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    Dr. Steve Rogers likes to think that if his patients have hope- their chances of survival will increase. Bucky Barnes has a 20% chance of survival and a desperate yearning to experience life. Against Steve's better judgment, he develops a relationship with his patient. It's illegal. It's wrong. But it's giving Bucky the hope to keep going, so Steve's going to keep giving it, because he wants Bucky to survive.

    He needs him to.

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    "Is this how it's going to be?" Steve asks. Asks Bucky as much as himself. As much as the entire godforsaken universe.
    "Yeah," Bucky just says. He pulls back until he can face him. Reaches to hold Steve's face in both his hands. "We already went from 'dying from it' to 'living with it'. That's more than most people get."

    --Steve and Bucky are on the run.--

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    01 Oct 2018

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    "Do you want me to eat you?"

    “No, but—” Steve broke off his instinctive response. All his life, he’d believed in doing what was right… he was not about to stop now. Wincing at the prickling pain in his feet, he straightened up to his full height. “Yes. If it means you’ll leave this place.”

    "But you don’t look very filling." The tip of the dragon’s tail twitched. "I don’t suppose you’re a virgin?" he asked hopefully. "I’ve heard they taste better."

    Steve gritted his teeth and refused to answer. The dragon could very well find that out for himself. He stared at the dragon. The dragon stared back. Then the dragon got up, turned around, and went back into his cave.

    "Well? Come on, tribute."

     

    or, how Steve ends up working for a dragon with a very odd sense of humor

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    03 Sep 2018

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    Steve looks perplexed for a minute then asks, "What makes torture nice?"

    It's a fair enough question. It's not the orgasms; Bucky had plenty of them with HYDRA and there's definitely a difference.

    He shrugs. "You doing it."

    Bucky craves the complete submission he experienced as the Asset. With Steve as his handler, and knowing he'll come back safely afterwards, what could possibly go wrong?

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    19 Aug 2018

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    In the middle of an unprecedented apocalyptic era, the greatest threat to people is still each other. Small group wars can rise up because of territory disputes, supply claims, ethical disagreements, even petty ex-boyfriends with a propensity for violence and a loyal troop willing to do anything to survive.

    For Bucky, this means running and hiding and fighting every moment of his life to be safe.
    For Steve, this means collecting the best of people and protecting his family over everything.

     

    Captain America Reverse Big Bang 2018. Artist: HopelessGeek

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    19 Aug 2018