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Sam knows Steve thought Sam’d be looking after Bucky. Turns out, those first few days, it's the other way around. Turns out, Sam was holding himself together more than he realized. Alone, Sam has nightmare after nightmare. During the day, his eyes ache with how tired he is. He forgot how bad this could get. It's been years, since Riley. Feels like months. Like days. He sits and stares at the lake for hours, lets himself go cold with lack of movement, and it's Bucky who brings him a blanket. A cup of herbal tea that never tastes of anything even when it should. Company, sitting down next to him, while Sam shivers.
If Bucky dreams, he’s quiet about it, but Sam knows that doesn’t mean he’s okay. Honestly, he never actually sees Barnes sleeping. He’s sitting up, on the couch, when Sam goes to bed, and he’s sitting up, same spot, when Sam stumbles awake again.
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- Part 1 of the future unfolding, infinite
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12 Nov 2018
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"What do they call you?" Bucky carefully pulls out an equal amount of caramel and cheese kernels of popcorn and pops them into his mouth. "Birdman?"
"No."
"Captain Canary?"
"Hell no."
"The Winged Avenger?"
"Falcon, dammit, and I am not an Avenger," Sam snaps, and now he's kinda pissed because yes, it's a bird name. He didn't sign up for this kind of ridicule from an amnesiac assassin.
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Basically, the 5 times Sam actually found Bucky and the 1 time he tried to hide from him. Don't tell Steve.
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12 Nov 2018
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Hunger for Your Touch by coffeeinallcaps
Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe, Captain America (Movies)
07 Oct 2016
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Of course it’s not the first thought that crosses his mind when he loses the arm, but. Well.
He really did like those smooth hard metal fingers a lot, is all.
The new arm looks similar but feels different. Lighter. Its nerve sensors and pressure pads are more sensitive, and the surface adapts to his body temperature, which takes some getting used to. The first time he runs one of its fingers down his crack and over his hole, his entire body jerks.
“Oh,” he gasps, surprised, and does it again.Bookmarked by nadya
11 Nov 2018
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a couple rebel top gun pilots (flying with nowhere to be) by notcaycepollard
Fandoms: Captain America (Movies)
01 Oct 2017
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That seems to be the thing that breaks the ice between them; Bucky's never really hung out with Sam before, past being jammed into a too-small car for six hours and then two uncomfortable months in a safehouse trying not to get on each other’s last nerve. Now they’re getting lunch or coffee every few days. Sam falls asleep on Bucky’s couch three more times. Bucky joins him and Steve a couple of times on their morning run.
He doesn’t notice, is the thing; doesn’t notice how ever since Sam slept on his couch that night he’s been letting Bucky closer bit by bit, that as Bucky’s been wondering about the boundaries and structures of friendship, Sam’s been drawing in.
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09 Nov 2018
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what i like about you baby (is how you annoy me daily) by notcaycepollard
Fandoms: Captain America (Movies)
24 Jan 2018
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“I’m not sharing my room,” Sam mutters, knowing as he says it that it sounds exactly like he’s a fucking ten year old facing a new sibling. Steve hastily makes what Sam thinks is supposed to be an understanding face.
“Of course not,” he says soothingly. “He can bunk in with me, it’s not like we haven’t done it before. It's a twin room, anyway, there's already a spare bed.”
Sam guesses a bigger house is out of the question. Whatever; the three of them have spent eight hours crammed in a Mini, it can’t be that bad.
It’s not that bad. It’s worse.
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09 Nov 2018
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in your black heart (is where you'll find me) by notcaycepollard
Fandoms: Captain America (Movies)
24 Mar 2017
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“Hey,” he tries, “hey darlin’, can you pass me the milk?”
“Oh sure,” Sam responds after a long pause. “Here you go. Sweetie.”
“Thanks, hon, you’re a real doll,” Bucky drawls, and pours himself another bowl of cereal, tops up his coffee, takes a mouthful of milk straight from the carton just for good measure. Sam narrows his eyes.
“That’s disgusting,” he sighs, and Bucky makes deliberate eye contact, swallows another mouthful. Sam holds his gaze. “Cupcake, come on, I gotta drink that shit, stop putting your mouth all over it.”
“I’ll put my mouth all over wherever I want,” Bucky tells him. “Sweetheart.”
“Will you just,” Sam mutters, and sips his black coffee like he’s totally unruffled, and Bucky is startled to discover that he’s the one who’s blushing. Shit. Maybe this was a tactical error.
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09 Nov 2018
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Reasons that Bucky has vowed never to get involved in Steve’s fights ever again: 1. He’s landed himself in jail, 2. The jail is in the ass-end of Latveria, 3. The only other American within a hundred clicks is an asshole, 4. Said asshole happens to be his cellmate and Bucky’s stuck with him.
