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  1. Rec *

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    Will reflects on his new life as one half of a pair of Murder Husbands.

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    01 Aug 2021

  2. Rec 47

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    “I just don’t think I’m built for that, Sammy.” Dean says roughly and he’s always thought that, but hearing it out loud in his own voice hurts.

    “What? Love?” Sam’s voice is soft, “Dean, sometimes I think that’s all you’re made up of.”

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    I rewrote certain parts of Supernatural to fit trans Dean and sprinkled in some destiel for flavor. That’s it, that’s the fic.

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    22 Jun 2021

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    Getting used to Heaven is something of a marvel. It ain't perfect, and Dean thinks he'd hate it if it was, which is probably why it isn't.

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    "You don't understand," Dean whispers, exhaling shakily. "I know you don't, because even I don't. The instant you were gone, I wanted you back. Cas, I wanted you back. I wanted—I wanted—"

    Cas stares at him, searching his face. After a moment, his own face falls slack, eyes widening just so. "Oh," he breathes out.

    Dean wants to be furious that Cas has figured it out before he has—whatever it is—but he's not even that surprised. Cas knows him too well, always has, even more than Dean knows himself. He's been kicking Dean in the goddamn teeth with how deeply he understands him, even about the things Dean doesn't, ever since they first met. You don't think you deserve to be saved, that's what Cas had said. All bundled up in impossibilities and power, this being that looked at Dean Winchester and knew every single inch of him, as if he had a right to each part.

    "What?" Dean grits out.

    "I love you, too."

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    16 Jun 2021

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    Reverse French Mistake. Jensen Ackles travels to the Supernatural universe because he hates the season 15 finale and wants to save Dean's life. Okay fine, and fix Destiel.

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    15 Jun 2021

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    Team Free Will investigate a case of mysterious drownings in Minnesota. Dean investigates why everyone thinks he and Cas are happily married. Cas investigates how to get Dean to face the truth.

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    31 May 2021