Alexander seems to defy all the things Aaron knows to be true, though, seems to make a habit of it. Now, with his mouth warm and wet under Aaron's, Aaron thinks he should've seen this coming, should've known that this thing between him and Alexander would never be finished.
I love him more than I could ever describe
I will never find anyone like him for all my life
I can't tell him that I need him, I'll stand silently aside
He's not mine
I will say "I'm fine"
I'll be lying
["satisfied" rewritten from laurens's point of view]