harry sort of breaks too.

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    19 Aug 2018

  3. Public Bookmark 6

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    Things haven’t been the same for quite some time. Harry doesn’t like the thought of them falling apart.

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    26 Apr 2018

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    When he spoke again, Harry’s voice was low. “Ever think of how many birthdays they don’t get?”

    Louis avoided Harry’s eyes. “What do you mean?”

    “Martinez was what, nineteen? Missed a good sixty of them.” Harry took the last of his cake and passed the plate to Louis. “Figure sixty missed birthdays each. Just on our side. How many is that?”

    Louis used the edge of his fork to scrape frosting off the plate. “Never thought about it.”

    “What would your shrink say?”

    “‘Focus on the positive.’”

    Harry ran a hand over his head and scratched the back of his neck. “How’s that working?”

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    Marine Louis Tomlinson is medically discharged when an IED explodes in Afghanistan. Months later, he's reunited Stateside with his Navy medic Harry Styles. The two of them shelter each other even as they refuse to admit they're in the throes of PTSD, until one night nearly destroys them.

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    15 Apr 2018

  5. Public Bookmark 62

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    And there it was again. That heaviness, that shift in the air that makes everything feel just a little slower. It’s like just moving forward makes him sore from the exertion. It’s not in the least physical, it’s his heart and mind and soul that feels stretched and pushed too far. It’s those moments, where his heart feels like it’s thudding only because it still can, that Louis feels the itch to glance at the clock. When he aches to know how long it’s been and maybe a part of him is wondering how long it will be. If this time, when he checks the clock, he’ll feel the same shame for his long stint of grief, but it will be followed by some sort of pride. He’s made it this far, and “because it still can” is a perfectly good reason for his heart to keep beating.

    “What are you thinking about?” Harry asks.

    Louis hums, shifting a little to rest his head on top of Harry’s. “Is this your new question?"

    “Yeah,” he whispers, softly.

    “Just… thinking about how long it’s been. And how long it may be before it doesn’t hurt so much anymore."

     

    Harry is a ghost who comes to visit. Louis feels like a ghost, himself. In forgiveness, they find their way back to life.

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    14 Apr 2018