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    Being the leader of BTS, Namjoon has supported his team through countless challenges, threats and difficult times. From their trainee days and debuts days, from Yoongi’s depression, to Jimin’s death threats, to Jungkook’s and Taehyung’s relationship dramas, Namjoon has been by their side no matter what. Nothing would ever stop or defeated the leader when it came to protecting his lover and brothers. Not until the van they were waiting in was highjacked when they were on their way to the airport. On that fateful day, Namjoon never felt so powerless, so weak. He couldn’t do anything to save his members from the horrors they were forced to endure.

     

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    Sexual abuse, Kidnapping, Rape, Violence, Drug.

    you have been warned so don't complain about it later!

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    09 Jul 2020

  2. Public Bookmark 4

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    "I am thinking it's a sign, that the freckles in our eyes are mirror images. And when we kiss they're perfectly aligned." I sang softly, nearly overpowered by the sound of my guitar. I was rusty, but all in all I didn't think it sounded too terrible. I didn't dare glance up to see what my boys thought of it. "And I have to speculate, that God himself did make us into corresponding shapes. Like puzzle pieces from the clay. And true, it may seem like a stretch. But it's thoughts like this that catch my troubled head when you're away. When I am missing you to death."

    I had been stoic and strong through this whole thing. I had to, I wanted to for the sake of the men I loved. They needed an anchor, and I was capable. But playing one of Dan's favorite songs now hit me so painfully hard that I was afraid I would just lose it right then and there. I got the strong sense that this would be the last time.

    TW: terminal illness

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    01 Feb 2018

  3. Public Bookmark 6

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    “Oh my god.” Dan suddenly says, cutting Kyle out of his thoughts. “You’re jealous.”

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    24 Jan 2018

  4. Public Bookmark 36

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    “It gets a bit lonely, though.” Mr. Lester added, once again catching Dan staring. Neither of them looked away this time. Dan held his breath while Phil held his gaze. “Being a young man in such an overwhelming career…with certain needs you know?” His eyes didn’t leave Dan as he spoke, and Dan was blushing a bright red. “Companionship…and such.”

    “Yes...one would imagine,” the interviewer commented, unaware of the moment the two men had just shared.

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    Dan pulled a pen out of a holder on the table and tore a piece of blank paper, scrawling numbers onto it quickly. He folded the paper in half and smiled. He tucked it inside of Mr. Lester’s business suit’s pocket, smoothing his hand over the pocket before pulling back.

    “What’s this?” Mr. Lester enquired, eyebrow raised in amusement as he looked down at the note.

    “My number,” Dan answered, quietly. “I, uh—I get a bit lonely as well.”

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    When Dan is offered luxurious living conditions and the ability to pursue his art and drop out of law school, and all he has to do is be there for consensual sex with the hottest man he's ever seen, he's not about to turn it down. Confusing feelings and relationships be damned.

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    15 Jan 2018

  5. Public Bookmark 4

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    "Friends? How can we stay friends? We were never friends."

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    14 Jan 2018