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  1. Public Bookmark 15

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    "Buck's been injured," Eddie says. He locks eyes with Buck and lets out a long breath. "He's been impaled."

    Oh. 

    That– that explains a lot.

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    02 Oct 2022

  2. Public Bookmark 14

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    Buck hasn’t always had the healthiest relationship with sex. If he’s honest, he hasn’t always had the healthiest relationship with his body in general, so everything else—all the sex, his self-image, the risks he’s taken on the job or just in life—all of that ties back to a root cause.

    But sex in particular…

    Buck knows he’s hot. But that’s also…complicated. Because he knows the kinds of assumptions that get made when someone sees him across a crowded bar. And he definitely knows the assumptions people make about what he likes, or should like, in bed. He fills a very specific fantasy for a lot of people, with his size and strength and general…everything. Which…sometimes that’s fine. Sometimes he likes that fantasy, too. But other times, what he wants, what he needs, is something very different.

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    02 Oct 2022

  3. Public Bookmark 31

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    A bruise on the inner thigh. That’s all it is. They're in gym class and Steve is sitting, legs crossed, on the gym floor, stretching his legs and his shorts have ridden up enough that Eddie can see the light purple mark peeking through.

    He’s so curious about it he feels like he’s going a little crazy.

    Eddie can’t stop looking. Feels like the bruise is imprinted on his eyes. He finally tears his eyes away and sees Steve looking back at him. Eddie knows his ears are red and he slowly turns away, tries not to move too quickly because that shows guilt, and he doesn’t have anything to be guilty about. It’s a bruise. It’s Steve’s leg. That's it.

    Why can’t he look?

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    02 Oct 2022

  4. Public Bookmark 63

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    “Do you want to talk about it?” Eddie asks, his expression open and warm, like he cares.

    And Buck’s smart enough to believe that Eddie does – in fact – care. That he has for a long time. But the question he asks himself is not whether Eddie cares now, it’s whether he will care always.

    Living a life like Buck has, it only makes sense to wait for the other shoe to drop, to wait for someone to finally pull the rug from under his feet.

    “It’s nothing, really. Don’t worry about me.” Buck shrugs it off.

    “Yeah that’s too late for that, bud.” Eddie says, poking him on the shoulders. “So humor me, okay?”

    [OR Eddie checks on Buck after breakfast with Chimney. They talk about the shooting, and couches]

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    30 Sep 2022

  5. Public Bookmark 44

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    There’s a dream that Buck keeps having.

    In the dream, there isn’t any sound. But he wakes up in Eddie’s bed, warm and soft and held. He wakes up in Eddie’s bed, the room dappled in golden morning light, and Eddie smiles and lifts a hand to card gentle fingers through Buck’s hair, strokes the backs of them down Buck’s cheek. His lips move, but Buck can’t hear him. It doesn’t matter though, because Eddie pulls him tight against his chest after that. Lips graze the edge of his hairline…and the scene shifts.

    He goes through a whole day in the dream, snippets of scenes that slide away before he can get a solid grip on them. Flickers and flashes of a silent movie playing over and over. Home. Love. Family. A life, a life, a life.

    In the dream, he has everything. In the dream, he’s not afraid. In the dream, he is whole.

    But…then he wakes up.

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    28 Sep 2022

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