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08 Nov 2018
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The trials and tribulations of Police Officer Steve Rogers and his experiences with the locals in his precinct, as well as his involvement with the stupidly handsome roughneck from the 'hood, Bucky Barnes.
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07 Nov 2018
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One door closed to shadow by queerly_it_is
Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe, Captain America (Movies)
13 May 2016
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“Fuck me,” Steve says, swallowing, watching Bucky’s pupils eat away the colour around them, feeling the reaction in a tremble under his hands. “Make me feel it.” He remembers that first time, in a colder room on scratchier sheets in a different world, smirks and adds: “I dare you.”
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06 Nov 2018
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an irrevocable condition by layersofsilence
Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe, Captain America (Movies)
06 Aug 2018
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Maria Elena Popescu’s apartment building might be a faceless grey dump, but it’s her faceless grey dump, and she’s proud of it. It’s small – three floors, and three very poky flats to a floor, except for the bottom floor that was the entrance hall and her own quarters – but that just meant she knew everybody who lived here, and liked them. Nobody was allowed to come in here and make it worse, or disreputable, not even tall dark and good-looking foreigners who reacted with an appropriate amount of fear when Maria eyeballed them.
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05 Nov 2018
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Flare by WishingStar
Fandom: Captain America (Movies), Captain America - All Media Types, Marvel Cinematic Universe, The Avengers (Marvel Movies)
11 Feb 2018
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05 Nov 2018
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I'll plead the fifth on all of this by onvavoir
Fandom: Captain America (Movies), Marvel Cinematic Universe
02 Jul 2016
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05 Nov 2018
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“I came out to Peggy last night. We were playing a game where everyone made up one resolution and then put them in a hat. I got ‘find a boyfriend’.”
“You came out to me this morning,” Bucky observed, squinting at him. “I think. Jesus, I’m pretty sure I drank that whole bottle of vodka myself. Since when have you wanted to find a boyfriend?”
(Also known as millennials spending a year trying to find love and falling on a lot of dicks instead)
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03 Nov 2018
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Sam's gotta buy a wedding present, and nothing but elf booze will do.
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- Part 1 of a greenhouse in brooklyn
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03 Nov 2018
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ain't really quaint by quietnight, silentwalrus
Fandoms: Captain America - All Media Types
12 Sep 2018
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Natasha stops by on a Tuesday, early enough in the morning that it would have been late by Steve’s old standards. Now, though, it takes him nearly three minutes just to limp to the door, yawning, and when he opens it he has to lean heavily on the doorframe.
“Hi,” Natasha says, over the beginnings of birdsong. She’s not alone. “Can we come in?”
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02 Nov 2018
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If you can't procure your own illegal explosives, store-bought is fine.
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- Part 6 of snackfic
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02 Nov 2018
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Post-TWS: Steve talks and Bucky listens.
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- Part 1 of I'll Get By
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01 Nov 2018
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Bucky had been careful, after all, leaving no trace of his comings and goings. It was horrendously disappointing to know that Rogers had found him. Bucky was a lot better than getting caught by a guy who wore the American flag as a onesie. He just really was.
“Don’t you – Bucky – Bucky,” Rogers started, and to Bucky’s growing horror, it looked like Rogers was on the verge of some type of emotional eclipse. Anger, sadness, something, and Bucky wanted nothing to do with it.
“Hate to break it to you, bud, but I don’t remember ever living here and I don’t remember you.”
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01 Nov 2018
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tezeta (nostalgia) by vowelinthug
Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe, Captain America (Movies), Captain America - All Media Types
04 Jun 2018
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Steve Rogers is a terrible tourist, and a lousy house guest.
Bucky Barnes waters his plants and tries his best.
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set in that sweet spot between Black Panther and Infinity War, in a little valley in Wakanda
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31 Oct 2018
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Short Circuit by Chiyume
Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe, The Avengers (Marvel) - All Media Types, Captain America - All Media Types
22 Jul 2017
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The moment Steve’s fingers wrap around the metal, Bucky lets out a gasp as if he’s just been punched in the gut, and drops back down onto one knee with a sway that threatens to make him topple over. However, when Steve moves to help, Bucky flinches, shaking Steve’s hand off with a startled yelp.
“Don’t touch me!” he growls.Something is obviously wrong with Bucky's arm, but he still refuses to let anyone look at it. Steve suspects foul play, and goes to confront his friend about it. Only, when he finally finds Bucky, the truth turns out to be much, much worse than Steve ever suspected.
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29 Oct 2018